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cr3ntist · 1 year
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FINALLY made the fanart i planned on for @bumblingbabooshka ‘s fic Come Back to Me…
closeup under the cut and a draft of another scene that never got completed!
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fregget-frou · 1 year
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The Freelancer has major “I need to comfort everyone” syndrome, it’s just the overall vibe they have ok now here’s my rambles on it plus that found family for some fluff ✨✨
Because We’re Friends
Freelancer seems like the kind of person who’s always tried to put their true self on the back burner, like they were too much for some people and they always deserved the attention and care. Because why would someone choose them out of everyone else? There’s so many more people more worthy of love and care in their mind. Even with that they still try to be soft and malleable, something that’s quiet and static for people to rest on before they go off to other people. They made themselves quiet, did their best to learn how to listen, a person to talk to and give out compliments. Because even with all their doubt they still desperately craved any kind of attention, and if being that shoulder to cry on was what they could get? It was more than enough.
They liked it. They liked people being happy in their presence. They wanted to be comforting and what people needed. They wanted to be needed, even if they thought they didn’t deserve it. Like the most forms of care and affection were taboo to be “wasted” on them.
They lived like that for a while, got used to being someone in the background, being that “mellow” person, always being someone’s friend but never having any friends of their own.
Until they got to DAMN. Met their group of people. They thought it was going to be like rest of their relationships, so freelancer started to go into the motions. Acting as a person to talk to and get advice but still distant. Then they started to reach out. As Gavin was constantly showering them with attention it made them feel drunk because for some reason to them it felt so genuine. And would anyone say such beautiful things to them? Think so highly of them, they weren’t special in their own mind no not for someone like him. But he continued nevertheless, and they couldn’t help but crave it. They craved the innocent morning touches on his skin to their own. The smiles as they sun rose from their window bathing him in light. The nights where they felt like he didn’t want them for their body, only them. He asked for nothing but their presence. And they yearned for his all encompassing arms because it was one of the few places they could let go of things and just indulge themselves in what to them felt like the most horrible sins, to be loved and to accept it.
Then freelancer was going out with Huxley, they preferred him talking. His voice was kind enough and they enjoyed it as he rambled about things he loved. They’d go quiet, trying their best to listen and let him do his thing. Then he’d look at them, in their eyes—no, their soul—and he’d have a look of just. Knowing. He knew what they were trying desperately to not show others. He wouldn’t mention it but Huxley would still push them out of their comfort zone. He’d let them try to talk. Freelancers voice was rocky at first then they talkies, they couldn’t stop themselves. Like an old damn and it’s gates opening to backed up rainwater, it came out and couldn’t be stopped. Anything really, things they learned in classes, facts and just cool things they found interesting as they walked through the forrest on their hikes together. They’d both would just talk to each other, and they felt at ease. He felt like home, not just someone who hung around them but someone who truly cares about freelancer as a person. He was their friend. He was aware of them, what they liked to do. Their favorite toppings on hotdogs. What their smile, real smile looked like. That they snorted when they laughed. He knew all the stupid things they cared about. Freelancer was in new territory but now? They didn’t want to be distant anymore. They had a friend now. And he had one too.
Lasko was there from the very start too, one of the first friendly faces in a scary world. He was a small light, leading them out into the world, showing all the new things they used to push away. They could recognize themselves in him, from one human born to the next yes but, there was more. He wasn’t quiet per-say but he understood what it was like to feel like you aren’t deserving of things. He’d try to brush off things, amazing and incredible things and all of his interests and freelancer couldn’t comprehend how he’d think he was annoying or uninteresting. How could someone so great think like this? Before freelancer knew they caught themselves thinking about how they think like that too. They saw all the things they went through and they saw how even through he went through similar he’d risen to heights they wouldn’t even dream of getting to. He’d become a role model, someone who they looked up to because hey! You went through what I went through and look how far you’ve gone! So now he’s a friend, and with each rickety step Lasko and Freelancer try to help each other become better. Better people better friends and better to themselves, bit by bit they both learned how to take pride in themselves.
Damien was there as a companion, and someone who pushed them. He started as a peer who knew so much and was good at everything, intimidating to freelancer who was basically like newborn calf trying to walk in the magic world. Even with their many, many mess ups, he saw things inside of freelancer they’d pushed down a long, long time ago. He saw not just potential but a person under all the soft yet thick exterior they made to be a wall in between themselves and others. He exposed it to the air and sometimes it stung like a wound, because they never pushed themselves because they thought they could never be anything more. They didn’t think they could be more, that stopped as they became closer to Damien. He saw they could and knew what to do to push them to be better, not just academically. Freelancer saw that he cared so much, so much for people and struggled with being “too intense”. Like his rightful anger was too much. They knew what it was like to be too much. They liked to see him get excited and do things he cared about. His hobbies, what he wanted to do. They found common ground in being nerds, in dreaming of trying to make their world better for people like them. They liked being around him, because he was their friend.
As freelancer looked back from the kitchen as they made dessert, all their friends—no family— sat on their couch playing games and laughing they felt like they were home. Joining them, being invited and involved. Seeing everyone, all these people they care so much about and them caring back. They’re freelancers family. It wasn’t just a friend group to them, not like what they were used to. It felt so surreal even as they say and smashed the buttons on the controller, sat next to all of them and feeling it all, it still felt like they were going to wake up. It felt too go be true, how could they get so lucky? Any moment now they’d wake up from the best dream and go back to normalcy. That never did happen though. Now they all sat in knitted sweaters from Huxley and tea made by Damien, perfect blend and temperature. Lasko brought games and his dnd lore, Gavin brought his excellent charm and blankets from the closet and sat beside them holding their hip. It was a fall night and they were with their family, and they reveled in the taboo feeling of being loved fully for who you are, such a raw feeling.
The freelancer knew now it’s what they deserved, they were worthy of it even with their achievements or themselves. They were worthy of this, this fall night on a couch surrounded by people who they loved and loved back.
Because they were friends.
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pinkkittysaw · 11 months
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SHINJIRO ARAGAKI I LOVE YOU
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sevnation · 1 month
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my redacted top ten! (listener edition)
1. angel, all i post about on this account is angel. theyre just like me fr and i have so many plots and headcanons for them (theyre a stoner, theyre from a hunter family, blah blah blah) but i also love the way they interact with david, perfect match imo.
2. sweetheart, whats not to love about sweetheart. sassy, break in master, most powerful stealth in the redactive universe to date, and they’re dating milo!
3. fool!freelancer specifically. fool!freelancer is so attractive i was literally acting like gavin the whole video. if fool!freelander walked up to me in a cafe we’d be in the bathroom in 20 minutes
4. doc. i love doc. theyre so morgan coded its insane and they treat hush with such gentleness (hush, the serial murderer)
5. lovely. NOW DONT GER ME WRONG. i love lovely so much, theyre my baby and they deserve better. however, i cant listen to the vincent audios without crying. my baby gained powers after almost being killed, losing said powers and ACTUALLY DYING, and is now living life as a dead person. me and vincent wouldve been scrapped
6. darlin. same as lovely, cant listen to sam’s playlist beyond the ‘alpha and mate have a talk’ because it makes me break down into tears.
7. starlight. avior and starlight COME HOME ITS BEEN 2 MONTHS AND 1 WEEK. but anyway, theyre not low because i dont like them, theyre low because i like everyone else more. starlight my sassy king
8. baabe. NOW LISTEN PLEASE LISTEN DONT GRAB ME PLEASE. i love baabe sm theyre so sweet but ASHER HAS LITTLE TO NO AUDIOS. I DONT KNOW PLS. i love baabe and ash tho my bbs
9. bestie. STAND UP. STAND UP NOWWW. this made is a CULTIST AND YOU KISSED HIM. YOU GOT CULT COOTIES.
10. asset / cutie. no explanation.
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tujhse-raabta · 3 days
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pjo fic recs?
OOH OOH IKHF FKFKVKRKVKDLCKRKFKRLVKDF I LOVE YOU FOR THIS
ok ok ok first one. The God Complex
this is an apollo x oc, and it is so fucking well written I die because of it daily????? like. lowkey one of the best things I've read. author hasn't updated for like a year, but honestly, you would not regret reading this at ALL. it's a blessing, I am Very Serious
next, i think this one's a classic - Falling For You
i am feral for this. basically percy falls into Tartarus alone, dark percy, percabeth, the ups and downs of dating a demigod who has gone through HELL, god I will never forget how this one fucked me up and I love it sm igkfkgke
next, Son Of Sea Foam
gdidkfkrkckd FERAL FERAL FERAL, LITERALLY
in a world where big three kids have a CURSE ON THEM, it's even more forbidden to be alive !!! silena is the loml as is percy and god I love this one sm. i had to stop reading after the first one bcs [redacted] but the second one is amazing too i just know it gifkfkekcklckcekcm
a perpollo - I have swallowed my pride (to say goodbye)
everytime this updates i cry of happiness and they're so regular it's just like a weekly blessing. it's time travel fem percy and there's so muchr tirkgkrkgkrkglrlvke I CSNT FUNCTION OK THIS IS A MUST READ EVEN IF YOU DONT TOUCH THE OTHERS
The Kistos Trilogy
not very percabeth friendly pls keep that in mind!!! but it's so. it's very Poseidon and Percy and parental love and dark percy and gods i just girkgkekckdlkckdlcldlckekckelvllrkv
having a god for a big brother
THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, ITS AN UTTER AU ANF ITS SO UNIQUE????? BASICALLY OK OKOK SO . percy is a god here and Estelle is his sister / [redacted] oh god the plot twists and the family fluff I love the perpollo yes but I read this for the Annabeth & Luke & Thalia & Estelle & Percy feels!!!!!!
i hear you're alive (how disappointing)
fuckrifkrkfkfkelck this is. the worst that Tartarus could be. basically percy doesn't stop when Annabeth asks him to during akhlys, and terrified + trauma flashbacks cause her to leave him there alone and escape through the doors of death. it's .,,, obviously not percabeth? i find Annabeth surprisingly in character for the WILDLY out of character premise but gods the way this is written is so. fkekgkrkgk. also hazel baby<333
last one I promise lmao - Citizens of Glass
BEST PERPOLLO DJGKKRKFKEKFKEKFKEKKVKDKVLRKGKRKGKROEOGKRKCLELCKRKVKRK GODS THE FEELS AND EVERYTHING???? IM SO FERAL FOR ANNABEYH AND PERCYS FRIENDSHIP HERE DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ITS SO. V8DKGMVL. THEY ARE RIDE OR DIE BESTIES. LITERALLY.
i lied one more because VIRIRKF
The Once and Future God
time travel fix it which I think redeems luke????? i love it it's all so amazing and Percy is actually from 300 years in the future and he's such a smart amazing kid he's SAVING SO MANY PEOPLE AND THE LIGHTNING THIEF HASNT EVEN STARTED????? i love this sm it's the best soup ever
(two more bcs I can't help myself. this for some really really cool god Percy oneshot which left me feeling buzzed and this for a super super unhealthy dark perpollo)
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plutocries · 15 days
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I'm working on my d.a.m.n headcanon designs and I can't stop crying. I love them sm I love thier found family trope I wish I had what they have so bad :(
I'm so mentally unwell about redacted characters.
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thefourchimes · 28 days
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lots of encanto AUs i want to talk about so here you go
so uh, i've been brain rotting and hyperfixating on encanto for a bit now, and its been very fun
tho i've barely talked about some of the ideas and aus i have and want to share, so i guess i want to do that now in a way, so uh... (mirabel voice) lets go lets go
List of AUs here:
Time Travel AU
Big Hero 6 AU
[Redacted] AU (not the au's actual name, hidden for reasons)
Ghost Cocoon AU (fusion idea au i came up with of the cocoon au by @raefever and ghost grandchildren au by @jerseyk112, both found in @gamerbearmira's blog)
Giftless Grandkids AU (idea by anon, also found in @gamerbearmira's blog)
Undertale AU
Gravity Falls AU
P.S. some of these au ideas are not originally mine, but i've contributed to them in some way, and i've credited and tagged the creators
More information of the AUs found below
1. Time Travel AU
first au i've ever thought about, cool hue sisters centered, because i love them sm and i was still finding my footing in encanto and the fandom when i thought of this au, and yeah
its where isabela and luisa get sent back to the past after going after and protecting mirabel as casita falls
i gained the idea after seeing how the two older sisters were still so terrified of alma and disappointing her that they couldn't stand up for mirabel and for themselves, but as casita was falling, they weren't about to let their baby sister go, not after everything
despite this being the first au, its also still really vague and barebones in a sense, not much planned yet and its all just vibes, plus i just really wanted a cool sisters au because i love them sm
2. Big Hero 6 AU
ah yes, big hero 6 au, my beloved
came to be when i figured out bear aka @gamerbearmira's reference in one of her encanto one shots, the scooby doo one where they got arrested, and she used bh6's aunt cass' rant for alma's rant in said one shot, and then it led me to realize the potential of encanto big hero 6 au with bear, so that was fun
there's a post in bear's blog for the au, so you can check it out
there's a bunch more info that we haven't shared yet, but it's all written up in the docs for it, so yesyes
honestly been a bit since i touched the au personally, as i keep getting distracted by the other ones below
but yeah, planning on exploring of this au soon <3
3. [Redacted] AU
ah yes, this au, the 120 and counting pages one in my docs
and the 120 pages are mostly just details and planning for the au, not a single written thing yet
this au is not called redacted au, but the name itself is redacted because the word itself is a bit of a spoiler and im still trying to find a better name for it in general
i have no idea how to explain this au
first thing to mention is how its very much inspired by Take Back the Kingdom by @optimistic-violinist and @impossiblefangirl0632 (sorry for the tag, i can take it out if you'd like) and i really really recommend this fic, its so so good and it changed my brain chemistry on so many levels
so yes, i really got inspired by this fic, and it will very much be shown in this particular au with some things and tropes, but ofc im doing my own spin on stuff and the details, and from what i have rn, i think it really evolved and is still evolving as time goes on
another thing to note about this is how the idea came to be because of TBTK inspiration and a dream i had on the day i was taking a metaphysics midterms exam (this is completely unnecessary to mention but oh well, i still remember that moment so vividly)
the dream impacted just exactly how this au is going to go
what is the dream about? you'll find out whenever i get to write this au
all i can say without spoiling much is that there are lots of memory shenanigans and angst, plus the very fun trope of "your found family is your actual family"
also once more, read take back the kingdom, very good fic, 11/10, much recommend, will reread again
4. Ghost Cocoon AU
this au is the fusion of the Cocoon au and the Ghost Grandkids au, both still found in @/gamerbearmira's blog
ghost grandkids au is from @jerseyk112 and cocoon au is from @raefever, and ofc bear has a lot of ideas and thoughts for these aus in her blog
i was rereading bear's cocooned fic for the 17123723507 time and while i was at it, i remembered the ghost grandchildren au, so i decided it would be pretty fun to fuse the two aus together in some way
and so i did (first ask, second ask)
basic premise of this au is really just the ghost kids' healing and them protecting their younger selves and their family
this fusion au interested me so much that it got to the point where i actually wrote a 3683 word first chapter of sorts(?) for this fusion au already (bear has seen it but i havent posted it at all)
planning on continuing it when i feel like it tho hehe
so yes its been wild with this one
5. Giftless Grandkids AU
giftless grandkids au, my beloved
just as the name says, au where all the grandkids are giftless
all i can say is everything and nothing changes all at the same time with this
this au was sent and suggested by an anon in bear's blog
this is also the one where bear and i went wild on for the past few days
pretty sure bear is gonna be writing this au, if im not mistaken? so its very exciting
there's a lot in store for this au and it'll be fun
6. Undertale AU
undertale au yesyes
not the type where the characters are these characters tho
this idea is where we'll be throwing the grandkids into the underground for an adventure of a lifetime!
so basically characters of one media meet characters of the other media type
and the kids are gonna be going through the plot of undertale, technically in frisk's shoes here
this au is still very vibes and not much planned, there's lots of potential to play around tho, so im thinking of exploring this at some point soon
7. Gravity Falls AU
gravity falls au this time!!
now this au is the one pure vibes one, absolutely zero planning or thoughts, just vibes and aspirations for it
not even sure if it'll be like the undertale au where characters of one media will meet characters of the other media or if it'll be characters from this media are gonna be these characters of that media in this au
i just thought it would be fun to have an encanto gravity falls au idea, but still dont know where it'll be going in general
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So that's about it, there's actually a few more ideas i havent mentioned yet, but let's just say these ideas are exactly like the gravity falls au vibing no planning, except much worse in a sense, so i have no idea what kind of footing there will be at all with those aus
but anyway, i digress, these are some of the ideas and aus i have and would love to share and write and uh, yeah
if you have any questions on these aus, feel free to ask if ever, my asks are open (this is the first time im saying this in a post omg help)
but anyway yes the brainrot and hyperfixation is real
if you got here to the end, congrats have a pic of my dog for your effort and dedication <333 see you around <3
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wonderbutch · 4 months
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genres and bands i listen to and how i got into them: an entirely too long useless list i made instead of sleeping
celtic punk
shoutout to the genre ever? i grew up listening to celtic punk literally since i was born. my dad sucks but his music taste does not. this genre is 32% responsible for my leftist punk attitude, which is ironic if you know anything about my father.
- the dropkick murphys: first band i can ever remember hearing. as a toddler i called them “the bastards”. still a favourite forever and everrr. their newish album “this machine still kills fascists” fucks HARD. the band will forever be a formative reminder of my working class upbringing in a miners family
- the rumjacks: late nights and early mornings in my dads car introduced me to this band. i really will tell me ma when i get home and i wont feel guilty about it
- paddy and the rats: one of the only celtic punk bands i actually discovered on my own. in 2018 i went on a sailing ship for a week and that got me rlly into celtic punk again LMAO. this band is so fucking good
emo/pop punk
i was 13 and tbh it was a phase but i still love listening to fob and mcr and sws
- my chemical romance: unironically i think i got into them through band memes
- fall out boy: literally just thru scrolling through youtube when i was 12
- [REDACTED]: [REDACTED]
- sleeping with sirens: this band shaped me as a person. kellin quinn the original gender envy. ohhh i miss this band sm
- all time low: a kid in my class in year 7 introduced me to all time low and ill remember him forever for it. hope youre well, jaiden.
- la dispute: got to see them live last year after @starcam413 got me into them! theyre kinda more screamo like sws but not in the same way as sws but definitely emo too
- set it off: this band is still SO GOOD. so fucking good oh my god. truly the fucking era
- the score: i was a greek mythology nerd as a kid (its my major now!) of course i listened to the score. i miss being 13 and listening to the score on youtube on my laptop at 3am so bad
folk punk
celtic punk and folk punk are very related, and i grew up listening to bands like the pogues and the violent femmes. is it really any wonder how i ended up Like This
- the violent femmes: as a child my dad would play country death song in the car. yes i am mentally ill and have daddy issues can you blame me????? (the song is literally about killing your daughter and then offing yourself)
- toby foster: really one of my proper introductions to the genre and what ultimately led me to discover bands like ajj and pat the bunny. found him on youtube through his song tennessee. i was 13 i think?
- pat the bunny: after toby foster i was completely hooked on the genre and of course ended up listening to the king himself, pat the bunny. your heart is a muscle the size of your fist is such a comfort song to me even now. it sucks he no longer makes music but im very happy he got sober!
- schmekel: im trans and punk of course i listen to schmekel. fantastic trans and jewish band that helped me a lot with my transness as a young teen
- mal blum: im counting his music as folk punkish, sue me. no idea how i got into them either. their song new years eve is the song i listen to on repeat every single new years eve, and i have yet to change this tradition. Help Me.
- the front bottoms: I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS. THEIR EARLIER ALBUMS ARE FOLK PUNK AS HELL. genuinely my favourite band ever. i can’t remember how i got into them but is how i ended up friends with @starcam413 (hi jon!)
- she/her/hers: sooo formative to me when i was 15/16 struggling with being trans.
- harley poe: ohh i love this guy so fucking much. why do i relate so much to a middle aged divorced man????
- days n daze: one of the most popular folk punk bands so i mean. Duh. sooo good i love them.
punk
- the sex pistols: listen. listen to me LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN. i dont even fucking like this band. in fact i despise it. but because my dad is an idiot, he loves this band and played it a lot when i was a kid.
- the queers: i think i heard them on a spotify playlist last year? big fan.
- the muslims: i believe this was recommended to me on reddit?? amazing black and brown queer band, i love it a lot
- tribe 8: im a lesbian with a complicated gender identity of course i listen to tribe 8. trans queer punk band that i listened to a lot when i was like 15 i think
- against me!: listened to them a lot when i was 15
new wave/post punk
got into this genre in 2022 and Hella into it late last year. blame paper girls brainrot.
- devo: got into them in 2022 thanks to an online friend hi ira 🌀 theyve never made a single bad song
- the cure: once again my dad showed me a lot of the cure when i was a kid and getting into music
- blondie: ….have you seen the batman and harley quinn movie….please dont make me say more. the first cassette in my collection is from this band!
- new order: one of my favourite bands right now. like most things for the last three years of my life, i got into this band because of a comic book. the tv adaption of paper girls features two new order songs and it got me absolutely hooked on this band.
rock/all that shit??
- danzig: once again you can blame paper girls for this
- bon jovi: also paper girls. i am obsessed with jon bon jovi’s hair in the 90s. gender envy as fuck
- queen: when i was 14 i found my grandpas mp3 player from the 2000s, he was a big fan of queen. i ended up putting all my music on the mp3 player and ive used it every single day since.
- billy joel: i was raised by my grandmother of course i listened to billy joel. played a lot on our old radio with my nans ipod when i was a kid. apparently my nan isnt even a big fan of him so i guess he was only formative to me lol????
indie
probably one of my most listened to genres just because. i have no reason. ive come to realise that most of my indie music taste is stolen from aura.
- girl in red: shoutout to discovering im a lesbian in 2017/2018 and to my best friend @vampoholica for introducing me to girl in red
- bastille: i love bastille sm icarus is such a good song and as a greek mythology kid i was so obsessed. bad blood youll always be famous to me
- mitski: oguhfhgh i dont know how i got into mitski but good lord. literally life changing.
- the smiths: fuck morrissey. i think this too was aura’s fault and i forgive them bc i love the smiths
- chloe moriondo: ahh the youtube ukulele era how i miss you
- alex g: i can’t remember how i got into alex g but i got into his music in 2022 and now im obsessed and unwell about him
- adrienne lenker: again this is aura’s fault and i am so fine with that. music sooo devastating it makes u wanna throw up and sleep forever
- elliott smith: i started listening to him because of simon vs the homo sapiens agenda
okay thats it thank u for reading this stupid post lol
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wigglybunfish · 1 month
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Hallo! Can you tell us more about Sonam Chime please?
hi :)) thank you for the ask, it made my heart do the happy wiggles
Sonam Chime (pronounced sonum chee-may in tibetan) is a half Tibetan half Han Chinese nomad! presently she's on a quest to break her mother out of terrible jail, in the midst of a nuclear winter..... under the noses of the chinese govTM.
Her mother gets arrested pretty early on(for Reasons), when Chime is still a baby teen. Her tribe just doesn't know where she's being kept.
It isn't until some years later, when a war causes the nuclear winter to happen and Chime gets separated from her family, she learns about her mother's location by getting rescued to a nunnery and receiving unexpected info from one of the novices. (how they know that is also [REDACTED] we'll get there when we get there nyehehehhe)
oh and so yeah, that actually makes Chime an ex-nun! she is Multiple and she is Many.
Her story unrolls at the point of several weeks after leaving the nunnery, so if you’ve seen some of my other art, you’re probably gonna see some unfamiliar faces besides Chime. (they are her new friends she makes (reluctantly) along the way (mostly Weird kids), and kind of unrelated considering your question, so I'll keep it debatably short and end it here)
uuh ok, one more small detail I'd like to mention!! while polyandry is more common in ancient times, nowadays there are still some families built on that foundation in rural areas of Tibet. Anyway my point is Chime’s mom has two(2) husbands, one tibetan one chinese, they are all crazily in love with each other and are all queer as fuck :) The End.
Once more, thank you sm for the ask and allowing me to ramble some stuff outta my brain tissue. i am mentally making warm tea with honey for u
and please take this pocket sized chime i never got to post as offering:)
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strawbubbysugar · 7 months
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you literally never miss with your chapters I hope you know that. With each new part I feel even more immersed. i have a few questions as well!
You mentioned that the animatronics funnel power back to the capital. How much is kept for their own village? Is there any resentment in outer villages towards those living in the capital?
Additionally, what to those living in the capital do for work? Do they mostly have jobs that revolve around serving nobility?
Baby is unaware of the war. Was the war started because of her disappearance, and because of the loss of the other two children? She became a combination of both worlds, which would have freaked out many. Was she locked away for the safety of others, or was it for herself?
If Freddy hasn’t been king since the start, were the previous kings the other Freddys from the previous games? Was he always made with a king in mind?
How do the citizens of Automata feel about the monarchy if this is the case? Knowing Freddy and his family were literally built to live lives of luxury. It’d be similar to human governments, but it feels different when you are forged from metal to be a ruler.
that’s all from me! I hope you had a lovely Halloween :D
eheheee i love getting questions in this format sm 1. Only what they need plus a bit extra for emergencies. Resentment is on an individual basis, most animatronics dont mind, but those who tend to overuse their power may feel resentment that they cant keep more
2. Mostly the same sort of jobs that humans have! blacksmiths, stone masons, armorers, millers, carpenters, minstrels, weavers, farmers, watchmans, tailors, etc!
3. [REDACTED]
4. They were! He was built to be king, much like his predecessors, up until the first king, King Freddy Fazbear the First. None of the animatronics know where the first 4 animatronics came from
5. About the same as how humans feel about their own royalty! Being built for a role isnt all that different from being born for it, after all!
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The things I did by Lolo-ro fic review
Chapter by chapter, until i got distracted by the story lol.
Still fairly new to marauders but am loving it.
summary review: I truly adored this fic, probably my fave Wolfstar so far. I thought the worldbuilding was fantastic, as well as the characterization of baby Harry. Fairly angsty, but with plenty of fluff to make up for it. The raising Harry idea is becoming one of my favorite tropes, and this fic did an amazing job of weaving parenthood into a world that is still filled with complexities and evil, as well as lives outside of the main characters.
SPOILERS BELOW BEWARE
Chapter One
Again, the aftermath for Remus is getting me
So so so sad, and him believing Sirius innocent  makes it worse
The traitor shit is horrible to deal with emotionally im sure
I am upset to realize just how much remus ignored harry in the books/canon
Like thats ur nephew fr come onnnn
Chapter Two
Aw he’s doing a good job as a dad
This fic is making him out to be very forgetful, fully forgot about both harry and Sirius
The pacing is much more clear in this which I enjoy quite a bit
Cutesy Christmas, cutesy harry
ALSO I LOVED THE HAGRID MOMENT
I do feel like we need to get the Weasleys involved tbh baby Ron and Harry is PEAK
Chap 3
Pls dont let that annoying ass bitch be important, if theyre in trouble bc of this shit ill kms
Shut up Hagrid he needs everything he wants his parents ARE dead brother
Okay actually I like that annoying ass bitch a lot, this is very good
I guess he actually is spoiling him tbf
Ok so he’s actually forgetful as fuck. Forgot Harry’s birthday, forgot about Sirius AGAIN.
Like actually what is going on is his brain damaged
This chapter has been depressing
The fight IN AZKABAN how will this turn into legit wolfstar if they are so mad they fight WHILE SIRIUS IS IMPRISONED
But also he didn’t talk to a single person for 12 years in canon im gonna kms
Marauders is making me realize just how shitty and sad canon was bruh, remus and Sirius were like ALONE, obvie remus did shit and wasn’t a complete waste but its just so SAD
OKAYYYY I TOLD Y’ALL I LOVE A GOOD MOODY MOMENT
Literally obsessed with alastor moody he’s so fucking cool and we BARELY KNEW HIM in the books because of FUCKING CROUCH
This chapter was incredible, good baby harry, good angst, good FIGHT (love romantic arguments, make me nostalgic) (imy [REDACTED] we fought so cutey)
Ok I think I complained earlier about this, but it’s important for there to be conflict and issues when there’s this much trauma. Great plot choice. Also makes it 20x more interesting
Fuck Peter. I fucking hate Peter.
Chapter 4
Ugh stupid muggles messing everything up
Someone should try to kill them all off or something idk they’re getting in the way
But this is shaping up to have some LEGAL ISSUES which I LOVE because im a fucking NERD <33333
Harry is so cute. I actually prefer this to the last baby Harry bc he has sm more personality.
Almost forgot the meat of this chapter omg its good im getting distracted
Sirius and Harry together was a NEED bruh actually so cute
And I talked to you kate about this earlier but remus has been different in other fics and I do kinda like him in this one, he’s more depressed and stressed than normal, but the forgetfulness almost lends itself to aloofness in a way that fits him
I very much appreciated him being so kind to Sirius. While I understand him being pissed at him for thinking he’s a traitor, the man is in Azkaban, like you’ve got to chill out, talk to him about this stuff when you have more than 15 minutes and less dementors
Anyway that scene was nice, I like the idea of their little family
Chappy 5
Good shit again
THIS is the perfect chapter length, not so long I forget what happens but no so short I have to stop reading every five seconds to review
The werewolf prejudice is a big thing in this fic, im not sure how I feel about it. Obviously from an equality standpoint, werewolves should be seen as human. Yet, there is something to the idea that the actual transformed wolf is very dangerous. I’m worried the wolfsbane study will be viewed as Remus “hiding himself” or something like that, when it should be viewed as a solution to the one thing holding werewolves back.
This can’t be compared to real life discrimination. You can’t be like “so you hate minorities” because none of the minorities I know turn into wolves once a month bruh
Anyway, Dumbledore being morally grey-ish, making mistakes but always anti-voldy. He’s such an interesting character. I like his presence in the book as well. Hagrid should come back soon he’s so nice.
Chap 6
Permanent pass <3, so cute. Having to abandon muggle friends? Not cute. Fuck Dumbledore, but only like a little
Not a dumby stan or hater tbh hes just a little silly in both directions
I’m so conflicted on this situation. Yes, it SUCKS that Sirius thought remus was the spy, but it’s not necessarily damning. It’s likely he convinced himself of it because it was the most painful option so it must’ve been the truth. It seems like fear, almost, and jealousy of the wolves over him? Might be over analyzing and overomanticizing but that is what im seeing atm.
The teaching position goes fucking CRAZY man, If remus was my history teacher my life would be GOLDEN
Do you think remus lupin would be a good addition to upper H hall yes or no
Chapter 7
Jesus fuck I forget how sad all this shit is sometimes
To begin with, the teaching position seems great. I do wish Remus would understand that he’s qualified for it
Speaking of teachers, I would love to see who the DADA teacher is, I know its not permanent but still fun
Anyway, I think 7 kids would be the end of me. I love children, and I still relate to Remus far more than Arthur in that scene, there’s actually no fucking way.
Like yes give me a shot I cannot do it, the strong drink joke was a good cover because I am sure its Arthurs greatest desire
Also, love him just dropping interest about muggles, would love to see that chat actually play out but it seems unimportant
But maybe it’ll be how he catches worm tail …
Azkaban visit was good, Sirius is being less racist, and Remus is being kind. Wish they would love each other again already but slow burn wins <3
Also you could just tell that Sirius missed harry, very cute
Chapter 8
Heart hurts, poor Sirius 
I said that remus should be nicer
Chapter 9
Okay, information has been gained
Sorry for short 8 summary
So Sirius FORGOT that he and remus broke up, which is CRAZY
There’s a whole lot of forgetting in this fic im realizing, very relatable
I would actually kill myself
I’m sitting here pondering how I would react in this situation and genuinely tweaking just imagining it
He needs to go break it off with him, he can explain, there’s not really another option for him. If he maintains this it’s going to end poorly. I’m assuming he’s going to do that anyway, as it creates the most drama and is fantastic for the plot
I do think Remus is underestimating the importance of being taken even somewhat seriously by the Wizengamot. I know it’s not what he fully wanted but it’s legitimate progress.
Chapter ten
WHAT DID I SAY HE’S NOT GONNA TELL HIM
This chapter INFURIATED ME
Also im gonna start skipping chapters bc otherwise the review will be long asf
Snape is a piece of work, obviously. Like Remus isn’t being shitty to you and you were a fucking death eater man. Also he despises children which is a red fucking flag
Just let him pet your stupid cat motherfucker
Unless its secretly regulus as an animagus that would be sick asf I saw fan art the other day where he was a cat and it was good
Moving on, im appreciating the slow burn on discovering Peter. Like they easily could have discovered him 3 chapters ago when remus was first there. 
Chapter 11 & 12
The enchanted parchment
Leaving him on delivered is crazy actually
Literally reads exactly like the GHP texts between me and [REDACTED] LMAO
“I guess I’ll talk to you later, assuming you’re at soccer, imy!!”
Actually devastated reading this im going to be honest
Lots of shit going down, forgetting and memory issues are such an interesting plot device, it makes any part of the story unreliable, and confuses the reader just a little bit. It also creates a lot of dramatic irony, which can often be very sad and tragic
Also, order members calling voldy “Voldemort” all high and mighty is a bit strange considering that they all chewed harry out about calling him “He Who Shall Not be Named”
Snape stole the parchment read it and slipped a potion into lupins chocolate that he would give to Sirius to sabotage their relationship
Bc Dumbledore told Snape everything as his extra special spy obviously
Ok so I was wrong it was dementors again. And remus told Sirius about the breakup. Which is, the right thing to do I guess
This is so hard for everybody man, Sirius’ perspective is heartbreaking
At least it shows his chats with dumby, who happens to be the funniest person in this fic
Chapters 13 & 14
Reconciliation came a bit too easily but thats alright, I want them to be happy
The amount I would give to receive a cat for Christmas. I want that so bad bruh.
Ok at least they’re acknowledging how bad Remus is with dates
Okay him being a dog seems helpful, I do feel like that should have been noticed a while ago
Honestly am feeling a bit lost in the romance, long distance pining is not my fave but hopefully Sirius will be freed before long and they can be happy for once.
I just am so curious as to why they broke up, I know thats the point but it just doesn’t make sense
Also ignore my random theories I keep throwing about, I dont actually believe snapes cat is regulus or that Snape poisoned Sirius its just fun
Chapters 15-16
They explained the plan so I know it will go horribly wrong
HELL FUCKING YEAH THEY GOT HIM THAT SNEAKY LITTLE CUNT HATE THAT MOTHERFUCKER FUCK PETER I HATE PETER
Still not happy. I dont know what I expected
2 chapters and they’ll kiss, im expecting a huge fight in chapter 17
Chapters 17-20
Ok this is strange. The relationship dynamic has developed very differently than I thought it would. They really need to figure out this memory I’m sure it all a misunderstanding or some stupid shit like that
Someone thought someone else killed somebody else
Also why is this so mirroring to me and [REDACTED] from like July forward
Distant over text/parchment, not allowed to say I love you, basically only physical, guilt for things I couldn’t remember
Except for the baby and trauma and everything
Last fic was me and remus being the same this time it’s Sirius. When am I going to consume content and not think about [REDACTED] again Im tired of him being in my brain
Chap 21-22
KATE I TOLD YOU NO I LOVE YOU FICS I HATE THIS
I also talked about [redacted] with ppl for like an hour and a half last night it was terrible
Did it again the next night bro why is that rat still in my head
23-24
The memories are throwing me for a loop. On the one hand, everything is devastatingly sad. On the other hand, they’re all being emo and need to get it together
Sirius getting “lost in his memories” is a cool idea though, I’m liking the new magic thats being explored in this fic
I need them to have a huge blowup fight. Like a massive fight that sucks and is terrible. I don’t know how they’d do it but I need it
Also I think I can take one more “oh poor Sirius” memory until I blow my brains out. Big whoop your plan failed and you were insecure about it, I’d reach out to the closest person to blame to. I blamed [REDACTED] for not winning an award at model un, not his fault. Sirius can blame Remus for his plan failing and have a moody moment then move on, trust can be rebuilt.
Last five chapters
Ok everything is happy again and the reunion went FANTASTIC
The one thing I feel like I haven’t commented on enough in this fic is Snape
His character is well done, he’s so mean and bitchy but not like completely evil which is just hilarious, I love his and Remus’s dynamic its very good
I also think his relationship with Harry is funny, and I’m glad it’s not as shitty as it started out.
“Harry, friendly and bright-eyed, took the opportunity of silence to lean onto the counter, put his face right up to the goblin’s, and say, “Meow.”
Remus pulled Harry off the counter, embarrassed, and plopped him on the ground. “Don’t meow at people, love.”
That is actually the silliest cutest thing I’ve ever read in my entire life. Literally would birth a child rn bc of how cute that is. Jesus fucking christ bruh
Can they stop making out in public. Like in front of one other person in public. Its so awk
I KEEP TRYING TO GIVE KUDOS THIS IS LIKE SUGAR BRUH SO SWEET
My criticisms are growing though, there are a few things im concerned about but im gonna finish the story before I discuss
Why can I not escape my Draco phase. One sentence about “the little Malfoy” and harry going on playdates and I RUSH to think about how that changes their school dynamic and how they treat each other and all this shit
Looks like they’re leaving some loose ends on purpose, telling not showing a lot here at the end tbh
I WANT A CHILD HE’S SO CUTE
This is the first time ive actually been obsessed with a child character hes ADORABLE
Gonna read the epilogue before writing my final review, but don’t want to take it in for my review
FINAL REVIEW:
Ok. Done. Having to write this a day after finishing because I fell asleep right after
My favorite parts
ANGST: very well done, miscommunication can sometimes be overdone but I feel like it worked this time. I loved how easily apparent the love that was still there was. 
Humor: This fic made me laugh out loud multiple times. This was mostly Harry, but there were a couple of moments from the doctor guy and Arthur that made me giggle
CHILD: literally have never seen a child portrayal that was this good. Like literally from beginning to end it was good. I’m sure some people would read this fic and say 2 yo harry is too advanced, but he’s so bright and I feel like growing up with Remus would breed him to be a talker. The accuracy of the 8 yo and 11 yo at the end was good as well, it ticks me off when people fuck up ages of a child, especially one so parenting-focused as this
Depth of world building: I could truly see this world, like I understood the flat, I understood the weasleys, I understood the dorm at Hogwarts. The scene at their graves, everything was great.
Now my weaknesses
Some underdeveloped plots
Peter: they brought up having to talk to him, made it a big deal with getting a memory and then just abandoned it and said “remus had the perfect memory.” Then, the memory was SO MUNDANE. I’m sure the author just fucked up and had to figure something out, which is fine, just was a little dissapointing.
Poison: this is another where I think the plot just ran away from the author, but I was expecting something more than “Sirius asked them to fix it and they did”
Some(?) characterizations
Remus was perfect. Sirius was a little too nice, he’s volatile and little bitt crazy and I got less of that in this fic. Sometimes it was perfect. This isn’t really a criticism, more “it could be a little better”
Overall: 8.3/10
I truly adored this fic, probably my fave wolfstar so far. However, I know this is just because I love children and loved baby harry so much, so my rating is attempting to be unbiased.
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afoolandathief · 1 year
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When you get this, answer one of the questions (or all if you really want!) then pass it on to 5 writer friends! 🥰 If you have more than one WIP, pick at random! We want you to talk about your works, and celebrate with you! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
1. What are you most excited to write with this WIP?
2. How has this WIP changed since the “daydream/brainstorm” stage?
3. Who is your favorite character in this WIP and why?
(PS. You don't have to pass it on to anyone if you don't want to. I hate the thought of making people feel like they HAVE to do something. So if you just want to answer the questions, that's cool too. -Winter)
Hey Winter thank you for the ask!
(I have so many asks built up but I'm excited about this one and am impulsive so)
Those Horrid, Horrid Things:
I am probably most excited to write/edit the hilarious interactions between this family -- I just love them sm
So much has changed since the planning stage for this particular WIP (and I never get to talk about it, lol):
Fenrir was going to be the middle child and Jormungandr was going to be the oldest, and their personalities were almost going to be flipped. Jory was going to be tall and quiet and sort of into this swim team member and Fenrir was gonna be this speedy, hungry 11-year-old. This was mostly because I wanted Jorm to be the tallest (as the long, gangly serpent), but @joaniejustwokeup pointed out that oldest children can also be the shortest among their siblings (as I am an unfortunate example of).
Fenrir and Tyr were just going to be friends. Tyr was potentially even going to be like an adult coach of some sort.
Angrboda was going to be an ex and just that. She was going to come back and be a fearsome warrior for Loki to battle and then they'd make up and she'd leave. I am so, so glad this changed.
Sydney was going to be one of the Norns and existed only to terrorize Loki, rather than be secretly [redacted]. So yeah, no polyship (see above).
Freyja was going to show up on picture day, and the picture was going to reveal everyone's true forms. She had ... some sort of evil plan with that, idk.
3. Do I have to pick? Easy answer is Loki but I'm gonna have to say Fenrir or Angrboda.
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Hey babe!!! So I have a fic where the Gallaghers go back in time with a grown up Franny. They meet grown up Yev and Liam, accidentally save **REDACTED**s life, doom someone else, Ian drools over silver fox Mickey, and grown up Lip is extremely tired, the robot apocalypse is treating him horribly, and he's stuck with Mickey as his second in command.he needs a 36 hour nap and a cup of non instant coffee and a chocolate bar. Was his younger self always this annoying?? Was IAN'S!?!
Franny is just really happy, she loves her family sm.
GOING TO THE FUTURE? SAVING WHO??? ROBOT APOCALYPSE? wait I’m not sober enough for this! holy shit!
Silver fox Mickey is always drool worthy come on! I bet he’s so dreamy. I bet tired Lip also thinks that.
he needs a 36 hour nap and a cup of non instant coffee and a chocolate bar.-> me tomorrow morning hahah I have to wake up at dawn to take my mom to the airport.
I am Franny, I love them so much. And I love you 💕
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betta-phish · 2 years
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hey i’m Kota and I like pixels 😟😩💕
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top 3 favorites 💅: (fandoms I post most)
Good Boy Audios: Zed, Devlin, Odin
Redacted Audio: Lasko, Sam, Milo
Obey Me!: Mammon, Solomon, Leviathan
Fandoms that show up sometimes 🤭:
Kaiju No. 8: Hoshina, Ichikawa, Narumi
Sasaki to Miyano: Hanzawa, Sasaki, Tashiro
The Mechanisms: I am so normal about Jonny D’Ville I swear, Gunpowder Tim, Nastya
(keeping this here so y’all know my batshit insane taste in fictional characters)
General fandom list!(that I may or may not post about)
Obey Me! Shall We Date?
Good Boy Audios
Redacted Audios
YuuriVoice (so slight to the point idk if it counts 😭)
The Mechanisms
Sasaki to Miyano + Hirano to Kagiura
Kaiju No. 8
Naruto (this bitch NEEDS to be bolded I am so not normal about Naruto its crazy)
Solarballs
Hazbin + Helluva
Spy x Family
Danganronpa
Demon Slayer
Hamilton (haven’t interacted with it in years but it is there and never leaving)
Haikyuu
Music artists that make my neurodivergent brain more divergent 😋
The Mechanisms (can you tell I like the mechanisms-)
The Amazing Devil
Spence Hood
Jack Conte
Fish in a Birdcage
Set It Off
Bring Me The Horizon
Pierce The Veil
Eminem
NF
Mitski
Odetari
Crystal Castles
Tally Hall (+ Miracle Musical)
bo en
Penelope Scott
Hiiragi Kirai
Syudou
Yuu Miyashita
Mafumafu
Kikuo (+KikuoHana)
Pepoyo
TOPHAMHAT-KYO
Kenshi Yonezu
Creepy Nuts
R Sound Design
millennium parade
IC3PEAK
AURORA
100 gecs (shut.)
Sub Urban
MARINA
Mother Mother
Bear Ghost
Alexander Rybak
I’m stopping here ‘cause I could go on forever I love music sm ekfkfkekmd
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sapphicrpc · 2 years
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people love to talk about "redacted" but the truth is that she closed her group because of the amount of hate some people threw at her, not because of any rule, and the same people took post from her personal blog out of context just to talk shit about her, it's kinda unfair if you ask me, i love her charas and she's super inclusive and her rps are fun?? i don't understand why ppl hate her sm
okay but i was in that group and dmed the admin extensively trying to discuss a diversity rule - i sent NO anons, i dmed her directly. i was very polite, i was sympathetic to her, i explained why the diversity rule is important to me and why i'd be posting my unfollow based on what she posted on the main of the group unless something changed. the entire time we spoke in dms she refused to acknowledge or talk about the diversity rule and why i was upset that she was dismissive of it. she just kept on talking about the anon hate she was getting and trying to make me feel sorry for her.
and for context, on the main of the group she said something in response to an anon that was like "i don't want to force people to play certain fcs people should play whoever they want so people can bring family connections, etc." (which is ironic bc it was poc only so like, you were already ruling out certain fcs? so the math was not mathing) and a bunch of lame excuses as to why she wouldn't enforce a diversity rule. all of it boiled down to essentially, she didn't want to.
now i'm not saying she wasn't getting anon hate, and i absolutely don't think hateful things like that are right, but the way she handled that situation with the diversity rule was disrespectful as hell in my opinion. she was dismissive of me even though i maintained a LOT of kindness to her throughout our interactions. i never said a nasty word to her, but she left a very bad and bitter taste in my mouth. i don't hate her, i don't care enough about her for that, but i won't sit here and defend her either.
in fact, that interaction is one of the main reasons i left twitter roleplay - that and the way you treat transgender muses you sick freaks.
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title : the curious case of gojō satoru [transcript 1] pairing : Doctor!Toji Fushiguro x consulting detective!F!reader x old money!gojō satoru [sherlock holmes + elementary inspired, modern!non-magic au] Genre: mystery/suspense, (dark) comedy, romance (love triangle), very slow burn, psychological-drama, angst, and mature Summary: with the abrupt and peculiar death of Gojō Yamato, an esteemed and elite individual of Japan’s old rich, alongside the sudden disappearance of his youngest son with a necklace worth over a billion yen, you’re hired to uncover the case and the puzzling mystery behind it by the heir apparent, Gojō Satoru — a closed off gentleman with a charming smile who seems to be just as unfathomable and complex as the case you’re handling. Warnings: language, mentions of family trouble, mentions of minor character death, child abandonment, mentions of war, mentions of very heavy injuries, mentions of self-diagnosis, mentions of attempted bombing, and very heavy psychological themes  notes: for those of you who are wondering, this will not be how the whole story is written. They’re more or less police transcripts inserted throughout the story (i got two of these) the rest of the 25 chapters (i believe) are all written in a novel style. the actual chapter will be posted after minazuki finishes <3 see u guys when i get back next week, thanks sm for understanding!  🥺 series masterlist || send me an ask to be a part of the taglist! age must be in the bio <3 ||
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TRANSCRIPT #1 Interview date & time: February 20, 2016, 0630 Interview of: Fushiguro Toji (F.T.) Case #: 16-100020 7 Location: Office of Superintendent Masamichi Yaga (Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department) Interview by: Special Agent Atsuya Kusakabe (A.K.)
On February 20th of 2018, Special Agent Atsuya Kusakabe interviewed Fushiguro Toji at the office of Superintendent Masamichi Yaga.
F.T.: Can someone tell me what is going on?  
A.K.: Good morning, Fushiguro-san. I’m required by law to tell you this interview will be recorded and transcribed.
F.T.: Not exactly good when you're held against your will, mister....?
A.K.: Special Agent Atsuya Kusakabe. I have a few questions for you. F.T:  You’ve been shitting on me since last night... I doubt you’d take any other answer aside from yes
A.K.: You can lose the sarcasm, Fushiguro-san and, again- sit down. The sooner we get this done, the sooner you get out and see L/N-san at the hospital.
(silence)
(sound of a picture sliding)
F.T.: It’s a case. We closed it. You saw what happened. She was on the papers. Front page of the ‘Yomiuri shimbun’ a few days ago. 
A.k.: Right, you both did.  (Speaking at the recorder.) 
A.K.: The time is presently 0630 HOURS, on FRIDAY the 20th of February. This is Special Agent Kusakabe, and I am here at the office of Superintendent Masamichi Yaga in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department to interview Fushiguro Toji, DOB 12/31/**. This is case number 16-100020 7 Before we begin, let me iron out the report here. Your last name Fushiguro is spelled F-U-S-H-I-G-U-R-O and your first name, Toji is spelled T-O-J-I? And you were born on 12/31/**, right?
F.T.: (Scoffs) I told you- 
A.K: Fushiguro-san, the sooner you answer everything here, the sooner you get to walk out those doors and see L/N-san at the hospital... 
(silence)
F.T.: Fine, what do you want?
A.K.: Please confirm if I have the details that I previously stated, right.
F.T.: You do.
A.K.: and you currently live in ****, am I right? Your contact phone number is ****?
F.T.: Yes.
A.K.: Alright, Fushiguro-san. That's better... You used to go by the name [redacted] Toji, am I right? Dual citizenship. You lived in London with your mother-
F.T.: What does this have to do with anything?
A.K.: Very brief Background check. Please refrain from saying anything else needed and only stick to answering the question.
(silence)
F.T: Yes, I used to go by the name [redacted] Toji. Yes, I grew up with my mother in London. Went to college there, met my wife there... I changed my last name after I-ah, married my wife...we moved back here late 90′s, I believe. You got whatever you have there right, I guess.
A.K.: You currently have one son who is under the care of the [redacted] due to mental inc-
F.T.: I apologize but could we skip the family and very personal background check? My boy, my dead wife, my blood family, and my mental illness have nothing to do with this interview or this case.
A.K.: Again, I’m making sure the file is right. Please try to control yourself, we can detain you for a longer period because of the gravity of the situation you were in last night.
F.T.:  You have the fucking file right through and through. What I don’t get is why I’m being treated as a suspect when I was clearly the victim. Isn’t this against my rights?
(silence)
(Paper shuffling)
A.K.: You were walking in the middle of Shibuya station during rush hour, at quarter to seven last night with a bomb strapped on you… You should be thankful that because of your big help to the precinct that you aren’t treated any less... 
F.T: I had a sniper pointed at my forehead. If I hadn’t kept walking, I’d be shot and the bomb would go off; killing more people. (silence) (chair moving) Now, tell me, what would you have done?
(inaudible voices)
(redacted)
A.K.: Let’s skip a few pages then. You moved back to London again and joined the military after your wife died back in the early 2000’s, leaving your few month old son with the family you quote and quote aren’t in any good terms with. You went back here ten years later, last 2014. Only to move in with Y/N L/N, why?
F.T.: What do you mean, why? I had no money. You can’t exactly afford London or Tokyo with an army pension especially when you have a therapist and a P.T. to pay for. It didn’t cover any of that. 
A.K.: Yet your medical license wasn’t revoked by the board. You could’ve taken the exams here and continued practicing medicine as soon as you arrived. It paid good money and might even help you get your son back. Based from your file, you skipped a few grades, graduated a consistent scholar from your undergrad until medical school in the UK,  seemed to be very good and rose to the ranks as a consultant physician in the army, even-
F.T.: You have the file. (silence) You know from the therapists notes that I had ah- brief episodes from the trauma and it came along with some comorbidities at that time. I even thought I had PTSD at one point and had psychosomatic symptoms that manifested on my left leg. What makes you think I’d be in the right mind to treat people? Much less get back the custody of my child? They’d use that against me, get my license revoked permanently, and I wouldn’t be able to see my fucking kid again...ever...
(silence)
A.K.: Alright, thank you for clarifying that. It’s just..(silence) not everyday do you see opposite sex individuals living together in this country… Correct me if I’m wrong but you were both strangers, were you not? You just met her two years ago? 
F.T.: I did. She ah- she was looking for someone to lodge with, she wasn’t picky with the gender... As was I, western culture doesn’t really have a problem with opposite sex flatma- i mean, roommates...
A.K.: Did you ever get to ask her why?
F.T.: She’s…(silence) she’s never told me… But I believe she needed an assistant.  Someone well aware in the field of medicine. It made sense why she asked or purposely slipped in a little story to Kong Shiu, someone I used to work with when I practiced here twelve-thirteen years ago. The man knew doctors. He knew how open I was as well to the idea of sharing a flat- I mean, an apartment with someone like her.
A.K.: And you started helping her out with her cases. Were the dead bodies not a reminder of your time with the army? You mentioned trauma and (paper shuffling) self-diagnosis for PTSD earlier at one point and I assume that’s after you had returned to Tokyo...Seeing something so similar especially with your perspective then...
F.T.: The trauma was more or less due to the injury on my arm, not the bodies I encountered. The base was attacked while I was deployed on field. They weren’t able to strap me on some protective gear since they needed to get me out, I ended up shattering a bone and grazing my subclavian artery in the process.
(silence)
F.T.: I also almost got my arm cut off but as my wife used to say, god’s good… I ended up getting discharged with a shit pension and luckily, my arm intact. I met Y/n while I was in the middle of seeing a therapist for my psychosomatic disorder and P.T. for my arm.
(silence)
A.K.: And how did that work?
F.T.: What do you mean? My arm?
A.K.: You, being the assistant of the most brilliant minds of Japan. 
(silence)
F.T.: I don’t know. I was deadbeat, alright? I had no place to go with no plans. I guess you could say its exciting… 
A.K.: Excuse me?
(Silence)
F.T.: look, I had just lost a long term job, something I thought I’d be doing for a longer period if it wasn’t for that injury...My son who I still haven’t communicated with due to personal issues.... (silence) again, you have the file there... it was simply a horrible time for me and then I met Y/N and her unconventional lifestyle; chasing around murderers, underground dealers, criminals... She’s a smart woman who knew how to hold her ground and knew her way around things … She helped me out in some way… it’s more or less the ah- she had a explanation for that… apparently I had a constant need to chase things around and deal with high-octane adrenaline fueled situations because I enjoyed it and it made me feel like I was doing something useful... or that’s how she worded it..
A.K.: No other personal feelings were involved towards L/N-san, then?
(silence)
F.T.: She’s a... a very good partner and a dear friend who I owe a lot to, if that's what you’re asking.
A.K.: Alright, wasn’t so hard now was it? We will be taking note of this while we investigate further...Now onto, the next question... 
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