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donutz · 3 months

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Yandere Dogday x shy female reader

A/N|| Yandere Dogday isn't really a yandere that acts out, he just watches, as I prefer sticking characters to their personalities, and the fact Dogday wouldn't hurt a fly, literally. Also this is quite shorter than my usual uploads, sorry(x_x)

Request from Wattpad—! Here you go Justlila79 ☆

—☆You are a human in this

I mean, Playtime co wouldn’t be a bad place to work at right?

It’s just dealing with a bunch of toys! And kids..

There’ll be times where you freak out a bit on how human they were.

Toys with a digestive system? You weren’t sure about that one…

But what harm could go along with that? After one month you’re already warming up to this place!

Though you sometimes feel uneasy.

Like when you’re by yourself. You can barely even get sleep! Well at your workplace… I guess that motivates you not to sleep on the job.

And because of that certain someone stalking you, you can kind of.. Zone out. Of course, somebody had to notice. Dogday. He’s asked why you’re so tense, but when you explain it he gets nervous.

… Thinking about it, it is kinda strange. You’ll look into the shadows and at times you’ll see a resemblance of a sun.

The same sun that laid as a necklace around Dogday’s neck. There’s no way the cheerful and loving dog would be stalking you right? Yea probably, he’s been giving you hints without trying.

Maybe you’re just thinking too much! Yeah that’s all. You do tend to do that with every situation.

You’d go off and adventure into those particular shadows but that’s how you get killed in a horror movie. But if that stalker was Dogday I’m pretty sure he wouldn’t do anything but walk away, or try to make a noise to distract you.

Maybe you should just stop thinking about it.

“Co-worker! Are you alright?” Dogday’s bright voice snapped you out of your very deep thoughts.

“Uh, yeah. Maybe.”

“... Is it because of that person who ‘stalks’ you..?”

You wouldn’t want a cheerful dog to know that you’re stressed. I mean it’s Dogday so it’s okay… Maybe.

“... Yeah. I don’t feel too uneasy about it but— I think I know who.”

You could visibly see Dogday’s eyes growing more worried.

“Oh! Really…”

You gently hold his sun necklace as you make eye contact with him,(something that you can barely do)“Are you the one who’s been watching me Dogday…?”

“...”

“Could you just answer me please..”

After a good 5 minutes of silence, you had to do something to convince him to talk.

“I won’t be mad—”

“Yes. I am.”

You let out a big sigh, “That’s what it took to convince you? Makes sense. But why?”

“Uhm… Because I like you.”

“In which way…”

“Not like a crush but… Like I wanna hang out with you and be with you.. All the time…”

“You should’ve just told me Dogday… You can hang out with me more often if you’d like, just ask.”

“I’m sorry…”

“It’s okay.”

After that talk, you went to your work area and had Dogday with you because the kids haven’t woken up yet so it was fine for him to be here.

He was sitting on your lap with his tail wagging, mainly because he can finally get that ton of weight that was on your back, and be with you at the same time.

To the average adult your work would be boring, but to Dogday it was like a whole new world. You looked down and saw how happy Dogday was just to be alone with you.

You found it adorable.

He really is just a puppy.

#poppy playtime #poppy playtime fanfic #poppy playtime x reader #smiling critters #dogday #dogday x reader #dogday x female reader #dogday x shy reader #dogday x shy female reader #female reader #smiling critters x reader

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starjxsung · 22 days

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okayyy i guess i will make the first request !!! :3 what do you think jealous sex with skz would be like ? the type of sex where they're so jealous and frustrated by something (or someone), they need to fuck their frustration into you

giggles and runs away

-🦢

Chan: quiet at first about why he’s frustrated or jealous tbh. sorta just makes it obvious that he’s horny (I lowk feel like he would get horny as a result of being frustrated or mad??), fucks his anger out on you and it’s v sloppy, not rushed per se but closer to a quickie even though he can still go a few rounds. Lots of heavy grunting and he’s not trying to be quiet at all. And only after he’s finished and you’re in bed beside him catching your breath, he’ll indulge you in the details of what’s got him so bothered. Become the sort of thing where you’re horny if he comes home in a visibly frustrated mood because you know what it implies ! Very talkative during aftercare though. Like your own personal little Channie gossip sesh

Minho: will rant to you between kisses while he’s ripping your clothes off. Hes definitely indulging you in all the details the second he’s alone with you- you’re the type to be on the same page about everything together, and naturally, you hate the people he hates and vice versa. So when he’s frustrated, he goes to you first about it. Sometimes it can be a very emotional sort of thing, could mean he’s shedding a few tears out of frustration and you’re there to console him about it. But when it’s just straight anger or annoyance, he’s going to rant to you until he physically cannot talk in between kisses anymore. He’ll probably even just start to fuck you while he’s still ranting until his frustration turns into the type of pleasure that replaces his words with nothing but heavy breathing and moaning. Not even sure what he was so annoyed about by the time he’s done w you !

Changbin: doesn’t want to make a big deal about it ! You have to sorta coax it out of him. And honestly, he’s simultaneously best coaxed and relaxed after a good fuck. He’s not one to be too rough or anything just because he’s upset, but he’s just grateful you’re the best stress reliever. Lots of kissing, desperate grabbing at each other and sometimes the sex can even feel lighthearted when he’s aware that you’re doing your best to comfort him. Sort of the realization that no source of frustration or jealousy is worth letting it come between the two of you. So he’ll just give himself to focusing on your pleasure and then talk it out after. He might even deny it after and joke around that he was never frustrated or jealous to begin with, but he’s still thanking you for it and eventually you’ll be on the same page about what’s bothering him.

Hyunjin: sweaty. When he gets consumed by frustration or especially jealousy, he’s particularly sloppy with his thrusts, very sweaty, probably sucks a few hickies wherever he can reach and doesn’t care to make them discreet. He’s all heavy breathing, loud groaning, just kinda wants to fill you up with his load as a stress reliever tbh. Feel like he wouldn’t say anything about it but you’d know he was jealous in the way he fucks. Also evident in the way he speaks very little- of course he’ll pay careful attention to cues to make sure he’s not hurting you or anything, but the talking will be very minimal. He just relies on his body language to indicate what he wants. If he is jealous about something, my guess is you won’t know until he’s had a few days to wait on it before saying anything.

Jisung: needier than usual ! Feel like especially if he got jealous over something, he’d be itching to get you home and fuck you like he never has before, just to prove a point. Maybe uses it as an opportunity to try something you’ve both been wanting to try. The guy at the bar was staring at you a little too long? He’s going to drag you to the car and fuck you right there, knowing you’ve been vocalizing your desire to try it, but he sees it as an opportunity to get your head spinning before you can get him even more frustrated. You can bet he’s going to walk back into the bar with his shirt half-on and a cocky fucking smirk. Has you wrapped around his finger tbh, so jealousy isn’t a huge deal ! Frustration is just opportunism for him.

Felix: particularly keen on pleasuring you. He’s vulnerable with his emotions at first, so you’ll know that he’s got something on his mind, but then he just wants to make you feel good in turn. Has you on the edge of his bed very fast, all desperate to eat you out and channel all his frustration into his tongue and his fingers. Your mood is often aligned with his- which means if he’s stressed, you’re stressed, and vice versa. Solution is to make you cum as many times as you can- and then pretty soon your satisfaction is his, too. Definitely won’t lose an opportunity to fuck you too, probably transitions to fucking you when you’re just nearly tired enough so he can make sure you’re both exhausted and satisfied by the end of it. Just treats you good all around !

Seungmin: actually doesn’t get frustrated or jealous very often. And when he does, he’s largely nonchalant about it. Will offhandedly mention something that pissed him off, and you know it’s a little more than mild annoyance when he gets quiet. It’s you who wants to pleasure him as a result, and it quickly becomes some unspoken thing between you both to just fuck out the frustration. He probably doesn’t even realize how annoyed he is until he’s thrusting into you and his emotions are elevated tenfold. He’s still gentle with you, and very set on making you feel good. But you both have the same idea to pleasure each other as much as possible, so it quickly gets rougher and sloppier. The aftercare is A1 though and you probably take like a 10 hour nap after it tbh

Jeongin: a little embarrassed that he’s even frustrated or jealous in the first place! Feels like he’s not supposed to be for some reason. He has this opinion that as a boyfriend, he shouldn’t drag his emotions into your relationship and potentially let it get between you two. But also king of healthy communication, so he’ll reluctantly bring it up to you and then apologize and swear he’s not frustrated or jealous anymore (even if he is…) and the sex that follows is sweet, but desperate. He’s just desperate to be a little closer to you, like a physical reminder that you’re his and you’re not going anywhere regardless of his moods or whatever made him jealous. He loves taking control and being able to look at you, kiss you, touch you wherever he can and just have a tangible reminder that you’re satisfied with him.

#🦢 anon #ask #skz #skz x reader #skz imagines #stray kids #stray kids smut #skz smut

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crepes-suzette-373 · 6 months

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Ichiji can "fear" (or panic)?

A while back I said that something feels funny that Ichiji was visibly sweating when Sanji freed the Vinsmokes from the candy.

Another thing that caught my attention is that Ichiji's face was heavily shaded in that scene, and it's a scene didn't seem to warrant heavy shading for lighting effect.

So, I checked through the artwork for comparison. Here's my artwork related hyperthink.

I'm noticing that when characters are in panic/in distress/experiencing turbulent emotions, sensei draws them with cross hatching on their face. Sure, sometimes the hatching is just "lighting effect", but when there's no intense lighting that warranted that kind of shadow hatching, the hatching means strong emotional reaction.

There's also dark shading for intimidation/horror effect, but based on context that's not what this is either.

Usually the "distress shading" is on the eyes, but sometimes there's more shading on the other parts of the face too. Below are examples of that on characters when in distress, panicking, nervous, or tense:

Well, Ichiji's eyes can't be seen, so my guess here is that sensei chose to cross hatch a large portion of his face (maybe to make sure you can see it?). In these instances, he's the only one whose face has that kind of intense shading when nobody else does, so it's not because of "lighting".

Also, I want to point out again, in the left picture, it wasn't just one or two drops. It was drawn in a way that implies he was sweating very profusely (the drops were dripping off his face). That seems rather intense, if it's not meant to be anything.

Example of comparison:

The only other ones with "stressed out faces" in that scene are Sanji, Bege, and Judge, so Ichiji's oddly shaded face is not lighting. Those three people I specified are feeling emotional pressure/tension in that scene.

(Also, might there be a significance in choosing to also screentone-shade Yonji there? We know that Yonji is rather openly emotional, so this might be something to scrutinise as well)

And if you apply that reading to other scenes it feels appropriate. For example, this part here:

The distress lines being drawn there probably meant that he was also concerned, but he's gritting himself to not linger and stay on track.

He may say "leave her for being weak", but I think that's not what he meant. He's prioritising "the mission" (covering for Caesar and Bege, so the Straw Hat crew especially Sanji can escape) over their individual safety.

Even if it had been himself who was knocked down, I can bet that he'd say the same thing. Stop getting distracted, get going with the mission.

Once Caesar made it out safely with Bege, you can see him also having sweat droplets and sighing in relief.

In the scene when he commands the ship to go, my read of it is that he's feeling the tension of knowing they're going to fight a tough enemy:

He's probably not sure they'll come out of it unscathed, and he's concerned for their safety, but still determined to step in to help. Just like how he's making that same face when saying to leave Reiju and keep going.

The "proof" is that Niji and Yonji don't really do this. Yonji sort of made that face after he did Winch Danton, and he and Niji somewhat do it too when Big Mum screams. Both are contexts of "physical strain" stress, from pain and exerting energy.

Otherwise, they don't have that distressed shaded face even when clearly showing concern:

In that third picture, you can even see that Reiju has the "distressed hatching" on her forehead, in comparison to Niji and Yonji who both don't at all (in the second picture).

Ichiji was making those faces when not under any physical strain, and was actually not making that stress face when Big Mum screams (even though Reiju has that same distress hatching on her forehead then).

My tentative guess is that, while Ichiji might not have empathy/sympathy like Reiju or Sanji do, what he might have is the ability to feel "fear". Maybe adjacent feelings too, like panic or very intense worry that's beyond just concern (Niji and Yonji can still be "concerned" too, as shown above), as well as "relief" in response when the fear is alleviated.

It somewhat fits with what I had dissected in the "thug Ichiji" analysis. He seems angry despite what looks like a smile on his face (I argue it's a sneer, and not a smile like Niji and Yonji were doing). Sometimes, people lash out in anger when they are scared.

Edit: Just wanted to add, to be clear. Yonji has been given the "shaded face", but I meant that it's rather clearly the intimidation one, when he was telling the Straw Hat crew he doesn't want to help Luffy. And I said in the context, Ichiji's shaded face don't seem to suggest intimidation.

The only possible counter I could think of for Ichiji is that "Oh, it's not fear/other emotions, he's just really angry the whole time".

#vinsmoke family #one piece #vinsmoke #vinsmoke ichiji #manga read along #ichiji #theory #analysis

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singrate · 2 years

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The Nick Nelson Autism Master Post

Nick Nelson is autistic and here is why, love from me, who relates harder to him than any other fictional character ever and is very likely autistic myself:

(Note: I’m using evidence from the series, the comics and the novellas here, because there’s some stuff in Nick and Charlie that just screams autism to me.)

Special interests:

Rugby! This seems pretty obvious. He excels at it, it’s his thing, he keeps playing even when he doesn’t like his teammates, and this:

You cannot tell me that’s not an infodump.

Marvel and Formula One - these are only mentioned in passing, but I feel like they fit. Nick is 100% a Stucky shipper.

The Pirates of the Caribbean phase. Sidenote: for about three months after Heartstopper came out I had to watch it every few days or I just felt Wrong.

Sensory stuff:

The deep pressure hugs, especially when he’s stressed or very emotional.

That is sensory seeking behaviour if I’ve ever seen it.

In the series, he never wears his school jumper and rarely wears his blazer. Maybe he just runs hot, but he’s literally sitting in Form in February surrounded by people wearing coats and he’s just wearing a shirt. I think to Nick, the itchy/heavy uniform is a worse fate than being slightly cold.

“He likes the sound felt tips make on paper, rain and minimalism.” Hello???

There is something about his wardrobe. The sheer amount of sportswear and joggers. That’s a sensory thing. There has to be more to it than just that he’s a jock. There’s some bonus material in the back of Volume 2 where Alice has written: “Nick likes comfortable and sporty clothes more than anything. He’d wear joggers every day if he could!” I think maybe the texture/feel of his clothes matters a lot more to him than how they look.

Further to this, in the same bonus section: “Nick finds skinny jeans uncomfy to wear, so dressing up smart usually involves a pair of chinos or looser jeans.” Same vibes.

I also noticed he sticks to the same few brands of clothes, and to me the attachment to his Vans is a combination of autistic brand loyalty (also Carhartt and Adidas) and every other kind of shoe feeling wrong.

When he’s with Nellie, and especially when he’s stressed, he has her putting some of her weight on him. Pressure!!!

In the series he seems to be pretty particular about his hair and the pushing-it-off-his-forehead could be a stim.

He seeks darker/quieter spaces at Harry’s party - obviously this is partly because he just wants to be with Charlie but combine his room always being dimly lit (and don’t get me started on the fairy lights) and the “do you want to go somewhere quieter again?” in your head for me and tell me what conclusion you reach. He’s also visibly way more comfortable in said quieter places at the party.

Crossing his arms tightly like this. That's self-soothing and I will not be convinced otherwise because that's what I do.

In S01E08 when he went in the water with his shoes on I felt it in my bones and it made me want to cry but I think he prefers the horror of wet socks to the horror of Beach Textures.

General social things:

He talks about feeling like he doesn't fit in which is definitely a common trait of autism.

Also, when he’s talking to Imogen at the end of S01E05 it really seems like he planned that speech out in his head and practised it in his head in the shower multiple times. He was workshopping that monologue in his head while he walked to the park I’m telling you.

Masking:

When Sarah goes: “You seem much more yourself around him.” He feels safe & accepted enough to unmask in front of Charlie (and also Charlie is heavily autistic coded too).

Some of his humour, especially around his Year 11 friends - for example the way he says “Your mum” to Imogen when she asks who he’s texting seems like he’s imitating his friends to fit in.

He has a hard time lying. In S01E03 when he’s talking to Harry after the kiss and says “guess I was just in a mood” he is doing the screwed up face I do when I’m trying to lie to be polite.

Social cues/tone:

He doesn’t seem to make much eye contact with any characters except Charlie, who he makes pretty intense eye contact with.

There are a handful of moments in the series where he misinterprets the tone of people around him:

S01E01: The “small and weak” moment - he doesn’t pick up that it’s a joke and reacts self-consciously when Charlie points that out. That’s so me of him.

S01E07: His reaction to Charlie’s “he’s not even my type” comment. Not only did Nick’s face here make me want to cry slightly, it basically confirmed my Nick Nelson Autism Trutherism because he definitely misread what Charlie intended to be an inside joke as well as a deflection.

I’m sure there’s more that I’ll remember later

Both of the “her dog died” moments in S01E05 like are you kidding me.

Sitting on Charlie’s bed while soaking wet in S01E04. It’s not obvious to either of them that he probably shouldn’t do that.

That bit in S01E08 where he asks if Charlie wants to get lunch together. There is something so autistic about that moment and I can’t quite articulate it but it’s there.

There are moments when he comes off kind of blunt or abrupt when he obviously doesn't mean to, even towards Charlie, especially in S01E04 - on the rugby pitch and in the antiseptic wipes scene, for example, where he leaves super quickly after Isaac finds them. That scene always kind of upset me until I realised maybe why he's like that.

In Nick and Charlie when he just doesn’t pick up at all that Charlie’s upset about him going on about Leeds.

He struggles to identify and articulate how he feels and this is a theme in the first couple of volumes of the comics and Season 1.

In the bonus content at the end of Volume 2, there's also a bit about him having a massive t-shirt collection and not being able to get rid of them even when they don't fit him. Something about having empathy for inanimate objects and Collecting Things.

A collection of screencaps that also scream autism to me:

So basically if you've reached this point in the post and you're not convinced, I haven't done my job properly. You could probably give me any scene from the series and I could tell you how it contributes to my Nick is Autistic thesis.

Another note: I also think he has ADHD or at the very least struggles with executive function - doing his homework last-minute in the hallway, that bit in Nick and Charlie where he says he's shit at replying to text messages.

In summary, I love him and he's me, therefore he is autistic.

#nick nelson #heartstopper #heartstopper netflix #autism #neurodivergent #nick nelson is autistic fight me #nick nelson autism #charlie spring

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mrsmiagreer · 10 months

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Let me take care of you

Warnings: None! Fluff :)

Characters: David Shaw × Gn!Angel

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David had about 3 hours before he had to leave for work. Another late gig. He was doing some yard work while he was waiting for Angel to get off of work for the evening. He got a little distracted after a while, thinking of all the things they’ve done and all of the conversations they’ve had in this here yard. He thought about how he’s noticed they’ve been acting a little different lately. Work has been very hectic for them recently, and he could tell that the all nighters and mountains of paperwork were taking a toll on them. They’ve barely seen eachother lately and Angel seemed low on energy most of the time that they DID see eachother. He figured that he’d make them feel better before he had to head out today.

He waited at the door for Angel when he heard their car make the “lock” noise. He usually hated waiting at the door for them because they always made it a point to tell him that it’s dog behavior. He let out a dry chuckle and rolled his eyes at the thought. Today was different though, David knew when to put his pride aside.

“Hi Angel. How was work today?” David asked about as soon as the door opened.

“Oh hey Davey,” Angel yawned in response, which let David know all he needed to “Work was…work I guess. Were you…. waiting for me at the door?”

“Actually I was. I know how tired you’ve been recently and I wanted to help you relax a little”

Their eyes immediately lit up at the sound of his words. “Are you being..unapologetically romantic?! I mean, I don’t mind but it is a bit out of character..”

“Is it so weird that I want to relieve my fiancé of visible stress?” David sighed before gently taking their bag from them and picking them up bridal style. “Just come here and let me take care of you, you snot”

“Oh— Yes sir~”

Angel responded with a giggle. They smiled at the mention of fiancé. They liked the sound of that, and honestly couldn’t believe that it was real. They cuddled up to him on their way upstairs, silently gushing about how much they loved him, and how thoughtful this was. He was.

David laid them down in the bed and he laid with them, making sure to keep an eye on the time so he can make it on time. He played in Angel’s hair until they drifted off to sleep, wishing there was more he could do with the time he had. He mentally promised to make it up to them on their next day off.

In the quiet of his mate’s soft snores, he pictured how he would make them a nice dinner, run them both a warm bubble bath, give them a massage, he wished he could give them literally everything.

He nodded to himself to solidify that plan before checking the time, realizing that it’s time to go. He kissed Angel’s forehead and gently rolled out of the bed. He got ready and stood in their shared bedroom doorframe, doing his checklist and making sure he had everything. David took one more good look at Angel, deciding to go over to kiss them one more time before he left for the night.

“I love you, Angel. I promise i’ll give you a better night soon”

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A/N: Hey guys! This is 1/5 of my drafted drabbles! Not really used to writing for the big guy but I Hope you enjoyed David 🫶🏽🥰

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted headcanons #redacted shaw pack #redacted david #redacted angel #redacted davey/angel #redacted davey #redacted david shaw #mia makes a statement

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sethisgay · 1 year

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Can you do one with Eminem where you guys meet at a party and they end up kissing also can it take place in the 90s?

Eminem x male reader

Smut!!

A/n: wrote this when i was drunk, this is a mess sorry!

Note: now two things! One English is not my first language, so keep that in mind!! Two I know I will guarantee get hate for this, if you are triggered by mlm please leave so I don’t need to deal with the mental stress I’ll get from it!!! I know his name is Marshall but I’m to lazy so he’ll be referred to as em. They’re 21! I know this doesn’t make chronic sense but idc.

For: anon and @starzox

Warnings: Eminem’s first gay kiss. Takes place in the 90’s. Mentions of homophobia. Smut. Oral (r!receiving) No kinks.

Summary: in request ~

Requestlist - Masterlist

Read at own risk - I can’t cut lol

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A new feeling

Eminem’s pov:

I had know for a while that I that i had accepted that i was gay, it really had taken a toll on my life. My sexuality was something I’ve always struggled with, but I guess my mom always had known and always told me to never confess my love unless I asked for permission. Back then that felt normal, but now I think back at that time and laugh at my self for thinking it was normal.

My best friend and crush had invited me to his birthday party, per usual. He came out to me when we were 15, back then most ‘friends’ of his bullied him for it. Not me though. Friends stay loyal to each other, can trust each other. They don’t go behind their back’s, gossip about each other.

The party was on a Friday. When I got the invite I hadn’t had Thursday I had, everything that could go wrong went wrong. I slept through my alarm clock, so I woke up at 2 P/m. I missed the bus two times. And I stepped in dog shit

Y/n pov:

The first person to arrive at my party was Em, my best friend and biggest crush. After awhile the party started. Everyone was having fun, Em seemed to be having fun and I was having fun.

At one moment i felt that i had a boner, it wasn’t caused by anything. It was that type of boner. I looked around and saw Em look down at then away with mouth open. It was a non-noticeable-very-noticeable boner. Also i had a 11 inch cock.

I obviously was confused but also excited, so I signed at him to follow me, it was really busy so nobody noticed anyway. Before the party I had told everyone to stay down stairs, luckily everyone listened because when we reached upstairs it was empty.

“So, I saw you checking me out.” I said with a surprise tone to Em.

“I know and I’m sorry I should’ve told you, but I’ve had this crush on you.” He frantically said trying not to panic.

“Hey, chill. The feeling is mutual, we could take this to my room i you get what i mean.” I open the door and we walked in. I locked the door behind us. He took off all his clothes only leaving on his underwear. So I did the same. He also had a boner, looked to be around 7 inches.

I pushed him on the bed and started to make out with him. He caved in and moaned, he was surprised but continued.

“Fuck i need you so bad.” He moaned. He took off his underwear wear.

I took a moment to look at his rock hard cock. God was it beautiful.

“Can I?” I ask for concent.

“Of course birthday boy, consider it your birthday present.” He smirked while I didn’t take a second to wrap my hand around his acing cock. I jerked it off for a few minutes, hearing Em moan, groan and moan out daddy a few times.

I stopped my movements at the right time and sat next to him,I didn’t even need to say anything and Em was on his knees in front of me taking my boxers off. He looked with a drooling mouth at my acing cock, he grabbed it with one hand. He took a deep breath, he was visibly nervous.

He started licking it, with very small licks. I groaned, saying fuck under my breath. He heard that and took it as a sign and started teasing my head, until finally sucking it. “Fuck, just like that baby.” I moaned, grabbing his head and taking over control.

Moments later I heard him moaning through the bobbing sounds. I started to get more rough with my movements, looking down on him getting red. I also saw him jerking himself off.

“Nrrrghh” I hear him as he cums, making a mess on the floor. “Fuckkk I’mmm coming!” I shout as ropes of my cum shoot down his throat, painting them white.

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#eminem #eminem x reader #eminem x male reader #eminem smut #x male top reader #x male smut #x male oc #gay pride #gay #gay bulge #lgbt history #lgbtq #lgbtqia #fiction #smut #mlm #m4m #the mandolorian season 2

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royalsweetteaa · 2 years

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Title: You’re enough

Pairing: Andy Barber x depressed!reader

GIF belongs to @lilacevans !

WARNING - The following contains: angst/fluff, reader being depressed, receiving comfort.

Summary: Andy comforts you during your lowest.

The house was quiet when Andy entered it, which was rather unusual for him. Usually when he came home later than you, the TV would be on or the radio would be playing music that was at its peak a couple of years ago. It was either one of those reasons or you would be working in the kitchen, preparing a snack with the kitchen fan on.

But this evening, there was none of that.

He called after you once but was met with no response. Maybe you were in bed taking a nap, he guessed.

He quietly rushed upstairs, and while he was right on you being in their shared bedroom, he had not expected to find you crying, your face buried onto the pillow as your body was shaking from your whimpers.

“Honey?” Andy called out once more by the doorframe, and you immediately shot up from bed, clearly not have expected him.

“Oh God…You scared me!…” you tried to play off humorously with a chuckle, but it was obvious it was far from sincere. You wiped your bloodshot eyes from any tears. “Hi, baby…” you tried to greet with a forced smile as you approached him.

His face was one of concern, and he held your shoulders when you were close enough while trying to get you to look him in the eye. “Sweetie, why are you crying?” He had to ask.

You still looked anywhere but at him, and more tears threatened to spill as you were still feeling very emotional from whatever was igniting them.

“Honey, look at me. Are you feeling unwell? Please talk to me…”

You shook your head dismissively. You took a deep breath as you realized you had no good excuse to make for your visible misery. “N-No, I just….— I don’t know why but I’ve been feeling so down lately. Maybe it’s because of the stress, o-or…” you couldn’t finish your sentence as a sob irrupted.

Andy’s heart broke as he witnessed his lover breaking down, and he gently closed the space between the two of you and wrapped his arms around you. He stroked your back while you cried into his suit.

“Tell me, sweetie. Tell me what’s hurting you. I beg you.” He pleaded.

You sniffled a few times and wiped a tear before you had the courage to talk again. “I feel like I am not good enough….like I have done less than I should have. Or that I could be much better than I am.” You shared with a shaky voice. “I feel so lost too. As if I have no place where I belong.”

“Oh, honey…” Andy whispered, almost in disbelief of what he was hearing. He couldn’t fathom his own lover had been bearing such feelings. “How long have you been feeling this way?”

“…For a few weeks or something….I don’t know, - I tried to ignore them but I see now how consequential that is because now I feel awful. I think I’ve also been feeling lonely?…which doesn’t make sense because I have you, but I still can’t help but feel it…it’s silly and so selfish of me to say that, I’m so sorry-!” Another sob choked your voice, and Andy held around you tight while soothing you.

“Shhh, it’s okay honey….breathe for me, okay? You don’t sound silly at all. You’ve obviously been battling your emotions all by yourself, - of course it’s reasonable for you to feel lonely. I apologize for not picking up on your struggles, sweetie…”

You shook your head and let Andy dry your eyes from tears with the use of his thumb as he looked into your eyes with guilt. “No, don’t apologize…I should have communicated….I think all I want to do now is have you close to me….can you please come to bed with me early, Andy? U-Unless you have work that needs to be finished, - I don’t mean to impose -!”

“Of course I’ll come to bed with you, honey.” He interrupted softly, and held up your chin. “You are my first priority. I want to make those feelings go away and prove to you how important you are. How you’re good enough. Will you let me do that, sweetie?”

You formed a smile on your lips, a more genuine one anyway and nodded as you let out a sharp breath. Andy fondled your hand into his and led you back onto bed, first crawling over to his side and inviting you to snuggle into him. You did so, and when your head rested on his chest, he put his arm around your waist to pull you closer to him.

For the rest of the night, Andy whispered praises and reassurances until you fell asleep. The weight of carrying the pain was finally wearing off your chest while you were in the arms of your dear lover.

N/A: Have been struggling with negative emotions and this fic is a result of me trying to get rid of them.

Hearts & Reblogs are very appreciated! <3

#andy barber x reader #andy barber x y/n #andy barber #andy barber x you #cevans character #chris evans #chris evans character fanfiction

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So I saw a post about tumblr wanting to try this 'communities' thing, and I just gotta vent/say my piece. (the tl;dr is 'fuck that shit')

1. I really hate the current trend of fracturing and fragmenting things down into little pieces so they can be categorised into boxes. That's not natural. (Also, discord pushing threads, which I already detest for 1) making me feel like I'm gonna hurl from the violently dissonant, ugly layout, 2) the severely narrow topic problem, and 3) how neurodiverse-hostile they are.)

Like, naturally conversations meander. If you're only allowed to discuss one topic, it's gonna be stifling. You WILL run out of things to say. Making another little box isn't going to fix it, it'll just add to the clutter

2. Quite importantly, honestly, just stop fucking changing shit. It's unnecessary

3. It's not going to be neurodiverse-friendly. As if fandom hasn't changed enough to become increasingly unfriendly to people who are just here to enjoy their hyperfixation and/or special interest. I don't need another thing to learn to navigate. I don't need another place with different rules to carefully traverse. Yes, I'm fandom old and salty. I'm AuDHD and a spoonie with about half a spoon to spend on a good day. I do not have the energy to do all this switching about and jumping from thing to thing. It's exhausting. I want everything where I can find it, and where I can be passionate without having to perform tasks like it's some customer service job, or job interview

4. FOMO shit is toxic. This whole 'be a part of the thing!' necessity if you want to 'engage' or see the conversations and 'content'. Why? I guess it's a social media model that drives engagement, but the stress of it is going to fuck people up. What if you don't have the time, energy, health, spoons, social skills, etc? I have no idea how much interacting will be expected with other people in the 'community' but I can see it becoming a twitter-like circlejerk, and if you're not one of the 'in' crowd doing your required interaction/reblogging/commenting then you might as well not exist to that fandom/group

5. From the description, it looks like these things will be ripe for drama, toxicity, clique shit, becoming echo chambers, etc. because 'semi public' means you gotta opt in/join in some way and whatever's said isn't visible to any old user

Like, who is going to create and mod these things? Who decides what the rules are? What if your fave is 'problematic', or your kink is 'gross' (if nsfw is allowed at all), your take doesn't fit with fanon, or you are just a bit weird and people shun or turn on you for that?

I hope I'm wrong and either these things never happen or they're not as bad as I fear, but fuck sakes I have the above worries because it's shit I've seen happen time and time again, and I don't want to see given a place here

Also, genuinely, what the fuck is tumblr going to be like if you can't/don't want interact with these community things?

Quickly, 6. it creates an 'us' (in crowd) vs. 'them' (not part of our gang)

And then 7. who is going to be dominant in these 'communities'?

Yes, I'm upset right now, because tumblr was just fine (well, fine enough) until this point. I mean:

We have the ability to make sideblogs! (My Star Wars sideblog from... well a decade ago oops... is still out there, I don't touch it any more but I left it up for people to go through). Tumblr even made it so we can reply with sideblogs, which was a very neat update.

Tags!! I don't think it's as usual these days for people to go through tags to find new content, but that's how I do it, how I've always done it, and how I always intend to do it. I'm not following everyone who makes an SAS:RH post. I love you guys, but no. My dash would cause me to have a panic attack. It's already too much for me most days.

EFFORT!!!! I can be here every day full-time doing Stuff if I want! Or I can zone out for weeks if I want/need, materialise and contribute a silly meme, then drift off into the sunset again. If I 'miss' anything, I can go back through the tags, or scroll someone's blog. But honestly, who notices/cares on here if someone lurks or goes afk for a bit. It's super low pressure, because I'm doing what I can/want when I can/want

I want to opt in/out on my own time and terms. The thought of having to be part of a 'community' so I can see/not miss Content TM is freaking me out. I don't want there to be an 'appropriate' time window to interact with things like there is on other social media sites.

So, idk how the shit will look, but I don't agree with making things harder for people to access/find. I won't be posting stuff 'semi-privately'.

And you know what's super upsetting? The thought that I won't be able to see conversations and creations for things I love, because they're hidden away behind some complex new social thing I can't navigate. (Which is already an off-putting, ostracising problem on discord.) That's not how fandom communities should be.

The thought of there being less stuff 'out there' because it's in some 'community' somewhere... really not the direction I'd ever hope this site wold go in

I'm fuckin exhausted. Just lemme do my fandom whateverness without having to perform to some arbritary social interaction standard/requirements that I neither understand nor can do

#i want to murder discord threads because this feels like similar bullshit that's just gonna exclude people #JUST PUT SHIT WHERE PEOPLE CAN ACCESS IT EASILY #aim to be as inclusive as possible with as wide an audience and engagement as possible!#why is that so damn fucking hard?#also lol how long until they'd turn communities into a subscription thing or something #they keep changing shit and the newer people to things like discord and tumblr and fandom in general have no idea what it was like before #things have not always been this bad!#they were bad in other ways but nothing as exhausting as this social-media-model bullshit #yes i'm very fucked up over discord's update #i detest threads with a violent passion there's no fucking need to separate everything out until nothing is left in the channel #i can't even turn the ugly icon off in servers i own #i miss irc #i miss forums #i didn't like lj that much but goddamn #i miss pre-jumbled-up-tags tumblr #i miss pre-threads discord #we do not fucking need this change but it's being shoved down our throats because investors want to see new shit #i'm off to see if i can fix discord so i don't nearly throw up when i open it #the horrible thing is that it looks faintly passable in light mode but i can't read in light mode and you get light or dark and nothing els #personal #vent #just in case anyone hides those tags idk this has been a vent post #i'll go back to rogues soon

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Crossing the River

((Collab with @nihils-trolls))

“Quilis,” Arctus addressed the purpleblood, at some point during her first night back at the shop. It had been two weeks since the shop’s strange incident- And by this point he was confident it would not be repeated. “Are you comfortable here, after what happened?”

The query was oddly direct for Arctus’ usual manner, concern glinting in his dark grey eyes.

Quilis, meanwhile, pauses and looks up from what she was doing.

“... What do you mean by that, exactly?” She blinks, tilting her head very slightly.

“I imagine the incident was stressful.” Arctus continues, patiently. “I wanted to confirm, that you did not feel nervous or worried that it might happen again.”

“I’m not even sure what ‘incident’ you’re referring to,” Quilis says, shrugging. She’s clearly a bit confused by the sudden question. “So… no? Not really.”

Arctus blinked, taking on an air of confusion, and then tilted his head slightly as he gauged if he perhaps overstepped. “The shop nearly crushed us both. I had thought… Mm. Pardon me.” Arctus took a step back, as though to exit the conversation.

There’s a subtle but distinct change in Quil’s expression, as if something clicked. Her usual easygoing attitude seems to fade. “.. Wait, the shop did what?”

“It was acting unusually, and closed us in a shrinking space which nearly crushed us.” Arctus paused, tilting his head again to peer at her from under the brim of his hat. “...You don’t recall?”

Quilis’s brow furrows. She looks away for a long moment, putting a hand to her chin in thought. “... Not… really- well, now that you bring it back up, it’s jogging… something. Otherwise, no. I guess I completely forgot.”

Arctus stared at her for several moments, with deepening confusion and concern. Having just checked everything in the shop twice over- he was sure there was nothing that might affect the memory. “...That is an unusual thing to forget.” He said finally.

“You’re right,” Quil starts, bringing her attention back to Arctus. “Especially since I sort of pride myself on having a good memory. Apparently it’s not that great if I keep forgetting pretty memorable things like that.”

“Was there something else you forgot?” Arctus asked, concern now fully alight in his gaze now.

Quilis nods, but hesitates for a brief second before continuing. “A friend of mine brought something to my attention not that long ago. I thought maybe the cause was just this-”

She pulls a small chain and pendant out of her pocket and holds it in her palm. Any good mage would be able to discern it as a protection charm of sorts- a strong one.

“-but it’s only made to block harmful mental effects. Which wouldn’t apply here, to what you described.”

Arctus reached out to ghost his fingers over the pendant, reading the enchantments on it with a discerning eye. He gave a thoughtful hum, brow somewhat furrowed.

“Do you recall the fearmonger?” He asked, lowering his hand.

“The what?” Quil replies.

“...There was a fearmonger in your hive, that I disposed of. But you were under its influence for some weeks. That was a quarter-sweep ago, now.” Arctus’ voice now had an edge of deep concern, eking into mild panic.

“I…” Quilis trails off on that single word. She frowns and glances away again, seeming to put something together finally. “... No, I don’t think I remember anything important happening back that far.”

Arctus narrowed his eyes, his visible concern receding back under his usual, neutral demeanor. It showed only in the frown tugging at the corner of his mouth, and the furrow of his brow.

“Take some time off, if you feel it is needed.” Arctus turned his gaze away, towards the shop. “I will search here to see if there is anything that may be influencing this. Do not hesitate to ask, if there is anything you need, Quilis. You know that I am skilled with treating arcane maladies.”

Quil takes a moment to respond- her words a bit slow. “... I think… that there’s some investigating I have to do. So I may do just that.” She looks back up, smiling a bit weakly. “I’ll be sure to ask if anything comes up. I appreciate the offer.”

Arctus dipped his head, getting the sense she likely would not come to him for help. He backed off again, this time to actually exit the conversation- disappearing the moment her focus left him, if she did not try to get his attention again.

#bastdrabbles #arctus ic #arctus izaril #nihils-trolls #arctus writing

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An Artificial Night Re-Read: Part 4

Hello again! Here's part 4.

Chapter Twelve:

Man, Quentin really threw himself into the deep end re: quests, didn't he? The last book he was only supposed to tag along to figure out what was going on with January, and then just refused to leave when people started dying; this one he snuck into Toby's car and made the Luidaeg let him tag along. (Also, *how* did that meeting go?) Toby might've honed Quentin's bullheaded heroic tendencies, but they're definitely all his.

Spike is the *best* sidekick; I hope he gets the best fertilizer after this.

Chapter Thirteen:

This book has made me more interested in Amandine than I've ever been before, if only because I'm very curious now about a) the specifics of the prophecy about Amandine's line and b) when she started hiding that she was a Firstborn. Acacia says that Amandine was 'very... visible, once. Before her choices were made.' I'm guessing that this doesn't refer to Amandine becoming a Faerie Bride after August disappeared, because Acacia didn't know that Amandine had had a second daughter. Could this possibly refer to refusing to stop Blind Michael's Ride?

@figmentera mentioned that the 'road' Blind Michael (in chpater 11) said Amandine set aside was referring more to the prophecy about her bloodline than a literal road, which feels more and more likely the more she gets brought up. Which makes me a little curious about when the last Ride happened; I assume that it would've had to have happened while August wasn't in the picture, because then the prophecy wouldn't have depended on Amandine filling it.

Chapter Fourteen:

I'm not sure why Toby's so mad about Quentin sneaking into her car to follow her to the Luidaeg's; that absolutely sounds like something teenage Toby would've done. (On second thought, that might be why she's so mad!)

Quentin's a great squire; even when he's confused by what Toby's doing, he'll back her up when she needs it.

Oh, Jessica's so *happy* to see Toby in this book; I'm so sad that she died still being scared of Toby.

Chapter Fifteen:

'Spike trailed us to the edge of the trees before stopping, clearly intending to stay where it was most needed.' Seriously, Spike is the BEST sidekick.

'[Quentin] was Daoine Sidhe, and the smell of mortal blood was strong enough to be almost choking. He should have smelled it before I did. So why didn't he?' More hints that Toby wasn't what she thought she was!

Reading about Katie's partial transformation reminds me that Seanan McGuire can be SUPER terrifying.

Chapter Sixteen:

'Five of the older kids were busy lashing bundles of sticks together as they finished Helen's litter, and there were sentries posted in the trees, almost invisible through the leaves until you walked under them.' Raj did SUCH a good job organizing the kids. I hope Tybalt makes sure that Raj knows how well he did.

''...I almost envied [Helen]. Whether we lived or died, the pressure wasn't on her. She was taking care of the children and leaving the heroics to Raj - and to me. Lucky us.' Honestly I think this is pretty unfair of Toby? Calming that many kids down in such a stressful situation is HARD, especially when she must've also been freaking out, and Raj definitely wouldn't have been able to rally the kids if the youngest ones were panicking. Helen was doing more than enough to make sure everyone made it out.

'[Karen] gestured frantically, and i realized with dim horror that I could see through her. In my experience, see-through people are usually dead.' I have two questions about this. 1) Toby mentioned in Be the Serpent that the older Karen got, the more time she would spend sleeping. Does this mean she can project herself so people can see her when they're awake? Or will she only be able to visit people while they're sleeping? 2) Can the fae be ghosts/spirits, or is Toby referring to her mortal side re: see-through people?

'The Luidaeg was on the other side, white-eyed and frantic, with ashes in her hair.' WHAT was going on on the Luidaeg's side???

I'm not gonna lie, Toby pushing the kids through the door felt very '101 Dalmatians' to me.

I bet all of these kids hear that the Luidaeg is supposed to be a terrifying monster and just. Refuse to believe it. Nope, that's the nice lady that let us cry all over her kitchen floor, she's not scary!

'"You need to get these brats out of here. I can't stand kids."' This is somehow the truth (because the Luidaeg can't lie) and the biggest lie we've ever heard her say.

I *love* that Danny's voice message already has info about Barghest rescue.

That's it for this part! I'm going to try to get these out a little faster (guueeeessss who just realized she only has 10 days until the next book comes out!) but we'll see how it goes. See you next time!

#October Daye #An Artificial Night #Reread Project

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2, 11, 27, 29, and 46 for johnjessie?

THANK YOU VERBS these were very fun to do for the normcore couple!!

2. Who wakes up early/Who sleeps in late?

john wakes up earliest, consistently. unless it’s a day jessie plans to go fishing, then — just kidding john wakes up first then too, but it’s from jessie’s 4 AM alarm, as she proceeds to sleep through it and the next ten that follow it, and any effort of his to wake her.

11. How do they feel about nicknames/pet names? If they like them, what pet names do they use? If they hate them, why do they feel that way?

john called jessie “little red” exactly once before about-facing and radioing her the same day “OMG just kidding you’re actually the biggest, strongest person in the entire world haha wouldn’t it be funny if you crushed me with your giant muscles 🥺” and never really attempting a pet name again from that point. also driven by the setting in of his obsessive focus on simply learning her first name at all, and while what he does finally learn is technically a nickname he is also so dedicated to flaunting it as the world’s best prize to himself that he doesn’t bother to dress it up with any additional sweet talk. just jessie. that’s so incredible. (i guess spoilery and of note is that he will continue to call her “jessie” even after he learns her full name, because he knows she prefers it. something something symbolism). the most he ever does is tack on the occasional “jessie, dear” or “my jessie.”

jestiny throws out a stray “baby” or few in the heat of the moment, which is of course so taunting and belittling and not at all meant to make him feel like her most special baby boy. don’t get it twisted he would be so dumb to think that. other than that, it’s just “john” or “that fucking guy”

27. How do they say “I love you” non-verbally?

managing to be comfortably non-verbal at all is an unprecedented miracle and massive “i love you” in and of itself with them.

but also jessie will pause the rough handling to just look at him and give stray, unusually tender and doting touches — forehead kisses, tracing his freckles with her fingers, etc. john tends to full body cling, absentmindedly tangle fingers in her hair, touch her dimples when they’re visible. also mutual just constantly reaching for each other and finding ways to be in each other’s space. and these wild sons of guns do be holding hands.

29. Describe their nighttime routine.

fall asleep in THE DIRT. john snores so loud jessie thinks he’s a sleep paralysis demon for a sec then goes back to sleep. yeah they do this every night why not

(real nighttime routine varies a bit by exact living circumstances, but usually consistents of jessie busying herself with something well into the night, john pestering her to come to bed already. then finally initiating sex in an effort to get her to the bedroom, never actually ends up in the bedroom because she is So Spiteful and Will Not Be Manipulated and he is too dumb and horny to have any follow through on his own plan. they go to bed anyways after but she has to Prove A Point first. yeah they do this every night)

46. Do they consider their relationship casual or serious? Is the answer different depending on who you ask? Why?

they are both super fun super casual people known for being chill, laid-back, and having measured emotional reactions and attachments. which for her part jessie is actually deluded enough to believe about herself, she swears anything between them was a momentary lapse in judgment that means nothing. they just did Hand Stuff (she has not gone ten minutes without thinking about him) it was basically Church Camp Shit (she is actively hallucinating him as a coping mechanism to make her other hallucinations less stressful).

john for his part is less in denial about that piece, while he occasionally downplays or obfuscates the motivations behind his obsession he has never once denied that she is the world’s specialest most importantest girl. “his world [had] been shaken to its foundations, cleaved in twain and hollowed out and rebuilt from its core to be filled with her” - guy who got jerked off and learned a woman’s first name. he thinks they’re pretty serious, yeah.

#otp: stop bothering these nice folks

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exposing myself on the internet for a character assignment go brrrrr

also: *sweats in aroace*

Okay so I possess a distinct lack of hobbies because ✨ mental illness ✨ and also I am a total hikkineet. I do however, have less active hobbies like drawing, painting, reading/writing. I do enjoy rewatching Musicals from my childhood whenever I’m feeling down or generally empty. Some faves would be “The Sound Of Music”, “Mary Poppins” and “Anastasia”. Ya boi likes singing along with em even though I am terrible at it hehe ❤️

God okay. My personality. Uhh. I have a lot of feelings (and cry a lot) and I am extremely affection starved so show me positive attention and compliment me and I am fucking worshipping the ground you walk on so.. affectionate? I guess. Also Kind of quiet. I’m in my head a lot, and I have anxiety about voicing my opinion and thoughts to people. Especially irl. I’ll usually just remain silent or provide a few comments but otherwise mainly a listener. But if it’s a special interest and I can see that you are actively listening to me instead of waiting for me to stop talking I’ll turn into a walking Encyclopedia about Said thing. I do love physical affection but only when I am in the mood for it lol.

Giving love language is acts of service and gift giving (flashbacks to the time I offered to buy you something even though we barely knew each other). Receiving love language is words of affirmation probably idk i have 3 irl Friends outside of Family so my experience on the matter is limited.

Also people who are audibly/visibly angry will set off my fight/flight/freeze response and I will physically distance myself from them due to discomfort/fear. I’d also definitely go non-verbal as a result. This would be a time where touching me could result in a panic attack/me just crying lmao

Okay bare with me here because I have never actively considered my type so I’m only really thinking about it now

Type wise, perhaps someone kind but firm, I’d say? I lack a lot of motivation, self-discipline and self-respect, so a partner who is gentle, accomodating and understanding of my situation but isn’t afraid to call bullshit when they see it would definitely be preferable. Also direct communication because I CANNOT read between the lines. And.. someone who would go places with me. Not even for like the cute coupley things like Dates and Shopping or whatever (though that would be great too) but literally as a Support Person for stressful situations like dentists, doctors and other such appointments. Lord knows I need it because I stutter so badly when talking to strangers irl and stare straight at the ground and go silent when I inevitably become embarrassed at my lack of social skills💀 I don’t really have a strong preference for any hobbies a partner might have, but it would be cool to watch musicals together. And dress up and stuff. Maybe even cosplay. Idk just Indulging in each others hobbies would be fun. Also I struggle with like, mobile(?) communication and find it difficult to take the initiative to start text convos or call people, so they’d need to take the lead on that otherwise I may accidentally end up ghosting them. Not maliciously, but as I said, ya boy is stuck in his own little world a lot.

Also my favourite colour is green! HEX Code : #9AEEC8 (this probably wasn’t necessary but teehee)

And if a partner can’t handle spice I will constantly give them shit for it but in an affectionate way ❤️

(THIS WAS SO LONG IM SO SORRY IDK HOW TO SHUT UP WHEN PPL GIVE ME ATTENTION 😭)

THIS IS PERFECT ACTUALLY U GAVE A LOT OF DETAILS VERY IMPORTANT DETAILS AND THAT MAKES RHE JOB WAY EASIER!!

I match you with...

ROOK HUNT let me start this off by saying that this can be taken in both a platonic or romantic way and that in either way u and rook are like made for eachother im serious like u two are fucking inseparable, rook absolutely adores everything about you, you two have A LOT in common and he LIVES for it, rook and you can constantly be found almost sobbing over eachother and how much you mean to eachother, you two are so close people consider u both goals (couple or friendship it's up to u). rook is absolutely sure you two are soulmates he has never felt so connected to someone like he feels connected to you

rook loves spending time with you he adores talking to you even if to other ppl it might seem like he's being ignored rook knows he isn't he knows that you are listening intently to him and he loves it, most people hate it when he starts talking to them since he talks A LOT but you? you don't mind it! you stay there and listen to him ramble and sometimes even join him! rook always feel so warm when he manages to make you feel safe enough to ramble and infodump him and he'll be very happy if you allow him to do the same in exchange you two have a lot of interests in common and love talking about them to ppl that actually care so this normally ends w u both talking for hours non-stop and not even noticing as time goes by (not u two talking about vil for 5 hours straight)

rook absolutely adores your works, wether it's a drawing, a painting or a piece u wrote he'll love to see it, he could spend hours talking about your works seriously it became one of his special interests his ur number 1 fan now he'll always hype you up and even do some of them with you (like painting and reading together etc)

rook swears he can feel his heart exploding in his heart when u give him a gift this man won't stop smiling as he goes on and on about how much he absolutely adores you and how much he loves the gift and how he's so honored and happy to receive something like that and there's literal tears on his eyes as he does so, rook feels so happy when you offer to help him too, it means he gets more time to spend with you! and rook loves spending time with you<3

if you like words of affirmation than rook is the man for you, this man constantly writes poems about you and the special connection you two share and even though he has written multiple of them somehow they never ever look the same it's always so fresh as if it was his first time writing something like that, it also never fails to make you smile rook is very observant so he'll def know what makes you smile and he WILL be making a LOT of use of his privileged knowledge

rook knows how you get when someone is mad and being loud about it so whenever rook feels an situation escalating he'll immediately take you away from it and make sure you're okay, if rook ever happens to arrive to late he'll do his best to help you calm down, rook is super patient and even if you go non-verbal rook somehow still always know what to say and what to do, if you like company in times like these rook will not leave your side, he'll constantly be making sure you're feeling alright and comfortable and paying attention to your body language if you can't speak

rook will always encourage you to try new things at the same time he'll immediately take you out of any situations that make you extremely uncomfortable, for rook it isn't easy to trust people, however he trusts you, and he wants you to trust him back so he wants to be there for you, to show you he will always be by your side to support you and he wishes that you feel the same towards him

if you want to talk to someone or ask for anything but you're too nervous because they're a stranger rook will offer himself to do it for you, he has no problems doing that for you, rook would never shame anyone for not having good social skills because rook himself used to be very shy as a kid and he understands how hard it can be to talk to strangers

rook LOVES to watch and re-watch musicals with you! it's one of his favorite things to do, rook feels so happy when he's watching a musical you two like by your side he truly wishes that moments like these lasted forever, because there is no place rook would rather be than by your side

other possibilities: vil ( u two are like made for eachother seriously as i read ur info i was like omfg it makes sense why you love vil so much) lilia, cater & malleus

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blorbologist · 1 year

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15 questions/15 people

Got tagged by @lumiereandcogsworth <33 ty! just the distraction I needed!

1. are you named after anyone? Yes, twice over! The Maggie part of my name comes from my mother’s grandmother, Margaret. There’s also a second part to my name I get from my father’s mother. (Fun fact, my brother’s got a name that’s been used for... I think four-five generations at this point KNTRKRTN The name I know my dad by is technically a middle name of his!)

2. when was the last time you cried? Oooofff... hmm. I think watching The end of Campaign 1 [TLOVM people do not click]. Especially the twins bit was my last really big cry. I teared up for TLOVM s2 eps 3 and 4 a lil, but that was just. full gross sobs.

3. do you have kids? Nope! Cats don’t count. I am responsible for 40 corn snakes though :D

4. do you use sarcasm a lot? Oh, yes.

5. what’s the first thing you notice about people? Hmmmmm I’m... not sure? Generally any big identifying features that aren’t eyes. So hair color, tats, silhouette. And even then I suck at identifying people, whoops.

6. what’s your eye color? Blue! They lean towards blue-grey most of the time, but as is the nature of Eyebols they can vary depending on lighting. Not very saturated blues usually, though - leaning slate, darker blue and even soft greenish sometimes. Another fun fact: neither of my parents have blue eyes, so I’m a fun lil recessive trait lucky shot in this way.

7. scary movie or happy endings? Happy endings! I’m a huge coward and cannot watch scary stuff.

8. any special talents? UHHHH writing a super massive longfic has got to count? I can draw decently good, and animate a lil if I have the time for it. wtf qualifies as a special talent uhhhh I know so much shit about dinosaurs you wouldn’t believe it? I apparently have a knack for experimental design, but we’ll see how that develops. I can belch very loud semi-on-command??!?

9. where were you born? Québec! [gonna add the accent on mobile it feels Sinful not having it there].

10. what are your hobbies? Writing, poking at worldbuilding/AUs and meta, drawing rarely, D&D [my lil lv1 D&D1E Cleric might die next session :D], listening to podcasts while I code data.

11. do you have any pets? Yes! Two young cats (Miss Thing and Pam, short for A Mistake or Something and Dopamine respectively) and Crumble, my beardie <33 getting on in years a lil ;;

12. what sports do you play/have you played? not much of a sport person - as a kid I was always the one coming in last on every athletics test. Thankfully my peers usually treated me like a charming class pet instead of bullying me for it, but over two decades in and doctors still haven’t figured out what the fuck is wrong so all physical activity is. eurg.

13. how tall are you? 5′4″!

14. favorite subject in school? take a wild guess - science. Though I only got biology classes in CEGEP, given the pure and applied sciences stream meant taking chem and physics instead :C Drama ended up being a surprising favorite, too, I initially thought I was gonna hate it. Art class was mildly stressful needing to adhere to the deadlines and follow the instructions, but drama? Drama was a fucking blast

15. dream job? sighs wistfully,,,, an academic research position... with tenure... a nice lil lab all my own... easy NSERC grants to fund my research... likely working with birds or reptile cognition. ATM I’m still figuring out exactly what I want my specialty, my niche, to be, but in the moment I’m very interested in how visible phenotype [color and pattern] interacts with the neurobiology of an animal and thus its behavior. Really wanna keep looking at species whose cognition is really overlooked, or has been in the field for a long time. I’d love to work with crocodilians or varanids sometime, or chickens!

tagging: @fatal-blow @mothmoron @cryptidfuckery @rightpastnowhere @katia-dreamer @essayofthoughts @burr-ell @romeoandjulietyouwish @ghostofwhitestone @waltwhitmansbeard @percivalium @angry-velociraptor @ anyone else who wants to be tagged because im Sleeby and going to bed and dont wanna keep looking for people to tag - nini! <3

#tag game

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moonlightsweatheart · 2 years

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Chapter Seven - Another party

"Zushi ?"

He frowns hearing your voice but he doesn't wake up. You shake him a little, calling his name a second time.

"Kunikuzushi ? Wake up, Ajax is picking us up in like less than two hours."

Finally, he opens his eyes and looks around him, visibly confused.

"You drank too much last night and you fell asleep very late. How do you feel ? Do you want water ?"

"Help me get out of this bathtub first."

You laugh but help him, taking his hand in yours.

"A glass of water would be great..." he says, still half asleep. "Ajax is picking us up?"

"Yeah, that's what i said. He will bring you back home before taking me to his appartment."

"Oh, right...You'll meet his others friends, is that it ?"

"Yes. I'm kinda nervous though...If they don't like me, it could be a really cringe moment."

"Who wouldnt like you?"

You stay silent, letting him realise what he just said.

"Not romanticaly. I didn't mean it that way."

"Are you sure ? Hey, you know i don't want to put you in an uncomfortable position but there is a strange atmosphere between us since i came back."

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"I'm talking about the evening before i left the city, when you confessed me that you loved me while perfectly knowing that i wouldn't come back in years."

He seemed to search his words before talking, then he sighs.

"Listen, i'm sorry about what happened before you left. It clearly wasn't the right time for me to say that, especially knowing that you didn't feel the same and that you were leaving because your dad was sick. I probably added more stress than anything else, and to that day i still don't get why you are the one apologising everytime. I should be the one saying sorry."

"No, i think you said that to convainced yourself that you were in love with me, when in reality you weren't."

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"You were and still are in love with Ajax, right ? You only said you were in love with me to convaince yourself that you forgot Ajax, wich wasn't true obviously."

"Listen...I still have a hard time admitting this to myself. Please, don't tell Ajax. I don't want to loose him."

"Of course i'm not going to tell him. But now, i want that weird atmosphere between us to dissapeare. We're bestfriends."

"You are absolutely right. And i think that now that we talked about it, it will be easier for me to move on. So...let's let the past behind us now."

You smile at eachother, happy to know that this story is behind you two.

Of course, he loved Ajax and was probably still lost in his own feelings, but at least everything was alright for you two now.

"So, why aren't you coming with us to Ajax's appartment ? You could support me, you know ! I will meet people that i never saw before."

"Well, i don't really know them personnaly. And i must say that i really don't like some of them."

"Really ? But...Ajax never hang out with people when he knows that we don't like them, usually."

"He doesn't know that i don't like him. I don't want to tell him, since they seems so close."

You frowns as you notice how frustrated he seems saying those words. Maybe one of them was really too annoying for him ? After all, Kunikuzushi wasn't the type of guy to accept anyone as his friends. He already had difficulties to accept Hu Tao as one.

"Can i ask who is it ?"

"I guess. It's Diluc. I'm sorry, i really tried to appreciate him but there is something with him that i can't put my finger on and it triggers me really bad."

"Oh ? He didnt seem mean in Ajax's video ?"

"I didn't say he was mean."

You stopped the discussion as Ayaka enters the bathroom.

"Is he awa- Oh, hi ! How are you feeling ?"

"Right, your water, i forgot !" you run out of the bathroom and they follow you.

You give Kunikuzushi his glass of water and continues to prepare for leaving.

"Are you alright, Kunikuzushi ? You drank a lot last night..." Ayaka asks, worried about her friend.

"Yeah, i guess i missed Yn more than i admited. Their return made me want to drink enough to collaspe..."

"I think everyone saw that !" she laughs and he frowns but doesn't say anything else.

"It's already 5 PM ?? How long did i sleep ??"

"Well, you went to sleep at 4 AM or something so...Yeah, you slept a lot. But don't worry, you know that's not unusual for someone who got drunk." Ayaka reassures him.

"Yeah, plus it's been two years since you last drank so it doesn't surprise me at all."

He just frowns harder and drink another glass of water, almost falling asleep again.

It was really silent in the car. Kunikuzushi fell asleep again so the two others kept quiet to not wake him up. Arrived in front of his house, Ajax carried him on his back to let him rest a little more while you waited in the vehicule, shaking your hand to say hello to Ei.

When the ginger came back, he sighed.

"Is something wrong ?"

"Yes, actually. Since you came back, Zushi only made me worry about him. He's acting strange."

"What do you mean strange ?"

"The fact that he stopped drinking when you left and didn't wait one day to get drunk again when you came back. Or the fact that you are always apologising to him and checking up on him every two seconds. You think i don't see it but i'm not dumb."

"I didn't say you were dumb, but this is a private thing between him and me, Ajax. You can't just act like we're not allowed to keep one secret from you."

"But you know that i like him ! Why do you keep acting like there is some type of romance between you and him ? You wouldnt do that to me, right ?!"

"Ajax keep your eyes on the road !!"

He calms down and continues to drive in silence for some minutes.

"There isn't any type of romance between Zushi and me. I know you like him since highschool, and you should know that i support you with him. But a secret is a secret, and i promised him i wouldnt tell anyone, not even you."

"Alright. Sorry."

"It's okay. I'm not mad at all."

Finally, you explained yourself with both of them. Now, you could actually enjoy your return without thinking more about it. Kunikuzushi liked Ajax, Ajax has always liked Kunikuzushi and you only see them as friends. It wasn't your business anymore.

When you arrived in front of Ajax's appartment, you already could hear people inside talking between them. He opened the door and you two enters the room, you following him like you were his shadow.

"HEYYYY AJAX AND YN !!''

You looked at the man in front of you. He was tall. Really tall. And he talked really loud.

"My name's Arattaki Itto !!"

Of course, you recognised him from the start. The famous youtuber who loved to shout and was too friendly with everyone.

"My name is Yn, nice to meet you" you respond, smiling.

Ajax made them introduce themselves to you one by one. You recognised Ayato and Thoma as Ayaka's brother and bestfriend, and you instantly became less anxious with them than with the others.

Finally, Ajax introduce to you the last one himself.

"That is Kaeya, Diluc's brother. You saw him in my video with him, you know that he is a little uncomfortable with strangers hehe"

"I really don't know why you're saying that. Nice to finally meet you, Yn."

"Pfft, Nice to meet you aswell. Ajax, i think introducing him like that is making him even more shy than he already is. Let the man be."

"Well damn, i got rejected by my two besties at the same time."

You three laughs together as Itto puts music on and start singing too loud for your poor ears.

"Ajax, i didn't think it would be another big party ! I thought we were just going to sit down and talk all together!"

"Oh but my lovely Yn, where is the fun in that ?" he starts dancing with Itto as he finishs his sentence and winked at you, trying to get you to dance with them.

Another long evening was waiting for you and you didn't know if you could take it entierly. But as you saw Ayato open a bottle of wine, you decided to let the party take you and didn't think about it much.

You were litteraly throwing up in the toilet right now. Maybe drinking that much two days consecutives wasn't the best idea you've ever had.

Ayato was leaning over your shoulders, trying to keep you awake.

"Are you alright ? Do you want water ?"

"This is the worst meeting ever, i'm so embarassed..."

"No, don't be. It's not really your fault, Ajax probably didn't realise two parties in two days was too much to handle."

He hands you a bottle of water and helps you drink it.

"I think you need to rest for awhile...If you want, you can go on the roof. Kaeya is already here because he doesn't like when we put music that loud and he had a bad day, i guess...But your presence isnt going to disturb him, dont worry."

"Thanks a lot...You really are someone good. Just like your sister."

"I think so. I'm not as kind as her though. But i consider you are someone great since i have heard a lot about you from her and ajax so, i think you clearly deserve my help. Plus, i'm not the type to let someone struggle without doing anything."

He doesn't say anything else, he just help you to get up and shows you where is the door to go on the roof.

"If you need anything, come down and ask me. I will go back with the others for now"

"Have fun"

He smiles and dissapears. You climb the stairs with difficulty and open the door. You are immediatly hit by the fresh air and feels instantly better.

Just like Ayato said, Kaeya is sitting down next to the edge of the roof. He seems really tired.

"Oh, what are you doing here ? Shouldnt you be enjoying the party with the others ?" he asks you as you sit down next to him.

"I drank too much and just throw up so i think i will stay here for awhile."

"Wow, so romantic."

"I know, right ?"

He smiles a little, still watching the city with his legs hanging in the empty.

"How do you do that without being scared of falling ?"

"I am not scared of falling. If it happens, it happens. I like the feeling of not having anything under my feet. Maybe i'm playing with fire but i like it that way"

"I...can understand that, i guess. Well, if you fall i will try to catch you."

"So kind of you. I guess it would be traumatizing to see me die like that in front of you."

He puts his legs back on the roof and backs up a little.

"Isn't it weird ?" he asks.

''What ?"

"To finally meet eachother, i mean."

You look at him with confusion.

"Well, you are Ajax's bestfriend since you were four. And i am his second bestfriend for two years now. So it's kinda like...Meeting my bestfriend's bestfriend."

You laugh.

"Yes, i guess we can say it like that. My bestfriend's bestie."

He joins you in your laugh.

"But finally i get what he meant whenever he talked about you. You really are someone charming. He said that a lot of times, and at first i was thinking that it was because you were precious to him. But now that i meet you, i can say he wasn't exagarating."

You blush a little at the compliment. He just meet you, how could he say that you were charming ? Of course you knew that you were attractive, but it didn't seems like he meant it that way.

"Sorry if i made you uncomfortable..."

"Oh no no, it's okay ! It's very kind, actually, but i never know how to respond to such compliments..."

"Well, i'm just saying that he was right. The true compliment was made by Ajax himself."

"You are right. He is always talking about how cool i am to other people, but he never says it in front of me."

"Maybe he's just a little shy with that. I would understand."

A long silence fell between you, but it wasn't awkard at all. From all the people you meet in your life, Kaeya was probably the most interesting one.

He looked so shy but so confident, so flirty but without actually knowing what he was doing, so mysterious and so closed up.

You wanted to learn more about him.

"So...You are Diluc's brother ?"

"Uh...Yeah."

Oh. He seems frustrated now. Did you say somethings wrong ? But Ajax told you they had a really good relationship...

"I'm sorry."

"hum...why?"

"Well, it seems like my question kinda upsetted you ?"

"Oh, not really. It's just that everytime i talk with someone, they just want to find a way to get closer to Diluc. So i'm kind of angry when people ask me if he is my brother."

"Oh no...I'm sorry, it's not like that at all. Actually, i just wanted to find more conversation because i wanted to learn more about you. You seem so cool to me."

It was now his turn to blush. But he laughed it away and answered quickly.

"Well then, i'm flattered. Yes, Diluc is my brother. Our dad adopted me when we were like four years old. I don't remember much from my ancient family but i still keep the name Alberich just in case."

"Alberich is a really pretty name anyway. Ragnvindr is much more complicated to say."

He laughs again, agreeing with you.

"Don't tell my brother, but i think about that eveyday. Alberich sounds so much better."

After hours of talking together, you fell alseep while watching the beautiful view of the city below you.

Maybe that party was not as bad as it started.

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brattata · 2 years

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Hi!! I hope its okay to ask for an Ikemen Prince matchup? Early 20s, I'm female and a Cancer crab. I'm pretty extraverted despite that I do get shy easily but I always love being around people :D. I love painting, making people laugh and love to take care of people! I'm pretty good at communicating with people and comforting others. Things I struggle with is that I'm plus size so I tend to get nervous about other's opinions of my physical traits and can be a huge people pleaser. Even though I act really sweet and kind to people, I can be quite the opposite to people who are close to me (like being sarcastic/sassy/bratty even) but I get nervous of showing that side to anyone else. I also have a hard time taking things seriously when it comes to myself even though I wish I did. Some relationship dealbreakers I guess is that I'm pretty uncomfortable with verbal/physical affection at times, I usually love to give it rather than be bombarded with it. I get shy and embarrassed really easily by flirtatious behaviour but a goal is to be able to be comfortable with it! Overall though in a relationship as long as I can make them happy and smile I'm fine! The fluff alphabet, B,O,K are the ones that interested me most! Thankyou so much for doing this I hope you have a lovely day❤️❤️

Yay, an Ikemen Prince request! I'm really pleased to be getting a variety of fandoms and letters in this event. For masterlist purposes, I'm going to call you 🦀 anon.

Hmmm, I think multiple princes could be good for you. Initially I was leaning towards Leon, but imo the actual best match for you is...

Yves! I feel like you're similar in some important ways, especially when it comes to being very loving and doting partners, but different enough to also complement and grow from each other. Both of you have some issues being honest with your feelings at times, which could occasionally be a challenge, but I think this can be something you work on together rather than something that would push you apart. Cancer and Virgo are also a pretty nice match, just saying. Lucky you, getting to have the most beautiful prince as your muse!

B is for Beauty:

Yves admires many things about you, but he's especially awed at your way with people. Everyone seems so happy and at ease around you; he's never been good at that. He's used to being rejected, so it's hard for him to be kind sometimes (at least in an obvious, open way). He's not a natural at making new friends, or making people laugh (Clavis laughing at him doesn't count 😂). Eventually he'll realize that you prioritize making others happy at the expense of yourself - and man, you're going to get scolded for that - but still, it's one of your qualities he most loves. It also goes without saying that he finds your appearance beautiful, and he will (at least verbally, maybe even physically) throw hands with anyone who dares say otherwise. You're going to be the best dressed woman in the four kingdoms.

K is for Kiss:

Maybe it's cliche, but I think your first kiss would probably involve sweets. You're keeping him company during one of his late night stress baking sessions, so he offers to let you test his latest creation as thanks. You end up getting some powdered sugar near your mouth, and he instinctually does the "wipe it off with my thumb and lick it" thing. You're blushing, he's blushing, and...he just has to ask if he can kiss you for real. He's nervous, but it's very soft and sweet (not just from the sugar). Also, his lips are ungodly smooth and he smells amazing.

O is for On Cloud Nine

Yeahhh, Yvie thinks he's playing it cool, but it is stupidly obvious to everyone around him that he's madly in love with you. He's visibly less prickly and more relaxed and like...literally sparkling with happiness. Poor Licht has had to sit through so much ranting about how funny and charming and talented you are, it's almost (but not quite) enough to put him off Yves's desserts. It might actually cause a problem in your relationship at first, because Yves in love comes on strong. Honestly though, you could stand to get used to being the one doted on for once. When you pay back his affection in kind, he melts. It's really cute.

Thanks so much for joining my event, and have fun with your kitty prince! 😽

#alphabet matchup event #my writing tag #ikemen prince matchup #ikepri matchup #yves kloss x reader #ikemen prince x reader

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