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#i hope you've been doing well in these past few days! i'm sending you hugs and positive energy if you didn't 💕
alexcutecolly · 2 months
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i started feeling better but now i have a cold n it sucks!! but happy to hear you’re doing better n not so stressed!! uuu I would love some healing time napping in there while he goes about his day or sleeping while laying on his belly with no one else knowing! were small enough that no one would probably see us in him anyway but his uniform is also rly big so there’s no worries and we’re all his ❤️
intestines in safe stuff are super underrated to me cuz its like the same nice pressure of being swallowed but way way longer and v.olo can talk during this one! n he could say how much he trusts us to go into a sensitive spot like that and how he loves the feeling and rubs where we are sometimes tracing our path into his lower belly uuuuu I want him to rly enjoy us in there!!
I wanna be teleported out before it gets to the weird point but theres hours of time before that happrns cuz its slow and long and its so relaxing being gently squeezed around deep in him and knowing its totally safe for us and rly enjoyable for him >w<
uuu hed be surprised how much he likes us in there when we get swallowed the first time! and when we calm down a little bit and get used to where we are n what happened we see its kinda nice in here and V.olo gently presses on his stomach to see if were ok and uuuuu he’s so kind with us!! ❤️
omg yes we spend so much free time just talking and relaxing with him and his team and our mons can play together!! n maybe V.olo holds on to our po.keba.lls and takes care of our team while were in his belly so they get to know him and its like one big happy group!! a pile of us and him and both our mons while we relax and chat abiut ruins after we’re let out and unshrunk sounds like alot of fun too!
if thats what happens then m.erman v.olo would be super fun to journey with! its like we have a warm personal pool in there safe from cold water and deep ocean pressure and we get to look at what he found later and he gets a partner to talk to and not be alone!! hed ask if we wanna join him to look for artefacts and when we say yes hed get us in his mouth with a quick HOMF and swallow us right down so excitedly cuz he loves spending time with us! omg youre right he’d be so pretty with golden scales!! theyd be rly pretty with his grey eyes
Halfsize is so special to me omg!! It’s a lot more effort for him but that means finally getting us down is way more satisfying for him too!! uuuu licking his lips and telling us how pleasantly full he is now and massaging our spot a little as soon as were all the way inside his first stomach just so it’s a little extra comfy for both us and him while he waits uuuuu >w< that sounds rly cute btw id love to hear him humming happily from our new spot in him! We could probably feel him humming and sighing all pleased with this too! uuu him snoozing with a hand over his belly or reading a book until we finally get squished into his tail stomach with a sigh of happiness from him is good too cause he had to work alot to get us down and that has to make him sleepy. and it’s a good thing he’d be solitary cuz then he doesn’t have to get interrupted while he’s enjoying his full belly of his favorite human ❤️ and we get to be in there a long while too getting rested on and rubbed at and a little kiss!!!! >w<
omg omg I’m super duper excited for the new game!! X./Y left a lot of things open and not quite done n the sta.rters didnt get m.egas but this feels like its gonna give it the fixes it needs!! and its a l.egends game and theyre taking their time for it so I’m already rly excited!
- v.olo uwu
I'm alive! Sorry this is a bit late but my mood dropped like crazy this past week 😞 I'm glad to hear you've been doing better! Cold sucks so bad though, hopefully it went away in the meantime! 🥺
Mmmmm I agree! We could totally stay in his belly to heal as he does his errands or takes a nap, it'd be very relaxing and we'd all benefit from it! And it's true, his G.inkgo G.uild uniform can definitely hide us away since it's so cozy and large x3 we're absolutely pretty tiny too, we'd be undetectable basically all the time xD
Ngl, intestines stuff are definitely underrated in vore. Personally I love the thought of travelling through the long tunnel of the small intestine, surrounded by all the villi 🥺👉👈 I'm a big endosoma fan, and simply the idea of exploring someone else's digestive track even on deeper levels makes me very happy xD
So I wouldn't mind if we did this with V.olo's permission lol, he'd probably find it soothing and rub our spot a lot along our way x3 also yeah we'd teleport out before the weird point, but I think being in his intestine would be something very cute, and the squeezing would feel like a hug from him! ❤️
Yeah, his first time eating us would be a bit confusing at the start but then we'd all find ourselves kinda comfortable in the situation 🥺💕 he'd stroke his stomach to reassure us that everything is fine, and that we're perfectly safe inside of him! He's really a kind soul 🥺❤️
Oh I like the idea! We could chill in his belly, maybe to rest after a long day, while he takes care of our p.okemon team as well! They could all play together, he'd give them treats and pets and then the cuddle pile begins xD We'd definitely introduce him to our mons before he eats though, I imagine them going full protective mode if they saw him swallow us down with no context at all xDD and it'd be always lovely to hear him discuss ruins and ancient myths, especially when our beloved p.okemon are there with us!
Omg, now that I think about it, both m.erman!V.olo and n.aga!V.olo sound a bit lonely ;-; the former would be more curious and eager to show us the ancient artefacts he gathered from the bottom of the sea, and take us with him as he talks about them and looks for more 🥺 he knows a good way to keep up safe as he swims underwater, and omgggg, the NOMF as he sends us down would be so adorable!!!
While n.aga!V.olo would relish in spending most of his days on his own, maybe in his cave, if he shared his time and space with us it'd mean we're very special to him! ❤️ Half-sized vore works wonders here, I appreciate when a pred takes longer than usual to gulp down their prey x3 and I bet he'd be so satisfied after we fill his belly! ❤️ He'd definitely lick his lips and he curls up in his coils xD
I imagine he'd be able to send us in his second stomach immediately, but he takes his time to enjoy us in first belly too xD so he doubles the time we get to spend inside of him, hehehe x3 and I bet we'd have even more of his attention, once we've settled in his tail, with all the rubs, the hums and the kisses! x3 that's most likely his favorite spot for us to be, since we're his favorite human 🥺❤️ and we're 100% not coming out for a while xD ❤️ (Mmmmm, I'm definitely not thinking of writing some n.aga!V.olo vore AU rn now, lmao xD)
Oh I had no idea! :O I've only heard people say X./Y are among the worst p.kmn games, I'd love to see what they're gonna include in this new L.egends game! I'm actually intrigued! Plus I liked the combat style and the different gameplay from L.egends: A.rceus, so I can't wait!
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lowkeycasanova · 9 months
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catching up
plot: you run into Vinnie after breaking up 3 years ago
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Take out bag in hand from the pick up counter, focused on nothing and no one as you walked through the restaurant as you ordered an Uber to go back to the Airbnb.
But there he was, and he recognized you as you walked past each other. You didn’t even realize.
“Y/N?”
You nearly tripped over your own two feet and almost bumped into someone upon hearing your name called. You step aside and with a confused expression, you turn around to the direction of the voice.
“Vinnie.” You breathed out.
Before you could even process what was happening, he walked up and pulled you into a hug. Closing your eyes, you hugged him back.
“I can’t believe it’s you.” He said and pulled away. “You look amazing.”
“Yeah, so do you.”
He’s definitely filled out since the last time you saw him. He had more muscle, he grew out his hair, it was also more of his natural color, his previously bare hands were covered in tattoos and you knew he had more, and you swore he got a tad bit taller.
“God, it’s been a while.”
You pursed your lips. “Three years…”
*Flashback*
"What do you mean you're going to LA?" you asked him in disbelief.
"I just think this would be a good opportunity for me."
"You make random videos for fun. It's not a job."
"Not yet, but who knows, I could make a career out of this."
"Since when do you wanna be some entertainer? You've never mentioned anything like that." you argued back. "But that wasn't the plan. We're supposed to be going to college together. I was so happy when we both got accepted, but now you spring this on me a month before school starts?"
He sighed. "I know. I'm sorry, but having contacts out there could help push my modeling. And maybe I could get into acting. I've always wanted to try that."
"Again, you never mentioned that."
"Well maybe I kept my mouth shut because there would be no opportunity like that for me here in Seattle!" He raised his voice in frustration. "And now, I have it and I wanna take it."
You felt the tears forming in your eyes and tried to keep yourself together. Part of the reason was that you were just such a perfectionist, planning for things in the future, and when they don't go as planned, you don't know what to do.
Also, to you, it wasn't wise of him to just up and go. Sure, having one million followers was impressive, but, so what? Plus, he didn't have that much money. He's just hoping it all works out.
Vinnie left two days after his 18th birthday. You couldn't believe he actually got on that plane. No, you didn't like it, but you accepted it for what it was.
"So, how's school going?" Vinnie asked.
You two had moved over to the side of the entrance doors and leaned against the wall so you wouldn't be in other people's way.
"Um...you know, going into my last year. It's exciting."
"Still interior design?" he asked.
You nodded.
"So, what brought you to LA?"
"Um, just took a trip with a friend before school starts up again."
If Vinnie was disappointed that you didn't reach out to him upon arriving, he didn't show it.
"What would your major have been? If you stayed?"
"Mathematics and physics. But I'd probably still be an electrician on the side with my dad."
Talking about his what ifs made the memories come back.
*Flashback*
Just hung up the phone after talking to Vinnie. You sigh in disappointment.
He called to let you know that he wouldn't be able to come to the annual homecoming game on campus due to some photoshoot he had to do.
You tried to not let it affect you. It was just a football game. And Vinnie was seemingly starting to do the things he really wanted, so you wanted to be supportive of that.
It was then when you felt a shift in the relationship.
Putting on a happy face the day of the game, you ended up dressing up with your friends, decked out in purple and white, while sending pictures and videos to Vinnie.
He came back and visited for a few days before going back to LA. You were so consumed with school and wanted to focus on that.
There was one moment when you were up late doing homework. You began thinking about what it would be like if you finished up your first semester at the University of Washington and then transferred to Cal State or some school out there to be closer to Vinnie.
It was when you were reviewing the transfer requirements at UCLA when you thought, what the hell am I doing?, then exited out the website.
That wasn't what you wanted.
Vinnie was started to blow up at this point. It was hard to miss. And it was evident that you two started to talk less. You tried to make the effort. He'd been a bad texter at certain times but it was never frequent. You hated the possibility that he was somehow ignoring you but it only got worse when you'd see him in the media out with his new friends at restaurants and rumored to be dating this girl or that girl.
You wondered how he had time to talk to them and not you.
It got to a point where you'd drop everything when Vinnie did get back to you.
One day you got a call from him.
"I don't know if I wanna do this, Y/N. I just wanna come back."
Had he told you this a few weeks earlier, you'd would have no problem convincing him.
"Vinnie...you've only been out there for a short amount of time. As much as I'd want you to come back, I think you should stay a little longer. And if things still continue to not work out, I already know your parents would let you move back in. Stay and do the best you can."
He didn't say anything, only sighed on the other end.
You continued. "And to be honest, we should both be doing our own things individually."
"...what do you mean?"
You bit the bullet and told him that it would be best to break up. Thinking about it, but didn't want to say it because the two of you had grown so close. But y'all needed to do your own thing right now. You perceived the call from him as him holding back from striving to do his best in LA because he was tied down to a girl in another state. Vinnie obviously didn't want it, but he knew it was inevitable.
As you two continued to talk, a black car drove up and parked in front of the restaurant.
“Oh shit.” You said and looked down at your phone. “That’s my Uber. I gotta go. And I don't wanna gold you up from whoever is waiting for you inside."
“Oh.” He said and you could tell he was trying to hide his disappointment. "I'm the first one here. Just coming with friends. But sure, of course. Hey, maybe we could, hang out or something tomorrow. If…you want to.” And he nervously scratched the back of his neck.
You raised a brow. “Are you sure?”
“Yeah. I’d love for you to meet my friends and see the house.”
He hoped he didn’t come off as bragging with that last part.
"Yeah, sure, I'll come."
He smiled. "Alright, cool." and he pulled you into a tight hug.
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When you got back to the Airbnb, you told your friend about your run in with Vinnie and the invitation to go to his house. You'd known her while you were dating him, so she knew the story.
"Are you sure that's a good idea?" she asked.
You shrugged. "I don't see why not."
"Okay as your friend, I don't think you should go. I mean sure it'll be nice for a second, until we go back to Seattle and he stays here and you're back to where you started."
This was definitely going to open up old emotions. Oh well.
The next afternoon, Vinnie picked you up. He said he hoped you hadn't changed your mind.
When you arrived at the house, you noticed quite a few cars in the driveway and felt hesitant.
"I didn't know you had so much company. I could've came another day."
He chuckled when he realized why you said that. "These belong to me and my buddy Jett."
“Oh.” You smiled.
“We buy them and try to fix ‘em up.”
Vinnie opened the door up for you, allowing you to go in first. You smiled at how beautiful and lively it was. He told you his roommates were his best friends, but he also had other friends come over a lot.
You stood beside Vinnie and he introduced you. He wanted to have everyone’s attention. They stopped what they were doing to come and meet you. You didn't know where to look, trying to greet them. His friend, Jack, told you that Vinnie had mentioned you'd be here.
Vinnie told you to make yourself at home and you got comfortable on the couch in the living room, admiring all the instruments that were there. His friends Josh and Adam are sitting on the spot across from you. You started to get to know them, laughing as they're pretty funny.
Vinnie makes his way over, silently observing you, happy that you seem to be getting along with everyone. He always loved that about you.
"You guys better not be talking about me." Vinnie's voice catches you off guard.
"Oh we definitely were." you answer back. The boys laugh and someone else comes and grabs their attention for a moment.
"Hey, can I talk to you for a minute?" Vinnie asks, his fingertips barely grazing your shoulder.
"Yeah, sure."
You got up and follow his lead. He gives you a tour of the house on the way up to his room.
"Nice picture." you said, referring to the big frame that had his head and his cat's heat photoshopped onto it.
Speaking of Hera, she came up and purred against your leg like she'd known you forever.
"Oh thanks." he laughed while simultaneously trying to make the cords from his gaming setup look less chaotic. "My mom got that for me as a Christmas gift."
Maria.
You had gotten close with his family too. You two spent time at each other's houses a lot due to not being able to go to the same high school. After the breakup, his parents and younger brother still followed you on social media, but you hadn't spoke to them in person. It hurt that you had also lost your second family.
He motioned for you to sit on the bed next to him and you did. He seemed like he was trying to get his words together.
"Honestly, to start it off, I wanna tell you what went down as far as moving out here."
He looked at you, as if asking for permission to continue. You nodded.
"Um...I know that you felt this disconnect between us and you said it would be best for us to do things on our own. You were right. I was being distant...but it wasn't because I didn't love you anymore, I was just going through a really rough time. I mean, I was in two houses over the course of four months and before I moved into Hype, I almost didn't have a place to stay. I was nearly broke because I wasn't making money off my content yet. And I just...didn't know what I was doing or where I was going with my life at the time."
Your face fell as he told you this. You felt so bad. Guilty even. That the break up was while he was going through all this stress. Like a final nail in the coffin.
"It's not your fault." he said as he noticed your expression and put a hand on your shoulder. You just looked at your hands in your lap. " I don't blame you at all.
"I should have really asked you if you were doing okay."
"I would've lied about it. I didn't tell my parents, you, or my friends. I just kept everything inside and I distanced myself from you, my audience, some of my friends, and I started saying rash things online. Just becoming someone that I wasn't. I realize now I shouldn't have done that. I should have talked to somebody, anybody about it. So that's my fault.
"I'm really sorry. And I'm sorry for how things were handled between us."
"Don't be. I think I needed to go through that. If not, I probably wouldn't be where I am today."
You felt tears forming in your eyes and wrapped your arms around him and he embraced you back.
"You deserved to know. Thanks for hearing me out."
"Of course. I'm so proud of you."
You two eventually pulled away and he ran a hand through his hair.
"Hey listen, I'm not saying we jump right back into something, but....I broke your trust, and I'll like to earn it back, If you let me."
"So, what are you saying?" you ask, searching his face as if it had the answers.
"I just wanna be in your life again. As your friend. I want to get to know you now, and for you to get to know me now. And see where it goes from there."
You looked at him in silence, feeling butterflies as he was looking at you.
"Okay." you said, almost in a whisper.
"Yeah?" he begins to smile and you nod.
He pulls you into him again. "Thank you. I won't mess this up."
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Team RWBY - Childhood friend Reader goes Missing
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(So I tried to respond to the actual ask but Tumblr glitched out. So I'm doing it like this instead, apologies!)
You're so sweet thank you so much!! This prompt hits so well for me, you have no idea. I wasn't sure whether you wanted EVERY girl from the series or just Team RWBY. For this one I'm gonna do just Team RWBY, but if you want me to do the rest of the girls in the series, just send me a message and I'll write those up eventually!
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Ruby Rose
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You and Ruby were two peas in a pod the moment you met. It was like two puzzle pieces made perfectly for each other. You both were into similar things and your personalities mashed super well. Not only did you have a similar sense of humor, you were one of the few people that actually enjoyed her over the top antics and affections. Ruby would often ambush you with a hug while you walked around campus, sometimes leading to you two falling in a pile of giggles. Every week you guys had plans. On Tuesdays you both liked to have Debate Nights where you both defend your opinion on something (often roping in the rest of your friends to be the jury). There wasn't a dull moment with you two, every day was full of laughter and joy. You were each other's first school friend and that friendship has lasted for years. After the Fall of Beacon, you were split up like most, but found each other fairly quickly. You were a great support for her and would always listen to her issues. She felt connected to you deeply on a different level. Even after the rest of Team RWBY came back, Ruby found herself strangely attached to you more. Being reunited with her sister and friends was one of the best feelings in the world, but the moment you and her found each other again takes the cake in her heart. It became incredibly clear that she was in love with you. Looking back on it, she did have a habit of making excuses just to talk to you in private. Ruby didn't know what to do with this information, but it will come up at the right time
One day at about 5 am, Ruby was awoken by Qrow with a somber look. Apparently during the night you went missing. No one saw or heard a thing. You were there sleeping in your bed and then you were just… gone. The thought of you being missing was terrifying, but Ruby tapped into her abundance of optimism and quickly got dressed and headed towards the town. You couldn't have gone far, right? You probably just went through the city and got lost, no big deal! For the next week her routine remained the same; Wake up early, gather friends to look for you, take break for lunch, keep looking alone, head back, sleep. At the start she was hopeful, but everyday just wore her down until the 7th day when it broke her. You've been missing for a whole week, where were you? Yang held Ruby as she cried, eventually passing her to Qrow when it came time to go to bed. He did the best he could and was as supportive as possible, but he knew Ruby needed space to process it herself, and brought her to her room. With a hair ruffle and weak smile, Qrow wished her a good night and left her to rest
Ruby was awoken the next day early in morning yet again, except this time there was a knock at the door. When she opened it, her heart stopped. You stood on the doorstep, clothes torn and bloody. There were no major external injuries but it was clear you were heavily shaken up. Hobbling in with a limp you entered the house and sighed at the warmth. Ruby was at a loss for words, only able to muster out a vague question of what happened.
Apparently when you were going to sleep last week, you decided to throw out the trash as well beforehand. When you exited the house to take it out, you were suddenly ambushed by multiple Grimm and dragged deep into the forest. Since you were going to sleep, you didn't have your weapons, scroll, or any protection at all. You were completely vulnerable. For the past week you had been both fighting for your life against various Grimm and trying to navigate your way out of the forest labyrinth. Just when you were about to collapse, you finally found the opening into the town and limped all the way back to your home
It hurt like a bitch, but you tried to smile as big as possible. You could tell Ruby was feeling awful about this just looking at you. Before you could say another word, Ruby lunged at you, pushing you both onto the couch behind you. You let out a loud hiss as your leg bent at an odd angle and your hip twisted. Her arms were wrapped tightly around your neck, her head buried into your chest. As you gained the strength to question her, Ruby cut you off
"Oh my god I'm so happy you're okay! I love you so much, I don't know what I'd do without you! I can't lose you!"
Hearing the absolute heartbreak in her voice and the way her breathing staggered between sobs pushed you to shed your own tears. In the forest, all you could think of was getting back to Ruby, the girl you loved. The fact that the whole time she felt the same sent you over the edge. You tightly hugged her back, ignoring the pain you felt from your injuries. Both of you just went back and forth saying how much you love each other over and over again to the point of it becoming unintelligable. Tired from being overworked physically and emotionally, you fell asleep together on the couch in each others arms. When everyone woke up in the morning they helped patch you up, with Ruby holding your hand the whole day
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Weiss Schnee
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Weiss never expected to like someone so much. She was cold and abrasive, especially at the academy. But for some reason you just… stayed. And it wasn't annoying like it was with Ruby, instead whenever you knocked on her door she could feel her heart skip a beat. She'd still scold you for interrupting her and tell you to leave of course. Every week you pushed a little further, giving her space at the same time as to not overwhelm her. Weiss took notice and appreciated it deeply. She never had someone who took her interests at heart and it was so foreign. Your friendship took awhile to start, but once it got going it veeeery quickly turned into a closeted romance. Maybe it was due to her sheltered upbringing, maybe it was due to you not judging her for her family name, she didn't know. But something about you melted her heart and she fell hard. And it was super obvious, she is not good at lying. It got to the point that basically everyone knew of her crush except you. Ruby and Nora kept trying to get Weiss to confess to you already, but she managed to avert the conversations elsewhere. She'd tell you, but now wasn't the time
Weiss quickly regretted that decision when she came back from a mission to hear you never returned from yours. At first she thought it was a prank and got angry, but when she realised it was true, she started freaking out. She pretty much interrogated everyone who interacted with you that day and started slinging accusations. Emotions got heated and multiple arguments broke out. Ruby and Jaune tried to organize a search party for the next day but that didn't do much. The day ended on a sour note, and Weiss instantly locked herself in her room. She spent the whole night crying, trying to contact you through your scroll
While on a mission, the whole group got a message that you were found alive. Badly hurt, but alive. Weiss basically abandoned whatever she was doing and got to the location marked on her scroll as fast as possible. On the way she went on call with Blake and learned what had happened. Apparently SDC protestors learned of your appearance and relationship with Weiss and grew enraged. A Schnee didn't deserve to find love, and you loving her just made you complicit with her family's crimes! They took their chance while you were alone and approached you, asking for help. When you followed them to the abandoned building, you instantly knew it was a trap, but they bashed you on the head and kidnapped you. They spent the last few days interrogating you about the SDC and Weiss' "secret plans". No matter how many times you said you didn't understand they wouldn't take that as an answer. You got incredibly lucky when Ren saw a shady person enter the building you were kept in and decided to call backup and investigate
The whole travel her anger grew and grew, a flurry of emotions clouding her head. She doesn't even remember traveling to you, she became concious again when she saw your beaten, bloody face. You had a black eye and bruises all over your body, but other than that you were in good shape. The moment your eyes met, Weiss stormed over and began yelling at you. She screamed about how foolish you were to follow strangers, how stupid you were for being so naively kind, it all just fell out of her mouth. Rant lasting awhile, it all accumulated in her confessing what she had been holding for years,
"Why can't you just understand that I love you and don't want you hurt?!"
When she realized what she said she fell quiet and put a hand over her mouth. For the next minute it was pure silence. You could hear a pin drop. It took you a bit to fully process so you just stared wide eyed. Weiss's face dropped as she looked to the ground solemnly. She blunted said you should have just exposed her so you could go free without harm. With that you broke out of your trance and instantly pulled her into a hug, letting out a small hiss at the pressure on your ribcage. You instantly let her know that it was worth protecting her, and when you confessed you felt the same into her ear, Weiss melted into your embrace. As you hugged she just kept calling you an idiot over and over again, threatening you to never get kidnapped again. Meanwhile everyone in the vicinity did a sigh of relief and thanked the gods you were finally a couple
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Blake Belladonna
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At the start Blake didn't really like people much, that was obvious. But unlike Weiss who was more abrasive and combative, Blake preferred to ignore or dismiss. Even after you became friends with the rest of Team RWBY Blake was the last one to warm up to you. But things changed when you saw her reading a book from your favorite series. Shocked you knew of it, she inquired about your interest and you two spent the whole time talking about the plot and it's history. After that day Blake found herself intrigued by you, and was happy to find someone to enjoy books with her. Everyday she grew warmer. You noticed she would slowly start to approach you herself and actively start conversations. It was cute. Soon she realised that she was falling in love again. Blake tried so hard to fight those feelings off. Her relationships have always been plagued by tragedy and she doesn't want you involved in that. But every time she heard you laugh and saw you do cute little dances, it got nearly impossible to not fall for you
Although your friendship had been pretty steady, you knew Blake was hiding things from you. You tried to pry information from her to no avail, she kept being vague. Tensions just kept rising and rising until tt all came to a head when she finally spoke up. Blake told you everything, all about Adam and the White Fang. She even opened up about what happened with Yang and how she ran away from her team. It was… intense, to say the least. It was so much to process at once you couldn't really wrap your head around it. She was in the White Fang? Yang lost an arm for her? This Adam guy is still out there? The more she tried to explain herself and her history, it just made you more confused and overwhelmed. Your brain became overstimulated with emotions that you just blew up at her. She started silent, but eventually raised her voice as well. It was an intense back and forth argument between you two that ended with you both angrily retreating to your respective rooms. Blake layed in bed awake all night, thinking about your whole argument. It was wrong for you to blame her and yell, but she absolutely understood why you did. This situation is tough and multi-faceted. As she finally drifted to sleep, Blake made up her mind
The next day Blake emerged from her room to confront you and apologize, but found you were gone. Everyone else saw you leave the house in the early morning but haven't heard a thing from you since. Blake's heart instantly dropped. Remembering your last interaction made her imagine the absolute worst and made her heart race. Without a word she ran out and went looking for you. She didn't even have a game plan. Normally she is very levelheaded and able to control her emotions, but this time it was impossible. Adam was still out there watching, waiting. He already went for Yang multiple times, there is no doubt in her mind that he would target you too. Every possibility played in her head of him kidnapping you and hurting you
Blake scanned the streets and forest paths desperately, and after what seemed like hours, she finally found you. No hesitation she called your name, catching your attention. As she dropped in front of you, before you could say anything she grabbed you roughly by your shoulders. Voice quivering, Blake asked you if Adam touched you at all, tears in her eyes. You shook your head confused, gaining a desperate sigh of relief from the Faunus. She explained how you just up and left with no notice and how scared she got considering your fight. But you responded that you left behind a note telling her you were just going for a walk to cool down. You two spent the next couple of minutes clearing up misunderstandings and eventually got the full picture. And awkward silence fell upon you two, which you broke by apologizing for your outburst. Blake was silent at first, but responded in kind,
"I'm… sorry for not being upfront and honest with you. I always try to hide and run, because I'm afraid my past will come back to haunt me. Adam knows when I get close to someone, he knows when I…
I try to rationalize it by saying it's for your sake, but that's not fair to you. I can't do that to someone… someone that I love. I promise from now on there will be no secrets between us."
Her words shook your core, and made your face instantly flush. She was being the most upfront and genuine she's ever been, and you couldn't help but lose your breath. Gulping, you quietly tell her you feel the same, making her ears perk up. On the way back to your home, you both gently locked hands
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Yo, you didn't become friends, it's more like Yang kidnapped you and you got Stockholm Syndrome. Obviously I'm joking, you were actually a friend of Ruby's and happened to be Yang's age, so everytime you visited Ruby you two would get to talking. After a couple conversations, Yang deemed you to be fucking cool and constantly tried to talk to you and chill. It got to the point that you started hanging out with Yang more than Ruby, causing the latter to pout. Your interactions devolved into playful flirting and teasing. She would always call you "cutie" and make flirty puns at you, gaining a blush and sigh in response. As much as you guys messed around, Yang started to realize that it wasn't just jokes anymore. Over the years you've known each other the atmosphere changed. Subconciously she had been trying to give you hints about how she feels. It took her talking to Blake to really come to terms with her feelings and figure out what was going on with her
The next morning Yang happily slammed your door open and brightly called for you to get up. All of her happiness stopped in it's tracks when she saw your empty bed. With no hesitation she began asking everyone where you were, with varied answers. Nora and Ren ate breakfast with you, Oscar saw you watch tv, Weiss had an argument with you about beverage choices, etc. Blake was the only one with a solid answer, stating you were heading to the out of town store to get groceries. Yang could feel herself getting slightly annoyed, but appreciated the response and happily went to go meet you there. She hopped on Bumblebee and started the drive
While she drove, Yang tried contacting you through your scroll but wasn't getting a response which was odd. You were usually really attentive and always answered, at least sent a text message or something. After a couple more times she was about to put her scroll away, until you picked up. Yang happily spoke into the scroll, playfully scolding you for making her call so many times, but got no response. She listened closely and could hear the faint voices of two men yelling. They were clearly not friendly and were throwing threats all over the place. It was already giving her a bad feeling, but when Yang heard gunshots and the sound of you screaming in fear, she put Bumblebee in overdrive and beelined towards you
When you left the house, all you intended to do was get some bread and pasta for tonights dinner. You even went to the far off store that had the high quality noodles. But about halfway during your shopping the doors slammed open and two men stormed in holding guns. They began threatening the store and it's patrons. The old Shopkeep tried to tell them to leave but quickly backed down when they shot 3 bullets at his feet. One of the men chained the door shut and closed the blinds, while the other went around and gathered customers to the center of the store. Adults and children were herded onto the open floor and promptly restrained as to not intervene. Your scroll, thankfully on silent, kept telling you Yang was calling. You knew you couldn't respond to her, but you accepted the call to let her at least know what as going on. After a couple of gunshots you closed your scroll and shoved it in your pocket. As the other man got closer you looked around and found an opening behind the freezers. Before he approached you quickly slid behind and held your breath. No one noticed your escape, and went along their way. For the next 10 minutes you sat there in horror as you heard the store get ransacked and customers terrorized
The front windows suddenly shattered as a yellow and black bike got thrown through, ramming into one of the men. Yang quickly followed, eyes red and hair burning. She started to tear apart the store trying to find you, breaking shelves and display stands. You name was called but you could barely hear due to the freezers. Upset at the sudden entrance, the men tried to intimidate her, but she didn't even flinch. Knowing you were somewhere in the building, possible hurt, made her go blind with rage. With ease Yang defeated and apprehended the criminals with excessive force. A few extra punches and kicks and head slams are fine, right? Shopkeep thanked her and called the police, leaving Yang to find you. Now that the room was quieter, you could hear her desperate cries and called out for her, crawling out. You were barely off the floor when Yang nearly tackled you and hugged you tighter than before.
"I love you so much, I'll never let this happen again. I'll never let you get hurt."
In that moment Yang didn't even care about the fact she just confessed her true love to you, all she cared about was the fact you were in her arms unharmed. You didn't say it back, but you reciprocated her hug in a way that made her understand. The hug lasted for a couple of minutes, both of you just breathing together and calming yourselves. Once your heartrates dropped and your minds' settled, Yang gently helped you up and lead you to her bike, hopping on herself. Wrapping your arms around her waist, Yang quietly drove you back to the house in comfortable silence. That night Yang slept in your room with you due to anxiety and paranoia of you getting possible hurt. But even after those fears quieted down, you guys kept sleeping and cuddling in the same bed like the lovebirds you were
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This was so long but so fun to write??? I hope these are alright!
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Closer
Simon "Ghost" Riley x Fem! Girlfriend Mid Plus Size Reader
Summary: Simon wants to be closer to you and be open with you. He struggles with opening up but he loves you a lot and cares about you. One night, you find yourself laying on his chest and he finds himself playing with your long, thick wavy hair.
Category: Fluff, SFW, Established Friendship, Pre-Established Relationship, Kissing, Cuddling, Mentions of Ghost's past , Mentions Of Abuse
Requested By: Anon
N/A: This was actually such a cute idea and thank you Anon for requesting! I hope you all enjoy it! Please feel free and send in request and let's talk!
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You and Simon had only started dating just a few months ago. Simon was.. different but he was one of the most loving man you've ever been with, even if he was quiet a lot of the times and sometimes, you found him hard to read, even though you felt like you could tell him anything regardless of what it was and it wouldn't faze him. Somehow, it was comforting, knowing that he was there for you and never felt judged. One day, you got out of the shower and got dressed in a graphic t-shirt and leggings. You noticed Simon was looking at a picture of you and your mom that you had sitting on the side of the bedroom on your side. You sat down on the bed. "Hey Si, whatcha doing?", You said, catching his attention and he sat down behind you, holding you against him. "Oh, hey love, I'm sorry I just was looking at the picture of you and your mom. Kind of made me think of...my mom", Simon said, putting his head against your back.
"You don't really talk about your past or your mom. Of course, I'm not gonna pressure you into talking about if you don't want to. I just don't want you to feel like you have to bottle it up", You said, as you sat there, slightly laying against his chest. He kissed the side of your forehead and smiled lightly. "I know and thank you. Looking at your picture of you and your mom and..it just reminded me of my mom. I miss her a lot", Simon said, as his voice softened. "What do you miss about your mom? If that's ok to ask?", You said. "Everything. I miss her love, her worry about me. Just everything. I just wish she didn't have to deal with a piece of shit dad", Simon said, putting his head against your back. You felt bad for him knowing that he went through those things that no one should ever go through. You could tell that there was anger, guilt and sadness about it. You turned towards him and hugged him. "I'm sorry that you had to go through that. It's not your fault what happened", you said, feeling bad for him. "It's not your fault, and.. I don't know. I've always felt like it was my fault", Simon said, hugging you back and you looked up at him. "It's not. You didn't deserve any of that. You deserve to be loved, treated with kindness and respect. You deserve to be-", You said, before Simon cupped your face and kissed you passionately. You held the sides of his jawline and face. He pulled away for a moment and rested his head against yours.
"You gave me all of those things. Love, kindness, and respect. You are the one who I look forward to being with when I come home, love. You give me a reason to live and.. I feel human when I'm with you", Simon said, with a small smile. You smiled and loved how honest he was about the way that he felt. He grabbed the comb that was right next to you and started combing your hair. It was silent for a moment, only hearing the comb running through your curly hair when it got stuck for a moment and you yelled. The comb finally came out. "Are you ok? Did I hurt you?", Simon said, looking concerned. "No it wasn't you. It's just my hair isn't meant for the comb", you said as you chuckled. "Noted", Simon said, laughing softly. "What about your mom? What do you miss?", Simon said, keeping his eyes on you. "Well, I miss her just being here with me. She was like my best friend. I miss her cooking, god she used to make the best food. I still have her cooking recipes",You said, with a smile. "What about your dad?", Simon asked. "I don't really remember much of my dad. I guess he didn't really want to be around me after I was born", you said, looking down at the blanket. Simon hugged you tightly again and said,"Well I think you turned out to be an amazing woman", Simon said, as he lifted your chin so you could look up at him. You smiled and kissed him softly. "Thank you, love", you said. He smiled lightly. "You're welcome, lovely. You can always tell me anything", Simon said, pushing your hair behind your ear. "You can too Si and I want you to know that", you said, kissing the palm of his hand. "I will try my best",Simon said, giving you a loving smile. After that, Simon just held you in his arms all day long, not letting go of you. At some point, you ended up falling asleep on him. He enjoyed moments like these where you were in his arms. He believes you are special to him and doesn't ever want to lose it.
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Touch of Glass ch.10
A/n: Oh my goodness guys! CHAPTER 10?! I didn't think we'd get this far. I love this story so much and I'm glad you all love it just as much as I do. I know these past few chapters have been a bit shorter, but to make up for it we have this lovely chapter that will end us off with a short break. ( Or until I write for this story again, which won't be long.) I want to give the chapters some time to settle in and I don't to bombard you guys with chapters. If your new here, hello! This story started from this random idea I had one day and apparently people wanted it to be a story, so the prologue was written and here we are. All the chapters are listed on my masterlist, as well as other related stories! Feel free to comment if you want to be tagged for future chapters that will be released in this series. I won't keep you all waiting anymore, happy reading!
Masterlist
chapter 9
Touch of Glass, Act ll, prologue
tags: @willowaudreykeyes @saltofsaints
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Heart Wrenching
" We've gotten this far, I don't see the need to stop." I responded, before Alastor's head shot up.
" Really?" He asked, his eyes lighting up with joy. I smiled and nodded, laughing.
" Of course." I said, before he smiled wide, wrapping his arms around me, spinning me around. I laughed as he smiled, saying 'thank you, thank you' over and over.
" We should celebrate! We should eat the cake with our hands." He said wiggling his fingers as I laughed, before he pulled me into a hug. " Or we could get a lot if mini cakes, cupcakes!" He said as we rocked back and forth, as he went on about all the things we could eat to celebrate.
" Maybe we should just finish the cake we made. We don't want it to just sit there." I said, before he smiled and nodded. However, before we could make our way to the kitchen, the bell rang. " Who could it be now?" I wondered, before Alastor walked over to the door, as I followed behind him. We made our way down a long hall, leading to the door at the front of the house. Alastor opened the door, revealing Peter standing there.
" Hello! How can I help you sir?" Alastor asked, before Peter looked to me, before pulling a letter from behind him.
" I am Miss L/n's personal bodyguard. I'm in charge of knowing where she is at all times, if these requirements are not met her mother will send a train ticket back to-" I cut Peter off, stepping between the two. Quickly, the air became tense. Both seemed to be glaring at each other, hard.
" My mother will force me to go back home if I'm not with Peter. I thought father said it was alright for you to stay behind?" I asked, turning to face Peter, standing in front of Alastor.
" Yes, he did say that, however, your mother caught wind of the murders happening in the area. She wants you with me, or in your father's watch." Peter informed me, before I took the letter from him, before opening it.
"Dear Y/n,
Hello dear! I miss you so much! How's New Orleans? Is your father still the bastard he used to be? Goodness, I can only imagine the heat that's torturing you over there. Remember, if you want to come back home all you need to do is ask and I'll send you the ticket as soon as possible. Now I wanted to ask you, I heard there was a serial killer on the loose over there, god what a psycho. Be careful, and stay with Peter. I don't need my only daughter being murdered. I hope you've been sketching designs like I asked. That is why your there after all. How is everyone? I might hate your father, but his family is tolerable. Martha? Molly? What about Charles? Is he still around? If you don't know who that is, then no he isn't around. I would call you if I could, but I've been so busy with designs for the fall collection this year I feel like my head is going to burst! I'll leave you to it now, write me back as soon as you can. I miss you!
Love,
Mom"
I read, before Peter nodded.
" Your father sent me to take you home. Come now, get your belongings and let's head out. We don't want you to over stay your welcome." Peter said, before I sighed and nodded. Of course he would tell my mother about the murders. Alastor stopped me from walking to get my things, instead getting highly defensive.
" If she doesn't want to leave then she doesn't need too. I can take her home if it's such an issue. I'm sure Wallace won't mind." Alastor said, before I turned to look at Peter who was clenching his jaw tightly.
" Don't you know how highly inappropriate it is for a man and a woman to be alone together for so long? Her mother is simply worried about her, I need to ease her worries by taking Miss Y/n home where she is safe. Not with an uncharted imbecile like you." Peter said, before he grabbed my wrist and tore me out of the doorway, walking down the steps at the front of the house, and leading me to his car.
" Peter! Let me go! I was having a good time!" I said, before I turned to see Alastor standing in the door way, a smile on his face, stretching ear to ear, and though it looked forced, I wished he was a little sad to see me go. Peter flung open the passenger door, and sat me inside, as I tried my best to free myself. He slammed the door shut before clicking the keys and locking me in. I tried to pry the lock open from inside the car, however the challenge was much greater than I anticipated. I huffed, giving up, and watching as Peter walked back up the stairs to Alastor who was still standing in the doorway with that smile. The two seemed to be talking, however, they weren't angry, from what I could see. They seemed strangely calm.
Peter's POV
" You stay away from her." I said, walking to him. He grinned, his eyes dark.
" What makes you think I'll listen to you? I happen to think she likes spending time with me. Maybe the worried one, is you?" Mr.Lucian said, looking to me with a sly smirk. This bastard.
" The letter was written by her mother, I would never go to such lengths to take Miss Y/n from someone she enjoys." I stated, clenching my fists.
" Really? It seems you quite literally, have done just that. What a shame, to let jealousy control you like that. You haven't even given me a chance to make a good impression." Mr.Lucian laughed, pulling out a box of cigarettes from his back pocket. He then, pulled out a box of matches from his shirt pocket, before taking a cigarette out and lighting the match, then lighting the cigarette.
" A good impression? You've been highly disrespectful just by smoking in front of someone. I can't believe people think of you as some great person. Look at you." I said, before spitting on the ground, right next to his shoe. He stopped, his eye begging to twitch, before he removed the cigarette from his mouth, before dropping it, and stepping on my foot. " OW!" I said, pulling my foot back, before Alastor picked up the cigarette, which was still hot, with a small flame. He grabbed my hand, pulling my sleeve up quickly, before putting the cigarette out on my wrist.
" Now you listen to me and you listen to me good you little prick. I've already been given permission from your little boss, that precious girl you just threw into your car, to court her like the gentlemen I truly am. If you'd like for me to break that persona, it can start with your body beaten on my front lawn. How does that sound, hm 'Peter'?" Mr.Lucian said, before pressing the cigarette further into my wrist. " Oh, my apologies, was that the right name? Since I'm an uncharted imbecile" He said again, pressing the cigarette further into my wrist. I pulled my wrist away harshly, before Mr. Lucian dropped the cigarette, and stepped on it, moving his foot a bit to ensure it was put out efficiently.
" You, you are mad." I said panting, and holding my wrists. Just then, we both turned around to the sound of loud muffled banging.
" That's her." Mr. Lucian said, before he leaned in close to me. " Act normal, or I'll be sure to have you gutted by the morning." Alastor said, before I turned to face him, and getting closer.
" Don't be so sure that you're the only one who knows how to kill someone." I said, before I began to walk away. This meeting had gone on long enough. I needed to attend Miss Y/n.
" At least we know one of us can get away with it." He said, the slyness in his tone making my jaw clench. I walked back to the car, unlocking the doors so I could get in, before opening my door and getting into the car.
" What happened?" Y/n asked.'
Readers POV
" What happened?" I asked, before Peter huffed and put the key in the engine.
" Nothing, let's just get you home." He said, before he turned to face me with a soft, comforting smile. I sighed and nodded, finally giving up. I'd have to trust him on this one.
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" Welcome back Y/n!" Aunt Molly said as I walked into the dining room. She smiled and threw her arms around me in a hug. " How was your day?" She asked, before she pulled away from me. It was then I looked towards the table to see lots of papers scattered around, varying from names to food and chefs as well as colors.
" Hello Aunt Molly. What's all this?" I asked as I returned the hug to her.
" It's preparation's for Janice's wedding." She said, before picking up a list of names, which was about four pages long. " We have a lot of people to invite. But this is gonna be exciting!" Aunt Molly said, handing me a stack of papers. Charles was across from Aunt Molly, sitting in a chair with a pen in hand as he began looking over forms.
" He's been sitting there for hours. The maids have brought him about seven cups of coffee." Aunt Molly said with a laugh. I smiled before taking a seat beside Aunt Molly. I took a look at the papers she had handed to me and smiled, the front page was labeled ' Maid of Honor.' The pages were clipped together, and as I flipped through them, I realized Janice's wedding seemed to be more of a ball than anything. The preparations and everything I was being briefed on in this packet with everyone else’s roles seemed to be a lot on its own. As I read the requirements for maid of honor and what I would be doing a voice pulled me from my thoughts.
“ Oh, she’s back.” Almarice said, walking into the dining room with a huff. Aunt Molly gave Almarice a look before rolling her eyes. Almarice sat down next to Charles.
“ Everyone. We have news.” My father said smiling as he walked into the dining room, while to my suprise, Vox and Valentino followed behind him. The two looked to me, before they shared a look and grinned at each other.
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Savior (Childe x Medic Reader) Ch 11
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It had been days since you parted with Anya in Liyue Harbor. You hoped she had a safe trip back through Port Ormos. It would take a few days for her to travel from the port to the capital. Still, knowing it would take time for her to return to Sumeru City didn't help with your restlessness. You wanted to petition the Akademiya for your extended stay in Liyue as soon as possible. The quicker that was handled the quicker your anxieties could be put to rest. And the sooner you could properly get back to your papers. You had been writing about the advancement in medicine in Liyue and possible applications of Liyue's herbs to medicine in Sumeru to improve their potency. Sending the first draft with Anya, you had hoped it would convince the Akademiya to allow your extension, but now you were left with only your notes. It was difficult to make edits to a paper that you didn't have.
Tartaglia was busy this morning but he'd promised to find you once he was finished. Having little to do with no word from Anya or the Akademiya, you decided to walk along the port in Liyue Harbor. You loved looking out on the vast expanse of ocean. It almost reminded you of the views from Port Ormos, minus the rainforest plants. Monika loved spending time there to celebrate finishing a paper and would subsequently drag you and Jean-Pierre with her. The three of you had spent many a weekend in Port Ormos relaxing in a tavern or enjoying the laid back atmosphere. You never quite understood why Monika felt a perpetual need to always leave Sumeru City to celebrate, but you had a feeling Port Ormos became the spot of choice since the Akademiya had less sway and control there. Looking out over the waves and reminiscing made you feel connected to your friends even if they were so far away.
Over the past few days you thought about them more and more than you had during the months prior, because in the back of your mind you knew they would be furious when they found out why you were still in Liyue. You had considered writing to them but you knew it would do little to soften the blow. Maybe if they met Tartaglia he could charm them as he had you and Anya. Now that was just wishful thinking. You doubt he'd be able to so much as utter his name before Monika would come in swinging with accusations. She probably wouldn't even give him time to speak to defend himself before throwing her arm around you and dragging you away. Monika was always hot-headed. You just hoped you'd be able to eventually convince her. Eventually. As you walk along the docks, ships pulling up and unloading, you let your minds wander. Until you heard a voice calling your name.
"Y/N!"
That couldn't be right... that was Jean-Pierre's voice.... You turned to look behind you and to your amazement, and possible horror, there he was waving his hand and practically running towards you. This could be bad. This could be very bad. Had Jean-Pierre run into Anya? Did he know that you'd chosen to stay? What was going to happen when he met Tartaglia?
Oh Archons, he was going to meet Tartaglia.
You froze feeling as if your entire body had been doused in ice water as Jean-Pierre continued to close in with fast paced steps.
"Y/N. It's good to see you." Jean-Pierre moved in for a hug but you stopped him with a quick question.
"Jean-Pierre, what brings you to Liyue?" You kept him at arm's length as you asked. Jean-Pierre's classic smile faltered slightly but he quickly recovered.
"I came here to bring you home." He sounded so sure as if there was no question about why he would be here. Your timid smile slowly dropped.
"O-Oh well... I'm planning to stay here for a while- to continue my research! You've heard of Bubu Pharmacy-" You tried to explain but Jean-Pierre cut you off.
"I already know... about him." The vitriol in his voice has taken you back a bit.
Oh Archons no. You let out a deep breath through your nose.
"So... you spoke with Anya..." You ventured cautiously. You knew how Jean-Pierre felt about the Fatui and you had to tread carefully. Jean-Pierre steeled himself before responding.
"You stayed for a Fatui Harbinger." His tone alone told you that he was barely keeping himself together. Yeah this was very bad.
"I know that sounds bad but he's really not a bad person-" As you tried to reason with Jean-Pierre and explain yourself, he cut you off with a condescending smile.
"Oh Y/N. I know how deeply you care about your patients and you're so trusting. It's honorable really. But (N/N) you don't actually know this man. He could just be using you. And you're trusting him because he used to be your patient. Just come home with me. Everything will be okay." His words were sickly sweet as he spoke to you like you were a child.
Your stomach was twisting into knots and you felt like you were swallowing iron.
Had Jean-Pierre always thought like this?
Has he always been this condescending?
It wasn't just his tone the shocked you but the words and expressions he wore as he practically belittled you without even listening to what you had to say.
"Pierre... I'm... serious about this." You tried yet again to reason with him hoping against all odds that this was a fluke in his behaviour.
"And I'm serious about taking you home." Jean-Pierre reached out to brush your hair as he spoke and you almost flinched.
Jean-Pierre's hand stopped just short of your face and it took you a moment to realise that someone else's hand was holding Jean-Pierre's wrist. Your eyes followed the black gloved hand to the black cuff lining of a grey jacket.
"Hey there."
Light bounced off the ruby red earring he wore as he turned his head, fixing his gaze on the man whose wrist was in his hold.
"And who might you be?"
Tartaglia's tone was teasing but the look in his eyes was sharpened like a blade. Jean-Pierre stood straight as a pin before coming back to his senses and ripping his hand out of Tartaglia's grip. As the two men silently began sizing each other up, you knew you needed to step in.
"Um Childe, this is Jean-Pierre. He's one of my fellow researchers. He was part of the expedition to Dragonspine. And Pierre, this is Childe. He's the Snezhnayan man I found in the avalanche." You introduced the two men but it did nothing to lessen the tension between them.
Tartaglia was the first to speak after your introduction. "I'm Tartaglia the Eleventh Harbinger of-"
"I know who you are." Jean-Pierre's harsh tone and words cut through Tartaglia's attempted introduction and shot down any attempt at goodwill between the two of them.
"I don't know how you've managed to manipulate Y/N to stay with you or swindled her into trusting you but that ends now. I'm taking her back with me." What had been left of Tartaglia's smile disappeared immediately and he slowly crossed his arms as Jean-Pierre spoke.
"It seems we don't quite see eye to eye on this matter. I have not manipulated Y/N nor have I forced her to stay here in Liyue. Personally, I think it should be her decision to stay or leave, not yours." Tartaglia's tone was light but it was clearly a challenge.
Tartaglia's blue irises were cold as ice as he stared down Jean-Pierre. They were the eyes of a warrior. Any sane man would tremble and apologize for his offense. Except Jean-Pierre, while slightly intimidated, would not back down. In his mind, it was up to him to save the woman he loved from the evil man who stood before him. At the sound of your voice, both men turned to face you.
"Pierre, please try to calm down. I'm not being manipulated. I chose to stay here with Childe... I love him." Your eyes darted to Tartaglia's as you spoke. As your gaze met, his eyes softened and a small genuine smile crept onto his face.
However, you both missed how Jean-Pierre's eyes grew wide and his lips pursed.
How could you possibly be in love with this man?
You'd just met him. He was a Fatui Harbinger! Jean-Pierre had known you for much longer. He was also a good man and clearly a much better choice. But you had chosen this... monster. There had to be a way to bring you to your senses. Jean-Pierre would find a way. Soon you'd see that this man was a heartless monster and then Jean-Pierre would be there to comfort you. All he needed was a plan.
Tartaglia quickly moved to your side, intertwining his fingers with yours and turning back to look at Jean-Pierre.
"Well you've heard Y/N. Now we must be going. We have dinner reservations." Tartaglia smiled and waved mockingly at Jean-Pierre.
"See you later comrade." With that final jab from Tartaglia, the two of you left Jean-Pierre behind to ruminate.
He would find a way to get through to you; to show you that this man was undeniably evil. With that thought, Jean-Pierre flipped through the notes and statements he'd gathered for his trip. Prior to leaving Sumeru, Jean-Pierre has used the Akasha to gather basic information on the Harbingers, slowly narrowing down which one his love had met. He already knew it was Tartaglia by the time he boarded the ship in Port Ormos. Asking around some of the Snezhnayan students and even fatui soldiers he'd come across had only solidified his analysis. As Jean-Pierre flipped through his notes, a single line caught his eye.
"The Eleventh Harbinger has a penchant for battle and will never back down from a fight, even if it means certain death."
This was it. You were always kind and caring, valuing human life above all else.
How could you ever love a man who threatened the life of your dear friends?
Jean-Pierre let a smirk tug at the corner of his lips as the cogs in his brain turned formulating his plan. Tartaglia was a danger unto himself and others. All Jean-Pierre had to do was highlight that to you. Snapping his notebook shut, Jean-Pierre looked off in the distance where you had disappeared hand in hand with that vile man.
"Enjoy your dinner Harbinger. For today will be the last day that Y/N ever looks up to the likes of you."
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onigiri-dorkk · 2 years
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As someone who has followed this fandom for a VERY LONG TIME (2013), I’m appalled to see what is happening with these hate messages. I have followed many people from this fandom and unfortunately not all of them are good people. I’m so sorry this is happening to you and anyone else is the Rivamika fandom and the fandom in general that is going through this and I have a few words…
FIRST OF ALL- Multishipping IS.NOT.BAD! I cannot stress this enough, Never feel guilty for liking who you like together. We’ve all been there bouncing between ships, do what you want! I’ve been all around ships here and they’re all filled with incredible content and people. Don’t let things like this stop you.
Secondly - Don’t take shit from anyone, period. It doesn’t matter who they are. Well known, respected, or veteran so on so forth. It doesn’t matter at all you do not deserve disrespect from anyone.
Third - I love you, WE love you. You’re simply incredible for being here and posting almost everyday fills me with so much unfathomable joy it’s unbelievable. Nothing makes me happier than seeing people doing what they love and you are a prime example of that. I cannot thank you enough for all the content you post and landing in the this fandom. Not just the Rivamika fandom, in general I’m so happy you’re here!
I 100% will think of more things later on, however, my final thoughts for now will be that you can do whatever you want. You are not less in this fandom just because you like other ships, and if someone has a problem with that, screw them, there are people that support you and love you, let the others cry you a river and take pride in building that bridge and walking all over it. I sound very aggressive here and I do apologize because I am not like this at all but truly, I love everyone here so much. You deserve the world.
I love you lots and if you ever need anything by all means you can shoot me a message, I’m always around. :)) have a wonderful day and keep doing what you love! ❤️
Ash! This brought a literal uncontrollable smile on my face this morning. You are so sweet for sending this; you have been such an encouraging human from the start and I am so thankful for how much of a supportive person you've been in the fandom, not just to me but I'm sure with so many fandom folks in the past 9 years :') Every fandom needs a person like you... Thank you! I hope you know you deserve the world too.
You do not sound aggressive at all -- these are such solid truths that I hope every person in our fandom stands for and by. I literally don't even have to add anything to what you've said! You really said it all.
Lastly, I freaking LOVE you and seriously wish I could actually hug you rn lol! Thank you for enjoying my presence here. Often times I feel like I'm overbearing in the tags and stuff LOL but I promise it's all out of excitement, and trying to keep up excitement and positivity and inclusivity and creativity and inspiration alive for Rivamika. So that is encouraging to hear and I'm really thankful ;-;
I've said this a lot to different people who have checked in but one negative interaction in the fandom does NOT and will not take away from the 95% incredible, thoughtful, encouraging, supportive and inspiring interactions I have with Rivamika fandom on a daily basis. There are so many gems, like you!! And that makes this community so freakin worth it. You're the best, Ash!! I hope the universe returns this love to you in a fun way today <3
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kookieswan · 11 months
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Hello my dear💕 I hope you've been well~!
I'm actually wondering what you'll have us anticipate or expect on this next update😯 but I know in my heart that KookieSwan always delivers, therefore I have no doubts.
I pray these past few days were kind to you, and if not, may this week be^^ we work to survive... But it's doing what we really love, ART, that keeps us going. Sending you hugs, lovelyyyy~
Hiiii Ink 🖋️
I slept all day so I’m good, although it’s probably not great either since my sleep schedule is a little messy now lmao.
All I can say for the next few updates is that they’re going to be pretty damn important for the story. It’s going to be a lot imo which is why it’s taking me so long to figure out how to present it to you all.
Thank you lovely, I hope your week goes good as well ♥️
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mysticmoondancer · 2 years
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Hey, I know we don't talk much, but I just wanted to drop by and say that it's really awesome just how well you've taken to Tumblr. I still remember only ever seeing you in the comments on every MBAV fic posted (and the cheerful mentions of your name between peers as a result), and then when you first tried out sending anons here. You've branched out with your interests, too, and that's cool to see as well. I hope you're having fun and that things are well IRL. Good day/evening/night o/ 🤍
Omg! Thank you so much for the kind words! I am blushing so mad right now over what you said that I just want to dig a hole and bury myself in it from how giddy and bashful I'm feeling right now. What a way to start off the day!
Yeah, I'm slowing trying to branch out into different platforms. Next, I've been considering maybe getting a Discord account. Not sure when though. But yeah, I just want to share more than just my MBAV stories with you all. I also want to share more about myself and interests with you all, as well. It's fun making online friends or seeing how many people like your ideas, thoughts, opinions, artwork, fics, and so on. That's sort of why I decided to join Tumblr! Plus, having an account does make it a little bit easier in keeping up with you all, too, on here. Not to mention, to communicate with you all, as well, if I happen to read or see something that I really liked or just want to ask you guess something out of curiosity, is all. It's almost like getting to know you all in real life, in a way, getting to see you guys' other interests and hobbies and pretty much whatever else you wanna post on here. Lol!
You want to know a little secret? You're actually one of main reasons why I decided to get a Tumblr account in the first place! So, that way I wouldn't have to communicate to you on here as an anonymous in your inbox. Leaving a message in your inbox as anonymous sucks because your message can only be so long, whereas if you have an account, you can leave as long as one as you like (as far as I know, that is). Plus, it makes it easier for you to be able to identify that it's me who's sending it, too, without having to take up the limited number of characters I have to type out my message with.
And I can't believe some of you have been talking about me in the past, too! I'm so humbled and flattered at the same time! *blushing* Since you've given me such kind words here, let me give you some in return. Thank you for all of the wonderful MBAV fics you've written over on Ao3 and for all of the gorgeous MBAV fanart you've done on here, as well! You are such a very talented person and deserve the world. I hope you get to achieve all of your dreams and aspirations someday. Just know that you have a fan in me, and I'll be cheering you on whenever you need it. And while I'm at it, here's a nice big platonic hug to show my appreciation to you! *hugs x1,000*
Alrighty then. I would say more, but I believe this reply is long enough, already. Lol! But before I go, just know that I do consider you one of my online friends, though. Even if we don't speak much to each other on here. The few interactions we have had in the past so far is enough for me and I look forward to more, too. I hope you consider me a friend, as well, on here. If not, then that's ok. You'll still be my friend, though.
Anyway, I hope you have a super duper, magnificent day/night/evening/or wherever time of day it is where you live! *blows kiss*
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cozycreaturescorner · 2 years
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Hello again :)
In response to my last ask:
Sounds like you've got a lot going on! I hope you're able to get a wheelchair soon and that it makes life easier/more comfortable for you 💜 It can be tough to make the healthy choices for your life but I'm super proud of you for doing so! So awesome you found a psych that works with you!!! What've you been reading lately?
No longer in response to last ask lol:
Getting sober is a journey and one aspect of it that I don't see talked about a lot is that, like all healing, it's not linear. There will be up's and downs, you may relapse (I know I have before) and you may have dark days but every day that you choose to maintain it is a win! yeah the big numbers of collective days are important and impressive but so are the little numbers cause they show that even tho it's hard for you you're still making that effort and you're still trying. A trick/tip that I learned about is the purple elephant trick, basically it means that while you're trying to get sober you'll probs here a lof about the thing you're trying to quit and that can cause you to relapse/give up so the trick is to find the purple elephant, ie smthn that you can do instead of the thing you're avoiding. So if you're itching for a "fix" you can redirect the desire/energy and do smthn like say woodworking or embroidery, smthn that takes your mental focus and uses your hands (it's hard to drink/do drugs/whtvr if you're hands are full of project ya know lol). it's a recovery tactic that a lot of people I know have used successfully and the fun thing about it is that the more you do it the easier it becomes 💜
I'm sorry to hear (read lol) that you and your parents got covid! I actually learned that my gma and parents both just got it as well. I'm hoping for your speedy and complication free recovery. Related, what kind of hard candies do you like? I'm a huge fan of butterscotch and life saver mints (specifically life saver cause I like the texture of them lol)
Hope you have a gentle day and get to eat smthn you love soon 💜 I send virtual hugs (if you like being hugged that is)
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gods yeah, it's been a very hectic few months adhgdhg but ! wheelchair clinic in 16 days; hoping i get decent insurance coverage and don't have to wait too long for my chair!
current books i'm working on: The Terror by Dan Simmons (it's been Months and i'm less than halfway), The Center Cannot Hold by Elyn Saks, and going to start either The Book of Lies by Aleister Crowley or the Delphic Maxims when they get here in a couple days :D
AHH thank you so much, it means a lot to hear that kind of support rn, esp from folks who are dealing with substance use too <3 distractions that are things i enjoy doing are def very good yes! been watching silly stuff mostly cause covid is making me v tired, singing when my lungs feel okay, trying to get back to acting and reading more too (esp cause our summer reading program just started)! i've been trying to start doing better things for myself and connecting with the things i love doing more this year, and honestly needing good distractions is a great excuse to be good to myself :))
i'm lucky my symptoms have been fairly minimal so far! the only thing that's making this awful is the Constant (for about 6 hours after taking it) taste of decay and ashes and dandelion that Paxlovid coats my mouth and throat with it. oof. i for real need to keep a consistent stream of hard candy and/or just food going into my mouth or a start gagging/getting nauseous to the point that. i discovered the hard way. i Will empty my stomach if i don't put an outside taste in my mouth immediately
i don't know if i'll want to eat hard candy for a bit after this adhsgjffj and i'm having trouble remembering what i actually like but i've been eating a lot of strawberry and watermelon flavored dum dums and blow pops the past few days
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daisynik7 · 4 months
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MY SWEET, DARLING ANGEL WIFEY, MY SNOOKUMS I"M BACK FROM THE GRAVE, I’M HERE AND I FEEL LIKE ASS BECAUSE I HAVEN’T RESPONDED TO YOUR SWEET MESSAGES I’M SO SORRY 😭😭😭
you’ve always given me a heads-up before your breaks and it’s something that i hope you don’t feel pressure to do but i always appreciate the gesture, and i hope you’ll accept my apology. i ran myself into a rut a little bit ago without a distinct cause, which is annoying 🫠 but gradually been climbing out and regaining composure, but i’m good now! 
sincerely i hope you’ve been well! how have you been, any plans? hoping you have days off work with the holidays. also Merry Christmas Eve, Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and Happy New Year to you, my love! <3 continue to enjoy your break, i never want to assume the absence of difficulty of the holidays for anyone, whether spent with family or alone, i hope you’re treating yourself and eating dishes that make you feel good, i send you all my love regardless!<3
i hope the last week of this year for you is restful and prepares you for all the good things to come in 2024, you’ve been working so hard, especially these past few months and yet you’re still able to find time to prioritize you, that’s amazing for you!🫶🏼 most of all i hope you’re proud of your accomplishments and what you’ve achieved not just in work projects but in your personal life, and of course, your writing that takes time out of your day but has long graced this dogshit app with quality😌as well as your efforts to uplift other writers in this community and your credit to the original! 
i’m so so so grateful to have (married and) crossed paths with a sweet and gentle soul like you, for as long as you’d like i will be here to share your excitement and cheer on your success and do my best in providing insight or even just comfort for your insecurities that you will overcome, and of course a source of snuggles when you're in your funks or the seasonal depression hits, because i know you’d do the same for me.🥹 
in my absence, i send you a surplus of hugs, kisses, and cuddles, plus the emergency reserve. resolutions or not i will be just as proud of you (if not a little more because i can 🫢) for what you did this year and in the upcoming year!<3 i love you dearly sweet daisy, thank you for your company and for occupying my mind 24/7, my fav permanent resident in my lil mind space 🥰🥰🥰
THEA! SNOOKUMS! WIFEY! oh my goodness, am I so happy to hear from you! there is no reason for you to apologize whatsoever, please don't feel bad about anything! I'm sorry to hear you were in a rut but I'm so glad to hear that you're good now! I hope that you can enjoy these last days of 2023 with high spirits.
Merry Christmas (if you celebrate) and Happy New Year to you too, my love! I had plenty of delicious food these past few days, enough to keep me well-nourished into the new year LOL. I hope you had the same! Did you cook or eat anything special?
I'm going to take the next few days to reflect on my year! I think that's always healthy to do, right? I used to write down new years resolutions as a kid, but I'm realizing that we as a society should appreciate ourselves more about what we were already able to accomplish, whether they are big things or small things. It's important to have goals for the future, but I think it's just as important to pat ourselves on the back for what we've already done, so yeah! I'm going to start doing that with myself more and I hope you do the same!
You are always too sweet to me, I don't know what I did to have the blessing of knowing you. very grateful to have you by my side and that we both have each other to rely on! I'm always here to root for you, to cheer you on, to shower you in love and support just as you do for me. I'm so proud of everything you've been able to accomplish this year and am excited to see you continue to thrive in 2024. Whether it's in your personal life, in your hobbies (like writing, bc you're incredible at it!), or whatever else you put your mind to. I know you're going to keep shining brighter and bright, my beautiful, twinkling star. ✨
I love you so so much thea!! I'm accepting all your affection and sending you all of my own. Smooches, snuggles, hand-picked flowers, and so much more! Thinking of you always and I missed you so so much! 😭💜
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290896 · 8 months
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Happy Birthday! This letter is meant to be read in chunks, like while you are on the crapper or something. Don't go through it all at once!
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Do you have a gay bestie? Cause if you don’t i’d like to volunteer for the position. I can start today. 🙋🏻‍♂️
Every it girl needs a gay best friend bro c’mon.
한승주
One thing I appreciate so much about you is that even though we've only met in person no more than 2 or 3 times, you treat me like someone you've known forever. I mean you made time to meet me even though you were sick, even though you were swamped with work. You gave me the nicest hug even though I told you not to cause I was sweaty. Not only that but you didn't even let me pay for anything, and you were about ready to hop a cab over to Parnas due to a mistake that I MADE in communication. You and your drip IV'd ass said you "felt bad" that I, a military man mind you, had to walk less than a kilometer through a bit of heat to come see you.
I can only imagine how well you must treat your actual, longtime friends.
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김치
Kimchi is storing something good away, in hopes that something great might come of it later. - JY Park, circa 2016
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You and I have been chatting since 2014 or so. And to be honest I've always wanted to hangout with you back then, but never really felt right doing so. I think I was intimidated to be honest. You being this cool, interesting Northwestern gal. And me being a lump of coal who just went to Columbia. So almost on purpose, I kept my distance in college, then throughout the years, only making sure to check in every now and then so that we don't lose touch.
I'm quite glad I did though.
People say it's harder to make friends the older you get. I don't agree. I think finding GOOD friends becomes much harder though. All you start to want as you get older are people who you can fully be yourself with, and who will bring you up instead of drag you down.
I can tell that you are someone who fits that criteria for your friends.
For myself at least, I'm glad I can be myself with you without being judged. You've never inquired as to my background, my gender, or anything much really and yet you do show signs of care and concern, offering to send me care packages multiple times throughout the years. You've also listened and replied to my rants when I have been at my lowest points. Thank you for that by the way.
As I mentioned last time, you are one of the very few people in my life whom I wish I could swap lives with for a bit. And I don't say that out of a place of envy or anything but rather I know that If I were to follow in your footsteps so to speak, that I'd inevitably be successful one day.
That might be a roundabout way of saying that I know YOU are going to be successful.
I admire your work ethic. I admire the fact that you've worked for most everything you have the past half decade. We joke about you needing a sugar daddy but something tells me that even if you had one, you wouldn't be happy for long. You're too driven to just lie around all day. No sooner than later you'd be coming up with a business plan for a pilates club or juice bar. (I could be wrong though)
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Lowkey I'm kinda glad I never took you up on goin out to Sound Bar or anything. I'm glad we never formally hung out in college. Sorta like 김치 (aha, you were wondering what the heck that was about) I think it's more fitting that we get to know eachother a bit more now that we're more mature and kinda know who we are.
I don't know about you but for me this is one of the most unconventional friendships I've had, period. In constant communication for almost a decade, only having met twice or thrice, and not really knowing too much about eachother but still having a sense of care for one another. Going from being an hour-ish apart from one continent to being an hour-ish apart on this continent. We're like modern day pen pals and I think that's pretty cool.
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Before I left the other day the last thing you said to me was to check in with you alot now that I'm here. I'll try. Like I said at our age, you start to only care about having a few good people rather than alot of average people.
And you are definitely good people.
You lumped me in with Sara which I thought I really haven't deserved yet. Cause I haven't really done much for you honestly. Though now that I'm here I look forward to being able to do more and to actually be a friend rather than a pen pal.
I'm thankful that in the little time we had you were able to share some stuff with me. I learned a lot about you in that little timeframe believe it or not. In the coming year I hope I get to learn alot more. And if you ever wanna know anything about me, just ask. I'm an open book.
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Some of my favorite things about you so far : love your gummy smile, it's the best. Love how direct and straightforward you are. It's almost uncomfortably blunt at times but definitely preferred. Love how considerate and courteous you are.
Some things I'm curious about: What's something you can talk about and never get bored of? What do your tattoos mean, if anything? What brands fill your closet the most? How many best friends do you have? What makes them your best friend?
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Lookit I wish every good thing happens for you. I hope you make partner, and achieve every career goal you set. I hope you find the guy of your dreams who checks all of your boxes without compromise. I hope your health miraculously gets better. I hope your family are all happy and healthy. Literally I just want you to be happy, and I want you to not ever have to feel like happiness awaits in the future. Ya know what I mean? Not when you've got the position or the house or the car or the man but now. And if you ever struggle with that, do let someone know. Let me know.
I hope you have a wonderful birthday. I am honored to have been able to have wished you in person, even if a bit early. Glad I got to finally get you something other than autoshipped flowers. I look forward to spending more time with you this year! Im thinking your next birthday, for our 10 year frienniversary we could probably do something special if you wanted. Maybe a trip to a resort island or something, anything! My treat of course
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was not kidding about the gay best friend part
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jjkeverlast · 11 months
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Hi it moonie anonie
I'm proud of you and your passed history exam i always had troubles with this subject so it very impressive to me when someone takes it in collage
I didn't send you anything in a few days bc i don't really feel that great physically and most importantly mentally so i didn't have any motivation to contact anybody and burden them with my issues but now I'm here and it was so nice seeing your post about me and my job 🥺 and i hope you don't mind but I'm going to rant a bit
But i didn't get the job yet ( at least i hope it yet ) i told them that i will be available from the 12th so they still have time to call but I'm starting to lose hope for it which is one of the factors of my poor mental state bc I've been trying to find a job for such a long time and i don't know what I'm doing wrong bc the positions i applied to say you don't have to have much experience and for the last month I've applied to almost any job that didn't have like plenty of years of experience in their description
I also would like to try and start collage again this year but move and live in the city that the collage is in ( bc i was in college before but i was taking a bus from my smaller city to the bigger one every day and although it only took less than 2 hours i think it was the main factor that broke me when i tried last time) but for that i need a job and it's not in the cards for me it seems
But it's my sister's birthday on Sunday so my parent are hosting like a family party on Saturday and i hope it will be able to make me fell better and also the preparations for it are going to take my mind of things so i hope that when i write to you next week it won't be so depressing and sad ( which I'm sorry for but i don't really have any lady else to rant about what's going in my life to )
( i hope my rant is somewhat understandable bc I'm very sad now and i think my English grammar skills escaped with my happiness today 😭)
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hi baby, thank youuu!! my exam was sooo hard but it's over now, at least i don't have to think about history anymore!! hurray to that hehe
oh moonie baby :((( come here, *kisses your forehead*, i'm sorry to hear you're not feeling well currently.... of course i post about uuu!!! you're on my mind all the time!! i always wonder how you are and especially since you told me about the job, i've been hoping for the best to you in regards of that <3 all right, you said yourself there's still time for a chance that they call, so have some faith in yourself!! you felt that everything went well to the job interview, so i'm sure they'll call you again.
i understand its hard with past experiences and being rejected constantly from different jobs, but maybe this one will be different! i believe in you, and i'm sure you'll get a call from them. if not, i'll still be here and tell you that it doesn't change how you're able to get a job some day. for many it takes months and years to get a job, but in the end they get one!! don't drag yourself too much down moonie, it's not worth it. there's a lot of good things in life, and sometimes you stumble a few times but then you get back up on your feet!
i'm sure with time you'll be able to go to that specific college that you want to and live in the city!! it's all a part of growing up, so somehow you'll that destination i'm certain of it :)
yay!! happy birthday to her, i hope you guys have a wonderful day together and celebrate it nicely! i'll be celebrating with my family as well to a brunch hehe with some friends too. so we'll both have a lovely sunday!! <33
baby, you can write to me whenever. seriously, don't feel bad for ranting or talking about how things aren't exactly well. it's good to communicate about certain things that bug you, and i hope after you've shared this with me that it's given you some space to breathe a bit afterwards :')
i'm sending you a lot of warm hugs and kisses on the forehead. you'll be okay, or else i'm here if anything. take care moonie, i love you! <3 (also your english was perfect!)
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pop-punklouis · 1 year
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happy birthday hope 💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞 !!! wow where do i begin? you're such a shining beacon of a person, an unforgettable force. so uniquely wonderful and special. it's been so nice getting to know you more over these past few months and being able to have amazing essay length rants with you in our dms! you may just be the kindest person in the world, so open and beautifully compassionate, and have a keen ability to make the people around you feel special, heard, and loved. i'm obsessed with the way your brain works as you're wildly hilarious, so creative and talented, and also incredibly insightful, smart, and well spoken. your way with words consistently has me amazed and you've made me laugh countless times. it's been so wonderful meeting someone who my opinions and thoughts click with so well but also regularly makes me think and reflect in new ways. you're so easy to talk to and any feeling of being intimidated by you at first was quickly eased by how kindhearted and lovely you are. you have such a big heart that is palpably compelling and warm, and you seem like such a wonderful friend to everyone who is lucky enough to be in your life. i hope you know just how loved you are by the people around you and just how much you deserve. i'm so thankful for our little cross borders friendship- i'm so glad our lives crossed paths in the weird way that is this fandom. i hope your year treats you SO well (and is much much much MUCH MUCH better than this last year lmao) and that your day is filled with so much love, joy, and great food! i love youuu
KAYYYYY i love you so much. this might’ve brought tears to my eyes as the first real birthday message i read this morning. you are such a special soul and i’m so happy we exist in the same timeline to be able to experience our friendship. thank you so so so much sending you the biggest hug in the universe you beautiful being you 🥺🤍
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mirakeul · 2 years
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i don’t love you anymore
or how they act when they’ve fallen out of love pt. 2
notes ; uh....sorry? HAHKHSDKJSAHKA um part two !!! JKJAHKJ i dont pick these characters, i use a wheel so it'd be random but like KHADAKJH n e ways let me know what you think and send in characters if you want more !
warning/s ; angst, no comfort
characters ; akaashi keiji, hinata shouyou, bokuto koutarou, and kuroo tetsurou
part 1 ; oikawa, tanaka, daichi, kenma part 3 ; semi, tendou, terushima, kunimi
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—AKAASHI KEIJI
okay, so, i feel like, with akaashi, he'd be more closed off than usual
kinda like kenma...but not really?
he'd keep to himself but would directly tell you
"keiji, what do you want to talk about?" there was hope in your eyes as you wait for your partner to speak. he seemed to have been avoiding you the past few days but you shook it off, thinking he was busy.
"i need to tell you something." the seriousness in his voice makes your smile drop a bit... why is he so serious all of a sudden?
"we need to break up." he looks you straight in the eyes. "it doesn't feel the same anymore." i don't feel the same any more.
despite the tears in your eyes, you agreed, smiling to tell him he shouldn't be worried. but seeing him much more like himself after you two went separate ways? it seemed like he didn't even care.
—HINATA SHOUYOU
hm, i feel like hinata would be more hyper in volleyball
like... he wouldn't stop playing unless daichi screams at him to stop
he distracts himself from the inevitable heartbreak
"is shou here?" you asked, eyebrows furrowed a bit as you asked suga.
he sighed, nodding. "he's been going at it for a few hours now. maybe you could make him rest?"
"on it, thank you, suga!" you walked inside, seeing hinata slam a ball towards the other side of the court. he was sweating, the familiar smile not there.
"shou?"
"y/n?" he looked at you, stopping in his tracks. "what are you doing here?"
"do we have a problem? you've kinda been ignoring for the past days."
he shook his head, putting on the fakest smile you've seen. "no, i was just busy with volleyball. maybe we could talk after?"
and you waited. but he never came.
—BOKUTO KOUTAROU
bokuto would be scared to break up with you
he'd be more emo than before, and akaashi's left to try and cheer him up
he pretends and pretends but akaashi could see it's breaking him as well
"yeah, y/n! i'll see you later!" bokuto grinned, hugging you. the moment you disappeared, his shoulders slumped.
"bokuto-san," akaashi said. "why do you keep pretending?"
bokuto was silent...unusual for akaashi, making him even more worried. meanwhile, you remembered bokuto's notes in your bag, so you turned back to the gym. you stopped in your tracks when you heard your name, heart beating fast.
"--if you love y/n," what..are they talking about? you smiled, thinking it was good, smile dropping at bokuto's next words.
"yeah, okay, i'll break up with them tomorrow." bokuto whined. "why does it have to hurt though?!"
yeah... why does it have to hurt?
—KUROO TETSUROU
i feel like kuroo would outright lie to you that everything's alright
but he'd feel bad for lying and then tell you honestly
no, he doesn't feel the same anymore
"what?" your eyes locked with him as he told you.
"i'm sorry?" he brushes the back of his neck. "i think it's best we go our separate ways. i..i don't feel the same way about you anymore."
and if your heart broke more after hearing that...no one needed to know.
"oh, i was just about to tell you too," you said, lies spewing out of your mouth. you couldn't tell him...no, not when he looked relieved after that.
"really?" he smiled, patting your head...for the last time. "i'm glad we're on the same page. i'm sorry for lying at first. i hope you do find someone else."
you smiled, nodding. he left you, waving to you for the last time. will i ever find someone else after you broke my heart and stomped on the pieces?
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