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in all the 'trauma siblings' stuff with Clover & Kanako, I keep coming back to thinking about how Flowey engages with this
Like, here's someone who went through an at least similar ordeal of getting a human soul mixed into a monster body, leading to a lethal, traumatic injury, into a rebirth into a new body whose physical and emotional state are all way the fuck out of wack
Except Flowey was shaped a lot by having to go through the traumatic aftermath alone, and lives in the weird space of having experienced unknown years of resets but also is still mentally kind of a child
So I have to think that Flowey sees these kids and that little Asriel part of him is screaming "don't let them wind up like us", but being Flowey he also has no idea how to really comfort anyone.
Leading to sweet moments like Clover collapsing somewhere and before anyone else in their family can even pick up on something being wrong, there's already vines springing up to catch them, because of course Flower would know how to spot weakness in people after years of doing that, but now there's a productive positive use for that instinct and it's nice
But also moments like "Gee how do I cheer up Kanako about that appointment with Alphys... I know! We'll torment her! What a wonderful idea!" Because hey, a little bit of sadism always cheered him up when he was suffering
And he'd probably settle toward a crass & hyperbolic style of comforting people with hit-or-miss moments, like a sort of "Wow clover you ate SHIT just now", trying to get them laughing at the misfortune instead of crying, but obviously sometimes It's Not The Time For That or he reverts a bit back to thinking something really fucked up like "Man, that person was really rude just now, we should kill them and everyone they love" and the kids look back at Flowey like "dude what the fuck"
And everybody's different ways of processing trauma are constantly both helping and clashing with each other as these kids help each other figure this shit out because as much as the adults want to help nobody but these 3 can really come close to understanding how it feels
this has been a big ramble for an ask and not really an ask but I wanted you to have this
THIS IS SOOOO GOOD BECAUSE YOURE 100% RIGHT
flowey struggles with knowing the concept of empathy and compassion but not really. KNOWING it. i imagine he can at least remember how it feels being asriel and during the final boss but. its easy to know what it is and harder to put it into practice when you dont actually feel it
i think youre right in that he would try his best to help but not really know HOW. like it takes him a bit to realize that oh, i can see the weaknesses in people, whatdo i do with this information now that i cant use it to exploit them? what can i do to help instead of harm? what is objectively the GOOD thing to do with this information?
hes still an asshole and a bitch but he cares. hes learning to anyways. even if he missteps a lot the people around him are forgiving and willing to help him on the right path and correct him. i love…. flowey :[
#asked and answered#monster clover au#mcau lore#i love character studies and analysis. i love them so much#im not very good at writing them but read this was absolutely a joy#ohhgghh flowey kanako clover frisk friendship is literally everything to me#flowey kanako and clover support circle where they talk about trauma#flowey and kanako talking about isolation and the lab#AUAUGHUHH
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have humans developed a language that can accurately describe the intensity of this grief?
#this is beyond words#i cant imagine who alone this person feels right now#and how alone all palestinians must feel#completely abandoned and forgotten by the world as your body is ripped to shreds in broad daylight#by 65k tonnes of bombs#this feels like the end of the world to me. i cant imagine anything beyond this#free palestine#palestine#gaza#glory to the martyrs#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#long live palestine#long live the resistance#death to israel
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take a chance / jeon wonwoo
Wonwoo x Reader // 1.7k words // nothing but fluff lol they're idiots
a/n: if you cant tell im absolutely insane abt this wonwoo. 100000% self indulgent and 100% not proofread as always ehe <3 v lowkey inspired also by niki - take a chance with me
He drives me crazy, it's so beyond me
How he'd look at me dead in the eye and stay unaware
Niki - Take A Chance with Me
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Wonwoo has never really been interested in romance.
When he was six and his friends started talking about girls were icky, he couldn't have cared enough to even think about girls in particular.
When he was fourteen and his close cousin who was practically his big brother told him about his first girlfriend, Wonwoo had simply nodded and congratulated him because the older guy looked like he was waiting for it even though he didn't get what's there to congratulate.
When he was seventeen and another cousin got married, he thought a little about what it'd be like to commit yourself for the rest of your life to another person.
Anyhow, now he's twenty seven and still pretty much free from the dating experience.
He just simply couldn't be bothered to try nor was he even curious enough to try.
There's too much risk. Too much things to do. Too many factors to think about. It's too complicated and Wonwoo has never been a fan of complicated.
Sure, the older he gets the more he understands about the attraction and whatnot. But the few dates that he has been on (which he could count with his two hands) was entirely due to his friends setting up with someone and his inability to say no the second time even though he did reject their so-called-help the first time around.
They eventually get the hint and stop setting Wonwoo up on a blind date.
He never sees romance as a necessity and he doesn't feel the need to have a partner, what is there more to say?
“I lost the floor 12 Abyss again.” You pout, half tempted to throw away the joystick in your hands. “I'm never playing this game again, I'm telling you.”
Wonwoo chuckles and tells you to move as he slides next to you, taking the joystick away and getting ready to restart your game.
“You just suck at this.” He teases, not minding your glare because he's way too used to it at this point. “And you say that everytime but here you are, still playing.”
“Shut up.” You pout, both impressed and unimpressed at the way he easily goes through the stages.
“Done.” He grins, all nine shining stars looking back at you.
“I hate you.”
“No, you don't.”
“I do!” You take back the joystick from him and close the window. “You don't even play this game! This is bullshit!”
He laughs under his breath and ruffles your hair, saying something about how he can't help being good at it.
You like that side of Wonwoo, as you often tell him, because people have always said that Wonwoo is quiet–that he doesn't talk a lot and it could be awkward being left alone with him.
And whilst it's not entirely untrue and you've been there too, you also know that Wonwoo is much more than his lack of words.
Wonwoo talks a lot once he's comfortable. You just need to be very patient and understanding about his silence before he gets there.
You… have been plenty patient, amongst other things.
You're patient enough to get where you are even though you've never imagined you'd get here.
Here, meaning being close enough with Wonwoo for him to be comfortable with you that he doesn't mind inviting you over to his place with no other companies.
Here, meaning being close enough with Wonwoo for him to not mind the fact that you like him and not act weird about it.
Here, meaning being close with Wonwoo despite the fact that you've confessed to him about your feelings but you're still here in his place, right next to him with not a single air of awkwardness between you two.
Turning off the Playstation, you settle on Wonwoo's sofa and decide to scroll through Instagram instead. You sigh, catching his attention, and when he asks you what's wrong, you simply shake your head no.
“What are you sighing about this time?”
This is something that people don't know about Wonwoo either: he prods when it comes to people he cares about.
Granted, he does it exactly three times to see if the other party would relent by then. He does that because that's how he is, he once tells you, because he rarely opens up at the first question but eventually cracks on the third time. That, by the third question, he's already had enough time to consider whether or not he really wants to talk about it.
“Nothing important.” You try to reassure him. “Just silly stuff.”
Wonwoo looks at you pointedly, but you simply smile and turn back to your phone, which he supposes means you don't feel like bringing it up just yet.
He closes his book and puts it on the coffee table, leaning closer to you to see what you're up to.
You wonder if Wonwoo knows what his action means to your poor, poor heart. If he's aware that, as much you said you're cool despite your confession, you still have romantic attractions towards him and confessing doesn't mean you're no longer affected by anything and everything he does.
After watching you go through your phone for a bit, it is quite easy for Wonwoo to realize what might be the core of your problem.
“You're thinking about why you're single again, aren't you?”
Your fingers freeze and so does your entire body, and Wonwoo would've laughed at how surprised you look right now, but he knows you're actually bothered by this problem from time to time though he doesn't exactly understand why.
And for someone who's observative and quite sensitive when it comes to things around him, Wonwoo can be a bit dense, still.
On what kind of universe does he think this topic would be okay to talk about with someone who literally confessed to you and somewhat got rejected though not explicitly?
“I don't want to talk about it.” You whine despite the fast beating of your heart. You honestly don't think you have it in you to talk about this with Wonwoo. At least not just yet.
“Why?”
You look at him, incredulous. “You know why.”
“Because you like me?”
You shrug, not wanting to deny it.
“Can I ask you something?” He asks, voice very gentle and careful.
“What?”
“I'm sorry if this sounds insensitive.” You press your lips together as he starts. At least, he has the conscience to know that. “But… what is it about being in a relationship that appeals so much to you?”
You pause before you answer, wondering what to say. “Do you want me to actually answer that?”
“If you don't mind answering.”
Wonwoo wonders if he makes you uncomfortable by asking such question. But if there's anyone he can ask about this, it can only be you. No one else would answer it in a way that he would understand. No one else would give him the sincerity that you'd give in your answer.
He feels bad knowing you like him and still asking you like this. But he supposes you're both close enough for that discussion, that he doesn't want to let your feelings get in the way of your precious friendship.
Perhaps he's selfish, but he doesn't want to be too conscious when it comes to your relationship with him despite everything.
“I guess it's just the fact that someone's always there for you.” You start, not looking at him even though his gaze is locked at you. “That there's this person who… you can tell everything to, from your secrets to what you feel like eating today. That when you want to do something, you can always run to them first before wondering if anyone else is available. That–”
“But that's already how we are?” He cuts you off.
You stare at him wide-eyed, wondering if it's some kind of prank even though you know he's not that kind of person.
“That's already what I do with you.” He says one more time–more firm and somewhat determined with a hint of confusion. “Why do you think you're in my place so often?”
“I… I– I don't know? You're… bored? And I happen to be free?” You stutter a little, not used to the way he's staring at you.
“I am bored.” He agrees, things suddenly crystal clear in his eyes. “But I'm bored because I don't have you around. And I want you here. That's why I asked all the time if you're available.”
You open your lips to say something–anything, but nothing comes out because your heartbeat is ringing throughout your body right up to your ears.
“You're the only person I send those posts about places I want to visit because I want to visit with you. I don't send them to anyone else. I don't even like going out all that much.”
“I… I don't understand?”
“Are we in a relationship?” He asks rather bluntly, mixing all your feelings together with one single question.
“Wonwoo, I don't think this is how you should go around it–”
“Have we been dating all this time?” He asks one more time, not even seemingly nervous about it.
He looks at you like he's expecting an answer, but how are you supposed to answer that? You've simply been happy that you get to spend time with him. You didn't think for one second that he might be into you despite all the time he asks you to accompany him somewhere and all the time you're alone in his place.
“I've been too oblivious, haven't I?” He concludes by himself, your silence doesn't deter him at all.
He reaches for your cheek, and if he notices how warm your face is, he doesn't mention it. But he caresses the apple of your cheek as he looks at you with the gentlest reflection you've ever seen in his eyes.
“I'm sorry it took me too long.” He whispers, and you bite your lip so hard to hide your smile because you don't want to be too happy before anything's decided. You're not sure what he's trying to say, your head is spinning with thoughts and your heart is beating at an erratic rhythm. “Do you mind… letting me learn a bit more?”
“About what?” You whisper back.
“Being a good boyfriend?” He smiles when you do too, feeling warmth all over his chest at how shy you seem to be. “You know I've never done this before, right? Let me take a chance with you?
You finally let yourself grin at this, no longer able to control the happiness blooming within you at whatever this might mean.
And as you lean your face more into his palm, Wonwoo thinks he's ready to take all the risks that might come together with whatever the future has in store as long as he has you by his side.
#wonwoo fluff#wonwoo scenarios#seventeen fluff#seventeen scenarios#khione.fics#seventeen au#seventeen scenario#seventeen imagines#wonwoo imagines#wonwoo oneshot#psa reminder that hes MINE
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✮ BLONDIE : PT 1
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↳ nick sturniolo x masc reader
↳ words - 2239
↳ summary - you’ve been having a hard time realizing and accepting the fact that you’re gay, and in love with your best friend. you try to ignore the feelings but that only makes everything worse until you can’t hide it anymore.
↳ contains - swearing, angst, use of y/n, internalized homophobia, depression, crying, idk??? [READ PT 2 - PT 3]
↳ song - blondie by current joys
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nick has been my best friend for years, he’s always been there for me, and me there for him. we met in the first grade when he saw me alone at recess on the swings and he ran up to me, asking if i wanted to play with him and his brothers. one of the many things i love about him, hes always there, always there to help, or just be with. from that day on he’s always been my number one but honestly, i’ve been kind of avoiding him lately.
of course i don’t want to, i really really don’t want to, trust me, but i don’t want to make anything bad between us either. even though pushing him away is probably fucking things up anyway.
the thing is, for months, maybe even years now i think that i might be coming to a realization: i think i’m gay, or not gay but bi? i hate labels, i dont want to be put into a box, its honestly just hard to fit into one too. i mean i’ve had girlfriends before and i’ve liked that, but nick…
okay i might be coming to another realization: i think i’m in love with nick. and to make everything worse, i can’t even talk to anyone about this because the only person i would tell is nick, but if i told him, well i just cant, it could destroy our friendship. he’d hate me, i cant lose him.
but maybe i’m not in love with him, i mean i love nick, i always have but maybe its not love love? maybe its just me appreciating our friendship more. okay who am i kidding it’s definitely becoming more, I LOVE HIM. he’s just perfect, in general, to me, to everyone. i want to spend every moment of my life with him, i want to hug him and never let him go, i want to be with him, i just want to see him again.
i can’t even imagine what he’d say if he knew i liked him. he’d probably be disgusted, i’d ruin our friendship forever. i cant do that, i can’t risk anything like that, i need him even if that means the best thing i can do is just stay away, make up lies of why i cant hang out, slowly stop texting him, i mean maybe it's not the best thing but its either i do this and try and force these feelings down or i tell him and ruin everything. this is better, or at least that’s what i keep telling myself.
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nick 🫶
| wanna hang out today? haven’t seen you in forever, i’m boredddd
| i know i’m sorry, but i cant today, really really sorry. still not feeling good
| that’s okay, hope you feel better though 💕 if you need anything tell me okay?
| i’d rather hang out with you and get sick then spend one more second with my idiot brothers over here 💀
i stare at the message on my screen, i’m not sick, i’m just trying to be a good friend… by avoiding my best friend… sure, whatever.
i slam down my phone on my mattress, rolling over and burying my face in my pillow. muffled screams from my mouth as tears, start to pour from my eyes. every time i message him, saying i cant hang out i immediately regret it. i want to see him, i always do but again, i cant, i fucking cant. it would only make my feelings stronger and i just need to get rid of them as soon as i can so things can just go back to how they were.
fuck, here comes the spiral that ive been replaying in my head forever. do i even really like him? am i really bi, gay, straight, whatever the fuck? i don’t even know, it’s all too confusing and stressful right now. why can’t i just be me? and have my best friend with me again? actually hang out with him, see him?
all i can really do right now is continue screaming and crying into my pillow about how much of a shitty friend i’m being, great. I constantly stalk his instagram, trying to see if i do really like him and try to see what he’s up to without me, i miss him so much.
…i wish he was a girl then i would be straight and all this shit wouldn’t hurt so much. i’m not trying to say that being gay is bad, all i’m saying is that it would be easier to figure all this out if i was straight and he was a girl. i know that’s so messed up to say but i don’t know how else to put it.
if he was a girl, i’d know that i’m in love with him, i wouldn’t be so afraid to accept myself because there wouldn’t be anything to accept. i’d just be me and he’d she’d be him her, i’d get to be his her boyfriend and we’d be a happy couple. i’d be happy and i wouldn’t have to push the person i love most in this stupid world away…
i smash my face into my silky white pillowcase over and over, shaking my head as i force the sides of the pillow into my face more. i want to suffocate.
i scream into my pillow more and more. ‘i love you nick, i love you nick, i love you. i DONT love you nick, i DONT love you nick, i DONT love you… but i do, i really really do, but i cant… i really really fucking cant.’
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i stay rotting in my bed, spiraling about random shit, taking random quizzes of ‘am i gay?’ or ‘am i in love with my bestfriend?’ or ‘is it a crush?’ like i know.
soft blankets cover me, my silky pillows supporting my back as i rewatch rupaul's drag race on my computer until i finish it again, oreos and empty dr pepper cans surround me. and of course, nick always in my mind, everything reminding me of him, those stupid quizzes, his favorite show, his favorite drink. i wish he could be here, like how we used to hang out before i started ruining everything but i could be ruining it more, at least im keeping my mouth shut.
every once and a while, a message from nick pops up. him sending me a tiktok or telling me about how spacecamp is going or just something random, asking how im doing, if im still sick. most times i try to ignore him, turning off the notifications but i answer sometimes, only one or two words, maybe just an emoji, just trying to say something. i don’t want him to think i hate him or anything, i still of course love him.
the only time i ever get up from my bed is to go the the bathroom or get more food, ive been wearing the same two sweatpants alternating them and random shirts that i throw on the floor after i wear them for enough. my hair shaggy and a scratchy stubble on my face. i look and feel gross. i didnt think that forcing my best friend away and trying to figure out my sexuality could make me this depressed, who knew.
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weeks pass of me ignoring (or at least trying to ignore) nick and weeks of screaming into my sheets and sleeping all day become more and more. i finally decide to leave my apartment and stock up on some random things that will help me rot in my room even more: coffee, chips, oreos, whatever else i might want.
as i scan the aisle for dr pepper, standing in my gray hoodie with the hood covering me and one of the two sweatpants i’ve been wearing on, i hear a voice at the end of the row calling to me, “y/n?” my head turns to see who knows me that’s here, about to see how disgusting i look and just my luck, it’s nick.
“nick” a bright smile floods my face, i haven’t seen him for what seems like forever, i look at his blonde hair with grown out brunette roots, plus that signature nose ring and star earrings, of course he looks great.
he runs up to me, giving me a warm hug as he smiles too, “oh my god i haven’t seen you in decadessss” he exaggerates, laughing at me, “you feeling better now?” i tilt my head a little, confused but then i remember my lie. “oh yeah, i am. even though i dont look it” i try to scoff a laugh, looking down at myself, excusing how ‘i dont care’ i look right now.
“you look fine.” he laughs back again, “you know… me, chris and matt were gonna go out for dinner soon, wanna come?” i can tell he really wants me to be there and i really want to but i try to push it away, still.
“uhhh, i think had something later, sorry” my small smile slowly fading as his does too, i don’t think i’ve seen his smile leave that fast. “really? we haven’t talked in weeks, i miss you” he jokes a little, but really we do miss each other.
“i know, i’m sorry, but i promise we’ll hang out soon yeah?” i try to fake a small smile, trying to make this a little better but nick still looks sad, “yeah okay, see you later then?” he looks like he hates me, he looks just annoyed, hurt. i feel terrible.
“yeah, later” i’m about to walk closer to give him another hug but he leaves, to i assume go find his brothers, before i can. i’m terrible.
i finish up grabbing my things before leaving and driving off, replaying our interaction in my head. i could’ve just went? it was one dinner, that’s all. not a big deal. but it’s too late, it would just be weird if my schedule suddenly cleared up now.
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i make my way back to my apartment, putting my bags down on the counter before going straight to my room again, flopping down on top of the pile of blankets and stuffed animals that cover my bed.
i dig in my pocket for my phone, taking it out as i grab a blanket to pull it over my face, closing off the sun that shines through my window.
i go straight to me and nicks messages, thinking of texting him. ‘i’m sorry’ too short, plain. ‘sorry, i was wrong i can go’ feels like i’m pitying him, plus just dumb. ‘i love you’ yeah definitely not. ‘come over? sorry’ again, stupid and he can NOT see the mess i have over here.
i decide on nothing and put my phone to the side of me, burying my head into my pillows again, tears flooding my eyes again again again. it’s too much. this is all stupid and i need to get over it all. this is terrible.
i go back to my cycle of curling up in warm blankets, eating my now new oreos and dr pepper and rewatching shows i’ve seen a million times before. and obviously stalking nicks instagram, he posted a story of him and his brothers at dinner. he’s still wearing those earrings and that same beige jacket he was wearing before, and he still looks great.
i swipe up, about to message him. ‘you look great, sorry i couldn’t come’ i quickly delete it and just like the story. i need to stop trying to message him when i’m trying to ignore him.
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after falling asleep shortly after i finished looking at nicks story i wake up to like five texts from who? nick, of course.
nick 🫶
| are you ignoring me?
| like did i do something or what?
| are you okay?
| can we just talk or hang out please?
| y/n?
| okay sorry actually, never mind
my heart drops, i feel so TERRIBLE. nick did nothing and i never want him to think that he did something wrong. he’s perfect.
i pick up my phone to respond but honesty i don’t know if i should… i want him to know that he did nothing but he’s right about me ignoring him… fuck this. i just ignore him, still.
i shut off my phone fast and roll to my other side, curling up my legs and staring at the small textured bumps on the off-white wall that i face. i take in every detail, trying to distract myself with something else. i spot all the tiny discolorations or stains on the wall, the way it all starts to blur when tears, again, rain out my eyes.
they drip on the curves of my cheeks and lips, my hands are tucked under my legs as he tears drop onto my sheets, i don’t bother wiping them off. they make a small circle ish shape when it hits on my bed with a darker gray on my gray sheets.
my spiraling hits again when the ridges on my wall go dark as my eyes close. why can’t my best friend just be my best friend? why can’t i just be a normal person? why can’t i just forget it all? why can’t this all just go away? why? why? why? why?
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Kinktober 2023 day 6 Edg/ing; Malleus
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With the day you’d had, you were happy Malleus was home when you returned to Ramshackle. He had greeted you practically at the door and you had rushed him in saying you needed to vent to him. You asked if he’d be mad if you took your frustrations out on him, he quickly said he’d be willing to do anything to cheer you up.
He expected you wanted to yell and just tell him about your day, you can imagine the surprised look he gave you when you requested him to strip and get on your bed. “Child of man? Do you…wish to make love to me to ease your mind?” He asked, with little hesitation to follow your lead.
You undressed him before answering, when he reached to remove your clothes you told him to lay on the bed. “Yes and no. I do want to….’make love to you’ as you put it, just probably not on the way you think.”
Malleus gave an amused smile before silently obeying. You get between his legs quickly and stimulate the slit between his legs until his cocks peeked out. You grab them instantly and use one hand on each, stroking them relatively quickly. The dragon Fae could only moan and whine as the onslaught of pleasure makes his sensitive cocks ache in such a good way, you’re the only person who’s ever been able to make him feel like this, he cant even recreate the feeling alone!
Malleus tries to slow done his impending orgasm but it does nothing to stop it, leaving his hips bucking as the mind numbing pleasure comes fast…But before Malleus could cum, you stop. He can hear you ranting about someone, or something, honestly Malleus cant focus on what your saying.
“It was rude right?” You ask, looking over to Malleus whose trembling under you in anticipation. “I mean I didn’t even use a harsh tone! But he snapped at me anyway and-“
Malleus cuts you off with a loud whine. “Please, please Love, I’m so close….” He whimpered out, cocks squirming desperately for friction. They wrapped around each other, squeezing gently as he bucked forwards.
You huff in response holding his hips down. “Hornton, it’s rude to interrupt…” You gently hush him and grab his cocks to give them a few pumps. He moans a few thank you’s before he’s on edge again. “No, not yet.”
Then you stop again and his cocks ache, giving a few noticeable flexes before retreating for a few seconds. They re-emerge untangled and dripping. “P-please I’m almost….”
He groans in frustration as his cocks bob heavily. They are swollen now, undoubtedly close to bursting. Just one touch and he’d cum right now…
But you don’t let him, you wait till he’s his breathing evens out before you started to touch him again. His dicks jump at the contact, making him jolt. The bigger cock retreats before you get a good grip on it but you tighten your grip on the smaller one, stopping it from doing the same.
With a grin you roughly stroke and tug at his more sensitive cock. “Do you remember who I was mad at? If you can tell me their name, I’ll let you cum, if not…”
Both your hands move to the base of his cock, before squeezing it as hard as you can, forcing back his impending orgasm.
Malleus whimpered trying to rack his brain to remember, but can’t even remember what it was you were venting to him…
If he was paying attention, he’d have know you haven’t given a name yet.
#edge play#nsft#kinktober#kinktober 23#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#malleus x y/n#malleus x mc#malleus x reader
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"a lending hand."
pairings: sonny brisko x m!reader
summary: oh no! im stuck and i cant get out and my big, sexy brother is home alone with me! whatever shall i do..
tw: INCEST, mindbreak, size difference, manipulation. NONCON/DUBCON, dacryphilia, RIMMING, degradation, dirty talk, feminization(?), etc.
notes: this was a lovely commission from someone that requested more sonny-nii! i got a bit too into it and wrote way more than i was expecting. they gave me permission to share it with everyone, yay!
commission info is here , this fic is incredibly perverted so.. just a warning.
truly, honestly, from the bottom of your very heart — you didn’t mean to get stuck underneath the bed with your lower half sticking out like the most predictable homemade porno in history.
but, alas, you did.
you were stuck, and as embarrassing as it was to have another person see you like this, you needed help.
trying to reach for something underneath your bed was clearly the wrong choice. fingers stretching, eyebrows furrowed as you extended your arm as much as it could go. “..come.. on..!” you sighed in frustration, laying your head down and accepting your fate before the door creaked open.
“y/n? are you alright? i heard the bed creak—.”
sonny couldn’t finish his sentence, freezing at your doorway. “sonny! that’s you, isnt it?” his eyes raked over your poor, helpless little body. his breathing became ragged, licking his lips.
“oh.” was this.. a dream? his adorable little brother, the boy who invades his dreams every night, sprawled out and bent over for him? the blonde gulped, his body feeling warm. wearing those slutty little shorts you insisted on, you barely left anything to imagination for the poor man, the slim fabric showing a perfect outline of your ass. so innocent — so slutty.
clearing his throat, the eldest spoke up. “um, what happened, little bro..?” sonny tried to speak as innocently as he could. he started to move a bit closer, hovering over you eerily quiet.
you looked so small like this.. bent over on the floor, ass in the air. he knew that his stature compared to yours displayed a significant height difference, but this made his head spin. “i-i was stupid, tried to reach for something that fell behind my bed, but ended up stuck in this thing. i can’t seem to pull myself out, it’s too tight. do you think you could help?”
your room was met with an uncomfortable silence.
thoughts ran through sonnys head. “was this.. okay to do?” his inner consciousness fought relentlessly, eyes staring at the door then back at you. he shouldn’t— he couldn’t! you were his little brother, and sure, even if you were older now, that didn’t excuse him being a pervert! he should just help you out and excuse himself to his room like he always does, right? yknow, the right thing an older brother would do?
the breaking point, however, was when you had shimmied your hips, trying to find a position that was less painful on your knees. your shorts had angled themselves in a way that sonny had a full view of your dick, peeking through the fabric, small and innocent and inviting.
he needed to have you. now.
it felt like forever had passed, until you cleared your throat. “big bro? i asked if you could—“ your sentence was cut off by the harsh slap on your ass, emitting a surprised yelp from yourself as sonny sighed. yea, this was obviously the correct choice. the skin was already reddening from his rough hand, making you wince in discomfort.
“ive always wanted to do that.” his laugh was shaky, smiling to himself as his palm began to sting from the impact. his heart felt as if it would burst in his poor little chest, letting his other hand slap the other cheek. “ow!” you wailed this time, head bumping against the bottom of the mattress as you tried to instinctively get away. but you couldn’t — you were trapped in sonny’s grasp. sonny was strong. he had to be, given his line of work and title, but you never really learned the true extent of it until today. the officer couldn’t help himself, fingers grabbing onto the waistband of your shorts and pulling everything off, your bottom half exposed.
“god, look at you, little bro. your body is so perfect. we’re you waiting for this the entire time?” you stood silent, speechless at what was unfolding. even if you had shook your head ‘no’, sonny wouldn’t care, quickly giving into his own perverse desires. of course you did this on purpose — why wouldn’t you? it was too perfect of a moment not to be planned out beforehand. the slutty little outfit, your parents not being home until tomorrow, and sonny having the weekend off. how considerate of you, to think of your creepy older brother like this. your ass looked so inviting, the blondes mouth started to water. his intrusive thoughts won, shuffling closer until his mouth was mere centimeters away from your little hole.
“wait, s-sonny, you can’t!” you tried to squirm away, sonnys hands gripping your thighs to keep you in place; not that he needed much help, with the mattress sandwiching you. moaning, your toes curled in pleasure as your brother began making out with your asshole, groaning and huffing behind you. it felt beyond dirty, your sounds only spurring him further, tongue delving past the tight rim of muscle as he closed his eyes in pure bliss. it was every perverts dream, after all.
his skilled tongue slurped obscenely in your hole, your cock pitifully leaking tiny spurts of precum from how dirty this all was. it felt humiliating. having your ass eaten as a guy was one of the least things you’d expected to ever happen to you. sonnys face was flushed, eating as if he was a starved man, lips and chin glossy with spit. everytime the man pulled back, he just delved right back in, your resolve stripping away with every flick of his tongue. it was so sloppy, some of his saliva even dripped down your taint, a trail dripping onto the floor. the older man groaned, furiously pumping.. was that his cock? fucking into his hand, sonny gave one last smooch to your hole, pulling away with a sigh. your cock twitched, whining at the loss of touch as your hole fluttered around nothing. you were aching, core nearly on fire with how badly you needed him — someone, anything to fill you up, as shameful as it made you feel.
for better or for good, the blonde was impatient. smirking, sonny popped open a small bottle of lube, the click making your heart drop. was he..?
“b-big bro, this isn’t funny anymore, okay..? just help me out of here, please?” you spoke up, voice shaky without a single threat in them. i mean, what could you do? you were in sonnys hands now, and no one was coming to help you for hours, lower half exposed and ready for the claim. sonny hummed in response, a hand tenderly caressing your red skin, thumb cheekily slipping into your hole.
“of course ill help you out, y/n. i never said i wouldnt.” sighing in relief, you wiggled your ass, trying to squirm and get yourself out. unfortunately, in sonnys twisted mind, it looked as if you were teasing him even more. he took his thumb out of your ass, instead teasing the gaping hole with the tip of his cock. practically growling, his hand spanked the soft skin of your behind, shuffling to get even closer to you.
fucking slut. “..i didn’t say id let you out right now, though. be good for me, won’t you?” you didn’t even have time to process sonnys words before he slipped inside you, gripping your ass as he let out a loud moan.
“fuck, oh god..” the officer cursed under his breath, eyes closed from how blissful your walls were clenching around him. you sobbed softly, at least thankful that being stuck here meant sonny didn’t have to see how pathetic you looked — not like it would deter him from his goal or anything. “you’re so tight, i can — hah! barely move, fuck!”
the squelch of your lubed ass sucking his cock in made you cringe, sonny losing himself in the erotica of it all. taking off his shirt, he pulled out, granting you a moment of relief before he slammed back in again. “s-sonny!” you tried to get up again, hitting your head hard against the metal frame of the mattress, but sonny didn’t care. he couldn’t find it in himself to give a damn. you were so smaller so tight, so pliant in his hands. the blonde showed no mercy, pistoning into your poor body with little grunts of appreciation.
full. you felt so, so full. it wasn’t a surprise sonny had a big cock to match his big stature, but god, you swore you could feel him in your tummy as he abused your little hole. before you knew it, you were moaning now, desperate little whines of pleasure as sonny rammed in that spot that made you see stars for the first time in your life. “b-big bro.. slow.. nnh..!” sonny chuckled, spanking you again to add to the other countless times today, cock twitching inside of you. the wet plap of skin against skin did nothing to help your brain, slowly turning into mush with every stir of the blondes dick.
“you like this, don’t you, y/n? getting fucked like a girl? yea?” you whined loudly, the coil in your stomach only growing tighter and tighter because of sonnys filthy words. you were positive you wouldn’t be able to sit after this, from the way the older man fucked you as if he wanted to make your insides remember his shape. drooling, your legs were wide open, wanting more of the sickly pleasure he was drowning you in. “sonny, o-onii, i cant—!”
god, maybe sonny should’ve pulled you out from underneath this mattress. he licked his lips, so badly wanting to shove his tongue in your mouth, trap you in a mating press like you deserve. hissing from how tight you clenched around him, sonny extended his hand to squeeze your cock, relishing in the loud cry you let out. “come on then, little bro! i know you can do it. cum for me.” his voice dropped low, his pace unforgiving on your poor little body as you came with another yell, thick seed pooling below. seeing you cum all because of him was enough to send the pervert into his own frenzy, quickly cumming after you. his load spilled deep inside, sighing in relief as you groaned.
your body fucking ached, bruised and sore everywhere. you didn’t even have the strength to keep your knees up, only held by sonnys strong hands as he coo’ed at your pitiful state. don’t worry, little one — your big brother would take care of you all weekend long.
“ill let you out now, okay? then, we can go for round two.”
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yesterday i wrote a scene where jade wasnt a plot device and was left the hell alone in A6A5 because this being dave and jade’s last proper conversation in years made me sad and i wanted to see them reunite properly. i mixed a bit of narration in too even though it was rare around this point in the comic but its just to paint a better picture. also i wouldnt mind feedback on character voice (it’s important to me that the dialogue sounds believable)
[3 years are over, everyone is in the new session. The prospit ship is on LOMAX, as is everyone who arrived on the meteor, safely warped by Jade onto LOMAX as well. Jade has banished B2 Jack to the Furthest Ring already. She hasn't seen her friends in 3 years, not to mention she never met the trolls in person yet.]
[Jade teleports to LOMAX where John was talking with the meteor crew. Her eyes widen when she sees the trolls, giving everyone a greeting. Jade waves to the trolls.]
You’ll have time to catch up with them later. First you want to reconvene with Rose and Dave.
> ==>
Dave... Oh my god! DAVE!!! That’s right! The last time you saw him, he died in your arms after Jack redirected the bullets from your gun into his body!
JADE: dave!!!!
DAVE: hey
DAVE: this has been three years coming hasnt it
DAVE: cmere
> ==>
[Dave hugs Jade with a slight grin on face. He notices her… sniffing him?? but doesn’t even bother to question it.]
JADE: it is so nice to hold your body when its not a corpse :)
DAVE: ok
DAVE: weird thing to say
DAVE: actually who am i kidding who gives a shit
DAVE: i almost forgot how much i missed the enigmatic riddlefuckery that is your phrasing
DAVE: fortunately i have context for this so i know what youre saying
DAVE: humor me for a sec and imagine that i didnt
DAVE: but first
DAVE: are those dog ears
JADE: yes! i am part dog now
JADE: because i prototyped my dreamself with becsprite
JADE: jadesprite became part of me! and so did her doggy traits from bec
DAVE: got it
DAVE: oh yeah john mentioned that on the back of his dumb poster inside that bucket that appeared out of thin air
DAVE: right before we had to haul ass out of there before jack caught up to us
DAVE: karkat had a complete fucking meltdown over that btw i wish you couldve seen it
DAVE: damn it feels like so long ago now
JADE: heheheh i remember
JADE: john realized it at the last second but it was too late!
DAVE: of course it was johns idea only he could do something that gooberish
DAVE: you know what this means though
JADE: yup!! woof woof
DAVE: it means youve done it harley
DAVE: youve finally done it god damn it
DAVE: the evolution of humankind is finally upon us
DAVE: the scientists said it would never happen in our lifetime
DAVE: but look what we have here
DAVE: before me stands mans first legitimate furry subspecies
DAVE: homo canis
DAVE: as the name implies theyre gay as fuck btw
DAVE: its too bad all those scientists are dead and cant witness this phylogenetic breakthrough
DAVE: rip to the science community yall wouldve lost your collective shit
DAVE: hey jade lets pour one out for the science community for being real ones
> ==>
You are still nestled into Dave’s shoulder. He’s taken a sort of protective position over you. Your perceptive barkbeast ears can hear his formerly bullet-riddled heart beating a mile a minute with the regularity of quartz beneath his time-branded pajamas, all the while he continues to ramble to you about certifiably dumb shit. You can tell Dave is psyched to see you again, even if he expresses it in his OWN bizarre way, which means extended metaphors and topical tangents. What a hypocrite, calling YOUR phrasing perplexing! You sure missed this guy.
You realize you started tuning him out while thinking about all this.
DAVE: jade
JADE: umm homo is the species name
JADE: so wouldnt that mean were all gay? :p
DAVE: yeah that sounds about right
DAVE: anyway enough of this bullshit
> ==>
[Dave motions to retract his arms since he doesn’t want it to get too weird, but Jade squeezes tighter. Dave immediately yields to the movement]
DAVE: jesus wow ok
DAVE: really happy to see you too
DAVE: like if you had a tail it would be wagging so forcefully youd be knocking over all the fucking furnishings in the room
DAVE: just slapping it so hard on the owners thigh that it feels like theyre being flogged
DAVE: talk about getting bitch slapped
JADE: :D
DAVE: so howve you been
JADE: really really excited to see you guys all again!!!
JADE: and to meet the trolls!
DAVE: yeah theyre pretty weird
DAVE: and im still not used to it
DAVE: but it gets more manageable the longer youre around them
DAVE: by the way
JADE: ?
> ==>
DAVE: sorry you had to go through that
JADE: through what?
DAVE: seeing me die and stuff again
DAVE: except that time right in front of you
JADE: ....
DAVE: when we were gathering up all those frogs i knew jack was going to appear
DAVE: i was waiting and waiting to play it out
DAVE: mentally rehearsing my fucking torso getting turned into swiss cheese and knowing you would have to watch on top of it
DAVE: i had to make sure it happened to protect the integrity of the alpha timeline
DAVE: but if you knew this was going to happen you wouldve tried to prevent it and created a doomed one
DAVE: and so i didnt say anything
DAVE: i couldnt
DAVE: so
DAVE: sorry for putting you through that
JADE: oh.....
JADE: dave D:
JADE: well im here
JADE: if you ever want to talk about it
DAVE: its cool
DAVE: you just deserve to know what happened there
DAVE: but thanks
DAVE: so am i
JADE: yeah i know
JADE: i guess i should be glad you did that then...
JADE: even though i was freaking out when it happened ._.
JADE: otherwise you wouldnt be here will us now dressed in your red god tier time pajamas
DAVE: yeah these magical rags really are comfortable arent they
DAVE: and they stay like perma clean
JADE: they are! i would wear mine over and over for days on end
JADE: id take a nice shower and put it right back on
JADE: and you know how much i love cycling my outfits through my wardrobifier
JADE: by the way dave your cape is sooo cool! :o
DAVE: thanks
DAVE: yeah i love it its hella soft
DAVE: its like ive got a portable snuggle blanket with me in case i ever need to drop to the floor like a tired sack of shit and get my snooze on
DAVE: ive got a permanent personal reservation at club bed featuring dj pillow and mc blanky
JADE: heheheh
JADE: can i touch your cape?
DAVE: of course go nuts
JADE: yaaaay!!
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I NEED a yan ghiacchio with a reader that acts dense but knows that ghiacchio likes him, but wanted ghiacchio to be the one who confesses
Imagining an overly possessive and angry person be so shy towards someone is just cute to me..
I need a jealous scene..like seriously.
sure friend. sorry for any mistakes that mightve slipped by
yandere, jealous ghia w knowing, "dense" male reader
subbot ghiaccio/topreader. rambles
cw;; nsfw, toxic ghia sorta!
i cant imagine him as nice nor shy bro,, he's a major a bratty jackassy bttm. imagining ghiaccio as shy to someone he likes is a little hard for me but not totally impossible... he flirts really lamely by critiquing everything you do without even trying to be rude - it's just how he comes off as!! i mean,, hes definitely a little awkward or sometimes way too mean at times - but that's only because he imagines really dirty stuff about you at random while interacting with you or seeing you talk to your shared friends...
seeing you, not chilling with the rest of the gang as usual, rather getting ready for something - to go somewhere... no longer in your usual outfit which consisted of comfortable clothes, you were a bit dressed up... to go to the bar, you say? and are you inviting him? he expects to be invited too, it's a courtesy, no?? no, it isn't. but you should probably inform him of your plans earlier on, huh?! look at all this racket now, theyre all curious as to where you're going! ( it's really just him who's curious - you usually all go together, but you want to go alone?...) he invites himself to go with you, playing it off coolly as he couldㅡ
"you moronㅡof course you can't go alone!ㅡwe are a team and it's time you start acting like it." tugging the passenger door to your car open and sitting with his arms crossed over his chest. you wouldn't stand for being berated for being weak - but you know this man can go on for hours and sit for days in anger if you were to start an argument about wanting alone time, so you leave it alone and cruise... ghiaccio twitching, tapping along the armrest in near nervousness? glancing over at you - just in-beetween your legs and feels blood shoot downward. he directs the cool air to his face and has to sit in the awkwardnessㅡ
ghiaccio shyly mentioning, "i'm privy to a few quality places in this area..." and with that, coolly replying and not missing a beat - "oh, yeah? you have to show me, sometime..." ghiaccio stills, nearly squirming in his seat - were you flirting? you were flirting. that sounded like flirting and ghiaccio was not stupid, you were flirting. huffing out the rough sentence of;; "... yeah, whatever. don't draw attention to yourself."
hanging around you at the bar you dragged him to - it was scarce of people. not that ghiaccio minded... he felt like you were on a date, drinking your little drinks together... it was awkwardly silent between you - and he had no idea how to fix it. were you mad at him or something?!? what gave you the right to be mad at him-? the disgusting feeling of love sickness settling in his tummy as he feels your elbow brush against his - and not to mention this is a classy place!! changing the subject in his mind from the way you feel, he couldn't stand the fucking loudmouths on your left - who obviously didn't understand bar etiquette.
ㅡand he hated the fact that you joined in??? hearing you voice your own thoughts on whatever they were talking - making friends with drunken idiots... despicable. how can you stand such stupidity? it's nearly commendable. not to mention you were with him - ghiaccio?! shouldnt you be talking to him instead of these damned strangers?! it was two men, three including you, before one of the drunken morons leave - leaving you talking animatedly with the other...
or it could be something like. you dancing with a crowd of people - ghiaccio watching from his table or the bar - seeing some guys hand brush against your ass. either way, it ends up with ghiaccio beating the piss out of some guy behind the bar surrounded by the other patrons too scared of his pure white rage and you have to be the one to forcefully drag him offㅡ"what happened to not drawing attention to ourselves?" keeping your tone leveled as you leisurely lead him away by the crook of his arm, and he follows wordlessly. surprising. even more surprising that he didnt freeze the guy and break the ice.
in the end, dragging him home - offering conversation in the car... and not at all mentioning the guy he beat up out of disgusting jealousy,,, then at the base, being a little extra touchy with him - knowing how it gets him. he was wondering if you did know how you made him feel - getting paranoid about you and jerking off in the shower while muttering, "i hate you," or "i love you,". Loser
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FRIENDLY SLEEPOVER | MLIST
﹙SCARAMOUCHE/WANDERER X FEM READER﹚
An: big credits to that one person(aka @/yourlocalstranger123) who gave me this idea and motivation UwU(it came out/not me)
Tw: grammatical errors (its me using grammarly/j)
Feeling lazy to get out of your bed and do your routine you decided to stay and cuddle with your kitten, not long after your phone rang and it turns out it was Hu tao! You answered the call feeling lazy to speak up.
"Hey [Name]! Wanna hangout again?" You could literally hear Yoimiya and Ayaka at the background giggling at each other, you stare down at your cat who's sleeping peacefully and god he's just so cute! You can't just leave him alone (if ykyk).
You cleared your throat making sure your voice sound raspy before answering Hu tao "I'm really sorry Hu tao but... Cough I can't hangout with you guys because im..sick." you excused and you could feel Hu tao frowned through the phone "Alright! But make sure to rest well and hope you will be better so that we can hangout again! Take care [Name]!" She ended the call and you found your self giggling while rubbing your nose to Kuni's head squealing in happiness
"Now that im 'sick' you and i can spend time together!" You hugged Kuni tightly. While you two are busy cuddling you suddenly heard someone knocked on your door, feeling the momment is ruined you're a little bit mad because the audacity of this person interrupt your momment.
You opened the door to see the construction worker(?) "We got all materials miss, we can start building the room now" You smiled at them before stepping aside and let them do the work.
"meow" your kitten meowed while hiding under your pillow while the loud sound of drilling machine irritates him so much that your pillow is full of scratches but you don't mind, you can just buy new ones anyway.
"Kuni i know its loud and annoying. As much as i want to go out of house right now i cant risk being caught by Hu tao and the others especially i faked my sickness.." if ever your friends caught you red handed they will drag you more on hangouts meaning you wont get to spend time with your cat and you don't want that!
Kuni got out of the pillow before hopping off the bed and sulks on the corner (just like the 3rd pic above) while he let out small meows and you felt bad, but thank god your brain works faster when it comes to Kuni instead of your homework (this is true fight me if disagree) you walked up to Kuni before picking him up and go to the nearby 7/11 (i love 7/11) and eat ice cream and ofc to take break from the noises (not that noises.. what're u thinking?🤨or is it js me)
"[Name]?" You flinched at the voice behind you; turns out it was your long time friend Xiao! 'What a coincidence that he's here at 7/11..' you usually found him eating almond tofu alone at the roofs but its not like you're not happy to see him
"oh hello Xiao" you greeted, ignoring the fact Xiao and your cat are sending daggers at each other (imagine Xiao is also a kitten that [Name] adopted before kuni🤔🤔🤔 thoughts???) 'whos this little cat think he is?' Xiao thought and have a little chat with you and bid goodbye after.
"Now..." You turn your head to Kuni who's pawing your stomach wanting your attention all over him "you wanna go home? But its still-" "Meow." You sigh and drag Kuni along with you at your house to be greeted by a loud noise again .
It has been weeks and now Kuni's room is finally done. You decided to invite your friends including Xiao, you just thought of inviting him since he's always lonely (idk id i should laugh or feel bad💀)
You heard your doorbell rang and you quickly rush to open it to see your friends having their own pajamas and some blankets for the pillow fort. "Its nice to see everyone being present well come in! Make yourself comfortable."
Well they didn't expect a grumpy cat greet them across the living room. Yoimiya and Ayaka look at each other; sweatdropping
"haha..maybe your cat doesn't want us to be here [Name].." you brush it off before saying "don't worry he's like that when he sees new faces"
"LOOK AT HIM GO!" You clapped while standing proudly like a parent watching their child have baby steps while Kuni tried his best to impress you by standing for 10 seconds "YOU GUYS SEE THAT RIGHT?? ISN'T HE SOOOO CUTE!" you cooed while giving your cat some treats and the others look so done.
"i regret going here."
"hello brother? Yes i wanna go home-"
"..."
"is it possible to give myself a coffin discount?"
"now do you guys wanna play a game?" You turn your head to your friends while they awkwardly look at you "Yeah! But i think we need some snacks because playing games without snacks are boring" Yoimiya answered "Alright! I'll go to 7/11 to buy some snacks while y'all stay here and think of any game." You got up before grabbing your wallet to buy some snacks.
Kuni look at the door before transforming to human Infront of your friends (yall dw he have clothes and dont ask me how🥰)
"WH-WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!" Hu tao shrieked along with the 2 other girls while Xiao have wide eyes. Scaramouche sigh before looking at them with bored eyes "WHO ARE YOU?! ARE YOU [NAME]'S CAT?? BUT HOW一"
"Yes its me [Name]s cat. Got a problem?" It took like a minute for the others to calm down and realized the situation 'does [Name] know about this?' Ayaka thought as they heard the door opened.
"Hey guys im back一"
An: hehehehehehehe CLIFFHANGER BCS YES. Also i need some requests bcs im bored and now that my mailbox is open y'all can send requests now! Also this one is rush jajjajaajwunebdkeusndbf
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triple checks it's the right blog this time...
so I'm having a p shitty week and I'm gonna cope by talking abt my meta for solas, mostly in terms of his personality and behavior. I have a LOT of meta abt his past and nature and future but that's... another post, lmao
some of his key and/or most interesting characteristics:
kind
selfish
reserved
arrogant
empathetic
detached
now, let's dig into these
kind: he clearly and consistently wants people to be happy or to alleviate their suffering. he's glad the inquisition helps refugees, he's glad (dialogue, not approval iirc) when you take the time to find the apostate supply caches in the hinterlands, he makes a point of connecting with every single companion, even ones who regularly degrade him. and in trespasser, he goes to extreme lengths to keep southern thedas from falling to the qun, because he wants the people - those he knows and those he doesn't - to be happy and at relative peace.
this is one of the most remarkable things he does imo, bc if he'd just let the situation develop, he'd have an absolutely clear path to achieving his goals. yes, he'd need to get the anchor another way, but that's hardly impossible. what matters is that by stopping the war, he gives the inquisition/inquisitor clearance to pursue him without distraction, while also arguably giving the qunari the ability to focus on strengthening the veil, bc i cant imagine the viddasala and her people were the only ones of all qunari to have/know of that goal
selfish: if romancing lavellan, he understands one aspect of his selfishness, because it's a relationship he should have shut down HARD. but his feelings are real... and he selfishly gives in to them, even knowing he'll break their heart. he does try to pull away, he does eventually break up with lavellan, but by then the damage is done. even the offer to remove their vallaslin is selfish in its way - he's trying to give them a piece of the truth, but instead delivers a cruelty and leaves them whether they accept or deny his offer.
but he's selfish in another important way, too: he's convinced of his own perspective. he thinks bc he literally knows more (which, yeah, tbf he does), that his pov holds more weight. he's willing to change the world bc of his guilt about it ofc, but also bc he's - selfishly, self-centered - convinced that he's RIGHT to do so. he's not traditionally selfish - in many ways he's selfless, overwhelmingly willing to sacrifice all his own chances at happiness and peace in order to restore the world - but his selfishness (which ties in with his arrogance) is shown in his self-conviction.
he makes excuses, but honestly? he could have told the inquisitor who and what he was. he could have done that! he could ask for help reconnecting the fade with the waking world. dreadwolf could be about the inquisition gathering together myriad experts and looking for ways to do it that aren't destructive. but he's so assured that his path is the right one, the only one.
and it's... a complicated selfishness, too, because part of it is that he feels like he deserves to be punished. he thinks he needs to walk this path alone not bc the inquisitor is incapable, but because 1) He Knows What's Right, and 2) He Deserves To Suffer (to alleviate his guilt about his "sins" - which is selfish in a complicated and roundabout way)
reserved: the superficial aspect of this is obvious: he's lying about his identity. but he's also reserved as part of his core character - according to him, he used to be reckless, quick to fight. I think his reserve is something he grew into, a willingness to play the long game, an understanding that information given can never be taken away. it leads to other things - a hesitance to trust, for example - but it's just a part of him now. I think even if he found someone to be 100% open with, he'd STILL be reserved by nature
arrogant: my man is an arrogant ass, no denying it. ofc he knows so much more about history than those around him, but he's also so willing to fight about it, to condescend, to trivialize. when he realizes he has a genuinely receptive audience his tone changes, so I think a lot of this stems from defensiveness and a deep familiarity with needing to justify his every expressed opinion, but... he's still an ass. his conversation with a dalish inquisitor at haven? yikes.
he's also regularly convinced that his interpretations are the correct ones. like wrt my recent post about the mages after Faded For Her, I have to assume that he thinks the inquisitor sparing them demonstrates disdain for the inherent value of spirits and their sentience, even if the real reason is a lot more complicated. he jumps to conclusions and states them like facts and it takes a lot for him to begin to deconstruct them
empathetic: this ties in with his kindness ofc, but its worth a unique mention. he is incredibly empathetic. he cares about what happens to people, to spirits, even to your enemies in a way - he talks with bull about how he doesn't like to relish his victories in combat because the people he kills could have been something else, someone else. he cares about wolves (I WONDER WHY... but also like, him being fen'harel doesn't mean he HAS to care about wolves, but he does, bc he cares about animals, too), he cares about the farmers being attacked by wolves, he cares about the refugees, he's understanding towards speaker anais and the cult that grew up around the rifts... he not only cares, he understands where people are coming from, regardless of who they are or how they behave
detached: this one lessens somewhat over the course of the game, but he's deeply, fundamentally detached to the world he woke up in and the people who inhabit it. its a little ironic when u look at his kindness and empathy, but it doesn't negate his detachment. i tend to think of him as seeing everything through a fog, feeling like he's not really there at least as much as he feels like everyone else is not really there.
not joking or exaggerating, he must have such terrible trouble with disassociation/derealization. ive seen people bring up excellent points wrt this that i dont feel a need to rehash, but suffice to say: while he still cares, everything he experiences is at a remove. this stems from shock, trauma, guilt, fear, and profound culture shock.
#solas#solas dragon age#this is fine to rb/comment on#but if ur an ass to me or abt him#im gonna block u bc im p sick of it#he does bad things and has bad aspects - but that makes him an interesting and dynamic character#and a good antagonist#i'd say sry for the wall of text but a) im not and b) it's why i made this blog :)#and when i say dont be an ass abt him#i dont mean u cant disagree with me or dislike him#meta#broodmeta
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this is sort of random as hell but i can't help but think of like. a funger termina isekai fic. 💀 no but like. FEAR AND HUNGER IS THE WORST universe to be inside, really. it's all misery!!! pain!! suffering!! and i'm just picturing this like, regular person gets transported into the universe and just absolutely loses her shit bc she KNOWS, she KNOWS DAMN WELL exactly how she's screwed, far better than anyone else!! she's played the games dozens and dozens of times, died so many times, and now she's IN that setting, she's in that world, and death is now PERMANENT with REAL stakes. she knows the entire game like the back of her hand, but what does it matter, bc it's fear and hunger. there's only so much knowledge that can help you . .
in my head, in a lot of isekai fic and stuff, ocs tend to like, hide the fact that they know things? but i feel like a modern-day oc who gets transported into fear and hunger would be forced into a position where she has to be honest bc its the best chance of survival. this isn't a game where she can just follow the right steps, recruit the people, get them to do the things, this is now real and dangerous and terrifying, and she knows that she can't do it alone.
and i'm just picturing like. d1, she wakes up before everyone else, loses her shit, and then promptly refuses to let ANYONE leave the train. no no but like, also can you picture what im seeing, this woman just pacing back and forth frantically, very clearly losing it, and she's like "you fuckers are not going ANYWHERE, we are all traveling TOGETHER, bc you all do not understand how much danger we're in" and then the others are like, you know, the train just stopped, weird dream, they haven't even been to prehevil yet so they don't know how fucked up everything is over there, and now this random stranger is just losing her shit, they don't take her seriously bc honestly who would, and so she just. she just starts fucking putting them on blast
"o'saa i know you went into the dungeons and nasrah's with you"
"pav you will SIT your motherfucking ass down, you do not stand a chance against the fucking kaiser and it isn't even the REAL one you fucking idiot"
"levi i know youre going thru like. withdrawal right now and its totally ok and we have a doctor here and i will get you some heroin if i need to but like please dont run off where i cant find you"
and just basically knows stuff she absolutely shouldn't know, and she's like "YOU GUYS GOTTA BELIEVE ME BC OTHERWISE WE WILL LITERALLY ALL DIE, DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND. there is only ONE way to guarantee us to live and im telling you this bc i know how screwed we are and i cant do it alone ive never even held a fucking weapon in my entire LIFE i just play video games at home-"
and also how fucked up is it, that this isekai oc would know damn well that no matter what, someone has to die? like. you either kill everyone else and like get sulfurized/escape, you get moonscorched bc you run out of time, or someone has to become one with logic. aka to get the best "everyone lives" run, someone still needs to die
idk my brain just had this pop into my brain and won't let it go. it'd like, a cliche trope ofc, but i feel like in the context of fear and hunger, it'd be just so horrifying and awful and so WONDERFUL to read
bc its like, fear and hunger is a game series that we know damn well is a horrible like, UNIVERSE to be in, its depressing and awful for the characters who live in it, but can you imagine the ripe ANGST of having an isekai oc from our world go into it? they have our world as a reference point, in the way none of the other characters do, bc this is their world, they don't know anything else, how could they? but this isekai oc would just be so fucking-- innocent in the way the others aren't, bc she hasn't lived through the horrible F&H world
and like, the dynamic there is so so interesting too bc all of the characters in termina, all of them on that train are AWARE or have been involved/done bad things, and this here is a character who hasn't, who hasn't seen blood or misery for her entire fucking LIFE. she'd be an "everyman" character by our standards, you know, but by their standards? she'd be such a fucking anomaly with the shit she says, the things she believes in. and also, you know, the fact she knows things about all of them and the situation they're in she has absolutely no right to know and its so SO interesting to think about, actually?? like genuinely losing my mind thinking about this rn
#fear and hunger termina#fear and hunger termina spoilers#rambles#funger#f&h#fear and hunger#my post#god i rambled so hard#if anyone has other thoughts on this idea please ramble too im kjfldsjfksd#I HAVE NO IDEA IF ANYONE WILL EVEN READ THIS#BUT RAAHHHHH
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What do you like and don’t like about Aaravos ?
omgomg ty for the question i love talking about my man!!!
(this came out wayy longer than i imagined whoops)
okok so.
the things i love about aaravos are many. starting from the obvious, his design!! he is so so pretty i love startouch elves designs in general (all the concept art in the art of the dragon prince made me lose my mind!!) and also the fact you can get a lot about him from his design, like how he changed after he fell and the way he lost many of his accessories which probably represented his status in startouch society- AND THE BLACK HOLE IN HIS CHEST PROBABLY REPRESENTING HIS HEART???? like, he LITERALLY LOST HIS HEART?????
thennn, we go on his personality! that man suffered for CENTURIES, he had to witness so Much Stuff. he got through so much trauma and lost everyone who he ever cared about. but does that bother him? i mean, yes ofc it does...but despise all of it, he still keeps up his silly personality! and manages to still be himself :33
the thing is, my interpretation of aaravos's character is probably very personal, and most of the things i think about him are from my own headcanons, but!!!! we know he is inspired from prometheus, giving humans magic despise the gods (other elves and dragons) didnt want them to have it. but he still did it. he helped them out when they were struggling, and because of it he got punished.
thats the thing!! he loved humans SO MUCH he couldn't help but help them, even if he knew it would get him in trouble.his love for humans, for magic, for xadia, its what keeps him going, he wants to be free and be able to see xadia again, to see the sky, and feel the grass under his feet! him pre-fall was just,, so so filled with love for everything around him
now.
clearly, he also did some really fucked up stuff (like swallowing killing adidi and probably also luna tenebris) he isn't completely good or completely bad. he's in between and everything he does he does it for a reason which he believes is the right one-
rn hes a psycho, he spent 300 years in isolation and he is full of anger and just wants to see the world burn😞😞 he lost everything and everyone and yes hes the villain rn,, but he still has all that love inside of him. his love for humans...for magic...his need to feel someone, anyone by his side, to know hes not alone- him trying to help viren in s5 (in his own fucked up way) shows that he still cares☹️☹️
so yeah, i just- love complex characters!
now, the things I don't like- this is a hard choice bc i honestly love all his flaws too?? but i would say i dont like how the show handles him lmao.
i could talk about this for hours, but to make it simple i think they are totally wasting his character here. like. we're never going to fully see aaravos in all his shades bc
1) we dont have time for all that
2) even if they somehow manage to give us a glimpse of all the pain and suffering he carries on his back,, i think its a bit too late to make the viewers completely emphasise with him
the whole mystery of aaravos arc should have taken a different direction imo. but desides that, i still love the show sm and i cant wait to see more!!
god i love talking about him.
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Promise - Katniss Everdeen x gn!Reader
Promise - Katniss Everdeen x gn!Reader
This is a oneshot with a small fluff(?)i dont think i can even call it that
TW:mention of killing
District 12 was burnt to the ground almost 2 months ago,and for that period of time we only had hope.around 8000 people died,families were destroyed and the only thing that most people have now is district 13,an underground system.
But when Katniss,Katniss Everdeen,the hopelessly inlove girl who is now the face of the rebellion and on this morning she agreed to be the mockingjay.Hope.That was all around district 13.
"Well,put on your big pants today huh?"I tease her as a cheeky smile escapes my lips"What did you write on your list?"I say as i sit down on to the chair next to her
"A few things but mainly to kill Snow."Katniss says,as her gaze falls on to me.I raise one eyebrow
"do you have a plan?"I have a feeling that she doesnt,nobody does,everybody has here a goal and the first step is to kill Snow.but how?"No,do you?"She asks,i talk to Katniss about a lot of things but one always snickers in the back of my mind like every other person how im gonna kill snow?whats my plan?do i even have an idea of what i am going in for?
"nope"I sigh"but hey you have a lot of time to question that,for now that wont be a problem you just have to talk to a camera and be believable"I say,mentioning her scene.now that she agreed to be the mockingjay,she'll need to make updates to the rebels and of course to trigger snow,Beete already has a plan to hack into the network of the capitols channel
"thats true."She admits,as she leans back in her chair"Do you have any updates on Peeta?"
I look down a bit,then right back up"No.We couldnt get into the Capitols cameras.im sorry."I say,Katniss cares about Peeta,we all know,we all know that its not an act anymore.
"He wont kill him.Cause Peeta is the only way he can wound me.I cant imagine the things he is doing to him right now.."Katniss mutters,my eyes fixated on her,her tired eyes,who can blame her.
"We are gonna rescue him and bring him here"I say confidently,its true its on our mind to help him and save him,even.
"promise me."Katniss says,leaning a bit closer,looking deep into my eyes,as if he could read me,my whole life,just from looking into my eyes for one second.
"i promise"I whisper.we were alone in the meeting room,there was complete silence after it,just us,quiet.i feel like im back in the area cleaning up Beete in the water,leaving the others on the sand,quietly working an thinking
Her lips slowly attech to mine,it was a slow and soft kiss,feeling the warmth on her lips,closed eyes,made me feel like i was floating,my face feeling a bit,it felt a bit wrong..but i couldnt think that at the moment
as we slowly pull away,opening our eyes,holding up heavy eye contact,as Katniss leans back in her chair,i sit straight,not making any movement only looking into her eyes
Our attention goes to Gale as he enters the room,closing the glass door behind him.
#katniss everdeen#katniss everdeen x reader#katniss everdeen x gn!reader#katniss everdeen fluff#hunger games#hunger games fanfiction#district 13#the mockingjay#star crossed lovers#peeta mellark
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Your future spouse first Impression of you & Love messages
May or may not be for you . Thats okay ♡ 1 -3
some typos . I told someone I will do Pac like this so
Pile one -Imagine
They will be impress by your height , the heels that you wear they will love your walk and they will see you from the back but sense that your attractive . The way that you carry yourself ,your body and how your dress that day is good. They want to get close to you tobget better look and have a sweet scent or voice . Your future spouse will just see your eyes but not your full face. For the guys they will notice your beard ,moustages and in general your hair look curly. You have the dewy eye look and the guys the wear you have jacket . Your spouse has been wanting to get to know you for a long time wanting to start a relationship but in another way this can be about being caught offgaurded.
They will notice you having to muiltask so it that way for example your taking care of people younger than you ,on phone at same time while out shopping. They see that your good at thinking quickly and handling crisis. Your spouse will think of you as someone who is empathic and they sense that ypur going through a lot of different changes in your life at the moment. Meeting can happen at an amusment park or some place like that you have to move around a lot and so much happening at once. They can see how chill you are before getting ride than seeing you freak out while on but then after you get back to yourself so they will think thats cute. They like seeing you get exicted to .
Love messages ♡
Let love be the one to help us see through any difficult issue because you are the one who showed me what love really is. I heard of love that grows old, love that is just sexual, love that has no boundaries, and that no matter what language we speak or where we are from, our love will set us free.
Right now the message from your special person is one that although right now you cant be together . It's hard on them as much as it is for you. They are letting you know that now they are ready for your union. They want you to know that your home life will improve and that you are not going to be alone anymore. that others will reach out to you with more love to give you compliments, gifts, and just plain old love. They feel inspired by your own growth, and things will soon shift for the better around you.
cards :8 wands king cups , 2 of pentacles / random messages : pink or red heels.
pile two- A love
cards /random messages : 2 of diamonds shine bright, sunny days , movie goofy , page of swords , king swords ,page wands ,eight
The song title is the message and maybe the art to.
Your at a large gathering and they will be speechless on seeing you. They will gasp or suck in breath whisper how fine that person is or damn they look good. Your in process of ending something or something came to the end. They see it on your social media and they see you trying to be better than who you were before. You went through a process of training yourself to get ahead in your life. It reminds me if an Ice skater that probably went through all these errors and trials to be able to land her trick but then they ended up banning afterwards.
It takes more effort to get what you want at the moment. eventually that era is coming to end and your in process of going toward a new chapter in your life. A new career , moving to new place/ out of your family place , and going to college . Able to accomplish a lot in life and when your able to elminate yout bias. Your hard working and they love seeing what your passion about in life. They like seeing you at work . They are very focus on you at the moment at work how your in charge and even if your not in charge but they see you as someone who is respected in work place. Many people going toward in you in your place.
love message ♡
My heart is heavy, but my soul knows that this pain will soon pass. I want to just run fast toward you and just experience this love. Even without touching your lips or you, I felt a warm, loving energy that embraced me all over. I felt safe enough to tell you everything, which had my heart panciking for the first time to talk about my insecurities without fear of judgement. I'm glad you stay next to me even on my bad days.
They often are attack because of how much that attarct in their life being in high postion. Others around them can think that they are purposly trying to werck their life but they do things for spiiritual purposes and their own experinces that helps them to be able to cope with life. seven wands destroyed saboteur. They will feel safe to be around you is the word I want to use because comfrot is also one word hut in then sense of just being themselves.
They see you as someone who is sassy , that can stand up yourself and they see you as a passionate person. You may be walking away from a job at this time or correcting someone at your job. They will feel exicted and ready to begin to meet you . Your going to a new place.
Pile three- (so) divine
They see you as someone postive and say that you like Starbucks, drink coffee, or just drink in general (alcohol). For the feminine energy, they like how you dress bohemian or in bright colors. They like gold jewelry you like to wear, and the more masculine energy here can like to show it off. In terms of fashion, it can be like just wearing less and showing off their personality. They feel that you made a grand entrance into their lives and that you are someone of huge importance. that you are able to help the world or just the community around you do better. They see you as someone who will just start things quickly in life. Your future spouse thinks of you as someone who has both the goddess and dark goddess aspects to themselves and is able to create whatever they want in life. They do see you as someone who can use their seduction to get whatever they desire.
They think you're mischievous, but it does come from your rebellious nature. You can trigger things in others that remind them of things they need to heal within. Others at times can think you're just being rebellious to cause trouble and not to educate others. Yet it is good to talk and just bring awareness, but when it comes from your own words and not those of others, it is more powerful. Instead of coming from a place of arrogance,They are the type to dwell on making sure everything is right in love before they confess. They also need to be in a good place in their career.
Love message ♡
It's hard to figure out who you are, and when I think I know who you are, there's always another side you've hidden to reveal later on. I felt that I had to take my time in getting there, as I had thought it could take some time. I know life is a journey, not a race, but I can't stop thinking of you. Where do you like to go in your free time? What makes you laugh, why did you feel sad on that day, and do you like to stay up or fall asleep at night? these questions, but I don't want to pressure you or come on too strong. I do hope that when I figure out how to take things to a level where we both feel connected to each other.
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i’m back haunting your requests yet again with another silly little idea😍
we all know Conway is such a pookie bear, so he would NOT leave readers side after Finnick broke her heart- and god would he be angry. i don’t think he’d be able to help show his anger too, when comforting her and holding her while she cries he would definitely be muttering- “i knew he would be bad for you” “he never deserved someone as perfect as you” “God i hate him”.
this anger would get ESPECIALLY worse when he finds out all the things Finnick has said about her too:(
like he would be so angry and heartbroken for reader, so much that i can just imagine Conway confronting him for it.
Conway was one of the only people that didn’t go to Finnick’s extravagant parties unless reader wanted him to go, so now that they’ve broken up, he has no reason to go at all. Conway was literally the ONLY person who stuck by readers side all throughout. like, all of her friends still went to his parties while she was at home crying, but she was never alone because Conway was by her side all throughout.
Except for one night.
it was when Conway first heard that Finnick said all those things about reader and he was furious. not only did Finnick take the only girl he’s ever loved, even if she didn’t love him, but he shattered her heart beyond repair. all this anger finally caught up to Conway, so when he saw Finnick with his friends, all laughing while talking about reader, Conway couldn’t help himself. he’s never been a confrontational person up until now, when silently punched Finnick. Finnick would just stand there in shock while Conway stared at him with anger before muttering- “you’re pathetic” and walking off back to reader.
Usually, Finnick would’ve hit Conway in an instant, but he knew he couldn’t because he more than deserved this. He hurt the only girl he’s ever loved, he almost thanked Conway for hitting him. I can just imagine readers face when she finds out Conway hit Finnick. while she was upset, she knew Conway did it out of love, so her anger didn’t last long at all before she hugged him, a part of her thankful that Conway did it.
Ever since that happened, Conway would glare at Finnick in public whenever he saw him. BUT, imagine Conway was walking with reader and he saw Finnick, so he pulled her into a hug before putting his hands at the sides of her face before kissing her head comfortingly. Reader would just smile at him, thankful for his comfort as Conway smirked and stared at Finnick who had jealousy laced in his face.
He also did that when he was dancing with reader at the Ocean Festival thing in District 4’s plaza (I REQUESTED THAT BUT I CANT EVEN REMEMBER THE NAME😭) but yeah, Conway would always be so smug around Finnick now because he still has reader, while Finnick can only cry at the small traces he has left of his sweet girl, whether that’s her seashell he took, or pictures that were now stained with tears.
anyway that’s it, have a good day 🥰
conway would always be by reader's side, he instantly is there for anything she needs. he'll help her out at the market when she starts feeling a little less bubbly for a while, the emotions are a lot and it's hard to keep a smile on her face to sell things. he's definitely the person she goes to, showing up on his doorstep crying after trying so hard to keep her composure. and he definitely would be telling her all about how finnick never deserved her, how he knew it would be a bad idea even if reader is still defensive of him.
"don't say that, don't hate him"
and conway can't fathom why except that she's heartbroken right now. eventually she'll have to accept the truth and realize it, but she never does, just tries to act that way for conway who can tell she's not over it. he hurts for her when he realizes she's been cut off from a large social part of her life even if it means more time with him.
"we'll find stuff to do, princess, don't want you to die of boredom."
he knows how much it hurts even if tallulah is still finding her way to her place after every party, and people are still talking to her. although that's exactly how she finds out the things finnick had said about her to cover for the breakup. the new thorn in conway's side was beckett, who'd taken to trying to talk to her everyday since and was the one who let it slip.
"Just so you know, everyone's on your side, Finnick's a dick."
Conway would watch as she smiled, but her face etched with confusion. "What do you mean?"
"I mean we know you, none of us think you're clingy or too much, we all really miss you."
Conway would watch as her face became vulnerable enough that the hurt could be seen and he'd shoo Beckett away.
"don't think about it, he's an ass, you're not any of whatever it is he's saying." Conway would reassure even though he could feel his blood boiling. He'd loved her his whole life and the moment someone else had her they had the audacity to break and keep breaking her.
"I just- he said it was because of..." Conway would hug his princess until she felt somewhat better, then immediately go to find Finnick. because he couldn't stop the pure rage and adrenaline he felt, how dare he keep damaging her from afar.
he finds finnick, his egotistical mask on, being asked where his ex girlfriend has gone, once again. to which he explains she wanted to much too fast, he refuses to be tied down, that she was too overbearing and then conway has his fist in his face. and finnick takes it because it's the least he deserves for how he's acting now, for how guilty he feels for it, but he's a teenage boy on autopilot.
and when she's heard about what conway did she's instantly mortified as she's examining his knuckles. "conway he didn't mean it, it was an accident, he messed up, everybody does sometimes." she tries to reason as she trying not to cry because she feels betrayed, not by conway, but by finnick. conway feels completely justified as he sits there observing his princess who's so delicate in the way she looks over his hands until she just hugs him. he hugs her back, grateful to be enveloped by her arms.
however, when he's glaring at finnick in everyday markets conway is oblivious to the way reader and finnick are sending mutual longing looks, unspoken messages to one another. he just hates that finnick still has the gall to look her way especially since conway is certain that in the end he'll end up with her. so he loves to make finnick jealous anyway he can, long hugs, picking her up, kissing her forehead or cheeks or hands, walking with her nearly everywhere. that was untill the issue of beckett prevailed once again and suddenly her time was taken by him. which conway despised as beckett was just another self-assured, better off then others boy trying to pique her interests. which he successfully did for a while, for what felt like another eternity to conway although she wasn't broken up after the breakup. in fact she still talked about finnick which was infuriating.
but he gets all her time again, to prove how much he adores her and additionally to rub it in finnick's face. he gets the dance when she's crowned as the oceans chosen one, he gets her touch, and maybe someday he'll get her kisses, and she'll get his last name.
it's giving finnick and reader being foolish one by taylor swift coded during this period of time
#wanda 💋#finnick odair x reader#finnick odair x y/n#the lakes#finnick odair#the river#finnick odair fluff#finnick odair angst#finnick odair x reader fluff#finnick odair x you#anon
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