Addendum about my previous Post about 2023:

I've been trying to get my head back on track, but it's kind of exhausting. I haven't had a pen in my hand for months.

American Television after 5 years of pushing for queer representation: I hope you wanted unnecessary drama, angst with a maybe resolution, and three unfulfilling seasons of questionably written flirtation. And that all comes before anything is half-confirmed with a singular lukewarm kissing scene between two conventionally attractive, white bisexual women!

Thai Television .3 seconds after they figured out queer content is marketable: Did you want something kinky, soft, or stupid? Did you want cat ears? We’ve got cat ears! We’ve got safe/sane/consensual OR off-the-charts bad etiquette BDSM. We’ve got college students out the ass! As long as they’re an engineer or architect, choose your flavor. Do you want an age gap or classmates? Something for adults? Teens? Everyone was childhood besties, how about that??? This is a short order restaurant and I will flip you some gays like they’re hotcakes, just tell me what you want.

wait considering that buck/eddie/tommy scene is in 704 and they're next to the helicopter can we assume that 704 is kind of the immediate aftermath of the cruise ship arc? and the tension between buck and eddie is actually gonna be about something that happens in 703?

Eddie Diaz forgetting to log out of his work twitter account part 120/?

Buck: I heard you used to dance. Eddie: I still do. Why? Wanna learn how to? Buck, stuttering: No. Maybe, I don't know. Just wanted to ask if you still have, like, videos of you dancing and stuff... Eddie, amused: I do. I think some of them are still posted online if you want to watch them. Buck: Cool. Yeah, that's cool — Eddie, leans in: Or I can teach you how to tango. Right here, right now... Buck, swooning: ...Sure. Yes. Okay.

even when the heat breaks I’m still yours 

For @spagheddiediaz who listened to and contributed to many fics <3<3<3

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Eddie has many regrets in his life, lying on the floor of the cabin in the middle of a heat wave with his six foot two best friend pressing into his side while they were both trying to stay cool under the pitiful breeze of the ancient ceiling fan had the possibility to be high on that list. He turns his head to be confronted with a tattooed and freckle-covered shoulder, he can’t remember when they decided to strip down to their boxers -he might have suggested it after Buck’s third shirt had been soaked with sweat and had been clinging to his muscles in a dangerously distracting way- but at the time it had seemed like a good idea, he wasn’t sure about that now considering this was the third time in the last hour that he’s found himself turning to stare at the miles of bare skin. 

“Eddie?” 

“Hmm?” He drags his eyes up over collarbones, an Adam’s apple, a chin that had more stubble than usual, lips that Buck had been nervously chewing on and off for the past two days and up until he finally meets eyes as bright as they are blue. So blue in fact that they somehow made his throat even drier than it already is, god, the heat is getting to him, turning him delusional. 

“Eddie.”

“Buck.”

“I’m lying in a pool of my own sweat.”

He grimaces, “Gross.” 

“Eddddiiiieeee,” Buck drags his name out in a whine that sounds an awful lot like Chris or maybe Chris sounds an awful lot like Buck, either way, Eddie finds it endearing as much as it is childish. He’s truly lost his mind. 

“We have to save water.” He knows what Buck wants, another shower, but they’ve got a limited supply of water and they don’t know how long it will take for the heat to break. 

Buck rolls over to face him, “But I’m so hot."

read the rest on ao3

seven sentence sunday

I was tagged by so many wonderful people! thank you @underwater-ninja-13, @giddyupbuck, @honestlydarkprincess, @devirnis, @shortsighted-owl, @mellaithwen, @princessfbi, @shyaudacity, @eddiebabygirldiaz <3 <3 <3

Here’s a little something from heat sick buck (very nsfw)

“Fuck–” Eddie gasps, spine bowing forward as he struggles to keep himself from coming right then and there. He can already feel the beginning of his knot swelling at the base of his cock. “Fuck, baby…”

His only answer is a long drawn out moan as Buck throws his head back against the pillows, back arching up off the mattress as he clenches around Eddie. Another muffled curse falls from Eddie’s lips as he sees stars, lightning snapping through his veins before settling at the base of his spine and curling him forward over Buck’s heaving chest.

Buck writhes underneath him, eyes rolling back as he shoves his hips against Eddie, a long plaintive whine filling the air of the bedroom as he tries desperately to get Eddie closer any way he can. Surging forward, Eddie blankets Buck’s body with his own, feeling the way Buck’s breath hitches when his cock gets trapped between their bellies.

In three minutes away from it being monday so I’m not tagging anyone lol

you know the contrast between how Vergil is presented vs thinking too hard about Vergil’s story is pretty funny. Man’s reputation is this iconic badass, the pinnacle of what video game rivalries can be, the coolest guy to play as, the guy who breaks every game he’s added to,

and then you go to the story and like. man’s lost his free will and autonomy at 19 and then came back a fractured man half of which was a lovecraftian eye beast the other half of which was a chronically ill goth man. and then he reunites and hes in like his 40s now I believe but legit the last time he was actually in a game where he wasn’t being mind controlled when he was 19 which is both sad but also thinking about how this guy who’s considered one of the top badasses of gaming has never really lived life outside of being a teenager.

Anyways this is the secret comedic potential of post DMC5 for Vergil because not only has the human world probably changed a fair bit in terms of technology, if he’s sticking around Dante he’s gonna actually have to learn in depth how taxes and grocery shopping work. Amazing.

Eddie: I think I might be going in a heat Buck: What are you? A cat? Eddie: My skin feels like it's on fire and I need someone -you- to mount me and fuck me like there's no tomorrow. Buck: Okay, so I know I should be concerned but I am so turned on right now

5x01 | 6x01

This scene from Beans Day lives rent free in my head.

Here are a few sketches and incomplete drawings from 2023.

[Funfact: in the ger dub Shanks and Chopper share the same VA]

[These two are actually part of a bigger project that I am currently working on finishing.]

[Omega Piece Stuff - I actually posted the second one on my twitter]

[I started a DTIYS by yamiyamiart on twitter]

2023 was really... not a great year. In addition to stress and problems at work, anger and death in the family and financial difficulties, I'm at a low point mentally and it takes a lot of strength to somehow manage everyday life.

I don't believe in making resolutions for the new year, but I hope that 2024 will be better year.

not sure if my ask sent BUT I’m loving people being vocal about the fandom not caring about eddie outside of buddie. it’s been happening since the dawn of time (lol) and there’s a reason so many vocalists about eddie decided to be loud and obnoxious about it (including yours truly). his journey is nuanced and he’s such a good character to explore a straight-maybe to bucksexual love with but it will take TIME for anything to happen because of that journey. still. you said eddie rights and i love that.

This is the only ask I got from you, so it probably got lost in the blue void if you sent something else. But absolutely, something I noticed during the hiatus, because while I have been lurking around the fandom since season 5, I only really started to actively post thoughts and stuff after the lightning, so I spent a really long time observing people even more when I started posting random metas, or just thoughts, people have this almost pathological need to make everything about Eddie about Buck. I legit remember making a post about Shannon and blocking several people because they kept making what happened with Shannon about Buck, and that's not it. Eddie is a FASCINATING character. He is so nuanced. And he is so well written and acted out. Like, I was casual about the show until fear-o-phobia (tbf that was the 3rd episode I watched live but still). Eddie grabbed me by the throat that day. And there's so much that people give Buck a pass that they would NEVER give to Eddie. And there's so much to explore with him. And yeah, I think his queer journey will involve Buck somehow, but because I truly believe that man is demi and I don't care about anything else. Making him have a complicated relationship with attraction as a whole is so much more interesting than saying he's just looking for a beard his whole life. And the amount of people I saw picking fights about people not shipping Buck and Tommy because "they have this need that Eddie should be the only man for Buck" (when literally everyone in the fandom hc Buck 1.0 as having slept with guys too) that are people I had seen saying that Eddie only ever loved Buck, straight up erasing the whole concept that he might've been in love with his wife is wild. If Eddie is not adding something to Buck and this idea that Buck is this baby that needs to be protected and can do no wrong, then he is being unnecessary or ooc or just plain weird and THAT'S WILD. Sure Buck and Eddie have a compelling relationship, and I LOVE exploring the possibilities around how much Eddie loves Buck, but Eddie exists for more than loving Buck and both of them exist outside of each other. Honestly, right now, Eddie needs some defenders because it's rough out here. If people can pick fights about Buck the way they do, Imma do the same about Eddie. If people don't agree then that's their problem.

KinnPorsche + Text Posts: Ep. 11 Edition

Bonus: PorscheKinn

[even more Ep. 11 Text Posts]

Tease Tidbit Tuesday

Another small snip from my Brat!Buck fic, which I should hopefully have finished by the end of today or early tomorrow, god willing! Also I'm in desperate need of Beta's for this fic so if anyone would be willing, I'd be forever indebted to you 🥺

Tagged by @disasterbuckdiaz and @wikiangela (go read their snips now! They're ouchie)

Eddie frowns, taking small, deliberate steps towards Buck as he runs his fingers up and down the length of the riding crop. He watches as Buck’s breathing hitches as he closes the gap between them until he’s right in front of his husband, close enough to feel the ghost of his breath on his face. “Why didn’t you listen to me?” Buck licks his lips, his eyes flickers from Eddie’s face to the crop in his hands, and back again, as though he’s weighing up just how much he can get away with. “Hmmm,” he replies airily, studying his nails as though pretending to think of his answer. His tone is mocking and sets Eddie further on edge, but not as much as Buck flicking his eyes up, blazing with defiance. “Don’t wanna.” “You don’t want to? I think we’re going to have to teach you a thing about being obedient. Get on your knees, now.” Eddie watches as Buck’s eyelashes flutter from his commanding tone and he half expects his husband to sink to his knees right then and there, but Buck stands his ground. Eddie can see in his eyes that he’s pushing, finding Eddie’s buttons and tapping on each one like a concert pianist, but he won’t let Buck make him snap. Not unless that’s what Buck is craving. “Convince me that I want to” Buck says, his voice low and dancing on the edge of playful and insolent. It sparks something in Eddie, the feeling flaring up in the back of his head and threatening to engulf him. “I beg your pardon?” he asks, his voice low and threatening, and Buck’s eyes darken, his confidence wavering ever so slightly, giving Eddie a glimpse of the Buck he knows, who wants so desperately to be good. “Make me,” Buck whispers, and although the words might sound like a challenge, Eddie can so clearly hear what Buck isn’t saying. The implicit make me, because I can’t make myself, and then, Eddie gets it. Buck needs him to be in control right now, to make Buck surrender himself to Eddie’s mercy so Buck doesn’t have to do anything, to feel anything more than he already is.

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buck and tommy first kiss where buck’s hand was like floating in the air unsure of if he could touch him or hold onto him vs. buddie first kiss where buck immediately wraps his arms around eddie’s waist and practically picks him up/dips him bc he’s just so sure and in love and is just thinking FINALLY