Cringe video I made for TikTok :p

Lingering Thoughts

Aka i got bored attempted to draw SOAP and failed multiple times

I also forgot to add gloves for ghost in the last panel :)

Feminist theory this feminist theory that I should've studied programming or whatever and then I would've been able to work from wherever and not worry about money and everything would've been fine

oh so you don't care about me anymore? watch this *has a bpd/splitting episode that pushes you further away from me and makes you hate me even more*

TURNED IN MY DISSERTATION

I LIKE WOMEN NOW

Brb sobbing crying killing myself

-Where I found it-

stupid ugly gaps after my stupid ugly cables...

god I keep sleeping through classes, the only change is that I’m eating significantly less but come fucking on!!! i need to lose the weight

thinking about covid and wanna kms!!! hahaha this is fine

doing introductions for new classes is high key so embarrassing they asked what we're passionate about and so I said the kraken and the mariners because its the fucking truth

everyone else said their kids and the environment and all the shit and everyone's staring at me like I'm a fucking weirdo

When you decide to open Facebook just out of boredom for the first time in months and your memories remind you of your biggest mistake and greatest regret in your whole life...

Growing up. Its realizing that the people who promised you they'd be yours forever don't actually know if its forever.

When i was in first grade i became friends with two people who i considered my best friends. We loved eachother and nothing could get between us.

Fifth grade that group expanded into a group of five. I loved them so much. Words couldn't articulate the amount of love that i feel for them even if i tried. They were my family and even when i was at my lowest point, when i wanted to end it all, when i wanted to die. The thought of me having to miss them in their big moments in life. It stopped me because i wanted to be there when they turn 17 one day, and i want to be there when they get their first lover so i can listen to them ramble aimlessly for hours when we hang out. It hurts how much i love them and i'm lucky to be alive at the same times as them. They made my life so much better than it would've been. And it frustrates me that we're falling apart.

Seventh grade present time.

I wish i could say "oh we stayed in touch even after we moved schools!" But i know damn well thats not true. I love them so much man. Why did we have to stop being friends man? Why why why why why why?? I knew the friendship was fading but i never thought it'd end so soon. It hurts the most when you've seen somebody at their most vunerable,at their most hurt, with a person who's seen you laugh and cry and who you can consider family just go back to strangers like that. Its like we don't even know eachothers names anymore. I want to cry every time i think about them because i don't know if they knew how much i truly loved them.

.