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ok i feel like i need to make some sort of post about this because if i don’t i’m going to start eating my walls
billy hargrove is a racist
no matter what way you try to spin it, defend it, or tell his story, he’s a blatant racist. and the reason i know this is because i’m black and i watched the show. and frankly, i’m tired of seeing posts about how hot he is and how misunderstood he was when he sacrificed himself and how he was just an angsty teenager who didn’t know how to express himself after he lost his mom
billy tormented max to the point where she was terrified to be in the same close vicinity to him. both dustin and lucas were pursuing max, but who was the one that got threatened? who was the one billy told max to stay away from? who was the one that was called “the type of person you shouldn’t associate yourself with”? the black boy. lucas sinclair.
lucas was a 13 year old boy. billy was 17 or 18. if dacre had let the original script go through, lucas would have been clearly hate crimed. he would have been called racial slurs by billy, he would have been putting his hands on him. but a part of me thinks that even if that happened, so many of y’all would still be all over billy’s dick
he didn’t make up for anything when he sacrificed himself to save the others and that’s the issue with characters like him. they do nothing but horrible things, sometimes unforgivable shit, but they die for the greater good and that makes up for everything? i don’t fucking think so…
this is why it’s so funny to me when people have been saying eddie is a knock-off billy because how exactly is he a knock-off? eddie doesn’t terrify his friends. eddie doesn’t target black people. eddie didn’t put a broken bottle to steve’s throat just because he could, but because he needed to defend himself. he didn’t attack steve for fucking fun
and so many non white people have been telling white people this from day one, that hargrove is a racist abuser. but you don’t listen to us because you don’t care about us. you don’t actually give a shit about us, do you? and those same people will scream about standing with black people and listen to their stories, but when push comes to shove as long as the racism is with a fictional character, well who gives a shit? the racism within the stranger things fandom is so telling because no matter how many posts black people make, no matter how many posts i make, there will be people in my reblogs and my comments calling me a billy anti because i continue to spread the information that he’s a racist bigot
i’m not just a billy anti im an anti racist
#fuck you#fuck you billy hargrove#and fuck every person who likes him#fuck you fuck your dad fuck your mom fuck your whole family#fuck everything you believe in#billy hargrove#steve harrington#eddie munson#dustin henderson#lucas sinclair#stranger things#stranger things 4#st4#i won’t rest until i take that ugly sweaty mf down#long post
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it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.
i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.
it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.
#warm up#writeblr#i spent a lot of time picturing our future#how funny to think: in each version of our future#i was never myself#i was someone smarter kinder braver#better adept.#who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me#i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me#people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you.#it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy#the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself:#if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay.#for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing.#and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made#it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'.#a few days ago while i was doing something else#i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized .#you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly.#you said: you're doing this to manipulate me.#you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO#SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me.#i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness#you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.
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hate to say it, but part of ending the stigma around sexual assault means not assuming every woman blames herself. yes, female socialization encourages it, but that doesn’t make it a given, and the goal of all of these campaigns is to eventually diminish the proportion of women who do blame themselves. it is entirely possible, and increasingly common, for women to experience sexual assault and not feel shame or guilt, which we should be happy about. but instead, there are only so many times you can hear “you know it’s not your fault, right?” before it sounds like “it was your fault”. and there’s only so many times you can hear “don’t blame yourself” before it sounds like “you should blame yourself”. because it feels good to say, doesn’t it? sure, you don’t believe she’s guilty, but you do believe she should feel guilty, so that you can disabuse her of the notion. just something to consider.
#i think we are very pleased with the idea of female shame#even among people who genuinely do not believe women are at fault for being assaulted#you are still meant to pay the penance of suffering and self destruction#god fucking knows why#“i got mugged” “aww don’t blame yourself for walking around with those fancy shoes and visible wallet okay? it’s not your fault”#you’d be like girl what. i didn’t fucking say it was my fault but your mind sure jumped there fast 🤨#“my mom died” “wow. do you feel terrible crippling shame for everything you’ve ever done wrong in your life?#up to and including causing your mom’s death? because that would be totally wrong if you did”#like how could that possibly be an appropriate response#genuinely i think the feeling that i was going completely insane post-being raped because no one would believe i didn’t blame myself#was like. solidly half as traumatic as the actual event#like. it is okay not to feel guilty and shameful. it’s great actually. you’re not having the wrong response.
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#skitty#big number 300‚ and it's a good one! everyone loves skitty! their unopened eyes… blind to the horrors of the world#also very good for the rescue team scene where they say “look into my eyes if you don't believe me!” or something like that#also *also* a perfect pairing to go on a team with cyndaquil. and their tiny little legs are also very cute#this is just an extremely good pokémon. honestly. i love everything about skitty. the pink‚ the ears‚ the face‚ that smile‚ the tail#the way that they have early-gen normal-type syndrome so they can learn like a thousand different moves of whatever-the-fuck types#which is AWESOME‚ seeing a skitty using fucking thunderbolt are you kidding me?? that's badass. the coverage monarch#so thank you‚ to skitty‚ for existing. and keep doin what'cher doin………
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Rhysand really thinks his trauma trumps everyone elses trauma
Ofc i feel bad cause rhysand was obviously abused UtM but that doesn’t excuse the fact he 1- does shit things to other people 2- can act like since he was traumatized he is morally superior.
and i know the rhysand-ites will yap about how “he knows hes not good” or “he doesnt think that at all!” but the narrative certainly thinks so. sjm jumps through HOOPS to convince you rhysand is a great and amazing person no matter what and good god it’s annoying
#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#rhysand#anti rhysand#sjm#sjm critical#most annoying male lead and ive read some bad books#rhysand strikes pure anger in my heart#part of it are the literacy blind people who just believe everything they are told in the book#which i blame poor writing and the fact people didnt pay attention in english class#the curtains could be blue for a fucking reason#im tired of books that try to spoon feed you the point of the story#they try to take away the nuance and good god chill out
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princess and paladin 💐🕊️
#south park#kenny mccormick#princess kenny#butters stotch#the stick of truth#south park fanart#sp bunny#my art#oh my god i spent so much time on this#i fucking love them with everything i have#they love each other in ever universe DO YOU BELIEVE THIS!!!! i do#listened to bjorks like someone in love drawing this#it really set the tone#anyway whats up
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You’re gonna be alright. It’s just a wounded shoulder.
Directly inspired by @notdailynoco s chainshipping post I won’t even pretend it’s not
#I can’t BELIEVE I stopped everything I was doing to draw this I can’t believe it#but I saw a chance to draw both blood and tears so I took it#if we were trapped in a bathroom with a corpse and I sawed off my foot just to reach you would that be fucked up or what#total drama#total drama noah#td noah#total drama cody#td cody#cody anderson#noco#total drama noco#td noco#saw#saw 2004#Starry makes art#blood cw
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Constant thought in my brain recently: being chosen by the Hydro Sovereign as a sacrifice (or really, the base on which he'll judge humanity for this era) after you willingly took the blame and punishment of another person. You're told not to look at the Sovereign or lift your veil before reaching his domain, being guided only by clawed hands as cold and dangerous as the ocean depths and a voice as powerful as crashing waves.
The shock that goes through you when you see the Sovereign's lands in their entirety; bright, blooming with life...a far shot away from the dismal, rocky shores you've long heard were uninhabitable.
The Sovereign giving you free reign of his residence - except for his own chambers - and leaving you to your own devices whilst he returns to the waves lapping against the gleaming shores. To hunt? To govern? You don't know - the Sovereign has yet to utter more words than necessary and you're still too frightened to delve into the questions he's refused to answer.
Your only solace is the Sovereign's sole retainer - Neuvillette was his name, though he seemed to have trouble recalling it at first. He's the closest thing to human here, though you have your reservations. He answers some of your questions and elegantly redirects the ones he doesn't wish to answer; you can't really find it in yourself to complain. Especially when you know that this hospitality might be the last kindness you get before the Sovereign returns to claim his sacrifice.
Though, perhaps, the Sovereign will prove merciful and allow you to remain here with Neuvillette. At least for a little bit longer.
#toast talks#genshin impacted#genshin x reader#neuvillette x reader#this is half beauty and the beast and half something else but I have no idea what it is#But it's indulgent and tasty and I have not stopped thinking about it for the past three days#Neuvillette picking you because of your selflessness but you believe the Sovereign wants to devour you whole as part of his blood tax?#Sign me the fuck up I LOVE when the reader doesn't know Neuvillette's true nature and it's revealed in subtle waves that#don't give everything away at once#Reader believes Neuvillette was a former sacrifice that was brought here or was a human that was raised by the hydro sovereign#Incorrect but Neuvillette will let you believe that while he secretly not so secretly courts you in a form he believes won't scare you away#romantic sigh#alright time to get back to work -
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i'm so fucking sick to my stomach to hear how college girls (GIRLS MY AGE, GIRLS THAT LOOK LIKE ME, THAT LIVE LIKE ME, THAT HAVE THE SAME DREAMS AS ME) disappear and the next day they're found dead in their universities. i see cases like that almost every month while feminist groups in my uni are BEGGING for safety protocols every day because we're fucking scared, while those girls' families beg for justice. THIS IS FEMINICIDE.
#theyre organizing a protest#ill try to go after my classes#i know authorities will try to blame this on how insecure everything is#and how dangerous this country is#but fuck you#this is about letting dangerous people inside your university#dangerous men#theres no security for students#i refuse to believe she simply put herself in danger#shes a girl like me#who wake up one day#and some sick bastard decided to take away her life
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Qibli: Mom I think I like boys and girls
Thorn: Ok 👍
The Barns and Nobles Instagram account leaking the entire Guide book by flipping through the whole thing:
#I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE THIS RIGHT NOW#WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN????#I've just been laughing at it#Time to comb through and see everything#wof#wings of fire#wof meme
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I FUCKING LOVE that Blackwhip is literally Izuku's heart. Like...these black strings are almost the only thing we get to know about Izuku's emotions and feelings... because he doesn't voice them out...
And about this last point...I feel like the 'lost of Izuku's pov' arc hasn't come to an actual end to be honest...but that we're getting closer...way more closer than before...i feel it.
#bnha manga spoilers#bakudeku#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#yassss baby please tell us everything that has been on your mind...#i need for izuku to talk about his feelings of being quirkless and losing ofa...#he was so emotional about losing it#and now the decision was made#and it seems he regretted it#because the ofa holders were fucking annoying the whole time#(that's the truth tbh but it's not like i wanted them to be dead)#(but yeah)#and he got a moment of losing his arms for real...#and reaching shiggy in an emotional level...#omg this is too much#i don't know what to expect#but i'll trust the process#hori i believe in you
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get turned into a print idiot
hrrrghhh
i fixed a few things afterwards this was just a test print,, but... when im done with the other stuff i need to do with,, i really want to try printing on a shirt for myself :-3
#hes. slightly. fucked up. uhm. but would you believe me if i said this was my first time messing around with carving a real plate...#so its excusable!! it came out better than i thought it would to be honest#teehee im having so much fun#i fucking stabbed myself with the trough tip and immediately realized what i was doing wrong#oops#but i did like carving hes so silly#buwheart#spamton#idrk to be honesr waugh#BACK TO YGM YAYYY YAYYY!!!!!!!!! I have ideas ive been waitnig to get to i am frothing at the mouth to do them#theyre sketched out and everything i just need to get to that point
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non-exhaustive list of canon powers Nico di Angelo either has shown or is heavily implied to have:
Shadow-travel
Manipulation of shadows/darkness (also possibly use of shadows as a pocket-dimension a la Magicians using the Duat in The Kane Chronicles)
Becoming intangible/shadows
Complete control over skeletons/bones (dead or alive, including summoning, reanimation, and/or changing shape of them) and being able to sense their presence
Summoning, reanimating, commanding, and dispelling the dead/undead (Skeletons, zombies, ghosts, etc & varieties) and being able to sense their presence
Ability to understand/communicate with the dead/undead and potentially other beings of the Underworld
Inherent complete comprehension of Latin
Ability to perceive the usually unperceivable/possibly look upon a deity’s true form without repercussion (at least moreso than the average demigod, though possibly is restricted to chthonic beings) (ex: Tartarus, potentially also interacting with his parents, etc)
Interacting tangibly with ghosts (implied to be a Ghost King thing rather than a Hades/Pluto thing)
Partial or complete immunity to different effects of the Underworld/things within (can consume food/drink of or in the Underworld without repercussions, effects from the Lethe wear off over time instead of being permanent like usual for mortals, etc)
Astral projection/”Walking in dreams”
Dream manipulation and projection (Sending dreams to others, etc.) (presumably includes sharing/projecting dreams with others) alongside inflicting sleep upon others even from a distance.
Illusions
Manipulation of emotions/aura that inflicts specific emotions on others (ex.: radiating fear/death onto enemies)
Projection of emotions and memories onto others (can be so forceful it causes physical damage like a shockwave)
Geokinesis (all forms but also specifically generating black marble) (presumably also specialized control over precious gemstones & non-paper currency)
Temperature manipulation (seemingly only lowering temperature)/creating frost)
Control/manipulation of souls, including living beings (ex: ripping out Bryce Lawrence’s soul)
Perceiving/reading/judging of souls (most likely also a Ghost King thing over Hades/Pluto thing, but possibly both)
Converting living into dead/undead, aka instakill (ex: disintegrating monsters to bone with one touch)
Lowering or manipulation of own vitals (breathing, heart rate, etc)
Death Trance/pseudo-hibernation (possibly also general control over states of consciousness at least for self, in combo with control over vitals & dreams)
Sensing death (impending or when it occurs, sometimes receiving dreams/visions of it occurring)
Able to sense other children of Hades/Pluto (potentially also other chthonic beings in general/able to identify based on sense alone) and also just living beings in general, such as mortals (possibly via souls).
Improved navigation underground/in the Underworld and ability to traverse restricted or normally unnavigable parts of the Underworld
Enhanced strength/abilities when in the Underworld
Inherently unnaturally quiet (possibly able to silence sound on a designated target)
Hiding/shielding self from being perceived (seemingly related to shadows/silence)
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#long post //#MY BOY IS OP AS FUCK and i love this about him#so many of these are so underutilized#when will Nico get to use his geokinesis again#we only see him make marble once in BoTL and then never again#based on that he should theoretically be able to do everything Hazel can do. which also implies Hazel can do everything he can do#let Hazel summon a skeleton for once and Nico hits somebody with a rock cmon#also i still firmly believe Nico should get to turn invisible#we've seen him become intangible. his dad's notable item is a helm that makes you invisible. let him turn invisible.#but yeah big 3 kids are op. look at nico go. and this is just physical abilities not including stuff like Annabeth being smart#or cabin 7 kids being good at music or whatever#presumably for Nico/Hazel it'd be like a penchant for diplomacy and legality-related things presumably#and i like to hc he has a personal inherent knowledge bank of everyone who has ever died in his lifetime - just details about their deaths#mostly anyways and then like basic facts about who they were/next of kin/etc#so they can tap into that at any time and be like ''hold on lemme look this person/their relatives up real quick''#i usually like to write that as how Nico confirmed what was up with Jason when they first met#he just kind of squinted at Jason and went ''okay. hm. who are you next of kin of? Beryl - OH YOU'RE THALIA'S BROTHER''
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Shang Qinghua really does think that he is unlovable huh
He really thinks that he is of no value to anyone if he isn't making himself useful he will be disposed off and that will be it
He genuinely believes no would ever want him so he manipulate and posture as a lesser so to be seen as a necessary annoyance rather than the pest he believes himself to be
He hates all the work he has to do but he prefers exhaustion to the paranoia and anxiety that eat him up when he isn't showcasing his value
He is in a constant battle just to be acceptable rather than loved so he can just be in the presence of those who are dear to him
Like damn like father like son I can see where binghe got all his issues like airplane bro stop unloading it all on your OCs look you gave the poor dear anxiety
#sqh child of divorce#svsss#shang qinghua#actually this was part of my grand scheme to formulate that everything is cumplane but like it became its own thing#i was gonna relate it to#moshang#i was trying to say that bingqiu and moshang relationship hangups are similar#like mobei jun is repressing his feelings and believes that someone like him doesn't fall in love with a human or a servant or a lil rat#he internalized how he should and shouldn't act to be socially acceptable like sqq#and like he's difficult to read in general and refuses to talk about his feelings that also he doesn't understand#sqq and mbj both have sinuous minds that defy the mortal's comprehension#anyway#cumplane agenda#sqh: i made a power fantasy!#(cucumber voice): you fucked up a perfectly good protagonist is what you did! look at it it got anxiety!#sqh: well see thats what some would call a self insert#like sqh making memes about isn't making it better but i guess it's maybe better then bottling it all up#sqh got so much of his validation from his readers#so for sy to actually *see* him to criticize him to believe in him to know how good he can be#he doesn't even realize it#that does something sqh's lizard brain
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The worst lie you can believe and be told is that women are emotional and men are logical, that men's, essentially, men's emotions are logical and neutral while women's are not, and are in fact frivolous and shallow.
#feminism#i have 'discovered' that men ARE just as (if not more) emotional than women...#...but that their emotions are never called emotions. so many are so fundamentally separated from their own humanity that they believe...#...that the are not emotional. that they are as neutral as they think machines are. that they are as logical as the terminator...#...so you get these people who are so separated from their own humanity because they are told that to be a man is to not be human...#...and that women are made lesser FOR the humanity of having emotions and being ~in tune~ with them...#...and that even if women have emotions that is a flaw because being a person is a flaw you should cover up...#...so 1. punish women and 'women' for having emotions in any violent way...#2. punish men and 'men' to the extent they themselves are almost convinced they aren't human#i've found that as i grow up i recognize how powerful that can be to control people if there is higher authorities in place#not to get conspiratorial but i definitely think that institutions like the military REQUIRE this shit#because it is about separation from yourself and replacing that humanity with everything else#separate yourself from the humanity of emotions and replace it with the personality of the fucking terminator
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Seeing "proship dni" (or the variety of rude variations that folks think are cute/clever *sigh*) in controversial communities, attached to dead dove content, or on selfship posts makes my head spin every damn time
my brother in christ, who else is gonna stick up for you? the antis? lol. lmao, even.
#'it hurt itself in its confusion'#it's friendly fire and they don't even realize smfh#like damn y'all we've even got antis in the hannibal fandom as if that isn't a hella proship show >_<#y’all really wanna pretend ao3 isn’t The Pro Ship Website™️ huh#antis really have people believing proshippers are actual criminals when most of us are just fandom anarchists against bullying#people appropriate the label for crappy reasons but that happens with literally Everything#it’s a dumb label all things considered but I really wish people could just be nice for once#though I suppose by definition proship is literally Just Be Fucking Nice To Each Other For Fuck’s Sake#like I’m seeing posts like ‘your f/o loves you. unless you’re proship in which case they don’t and [suicide reference]’ and????????????????#literally un-fucking-called for#imagine being a bully and taking the moral high ground abt it#pro ship#pro selfship#rant#logan.txt#on fandom#antis dni#unless you’re gonna behave and be goddamn civil for once
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