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#even tho we uhhh work SO hard already. :)
vimbry · 5 months
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me and the work girlies having socialist convos at the end of the day
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#funny as hell like. we finished our workload about half an hour early#because they've hired so many of us temps. who are improving at the job each day#that there's just been less to spread around#yet bc work culture is dumb our manager suddenly told everyone to push the carts we'd already sorted#into a square in the middle of the floor? which we've never done before#and the permanent staff had no idea why either. they were also confused but resigned#I passed one and said ''hey so is this just because we have 20 minutes of the shift left''#and she just laughed and shrugged and was like idk ask him lmaooo#definition of busywork#so we're all just standing around for 10 minutes until the manager starts calling people over to move... other stuff idk.#and I'm walking to join them when this small group of coworkers behind me goes HEY#you don't need to go. look he's got enough people and he's not looking stay heeere#so we just end up swapping stories about the managers giving us tips to process the conveyer faster#even tho we uhhh work SO hard already. :)#and one woman went ''I was thinking. ummm. I could go faster. but you gonna pay me more??? so I worked slower ❤️''#nothing but respect for us grunts here tho vs the management. I've never known a single person in the 3 weeks I've been here#to not come and help someone who looks busy on the opposite conveyer when theirs is slow#turns out people are naturally nice and helpful when you don't take advantage and try and make them work harder#bosses will never learn this <3
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typekiku · 5 months
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thoughts on TYPE MOON stuff
well these are my the type moon stuff i have read or watched or whatever so far. this is my opinion only so its inherently correct argue with the wall or touch grass as the youth say SO here it goes drum roll
FATE EXTRA
boring as shit. no joke im sorry its just booty cheeks but of the not sexy kind. its beyond mid its so mid i cant even act like i enjoyed it. it has an interesting concept and world sure but everything else is doo doo butter.
only good part is nero being hot asf and ig whatever servant there is because i only used nero (lmao i aint playing it all over again) she was funny at times
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see shes hilarious at times... im sure CCC will change my mind... right? it has sakura what am i saying its PEAK
also fuck them for including arcueid in this crap
GARDEN OF SINNERS
i honestly dont have much to say about this one it never really clicked with me nor did i ever feel anything about it... BESIDES TOUKO
TOUKO IS SO HOT OMG
clears throat
that aside yea i genuinely dont have any opinion on this series of movies good or bad besides movies 3 and 5 which were my favorites
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maybe i need to rewatch em one day and really try to get into it
FATE STRANGE FAKE
my favorite spin off in the whole fate franchise. it has some of my absolute favorite characters and GIL like what else would one even want in life amirite
some of my favorites are:
Richard: the absolute goat and one of my fav servants ever
Enkidu: i want a spinoff of gil and enkidu... is that so hard to ask??
Flat: my son
Jack: my uhhh child ig
alcides: the closest we will get to archer herc but just pure cool regardless
hansa: cyborg priest. nothing gets cooler then that
and many more im already too ti- FILIA - red to mention
i've only read up to volume 7 so i gotta get to reading the rest soon
its just pure chaos and is fun while doing so despite being slow as shit
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FATE GRAND ORDER
ok this is the most complicated series here in a way since its so incredibly mixed.
there are some of the highest peaks in fate and then some of the lowest lows so lets see
Highest peaks:
babylonia
Camelot
lb5 (YES olympus and atlantis im tired of acting like olympus isnt peak NO heian kyo its mid)
LB6
the rest of the lostbelts are good but not that good
goetia is an incredible villain
lowest lows:
first five singularities
solomon im sorry the stuff with goetia was peak but the rest was average
gameplay
gacha
serious lack of male summer servants like cmon i wanna see them abs
overall fgo is alright but some parts of it is straight up incredible HOWEVER all of it is seriously held back by being a gacha mobile game and has to work around that limitation
also it has barghest whom i absolutely adore
also fuck fgo for forgetting medea...
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WITCH ON THE HOLY NIGHT
now this is peak. the most gorgeous tm work by far i have to say its simply an incredible read all around. even tsukire did not look or work or sound as good as mahoyo did even tho it came out almost ten(?) years after
on the story front i loved it too with a special shoutout to soujuuro being one of my favorite characters in TM (i say this often not my fault type moon keeps releasing bangers)
however mahoyo has two issues for me:
the story is clearly incomplete: i dont mean its just nonsense or whatever but when nasu said its the first of a trilogy you can just feel that in the story with alot of things being left in the air. this wouldnt be an issue really if mahoyo 2 wasnt basically dead....
i didnt vibe with the slice of life scenes as much as i usually do in nasu works: this isnt a flaw in the story more so i just didnt like em idk how else to word that
mahoyo is a great read however and i highly highly recommend you read it or else
it also has touko enough said
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TSUKIHIME (original version)
Greatest of all time. Zenith of the medium. Hallmark of media. Gold standard of storytelling. Apogee of creativity. Vertex of invention. Crest of ingenuity. Acme of imagination. Pinnacle of innovation. Epic of epics. Legend among legends. Peak fiction
ok fr tho its actually incredible and you should read it right the fuck now
all of the characters are simply chefs kiss. while the visual novel is incredibly dated and the art is even worse you have to understand this is nasu and takeuchis first ever visual novel made on a barely existing budget.
boy do they make up for that.
the vn is split into two with a near side and far side.
while the near side is really good with arcueid and ciels route (ignore how ciel was actually really fucked over even in her own route its laughable and my girl deserved better) the far side is so much more better and really is where the soul of tsukihime and shiki the main character lies
i cba to review it properly besides saying PLEASE READ IT RN or ill cry and you dont wanna see that do you....
heres my ranking of the routes btw best to worse:
hisui
kohaku
akiha
arcueid
ciel
shoutout to satsuki you finally are gonna get the route you deserved
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KAGETSU TOHYA
um it has some cool lore and some really good short stories and... yea thats about it...
dont have much else to add...
play it with a guide because the structure of the game is abysmal
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FATE STAY NIGHT
what is there to be said about such a masterpiece? what else could be written about fsn that hasnt been written before? i am but an ant in the shadow of the giant that is FSN only seeking some crumbs to feed and live off of. idk what that means but it sounds cool.
FSN is simply tms best work all around. while i prefer tsuki over it and find the tsuki side of TM more interesting FSN overall is much stronger on most fronts but especially its main characters
Shirou emiya is simply the goat nothing else to be said tbh
heres my ranking of the routes:
issei route
heavens feel
ubw
fate
FATE ROUTE MUST BE REANIMATED RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SABER DESERVES TO HAVE A PROPER ADAPTATION RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
we need more medea and kuzuki holy shit are they cute
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FATE HOLLOW ATARAXIA
thank you type moon for making a good kagetsu tohya. its actually impressive just how much better this is then KT like seriously what the fuck did they take to drop this banger of a vn
KT had such shit comedy i didnt even giggle throughout it but THIS
THIS is a emotional rollercoaster of a whole different kind.
introducing the third (arc and medea are first and second) love of my life Bazett and angra we go through an incredible main story intermingled with hilarious and wholesome slice of life scenes that never overstay their welcome
this vn completely changed my opinion on some characters especially illya who went from someone i was kinda 50/50 on to adoring her overall
ALSO MEDEA SCENES YES I WON MOTHERFUCKERS I WO- huh? whats that? fgo basically replaced her with medea lily?
one hour of sobbing later
if you have read fsn and not FHA then i must ask you.. wtf is wrong with you psycho? you like missing out on good things? that wouldnt be me is all im saying
read it.
(in case you're wondering yes there is someone i deliberately didnt mention because my opinion on them is too complicated)
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TSUKIHIME REMAKE
im not a fan of remaking classics on the level of tsuki. with all its flaws i still find the original to be good enough to not need a remake...
UNTIL I READ THE REMAKE
this is how you do it folks. the story was elevated on nearly every level and if it was the complete story id say its the best ever in existence ever forever fr. its just that good.
there are three things i really want to point out:
while maybe goin overboard i really liked the buffs all the characters received and in general the whole worldbuilding is so much better now with idea bloods and principles and vampire hierarchies and arcueid inflation scenes (heh) its just epic
ciel got a so much better route that actually feels like a ciel route and not just arcueid route 2 electric bugaloo (and getting fucking cucked)
noel is peak
this is peak type moon and when red garden comes out it will be even BETTER especially with satsuki route because satsuki deserves it
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there are some other short stories i havent mentioned like garden of avalon, notes, MAGNITUNING (look it up you wont regret it) its all great and worth the time of reading
eventually i wanna play CCC and read some other stuff like maybe prillya DDD, fgo jp like lb7 traum and whatnot
i just wrote this for fun so dont really take anything i say seriously except for the teeny little part where im inherently correct.
uh if you are reading like or share or whatever tf it was idk
ciao
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preciouslandmermaid · 9 months
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so as u guys know i went through a breakup in june. which was a good thing. i wasn’t invested in the relationship, i was unhappy, the honeymoon had faded, there were flags that i simply couldn’t ignore (both in him and myself!) and i knew i needed to return to my happiest state - being single and annoying online.
today, on the first day back of work, this motherfucker asks to talk to me afterwards and im like “yeah sure.” thinking that like we’re just gonna chat real quick in the parking lot. no. hes like “where can we meet.” and im like “idk starbucks i guess.” 
i’ve been keeping my distance from him because that’s what was best for ME. we literally haven’t spoken in 2 weeks. so i gave him the benefit of the doubt and thought he was just trying to catch up, be friendly. i rationalized that since we were only together about 5 months, then it wouldn’t be completely weird to start being friends now that 2 months have passed since the separation. 
besties....he wanted to know if we could get back together. 😠 i was like ?????????? and he was like “well, we spent the summers working on ourselves” (bro ur still not in therapy so i disagree), and then he was like “i feel like we broke up because i was having such a hard time at work and was going through a hard time and it reflected on our relationship.” and i was like uhhh. and so i said a metaphor i was like “us getting back together would be like trying to complete a puzzle when you’ve lost pieces in the vacuum.” and he goes “OH WELL, relationships have their ups and downs! we could still find those pieces.”
i legit wish someone was recording my face. i was in shock. like when we broke up, i did tell him i hoped we could be friends, i told him i hoped we could be in each other’s lives and that maybe (and it’s a big maybe) we could reconnect in the far future. (but, i remember when i said this, i was only saying it to be nice. which was a mistake since it led me to this whole conversation). 
ANYWAYS. to make a long story short. i told him No. and he was like “why i dont understand. you said you loved me. how could you love me and then not love me anymore. this is really hurting my self-worth. i dont understand. what changed??”
and i just...didn’t engage really. i wasn’t gonna list all the reasons. i already did that when we broke up and he demanded answers. i told him that i didn’t feel the connection anymore. and i already know im hurting his feelings AGAIN. eventually i just said “i’m happier single.” and he was like “oh? so i won’t see you dating someone in six months?” and i was like “probably not?? but idk?” he also brought up an old interaciton we had waaay back in march and tried to gaslight me by saying i got defensive during it, but i literally wrote that interaction down beat by beat so i remember how it went because it made me feel so uncomfortable and was my first serious red flag. >:( you cannot trick me! 
we managed to end the conversation and i stayed firm within my boundaries even tho he looked sad/was tearing up and kept asking me for reasons (idk why being unhappy in the relationship isn’t a reason enough for him??) a few hours after i got home, he texted me and was like “Was everything you said earlier true? No lying to save my feelings?” and i texted him back and was like “Yeah, it was all true.” idk how i could’ve been any clearer. i think he just dislikes hearing things he doesn’t want to hear. (omg also he brought up bell hooks--someone i introduced him to!--and was like “are you just chasing the next high?” and i was like “??? idk ??” )
my friends keep telling me he was emotionally manipulative, but it’s hard for me to see it. maybe in time i will be able to. but again--im just proud of myself for not “cowering” and changing my mind because i’ve got a person in front of me who i do care about --and who is sad--who i could make happy by doing what he wants.
but that is no life worth living. i live for myself. for my own happiness. and i was not happy in the relationship. you don’t need any other reason to leave-- if you’re unhappy, you can just go. it’s fine. i think that’ll be the big lesson i takeaway from this whole debacle. 
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hey uhhh being a system has kind of become very not a positive experience for me (cant . whatdoucallit. uhh. the thing where u un-system????? idk) and idk what to do. i need them as of now so i cant do anything.
i see a lot of people enjoying it like we used to and i dont know how to enjoy it at all . idk.
any advice?? its ok if not tho idrm
Hi! We’re so sorry you’re going through this. It’s okay to not like being plural, to wish you were a singlet, or to wish you could fuse!
Our biggest advice for you (and if sea was fronting, Kip would agree) is probably to bring this up in therapy. If you aren’t already seeing a therapist, now may be a good time to try and find one! A therapist can help you make plans and reach your goals. They may be able to help you work with your system and either find joy in plurality again or actually work towards fusion. Even if this therapist is not a specialist in trauma or dissociative disorders, they may still be able to help you work through discord and inner turmoil and help you reach an understanding with your system.
Until then, here’s some things you can do that may help.
1) Journal. Write down your negative feelings. Vent, go into detail about your struggles, voice on paper your concerns and difficulties. Sometimes just getting it out there can help you feel a bit better and process what’s going on!
2) Don’t give up on your system. We know how tempting it might be to want to turn your back on them, to try and close yourself off from them and forget about them. However, we can assure you that this will NOT help, and will likely make things worse for you and your system. Please continue to try and communicate with kindness, even if it’s hard. Tell your system how you feel, and ask how they feel. Y’all might be dealing with similar struggles and maybe can help each other through this rough patch!
3) Remember nothing lasts forever. The feelings you have about your system now may not always remain this way. If you truly are interested in fusion, there’s no need to believe you will always remain plural. Things change, attitudes change, circumstances change, and systems change! Just because things are hard right now doesn’t mean it will always be this way.
4) Step back from plural spaces. We know this probably sounds weird coming from a plural positivity blog! But if your plurality is becoming a hindrance or causing you harm, you may feel worse by existing in plural spaces and seeing all sorts of systems who love being plural and lean into their multiplicity. It may be a good idea to unfollow those plural blogs, leave those discords servers, and not frequent those plural websites for a while. Give yourself and your system some time and space away from the plural community to think and just be with yourself as you are. It may help refresh you and your whole system, and y’all may grow closer as a result!
Hopefully these things can help you and your system understand each other a little better and push towards a future of peace and fulfillment! Don’t hesitate to reach out if you have any further questions or if there’s anything we can do to help. We’re wishing you the very best!
🌸 Margo and 💫 Parker
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another-dra-anew · 1 year
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maybe maki you don't talk about her enough...
i dont!!! so i will answer this because shes neglected. not because im procrastinating. sobs sobs sobs-
cw: icky bad parents/abuse mentioned. but like. that cw is equal in severity/detail as the actual point where its mentioned. no detail/infos on how theyre icky bad, just that theyre icky bad
My identity hc for them
canonically sapphic! i feel like ive spoken before on her identity past that uhhh. i dont know what im on about?
+ trans lass! i think she still overall just has a journey ahead of her when it comes to feeling secure in her identity and etc etc? thats kinda just a general thought. she's got some internalized issues she needs to work through but like. w/o getting into backstory spoilers shes being so brave esp for her age and im so proud of her <33. she's having a vv normal and expected relationship with her identity and im so proud of my girlie. she can work through her internalized stuff now that she has fwends by her side, she's already done so much on her own and im so proud of my girlie
Thoughts on their home life/family
maki comes across veryyy. edgy and like "oh duhhh this character has trauma they're wearing their pain on their sleeve" and so i worry her backstory is too. ouch the edge? but i think like... ultimately her relationship with her parents and her relationship with ryutaro are accurate to like... toxic households/what happens when ur a child abuse victim. even if what exactly Happened there is a bit more nonsensical, the dynamics portrayed are (hopefully) accurate depictions which hold weight because of what they're like, if not how they came to be.
thatsss meta reflection tho lol. for something in-universe... hm. how do i say things without spoiling. i think her being a big sister is very important to her and she wants to be like. part of the club with yamaguchi and hatano and uehara and etc etc. but her relationship with ryutaro is like. Explodes. so while the fact she's a big sibling is something that holds a lot of weight to her shes like. well i cant really call myself a big sibling now can i. hm. (<- dont worry about it its just the horrors ! )
How i feel about their canonical writing/handling
she's... a hard character for me to nail. this is something ive noticed with her and uehara both? its funny i used to feel fine with writing them but now im comfy writing yamaguchi and inori and not these two. ugh. buuuut.. i feel like i just need practice? maybe ill revisit that old maki fic.... i think i just need to spin her a bit in my head, and actually. im confident in her writing but not how i portray it. i need to do more to show that she's very... withdrawn and on the defense 90% of the time.
The one thing i’d want to make canon about them
hmm- OH. she and tsu would be/should be besties. but like. even in non despair itd take monthsss for them to be in the same social sphere + interacting enough to be besties. and in the kg tsu is busy trying to be bob the builder for everyones mental health ("can we fix it? yes we can!) and maki is Not Well. so. sadly no "pls my kids take care of ur ears look at ur talents oh lordy" besties :(...
My number one favorite ship for them
obligatory makitomo per tomoris ask meme! i think they'd 100% have a mutual crush in non despair, and even in kg there's definitely like.. hints of stuff there, romance just isn't reallyyyyy... what's been on makis mind.
…Now everyone else i ship with them
i think she and kurokawa r cute, and i think her and inori could be fun... maki is funny cuz she's one of the few girls i dont especially ship with hatano or iranami? but yeah! tbf i just think kuronori/makitomo is cute. polycuuuule!
The thing i will NEVER ship
i meaaaan? damn. i really just don't have m/f ships in dra. wow. uhhh anyways. there's nothing im against for her, just stuff im not too interested in of my own volition!
a dynamic/relationship i wish was explored more (in canon, or in fandom)
i miss talking about my edgy trio :( (inori maki uehara)..... uhhhhm.. i dont think there's really anything else? but yk. actually in terms of makis relationships being talked about. do u all ever question whats going on with maki and ryutaro? or makis past in general? ???
thoughts on their design (appearance-wise)
im preeetty happy with her fit, but im thinking about changing her color palette.... i need to upload fit explanations in general? but thats not something im gonna get to for awhile- like.. two weeks after i graduate im going on a out of country trip (its through girl scouts!) and so i wont be on my phone much... so i wanna get to a good place w/beta, and its just... this mess of me trying to organize everything so im in a good place to be offline for a Bit (+unproductive), so we'll see what i get done before then- maybe ill type up fits when im out of country, maybe ill do them before as filler before we advance with the plot! we'll see jesus fuck this was supposed to be about maki
mkay. yeah i like her fit! i like the new one wayyy more than her og fit, but i struggle a bit with her hair/eye color and making it fit with her look... ive lightened her hair so its not quite the neon yellow of canon, but i'm still toying with it! it'd prolly be good for me to be more adventurous with like... i dunno. i tend to use/reference hair and eye colors in character's fits, and i need to be more Okay with not doing that.
A music-related thought- a song that reminds me of them, or what their music taste is, etc
MAKI HAS A PLAYLIST. it hasn't been updated in forever but it exists. i deserve to bleed - sushi soucy. a vv commonly used song/prolly expected but it works very well for her. i feel like there's other songs that are like... on the tip of my tongue for her? but i cant think of any </3. sorry girlie...
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godstrain · 1 year
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ougheheue doing an ask reply but before i finish it and confuse the everloving heck out of every person on my dash ever, i have to address my brand of "why does my pathetic meow meow (tell me im wrong [wesker vc] chris stop it - he truly is a pathetic meow meow) die, i have to fix this and make it everyone else's problem" because also if nothing else i love exploring character stories and that's sorta hard when the character dies lmao
so i'm going to start this off with "wesker has survived dying before? he's been set on fire, caught in explosions, and for all the shit he put in his body, he still kept going" this of course includes uroboros which is said to KILL EVERYONE except people who have some sort of genetic link to the ndipaya king- and i've gotta break it to people, i don't think wesker falls under this category. his survival through the mutation is very likely 1 he already has survived other shit (t-virus) and also he may have won the genetic lottery simply by chance which can happen because that's a thing about human beings. sometimes people win the genetic lottery (even if they don't deserve it!)
also ok wesker was straight up in some lava for ... a while lmao. anyone who has seen lord of the rings knows gollum went under in a matter of seconds- anyone who has seen star wars prequels knows that anakin just got screwed, and he only fell NEAR the lava, not in it. wesker's just in there and he's still able to lash out and try to down the helicopter chris is in? uhhhh okay. sure. if everything else hasn't killed this dude, idk if rocket launchers will do it either (tho everyone was hoping!)
so ok then we factor in the whole "uroboros just doesn't let things die" yeah ok cool im dragging this man out of the lava but of course he's severely screwed (until his body heals itself) and ok maybe most people would be like "that failed holy shit yikes" but albert wesker is an entire fool and doesn't know when to give up. ever. and maybe he never will really give up on things, because he's just been sorta programmed into this??? it's actually rather tragic
but getting anything done is not easy especially with limited resources? and so it sorta forces him to uhhh at the very least just observe things and he gets to go through the whole process of "dang everything is super fucked up in my life" but of course we all know he's not going to come to the conclusion of "maybe i should go to therapy" unless he's like forcibly brought there? and even then! the problem is the more he lives the more isolated he makes himself and the worse things get, because it's an entire vicious cycle. one that he has nearly no chance of properly escaping, and even if he did, there are like a million other issues to work through? like the fact he can't fathom being wrong and even if someone was??? unhinge enough to try to give him a chance at healing? would he even take it lmao who knows probably not, he'd probably just be mad, because he also doesn't want anyone's pity he'll break their necks
anyway yeah let him live and let him just sorta struggle and it's everyone else's problem too, thanks for coming to my tedtalk (next meta post i guess ill have to talk abt what the hell combo of t-virus and uroboros really resulted in for the aftermath)
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zhuhongs · 2 years
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Hello everyone. omnibus update. oh my god am i tired but i legit dont even have a bed bc my cousin is.. not v helpful at all. soooo where do i start. lol.
Okay i got outta quarantine at 11 and took a taxi to my dorm. BUTTT my dorm building is located on a street that has a very busy street market. so i was dropped off a little bit further down and the driver told me it was down there and i thought i knew where it was do i confidently walked down a busy busy street with two monster luggages and got lost and almost hit with a scooter until a VERY NICE uncle helped me find the place. Then i checked in. which was ... interesting bc i came at the same time as a dude from shanghai. and the dorm leader was very... laid back and took her sweet time to check ne in. thus was fine but i was like... nervous lol. anyways, afterwards i talked to her and told her yk. why im here, that i speak chinese a bit. she was v nice and friendly. she told me all my roommates are out but theyre all japanese. which is funny bc like... i practice chinese SO MUCH to be like.. here are ur roommates. speak in jpn which. i can do. but LOL. so i go in, i fought with the door. so fucking much. omg that door beat my ASS. LIKE NO OTHER. no one was there. i barely got my things set up and wrote a note and left on the door bc i had orientation right after. and i thought like. oh okay just go pay my fees. get my schedule and leave. NOPE. i go in, I'm immediately doing a verbal interview to gauge my language abilities even tho i already took a placement test. and theyre like. cool, the class for ur level is going on. Right Now so uh. go to class. girl i was do hungry. so i go, sit in class for 3 hrs (not bad im just tired). My teacher is soooooo nice and very animated. i really like her. class is... a little higher than my level tbh. there was a lot i didnt know and it moves v fast... i feel so winded. But ik I'll be able to do it just fine. Oh yea i took the bus by myself and hhhh oh my god. the bus alone was so much. i sit down. wait for my bus. i thought i had the wrong one bc i saw a bus with my number on the opposite side and swore i was gonna miss the bus but i didnt. also i tried to give this old lady my seat and she scolded me by saying that she stands so much to keep herself healthy and then told me that i need to close my legs and sit up straight bc I'll look prettier. lmaooooo. and she told me not to be on my phone like the girl beside me. then the girl beside me asked me if i was a student and we had a conversation. she was very nice. helped me a lot she was japanese so it helped that i speak japanese a bit. there are. so many japanese students here. the guy i sit next to in class is japanese. i asked him his name but from his accent i knew he was japanese so i said "もしかして日本人ですか?" and he was like "はい! あなたも?!??" and i was like... nooo ofc not. and i explained i just studied it as a teenager bc i was a weeb. we talked abt anime. he likes bp which yk... unfortunate now but i doubt this random guy knows that whole deal. but yea, had many good pleasant conversations. tho nothing like deep connection but i didn't really expect that anyways. But yea, after i got out i was supposed to meet my cousins old roommate to get her mattress and fucking.. oh my god. nothing went right so my cousin was like... uh can u stay on campus till i get outta work and im like. uhhh thatd be 3 hrs and i rlly just wanna go back and lie down. and she didnt respond so i came back, met my roommates. which was... nice but kinda strange. there was a point they were kinda just all surrounding me and i was in a corner (like actually physically) trying to speak in half chinese half japanese. which was hard bc im just very disoriented. its been a long day and its only 7pm. but my cousin just got back to me abt the mattress. I'm meeting someone else at the dorms hopefully soon to get a mattress and then i can Finally SLEEP.... today gas been so much but in a very good way!!
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hoshiyoshis · 2 years
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hellooooo my love — how about pentagon & golcha for the ask game 🌼✨💖
hello my love!!
i ramble too much
for pentagon i'm unfamiliar aside from knowing & loving literally one song (daisy and im 99% sure thats bc of u!!)
I’ll listen to their top song on Spotify & tell you my thoughts
daisy is right underneath shine.... cursed bc i actually realLY WAIT
WAIT IS THIS THE ONE W THE FUCKING???? T*KTOK DANCES OR F*RTNITE DANCES OR WHATEVER???? I RECOGNIZE THT LIL BIT FROM VIDEOS ABT LIKE... KPOP CHOREO IN GENERAL...
oh hey this was the group dawn was a part of. id say i hope he's doing well but i'm actually pretty sure he is lmao
anyway shine slaps and i like the like. chorus ig??? its all good but i recognized the like... one line at the beginning immediately.
I’ll look up photos & tell you who stands out to me
uhhh im looking at group pics like last time which is probably not smart but: guy in the very middle in this picture, the two on the end here, and the guy who looks soft as hell w the blonde hair in this picture... hes kinda got teddy bear vibes in this pic tbh
I’ll tell you if I’d look into them more
i was abt to be like "time to add them to the list" but theyre already there adfkhsdf ill def have to listen more sometime!! shine + daisy are both v good and i feel like i'd enjoy more of their music if i actually sat down and listened fully :0
and for golcha... who r they? haha ive never seen bae seungmin in my life (drops pictures of him + my other beloveds) oh fuck oh shit--
favorite member / bias line
idk who my favorite is rn but its usually between bae seungmin + joochan + donghyun!! do not ask me why i dreamed of jangjun last night. i do not know.
seungmin is v funny and also i love his visuals and vocals and his dancing, joochan honestly seems to be a (cute) mess sometimes (the pasta...) + his vocals as well, and donghyun is a gamer boy and im weak for gamer boys as u may know. also he dance! :) altho i feel like i could def say tht like... all of golcha is funny lmao they are chaotic sometimes and i live for it <3 being bad at mafia is a small price to pay.
which member I’d fight (& why)
.... probably jangjun for dabbing in damdadi. some crimes cannot be forgiven sdfkhsdf he'd probably beat my ass bc i'm p sure the guy works out a lot but i'd still try.
other than that, i dont think there's anyone i'd fight??? i'd feel bad and also they could all def kick my ass unless we're going shorties vs the rest of golcha lmao even tho seungmin is almost definitely taller than me but we could kick his groups ass
favorite song(s)
that feeling + ddara + wannabe are all somewhere in my top golcha songs tbh? ra pam pam + without you also!! :0 but they have a lot of good songs, esp older ones, that im just leaving out lol (with me is on my repeat playlist for a reason...)
favorite thing about the group
god. so like. i feel like its a lil obvious to go 'oh i love their music' but literally i love how strong all of their songs seem to be. damdadi slaps so fuckin hard, especially to debut with? i feel like their choreography is always really on point and even if their line distribution isnt equal, it genuinely feels like they all do get to shine? i think typically its their dancers who get less lines (which makes sense to me) compared to vocalists + rappers, but it never really feels super unfair?
idk they also cover other groups pretty well imo but that might just be me being biased toward them lol i just think abt the time they covered fear by svt sometimes like??? also their aju nice cover... the original def has a distinct sound that u cant replicate but i do appreciate the golcha cover esp bc i think that was way closer to their debut??? proud of them <3
something i’d like to see from them
give my man his solo song. dont be shy. also give jibeom his solo song for ursa. it's what we deserve.
besides that... i dunno. i feel like ra pam pam + ddara both were more in the vein of like. a sexier concept? and i do love them for tht lmao but i wouldn't mind seeing something softer with the full group? more in the realm of "singing in the rain" but it def doesnt have to go tht far imo!! just a warmer like... autumn date-esque concept if that makes sense.
thank u my beloved i am love them and, more importantly, U!!! <3 i hope u are having a good day ily!!
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glove23 · 2 years
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ALL. ALL THE NUMBERS.
thank u ily
1: Which of your fics would you keep the basic plot of but rewrite completely?
Meeting Your Maker (Literally) which like. I've already sort of done dkdjsjsjs but I think if I started completely fresh with it I would do a lot of things differently! I love it tho it's my baby
2: Anything that you'd like to write but feel like you're unable to?
hmm not so much Unable as it's just hard but I struggle a lot with Smut. it just takes practice
3: How would you describe your writing style?
hmm. vibe based
4: Do you have any OCs? Do you have a story for them?
mmmm I sure do. they're all lovely and it's a time travel story I just have to write it dkhjsjdjs and the hardest part is always starting KDHAJDJA
5: What's a tag you never want to use for your works even when it applies?
okay so. I use whatever tags apply but like. sometimes,,,,I love Major Character Death and sometimes I don't want to use the archive warning for it skfhsjdjs so I only use the actual tag. but that's literally it djdjsjsj
6: What's your ratio for rating your works?
almost all of my fics are rated T, with a handful of G and a few M, but the majority is definitely T
7: Your favourite ao3 tag.
Major Character Death ksjfksjxs
8: How slow is a slow burn?
too slow. I'm so impatient, I can't stand to write them for more than a few hundred words
9: Thoughts on cliffhangers.
my favorite. I LIVE for a good cliffhanger I aim to get yelled at at the end of every chapter for where I end things skfhsjdjs
10: Top three favourite fic tropes.
bedsharing, time travel, AND FOUND FUCKIN FAMILY 😭😭
11: Three tropes that are fine but overrated.
uhhh. all of them cksjdjsjs uh coffee shop aus. is that a trope. I don't care sofhwjd it's what I'm putting, they're SO overrated like have u ever worked in customer service
13: Rate your worldbuilding skills from 1 to 10.
3
14: Write and share the first sentence of a new fic. Just that.
"It has to be said: some bodyguards just aren't as skilled as others."
15: What's your favourite plotless fic you have written?
sharp objects. sharp objects. shARP OBJECTS
16: Are one-shots really underrated?
by fandom? yes. I live and breath one-shots and ppl don't fucking appreciate them enough.
17: Past or present tense? Why?
past tense. it sounds better and I like the idea that all stories are being Told, like they've already happened, ur not witnessing events as they play out, ur being told a story.
18: First, second, or third person?
third. it's better. first only sometimes, usually Percy Jackson related. but mostly. third.
19: Share a snippet from a wip without giving any context for it.
“You shouldn’t be up, you’re still healing.” He murmured.
Her gray eyes hardened and she stuck out a foot to kick him lightly on the shin. “This is kind of time sensitive, so if you could stop wallowing out here on the balcony, we could use you inside.”
Annabeth turned and skulked back inside, taking all the warmth with her. He shivered, the rain seeming to seep in right through to his bones. He took a deep breath and followed Annabeth inside.
20: Do you work on a single project or many at the same time? How does that work for you?
many. badly. KSBDKWHDJS got so many ideas so little energy. some things get finished as soon as I start them and others get poked at for months. it's just. life
21: Can you accurately predict how long your fics are going to be? If you can, what's your secret?
uhh yeah pretty much. it's usually how detailed the idea is and how many different branches it's gonna have. I do always still feel like a wizard when I guess correctly
22: What is it about watching the same two idiots falling in love over and over again?
it's all the in between that's the fun part, bc it's different everytime. even if it writing the same idea, it's always gonna be different from someone else. the anticipation of it all, knowing how it's gonna end up and watching all the pieces fall into place over and over again....it's just Fun
23: Dialogue or description? Why is the other one so hard?
dialogue. I love dialogue so much. description just doesn't come as naturally so I like it less dkdhsjjds tho it is still very fun, especially when it's the main focus of the story with very little dialogue. mmm. tasty
24: Thoughts on flashbacks/flashforwards.
like. they have their uses and I do love making the timeline funky but sometimes they are definitely the lazy way out OFJAJDJSJ
25: Is writing the whole thing beforehand better or worse than writing it as you go?
is writing the- DO PEOPLE DO THAT?? WRITE THE WHOLE THING FIRST AND THEN POST IN LITTLE INCREMENTS??? god. well I guess that answers that question. I am a write as I go kinda person, tho writing it all beforehand is definitely impressive
26: What would you describe as OOC?
this is literally different for every character ksbdjsn if they don't sound like themselves. doing things they wouldn't do, and u haven't given a good reason for why they're doing this OOC thing. I love characterization so much, it is definitely a big passion to get characters Right so when they're not,,,,
27: Do you agree that one shouldn't start a story with a piece of dialogue?
fanfiction? or like a legit pro published work? cuz uh either way? do whatever the fuck u want skdhsjsh. sometimes the vibe is dialogue to start!! sometime it's exactly what the story needs
28: Any writing advice that works for you and you feel like sharing?
write every day. forreal. it doesn't matter how much u write, but write something everyday. it helps build the habit and legit makes it easier to start
29: What's the hardest thing about writing?
writing
30: Describe a fic that almost happened, but then it didn't.
I have zero memory so no oshdjwjd I will not
31: What was the most difficult fic for you to write (but in the end you made it)?
sharp objects.
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deeisace · 8 months
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Typed this out last night and fell asleep without posting - still dressed and with the lights on, even
My uncle just flew in from Thailand to like help my dad some with their mum's funeral uhhh stuff
And obviously he's exhausted and it's a fuckin awful awful situation but idk like
My dad's been working out like who's gonna come and stuff, all my nana's friends and her facebook groups an all sorts, he's doing all the logistics and like most everything, and my uncle's gonna pay for it cs he's the business guy right
We've been talking a little bit in code cs my grandad has Alzheimer's and we don't want to upset him? But I think that's what's sorta been agreed
Also dad's sent an email to the Alzheimer's Society asking for advice of what we should do about grandad, if to tell him and upset him every 2 days, or to kinda leave it and say she's at hospital when he asks - dad also says that grandad's unlikely to last a year, this morning, which I didn't fully know
Anyway dad's done maths and my uncle hears there might be 60 people coming to Nana's - we don't have a huge family, there's maybe 15-20 family and the rest will be friends - and he says "no, we have to do something about that, I can't do that"
Which, totally fair enough to be socially anxious an stuff - maybe he's thinking he has to stand and talk, cs he's the oldest son, but there's no set way to do a funeral, he doesn't have to do that - absolutely totally fair, and it'd be fucking awful even without it being your mum's funeral
But who the fuck can we turn away, you can't turn people away from a funeral - from saying goodbye to someone they've known for 50 years, or who helped them through their cancer in between dealing with her own, or I don't know what else, she had a whole bunch of fb groups - she was a force of nature, and she helped a ton of people, and lots of people loved her, and I know it's hard and I know he has like social anxiety problems and fucking nobody wants to talk to ~60 strangers and/or people he hasn't seen for 30 years, for three hours, full stop, let alone in this fucking awful situation, but I don't know what else we can do?
Dad and him are going to the funeral people, they've got an appointment tomorrow morning to figure some stuff out, idk if they'll have an idea of what to do - dad says valium would help, but my uncle is not the sort as would agree to that, and my stepmum says maybe he can stay for a short while and then go uh like say he has to go and sit with his dad cs we couldn't organise an all-day carer (tho my dad's sorted that already, pending a date), which I think is probably the closest to a solution we can manage tbh
Oh I don't bloody know
Nice thing tho, I went out and got some lavender from the garden - her lavender, that dad says originally came from her mum's garden - to hang up and dry, so to sort of send with her? It was mum's idea, I think it's a nice one - dad helped me tie it up to hang on a hook in the garage, y'know, I'll find a nice ribbon for it - tho I imagine we'll (or dad will, he's been nonstop, I'm amazed in between my sadness) have to ask a funeral person if that's okay
But then mum's friend, her funeral was today, and they sent her off with - I forget which, but some nice greenery - like, with her - so it must be okay
I know that nana's funeral is going to be in about 2 weeks, but I need to remember to tell dad tomorrow that my granny's one is on the 24th, so if possible to avoid that day, so that I can go to both
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lowkeyclueless5137 · 1 year
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Mountain Of Pride I
:0c
Yay! The tea is here✨
Tbh this will be a wild ride...
But also a somewhat looming threat over the hiatus for this series. I still have 0 idea what the next palace should be, which of course would mark it as the 5th palace, right before the summer intermission. :v
And I  also wanna see your suggestions. Maybe you have in mind the target or the palace theme. Anything is welcome! :3
Anyway! Enough of that! Let's see what we have prepared for today!
What we will cover:
-The palace exploration
- Sebek and Jack's jungle adventure
-uhhh... Kalim... Just HOW RICH ARE YOU?!
Now without further ado! On with the exploration!
While Sebek was fighting with a bush and Jack looked helplessly around, our thieves group was already at the canyon where Rose and Flame met the black masked guy. Spade looked rightfully scared. Heart teased him about it but one twig breaking was enough to send the 2 in a screaming frenzy.
They needed to know why this place was so deserted.
Walking and walking around tho, nothing came up their way. Only a few stray hyenas that ran immediately when feeling the danger of a far more intimidating group.
So the group decided to pursue the mountain.
So Monabus trip! :D
Epel took the wheel, the others in the back and Deuce in the shotgun seat. It was at first a rocky start at the base of the road, but it seemed like the road smothered out as they proceeded upwards.
And also it became warmer.
The first array of houses they came upon were some decent countryside houses, with shadows resembling people doing work while the kids played around. The interesting thing was their animal features, such as tails, ears or body marks. Giraffes, zebras, gazelles and others were roaming around, even running out of the way of the vehicle.
So far, nothing was marked as a threat.
Meanwhile...
~~~~(Tw for blood)~~~~
"Sebek! Stop it! We need to get back!" Jack groaned as the 2 of them started going up the mountain. The greenhead only panted as he made a pause.
Thud...
"SEBEK!" Jack yelled as he came by the side of the other. Sebek holded on one knee, panting hard as he was sweating. "You shouldn't have gotten so tense at the workout... Come on, hold onto me..." The other nagged.
"N-no... I can do it... I have to do it..." Sebek breathed out.
Cries of birds were heard as Jack looked forward. "What the-...." narrowing his eyes, the boy looked at the mountain in question.
Rumbling was getting louder as some sort of cloud of dust was forming.
A stampede... The people from the village the Monabus passed through. Hurrying, screaming and stomping one another, mostly scared by the bus.
"Sebek! Let's get out of the roadway!" Jack nudged the other, but Sebek wouldn't budge. "Dude, come on! We are gonna become pancakes if not!" Jack nudged harder the other.
But for Sebek, it was only a distant whisper. His mind made filps, echoes of screams filling his ears. Cries, concrete being crushed, yelling and running. He could see it clearly, the narrow path he was once eagerly waiting for a light. The same sound of rumbling, the dust of the walls being shaken off just how he was once shook away.
Isn't it familiar?
Sebek let out a ragged breath as his hands trembled. Looking down at them, Sebek opened his mouth, closing it slowly.
Your guilt is misguiding you... Let me help you find your path again...
He heard it clear as day. The sirens, the police, the crashed train. He smelled the burnt air, the death lingering, the sweat and tears of the ones still breathing. He saw people getting dragged out. He felt the grip of someone on him, but his body was tired, numb then. Just like now.
Was this... How Silver felt then?
He couldn't do anything... Yet you stay here as if you are in his place... What was your goal again?
"Protect Wakasama..." Sebek whispered. "Sebek... For the love of-Sebek listen to me!" Jack shook the other.
I am asking again... What is your goal, Sebek Zibvolt?
Seeing that finally the other was getting up, Jack exhaled, trying to grasp the other and drag him out, but Sebek's hand shot forward, pointing at the stampede.
"You will be not ruling over me again..."
Very good... I am thou... Thou art I...
A flame, Jack only backed away as Sebek gripped at his face, nails digging into his own cheek flesh, screaming and swinging his head and body like a rabid animal. It was on when he jerked unceremoniously that he managed to rip off what was on his face, letting blood to cover up his ripped flesh and face. The red liquid fathomed the bottom of Sebek's top lip, almost threatening with it's metalic taste, but the boy smiled maniacally.
Let us ride towards our freedom!
What was done, was done. You can only go forward, Sebek... Remember that...
The last scream Sebek let out was a battle cry. One that echoed all the way through the mountain. The stampeded was even closer now, but it seemed that it's noise was drowned by the blue flames that covered Sebek, raising up and jumping aggressively around. Jack again backed up a bit, until the flames got at their highest.
THUD
A thundering stomp came, throwing off the flames and making them to dissappear. Sebek was wearing a distinct attire, currently on a horse made out of what Jack could assume was a storm. Holding the leash better, the horse rose on it's back feet, it's cry sounding like a storm Jack never heard so intense.
"Come on! Let's go!" Sebek demanded as he grabbed Jack and yanked him with a newfound power on the horse as well. The animal in question, Jack didn't even know what it was anymore, started galloping towards the stampede. "SEBEK! WE ARE GONNA DIE!" Jack grabbed onto the other in sheer fear of their end.
"We aren't! We aren't repeating history!" Sebek declared as he pulled in a certain way on the leash.
Seconds away from being thorn apart by the stampede, the horse made a jump. A high jump with Jack silent in sheer horror as they landed gracefully down, the stampede passed already by their spot at that time.
Jack only looked at Sebek, who seemed to dumbly smile at nothing. Both still on the horse in question.
"You could've just gotten to the side... You know?"
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Jack, you ruined his moment... :/
But still, Sebek still insisted to gallop towards the top of the mountain. Malleus had to be in there. Jack voiced his worry that this was way too much by any standard. They should go back and forget about it!
But Sebek? Nah... Man insisted that until he finds Malleus, he would have no rest.
Jack never understood what's up with all this Malleus admiration, but enough was enough for him. He demanded to get back, because all of this was just insanity! Sebek literally ripped his face off and now he was alright, in some wierd attire and with a magic storm horse! Like bruh... This is not OK...
But Sebek insisted to go forward.
Jack was clearly not having it. He pulled out his phone to see how late it was exactly, but he noticed a wierd app he never installed. It was clear Sebek won't leave it at that and that they will still go forward to heck knows where.
So he decided to check it out.
Wrong move, because now the world wrapped around them, the horse dissappeared and both Jack and Sebek ended up plummeted in a bush.
Sebek demanded to know what exactly happened. Jack responded that they most likely fell down, hit their heads and had a conjoined imagination. Sebek would have to see if by chance, Malleus was at home.
Meanwhile, Draco sneezed for currently no reason. :'3
The thieves also reached a second village. Unlike the first one, in which the primitive villagers got scared by the bus, this one's weren't acting as scared, yet still they were looking wary at the bus in question.
Until one of them just jumped in front with a weapon, ready to fight the bus.
Once the thieves got out to fight the man back, that's when the other villagers seemed to have gained courage and so they charged at the group. They were clearly outnumbered, but most of the shadows were weak scapegoats used by the stronger ones in order to assure survival.
And that battle sure leaved everyone tired. Like rows and rows of shadows. It wasn't like the thieves would get a break in between. They kept coming so they had to retreat and call it a day.
At the Vanrogue residence, Sebek seemed to eagerly wait for Malleus. Lilia sure noted that and asked if something happened today. Sebek, not wanting to worry him, said that everything was perfectly fine and that he plans on changing a bit his gym routine. Lilia jokingly says that Sebek can't really handle well spices.
In the end, Malleus arrives!
Sebek seems relieved of that and the dinner commenced. It was take-out... Like the usual...
Sebek did ask, where was Malleus today. He usually doesn't look so worked up. His concern picks up Lilia's attention, who does ask Malleus if by chance something happened. He knew Sebek usually came in late because he took the bus, not the train.
Malleus just said that he was out with his friends and forgot to check the clock. Lilia seems quite happy that Malleus made some friends. Being home schooled must suck a lot for him.
Lilia also mentioned that tomorrow, 2 new students would be apart of his class. He was surprised with the sudden transfer, but since it passed through and the school also got a 'generous donation', it wasn't that much of a shock anymore.
Although after dinner and texts, Malleus pretty much knew what exactly was going on.
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It was a sunny day of June when Ortho and Riddle were walking to Shujin. Idia had classes earlier and he needed to come up with another insane excuse to Mr Sakamoto and see if maybe this time it would be the lucky day he will avoid PE.
"mmmm... I would want... Maybe on Saturday? Like after classes some ramen really would do good..." The younger boy mumbled. "Since you won that bet, you keep dreaming about the ramen..." Riddle pointed out.
"Can you blame me? Oh if I knew it would be a clear win, I would have brought up Adeuce too! Maybe Epel too? Although he seems to like more heavy meat dishes..." "your brother's wallet would end up in a coma with you alone..." "my hard earned money went into his video game! His hard earned money will go into my stomach!" "our stomachs..."
"anyway... Have you heard about the new students?" "I believe they are in my class..." "I heard they are totally loaded... Maybe if we put good with them... We might get some free food out of it~" "this is why the twins never treat us to lunch..." "Uncle's credit card is an ephemeral blessing..." Ortho dramatised as Riddle only rolled his eyes.
Although, as they reached Shujin, a ton of students seemed to gather in groups, whispering in between them. "I smell tea!" Ortho declared. "I believe it is not yet the time for tea, Ortho..." Riddle mused as he checked his phone watch. "But it's almost time classes start..." He noted. "Damn... You're no fun..."
In the class, Riddle was fiddling with his pen, exhaling as Mr Vanrogue came into the class.
Although behind him, 2 very familiar faces came as well. The formalities were exchanged, before a silence, seasoned with murmurs here and there, settled down in the room.
"Class... These 2 will be your new classmates... Please introduce yourself." Lilia motioned with a warm smile. The first one gave a blinding smile as he happily waved.
"Hello! I am Kalim Al-Asim! It's really nice to meet you all!" He beamed. The other only exhaled, although he was far more colder in attitude than Kalim. If Riddle was to say, anyone would seem colder in comparison to Kalim. "Hello. I am Jamil Viper. Please take care of me..." The 2 bowed and Lilia gave them the seats.
Riddle should have known better that this was Kalim's big surprise. What else would have he expected?
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In the lunch break, all of the thieves group was absolutely baffled to see Kalim and Jamil wearing the Shujin uniform. Jamil was straight forward: There was nothing cash couldn't arrange in this world.
On the other hand, Kalim had a pretty ugly fight with his mom on the topic of marriage. It got very heated, but in the end, Kalim allowed the Vipers to intervent and make a settlement: Kalim would stay in Japan for the rest of his high-school. Jamil got to stay by default due to his attendant status.
Jamil did express that for once, he gave to Kalim the absolute right in here, although he didn't elaborate too much, due to the fact that it was a sensible topic.
But back on their plan... They needed to somehow get to the top quickly. They couldn't just run over the shadows. The monabus can't hold that for too long and the villagers might be triggered as well and either start a stampede again or circle and attack them. And since as they progress, the villages seem far more evolved, it was by no doubt that also weapons and shadows were more dangerous.
But now, they had Kalim's new estate as a meeting place. While at LeBlanc it might pick up suspicions or even have someone accidentally snoop on them (like Cheeka did), Kalim and Jamil lived practically alone, with just a few attendants that can be called only when needed.
So for the whole thing to work, the group decided that first to establish a rock solid alibi: study sleepovers!
Later, at LeBlanc, Riddle had Jack come and have a small tutoring session. Trey was also there, much like Che'nya.
Although, it was noticeable that Jack was a bit uneasy. Something bothered him and now Riddle wasn't the best at feelings, but he knew when someone was clearly uncomfortable.
So while Riddle cut it short with Trey with the pretext of 'it seems you understand the subject already and I need more attention on Jack' s struggles', Trey didn't seem to let it go without Che'nya bringing up some wierd bluff motive to go.
So when the 2 are left in privacy, Riddle presses on the real issue at hand: Why Jack was so uncomfortable.
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"You seem to not be able to concentrate... Something has to be an obstacle..." The redhead mused as he harshly closed his notebook, snapping Jack from his daze.
The taller boy only shifted awkwardly, the silence overtaking them.
"I guess... I mean... There was something going on... Yesterday... I don't know what that was... But it felt so real! Painfully real! Yet it was also way too much of a fantasy. It literally made no sense!" He started to crack up. Riddle rose a brow.
"Are you alright?" "Y-yes? I mean no? I-I don't know..." Jack mumbled, one hand massaging his temple. "I couldn't sleep last night... And even today I performed poorly... I thought that maybe some tutoring would help me focus more... But now... I don't really know..."
Riddle only took in a deep breath. "Copy me." "Eh?" "Copy what I do... Look at how I breath..." The redhead gestured to himself as Jack looked at him. When the redhead inhaled, so did Jack. When he exhaled, Jack copied as well. This went on for a few seconds. "Better?" the taller nodded.
"look... I don't know what the panic was all about... But perhaps... You can recall it to me?" "bu-" "I heard many surreal stories. Be it true or false, my Verdict won't be given at all... I will just listen..." He reassured as the 2 both took a seat on the couch in the attic.
Jack only took a deep breath. "Yesterday... I was with a friend of mine... We attend different schools, but we go to the same gym after classes 3 times a week..." he trailed. "Yesterday... We stumbled across his... Well... Roommate... And then we tried to follow him." Riddle hummed.
"And then... BAM! We were in a jungle! And then there was this mountain... And stampede... And then Sebek... Blood... Fire... And a horse? A glass, storm horse? And then we were back in Shibuya..." Jack recalled.
"Sebek... Was more disturbed than me... But he somehow managed to keep a straight face. I'm not sure how. He said that he realised something..." Riddle only rose his hand, exhaling.
"I believe you..."
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Riddle did explain to Jack what he actually encountered. To say the other was surprised, was an understatement. Jack was absolutely petrified. At first he didn't believe it, but Riddle showed to him the eye app. The same app Jack had on his phone.
But Riddle warned. That no matter what he does, he shouldn't return there as it was way too dangerous and not only was that misterios creature, there was also an actual unknown person who can harm them.
Jack again demands to know more details, but Riddle doesn't give anymore. This was a secret and it should stay like that. Tell no one and leave it to be forgotten to time. Riddle would still help Jack out with tutoring, but now he would have his eye out for him.
It wasn't like Riddle didn't have connections now...
After that, Ortho and Riddle both were picked up by the twins to go to Kalim's place for the sleepover.
And damn, Kalim was loaded! He had a whole penthouse just for himself and Jamil. A rich one at that! And close to more luxurious places of Shibuya nonetheless.
And everyone thought the twins and Malleus were rich... This is next level!
Deuce was gaping like a fish, so much that Jamil closed his mouth. Ace was just bringing up the obvious if it wasn't for Vil. Rook was complementing everything. Even the twins were flabbergasted, Ortho was just fanning himself with his hand cuz damn boi. Riddle was speechless. Malleus seemed stone faced as always.
Epel said that Azul told him that whatever he does, don't ask the price. Google it in secret instead. :'3
Sleepover like sleepover, but in the end, the whole group had to make a formal meeting to discuss their next move. They had now Jack and Sebek as a problem, with Sebek actually wielding a persona.
That's when Malleus piped in. He was staying at a foster family after all, Sebek also staying in this care because his actual family lives away from Tokyo. But with all that... Last year an accident occurred, which seemed to make Sebek more loud and paranoid for Malleus and Lilia's safety. Sure... Malleus was a very important person after all, politically speaking, so he didn't really question it. Although, Sebek used to be more quiet and very energetic. Some would say he used to be quite annoying, but Malleus appreciated his enthusiastic nature.
It was clear tho, that Jack didn't want to partake in such matters. So at least they would have one worry less. Sebek tho, was the prime obstacle.
Rook brings up a few things about Leona though. He was a descendant of royal blood, but since he was the second born, he missed his chance at the throne. Especially since the current king, his brother, had a son. Still, he is rarely spotted around, mostly making ammendments with other countries when his brother can't. Ortho does bring up that Cheeka was particularly fond of Leona, bearly mentioning anything about his dad or other family members for the matter.
Cheeka was a firm believer that Leona was a good man at heart, which was kind of ironic, considering in which position our group currently was.
So now they could only proceed more with the mountain climbing.
Wop! First part of the mountain ark!
Tbh I do have plans for this one as it's currently the 4th palace! And we all know how the 4th dungeon plays out in persona games. :D
Or at least P4 and P5... :3
There is a good lot to tackle in here since *gasp* Leona has a character arc! The thing is... Leona is the palace owner, so it's more action inside that, rather than in the real world, where he can have his arc...
Welp... Until next time! Buh bye!
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srirachvbi · 4 years
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Sakusa and Ushijima bringing their kids to practice Headcanons !
requested by anon: Um hi idk if you write for them so you can totally ignore this . Um can I ask for sakusa and ushijima (or one of them it's up to you) bringing their kids to practice bc the reader was called into work ??? Like Sakusa with his little boy and ushijima with his son and daughter. Sorry you can ignore this 
a/n: ignore this?? absolutely not LMAO i love this idea. tsym for requesting anon! hopefully, headcanons are okay for this! also sorry that ushijima’s is a little shorter-- i wasn’t quite sure what else to write <3
warnings: manga spoilers 
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SAKUSA KIYOOMI
This dude was like 👁👄👁 when you called him only half an hour into practice to ask
They were on a water break after doing a bunch of drills and his phone lit up with your contact picture
Atsumu: Aw Omi Omi, that’s a cute picture of you two~
Kiyoomi: I will literally end you ❤️
Anyways he grabs his phone and stalks off to get away from the team since he knew they would eavesdrop if he stayed that close
The second he answered the phone, you started rambling and like begging for forgiveness so he was just “???”
Y/N: Yoomi! I swear I’ll make dinner for the next week and-- and I’ll uhhh... buy all of the groceries and cleaning supplies for a while and-- and
Kiyoomi: tf are you going on about?
Y/N: Is it okay if I drop Hi-chan off with you? ... I got called into work and the nanny’s busy...
He goes silent for a second, which makes you start to freak out because you were out of options for who to call
Your parents were on a cruise which both you and Kiyoomi got them for their 30th anniversary so they won’t home and your siblings lived on the other side of the country
Kiyoomi’s parents were too busy and so was his older siblings
So
He was your final resort
After a few seconds he just kind of laughs quietly and sighs
Kiyoomi: yeah, you can bring Hito-kun here
Y/N: your hand in marriage pls ❤️
Kiyoomi: ...
He justs SIGHS and hangs up cause he’s tired of your bullshit ❤️
He’ll pocket his phone and go up to the coach and Meian to ask if it’s okay if his kid sits in during practice and they’re perfectly fine with that
LMAO Atsumu, Bo, and Hinata eavesdropping and being like “tiny Sakusa??????”  
Fifteen minutes later, you pop into the gym with Hitoshi (not the bnha character LMAO) and Hinata and Bokuto both go “TINY OMI-KUN!!!!”
Oh my god when I tell you Sakusa almost had an aneurysm when they started to run towards you and his son, i mean it
he literally went from one side of the gym to in front of you two with the most disgusted look on his face
Hito’s pretty similar to Sakusa as in like... he hates germs so when he saw those two sweaty adults running towards him he just
Hito: due to personal reasons, i will be passing away now ❤️
Bo and Hinata are trying to get near Hito, but Sakusa just completely blocks them 
Y/N: thank you for taking care of Hi-chan, Yoomi :(
Kiyoomi: I had nothing against taking care of him in the first place, idiot
Anyways, you realize the time and literally sprint out of there to get to work
Bokuto: Mini Omi-kun! HI!!!
Hito:  👁👄👁 you’re so sweaty pls don’t touch me sir ❤️
Bo goes :(( but recovers when Hito apologizes after seeing how sad he got
Cause even tho Sakusa wouldn’t apologize, Hito was also raised by you and he’s a kid so he just kind of gets all flustered
Hito pats his shoulder to try and comfort him and Bo goes “!!” and like picks up the poor boy
At first, Hito is TERRIFIED but after a few seconds, he starts giggling and enjoying himself
Sakusa was about to kill him but then he saw his little son all happy and his heart clenched
After a few minutes of fooling around with Hito, they start practice again since they can’t spend the whole day just fooling around with the little Sakusa lol
The whole time while they’re doing drills (or smth idk how professional volleyball practice is LMAO), Hito’s standing next to Coach Foster and his eyes are so bright and big
He’s super excited to see his dad play because he hadn’t gone to that many games (Sakusa said that there were too many germs and that he’d get sick)
So to see his dad going like “BLAM” with the ball was like “!!” 
They do a game of 2v2 and he’s cheering so loud for his dad it’s so cute
Hinata and Atsumu are on a team together and they’re sitting on the sidelines with Hito until they get to play
Hito getting super excited and energetic when he sees his dad playing volleyball so he asks them about the players :((( 
Stop I can just imagine a tiny sakusa with more energy just being so cute
Practice finally ends for the day and Sakusa walks out of the locker room and Hito’s like “DAD!!!!!!!” and runs towards him
Sakusa’s soft for his son so he chuckles and picks him up
Hito: you were so cool!!!! You went like BLAM and BOOM!!
Sakusa, internally: oh god, i gave birth to another Hinata...
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USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI
SO in this one you’re on a business trip for work and like.. the nanny cancelled on him the morning of so he was like “well, shit” 
But like not really cause he’d probably be nonchalant about it
His daughter, Riko is 3 and his son, Eiji is only a few months old so he comes into practice with a baby carrier and Hoshiumi’s like
>:0 !!!!!!!!
Hoshiumi: BABY USHIJIMA >:0 !!!!!
Riko’s super energetic unlike her father or her brother so she’s running around the second she walks into the gym and Ushijimas like  👁👄👁 cause he’s not quite sure if he should scold her or not 
Honestly, Ushijima would be so confused with kids cause he’s just... 
head full only volleyball
Normally you’re around and or the nanny so he’s not sure what to do LMAO
Riko’s unusually energetic and he’s pretty sure she got it from you lol
Romero sees Ushijima’s look of pure conflict and almost loses a lung from how hard he laughed
Ushijima may be super smart when it came to volleyball but it seems children is the next obstacle 
Riko and Hoshiumi somehow bond in hardly any time and suddenly Riko’s on his shoulders and they’re running around
chaotic duo, we stan 
Kageyama’s looking at the children with utter confusion
Omg Kageyama and Ushijima would both definitely be so confused with children
smh these volleyball idiots
Eventually, they actually have to start practice so Riko and baby Eiji were by the benches
Lmao Riko running onto court because she wants to play volleyball with her dad and Ushijima having a stroke
He’s bowing so low to the coaches because he just... doesn’t know what to do
it was hard enough to get them out of bed today 
It’s okay with everyone and Hoshiumi literally tries to pass the ball to Riko and Romero SCREAMS in fear
Romero’s definitely the savior of the day when it comes to the kids
Ushijima carries Riko off the court and the tiny bab was like >:0 !! When he sat her back down with Eiji
Riko: DAD >:0 !!!
Ushijima just asks her to stay on the bench but he doesn’t want to scold her 
She listens to him because she sees how conflicted he looks finally 
Lmao she tries to pass a ball to Eiji and Ushijima’s like “oh, oh god.”
Talking about Eiji, he starts crying and the coach just SIGHS and gives them a ten minute break
Ushijima losing ten years of his life as he tries to calm Eiji down
Hoshiumi: !! he wants to play volleyball too !!
Romero: Hoshiumi, no... please... 
Ushijima eventually calms the crying baby down and feeds him a bottle
Eiji ends up falling asleep after that tho so there’s no more issues with him for the rest of practice ❤️
It would be interesting to see Ushijima with his kids lolol
ANYWAYS
practice ends and Riko’s like “DAD!!! Teach me how to play volleyball now!!!” even though he’s already began
She’s a bit forgetful ❤️
Romero literally starts giving Ushijima tips and everything because he sees how confused he is
All of the other players listening as well because they’re interested
Professor Romero! 
Ushijima heads home with his two kids and he’s just listening to Riko ramble a lot and he’s happy
He was scared she wouldn’t like to be there and would throw a fit but similar to her father, she’s super excited about volleyball 
You call them on the way home and Riko’s like “MOM !! I WANNA PLAY VOLLEYBALL !!” 
You start giggling and you listen to her ramble for a while before asking her to give the phone to her dad
Ushijima: please never go on a business trip again ❤️
Y/N: aww, you miss me Waka-kun~
He hangs up
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baebaejooheon · 3 years
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Corpse husband x cottagecore! Reader headcanon
Just a cottagecore esque thing where it’s readers birthday and they throw a big meet up/sleepover thing.
Fem reader just bc. Mentions wearing a dress/skirt
A/N: uhhh leave me alone Ik I have a series in the works that I haven’t written for in months. Leave me alone 😎 not edited pls it’s rlly not good , as well as written at 6 am. Based on a maladaptive daydream I had for like a week straight. I could turn this into a real fic if anyone wants it but like ahaha I can barely write once a year 😌🤚🏻 I will probably reread it and fix it later but as of now you get what you get. I literally just typed this on my phone with no sleep so like 🤗🤪
Originally posted by datchidatchi
A little background, Y/N lives in a medium sized cottage esque house. She has a small garden in her back yard, as well as a free roam fluffy brown cow named dellie, and a big chicken coop. As well as a duck that roams the property and a couple of other animals. As well as a huge flower field a little off the premises. (All of this is infact important.)
It’s Your 23rd birthday, and for this big occasion you decided to invite over all your friends, even those who live outside of the country, to your small home in the middle of nowhere. This would be the meetup that would break the internet.
Many people were invited. The typical among us group:Jack, Felix, Rae, Sykunno, Toast, Poki, and even Corpse who was given the option even tho the likelihood was low given the situation.
A few SMP friends you had made through association were also invited: Karl, Alex, Nick etc.
Many people, lots of fun.
The morning of your birthday, You awoke to many messages and posts for your birthday. Lots of bomb selfies on the feed as well as #HAPPYBDAYY/N trending on Twitter. Along with this, you were greeted with a few texts from your non American friends stating that they arrived safely or that they were checking into the hotel rooms they had booked for the weekend.
When the time came for the party, most of the people had managed to show up. The party was in full swing, everyone had a drink in hand, posting pictures, celebrating being together as well as it being your birthday.
Filling the trending tab on Twitter with so many hashtags
Around 10 pm you got a call from corpse and decided to head upstairs to get some peace and quiet from the loud music in your living room.
Answering the phone the conversation wasn’t anything special, corpse wishing you the fourth happy birthday for that day, as well as asking how everything was going. It was a normal conversation, that was, until his breath hitched and his voice started to quiver as he grew quiet, barely mumbling. Asking what was wrong, corpse went on a small tangent about how he wished he was more confident with his looks, how he wished it wasn’t scary showing his closest friends what he looked like etc. and how he wished he could be there at the party with everyone.
“Corpse I’ve told you 100 times. I understand your situation and it’s ok that you couldn’t show up. I don’t hold it against you, but I didn’t want you to feel left out :))”
“What would you say if I said I just pulled up in an Uber and I’m absolutely terrified of what’s gonna happen?”
Sneaking out of the back door as quickly as possible and running to the front lawn preparing herself. Corpse steps out of the car and You just jump in his arms. like full on koala grip on this man.
Holding his face and just showering him with compliments. Lots of reassurance and sweet nothings.
Heading to the back porch in order to allow him to calm down and prepare. The two end up sitting outside in the dark talking for like 30 minutes.
Finally working up the courage to head inside. You hold his hand the whole time and you see his hands start to shake.
Stepping into the living room, Jack noticing corpse was there, smiling but not saying anything after realizing he’s nervous. Meeting eveyone for the first time really being hard on him. No one else knowing what he looks like so no one really has a reaction
“Look who I found”
“Oh Y/N!! We were wondering where you ran off too. Who’s your friend?”
Corpse just hits them with a “uhh, hi 🤗”
Everyone freaking out as soon as they realize who it is and trying to talk to him.
Phones were put away for most of the night in fear of leaking anything.
You going the extra step to check everyone’s camera rolls (with consent of course) just incase and deleting any photo with any form of corpes face.
A group selfie with just corpse’s hand doing a peace sign
Many drunk escapades
Everyone finding a place to crash for the night. Some staying awake on their phones, some heading to hotels, some alresdy passed out for the night.
You check in on corpse before you head to bed, knowing today was a lot for him.
“Surprisingly? One of the best nights I’ve had in awhile :))”
Heading off to bed.
6 am rolls around and ms Y/N is up at the crack of dawn to do morning chores for the small farm.
Cute hobbit esque dress. Brown skirt, off the shoulder white flowy shirt tucked in, white frilly apron, brown corset belt Etc. you know the fit
Walking down the stairs, you see corpse on his phone in the dark sitting at her dining room table. Everyone was still asleep and it seemed like corpse hadn’t even slept a wink. You know, his insomnia and all.
“What are you doing awake? It’s only 6 am and you partied pretty hard last night?”
“Farm life doesn’t stop for a hangover, but I could ask you the same thing mister :) come on you can help me out”
Corpse is 100% not dressed to do anything outside, especially not any farm work.
Tells him to wait on the back porch while she gathers some stuff from the house. coming out with a messenger bag as well as a basket and a blanket.
Sets everything down and continues to feed the animals with corpse, asking him to grab the big bucket of feed. showing him the ropes, filling up everyone’s water dishes. Collecting eggs etc.
Corpse just watching you with a smile on his face. Your just talking to all your animals, yelling at fiesty hens for pecking at your legs and/or talking to Gerald the duck for getting in the way.
Corpse lowkey obsessed with dellie the cow. Pets her and coos for like 5 minutes straight.
When they finish the sun is barely rising everything still looks like a silhouette from far enough away. putting what needs to go inside away, and then grabbing the messenger bag off the porch.
Dragging corpse to the flower field just down the hill at the edge of the property.
Laying out the blanket and sitting just talking for hours.
You plays music from your phone through a small speaker, dancing around and twirling, lost in your own world.
Corpse’s Instagram story is just full of videos and pictures of you in the sunrise, small captions like happy birthweek to the most amazing person Ik. Or damn who knew farm girl had moves.
Literally 30+ story posts at 7 am.
Corpse takes a picture of you making a flower crown. Shadows cast across your skin, the small bit of sunrise light casting a soft golden glow. The field of flowers all around. Literally goddess worthy.
Fans going crazy reposting the pictures, spamming Twitter etc.
His camera roll is FULL of pictures of her.
Giving corpse A flower crown full of an array of wild flowers
Dancing together. Just twirling and laughing.
City boy corpse loving the farm life
Secretly of course
Relaxing and just sitting with eachother as it slowly reaches 10 am.
“Uh, thanks for this morning, I had a lot of fun.” A small sleepy smile on his face. The flower crown crooked on his messy curls as he just stares into your eyes.
You both end up leaning in for a kiss bumping noses as you gently pull away
Definitely the best birthday gift you could have asked for
Heading back inside to see how everyone’s doing.
Rae being one of the few awake asking where the two of you had been seeing it was already around noon
“Those of us awake took it upon ourselves to raid your kitchen sorry not sorry”
Corpse getting sleepy wanting to take a nap seeing as it was noon and he was running on little to no sleep.
You let him rest in your bed as you occupy everyone downstairs
Everyone leaving around 3 pm, corpse is still asleep so you go outside to check on all the animals once again.
Letting Gerald in the house bc he’s being a pain in the ass.
When you come into the house you see corpse coming down the stairs rubbing his eyes and streatching. His shirt twisted and raising slightly, the jewelry and chains he was wearing now gone.
Giving him a good “morning” kiss.
The day is filled with you cooking for him. Making fun of his foil troubles, watching movies, laughing and overall joking.
Spending the rest of the night cuddling together and making the most of the time you had together.
Making things between you official
✨Extra✨
When you post about eachother to tell the fans that the two of you have been dating for like 6 months the captions are wild.
Corpse is like “ugh look at my gorgeous girlfriend, so pretty, so nice and kind, the most amazing person ever” just full on simp. The pictures he uses are from the morning after your birthday.
Your picture is just you guys holding hands. His usual chains and jewelry. Caption just “eww a city boy 🤮, gotta take all the love I can get tho”
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softyoongiionly · 4 years
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BlackHeart Bakery
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Who says Halloween can’t be romantic?
Pairing: Emo! Jungkook x Reader
Word Count: 3.7k
Genre: fluff
A/N: HI OMG IM SO SORRY THIS IS LATE. I love you, I hope you like it. I’m sorry it isn’t longer but, I still can’t wait for you to read it.
-you never imagined that the quirky lil bakery down the street from your university would change your life  
-But it did
-“Omg shut up, you’re so dumb.”
-“Rawr xD”
-“Did you just say rawr xD out loud??? That totally defeats the purpose of its existence...”
-“Don’t cite the deep magic to me witch, I was there when it was written.”
-“And now you’re quoting the chronicles of narnia- alright just go back to sleep you big dummy...”
-“Mmm but you married a big dummy so what does that say about you”
-“Jungkook don't spoil it oh my god!”
-“Like they don’t know what’s coming already- spoiler alert losers! I get the girl.”
-“I hate you...”
-“Mm yeah- I love it when you talk dirty to me baby. The last time you said that- we ended up fuc-“
-“Ok! That’s enough! Our story begins...”
-Jungkook’s bakery was quite famous around your city
-If people didn’t come for the gaudy Halloween decorations  
-They came for the music  
-Exclusively pop punk, if you’re wondering
-It was like 2009 everyday  
-Which was comforting, considering the world has gotten a little
-Tricky
-Since then
-But anyways
-If they didn’t come for the music or the decorations
-They came for the AMAZING espresso  
-And the spooky themed treats
-But if you’re being honest
-You think the main thing that keeps them coming back
-Is Jungkook  
-If his sweeping black hair didn’t get you
-Or the adorable cheeky twinkle in his eyes
-It was the tattoos and the piercings  
-He looked like he walked right off of a black veil brides music video set  
-He was hot
-This was obvious
-But he didn’t seem to think so
-You had come to the conclusion that he was oblivious  
-he shoved his feet into his big black doc martens every morning  
-Slipped on his beaded bracelets and studded chokers
-Pulled his fall out boy t-shirt over his
-Massive
-Tattooed
-Biceps
-And just thought hm
-I’m pretty average I guess (lol)
-That’s a direct quote from him btw
-Men truly are hopeless
-Jungkook opened the bakery two years ago
-He had mentioned to you that he had saved up money from his 3 part time jobs to put a down payment on the building  
-Which was wedged between a sex shop
-And a thrift store
-And honestly his bakery
-Blackheart Bakery, if you’re being specific  
-Fits right in
-Jungkook refuses to hire new staff
-“They won’t do it right.” He whined to you one day
-“One time I tried to hire this guy and he put the sugared googly eyes on the cookie skeletons ALL WRONG”
-“How do you put googly eyes on wrong?” You had giggled
-“you just do- i- See? This is exactly why I can’t hire anyone...”
-You had started chewing on the end of your pencil in the midst of your laughter
-It was an unconscious habit
-And it makes Jungkook shift uncomfortably, his hands moving off of the top of your table
-“Don’t do that...” he had muttered, smirking to himself as he walked back behind the counter  
-he did that a lot
-He’d mutter something  
-Mildly flirtatious under his breath and then  
-Just walk away
-It was quite confusing
-But honestly you had a feeling he was just a filrty person  
-You certainly weren’t the only girl he smirked at
-Not that you pay attention
-Ok  
-Maybe you do  
-Kinda  
-Pay attention  
-but it’s not your fault!!!!  
-You just  
-Can’t help but feel a little jealous
-You kiiiiiinda have a little thing for him
-Ok
-Maybe it’s a big thing  
-Maybe it’s a massive
-Gigantic
-Towering  
-Crush  
-But look at him!!!
-You simply couldn’t be blamed
-It was his fault  
-Yep
-That’s what you’re going with
-It was Jungkook
-And his tight t shirts
-His ripped jeans
-His dangly earrings
-His tattoos
-His big
-Stupid boots
-Ugh ok
-Focus  
-You have work to do
-The whole reason you began coming to Jungkook's cafe was so you -could find a consistent place to study for your exams
-You were in school to become a teacher :)  
-And teachers have to study very very hard  
-Educating the youth is no easy feat  
-Jungkook had asked what you were studying during the first week you arrived at his spooky house of baked goods
-“Oh I’m an education major”
-“Ahh so you’re getting an education about...education.” He concludes
-“I love it.”
-“So meta.”
-“Are they educating you on the disparities between impoverished children and wealthier children?”
-His wide eyes were brimming with genuine curiosity  
-You kind of got a kick out of how candid he was about such heavy conversation topics
-“Not as much as they should be but, I’m actually writing a paper on a similar topic right now...”
-This caused a brilliant grin to come over his face
-It was almost blinding really
-And it made your heartbeat all wonky  
-“Of course you are. You look smart like that...”
-He had backed away from your table then, seemingly satisfied
-Had you passed the vibe check?
-“I’ll leave you to your paper.” He nodded to your laptop but as he walked away, he pivoted back towards you on and the heel of his combat boot, “welcome to Blackheart Bakery by the way, let me know if I can get you anything.”
-Another brilliant smile is sent your way  
-“Thank you.” You had smiled back, sending a tiny wave his way
-Which in turn, made HIS heartbeat all wonky  
-You’re cute
-Like really cute
-And despite how often it may seem like his eyes are elsewhere
-They are ALWAYS on you
-Every chance he gets he is glancing your way
-Smirking to himself at how endearing you are
-Brow furrowed
-Lips pouted in concentration  
-Completely oblivious to his gaze
-He has to remind himself to look away  
-He doesn’t want to be a creep
-“Creepy men deserved to get kicked in the teeth...”
-He’s said this to you before when another patron had made you uncomfortable
-Jungkook kicked him out immediately  
-“If you don’t leave, I’ll have no choice but to kick you in the teeth. One, because I can’t compromise my personal philosophy and two because you’re making my favorite customer uncomfortable.”
-Oh look there goes your heartbeat again
-WONKY
-The guy leaves in an angry rush, flipping Jungkook off in the process
-Saying something about leaving a bad Yelp review  
-He doesn’t care tho
-He definitely doesn’t want to be a creep
-You’re just so  
-Pretty
-Ugh
-He rolls his eyes at himself behind the espresso bar
-The latte in front of him neglected  
-In need of a bit of foam
-“Focus Jeon, she’s just a chick...”
No wait
-“She’s just a woman. A woman who I respect, like I respect all women...”
-He’s been watching a lot of feminist theory on YouTube
-He likes staying educated  
-And also fuck the patriarchy
-The man waiting for his drink has arched a brow at this point, wondering if his barista has lost his mind
-“Uhhh medium...” he checks the cup for his awful hand writing, “ghostly toasted marshmallow latte!”
-“Thanks.” The guy mutters, throwing a judging look Jungkook's way  
-He gives him a lazy salute as the guy struts away with a briefcase in tow
-“Thaaanks.” Jungkook mocks him, his face scrunching up in annoyance  
-Stupid man
-With his stupid briefcase  
-As Jungkook is pulling out a batch of cream cheese frosting stuffed pumpkin muffins  
-Or as Jungkook calls them
-PUNK-in Muffins
-Movement at the counter catches his eye
-is that
-”oh shit...” He grunts, hastily wiping his hands on his apron and rushing over to the counter
-normally he would meander
-stroll
-or even slump to greet any new guests at this hour
-and by this hour
-he means 45 minutes before closing
-Jungkook’s bakery is open til midnight on weeknights
-9pm on Sundays
-and 3am on Saturdays (for the culture of course, gotta keep it spooky)
-tonight happens to be a Friday night and the person awaiting his assistance is
-you
-”You’re still here?” He gawks, the black polish on his nails glimmering as he punches in a few keys on the register
-You offer him a tired and slightly amused smile, “No. Y/N died around 4:30, you’re speaking to her ghost. Please leave your message after the tone.”
-Jungkook cracks a smile, his palms resting on flat on the counter, “Do ghosts check their voicemails?”
-“Oh of course not but, I will be checking yours because you have access to caffeine.”
-Jungkook laughs
-no...he giggles  
-and it’s fucking cute
-but you digress
-“I feel like I should cut you off...this is your 4th latte; I’m pretty sure you’re 80% caffeine at this point...”
-“Noooo, don’t do that.” You whine slumping against the counter, “I just need to finish this one page...”
-He quirks a brow as he scribbles something on your cup, unimpressed with your statement, “You said that three hours ago. I’ll make you another one but I’m not putting an extra shot in.”
-Your face turns up in protest but he click his tongue against his teeth , shaking a manicured finger at you
-“Ah ah- nope. I don’t want to hear it. You either take that or I’m making you a hot chocolate and shutting the buildings power off.”
-With a dramatic sigh, you concede
-“Ugh fine. Here-” You go to hand him your debit card but he shakes his head
-“Put that away.”
-You want to protest but given the fact that he’s made the rules thus far during this interaction, you doubt you’d be able to stop him.
-A smile appears on your face then, appreciative of his generosity
-“Thank you.”
-He merely grins, waving you off before rolling up the sleeves of his black Blink 182 shirt
-as soon as his tattoos are out
-all the moisture leaves your mouth
-you try your hardest not to stare at him
-expertly, he eases the espresso shots into the milk, tongue poking between his lips in concentration
-and you
-being sleep-deprived
-and a little loopy
-decide to  
-flirt????????
-if you could even call it that
-which you could but you shouldn’t
-“For the record, when I finally dig my way out of this of mountain of death I’m stuck in, I will definitely take you up on that hot chocolate...”
-Jungkook’s brow quirks at the tone of your voice, his hands suddenly itching with nerves
-was that
-was that flirty?
-should he flirt back?
-“My hot chocolate is legendary. You won’t be disappointed.” His lips display a small grin as he places the lid atop your finished latte, “Also mountain of death is a great name and I WILL be stealing it.”
-You giggle
-again
-“and I WILL be suing you for copyright.”
-He laughs now, wiping up the bit of milk he spilled
-the sinewy muscles in his forearm tensing and untensing
“Good luck getting me to show up to court.”
-and that’s kinda how it was between you and Jungkook
-for like six months
-it was a little bit flirty but never anything to push either over you over the edge.
-and speaking of being on edge
-recently, you had gone from vacationing in your timeshare on the edge
-to signing a 35 year mortgage contract  
-4 bedrooms
-2.5 bathrooms
-of pure
-unrelenting
-stress
-you could feel it in the middle of your back
-shoving itself up between your shoulder blades
-your body seemed to ache with it
-the worst part being
-it was Halloween
-You should be out with your friends, having fun
-wearing itchy costumes and drinking sugary drinks
-but instead, your headed towards the bakery to work
-Jungkook was behind the counter, smiling happily at a family dressed like the cast of scooby doo
-from what you could see he was wearing a skeleton onesie
-his jet black hair tousled perfectly above his head
-he looked adorable
-(and hot)
-He notices you instantly, his face turning up in surprise
-you offer up a small wave and head over to your table
-you know he’s going to say something about you being there but
-you don’t really have much of a choice
-this work has to be done
-it takes him a second to spot you but when he does
-he seems to perk up
-his smile brightening as he looks back towards his customer
-as you’re setting everything up, you feel a presence (not the spooky kind) at the end of your table
-it’s Jungkook and he has your regular order in one hand, along with something wrapped in skeleton-patterned parchment paper
-“I know, I know.” You acknowledge before he’s even able to chide you for being here
-He smirks “What are you doing studying on the holiest day of the year??”
-You giggle
-“The holiest day of the year huh?”
-“Of course. Halloween is the one night a year that the homies can dress like total -sluts and no one can say anything about it.”
-This makes you giggle again
-“And you went with slutty skeleton huh? I love it- it’s like as naked as you can possibly get.”
-He chuckles, gesturing to his costume
-His floppy black hair getting in his face
-“Damn right baby.”
-The way he grins tells you the pet name is a joke
-But the deepening of his voice gets to you anyway
-“Thank you for this. I promise I’ll get out of your hair early tonight.”
-“The only thing I’m worried about getting out of my hair is this white spray paint. You’re welcome to stay as long as you want.”
-He’s put a streak of white spray paint in his raven locks
-Why? You’re not certain
-Does it look good on him, like everything else does?
-Absolutely
-Its been a few hours since your night of studying began
-Jungkook’s dropped off two free lattes since you’ve arrived  
-As well as a slice of his ‘I write cinnamon not tragedies’ bread
-Which was equally hilarious and delicious
-You caught him glancing over at your table a few times but you didn’t think anything of it
-He’s probably just checking to make sure that no one needs your table
-His bakery is packed most nights but Halloween is a special night at Blackheart Bakery
-He has a trick or treat counter set up with free (homemade) candy
-A photo op complete with a fake haunted house backdrop
-A Halloween playlist
-And a bunch of discounts on his signature lattes and food
-you watch him amongst the chaos
-He is completely unfazed
-He seems elated at the amount of customers he has
-he grins and laughs at something a man dressed like Thor says at his counter
-he seems entirely in his element
-you realize that the denial tactics you’ve been trying out haven’t been working
-because this floppy haired, tattooed, slutty skeleton/baker kind of has a hold on your heart
-you’ve been friends for a long time now
-he always makes sure you’re taken care of
-he always asks if you’re ok
-he always gives you this little grin
-it feels like a secret sometimes
-but maybe it’s been his way of letting you know where he stands
-he’s been bringing you lattes and pastries for months now
-he never charges you full-price
-he always reminds you not to work too hard
-he
-fuck
-he likes you doesn’t he?
-you look back over at the counter to see him bending over and handing a skeleton cookie to a little girl dressed like Captain Marvel
-he laughs at something she says
-his eyes focused entirely on her and whatever she seems to be proclaiming to him  
-your heart goes wonky again
-alright
-enough is enough
-you’re doing this  
-Jungkook’s done so much of the work thus far
-it’s time for you to seal the deal
-and if he rejects you, well…
-you can just crawl into a hole and never come out again
-easy peasy
-You can feel his eyes on you as you get up to take your place in line
-luckily there isn’t anyone else behind you
-rejection with an audience would certainly be worse
-Jungkook has his witty comment ready for you as you approach the register
-“I know for a fact you haven’t finished your third latte and I’m not making you another one until-“
-“I’m not here for another latte.” You laugh, trying to ignore the thrashing of your heartbeat
-“No? Well, are you finally going to try my Welcome to the Blackened Chicken Parade Burger then? I’ve been asking you for like three weeks…”
-god he’s fucking cute
-“I’m here to ask you out.”
-Jungkook swears he feels his heart stop
-“You’re here to…”
-He repeats the first part of your response as his he didn’t hear you
-his black fingernails anxiously tapping against the countertop
-“I’m here to ask you out- on a date.”
-Jungkooks face seems to go through various stages of confusion before a shy smirk presents itself on his pretty mouth
-“Me? You’re asking me-“ He places a hand on his chest, “-out on a date?”
-“Yes!” You laugh, slapping the counter a bit too hard, your nerves getting the best of you, “Are you down?”
-He shakes his head but his answer contradicts his movements
-“So down, beyond down. There is no one on Earth who is more DOWN than I am. Yes. My answer is yes. 50000% yes.”
-you can’t help the smile on your lips
-“great. So are you free next Friday then?”
-He grins with his teeth this time, nodding emphatically  
-“Consider the shop closed.”
-and so it was
-you returned to your table moments later  
-feeling on top of the world
-you did it
-you asked Jungkook out
-and he said yes
-and now you
-NOW YOU HAVE A DATE WITH JUNGKOOK
-LOOK AT YOU GO
-TAKING CHARGE
-you try your best to engage with your studies but with Jungkook on your mind
-its really hard
-roughly two hours later, things at the bakery have finally started to slow down
-“Hey uh- Y/N?”
-Jungkook's voice that pulls you out of your studying trance
-he’s standing at the entrance of his back room, waving you over with his hand
-and who are you to deny him?
-you make your way over there, annoyed at the instant increase in your heartrate
-he stands awkwardly to the side and gestures to the boxes on the metal rack
-“I just remembered that I’ve never given you a tour of the place. I give all my regulars a tour of the stockroom and my office and uh-”
-he cuts himself off and clumsily cups your cheek
-he pulls you into a kiss
-a really good kiss
-his lips are so warm
-he smells like cinnamon
-you could literally die happy
-The ridiculous nature of his first attempt to kiss you, makes you giggle into his mouth
-you feel him smile, his hands smushing your cheeks together as he pulls away
-“Ok I lied. There is no tour. I’ve just been watching you focus on your computer for the last two hours and you’re just really fucking cute and-”
-this time, it’s you who cuts him off
-“You better give me an actual tour next time. How else am I going to steal your secret recipes?”
-he scoffs in mock offense
-“Ah ha! So that’s the only reason you asked me out huh? Should I be calling you Plankton instead of Y/N? Ew no wait- that would make me Mr. Krabs and he’s a dirty capitalist...”
-You laugh, “Oooh good point. Guess you’ll just have to be Karen, my computer wife.”
-This makes him laugh now and the sound warms your soul
-“I could live with that- I like your last name better anyways.”
-with another kiss, your adventure with the emo baker of your dreams begins
-It may have been Halloween but it sure felt like Christmas to you
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iwavibes · 3 years
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first off i’d like to say i rlly love your writing🥺🥺 and i want to thank you for sharing your work with us!!! ive read ur whole masterlist and it’s all so so good! i’m obsessed w pretty setters 🥰 i was mayhaps .... wondering if you could write something maid cafe related w either suga, kageyama or kenma? 😳 u don’t have to obviously KDNDKNDKS anyways hope you have a good day today!!!
AAAAA IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE PRETTY SETTERS SO FAR!! you're so sweet omg lemme give u a kith this made my whole day 😩💞 it's 11PM rn so this might be a bit of a mess 😭 fingers crossed that my tired brain won't fuck this up 🤞 finished this at around 12AM NSKSJSKM i hope you like this anon 💕💗
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hq reacting to y/n working at a maid cafe
---sugawara, kageyama & kenma
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sugawara koushi
sugawara is very adventurous like he'd be all out on trying new stuff
may it be food, hobbies, anything.
man is a knitting legend and he only went to one (1) lesson 😩
king shit 👑✊
so when noya suddenly dragged him to a maid cafe, he didn't think much of it
he was already used to his friend's pervy tendencies
why he was hanging out with him on his own was a mystery
he would quickly scan the menu, eyeing the pictures of cute food along with whatever dish sounds appetizing enough
his concentration was cut off, however, when he heard a familiar voice
even tho you purposefully raise your voice up a notch this man would still know that it's you
he'd blush furiously as soon as his eyes meet yours and seeing you in a cute maid outfit really did not help his case
you'd freeze as soon as you processed the identities of the customers in front of you mostly at suga
noya would eye the two of you knowingly, a somewhat proud smirk on his face
"NOYA I TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL ANYBODY"
"really??? must have slipped my mind."
you wanted to kill him
you would try to get back into character very awkwardly if i might add and suga would just stare at you in disbelief
was this why you always rejected him whenever he asked you out?
my boy would be having a whole ass epiphany and now he's seeing you in a whole new light
"and you, senpai?"
still, even with all these new information, he can keep his cool and tell you what he wanted smoothly.
after that, everything would be going smoothly
but then, as time passes you notice that sugawara hasn't left yet and noya is nowhere to be seen.
by the time your shift ends, he'd stand up from his seat and jog towards you with a smile
"since your shift is over, is it okay for me to take you out? or atleast walk you home?"
and tbh how could you say no to that
"you know, you could've told me that you were working during the weekends. now i feel bad for trying to keep you away from your job." he said as he walked you home.
"well... working outside school campus is strictly prohibited and i didn't want to take any chances. only one of my friends know about it and noya only found out by accident." you explained. "i'm sorry if i made you feel like i didn't trust you."
"it's okay! i totally understand why you didn't tell me. at least now i know when you get off work, this way i can walk you home everyday." he beamed.
you feel your heart pound in your chest at his words, heat slowly spreading across your cheeks as you look at him in shock.
"that is, if it's okay with you?" he stopped walking before turning his body to you. politely awaiting your answer. you nodded your head slowly and sugawara can't help but smile wider.
"you're very admirable, y/n."
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kageyama tobio
unlike sugawara, kageyama is a very awkward dude
he lost a bet against hinata and now it was time for his punishment
kageyama may be the king of the court and he may look like the coolest man alive whenever he's on the court but thats about it
everything else, this poor boy is really clueless and awkward someone save him
so while they were walking around town, hinata trying to figure out what to make kageyama do, they passed by the maid cafe you work out
believe me when i tell you a light bulb suddenly sprouted from the tangerine's head
all he needed to do was go inside the cafe and buy some milk
simple stuff
but you should remember that this guy is so awkward and unaware that it can be painful just to look at him try to fit in
and soon kageyama finds himself walking to the cafe, money in hand, as he tried psyching himself out as he steps nearer to the entrance
'i can do this'
'i defeated oikawa so this will just be a piece of cake'
'boke hinata boke'
when he does enter the cafe, he opened the door too hard, making all the customers and employees turn to the sound
this boy would be glaring as he walked to the nearest empty seat
i kid you not everyone is terrified of this boy rn
and he's embarrassed enough as is because of how loud he opened the door and now everyone was looking at him 😭
baby just wants some milk 😩
it gets worse once he sees the person that will be serving him
bc wow have you seen yourself???? you're fucking hot bRO
stutters. A LOT.
and you can't help but to smirk at his flustered state.
"uhhh... m-milk please?" this was the guy everyone is scared of? you wanted to ask your co workers. it's just kageyama. the boy in your class who failed that one exam and practically begged you to tutor him. this?? this is who you're scared of?
you raised a brow teasingly at his state. "of course! would that be all, master?"
this guy literally chokes on his own spit while shaking his head frantically. you chuckled before walking away to get his drink.
"here you are, sir." you say as you settled the glass on his table. taking the money from his outstretched hand. no words. he just wants you to take the money and save him from further embarrassment.
"you know, you may be scary on the court but you're actually very adorable, tobio-chan."
ERROR kageyama.exe has stopped working
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kozume kenma
if you guys thought kageyama was bad then... you right kenma is just behind him by a scratch
unlike his fellow setter, kenma can still form words when he saw you
why was he in a maid cafe in the first place? simple;; kuroo
it was one of the rare instances where his best friend actually managed to get him out of the house
and now he's salty
has a permanent frown etched on his face the whole walk to the cafe >:(
and kuroo would be talking away, unbothered by his friend's attitude and now here they were
"you know i've always wanted to come here. i heard they serve really tasty milkshakes."
"kuroo."
"yeah?"
"shut up."
he'd start playing on his phone while kuroo scolds him about how unhealthy it was to play games this much
but kenma remains unbothered
however, the moment he sees you, boi is already lost
he'd stare at you for a long time until you hear the small sfx indicating that he died.
he couldn't care less tho as he pocketed his phone inside his hoodie
kuroo quirked a brow at his friend before turning to you
"y/n! i didn't know you worked here."
"im trying to buy the latest installment of [insert random game here] so i need the money."
wow,, can you be any more perfect?
rn kenma's brain is already whirring with thoughts as he pictured this as one of his roleplay games
y/n says: so what will you be having?
choices: [banana] [latte] [ps4]
he picks the latte
"coming right up!"
and for the first time that day, kenma smiles
"oya?" kuroo spoke up the moment he sees his friend's upturned lips. "what's this?"
his face turned into a scowl again as he glared at his friend. "none of your business."
kuroo smirked, already scheming before standing up. "i'm gonna go to the restroom. watch our food while i'm gone."
"it's not like it's going anywhere." kenma huffed but his raven haired friend was already walking away.
"here are your orders, kenma." you announce, setting the food down on the table. "let me know if you need anything else."
you were just about to walk back to the counter when you suddenly felt a hand stop you by your wrist. you turned around towards a sheepish looking kenma. his eyes landing on every where but you.
"i have that game you're saving up. if you want, we can play it together. it's a multiplayer game right? i haven't started on it because kuroo sucks at shooting games." kenma's voice has always been soft and very quiet. some would've found it hard to understand what he just said but to you, you could hear him as clear as day.
"sure, we can play it this friday if you want?"
kenma nodded, finally lifting his head up to look at you.
"see you on friday then."
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nagito-kissmaeda · 3 years
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AH shuichi anon here hello.
okay okay. i've had this Concept forever but i always get super embarrassed when i try n write nsfw stuff so uhhh i was planning to request this to someone else. but i am literally Thinking abt despair disease being a motive in the third game and reader getting infected with some kinda lust disease n just... jumping shuichis bones. and he tries to resist at first but theres literally no getting away from it. hes so shy n cute i just wanna ruin him :(
thank u for taking this even tho requests just closed!! ur an angel <3
ミ☆ Here u go! It was my first time writing him, so i hope it's okay! Word Count: 3178
Contains: AFAB reader, Gender Neutral Pronouns, Explicit sexual content, dubcon (cause despair disease)
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The school, despite being little more than a horrific prison designed to keep you all trapped inside, always seems to have very good temperature regulation. When classmates died, when motive after horrifying motive was revealed, you never once felt too hot or too cold. You would call it one of the schools only complimentary points, but for some reason, this morning you are sweating bullets.
Your skin feels like it’s itching, your clothes feel like they are suffocating as you fight the urge to tear them from your body. Most days you leave your dorm in a shirt and jeans with a thin sweater over the top, but today it feels like so much. Way too much. The jeans feel like they are cutting off your circulation.
You rip the sweater off and toss it to the floor, managing to relive at least some of the itch from your flesh. At first you didn’t notice it, but now, you realise that your breasts…ache. It feels like your nipples are pressed so hard against the padding of your bra that they hurt. Something is wrong with you, something must be wrong with you.
There is a distinct ache growing between your legs when you open your front door and head down the stairs, all but clawing at the rest of your clothes in an attempt to ease the burn. The feeling itself is indescribable, somehow toeing the line between unfiltered lust and absolute agony, you’ve never felt anything like it in your life. Despite your eagerness to dash out into the open air, hoping for the breeze to do something akin to calming you down, you find that the cool breeze somehow only makes it worse.
Fresh air rushes past your over sensitive skin, leaving goosebumps in its wake. Your hair brushes the back of your neck and you moan aloud before clapping a paniced hand over your mouth. Maybe you should just go back inside and sleep this off, or dash back to your bath and drown yourself in the cold water until everything stops burning.
It’s amazing that you even manage to make it to the cafeteria, your legs feel like they aren't working and every step is near agony. Stepping inside and seeing everyone is the worst surprise of all. Your sex aches, every set of eyes looking at you make the ache even stronger. You tear your eyes from the group, biting down on your lip to stop the moans begging to escape. Luckily, you are interrupted before anything serious can go wrong.
Interrupted by the monokubs, of course.
“Good morning, everyone!” Monophanie starts, smiling warmly at the group, “Are you all excited to hear the new motive?”
There is a rippling of angry comments throughout the group, but you are so lost in your own head that you don't even really pay attention as the argument breaks out. Sweat is dripping down your brow and you just want to rip off your shirt. It’s so hot, why are you so hot?
“So yeah, that’s basically it. A weirdo disease that affects everyone in slightly different ways, looks like that kid there is already experiencing the effects” Monotaro says, pointing a stubby paw in your direction.
“H-Huh?” You say, “Y-You did this to me?”
“We know we’re just rehashing something our dad did in the prequel, but what do you want from us? We don’t have any talent!” Monotaro crosses his little arms, “we got this gig based entirely on nepotism! Daddy just wanted to see his babies do a good job, that’s all!”
“Wait…so the next motive is that you’ve brought some of our class down with unknown illnesses? Is that what you’re saying?” Shuichi asks, brow furrowing taught and left arm swung out to his side. You have to literally hold your breath to stop yourself from grabbing his hand and slipping his fingers into your mouth.
Miu huffs, blowing a strand of hair from her eyes, “like that’s fucking fair, none of us here is a doctor. What if it’s contagious?”
“Aw, we aren’t complete frauds or anything!” Monophanie says defensively, “it’s not contagious this time around and I can guarantee it! We had to make at least some changes or…” she starts tearing up, “who knows! Daddy might sue us for all we’re worth!”
“So wait, what exactly is wrong with them?” Keebo asks, “They look very sick already…”
“Ah, gimme a sec-” Monotaro pulls out a notepad and flips through it for a second before calling out your name, “-Ohohoh. We have you down for a fun one! Lust disease!”
“L-Lust…”
Monotaro goes into a long spiel about all the potential side effects, but all you can think about is how horny you are. It makes sense, this disease has taken away almost all of your inhibitions, you are running on nothing but pure unadulterated lust, and being in a room with all these people...can only be making it worse.
Shuichu turns to ask if you are okay, but all you can see is his lips moving in slow motion. All you can imagine is their taste. How they would feel against yours, against your breasts, on your clit.
Before you can do anything you would regret. You turn and sprint out of the room, down the hall and away. The desire is only growing stronger with every minute, becoming harder and harder to resist the urges.
You dash to the library, far away from everyone else, desperate to grind down hard on the carpet, or just finger yourself until the heat dissipates. Being in the room with all of them was too much, your hands twitched, begging for you to just grab Miu or Tsumugi, Kokichi or Angie...but most of all, you could feel your sex craving Shuichi, your friend. This would ruin your relationship, ruin it. But you want him, want him, want him.
When the door to the library opens, you collapse to the floor inside, panicking as you rip off your jeans and shirt, anything to be free from the painful confines, reaching around to unclasp your bra as well, your hardened nipples aching against the padding. When it falls to the ground, you heave a sigh of relief, the desperate warmth between your thighs remains, but at least you aren't burning up so much anymore. Sweat drips down your spine, down between your bare breasts and you whimper, lost in a fog of nothing buy arousal, whining and moaning on the floor of the library without a single thought in your head but fucking.
“Hey wait are you-” Shuichi bursts in through the door behind you, breath laboured as he had clearly chased you the full distance from the cafeteria. He covers his eyes with a forearm, “-Oh god. I’m so sorry, I didn’t uh-”
You’re lacking sense, tact too. So you ignore his blatant discomfort and reach out a hand, “Shuichi...come closer…”
“Are...are you...sure?” He stammers, slowly lowering his arm, but trying his best not to look at you, “I want to help you, i don’t know how i can but…” he gulps, “I should probably go-”
“No!” you cry, clamoring forward and grabbing his legs, burying your burning face in his thighs, “Don’t go...i need you.” a shaking breath rumbles through you as you nuzzle your face further into his pants, gasping on a moan when your sensitive nipples brush the rough fabric.
Shuichi seems quietly horrified as he looks down at you, hands jittering at his sides before he whispers, “You shouldn’t...not...not like this…”
“Shouldn’t what?” You whimper, steadily rubbing yourself up against his legs, panting and gasping at the feeling of someone else pressing against you. Even if he is just standing there stiff as a board.
“This is serious! We don't know what else this disease will do to you. I can go get the others, figure out a plan-”
He’s cut off when you knock him down to the floor, knocking the wind out of him and straddling one of his legs, “Pretty sure there’s only one way to fix this”
"Shuichi…" You breathe, your hands grip at his upper arms, and you release a shuddering breath as you grind your clothed clit across the firm muscle of his thigh, panties and thighs already soaked with your desire.
He stutters your name in a breathless little whimper and then quickly clamps his hands down on your hips. You feel the tiniest buck of his hips underneath you, followed by a sharp intake of breath through his nose. His brow creases, "Stop."
You feel like you’re about to cry, completely out of your right mind and desperate, desperate for him to touch you. "Shuichi, I-I need you to fuck me. I need it, oh my god, please? Please?" You grip his wrist, and lean in closer, unable to stop the moan that breaks loose from your throat at the feeling of your aching breasts pressing against his chest. Shuichi lets out a whimper, and this time doesn’t try to stop the way his hips grind upwards into yours.
His eyes snap open and his hands jump from your hips and into his hair in a desperate bid to ground himself, his eyes are blown wide when he looks up at you and says "Okay, l-listen. This. This isn't okay, you know that? You're not in your right mind, and I--"
“It feels like I’m burning from the inside out, I need it, I need it so badly.” You’re nearly sobbing now, sweat dripping down your neck and pooling at your collarbones, the wetness between your thighs has seeped the whole way through your panties and you’re close to soaking through Shuichi’s pants as well, “I can't stop, I can't, I--"
Shuichi’s breath hitches and his voice drops to barely a whisper, “You...you need to cum that badly?”
“Yes!” you cry, quivering and grinding on him, “Shuichi, just one, please--"
You hear him suck a breath in through his teeth. “Okay.” You are so weak and wobbly that he is easily able to roll the two of you over. It feels like your muscles have atrophied, you can barely move but for the desperate wriggles and grinding of your hips. Shuichi looms over you, a serious look on his face as one of his hands comes to rest on your stomach, “You won’t regret this later...will you?”
“No no no no! Please, please, I promise! I’ve liked you for a w-while now. Um. Not just because I want you to fuck me! I do! But...you’re smart, and kind. A-And considerate. And I--” Your hips buck upwards and internally you faintly realise what you are confessing to him, but the heady fog of arousal is too strong for you to stop yourself, “I th-think about you like this...a lot and I- hnngg, feels good. You feel good!” you whimper, grinding yourself up against him once again, little more than a puddle of lust on the floor.
“Alright...Okay...I-” His brow furrows, and then he presses a surprisingly tender kiss to your temple, and the hand on your stomach slips down into your panties. “Jesus...you…” he sucks a breath in through his nose and you can hear him swallow, “how are you so wet already?”
“I...I don’t know” You whimper, breaking into a full blown moan when the tip of his finger brushes your already swollen clit. It feels like a bolt of electricity, you shole body bows up towards to ceiling and your legs jitter with desperation, “mmmm-more…more”
“Oh god...okay...more…” Even in your stupor, you notice Shuichi’s inability to avoid staring at the way your breasts bounce with every wriggle and writhe, staring for a moment, but then swallowing and tearing his eyes away. First, he slides your panties down your legs, and then he’s staring down at the floor when his finger gently teases your entrance. Then he slips two fingers straight in, all the way to the third knuckle. He laughs to himself, it’s a surprised little noise, “they went right in...and you’re twitching”
You are. You can feel yourself clenching and unclenching around the intrusion but it still isn't enough, even with two fingers inside of you it still feels empty it feels like you are starving and his fingers are little more than a bite of stale bread. Your hips cant up into his hand, desperate for more, harder and faster, “Shu-Shuichi, holy fuck,” his thumb beings rubbing tentative circles around your clit and you howl. It’s loud as he drags and thrusts his fingers slowly in and out of you. Loud from how wet you are. you keen and cry as fingerfucks he you til you’re making a mess of the floor, gasping on his own little moans at the sight of you grinding and whimpering below him.
“Are...are you close?” He breathes, eyes blown wide while he watches the perfect ruination happening on the floor.
You shake your head, “I can’t! I cant I cant!” you nearly sob, the pleasure builds inside of you but no matter how high you climb you just can't hit the peak. Desperate for relief from the heat, from the coiling in your stomach. The pleasure is so endless that it aches.
Shuichi’s fingers are still curling inside of you when he whispers, “How can I help?”
Your shaking hand digs into the hair at the nape of his neck and you tug his face down to yours. He makes a shocked sound when his lips collide with yours, gasping into your mouth when you slide your tongues together. “Fuck me,” you whisper against his mouth humping against the gentle touch of his thumb on your clit, you can feel tears prickling in your eyes when you look up at him, unable to stop the ceaseless grind of your hips. “Shuichi please... I can’t wait anymore!” His hips stutter forward, and you feel the press of his erection at your side, but still he denies you, “You don’t really want this...you can't really want this-” You sob, chasing after an orgasm that never gets any closer, “It hurts, Shuichi”
“There- There must be something else we can do! I can’t do that to you...not while you’re like this- ah!”
He cries out when you find yourself blessed with a burst enough of strength to roll the two of you over, straddling his hips and grinding down on his hard cock. You’ve soaked through your panties entirely, that one press down on his pants is enough to soak them too. Shuichi cries out and you suck a bruise on the side of his throat. “Not like this?” You ask, fog of lust clouding your judgement once again, “but some other way, some other time. That would be acceptable?”
“What-What are you asking?” He replies, eyes rolling back in his head when you grind down on him again.
You lean down and undo his pants, not bothering to wait before tugging both them and his underwear down his thighs, salivating at the sight of his erect cock, “You...hnng...you do want to fuck me, don’t you?” Now you grind your sopping wet cunt up his bare flesh, a buzz of raw pleasure running through your veins at the feeling of his hot skin pressed against yours, but it still isn't enough, “more...more…”
“I do…” Shuichi whispers, hips slowly grinding back up into yours. His hands coming to rest on your waist, “I do want to fuck you...but...I-”
“You aren’t taking advantage of me.” You say, sitting up on your knees and finally angling yourself over his erection, “If anything, I’m taking advantage of you, pretty boy.”
He manages to shake his head, “No it's not your fault, the disease, its doing this to you- I- I would have liked to have done this right, with a few dates first, maybe i’d buy you flowers and-”
Shuichi is cut off by the sound of your guttural moan as you sit yourself down on his cock. The noise of it is obscene. You are so wet that the squelch is heard in full glory, and Shuichi’s keening whimper follows quickly after when he bottoms out inside of you.
“Oh fuck, oh fuck!” Your palms are pressed flat to his chest, your whole body quivering and shaking as you start to ride him. The feeling of him so deep inside of you topples you into a whirlpool of pleasure, the room is spinning, all you can do is fuck and fuck and fuck
Shuichi cries out, his hips bucking upward to meet you, “How...how are you so hot? It feels like the inside of you is burning…”
“It is burning! It is!” you fall forwards, burying your face in his shoulder as you keep riding his cock, “You’re going to fix it...you’ll make me cum…”
“Oh…y-yeah, I will!” One of his hands slips down to your already oversensitive clit and it makes a jolt run through you, snapping your spine straight and making your thighs clench hard around his hips, “Is that good?” he asks.
You can’t answer, your mouth is too busy letting out moan after moan as your center starts to boil, your whole body turning to jelly and your head turning to nothing. You can feel everything at once and nothing at all, it feels like it will never end. There’s a moment of panic, that it still isn't enough, that you still won't be able to cum.
“Let me help some more.” Shuichi says, sitting up and taking your left nipple in his mouth. Suckling gently as his fingers work your clit and his cock works your g-spot. The slow burn quickly shifts to a raging inferno, pleasure zipping down between your legs and you feel yourself finally reaching your peak.
“Ohmygodmgonnacum!” you cry, just before your shatter. It feels like an explosion, your leg muscles spasming and your cunt clenching down hard on Shuichi’s cock. He chokes on a moan, hips pumping a little faster as you tighten around him, “Want your cum, want it, want it in me--” Shuichi groans, grinding up as deep as he can get with each thrust and you feel it deep inside of you when he finishes, it’s weird, it feels cold comparatively. The heat of your cunt is cooled by it, like his cum was the cure all along. You gasp and kiss him, and he cradles your face as he lets himself enjoy the high of release with you, forgetting the circumstances of what just occurred, but only for a moment.
“Oh...oh fuck” You say, the sharpness of lucidity suddenly waking you from a stupor, “Oh god I-”
Shuichi buries his hands in the back of your hair and lowers your head to his chest, he laughs, “We’ll worry about it later. Try and get some rest, okay?”
He’s right. You really need some rest.
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