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strawlessandbraless · 6 months

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Dean ‘Blue Screen’ Winchester, the man that you are

#if it helps no one is more disappointed in me than myself #it had to be done #supernatural #spn #dean winchester #destiel #castiel #deancas #misha collins #jensen ackles #spn crack #destiel meme #dean x castiel #dean x cas #cas x dean #dean loves cas #dean loves him back #despair #spn despair

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destiel-wings · 1 year

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dean cursing freely and constantly in the ghostfacers episode shows clearly how chuck is censoring him, that's literal proof that he can't say what he wants (and once he could, it didn't matter anymore)

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destielwarmsthecocklesofmyheart · 1 year

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Y’all I need help. I’m going to the Supernatural convention in Atlanta and I got a cockles photo op ticket. It’s the weekend of my birthday (and the weekend after Jensen’s) so I got us both “it’s my birthday” crowns to wear. Beyond that, I have no idea what to tell them as an idea for the photo. I’m tempted to just say “we’re a throuple, okay?” And just let them take it from there but I’m awkward and anxiety-ridden and don’t know if that’s stupid. HELP!!!

#cockles #spn con #destiel #jensen ackles #misha fucking collins #jackles #deancas #jenmish #help I need ideas and I’m going crazy #my anxiety is at an 11 #jfc what am I supposed to do #photo op #dean winchester #castiel #castiel loves dean winchester #dean loves him back #dean is bi

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dandelion-grl · 2 months

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i just saw a post saying dean wore the samulet because of “Style” and bisexuality and i think it just took 27 years off my life

#he wore it…. because of his brother #it was special to him because he loves sam #and sam gave it to him #that necklace literally has nothing to do with fashion #how do you people make that relate back to destiel #i’ll give it to people about his rings and bracelets #but. the necklace is because of his brother #pulling my hair out #spitter spits #sam winchester #dean winchester #supernatural #spn

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icaruspendragon · 2 months

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hiii, this might be weird, but who is Lazarus? I'm not religious, so I've tried searching for who he is, but I can't seem to get a clear answer and was wondering if you could explain him?

ah yes, lazarus of bethany. a man i consider to be equal parts friend and foe.

lazarus lived in bethany with his two sisters, mary and martha. and when we meet him, he’s sick. so much so that his sisters send for jesus of nazareth saying, “lord, your dear friend is very sick.”

jesus of nazareth was in jerusalem when he received the message. and despite being only a few miles from bethany, and despite jesus loving martha and mary and lazarus, he waited. he didn’t go to them straight away. he waited. he waited until lazarus died and then said, “lazarus’ sickness will not end in death. no, it happened for the glory of god so that the son of god will receive glory from this.”

and when jesus finally made it to bethany he was told lazarus had already died. that he has already been in the grave for four days. and when martha, sister of lazarus got word that jesus was coming, she went to meet him. and mary, sister of lazarus did not. and when martha saw jesus she said to him, “lord, if only you had been here, my brother would not have died.”

and jesus said to her, “your brother will rise again.”

but then mary arrived and she saw jesus and she fell at his feet and she said, “lord, if only you had been here, my brother would not have died.” and she wept over her brother. because she loved him and he was gone. and jesus should have been there. because if jesus had been there, her brother would not have died.

and jesus saw her weeping. and he saw the other people wailing with her. because lazarus was deeply loved. and now he was gone. and they had sent for jesus. they had prayed for a miracle. and that miracle didn’t come until it was four days too late. and they didn’t know that jesus was going to bring lazarus back. they didn’t know that jesus had waited that long to teach a lesson. to prove a point. they just knew jesus was too late. and now they were forced to grieve.

and then a deep anger welled up in jesus. and he was deeply troubled. and jesus asks, “where have you put him?” and the people say, “lord, come and see.” and he does. and when he sees, jesus weeps. when he sees, we get the shortest verse in the bible. a mere two words to sum up an entire town’s grief. two words to convey the loss of a sibling. two words are offered for the preventable death of a loved man.

jesus is four days too late. and jesus?

jesus wept.

and the people who loved lazarus turned to him and said to jesus, “see how much he loved him!”

jesus loved lazarus. and then he let him die.

and some of the people said about jesus “this man healed a blind man. couldn’t he have kept lazarus from dying?”

and then jesus, who knew all along that he would revive lazarus. jesus, who let all those people mourn. jesus, who let those sisters lose their brother. jesus, who let them weep. jesus, who wept with them. that very same jesus said to those who loved lazarus, who mourned him, jesus of nazareth said to them, “didn’t i tell you that you would see god’s glory if you believe?”

and then the stone of lazarus’ tomb was rolled aside. and then jesus looked up to heaven and said, “father, thank you for hearing me. you always hear me, but i said it out loud for the sake of all these people standing here, so that they will believe you sent me.” and then jesus shouted, “lazarus, come out!” and he did.

lazarus the dead man came out, his hands and feet and face wrapped still in burial cloth. and then jesus of nazareth told them, “unwrap him and let him go!”

and then lazarus of bethany became lazarus of the grave. lazarus of the grave that will never be left behind even though he has risen and relinquished. lazarus of the grave who did not make good his escape unscathed. lazarus of the grave who will now check each darkened doorway as death and his sting is keenly felt.

lazarus was a man. a man whose family loved him. a man whose sisters sent for a miracle. a man whose sisters mourned him in the four days it took for that miracle to show up. a man who was made an example for no reason other than being loved by jesus. a thing that we are all told to be. loved by our savior.

lazarus is a man who makes me wonder three things. firstly, if jesus had been there that my brother may not have died. secondly, if jesus of nazareth too weeps for me. and thirdly, if jesus loves us and we in turn love him too like the scriptures command, why does he use us in the lessons he teaches.

why must we be the men he makes believers of?

so lazarus was just a man whose crime was loving jesus. and martha was just a girl whose crime was loving her brother. and they both suffered a miracle because of it.

#cw religion #yeah it’s always time to religious trauma post on main #lazarus was just a man #lazarus was brother #and my brother was a man #and i am a sister #and i too loved jesus as martha and mary did #so why did he get to come back when my brother did not?#i also tend to think of lazarus as dean winchester before i think of him as lazarus from the bible lmao #hence the title of my book being ‘lazarus rises (amongst other things)’#bc of hit cw show supernatural #and the bible too ig #but mainly supernatural

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single-snail · 1 year

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if jensen was a good husband he would bring back his wife’s favorite character too

#thanks for dean now do danneel a favor #tho actually she technically has the same power has him as an ep huh #well still i hope he’s supporting her bc it won’t be fair if she doesn’t get cas back #i love you danneel #castiel #destiel #spn #the winchesters #jensen ackles #danneel ackles #supernatural

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alaynestone · 4 months

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-the incest diary, anonymous.

#spnedit #deanjohn #deanalastair #dean x john #dean x alastair #pleasure as a means of survival dean thesis #illusion of agency as a means of staying sane #which then of course means he is responsible for this he chose this he never said no #until he did a million times over to another father but of course only his yes was heard #i love him so much. he would feel so understood by this memoir #you left part of yourself back in the pit #supernatural #even the bones would do #i'm the one that kills you #i carved you into a new animal #*#rape//#incest//

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angelsdean · 2 years

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when ur ladies man comedic relief pretty boy sidekick turns into the most complex layered queer character known to man

#this is why sometimes canon queer rep is worse bc they really are not doing it like this. they just slap a label and some stereotypes #on a character and give them the blandest love interests and say 'done' bc all they care abt is checking that 'rep' box #but dean. dean is so delicious he has layers you can peel back he's a mess he has ever disorder #AND he's in love with an angel. he fucked the king of hell #no one is doing it like him. character of all time

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aishitara · 1 year

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i miss him so fucking much

#i miss him every day #my sweet beloved bb #in my canon dean went and got you back right away #i know it because it's what i would have done and i'm deancoded AF so #castiel #i love him your honor #mine #stills #pics

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strawlessandbraless · 1 year

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Cas: angry and yelling at Dean for once again putting himself in danger and being needlessly reckless and self sacrificing

Dean:

#they’re married your honor #spn #truly dean winchester levels of inflicting self harm #shove him against a wall #hunter husbands #destiel #castiel #deancas #intricate rituals #jensen ackles #misha collins #dean winchester #supernatural #spn crack #married #men and their rituals #cas loves dean #dean loves him back #dean loves cas

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destiel-wings · 2 years

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no but this little moment right here makes me go feral, cause he's so clearly NOT SURPRISED by the whole thing. a little shocked, possibly not understanding, but not surprised. when he tilts his head and kinda swallows, his face is literally screaming don't go there, man, like he's always known on some level, they both did, that's why he says "don't do this", don't speak it out loud, not if it means i lose you, let's just leave it like this, unspoken and undefined, but don't leave me here like this, just don't, and that's why he's also resigned, cause he knows it always ends up like this for him, cause he can't have what he wants and people who love him end up dead, cause he's that cursed, and it's about to happen again, so DON'T DON'T DON'T, STAY WITH ME

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destielwarmsthecocklesofmyheart · 1 year

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Omg. Everyone go read this right now. It’s amazing.

#destiel #dean winchester #castiel #castiel loves dean winchester #dean loves him back #dean is bi #deancas #they silenced you #fuck chuck #omg this one killed me #my favorite fanfic of all time

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laniidae-passerine · 5 months

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I made my post about Dean Highbottom and then as I was writing my tags realised that his Hunger Games counterpart is Haymitch. and now my head is in my hands and I don’t think I’ll ever recover

#IM GOING TO CRY. I am part of the system I never wanted anything to do with it #I killed so many people without laying a hand on them. I never ever asked for this. I tried to say no. my hands are still bloody.#both turned to drugs to cope. both had a mentee who reminded them of someone they hated so much #(snow reminded the dean of his old friend. katniss reminded haymitch of himself)#both knew exactly how the games worked and all of its consequences because one made it and the other lived it #both lived in the shadows of the past and never really got out from it #but in the end one of them chose to be cruel to the children who they were asked to mentor #and the other loved even when it was killing him #god. twenty three years and they never managed to drown the fire out of him. his heart broke again and again #but he held onto those shards even as they made his hands bleed. and then one day two children appeared and pieced it back together #and some of it was missing and always would be. you can’t undo twenty three years of alcoholism and pain and grief and self loathing #but a lot of it was still there. far more than he ever even believed could have survived #Haymitch I love youuuuuuuuu I will always love you #and Dean Highbottom you were kinda cringe and lame. guynobody ass bitch. do better #haymitch abernathy #dean highbottom #thg #the hunger games #a ballad of songbirds and snakes #abosas

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deancasbisexual · 17 days

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nothing makes me want to slam my head onto a slab of concrete more than the thought of dean being oblivious towards his feelings for cas the entire show and only realizing how deeply in love he was when it was too late. like that is the most heartbreaking interpretation to me.

#the thought of dean beating himself up over the fact that he didn't say he loved cas back #and now its too late and he'll never get to tell him #yeah that shit is devastating #deancas #destiel #supernatural #spn

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paellegere · 3 months

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i can't stop thinking about the first episode of season 6, when sam tries to convince dean to come with him, to come back to hunting. he says "it's just better with you around, that's all." it's an interesting line because sam is soulless, obviously. and even though he doesn't understand the details yet, he knows something's wrong with him.

"it's better with you around" he says, citing dean's compassion and care for others as the reason why. and how interesting is that? sam's working with plenty of other hunters who still have their souls—they're all more than capable of caring about the people they save. but sam needs dean specifically. he knows he's missing something, and he sees dean and recognizes that something in him. even cold and calculating and unrelentingly logical, sam recognizes that dean, alone, can "complete" him, give something back to him that he's supposed to have.

in episode 8 he tells dean he "needs his help." he doesn't elaborate; he never explains what he means by that. he has a whole family of hunters who'd be willing and able to help him, but still he needs dean. even without his soul, his hyperrational mind knows he needs him.

soulless sam isn't capable of caring about dean. but he doesn't need to care to know they need to be together, no matter what—to know dean is good for him, dean completes him, dean needs to be there for him.

it's like a sick reversal of season 1. sam drags dean back into this life because he can't keep going without him. because he needs him. because when you think about it logically, and sam has no other choice, there was never any other option for them.

#supernatural #wincest #i mean i'm absolutely looking at this through wincest-colored lenses but this isn't even a romantic observation #and i think that makes it so much worse #every time soulless sam gives an indication that he needs dean in his life even when he's incapable of caring about him. that's so fucked u #like what the fuck do you mean sam's dependence on dean isn't even irrational. that it's so normal to him that it's completely logical #to need him. that sam needs dean the way humans need air to breathe: an unalterable fact of nature and reality #'there are also things about it i remember that i... let's just say i think i should probably go back to being him'#What The Fuck Do You Mean By That Sammy #having a soul hurts but he should 'probably' go back to having one #he says in a conversation about how he knows he should care about dean but doesn't #like there's something inside him screaming for dean. and it's trapped and trying to claw its way out #he needs to care about dean no matter what the cost is. he needs to love him again #it's unnatural and wrong for him to exist without loving his brother. is that what you're saying. is that it #i just can't stop thinking about soulless sam. sorry. what's wrong with him seriously #besides not having a soul #.txt #sam #the winchester gospel #spn posting

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hellhoundlair · 10 months

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do u ever think about the fact that a lot of sams clothes wouldve ended up ruined because of the fire at stanford so dean wouldve had to lend some of his and the kind of things that would do to deans brain

#i love the idea of dean feeling disgusted with himself for being happy that jess died #because sams not coping and this poor girl got caught up in something she shouldnt have #...but his brother is back. thats all hes wanted and hes got it.#AND hes coming to him for comfort again like when they were kids n hes wearing his clothes like hes staking his claim on him. hehe.#wincest #this goes doubly in an omegaverse setting. or at LEAST in a musk kink setting <3

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