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nothing makes me want to slam my head onto a slab of concrete more than the thought of dean being oblivious towards his feelings for cas the entire show and only realizing how deeply in love he was when it was too late. like that is the most heartbreaking interpretation to me.
#the thought of dean beating himself up over the fact that he didn't say he loved cas back#and now its too late and he'll never get to tell him#yeah that shit is devastating#deancas#destiel#supernatural#spn
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pest control TWO!!!!!
heres the first one
adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')
#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#the noise#fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok#even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail#peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this.#but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about.#arting#pizzaposting#i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e#fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like#he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing#not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time#so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable#total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at#persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast#fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything#except for the rats.
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luo binghe better than me fr i think i would've gone fucking apeshit if the person i loved with my entire soul pretty much said "fuck you" because of my race and pushed me down into literal hell for me to suffer for years
i've said it before and i'll say it again, i really don't think we give binghe enough credit. that man was on concerning levels of forgiving all the way from the start
#this would all be without xin mo eating at my brain btw#were the things he did wrong? of course. can you blame him? absolutely not.#like lets not act like at least half of us wouldnt go insane#i would be devastated#just.. place urself in his shoes ok#like he was able to still change for the better despite all the shit he went through#able to realize his wrongdoings and make up for them#thats fucking amazing and we should not discredit him ok#my ass would probably do the same thing as him tbh. or have a whole mental breakdown. or both#also same goes for bingge i wouldve done the same shit too probably. id fuck shen jiu up#again#not excusing his actions but i feel like people seem to focus on that part of him way too much when we literally see his character growth#and yeah hes still just a little unhinged but arent we all#hell some people are WAY more fucked up than binghe and they didnt even go through#i love him so much can you tell#so anyways yes if he were real i would date him hes so relatable#because then id now that he would actually change for the better and make things up and learn from his mistakes#yeah haha yes hes a red flag whatever all jokes and fun but are we just gonna ignore his development???#im not a binghe apologist. maybe.#svsss#mxtx svsss#luo binghe#luo bingmei
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I have seen you talking about Dick & Dami's relationship and Dick & Tim as well,but what are your takes on Dick and Jason actually?
Like how you wish their relationship should be portrayed today and where are them missing when it comes to making those two acting like siblings?
Do you think in the past their dynamic was better?
How Dick views Jason and how Jason views Dick?
This is difficult to answer because there are like 8 different stages to Dick and Jason's relationship with various dynamics. They also view each other a bit differently depending on which stage we're talking about.
The way I would like their relationship to be portrayed today isn’t necessarily possible thanks to Jason’s integration into the family and acceptance of the no killing moral code. For me, their ideal dynamic is portrayed in Outsiders #44-46. And I know people are gonna find that regressive as hell but, tbh, that dynamic is far more interesting than the kinda awkward thing they have going on now.
Although, I don't mind that they acknowledge their brotherhood in a serious manner now. Like before they'd kinda be like, "Eh... I mean... we were adopted from the same guy but... brothers? Eh..." And now they're more firmly in the, "We're brothers," camp. So that development is interesting.
Character progression wise, it wouldn't feel right for for them to be super close in the way that, say, Dick and Tim are (unless we saw a lot of trust and relationship building between them), but at the same time, there is part of me that kind of wants them to have that older sibling bond (except Jason is closer in age to Tim than he is to Dick sooo actually let's just leave older sibling things to Dick and Cass... not that Cass is much older than Jason though so LOL this is why Dick has to lone the oldest sibling thing by himself... which is funny because Dick is technically no longer the oldest sibling, he's a baby brother now... except Dick and Melinda's relationship really hasn't progressed much sooo you could say they share blood but don't consider each other family yet, in which case, Dick is still the oldest... I mean, regardless, Dick is the oldest sibling of the Waynes... god why did they have to make all of this so difficult 😫).
#jason's like blerghhh dad always loved you best. but also hey we should work together bc you're a killer like me#and then jason's also like hey dick you were the most amazing thing i've ever seen and idk you're cool but i won't say that to you#and then he's also like hey dick i've got girl advice for you and i also need your opinion on my hair. oh now bane is trying to kill us#and then he's also like oh you got amnesia? i don't give a fuck about you and maybe i'll kill you#and he's also like oh you trust me? okay well... we're brothers and i'm gonna save you#and then dick's like oh hey kid call me if you need me. oh you died? i am literally devastated i'm so sorry#and he's also like wow you're very good at what you do but i don't trust you... okay but i trust the intel you're giving me sooo....#and then he's like why the fuck are you dressing like me and killing people?? quit doing stupid shit!!#and then he's like jason what the fuck are you doing--let me help you!!#and then he's like kinda indifferent to jason but jason is still Ugh this family is stupid why am i here#and then dick's like ofc i'm gonna come help you if you need me but also this is awkward af and things are weird between us so bye#except not bye because i'm staying here to help you and your team#and then dick's like i'm being controlled by joker so i'm gonna kill yoooou#and then he's like eh i trust you and i'm gonna help you bc we're brothers but you literally wrecked bruce's car you numbskull#and then he's like you're doing dumb shit and i have to take you down but oh thanks for not letting the train kill me#and then they're both like meh we're doing shit w the batfam even though neither of us should be here rn#and yeah that's how it goes. that's. literally it. writers cannot keep their relationship consistent in the long term#Dick Grayson#Jason Todd#relationship analysis#anon
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saw that article on twitter and not even sylkies believe it sgjhdk they’re like “well, where is it?” and with the way straight male marvel stans have been angrier than usual about the lokius content in this episode i think it’s funny how we’re still likely getting s**ki endgame when it will not make any sense narrative wise. she doesn’t like him like that anymore if she ever did to begin with
!!!!! like even if i was in their shoes i would hate it if they became canon bc where the FUCK is the romantic tension where is the "romance" part of the relationship like it does not make sense whatsoever and when i get over lokius probably not going canon its just gonna be funny to me that they ended up together when this season was giving absolutely fucking NOTHING when it comes to them
#like yeah sure ill be devastated if they go canon instead of lokius but at some point it just becomes funny how much straight white dudes#try to have a main straight couple in everything they shit out like im sorry but which one of us is the desperate here#loki#lokius#anti sylki#sylvie laufeydottir
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Who's your favorite combiner? And your least favorite? (Explain your choice please)
well my favorite is for sure devastator. mostly bc i think the guys cute. (mean. dumb.)
i also have a weak spot for characters with fucked up weird backstories, and the g1 constructicons get it in one. what do you mean megatron brainwashed these guys. and nobody did anything about it? they were friends with omega supreme?? huh?
(unless u subscribe to the other origin story, that megatron made these guys. like from scratch i guess. ah. my 6 terrible green children.)
as for combiners i dislike. i dont know. im neutral-positive on most other combiners just bc i think theyre cool. you really cant go wrong with a megazord made out of like. sentient guys all meshing into one consciousness. thats just too cool.
actually i want to talk about the wreckers combiner--RUINATION. (from fall of cybertron) hes ugly as hell actually. but i can fix him. the designers gave him xaarons head as a cute little nod, i guess, but can you imagine how fucking silly that would be in universe. jesus.
ruination fanart^ i have...a vision...
#posting this at 2am but maybe ppl will still see may art. hello#actually i want to make the triple changers part of ruination over topspin and twintwist but theyre in that image bc i was bein lazy#well. maybe just sandstorm. but then who fills the other spot? i unno.#cuz i feel like springer probably has his own shit going on right#idk. anyway#yeah i love the constructicons. i need to draw them more .ah.#thanks anon. blows a kiss#my art#g1#devastator#xaaron#ruination#and friends
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'it's genocidal to call for an end of Israel where do you want us to go' stay where you are or don't, who gives a shit. you just can't be the only group represented in political authority. you just don't have the right to perform genocide or land capture. you just can't be the boot stamping on everyone else's necks. 🤷♀️
the state is not the people. if you don't want to leave Palestine live in Palestine. but Israel does not have a right to exist and you do not have a right to stand above others by the circumstances of your birth. you do not have a right to continue to profit from an ongoing genocide. you do not have a right to supremacy. you do not have a right to gain your comfort at the direct cost of thousands of lives next door. you do not have a right to be colonial overlords. you do not have a right to an ethnostate or a theocracy. you do not have the right to continue to sell on and pass on and profit from land and resources legally gatekept from everyone outside your specific group. you do not have a right to use immigration law to prevent people from returning to their homes while continuing to artificially cultivate a Jewish majority. you do not have a right to displace people to get what you want. you do not have a right to ownership. you have a right to live in safety but you don't have a right to pay in other people's lives for that. and you don't have a right to rule. and Israel does not have a right to exist.
Jews were in Palestine before 1914 and Jews will be in Palestine after Palestine is freed. but as equal citizens not as colonial overlords.
#red said#is it simple to examine stuff like the reappropriation of land and wealth given that we're 75 years out from the nakba?#no it's very not simple#is it simple to identify a difference between 'these people should not be the only group represented in government and law'#and 'these people should die or be driven into the wilderness'? YEAH IT IS DUDE. YOU ARE NOT THE STATE OF ISRAEL.#you are not your unearned power over others#fuck you for putting a hypothetical genocide of the people YOU think matter over a CURRENTLY HAPPENING genocide of CURRENTLY DYING people#trauma is trauma but how much imaginary devastation is worth a single actually real life let alone tens of thousands#how many Palestinian lives is it worth to you to allay your fears of harm potentially coming to your people?#30 000? 300 000? 3 000 000? for a hypothetical Israeli to avoid hypothetical retributive violence or hypothetical displacement?#you're a morally bankrupt piece of shit putting imaginary future harm up against the actual murders of the equivalent pop of whole cities#and you can wish for the end of Israel without wishing for the deaths or displacements of Jews.#thinking they're the same thing is at best confusing life with power
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current favorite thing about Psych: Shawn and his on-again off-again unofficial sometimes boyfriend Despereaux
#watching the art theft episode and man#shawn is just so bbg around despereaux its hysterical#ok psych reboot ft. things id change#uhhh id make it canon that shawn and despereaux fucked thanks for coming to my ted talk-#despereaux does Anything and shawn is all sparkly eyes amazed heart emoticons-#no no ok ok this is the dynamic in my head#yeah they fucked but despereaux was soooo over it once they parted ways#but shawn is like. That clingy guy after a one night stand who thinks that Had Something#yk? am i making sense? its almost 5 am i wanted to be asleep two hours ago#absolutely unprompted#LMAO DESPEREAUX JUST FAKED GETTING BLOWN UPPPPP#shawn is Devastated lmaoooooo#i love how they're all like 'spencer im sorry for your loss' LIKKEEEEEE cmon this shit writes itself#OMGGGG LMAO DESPEREAUX LEFT SHAWN MOST OF HIS STUFF IN THE WILL READINGGGGGG#'shawn was despereaux's only Male friend' okkkkkk ok ok ok#LMAOOO SHAWN IS DOING THE MANIC 'hes not dead!!!' THEORY THNGGGGGG#yes bby follow that hunch. be insane over this. get that art thief dick#'death by diabetes. i kid! he exploded' NEW FAVORITE QUOTE woody you are an Icon#nooo bs this is literally the fruitiest shawn has ever been and he has been Fruity on this show#cary elwes has chemistry with Everyone i stg#'i am giving this speech To Him' (shawn about the eulogy) mannnnnn MANNNNNNN#SHAWN IS DELUSIONAL <3 I LOVE THIS EPISODE ITS EVERYTHING#his. his first name is pierre. LMAO#SHAWN IS HAVING A PUBLIC BREAKDOWNNNNNNN#sorry sorry i love this show. its so stupid its great
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I still don't know if I like how they end season two or if I fucking hate it. I mean the heartbreak?? the tragedy that is loki sacrificing himself in order to save his friends... to save mobius. because he was focusing on mobius the whole time and that's not delusion it's a fact. he was fixated on giving him a chance to choose a life where they can stay together. he was saying fucking goodbye to him. mobius clenching his fists when they realised what loki was doing? mobius being absolutely miserable once they all get to have their own lives because loki was not by his side? and loki watching him, making sure that he, mobius, is okay and happy even though he can't be presently with him, but still is making him company and being there for him?? fuck that's just devastating in a whole new level. and I hate it because I wanted (and maybe with this I am being delusional) them to end up together being all domestic and cozy rising the children and jet skiing. but boy do I love the angst
#loki season 2#loki#mobius#lokius#what the fuck#im devastated#not gonna process this shit#im gonna live my life now inmerse in fanfic so i dont have to bare with this finale#also#WHAT THE FUCK!#yeah maybe i do now that i did hate that finale
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even tho that scene™️ in ep 5 is harrowing to watch, the scene that i actually struggle with the most (and literally have to fast forward through) is in ep 3 when Louis goes to give the twins presents like…i know what its like to be transformed by trauma in a “dark” way on top of already being different in a way that families often times aren’t accepting of. i know what its like to be desperate to appeal to their acceptance and feel loved by them even tho i can never be who they prefer i be. i’ve been reactive (meltdown) in an attempt to make a space for myself amongst them in the only ways i can. it hurts to watch that scene. it hurts to watch his mother grab his chin and say yes this is who you’ve always been to me finally revealed as if everything he did out of love and support for them will never outweigh the ways he disappoints them. but he feels the weight of having held them up only to be crushed by their refusal to give him the love and support in return in the way he needs it.
then he goes home to his husband who mocks him with an orgy he was never going to allow + delivers the news of the azalea like its nothing + “how dare you cheat on me back?” + he’s like ‘your ed is personally offending me and my hard on’ and then it only gets worse from there. ep 5 was built up so well and the escalation happening after their babytrap, the vampire Claudia, is born is so real idk how anyone was blindsided.
it’s actually in my top 3 fav episodes, if not my favorite even tho i struggle with it so much. i’m about to watch it again bc i like pain apparently
#i would have dissociated too fuck#that shit piled on#i do that. if it just keeps piling and piling my brain shuts everything down and i retreat inwards#to see anyone be like “yeah how dare louis not fuck lestat” made my eyes twitch#iwtv#ldpdl#amc interview with the vampire#being rejected like that is so devastating and then not even being able to go home and be understood by your own husband#no to return home and be faced with another person for whom your love isn’t enough#another person who hold it against you how trauma has transformed you#even tho he the trauma that transformed you#all the things he promised up in flames just like everything else#then the episode ends with everything literally on fire#mw posts
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Thoughts on this album?
99% of my swiffer behavior is also confined to r*ddit (why are you guys making me admit this twice in one day) & it will remain that way for various reasons. I will say I have no idea why she made that snore of a song the lead single/paired it with such an aesthetically interesting video.
#mbobhft was RIGHT THERE. its so catchy#also how did it end is devastating .#i have so many thoughts i just dont feel like posting them here . mostly positive actually i get why its controversial & of course theres a#few cornball lyrics but there are many things on this album that blew me away#also you know how i was a Karma is a Cat defender last time. yeah thats me for he knows how to ball i know aristotle#its just unserious cheesy & cute how are ppl so annoyed by it. also that part of so hs is sonically the catchiest moment on the whole album#specifically the outro when its layered . literally my fave#grinch newfans & haters wont get it whatever im having so much fuj#literally this one song after the documented evil of mh changed my opinion on the meathead jock . happy for her#I just don't like talking about her in the presence of ppl who haven't also been in this shit for 15 years bc they don't get her they don't#understand that someone can be corny as hell (in both good ways & fucking tattoed golden retriever) & also profound at the same time#& that's their affliction not mine#asks
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here's the thing about shannon diaz
she shouldnt have died because she didnt deserve that but i still dont like her
sure eddie said he did the same thing as she did by running to join the military but...were they same?
its not like eddie left in the middle of the night with only a note left behind and then just...didnt contact them for like 2 years! I mean, we saw him facetiming as much as he could in an active warzone and we know he did everything to get back to chris!
but here's the thing: shannon did! she left without any word in the middle of the night!
i think its fine that she left eddie, in fact good for her for leaving his ass because i just know he never stood up for her to his overbearing parents and she 100% deserved better
But its the way she left christopher with only a note for when he was older and then went zero contact for however long and i firmly believe if eddie hadn't reached out to her first she would never have tried to contact christopher and that's just unforgivable to me
you can, and should, leave your spouse if it isnt working out, but to leave your kid completely behind without a word? thats horrifying to me
#like thats your kid! they didnt ask to be born! but they're here and they're responsiblity for the REST OF YOUR LIFE#911 abc#anti shannon diaz#i keep seeing all this stuff for her and yeah shes a great character but i still wont forgive her#i dont care that eddie forgave her#if my mom left without a fucking note and then ghosted me and only came into my life because she had no choice and felt guilty? yeah no#i take a hard stance to that but it could be because my mom literally will never call me or make the effort in our relationship#im a grown ass adult and that shit stings i just know it's devastating when your a kid when your mom just ignores you#although my parental issues are more in line with bucks in that my parents just ignored me for most of my life
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#im not going to answer the last few asks ive gotten bc. this blog just isnt the place for this kind of conversation but#i will just say explicitly. dont u dare say i dont think it's a big deal.#the reason im upset about this is *because* i know how fucking big a deal this is. i mean fuck ?#it's mass fucking genocide.#and i dont want people misplacing their anger at a stupid fucking band that doesn't know shit about it.#and i dont want them to potentially fuck this up and spread misinformation. so focus your energy where it counts.#and that's all i'll say on the matter. considering this is just a small 5sos blog#and you dont know what im doing in my personal life to talk about this issue outside of '5sos world'#and you dont know what 5sos are doing either outside of public press land#and i would like to think - like the ukraine situation - that they are doing their part to donate and help with their money and privilege.#but you know that if they spoke about this on fucking TWITTER of all places ?? like that's the top place to get important news???#that people would just focus their energy on complaining that they took too long. instead of actually helping anything or anyone.#people just want to misdirect their energy and their anger. and of course you're angry. of course we're all fucking angry and horrified#and devastated. but let's put it where it counts. to the people who need help. not stupid celebrities. just. yeah. ok#end of conversation
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Lol I keep seeing the “the show is telling you what really happened and in the book Billy couldn’t tell Julia the full story because he didn’t want to hurt her”, and again, I have to wonder if everyone saying that has read the book because…. Things Billy tells Julia, a grown woman who is fully aware that her father was too fucked up to be there when she was born:
A) that he fucked multiple groupies on the first tour while married to her mom, who was pregnant with her at the time
B) that he, at one point “may have” been MORE in love with Daisy than HER MOTHER
Like… I’m sorry, where is this idea that Billy, a guy who took forever to admit that but did admit that, was sparing Julia’s feelings, coming from? How is telling your child “yeah I did love this other woman more than your mom and it was agonizing and I did kind of wish I could bail on y’all for a minute” THE SOFT HIT LOL.
#daisy jones and the six#look enjoy the show all you want#but takes like that are nonsense#which is why i come back to DID WE READ THE SAME NOVEL#i mean yeah if all you read were daisybilly excerpts i can see why you’d come to some of these conclusions#but the book…. isn’t daisybilly w karengraham sprinkles#also idk what the show is doing but julia is like in her forties in the book#she knows what’s up#she push push puuuuushes billy on shit#she won’t LET him hide from her#the advocating for a full physical affair on the show is so boring to me#and i love cheating in fiction#but the book made a great case for why an emotional affair is so much more devastating than a random fuck#and why daisy and billy barely needed to touch for it to devastate them
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At the risk of revealing I know very little about things in general, I really don't understand why Nintendo is shutting down online support for the 3DS/Wii U? Or that like, they can even Do That? Cause like, to me it makes sense that they'd have control and the say-so on the eShop, that's like, something they run as a company and Yes it absolutely sucks ass they nuked it for profit but like. Idk if I'll even phrase this right LMFAO but it seems like something they run themselves so it makes sense that they have complete authority over it. It's in their jurisdiction.
But like??? In my mind, if you have A Device that can connect to the internet it just. Should? Like I don't need a phone plan/data to use my old phone as a Youtube running device, as long as I'm connected to the internet. Like, the internet is a third party almost, one that you pay for personally and separately from any device you can use it with. I don't understand how Nintendo can intersect that and cut it off for their devices, specifically. Like, even if they have servers??? Idk how any of that works tbh I was just under the impression that if you have a device that you own and internet access. It's just those two things. Maybe it gets more complicated when it comes to games like Splatoon, but still....
#nintendo 3ds#wii u#no idea like. how else to tag this LMFAOO#i know jack about shit. full disclosure.#but like are they just being the apple of the gaming industry or am i missing something??????#any which way it's a huge bummer. and it's gonna make some games like entirely unplayable actually#LIKE. yeah there is a single player campaign in splatoon that's a platformer.#but it is seriously SUCH a small part of the game. it is Not the main point of the game. so like as far as platformers go#you will be getting WAY less out of it than like. any dedicated platformer game. mario. sonic. ect.#WAIT DON'T YOU HAVE TO BE CONNECTED TO THE INTERNET TO BUY CLOTHES TOO......#you don't even get to play dress up with your inkfish. unbelievable. unplayable.#and like. personally i only own splat 3. but i do feel like this is still devastating news and a premonition of things to come long term 💔#and don't even get me started on pokemon LMFAOOOOO#also hearing the bad news in how it effects 3DS FEs but i'm actually not super familiar w the online stuff there#it WILL be disappointing to not be able to add more avatar charas to your roster for funsies. i gotta get that sorted.#SAD.
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Kaeya is rather touch averse, cringing away from casual contact people give him under the guise of being distracted or idle movement. He's used to it, the Ragnvindrs and Adenlinde got him used to frequent affectionate physical contact, but it can still be entirely Uncomfortable if he's touched by someone outside those he is close to or someone he's otherwise Allowed to touch him.
#hc; kaeya#//Mentioned before; but am Elaborating on other aspects since Aven get brain juices flowing for this#//Unlike Aven; he's FAR more tolerable of people who touch him unprompted. & more willing to indulge for himself outside his comfort people#//Unless he himself had actively given the indication he doesn't want it; in that case THEN he's likely to anger & retaliate#//But yeah; his response is usually Discomfort & trying to get away from it one way or another. Can tolerate it to appear friendly; sure#//But would rather not want people to touch him so easily. Is decently okay with brief touches tho; like shoulder pats or the like#//Will actively lean into it & encourage further touching ONLY as a means to an end; adjusting any wandering hands only when going too far#//Esp if he can use that like a carrot on a string–if they concede to what he wants; they can touch him more. Maybe MORE than just that too#//He won't initiate any touch unless he deems it Absolutely Necessary; WILL internally scream if they Immediately reciprocate the contact#//Uses it as a 'reward' sometimes; a little pinch of the cheek; a hug; getting right into their space; if he sees they'll react favorably#//Maybe more if they have connection enough; like Huffman or one of his longer-running liaisons. Is p ok w/ sleeping w/ them as reward#//Sometimes he forgets some people don't like that he does this; like Rosie. Tries the tactic to get a favor then Remembers#//Absolutely apologizes; feels mortified when she scrutinizes him for it. Esp since she'd be one of few ppl who KNOWS just how Averse he is#to it in the first place. Him slipping up like that in front of HER is smth he'd STRESS over. She could hold over his head for all he knows#//How can he even joke abt it? Worse if she asks abt his way of doing things or indicate she doesnt Like that he uses himself as bait#//Has absolutely accidentally tried to seduce/bait sb like that who he absolutely should Not have. Like Jean. Ended up playing it off like#a joke between friends; but damn near had a panic attack from the guilt the moment he was safely in his office. bc Jean is SPECIAL to him#could he treat her like THAT? How could he almost let her SEE that side of him? His casual charm and facade are ONE thing#//But him actively doing something like THAT; esp for Jean of all people; is COMPLETELY off-limits; no matter his feelings#//Actually; especially BC he harbors feelings for her. Ppl like Lisa on the other hand; he is VERY comfortable doing this with/to#//She GETS the flirty habit & dishes it back without losing image of him in the way someone he regards at Jean's level possibly could#//And as far as Lisa knows; it's Only a playful habit; not a means to an end. The ones who prolly Know might be certain folks in the church#//But that's just bc he gets frequent checkups after every lil Rendezvous of his. Which is why he's got dirt on Every Single Person There#//Except Barbara; but he absolutely makes SURE she's not the one he's dealing with whenever he goes. Wants to spare her his messes#//Damn; veered a little but it's alright. 'A little'; HA. Nah; my tags are but the cluttered corkboard of my thoughts jhdbfjdf#//Diluc; Addie & Jean are the people he most Fears finding out abt his methods. Doesnt wanna THINK abt how they'd feel/regard him after tha#//Knows for SURE it'd be painful if the way they treat him changes even a SLIGHT. ESP Addie; he can bear the other two; but Addie???#//Nah; he'd be fucken DEVASTATED. That's the ONE person he knows hold true unwavering unconditional love for him; no matter what#//To do anything to damage that? He'd be so fucken GUTTED. He expects everyone to get fed up with/disdain him at some point. But not HER#//Keeps this shit on the down low by always having dirt on the people he gets Involved with; if not using keeping it up as an incentive
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