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Can I touch your heart? Chapter 3 - Page
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warnings: SG-1 eat breakfast together so food is mentioned, also Daniel eats a power bar
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notes: lol not me saying i was gonna upload these a couple days after the last chapter and then several weeks went by HAHA WHOOPS but heyyy it's here!! :D i learned how to use procreate recently and ended up drawing the middle image for this post, so maybe expect to see more Daniel and Ji-Yu fanart from me? hehehe... i also realized that it might be helpful to put a little mini-dictionary for the Korean terms that i use so i'll def be sure to do that for future chapters as well! ^^ also also uploading this on 7/29/23 so happy crab day, fam!! :D <3
korean terms used:
daenggi - the red ribbon used to tie the end of Ji-Yu's braid
datong-li - the calendar system used in Joseon-era Korea
hanja - the writing system used in ancient Korea before the invention of the hangul alphabet by King Sejong in the latter end of the Joseon Dynasty
One week later, Ji-Yu is adjusting well to life on Earth and at SG Command. The princess decided to take General Hammond’s offer to stay on the base and was assigned a job as a translator and cultural consultant working by Daniel’s side. The General also gave her an order to learn English so she could communicate with the rest of the people on base.
Because the English language lessons for Korean speakers that were readily available on Earth weren't compatible with the now "outdated" way of speaking and writing Korean that was used on Songak, Daniel decided to create custom lessons for Ji-Yu specifically tailored to the way Korean was used on her home planet. Thanks to Daniel’s lessons and his help whenever she got stuck or confused, Ji-Yu has been making swift progress with speaking and comprehending the English language.
Since Ji-Yu had gotten better at English, she had been met with a warm welcome from everybody she met and found herself quickly making friends along the way. Major Carter seemed interested in connecting with Ji-Yu further once they were able to understand each other, and the two were on the path to becoming fast friends. And although Ji-Yu did not see Doctor Fraiser often (which one could consider a positive rather than a negative), she found that the two of them were connecting quite quickly as well.
Ji-Yu also noticed that Teal’c would often offer his advice about residing on Earth from one non-Tau’ri to another whenever the two of them were both involved in the same conversation. Jack was also starting to warm up to Ji-Yu, the fact that most of his skepticism chalked up to being doubtful of Daniel’s actions becoming more and more apparent each day.
As for her job as a translator, Ji-Yu had yet to start any tasks related to her new job until she had a stronger hold of English, as per the guidance of General Hammond.
Daniel and Sam approach Ji-Yu’s quarters on Thursday morning, chatting about how their projects are going until Daniel knocks on the door. Sam couldn’t help but notice the subtle shift in the archeologist’s energy as he adjusts his posture as a subtle glimmer glows behind his eyes.
“Yes?” the princess calls from inside. Daniel opens the door and sees Ji-Yu sitting on her bed, her long, dark hair hanging by the sides of her face and her red daenggi in her hands. His breath hitches in his throat when he sees her with her hair down for the first time; the light from the lamp behind her shines through her silk-like hair and reveals an almost flame red tint to her otherwise dark, carob hair. The warm glow framing her face illuminates her round face and soft features in a delicate light. Daniel’s words catch in his throat and Sam smiles to herself before stepping forward and speaking in his stead.
“We’re headed to the mess hall, you wanna come?” Sam offers with a smile.
“Oh! Yes, sure,” Ji-Yu says, her eyes curving into crescent moons as she smiles back. “I was about to do my hair, I just need one minute.” Sam nods and glances over at Daniel who has since regained his composure and he silently meets her eyes. The Major hangs her head as she suppresses a laugh, her eyes drifting towards Ji-Yu as she braids her hair over her shoulder. Tying a knot with the daenggi, she tosses her braid over her shoulder so it hangs over her back. Ji-Yu stands up with a smile, smoothing out her clothes before approaching her new friends. She’s wearing the blue BDU set today which Daniel is wearing as well, while Sam has the green set on instead. Sam and Daniel head out of her room and Ji-Yu follows, closing the door to her quarters behind her.
“So, how are your English studies going?” Sam asks as the three of them head to the mess hall.
“Good! It’s.. a little hard.. but good,” Ji-Yu says with a smile. “How is your project going?”
“Fine so far. I just have to work out some schematics for the final version of the device and then it should be all set,” Sam says with a small smile. “It’s actually really interesting stuff because-” Sam begins to explain the logistics to Ji-Yu and starts using words that she hasn’t gotten anywhere near yet in her studies. Ji-Yu smiles nonetheless, interested in hearing Sam talk so passionately about her area of expertise but Daniel speaks up, noticing the confusion and complete lack of comprehension in Ji-Yu’s eyes as Sam’s vocabulary gets more and more complex as she goes on.
“Sam, I don’t think she knows any of those words yet,” Daniel says gently. Sam stops mid sentence and shoots Ji-Yu an apologetic look.
“Sorry,” she grimaces and Ji-Yu quickly shakes her head.
“It’s okay! I like hearing what you have to say,” Ji-Yu says with a warm gummy smile. “Even if I don’t understand it.” Sam chuckles at this and looks down. The three of them arrive at the mess hall and pick out their breakfasts before sitting down at an empty table. They chat amongst themselves between bites for a few moments before Colonel O’Neill and Teal’c approach them.
“Howdy, campers,” Jack says, sitting in the empty chair next to Sam. “How are we all doing on this fine Thursday morning?” Teal’c smiles just slightly at this as he sits in the empty chair on the other side of the table. Ji-Yu, Sam, and Daniel all answer at once, each of them at varying stages of chewing, swallowing, or picking up more food with their utensils. Jack nods slightly in response before digging into his food.
Daniel’s napkin falls off of the table and both he and Ji-Yu notice this, simultaneously leaning down to pick it up off of the floor. Their hands touch and they both freeze, Ji-Yu’s cheeks flushing pink as she quickly retracts her hand. Daniel picks up his napkin and quietly thanks her before clearing his throat and taking a sip of his water.
Jack asks Sam about how her project is going and she starts to go into detail about her progress, but she quickly loses the Colonel’s interest about two words in. Ji-Yu watches Sam intently, trying to make mental notes of the words she’s saying so she can look up what they mean later on.
Eventually, the five of them finish eating and return their trays before heading their separate ways. On their way out of the mess hall, Daniel offers for Ji-Yu to study in his lab while he works on some other translations which she gladly accepts. The two stop by her quarters momentarily to retrieve her notebooks before heading over to his lab where they spend most of their day together.
Sometime in the middle of the afternoon, Daniel is getting more and more frustrated with a particular section of the text he’s translating. Shoving his glasses on top of his head, he sighs and leans back in his chair. Ji-Yu glances up from her notes and immediately notices a shift in his energy. Quietly standing up, she approaches him and asks him what’s wrong.
“It’s just this section of the text,” he says, tracing over the section with his pen without transferring ink to the paper. “If my previous translations are correct, this section would completely contradict the parts I translated earlier.” Curious, Ji-Yu compares the two sections and his translation notes. Her eyes scan the translations for a moment before she points to a certain section of the text.
“I see this as meaning ‘to reveal’, not ‘to release’,” she says softly, pointing to the two different sections. Daniel’s brows furrow as he leans forward, his eyes darting between the two sections she noticed.
“You’re right,” he realizes, pulling the other notebook closer and quickly jotting it down in his notes. Ji-Yu steps back slightly with a small smile as he hastily corrects his notes. Her eyes scan over his features as his expression shifts from realization to wonder to more realizations as the translation clicks together in his mind like pieces of a puzzle. A warm feeling spreads through her chest as she watches him work with such fervor. Before she can step away, he looks up at her with a grateful smile.
“Thank you,” he says and she smiles back, setting her hand on his shoulder before returning to her studies.
The pair quickly find that most of their days when Daniel is on the base would go like this: Ji-Yu studies English which she gets better at each day; Daniel steps in to assist her when she gets stuck and she does the same for him with his own translations; and Daniel, Ji-Yu, and at least one other member of SG-1 come together for their meals and they all get to know each other more and more every time. SG-1 also goes off-world a few times and Ji-Yu would see them off every time. Daniel and Sam bring back several artifacts and pieces of alien technology to study when they would return, as well. Additionally, as Ji-Yu’s English speaking abilities expand, she finds she’s able to assist Daniel in translating languages such as Ancient and Goa’uld, something that she wasn’t able to do in the recent past.
It’s a couple of weeks later when SG-1 wander into the control room and see Ji-Yu standing behind the gate technician, pointing to something on his computer screen. He nods at something she says before she points at something else, asking an additional question. Daniel looks pleasantly surprised to see her there, Sam and Teal’c as well, while Jack just looks slightly confused.
“Ji-Yu, what are you doing here?” Daniel asks as he approaches her. She looks up at him and smiles a little before standing up straight.
“Walter is showing me how the gate system works,” she says, her sense of wonder audible in her tone. “I’ve never seen anything like it.” She presses her palms to the desk and points out something else she noticed, which Walter explains to her as well. Daniel turns back to the rest of SG-1, his surprise visible in his expression. The corners of Sam’s lips curve up as Jack shares an equally surprised expression with Daniel. The Colonel steps closer to Daniel, leaning in to quietly speak to him.
“Sounds like she’s settling in just fine,” Jack says to him, giving him a pat on the shoulder. Daniel silently looks at the Colonel as he takes in the fact that his unvoiced concerns about Ji-Yu were apparently noticeable to others, something that he thought he had kept a little more well hidden than he did (or that he didn’t even realize he was thinking at all). He doesn’t say anything as Jack heads into the General’s office just to go bother him while there’s no base emergency.
Daniel’s gaze falls on Ji-Yu as she animatedly discusses the gate program with Walter who is slowly starting to reflect her vibrant energy despite his typically reserved demeanor. He can’t help but notice how her expression lights up when she begins to understand something and how she seems to be able to make anyone smile. He gets lost watching her make Walter laugh, something he isn’t sure he’s ever seen the technician do before, at least while he’s on the base. She beams as she stands up straight, thanking Walter for his help. Walter says “You’re welcome” with a laugh before returning to his work on the gate computer. Ji-Yu approaches Daniel with a smile, shaking him out of his daze.
“Hey,” she says softly, crossing her arms and giving him a little nudge with her elbow. He smiles at this and looks down.
“You guys are going off-world pretty soon, right?” she asks, glancing over at Sam and Teal’c who are standing nearby.
“Yup, to P3C-1228,” Jack answers as he leaves General Hammond’s office, followed by the General himself.
“Hey, that’s my birthday!” Ji-Yu says with a smile. Daniel’s ears perk up hearing this, while Sam looks pleasantly surprised and Teal’c tilts his head slightly.
“I converted my birthday from the Datong-Li calendar to the Gregorian calendar and I figured out my birthday falls on December 28th,” Ji-Yu explains. Sam smiles at this and looks at the Colonel, who looks somewhat surprised.
“So, I guess that’d make you a Capricorn,” Jack offers, and Ji-Yu’s brows furrow in confusion.
“Capricorn?” she repeats, her Korean accent sounding particularly noticeable with this word. Before Jack can explain what that means, General Hammond speaks up.
“SG-1, why don’t you get ready to go off-world while you’ve got some extra time?” he suggests. Jack looks irked that he doesn’t get to explain what a Capricorn is to Ji-Yu but leaves the room once Sam and Teal’c start to head out. Daniel goes to leave with them before turning to Ji-Yu.
“Oh, um, I left you some artifacts in the lab that you can study while we’re gone. If you want to,” he says, quickly adding his concern about pressuring her to do something she doesn't want to do. She smiles at this and nods, the warmth in her features disarming his worries.
“Thank you, Daniel,” she says softly. He smiles back before remembering he has to go get ready for his mission, turning on his heel and heading out of the room. Ji-Yu smiles to herself, not noticing when Siler enters the control room and approaches her.
“Ji-Yu, the MALP is back,” he says and she snaps out of her daze.
“Oh, cool,” she says with a bright smile. Her eyes meet General Hammond’s and she smiles at him, bowing slightly before following the Sergeant into the gate room. When the MALP was being sent out to P3C-1228 to survey the area before SG-1’s mission later that day, Ji-Yu had asked Siler if he could show her how to use it and how it works when it came back, which he agreed to do so. About twenty minutes go by as Ji-Yu asks Siler questions about the MALP until SG-1 arrive in their off-world gear. Almost unconsciously, Daniel and Ji-Yu’s eyes search for each other as he enters the room and Daniel can’t help but notice the bright smile on her face as their eyes meet. She thanks Siler before approaching the team, her smile not leaving her face as she nears them.
“Hi,” she says with a bright smile, stopping in front of Daniel.
“Hey,” he says softly, a smile beginning to spread across his lips. Ji-Yu does not miss the downward flicker of his gaze towards her lips.
“How long will you guys be gone?” she asks, glancing at the rest of the team.
“It’s hard to say, it depends on what we find and if there’s any local civilization or not,” Daniel says, briefly rocking back and forth on his heels. He crosses his arms and Ji-Yu does the same, causing him to break into a smile.
“I’ll be looking forward to your return, Doctor,” she says with an affirming nod. Daniel’s cheeks turn pink but he can’t take his eyes off of her as she grins a gummy smile. The base alarms go off as the Stargate activates, lighting up the room with a pale blue glow. His eyes don’t leave her visage and she starts to look a little shy under his gaze, biting her lower lip as she looks out the corner of her eye to avoid his gaze.
“Daniel!” Colonel O’Neill shouts from the ramp in front of the gate, effectively shaking the archeologist from his trance. He looks past Ji-Yu and sees Jack looking indigent, holding his arms out in exasperation. Sam is standing next to him and has a poorly repressed smile on her face, while Teal’c raises an eyebrow and has an inquisitive look in his eyes. Daniel clears his throat and his eyes meet Ji-Yu’s once more.
“Right. I- Um..” Daniel mumbles, looking at her one last time before joining the rest of SG-1.
“Come back safely or I’ll kill you!” Ji-Yu calls as they near the gate. Daniel cracks a smile at this and looks back at her, raising his hand and giving her a wave before stepping through the gate. Ji-Yu smiles as she waves back until the four disappear through the gate. She sighs as the gate deactivates, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear as she heads to Daniel’s lab for the time being.
It’s about four hours later when Daniel is reaching into his black vest pocket to pull out a power bar and a folded piece of paper falls out, landing in the dirt by his feet. Confused, he bends down to pick it up and his brows furrow as he unfolds it. The words ‘Hi. Just practicing writing English. Have a good day!’ are written in slightly messy handwriting with 智裕 (Ji-Yu in hanja) and a smiley face in the bottom right corner. His previously tense expression melts into a warm smile as he lets out a chuckle, turning it over to check the other side before folding it back up and sliding it back into his pocket.
“Whatcha smiling at?” Jack asks from behind him. Daniel bites his lip to hide his smile and looks down.
“Oh, nothing,” he says, using both of his hands to tear open his power bar. Jack shoots a dubious glance at him before turning on his heel and going to see what Major Carter is doing. Once Jack is gone, Daniel lets his smile return as he thinks about Ji-Yu waiting for him back on the base. Suddenly, he’s itching to go home and see her once more. He comes out of his reverie when Colonel O’Neill calls his name but his thoughts of the princess never leave his mind for the rest of the journey off-world.
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Writing another Daniel fic on the sidelines, oneshot rated T for flirting and potentially a bit more.
Just wondering what pairing we all prefer to read.
Thanks in advance, lovely readers!
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Agents of SHIELD Incorrect Quotes 🔏
-> In other words, Nikolai, Melissa, Marlene and Amelia being idiots ;)
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Maria Hill: Report of your mission with Melissa Wallace.
Marlene: Target was taken out.
Maria Hill: Very go-
Marlene: Then I took her to a lovely restaurant. Candle lit dinner. I proposed by the end of it. She has my last name now.
Maria Hill: I—
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Nikolai: I can’t believe you live nearby, and you won’t let anyone crash at your place.
Marlene: You people already know too much about me.
Melissa: I know exactly three facts about you, and one of them is that you won’t let any of us crash at your place.
Amelia: Leave the poor girl alone!
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Cop: You’re receiving a ticket for having three people on one motorcycle.
Marlene: Shit.
Nikolai: Wait, three?
Cop: Yeah?
Melissa: OH MY GOD AMELIA FELL OFF!!!
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Amelia: Am I in trouble?
Nikolai: Take a guess.
Amelia: No?
Nikolai: Take another guess.
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Marlene, tending to Nikolai’s wounds: How would you rate your pain?
Nikolai: Zero stars. Would NOT recommend.
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Melissa: Is something burning?
Marlene: Just my love for you.
Melissa: Honey, the toaster is on fire.
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Nikolai: I can explain.
Amelia: Can you?
Nikolai: If you give me thirty seconds to think of a lie.
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Amelia: Someone will die.
Melissa: Of fun!
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Melissa: I turned out perfectly fine!
Marlene: Babe, this morning you thought a ghost made your toast.
Melissa: I DIDN’T PUT THE BREAD IN! YOU DIDN’T PUT THE BREAD IN!!!
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Marlene: I prevented a murder today.
Amelia: Really? How’d you do that?
Marlene: Easy. Self control.
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Nikolai: *Kicks the door down looking panicked*
Melissa: What did you do?
Nikolai: Nobody died.
Melissa: WHAT KIND OF ANSWER IS THAT?!
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Nick Fury: I know you snuck out last night, Marlene.
Melissa: Play dumb!
Marlene: Who's Marlene?
Melissa: NOT THAT DUMB!!!
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Nikolai: Are you sure this is the right direction?
Marlene: Certainly, I'm as sure as I am honest!
Amelia: In that case, we're definitely lost.
Melissa: Well shit!
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Nikolai: You're the love of my life and my best friend, I would do anything for you.
Amelia: I want you to eat three meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule.
Nikolai: Absolutely not.
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Melissa: Man, I only ever see you awake, do you ever shut down or stop running?
Marlene: Oh, I’m always running!
Melissa: The question is from what.
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Maria Hill: You know those things will kill you, right?
Nikolai, pouring another glass of whiskey: That’s the point.
Marlene, smoking a cigarette: We’re trying to speed up the process.
Melissa: *Nods while eating raw cookie dough*
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Nick Fury: I think we're missing something.
Amelia: Teamwork?
Melissa: Cohesion?
Marlene: Research?
Nikolai: A general sense of what we’re doing?
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Amelia: I’ve done a lot of dumb stuff.
Marlene: I witnessed the dumb stuff.
Nikolai: I recorded the dumb stuff.
Melissa: I joined in on the dumb stuff.
Coulson: I TRIED TO STOP YOU FROM DOING THE DUMB STUFF!!!
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Coulson: Anyone d-
Melissa: Depressed?
Nikolai: Drained?
Amelia: Dumb?
Marlene: Disliked?
Coulson: -done with their work... what is wrong with you people ...
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Marlene: Good morning.
Nikolai: Good morning.
Melissa: Good morning.
Amelia: You all sound like robots, try spicing it up a bit.
Nick Fury: MORNING MOTHERFUCKERS!!
Amelia: Just like that!
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Head Over Feet--Ch. 8
Chapter 8
“How do you do that again?” The kid’s name was Noel, and he was fascinated by one of the videos I’d pulled up from one of our shows. It was Hanger doing the running shooting star press. The kid had asked me to replay it at least a dozen times.
Standing beside him, I watched the kid as he studied the move on the screen. His fingers kept toying with the zipper on his jacket.
“I was never really good at it,” I said honestly. “But basically, you get a short running start and then do a backflip onto the other guy.”
He looked up at me with a furrow in his brow. “But do you lead with your head or your chest or your foot? How do you know you’ll land in the right place?” He tugged his jacket zipper up and down, like it was a nervous tick. “What angle do you do? Can you do the geometry in your head?”
I felt my eyes bulge in surprise. “Geometry? We don’t really think about it that way. At least, I don’t.”
The furrow in Noel’s brow got deeper. “But how do you do it if you don’t do the math?” His frustration was palpable. He tugged his jacket zipper with more force.
I paused the video and sat down in the chair next to where he stood. The sound of the zipper was loud in my ears. “We just feel it. And practice a lot. I mean, a lot! My friend Adam here… he’s done that move hundreds of times. He can tell you exactly how many steps he needs to take and where he’s going to land without looking. He can do it with his eyes closed in his sleep.”
“But—”
For a second, I thought about reaching out to put my hand on his shoulder. But the tension in his features let me know that might not be a good idea.
“It’s like this thing called muscle memory. Right? Like when you do something so often and so many times that you don’t even think about it anymore,” I said slowly. “When Adam does that move, his body kind of does the math for him.”
Noel opened his mouth to speak, but a shadow fell over us before he could. Ellie stood there with a faint smile. She settled her hand in the space between his shoulder blades. When she spoke, her voice was low and soothing.
“It’s time for special, Noel. You don’t want to be late.”
The frustration in his features smoothed out. The fidgeting with his zipper slowed. He looked up at the clock.
“Ms. Kyle, may I go to my special now?”
Ellie smiled and dropped her hand back to her side. “Of course. Don’t forget your bag.”
Noel nodded and went to grab his backpack. He gave Ellie a wave as he walked out. The moment the door closed behind him, she sank into a chair and covered her eyes with her hands.
“I’m sorry about that,” she said, her words muffled behind her fingers.
I laughed before I could stop myself. “Why? The kids were pretty awesome.”
“I meant Noel.”
“Ellie, seriously. He just had questions.” I had the urge to reach out to her. I settled for scooting my chair a little closer. “Hell, I haven’t even thought about geometry in ten years, let alone with a shooting star press!”
She laughed and I couldn’t help but feel my heart racing in my chest. It made something slip down into my toes—this warmth that enveloped me. Ellie let out a faint sigh and took a breath. When she looked back over at me, I couldn’t stop myself.
“Go out with me.” I cringed as the words spilled out. Almost like a demand rather than a request. “I mean—”
“Sure.”
If I didn’t know better, I would have thought she was blushing.
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By the time I got home and dropped my bag, I was convinced the whole thing had been some sort of fever dream. There was no way that I’d actually asked Ellie Kyle on a legitimate date. I’d clearly had some bad Taco Bell or something. In reality, I was in some massive hallucination while I was in the emergency room. Or I’d wake up any minute to find that I’d overslept and missed my entire visit to Ellie in the first place.
Groaning, I flopped down on the end of my bed and stared up at the ceiling. I’d barely closed my eyes when my phone went off. Ellie’s name appeared when I clicked on the screen.
Let me know when you want to get together. Thanks again for everything today. -E.
My God. It had really happened.
Heart pounding in my throat, I took a screenshot of the message and sent it to Sam with the words don’t talk about my nuts ever again. After a moment’s thought, I sent the same one to Nick. Maybe that would make both of them leave me alone.
I should have known it wasn’t going to be anywhere near that easy.
Not five seconds later, my ringtone blared through the room.
“What, Sam?” My voice came out a little gruffer than I intended.
Laughter rolled through the line. “Close,” my little brother cackled.
“Oh hell,” I grunted. “I’d rather talk to Sam.”
“I’m here, too!”
The urge to hang up ran through me. It was one thing for Sam to haze me about not dating, but it was something else entirely for my baby brother to back her up.
“When is it?”
“Where are you going?”
“Don’t go to Black Bear. Go somewhere nice.”
“Make sure you get a haircut.”
“And clean up those mutton chops!”
“Remember—”
“STOP!” Their rapid-fire questions and comments swam through my head, making it ache. “Jesus, please stop.”
Instantly, silence crackled down the line. It was almost like I could hear them breathing. When I closed my eyes, I could imagine the two of them on the sofa in Sam’s apartment with Nick’s phone on his knee and both with contrite expressions.
“Sorry,” Sam said after a few moments of strained quiet.
I sighed and sat up, my head in my hand. “It’s okay. I’m still surprised as hell myself.”
For half a second, I thought back to that day in LAX when we first met Sam. How I secretly put her number in my phone from the tag on her luggage. I had every intention of asking her out the instant I saw her. But then I saw how my brother looked at her and heard how he talked about her in the days afterward. I couldn’t bring myself to go through with calling and asking her out. Not when it was clear that Nick was already smitten with her after ten minutes.
It was something I was ashamed of, even if no one knew. Truth was I hoped no one ever knew.
“How can we help?” Nick asked evenly. “What d’you need?”
I scrubbed my face with my hand. “Honestly, I don’t have any clue. You know how long it’s been since I’ve been on a date.”
Before I could spiral back into thoughts of Her, Sam’s voice rushed down the line. “It’s dating bootcamp for you then, Matty!”
My head fell forward. I put it between my knees, sure I was going to panic if I didn’t. An ache started behind my eyes, throbbing in time with my heartbeat. “You know what, Sammy? Sure. What’s the worst that could happen?”
She squealed so loud I nearly threw the phone across the room.
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That's My Girl - Jealous, Possessive Joel x Reader
Differences Between Game!Joel & Show!Joel
Playing Rough - Joel x Reader (ft spanking & the knife handle).
Mine - Possessive!Reader x Joel
DBF! Joel Catching You Staring At His Arms
'Accidentally' Getting Joel A Shirt That's Too Small
DBF! Joel Has Enough Of Your Teasing
DBF! Joel With A Bratty Reader
Joel Sees Your Scars (SFW)
Seducing Joel
Joel Wants You In Sub Space
Oblivion - Joel x Reader (Established Consent / DubCon CW)
Breathe Through It - Joel x Anxious!Reader (SFW)
Pre Game - DBF!Joel x Confident!Reader
Plus Size Reader Is Reassured By Joel (SFW)
“We Have To Make This Quick” - Prompt
Joel When You’re Sick (Headcanons)
Curls - Jackson!Joel x AFAB!Reader
Honeypot - Joel “kisses it better”,
Heat - Ezra x F!Reader
Taste - Ezra x F!Reader, short continuation of Heat
Ache - Ezra x AFAB Reader (Sex Pollen Fic)
Jealousy, Jealousy (Alt Version)
Bedside Manner (TLOU2 Spoilers!)
Taboo
Part One (SFW)
Part Two (SFW)
Tennessee Nights (Part One)
Tennessee Nights (Part Two)
Fall In Love In A Single Touch - modern!Oberyn (fluff & hurt/comfort)
A Breath Of Fresh Air - (Dubcon Smut)
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welcome to jo’s march madness master list
i have LOVED reading all of these wonderful fics, and I wanted to put them in a place where others could enjoy them. i've tried to break them down into characters, but I've not highlighted content warnings, so please check warnings/ratings.
MARCH MADNESS DOESN'T END UNTIL 1ST APRIL. HOWEVER, I WANTED TO SHARE WHAT I'D BEEN READING TO SPREAD THE LOVE BEFORE THE END OF THE MONTH (IN CASE ANYONE WAS LOOKING FOR RECS). THIS NOTE WILL DELETE ON 1ST APRIL.
some links
⥄ all my fic recs
⥄ are you after some less than 3k fics? check out @goodwithcheese's quick pic fic here
FRANKIE MORALES
delta landscaping 14 + 15 by @rhoorl [triple frontier multi characters]
love language by @trulybetty
adrift with you chp. 8 + 9 by @morallyinept [frankie x ofc!jude]
always there for you by @pedroscurls
home by @dancingtotuyo
life is but a by @wordywarriorwrites
hold fast (series) by @jeewrites
imbued by @morallyinept
the melting point series (up to chp. 11 currently) by @penvisions
against the apples by @kteague
the study by @superhoeva
acts of service by @swiftispunk
he with the dark curls, you with the by @hellishjoel
tonight you belong to me chp. 3 by @intheorangebedroom
it's about the way you... by @penvisions
paper airplanes by @littlemisspascal
JAVI PEÑA
call me javi by wildemaven
safe place by @gnpwdrnwhiskey
every inch by @javierpena-inatacvest
señorita chapter by @lavendertales
take the weight off his shoulders chp. 8 by @thetriumphantpanda
JOEL MILLER
mine by @secretelephanttattoo [joel x tess]
denim on denim by @fuckyeahdindjarin [joel (in shiv's world)]
just to see you smile by @gnpwdrnwhiskey [joel x oc!bee]
a lovers pinch by @hier--soir
honey, i won't be home by @trulybetty [jackson joel]
rookie mistake by @fuckyeahdindjarin [seams!joel]
new perspectives by @thetriumphantpanda
the duke's illicit affair by @hellishjoel
northern lights by @morallyinept
raw edge by @fuckyeahdindjarin [seams!joel]
adoration (bodies series) by @morallyinept [tw: mention of breast cancer]
thirst for beauty by @psychedelic-ink [plus size!reader]
MARCUS PIKE
second chances part 1 + 2 by @pedroscurls
i'll crawl home to her by @ezrasbirdie
DAVE YORK
love at first... sight by @goodwithcheese
out of sight by @goodwithcheese
DIN DJARIN
this is the way by @psychedelic-ink
a rule of three by @5oh5
JACK DANIELS
southern nights by @secretelephanttattoo
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I have absolutely no ideas for writing whatsoever pleaseplease leave requests!!! Smut, angst, fluff, whatever y’all want I can probably do.
Ill write for these people and probably more that I forgot (all male character x fem!reader) :
Formula 1:
Max Verstappen
Lando Norris
Oscar Piastri
Charles Leclerc
Pierre Gasly
Lewis Hamilton
Carlos Sainz
Daniel Riccardo
Mick Schumacher
Criminal Minds
Spencer Reid
Aaron Hotchner
Derek Morgan
David Rossi (preferably young)
Marvel:
Bucky Barnes
Tony Stark
Thor
Sam Wilson
Deadpool
Steve Rogers
Spiderman (Tom Holland, Andrew Garfield, Miguel O'hara)
Call of Duty
Keegan Russ
Simon "Ghost" Riley
König
Phillip Graves
Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
Star Wars:
Anakin Skywalker
Obi-Wan Kenobi
Kylo Ren
Luke Skywalker
Han Solo
Outer Banks:
JJ Maybank
Rafe Cameron
Topper Thornton
John B. Routledge
Harry Potter:
Harry Potter
Cedric Diggory
Draco malfoy
Ron Weasley
Fred Weasley
Blaise Zabini
Regulus Black
Severus Snape
Tom Riddle
Sirius Black
Lorenzo Berkshire
Oliver Wood
The Walking Dead:
Glenn Rhee
Daryl Dixon
Rick Grimes
Carl Grimes
Miscallaneous:
Jack Champion (Ethan Landry)
Patrick Bateman
Batman (Christian Bale)
Johnathan Crane
Finnick Odair
Josh Hutcherson (Peeta Mellark, Mike Schmidt, Sean Anderson, Clapton Davis)
Rodrick Heffley
Colby Brock
Sam Golbach
Tristan Dugray
Dylan O'brien
Jude Bellingham
Joao Felix
Bellamy Blake
Patrick Dempsey (Derek Shepherd, Ronald Miller)
Joe Goldberg
Timothee Chalamet (Wonka, Paul Atreides)
Minho (The Maze Runner)
Keanu Reeves (John Wick, Neo, Alex Wyler, Dr. Beckham, Julian Mercer, Ted Logan)
Jim Halpert
Farkas
Ulfric Stormcloak
Miraak
Ben Schnetzer (Max Vandenburg, Brad Land, Russ Sheppard)
Brock Purdy
Ralph Macchio (Daniel Larusso, Johnny Cade)
Dallas Winston
Sodapop Curtis
Robby Keene
Zuko (atla dallas liu)
Jet (atla sebastian amoruso)
Cillian Murphy (Johnathan crane, jackson rippner, Neil Lewis)
Evan Peters (all ahs characters, Luke cooper)
What I wont do:
Pedophilia
Beastiality or anything animal-y
Waterworks
Male reader (sorry)
Character x character
Threesomes or anything not 1x1
Character x oc
Specific body types (i just don’t see the point)
Daddy/mommy kinks
Incest or stepcest
(I’ll prob have to add on but its midnight rn)
#f1#f1 imagine#angst#f1 x reader#formula 1#formula 1 smut#formula1#criminal minds fluff#criminal minds#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid#aaron hotchner#aaron hotch x reader#derek morgan#derek morgan x reader#max verstappen angst#max verstappen imagine#charles leclerc#oscar piastri#oscar piastri x reader#lando norris#lando norris x reader#sebastian stan#sebastian stan x reader#marvel#marvel imagine#bucky barnes#chris evans#rodrick heffley#sam and colby
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Introduction !!
last updated 5/5/24
about me
hi i’m evan or cosmo :)
i’m a minor (in middle school), don’t be a creep.
i use he/they pronouns, i’m transmasc, non-binary, and bisexual (very prevalent, i am always going insane over someone different)
prob somewhere on the ace spectrum
FREE PALESTINE
MY PFP WAS DRAWN BY MY LOVELY WIFE @meerealsssss
first post limit 3/12/24
expect vent posts from time to time
also also currently going batshit crazy over fallout
i complain a lot, sorry
apathetic
will x isaac
deer :3 and and german shepherds :3
my hero is my father
watch just add magic, do it please /nf
nico <3
starr <3
alex <3
ace <3
mee <3
my wife is @meerealsssss
my wife is @homoashell
my wife is @catinasink
my wife is dominic
my wife is also undyne
my wife is also mrs claus
my wife is trashcan carla
my husband is @nasadoggo
my husband is @homoashell
my husband is @catinasink
my husband is @the-rizzly-bear
my husband is the man in the yellow hat
my husband is terzo. i will not be taking criticism at this time.
my husband is also rick sanchez
my husband is also jazon broadly
my husband is also izerah (fuck you what is his last name, mee?)
pac-man is also my husband
my husband is alastor (hazbin hotel)
lucifer is my husband (hazbin hotel)
my husband is rj maccready:3
my husband is john hancock (the gay one)
my husband is the ghoul (on my knees for that cowboy ass mf)
my husband is ford pines
lord farquaad is my husband
my partner is @alexthescaredenby <3 <3 <3
my partner is @homoashell <3
my partner is @catinasink <3
likes/dislikes
like: music, tv, friends, my cat, cool socks, writing, rick sanchez, genloss, tadc, musicals/theatre, undertale/deltarune, ducks
dislike: loud noises, silence, school
i’m currently obsessed with: ghost, dreamscape nexus, rick and morty, gravity falls, etc
i post about:
• marauders
• (mostly) random thoughts
• dreamscape nexus
• other random things
• rick and morty
• gravity falls
• percy jackson
• undertale/deltarune
• hazbin hotel
• helluva boss
• fallout
family/friends/pets
i have a younger sister (i call her crotch demon online)
i have a cat named daniel tiger
i have two dogs, gunner and roxie
my irl friends:
@meerealsssss (claudia) (fake name)
@nasadoggo (ace my beloved)
timezone
EST
if you’re interacting with me past midnight, i’ll probably be a bit sillier than normal
DNI
maps/pedophiles, z00philes, bigots, ED and porn blogs
if you don’t like furries and therians please get the fuck away from my blog
and if you shit on other’s religions, get away
what can you call me?
no: feminine related terms (unless you’re using them in a gender neutral way or as a joke) like girl, sister, wife, etc (bbg is always ok)
yes: boy, guy, partner, husband, dude, man (basically anything masculine/gender neutral)
sideblogs
@ricksanchezsboyfriend is my rick and morty sideblog
@mountainsmissingshoes is my ghost sideblog
@alastorsbigdick is my hazbin hotel rp sideblog (matching ace)
@giddingstexasenthusiast is my southern mom rp blog
@cryingunderstars is my writing sideblog
i am also @hadesfavoritechild
extra info
i’m a leo (idfk i was born in early august)
tone tags appreciated
i’m some flavor of neurodivergent (except i’m clueless as to what it actually is)
i play trumpet
i’m a gryffindor
child of hades
i speak english (eventually will learn french, might learn swedish)
atheist and satanist
feminist
alterhuman
theatre kid (crew) currently doing radium girls
i write
i live in michigan and i guess this is shameful (shrimp bullies me for it)
i kin dipper pines
i have another sideblog. if you find it, idk i’ll give you chocolate or something (it’s embarrassing)
fuck wilbur soot. if i post about lovejoy, please know that i do not support him.
ask me about ghost (band) i have an oc and want to talk about them
send anon asks
tags!
• screenshots of dm’s/discord/texts: #evan leaks their texts
• lyrics: #evan screams lyrics at you
• my asks: #evan gets an ask *gasp*
• anything related to my book w/ @meerealsssss: #brokenly beloved
• anything related to moonlex (@alexthescaredenby and i’s ship name): #moonlex tag
• dreamscape nexus: #dreamscape nexus / #dn
• bracelets i make: #evan’s bracelets
• ace’s shit quotes: #ace needs to shit
• me talking about the man in the yellow hat: #tevan tag
• pictures of me: #literally evan
• me screaming about something: #on todays episode of evan is slowly going insane
• certain anon who signs off with a ☀️: #☀️ anon
• shit about omori: #evan plays omori
• everything else: #evan's rambles
people i talk about
my teachers :3
• mr sharpie/mr shark is my band teacher (he/him)
• mr boner/mr skeleton is my science teacher
• mrs dodds is my math teacher
• mr margarita/mr margarine is my social studies teacher
• ms kopykat is my english teacher
• mrs seals is the old ass transphobic building substitute
• mama is a teacher from last year (she/her)
• ms k was our student teacher in ela (she/her)
• mr jacobs is our theatre director
• ms carmen is from theatre
my irl friends :3
• crotch demon is my sister (she/her)
• my sweet little expired english muffin is @meerealsssss (she/her)
• ace @nasadoggo (any pronouns)
• wife part two is my wife, she asked me to not name her here (she/her)
• al/allie is from school :3 (she/her)
• smurf is from school (blue hair, hence the nickname) (he/him)
• tomato is from school (silly :3) (he/him)
• boom boy/isaac is from school (he made me a netherite pickaxe after someone else burned mine // the pick had unbreaking // boom boy likes tnt) (he/him)
• boomerang/matt is from school (he/him)
• (irl) alex is from school :3 (he/they)
• khris is from school
• colten is from school (father) (he/him)
• will @skibitygamer is from school (he/him)
• dom is from school (he/him)
• luca was from theatre (mf graduated)
• maryn is from theatre
• alex (n) was from theatre (also graduated)
• chris is from theatre
parents are now getting their own nicknames
• hades is my dad (he/him)
• will come up with one for my mom (she/her)
where else can you find me?
pinterest
youtube
wattpad (please don’t take this seriously)
tiktok (i do not post on this account)
facebook mom account
and discord (@moonysfavoritetoast)
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Desire
Joel Miller x oc part 1 Warnings: 18+, sexual, tension, dirty thoughts, drinking/alcohol, jealousy, angry, oc is 36 Joel is 53, age gap, cursing, etc Summary: Rory Matthews was late out in a bar forgetting she had patrol in the morning with Joel.
Rory Matthews
“Didn’t know you were a drinker, Daniel.” I look him over, my not so sober self thinking how he would be on my bed- ahh… now Joel crosses my mind, ugh, he hasn’t spoken to me since we kissed.
I roll my eyes at the thought, going back to Daniel, as he opens his mouth to speak. “You don’t know a lot of things about me, but if you want I can take you out and you’ll know plenty.” He suggests, well that was bold.
No one asked me out- why? You may ask, because everyone was scared of Joel, Joel was someone you would call ‘protective’, the knight in shining armor, there were even rumors spread around town that we were dating- oh how I wanted that to be true, but no, we weren’t dating… to my better judgment.
It was me, Joel, and Ellie for a while before we found Joel’s brother: Tommy.
Never mind, let’s get back to where we were now, and that was me sitting on a chair with a glass of beer and Daniel sitting across from me.
“Why not, I don’t have anything to lose.” I shrug, taking a sip from my beer.
“I’ll come by and pick you up, how about Friday?” He asked as he looks up from his glass.
Swallowing the uncomfortable feeling, and looking back at him, the little spark on his eyes said something else than just a date. It said more, and I sure as hell didn’t want more, but my ego answered before my head could translate. “I’m free.”
He smiled at me, almost a smirk, nodding my head I think of all the ways this could go wrong.
“I think I’m done for the night.” My more sober self comes out as I go to stand.
“Have a good night, sweet dreams, I’ll see you Friday.” Daniel says as I go and leave the bar.
I speed-walk down the road of Jackson as I make my way to my house, my legs not stopping till I’m in front of my front door.
My next door neighbor was a ‘lovely’ woman named Ginny, she was a year older than me, and I hated her guts- mostly because she hated mine more.
I saw her every now and then, flirting with Joel, or someone else that talked with me, she pretty much thought with who ever I talk with, I have a crush on, so she went over and talked their ear off, mostly flirting with them, while I could see Joel trying not to be rude to her but I saw the annoying little eye rolls he was doing the moment she started to talk with him.
And then we have my other neighbor that was across from me and that neighbor so happened to be Joel, and Ellie, because she leaves close by in a way-to-huge shack.
But still, I was happy she had her own privacy from Joel. I saw the kid way more than I saw Joel, she and I even had our girls nights.
I saw her as a younger sister, while she may be 15 I saw her as a sister, which is weird because I myself am 36.
Anyway, I step inside my house and lock my door shut.
“Home sweet home.” I mumble as I take my shoes off, and go hang my coat on the hanger.
I do my girly needs and go to sleep, the alcohol helping.
-morning-
A loud bang wakes me up. I pretty much jump out of bed.
Then I hear it again, grumbling under my breath I walk to my front door, stepping one step at a time as I walk down the stairs, my head hurting a little.
When the bang is heard again I yell out. “I’m coming you imbecile!”
Finally making it down I walk to the door. Only to find Joel on the other end.
“Joel.”
“Rory.”
“What’s.. up?” I ask mentally smacking myself for the pause.
“You’re late.” He says simply.
I look at him with confusion. “Late? Late for what?” I ask.
“Late for patrol.”
“Fuck- shit- fuck- sorry I forgot- give me 10 minutes!” I yell out as I sprint back into my house to get changed.
I hear his faint chuckle as I go upstairs to get rid of my sleeping clothes.
When I’m done and changed into jeans and a better shirt, I walk back down and go to my shoes, this time putting my black combat boots on.
“You ready?” He asks as I close the door behind me.
“Yup.” I answer as I make my backpack more comfortable on my back.
I do as I’m walking my hair half up half down, then someone class out.
“Joel!” A woman’s voice who sounds way too excited this early in the morning. 
Joel turns around me doing the same. Surprise, surprise, it’s Ginny.
“Yes?” Joel asks, and I do not miss the eye roll.
“Do you have a minute?” She asks with a voice way too high to be hers.
I mentally roll my eyes, something burning in my stomach- is that jealousy that I’m sensing from myself?
Joel turns his head to me and looks back at Ginny. “Can’ I’m headed out.” Joel says.
“Come on, she can wait, I need to tell you something.” She presses. My eyes widen.
“Hey go with her, clearly it’s important.” I say, doing my best to hide the loud jealousy that wants to kill the bitch, I turn around walking away, heading to the horses. 
“Hey, Rory! You’re late!” I hear Maria yell, I turn to walk up to her and explain way I was late.
“I’m so sorry Maria, I overslept.” I say as I come to a stop in front of her.
“It’s alright, you probably needed it, where’s Joel?”
Probably fucking Ginny.
“Ginny wanted to talk to him.”
“And he stayed?”
“Yeah. Why?”
“Because he most certainly does not like her.” Maria grumbles out.
“Eh, maybe she finally pulled a string and Joel did what she wanted, for her to shut up.” I sheepishly.
“And you know that, how?”
“I’m an observer.”
“Uhm.” She hums slowly, almost suspicious. “Okay.
“Sorry I’m late, someone asked for me.” Joel’s voice is heard from behind me.
Maria looks at me first and then at Joel. “It’s okay, only if you two start moving your asses and get out on patrol!” Maria says as she walks away.
I get on my horse, his name is Scar, as in the loin king Scar, he has a big scar on his eye so I named him Scar, but also because Scar from the loin king was one of my favorite characters and movie.
“Who’s a good boy.” I say as I pet the back of his neck. A whine is heard, Scar wanting more attention than just a pet, makes me chuckle. “We don’t have time for your attention seeking, Scar.” I say as I hop onto my seat.
“Open the door!” Maria’s yell is heard and the men open the two huge doors. “She you two later, and stay save.” She says as we ride out.
-at the outpost-
We left our horses inside the building so that it’s at least warm for them, the random snow storm not helping, it’s already 6pm, we were switched from patrol to lookout, worst part is, we need to stay here till morning because of the storm outside. The men that switched with us said they’ll tell Maria we were switched.
Joel went to write that we were switched and that we were in the lookout building. At least we had power.
Only thing was we had one bed. And the couch was way too uncomfortable to sleep on.
My jealousy was still mad at Joel for some reason, while my brain said to not think about it, the kiss we shared was an accident.
Hey, maybe he already was with Ginny and I was delusional for think other wise. But damn was it a good kiss.
As if the devil had been called in, he comes walking back to the main lookout aria. 
“What ya thinking?” He asks as he goes to sit next to me.
“Nothin’.” I answer back.
“Don’t lie.”
“Already did.”
I could practically feel the glare and eye roll from him. “Just speak to me.” He says softly.
I turn my head around to look at him, I straighten up and lick my lips, his eyes falling to my lips doesn’t go unnoticed, I corse my arms as I get more comfortable.
“What’s up in that little mind of yours?” He asks as he looks in my eyes, as if searching to find something in them.
“Y-nothing.” I grumble out as I again turn my head to the big window that looks over Jackson.
He turns my head back around with his hand on my chin. “Look at me as you say it, else I won’t believe you.”
I look at him. I can’t fucking lie in his face, that’s pretty much my weakness, to lie to someone I love in their face.
“N-nothing.”
“Don’t lie, again.” He say more sternly.
I roll my eyes and stand up, he most definitely will not have me confess my feelings for him, if that’s what he wants.
“I’m going to take some fresh air.” I say as I walk away and go to the opened area that’s like a balcony, on the left there’s a wall, a full on wall, to have as cover.
I go a little more closer to it as I look around, the big mountains surrounding the area, it’s beautiful how tall they are, the snow storm covering the top and sides of the mountains in snow.
A shiver goes through me, as the cold air hits my face.
Pushing the cold away I just admire the beauty of the setting sun the foggy air doesn’t let you see practically anything from the sun but the night.
A hand goes to my mouth and onto my waist as I’m pulled against someone’s body, I immediately put my hand on the hand that’s covering my mouth.
The person behind me has a strong grip, as his pushed himself against the wall, I calm down trying to make sense of how this person could have come up behind me without them getting shot by Joel, or is Joel dead on the couch? If he is, these people won’t rest till they’re dead.
“Imagine there’s a clicker in this building.” The husky voice whispers into my ear, Joel.
“What?” I grumble in anger his hand muffling my grumble.
“Imagine- just imagine there’s a clicker here, and we’re just like this, body to body, you can’t make a noise.” He whispers against my ear, his breath hitting my ear, something in my stomach flutters.
I gulp down my saliva as my cheeks start to burn. He pulls me more into him, my back arching as he lines me perfectly against his chest, the hand that’s around my waist tugs me further into him.
A small whimper comes out of my mouth, as I close my eyes. “Hey, hey, I need you with opened eyes, it could be anywhere.” He whispers more lowly.
When he again pushes my waist against himself, I can feel something poke me- my thoughts at interrupted by him changing places with me, this time he can look me in the eyes, as he has me against the wall.
“Joel…” I let a soft moan out.
“What do you want?”
“You.”
A low chuckle is heard from him. “And that’s what you’ll get, ma’am.” His husky voice is heard against my ear as he scoops me up, I tie my legs around his waist. “What ever you say, I’m under your command.”
My head falls in between his neck and shoulder. “Joel.. please.” I moan out softly.
“Please what?”
“Just- fuck me.”
“Gladly.”
He holds me up with his hands on my butt, as I have my arms around his shoulders as he carries me back inside. “Aren’t we supposed to be on watch?” I joke as he drops me on the bed.
“They won’t miss us.” He grumbles out, I go and unbutton his button-up shirt, so that he’ll be now half naked. “Now, isn’t that unfair? You fully dressed while I’m here without a shirt.”
“Didn’t you say you’re on my command?”
“That I am.”
I chuckle at him, he also goes to unbutton my shirt as he smacks his lips onto mine, the kisses is filled with hunger, he throws the shirt on the ground closely to where I had thrown his one.
“Now, now.” I stand up. “This won’t be surrender without me being on top, would it?” I tease.
“Shut up, and do what ever you want.”
“Well then.” As I go to say it I push him on the bed, him now sitting, making him look up at me. “Let’s begin.”
I go and unbuckle his belt before I go and remove his pants, him doing the same with my jeans.
I go and sit on his lap as we have a full out make out session, I roll my hips onto his crotch only to feel how hard he actually was.
Smirking I slowly but steady do my hand down, finding my way to his underwear, I slowly caress him, making him moan.
“Rory…” his soft moan is heard.
“Yes?”
“Don’t tease.”
I chuckle. I stop grinding my hip against him as I go and remove his underwear. And then after I do the same with my own panties.
A moan is heard as I caress his cock with my hand, I’m starting to get worried that this might not fit. And as if reading me like a book he speaks up.
“It’ll fit, I’ll make it fit.”
And that alone makes me wet, he starts to draw circles on my cunt, which make me a moaning mess.
After a moment he does both of his hands on my hip. He has me lined on with his cock.
“Please go slow.” I mumble out.
“Whatever you wish.” He says as he slowly pulls me down onto his cock.
The tip touches my pussy and I let a moan out.
He keeps going further into me, not stopping until his all the way in.
He stops to check with me if I’m okay, but starts moving when he sees that I’m indeed good.
He speeds up, making me moan louder.
“Joel!” I moan.
“Fuck.” He also lets a moan out.
“J-Joel, I-I think I’m close.” I say to him, over the slapping skin.
“Cum on me.”
As if that helped me through my orgasm, I let it out. He thrust over my orgasm and continues to fuck me endlessly.
I hold onto his shoulders as I’m onto of him, he turns me over, taking the lead, I dig my nails into his back as he goes down to my neck, leaving hot kisses behind.
He pulls out and comes on top of my stomach, moaning my name.
He drops over next to me as he lies down.
He sloppily puts a protective hand around my waist and pulls me closer, his body giving me warmth.
We’re like two body’s burning in desire.

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'Can I touch your heart?' Masterlist
Genre: romantic self-ship with Daniel Jackson (Stargate SG-1)
Warnings: canon-typical violence, swearing, mature topics, loss [will add more as I post more]
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Chapter 1 - Songak
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Chapter 4
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Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?
Pairings: Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)
Time Setting: Seasons 1-7
Warnings: fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, rape, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, and character deaths
Author’s Note: So, this is my first Sons of Anarchy story for those of you who are fans of the show. This fic is a Dark Fic. It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon. There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon. The narrative is set to fit the story itself. If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you. Also please HEED the warnings. They are there for those get triggered by certain topics. I will post another warning before each chapter to give a final warning.
Chapter Six - Repost
warnings: miscarriage, alcohol abuse, angst, public masturbation
"I'm so sorry, Jackson. She lost the baby."
Jax felt his heart fall into the pit of his stomach, as he took a step back from his mother's reach. "She lost," he choked, "she lost the baby?" He questioned in disbelief. This wasn't happening. It couldn't be happening.
Gemma swallowed thickly, nodding her head. "I'm so sorry, sweetheart."
Jax ran a hand across his tired face, trying to qualm his growing emotions. "Where is she? I need to see her."
"She's in there." Clay stepped up and pointed to the room that was directly right behind them.
Jax immediately sidestepped his mother and stepfather and quickly headed toward the room. He was desperate to see Lena.
"Jax," Gemma called out to stop him, "she's resting right now. They gave her a sedative for the pain."
Jax ignored his mother and made his way inside the room. The moment he shut the door behind himself, the image he saw nearly broke his heart. Lena was laying turned away from the door. She was curled into the fetal position, soundly asleep.
Jax swallowed the lump at the back of his throat, just looking at her form. His guilt quickly started eating at him. If he hadn't been dealing with Tara and Kohn, which he for sure thought had left town, then he could have been there for Lena. He was such a fucking idiot.
Releasing a deep breath, Jax cautiously made his way toward his Old Lady. He wasn't sure he should bother her, but he just needed to be near her. He needed to let her know that he was here. When he finally stopped right in front of her, he tried to hold back his own tears at the pained expression on her face; the stains of her tears tracked down her cheeks. He slowly reached out and ran a soothing hand across her cheek, before leaning forward to place a gentle kiss against her forehead.
Lena sucked in a huge breath, nearly waking in a panic. Her eyes immediately began to frantically search around her, before they landed on Jax. The relief that he was here sat in the pit of her now empty belly. "Jax," she barely choked out.
"I'm here, baby." Jax continued to stroke his rough, calloused thumb against the softness of her cheek.
Lena's bottom lip trembled, as she desperately grabbed ahold of his kutte and pulled him further to her. "I'm so sorry, Jax."
Jax shook his head. "Baby, this is not your fault, okay." He whispered, leaning forward to brush a gentle kiss across her lips, before gathering her into his arms.
Lena clutched onto Jax as much as she could, as she released a full body sob into his chest.
Lena was finally released from the hospital the following morning. Jax was by her side every step of the way, even helping her into Gemma's truck, and following right behind them on his bike.
Lena had barely spoken a word since she had cried herself to sleep in Jax's arms the night before. When the Doctor, who came to release her, asked her how she was feeling, she replied with one simple word: empty.
Upon hearing her say that word caused Jax's heart to break a little more. The guilt for leaving her that night for Tara weighed even heavily in his gut.
When they arrived back at the house, Jax helped lay Lena down into what he was now calling their bed. He could only sadly watch as she curled herself away from him.
Jax swallowed thickly, covering her body with the comforter, before taking a seat behind her. "Hey," he whispered, reaching over to splay his hand against her curvy hip, "you need anything?"
Lena sniffled, wiping a stray tear, and just shook her head: Her only answer.
"Baby," Jax exasperated. He had no idea what to do here. "I want to help you. Please, tell me what I can do to help you."
Things were quiet for a few moments, and Jax thought Lena wasn't going to answer, until she squeaked out, "where were you last night?"
That question immediately caught Jax off guard. He didn't know exactly what to say. If he told her the truth then he would run the risk of her shutting down on him. But he didn't want to lie to her either. So, he just stayed silent.
"So," Lena whispered softly and sniffed again, "I'll take your silence as you were with Tara."
Jax sighed heavily. "She needed my help with Kohn."
Lena was quiet for another few moments, before she choked, "I needed you, Jax. We needed you."
"Jesus Christ." Jax released a shuddering breath, leaning forward on his elbows, and shoving his face in his hands. He literally had no idea what to do for her and wanted to comfort her so badly. He knew he had royally fucked up.
After a few minutes of uncomfortable silence, Jax finally stood his feet. He then leaned over to kiss her temple, relieved when she didn't pull away from him. "I'll be back." He told her, but he didn't receive an answer in return.
Jax pursed his lips and then slowly made his way out of the room only to find his mother, Gemma, patiently waiting in the hallway.
"How is she?" Gemma walked up to her son, seeing the pain in his blue eyes. Her heart broke for the both of them. She knew the pain of losing a child.
Jax released a deep breath, running his fingers through his hair. He quickly glanced back at the room and then back at his mother. "Not good, mom. I want to help her, but I'm not even sure I know how."
Gemma folded her arms together in a comforting manner. "She's gonna be fine, Jackson. She just needs some time to adjust. She just lost a baby. That's a traumatic thing to go through, baby. You need me to stay with her while you meet with the club?"
Jax looked back at the room once again, thinking about it for a second, before he shook his head. "Nah, I think I'm gonna stay here with her. Make sure she eats an' shit, and I kinda don't wanna leave her side tonight. You go home." He reached forward and gave her arms a gentle squeeze.
"You sure?" Gemma questioned, and he nodded. "Okay, sweetheart." She then pulled him into a hug and kissed his cheek. "You call if you need anything."
"I will." Jax told his mother, as he walked her out of his house. Gemma gave him one last hug before he closed and locked the door.
Releasing another breath, Jax looked down the empty foyer in desolation. He slowly removed his kutte, hanging it on the coat rack, and made his way back to his bedroom. As he opened the door, he found her in the same position he had left her in just a few minutes ago, but this time she was asleep. He knew that the pain medication she had been subscribed had already kicked in.
He stood by the frame of his bedroom door, watching as her body rose and fell with each breath she took. After a few minutes, he then proceeded to pull his hoodie over his head, along with his white t-shirt, dropping them onto the floor. He finally toed off his white sneakers and removed his jeans, before finally climbing into the bed next to Lena.
Jax continued to watch Lena for a few moments. He reached out and gently grabbed her hand. She subconsciously turned over and draped her body across his, snuggling closer into his warmth. He then placed a gentle kiss on her forehead and laid her open palm against his bare chest.
The next morning Lena's eyes fluttered open, and she was graced with the presence of the most beautiful, crystal blue eyes she loved so much.
"Hey," Jax ran a soothing hand across her mountain of curls, "I gotta go take care of some club shit, okay. I'll be back in a little while."
Lena just nodded her head, still not feeling up to speaking.
Jax sighed, kissing her forehead softly. "I made you some tea." He pointed to the steaming cup on the bedside table. "And there's some eggs and toast in the microwave."
This was exactly what Jax did every morning for the next week. He'd make her eggs, toast, and tea, before leaving every morning. The first four days he would come home disappointed to find that the eggs and toast were still in the microwave and the tea was barely touched. He'd also find her still curled in the same fetal position he left her in. By day five, the tea was drank, the toast was eaten, and it looked as if she had made some type of vital effort to shower. She would still be in bed by the time he got home though.
Then yesterday all of it was gone.
Today, after Church, Jax made a quick stop at home to check in on Lena. Much to his shock and surprise, she was finally up and about.
"Hey," Jax said walking into the bedroom to find Lena tying the straps of her boots. "You're up?"
Lena looked up at Jax, giving him a warm smile. This was the first time in days that she had shown him some source of light. "Yeah, I figured it was time to finally stop grieving. It's time to move on. I'm sorry I've been such a recluse."
Jax shook his head dismissively, shoving his hands into the front pockets of his jeans. "Lena," he breathed, "please, don't blame yourself for any of this. Losing the baby wasn't your fault. The doctor said that sometimes it just happens. No reasons why."
"I know." Lena replied desolately. "But I can't help but feel like it is." Jax went to tell her that she didn't need to, but couldn't form the words, when she stood to her feet and approached him. "I just want to thank you for giving me the time that I needed." She stood on the tips of her toes and pressed her lips softly against his and quickly pulled away.
"Where you going?" Jax questioned, watching as she reached for her things.
"Just to stop by my house really quick, grab some more things, then I'm gonna head to the clubhouse. I can't stay in this room like this any longer." Lena told him, moving around the room in a dizzying blur.
And before Jax could protest, Lena had already disappeared from his sight.
Lena arrived at the clubhouse a short time later. She walked in to see Clay and Piney sitting at the bar with some strange, balding, short guy she had never seen before. Ever since she could remember, the club had always been bringing strange people she had never met around. She knew the deal: to keep smiling and never ask questions, unless spoken to.
"Well, well, well, look who's back on her feet." Clay boastfully announced with a huge grin on his face, as he saw Lena making her way toward them. "What are you doing here?"
Lena approached the MC President, and her Old Man's stepdad, giving him a warm hug and a kiss to the cheek. "I just figured you needed me to get back to work."
Clay shook his head dismissively, hand on her shoulder. "That's nonsense, girl. Take all the time you need. That's what we got the Prospect for." He smiled again.
"No," Lena responded, heading behind the bar to put her things away, "I have to do something. I can't just lay around and wallow anymore. It's not good for me."
"How're you feeling?" Piney question, placing a comforting hand on hers.
Lena looked down at the gesture, a million thoughts running through her mind. After she had the miscarriage, news of her failed pregnancy spread like wildfire through the MC. A pregnancy she wasn't even ready to announce yet. Not that it even mattered anymore. Some of the croweaters, she didn't know about, and even the Nevada charter, were sending in their condolences. She was grateful for their support, but she was also really tired of it. She just wanted to not think of it anymore. Every time she did, that emptiness she now felt would start to suffocate her.
"I'm okay, Piney." Lena swallowed thickly, giving her grandfather's closest friend a warm smile back. She then looked over to the strange man who was sitting there quietly, staring at her breasts in her low cut top, while sipping on his mug of beer. "Hi."
"Hi." The guy nodded a little too skittishly, his eyes leaving her chest.
"Lee, this is Chucky." Clay pointed toward the jumpy man. "Chucky, this is Lena. She's Jax's Old Lady."
Lena reached out to shake Chucky's already outstretched hand when Piney not so subtly placed his hand over hers, stopping her actions. She turned to the old man, giving him a look of confusion, and he just shook his head in warning.
Lena then soon found out why.
Chucky, feeling a bit rejected by Lena, immediately stuck his hand down his khaki pants and started jackhammering on his genitals.
Lena choked back, standing there wide eyed really not believing her eyes. This strange man was actually masturbating in front of all three of them. She then turned to look at Clay and Piney, and they both reassured her that she wasn't going crazy.
"Yeah," Clay began, sounding so done, "he's got that, what do you call it?" He turned to look at Chucky. "Compuls–"
"Compulsive Masturbation Disorder, CMD." Chucky explained, still going to town on himself.
Lena pulled a face of disgust, but still not looking away. It was like watching a car wreck, and Chucky was showing no signs of stopping.
"Alright," Clay boasted, "get your goddamn hands out of your pants, Chucky. There's a lady present."
Chucky stopped, looking over at Lena, who still had yet to look away. "I accept that." He immediately removed his hand from his pants. "Sorry about that." He looked back at Lena, apologetically, "it literally has a mind of its own. Especially now without my meds."
"I guess it's all good." Lena commented, before looking at Piney and Clay once more. "I thought boys got over that after 13." She joked, causing both Piney and Clay to chuckle.
"Hey, sweetheart," Clay turned back to Lena, gesturing between himself, Chucky, and Piney, "could you give us a few? We gotta talk business."
Lena nodded, grabbing both Clay and Chucky's now empty glasses to wash them. "Okay, I guess I'll be in the back doing some inventory."
"Thank you." Clay told her. "Glad to have you back."
Lena gave Clay another warm smile, before retreating into the back kitchen. When she got there, she immediately noticed the mountain of boxes of delivered alcohol piled high, in the corner. These boxes weren't there over a week ago. It was almost like they had been patiently waiting for her. It was always like this though. If she didn't show up for a day or two, things would just go to the wayside, waiting for her to come back. It was almost as if she were running the bar herself.
Lena released a heavy sigh, walking over to the sink and tossing the heavy mugs inside. She wanted to scream. She wanted to cry. But she knew she couldn't. So, she just swallowed all of those feelings down and started her task. At least dealing with this, she didn't have to deal with all the other shit on her mind.
After finally getting those boxes situated, Lena found herself arranging and cleaning the liquor shelf back out front. She had completed the much needed inventory, and was now tasking herself with doing other things. As, again, if she wouldn't do it, then no one would.
The clubhouse was completely dead. Clay and Piney disappeared with that masturbating freak, so it just left her and maybe one or two other people. The rest of the MC would more than likely show up a little later on.
As Lena turned to write down some notes of things she had missed that needed to be ordered, her stomach dropped at the sight of Tara Knowles strolling her way inside. This woman had the worst time of showing up unexpectedly. Tara was the last person that Lena needed or even wanted to see right now.
"What are you doing here?" Lena questioned, when Tara cautiously approached her. "Jax isn't here."
Tara nodded nervously, now standing on the opposite side of the bar from Lena. Her bright eyes began to look around her familiar surroundings, everything rushing back to her. "I know. I'm here to see you, actually."
Lena's brows furrowed in confusion. What could possibly be the reason that the good doctor needed to see her? "Me? Why?"
Tara cleared her throat and finally took a seat. "Jax told me what happened, and I just wanted to personally offer my condolences."
Lena actually giggled at that, but there was no humor behind it. This bitch wasn't serious, was she? "Your condolences? Are you serious? You know what Tara? You can take your condolences and shove them right up your skinny ass." She spat bitterly. She was too emotionally unstable to deal with Tara at this moment. Just thinking about Jax not being with her, at a time when she needed him the most, to help Tara deal with her psycho stalker ex-boyfriend, caused the blood to boil in Lena's system.
"Excuse me?" Tara looked at Lena a little taken aback.
"I don't know what you thought by coming here and offering your condolences was gonna do when you and I both know that it's bullshit."
"It's not bullshit, Lena." Tara muttered in shock. "I just don't want–"
"It's not bullshit?" Lena cut Tara off, and all she felt was pure anger. "You say that you're not here for Jax –that you didn't come back to Charming for Jax– but yet every time I see him, you're lurking in his vicinity."
"I'm his son's surgeon." Tara tried to justify, her dark brows furrowing in confusion.
"Is that what you tell yourself at night, Tara?" Lena snipped. She could see right through Tara's pathetic condolences. She knew Jax's ex was feeling some type of guilt. "To make yourself feel better?"
"Look," Tara released a deep breath, "I just came here to–"
Lena quickly cut her off. "I know exactly what you just came here to do, and I'm putting an end to it right now. Just so we're clear, you and I need to get a few things straight, Tara. First, you being around Jax, relying on him to deal with your shit, that ends now." Tara went to protest when Lena threw a hand up to stop her in her tracks. "Second of all, you need to learn your place in this town. I'm Jax's Old Lady, now, not you. You gave that right up 10 years ago when you snuck out of here like a thief in the night without a second glance. Jax loves me. You're his past. I'm his future. And if you want to call this marking my territory, then have the fuck at it. But I am making sure you are aware that Jax is mine. Are we clear?"
Tara pursed her lips, trying to figure out what she was going to say next. But she thought better of it and just nodded her head. "Crystal."
"Good," Lena paused for a moment, before smacking her lips together, "now I need you to leave, and on your way out, take your shitty condolences with you."
Tara hesitated for a moment, before finally standing up from her seat, and walking out of the clubhouse.
Lena watched as Tara disappeared from her sight. She hadn't noticed that she had grabbed a bottle of gin, until she realized it was shaking uncontrollably in her hand. She quickly felt the itch to just throw the damn thing across the room to let her emotions loose, but instead she poured herself a shot. And for good measure, she poured herself three more.
The clubhouse was now hustling and bustling with patrons, as Lena had expected it to. She was busy, behind the bar, pouring drinks and taking more shots with the members of SAMCRO that had showed up about a half an hour ago. Of course, Jax wasn't with them. At this point, Lena didn't really care.
"How you feelin', baby girl?" Tig asked, sipping his beer bottle, his crystal blue eyes looked at Lena with sympathy.
"I'm feeling better." Lena replied, trying to push down the urge of telling folks to stop asking her that.
"Yeah, Jackie boy was tellin' us you were takin' it pretty hard." Chibs commented, as Lena poured him another shot of whiskey. "Just so you know, SAMCRO –we're here for you, darlin'. Whatever you need."
Tig nodded in agreement, reaching out to pat her hand.
"Thanks boys." Lena gave them a warm smile, this time pouring two more shots. One for Tig and one for herself.
The three of them toasted, before throwing the shot back. Lena winced, feeling the burn of the liquor hitting the back of her throat. She was now definitely starting to feel it, making her body grow warmer. When she looked up she finally saw Jax making his way into the clubhouse and quickly over to her.
"Hey, babe," Lena greeted him.
"Hey." Jax looked at her, and immediately noticed that something was off with her demeanor.
Lena offered him a shot, but he turned it down. She just shrugged and took it herself, receiving much praise from Tig and Chibs.
"How many of those have you had tonight?" Jax questioned, still looking at Lena with concern written in his steely blues. Lena gave him another nonchalant shrug and tossed back another shot. "Maybe you need to slow down a bit."
Lena rolled her eyes annoyed –she was definitely starting to feel it– and poured herself yet another shot. "I'm fine, Jax." She went to toss that one back, before Jax reached out to stop her.
Jax immediately took the shot from her hands and set it down on the bar. "Can we talk?"
Lena sighed heavily, setting the whiskey bottle back on the shelf and giving the bar counter a good wipe. She then quickly dried her hands and made her way around the bar. Jax didn't let Lena's untouched shot go to waste as he downed it for himself and set the shot glass back down on the bar table. He then gave Chib's back a friendly pat and took Lena back to his dorm.
Lena went and sat on the bed, while Jax shut the door behind them. "So, what's up?"
Jax immediately joined her, his jean clad knee brushing against her bare thigh in the short skirt she was wearing. "So," he began, rubbing his hands together, "I got, um, I got some good news today. Abel is officially coming out of the toaster tomorrow and we can finally hold him."
At the mention of Abel, Lena felt a stabbing pain in her chest. It had been a week since she'd last seen him. It was that day, the day she lost her own baby, and hearing Jax telling her that Abel was getting better and that they'd be able to actually hold him, should have been the best news that she needed to hear. And for some reason, it wasn't.
Unfortunately, Lena knew she couldn't let Jax know that "That's great, Jax."
Jax nodded, smiling from ear to ear. "Means he should be coming home real soon."
That was also something that Lena couldn't bear to hear, but she pushed all of those feelings down. "That's wonderful. I'm so happy." She put on a big smile, pulling Jax in for a hug.
When they pulled back, Jax noticed that Lena's smile didn't quite reach her eyes. "Hey," he reached forward to push a curly tendril behind her ear, "you would tell me if you're not okay, right? We just lost a baby, babe, it's okay if you're not."
Lena swallowed thickly, her eyes cascaded down at her trembling hands. She then took a quick glance back up at Jax, as he still looked at her with concern. She couldn't take him looking at her like that. So, she leaned forward and pressed her mouth against his. Jax was caught off guard by the kiss, but quickly melted into it. Lena grabbed the lapels of his kutte and pulled him further toward her. They both fell back on the bed, their mouths still fused together in a tight liplock.
Jax's hand roughly grabbed at Lena's breasts through her top, as their kiss continued to deepen.
Then suddenly the door to the apartment was opened, and the pair immediately pulled apart. Much to Lena's disappointment.
"Hey, man, sorry to interrupt," Opie stood awkwardly by the door, "we got a problem. Mayans."
Jax nodded at his best friend. "Yeah, I'll be out in a minute."
Opie also nodded, shutting the door.
Jax sighed, running a hand through his shaggy hair. "You gonna be okay?" He turned to look at Lena.
"Yeah." Lena told him, not quite making eye contact with her Old Man.
Jax, again, cupping her face in his hands, leaned forward and kissed her lips. He then stood to his feet and headed out of the door.
Lena sat there for a few seconds after Jax had left. All of a sudden, her body was starting to shake, and she felt the tears stinging her eyes. But nipped that in the bud quickly, swallowing it all down. She then ran a hand through her curly locks and stood to her feet. If she was telling people that she was fine, she needed to show it.
Lena awoke the next morning, back at Jax's house. Of course, like always, he wasn't there. When she rolled over, to check her phone, charging on the nightstand, she read the text he'd sent her just after he left. He was requesting that she'd meet him at the hospital later on today so they could be there when Abel officially gets out of his incubator.
Lena sat on the edge of the bed and read the text over and over again. She had contemplated not going. This was definitely going to be hard for her since her emotions were all over the place, and she knew that Abel shouldn't be exposed to that. It wasn't fair to him. But she just decided to fight against it. She needed to. Abel didn't deserve her abandonment. That also wasn't fair to him. It wasn't that innocent baby's fault that she had lost her own. Going to see him is what she needed.
After getting dressed, Lena had made her way into the kitchen to make herself a cup of coffee. As she rummaged through the mess of the cabinets for sugar, something immediately caught her attention. Her brows furrowed, as her fingers brushed against the smooth surface. She wrapped her hand around the thin neck, pulled it out of the cabinet, and finally into her line of vision. Swallowing thickly, she stared at the clear, swishing liquid in the glass bottle, while it stared tauntingly back at her.
Lena figured this must have been left behind from Wendy's secret stash that had been overlooked. She immediately thought about just shoving the bottle right back behind the other crap in the cabinet she got it from and not even think about it. But the ache in her chest caused her to realize how much it was calling out to her to numb her pain.
Without any further thought, Lena dumped her coffee and cup into the sink and grabbed a clean glass from the dishrack instead. Pouring herself a generous amount, she didn't hesitate to swallow the entire thing, feeling the immediate burn as the alcohol hit the back of her throat. When the burning stopped, she went to pour herself another glass full, but was disappointed to find the bottle now empty.
Feeling the ache in chest growing and the guilt resonating in the pit of her stomach, Lena released a deep, mournful sigh. She then tossed the bottle and the glass into the sink, causing them both to nearly shatter. With a shaky hand, she ran it across her sleek ponytail in frustration.
What the hell was going on with me? Lena thought to herself.
After a few moments of trying to catch her bearings, Lena had calmed herself down as much as possible, before grabbing her things and heading out of the house.
Lena pulled her Mustang into the empty visitor's spot in the parking lot at St Thomas. She immediately turned the engine off and made a quick check of herself in the mirror, trying to make herself look as decent as possible. She quickly dabbed some extra concealer under her eyes to cover the dark circles and then made a few swipes of gloss across her full, plump lips. Shoving the items back into her purse, which had been sitting open in the passenger's seat, her eyes landed on something that was lying inside the bag, mocking her. She hesitated, before reaching over and yanking the small, clear object from its confinements.
Lena swallowed the lump in the back of her throat, looking down at the bottle currently in her hands. She hated herself for even having this in her possession, but it was like she wasn't in control of herself when she made a quick stop at the liquor store to pick up the one thing that was starting to help her mask the pain currently clenching in her gut.
Quickly unscrewing the cap, Lena placed the tip of the bottle to her and tipped the bottle back, taking a few desperate swallows. This time she barely even flinched as the clear liquid burned the back of her throat. Once she was satisfied, she twisted the cap back on and shoved the bottle back into her purse.
Lena nearly stumbled out of her car, her equilibrium already a bit compromised. She instantly pulled herself together, wiping the invisible dust from her jeans and resituated the strap of her purse on her shoulder, before making her way into the hospital. She immediately headed toward the NICU, a place that was all too familiar to her now.
Lena had just made it to Abel's room, peeking through the window. She expected to either see Jax or Gemma already inside with the infant, but her heart dropped at the sight before her. Her stomach twisted in knots, and she began to feel bile rising up her throat as she watched Jax's ex happily cradling Abel in her arms.
But this ex wasn't Tara.
"Wendy," Lena choked.
The last time Lena had seen Wendy, she was lying unconscious on Jax's kitchen floor. Wendy was drugged up and strung out. Now, this Wendy looked like a completely different person. She looked happy and healthy and ready to be a mother to Abel.
"Yeah, I was surprised to see her too."
A voice came up behind Lena, startling her. When she turned around, she found Tara, dressed in her white lab coat, approaching her cautiously. It had been less than 24 hours since Lena kicked the good doctor out of the clubhouse, so the tension was still thick between the women. Lena certainly didn't have the time to deal with this ex of her Old Man, but she knew she couldn't have Tara physically removed from here as this was Tara's territory.
Lena rolled eyes, muttering to herself. "Jesus Christ, it's a goddamn trifecta." She then turned back to peer at Wendy, who excitedly bounced Abel in her arms. The jealousy was starting to course through her system. "I thought I told you to stay away from me?"
The good doctor let out a deep sigh, having the actual nerve to come and stand next to Lena at the window. "This is a hospital, Lena. I'm actually employed to be here. And despite what you want, I'm still Abel's doctor." She told her, but kept her attention on Wendy herself.
Lena swallowed thickly, folding her arms across her chest. She was starting to get the itch for that bottle in her purse. She hated this. She really fucking hated this.
Things went quiet between the two women, before Tara cleared her throat, breaking their silence. "Look, maybe you and I should talk about the things you said to me yesterday. I kind of just want to clear the air."
Lena scoffed in irritation, whipping around to face Tara. "No, we don't actually. The air is completely clear with us. I meant everything that I said to you, Tara. I'm done here."
Tara eyed Lena warily, her eyes narrowing directly on Jax's Old Lady. "Have you been drinking this morning?"
Lena let out a small, frustrated groan. She knew she should have just walked away and waited for Jax, but she let herself be baited by Tara. "And why exactly would you say that?"
Tara took another half step toward Lena, holding her clipboard closer to her body. "Well, your speech is a bit slurred. Your eyes are glassy. Pupils dilated. And you smell like a brewery."
Lena pursed her lips together, really not wanting to hear anymore of what Tara was trying to accuse her of. Yes, she had a little bit to drink, but she was a fucking adult going through a lot right now. If she wanted to take the edge off, who was Tara to tell her otherwise. She didn't have to answer to anyone. Especially not Tara. "Look, what I do or don't do is none of your fucking business, alright?"
Tara stood a step back in surprise at Lena's anger. She knew she shouldn't have been surprised, but it still caught her off guard. "Oh, I beg to differ, Lena. You're in a hospital, surrounded by small, sick children. It is my job and my business to make sure that nothing happens to them. Maybe you should sober up, before I let you in there to see Abel."
"Let me?" Lena exclaimed at whatever audacity Tara had just thrown at her. "Oh, honey, you don't run anything around here. Especially not with me. If I want to see Abel, I have every right to. I've been here almost every fucking day since he was born. I am just as much his parent as Jax or Wendy."
Tara shook her head dismissively, walking back up to Lena. "Look, I know that losing your baby was hard on you, but maybe you need to think about things –slow down, before you really hurt yourself, Abel, or even Jax."
Lena went to open her mouth, but was cut off by Jax now approaching them. "Hey, what's going on?" He questioned, flitting his blue eyes between his ex-girlfriend and his Old Lady, sensing the tension coming from them.
The few members of SAMCRO that had arrived along with their VP, followed right behind him. They had stopped shortly when they noticed the two women standing at odds with each other in front of Abel's hospital room. They knew that it wasn't their place to interfere and to just let Jax handle it himself.
Before Lena could tell Jax that everything was fine, Tara, inconveniently, was the first to speak. "Maybe you should ask your girlfriend how much she's had to drink today." She sneered, turning on her heels and walked away, pretending to ignore Bobby, Chibs, and Happy on her way down the hall.
Jax watched Tara disappear, before looking down at Lena, who looked beyond irritated. "The hell is she talking about?"
Lena folded her arms back across her chest, looking down at her shuffling feet. "She's just being a paranoid bitch, Jax. I'm fine."
"Hey," Jax reached out to grab her face in his hands, and she finally looked up at him, "have you been drinking today, Lee?"
Lena threw a humorless laugh Jax's way and pulled back from his grip. Of course he would believe Tara over her. "You know what? I think I'm gonna take off. I know when I'm not needed."
As Lena turned to walk away from her Old Man, he immediately stopped her by gently grabbing her elbow and gently pulling her back toward him. "Lee, you gotta tell me what's going on here. I'm really worried about you."
Lena sighed heavily, turning back to fully face Jax and feeling the tears burning the back of her eyes. "Maybe I'm just a little overwhelmed right now. I just lost your baby, Jax. In which, I'm starting to get the feeling that you don't really give a rat's ass about. Your exes just keep popping up like mole rats, and I'm unsure of how I should be feeling. So, I'm just not even going to bother anymore. I'm gonna let you and Wendy have the time you deserve with your son. I...I just need some space." She told him, and this time she was able to turn to walk away, while ignoring the fact that he was calling out to her.
The moment Lena hit the front steps of the hospital, her heart beat angrily in her chest, and she felt the overwhelming urge to retrieve that bottle from her purse. She immediately thought better of it when she was approached by yet another unwelcomed face.
"And this day just got worse." Lena muttered to herself, before looking over at that unwelcomed face. "Is this what you ATF freaks do in your spare time? Lurk outside of hospitals?"
Federal Agent June Stahl chuckled sarcastically, striding her way up to the stairs, her FBI badge gleaming underneath the California sun, against her thin hip. "I guess you are referring to my former colleague, Agent Josh Kohn." The Agent stood intimidatingly in front of Lena. "Which, by the way, he never made it back to Chicago. You wouldn't happen to know anything about that now would you?"
Lena knew this woman had been in town long before Tara's little friend, Kohn, had shown his face, as the skinny bitch had been going around harassing other Old Ladies . Lena knew it was a matter of time before she was next. Agent Stahl was one of the many unsuccessful feds to come and leave with nothing on SAMCRO. But this time, Lena knew this heffa was back and more determined than ever to take Clay and Jax down.
Lena raised a perfectly arched brow, knowing that if Kohn was forced to leave town, but never made it, Jax definitely had something to do with it. Her Old Man was also determined to make the ATF piece of shit pay for what he did to them. But of course, Lena wasn't going to let Stahl know of her suspicions. She wasn't a rat.
"No," Lena shook her head, "but if anything did happen to that creep, I doubt anyone would miss him. So, good fucking riddance." She stated, trying to walk away.
Agent Stahl immediately stopped Lena, grabbing onto her upper arm. "No need to go anywhere, Miss Daniels. I think you and I should have a little chat."
Lena looked down at Agent Stahl's grip on her arm, similar to when Kohn grabbed her. She quickly snatched herself out of Stahl's hold. "Well, that sucks for you, Agent, because I'm not really in a chatty mood today. Especially with you."
Agent Stahl, again, stood in front of Lena, glaring at her. "Oh, you thought that was an option? I don't think so, sweetheart. You're gonna come down to the station with me, and you and I are gonna have ourselves a nice, long talk."
"I don't have anything to say to you." Lena spat bitterly. "Now, unless you have a warrant, I need to be on my way."
As Lena sidestepped Stahl, she hadn't realized the ATF Agent had spied something suspiciously hanging out of her purse.
"Uh, Miss Daniels," Stahl called out to Lena, causing the young woman to turn around, annoyed, "what's this?" She teasingly tipped over the half drank bottle of vodka that was supposed to have been at the bottom of Lena's bag. "An open container, in what I'm assuming will be in your car. That's kind of illegal. Maybe I should test your blood alcohol level and arrest you with the intent to drive under the influence."
Lena swallowed the lump at the back of her throat, clutching her purse closer to her body. She was fucking screwed. "What do you want from me?"
Agent Stahl smirked at getting her way once again. "A moment of your time. And this," she eyed the bottle again, "this goes away. The decision is yours."
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Prisma's F/O list
I've gotten to the point where I'm not really comfortable sharing my romantics, especially my Soulmates and First Primes!
BUT I'm comfortable talking and gushing about them with you in an x reader sense, just not really acknowledging your specific ships in asks/conversation. That being said, if something makes me uncomfortable/if I see duplicates I can always blacklist 💜
Jim is the only exception to this rule as he is a platonic!soulmate.
Not all my soulmates have gifs (I ran out of gif space)
Format: Fictional other - Fandom - Relationship - Self Insert - Self ship tag (♤ = F/o is available for asks, ♡ = fictional childern listed at bottom)
First Prime
Hector Escaton - Westworld - Soulmate - Adeline Rooney - Absolute Corruption
Anakin Skywalker - Star Wars - Soulmate - Freida Baltwin - Death By Anyone's Hand But His Would Never Be As Sweet
Aleksander Morozova - Shadow and Bone - Husband - Krynn, Daughter of Falros - I'll Forgive Your Sins
Sandor Clegane - Game of Thrones - Companion - Aläea Argon - Sweet Cruelty
Soulmates
Jo March - Little Women (mostly the 1933 ver. but any of the main four work) - Significant Other - Matilda - Art and Life in it's Many Forms
Diaval - Maleficent - Sweethearts - Christiana Vross - Raven of My Heart
Donovan Shrike - Once Upon a Time (OC) - Husband - Lyra Shrike-Kincaid - That's What True Love Is
Peter Parker - The Amazing Spider-man - Bestfriend/Boyfriend - Estella Lovette - The Amazing Stella Lovette
King Caspian X - The Chronicles of Narnia - Betrothed - Beretta Maltaire - Black Sheep
Blaine Debeers - iZombie - Fiance- Coriander Moes - Bite Me
Niccolo Paganini - The Devil's Violinist - Husband (?) - Marion Raines - Heart Strings
Prince Eric - The Little Mermaid (2023) - Best Friend/True Love - Princess Mairead - Stronger than the Undertow
Prince Nuada - Hellboy 2 - Soulmate - Richter Friedrick - Shadow Stalker
Derek Hale - Teen Wolf - Husband - Bradlynn Stilinksi - Derek and Bradey ♤♡
Jim Hawkins - Treasure Planet - Platonic!Soulmate - Sterling McCreed - No Matter the Squals (Subject to change)
Laxus Dreyar - Fairy Tail - Significant Other - Ceruli Quint - Laxus and Ceruli
Cleon XIII - Foundation (Apple Tv+) - Soulmates - Kronos - Kronos Rising ♡
Hanzo Urushihara (Lucifer) - The Devil is a Part-Timer! - Soulmates - Meridian Moss - The General's Familiar
Bernard the Elf - The Santa Clause - Soulmate - Charity Sinclaire - Snowfall Sweethearts ☕❄♡
Caledon Hockley - Titanic - Significant Other - Miranda Sweet - Sunken Hearts
Felix - Once Upon a Time (mainly season 4+) - Soulmate/boyfriend - Evangeline Lorde - Ugly Duckling ♤
Ardeth Bay - The Mummy - Husband - Séamus McGannon - Curse Bound
Dr. Daniel Jackson - Stargate SG-1 - Soulmate - Alberta "Bunny" Dread - Daniel and Dread ♤♡
Eddie Munson - Stranger Things - Bestfriend/Husband - Mika Carlisle - Forged in Hellfire ♤♡
Allanon - Shannara Chronicles - Boyfriend/Soulmate - Regina Jones - Soul Stasis ♡
Wolf - The 10th Kingdom - True Love - Kitra Kane - Kit'n Wolf
Familial
Stephen Strange - Marvel - Biological Father (familial soulmate) - Celeste Strange - Celestial Mischief ♤
Hannibal Chau - Pacific Rim - Biological Father - Lucinda Chau - Sin and Jeagers
Noah Stilinksi - Teen Wolf - Biological Father - Bradlynn Stilinksi - Derek and Bradey
Lord Milori - Disney Fairies/Descendants - Biological Father - Faera Milori - Faera: the Talentless fairy
Mieczyslaw Stilinksi - Teen Wolf - Biological Brother - Bradlynn Stilinksi - Derek and Bradey
Reul Ghorm (Blue Fairy) - Once Upon a Time - Adoptive Mother - Evangeline "Evan" Cameron - Ugly Duckling
Dustin Henderson - Stranger Things - Biological little brother - Jesse Henderson - The Badass Babysitters Club
Five Hargreaves - TUA - Biological Twin - Margalo Hargreaves - I'll Follow Your Voice ♤
Lewis, Oscar, Margot, and Rowan Rooney - OCs (Westworld) - Adeline Rooney - The Rooney Bunch
Henry Mills - Once Upon a Time - Found Family/Little Brother - Evangeline "Evan" Cameron - Ugly Duckling
The Umbrella Academy - TUA - Found Family - Margalo Hargreaves - I'll Follow Your Voice ♤(Klaus)
Erwin Sikowitz - Victorious - Crazy Uncle (found family) - Carter Mavis - You Broke Character!
Hades - Descendants College!AU - Father - Zyla - How Can I Not Love You?
Hellboy - Hellboy - Found family/Parental - Richter Friedrick - Shadow Stalker
Rick O'Connell - The Mummy - Found Family/Brother - Séamus McGannon - Curse Bound
The Statesman and Kingsman - Kingsman - Found Family - Cobalt Kline - Agent Vermouth
The Guardians of Childhood - Rise of the Guardians - Found Family - Luck - Lady Luck
The Muppets - The Muppets - Found Family - Dottie - ☆Together Again☆
Romantic
Scary Godmother - Scary Godmother Halloween Spooktacular - Girlfriend - Moanna - Scary isn't it?
Anastasia Tremaine - Cinderella - Sweetheart - Sirina - If the Shoe Fits
Prince Charming - DreamWorks/Shrek - True Love - Styxx - Pixie Styxx
Bucky Barnes - MCU (Prisma's version) - Boyfriend - Celeste Strange - Celestial Mischief
Prince Edward - Enchanted - True Love - Cassandra Finn - Just Find Who You Love ♡ (that heart is just for the tag)
Jane - Descendants/Disney Fairies - Soulmates - Faera Milori - Faera: The Talentless Fairy
Cassandra Cillian - The Librarians (Teen Wolf Crossover) - Girlfriend - Bradlynn Stilinksi - The Gift of You
Graverobber - Repo! The Genetic Opera x Pacific Rim - Significant other - Lucinda Chau - Grave Sins
Bellamy Blake - The 100 - Boyfriend - Flora Fawn - Between Earth and Sky
Elsa - Frozen/Once Upon a Time - Wife - Marigold Erikson - Miss Marigold ♡
Harry Hook - Descendants College!AU - Boyfriend - Zyla - Zyla Daughter of Hades
Charlotte La Bouff - Princess and the Frog - Significant Other - Ruth Callahan - Thief After My Own Heart
Beck Oliver - Victorious (college era) - Boyfriend - Carter Mavis - Finally Falling Falling
Jacob Custos - The Quarry - Best/Boyfriend - Laina Grimsby - What Doesn't Kill You
Shank - Wreck-It Ralph - Girlfriend - Razor - Bleeding Hearts
Crush+
Bumblebee - Transformers (Bay/Knightverse) - Sweethearts - Casey Creed - American Honey 🐝💛
Diaval - Maleficent - Sweethearts - TBA - Doth Say the Raven
Eddie Moreover (OC) - Sofia the First - Sweetheart - Princess Laurana of Enchancia - Demons of Lore
Dutchess Matilda - Sofia the First - Wife - Priscilla the Witch - The Dutchess and the Not-So-Wicked-Witch
Steve Harrington - Stranger Things 2+ - Boyfriend - Jesse Henderson - The Badass Babysitters Club (This one is more of a background ship/oc for Forged in Hellfire story clarity and for the sake of the familial stuff with Dustin)
Bruno Madrigal - Encanto - Sweethearts - Violetta Dubois - Circus Freaks
Crush
Sam Winchester - Supernatural - Significant Other - Kitra Krane - The Inn
Cedric the Sorcerer - Sofia the First - Sweathearts - Duchess Cordania of Enchancia - For the Love of Cedric
Eleven (11th Doctor) - Doctor Who - Boyfriend - Canary Fern - Space Canary
Matt Murdock - DareDevil - Boyfriend - Lillian "Lily" Oliver - Flowers for the Devil
Secret F/Os
🤫🏡
🤫☕
🤫🃏
Thanks for the Music Red
The artist and the editor
Queerplatonic
Willy Wonka - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Unclear (slightly romantic) - Dr. Cecilia "Curli" Hobbes - Chocolate Curlicue
S.P.A.N.N.E.R. - Pacific Rim - Best Friends/Drift Compatible - Lucinda Chau - Sin and Jaegers ♤
Platonic
Teal'c - Stargate SG-1 - Best Friend/teammate - Alberta Dread - Teal'c and Dread
Adam Warlock - Marvel/GotG - Best Friend? - Celeste Strange - Celestial Mischief
Evie O'Connell - The Mummy - Besties (basically sister-in-law) - Séamus McGannon - Curse Bound
Jack Frost - The Santa Clause - Old Friends - Charity Sinclaire - Ice Knowing You
Amy and Rory Williams - Doctor Who - Best Friends - Canary Fern - Space Canary
My kiddos
Vivian, Quincy, & Tobias Munson - Stranger Things - Forged in Hellfire - Snug Bug and Company ♤(Viv only, currently like 4 in my head)
Nicholas and Edith-Marie Jackson - Stargate SG-1 - Daniel and Dread -Eddie and Nick
Skyler - Westworld - Absolute Corruption (Maybe?)
Rowan Rooney - Westworld - My Sapling
Margaret & Eli Hale - Teen Wolf - Derek and Bradey ♤
Evelyn Hockley - Titanic - Sunken Hearts
Gwendolyn - Frozen - Miss Marigold
Michael and Amelia - iZombie - Bite Me Jr.
Luna and Phoebe Jones - The Shannara Chronicles - Soul Stasis - Children of the Apocalypse
Walker - Foundation - Kronos Rising
Holly & Mae - The Santa Clause -Snowfall Sweethearts ☕❄
#self shipping#masterlist stuff#prisma self ships#self ship community#self ship list#f/o list#Prisma's F/O List
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Assassination Classroom | Anatsu Kyoushitsu (ASSCLASS)
Akabane Karma
Avatar: The Last Airbender (ATLA)
Zuko
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Mako
Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, The (TBOSAS) | The Hunger Games (THG)
Coriolanus Snow
Black Butler | Kuroshitsuji (BB)
Alois Trancy
Ciel Phantomhive
Sebastian Michaelis
BTS
Kim Namjoon
Kim Seokjin
Min Yoongi
Jung Hoseok
Park Jimin
Kim Taehyung
Jeon Jungkook
DC
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Bruce Wayne
Damian Wayne
Damian Wayne / Mar'i Grayson (Demonfire)
Jason Todd
Kaldur'ahm
Kyle Rayner
Dick Grayson
Roy Harper
Folk of the Air, The (TFOTA)
Jude Duarte / Cardan Greenbriar (Jurdan)
Genshin Impact (GI)
Diluc Ragnvindr
Haikyuu!!
Akaashi Keiji
Bokuto Koutarou
Hinata Shouyou
Hoshiumu Kourai
Iwaizumi Hajime
Kozume Kenma
Kuroo Tetsurou
Meian Shuugo
Miya Atsumu
Miya Osamu
Oikawa Tooru
Sakusa Kiyoomi
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Sugawara Koushi
Suna Rintarou
Tsukishima Kei
Ushijima Wakatoshi
Harry Potter (HP) | Marauders
Draco Malfoy
Draco Malfoy / Hermione Granger (Dramione)
James Potter
James Potter / Female Regulus Black (Jegulus)
Regulus Black
Remus Lupin
Sirius Black
Harry Potter: Magic Awakened (HPMA)
Daniel Page
Hogwarts Legacy (HPHL)
Ominis Gaunt
Sebastian Sallow
Honkai: Star Rail (HSR)
Dan Heng / Stelle (Danstelle)
How to Train You Dragon (HTTYD)
Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III
Jujutsu Kaisen (JJK)
Fushiguro Megumi
Fushiguro Toji
Getou Suguru
Gojou Satoru
Kamo Chousou
Nanami Kento
Ryoumen Sukuna
Little Women
Theodore "Laurie" Laurence
Marvel | Marvel Cinematic Universe (MCU)
Bucky Barnes
Loki
Peter Parker
Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug and Chat Noir (MLB)
Adrien Agreste
My Hero Academia | Boku no Hero Academia (MHA | BNHA)
Amajiki Tamaki
Bakugou Katsuki
Shinsou Hitoshi
Takami Keigo
Todoroki Shouto
Todoroki Touya | Dabi
Night Manager, The
Jonathan Pine
Percy Jackson and the Olympians (PJO) | Riordanverse | Heroes of Olympus (HOO)
Apollo / Female Percy Jackson (Perpollo)
Female Percy Jackson
Percy Jackson
Shadowhunter Chronicles, The (TSC)
Jem Carstairs / Tessa Gray (Jessa)
Jem Carstairs / Tessa Gray / Will Herondale (Herongraystairs)
Tessa Gray / Will Herondale (Wessa)
SPY x FAMILY (SXF)
Loid Forger / Yor Briar Forger (Twiyor)
Tears of Themis (TOT)
Artem Wing
Luke Pearce
Marius von Hagen
Vyn Richter
TOKYO REVENGERS (TOKREV)
Sano "Mikey" Manjirou
TOMORROW X TOGETHER (TXT)
Choi Yeonjun
Twisted Wonderland (TWST)
Ace Trappola
Azul Ashengrotto
Cater Diamond
Deuce Spade
Epel Felmier
Floyd Leech
Idia Shroud
Jack Howl
Jade Leech
Jamil Viper
Kalim Al-Asim
Leona Kingscholar
Lilia Vanrouge
Malleus Draconia
Riddle Rosehearts
Rook Hunt
Ruggie Bucchi
Sebek Zigvolt
Silver
Trey Clover
Vil Schoenheit
Umbrella Academy, The (TUA)
Five Hargreeves
Wonka
Willy Wonka
There are more fics of certain fandoms and there are more fics of certain characters. Nonetheless, as long as they're listed above, there's at least one (1) fanfiction of them in here somewhere.
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welcome to jo’s march madness master list part dos
i broke the original masterlist i did (the one i posted a few weeks ago), so welcome to the re-do... and it's pink!.
it has been lovely to read some new pieces, and discover some new writers. i've tried to break them down into characters, but I've not highlighted content warnings, so please check warnings/ratings.
some links
⥄ all my fic recs
⥄ are you after some less than 3k fics? check out @goodwithcheese's quick pic fic here
part one of the list here
JOEL MILLER
mine by @secretelephanttattoo [joel x tess]
denim on denim by @fuckyeahdindjarin [joel (in shiv's world)]
just to see you smile by @gnpwdrnwhiskey [joel x oc!bee]
a lovers pinch by @hier--soir
honey, i won't be home by @trulybetty [jackson joel]
rookie mistake by @fuckyeahdindjarin [seams!joel]
new perspectives by @thetriumphantpanda
the duke's illicit affair by @hellishjoel
northern lights by @morallyinept
raw edge by @fuckyeahdindjarin [seams!joel]
adoration (bodies series) by @morallyinept [tw: mention of breast cancer]
thirst for beauty by @psychedelic-ink [plus size!reader]
voicemails by @fuckyeahdindjarin
august slipped away like a bottle of mine by @joelsgreenflannel
breakfast is served by @maggiemayhemnj
MARCUS PIKE
second chances part 1 + 2 by @pedroscurls
i'll crawl home to her by @ezrasbirdie
DAVE YORK
love at first... sight by @goodwithcheese
out of sight by @goodwithcheese
constellations in his eyes by @janaispunk
DIN DJARIN
this is the way by @psychedelic-ink
a rule of three by @5oh5
then we'll find out together by @missredherring
western skies chp. 3 by @julesonrecord
JACK DANIELS
southern nights by @secretelephanttattoo
part one of the list here
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Cherry Bomb // a Steve Harrington Love Story
Danny Henderson, looks like a punk, can be found at any underage disco. Snorts when she laughs, mom doesn't know she sneaks out, loves her little brother and will defend him with her life, when the song tarzan boy comes out in April of 85' it will become her favorite song, but don't tell anyone. "You look like you just rolled out of bed" "I did" Has a bad habit of smoking that she tries to keep secret from Dustin, but ultimately fails. Is a "cool girl" but also gets her face smashed into a locker, don't worry the smasher will have their head down a flushing toilet by next period. Get's straight A's, and is a star softball player. Oh, and is hopelessly, desperately, disgustingly, head over heels in love with Steve Harrington.
Moments in time and space usually between Danielle "Danny" Henderson and Steve Harrington
originally posted here
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Henderson!OC
Warnings: smut (eventual), sexual tension, lots of swearing, some stereotypical rude 80s teens, typical stranger things blood/gore, sloooooow buuurrrrnnn, i don't proofread
Minors Do Not Interact!
A slow work in progress, thank you for your support and patience. Likes, comments, and reblogs are always greatly appreciated.
Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three
Chapter Four Below // word count 3,611
Chapter Four: Tina's Shitty Halloween Party
Wednesday, October 31st, 1984
Steve was late. Later than usual. Danny saw Nancy rushing down the hall to class, clearly thinking about something else. Danny grabbed her arm, looking around for Steve. “Hey, what’s wrong?” She looked down at Nancy.
“Nothing,” she lied. “I’m fine,” she looked like she was rebooting herself.
“Sure,” Danny stared at her. “No Steve today?”
“Um, he said he needed to head to the locker room for something. He should be coming back soon,” Nancy answered. She seemed like she was lying, but didn’t know what about.
“Okay, thanks Nance,” she finally let go of Nancy’s arm. “Hey, you know you can talk to me right?”
“It’s just that, Steve and I went to Barb’s parents house last night for dinner. And all this covering up is killing me, her parents, there– they hired someone to investigate it all,” she replied in a somber tone.
“I know Nance. All of it is so fucked up, I don’t know what to do about it,” Danny replied.
“Me either,” she sighed. “Thanks for the reassurance, I’m gonna be late,” Nancy tried to smile.
“Shit, me too,” but Danny didn’t really care. “I’ll see you at lunch.” Nancy gave her a look like yeah right. “Really, I promise, now get to class.”
Danny knew that she could just go to class and wait for Steve, but her gut said something was wrong. Steve walked with her to class every morning. The last stragglers ran off to their class as the bell rang above their heads. She headed down the hall towards the locker rooms. What would he need from the locker room? Avoiding a few teachers Danny finally stood outside the entrance to the boys locker room. No one would be in there as first period was Mr. Jackson’s planning period, no one had gym. Technically, Danny wasn’t allowed in the boys locker room, so she stood silently, listening for any sign of life. There was nothing. No shuffling feet, creaking metal lockers, no showers, no voices. Danny turned to leave when she heard a faint sniffle. That had to have been Steve. But why would he be… crying? Danny slowly crept into the locker room, it smelled of salty sweat, various colognes, and cheap soap. It was dark, except for some lights in the back by the showers, it looked just the same as the girls, orange lockers and wooden benches lined the rows. Danny peered around the first row of lockers and there he was. Steve Harrington sat with his back turned to Danny on a bench, head in his hands, elbows on his knees, hunched over and crying. This was new territory for Danny, she had never heard Steve cry. It sounded whiny, obviously, but it was just such a surprising thing to Danny. She placed her bag down gently, careful not to disturb him.
“Steve?”
Steve’s head popped up, he wiped the back of his hand across his face. “Shit,” he cursed softly. He turned to see Danny, which for some reason created more tears to gush down his cheeks, his chest acked even more painfully now. “Danny?” He questioned, rubbing his eyes. “What are you doing here? How did you–”
“Are you okay?” She interrupted, coming towards him, sliding to sit down next to him.
“I’m fine,” he coughed lightly.
“What happened?” Danny ran a gentle hand through his hair, sending a shiver through Steve.
“Nothing,” he sniffled. While pushing back his bangs Danny noticed a red mark at the side of his forehead, and upon looking at his lips there was dried blood.
“What happened? Who did this?” She stood back up, grabbing his face in search of any other marks.
“You can’t do anything about it Danny so don’t worry about it,” he avoided looking at her eyes, knowing they were so full of worry. More tears welled into his eyes.
“Your dad?”
Steve bit his lip and attempted to pull away from Danny, who protested, tugging him in, enclosing him into a tight embrace. Steve gripped at Danny’s jacket, sobbing into her chest. Danny’s hands naturally found themselves running through his soft hair, hair that Danny was realizing she had never touched before just a few moments ago. Maybe small scratches upon her cheeks when they hugged, or maybe by accident. But never had she had her fingers running through it. She knew it smelled luxurious, but it felt even better. Danny pulled herself away from any more angsty feelings involving Steve Harrington’s hair.
“It’s okay, it’s okay,” she repeated quietly as he continued to sob. There was no stopping his tears now, they flooded out of him and onto Danny’s shirt. A significant amount of time had fallen by before Steves muffled cries dwindled. He sniffled a few times before pulling away from Danny. His cheeks were red and tear stained, a small amount of snot dribbled from his nose, and his eyes seemed painfully red. He looked at the wet spot smeared across Danny’s chest.
“Shit, sorry,” he took his own sleeve and began to wipe across her shirt, not recognizing at first the soft feeling below his arm. “Oh, sorry,” he said sheepishly, taking his arm away.
“It’s fine,” Danny chuckled, trying to hide her raging blush.
“I guess I didn’t realize how much it bothered me,” Steve sighed. Danny didn’t quite know what to say. Steve wiped his palms across his cheeks, getting out a few last sniffles. “Jesus, we’re so late” Steve glanced at his watch.
“Eh, it’s probably fine,” Danny smiled, knowing her mom was going to chew her out when she got the call of two ditches in two days. “Wait here,” Danny instructed as she rushed to grab a towel from the racks of clean ones. “Here,” she sighed as she plopped back down next to Steve. She dabbed the old cloth to his face, catching a few straggling tears forming under his long eyelashes. Steve looked up at the ceiling as she did. Danny couldn’t help but think about how pretty he looked in that moment, it kind of made her feel like a jerk, he had just been sobbing. But, he was still Steve. She swiped under his nose, making him chuckle briefly. “There, all better,” Danny smiled.
“Thanks,” he smiled. “Very motherly,” he commented quietly. “It’s nice.” Danny hummed a response.
“Ya’ still going to that party tonight?” Danny asked, looking down at her hands, avoiding eye contact with Steve as he sat too close for comfort.
Steve let out a heavy sigh, “I guess, Nance is going through it right now, trying to make her feel…” he took a long pause to reflect on the past year. “Normal.”
“I get that,” Danny huffed.
“Do you have a Halloween costume? I remember last year you were dressed as Julie from Valley Girl and Eddie was Randy, what a dork, you looked so cu-cool,” Steve coughed, turning away from Danny briefly.
“You remember what I was?” Danny asked, ignoring the slip up Steve had made.
“Of course, the party was at my house that year,” Steve lied. Steve had a hard time ignoring the pretty dress she had worn, or how her hair was styled. Or how much Eddie couldn’t keep his hands off of her. “But that doesn’t even matter,” he shook his head. “Why won’t you answer my question, wait you’re not matching with Eddie again are you?”
“Of course I am, you’ll see tonight, don’t get your tighty whities in a bunch,” Danny patted his knee. “You good?” She asked, standing.
“No,” Steve answered plainly. “But I think I’ll be fine,” he shrugged. “Will you stay with me? Until next period I mean,” Steve looked up at Danny, unknowingly making her knees slightly weak.
“Sure,” she sighed, grabbing her bag from the other end of the bench to take out her drawing pad.
“Let me see,” Steve pried at the notebook.
“Don’t be so nosy,” Danny slapped away his hand. “Here,” Danny opened the notebook across their laps.
“You’re so good Danny,” Steve whispered, letting his fingers trace a few lines across a drawing of some D&D characters. “I don’t have the patience,” Steve glanced at Danny and quickly back at the drawings. Steve began aimlessly flipping through the pages. Danny's eyes went wide at the sight of one of her own drawings, attempting to turn the page, grabbing Steve’s hand. “Hey! I wanna see,” Steve protested, grabbing hold of her hand and placing it on her lap.
“Steve no,” she whined.
“Aw c’mon,” Steve smiled. Steve went silent at the sight of the paper. He followed the familiar curve of a strong jaw and nose, the occasional birthmark spread across a cheek, down onto a neck. A swooping nest of hair rested on top, the figure seemed to be staring at nothing, no, a chalkboard maybe? They were holding a pencil in one hand with an empty notebook in front of them. “Oh, it’s me,” he smiled simply. Danny couldn’t say anything. “Mrs. Miller is really that boring huh?” Steve chuckled. Danny mumbled a response. “Oh shit, Mrs. Miller, she’s gonna kill us,” Steve realized, and quickly shrugged it off. Danny took his moment of realization to snap her notebook shut and shove it back in her bag.
Danny, Dustin, and Mrs. Henderson sat at the dining table eating an early dinner, despite Dustin’s protests of not needing dinner because of all the candy he was going to get tonight. Danny had spent the rest of the school day, quiet and upset. She wasn’t really sure what was making her so quiet, maybe it was Steve’s dad, or Steve seeing her drawing of him. Or how Steve was still completely oblivious of her affection towards him. She silently thanked whatever higher power was concealing that information to him. Danny would just absolutely die if he found out, or worse, if Nancy found out.
“You’re unusually quiet Danny,” her mom commented sweetly.
“Hmm?” She lifted her head, poking her food around with her fork.
“That’s ‘cause she’s thinking about Steve,” Dustin teased. Danny immediately kicked his leg under the table. “Ow!”
“Steve?” Her mom questioned. “Who’s Steve?”
“No one!” Danny blushed, ducking her head down.
“Didn’t you have some sort of flirtatious relationship with, oh what’s his name? The one with the long hair, likes that loud music, plays Dungeons and Dragons,” her mom hummed.
“Eddie Munson,” Dustin answered.
“Yes, Eddie Munson! He’s sweet, I liked him, a little funny, but very polite,” she smiled.
“Mum! Oh my god!” Danny exclaimed.
“What?” She asked.
“Danny’s got two boyfriends,” Dustin giggled.
“Dustin I’m warning you!” Danny pointed her fork at him.
“Oh that reminds me Danny, I got a call from the school,” her mom continued. Danny sank in her chair.
“They said you had been skipping a couple of classes today and yesterday.”
“I was helping with the Halloween decorations,” Danny lied.
“Wouldn’t they have known that?”
“Mom, they're so busy all the time, how could they?” Danny replied in a sugary tone, Dustin rolled his eyes. Mrs. Henderson dropped the questions.
Dustin had already left for trick or treating with the other ghostbusters when Eddie knocked on the Henderson’s front door. Danny hurdled over the couch before her mom could even get up. Danny pulled the door open, Eddie was leaning his hand on the door frame, dressed in a casual butler outfit, the white shirt heavily unbuttoned, with some eyeliner, his hair looked washed. He smiled down at Danny, his eyes wandering around her costume. The two had decided to dress as a very lazy version of Magenta and Riff Raff from Rocky Horror. Eddie tore his eyes away from her cleavage to peak his head into the house. “Hi Mrs. Henderson!” He beamed, who turned her head from the couch to smile at Eddie.
“Oh hi Eddie! Danny didn’t tell me you were going together!” She replied cheerfully.
“You’re early,” Danny mumbled.
“Now Danny has been awfully shy about it,” Mrs. Henderson started, Danny could feel the blush creeping up her neck. “But you two aren’t dating again are you?” She smiled.
“No ma’am,” Eddie smiled. “Just friends,” Eddie reassured. Danny’s mom seemed slightly disappointed.
“C’mon, I’m not done getting ready,” Danny pulled at Eddie to follow her. As soon as Mrs Henderson wasn’t looking, Eddie’s eyes fell onto her tight covered legs, and up towards the garters squeezing at her thighs, and finally to the frilly ends of her skirt. Eddie waited patiently as Danny finished her makeup, putting much darker eyeshadow on then she usually wears. Eddie liked it. But also, Eddie just liked Danny’s face no matter what. Finally, Danny was ready.
“You’re gonna make Steve lose his mind,” Eddie commented.
“Eddie, shut up,” Danny patted his shoulder.
The two pulled up outside Tina’s party, both slightly nervous, as parties weren’t really their thing. “Ya know, I was just kidding the other day, I can take you home, of course,” Eddie smiled at Danny.
“Thank’s Eddie,” she smiled back.
The party was fairly uneventful for the duo, for most of the night they spent smoking, steering clear of the new kid Billy and Tommy H. Steve was babysitting Nancy most of the night, Danny had tried to get her to stop drinking so much of the punch, but she wasn’t listening. Eddie did make sure to retell how Steve had stared at Danny when he first saw her there to Danny herself. How he had apparently starred a little too long and didn’t, or couldn’t, make any comments on the costume whatsoever. Danny brushed Eddie’s words off. Danny and Eddie sat on the front porch, sharing a cigarette, quoting Spinal Tap.
“I’m gonna grab a drink,” Danny stood, and turned to Eddie, “want anyth-” a body bumped into her, and it was Steve.
“Sorry,” he rushed. Danny grabbed at his arm.
“Are you okay?” Danny asked, Eddie stayed silent, watching them. Steve looked on the verge of tears. She let go of him as he quickly made his way to his car. Danny and Eddie watched in concern as he opened his car door, but he stopped, visibly sighed and softly hit his forehead on the top of his door.
“Do either of you need a ride home?” Steve asked, not looking at them, but clearly talking to them. “I-I haven’t been drinking, figured I’d ask.”
“Oh no-”
“Yes, Danny needs a ride, Vicky has been eyeing me all night, and I think I’m gonna make a move,” Eddie interrupted and proceeded to lie to Steve.
“Alright, c’mon Danny,” Steve nodded. Eddie softly pushed Danny’s back towards the steps of the porch. She reluctantly moved towards the side of Steve’s car.
“Are you sure?” Danny asked quietly.
“Yes, I need,” he paused. “Someone to talk to,” he finished.
“Okay,” she replied softly, while getting into the car.
Danny and Steve sat in silence for a few minutes during the short ride. Danny didn’t want to pry. Obviously something had happened between him and Nancy. Some guilt came over Danny as she realized that she should have checked on Nancy. Danny held tightly to her own fingers, crushed into her lap, biting the skin off her lips, the lipstick long smeared away. Finally, Steve let out a heavy hearted sigh.
“I think Nancy and I just broke up,” the words sounded like poison coming out of Steve’s mouth.
“What?” Danny turned to look at him, he kept his eyes on the dark road ahead.
“She called me bullshit, our relationship bullshit. Said that we were acting ‘like’ we were in love,” Steve solemnly explained. “That we killed Barb,” Danny winced at the statement.
“Steve,” Danny started. “Steve, she was drunk, she didn’t mean it,” she attempted to reassure.
“Didn’t she though?” Steve snapped. “Face it Danny, she doesn’t love me,” the hurt in his voice stung like knives.
“She does, even if she’s upset, she loves you,” Danny replied.
“She was right, maybe our relationship is bullshit,” Steve continued.
“Steve, I know that Nancy cares for you, she loves you,” she repeated. “Pretending like nothing happened has been so hard, the fact that you guys made it out, still happy, still in love is-is incredible,” she explained with sincerity. Steve glanced quickly over at Danny. They were coming up her street.
“I just, it just sucks ya’ know?” Those weren’t the right words that Steve wanted to use. He wanted to say that it hurt, that he felt heartbroken, alone, scared; that sometimes he wakes up in the middle of the night from nightmares, thinking that the demogorgon is back and is trying to take Nancy, sometimes even Danny. He wanted to cry. He didn’t want Danny to get out of the car, because that meant going home, alone, where his parents weren’t, not there to protect him.
“I know Steve,” she replied simply. “It’s just this one here,” Danny pointed. Steve stared at the house, not ready for a goodbye. “Thanks for the ride,” Danny started. “Talk to Nancy tomorrow. It’ll be okay,” she opened the door. Steve quickly got out to walk her to the front porch. Danny quietly unlocked the door, trying her best not to disturb anyone. She turned to Steve as she stepped inside. He stood just as Eddie had a few hours ago, hand leaning against the doorframe. Danny hesitated on the words coming out of her mouth. “Do you want to come in? Ya know, just to talk or not. Listen to music? Watch a movie?”
Steve thought for a moment. “What about your family?”
“Mom can sleep through anything, and I’m sure Dustin has passed out in a candy coma,” she giggled.
“Okay,” he replied simply, following her inside. Steve felt comforted by the coziness of the house as he entered, it was warmer in every aspect compared to his own house. They walked down the hall, Danny quickly turned to block her door.
“Give me one minute,” Danny said quietly, slipping into her room remembering the mess she had left. Steve waited, head resting on the closed door, he could hear her faintly running around, probably throwing clothes somewhere. Steve realized two things, one, he was about to see Danny’s room for the first time, and two, Steve had never been to a girls house without the intention of risky business. The creek of a door opened behind Steve he slowly turned to see a boy he vaguely recognized from around, with a mop of curly hair and in Star Wars pajamas rubbing his eyes.
“Hi,” he mumbled.
“Um, hi,” Steve whispered.
“Steve?”
The door to Danny’s room opened suddenly, “Oh hey Dustin,” she smiled, pushing herself in front of Steve to stand in front of Dustin. “Steve was dropping me off and he needed some notes for homework we have due tomorrow. How was the haul?”
“Pretty epic,” Dustin perked up slightly. “Will had an episode though.”
Danny brought Dustin into a tight hug, “Sorry buddy, he’ll be okay though, get some rest you got school,” she ruffled his head.
“You too,” Dustin replied, eyeing Steve behind her, who gave him another awkward smile.
“You got it tiger,” she replied, pushing him back into his room.
Steve turned to walk into her room, Danny ducking past him to get in first. Steve took a moment to look at everything, it must have been the complete opposite of his room. It was warm, cozy, with things everywhere. Her bed was made, messy, with a large comforter and quilt, a blue teddy bear resting on top. Some clothes still loose that she hadn’t managed to pick up, Steve clocked a pair of black underwear and a matching lacy bra hanging out of her dresser. He slowly looked away towards a bookshelf filled with assortments of books, vinyls, and D&D materials. He scanned the various posters and pictures torn out of magazines tacked to the wallpaper. He stopped on the one just above her pillow, a young picture of Angus Young, knew it.
“So, talking, music, movie?” Danny asked, placing her hands on her hips. Steve admired her costume, his eyes wandering up her legs.
“Why did you choose a maid?” Steve asked, sitting on her bed, “I mean it looks good, just wondering.”
“Maid? Eddie and I were Riff Raff and Magenta,” Danny retorted.
“Who?” Steve raised an eyebrow.
“Who?” Danny quietly exclaimed. “You’ve never seen Rocky Horror Picture Show?”
Steve shook his head, “Nope.”
“We’re watching it,” Danny replied, quickly falling to the ground next to her small TV and VHS collection. Steve looked away as the skirt didn’t leave much to the imagination. Danny finally pulled out a tape, “Here rewind this, I’m gonna change,” she threw the VHS at Steve and quickly grabbed some pajamas and headed into her bathroom.
The rest of the night was quiet except for the soft fuzziness of the movie and Danny humming along to every song. Steve actually liked the movie more than he thought he would, it was definitely not what he was expecting. Steve thought about maybe dressing up next year as Brad and Janet with Nancy, thinking that maybe all of this will be fine. Quickly after the movie had faded into black Danny had drifted asleep on her twin bed that Steve had somehow managed not to fall off the entire time. As carefully as he could he turned off the tv and lifted her window, scared of walking through the house, and ducked outside. Steve drove home alone, reflecting on the night as the Talking Heads played softly over his tape.
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