It’s How Guys Talk
Cynthia is a virgin and a lesbian and lives in the 1950s. For better or worse, she decides Gil is her best bet for advice.
aka cynthia goes to big brother gil for a sex talk
This is not smut, they are simply talking about their feelings. Also Cynthia and Lydia are out to their inner circles.
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Things were going good. Too good. Good enough that Cynthia was starting to understand that feeling Jane had talked about, waiting for a bomb to drop.
It’s been easier than she imagined, being with Lydia. During rehearsals they’d find ways to hold hands without making a scene about it, Floyd and Arthur would help hide it as well. Not that they thought the rest of the thespians would care, but they were afraid of chatter.
They’d go to the drive in, they’d meet up on the concessions roof and “watch” the movie from there. It’s surprisingly easy access and also weirdly private. They’d hangout on weekends. Sometimes weeknights when Cynthia’s dad gets stuck at the shop and Lydia’s parents think they have homework or rehearsing to do.
Getting alone time, weirdly, was not the problem.
It was easy being around Lydia. She laughed at her jokes, when she didn’t laugh she’s roll her eyes and Cynthia would bug her until she finally gave in and laughed at the dumb joke. Lydia would help Cynthia with her english homework, Cynthia would run lines with Lydia.
They would tell stories, secrets. Tell each other about their pasts. One night at the drive in, the movie playing was one Cynthia’s mom had liked. Lydia saw she had been acting weird about it, and to both their surprise Cynthia had opened up about it. Cynthia really hates vulnerability, but with Lydia, it wasn’t so scary.
So simply being with each other, also not the problem.
Eventually, all that other stuff ends up the same way. If Lydia is doing her homework, she’s not giving Cynthia attention. So, Cynthia will, very maturely, steal something from Lydia. Which, she will not return until she receives a kiss. And who’s Lydia to say no, she needs her pencils after all.
Rehearsing is always easier when fully committed as they both know, so they’re sure not to skip over any kisses. And sometimes they forget to go back to the play. Most of the time.
Cynthia could kiss Lydia forever, whenever. She’s got her trapped under a spell and she doesn’t even care. She’s a lovesick puppy and that’s fine by her.
So kissing, in itself, is not the problem.
No, the problem is that kissing is so good, and it has recently become… intense. Their contact becoming closer, their hands wandering further, and their layers getting less and less. And it’s all so good.
But Cynthia always stops.
She doesn’t want to. She really, really doesn’t want to. But eventually the intensity becomes overwhelming and she just, full stops. She gets lost after some point and doesn’t want to mess anything up. So Lydia goes home, and Cynthia lays in her bed kicking herself.
Lydia is always nice about it, but Cynthia can’t help but feel like she’s disappointing her. If she’s honest, she’s disappointing herself.
She doesn’t want to mess it up. It’s not like they give much sex ed about straight relationships, and there’s definitely nothing to help out a gay virgin. At least straight people have something to work with to figure it all out. For her, it felt hopeless.
But she had to do something, she was starting to go a little crazy. So, she called the only person she could think of.
***
“I want to have sex.”
“Jesus, Cynthia, my ears.” Gil cringed from behind the wheel of his car. Cynthia had called him up out of nowhere and said it was urgent. So, he got there as quick as he could. However, those were not the first words he wanted to hear when she hopped into the passenger seat.
“No, Gil, seriously, I need your help.”
“I’m not having sex with you Cynthia.”
“Ew, gross! Not with you, dumbass.” Cynthia hit him in the arm. “With Lydia. Obviously.”
“Okay? Then do it I don’t know what you want from me.” Gil held his arm where she had punched him and he watched her expression soften.
“It’s not that easy.” She said as she sat back in the seat and crossed her arms.
“What do you mean?” He shifted to face her more. She just looked out the windows for a second.
“You know what, this was stupid. I’m sorry—” She opened the door and started to leave but Gil pulled her back inside.
“Hey, kid, look I’m sorry, ok? What’s up, you can talk to me.”
Cynthia looked at him and sighed. She could tell her face was starting to get red but she hoped he would assume it’s from the heat.
“Things with Lydia have been good, great even. It’s just… Things have been starting to feel more… Intense. And it’s a good intense, don’t get me wrong,” They both chuckled. “But I feel like we’re wanting to go further but I just don’t know… how.”
Gil was looking at her and any awkwardness he was feeling he was hiding very well, which Cynthia appreciated because she knew she was not doing so herself.
“Cynth, I wanna help you, I do, but it’s different for you.”
“I know!” She covered her face with her hands. “I know that. And I know I tease but you know more about handling women than I do. You’re my best bet right now.”
He chewed the inside of his cheek as he thought it over. “Okay. How far have you gotten.”
Cynthia glanced at him and then shy’d back to the window. “Second.” She said, trying to suppress a smile. Gil chuckled and ruffled her hair.
“Not bad kid, not bad.”
She shooed him off of her and started fixing her bangs. “Yeah yeah, but what do we do after?”
“Well, you’ve got to keep it casual. You can’t put too much expectation into it or else it’s gonna fall flat. And you’ve got to make sure she’s okay with everything going forward. Hey,” He looked Cynthia in the eyes. “I’m serious about that. You make sure you’re both comfortable and if not you stop. You understand?” He pointed at her, she nodded. “Out loud.”
“I understand.”
“Okay. From there, you might not like this answer but, you’ve really just got to feel it out.” Cynthia groaned. “I know, but your body will know what it wants, and if you’re talking to each other, you’ll know what she wants.”
Cynthia sat with that idea for a minute. She knew she wanted more. She could imagine what that might entail, but there were so many what if’s, so many unknowns. She wasn’t sure if she was ready to risk it.
“What if I do it wrong.” She says quietly.
“I’m not gonna lie to you kid, you might.” He sighs. “You’ll probably be a little nervous, it will more likely than not be awkward,”
“You’re not building my confidence.”
“But. You guys have been together for long enough now, all of that is part of the magic. You mess up and then you guys laugh it off and try again. And, you can change your mind and stop at any point. It feels like a big deal, and I’m not saying it’s not, but don’t stress about it.”
Cynthia breathed out a laugh. “Thanks Gilliam.” She punched him in the arm again, playful this time.
“Don’t sweat it. It’s what guys do.”
She smiled at that. “Any other tips and tricks?”
Gil pondered for a moment. “A little teasing never hurts.” He says looking out at the road, a smirk forming. Cynthia nodded, trying to hide the awkwardness she’s feeling. He continued, “And you know… foreplay is—“
“Ew, gross, never mind don’t tell me I don’t wanna know.” She shut down and refused to look at him.
“I would say use protection but I don’t really know how you’d,”
“Ugh, Gil I said gross.” Cynthia shuddered as she opened the car door and got out.
“You’re welcome!” Gil shouted as she left, chuckling to himself.
***
Cynthia’s dad is working late. She knows he won’t be home for a while. So, she invites Lydia over. Currently, they’re both in her room. This is cool. Cool cool cool.
“So, what are your plans for the—“ Lydia starts but is quickly cut off my Cynthia practically pouncing on her and starting a passionate kiss. They eventually break apart and Lydia mutters quickly, “I can get on board with this.” They both chuckle and return back to each other.
It was heated and a little sloppy and desperate and fun, god was it fun. Cynthia could feel all her thoughts and anxieties welling in her head but she suppressed them as far as she could and just kept kissing and kissing and kissing.
She eventually found the courage to move her kisses from Lydia’s lips down to her jaw, then her neck, then her collarbone.
“Cynthia?” She heard Lydia’s voice but it sounded far away. “Hey, Cynth,” She felt Lydia’s hands gently pulling her face back to eye level.
“Why’d you stop? Did I do something wrong?” Cynthia asked.
“No, no not at all you were… It was very nice.” She giggled. “I just, wanted to check on you.” She said it calmly. A glint in her eye telling Cynthia she knows something.
“Yeah, no yeah I’m good I’m ready to go if you are.” She leaned in for another kiss but Lydia pulled back.
“Cyn.” She stroked her cheekbone with her thumb. “Talk to me.”
Cynthia looked at her girlfriend and sighed as she rolled off to the side of her and sat criss-crossed on her bed.
“Things have been going so good. I really really like being with you in ways I can’t even explain with words. And I really like kissing you. Like, so much.” Lydia smiled at that. “I just, when things start to get heated… I don’t know I panic. It’s not that I don’t want to do other things with you obviously, it’s just… scary.” Cynthia’s voice was small, she kept her gaze focused on the piece of her comforter she was picking at.
She watched as Lydia’s hand took her fidgety one and looked up to meet her eyes. “It’s scary for me too.” She said.
“It is?” Cynthia breathed.
“Yes! It’s scary to be intimate like that, and I’ve never done it before with anyone, so I don’t know what I’m doing either.”
“Oh my god.” Cynthia let out a sigh and rested her head on Lydia’s shoulder as the other girl laughed. “I was so worried I’d mess something up and you’d think I was terrible at sex and break up with me.”
“I would never.” Lydia chuckled. Cynthia giggled along side her.
They sat like that for a moment. Letting the comfortable silence wash over them as Cynthia embraced the comfort of the crook of Lydia’s neck. It was nice. She liked this.
“Hey,” Lydia broke their silence and turned her head to Cynthia, using her finger to gently guide her face up from her shoulder. “Let’s take it slow, alright? We’re not in a rush. Whatever happens, happens. Okay?”
Cynthia nodded. “Okay.”
“Okay.”
They both smiled into another kiss. This one soft and tender. A signature to the deal they’ve just made. Sweet.
Lydia pulled away first, leaving Cynthia chasing after her. “Why don’t we watch TV.” Lydia whispered, scanning Cynthia’s face before getting up from the bed and heading to the living room. Cynthia watched in awe after her girlfriend as she walked away. Turns out Gil was right, a little teasing didn’t hurt.
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a/n: Gil and Cynthia friendship is actually so important to me they are so siblings. Our sweet thesbians don’t know a thing about sex but I’m sure they figure it out one day, not today though. They do make out practically the entire time they’re watching tv though. Cynthia does stop to sing along to the Ipana commercial and Lydia calls her dumb but let’s her finish.
ps if you read all the way through this you should check out this edit i made of them bc i really like it and would like if it got some more love that’s all thank you for reading <3
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Moodboard by @softhecreator
Don’t Blame My English Blood For This American Heartache
Chapter Five: Don’t Stop Me Now
AO3 info prologue one two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve
All my work is 18+.
I feel I’m watered down whenever he’s around. I put on the crown of clowns and melt slowly to the ground.- MARINA, Hermit the Frog
Mid August, 1984
Diagon Alley
London, England
“I don’t think this is a good idea,” Sera admitted, looking at the wand a very old man named Ollivander was offering her in his wand store.
“Nonsense, Miss Malfoy,” the old man assured her. “The wand chooses the witch.”
“I’ve never used a wand before,” she explained. “I learned magic without one.”
“You can’t go to Hogwarts without a wand,” Yarrow told her, fanning herself with a painted fan that looked like it had been made for Queen Victoria herself.
“Indeed, Miss Rosier,” Mr. Ollivander confirmed.
Hesitantly, Sera took the wand in hand.
“Now then,” Mr. Ollivander said pleasantly, “just give it a wave, if you please. Or, if you’d like, perform a simple spell.”
Sera waved the wand, imagining a small ball of harmless light emerging from the tip.
A ball of light did emerge from the tip. But it was not small, nor was it harmless.
It caused a moderately-sized explosion.
With a wave of his own wand, Mr. Ollivander cleaned up his store and offered Sera a second wand to try.
She did the same thing with the same results six times. It seemed that every wand Mr. Ollivander had made disliked Sera a great deal. It took awhile, but eventually, one of the wands she tried didn’t produce an explosion, but rather a large ball of light that closely resembled the sun. She had instinctively waved her free hand and put the light out, of course, but the three of them were momentarily blinded anyway.
“Well,” Yarrow said, mildly amused, “I suspect that’s as good as it’s going to get.”
“Perhaps we should try—“
“Thank you, Mr. Ollivander,” Sera cut him off with a polite smile. “I’ll take this one, if you don’t mind.”
“Yes, of course.” He seemed reluctant, but he did as she’d asked.
Sera figured she wouldn’t be using the wand, anyway.
What she was excited for was the cat she was allowed to bring to school with her, were she to be accepted. She’d found a tiny black kitten by the side of the road. She figured that since he was an orphan she found in Europe, she’d name him Beowulf, Beo for short.
“What on earth do you mean you don’t need a trunk?” Aunt Ursa asked, astonished.
“Well,” Sera said slowly, idly petting Beo, was perched on her shoulder at the moment, “we don’t have the money to buy one, and my suitcase will do just fine.”
“But everyone has a trunk.”
Sera shrugged, jostling Beo, who let out a small meow of protest. “Everyone enrolled as a first year, too. I’m enrolling as a seventh year.”
Aunt Ursa pursed her lips. “Very well, dear. As you please.”
Sera smiled. Her aunt had been very kind and accommodating. “I’m very grateful to you for all you’ve done for me, Aunt Ursa. Truly.”
Her aunt smiled back at her. “Of course, dear girl. Now come, we must get you to Hogwarts for the placement examinations.”
The tests were beyond exhausting.
It certainly didn’t help that Sera hadn’t bothered to attend in the Hogwarts uniform everyone else was wearing. That was probably why people were staring so much, actually: she wore a black and red plaid skirt with suspenders that went over the black Lick It Up sleeveless shirt she’d bought at a KISS concert when she was fifteen and the beat-up combat boots she’d had since she stopped growing at thirteen.
She didn’t always dress like a punk, but she had a few friends who were in college back at UCSC who were really into that kinda thing. Okay, so Doug was more the sort to wear jeans and plain t-shirts, but his girlfriend liked to drop acid at the Boardwalk, and his best friends consisted of a dude majoring in astrophysics and another dude who’d founded UCSC’s gay and lesbian organization, which Ta attended the meetings of despite not even being enrolled yet. In any case, some of her friends back home dressed the way she did, and she kept forgetting that nobody in the Wizarding World did.
Mid August, 1984
Hogwarts
Scotland
“I really think I should try it without a wand, ma’am,” Sera attempted to tell the transfiguration professor, whose name was McGonagall. Transfiguration was her first test with a practical section, and Sera knew it was essential she display her abilities there because Aunt Ursa’s explanations of English-style magic may not have been entirely adequate to get her a passing grade on their own, comprehensive though they were.
The older woman—who Sera thought she might like, actually; she was terribly excited to get to know other witches, especially teachers—pursed her lips. “We will try with a wand first, and then without a wand.”
Sera nodded, and was then presented with some sort of ball.
“Turn this into a balloon, if you please,” Ms. McGonagall said politely. “With your wand.”
Sera nodded, and, picturing the ball turning into a balloon, she flicked her wand at it.
The ball transformed into a balloon, which promptly exploded.
Ms. McGonagall blinked at the scorch marks on the stone floor, then looked up at Sera. “Let’s try without your wand, then.”
Sera put her wand down on the table carefully, as if it might bite her, which she half-thought was a possibility.
“Should I make a new ball?” she asked.
Ms. McGonagall raised her eyebrows. “Can you do it without making it explode?”
Sera grimaced, but nodded. “Yes.”
“Very well, then.” With that, the teacher stood back, presumably to avoid potential injury if another explosion were to occur.
Sera flicked her hand, and a ball identical to the one before popped into being.
Ms. McGonagall stared at her. “Wandless and nonverbal,” she observed quietly, taking notes on a pad of some sort. “The balloon, if you would.”
Sera nodded and flicked her hand again, and the ball became a balloon.
Ms. McGonagall pursed her lips thoughtfully. “Are you capable of human transfiguration?”
Sera nodded, sitting down at a desk chair. “I used to do this at the beach with a friend of mine,” she admitted a bit bashfully. The teacher raised her eyebrows expectantly, and then Sera gestured to her legs. Her pale skin became opalescent scales, and her legs merged into a tail.
“You can transform yourself into a mermaid,” the teacher observed dryly.
“Yes,” Sera confirmed, tapping her tail idly to turn it back into legs. “I can’t breathe underwater or anything, though.”
Ms. McGonagall’s lips twitched, and Sera thought she might’ve been trying not to smile. “Miss Malfoy, what happened when you used your wand, does that always happen?”
Sera shrugged. “I never used one before I came to Europe. I learned without one.”
“You learned magic without a wand?”
Sera nodded. “The people who taught me don’t use them, either. I didn’t know witches used wands until recently.”
Ms. McGonagall nodded once, scribbling down something on her notepad.
She had to do several other transfigurations before the practical was over, and the teacher was a very stoic woman, but Sera hoped she was at least a little bit impressed.
“Excuse me, ma’am,” Sera addressed her, a bit nervous. Ms. McGonagall looked down at her, as expressionless as always. “Do you think… that is to say, do I have a chance? At— at getting in, I mean.”
The older woman looked at Sera consideringly. “I think, Miss Malfoy,” she said slowly, “that if you show the skill in your other examinations as you did in this one, I will be very pleased to have you in my class.”
Mid August, 1984
Malfoy Manor
Wiltshire, England
Upon her return to Malfoy Manor, she was most displeased to discover none other than Regulus Black waiting there for her.
“Eugh,” she said by way of greeting, curling her lip at him. “Go away. I am so not in the mood.” It was true; she was exhausted. Hours of testing made one very tired, and she was very interested in going to bed, despite the fact that it was barely past six and she hadn’t even had dinner.
Regulus smiled in a way that made him look deceptively good-natured. “I know you had your placement examinations today, and I thought you’d fancy could use a bit of a breather afterwards.”
“Yes, I would could,” she agreed immediately. “Which is why you should leave. I’m not in one of your fancy hundred-year-old dresses, anyway.”
He looked down at her outfit, his eyes widening as if he hadn’t noticed it before. “What on earth are you wearing?”
“Clothes,” she informed him flatly.
“Is… is that how Muggles dress?”
She put a hand on her hip. “People who can’t use magic, you mean? Yes, they sometimes dress like me.”
He licked his lips, his eyes fixed on her bare legs. “You… you wear this kind of thing oftena lot?”
“Sometimes.” She wanted to smack him until he actually left. “Not that it’s any of your business.”
His gaze flicked back up to her face. “I’d like it to be.”
Sera fixed him with a glare. “What I wear is never going to be any of your business.”
With that, she moved around him to the main hallway and made a right in the direction of the spiral staircase that led to the third floor she occupied.
“Where are you going?” Regulus asked, sounding like he was hurrying after her.
“My room. Not that that’s any of your business, either.” She turned into the tiny room with the staircase, hoping very much he would take the hint and leave her be.
“I thought we could have a cup of tea,” he told her.
“I’m American,” she snapped impatiently. “I don’t drink tea to wind down. I watch things, listen to music, and take naps.”
“Oh.” She rolled her eyes at his ridiculousness and didn’t respond, but he followed after her anyway.
“I might decide to turn the stairs into a slide,” she warned as she began to go up them.
“No, you won’t,” he deduced easily. “I remember those exams, and they’re an absolute nightmare. You won’t want to do magic like that for another few hours at least.”
She pursed her lips, annoyed. Especially about the fact that he was right.
“Why won’t you go away and leave me alone?” she demanded in exasperation as they reached the top of the stairs on the third floor.
“Because if I leave you alone, you’ll never fancy me, and that won’t do.”
“That won’t do,” she mimicked, dropping her voice down low in and faking a British accent in what she considered to be a spot-on impression of the dickhead. “I’ll never ‘fancy’ you either way, fancy boy.”
She strolled into her TV room, plopping down on the couch and grabbing the remote off the coffee table. “I’m confident you will, but— what’s that?” He pointed at the TV.
“It’s a TV,” she said flatly, clicking the power button. She had MASH queued up in the VCR already, so Hawkeye’s dreamy face immediately appeared onscreen.
Regulus flinched. “What on earth—“
“It plays videos,” she explained impatiently. “Recordings. Like a play you can watch. See?” She pressed play, and Hawkeye resumed badgering Frank Burns, the way he’d been doing when she’d turned it off last.
Regulus stepped closer to the TV as if it would bite him.
“Ugh,” she groaned when he stepped in front of the screen. “If you’re not gonna leave, at least get out of the way. Sit down or something.”
He did so wordlessly, watching the screen with wide, fascinated eyes. “This really happened?”
Sera grimaced. “Well… yes and no.” He looked at her in askance, and she paused it with a sigh. “The people, they’re actors. The characters aren’t real. But the place they’re in, Korea, is obviously real.” He nodded his understanding, and she continued, “And Americans really did send troops over there.”
“They’re not fighting anyone,” Regulus pointed out.
“That’s because they’re a MASH unit,” she said. At his blank face, she added, “Mobile Army Surgical Hospital. They’re doctors—healers, whatever—and they treat people who were wounded in the war.”
“Why would anyone choose to do that?” he asked, bewildered.
She snorted. “Oh, they didn’t choose it, most of them. They got drafted.” He looked confused again, so she elaborated, “You know, conscription? Picking random citizens to go fight?”
“That’s barbaric!” Regulus declared, horrified.
“No shit,” she said dryly. “Now shut up; Hawk takes his shirt off in this one and I don’t want you distracting me from his hotness.”
“You— you find this man attractive?” he demanded, looking astonished.
Sera rolled her eyes. “Duh, look at him.”
“He’s got dark hair and light eyes,” Regulus observed. “He’s tall and rather thin— I am your type, then.” He settled back against the couch cushions, satisfied. “Lovely.”
“You are so not my type,” she said, like a liar.
After that, Regulus spent a great deal of time at Malfoy Manor bothering Sera.
She could admit to herself, however begrudgingly, that he was occasionally interesting to be around. He was intelligent and well-spoken, and he seemed to genuinely want to hear her thoughts on things.
Not that she’d ever tell him that, of course.
“We should go out to dinner,” he decided one afternoon.
Sera scowled at him from her place on the couch as she pet Beo, who was asleep in her lap. “Absolutely not.”
He frowned. “It’s a grand idea.”
“It most certainly is not a grand idea,” she said, mimicking his stupid fancy boy accent.
“Very well, then,” he acquiesced, plopping down next to her on the couch, far too close for her liking. “We can stay here.”
She scowled again. “Or, fun alternative,” she said slowly, “you could leave.”
“No,” he hummed thoughtfully. “No, I don’t think I will. Your family likes me.”
“They like you because you’re rich.”
Regulus shrugged. “The end result remains the same.”
“Whatever,” she scoffed.
It wasn’t until several hours later, when she fell asleep on his shoulder, that he carried her to bed; Beo trotting after them.
Very softly, he said something to her, and whatever it was made her smile and nuzzle into her pillow, but she drifted off before his words could register.
September, 1984
Hogwarts
Scotland
Before Sera knew it, she got her acceptance letter and was off to Hogwarts.
Everything happened so fast that it felt like a whirlwind; she was sorted into Ravenclaw with Yarrow, and they were to share a dorm room. Yarrow didn’t even mind that Sera had a kitten and wanted to put up a mezuzah on their door frame.
She was honestly very excited for almost all of her classes: Transfiguration, Charms, Defense Against the Dark Arts, Herbology, History of Magic, and—tragically—Potions. She was also taking two elective courses in Ancient Studies and Magical Theory, both of which sounded fascinating.
“Really, Miss Malfoy,” her Head of House, Mr. Flitwick, was saying, “Llumos Solem solem is not a terribly complex spell for a witch of your level. I trust that you will be able to perfect it with ease, based on your examination scores.”
“I can, yeah,” Sera agreed immediately. “The issue isn’t the spell or how difficult it is, sir, it’s the fact that me using a wand doesn’t go well.”
“I’m sure you’ll do just fine,” the teacher assured her.
Sera winced, glancing back at Yarrow, who was looking on with raised eyebrows and pursed lips.
“Remember, Miss Malfoy,” her teacher said, watching the way she held her wand closely, “lumos solem.”
Sera nodded, furrowing her brow in concentration and trying her damnedest to not put too much power behind the spell. Very softly, her voice almost a murmur, she said, “Lumos solem.”
A ball of light emerged from her wand, and it rather closely resembled the sun. It was hot, as if she were in an inferno, and the force of it knocked her onto her ass before she could put it out, but Mr. Flitwick quickly waved his own wand to disperse the bright, burning light.
“I think, Miss Malfoy,” Mr. Flitwick said after a tense moment of silence, “perhaps it would be best if you didn’t use a wand.”
She didn’t notice when several weeks had passed.
She did notice when an unfamiliar owl dropped a letter in her lap at breakfast one morning.
She looked at the front; the envelope was sealed in green wax, a weird, morbid-looking crest on the front. If she looked very closely, she could see that it had three ravens on it, a hand holding a dagger, what appeared to be a skull, and some French written on a weird scroll at the bottom. Bizarre.
She frowned, opened it curiously, and began to read.
Miss Malfoy,
I hope you’re settling in well. Your aunt tells me that you were Sorted into Ravenclaw. I must admit I’m disappointed you weren’t put in my own House, though I don’t doubt that you deserve a spot in the House of wit.
I would very much like to see you, perhaps during a Hogsmeade weekend. I assure you I am privy to all the best places to go and things to do in the village, so your time will be well-spent, even if you do not particularly enjoy my company just yet. Please let me know when would be best.
Yours,
R. A. Black
“Who’s that from?” Yarrow wanted to know, looking up from her vegetarian omelet.
“Lord Black,” Sera said mockingly. “He ‘would very much like to see me’, as he put it.” She made air quotes and rolled her eyes.
Yarrow’s eyes widened. “He really fancies you, doesn’t he?”
Sera scowled. “I hope not. He’s a jackass.”
Yarrow bit back a smile. “Is he now?”
“Don’t look at me like that!” Sera groaned miserably. “Just ‘cause he’s hot doesn’t mean I—“
“Oh, so he’s hot now, is he?” her friend tittered. “I thought he was a jackarse.”
“He is,” Sera insisted. “He’s just a very sexy jackass.”
Yarrow grinned. “You must write him back.”
Sera recoiled so much she damn near fell off the bench. “I’ll do no such thing!”
“Oh, honestly.” Her friend rolled her eyes. “He’s the most eligible bachelor in the country. I find him repulsive physically and even I’d marry him!”
“Dunno how you can find him repulsive,” Sera grumbled into her oatmeal. “Either way, he’s trying to ‘court’ me or whatever, and I’m not having it. No thank you to that.”
Yarrow dropped her fork, and it clattered onto her plate. “He wants to what?”
“Court me,” Sera said dully, taking a bite of her food. “Or so he says.”
“And you said no?”
“Doesn’t seem to have deterred him.” She shrugged. “Maybe my lack of response will do the trick.”
Her lack of response did not, in fact, deter Regulus. He sent her letters fairly regularly, and she always said she wouldn’t read them, but she ended up caving every time.
The letters usually contained things like him bemoaning the fact that she wouldn’t respond to him, stories about his life and schooling, things he wanted to know about her, and—more than a few times—how ‘utterly enchanting’ he found her. His words.
She would be nineteen at the end of October, on the 29th, which was a Monday. However, the following Wednesday was Halloween, and they were permitted to visit a nearby village called Hogsmeade starting after classes let out.
The morning of her birthday, yet another letter arrived from Regulus, except this one was… heavier than normal. She opened it and pulled the paper out, beginning to read.
Miss Malfoy,
I hope your birthday is as lovely as you are. Please accept this small token of my admiration. Your aunt has accepted an invitation to my family’s annual Christmas ball on your behalf, and I ask that you wear this gift for it.
I hope to see you soon.
Yours,
R. A. Black
Yarrow, who had snatched the envelope, pulled a necklace out. Sera’s mouth fell open when she saw it.
The necklace was a woven platinum snake with tiny emeralds amongst the diamonds covering the entire thing, and, astonishingly, a large emerald hanging from the mouth of the snake, as well as three more on either side of it, all the size of her thumb.
Sera could do nothing but stare.
Yarrow, however, laughed outright as she pulled out the pair of matching earrings. “Oh, this is just—“ She cut herself off, collapsing into giggles.
Sera took the necklace from her friend to inspect it, turning it over in her hands.
The emeralds had to be fake, right? They just had to be.
Apparently, she’d said that out loud, because Yarrow fought down more giggles and said, “Oh, no. Those aren’t fake. Emeralds and diamonds. Check the back of the center gemstone.”
Sera blinked in confusion but did as she’d been told.
To her absolute horror, the Black family crest was engraved into the setting.
“Their crest is there, then?” When Sera could only nod, speechless, Yarrow snorted in a rare moment of minor inelegance. “I thought as much. It’s called the Ophiuchus. He gave you a family heirloom, darling. Bloke must be hard as a rock for you.”
“What am I gonna do?” Sera breathed, dejected and at a loss.
Yarrow shrugged. “Marry him, of course.”
“I can’t do that!”
“You could do a hell of a lot worse.”
Sera wasn’t sure that that was true. Hopefully, she’d never have to find out.
Regulus is so fun to write lol
Big thanks, as always, to the lovely @lilmaymayy for betaing this for me 💗 and of course Sof’s fucking phenomenal moodboard, as per usual
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