A few doodles I’ve made in my sketchbook that I wanted to show :)))))

Pallette: pspsps

Character: favorite oc

c!garlic + pspsps

When ppl know of personality disorders outside of bpd:

to me it is evident that jonathan already knows that his situation is precarious at best and actively dangerous at worst. all the "he doesnt see the red flags" stuff that people used to say about him is utter nonsense.

he recognizes that drac is purposefully keeping him awake at night and, while he doesnt remark upon his suspicions, his wording and choice of details to include (e.g. drac going "you must be less interesting, so i don't keep you awake", which is more a reflection on drac being a bad host than on any fault of jonathan's) makes it clear that he understands that this is done on purpose and not by accident.

he keeps taking note of situations in which he would expect to see other people, but doesn't. he is aware that he is isolated and alone with a dangerous man (he took special care to highlight drac's unnatural strength and cold skin, the nauseating feeling he got upon being too close during that first supper, and he keeps taking note of any incident in which drac makes him feel uneasy - the nasty smiles, the way drac comes and goes without letting jonathan know when to expect him).

he is wants to be the model picture of an english gentleman guest, trying not to snoop and wander about the castle, when he doesn't have his host's permission. still, he can't help himself but try the doors, and the second door he tries is already locked (which is, of course, important in conjunction with the fact that drac tells him that he wouldnt wish to go anywhere that was behind a locked door, anyways). additionally, he notices that there are no mirrors, which he tries to frame as "oh, i am lacking one of the comforts i am used to, haha, sure weird that these transylvanian people don't have those", but it gives him pause - especially, considering the obvious wealth and opulence he is otherwise surrounded with.

to me this all reads as a continuation of that sentiment from may 4th where he already penned down that if he doesn't make it back himself, he hopes that his journal does (and that one of the last sentiments he wished to convey was his love for mina, i am still not okay about that). obviously, he isn't yet at the point where he wants to give shape to his fears by outright writing them down, but he is meticulously keeping track of all those red flags people joke about him missing. if he wasn't, he wouldn't be writing them down. their inclusion in his journal shows that jonathan knows what's going on (with the limited information he has, obviously), shows his wariness of his host, and shows that he isn't sure if he will safely return to mina.

or like. whats your favorite

happy 1k!!! 💚 would you be willing to do malleus and flowers? go crazy!

thank you!! <3 i'll go crazy just like he will C;

MALLEUS DRACONIA + FLOWERS (1k event details)

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“Nyehh!” Grim wails, slamming the front door shut with a bang.

You jump, whipping around to see the cat monster clutching his nose as though someone had punched him.

“Grim? What happened?” you ask, rushing over to your companion.

Grim lets you scoop him up into his arms, whining about something about flowers and pollen before he lets out the most earth shattering sneeze you’ve ever heard. You set him down and he bolts away from the door as fast as his little legs will carry him.

You turn towards the door, curious about what could be on the other side as you reach for the doorknob.

It opens.

You gasp, hands shooting up to cover your gaping mouth.

There are mountains and mountains of flowers on Ramshackle’s front porch, all of varying sizes and shapes and colors. There must be at least fifty bouquets that you can see in the entryway alone, all tied together with shimmering ribbons lined with gold.

Who did this?!

You step out onto the porch to examine the bouquets more closely, and something crunches under your foot. You flinch and jump back, hoping you didn’t step on another beautiful bouquet, but when you look down you find it's only a letter. You pick it up and gently tear open the envelope, unfolding the creamy white paper you find inside. The letter is written in a swirling handwriting written in dark green ink.

Dear Child of Man,

I heard that you like flowers. I hope these bouquets are satisfactory. If you ever require anything, please lean on me.

M. D.

Straight to the point, but so adorably foolish. You can’t help the bubbly laughter that escapes you—only Malleus would take a small piece of information about you so far.

Ain't NO WAY this isn't about Link's big 🍆

Stevie's "oh no"s and link's face 😭😭😭

jsyk you made it onto two seperate lesbin subreddits in the pat two months

the dykes have accepted me as one of their own

19/01/2023

just ate my weight in pasta i love my life

forbidden shampoo commercial yujiro says hi

Hi what are ur ocs like im curious :0

I'm just gonna talk about c!garlic from gay park smp right now because it is midnight and I've been thinking about them, maybe later I'll talk about William w. Williams.

garlic is a demon that is related to baphomet, they're a mountain goat satyr with a prosthetic arm after they lost it in an explosion. They have trust issues after previous times they have gotten summoned, which is why they dont talk at all, they tend to write things down or use sign language. The reason they went into that dimension in the first place was because before that somebody tried to kill them and almost succeeded, so they banished them to another dimension until they finally came to fight them. The problem is, though, that they don't have the control here that they once had. They're mortal now, they feel shit about it as well. They cant create they cant move as freely they cant bend reality at will, they cant do anything. The first thing they do when they get to the new world is travel far away from everybody else and build a mountain. Before a home, before food, before anything they make a mountain. Perhaps it's the calm comfort of making something bigger than them, perhaps it's the feeling of control. Everything felt better after.

They make a garden of herbs, and a farm of vegetables, they make a home where they can get shelter, only after the stark realization that they were helpless on their own there and they needed something to help. And even though they came there for revenge, they felt themselves getting more and more comfortable there. They settle down there, they hang rosemary above the door, they dry herbs from the ceiling, they feel safe. Safer than they've ever been, safe enough to trick themselves into thinking it will last.

Eventually, though, the loneliness wears them down, and all they can do is make tea from an antique tea pot they found centuries before. It was really a funny story how they got it, quite interesting really, it's really a shame that no one's there to listen. Maybe they'd even be able to share some tea.

Some of you think bpd is the only pd and it rly shows lmao

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL ASEXUALITY DAY GUYS

tntduo pride flag 😘😘🥰🥰🥰☺🥰😚😋

there is the main one, and three alternative versions, two character-specific

free to use these with credit!! PLEASE FUCKIN TELL ME U UNDERSTAND WHAT WITH CREDIT MEANS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLEASE TAG ME IF YOU USE IT AHAHAHA /nm

The Quackity and Wilbur specific ones have a lighter shade of blue and red respectively over them, and obviously we have The Tntduo Image

The colour meaning goes as follows

Gaudy Red: Steamy Passion and Wilbur Soot

Mustard Yellow: Cowardice, Mental Illness and Wilbur Sweater

Slightly Off-Cream White: Purity, Quackity Shirt, White streak in my hair but n-

Blu: Quackity Beanie and Sadness

this is incredibly accurate and would be appreciated if you spread the word thank you tntduo nation

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