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skzdarlings · 2 months

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the ride ; skz ; chan x reader

original ask: requested by @rosequartsz : chan with the prompt ❛ i want to fuck you so badly. ❜ like the reader is the same age as jeongin so chan kinda feels bad but at the same time he wants to corrupt the reader so bad cushsisjsis

original ask: requested by anonymous : Chan and ❛ please. make me feel good. no one else can like you. ❜ ❛ have a little trust in yourself, i know you can take it. ❜

pairing: bang chan/reader content info: friends to lovers, chan is a little older than reader, reader is not actually that innocent but pretends to be and they both get off on it lol. some not very safe driving lol keep ur eyes on the road. car sex, dirty talk, teasing, corruption play, puuuuure smut. word count: 2400 words.

masterlist. part of the valentine’s day stories series. credit to prompts. requests are closed.

enjoy!

“That’s not fair,” Jeongin says. “I called dibs.”

“Too bad.” You stick your tongue out at him. “Learn to run faster, loser.”

Jeongin scowls, once more relegated to the backseat of Chan’s car. You are sitting pretty in the passenger seat for the fourth day in a row and Jeongin is playfully annoyed about it.

You and your twin brother have been racing into Chan’s car since high school. You are both at university now, but Chan still offers the occasional lift. With storm season making public transit a bigger hassle than it’s worth, Chan has been offering more rides.

Just because of the weather. Not any other reason. Of course.

You smirk, casting a side-glance into the driver’s seat. Chan is smiling at Jeongin through the rearview mirror, looking less like Channie, the boy of your teenage fantasies, and more like Bang Chan, the man of your adult dreams. He is wearing a baseball cap and leather jacket, his whole demeanour oozing an effortless masculinity, the bearing of a competent man who knows he can do anything.

And still, despite his well-earned cockiness, he has an undoubtedly shy side. When he looks at you, the tips of his ears flame an embarrassed, fiery red, and his dimpled smile is almost boyish in its sweetness.

“Right then,” he says. Then, like the endearingly cheesy goofball he is, he adds, “All aboard, ready for takeoff!”

“Jeongin,” you say, blinking innocently at your twin through the mirror. “You have your presentation notes, right? You don’t want to forget them.”

Jeongin double-checks his bag but you already know he won’t find them. You deliberately took them out and placed them on the kitchen counter.

“Damn,” he says, quickly unbuckling his seatbelt. “I thought I put them in here. Sorry, I’ll be right back.”

Jeongin practically flies out of the car and up the driveway, leaving you and Chan. It happens quickly, before Chan can even compute it. You can see the gears turning in his head, but you are faster, sighing melodramatically while gathering the hem of your skirt.

“Silly boy,” you say. “What should we do while he’s gone?” You draw your skirt up your thighs just enough to tease the skin of your upper thighs.

Chan is staring there with his mouth open, his words evaporating on his tongue. He clears his throat after a second, ripping his gaze away. He looks across the dashboard and laughs, a shy, awkward laugh.

“Your brother will be back in a second,” Chan says. “Let’s not get ahead of ourselves, yeah?”

He is white-knuckling the steering wheel, like all his restraint is being poured into that physical grip. Even so, it is not hard to pry his hand off the wheel. You know a stronger, more belligerent shove could not bend a determined Bang Chan, but the softest touch from your gentle hands will have him breaking in seconds.

You are slow, casual despite your racing heart, guiding his hand onto your knee. He makes a little noise that turns your whole body to pure, liquid heat. You make a similar sound, a faint whimper in the back of your throat, as you slide his hand up your thigh.

“Channie,” you say, your too-sweet, too-innocent voice part of your acting, but your breathlessness undoubtedly real.

“Don’t—” His voice breaks and he clears his throat. “Don’t say my name like that. You know—”

“What do I know, Channie?” you ask, blinking at him with wide eyes while you curl his fingers around your thigh. You bring your legs together, holding his hand between them.

He visibly swallows, throat bobbing. The redness has spread from his ears down his neck.

“We’ve talked about this, baby girl,” he says, his tone stricter, taking on that darker edge that makes your heart – and everything else – gush. “We’ve been good so far, okay?” If stolen kisses, open zippers, and groping touches count as good. “You’re my – you’re my friend. You should be like a little sister or something to me… yeah? Yeah… Yeah!” He shakes his head, pulling himself out of the distraction caused by you unzipping your jacket. He squeezes your thigh, a firm, warning grip. “Don’t make this so hard,” he says.

“What’s hard for you, Channie?” you ask, reaching into his lap and touching his thigh, then higher, finding the evidence of his words. A shiver moves across his shoulders, his breath catching as you cup your palm around the bulge in his jeans. “Is it something I can help you with?” You lick your bottom lip then smile.

“Oh,” he says. His eyes crinkle with amusement but there is a score of different emotions on his face, all of them smoldering. “You really wanna play that game, huh?”

There is no chance for an answer because Jeongin returns, hopping into the car with his notes. You and Chan separate, looking out the dashboard window. You pat your hot skin and try to slow your racing heart.

Sensing the oddly silent tension, Jeongin narrows his eyes and looks between you. Eventually, his expression sours like he smells something bad.

“Oh my god,” he says, then punches Chan in the shoulder. “Are you fucking my sister!”

“What!” Chan says, getting redder by the second. “Jeongin, how could— I wouldn’t— I don’t—”

“What, you don’t fuck?” Jeongin asks, then laughs until he is wheezing. “You can do better, man.”

“Jeongin, shut up!” You reach back to smack at him, rubbing your hand all over his stupid face and messing up his hair while he wails in protest.

“All right, all right!” Chan says, breaking you up. “Let’s just… let’s just go, okay? Okay.”

“Yes, daddy,” you say, mostly out of spite.

Chan squeaks.

Jeongin pretends to gag then slumps against his window.

“I’m gonna need to start taking the bus,” he says, morose.

Fortunately, thanks to the impromptu revelation of your shenanigans, it does not take much convincing for Jeongin to find another ride home. When Chan pulls into the campus parking lot to pick you up, you approach his vehicle with a grin and a wink.

You slide into the passenger seat, smoothing down your skirt while he sighs. It sounds more amused than frustrated.

“Where’s your brother?” he asks.

You shrug with theatrical exaggeration.

“Right,” Chan says, starting the car. “Got it.”

He puts a hand on your headrest to leverage himself, looking out the rear window as he reverses the car. That proximity alone gets you hot, the temptation to grab him already strong. You play a patient game, as always, stealing glances and suggestive smiles while he drives.

Halfway home, you put a hand on his knee. At first your touch is innocent, tracing slow circles on the denim, then you get a little more brazen, fingertips brushing up his thigh.

“Baby,” he says in that warning voice, eyes on the road. Holding the wheel with one hand, he uses the other to stop your wandering ascent.

“Yes?” you ask with all that faux-innocence. Rather than fight his touch, you guide his hand to your lap, placing it on your knee.

Unlike this morning, he does not play nice. You make a startled, high-pitched sound when he immediately dives under your skirt, his rough palm pressing down where you are already aching. Your thighs slam shut out of instinct but his hand is where it wants to be, his fingers curled around your pussy in a proprietary touch.

“What’s wrong?” he asks, his voice playfully mean. He grinds the heel of his palm against your throbbing clit. He never takes his eyes off the road. “Isn’t this what you wanted?”

“I don’t know what you mean,” you say, though you cannot help but rock yourself against his hand.

“Mmm,” he says, patting your pussy then stroking your thigh, guiding your legs open again. “We’ll see about that.”

You keep your eyes ahead too, pretending not to notice when he glances at you. Then you gasp because he reaches out and tugs the zipper on your hoodie. You instinctively clutch it, wearing nothing but a bra underneath, having taken off your other layers to surprise him. He is the one surprising you, a secret sexy menace under all that shy sweetness. He unzips the hoodie halfway then reaches past the material to squeeze a handful. Your body practically sings under his touch.

“Channie,” you say, breathless again.

“Don’t worry, baby,” he says. “Channie’s gonna take care of you, yeah? Always.”

“Take care of me how?” Your question toys with that false innocence, the little game that gets you both hot, but there is genuine curiosity there too. This game has been escalating slowly over time. You want more and you are starting to get desperate.

Chan looks at you. His gaze moves over your mouth then your body, your skirt rucked up and breasts practically spilling out of your hoodie. He swears, looking back at the road with that red blush on his ears again.

“Fuck,” he says. “I want to fuck you so badly. You have no idea.”

His words have a raw, honest edge. He swallows, hard. You feel like one tightly coiled ball of tension, ready to snap apart.

“Please,” you say in that breathy voice. “Make me feel good. No one else can like you.”

You do not make it all the way home. There is a nearby lookout point at the park, a shrouded parking area that has undoubtedly seen its fair share of hook-ups. Chan parks there and you dive at each other like randy teenagers. You climb into his lap, bumping everything on the console on your way, the honking the horn with your backside for good measure. It makes you both giggle.

Then your laughter is swallowed by hot, desperate, open-mouthed kisses.

“Mmm,” you hum against his lips. You push his hat off his head and sink your fingers in his curly hair. “Channie, please,” you say.

He cups the back of your neck, holding your head where he wants it so he can kiss you thoroughly. His ravishing touch leaves you shaking with need, rocking against him to no relief.

“Poor baby,” he says with a little laugh, squeezing your neck then drawing his hand down the curve of your chest. He unzips the rest of your hoodie. His mouth follows the same path as his hands, down your chest and back up again.

He is working you up, deftly and swiftly, using just a few well-placed throat kisses, a few flicks of his fingertips across the sensitive peaks of your breasts. He seems so composed under you, other than the flush to his complexion, the heat to his skin that has him shedding his leather jacket. You feel completely undone, half-naked and writhing in his lap. Your hands tangle together, fumbling around his belt.

“Let me,” he says. He gets his belt open and his fly undone, then his hands are on you. He doesn’t just tug your panties to the side but rips them apart, snapping the seams like they’re nothing. Then those strong fingers are inside you, finding just how wet and ready you are for him. He makes a low, guttural sound, thumping his head against the headrest. “Fuck, baby girl,” he says. “You know what you do to me?” he asks.

“I dunno, Channie.” You pout and bat your eyelashes. “You better show me.”

He laughs. He holds your hips and moves you, positions you where he wants you. You are pressed so close together, chest-to-chest, so you cannot see when he finally enters you. But you feel it, hot and hard and filling you, stretching you, almost painful but burning so good. You slap a hand to the roof of the car, eyes closing as you moan.

“S-so much,” you say, because it feels like you have been sinking forever and he is still not all the way inside.

“Yeah, I know, baby,” he says. His thumb is expertly circling your clit while your whole body seems to soften, changing to fit him, like you were made for this moment. “That’s it,” he says. “Have a little trust in yourself. I know you can take it.”

His thrusts are small, his hands guiding your hips over him, grinding him deep inside you. Then you are clutching his shoulders, moaning into his neck as he fucks you slowly and steadily. It is everything you needed and not enough, only spurring more desire. You know you will need him again, the way he needs you. Just the way he says your name as he holds you, as he fucks you, as he takes you apart and puts you together again. It feels like that when you come, when he fucks you through it, saying your name and praising you.

“Good girl,” he says, barely above a breath. “That’s it, baby. Just like that.”

When he gets close, he pushes the seat back. You get on your knees between his legs and take him in your mouth. He comes with a low groan and another breathless slur of your name. Then you are back in his lap and his hands are everywhere, clutching you possessively to his chest. You are both breathing hard, riding the slow come-down of your frantic desperation.

“Fuck,” he eventually says. He seems shy again, giggling as he looks at you with a blush on his face. “We, uh, we just did that, in the car, uh wow, yeah, I, uh—”

“Channie,” you say with a laugh of your own, grabbing his face and kissing him. He smiles into the kiss, returning it with the same tender softness.

You kiss for a long time, ignoring the world around you. Eventually you have to crawl back into your seat and mostly redress yourselves, still smiling and giggling at each other the whole time. Your phone was buzzing in your bag so you finally check it, rolling your eyes at the message there.

You show it to Chan who laughs, blushing again, but nods.

“Right,” he says, “We should probably go get him.”

You laugh too, sending an emoji with its tongue sticking out in response to Jeongin’s message that reads: My ride fell through. When you are done not-fucking each other, can you come back and get me? Thanks. Sluts.

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tonycries · 3 months

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Why Can't I Keep My Fingers Off You? [Part 2] - G.S.

Synopsis. “Besides, Toru, just because it worked for you doesn’t mean it’ll work for me.” “Wanna bet?” For Satoru, convincing you to take the aphrodisiac chocolate too wasn’t the hard part - the hard part was being shoved into that bathroom stall, cock throbbing, mind spinning - trying not to beg for mercy.

Pairing. Gojo Satoru x Reader

Content. MDNI, fem! reader, unprotected sex, slight femdom, overstimulation (male), lots of cum, you absolutely ruin Satoru, semi-public sex, subby! Satoru, aphrodisiac sex, multiple rounds, shutting up Gojo Satoru by making him cum in his pants, pet names (darling, my girl), swearing.

Word count. 3.7k

A/N. Can be read as a standalone, but PART 1 HERE.

Bros this was mad hard to write oml. Art by @_3aem on X.

Satoru had everything he needed to absolutely ruin you tonight.

Overpriced Cartier glasses? Check.

Jet-black Hellcat freshened up, ready with a little surprise for you inside? Check.

You, all dolled up and brows furrowed adorably at him? Holy shit, check.

“Toru, if we’ve missed our reservation because you had beef with the neighborhood cat again…”

“He was looking at you wrong! I had to defend your honor!” Dramatic protests falling on deaf ears, Satoru speeds through the darkening city streets, still grumbling under his breath about “cats these days”.

With your fiancé being absolutely swamped with missions recently, you’d been anticipating this night for weeks now.

Little did you know, Satoru had just as much - if not more.

Soon enough, the neon lights of that upscale, new restaurant you’d been absolutely dying to visit recently come into view.

Okay, it’s time.

“Y’know…” he begins, glancing at you with that familiar mirthful glint in his eyes. Laughter bubbling to his throat at your knowing stare, he plows on “Remember that one night where I just so happened to come across your special chocolate?”

“You mean swiped from my secret stash?”

“Semantics” he waves off. “But anyway, I was thinking…” he voice trails off mischievously as he swiftly turns to grab the mysterious black bag sitting on the backseat that you’d been eyeing suspiciously ever since you got in the car.

Oh shit, so that’s what he was onto. Eyes widening, “Toru, no.”

He whines, a pout forming on his lips. “C’monnn, no one’s gonna know except me. I want to make this night unforgettable, my girl.”

You raise a brow, “Unforgettable? Toru, your idea of unforgettable will end up with both of us arrested.” After the madness of last time, you’d ignored his sticky note for a reason!

Letting out an exasperated sigh, you try to justify - probably to yourself just as much as Satoru, “And just because the aphrodisiac worked for you doesn’t mean it’ll work for me.”

He wiggles his eyebrows, twinkling eyes still undeterred. “Wanna bet? I’ll do the dishes for all of next month. We’ll never know till we find out, darling.”

You narrow your eyes at the hand already snaking its way inside the bag, faded finger marks from last time still searing into your skin. Catching Satoru’s gaze - behind the amusement, something else shines darkly.

Shit.

Goosebumps erupt down your spine.

A beat passes. One. Two. Only the revving of the engine filling the tense air.

“...two months.”

It’s all Satoru can do to not jump in joy in his seat right now - knowing his girl, you’ll probably take back what you said and immediately bonk him on the head for being so ridiculous.

“Deal.” he mutters lowly, pulling up to the driveway.

A flash of hot pink. In the short time it takes the valet to reach your car, Satoru has already split that too-familiar chocolate, holding out the bigger part to you, eyes gleaming with excitement. “I swear this’ll be a night you won’t forget.” he grins, biting into the chocolate.

God, he was going to be the death of you.

The decadent flavor washes over your tongue, a slight tingling on your tastebuds. But, it’s still just chocolate, right? You scoff - at least you won’t have to do the dishes for two months.

Now, Satoru knows he won’t have to do the dishes for two months.

Ah, how heavenly you’d be, splayed out and begging for mercy underneath him. Heels clacking against the polished tile and your hand warm in his as the maître d’hôtel ushers you both inside, dick twitching in anticipation. Shit, was the chocolate working already?

He risks a glance at how you’re faring - nope, still normal. That’s okay, he’ll be driving you crazy in no time.

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Okay, maybe he won’t be driving you crazy in no time.

How dare you sit there so gorgeous and unbothered, sipping slowly on your wine while he’s here mind whirling around how he’ll fuck you right here right now on this table without getting arrested for public indecency.

Fuck, it was hitting him hard.

Cock aching, heat rushing to his cheeks, eyes bleary - he sighs in frustration, resigning himself to do the dishes for two months.

Why did he even think of this? Damn his big fucking ego, he should’ve never taken that chocolate again. Maybe if he eats you out just right he could lower it to-

A feathery touch on his thigh. Too light for any sort of friction - just enough to set his skin ablaze. So deft that Satoru thinks he must’ve imagined it.

Until there it is again. Soft caress dancing delicately up his thigh.

You.

A shiver creeps down his spine, blood rushing straight to his dick. Probably for the first time in his life, Satoru is speechless - maybe because you’ve reached underneath the table, teasingly sliding a heel along the top of his thigh.

“…darling…”

“Hmm?”

He blinks away the haze in his eyes, raising them to meet yours. “Wha-”

Oh. Oh, fuck.

What has he gotten himself into?

Eyes half-lidded, brows furrowed, and looking into his soul with a predatory glint that jolts the great Gojo Satoru right to his very core - and to his throbbing cock. He’d be lucky to make it out alive. Maybe he should just beg for his life right now.

Minutes tick by - or maybe it was seconds - Satoru is clueless. Mind only focused on the heel inching closer and closer, dangerously near to where he needed you the most. A smug smirk curls your pretty lips as his mouth drops into a soft oh.

The air crackles with an unspoken tension - his hips trying to subtly move you towards the erection furiously straining against his pants. He needed it so bad. It’s fucking pathetic, he knows. But he couldn’t give less of a fuck as your sole grazes his aching head. Pressing down. Hard.

“Fuck!”

Stomach flipping - before Satoru could fully process what the fuck was happening - he cums embarrassingly in thick spurts that pool on his pants, soaking right through the fabric, probably smearing on your new heels.

Head spinning, he bites his knuckles hard enough to draw blood, muffling the desperate moans threatening to escape his lips.

He grinds his hips in shallow, mindless motions in a desperate attempt for more friction.

Instead, he gets the opposite.

“Behave, Toru.” you warn, swiftly resting your heel back on the floor, voice strained with something that makes his sensitive dick quiver animalistically.

You huff out a chuckle at the almost-inaudible whimper of disappointment that rips from his throat. It’s laughable, really, he was supposed to be the one ruining you. This was so not fucking suave.

Face burning - whether due to the chocolate or embarrassment at the warm patch on his pants, he doesn’t even know - Satoru wishes the Earth would swallow him up whole. Would it be overkill to just teleport outta here?

The only thing that snaps Satoru out of his little reverie is your pretty lips forming into a tut. “Now now, Toru. It’s rude to make a mess at a restaurant. Why don’t we go to the restrooms and get you cleaned up, hm?”

Oh. Shit.

A firm grip on his arm, his hands desperately covering his crotch.

He was not going to make it out of this alive.

Honestly, it wasn’t hard to bribe the waitress into letting you follow into the restroom after your fiancé - and put up an Out of Order sign promptly afterward. The actual hard part was trying not to rip off his clothes and give into your desires before you two even made it there. But you couldn’t let anyone else see him like that, of course.

You were sure that if you had Satoru’s powers then you would’ve hollow purpled everyone here and taken him already.

You were going to ruin him.

Mind running a mile a minute, Satoru wouldn’t even be surprised if he’d just teleported to the restroom. If he was in a better state of mind he might’ve even admired the decor.

“My girl.” he breathes out, voice ragged. It’s all that is said before your lips are on his.

It was like a fever dream - the bruising urgency of your lips, your aching pussy, and the heat of the stall as your quickened breaths mingle in a desperate dance. Your tongue intertwining with his.

Manicured nails ripping his shirt open, you don’t have half the mind to register the designer buttons hitting the floor.

Satoru’s lips hazily chase yours as you pull away delicate strings of spit snapping just as quickly as your sanity.

Your mouth waters at Satoru’s chest in all its chiseled glory, creamy skin peeking out from whatever remnants of the shirt were clinging to his sculpted shoulders. You wanted to ruin him.

“You dirtied my heels, Toru.” you frown, mockingly innocent. A choked-up gasp leaves his throat as you snake a hand down to firmly grip the erection straining against Satoru’s wet pants. Unmoving. “What shall we do about that, hmm?”

“Ah! Please, my girl.”

“Please what? Use your words, Toru.”

“Please. Wanna cum so bad.”

Satoru learned the hard way that he could never turn back after uttering those words.

Though, he already had an inkling once you immediately slam him against the stall door, fumbling with his belt, nails digging hard into his prominent v-line. “If you say so, Toru. Better not stop till you’re shooting blanks.”

The only thing that registers in his mind is the deadbolt echoing throughout the empty bathroom and his still-rock hard cock throbbing in your hands.

“Ah- hah! Fuck.” low groans leave his throat at each jerky movement down his length.

Head thrown back, pants bunched underneath his heavy balls, your tits pressing against his body as your hands urgently move along his veined length - up, up, up.

Your thumb harshly teases his flushed head, spreading the precum from his leaking tip lewdly. “Oh God.”

His knees buckle, hands slamming against the top of the stall hard enough to make the walls tremble, desperately trying to keep himself from collapsing. Mind spinning, he doesn’t even know if he’s on planet Earth anymore.

“Toru~ Gonna let me join in on the fun?” your dangerous purr sends his cock twitching, breath hot against his ear.

Your cunt quivers, slick soaking your panties and trailing down your legs at the pornographic moans spilling from his lips as you fucked his thick cock with your fist. You wanted him so badly it was driving you insane.

Straddling a muscled thigh, your clothed core meets the fabric of his pants. It was already ruined, so what was another stain?

You grind your hips down on him, hard. Humping him like an animal in heat.

Your slick seeping into the fabric of his leg. Harsh texture stimulating your needy cunt so painfully good. Swollen folds parting, mewls of pleasure leave your swollen lips as your clit catches on the rough fabric of his overly expensive pants. Over and over.

Distantly, you register a strong hand tugging roughly on the thin fabric of your panties - easily ripping it and letting it fall to god-knows-where.

Your hand doesn’t let up either, milking Satoru’s cock mercilessly the way you’d been dying to ever since you stepped foot into his restaurant. Your head spins, hips moving so animalistically on Satoru’s thigh.

A hand reaches down to sensually massage his heavy balls, squeezing and pressing hard circles - just the way you knew he liked it.

“Oh, my girl. Always so good t’me- Ah! Hngh, gonna-”

Satoru doesn’t get to finish his sentence before he’s pumping hot ropes of seed that decorate your pretty hands. Hips fucking up into you desperately.

You’re not far behind, juices squirting all over that expensive fabric, pooling on the tiled ground with a drip! drip! drip! that bounces off the walls of the restroom.

You two were so fucking loud.

But right now, you wouldn’t even mind if anyone walked in to see your Satoru so debauched - as long as they see you fucking the soul out of him as well.

It wasn’t enough.

“You said you wanted to cum, didn’t you, Toru?”

A shiver runs down his spine - all the way to his dick. “What? W-wait, darling. Fuck- Oh!” the strained words tumble out of Satoru’s kiss-bitten lips as you push down his soaked pants, kneeling to leave a trail of hot, open-mouthed kisses down to his twitching, thick base.

“I won’t be merciful, Toru.”

Ah, you could do this forever.

Nipping teasingly till you’re satisfied with the bite marks decorating his pelvis, you pool the saliva in your mouth, spitting a long stream into his furiously flushed head.

Once. Twice. Mixing enticingly with his precum, trailing down his length. “Ah! Hngh- oh, darling. So sensitive-” he bucks his hips into you, moaning loudly.

“You can do it f’me, Toru.” you murmur darkly against his twitching tip. Satoru keens as you take him until his fat head hits the back of your throat, pulsing around your warm mouth.

Your fiancé’s choking on his breaths more than you as you hollow your mouth, bobbing up and down at a ruthless pace. Gagging, you shove his throbbing dick all the way in with a desperation that eclipses the need for air, till you’re nose-deep in those tufts of snowy hair.

“Oh, darling. Jus’ like that. Losing m’mind.” he whines.

Your pussy quivers at Satoru’s slightly salty taste, making you moan around his rock-hard length. Drool and precum dribble down the corner of your mouth, mixing with the mascara running down your cheeks. It was debauched. It was messy. And it was exactly how you wanted him.

Tonguing Satoru’s sensitive slit in a delicate dance, you feel drunk off his sinful moans as you suck on him desperately. Breathless. Craving for more.

Looking up to see a delicate streak of tears falling down his pretty face at the overstimulation, your cunt clenches around nothing. Fuck, you could just devour him.

“Cum, Toru.”

It was too much for him-

Tight balls twitching sensitively, he cums onto your ready tongue. Fucked out whimpers leave his lips, tears clinging to his long, white lashes as he paints your pretty mouth with his thick, white seed.

Ah, he was always your favorite taste. Tasted so good - so good that you could cum untouched.

And you do.

Eyes rolling to the back of your head and pussy clamping down on nothing as you reach your high.

You milk his cock ruthlessly, relishing in the thick cum flowing down your throat. But it still wasn’t enough.

Removing yourself off his dick with a lewd pop! you reach a hand to grab Satoru’s flushed throat, nails placed right over his thundering pulse. With a single tug, the great Gojo Satoru is on his knees before you, in the bathroom of some fancy restaurant.

Walls still quivering, you stand over him, connecting your sweaty forehead - and your mouth - with his.

Kiss-bitten and smeared with your lipstick, Satoru’s lips are soft - or maybe that’s the cum coating yours. A part of you delights in his half-lidded, fucked out gaze as your eyes bore into his - does he even know what he’s doing anymore?

Hot seed flowing down his throat, Satoru can do nothing else but kneel there and take it. He feels lightheaded, all the blood in his brain rushing to his cock as you suck on his tongue. This was driving him insane. You were insane.

And he fucking loved it.

“You d-drive me insane, my girl.” his words muffled by your hand still around his throat. His voice cracks with sensitivity in a way he would definitely be embarrassed about if he were in the right mind.

Yet, how could he ever be with the slow, feral smile that spread across your beautiful face?

Leaning down, you whisper lowly against his ear. “I’m the same, Toru.”

Maybe it’s your words, and the hot breath that sends shivers down his spine. Or maybe it’s the way you lift your dress so alluringly - cunt dripping on full display, slick trailing down your legs.

All Satoru knows is, he’s surging forwards. He’s got your front pressed against the cold wall, cock twitching to life and bullying its way through your swollen folds.

Mindlessly, a strong hand smacks against the stall as Satoru tries to keep himself steady. Too drunk off of you - off of your whimpers of his name, and the feeling of your plush walls clamping down on his throbbing erection, struggling to accommodate his size despite being so dripping wet.

He doesn’t give a fuck.

“Hngh- S’tight. Oh, fuck! S-sucking my cock back hah- in s-so needily”

Ramming in and out of your hole at a merciless cadence, Satoru’s balls smack your clit so animalistically. You two feel like a pair of fucking animals.

Shudders of overstimulation and pleasure wrack his body. Chest heaving, his blown-out eyes roll to the back of his head at the rapid, desperate thrusts inside your warm core.

Pulling out all the way to slam back in mercilessly, Satoru could pass out at the sight of your ass jiggling as it arches to meet the rhythm of his hips.

“God, m’girl. Gonna- gonna cum ah! Fill this pussy the way you want-” he groans raspily into the heady air of the stall, exhausted cock shooting wispy strings of cum that fill you up - some missing as he pumps into you, spilling out to paint your swollen folds white.

Before he knows it, a low hiss leaves his throat as you remove yourself off of his furiously pulsing cock - only to shove him seated on the commode.

You take a split-second to admire your gorgeous fiancé - face flushed as much as the prettily leaking tip of his throbbing cock, eyes dazed and miles away, curtained by his sweaty white locks. A delicate trail of drool made its way down the corner of his ruby, kiss-bitten lips. Exactly how you wanted him.

What a fucking picture. Maybe you should take that chocolate more often…

“Toru~ Remember what I said? You’re not tapping out, are you?” you hum, eyes narrowing at the way his erection twitches so ferally at your dangerous tone.

“Ah- don’t know- Can’t, please.”

You loom dangerously close, a hand reaching out to mockingly push his cheeks together, drool pooling at your fingertips. “I’ve told you before, Toru. Use your words. Please what?”

“M-mercy, please!” pathetic pleas muffled by your hand.

“Mercy?”

“Mercy!”

“No mercy for you, my darling Toru.”

The great Gojo Satoru, begging for mercy, will face none at your hands.

You straddle his muscled legs, shivering with sensitivity. “Ah! Hah- Oh god. Oh god oh god oh god-” he whines nonstop as his quivering tip teases your swollen, messy folds. In one, fluid motion, you sheath him fully in your dripping cunt.

Ah, you feel so full.

You relish in the way he twitches instinctively inside you. Steadying yourself using Satoru’s shoulders, you drag your cunt along his length, his prominent veins grazing that one spot inside you. Pulling out till his thick head teases your entrance, you drop down - inch by inch - over and over.

Satoru thinks he could cry right now - or maybe he already is. He doesn’t know, nor does he care - not when you’re so beautiful and fucked out, nails digging into his shoulders and heart eyes palpable in your gaze as you ride his sensitive cock into insanity.

He can’t stop the ragged moans that escape his swollen lips, head thrown back and hips bucking up exhaustedly into you to meet your every bounce. A hand is at his throat, pulling your face to his, “Don’t run away, Toru~”

He felt so raw. More a feral beast than a man as he watches his abused cock get swallowed up over and over by your wet pussy.

If he thought his dick was broken after this time then it’s really unsalvageable now.

He wanted to run away. He wanted more. He wanted you to keep looking at him with that fucking predatory gaze that made a carnal part of him twitch so good. He wanted to cum.

“I wan’- I wanna cum, please, my girl.” Satoru gasps out, teary eyes blown and looking up at you so delicately.

“Cum?”

“Yes.”

“Cum, Toru.”

Maybe it was the glint of fondness in your eyes, maybe it was the piercing of teeth as you bit down hard into the crook of his neck. Or maybe it was the way your snug cunt clamped down on him so sinfully as you cum as around him. But Satoru is immediately bucking up into your hips - reaching his climax, if you can even call it that. Poor, exhausted cock cumming dry. “Ah- Cumming- M’cumming hgnh-”

Satoru doesn’t even know if he feels his orgasm, just waves of pleasure that overwhelm him as he rides it out on your cunt.

Ah, he thinks if heaven was a person then it would be you.

Maybe he’s died already.

“Toru? Open your eyes, darling.”

Slowly opening the eyes that he didn’t even realize he had furiously scrunched closed, Satoru slowly blinks his vision back.

An angel?

“No, Toru, your fiancé.” you huff out a laugh. Oh shit, he said that out loud?

Head still reeling from, well, everything - the great Gojo Satoru can do nothing else but sit there, exhausted and fucked out of his mind as you slowly remove yourself off his twitching cock. He’s never felt so vulnerable - so ruined.

Ah, someone remind him to never let you have a bite of that chocolate every again.

A low hiss leaves him, along with a few tears that later he swears were never there.

As you tenderly clean both yourselves up in the humid stall, Satoru thinks he’s never been handled with so much care. Ah, he loves your gentle hands. He loves you.

“I love you too, Toru.” you whisper into the intimate silence. Oh, shit, he said that out loud again?

Your beautiful laugh, “Yes, you did, Toru.” Throwing away the used tissues, you grin “Y’know they’ve probably brought out our food by now.”

Absent-mindedly, “Mhm?”

“I was thinking I wanted chocolate for dessert.”

A/N. Oh Satoru, you poor, innocent fool…

Also this turned out longer than expected. Reblogs so so appreciated!

Plagiarism not authorized.

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railingsofsorrow · 1 month

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don't walk out

[spencer reid x reader]

summary: “we can fight and we can be mad but we can't leave.” pairing: s.reid x gn!reader w.c: 1K warnings/content: implied abandoned issues; argument; silent treatment (brief); language; angst. A/N: guess I'm on a roll today. I just love some angst.

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“is that supposed to make me feel better?”

lights had barely been turned on when you spat out a response, breaking the tense silence. your apartment was tidy, nothing out of order, even the pillows where settled two on each edge of the couch like you always did before leaving for work.

it was the expected. three days away on a case didn't exactly mean your house would turn upside down, would it? unanimated things didn't move on their own. but one thing that was turning upside down was your mood. not only did the journey home came with lots of turbulence, but Spencer had to make an unpleasant comment that made your blood boil. was it wrong that you just wanted to not look at him right now? you were even considering not sleeping beside him tonight.

“for fucks sake.” you mumbled under your breath when he had stayed silent. he's ignoring you now. great. throwing your work bag on the couch, you didn't even take your shoes off as you moved back toward the door. you can't handle his passive aggressive act and you certainly won't handle his silence treatment.

“where are you going?” he called out, shuffling out of the bedroom upon hearing the sound of keys dangling. no. no, you're not leaving, are you? “what—”

“i'm gonna take a walk, spencer.”

it didn't take a second for him to rush over and stop your exit by blocking the door. “what are the car keys for then?” desperation clouded his tone and you felt guilt building up in your chest, but it wasn't bigger than your frustration.

“I'm gonna drive.”

“at this time of the night? you hate driving at night.”

“are you my father?” he almost flinched at your sharp tone. okay, he deserved that hostility. he's been nothing but rude to you the entire jet ride back home. it's not that you did anything — even if you had done something, it does not justify the way he was treating you —, the case had been hard. it involved kids. the team wasn't fast enough. he wasn't fast enough. you almost got hurt. it was a lot to absorb in a short amount of time.

he never wanted this: you walking out while you were mad at each other. no. you had made a deal long ago. you both were laughing after your first stupid argument, something about forgetting to fold the laundry.

“okay, but we can be like this, right?” you said, nudging him. “we can fight and we can be mad but we can't leave.”

his eyes soften and he almost turns to mush. he understood then that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you. and yes. you would be mad and you would upset each other but leaving was off the table. he could do that. there was nothing he'd want more.

but now he'd cross a line. didn't he? how dare he do that? how dare he cause you do want to walk out?

“i'm sorry.” spencer is still at the doorway when you ask him to move. he won't move. he can't. “i really am. I shouldn't have said that. it was out of line.”

“really?” you snap. he hears the edge in your voice and the crack. it breaks him. he just wants to hold you, he never meant—means to hurt you. “then why did you? why would you even think about something like that?”

he holds back his breath of relief once you've put the keys back in the bowl. the lump in his throat diminishing slightly.

“i was upset. angry— at the case. the whole situation, not you.“ he clarified. “sweetheart, i'm sorry. I didn't mean it.” you're searching his face for some indication of lie that you won't find. “i'm sorry.”

“you're an idiot.” your anger is gone, there's just frustration now. maybe at yourself, because you can't really stay mad at him as he stares at you with those eyes.

“i am,” he admits, no ounce of hesitation in his tone. he's fairly certain he is, in fact, an idiot. “i'm sorry.” he repeats and he will repeat over and over again until you forgive him. he will beg if he has to. “don't leave, please.”

and that is not fair. it's not. he can't make you mad and say sorry and all will be forgiven. he can't look at you with those eyes and think things will be magically fixed.

but then your armor cracks. suddenly, his behaviour makes sense.

we can fight and we can be mad but we can't leave.

“i wasn't going to—” you're ashamed at this point. you were so blinded by anger that you'd do something you promised to never do. “you know I wouldn't leave, right?” then his desperation in reaching the door before you makes sense and you're taken back to the moment you promised not to walk out in a fight. that's exactly what you where about to do.

“i'm sorry.” you say, staring at the keys in your hands. “i didn't think before acting.”

spencer nods slowly, taking a step closer towarss your frame. “and I didn't think before speaking. I'm the one that should be sorry.”

you caught a glimpse at his twitchy fingers and takes one of his hands into your own, letting the keys slip to the floor as you yank him to your arms. he only complies by squeezing you against him. and finally, both of you have what you've been craving since this case started: each other's comfort.

and then, you repeat. “i wasn't going to leave, you know that, right?”

“yeah.” he burries his face into your neck and his voice is muffled by your skin. “yeah, I know.”

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ellaa-writes · 4 months

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Can we get creepy x obsessed konig? Plsssss I love your Beast within series

My favourite type of König, this would be my pleasure. Somebody come get this nasty old man.

cw; stalking, slight somno, dubcon, 18+ MDNI

He couldn't help himself, it's really your fault. He was just trying to do his job, but then you came walking in. So small and jiggly in all the right places.

He tried to ignore you, focus on the task at hand but his eyes kept drifting in your direction.

He didn't mean to follow you home that night and every night since. Watching as you moved throughout your home, and as soon as the light went out he was right inside.

Watching your pretty face while you slept, the way your lips would curl and uncurl. Your soft legs peeking out from under the covers. Your barely there panties teasing him, begging him to push his nose right into your needy slit.

He couldn't be the monster lurking in the shadows anymore. He needed to own you, possess you. So he made a plan.

When he saw your little body walking towards him in the grocery store he couldn't help that he was so much taller and bigger. Stepping into your path and causing you to run right into him.

Cursing yourself for being so clumsy, König's hands all over your body helping to set you right on your feet. You apologized and offered to buy him a coffee across the street.

He helped you load your groceries into your car and walked you across to the small little coffee shop. Of course he wasn't going to let you pay, tapping his card before you could dig out the cash.

Herding you to a small table, his big hand pressed to the small of your back. Letting his fingers dance dangerously close to your ass.

All you could do is stare at this mountain of a man in front of you, thanking him for the coffee and apologizing again.

Him telling you he'd forgive and forget if you'd let him take you on a date. So you agreed, it's been ages since someone as handsome as him asked you out.

The night of the date you realized you didn't have his number and didn't give him your address but that didn't stop him from showing up at your door. Ushering you into his car, arriving at a cute and quiet restaurant. A reserved table in the back, for some privacy.

You looked so cute in your dress, self conscious that one of your nipples would pop out. König hoping they would, his hard cock pushing uncomfortably against the front of his pants. You didn't mind when he filled glass after glass of wine.

And when he took you home, you couldn't help but invite him inside. You think it was the wine, but you let him guide you to your bedroom. Confused on how he knew which door was yours but forgetting once he had you on the bed. Legs spread wide for him as he pushed your panties to the side.

You felt off, a little tingly and numb. You were having trouble lifting your head to watch has König ravished your pussy like a starved man. His wide tongue spreading your glistening folds. His lips sucking at your bud and his thick fingers pumping in and out of you.

He pulled orgasm after orgasm from your shakey body, legs trembling under his touch. He need to get his cock in you but he wanted need another orgasm from you, pushing in a fourth finger, making sure you were ready for him.

As you spilled over the edge once again, König rose from your pussy. Shoving his pants down quick not bothering taking them off. He couldn't waste anymore time, lining his needy cock up with your slick hole. He should be gentle and kind but he's neither. So he rammed right into home, your hungry pussy greedily swallowing him whole.

You could hear your moans mixed with his grunting. The sound of your head board banging off the wall, the legs to your bed scraping along the floor. König was giving you his all, not letting up one bit.

Not until he reached his peak and spilled inside of you. Painting your pussy as his, only his.

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wishlistcharles · 4 months

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racing hearts → op81

oscar piastri x plus size!fem reader

genre: drivers room smut, established relationship

cw: 18+ MDNI, smut, oral (male receiving), praise kink, dirty talk, pls let me know if i am forgetting anything

word count: 2.7k

song: cupid's chokehold- gym class heroes

sidenote: hi everyone! finally the new fic is here and it's an oscar one! please let me know if y'all have any ideas or requests for a fic because i don't have a plan for the next one haha. also not beta read. hope you all enjoy <3

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Silvertone made you nervous, don't get me wrong, all of Oscars races made you incredibly nervous but it wasn't often you were in the paddock watching in person. He was doing good, no matter how he did you were always proud of him, but it was nice to hear him over the radio sounding happy. Your nerves got the best of you, and you found yourself shaking your leg and biting your nails, before it got worse you decided a little walk around the paddock would be calming.

You and Oscar had been dating a little over two years, and those two years had been amazing. You remember his year as a reserve driver and all the hesitation that he felt. You remember when he first got word about getting a spot in f1 and the tears of joy that fell down your face when he told you. You remember every big and little moment that has impacted your relationship.

Before dating, you guys were friends, you were getting your masters degree in London and happened to be friends with one of his friends. Everything kinda felt like fate, when you first met him you had been so shy, of course you had heard about the hot shot f2 driver, and of course you had been nervous. A part of this nervousness and shyness you felt was because you were worried how he would react to you being a bigger girl.

To your surprise Oscar was amazing to you. And over the next couple of moments as he was pursuing you, he did not shy away from being affectionate.

You would like to say the rest was history but it wasn't, that your relationship had its ups and downs. Oscar wanted to go public with your relationship, it was you who had told him we should hold off. You knew how people would react and this was his first year in f1, you didn't want to add to that stress. People would bombard him on his social media posts, interviews would ask questions, you couldn't do that to him. After all he's worked for. Truth be told you would like to show your affection to Oscar in public, to be able to hold and kiss him after a good quali or a podium, but you knew how mean the internet could be and you couldn't do that to him or yourself.

The sound of the cars pull you out of your trace and you figure it was time to head back to the garage and watch. You felt a pit in your stomach, he was doing good, and only a few laps left but anything could happen. With the final lap you see he finished 4th, you were extremely happy for him. But in the back of your mind, you knew Oscar would be mad. Mad that he was so close to a podium. Despite that you couldn’t wait to hug and congratulate him.

The garage was crowded, roars and screams echoed in your ears. The team was proud of their 2nd and 4th finish. And while no one knew why you were there or your intentions, you couldn’t help but feel extremely proud of both boys.

You knew it would take Oscar a while to finish his debriefing, post race interviews, and just overall navigating the garage. You took it upon yourself to sneak into his drivers room and wait until he’s done. Walking in see a small picture of you and him nestled away near his backpack.

A sudden jolt of possessiveness, and just overall happiness rings through you. At the end of the day you couldn’t believe Oscar and you were together. He was the most amazing, caring and loving person you could’ve ever imagined to have. You knew you had to do something when he came into the room to cheer him up because, even though fourth place was an incredible finish, Oscar always thrived for more.

You make yourself comfortable, slipping off your shoes and putting your hair in a ponytail. You looked through the tiny closet that was in the drivers room, where he said he would leave a larger hoodie for you to wear after the race if it was cold. It was the little things like this that made you love him even more. While you weren’t the type of girl who could wear his hoodies or shirts because they were too small on you. He made the extra effort to give you what you wanted.

While waiting, you came up with the most amazing idea, you and Oscar had a pretty active sex life. You were both young, what could you say? it was always pretty difficult during practice days and qualities to find time alone with each other but today you decided you were going to plan something special.

You found yourself getting excited at the idea, crossing your legs you try to create some friction to hold yourself off until Oscar gets into the room, but luck was not on your side today, and it took two more hours until Oscar finally entered the room, looking exhausted, flushed and sweaty.

His hair was damp and sticking to his forehead. Just how you liked it when his hair was down. His pretty eyes sparkled at you, but through his smile, you could tell he was disappointed and sad.

“Hi baby, how was debrief?” you questioned

“Same old, same old just took longer to get out because they wanted to strategize on how we can get a one-two next race. Are you ready to go? I’m exhausted, starving and I need to shower desperately.”

Before you can nod, you remember the plan you had made a couple hours earlier. He might be too tired to do anything, but all you can do is try.

“Why don’t you sit down for a minute Osc, we can get you changed out of your fireproofs, and wait a little while traffic is still dying down. Here let me order us some food to be delivered back to the hotel for later on”

You quickly get on your phone and order his favorite post race meal, a chicken burger with sweet potato fries. You opt out and get yourself something different. After placing your order, you start to grab his change of clothes that he brought with him. When you are face to face in front of him, you see Oscar looking up at you with the most fondest eyes, and quiet smile.

Oscar wasn’t the most romantic person in the world, but just by existing he made up for it. Nonetheless he never strayed away from complimenting you.

“Have I told you, you are the best girlfriend in the world, you take such good care of me”

“You’ve said it once or twice but I wouldn’t mind hearing it more” you wink as you slowly start to take off his undershirt. You take the liberty to also take off his pants, so you kneel down in front of him and start to pull off his boots one by one. This felt extremely intimate and it left you with a flushed feeling.

You gesture him to lift his hips so you could pull off the remaining part of his fireproofs that were pooled loosely around his waist. Once he does this you shimmy them down his legs, leaving him in just his boxers.

“You did so good today baby” you said while rubbing your hands up and down the tops of his thighs.

“You raced so well. You don’t know how proud I am of you. My rookie, my baby, you are so perfect Osc, my one and only”

You see a tint of red cover his cheeks and nose. This was something you guys have been experimenting more with, you being dominant. You weren’t gonna do that today. Tonight you just wanted to let him know how good he was. You slowly see a tent pop up in his boxers

“Oh my, my, Oscar what’s this, do you like hearing how good you are? Well you are, you are so good”

Instead of replying, Oscar tries to hide his face with his forearm. That just won’t do.

“Oh no no no, don’t hide yourself from me, isn’t that what you always tell me”

He slowly removes his forearm to look down at you.

“Baby can I please suck you off, want to show you how proud I am”

He nods his head yes and lets out a tiny please.

That’s all you needed to hear before you slide his boxers off. His pretty pink cock springs free, red at the tip, angry looking and dripping. Oscar had the prettiest cock you had ever seen, to be fair you had only seen a couple in your life but his was so pretty. Average in length, maybe a bit below, but thick, pale with a pink tinge to it. Oscar left things pretty natural in the hair department but that never bothered you. Everything about him just made sense.

Your mouth instantly drools at the sight of it, laying across his tummy. You spit in your right hand and grasp it at the base, and slowly drag your hand up his shaft. You look up to see Oscar’s eyes slowly flutter close. A tiny breath leaves his mouth. You decided now was the time to praise him some more.

“You have such a pretty cock Oscar, fucks me so well, fills me up in the best way possible. No one has ever made me come the way you do, you take such good care of me, let me do the same for you”

With that you bring your head down to softly lick the head, swirling your tongue around the tip, you dip your head down and lick a long stripe from the base of his cock all the way to the tip and fully take the head into your mouth.

Oscar’s hands were gripping the couch as hard as he could, trying to keep the moans at a minimum, the driver room walls were very thin. Oscar was usually on the quieter side, but you don’t know what possessed you to say this.

“Don’t hold back, be loud love, I want everyone to know how good I’m making you feel, want everyone to know I’m in here worshiping your cock”

“Fuck y/n you have such a dirty mouth” he whined.

You giggled and brought your cheek down to nestle his cock. Grabbing it firmly you slap it against your face leaving a slight sting. You couldn’t help but look up at him as you did this, he was staring down at you, mouth agape.

“I left your cheek all red” he muttered, you could sense he felt a little bad because of it. You couldn’t have that.

“Good, want us to walk out here knowing just what we did” and even though you know when you walked out people would think you were a McLaren worker because of your outfit, you couldn’t help but feel excited walking out into the world knowing you had just done what you did with thee Oscar Piastri.

Oscar is fully back in your mouth again, hash breaths and tiny moans are coming from the man above you. Bobbing your head up and down you try your best to fully take his entire length. It was hand because he was stretching your mouth so wide with his thickness. You focus your tongue at the head, swirling and moving your tongue back and forth at the spot the connects the tip to the base. That brings out the biggest moan from him. You immediately look up to see his eyes are shut close and his lip looks like it’s about to start bleeding from how hard he’s biting it.

Continuing to focus on the head, you bring your hand down to his balls and cup them. You softly rub and massage them. You knew once you did this Oscar would finish soon.

“Want you to fuck my mouth, want to feel it for days after you leave London, want to remember how good you fuck my throat” you say to him with eyes that were begging.

“Are you sure baby? Don’t want to hurt you”

“If you hurt me I’ll slap your thigh, but trust me I want this”

He nods and grabs the back of your head to place you back on his cock. He starts slow, hand loosely grabbing the back of your head, guiding you softly. You try to relax your throat, because soon he starts to pick up his pace. Instead of the soft hold, he is harshly grabbing your hair, using it to move you up and down. You do your best to still use your tongue despite Oscar moving you at a very fast pace.

“Fuck I’m gonna come soon” he whispers

You knew he was close to the edge by the way the thick vein on the underside of his cock was throbbing. You look up at him the best as you could and nod, hoping he got the message to finish in your mouth. In all honesty, you wanted him to come all over your face but you still had to walk through the paddock to his car.

His hips start to stutter and he stops moving your head, arms fallen to his side. He lets out a loud groan and you feel the warm white liquid flood your mouth. You swallow and open your mouth to show him. He also groans at this, cupping your face he bring you up to connect you both in a kiss. It was a sweet kiss, no tongue, nothing crazy, just sweet.

You smile at him and stand up, you know you are drenched but you didnt want to do anything else in this room. Oscar may be able to be quite, but there so guarantee with you.

“Want me to eat you out” Oscar asked with his face in your neck as you sat next to him.

“No, you can fuck me later if you are up for it, but we should be going soon, the food is probably going to be delivered before we get there”

He nods “Where did you learn to talk like that” Oscar asks as he puts on his new pair of boxers.

“I don’t know what you mean, I was just speaking the truth” you wink.

He gives you a uhhuh look and continues to get dressed. You look at yourself in the mirror and you don’t completely look disheveled. The slight redness on your cheek was still there but you wanted that. You dug in Oscar’s bag for a piece of gum and popped it in your mouth. You both get ready in silence. As you are about to leave you stop him.

“You do know I am genuinely proud of you, and I can’t wait to see how much you grow and succeed, I love you.” You say and kiss his cheek.

“I love you too, you are the most amazing and beautiful girlfriend ever, I can’t wait for people know you are mine”

Something overcame you. You grab his hand and nod, if someone finds out and spreads it, you could care less. You were tired of hiding this. You see the smile and lead the way out of the drivers room.

Hand in hand you both walked down the paddock, you were proud of your boyfriend. No more being scared. He deserves this and more. His hand was warm and you knew everything was right. You had no doubt in your mind that next season you would both be back here but celebrating a podium instead.

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adultbabystories · 8 days

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A night out at the circus? That was a strange offer by your friends, but you went along. Maybe years have passed by ever since you’ve been to the circus. You wondered if it was like you remembered. Your memory was vague about it, but when you and your friends parked the car, you saw the giant red tent. It was dark, but lights were shining on the red fabric from afar. A red carpet led the way to the entrance. The smell of popcorn and beer filled the space as you got closer. You and your friends were laughing about how silly it was all going to be, holding beers in your hands.

“Hey kids! Get inside quick!” a clown passed before you, shouted in a goofy voice, and squeezed his red big nose.

You threw the empty beer, got a new one, and went quickly inside. Getting inside was a sight to behold. The interior felt bigger than what you imagined from the outside. You and your friends found your places and sat down. The lights turned off and only spotlights lit the ring.

“Howdy folks! Are you ready for the show?” A clown shouted to the crowd as he was holding a comical big microphone.

“YES!” the crowd responded.

“Are you really ready? Let me hear it” The clown looked toward you and pointed, or at least it felt like it.

“YES!” the crowd shouted again.

The show was wild and funny. The clown's customs were colorful and silly. Each one had his own thing and color. One had fuzzy huge purple hair. One had huge shoes he could barely walk in. Another had a nose that covered almost half of his face. But there was one you would never forget his appearance. His face was painted all white, with a red smiley mark covering the lower part of his face, and red curls that looked like red springs, trying to bounce out of his head.

You had so much fun, that you barely noticed the pressure to pee building inside of you from those two giant cups of beer. You didn’t want to leave for the bathroom, the show was so entertaining, so you held it as much as you could. Eventually, you stood up and walked to the outside to find the toilets.

“You! The guy who’s walking outside! STOP!” you heard from the speaker, and the lights hit you.

You turned around and saw the curly clown was pointing at you. The lights washed all over you. You pointed at yourself questionably.

“Yes you! Where are you going? We are in the middle of the show!” he asked, intending to get the crowd interested in the moment.

“I’m going to the bathroom.” you naively answered.

“Can’t you hold it to the rest of the show? You are such a baby! Isn’t he a baby people?” the clown asked the crowd, making them clap and cheer.

You turned red from embarrassment, gave him your back, and went outside. You had to pee so bad, you didn’t have time to think about what happened, not just yet. The toilets were around the tent, a bit far from the entrance. Next to it, there were the wheeled caravans of the circus crew. You could hear the crowd inside cheering and the faded voices of the clowns.

“Hey there kid, how’s it going? Have you found the bathroom yet?” said the clown with the curly hair.

He must have finished his act and went outside. He was smoking a cigar and the smoke moved around him in the light breeze. He looked at you, without the act from the show.

“No, not yet” you answered.

“It’s not polite what you did back there, only babies can’t hold and wait. You must be a baby. But you are funny, at least I can look at you and see you have The funny in ya. Ever thought about clowning? Do you want to clown around with us?” he asked as you took a big drag from his cigar, putting his lips around it, making it visible for you to see.

“What? Me as a clown? Nah, I have to take a piss, excuse me,” you said and turned away.

“You are certainly not excused.” you heard him say.

A second later, a bag was covering your head and it felt like two strong guys were holding you and dragging you somewhere. You heard a door slamming open and then closing. You don’t know how, but suddenly you were knocked out of consciousness. Sometime later, that could be moments, that could be minutes, you gained your consciousness back. You heard the crowd cheering very closely. Lights were shining into the cotton bag your head was in. You were wearing something else, something that wasn’t your clothes. You felt like you were sitting on something very thick and puffy, which seemed like between your legs as well. Maybe you wore it you thought.

“We have a surprise for you good folks! Do you remember the baby who couldn’t hold it before? Well, I’m glad to tell you that he is a baby! Our new baby clown! Give it up for the biggest baby of them all!”

Someone grabbed your shoulders, squeezed them, and pressed his head to the bag, and whispered.

“This is your birthday baby clown, the crowd is cheering for the new baby, make us proud!”

The bag was lifted from your head. You looked around, shocked. You sat in the center of the ring, in front of the cheering and going wild crowd. The lights were blinding but you could see you were wearing a comically massive white diaper and big red clown shoes. A bib with the words “big baby” was strapped around you by the purple-haired clown. A bonnet hat was strapped around your head by the clown with a big nose. You felt like crying from the humiliation.

“Awwww is baby gonna cry?” the curly clown asked, now not so serious like he was outside, but goofy and cheerful.

He took some kind of blue makeup marker and drew tears on your cheeks.

“Give it up for our crybaby people!” he made the crowd cheer even more.

He took a rolled-up carpet and unrolled it in front of you. It was a childish carpet like you see in nurseries.

“Crawl around for us baby! Let everyone see your wet diaper you needed!” gesturing you onto the carpet.

From the excitement and the commotion, you didn’t even notice you were peeing in your new diaper. Somehow the massive diaper became yellow on the front as you peed. You looked at the wet and yellow diaper, at the carpet, and the gesturing clown, and the cheering crowd.

“Always, such, a whiny, baby. Folks our baby always wants us to pick him up! But he can crawl, I tell you he can! Cheer for him, tell him to crawl!” the clown thrilled the crowd.

“Crawl! Crawl! Crawl!”

They were cheering for you. They were cheering for the baby clown. You were it, you were the show now, give it to them. Crawl to the carpet. Crawl to the spotlight baby.

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My conversation with @itsclowntime about clowning got me really inspired to write this short story. If you like clowning or being naughty thinking about it, check out his page. A side note - I used AI to visualize the story. I hope it adds to your imagination.

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hihi so i saw your bio and i have to say that i’m also currently obsessed w aventurine 🙈 can i ask smth abt him, one with the good ole jealousy trope + IPC reader, in which he ends up realizing his feelings that way.

Maybe it can be when the both of them were in penacony and reader gets close with the Express, or maybe one with the reader fawning over robin nd sunday🤭 maybe even people in general showing a bit too much interest in reader. However, any scenario you’ll think works best is completely fine, im happy with anything🩷 !! lots of love:)

hello my dear !! we are all obsessed with him, it seems :3 also of course !! I added a bit of everything you mentioned in the mix just for funsies :3 <3 I hope that you will enjoy it :) lots & lots of love for you, my dear !!! <3

this is a bit long...I hope you don't mind 😅 also, I kinda imagine Aventurine to shut down when he is jealous, especially if it's before a relationship. Either way, I hope this will satisfy you :)

oblivious idiots in love who can't communicate, reader is kind <3 but a bit impatient and spiteful at a few moments, fan behavior towards robin from march and the reader, jealous aventurine, snappy aventurine, gender neutral reader, no usage of y/n, fluff ! :) perhaps a pinch of angst..?, but mostly lighthearted :3

dividers by @/saradika-graphics :)

Being Aventurine's subordinate had its bad sides and good sides. Bad sides were his irresponsibility at times that left you overworked, but paid quite well. However, one of the benefits was an already paid trip to the Penacony!

You were very excited given that Penacony was a Dreamland filled with amazing ways to have fun and enjoy yourself.

"I haven't seen you this happy in a while." Aventurine notes in a soft tone as you run up to him, dragging your, beyond huge, suitcase behind you.

"Of course I am happy! I finally get to have a paid vacation, it's been years!" you emphasize as Aventurine takes your suitcase, neatly packing in the back of a trunk of a rather fancy car he ordered.

"Thank you for indirectly telling me that I am a horrible boss." he chuckles as he closes the trunk, slightly readjusting his sleeves afterwards.

"You became my boss only a couple of months ago, so I am not calling you horrible. If anything, you are my favorite!" you say happily as you check if you packed everything in your bag.

Aventurine's gaze softens, there was something odd, yet warm around his heart anytime you'd make a comment like that.

"But I am mostly excited to personally witness Robin's concert! It's going to be incredible, I already got the tickets. She is sososo pretty, it's going to be amazing!" you speak in a happy tone as you show him the two tickets, a smile spreading across your face.

Something stings.

"Ah..well.., we are still going there to work, don't forget that. Job comes first, entertainment second." he states in a firmer tone, slightly crossing his arms.

"Am I hearing that right? Aventurine wants to take the job seriously? We will see how much of that attitude you keep once we hit the casinos." you chuckle as you close up your bag.

Aventurine scoffs, a soft smile appearing on his face as he opens the car door for you, gesturing you to go inside. You nod in silent gratitude as you move a bit so he can enter.

The car ride is more fun than you anticipated. You keep showing Aventurine all the locations you want to visit, all the cool attractions and read the reviews of the hotel. Aventurine seems to be in good spirits as well, listening to you intently and enjoying the ride himself.

Couple of hours pass and you finally arrive at Penacony. It's even bigger and more luxurious than you thought! Good thing that Aventurine is paying for this.

You enter the hotel lobby, your expression adored in pure awe as you enjoy the beautiful details and huge space. There is some commotion at the reception which catches your attention. It catches Aventurine's attention as well it seems from the serious look he gives you. Both of you walk towards the reception, seeing a couple of people having a discussion with the lobby staff.

"So, because we couldn't arrange it months prior due to her not being on the Express, now she can't come with us?" a red-haired woman speaks, evidently annoyed. However, you notice softness, silkiness in her tone regardless.

"That's what it seems to have happened. We apologize for not notifying you in advance." a polite lady bows down, remaining still for a few moments.

"Now what?!" a pink-haired girl asks in a semi-pitchy tone, her disappointment making your heart soft. You hesitate whether to join the conversation or not, but you think about what if this happened with Aventurine and you. You would want someone to step in, so you try to subside your worries.

"Excuse me.." you say softly, making your way closer to the group. Aventurine gives you an odd look, following right behind you.

"Is sharing rooms not possible here?" you question in a gentle tone, trying not to cause more commotion.

"Not exactly. All of their rooms are for one person only, but it would also be rather troublesome trying to enter the Dreamscape from one bath." the polite staff replies, straightening herself as she looks at you.

You give Aventurine a worried look before you speak up again.

"Can she use my room by any chance?"

"That's kind, however what are you going to do then?" an older gentleman asks you with slight worry in his tone.

"My room is big enough for the two of us, so perhaps we can schedule it when it comes to entering the Dreamscape." you shrug, gazing at Aventurine. He sighs, slowly moving in front of you.

"That won't be necessary. You can be in my room, I just won't enter the Dreamscape. Not that I need it anyway." Aventurine shrugs, a slight boredom in his tone.

"Two people sharing a room that is meant for one is strictly-"

"Please." Aventurine deadpans, slowly urging the staff to move to the side with him. You can't hear their conversation, but it's not that it matters at the moment.

"I am March by the way! This is Himeko and this is Mr Welt Yang!" a pink-haired girl happily approaches you, extending her arm for a handshake. You take her hand, smiling softly.

"And this is Stelle, the one you wanted to give your room to. We are from the Astral Express!"

Stelle nods, smiling at you and you nod back. You introduce yourself, slightly bowing while doing so.

"The Nameless? To think I'd run into you here. By the way, I am from the IPC and that's my boss, Aventurine. He is a bit much at the times, but he means well." you chuckle as you point at Aventurine, receiving soft smiles from your new friends.

"It's settled, you will be sharing the room with me while she gets your room." Aventurine states as he comes back, earning a big hug of yours.

"Thank you so much!" you say in an upbeat tone before slowly pulling away from him.

Odd feeling again rushes through Aventurine's body.

"Ah, you are not the one who needs to express gratitude." he says in a semi-playful tone as he gazes at the Trailblazers.

"Thank you very much. We would like to express our gratitude by inviting you to go out with us!" March says enthusiastically and you nod.

"That would be lovely, right Aventurine?" you give him a soft expression and he sighs before he nods as well.

"I suppose we could. It's not every day that you get to indulge with the Nameless." he says in a lighthearted tone and you give him a sweet smile.

"It's settled then!"

Unfortunately, Himeko and Welt had some other plans, so only March, Stelle, Aventurine and you were able to go and explore the city.

"Also, are you two a couple?" March tilts her head, earning an elbow hit from Stelle. She yelps loudly without a shame which makes you chuckle.

"No, we aren't." you shake your head.

Truthfully, you would never even try to pursue Aventurine given the differences in your positions. Plus, it's not like he had feelings for you or anything, but it was all a nice dream.

"Oh, makes sense." March nods as she thinks about it for a moment.

"What is that supposed to mean?" Aventurine interrupts, his tone holding an offended note to it.

"Oh, no! I mean, it makes sense that the two of you weren't sharing a room already. You know?" she asks shyly, nervousness washing over her.

"Ah, I thought you were implying something else." Aventurine relaxes, nodding slowly.

"See? It seems that you aren't way out of my league!" you laugh as you give him a small wink.

Weird feeling.

Your walk continues and you mostly indulge in a conversation with Stelle. She is a sweet girl, a bit weird, but overall nice. She keeps talking about her missions as a nameless, while also giving you compliments from time to time.

"She is usually the silent one..what happened to your stoic behavior Stelle?" March teases her, giving her a playful smile.

Stelle's cheeks get a rose shade as her eyes widen at March.

"And you are usually the super talkative one! What...or rather who made you so shy?" she quickly teases back, earning a laugh from you while March lets out noises of nervousness...at least you think that's what it is. Aventurine was fairly silent the whole time, but now he finally speaks up.

"As much as this is fun, we need to head back. We have some business and meetings to attend to." he gestures to you to come closer to him and you do.

"Oh, okay. I will see you later?" you ask, softness in your tone. March opens her mouth to say something, but suddenly an excited scream escapes her throat as she looks somewhere behind you.

"Is that Robin?! The star Robin?!"

"Where?!" you exclaim loudly as you turn your head, quickly noticing her. You panic as March quickly comes up to you, holding your hands and squeezing them tightly.

"Are you also a fan of hers?!" she asks with an evident excitement and you nod, giving her equal excitement back.

"Oh aeons! Should we go and say hello?!" March almost jumps from excitement, her grip on your hands tightening.

Aventurine and Stelle just stare at the two of you with disinterested gazes, even awkwardly.

"I don't know! Wouldn't that be creepy? Plus, she seems busy!" you say a bit more loud than you anticipated, only to hear a silky tone behind your back.

"Never busy enough for my dear fans!" Robin chuckles softly as she puts her hand on your shoulder.

"Oh, especially not if they are this attractive." she gives you a soft smile, her eyes glistening with genuine glow.

"She is touching you..!" March whispers in a panicky manner and you freeze.

"Can we.., uh.., take a picture with you?" you ask nervously and she nods, gently caressing your back. You quickly, yet clumsily take out your phone and the three of you pose for the picture. You take a couple, your hand a bit shaky from excitement.

"What is a grand star like you doing here alone anyways?" Aventurine asks in a firm tone as he crosses his arms and the three of you turn around. You give him a serious look, urging him to be polite.

"Oh, I am not alone. I am waiting for my brother, we have some special guests to welcome." she replies kindly which makes your heart calmer.

"I am so sorry for his behavior, miss Robin." you bow down a bit, your tone genuinely apologetic.

"Don't mention it! It's nothing. Oh-!" her voice switches from soft to a surprised one as a man, who seems to be her brother, approaches the crowd you made.

"I told you not to go too far, people are starting to notice you." he sighs, putting a hand on his hip.

"It's okay! If I hadn't, I wouldn't have met my biggest fans. Aren't they cute, Sunday?" she giggles as she wraps her arms around his arm, smiling at March and you afterwards.

"A sight for sore eyes, indeed. Excuse my behavior, but there are a lot of fans who are...overbearing at times. I have to keep my little sister safe, I hope you can forgive me." he talks calmly and you can't help but enjoy his elegance.

"It's perfectly okay, we understand!" March exclaims happily and you nod.

"It's not a problem." you confirm, eyes fixated on the two of them. Both are so damn beautiful.

"Oh? You arrived too, Aventurine." Sunday notes in a calm tone.

"I have, but unfortunately I have to cut this meeting short as we have business to attend to." he emphasizes in a slightly annoyed tone, gazing at you firmly as he grips your biceps.

Your expression turns into a panicky one for a moment as you let go of March, making your way next to Aventurine rather quickly.

"I hope that I will see you around soon." Sunday smiles warmly at you and you smile back, while Aventurine keeps poker face, not really expressing anything anymore.

"Me too! Make sure to come to my concert, cuties! You will get VIP seats." Robin blows you and March a kiss, giving a soft wink. You swallow, slightly nervous from Robin's rather intense presence.

"I already have the tickets." you reply shyly, taking the tickets out of your bag.

"So, I will see you there." Robin smiles, her tone relaxing you.

"So do I! Uh..uh.., where did I put them..?" March trails off as she clumsily searches her clothes.

"Stelle, did you take them? Because if you did, I swear-!"

"No, I didn't. Maybe you left them in the room?" she tilts her head, more calm than you would've been.

"No, I kept it in this pocket! Oh no..-, I lost my ticket." March sighs, her tone pitiful.

"I mean, that's what you get for keeping it in such a tiny pocket." Stelle shrugs, not giving her friend much empathy.

"You are so mean!"

Aventurine grows impatient, lightly tapping his foot on the ground. You want to leave, but you hear your name being called.

"You have two tickets, right?" Sunday asks, slightly pointing at you.

"Uh...I do, but.."

The other one was for Aventurine. He didn't know that, it was supposed to be a surprise.

March gives you a pleading expression and you crumble on the spot, taking your ticket out of your bag. You give it to her and she jumps from excitement, hugging you tightly.

"You are the best! Thank you!" she exclaims in your ear and you notice Robin and Sunday smiling softly.

"Sure.., but we really have to go now. I will see you guys later." you slowly lean away from March, waving at all of them as Aventurine and you finally go your own way.

The walk is silent. Awfully silent. You walk behind Aventurine, hesitant to say anything. There is a lingering nervousness inside your tummy, even though you didn't do anything wrong. He didn't know the ticket was for him anyways. As your mind overflows in worries, Aventurine's voice brings you to reality.

"You wanted to give them a room, now you gave them your ticket, what's next?" he finally asks, not turning to look at you.

He doesn't understand his behavior or the reason behind his annoyance. You were always kind and helpful which is why he enjoyed your presence. He can't pinpoint the cause of this stinging feeling in his stomach. It's not like the two of you are a couple or something.

"Nothing "is next". I tried to help them." you reply in a defensive tone, but still feeling guilty for no apparent reason.

It's not like the two of you are a couple or something.

"Whatever you say. We will have a meeting with Sunday this evening, try not to drool as hard as you did just now." he continues in a cold tone, still not looking at you. If anything, he walks faster and you try to keep up.

"I wasn't drooling! Plus, aren't you the one who mentioned that he is "the most handsome man on Penacony"? you imitate his tone from months ago. That was when he announced the trip to you and was walking you through the people you'll be meeting.

"I never said I didn't, but I wasn't the one who was unprofessionally drooling all over him and his sister." he shrugs as he keeps walking quickly, making it a bit harder for you to keep up.

"Well, excuse me for acting accordingly upon seeing the most beautiful man and woman I have ever seen!" you state loudly, for some reason your heart drops to your stomach. You felt as if you wanted to hurt Aventurine, to spite him due to your own feelings.

Ouch. Something in Aventurine snaps for a moment.

He quickly stops, turning to face you.

"And excuse me for not being a better wingman. Tonight I will go to the casino by myself and you can have some alone time with the most beautiful man you have ever seen." he states in a borderline angry tone, his expression difficult to read regardless.

"Of course if that's enough for you since the most beautiful woman you've seen will be busy, unfortunately." he continues in a petty tone before he turns to continue walking.

"What is your problem?!" you ask loudly, but he remains silent, still walking further away from you. You run up to him in order to catch up, however still not receiving a response. You continue walking alongside him, silently and with a very low mood for the rest of the day.

Business meetings go semi-okay as the two of you are unable to really communicate properly. There is a lot of tension which leads to unnecessary bickering, but somehow you finish up everything in a beneficial way for the IPC.

Aventurine is still cold, awfully distant which makes you even more nervous as you make your way to the last meeting. The Sunday meeting.

He welcomes you in an elegant manner, but you can't shake off the jittery feeling out of your body. It's hard to concentrate, especially because Aventurine keeps up the passive-aggression towards the both of you. Sunday focuses more on talking to you and you welcome it kindly, earning dirty looks from Aventurine.

Sunday is quite a pleasant man, but he could never be Aventurine.

As the meeting reaches its end, you excuse yourself to go to the bathroom, too much tension finally getting to you. You try to calm yourself down, not really understanding what's a big deal anymore. You were supposed to come here and have fun, but now you feel like everything you do is utterly wrong and judged by Aventurine. For no apparent reason at all.

The only thing that comes to mind is that, perhaps, he realized the other ticket was for him, so he got mad when you gave it to March. It would be too late and too impolite to ask for it back, so you just swallow the guilt, making a new choice. You go back to the two men waiting for you to wrap up the meeting, still feeling a bit nervous.

"I will be taking my leave now." Aventurine slightly nods, crossing his arms for a moment before he walks away, not saying anything further. You want to reach for him, but Sunday's voice takes your attention away.

"Your boss told me that you admire me quite a lot which makes me quite flattered." he bows down, soft smile on his face.

"Now, that the business is over, would you be interested in having dinner with me, by any chance?" he asks in a silky tone, extending his arm to you.

That idiot.

You think about it for a moment, biting down on your bottom lip as you watch Aventurine leave. He turns around for a moment, giving you a gaze that you couldn't quite read before he exits the room.

"Thank you, Mr Sunday, I truly appreciate the offer.., but I have some other things to finish." you bow down in an apologetic manner.

"That's quite alright. If anything, I expected that." he nods with a soft smile on his face. You give him a puzzled expression and he just points at the direction where Aventurine took his leave. You widen your eyes at him, soft warmth spreading inside your tummy.

"I shall excuse myself then." you bow down again and Sunday nods, watching you leave the room. You are aware that Aventurine went to a casino, but you decide to go to your shared room. He should blow off some steam and you could use some alone time too. You finally reach the room, swiftly dropping on the sofa. A loud sigh escapes your lung as you quickly take out the ticket out of your purse, gazing over it for a moment.

If that's really the issue, screw the concert.

You think to yourself as you rip the ticket apart, leaving its pieces on the table in front of you. Now, all you have to do is wait to confront Aventurine. However, your nerves won't remain still as you keep checking your phone for any message of his.

To your misfortune, none arrive. You try to indulge yourself in reading and catching up to some IPC workers, specifically Topaz, in hopes for the time to fly faster.

Hours pass and you find yourself getting tired.

Perhaps he won't even sleep here tonight.

You slowly lean your head back in the chair, letting your eyes close for a few moments as the tiredness washes over you. You have no idea when, but you doze off, having some sweet dream.

The door opens rather abruptly which makes you jump out of the chair. You see Aventurine who gives you a puzzled expression.

"Already back from your date?" he asks in a semi-petty tone, closing the door behind him.

"I didn't go." you say sleepily, slowly straightening yourself in the chair.

"Oh? Why? Did Robin catch your eye more? I can get that done for you as-"

"Aventurine." you cut him off coldly as you stand up to face him. He gazes to the table, noticing the pieces of the ticket.

"Hm?"

"I don't know what your exact issue is, but I am sorry." you say softly, barely looking at him.

"You're sorry? What for?" he almost chuckles as he stands in front of you.

"I don't know!" you exclaim in slight annoyance, mind racing with thoughts.

"Did I irritate you that much that you had to rip off the ticket?" he tilts his head, gazing at the pieces.

"No.., that…" you trail off, sighing.

"I ripped it off because I thought you were mad that I gave March your ticket!" you admit, your confusion about the whole situation and even your own logic growing more expressive and loud.

"My ticket?" he tilts his head again, evidently confused as well now.

"Well yeah. I got two tickets for the two of us. It was supposed to be a surprise, but I thought you figured it out when I showed it to you this morning." you shrug, slightly playing with your fingers to calm down your nerves.

"I didn't. I thought you got two in case you lost one." he replies in a regular tone.

You remain silent.

"So, you thought that ripping the ticket would do...what exactly?" he finally speaks, tone a bit softer as he realizes.

"Make you not be mad at me for whatever reason!" you finally look at him, eyes filled with distress and tiredness.

Aventurine's expression softens as he slowly comes closer to you. He cups your cheek, making your body freeze, yet grow insanely hot within seconds. He rubs gentle circles in your cheek using his thumb, eyes lovingly observing your features.

"You are an idiot." he states bluntly, earning an offended gaze from you.

"I am an idiot." he corrects, chuckling a bit at your reaction.

"I wasn't mad at you, I was selfish." he sighs, swallowing his pride.

"Huh?" you tilt your head, slightly leaning more into his touch.

"I was selfish because...I have feelings..-"

"We all have feelings, Aventurine. Spit it out already!" you exclaim as your nerves get better of you. He pauses for a moment, face a bit more serious.

"For you, in particular." he says slowly, letting his words linger between the two of you for a few moments. An intense warmth spreads through your body, your brain still not connecting all the dots.

"So, I was being selfish by expecting from you to only have eyes for me today and despised the fact that other people were getting your attention..and compliments." he finishes up, slowly leaning away from you.

"I will get you a new ticket for the concert-"

A sudden warmth rushes through you, as this you wished for this moment for quite some time; your hands cupping his cheeks as you press your lips onto his.

He doesn't miss a beat, arms wrapping around your waist as he pulls you closer to him; his tongue finding yours as the kiss grows more needy and passionate. You slide your arms to his neck, tightly wrapping them as you suck his bottom lip between your lips, letting your tongue slide over it. He does the same to your upper lip, his arms tightening around you. The kiss becomes more desperate, soft whimpers escaping both of your throats and getting muffled by the kiss. Aventurine pulls away, slightly breathless.

"I am sorry for being an idiot.., but I just want you all for myself. If I realized sooner, you'd be mine a long time ago and none of this would've happened." he says with a pinch of desperation in his tone, slowly pulling you even closer.

"Don't worry, we all get jealous sometimes." you tease, soft chuckle following as you give him a soft kiss.

"I wasn't exactly jealous-" he tries to explain himself, but you shush him with another long, passionate kiss. Your body fills up with warmth as Aventurine deepens the kiss, his neediness breaking through each second. He pulls away for just a moment, breathing heavily as he speaks.

"Do you still think Sunday is the most handsome man on Penacony?" he asks breathlessly before he continues kissing you. You chuckle before you pull away for a moment, whispering softly.

"Let's not talk about that." you say playfully, pulling him closer to you.

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soobinsonly1bf · 5 months

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what kinks i think txt members would have

warnings: nsfw, gn!reader (not specified genitals), dom!yeonjun, sub!reader, public sex, implied oral (reader receiving), sub!soobin, meandom!reader, calling him a slut, sub!beomgyu, meandom!reader, begging, calling him a bad dog, implied use of sex toy, dom!taehyun, sub!reader, he calls you a doll, sub!hueningkai, softdom!reader, calling him a good boy, riding

!!nsfw under the cut, minors dni!!

yeonjun — exhibitionism

i just see that exhibitionist in him, i don't even know why... he would love the adrenalin, it's all so exciting for him, the whole fear of being seen.

he would be that kind of boyfriend who tells you to sit in the back of the car, not in the front and you know what he means right away. when you obediently sit where he told you, it all ends with him fucking you hard against the car door, with your hands on the window... he would be that kind of boyfriend who always goes with you to the changing room and if you wear something he likes, he can't help, but get on his knees in front of you... it's not his fault you look so pretty, is it?

soobin — degradation + manhandling

i don't think i have to explain... i will never forget about him saying he likes being cursed at. also, that one to do ep where he and taehyun "fighted" and taehyun got on top of him... we all saw the expression on his face.

as soon as you throw him on the bed, he's getting hard. some little more of you getting on top of him and trying to tower his much bigger body and he's already so turned on... "so pathetic... i just manhandled you a little and you're already hard? don't tell me you're getting off to things like this?" you laugh him in the face, now sitting on his lap completely, his body trapped under you. "soobin, i can feel you getting harder, you know that right? you're such a perv, getting hard at literally anything i say." he can't help, but whine and buck his hips into yours. it's not his fault you're oh so hot... "what do you think that you're doing? do you always have to be such a slut? if you want anything, get your cock out, i'm not gonna do it for you."

beomgyu — pet play + bondage

the pet play just makes sense, alright? i already talked about him being a puppy here, so now i will write only about the bondage part.

he's a brat, everyone knows it, so you found a way to... neutralize him. tying him up is a perfect way to making moving impossible for him. "you know that if you weren't such a brat i would just let you fuck me, right? but you are a brat, so you can only wish to be inside of me. bad dogs don't get treats, don't you think?" you can't help, but laugh, seeing his cock hard and untouched. "please... please, i- god, please, just touch me." he keeps on whining and whimpering, squirming on the bed, just trying to get any friction on his painfully hard cock... "alright, alright, i will touch you..." you said, making him full of hope, only to destroy it a second later when you pulled a vibrator from your night stand. "oh, you're so mad now, aren't you? such a shame your hands are tied up and you can't do anything about it."

taehyun — manhandling + size kink

he loves manhandling, but he's the opposite of soobin, he's the one manhandling you. also, as the smallest member of txt, i think he would love to feel big next to you.

he loves to be rough with you, but not in a mean way, he just knows how much you enjoy it. how desperate you get after he presses you to the wall, holding you by your hips, your legs around his waist. he knows how much you love it when he towers over you, making you feel so small in comparision to him... he loved it much more than you tho. your smaller and weaker body always making it easy for him to pick you up, throw you on the bed and just manhandle you whenever he feels like it. "so cute... such a pretty doll, just for me to see." he whispers to you, taking your hand in his much bigger one. god, he really loves holding your hand and seeing how small it is...

hyuka — praise

he's just so cute, he loves being praised and he wants to let you know how good you're making him feel too... but most of the times he's too fucked up to talk a lot.

"oh yeah, you're doing so well for me... such a good boy, so so good." you keep on praising him, whispering sweet nothings into his ear as you ride him. "i love you... you- fuck... feel so good..." he whispers back, softly kissing your collarbone. you can't help, but smile at him, seeing his fucked up expression, but still letting you do what you want. you slowly put your hand on head, running your fingers throught his hair. "my hand..." is the only thing he says, but you know exactly what he wants. you take your hand off his head and gently take his hand in yours, now using it as support, while you keep on going up and down on his cock.

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externalmemorycomic · 11 months

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Image description: a five page comic with messy writing and messy line drawings coloured with gouache. Each page has four panels and each panel has a caption and an image. Page one Caption: Mouse and Ruth go for drives a lot. Image: a red car drives down a country road. Caption: to stores and beaches and the dump where you can find cool things. Image: a white mouse looks up at a wall with doll’s heads nailed to it, labeled “wall of dolls”. Caption: I almost never join. Ruth asks, “isn’t My going stir crazy?” Image: a deer is driving a car, and the mouse sits on a pile of pillows on the passenger’s seat. Caption: but I’m so used to this I forget there’s anything to go crazy about Image: an orange cat lies in bed.

Page two Caption: When we lived in Malmö there were weeks I didn’t leave the apartment Image: the cat peeks out a window, looking at a pigeon that’s pooping on the window ledge. Caption: months I didn’t see anyone besides Mouse. I just couldn’t manage the stairs Image: the cat looks down an exaggerated, maze-like staircase. Caption: Mouse wasn’t much better off. I took up indoor “gardening” so we wouldn’t miss nature too much. Of course I often couldn’t water the plants. It felt bitter and symbolic when they died Image: the cat is in a different bed, looking at a house plant on a side table that’s beginning to wilt. Caption: here there’s no stairs and I have plants and bees right outside my window Image: the cat is in the first bed, drawing a comic. There’s a flower, a butterfly and a bee outside the window behind it.

Page three Caption: people tend to get frustrated with my acceptance Image: the cat takes down a half finished painting from an easel. Caption: even after we’ve talked a lot about my illness, they think I should plan ahead as if a cure is right around the corner Image: a rabbit is standing beside a table covered in unfinished canvases, looking at one of them. The cat stands behind them, looking nervous. Caption: often it’s the same people who respond to tragedies you CAN fix by saying “life’s not fair” Image: the cat is rescuing bugs from drowning in a water barrel and the rabbit looks over its shoulder, looking annoyed. Caption: but when I let go of what I can’t have, they see it as defeat. Image: the cat is curled up and hiding in bed while the rabbit stands over them, frowning, holding the unfinished painting and waving two paintbrushes.

Page four Caption: I understand the impulse to say “maybe some day”. When it’s kindly meant, I value the intention. Image: The rabbit has its arm around the cat’s shoulder and waves towards a thought bubble. In the thought bubble the cat is floating and happy at the end of a rainbow with pink clouds, flowers and a smiling sky in the background. Caption: but few things are more dangerous to my soul than “maybe some day” Image: the cat huddles on the ground and hides its face. Right above the cat, as if pushing down, is a bigger thought bubble with images of the cat looking happy - dancing, being held, proudly painting, holding a baby. Caption: There is no greater wisdom in life than: fix what you can and accept what you can’t. Image: the thought bubble is breaking up and shrinking. The cat is sitting up, smiling at a dandelion beside it. Caption: some times, giving up isn’t just the only way to survive but to thrive, and leave room for joy. Image: The half finished canvases are burning on the ground and the cat walks away without looking back.

Page five Caption: today I’m sad because I’m in pain and I miss moving and doing Image: the cat is crying in bed. Caption: but when I thank God for giving me this life filled with blessings, it’s from the heart. Image: the cat wipes away some tears and looks a little happier. Caption: I am happy more often than not. I mostly cry from gratitude. There is no contradiction Image: the cat closes its eyes and is surrounded by a pink glow and red cartoon hearts. Caption: life will ask me to let go of much bigger things and maybe I can come with to the dump next time Image: the cat looks at the wall of dolls and says: “cool!” End ID. Here's some disability thoughts I had during my latest flare (hence the wobblier-than-usual lines and messy writing). I hope it makes sense even if I was pretty confused when I made it! I have POTS and ME/CFS, as well as ADHD and being autistic. Accepting the reality of being bed/housebound and hard-of-thinking often is going to be a life long effort but I'm getting there. Happy disability pride month!!! Reblogs are much appreciated! (if you wanna help me live and stuff and make more art and comics I have a Patreon. I post comic pages there on average once a day for the 3€ tier as well as other fun things! Link in my pinned post)

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august126 · 8 months

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✮Tutor✮

SUMMARY: you’re Ethan’s tutor and he finally passes a quiz, you want to reward him.

WARNINGS:dick sucking,and Praise Kink

WORD COUNT:1,043

you had been ethan’s tutor for a while now, whilst he knew a lot in economics, he still struggled, so your teacher assigned you to be his tutor until he didn’t need you anymore. he often gave you rides to the library, so it wasn’t as bad as mindy made it out to be when you first told her that you would be tutoring him. she told you to be careful, that he was number one on her suspect list, and she couldn’t trust him.

you didn’t believe her, he was just a nerd, honestly.

the next time he picks you up he seems excited about something, so you blink at him and raise a brow, “did something happen?”

he smiled like he had been itching for you to ask that question, so he turns off the engine from his already parked car and turns to you, “you know the test i had to retake?”

your head tilts in interest, “mmmhhmmm…”

he bites his lip for a mere second, “i passed.”

your mouth widens from a gasp to a smile, immediately moving to pull him into a hug, “you did so good, ethan! i told you, you already knew the stuff you just needed a push, you’re so good at this. i’m so proud of you.”

you can feel his smile against your ear, “thank you— i wouldn’t have done it without you.”

you finally pull away, noticing how his cheeks are tinted a cherry pink, but not why, “is there any way that i can reward you, maybe i’ll take you to dinner—“ your eyes finally fall to study him for a second, before they notice the bulge in his pants, that he almost immediately tries to hide in embarrassment, “oh my god, ethan!”

you’re laughing, not in a mocking way, or to humiliate him, but rather in shock, playfulness. the idea of him being hard because of you, or something you said, something about that was so adorable, “stop—“

your head tilts again when you look at him, lower lip tucking underneath your teeth before you lean in, “or… maybe i can reward you by fixing that.”

you can hear his sharp inhale, and the way his heartbeat speeds up when his eyes finally meet yours, to find the genuineness in your words. he blinks a few times, processing your words, “okay.”

“is that okay? if not— we don’t have to, i can just take you to dinner and we can forget about this—“

his lips curve to a smile, “no, no, i want this, it’s okay, do you want to?”

“i wouldn’t offer if i didn’t want to, ethan.”

“right,” he bites his lip gently when you lean over the console, hands gentle as they move to undo his belt. the sound of metal against metal is clearly something he hasn’t heard before when it’s done by someone else, especially in the way his cheeks flush even more, almost panting already.

excited, he was so so excited, it was taking everything in him to not buck up when you move to the hem of his underwear once his belt is off. your eyes flicker to his one more time to make sure it’s okay, and he gives you a small nod of reassurance. when you move to pull his boxers down slightly and to pull his cock out, he first licks his lips at the feeling of the fabric against his dick before hissing when the cold air meets his skin.

you can’t help the way your eyes widen at the sight of him, he was big, bigger than you ever thought he would be. you’d heard rumors that he had a tiny dick, was a virgin, even some that he had a big dick, but you never imagined it to be like this. the length and girth of it almost had you salivating just at the sight.

”jesus, ethan,” your thoughts come out as words.

“is it too small—“ he immediately becomes insecure, and your eyes widen at him in disbelief.

“small? you’re kidding, ethan, this is the biggest dick i’ve ever seen.”

he chuckles sweetly, his cheeks now a furious red, “you’re lying.”

you scoff before finally leaning down to where his dick was, being held by your hand at the base, “no way.”

your breath against him was enough to make his dick twitch in your hands, a small whimper rumbling from his chest. that was enough motivation for your lips to split open, taking his tip into the warmth of your mouth. you could hear his hand grip against the leather of the armrests next to his seat when he felt your mouth on him, another whimper coming out as soon as you move down further, tongue flat against the underside of his dick, noting one of the veins that ran up it.

“oh my god—“ a whine slips from his cherry lips, flushed from how much he had been biting and licking them. he pants heavily when your head comes back up, tongue swirling around his tip, whimpers came out with every move you made. this was definitely his first time receiving head.

your eyes close as your head bobs on him, saliva coating his dick with ease. his whines, whimpers, and moans are something you could never get sick of, especially when the pitch gets higher as you swirl your tongue around his tip again. his hips stutter for a second, he was trying to buck up, to thrust into your mouth.

“holy shit— i’m gonna cum, i’m gonna fucking cum—“ his moans grow higher in octaves when you go back down, tongue still playing with the vein that decorated his dick, it wasn’t until you had reached the base, practically deepthroating him that you felt the warmth of his cum shoot into your throat. it’s hot, and salty, but you swallow it as soon as you move back up and off of him.

his eyes are watering, and his breaths are heavy, he looks so cute.

you pull him in for a sweet kiss, the saltiness of his cum on your tongue when your lips collide.

“can we do this again sometime?” he mumbles against your lips.

you smile against his, “we’ll see.”

#ethan landry x reader #ethan landry x you #ethan landry #ethan landry smut #ethan landry x y/n #im thirsting over him so bad rn #scream vi smut #ethan landry x reader smut #Scream #scream 6 smut #scream smut

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luvlyhyunjin · 3 months

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Carousel┃H.HJ SMAU

Twenty-Four - If Poetry Was A Person.

playlist; Cherry-lana del rey / the night we met-lord huron

wc: 6.5k

warnings; slightly suggestive, sprinkles of angst.

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You thought about how this day would go all night. Tossing and turning in your bed going through all the possible outcomes of meeting up with Hyunjin. Unlocking the box of memories you had turned a blind eye to you. It wasn’t a pleasant experience to say the least. Drowning yourself in a sea of endless smiles that turned into venomous words. Clawing their way back to your heart and stinging just the same way it did back when you were sixteen and had seen them fall from Hyunjin’s mouth so easily. Like you didn’t mean anything to him. Around 3:00 am, your fingers had hesitated. Itching across the lit screen of your phone and begging you to start typing. To tell Hyunjin forget about this whole stupid thing.

You never send the text, even when your fingers stare back at you in disappointment. As if they too are wondering when you have become a slave to pain.

However, when you’re walking out your house at exactly 10:15 am to see Hyunjin waiting for you, an overwhelming heat surges up your body and regret starts swirling in you. He eyes you lazily, leaning back on his blood red motorcycle. A splash of shocking color in contrast to your pale expensive neighborhood.

“didn’t know you owned a motorcycle.” You comment, stepping forward until only a few inches are separating your bodies. His eyes scan your body, trailing down, they linger on your thigh highs for a second too long but not long to satisfy the hunger he has for you. Just long enough for you to feel a sense of pride. Knowing you made the right choice wearing it.

You watch him, and he watches you. The wall of tension seem to build itself around you, caging you both and swearing to never let you out even when you’re suffocating.

“I didn’t.” he straightens. Running his hand on smooth black leather of the bike, slowly “this is minho’s baby” he explains and you hear him but you’re not really listening. Your eyes follow his fingers, imaginary pictures of those hands being on your body swirls around in your mind, plastering themselves on these walls that only seem to harden the more you see him. It has you flushing. Wrapping your arms around yourself as a wind walks by, evidence of the ever so slowly building cold in the weather.

“I thought you wouldn’t fancy taking the bus.”

“What happened to your car?” You ask, voice soft. Recollections of his blue Nissan Versa that he used to drive around so proudly.

It steals Hyunjin’s breath away. “I sold it.” He answers with no further explanation. An avoidance in his stare when they flit to a random rock on the sideway. A couple of hundred questions tap on the roof of your mouth, screaming to be let out. You swallow them down, reminding yourself that you’re in no place to be inquisitive.

“Shall we get going?” he clears his throat, turning from you and it’s all happens in an instant. The skipping beat of your heart, your longing fingers and you lurching forward. Hyunjin stops in his tracks, a tug on his black jacket has his breath hitching. As if you’re the one who touched him. Feels the hairs on his body stand up in anticipation.

He turns his head, looking back at you. A question in his gaze and a yearning that follows at the pinks of your cheeks. You look so alluring, so tempting his hands itch to touch you. To take you. He ties himself up, tells himself it’s too soon.

You open your mouth and close it a couple of times, unsureness clog your throat. A bigger shadow, a threatening feeling called fear takes over the majority of your brain “I’ve never..” you suck in a deep breath. Your eyes flit to the ground, the heat growing on your cheeks almost overwhelms you. Has you sweating “I’ve never ridden a bike before. I’m kind of scared Hyunjin.” You admit, tone vulnerable and shy.

It has Hyunjin’s heart swelling in his chest. It weakens him, as if you’re holding gun right at his heart and the minutes ticks by agonizingly slow. Your eyes flicker to his and there goes your finger. Pulling the trigger. blood from his heart droops out into a pathetic pool under you. “It’s okay,” he breaths out, facing you and your fingers loosen. Letting go of him and he finds himself wishing you wouldn’t.

He moves to get closer to you. The height of the sidewalk giving you a few inches yet he still towers over you. Reminding you again of how much smaller you are to him. You will yourself not to look away from him. Even when his hands reach for you, his fingers brush an out of place strand of your hair. He tucks it behind your ear “I got you,” he whispers in the gray space between you. His words loop around looking for a place to stay only to linger sadly, aimlessly. You let out a shaky exhale.

His knuckles brush your cheek softly. Cosplaying a sweet lover you know he will never be. completely opposite to how rough his hand is. An evidence of how hard his days has been “I just have to show you what it’s really like.” An underlining meaning pokes at you. The smirk that tilts his pink lips upwards only confirms it. You feel like a pervert who has been exposed even though nothing had come out of your mouth.

“Maybe I should change my clothes.” You mumble, your bottom lip juts out in a small pout. His eyes darken a shade. An overwhelming need swallows him. He wishes to take your lips into a bruising kiss. A promise of breaking you down that he only hopes you’d be willing to take.

“Don’t. I like your outfit.” His thumb brushes under your bottom lip. Faintly and it has you growing dizzy. How easy it is for him touch you. It feels like nothing has changed. Like months of poison like emotions didn’t build for him and like he wasn’t wasting his time finding new routes just to avoid the possibility of running into you.

“I’m gonna flash the entire neighborhood trying to get on that thing.” You complain, a whine laces your tone that you aren’t so aware of. Aren’t aware of the effect it has on Hyunjin.

“I’ll actually kill myself if you do that.” He says so seriously. Expression blank that your lips can’t help but form into a playful smile. The walls of tension seem to get tighter around you. He watches your fingers trail down your skirt. Grabbing the end of your skirt, his hand circle your wrist. Halting your movements “Don’t. I’m serious.” Hyunjin’s eyes narrow. A warning in his tone that has your stomach tying itself in knots. Pushing to tempt him more. Argue with his buttons until he can’t anymore.

But you decide against it. Reminding yourself this isn’t what this date is about. If you could even call it that.

“Let’s go. I’ll help you get on.” You nod wordlessly. His arm circles your waist leading you towards his bike. You throw your leg over the seat, one hand balancing itself on Hyunjin’s shoulder while the other is holding your skirt from rising up.

Somehow you misplace one of your feet, the heel of your boot offers no support, and it slips. A gasp escapes your lips. Your fingers desperately clutch onto the pads of his jacket “woah easy,” he cautions. His arms pull you towards him, impossibly closer. His other hand is on the exposed skin of your thigh. Holding you in place. His short nails slightly scratch the skin, leaving a burning sensation behind. With the spinning of your mind you aren’t sure if that is the punishment of his touch or if he left a reddening mark behind. You hope it’s the latter.

“you okay?” you nod mutely.

He helps you on the bike, his hand lingers on your thigh. A ghost of his fingers trails the inside of your thigh. You want to swat his hand away, You want to glare at him. Throw your usual snarky comments to him but you’re blank. Tongue heavy in your mouth. You try to convince yourself it’s all misplaced touches but the way his lips are slowly pulling into that knowing half smirk full of trouble and charm, you know that’s not the case.

“So where are we going?” you ask his back, a pathetic attempt to calm the murderous beating of your heart. Trying to shush the calling of Hyunjin’s name “I booked us two tickets to an art gallery.” He answers, turning to face you with a helmet between his hands. You will yourself not to focus on the way his fingers move when he’s adjusting the straps “art gallery?” you repeat in question. He hums back, a sound so similar to a melody your heart would love to sing to. He fixes your hair for you again, patting the top of your head to calm down any hairs that were messed up by the wind “Didn’t you tell me you had a project with Yuna? I thought that would help.” He explains, fitting the helmet onto your head.

“oh.” His eyes dart down to you, a question lingers in the lock of your eyes but none of you speak. He turns away from you to put his own helmet on. You burn, wondering what his deal is.

He swings his leg over, climbing onto the motorcycle with so much ease that it has you a little embarrassed “You ready?” he asks turning to look at you as he pushed up the visor. You shake your head in rising panic, the sound of engine reminds you of your beating heart “I’m really scared Hyunjin.” Your wide eyes, glinting like they never lost their spark, like you were still teenagers has Hyunjin dizzy. The dusted pink of your cheek because of how cold it is has him swallowing around nothing. Your beauty was unmatched, not like anything he had ever seen.

“it’s okay,” he finds himself whispering for you repeatedly, afraid he’ll break you if he speaks any louder “just hold onto me” he instructs as he grips your smaller hand in his, guiding it around his waist. The feeling of his hard abdomen throws you in a different loop of panic “yeah?” he waits for you, seconds pass by you and then you’re nodding. He shakes in disapproval, a tsk out of his lips almost has you squirming on the leather seats “talk to me I need to hear your voice.”

“okay.” You whisper in faux coldness clinging to the edge of your voice, desperately trying not to lie down in this puddle of emotions and beg Hyunjin to take you. You didn’t know what exactly you were waiting, hoping for.

But the ever so rare kindness of him pulls on your heartstrings so easily. Completely washing over every scar that was originally caused by him. You aren’t sure if you were easy or just has your body foolishly missed the touch of your first love.

A scream left your lips as Hyunjin suddenly revved the engine and the motorcycle lurched forward, a chuckle bubbles in his chest when your arms tighten around him as your journey to the art gallery begins.

Once you’ve arrived, you’re a little breathless mostly due to your subsiding fear but deep in the pits of your soul you know it’s because your palm had wandered. A mind of their own until it ended up sprawled on Hyunjin’s chest. You could still feel the beat of his heart tattooed on your palm. Questioning if it was for you or was the rush of adrenaline a better candidate.

“That wasn’t so bad, was it princess?” Hyunjin mocks, a glint in his dark eyes as he takes off his helmet. Outstretching his palm to you. You scowl “I almost died, asshole.”

He laughs, freeing butterflies you didn’t know you had kept trapped in cages within your stomach. His impatience takes control when you refuse to take his hand. Reaching for you, he circles your wrist tattooing himself on you once again “I told you,” Your pulled into his chest, an innocence douses the gaze in your eyes while his only seem to wither in darkness “I got you.” He reminds you of his earlier words, a promise he keeps.

You huff out a breath, freeing your wrist from him and your eyes from the shackles of his demons “whatever, let’s just go.” You turn away from him, hurrying across the parking lot while Hyunjin follows is lazy strides. Eyes lingering everywhere on the back of your body. A foreboding glint in his eye.

Your feet taps in running patience on the ground, watching as Hyunjin hands the tickets to the receptionist. If the overdoing of her batting her eyelashes and the twirling of hair between her fingers is anything to go by, it isn’t hard to tell that she’s trying to flirt with him. Hyunjin in complete oblivion only furrows his eyebrow in growing confusion at the seemingly endless chatter of her. Despite the twig of jealousy you feel you find yourself unable to blame her.

You watch as her eyes darting between you and Hyunjin. Him nodding at her before he’s finally walking to you without much expression “she asked me if we were together.” He informs you when he’s close enough.

“Is that so?”

“She also said if I need anything I can talk to her,” he starts walking and you follow closely behind “so she’s trying to fuck you.” He stops in his stride, looking back at you with an arched brow “where did you get that from?”

You stare at him blankly, wondering if this is an act he’s pulling or if he’s serious. The momentary silence has you chuckling, Turning your head to the side to hide your smile. His eyes follow you, his body betrays him. Hoping for a glimpse of your face “come on Hyunjin, she’s a receptionist what else could you need from her?”

“Directions?”

“Uh huh,” you reply sarcastically, continuing your walk past him as he this time follows you close “I’m sure in this big ass gallery it would make sense to walk all the way back to the receptionist for directions.” You throw him a look over your shoulder, your hair is thrown over your shoulder and even now in midst of pieces among pieces of art you manage to be the prettiest piece of art he had ever seen.

“You don’t look too happy,” you comment when he pokes the inside of his cheek with his tongue, absentmindedly “why would I be happy about that?”

“Because a girl wants to fuck you? Isn’t that what it takes to make a guy happy.”

“I’m not like the other guys.” You roll your eyes at him, stopping by a painting of the sun going down. He stops right beside you “I’m 5’10 and I hate Andrew Tate by the way.” You try to hold back your laugh, biting down on your fuller bottom lip. He stares at you, scrutinizing your futile attempts at holding back your giggles. It doesn’t last long before you’re breaking down in heavenly like laughter, your hand comes up to cover your mouth while the other pushes uselessly at his shoulder “stop.” You whine.

Hyunjin doesn’t budge, his expression softens at your beauty. Breathtakingly unfair. That even when your laughter dies down, an awkwardness settles between as your eye contact lasts a second too long. Long enough for your heart to starts calling for him. Praying for an answer back.

It's four hours later that when you’re emerging from the building, the unforgiving sun warms up the coldness of the weather around you. You hug your body, a bounce in your walk as you try to follow up with Hyunjin. The tightness of your skirt and height of your heels giving you a disadvantage. Sensing your absence he pauses in his tracks, looking over his shoulder at you.

Watching you try to catch up to him in your smaller and weaker body has his thoughts darkening. Eyes narrowing. It’s a weird urge, a temptation of the devil that whispers to him about how he should make you his. It hits him out of nowhere, has him lost in thought that it takes him a minute to realize you made it next to him. A puzzled look at his silence.

So naïve.

“Having trouble, princess?” he taunts, swallowing back his desires. You huff, annoyance quickly taking over your pretty features.

“Shut up.” Your curled fist means to punch his shoulder but he catches it in his palm, fingers curling around your wrist instead and in one swift movement he pulls you into his chest. Your nose is buried in his cream colored neck, drowning in the scent of peaches.

“Do I need to do everything for you? Need me to carry you?” he taunts, a mean edge to his voice that has you weak in the knees for reasons you don’t wanna think about. You rake your brain trying to find something to say but the engines in your head seem to malfunction every time you’re one step closer to this man “Hmm?” He urges for an answer that you cannot give. Eyes eager.

You shake your head dumbly, not finding your voice and Hyunjin eyes gleam with satisfaction. Expected you to fight back. He rewards you with the brush of his thumb on your pulse.

“Come on,” he tugs on your wrist gently, urging you to follow him “there’s one more place I want to take you.”

It gives you whiplash; how easy it is for him to switch. He’s mean but then he’s gentle and he toys with the line so expertly it leaves you thirsty for more. Discovering sides of you that you didn’t know were in you all along. So, when you’re finally at his bike, he hands you, your helmet. You stand still, chewing on your bottom lip in something akin to shame.

Your fingers curl around his jacket just like this morning, halting his movement and he looks back at you over his shoulder, pleasure evident in the curl of his smirk “Mhm?”

“Do you-“ you exhale “do you think you could help me on the bike again?” awkwardness seeps into your fingers. He pauses at your cheeks turning pink, you’re turning your head, trying to bury it in your shoulder in shyness and Hyunjin eyebrows drop. Eyes drinking the sight of you, and he’s hungry.

“Of course, kitten.” The endearment has you curling on yourself. Hyunjin feels like a sadist because you squirming under his dark eyes might be his new favorite thing.

“Come here,” he whispers to you softly, coaxing you into the lion’s den and just like a naïve hopeless bunny you follow. You take his hand; his other arm circles your waist in a familiar scene to this morning and with more ease you climb onto the bike.

“Do you need me to help you with this too?” he gestures to the helmet with a tilt of his chin. With burning cheeks, glazed eyes that are stuck on your lap you nod. Hyunjin’s eyes narrow, burning holes in the top of your head. His index finger is on your chin guiding you to look up at him “I didn’t catch that, pretty.”

The thoughts of the torrential rain of sensations has you burning in shame and need. A need that you weren’t even aware you wanted till you locked eyes “yes please,” you breath out and Hyunjin smiles as if he’s proud of you. He fits the helmet onto your head with pleasure dripping from his fingers.

“Woah.” You speak in awe, the scent of ocean invades your nostrils. Welcoming you right where you belong. You get off the bike. A gleaming smile taking its claim on your face and like a madman drowning in love Hyunjin watches you light up with excitement.

“Let’s go. Come on!” you urge, a bounce in your step that has him melting like candle wax. You’re cute. Perhaps a little too cute for his own liking.

“Hold on,” he orders, pulling on your wrist and leading you to sit back on the leather of his bike. You look at him puzzled, a question dying at the tip of your tongue when he kneels in front of you. His fingers move to untie your shoelace “you wanna feel the water, no?” He speaks as he pulls on the strings. You stare at him silently. His act of gentleness leaving you dizzy with emotions you refuse to name. The words you want to say are listless and without control.

His hands are on the back of your leg as he pulls your boot off, it goes with ease. At your silence, he looks back up and you’re both taken aback by the moment you find yourselves in. The wind plays through your hair, strands flying away from your face and your eyes take him back to when you were still in love with him. When he still burned for you and didn’t have to deny his need for you.

“Do you pity me, Hyunjin?” you ask carefully, hoping for an answer that will kill off this unyielding hope in you yet needing one that will help it bloom.

“Why would I pity you Y/N?” you give a non-committal shrug “Do you feel sorry for me? Because of everything I told you?” you ask in a small voice, overwhelmed by the unjust reality of his small actions.

“I don’t feel sorry for you Y/N.” his voice is unwavering, confident in ways that will only confuse you more. Did he enjoy keeping you on the tips of your toes or were you a foolish individual stolen away by the charm of Hwang Hyunjin.

“You don’t believe me?” he presses, squeezing your leg lightly. You avoid his eyes, gaze lost on the sea behind him. He follows in desperate attempts to catch them “Why are you being so nice to me then? Taking care of me like this?” you ask, unconvinced. He lets out a breath, his hand reluctantly moves upwards and squeezes gently just right under your knee, his thumb rubs soothing circles on your clad skin.

“I can’t be nice to you unless I’m pitying you?”

“You know that’s not what I meant.” You pout “I just wanna make you feel better,” he explains gently as if he sees the thorns of anxiety that are slowly curling around you. His hand keeps inching upwards until he rests his palms at your thigh “You don’t like it when I take care of you?” he hums softly, and you shake your head. Feeling like a kid who’s too immersed in their feelings to grasp the reality of anything that’s going around them.

“I do,”

“Good.” He smiles up at you “because I like taking care of you too. It’s what I always do for you remember?”

But you loved me back then.

Are words that end up stuck in your throat with nowhere to really go. Dying down along with a million other things you wish to say, you wish to ask but they all fall hopelessly, curling right next to your blue pool of sadness that only seem to grow bigger. You plunge yourself in it. Hoping to drown and maybe then none of this will matter anymore.

“Should I take off your thigh highs too?” Hyunjin asks when the silence between you stretches.

You nod “Please.” Voice doused in vulnerability that he only seems to see. Yet you remain inattentive to the demons he’s fighting against. All the little voices that are screaming for him to lunge forward, take you into his arms and never let go. His mind tells him that this is the only choice, he won’t have to look for you in others. Won’t have to feel disappointment that none of them are on par with you.

He keeps his eyes locked with you as his fingers slowly itch upwards leaving behind a trail of flowers that will surely wither and die. Because he won’t be able to water them, won’t be there to touch you again like this. His fingers hook into the top of your thigh highs, the feeling of his cold fingers against your skin has you slightly jumping, mouth open in a quiet gasp. And Hyunjin eats it up like a starved man. He basks in it, the way you react to his touch. The flutter of your eyelashes when he pulls the soft fabric down and down, down. Like he’s stealing your sanity away with him. His gaze is dark upon you as he moves to your other leg. Making a show that its only purpose is to torture you. He’s addicted. To the glazing of your eyes, the blushing you and he wants nothing more to control it, to witness you lose all autonomy.

“Thank you,” you whisper to him when he successfully takes the second off. Shoving them into your abandoned boots he doesn’t move from his position. His thumb brushes strokes of sugary love onto your leg. the feel of your bare skin beneath his fingertips is vertiginous. Your skin is silky, smooth but more than anything intoxicating.

“You’re welcome, pretty.” his voice more than a whisper but incredibly devilish to your ears. And even now, when he's the one at his knees for you, you feel like you’re at his mercy. A wrong move of just his thumb and you’d be breaking down.

“Go ahead, pretty.” His voice is demanding despite the softness lacing it “enjoy the sea.” He allows you to move and just like a controlled puppet you find yourself nodding. Eyes blinking at him in obedience he only ever dreamt of witnessing. Hyunjin senses something unfurling in the depths of his stomach.

A pat of his palm on your leg has you moving.

You run towards the waves of water, leaving a mountain of tension and empty promises behind you. Hyunjin lingers, swims in his pain a little longer as he watches a magnificent grin take its place on your face. A joy that only seems to take over you when you’re by the sea.

You look back at him, a squeak forcing itself out of your mouth when your feet touch the water “it’s so cold jinnie!” you yell at him, unaware of the magic word that had slipped out of your mouth. He’s drunk on the way it makes him feel, the way you call his name, and he is bewitched by you. He’s sure that in your past life you must have been a fairy with magic powers, you must have fallen for him, and you must have cast a spell on him. A spell that seems to be unbreakable and that will haunt him throughout all his lives.

“Be careful!” He warns, when he watches you twirl around, water splashes around you and onto your clothes. He wonders if the droplets of water are as weak as him, enamored by your beauty and are clinging to you like he seem to cling to you. He walks towards you with lazy slow stride. Following your messy footprints on the sand. Marking his pathway to you once again.

A cigarette he just lit rests between his pink lips. A pathetic attempt to relief the stress of the force that is you.

He stops right before the crashing waves, keeping a good distance between him and the water. Hands in his pockets as the wind tickles his hair. You twirl around, laughter erupting from your chest and when you face him. The sun is slowly starting to set behind you, coloring the sky into a hue of orange and lilac. You flatter, your smile slowly starts to disappear and melts into that ever so building tension between you two. He curls his fists, pulling at the leash of his desires. He wants nothing but to go there and ruin you. Instead, he pretends to be good. Puts on a fake façade of the Hyunjin you deemed a stranger and hopes for his feelings to fly away with the smoke of his nicotine stick.

Upon the sand, he finally settles down and watches you like a silent movie as you start heading towards him. As if you’re a lost soul wandering around for their home. You sit beside him; a trail of quietness follows.

“Do you remember the first time we met?” He speaks after a while, tone soft completely opposite to the shimmering waves catching purple diamonds in the folds of it.

You look at him, eyes studying his face with a furrow of bewilderment at his question. It takes a minute for you to click in, eyes widen in recognition as you look around you. The sand, the water and even the sky are all witnesses to back you up.

“No way!” a grin spreads across your face, your hands lurch forward in bubbling excitement and then they’re touching him, shaking him as if he was the one who forgot “it was here wasn’t it!”

He nods, eyes fond and expression soft not particularly at your excitement but rather a raw reflection of his emotions. It settles in your bones, spreading warmth through your entire body and you retract your hands with a shaky breath. As if you were burned.

He misses your touch already.

“Did you bring us here on purpose?” he shakes his head, his hair playing in the wind, and you fight the urge to reach forward, bury your hand in his blonde strands “Believe it or not I didn’t. this was just the closest beach to the gallery.”

You bring your knees to your chest, hugging them when the memories come rushing back to you like a tempest. An overwhelming storm of emotions twirls inside you and more images of you and Hyunjin flash in your mind.

Hyunjin kissing you.

Hyunjin touching you.

Hyunjin telling you he loves you forever and always.

Forever and always… You can’t help but wonder where did all that love go? Did it dissipate into thin air? And if it did how come your being is still here and why haven’t you vanished and became one with the air just like his feelings. He’s next to you but he’s not the same and you’re not the same. And that alone sends a surge of sadness, claiming over your fragile heart. It is such a weird feeling to mourn over someone who’s alive and breathing.

“Do you remember how we met?” his hand hangs awkwardly between you, wondering if he’s allowed to touch you like he had done all day. The more he does it the weaker he becomes. The softness of your eyes gives him strength and he cups your face, guiding your gaze to meet his “You threw a fucking ball at my head,” despite the vulgar usage of words your voice is soft.

“I did,” he smiles, eyes glazed over as the memory washes over him too “and then what?”

“You didn’t even apologize, just picked up your ball glared at me and then left,” you reminisce, a painful nostalgia enveloping your words. He lets out a breathy chuckle, running his thumb in a tender caress across your cheek “can you blame me? I was shocked.” He smiles and the gesture brings you to his lips, rosy, and so inviting.

“Shocked by what?” you trail off, eyes fixated on his lips.

“By how my ball managed to hit the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen.” A tentative warmth courses through your being, a subtle blaze that ignites your cheeks in a shade of crimson. He speaks it like it’s a fact, nothing to be surprised over but you choke. On his gaze, on his words and on your own feelings that keep hitting these walls aimlessly.

“What happened after that?” His hands slip down, cradling your jaw in a gesture that speaks of longing.

“A week later you saw me in the hallway,” your heart beats loudly in your ears, drowning out the sound of the waves nearby.

“I did,”

“And you came over to me and introduced yourself and asked me how my head was” you finish quietly, the weight of the memories crushes you. Leaving you nothing but a pathetic and fragile mess under it. Remaining pieces of who you used to be someday.

“A fucking week later.” he groans in disbelief, and you hadn’t realized how close his face was until the smell of his breath hits you, mint, and cigarettes smoke. “I was such a moron.”

“You were.” You respond breathlessly. a need unfurls within you, the more your eyes stare at his lips “I thought you were cute.” You confess, a lump forms in your throat.

“You did?” he asks between the untainted space you hold, none of you move refusing to color it red with your sorrow. You look up, almost closing your eyes painfully at the rare vulnerability in his voice. And when he looks down at you like he never stopped loving you. Something in you breaks because it’s not real. He looks at you like there aren’t years’ worth of scars you need to heal from like he doesn’t know the darkness that surrounded you. Was he blind or was he just not scared of you anymore?

A yearning that eclipses the delicate boundaries of restraint has your eyes tearing up in emotions much bigger than whatever that’s left from your broken relationship. You don’t want to cry, at least not now and not in front of him and that’s why you take a shaky breath in. Free yourself from his hold and stand up, ignoring the look of disappointment and hurt that washes over his face. Hyunjin retracts his hand, curling and brings it to his chest as if the rejection had hurt him physically.

As night settles around you, enveloping everything in darkness you’re aware your limited time is already coming to an end. You take hesitant steps towards the water. When you turn to face him, he’s already standing as if he too is aware of the ticking clock.

“Can I ask you something?” you speak, shattering the pregnant silence around you. He feeds on the look on your face, the softness of your eyes.

“Yeah?”

“If you could go back and change the past,” you take a step forward, your body fights against the resistance of the water “would you do it?” Your question is coated in mystery. You do realize that. You’re toying with a thin rope that could turn on you and choke you but you’re greedy. Your heart yearns for more, cries for more and this is the least you could give back.

“Yeah.” Hyunjin doesn’t hesitate, answers so easily it almost makes you wanna cry. You want nothing but to curl into a ball and let all this pain out somehow. Or maybe turn around and throw yourself into the darkest pits of the ocean hoping to disappear and maybe be reborn into a world where you won’t have to fight. You could just rest. You wish for a way to be somewhere where you don’t have to suffer. In a way that you can be with him over and over again despite the way it hurts.

It is in this mere moment while cold catches up to you, hugging your body you realize you never left this beach ever since you were sixteen. All along you had nestled yourself here and waited for Hyunjin to come back. A tranquil hush falls over you, the impossible lump forms in your throat again. You forcibly try to swallow it down but it only comes back harder.

Your eyes glisten with unshed tears and just like when you were sixteen. The sea, stars and night are all witnesses to the pain tattooed on your heart, witnesses to the curse you set on Hyunjin and the unbreakable wall of unburied feelings between you two.

The ride to your home is quiet, the beating of Hyunjin’s heart seems to water hope in routes you thought you closed in your heart. Both of you are lost in thought of what today could mean for you. It isn’t long before he comes to a stop right outside your expensive house. The turned-on lights are evidence of your mother being awake has you withering away in disappointment. The fairytale you lived today is coming to an end.

You linger by Hyunjin’s bike, your feet kick a random rock while he leans on it. The same scene from earlier morning. He eyes you, drinking in the way your cheeks develop a beautiful red blush the longer he stares. As if his eyes are as unforgiving as your beauty.

If poetry was a person, it would be you.

“Thank you for today.” You mumble shyly, the quietness of your street aiding your soft voice.

“I’m glad you enjoyed it.” He’s lost in thought, obvious in the way his words tumble out without much emotion behind it.

“I’ll see you around.” You lie. Turning around to head for the door. He reaches for you, a too familiar scene that you guys had lived before “wait,” his fingers hold onto yours, gently and it tickles your skin. You exhale, facing him with a quirk of your eyebrow.

“Can I ask you something too?” you nod, your fingers curl around his, another pang of pain hits him right in the chest. He succumbs completely to the need he feels. Deems it hopeless to fight against this incredible force that is you.

“If you could go back, would you change the past?” he redirects your own question back at you and it surprise you. Has you biting on your bottom lip in an anxious manner but then he’s reaching for you, his thumb brushes right under your lip. Adding slight pressure to free your lips “Don’t do that. You’ll hurt yourself.” His eyes are fixated on your lips. His tongue darts out to wet his own and you’re breathless. Your dewy eyes flicker to his lips, Hyunjin feels ten million matches lighten up soul.

“I would,” you answer, your nails graze the inside of his palm. Leaving traces of your touch, your scent behind that will surely leave him wide awake. Wondering where everything went wrong. You smile at him, an all too faked smile that he memorized so well. Kept it buried in the back of his mind so every time he missed you, he’d remind himself. You didn’t even smile at him like he’s worth it.

And Hyunjin realizes he will forever be imprisoned in this jail of yours.

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Heya! Some fluff for valentines. Yelena and reader go to a department store and fill baskets for each other with the others favorite things and at the bottom of readers basket is a beautiful ring that Yelena proposes with

Macaronly Have Eyes for You

Pairing: Yelena Belova x Fem! Reader

Summary: You were able to get Yelena do to one of your Valentine’s Day activities that came with a surprise of its own.

Fluff, Fluff & FLUFF!!

Translations: Detka (baby), Ты выйдешь за меня? (will you marry me),

Warnings: None | 1.4K

AC: I loved this idea so much and it was perfect for the photo that came up on my twitter feed that made me want to write something Yelena x Reader about!! Thank you for sending this & I hope you enjoy it!! x

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"So, I'm just filling this up with things I think you'd like?" Yelena asked as you both grabbed a Walmart basket. You smiled softly, "Yeah! We have 30 minutes, and we can't show any of to each other until we get home" you explained with an exciting tone. Yelena nodded while her brain thought of all the things, she could possibly get for you, "I'll meet you back at the car, oh and don't forget to get a gift box to use at the checkout" you added before giving the blonde a soft peck on her lips and walking away.

Yelena watched as you wondered down an aisle before she turned on her feet and made her way to the confessionary aisle. She started off with the easy items, adding a few of your favorite chocolates and candy to the basket along with a couple of bottles of your favorite drink. She then made her way to the clothing area and grabbed the sweater that you were unsure of buying the last time the two of you were at Walmart.

The first item you put in your basket was the easiest thing anybody who knew Yelena could think of. A box of Mac & Cheese paired with her favorite bottle of hot sauce. As you were making your way out of the aisle, the cheesiest thing caught your eye. A small plushie in the shape of a macaroni pasta. "Oh, she's going to hate this" you chuckled to yourself as you placed it in your basket.

You met Yelena back at the car, she was leaning against the driver's door waiting patiently for you. "You're going to love what I got you!" You said excitedly as you placed the gift box of goodies in the back seat. "You have that look" Yelena replied as the two of you got into the car.

"What look?" You asked, playing off any suspicious look you might have had.

"The look at says you've been up to no good" Yelena replied with a chuckle as she started the car. "I am excited to show you what I got you, you're going to hate it so much you'll love it!" You said, confusing the blonde.

Yelena pulled out of the parking lot and began the journey back to your shared apartment. Your excitement only grew bigger as your mind kept thinking about Yelena's reaction to the cheesy gifts you got her. This was your third Valentines with Yelena, the first one she was away on a mission so there wasn't anything you could do with her and last year, you were sick with the flu and slept most of the day but you still found the energy to cook dinner for Yelena.

This was the year you were able to really show Yelena how much you loved her, even though you tell her every day just how important she is too you, you never wanted her to miss out on these little holidays. You woke her up with breakfast in bed, rose petals trailing from the bed to the shower where the two of you spent more time making out than helping each other wash.

Yelena took you out for lunch at your favorite restaurant before the two of you took a walk-through Central Park where you brought her a Valentines themed balloon from a balloon vender that she walked through the park with. She wasn't exactly a fan of the balloon but deep down she loved how cheesy you were.

"Babe, you missed the turn off" you looked to Yelena with a confused look.

"I know. We're not going home; I want to take you somewhere else" Yelena replied.

"Where?" You asked.

"You'll see" She looked to you and smiled softly, "it's just a 20-minute drive" she added.

Roughly 25 minutes later and Yelena pulled up at Brooklyn Bridge Park. The city lights reflecting off the water made her green eyes sparkle as she laid out a picnic blanket on the grass. "I was going to cook us a late dinner, but this seems more fun" she spoke as she looked at you.

"This is very romantic so for the record, I take absolutely full responsibility for the chance you might fall in love with me just a little more once you open your gift box" you replied with a smile. Yelena chuckled as she wrapped her arms around your waist and pulled you closer into her, kissing you lovingly. "Do you want to go first?" She asked, seeing the excitement in your eyes. You nodded with a smile, "you might want to sit down for this" you chuckled.

The two of you sat down on the picnic blanket, you opened the gift box full of things you brought for Yelena and told her to close her eyes. "I'm going to start with this just to give you a little taste of what goodies I got you" you said, trying not to break out into laughter as you placed a mug in Yelena's hands. "Open your eyes" you added.

Yelena cocked a brow as she read the text on the mug before looking up at you to see you were proudly smiling at her with confidence. "Yoda best girlfriend in the galaxy" she read aloud. "That's just the start of it" you replied.

"You're not going to believe this" Yelena smiled while shaking her head as she pulled out the exact same mug she got for you, "it literally had you written all over it" she added. You broke into laughter as you placed the mug in front of you, "I love it, thank you!"

The two of you took in turns giving each other an item from the gift boxes. Yelena wasn't at all surprised that you'd gotten her a bottle of vodka as well as her favorite meal duo. She loved the perfume you got her and said it was the perfect scent, nothing too intense. You instantly put on the sweat that Yelena had gotten you and you couldn't wait to take a bath with one of the giant bath bombs she'd gotten you.

"Okay, close your eyes again, I saved the best for last" you smiled at your girlfriend.

"Now I am slightly nervous" Yelena chuckled with her eyes closed. You pulled out the last item in the gift box, the plushie of macaroni pasta that said 'Macaronly Have Eyes for You' on the box and gently placed it in her hands. "This is my favourite thing I got you" you said with a chuckle, "you can open your eyes now" you added.

Yelena couldn't control the laughter she broke into at the sight of the plushie, "I hate it so much I can't help but love it" she said, "thank you detka" she added as she reached over and kissed you lovingly. "I have one more gift for you" she smiled against your lips before leaning back and handing you the gift box. You found a small black box that made your heart skip a beat as you looked up at her.

"Open it" she insisted.

Carefully you picked up the small box and opened it to see a ring with a green diamond sparking at you from the city lights. "Yelena" you looked up at her.

"I've been thinking about this since our last Valentines together. You were so sick, and I told you just to stay in bed and rest but you were so persistent on making the day special. Detka, every single day I get with you is special to me and I knew that night that I don't ever want to spend my life with anybody else. I love the way you make me feel and the way you are never afraid to be yourself. I love how cheesy you are and how you always find the fun in anything. I wanted to give you something big and Hollywood style romantic but seeing you walking out of Walmart tonight and how beautiful you look in your sweats and favourite t-shirt, I didn't want to wait any longer" she said with a loving smile.

"Yelena, you broke the rules" you replied, tears of joy filling your eyes.

"I would break the rules for you anytime" she replied as she reached for the ring and gently pulled it out of the box. She looked you deeply in your eyes, "Ты выйдешь за меня?" She asked, her Russian accent the thickest you've ever heard it. You nodded repeatedly as the tears calmly ran own your cheeks, "if you're asking me what I think you are asking me, the answer is yes, a thousand times yes!" You replied.

Yelena slid the ring on your finger before kissing you deeply once more, "I really have to teach you Russian" she smiled against your lips.

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