What Are You Doing New Year's Eve?
Austin Butler x Female Reader
Summary: The loss of your job, and most likely your career, in the middle of December has your parents sending you to the Bahamas in their place. Your intentions for a quiet retreat are interrupted when your path unexpectedly crosses with Hollywood’s favourite pretty boy – though you seem to have a lot more in common than just a distaste for frat boys. Will the pair of you be able to overcome your respective difficulties to ring in the New Year together?
Warnings: Angst, Job Loss, Grief, Moping, Crying, Non-Disclosure Agreements, Several References to Christmas, Alcohol Consumption, Mental Health Struggles, More Crying, Language, Intoxication, Catcalling, Reference to The Scottish Play, Fist Fight, Blood, Vomit, Hair Washing, Austin Takes Care of Reader, Hangover, Bruises, Mild Injuries, Kissing. Rating – T.
Author’s Note: Circumstances dictate the reader has at least shoulder-length hair, but no other descriptions apply.
Song Suggestion: What Are You Doing New Year’s Eve? – performed by Ella Fitzgerald
Word Count: 8125
“Have you ever been dumped by 875 people?” You murmured tearfully and a glance over at your new companion made you laugh self-deprecatingly.
His angelic face, crafted with a heavy potential for sin, was the very picture of confusion. You dabbed at your brimming tears with the cuff of your light cotton cover up.
When the bells all ring and the horns all blow
And the couples we know are fondly kissing
Will I be with you or will I be among the missing?
It was remarkable how a five-minute meeting in a conference room with people you barely knew could so efficiently nullify the last three years of your life.
You had been ambitious. Set on your career path. Confident that it was where you were meant to be. And you had given it everything since day one. Your vacation days had accumulated unused, and – at most – four sick days had been taken. You’d missed most holidays and family events, and the few that you had managed to be present for…it was more of a physical presence than anything. Sitting in a room full of celebrating friends or relatives as the chatter bounced around you, either deep in thought over the latest work crisis or thoughts completely blanked by a bone-deep fatigue, you were never really there.
So dedicated to making this position work, you had let your organization chew you up and now. Well, now they had spit you out. Words like ‘budget cuts’, ‘restructuring’, and ‘severance’ ricocheted through your brain as your numb body had relied on ancient recall and took you home. Not to your empty, barely decorated apartment. No. To your parents’ house.
Using the key you’d had on your keyring since junior high, you had unlocked the back door and shuffled in dejectedly. Your mother had looked up from the newspaper she was reading at the table while drinking her coffee and looked you over in shock.
“I lost my job, mom” You had breathed, and your face crumpled as the reality of it crashed into you with the force of a runaway train.
It had taken a lot of hugs and some homemade soup to stem the sobs, but at this point in your life your mother was an expert in this. Your father, upon arriving home from coffee with his friends, had soothed your ego by ranting.
“You’ve given that damn place everything and this is how they repay you?! Five days before Christmas?!”
Needless to say, your holidays had been far from merry and bright. There was comfort in helping your mother finish up the baking, but the astonished looks and questions from your relatives were wholly draining. And all of it was painted with the bitter brush of rejection. Honestly you had poured every ounce of yourself into that job, and it had been taken away by cold, impartial consultants.
The ache of loss was remarkably similar to a break-up. Not that you’d had time for any sort of interpersonal relationship over the past few years. It was shocking, honestly, how much you had built your life, your identity, around that job. And now you were lost. Adrift in a sea of get-togethers as the frenetic energy of the holidays washed over you.
Your gifts to your family had thankfully been purchased prior to the ignominious end of your burgeoning career. You definitely had a stubborn streak, and after consulting with a lawyer, you had refused to sign the non-disclosure agreement required to secure your severance and ensure your economic future for the next few months. You refused to allow them to control your life for one second longer.
As you had pulled on the end of the ribbon wrapped around your present from your parents, you could not help but notice the expectant look on their faces. You had raised an eyebrow curious and tore into the wrapping, opening the box to reveal a homemade voucher for one vacation in the Bahamas. You looked up at them with wide eyes.
“You guys I can’t…”
“Yes. Yes, you can.” You mother had interrupted with a warm-yet-firm nod.
“We already had the room booked, but your mother and I found a cheap deal later in January. You go now, we’ll go later” Your father added, pulling out his phone to forward you the confirmation email for the flight and hotel.
“But I…” In what seemed like a constant occurrence these days, you had felt fresh tears welling in your eyes.
“Go, darling. Go and relax on your first vacation in years and then come back ready to move forward.” Your mother had nodded, her own eyes shining with tears.
There were hugs and more tears before they had shooed you off home to pack as the flight left early the next morning. Digging out a few bathing suits, sun dresses, and other summer clothes, you located your long-abandoned suitcase and packed it all in with a healthy selection of books. You had wished you could feel more excited about the prospect of this trip, but everything felt so hollow and Christmas dinner had just tasted of failure that evening.
With a flight departing at five in the morning, you had needed to be there for three and seriously debated even trying to sleep. In the end, you did end up dozing a little before your alarm woke you and you headed down to the waiting cab. Check-in had been uncharacteristically smooth, and in what felt like no time you were sipping your complimentary beverage at 36,000 feet.
The stunning blue of tropical waters had come into view outside your window as the plane began its descent and you felt some vaguely akin to a smile lift the corners of your mouth. After checking in, you immediately went for a swim before settling into one of the lounge chairs on the beach. The resort was stunning, well-appointed, with a gorgeous view and delicious, included, food and drink.
After reading the same paragraph for the fourth time, you had sighed heavily and lay your book down onto your lap. It did not seem to matter where you were, all you could think about was the fact that they didn’t want you. Frowning bitterly, you abruptly stood to take a walk and clear your head. That ungrateful organization did not deserve another second of your time. You had grit your teeth as you pulled on your cover-up, tucking your book beneath your arm, and set an aggressive pace through the sand.
You had found this quiet spot, tucked back in the treeline, around a bend from the rest of the resort. It had called to you as a welcome, secluded, peaceful spot. It was where the blonde man now sitting beside you with a look of pure bewilderment on his face had found you.
“Oh I’m sorry, is this your moping spot?” You had sniffed, wiping a fresh crop of tears roughly as his shadow stretched across the sand before you.
“Not at all, but…are you alright?” He had knelt down in front of you, concern etched on his sharp yet delicate features.
“Oh...well…no but it’s nothing that time won’t fix…” You had offered a watery smile. “It is an excellent place for a mope, plenty of room if you’re in need.” Lack of sleep and the potency of those two drinks with the cute umbrellas had taken away your filter, it seemed. Or maybe it was the fact that he was a complete stranger, had no idea what you’d done in the name of that position.
He had chuckled softly and settled down to sit beside you, looking out at the waves quietly until you had blurted out your puzzling question.
“I…I cannot say that I have?” He answered hesitantly and you chuckled weakly.
“I got restructured right out of my job…right out of my career I think…I’m here out of my parents’ pity…” You clarified.
He frowned down at you softly.
“I am so sorry to hear that…that…probably feels exactly like breaking up with hundreds of people at once…” He nodded, finally understanding your question.
You nodded and slowly exhaled through pursed lips, emitting a prolonged ‘huuu’ sound as you tried to stem the flow of tears. Once you felt sure your voice wouldn’t shake, you turned and introduced yourself. Your mother had instilled good manners in you after all. He took your outstretched hand in his large, warm one, shaking it gently.
“Austin Butler. Very nice to meet you, despite the circumstances.” He smiled to you and your eyes widened as your brain actually registered the face right in front of you.
“Oh!” You exclaimed softly and cleared your throat, immediately feeling idiotic. Maybe they’d actually had a reason to let you go. “I loved you in Elvis, it’s a pleasure to meet you.”
He smiled warmly and lay his other hand over yours, squeezing softly before releasing your hand gently.
“Thank you, I really appreciate it.” He sounded so truly touched, it made you swallow thickly.
He must hear that every damn day and yet here he was, responding as though you were the first person to ever say that to him.
“At least it’s beautiful here…” You turned back to look out over the cerulean blue water lapping at the white sand at your feet.
“Hmmmm.” He intoned in agreement beside you. “Though in all truth, I did come here for a mope…” He murmured softly and you found yourself swallowing painfully again.
“I can leave, if you’d li…”
“No. No, truly you got here first today, I can just…”
“No need!” You cut him off quickly in return. “As I mentioned, there is more than enough space…”
He nodded in agreement, leaning back against the base of one of the trees beside you. You did the same, enjoying the companionable silence with only the sounds of nature around you. Until he gave a long, heavy sigh before clearing his throat.
“I thought I needed some quiet time. The press, the appearances, the filming…it’s just all been so much since June. Got here last night. Never felt more alone in my whole life. So…I appreciate the group mope.” You noted that Tennessee twang haunting his vowels and glanced at him with a half-smile.
“Everyone else is so excited to be here and in full vacation mode.”
“It is a lot.” He agreed before falling quiet again.
There were further sporadic conversations between the pair of you – he recommended the place he ate dinner at last night, you shared that the drinks had remarkably generous pours for an all-inclusive. But mostly you enjoyed the sounds of the water lapping at the shore, the fronds of the palms rustling above you, the birds singing further into the jungle. It was calming, soothing. The shadows grew longer as the sun sank lower in the sky before you until it was almost slipping below the sea.
Eventually your stomach refused to suffer your willful denial any longer and emitted a voracious growl that had both of you laughing softly.
“I’m going to go grab some dinner.” You admitted defeat, shifting to stand carefully.
“I’m going to stay here a while longer…but I’m sure I’ll see you around?” He finished his statement of surety with a question, forcing a ghost of a smile the flit across your lips.
“You will. Have a lovely evening.” You nodded and he smiled and nodded in return before you made your way back.
Dinner was delicious, just as he said it would be, and the bed wasn’t bad either. You felt a little more rested the next day, and maybe just a little less frayed at the edges. It was reassuring, in some odd kind of way, that even those who were happy in their careers still experienced strife. That you were not the only one on this tropical island feeling less than your best.
Maybe it's much too early in the game
Ah, but I thought I'd ask you just the same
What are you doing New Year's, New Year's eve?
After breakfast, you settled by the pool this time, wanting a little more shade than the beach seemed to afford. It was a woeful misjudgement as the high-pitched excitement of children gave way to lower pitched excitement of a pack of frat boys on winter break. It was an environment utterly inconducive to reading your book, but that stubborn streak of yours reared its ugly head, and you sat there forcefully reading that book. That is, until an over-sized man child did a cannonball into the pool nearby and sprayed you and the woman beside you with the water displaced by his body.
“god damnit” You hissed bitterly and frantically blotted at the water quickly seeping into the pages of your book, making them warp before your very eyes.
You felt a pressure on the back of your lounger and snapped you head back, expression immediately softening to see Austin standing there gripping the cushion with one hand, carrying a tray of coffee and smoothies in the other. He was so utterly gorgeous in his Anaheim ducks muscle shirt, shorts, and baseball cap that you once again felt incredibly moronic at not immediately recognizing him yesterday.
“Morning. If you are looking for a quiet poolside to read at, my villa has one that is completely empty.” He offered quietly and you raised your eyebrows.
“Are you….are you sure? I wouldn’t want to intrude?” You swallowed.
“I think you’ve more than proved that you are not intrusive yesterday. In fact, you proved that I made quite a mistake coming here alone…” He trailed off quietly, eyes clouding over a little and you nodded quickly, collecting your things and following him.
He wove his way through the courtyard and down a quieter path towards the waterfront. Close behind, your eyes widened as you came to a row a villas, decently spaced with foliage-covered privacy walls separating them. Austin pulled out his key card and swiped at the lock, holding the door open for you.
“Straight back through the kitchen.” He smiled warmly and you slid past him, the distinctly fresh scent of his cologne tickling your nose. Your eyes adjusted to the change in light from brilliant sunshine to sheltered indoors and you took a moment to cast your eyes around the thoughtfully designed room. It was bright, luxurious, and just the right mixture of welcoming and immaculate. Well, except where his suitcase sat in the corner with clothing spilling from it, and the scatter of books and the guitar laying on the crisp bedspread. Refraining from comment, you continued through the space, passing the spa-like bathroom before reaching the kitchen at the back of the space. Opening the massive sliding door, you gasped at the infinity edge plunge pool looking out over the ocean. Silent, as promised.
“Thank you again, this is…so lovely of you…” You hesitated as you looked over the two lounge chairs, uncertain which he would prefer.
Answering your unspoken question, he set the tray of drinks down on one, and thus you settled onto the other.
“Not at all.” He waved off your gratitude easily, stepping back inside to grab one of the books you’d seen on the bed.
You settled back onto the chaise, eyeing the landscaping that somehow obscured the view from the beach but allowed a gorgeous vista from where you sat. You looked up to see a covering over the small patio and sighed happily as you had secured your peace and your shade. Austin settled onto the chaise beside you and opened up his book. You smiled warmly before doing the same, settling into the story finally…until you came across a line that had your mind spinning and circling back to your newfound unemployment.
Staring out over the water, thinking of everything and nothing at all, you jumped as Austin spoke beside you.
“You seem pensive…” He said gently and you looked to him sheepishly.
“It’s…it’s funny. It was ‘just a job’ but, well, I’m getting that feeling like.” You felt as though you were groping for words in a dark room. “Like how can the rest of the world keep going on when mine has ended? Like when someone dies.” You scrunched your nose at yourself. “How overly dramatic is that…” You muttered with a sigh.
“What you feel doesn’t have to be rational” He replied gently. “If you feel it, it’s valid and real…”
You looked over to him softly and swallowed at the tightness in your throat.
“Thank you.” You nodded.
“What was your position like?” He coaxed you into speaking more about yourself than you were honestly accustomed to.
Maybe it was easier to speak so freely about it all because you barely knew him. Or perhaps it was because of the intense focus he bestowed upon you; the most attentive listener you had ever had the pleasure of speaking to. Whatever the reason, you took his simple question and launched into an in-depth introspection on your career and time with your former organization. It was revelatory, and more than once had tears springing to your eyes, but it was also cathartic. A eulogy of sorts, for what had been and what might have been but now would never come to be.
A distant rumble of thunder pulled your focus back outward and you looked out over the ocean to see clouds building.
“I’m…I just talked the best part of the day away, I’m sorry…”
Austin shook his head with a comforting smile.
“The storms come midday; the sun comes out again in the afternoon. But. You must be hungry, should we have some lunch delivered?”
You nodded dumbly, watching as he stood smoothly from the chaise to tower above you.
“I think I have the menus in here somewhere…” His voice floated behind him as he stepped back into the kitchen to dig out a set of menus for the restaurants that offered delivery to the villas.
Following after him, you made some food choices and he submitted the order using the provided tablet. You looked up at a much closer rumble of thunder and dashed out to collect your books and towels before the skies opened up in a downpour of huge, heavy raindrops. Leaning on the doorjamb, you listened to the soothing sound, inhaling the fresh scent.
“Twenty minutes” He spoke softly, coming to stand beside you.
“Amazing. Thank you very much…”
His only reply was a gently squeeze of your shoulder before he unburdened you of his belongings. A resort employee dashed through the rain to deliver the food right on time and you sat together at the kitchen island to eat with the background noise of the storm outside. As the rain tapered off, Austin suggested a walk and you happily agreed, exploring the beach in the opposite direction from yesterday before parting ways for the evening.
It became a habit for him to fetch you from the poolside in the morning, spending hours talking and reading and walking. By Wednesday, he was no longer holding back – giving you a full and honest picture of the stresses and strains of his exploding career. How difficult it was to just breathe, to live his life…some days, to just leave the house. The storm came every day as he predicted, before clearing to a once again beautiful afternoon. Sometimes you would swim in his private pool, or wade in the ocean. On more than one occasion, you caught him sleeping on his chaise, book lain on his chest; his sharp, handsome features eased to a boyish softness.
It was one such moment on Friday evening, the sky above you darkening into rich sunset hues, that you tried to sneak out to let him rest. You had not been able to help noticing how tired he seemed when you met him four days prior. Now, all his dozing was leaving him refreshed and glowing. Not to mention he was tanning deliciously from the beach walks and ocean swims. Today you had both felt rather low energy and had opted to watch a movie that afternoon before heading back out to read poolside.
It would be untruthful of you to claim you did not harbour a fragile blossom of attraction for him. It would be impossible not to fall for this man at least on some level. And his proximity on the small sofa while watching the movie had created a shimmering electricity across your skin. It was not something you were looking for or expecting at all, but it was not entirely unwelcome.
Wonder whose arms will hold you good and tight
When it's exactly twelve o'clock that night
Welcoming in the New Year, New Year's Eve?
Gathering your things, you slid your feet into your sandals and shuffled over to the door, frowning as, in your haste, you had not left yourself with a free hand to turn the doorknob. Juggling awkwardly, you swore under your breath as you felt your metal water bottle slip from your grasp and stood very still as if that would somehow dampen the sharp clang as it struck the tile floor.
Turning to try and scoop it up and stop the metallic ringing as the bottle continued to vibrate, you winced as you saw a very drowsy Austin stumbling toward you.
“I’m so sorry, I’m such a klutz. I was trying to let you sleep…” You apologized as you straightened with the bottle secure in your hand once more.
He inhaled deeply, shaking his head as he scrubbed the last vestiges of sleep from his features with his hand.
“No, no it’s fine…I.” You watched as he licked his lips and rocked a little on his bare feet. “Would you…like to stay for dinner?” He managed to ask.
And suddenly everything felt different. With that one question, your alliance forged to enjoy a quiet vacation was transformed into something more. Your palms were quickly damp, the newly secured grip on your water bottle once again tenuous. Your heart skittered against your ribs, completely forgetting its normal rhythm.
“S…sure.” You smiled, hoping it wasn’t too bright and your voice was not as high pitched as it sounded to your own ears.
You noticed his shoulders relax as he smiled radiantly, heading back to the kitchen to grab the menus. You followed quickly, setting down your belongings before you dropped anything else, and nearly smacked yourself when you realized you were fussing with your hair. He set the dinner menus out in front of you on the counter and you leaned in to look them over with him, shivering as the skin of his shoulder brushed against yours and sent a wave of goosebumps down your arms. Silently, you pointed to your choice, not trusting your voice. While he input the order, you carefully folded your towel and properly stacked your things.
“I’m just going to change out of my swim trunks, did you want to eat outside at the table on the patio?”
You nodded quickly with a smile and went out to make sure it was clean, turning on the outdoor lights. Even the lighting scheme was thoughtfully designed, the pool glowing with light from below the waterline. You stepped back into the living room and located the pillar candles you had been fairly certain you spotted earlier, and set them in the middle of the table, lighting them with some of the complimentary matches.
Austin re-emerged in a pair of shorts and short-sleeved, collared shirt, making you feel remarkably underdressed in your sundress layered over a swimsuit. He didn’t seem to mind though, smiling brightly at the set-up. Digging in the fridge, he found some beverages and once the food arrived, the pair of you sat down to a thoroughly enjoyable meal.
“I don’t think I’ve once been disappointed by the food here…” You leaned back, shaking your head in awe.
“It has been a real treat to confidently pick from the menu and receive something that exceeds expectations.” He nodded in agreement, wiping those plush pink lips clean with his napkin.
Realizing you were staring at his mouth, you quickly gathered up the dishes, carrying them back to the trays waiting in the kitchen. As you turned to rejoin him outside, you jumped with a gasp to see him standing right there. His hands quickly steadied you, wrapping his fingers around your biceps.
“Sorry…just wanted to help or…something…” He murmured distractedly, his eyes notably lingering on your mouth this time.
You could feel the thumb of his right hand sliding up and down the inside of your arm, making your breath shaky. Looking up at him through your lashes, you gulped painfully to see the heated ocean blue of his gaze boring down into your eyes. You swayed closer, watching as he leaned in before pulling back a little, biting his lip as he fumbled with something in his breast pocket.
“I just…need you to sign this…” You heard the rustle of paper before he held out a folded sheet to you.
Hesitantly, you reach out to take the offer paper, laying it flat on the counter before reading it over. The effect of the words before you was remarkably similar to someone injecting ice water directly into your veins, instantly quashing any flicker of desire that had been building within you seconds before.
“Austin…you want me to sign an NDA? Just for the privilege of kissing you?! I wouldn’t sign one of these to get thousands of dollars in severance, and you’d think I’d sign one now?!?!” Maybe if your heart wasn’t so bruised you would have been more understanding, but that was not the state you were in. “Clearly you don’t trust me, and I have no interest in building a relationship without trust. You’re just a fuck boy with fancy legal papers.” Not daring to look at his face, you grabbed your pile of possessions and stormed out of the villa, leaving the offensive paper on the counter behind you.
Maybe I'm crazy to suppose
I'd ever be the one you chose
Out of the thousand invitations you received
You had not realized where you were headed until you were halfway there. Clearly rest, relaxation, and whatever your relationship with Austin had been had not helped you process the devastation of your job loss. It had been time to try copious amounts of alcohol.
Three shots and one-and-a-half glasses of prosecco later and all you were was drunk in addition to angry and sad. You settled into the sunken lounge next to the swim-up bar and sipped at the remainder of your second glass of prosecco. It was quiet out here, the majority of the resort guests either inside at the indoor bar or in their rooms. Sighing deeply, you looked out over the perfectly smooth pool surface right beside you at shoulder height.
You supposed you would have to strike alcohol off the list as well, but there was no sense in wasting good prosecco. You could feel the effervescent glow of intoxication spread from your stomach and out to towards the tips of your fingers and toes. Slumping back against the plush seat, you sighed heavily, looking up at the stars that were doing their best to shine despite the light pollution of the resort. As your thought pattern devolved into some rather muddled philosophy about that phenomenon, you failed to notice the hoots and hollers of the approaching frat boys.
In fact, you weren’t aware of their presence in your sanctuary until a cold wave of pool water was driven over the infinity edge behind you and cascaded rudely down your back. Gasping sharply, you bolted upright and glared back at the oblivious, and clearly intoxicated, pack. Paradise lost, you gathered your things and set the empty glass on the bar before making your way up the stairs. Slowly. Your legs were full of interfering static, and you were not very confident your neural messages were getting through. After a somewhat shaky climb, you found yourself on the pool deck, and in the firing line of a series of rather offensive catcalls.
Tugging at the back of your sundress, trying to ease its revealing cling on your backside since its saturation with pool water, you did not even recognize how unbalanced you were. Frustrated and annoyed by the jeers, you were focused on the problem of your dress and not putting one foot in front of the other. Suddenly the world was tilting sideways at a dramatic angle and gravity had you in her cruel clutches, hauling you down into the pool with a bit of a shriek.
Utterly disoriented, you flailed for a few moments before your feet settled on the bottom and you surfaced sputtering not unlike a rabid cat. Thankfully you had fallen into water that only reached your chest. You clutched your belongings tighter to your body and started plodding your way towards the stairs. The sharks were already circling.
“Hey pretty girl, knew you wanted to get to know me better.” One particularly bold, and dramatically muscled, man-child blocked your path with open arms.
You eyed him coldly and shifted to continue on your way. He shifted in turn, continuing to be an obstacle.
“Please get out of my way.” You ground out. “I am not interested.”
“Oh come on now baby, you know you don’t mean that. Let me show you what a real man can do. I promise I’ll be better than that twig you’ve been hanging out with.”
He closed the distance between you, and you tensed in a perfect imitation of prey as a predator was closing in. There was a difference between you and a helpless herbivore, however. You knew basic self defense. Once he was close enough, your arm shot forward, slamming the heel of your palm up into his nose. The bloom of red blood pouring from his hands clasped in front of his face, combined with his howl, was soothing to your soul. Perhaps violence had been the answer all along.
“You goddamn, mother-fucking bitch!” He wailed and surged forward.
You quickly began to pedal backwards, fear prickling at your heart as the water slowed your progress. You heard a splash off to your right but did not dare break focus on the imminent danger to your safety.
Yet who would have thought the man to have had so much blood in him, you silently marveled, as scarlet painted its way down his chest. Your eyebrows arched in wonder at your brain’s decision to supply you with a line from The Scottish Play. You shook your head to clear it like an etch-a-sketch, trying to focus on the threat, until suddenly a collared-shirt-covered back obscured your view. Wait…you recognized that shirt…
“I am quite confident she asked you to leave her alone.” The man shielding you spoke.
You recognized that voice, too.
“Out of my way, Hollywood, someone needs to teach that whore a lesson.” The still-bleeding man roared, and you watched Austin’s fists clench at his sides just beneath the waterline.
Oh! It was Austin. You felt a sudden rush of anger again and, aided by the alcohol-induced lack of inhibition, opened your mouth to voice your frustration at the male sex.
“EVERYONE WITH A PENIS CAN JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF!”
A stunned sort of silence fell over the occupants of the pool. Your exclamation even halted bleeding bro’s companions’ progress through the pool. After a few heart beats, the men started closing in again.
“You gonna take that from her you shitty little pretty boy?” Bleeding bro snarled; voice notably altered by the injury to his nose.
“I’ll take anything from her. And nothing from you, you drunken lowlife. Now go…fuck right off…” Austin growled, muscles on his arms looking markedly more pronounced than you had ever seen them.
Your eyes widened as a bloody fist swung at Austin’s head. He easily dodged, before blocking the man’s other swing with his forearm.
“I’m not interested in fighting a drunk idiot, just back off.” He spoke more forcefully dodging and blocking as the man’s back up was nearly there, yielding space in the name of remaining defensive.
As Austin backed up, so did you, until you felt something at the small of your back and shrieked before you realized…it was the edge of the pool. Austin glanced back at you quickly and paid for it with a blow to the jaw that had his head snap further towards you painfully. Growling, he turned and went on the offensive, slamming his fist into the cheek of his opponent with a sickening thwack. His opponent wobbled in the water, blood loss and the hit compiling against him. Austin wound up for another strike, and you rushed forward, throwing an arm around his chest from behind.
“Don’t! Don’t, he’s a piece of shit, don’t let him fuck up your life.” You pulled on his torso, trying to separate them.
Thankfully the man’s back-up was feeling the same as you and collected their woozy friend, forcibly pulling him to the stairs at the other end of the pool.
The two of you stood there in silence, chests heaving, before Austin lowered in the water and reached behind to lift you up onto his back. You gasped and clung to his shoulder, cradling your stuff between your bodies as you wrapped your legs around his waist and let him carry you out of the pool.
“Room?”
“4…417…” You murmured, a bit stunned and shivering now. You pressed your face against his shoulder as he carried you, the alcohol turning decidedly sour in your stomach.
He set you down at the door to you room and you blinked up at him blearily.
“Ah fuck my card...in my phone…the key…where’s my phone...” You struggled to express the situation, but the English language seemed to have dumped you as well.
You watched in stunned silence as he reached into his shirt pocket and produced your dry, intact phone.
“I was going to take it to the front desk when I saw you fall in…” He muttered softly and retrieved the key card from the slot on the back of your phone, holding the door open for you to lurch and stumble your way inside like a newborn giraffe.
You did not notice the deep frown on his face as he followed you inside, gently extricating the items from your arms as you stood, wobbling and dripping, in the entry way.
“How much did you ha –” His question was cut off by your palm pressing to his chest as you pushed away from him, stumbling into the washroom as your body decided to rid itself of the burden of the alcohol still sloshing in your gut.
You managed to get the toilet seat up before you crashed to your knees and evacuated pure fire through your mouth and nose. It was horrid and you could feel it soaking into your hair, but you were held in place by the waves of stomach spasms.
You became somewhat aware of your hair being pulled back from the firing line; of a broad, warm palm rubbing soothing circles on your back until your stomach was completely and entirely empty. You sat up and turned to rest your back against the edge of the tub, watching through tear-flooded eyes as Austin flushed your sick and washed his hands before gently cleaning up your face with a cool washcloth. He offered you a glass with an inch of water in it.
“Small sips.” He advised as he dabbed as your damp eyes with a tissue and you obeyed wordlessly, shivering on the tile floor in your airconditioned room.
“Let’s get you cleaned up.” He murmured after you managed to keep the water down and leaned over you to get some warm water running. He cast about until he found your hair products and guided you to rest the back of your neck on the edge of the tub so he could wash your hair.
You stared up at him with somewhat glassy eyes as he treated you so gently and so kindly after all the cruel things you had said to him. There seemed to be a smudge on his jawline and you blinked rapidly to clear your once-again damp eyes, gasping sharply as the angry red mark came into focus. He froze above you, looking down into your eyes.
“Did I hurt you? I’m so sorry…” He murmured and you shook your head, staying still for him to finish rinsing before he wrapped your head in a towel. You quickly hurried to the minifridge and grabbed a handful of ice from the freezer, looking around comically before your eyes fell on the plastic bags wrapped around the drinking glasses to keep them sanitary. You freed one and dumped the rapidly melting ice into it before hurrying over to a bewildered Austin, watching you from the bathroom doorway.
You reached up and pressed the ice to the side of his jaw a little more firmly that you intended, making him hiss.
“S…sorry…” You murmured sheepishly and felt your bottom lip start to tremble uncontrollably, your only warning before the tears started flowing. “Oh god I was such a bitch and then you got hurt because of me and, holy shit here you are being all sweet and fuck me I am so drunk.” You rambled with markedly less than clean enunciation.
“Breathe, breathe…” He rubbed your shoulder gently with his free hand, the other cradling your ersatz ice pack against his face. “Deep breaths…” He repeated until he was satisfied that you were in fact taking in a healthy amount of oxygen. “Let’s get you out of these wet clothes, ok?” He squeezed your shoulder before heading over to your bed to find the folded set of pajamas. He carried them into the bathroom before guiding you in there. “You got this?”
You nodded pathetically, sniffling as you shuffled into the room and closed the door, striping off the wet articles before toweling off half-heartedly and pulling on the pjs. You blew your nose loudly before stepping back out and making a beeline for the bed. Bed was the only place you wanted to be. You crawled under the covers and nestled in on your side. You were vaguely aware of Austin fussing with the bedding around you, but you were quickly unconscious.
Ah, but in case I stand one little chance
Here comes the jackpot question in advance
What are you doing New Year's, New Year's Eve?
Consciousness returned rudely the next morning, presenting you with a throbbing headache and a mouth full of cotton. You cracked open a reluctant eye and winced at the daylight, quickly closing it again. After a brief regroup, you tried again, successfully keeping it open long enough to see Austin sleeping on a makeshift bed of towels and couch pillows on the ground beside the bed. He had changed into one of the complimentary robes and you realized he had been just as wet as you last night. You tried to roll onto your back and looked over your shoulder in bewilderment at the resistance, only to find a stack of pillows and clothes preventing your movement. Keeping you safe in case you had anything left inside you worth throwing up.
What had you done to deserve such a saviour? Well… you’d called him a fuck boy and told him to fuck right off for having a penis. You smothered a mournful moan with the back of your hand and carefully extricated yourself from the cradle of bedding before padding over to the Keurig machine to make coffee…a peace offering…the start of an apology for the mess you’d made yesterday.
You put the bed back into order, setting a mug on the bedside table above him before leaning down to cup his good cheek gently.
“Austin?” You said softly, biting your lower lip as his hand rose to cup yours against his face, those stunning lashes fluttering before his eyes opened the look up at you sleepily. “morning…” You whispered. “Come up here, there’s coffee…”
You swallowed tightly at the sleepy smile he cast up at you and slid back to make room for him to sit beside you. You cradled your own steaming mug, sipping at it slowly as he settled back against the pillows and looked to you slowly.
“I’m sorry” You blurted out before he could say a single word. “For the way I spoke to you, the shit I started, that you got hurt…” You trailed off, angling your head to eye his dark bruise and frowned. “For making you touch my vomit hair and deal with that and then you slept on the floor? I’m sorry.”
He shook his head, trying multiple times to interrupt but eventually gave up and waited for you to finish.
“I am sorry as well, for springing that…fancy legal paper on you…I really could have handled that better.”
“But I get it.” You said quickly. “It makes perfect sense and I’m sorry…”
He shook his head again.
“It still was not fair to you. I’m sorry.”
Your lips twitched a little and your pressed them together as you watched him take a sip of his coffee before he snorted a little and you laughed softly before wincing at your head.
“Did you take painkillers?” he asked and you nodded.
“They should kick in shortly…”
Silence fell as you sat there together, drinking your beverages. You eyed his swollen, marred knuckles and almost apologized again before sighing deeply and changing the unspoken subject.
“God I can’t believe I’m going home in two days…what am I even going to do with the rest of my life…”
Austin swallowed his latest mouthful and looked to you.
“Let’s start small then. What are you doing New Year’s Eve?” He asked with a sleepy hint of mirth.
“What, like tonight?” You blinked slowly.
“Yeah. Tonight. Might I tempt you with some non-alcoholic bubbly and an excellent view of the fireworks?”
You stared at him in stunned silence, your desiccated brain finding it quite difficult to process the fact that he ever wanted to see you again.
“Or…not… “ He awkwardly sipped at his coffee and you shook your head violently.
“Love to, sounds wonderful. I’ll just need about eight hours more sleep.” You nodded and he looked at the bedside clock.
“So I’ll see you at five?” He grinned cheekily.
“Make it seven, I need to fix this.” You pulled on the towel to reveal your epic bedhead, earning a chuckle.
“Sounds perfect. See you at seven then.” He swallowed the last of his coffee before squeezing your knee and sliding from the bed. “Drink lots of water.” He reminded you in a motherly way before heading out.
You sat there for a good ten minutes, immobilized by the thought that he wanted to spend a rather important evening with you. Especially after your messy behaviour over the past twelve hours. The sound of a happily giggling child running down the hall jarred you out of your mental trap and you shifted to your feet, hanging the do-not-disturb card on the door handle. Using the pants hanger from the closet, you pinched the curtains shut and put on some white noise on your phone. Setting the alarm for five, you slid back into the bed and easily fell back asleep.
The next time you woke you were much more rested. Not fully yourself, but no longer a mere husk. You went through the shower and took some time to get ready. There was just one clean sundress left in your wardrobe, so your choice of clothing was made for you. You arrived at the villa, right on time, and had barely knocked before Austin opened the door with a warm smile.
“Hey.” Your smile echoed his automatically, as your eyes drank in his white linen shirt with the sleeves rolled up and accompanying pair of dark slacks.
“Hey, c’mon in.” He stepped aside and you slid past him, smiling as the space was lit with candles and you were pretty sure Elvis was playing over the speakers. “I made a bold move and ordered dinner, let me know if you hate what I picked?”
You stepped out onto the patio and looked it all over.
“It looks amazing, Austin. Thank you.” You nodded softly and the two of you sat down to enjoy it.
The playlist did indeed include Elvis, but there was also some Sinatra, Nat King Cole, Ella Fitzgerald, Johnny Cash, Patsy Cline and more greats included as well. Conversation between the two of you flowed easily despite all that had transpired. Once dessert was finished though, a serious expression seemed to arrive on his features.
“I know I’ve shared with you…how difficult it’s been these past few months. I’m…well at heart I’m just an average person, but I’ve chosen a very public career and it comes with costs. And I do anything I can to protect my privacy, because I don’t particularly enjoy people discussing my coffee run or if my relationship with so-and-so is real or PR. That’s why I have the NDA. My publicist got it for me, and I’ve used it in the past with very different women. You…you are nothing like them. So, I need to apologize fully and try to explain and…” He trailed off as you reached out to squeeze his hand carefully.
“Truly, it was…a shock but it was not the worst thing that’s happened to me. I, I am just so very reactionary right now. And I…exploded from a very selfish, knee-jerk place. So, I need you to know that I’m extremely sorry for what I said to you last night.” You looked to his eyes earnestly, the corners of your mouth lifting as he laced his fingers through yours warmly.
You watched as he lifted your entwined hands to press his lips to the back of yours gently.
“Thank you. I will stop now before I apologize again.” He smirked a little. “I found a box of dominoes, do you know how to play?” He started to collect the dishes and you immediately helped.
“I play like once a year so a refresher or the rule book will be necessary.” You laughed and worked with him to set up the table for Mexican train dominoes.
“The kit seems to have lost the markers…do you have anything to use?” He asked, pulling a ring off his finger, trying to smother a wince that you definitely noticed.
“Uh…” You looked around and spotted some white quartz in a planter beside you. “I am ready.” You grinned.
The next few hours passed during the course of several highly competitive rounds of dominoes. He beat you soundly, winning five of the seven games, before you admitted defeat. After the game was packed up, you were on your way to put it back on the shelf when Ella Fitzgerald’s rendition of What Are You Doing New Year’s Eve? started playing. You looked to him with an astonished grin and he glanced at his watch, nodding.
“Right on time…dance with me?” He offered his hand, and you took it gently, glancing at the clock on the microwave to see it was four minutes to midnight.
“Did you….time this playlist?!” You breathed in awe as he pulled you close, swaying with you on the patio.
“You bet I did.” He grinned down at you proudly and you swallowed visibly at that renewed proximity to him. “May I kiss you?” He barely whispered and you inhaled sharply.
“But I didn’t sign – ” You stuttered.
“Fuck publicists and their fancy legal papers.” He breathed, his lips just inches from yours. Struck speechless, you nodded wordlessly.
As his silky, soft lips settled against yours you sighed contentedly through your nose. His arms pulled you tighter as the distance sound of cheering echoed across the water. The first thunder of fireworks startled you apart, and you took a moment to appreciate the fireworks reflecting across the water before turning back to resume your tender kisses.
The strains of Auld Lang Syne, punctuated by the boom of fireworks across the ocean, sounded around you. And for the first time, the end of your old life felt like it might be the beginning of a new one.
Ah, but in case I stand one little chance
Here comes the jackpot question in advance
What are you doing New Year's, New Year's Eve?
Oh, what are you doing New Year's Eve?
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