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#but again i repeat my earlier statement
gregmarriage · 3 months
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i may know it’s healthy to interact with people and be social, but that doesn’t mean i find it easy in any way
#like i don’t actually mean to isolate myself i just get lost in doing my own thing#which isn’t bad in itself#but then i find myself feeling sad and idk why#bruh you haven’t spoken to your friends in quite a while#if i was a sim my social bar would be red#but i still don’t wanna talk to people sometimes#like i have to physically force myself just to say ‘hey!#everyone pray for gwen’s social life bc it sucks and isn’t really getting any better even tho i’m trying my hardest#i do wanna push myself more and talk to ppl i’ve always wanted to talk to#but my stupid brain won’t let me#i’m trying to push past it though#it would be nice to make new friends that i then neglect bc i’m bad at friendship#idk maybe that isn’t fair#but i still wouldn’t say i’m great at it#idk i just feel dumb for begging people to talk to me#or even just sending messages to new people#or even my friends who i know won’t judge me but still#idk i’m still sensitive after my episode and i just feel embarrassing and annoying and like i’m bugging people#and i believe them when they say i’m not but it doesn’t stop completely me from feeling that way#literally ‘hey’ feels like i just pissed on the floor in front of them#like god! way to be annoying gwen!!#yes i know it’s my brain talking but literally i use up so much energy trying not to feel it#and so much letting myself feel it#and i only have so much energy as it is#not that it matters#bc most ppl don’t care as long as i check in sometimes#but again i repeat my earlier statement#don’t wanna check in i feel cringe#need friends and communication but cannot maintain them#like the 100th post i’ve made but it’s what my thoughts are currently
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shares-a-vest · 9 months
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"Are you sure you don't want to just come over to my place?"
Steve bites his lip, contemplating the proposal Robin has offered him several times this week, ever since he'd told her he was having lunch with his parents.
It was Father's Day after all.
His parents would be home for at least a fortnight this time, on a quick stop-over in Hawkins before leaving again, this time for a vacation somewhere. They needed "a break" his mother had said with a laboured sigh, all whistful and longing as if she wasn't making such a statement amidst a lengthy monologue about all the friends they had just caught up with in Indianapolis.
Steve guesses they were technically a business trip. Though his recollections of such trips he'd gone as a kid (back when his parents absolutely had to bring him along) did involve the odd visit to Head Office in between social gatherings that only ever felt vaguely related to his father's business.
He turns away from the wall-mounted phone in the kitchen to look out at the patio. His father is sitting on a lounge chair, drinking a coffee and, low and behold, reading his new copy of The Bourne Supremacy Steve had handed him at breakfast.
His father was impossible to buy for - so a book was always a safe enough choice, one that would at least give him a "thank you" in return with no further commentary or snark.
"Uh..." he hums into the phone as his father turns a page, "Y'know what? Maybe later."
He gasps as his mother opens the back sliding door to the kitchen, the skirt of her yellow patterned kaftan flowing along with her. He turns back to the wall, crowding the phone base.
"Steve?" his mother asks, chuckling, "You're still on the phone!"
It isn't exactly chastising, more amused like Robin's mother gets about the pair of them talking on the phone for a solid hour at a time.
He looks over his shoulder and rolls his eyes as his best friend groans at the comment.
"Are you sure?" Robin asks, tone abruptly turning serious, "You know my dad loves you, Steve."
"I'll come by later," he insists, "Promise."
"...Okay..." she sighs before hanging up.
As he mounts the speaker, Steve is greeted with a knowing look from his mother. She is holding a glass of iced tea, fresh ice cubes tinkling away in the tall glass.
"Mom, don't," he whines, hoping to get outside and drive straight into the pool and away from any further conversation.
She holds her free hand up in surrender, tilting her head, "Okay, darling."
"I'm going for a dip," he grumbles before heading out to the pool area.
"Your mother and I are headed over to the Martens soon," his father announces as Steve passes by his reclining form.
His stomach drops and he freezes mid-stride to the outdoor chair he'd designated for his towel.
"What?" he blurts out, practically shouting as he whips around.
His father sets his book in his lap and looks up, shielding his eyes from the sun with his left hand. The sunlight reflects off his shiny watch and directly into Steve's eyes.
He grimaces, quickly mirroring his father.
"But..." he begins, trying to even out his clipped tone, "You said... We... You said we were having lunch here?"
"Your mother didn't tell you?"
"But..." he repeats, his voice catching in his throat a little, "It's Father's Day."
His father stands, stretches and gathers up the beach towel he had propped under his knees.
"We wanted to see them before we headed out."
"You're here for two weeks!" Steve argues, waving his hand as if to capture the presumed time his father has to visit his oldest and most insufferable friend.
"Steve, John and Louise's son is that busy working, he doesn't have time to be sitting around on Father's Day. So, we figured we'd meet them for lunch."
"Um..." he gulps, now blinking away tears.
He closes his eyes for a moment, breathing in and out as slowly as his growing anger will allow. The sun feels like it is burning into his bare skin, now, no longer feeling like the calming warmth he had felt when he came out to access the pool earlier.
He opens his eyes to find his father turned towards the back door.
"I'm going to Robin's."
He doesn't wait for an answer as he pushes past his father and back into the kitchen. Thankfully, his mother is nowhere to be seen as he makes a beeline for the laundry room where he'd left his work clothes from yesterday with his car keys still in the pocket of his jeans.
He grabs his Member's Only jacket from the coat rack on the way out. Even though the thing is less than weather-appropriate for a Sunday in June, right now it will suffice...
"Steve!" Robin's dad beams after he opens the front door.
The man is wearing a comically bright shirt, a Hawaiian-style button-up with a primary-coloured geometric pattern and squiggly green swirls. Steve thinks his father would hate it.
"Hi, Mr Buckley," he says, offering a tight-lipped smile as he holds out a store-bought key lime pie.
"Steve, please call me Richard," the man insists, unaware that sharing a name with his own father makes Steve want to fucking scream.
Richard takes a pie with a formal nod, his smile dropping a little as Steve shuffles about on the spot. The man looks him up and down.
Shit.
He'd forgotten about the jacket just as quickly as he had shrugged it on before speeding off in his car. But Richard waves him in with an insistent hand, thankfully not prying any further. It is probably quite obvious he isn't wearing a shirt underneath. The thought makes him itch as he becomes all too aware of the slippery fabric, its lining making the back of his neck prickle with sweat.
"Robin is in her room," Richard whispers as Steve steps inside and remembers his flip-flops too as they scuff on the threshold.
"The pie is from Melvad's, sorry," is all he thinks to say.
Richard gives him a pat on the back, just as Robin begins descending the staircase, wearing a shirt just as loud as her father's, only purple and maroon.
She smiles, though her eyes suggest she is clearly worried.
"Steve's here, darling!" Richard announces, intentionally boisterous for their close proximity.
"Oh, thank god," Robin dry-sobs, making grabby hands for the pie.
But Richard snatches it up, playing a one-sided game of keep-away that Robin doesn't even attempt to buy into. He lowers his hand with a swooping flourish, looking a little disappointed.
"Anything's better than the in-laws' dry fruit pudding," he laughs as they both examine the dessert.
"Come on," Robin says, grabbing Steve's hand and yanking him towards the stairs, "This Father's Day's theme is Richard Buckley-Approved Shirts, I've already got one ready for you. It's yellow. You'll love it."
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mockerycrow · 6 months
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Congratulations on 4k!! You truly are amazing and I absolutely adore your writing!! May I request the prompt "I wish you wouldn't look at me like that." With gn reader and Keegan where reader doesn’t believe they are worthy of Keegan’s love because they always end up losing the people they love (sorry if that’s phrased wrong/doesn’t make sense, English isn’t my first language. You don’t have to write it ofc!!)? Thank you!
NEVER (KEEGAN RUSS x GN!READER) — 4K CELEBRATION
“I wish you wouldn’t look at me like that.”
Keegan’s blue eyes have been trained on you, his eyeblack smeared across his face, his mask stuffed into a side pocket of his vest. His eyebrows furrow at your statement, your voice croaking and quiet, your eyes darting away. “Say again?” Keegan murmurs, his voice tight and uncomfortable. You fidget a bit before you let out a shaky sigh, accompanied with a shrug. “I just.. you look at me like.. you look at me like you love me.”
Keegan turns his body so he’s facing towards you more, his eyes frantically scanning your face. “It’s because I do, sweetheart. I do love you.” He watches the way absolute anguish spreads across your features, tears filling your eyes. Keegan feels his heart tightens as you shake your head, your hand coming up to your face to shakily wipe your eyes. “You shouldn’t, Keegs. You just.. you shouldn’t.”
Keegan wracks his brain, trying to find a reason of why you’re as upset as you are. Did he say something wrong earlier? What is making you feel unlovable? Keegan can’t find a reason of why you would think that, because every time his eyes land on you, he just loves you more than the last time he saw you. Keegan wishes he could just keep you cooped up and safe from the world, and seemingly from your own mind; and then it clicks.
Keegan reaches forward and cups your cheek, bringing your face to look at him. You look at him with such sadness and fear, one of your hands coming up to gently grasp his wrist. “You’re not gonna lose me.” Keegan says firmly, leaving no room for you to argue. His thumb brushes against your cheek for a moment, his eyes searching yours. “Repeat it.” You take a moment, a tear rolling down your cheek near his thumb which he subsequently wipes away. “I’m not going to lose you.. I’m not going to lose you.”
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zoeykallus · 7 months
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😍 The BB husband HC is so cute! I'd love to read a similar set but maybe like a little old lady vendor, who just assumes they're a couple, hints that it won't be long before they're hearing the pitter patter of little feet? They're so sweet and funny about just the idea of being the readers husband, the idea that they could be making babies with her might make them explode 😂
Thanks for all the brilliant HCs 💚
Aloha!
Thanks, love to read that! It was fun writing them, too. Now I do like this idea, let me see what I can do with that 😊
The Bad Batch x Fem!Reader HCs - Husband And Daddy?
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Warnings: Mostly Fluffy/Partly Slightly Suggestive/Pre Relationship
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Initial Situation:
At a fruit and vegetable market on Batuu with tons of open-air stalls, you are approached by an elderly lady, a trader selling tea herbs.
"You two are such a beautiful couple, I bet it's only a matter of time before you hear the pitter-patter of tiny feet"
Hunter
Hunter is chewing on the piece of apple he has in his mouth. You bought some fruit from a stall earlier. He smiles a little stupidly, politely, but doesn't immediately understand what is being said. It takes him a moment to put the words into context.
The moment he realizes what the old lady has just said, his eyes widen, and he chokes on the apple, a piece getting stuck in his throat.
"Hunter?" you ask worriedly and pat him on the back.
He suddenly coughs up the piece of apple and onto the floor, clears his throat and gasps for air. He adjusts his hair and bandana just to keep his nervous fingers occupied.
The older lady giggles and says conspiratorially to you, "Maybe you'd better find someone with better survival skills, you want to pass on the best genes"
Hunter clears his throat and says downright indignantly, "If anyone has survival skills, it's me"
The older lady grins, her laugh lines clearly visible around her eyes as she says, "He certainly has good ears"
As you continue walking, you say with amusement, "That almost sounded like you were applying to be the father of my children"
Hunter blinks several times, laughs nervously and finally says, "Um, well, I just wanted to make it clear that I do have my qualities"
You grin and say, "I know," and give him a kiss on the cheek that makes his ears flush.
Echo
He stares at the elderly lady for quite a while without blinking, Echo doesn't dare to look at you.
The old lady says to him bemusedly, "You have to blink now and again, otherwise your eyes will dry out"
Echo blinks several times, clears his throat, then his gaze swings briefly in your direction. When he sees your smile, his cheeks and ears heat up. He scratches the back of his head nervously with the scomp link and looks at the teas on the old lady's stand.
The lady laughs softly, "So shy?"
Echo clears his throat and says quietly, "We're not even a couple yet"
"Not yet," the lady emphasizes with a broad grin.
Echo's gaze quickly flits over to you again, and he sees you biting your lower lip with a grin.
He grins too and says, "'Yet'"
When your eyes meet, you both grin like idiots in love.
The older lady laughs again, "You two are so clearly into each other"
Echo clears his throat, straightens up, straightens his shoulders and says with a grin, "Maybe so, but the little feet thing can wait a little longer"
Wrecker
"Huh?"
Wrecker was only half-listening, his eyes roaming over the colorful packets of tea and his nose sniffing the various scents. His huge figure is bent over the stand. He straightens up again and looks questioningly from one to the other.
The old lady repeats her statement and after a brief hesitation, Wrecker laughs almost shyly.
"The lady and I aren't even a couple yet," he finally says with a wry grin.
"You should change that," says the old woman with conviction, "you two are a wonderful match, at least at first glance"
Wrecker looks over at you and smirks, "Yes, I think we should"
Your cheeks and ears heat up, and you can't stop grinning.
"But one thing at a time," says Wrecker, amused, and reaches out his hand towards you. You place your hand in his, a little nervously, and he gently pulls you closer to him and the stand. Then he asks the elderly lady, "What about tea for lovebirds?"
The old lady grins and points to a row of her beautifully packaged tea herbs.
"I have a few things to offer"
Tech
He seems almost a little lost without the holopad in his hand. The pad is on his belt, he has devoted his attention entirely to you and this little excursion today, and you feel really flattered. It's so rare that he lets this thing out of his hand.
Tech looks at the older lady questioningly, her statement has completely passed him by, he can't put it into any logical context.
"Well," he says matter-of-factly, "First of all, we're not a couple. Secondly, I don't understand the reference to small feet. My companion's feet aren't that small either"
You burst out laughing, but disguise it as a cough because you don't want him to think you're making fun of him.
Tech comes closer and strokes your back worriedly.
"You're not going to get sick, are you?"
You shake your head.
"No, no, it's fine"
Tech is so different with you than with other people, you've noticed, he's gentler, more caring. You're sure he likes you a lot more than he perhaps even realizes himself.
"He doesn't seem the brightest," giggles the older lady.
Tech frowns, "I understood the implication, and I can assure you, good lady, you're unlikely to meet anyone smarter than me"
"And a little arrogant"
Tech raises his eyebrows in shock and looks from one to the other, panicking that he may have made the wrong impression on you too. But you give him a warm, infectious smile that makes him feel like he's melting.
"She was talking about children," you say softly.
"Children?… Oh, I see," Tech says and swallows.
He suddenly looks very nervous.
"To have children you have to be intimate first and we're not"
"Not yet," you say quietly.
His head jerks in your direction, surprised, startled, curious.
You slowly move away from the stand as you talk, and the old lady looks after you, shaking her head.
"You'd be interested in a more intimate relationship with me?" Tech asks matter-of-factly, though there is a small, nervous tremor in his voice.
When you smile at him again, a storm of emotions is released inside him, but he remains calm on the outside. Your small, quiet "yes" sends his pulse racing and conjures up a smile on his lips.
Crosshair
Crosshair just frowns, looks at the older lady, then at you and sees you shrug your shoulders. He doesn't really know how to react to the statement. For now, he remains calm.
His gaze wanders over the teas.
"This one," says the lady, holding it out to Crosshair, "You could buy it for your wife, it helps to prepare her for conception and has an aphrodisiac effect."
Crosshair smiles, his eyes wandering back and forth between you and the old lady again.
Finally, he says, "Children are not my thing. But the process that precedes the whole thing is"
You blink several times and listen intently as Crosshair talks to the old lady. You are so fascinated by the scene, his demeanor, that you just watch in silence.
The elderly lady giggles and shows him a few other teas and says conspiratorially, "These all have an aphrodisiac and libido-enhancing effect"
"Perfect," says Crosshair with a dirty little grin and has three different varieties wrapped up.
With the paper bag of teas under his left arm, he invitingly holds out his right arm to you. You hook onto him, almost hypnotized, and look up at him.
"How about it? You and me tonight, and a whole lot of tea?"
You blink and feel yourself getting hot. A wide smile creeps onto your face.
Crosshair smirks and says, "That looks like a 'yes'"
You nod and say, "This could be interesting"
Crosshair says smugly, "I promise you it will be"
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first-edition · 7 months
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Fox and the Hound
Sandor Clegane x reader
Chapter 7
Previous chapter here
Sum-Joffrey wants to send a message to your family after your brother embarrasses him, so he marries you off to his most unwanted man in his court, the hound. But will this marriage truly be a statement for an eyesore, or will it grow into something more. 
CW for this chapter- SMUT, MINORS DNI this chapter is basically all smut, unprotected sex, p in v, size kink, praise kink (if you squint), aftercare, fluff, confession of feelings, deep pen., 18+ action, words, and themes. Fingering (fem reciv.), over stimulation, literally breathing the bed.
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Kicking the door open to your shared chambers sandor carrying you to the bed placing you down. 
“I-im fine sandor really I'm alright.” you say 
“Was she trying to fucking kill you?” he huffs. 
“Shall i fetch the maester now milord?” joss asks. 
“No joss i'm alright.” you say he nods. 
“Away with you!” Sandor barks out at him. 
“Thank you joss you've been helpful.” you say and get up going over to your desk and grabbing a small pouch of coins handing it to him. 
“Th-thank you, milady but I cannot-” he begins. 
“Take it. Get a hot meal from the kitchen and rest earlier tell them I sent you.” you say. You bow before thanking you again and leaving closing the doors behind him. 
You turn back to Sandor who stands by the bed. 
“I'm alright. You have to stop looking at me like I've got a gash through my stomach.” you say and pull off what's left of the cut dress. It easily falls loose into a pile of fabric on the floor. You sigh in relief as you pull out your hair from its updo, happy to have it back down resting on your shoulders yet still keeping half of it up. 
“What's that? Another deadly gift for the queen?” he asks dreadfully, seeing the black and yellow dress still hanging on the outside of the wardrobe. 
“No. It's nothing…” you say shaking your head combing your fingers through your hair. He looks at you knowing it's nothing. You sigh and look down at the dress then turn to face him. 
“I was going to wear it tonight…I had put an order into the seamstress two days ago for the festival. I-it was supposed to be a surprise. Your house colors.” you say looking down. It's quiet as you look down at your feet. Also have taken off your shoes. 
“Put it on,” he says. You look up at him surprised he would respond. 
“Wh-what?” you ask. He nods and repeats his statement again. 
“Put it on. I'll help you.” he adds. You nod and walk to it, taking the dress off the hook and laying it on the bed. He walks to the other side where you stand. You pull off your underclothes now nude once again in front of your husband but he's more focused on wanting to see you in the dress than anything. 
You step into the dress, pulling up the sleeves. You feel his hands on your waist as he trails them to your back and ties up the back tightening it just enough to fit perfectly. You take a breath before turning around to face him. His eyes look down to you moving up and down your body at your perfect form in the dress. Never having been more turned on from a woman putting on clothes.
“Wait.” he says you frown looking up at him when his eyes meet your face. He reaches up his hand and moves behind your head pulling the last pin from your hair letting it all fall down your shoulders tucking a strand behind your ear. 
“there…I like your hair down better. You look beautiful.” he says. Pulling his hand away. 
“There's one more thing I wanted.” you say. 
“What?” he asks wanting nothing more than to please you in this moment. 
“You can so no…but. I wanted to dance with you. At least once but I'm afraid I've lost that chance.” you speak. 
“Mm.” he says, taking your hand leading you to the empty middle of the room as he pulls you into him, his hand resting on your lower back, your hand on his shoulder. 
You begin to sway despite the lack of music. The sounds of the crackling fire, and the light clinking of his metal armor such comforting sounds as you move through the space. Moving around as he dances with you, his eyes never taken off of yours, your heart skips a beat everytime his hand is placed back onto your waist. He pulls away for just a second to twirl you.
“Sandor.” you speak, you meet him back in the center. He holds you still looking down to you waiting for you to finish as you look into his brown eyes.
“I love you.” you say. It's quiet almost making you regret confessing but his lips against your treasures everything back into you. Your arms wrap around his neck. He pulls you up off the grown spinning around once. You know he wouldn't be able to say it back but just tell him to give you a lift. 
He places you back down on the ground and you take his hand reaching one hand to your back pulling the string out of the bow he he tied loosening the dress all while walking backwards twords the bed. 
He stops you before the dress loosens enough to fall from your body. Taking your hand in his he pulls it up the strap of his armor set. You give him a smile as you unclip them letting his armor down. You pull off the pieces, shoulders, chest, you take off his dagger and sword belt. He removes his boots to be equally as bare footed as you now leaving him in his pants and shirt. 
He takes one last look at you in the dress before pulling you to him reaching behind you to loosen the ties enough for it to slip off you once again leaving you naked. 
Wasting no time your lips are on each other's hands searching your body. You pull off his clothing and hastily help him remove his pants so he's just as nude as you. 
He picks you up with your legs wrapping around his waist as he lays you down on your back still kissing your lips. You push on his chest pushing him away about to protest. You flip him over so he's on his back and you climb on top of him, your cunt already slick with arousal as your folds brush against his hardened cock. 
He lets out a grunt at your eagerness, you having been so submissive the first time now being more confident. His hands searched up your waist to your breasts giving them a squeeze, his thumbs brushing over your budded nipples. He sits up kissing your jaw and neck for once your height is now level. Your hand presses against his chest unknowingly pressing against the scar he first told you not to touch. 
You look down as he lets out a pained grunt. 
“I'm sorry.” you say. He shakes his head looking at you moving his hand from your breast to your cheek, warmth spreading all over your body as he presses his lips against yours once more. He takes your wrist in his other hand and keeps your hands over the scar before you can pull away. 
On your own terms you move your other hand down his sheet reaching his cock grasping it he groans at the feeling of your touch against him. You raise up a bit, lining it up with yourself. You moved him, the tip sliding up and down your wet folds as you tried to stay steady, your other hand holding onto his shoulder as you centered him to you. Sinking down onto you, you watched as he disappeared into you. 
A moan leaving your lips as he stretches you back open for the second time. He groans deeply burying his face in the crook of your neck, the texture of his scar tickling your neck, a welcomed sensation.  and moved him inside. The pure pleasure you both felt against each other. Sinking down further you engulfs him fully, now having barely adjusted to his size he fills you so well. You place your hand on your stomach feeling the bulge he leaves. 
You move your hips letting out a squeaky moan as he feels so amazing in this position. He kisses your neck finding the sweet spot to make you weaken into him back into the submission state you were housed in the first time you two bedded. 
“F-fuck s-sandor..you feel so good.” you let out a stuttered voice. 
He lays back onto the plushness of the mattress. His hand gripping your hips he views the fading bruises left on your skin only wanting to make more, to mark you up as his. Pure lust blows in his eyes. You look better than the banquet spread early. 
His thrusts up into you getting a moaning yelp from your mouth. 
“Say it again,” he says roughly. 
“Sandor..” you paint already needing to cum just from him entering you and grinding a bit. 
He thrusts up into you again, pleasure surging through you. 
“I won't ask again, little fox.” he says. 
“Ngh..s-so good.” you speak. Prompting him to fuck up into you again this time not stopping. Your nails dig into his chest as he fucks you your hair falling over your face. Two more thrusts and he has you early cumming. 
Your walls spasm around his cock clenching down. Only making him chuckle as you've given out so quickly wanting to last long to please him. But just your presence pleases him. 
You flip you both over, cock still buried inside of you. He pulls your thigh up against his hip resting the rook of your knee on the bone as he thrusts into you. His moans and grunts mixed with your noises fill the room once again. His face hiding in the crook of your neck wanting to be closer to you than he already is. 
“I love you..fuck I love you.” you hear him mumble. If it weren't for the fact that his mouth is close to your ear you wouldn't have heard it. But youre so glad you did. The sound of those three little words go straight to your core as you squeeze down around him causing your tight cunt to suck him in further somehow when he's already balls deep. 
Just like before he pulls your leg higher on his body pushing intro to hitting right up against your special spot one hand now placed behind your head gripping the headboard the other now between your legs thumbing at your clit. The sensation of movement added causes your back to arch in pure pleasure. 
Your head falls to the side, your hands once all over his body fall to the sides of your head gripping the pillow and sheets. Your moans muffled as you bring your hand to your lips biting the back of it. The sound of wod cracking hits your ears before sandor covers you from the splinters of wood from the now broken headboard he broke. 
None of it matters with how much and how good hes fucking you. His thumb is still toying with your clit overstimulating you making you cum for a second time. your hands feel numb and your legs begin to shake. The way you're squeezing him sends him over the edge finally as he roughly thrusts down into you surly bruising your cervix as he cums into you filling you so much you can feel it. 
Your moans are muffled as his lips meet yours and a passionate kiss. The lingering touches and caresses. Before he pulls out away from you. Without having to ask he moves off you pulling you into him letting you know he will not be leaving for the night. 
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Nothing could be more perfect than the way you wake up. Sandor sleeps with his head against your chest listening to your heart beat. Your arms around him cradling his head into you his arms strong arms engulfing your waist and ass as your leg is draped over your chest. 
You look around the room not seeing your ladies in waiting who are usually annoyingly roaming around the room. You look at the door seeing that it's latched. Most likely Sandor who got up after you fell asleep and locked it to make sure they stayed out. 
You feel his hand move up your back before he speaks. 
“Stop moving.” he says, his eyes still closed. 
You didn't realize looking around the room was causing a lot of movement. 
“Good morning.” you say kissing his forehead and face. 
“Mm” he grumbles his morning voice somehow deeper than usual. 
He shifts from the position he's in reluctantly but only to move over you and press his lips against yours in a morning kiss. Pulling away he looks at you seemingly glowing to his vision. You get a look at his beautiful brown eyes before he pulls away from you sitting on the edge of the bed you crawl over to him wrapping around him his warmth paced back onto you in the cold room. Even though you're wearing his shirt which he’d put on you during the night.
“Don't go.” you say kissing his scared shoulder blade, a sword scar from a mishap during training. He places his hand on your arm that's around his neck looking down and kissing it before trying to pry you off him. 
“Nooo.” you whine he chuckles, shaking his head and finally succeeds in taking you off. He stands walking over to his scattered clothes before picking them up and beginning to dress. 
“Please sandor.” you whine. Moving to get out of bed but once you stand your legs immediately turn to water, as if you're a baby deer learning to stand for the first time. He hears a soft thud as you hit the ground with a little shriek. 
He turns to you seeing you grabbing the bed pulling yourself up chuckling to himself. 
“Didn't mean to disable you little fox,” he says. 
“That's alright, I don't need to walk today anyway.” you say brushing it off before standing again your legs stronger this time regaining strength. 
“Go back to bed,”  he says, gathering his armor pieces, setting them on the table by the burnt out fireplace. You watch him as he does this. You sit on the bed, legs crossed, his shirt more like a dress on your body. He Looks around for a shirt as if you’re not wearing it. A smile forms on your face as you watch your shirtless lover. 
He takes notice of you sitting and smiling at him. 
“What are you smiling about?” He huffs and notices you have his shirt. 
You shake your head, continuing to smile at him.
“nothing.” You answer. 
“You find my struggle amusing?” He says walking to you making you giggle and scoot back on the bed. He crawls over to you and you wrap your arms around his neck pulling him to you as he kisses your face and neck. 
“I’m gonna need this back now.” He says gruffly. 
“Mmhm.” You answer by pulling him close to you. 
His hands move, hiking up the shirt to your waist. Before you pull him close enough to kiss him. He happily returns it. As his large hand rests under your breast giving it a squeeze causing a gasp put out you breaking the kiss allowing him to pull the shirt up and off of you leaving you naked to his view. 
He gets up and off you walking over to the rest of his armor pieces as he places the shirt on himself, seeming morphing to fit him perfectly. 
You whine now wanting him. He puts on the armor you once took off. 
“Come on little fox don’t act like that.” He says clipping the last of his armor on. 
“What am I doing while you're gone? Relieve myself on the pillows?” You huff. 
“Such crude words.” He grunts. 
“Bad luck to leave your wife wanting and nude. Many things could happen: she could invite a man over clouded by her judgme-“ you're cut off with his hand around your neck pulling you to him a giggle leaving your lips. 
About to speak he decides not to and leaves you with a deep kiss. You shift standing on your knees, his hand tracking down your waist one to the front farther down, swiping your folds, his thick digit entering you, making you gasp out gripping onto his armored shoulders as you moan out of the kiss. 
He pushes in a second thick finger thrusting them in and out of you, his thumb firmly pressed against your clit. His other hand firmly grips your hip keeping you in place. His eyes never leave yours.
“Ngh…s-sandor.” You moan you only promoting him to grab your ass making you moan out as his fingers sink deeper fucking you over and over pressing against the spongy spot against you. Your walls clench around his digits, knees giving out as you cum. You grab onto him wherever you can as he rides out your high.
Pulling his hand away from you You pant at the residual over stimulation. 
“You speak like that again you won’t be able to walk the castle halls for the next day and half.” He says leaning down pulls the sheets over you and around you. giving you one last kiss he turns and walks out making sure not to wipe you off his hand wearing you like a prize for the day. Your hand maidens who were waiting outside rush in making you sigh. 
they stop in thier tracks looking around the room at the scattered garments from you, the broken bed and you wrapped in the bed sheet, hair messed.
Chapter 8 here
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ladykibutsuji · 1 year
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"A Dream To Reality"
☆ MUZAN X READER ☆
GENRE: ANGST
I don't own the pictures used, a friend suggested it to me.
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Do you know the difference between a dream and reality?
Because it appears, you do not.
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The Air was cold, it was quiet and all that could be heard is the sounds of chemicals being combined together and a pen writing on a piece of paper.
You are currently sitting in one of muzan's table while waiting for him to finish his new experiment.
You were getting bored of just watching him mix chemicals one after another while writing on his book so you decided to start a conversation with the Demon King.
"Are you almost done?" You asked while fidgeting your Soft H/C. "Patience my dear." He responded. The man didn't even turn to look at your direction since he was too busy writing something on his book.
You let out a loud yawn while you rested your chin on your hands.
"fuck." Muzan muttered, he tossed aside his failed chemical experiments making them shattered onto the cold ground.
You noticed how upset he was so you got up from your seating position and walked towards his back to give him a backhug
Muzan calmed down when he felt your arms wrapped around his waist, You are the peace in his war.
You slowly loosen your arms around him as he turned around to look at you giving you a headpat and a warm smile.
When his body was fully facing towards your own, he grabbed your chin and brought his face closer to yours.
"You must be perfection itself"
He then pulled you for a deep kiss to which you accepted and returned, You could feel his soft lips smile against yours.
Once he pulled away from the kiss he gave you a teasing smirk and you were hoping he would give you a kiss you again because you couldn't get enough of his soft lips. He then let go of your chin to grab a flower known to be the 'red spider lily' from his table
after that he tucked in some of your hair behind your ears and putted the red spider lily in your gorgeous H/C.
You smiled at his gesture and gently placed your fingers on the red spider lily on the top of your ears, you were giggling like an idiot and Muzan was chuckling at your expression
"Thank you muzan! You know that I love you right?" You expressed while still gently playing with the flower on your hair.
"I wish I could say the same thing." He said as he turned to look away from you, once again writing on his book.
You were about to say something until he interrupted you "I'm not real."
You were about to protest but then again what can you say to deny his statement? After all what he just stated was the 'Truth'. He is not real
"Be a real person or not, my love for you is genuine and nothing in the whole universe could ever change that!" You replied while muzan was still looking away from you not even saying anything and he was still writing on his book.
You got a bit embarrassed by how he completely ignored you, "Are you listening?"
Muzan didn't replied for a few more seconds until he finally broke the silence "Hm? I didn't quite heard what you said earlier do you mind repeating it and saying it loud and clear so I can hear it?"
You got annoyed by his attitude, you know that he was just toying with you right now. But again this man is muzan kibutsuji so of course he will make you do the most random shits.
You took took a deep breath and exhaled 'Saying goodbye to your pride'
"Muzan Kibutsuji, Be real or not My love for you remains real and pure!"
You quickly dropped onto the floor and hugged your legs, burying your face onto your knees.
Goddamn your pride was destroyed
You couldn't exactly see muzan but you could feel him smirking at what you just said out loud a few seconds prior.
He then stopped writing and placed his book down on his table and he walked towards you and kneeled Infront of you.
"You are cute when you are embarrassed" He teasingly said, you still refused to look at him out of embarrassment and he noticed this making him chuckle.
"Look at me Y/N." He demanded, you hugged your legs tighter burying your face more onto your knees.
"I'll get you food if you look at me", Okay now he won, You are such a sucker for foods and he knows it.
You slowly look up at him and he gave you a playful grin "Oh?~ Aren't you easy to fool?"
"Shut up" You responded, he then put one of his hands on your cheeks gently caressing it while his other hand was holding one of your hands.
"Just like you, My love for you will always be genuine and real even if I am not real."
He paused putting his forehead against yours
"We don't live in the same universe but I do hope that the afterlife will favor us Though I do doubt it since I'm a demon..I'm immortal but it's okay to dream isn't It? I do hope that someday a miracle will happen and we will be brought to each other."
He gave you a smile and you gave him a small smile, You suddenly felt tears forming into your eyes and was saddened by realizing that all of this is just a mere dream
"I promise, I'll find you no matter what but for now...Wake up Y/N"
RING RING
TIME: 10;00 AM
You were suddenly awakened by the clock ringing and as soon as you woke up you found yourself shedding tears.
"Why am I crying?" You asked yourself.
You sat down and gently wiped off the tears in your eyes.
You couldn't fully remember what you have dreamed of but you just shrugged it off thinking it was just another weird dream, You were thinking of chatting your friend to hangout with them since it was the weekend anyways.
You were about to grab your phone just beside your bed until you noticed something next to your belonging
A red flower?
You grabbed both the flower and your phone, Trying to remember where the flower came from since You remembered locking your door and windows so it was impossible for someone else to get in
The flower was beautiful so you decided to tuck it behind your ears.
"Does it perfectly suits me?"
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• FUN FACT About Muzan: He likes imported goods and his hobby is studying foreign language (STATED ON DEMON SLAYER FANBOOK)
• Should I turn this to a Isekai series?
RECOMMENDED SONG FOR THE DAY!
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accio-victuuri · 3 months
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WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS, MAKE A LEMONADE 🍋🍋🍋
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this post is connected to the whole cotti drama that i talked about here & here. the brand has since then posted their statement and apologized, and make no mistake, this has nothing to do with cpf and even if they are szd. it’s all about pr damage control and wanting to gain back the loyalty of wyb’s core fans. i wanna say (sadly) this is not something new in c-ent. so/o fandoms do this all the time, they want the “best” for their idol so they throw tantrums and stage boycotts. what a lovely group of people, nope. brands (should) know this. that popular idols bring in their fandom/money, but one misstep can be a huge problem. for example with cotti, they had a collab with dove last year (august 2023) , xz was already endorsing them at the time but wyb wasn’t. so it’s not like this was done out of nowhere. they just did a repeat collab. but we all know the difference now.
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i made a boxiao endorsement cpns post before and consider this as a continuation. cause funnily enough, some so/os started digging up previous “incidents”. thank you for giving us more examples i guess…. 😂😂😂
lemme make a lemonade out of this then!
i will start with this reaction from a passerby because of the hs tag that went on earlier:
There is Cotti downstairs in the company, ever since WYB’s endorsement, there are so many people who buy itevery time. My children also like Dove chocolate.
I saw the hot search today and I was very curious, so I checked 1005. Why can't it be stuck? Isn’t business cooperation normal? Why do fans keep making trouble?
I'm just very curious, so I searched about the product again. WYB and XZ are tied. That’s it! I didn’t know they were in love before!
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LOL OMG HAHAHAHAHAAH IM CRYING 🤣🤣🤣 Please!!! If some people just kept quiet then it would be fine. CPFs are such a small group of people that were only commenting on the collab and buying products. So i don’t know what’s the problem. I understand how some fans are sensitive with how WYB is perceived in relation to XZ. and that they don’t want him to appear like he needs XZ to succeed. but aren’t these toxic fans the very people who should know that it isn’t true? both boys are where they are now because of their own merit.
It’s hilarious cause the normal passerby just found out that WYB and XZ are “in love” lol all because of people over reacting.
These are legit brands doing this. CPNs are for CPFs. you know what, sometimes, so/os are so much better at picking up cues like this 😂😂😂😂
THIS SISTER GAVE EXAMPLES OF WHEN WYB ENDORSED BRANDS USED 10:05. cause apparently, XZ owns this number and time.
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Redmi (p2) posting at 10:05 for the new year greeting and K70, Lowen (p3) doing the same and setting 10:05 as the time for sales to be opened. I already talked about shu uemura in my old post so better refer to that instead. Chanel (p7) selling perfume and how you can customize it, the example on their website is 肖战. i didn’t even know that happened. lol. i’m such a bad cpf. 😅😅😅
let me expound on p6 cause the photo is too small.
it says WYB got stuck at 10:05 card point 9 times.
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so the examples are ariel (bilang), redmi, stride, ping an and then yibo himself. i think the example could the legendary colgate post ( if you know, you know. it’s a big fandom cpn ). and last is richora using 10:05 on their watch. so suspicious lol. must all be connected to XZ! i don’t get it! who is the cpf now??? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
here are some more! this time, XZ brands/magazines trying to associate themselves with WYB by using the time 18 ( yibo ) or 08:05 p3 is crest. p4 is kxz and p5 is zhenguoli.
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next is this one they dug out for GUCCI. it’s a customized tag. dude. why? do people really think this is a backhanded way from GUCCI trying to tie XZ and WYB? lol. This is obviously a CPF who bought from them and wanted that to be on there because they are a customer! Should GUCCI screen that? make sure every single customer doesn’t associate XZ with others? Make it make sense 🤪🤪🤪
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li-ning using a design of someone skateboarding. lol. the brand has had their own street wear and skateboard line for some time now. and then breo japan tagging wyb on their twitter. which is i guess, more of a mistake on whoever their social media person is. they wanted more likes and saw xz and wyb are usually tied together so they added wyb.
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lastly, the game xz was promoting before using 85. and then pokemon x dove collab. which is again — makes me go what??? pokemon is such a huge brand that companies love to collab with. as a cpf, i have boundaries when it comes to cpn, i even have disclaimers but i guess solo fans don’t. everything must be related! 👀
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i guess there are more examples but these are the ones i have been seeing from so/o fans as proof. of what exactly? i don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ coincidences for a lot of these and not an attempt to associate with someone. i can understand why some brands will do it back in 2019, during cql promos, because it was expected and they were actively promoting a show together.
so what are cpfs doing now? well. supporting cotti ( sample video here ) coffee as fans should and enjoying the unintentional candies the solo fans have prepared for us 😌😌😌
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fictionalmenxyn · 1 year
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Not what you think,
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Summary: being kidnapped by your own team wasn’t what you planned. What happens when they raise a gun at you?
Tw: mentions of hitting female by male, mentions of threats, mentions of guns fired, bag over head, knife to throat, vomit/throw up, don’t read if you don’t feel comfortable! You were warned
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As a former Task Force 141 member, you were one of thee toughest people you knew. You were the only female on the team and was the best.
You were walking around your house and when you got into the bathroom the lights when out. The bulb burst which made you jump. You search your pockets to find your phone, then you felt something. Someone was behind you, then you felt a cold metal touching your delicate skin on your neck. You held your breath not wanting to move an inch. Then you felt a bag go over your head. You thought you were about to get murdered. Then you heard a voice “scream and I’ll slit your throat” your eyebrow raised as you know that voice. Thinking for a moment it then hit you, it was Ghost. You whispered “Ghost, what are you doing?” He said harshly “don’t speak” you held back tears as best as possible.
Now in the back of a vehicle, it was still dark for you considering the bag was still over your head. You sobbed to yourself quietly as you sat in a random vehicle not knowing what was coming next. Then you felt the vehicle stop, then a hand grip your forearm. You hissed at the tightness of the grip. You sobbed, trying to prepare yourself for the worst.
Felling yourself get shoved into a chair you felt the bag move upwards on your face. A bright light made your eyes go weak. As they focused you saw your Task Force stood in front of you. You looked up and them with your eyes squint and asked “what am I doing here? Your my friends?” The last part starting to be more of a question than a statement. Price spoke “uh that’s enough, we need information from you” you asked “couldn’t you just ask me casually?” Ghost replied “no, you betrayed us, so tell us or we are gunna have to do it the hard way” Price asked “so, who do you work for?” You were confused and spoke “you and Laswell, of course” Price looked at Gaz and said “hit her” Gaz walked over and slapped you in the face. You cried “I work for you!” Ghost spoke “you did! To get some information out of us and now you’ve told your boss, who are they?!” You shook your head and repeated “I work for Price and Laswell, I don’t work for anyone besides them!” Ghost shook his head and got Gaz to punch you in the gut. This happened many more times.
Now laying on the ground, you headed the door open. You looked up and said “please, please, let me go!” Price walked over with Ghost and spoke “this didn’t have to happen if you would just tell us” you asked “wait? What’s happening” Ghost said “this” he lifted a gun and aimed it at you. You cried out loudly, you said “No!” As you gun fired, you woke up.
Waking up in a sweat and feeling the urge to throw up; you ran to your small bathroom and quickly shoved your head by the toilet and brought up some food from earlier.
You heard some foot steps and a soft know on the door. From the other side of the door you heard “hey love, you alright?” It was Ghost. You replied “yeah, fine” he worried about you. Your night terrors have gotten worse recently. Although you didn’t want to admit it, he could tell.
He asked “can I come in?” You huffed and hurled yourself back over to the toilet bowl. Ghost let himself in and started to pull your hair away from your face and rub your back. You flinched at his touch, he said “it’s alright, its just all in your head. Your safe now” you flushed the toilet after wiping your mouth. You turned to Ghost and started to tear up. You said “Ghost, it’s getting bad again…” he gently pulled you in and held you on the bathroom floor. Like you usually would with him.
He asked “would you like to tell me? You don’t have too, love” you answered “it was the same as last time” he sighed quietly to himself and asked “do you recon you’d be able to go back to bed?” You shrugged, obviously you didn’t want to sleep in fear you may or may not have the same dream again. So he asked “how about we go watch something downstairs? You can brush your teeth while I get our quilt (duvet)” you nodded.
Once you brushed your teeth and had a small shower with cold water on your boiling hot body; you made your way downstairs and saw Ghost on the sofa. You crawled under the quilt (duvet) and pulled yourself closer to Ghost. Feeling his arms wrap around your shoulder and waist. He kissed the top of your head and spoke “I’m not going anywhere and we aren’t going to turn on you, ok?” You hummed in reply and he said “I love you and always will, yeah?” You looked up to meet his eyes and say “I live you too, Si” he kissed the top of your head as you both watched some tv. He brushed his fingers through your hair and it soothed your very well. Knowing Simon would keep you safe, even if the night terrors would get to you. You knew he would always be there to protect and keep you safe. He was there for you always and you were for him. That’s what made you two good for each other.
Hope you enjoyed!
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Have a good day/night!🫶
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annwrites · 13 days
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You’ve…imagined it?
— pairing: severus snape x fem!reader
— type: ficlet
— summary: you & snape have a chance run-in in hogsmeade six years after you've graduated from hogwarts
— tags: conversing
— tw: eating
— word count: 583
— a/n: this is the first post in a series of ficlets i plan to write about snape (similar style to my shane walsh series)!
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As you exit Honeydukes, you don’t notice the pair of dark eyes which focus upon you as you close your own for a moment, turning your face upward, toward the sun, enjoying the warmth of the day on your skin.
A small smile plays on your lips, but slowly disappears when a shadow seems to block out the light of the day.
Slowly, you blink your eyes open, and stare up at the only now somewhat familiar face looking down at you. Obsidian eyes bore into your own, the scent of mint and parchment invading your senses.
“Miss Y/N, how unexpected to find you here,” he states in a low, velvety drawl.
You crook your head to the side, braid falling over your shoulder. “Is it?”
He raises a brow. “I was unaware you were in the area.”
“Do you keep tabs on all your former students, professor?” You ask, stepping to the side and beginning to walk along the cobblestone streets before you.
He follows alongside you. “Hardly.”
“I work at Dogweed and Deathcap. I live here—in Hogsmeade, that is. I came back perhaps…two years ago now,” it takes you but a moment to do the math of exactly how long it’d been since you had returned to the only place you’d ever truly thought of as home.
He hums his response. “I wonder if it is perhaps you that is responsible for the dismal ingredients I’ve received as of late from your place of employment, then.”
You turn back to him. “I’m sorry?”
He clasps his hands behind him, looming over you, but you don’t shrink away. “As Potions Master, it is imperative that I receive ingredients of satisfactory quality to achieve-”
“It’s nice to see you, too, Severus,” you state with a warm smile.
A muscle in his jaw feathers. “I beg your pardon?”
“I’ve not seen you in nearly six years, and while I’d hoped for a better greeting, complaining about deliveries from the shop where I work certainly hadn’t been imagined among them.”
He stands straighter. “You’ve…imagined it?”
You shrug, reaching into your bag of sweets and popping a sour gummy bear in your mouth.
Your ever-present sweet tooth he most certainly does recall. Some things never change, he muses.
After swallowing, you speak. “If you’d like, I can see personally to all your future orders. I’ll hand-pick the items myself and even deliver them in-person, if you find that arrangement to be agreeable?”
He considers you for a moment—briefly wonders if you’re being facetious. Wonders if you’ll purposefully choose the worst that the shop has to offer as repayment for his rude greeting, but surmises if that does happen, he’ll either cut off doing business altogether, or will come in to complain of your perfunctory performance as an employee and delivery person. 
“Fine,” he replies flatly.
You smile again and he nearly groans at the sight. He’d not remembered you as being quite this chipper years ago. Then again, adulthood certainly seemed to bring a good many into their own. Perhaps it had you as well. The warmth does seem to nearly radiate from your person now.
“It was nice to see you again, Severus,” you repeat the same statement from earlier, expecting a proper response this time.
He frowns—unused to being referred as anything but ‘professor’ by you—then, “You as well, Miss Y/N.”
You nod, popping another gummy bear into your mouth before heading in the direction of your workplace, braid swishing behind you.
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lamprophonia · 8 months
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》 [ yandere!Jock. ] 《
character intro. masterlist.
yan!jock x gn!reader: random prompts. 1393 words. reader referred to as 'you'. general yandere content warning that goes for all my works, but nothing specific here.
DO NOT USE OR REPOST MY WRITING ANYWHERE.
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author's note: was in the mood for a few random prompts. no real continuity between them, they're at different points within the larger relationship darling would have with elijah, i just wanted to write something slightly different than just headcanons :^) prompt list is linked to at the numbers.
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☆ 23. "oh, don't worry, this isn't my blood. it's the blood of the person who touched you earlier today.”
at this point, you probably should have been used to the near constant presence of eastview's golden boy, following you around incessantly. still, someone putting their bag down and plopping down across from you at your library table made your head snap up.
you gave the visitor a cursory glance. unsurprisingly, it was him. elijah steele in all his glory.
surprisingly, or rather worringly, the front of his white t-shirt was spattered with reddish brown stains. blood. blood elijah didn't seem to be in any rush to clean or address in any other way as he just gave you the usual greeting of a nod and smile, pulling his books and his notes out.
you took out your headphones. "are you okay?" you asked plainly, not returning the greeting or the smile — your brows were furrowed in a concerned, confused, and almost stern look.
elijah's polite expression turned confused. "yeah? why wouldn't i be?" he chuckled. the look he gave you was one of intrigue with some sort of edge that felt almost patronizing.
"the blood," you responded, showing to the stains on his shirt.
elijah glanced down for a second, and his grin grew with understanding. "oh, yeah, i'm fine." he waved his hand in a dismissive gesture. "don't worry. it's not mine."
although he got back to doing his work without flinching, his statement made you pause. "what do you mean it's not yours?" you questioned, looking him over. the skin on his knuckles was split and also bleeding. not a good sign.
"i mean, it's not mine," elijah repeated and lifted his head to meet your gaze again. the condescension behind his smug little smirk was almost palpable.
"it's the blood of that asshole that tried to shove you around a few days back. you don't remember?" he chuckled, speaking as if the answer should have been obvious.
"excuse me?"
"you're excused."
"no, i mean–" you gave a exasperated sigh, "why is his blood on your shirt?" you questioned. elijah didn't seem to be bothered by your frustration. worse, the little shit seemed to be entertained by it, his smirk growing into a proper smile.
"because i beat him up?" again, he answered as if it should have been obvious.
"elijah– the– what? you can't–" you sputtered, your confusion outgrowing your concern. "you can't just, like, randomly beat people up." the words felt stupid coming out of your mouth. why were you being forced to lecture an adult on not getting into fights? this isn't some complicated rule of etiquette, it's normal behavior.
"oh, on the contrary," elijah shot back with a shit-eating grin. "i am perfectly capable of 'just, like, beating people up.'"
"elijah, listen–"
"in fact, i'd say i'm quite good at it."
"elijah–"
"probably the best in the school."
"listen–"
"besides," he cut you off for the third time in a tone so firm that it made you stop trying to get a word in and close your mouth, "it was hardly random. he cut in line. he shoved you. he deserved it."
elijah shrugged, and the two of you were left in a staredown. the guy from a few days back was rude, sure, but he didn't do anything worth getting his teeth knocked in, or whatever else the bloody knuckles elijah was sporting suggested he did.
you pondered leaving for a second, not really feeling the idea of just glaring at elijah in silence. unfortunately, he noticed your glance towards the door and his hand quickly moved to his bag, ready to grab it and follow you if you left.
little shit.
not like there was anywhere else you could study in... relative peace. "i'm not happy about this," you grumbled, ending the staring contest by going back to your books.
you heard him snicker as you were putting your headphones back in. "believe me, sweetheart, i noticed."
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☆ 128. "just give it a little time! you'll get used to it, i know you will!"
the past few weeks have been interesting for you, to say the least. moving to a new high school in your senior year would have been an interesting enough experience on its own. getting confessed to by the most popular guy in said new high school would have pushed it over the top, especially since you were pretty sure he was the fakest person you've ever met.
now, to add further onto this truly fascinating experience, it seemed elijah steele did not take the hint when you rejected him. instead, he's been... shadowing you, in a very talkative manner.
he's been acting like the two of you were friends, even though you've had maybe two conversations with him — one of which being the one where you shot sown his advances and called him out on his fake demeanour, so, really, it is beyond you how he got besties from that interaction.
but alas, there he was. sitting down right at your table during lunch, as he has been doing for the past three days, with a smile that suggested he thought everything about this was perfectly normal.
needless to say, you thought otherwise.
"oh, holy fuck, look at him," elijah snickering breaks you out of your thoughts. you shake your head slightly, realizing that you were staring at him, and turn to where he's pointing.
it's another lunch table where a guy — one you know from some class, actually, although his name escapes you — is walking up to a girl — some popular senior who you only know from instagram stories and anecdotes from parties elijah insisted on telling you. her name is like alexandra or amelia or something else starting with a. the guy is looking nervous as all hell, which elijah seems to find hilarious.
"moron. he thinks he has a shot with her," elijah laughed quietly, his attention completely focused on the guy apparently trying to ask the girl — alissa? — out.
yours was instead focused on elijah. on how he looked at the small scene unfolding, how he nudged you in the shoulder as if this was an inside joke. how, despite his sweet demeanor with all his other friends, now he was eager to rope you into making fun of some random guy you might have chem with. or bio.
you knew he was fake, but the mean glint behind his eyes you were seeing now was making discomfort pool in your stomach.
"why are you here?" you blurted out without thinking and immediately regretted it when you saw how elijah's head snapped back to look at you. a smile tugged at the corners of his lips, a hint of condescension behind it.
"what do you mean? why wouldn't i be?" he chuckled.
"we're not friends," you answered. your tone was a bit more harsh than intended, but the words remain true nonetheless. whatever. maybe a bit of harsh is what this situation calls for. "i don't like you, i rejected you. why do you follow me around?"
now, he laughed. "oh please, of course we are. besides," elijah leaned back a bit in his seat, his hands in his pockets, looking relaxed as ever. "i figured you could use someone to show you around."
"you know, since you're new and all that." he shrugged, conveniently avoiding the other two points you made. a good excuse, if there ever was one. one that fit perfectly into the sweet, golden boy reputation elijah held at eastview. one that did not fit at all into the patronizing look he was giving you.
"i don't even like you," you reiterated. "stop following me around."
he rolled his eyes, the smile not fading from his face for a second. "give it a few weeks. you'll get used to it. i'm not that bad, promise." he actually had the audacity to wink.
you gave an exasperated sigh. elijah, however, looked downright entertained by your frustration, not minding the glare you were shooting him.
you turned your head, searching for an empty table you could move to. behind elijah, the scene he called your attention to earlier was concluding. his prediction appeared to be correct — the guy was walking away from the girl's table, looking dejected.
unfortunately for you, the cafeteria was full. you'd have to settle for ostentatiously avoiding your tablemate's patronizing looks for the rest of the lunch period. not that he seemed to care, content to just look at you with an amused smile on his face.
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Pinned Down [Soft Dom!Loki x Female Reader] 18+
A link to my Masterlist is HERE Summary: For “training” purposes (and to prove a point) you ask that the insufferable Avenger!Loki pins you to the ground. Pure sexual tension and shameless Loki thirst smut. (w/c 2.3k)  Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI. Soft!Dom Loki. Language. Light(ish) Smut. Dry humping. Extreme Loki thirst. 
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 "Absolutely not."
Loki’s eyes didn’t move from the page of his book when he spoke. His focused gaze running between words fluidly as you remained with your arms folded in front of him, standing your ground.
"I did it with Steve earlier, I made him shake. And he wasn’t holding back, either..." you said confidently, looking down at the serene God of Mischief as he slowly uncrossed his legs. Finally, you had his attention.
He snapped the novel closed theatrically with one hand, the sound like a leather paddle meeting skin, looking down at the item with an amused smirk flirting at the corners of his mouth.
"I think it far more likely that our valiant Captain took pity on your efforts and conceded to let you think you had achieved even a minutia of ground in order to bolster your spirits, don’t you?"
He really was insufferable.
"besides," he continued, finally deigning to look up at you with those ridiculously hypnotising eyes which saw everything and revealed nothing, "I am much stronger than “Steve” – therefore again, in the interests of this realm’s beloved health and safety I repeat...absolutely not."
You saw a flash of something, a glint of daring in the kaleidoscope of blue and green reflecting back at you. A challenge.
"Thor would do it."
You smiled politely as he grimaced beneath your words, sucking in the hollow of his cheekbones as he restrained a rebuttal. You doubled down.
"I think you’re scared that I’ll overpower you. And then you wouldn’t be able to tell me how much stronger you are than everyone else all the time."
A forced grin spread across his unbearably handsome face, the contrived mirth of a chuckle which didn’t reach his eyes filling the air.
"Overpower me? My dear. I am a god."
"So you keep saying," you bent towards him, an eyebrow raising as you saw his gaze harden in anticipation, "so prove it."
He reclined back on the common room sofa, his eyebrows furrowed in interest as he re-considered your request. His forefinger curled to his lips. You could see his mind flickering through the nuances of your statement, trying to pinpoint the true nature of it as his brow softened, his eyes quizzical and fierce.
"So tell me again, what is it exactly you wish me to do?"
Before answering his question, you pushed one of the singular armchairs nearby across the floor to make space. Lying on your back on the carpet, you propped up on your elbows.  You wouldn’t let him back out now.
"I want you to pin me down, Loki, and I have to move you. That’s it."
Anticipating a sarcastic comment, you raised a finger as he inhaled sharply – a precursor to one of his condescending quips.
"For obvious reasons," you continued "all which I am fully aware of...moving you counts as any wavering, shaking or general...well, movement...of your body from your initial position, however small."
You stared at him resolutely. You didn’t understand why he had to be such an arse about every little thing.
Loki leant forward in silence, his impossibly toned biceps straining against his Armani suit. He slid his forearms tantalisingly towards his knees while regarding you with increasing amusement.
You sighed. Time for the ace card.
"It’s important for my training. I’ve been getting so much stronger – I need to keep testing myself…" you pouted, hoping that even the alpha males of Asgard weren’t immune to a doe eyed damsel in distress, "...please?"
Wordlessly, he stood; striding over to tower above you as you lay on the floor – your feet flat against the carpet, thighs raised.
"Let it be known that I am doing this under duress", his deep tone flanked with caution as he ran his tentative eyes over your waiting body.
You watched as he removed his jacket, throwing it haphazardly over the discarded chair. Loki rolled up the sleeves of his shirt to reveal those unacceptably delicious bare forearms as he loftily pondered how to arrange himself.
"Oh will you just get on me", you huffed.
Muttering irritated phrases in tones too low for you to decipher, he complied – stepping one foot over your stomach as you stared pointedly at the ceiling.
After raising your arms over your head, your gaze was unavoidably drawn to the sight of Loki gracefully bringing his body down to meet yours. The sound of those strong knees hitting the floor with a soft thump as his frame encased you. His large hands planting firmly on the carpet beside your shoulders, fingertips sinking soundlessly into the soft pile.
You realised that however close he was, he wasn’t actually touching you. His hips hovered above yours, supported by muscled calves that ghosted the sides of your ass; his thighs spread widely as he contemplated the next step.
"Are you ready?"
The same words that Steve had delivered this morning, in the same position, were loaded with something heavier from Loki’s tongue. Indecipherable weight hung to them like coal smoke in the air. A wave rose in your belly like going over the crest of a hill in the backseat of a car.
"I’m ready", you replied quietly, the words no more than a whisper.
Carefully his hips lowered to meet your pelvis, pressing into you flatly as his immense thighs tightened at your sides. They braced against your lower ribs. You exhaled with force; his weight increasing momentarily as he moved his dexterous hands to grip your wrists separately above your head. He centred himself so that you were absolutely and completely pinned to the ground, pinned underneath his unrelenting form.
"Y/N, I forgot to ask...what’s in this for me?" he waxed coyly as you resisted the urge to headbutt him.
"Pride, I suppose…" you muttered as you adjusted to the load above you, your body aching against the pressure of his palms forcing your forearms to sink into the carpet.
"I have too much of that already, darling. We’ll have to think of something else."
You closed your eyes, feeling the pure strength of the smooth hands binding your wrists in their grasp. The snug grip of his solid hips pressed flush to your core as you began to attempt to gain any purchase beneath him.
That godly ass you had admired many times in stolen moments between wishing he would remove his unendurable self from your vicinity rested immovable against the fronts of your thighs. You tried to push your hips upwards, your body keening for space as it was forced to the floor.
"Fuuuck" you grunted, the initial frustration of defeat burning despite its expectation.
Soft laughter floated from above you as your eyes snapped open, searing into the face hanging inches from yours.
"You’ll need to overpower me first, love" he taunted.
Loki’s black curls were tucked behind his ears, the forced smiles from earlier forgotten as he relished you pinned underneath him, under his superiority. From this angle, his facial features were completely aligned – his strong jaw outlined by ludicrous cheekbones. The bridge of his nose was parallel to the line of his gaze as he penetrated you with a delighted stare from bright eyes.  
You rolled your eyes, straining your arms against his hold. You groaned against the pressure in your shoulders from the aching constraint, pushing upward with your hips. You fought for what felt like an age to gain any momentum, any reserve of strength which could compete against the god holding you still who was infuriatingly at ease in his motionless state, not even trying.
"Oh…" a disappointed glint flitted across Loki’s eyes as your stomach flipped...had he felt something?
"...I just realised I could have brought my book, it looks like I just needed one hand. What a shame…", he drawled as he grinned at you smugly.
You let out an exasperated sigh, going limp underneath him.
"OK, I give up, I’m not ready for you after all, it seems..." you mumbled through gritted teeth. Annoyance littered every syllable as another smirk twitched at the corner of Loki’s lips at your confession, his tongue darting across them as he considered your words.
"I don’t think so, love – you asked for this. So you’re going to make me move."
You suddenly became very aware of your breathing, slow, heavy exhales escaping your throat as your eyebrows knitted towards the god above you. His eyes were unreadable except for his obvious enjoyment of your defeat.
"I can’t, Loki…" you whined, turning your cheek to rest against the carpet, bored with the game now that your earlier confidence was tattered, a flutter of nerves rising in your stomach as you avoided his eyes.
"Oh come now darling...", his biceps strained underneath the snug fit of his shirt as he flexed his elbows to bend deeper towards you, his breath warm in your ear, "there’s more than one way to move a man."
You turned your head slowly, your nose brushing his before he pressed his arms upwards once more away from you. The expanse of his brow dipping towards you as a mess of curls tumbled into view. Now that you weren’t trying to free yourself, your body flooded with unbidden feelings as you assessed the situation.
The scent of him lingered in your nostrils from his brief descent, clinging to his hair as rogue strands brushed your cheeks. An intoxicating mix of amber and leather flushed through your bloodstream, inflaming the path to your groin. Your aching hips tried to rise involuntarily to thrust into him, his firm weight preventing it.
You ran your eyes down the impressive torso hanging over you. The thick muscular expanse of his chest mouthwateringly positioned in your eyeline. Flat lines of his form tucked neatly to that immaculately fitted shirt hiding the deliciously defined abdomen underneath. Those unyielding stomach muscles ran to the creases in his hips, a tight angle to his thighs, long thick femurs bulging with power, gripping you mercilessly.
Fuck.
You tried to squirm as an uncomfortable wetness grew between your restrained legs. your thighs still spread in a static missionary position underneath the unbearable man above you. He could now add unbearably hot to his ever-growing list of unbearable qualities.
"Use your words, darling."
His usual smarm was tinged with a lustful edge as those keen eyes glinted down at you – or was that your imagination?
You could feel a flush rising awkwardly in your cheeks as he moved his hips minutely against yours, his crotch grinding lightly against your pelvic mound. Pressing your lips together, you prayed a moan would not escape them as you tried once more to free your hands from his firm grip.
"Sometimes", he enunciated softly above your struggles, "the most effective way to gain control of a situation…"
His calves squeezed purposefully against the sides of your ass. His thighs slid forward as his hips dragged an inch up your stomach. It pulled against your mound, forcing the hood of your clit to shift with a pent up explosion from the bundle of swollen nerves. You couldn’t tear your gaze away from his, deep pools of darkened and suddenly insatiable desire,
"...is to give in to it."
You couldn’t help it. A pathetic moan rose from deep in your throat as he repeated his movement. Loki towed his hips firmly across your lower body with excruciating precision, exposing your clit mercilessly against the friction of your leggings. He controlled the source of your desire from inches away. He wasn’t even touching it, smug bastard.
Elevating your head slightly, you cast your dizzying gaze to his hips which were poised to flex again across your form. The outline of his huge, hardened cock clearly visible, straining against his suit trousers as he dominated you. You gasped.
You had heard stories about what the God of Mischief had in his pants, but nothing could have prepared you for its presence so temptingly and unexpectedly close to you. The firm outline was thickened against the fabric, begging to be wielded inside your desperately wet channel as you lay prostrate beneath him, hands above your head like a sacrifice.
He observed your eyes widening with a knowing smirk. Loki flexed his elbows to bend towards you once again, his grip never leaving your wrists. Lowering his solid abs to press against your chest, he rubbed his hardened length once, purposefully, across the point of your hipbone.
"Ohhh, Y/N…" he moaned gratefully as his cock dragged firmly across your skin. Your name shuddered wantonly into your ear from his lips like nectar, ‘it seems you have caused me to shake after all…’
You groaned beneath him as he buried his face into your neck. A growl of need thundering lowly in your ear as he towed his enormous manhood firmly against your hip once more. The change in his position allowed to you keen up into him, your grateful hips finding solace against his crotch as you desperately sought relief.
"Loki…" you moaned shamelessly, his angular face appearing in front of yours with curiosity flickering in his sharp, lustful gaze.
"I think we should stop" you panted. The realisation that you were dry humping a colleague in the common room suddenly at the forefront of your mind, however inconveniently.
A low chuckle escaped him as he shook his head, his deft fingers squeezing around your wrists.
"Dinner."
Your brow crinkled as you processed the unexpected statement, "I’m sorry?"
"Dinner." he repeated, his eyebrow raised as he enjoyed your confusion, "My prize. I wish to have dinner with you."
He released your wrists from their fleshy prison, another moan escaping you as blood rushed to your hands. Your fingers tingled as the ache subsided. You sat up, rubbing them intermittently as Loki rose to his feet, rolling his shoulders and flexing his neck as you eyed him suspiciously.
"I would dispute the fact that you won, actually. Technically I made your body move so…"
Your words were a deflection, a feeble attempt to diffuse the sexual charge in the air that threatened to overwhelm you. Loki was unconvinced. His hand reached around your waist, pulling you to him with that vice-like grip you were intimately familiar with. He drew you close as your face tilted upwards, your lips poised to press against his at his command.
"Dispute all you wish," he chucked, "I welcome the discussion. And perhaps after dinner, we can have a re-match…"
Loki's eyes smouldered with innuendo as you shuddered in his arms, the hot wetness between your thighs taunting you as you clenched involuntarily, "...in my chambers, this time."
Your hand ran down his chest, fluidly finding it’s way past his toned hips to the tops of his thighs as his breath hitched. Your fingers brushing lightly over the thick, hard length still snug against his in-seam. Loki’s eyes narrowed as he hissed with need under the pressure of your palm, flashing dangerously as you raised your gaze to his coyly.
"Be careful, darling", his seductive voice laced with warning, "I won’t go as easy on you next time."
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TWIN PEAKS (2017) Part 18 x Part 1 --- The sinister Experiment figure first materializes when Tracey is positioned at Sam's left ear in a manner that mirrors the pose of Laura's iconic whisper to Cooper. This seems intentional; in fact, Tracey even whispers in Sam's ear...
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While Laura's whisper is inaudible, we can hear Tracey's whisper: she says, "What is it?" (Note: the OG subtitles, which Lynch/Frost have nothing to do with, incorrectly only say "What?"—so I correct them here.)
Now, of what significance is this seemingly innocuous question? First, note that the question, "What is it?", is identical to the very next full line of dialogue in the show...
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...and is also repeated later in Part 1 as well. While it's a common enough phrase, the fact that it is repeated literally back-to-back here is seemingly no accident.
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The phrase also is almost identical to the line that immediately precedes Laura's whisper near the beginning of Part 18: the Evolution of the Arm's question, "Is it?"
Each of these questions centers the definite pronoun "it," echoing the indefinite usage of "it" in the second (new) line of TWIN PEAKS (2017)...
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...the Fireman's mysterious statement to Cooper at the beginning of Part 1, "It is in our house now."
Interestingly, much of Sam's dialogue with Tracey, who we are told has brought "it" with her, centers around whether she can come "in"...
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...and it thus parallels the subject of the Fireman's line.
After Tracey whispers her question, "What is it?", Sam does provide a response, twice shushing her:
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"Shh!"
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Again, while this response may seem trivial, it is worthwhile to consider how it parallels the Fireman's other indefinite usage of "it"—"It all cannot be said aloud now"—as well as the theme of quietude surrounding "Judy" (and the very concept of a whisper).
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This theme is further drawn out earlier in the scene, when Sam, echoing Jeffries' instructions about Judy, tells Tracey that they're "not supposed to say anything about this place."
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Getting back to Tracey's whisper pose (and whisper itself): note that like Laura's TP:TR Red Room whisper, it's sandwiched between a kiss and a scream.
And very curiously, the way the Experiment's attack on Tracey and Sam is depicted—a close-up of frenetic shaking—closely mirrors the depiction of Laura's panicked scream and forceful exit from the Red Room. (Sadly, I can't post the video comparison here... See x.com/fatecolossal... )
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In each, a gaping mouth—in one, Laura's, in the other, the Experiment's (just a gaping black hole)—is centered.
While that concludes the main portion of this post, there is one more minor (more tenuous?) parallel between the Glass Box Room and the Red Room that might be mentioned (see my earlier post from last week for many more! https://www.tumblr.com/fatecolossal/732266163941343232/twin-peaks-the-red-room-x-the-glass-box-room).
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The Glass Box's lighting fixtures have red, striated backs that look familiar.
Okay, that's it! Thanks! (It's difficult to wade into pretty complicated discussions here given space & other limitations—some things def have to be omitted—so I realize the above may be inadequate by itself to be fully convincing of the intentionality behind some of the points...)
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only fair now that nash has his own childhood friends to lovers to complete the series!!! so i’m requesting a nash childhood friends to lovers hcs hehe. they’re so so cute to read, i love every single one of them 🥹💘
nash hawthorne childhood friends to lovers
thankyou sm for the requestttt, the lack of nash in the books is such a crime, he’s so underrated
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you and nash met at a horse riding club, when you were 11 and he was 13 years old. 
since you two were practically the only children in the private establishment, you two were often in each other's presence.
you made eye contact a few times but never spoke to each other. you thought he was pretty cute. 
“hey mom, do you know who that guy was?” you asked your mom once when you were leaving the place. 
“oh yeah, that’s skye’s son, nash. i’m friends with his mom, why?” 
“nothing” you say with a small smile as you continue to walk. 
“are you sure it’s nothing?“ she asks as she looks at you with a laugh.
“yes, mom,” you reply as you start giggling slightly. you start to approach the car door, and your mom opens the door for you. 
“i was your age once too, you know,” she laughs, and jokingly roll your eyes before joining in.
the next lesson you had, with some encouragement from your mom, you decided to speak to him after the lesson ended. he was standing in the reception, seemingly waiting for someone to pick him up, as were you. 
“hi.” you smile at him when he turns to look at you, and he returns it back.
“hey, i know you; i've seen you ‘round here”
“yeah, we’re like the only two kids in the building,” you reply with a small laugh.
“you’re right on that,"  he says with a small chuckle, and then you ask another question.
“are you waiting on your parents?”
“my moms pretty busy, so someone comes and picks me up.” he says, sounding slightly less confident as he did before.
“oh, lucky!” you respond, oblivious as to why a driver picks him up instead of his own mother . “my mom just talks and talks the whole way through the car ride—also, did you know my mom and your mom are friends? ” 
he raises an eyebrow at your last statement. “really, how’s that?” 
“i don’t know, my mom just told me.”
“you were talkin’ ‘bout me?” he says, a grin starting to appear on his face.
you nervously chuckle and continue “um, i just asked my mom who you were, ‘cause like, she kinda knows everyone.” 
“did you get your answer?” he says, and you realize he has a texan accent. 
“i think so; you’re nash, right?”
“yep. and you’re y/n, right?” he uses the same intonation as you, and raises his eyebrows with a smile as he tilts his head slightly.
“yeah! how’d you know?” you say with a large smile on your face.
“i know things,” he replies, and you thought you were hallucinating when he winked at you. 
he tore his attention away from you to the door, noticing someone who looks like you walking through the door.
“‘s that your mom?” he says with a chin nod, and you turn to follow his gaze.
“oh,” you say, slightly disappointed that your conversation would have to come to an end.  “yeah, it is.”
you turn back to him, and he speaks again.
“you ready for the talking?” he questions, quoting you from earlier. 
you let out a chuckle through your nose, “yeah, i’ve gotten used to it.” you two make eye contact for a few seconds with no words and decide to speak again “i guess i have to go, my moms waiting.” 
“i guess you do” 
“do you have a habit of repeating everything i say?” you say with an inquisitive look on your face and a smile. 
he runs his hand over his mouth in an attempt to hide his own smile, and shrugs 
“maybe,” he says with that damn smile that makes you feel like there’s a whole zoo in your stomach.
he looks behind you once again and sees your mom waiting for you, looking slightly bored.
“it looks like your mom is still waiting.” you turn to look at your mom, then back to him. “i’ll see ya later then?” he continues.
“bye, i’ll see you later” you repeat his words and deepen your voice in an attempt to mock him, to which he laughs at, before you turn around and walk to your mom, who immediately pulled you into a hug and walked with you with her arm around your shoulder. 
before the automatic door opened, you turned to wave at nash, he reciprocated it with another chin nod and a raise of his hand. however, when looking at you and your mom, he had a new, unrecognizable look on his face. ‘he’s probably bored because now he’ll have to wait alone’ 11 year old you thought. 
you two got so much closer over the span of a few weeks, and soon enough, you were going over to each others houses all the time.
you noticed that he spent a lot of time with his brothers, and he was a great role model. you didn’t really learn the reason why until years later, but you still found it so admirable.
you two would do everything together, sometimes you’d simply go over to each other's houses to do nothing together.
nash quit horse riding lessons when he was around 15, and instead decided to use some of the money that he practically never touches towards buying two horses and building a shed. he named one of them after you by anagramming your full name, but never told you. 
the next time you came over, he was extremely smiley, which was definitely different from his usual persona. 
“okay, what’s up with you? you’ve been smiling all day,” you say, bringing up the question that has been clouding your mind since the second you stepped in his room. 
“nothin’, just grateful to be alive. what, a man can’t smile?”
“you’re barely 16, what “man” are you talking about?” you say with a laugh, and he can’t help but chuckle. 
“alright, let me show you something,” he says as he stands up from the couch you were both sitting on and offers you his hand. 
“okay,” you make that sound more like a question as you his hand and follow him out of the room. 
“where are we going?” you ask as you two step out the back doors and are now outside in the backyard. 
“what’s with all the questions today?” he stops in his tracks and turns to face you, looking down at you with a grin on his face, slightly squinting as the sun was directly above you two. “it’s like we have the riddler over here,” he says with a deep chuckle. 
“you can’t blame a girl for being curious,” you retort, squinting as you lift your hand and use it as a makeshift visor from the sun.
“but you can blame a man for smilin’?”. 
“yep, you’re actually spot on.” 
he fake-sighs and looks away from you, then looks back at you, a smile involuntarily finding his face. “whatever the lady says,” he says as he grins down at you.
“you’re learning!” 
“yes, i am. let’s continue now, yeah? i’m sweatin’ out here” he says as he reaches his hand out to you. then you put your hand down from your face and connect it with his.
when he showed you the horses, you literally stopped in your tracks and gasped, instinctively walking over to them and petting them. when you realise what you’re doing, you remove your hand and turn back to nash. “oh my god, i can’t believe it- i-when did you do this?”
he chuckles with his hands in his pockets, leaning back slightly on his heels, “i’ve been planning it for a while,” 
“oh my god, and they’re yours? like completely? oh my- can i?” you ask to pet the horses, practically stumbling over your words because of how shocked you are.
“you don’t have to ask, i got ‘em for us,” he says, quieter than his usual tone, as a sense of familiarity and warmth spread through him. he forgot how much he loved seeing you with animals.
“no you didn’t,” you gasp as you whip your head around and turn to face him completely, “oh my god, nash,” you turn and look at the horses again, “what are their names?” you ask whilst petting them.
he tells you the names, and one of them piques your interest. “wait, can you repeat that last one again?” you ask as you turn around with your eyebrows furrowed in question. he smiles, confirming your suspicions as he repeats it. 
“there’s no way you anagramed my name to name a horse,” you chuckle and he walks towards you. 
he’s standing right infront of you, and you realise he’s basically towering over you. “when did he get so tall?” “has he always been this tall, or am i just realising this? - and when did he start looking like that” 
you’re quickly brought out of your thoughts when he responds. “hey, i couldn’t not name my favorite animal after my favorite girl,” he says, grinning down at you. 
you slightly giggle and briefly look to the side before pulling him into a hug. you were on your tiptoes, but he crouched down to meet your height so you wouldn’t have to. 
“seriously though, i love you so much nash, you’re the best friend in the world.” you mumble into his shoulder as he rubs your back up and down. 
friend. he felt a pit in his stomach. why did that word suddenly have a sting to it? “i love you, more than you know.”
as time went on, you were practically a member of the family and would participate in the saturday morning games. you noticed nash would often figure it out before his brothers did, but let them take the win. 
“why do you do that? let them win? you’re insanely smart, but you never show it.”
he takes a deep bath before answering your question. “they’re just kids, they desperately want to please the old man because, well.” he trails off, not really wanting to bring up his mom, more so, her absence. he continues “i just want them to be happy, they deserve it.” you look at him with love written all over your eyes, it’s like everyday he unknowingly pushes the agenda that he’s the best person ever. “yeah, i get that.” he meets your eyes and for a few seconds it genuinely feels like time stopped. 
your moment was suddenly interrupted by xander running through the room, “nash! guess what!” and he starts telling nash about his win. nash looks back at you, his face saying “you see what i mean?” you give him a knowing smile and he turns back to xander.
“no way kid, how’d you figure it out?” 
xander rambles on about the riddles, the clues, and the game in general, and you watch their conversation, wondering how you got so lucky to know these one-of-a kind people. how you got so lucky to know nash. 
that wasn’t the only time one of nash’s brothers would barge into his room. it was actually quite a common occurrence. 
one time you were hanging out in his room, just sitting on his bed and talking, when all three of his brothers barged in the room, jameson in front, grayson not far behind him, and xander behind grayson laughing his head off whilst running.
“woah woah woah,” nash repeated as he stood up from the bed, “what’s going on here?” he stood infront of you, making sure jameson wouldn’t barge into you as he steadied him by grabbing onto his shoulders.
“tell jameson to give my usb stick back.” grayson says as he tries to tackle jameson, however, his attempts were quickly stopped by nash. “listen here, if you two want to fight, go fight. but not here, not when y/n’s over? alright?”
“sorry” they both grumble under their breath.
“is y/n your special friend?” little xander asks, seemingly having recovered from his fit of laughter. he was honestly just here for the fun of it.
“yes actually, she’s a very special lady, which is why i’m telling your brothers off for acting like that infront of her.” 
“oh i’m very special?” you ask sarcastically 
“yes ma’am” he turns to look at you and for a brief second, he forgets his brothers were in the room for a second.
he turns back when he hears grayson trying to pry the usb out of jamesons hands and jamesons' yells.
you were honestly glad, because you were 110% sure your face was about as red as a tomato at this point. he had a way with words, that’s for sure.
“jamie, give your brother his usb stick back, grayson, go away and keep the fighting to a minimum, xander, you continue whatever you were doin’, and all of you, out of my room.” 
he leads them all out, while xander was laughing again, jameson and grayson both had their heads down but you could see jameson still smiling, and you heard a snicker coming from him when nash closed the door behind them. 
he closed his eyes and sighed for a second after he shut the door, and when he opened them you both started laughing.
“they can be such little critters sometimes, huh?” he says followed by a chuckle.
“i love them; it’s like constant entertainment. plus i can just talk to them when i get bored of you,” you say jokingly with a laugh.
“oh yeah? you bored of me now?” he jokes back
“hmmm,” you pretend to think, tapping your chin, “a little bit, but i’ll deal with it.”
“you’ll deal with it?” he asked, his eyebrows raised in amusement, along with a playful smile on his face. “how so?” he says as he walks towards you, and you’re still sitting on the bed.
“i guess i’ll just bring the energy out of you. i’m just special like that,” you say with a smile, recalling him calling you “special”
“i guess you are.” 
the moment was becoming too “more than friends"-ish for you to handle, especially with him looking at you like that, so you decided to go back to familiar ground and bring back the light jokes.
“how do you still manage to repeat me when i’m repeating you?” you laugh and shake your head.
he shakes his head back and joins in on the laughter, finally sitting next to you after standing right infront of you.
the rest of the night went as it usually would with you two. but when you were in your own room, staring at the wall unable to sleep, you were cursing yourself for going another day not talking about your feelings, more specifically how you felt for nash. little did you know he was doing the same exact thing.
around your senior year, he decided that being just friends with you was genuinely going to be the cause of his death.
mentally, and also physically.
his brothers non stop teasing about you which always sometimes ended up in fights was starting to get on his nerves. 
prom was coming up, and he knew from the books you read, the movies you watched, and just you in general that you felt like it was a big deal.
you ‘dragged’ him along to dress shopping, even though inside he was jumping up and down because he loved anything to do with you.
“okay listen, you know my size, and the colours i like are…?” 
“light pink, baby blue, pastel yellow, orange, and light green as a last resort—those words are practically engraved in my brain darlin’”
“okay, great.” you say, beaming at him. you’re not sure if it’s because of the fact that he remembers everything you tell him, or the name he called you. “i’m going to go try on these, and you send me photos of any you find you think i might like, okay?”
“yes ma’am, on it.” 
he was looking around the store, 3 dresses in hand, knowing the employees were talking about him.
“do you see those eyes?”
“wait- hawthorne? as in tobias hawthorne?”
“that’s the oldest one, nash” 
“i don’t know who i want to be more; y/n or him” 
“she’s so pretty, they fit each other.”
he heard in hushed whispers, and hearing the last two made him smile, just as he saw a dress that was so you. 
everything about it screamed you in every way, and he loved it.
he spoke to one of the assistants and got one in your size, he couldn’t wait to show you this one; he was afraid a photo wouldn’t do it justice. 
“hey darl, i saw this dress that i think you’d love. when you’re done you can come out and see it,” he said after knocking on the door of your changing room.
“oh i’m basically done, just putting on my shirt!” you say slightly muffled, and a few seconds later you open the door, “hi” you breathe out. 
“hey there,” he grins at you.
you smile back at him, and then ask “do you have the dress?” 
“right here,”
he turns and walks a few steps, taking the dress of the hanger and showing it to you, he begins to speak but you tune it all out because the dress is literally everything you wanted and more, “oh my god,” you say with your mouth agape. 
this earns a low chuckle out of him. “you alright there?” 
“i just, i love the dress so much, i can’t believe i didn’t find it myself, how the hell did you even notice it?” you finally tear your eyes away from the dress and meet his, adding a laugh to the end of your sentence. 
“i just know my girl like that,” he says, genuinely smiling at you, and you were 99.9% sure your knees were going to buckle right there and you would fall at his feet. luckily, some of your strength remained, and you met his eyes for 2 seconds, only deepening the red colour in your face.
“i’m uh, i’m gonna go try on the dress.” you say, pointing back to the changing room with your thumb.
“alright, take your time.” when did his accent get so hot?
you close the door, lock it, and lean on it for a few seconds, recalling what the hell just happened, “my girl”???? 
“what the fuck” you mutter under your breath, but you can’t help the smile that finds your face when you think of the moment, in fact, you’re basically always smiling whenever you think or talk about nash. your mom never fails to mention it.
you try on the dress, and you think it’s practically made for you. you felt perfect. how was nash so right with his choices? to say you were obsessed with the dress was an understatement. 
after snapping a few pictures for your friends and mom, you call out to nash. “i’m coming out now.” before opening the door and stepping out.
“what do you think?” you say as you do a 360.
‘speechless’ wasn’t a word used to describe nash hawthorne, ever. but right now, he fit the dictionary definition. 
he was thinking ‘i can’t wait until one day, it’s our wedding she’s shopping for’
he quickly cleared his throat and replied once he realized he left you hanging. “you look gorgeous, you are gorgeous. buy that dress, i’m begging you.” 
his words make you nervously laugh, “yeah, i love it so much. i think i will. thankyou for finding it.”
“no need to thank me darlin’, it’s all you.” which earned another nervous laugh out of you. he has to know what he’s doing. “i’m gonna go change now, and then we can leave.”
after you finish changing, you go to pay for the dress. when you reach the desk, the lady informs you that the dress has already been paid for. 
you go back to nash who was waiting for you in the sitting area, his eyes lighting up when he meets yours.
“nash? did you pay for my dress?” 
he just smiles in return, telling you everything you need to know.
“how did you even pay for it? you didn’t even have the dress with you.”
he stands up and walks next to you, taking the packaged dress from your hands and saying “don’t worry 'bout it’. lets go now?” before leading you two out the door.
a few days later, you realized you didn’t officially have a prom date. what you didn’t know was that nash was planning a whole thing to ask you out, with flowers, a picnic, jewelry, and little things he knows you love. it was the day he was going to ask you, and the second you walked into the house you said this:
“hey nash, um, this is kind of random but would you be my date to prom? i don’t have one yet and i-“ you immediately stop when you notice his face slightly fall.
“it would be friendly, o-ofcourse and it doesn’t mean anything.” you attempt to salvage yourself by rambling on and on.
“nash?” 
he starts to smile and then decides to speak. “it’s real funny you ask me that, ya know?” 
“why’s that?” you say with a smile matching his.
“c’mere” he says before taking your hand and leading you somewhere again.
what is it with this man and taking your hand?? 
when you reach the picnic he set out for you, which looks straight out of a romance movie or a valentine’s day advert, he starts to speak again. “i was going to ask you here, but now i don’t have to do that and we can just eat, right?” he jokes, to which you laugh and respond, “so that means you’ll go with me?” 
“ofcourse i’ll go with you. hell, i’d do anything you want. i’d go anywhere, if it was you askin’. i love you, not in the way that you already know i do. not in a friendly way. i love you in a way that takes over my mind and makes you all i can think about 24/7.” his tone is suddenly much more serious, not a hint of the joking that was once present. he scans your face, noticing your blush and the smile starting to appear on your face. he continues. “what im tryin’ to say is, since the second i saw you in those horse riding lessons, i knew you were going to be someone special in my life. the second i saw how good you were with my brothers, with animals, with people in general, i knew i loved you. and the second i realized your cheeks would turn a shade of red, like they are now, after id call you a name, i knew i was in love with you.” 
now it was your turn to be speechless, the only thing you could muster up was whispering his name before pulling him into a kiss. 
he craned his neck down to meet your height, then you jumped and wrapped your legs around his torso. when you pulled back, you all but squealed and started peppering his face with kisses, repeating “i love you” with each one. 
he started laughing, and “moving his face away from you” but not really, he loved it. 
“alright alright, hold your horses.” he laughed before placing you on your feet again.
you tried to hold back your laugh when you realized there were kiss marks from your remaining lipgloss all over his face.
“what are you laughing at huh?” he says through a smile as he looks at you and starts laughing, simply because you are. 
“nothing! just happy.” you reply.
“and why’s that?” he asks again, still smiling at you. 
“well, this really cute guy with a funny accent just told me he’s loved me for like ages, and i’ve basically had a crush on him since we first met. isn’t that great!” you beam up at him, and he starts laughing again.
“i don’t know about that, the guy sounds like bad news. you should stay away.” he jokes back. 
“but he’s so cute, you should see him.” you continue, not being able to hold back your laughs.
“yeah?” 
“yeah, he’s the best.”
his grin widens before pulling you into another kiss. this time when it ends, you sat down to eat the food he prepared. you two watched the sunset together, and when it was night, you ended up falling asleep on each other while watching the stars.
you were woken up by his brothers standing over you two, laughing at the kiss marks still on nash's face, and the position you two were in. nash excused himself and had a ‘talk’ with them inside, and came back to you out of breath and sweaty, looking slightly pissed off. (it was hot though)
all of the hawthorne friends to lovers officially doneee, lmk if you enjoyeddd and leave reqs!! tags: @kikiyapps @lanterns-and-daydreams
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The Ruthless Prince (Part 21 - Finale/Epilogue) Scaramouche x fem!reader [Genshin Royal AU]
Summary: When Prince Scaramouche picks you out of a random group of commoners to marry, your life is turned upside down. He’s mean, snarky, condescending and he doesn’t act like a proper husband or prince at all. However, when Prince Tartaglia from the neighbouring kingdom takes an interest in you, Prince Scaramouche finds himself even more annoyed than usual. This is the story of him and you navigating this roller coaster of a relationship.
Note: aaannndddd it’s done! It’s not a very long chapter for several reasons. I just wanted a clean ending and though there were not a lot of details of what happened to the gnosis, Serena and Finnian and other things, I decided to keep those for the extra chapters! Thank you so much for going on this journey with me lovelies! My first full Genshin fanfiction has finally ended and what a nice journey and process it was! 
Warnings: mentions of a honeymoon, soft-ish Scara
Word Count: 3k
Summary and a recap on the Royal AU plots are here.
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“Where do you think you’re going?” Scaramouche’s gruff and sleepy voice reaches your ears. His arms are suddenly tight around your waist, tensing at the slight movement of you trying to take his hand off. 
“Just to the bathroom, Scara,” you tell him, still grasping the back of his hand to take it away from your waist. He huff-sighs, retracting his arms to himself to let you jump off the bed. He pushes himself up by his elbows, the blanket pooling on his lap as he props himself up into a sitting position, back leaning against the headboard of the bed. 
He doesn’t say anything as he watches the door to the bathroom click close, and he lets out a stifled yawn, not bothering to cover his mouth. From the looks of it, it was probably nearly time to wake up anyway, judging from the sunrays peeking through the curtains. 
Scaramouche sat in silence, mind still a little foggy at the sudden awakening, but he’d rather be awake than asleep whenever you had to be away from him, even if it was just to the bathroom. He’s painfully aware that it’s probably leftover trauma from your disappearing act a month ago. 
His eyes peeked open when he heard the bathroom door open up again and you came strolling out, sporting a yawn just as he did earlier. You’re about to walk over to your side of the bed, but Scaramouche beckons you over to his side instead and you tilt your head in question. 
He’s shirtless. That’s how he slept now, becoming more comfortable around you and behind closed doors. He’s nicer, occasionally still harsh and biting, still incredibly stubborn and sometimes still insufferable. But now, he didn’t seem to have a lot of problems being clingy, or was that more of his paranoia speaking?
You supposed it was because of the incident, and you couldn’t quite blame him for being paranoid of history repeating itself. Though you insisted that he should really ease up. 
As you approached his side of the bed he easily envelops you in his arms and pulls you on top of him, then he rolls to his side, bringing you along with him while you yelp in surprise at the sudden move. You’re trapped in his arms again as he closes his eyes, ready to go back to dreamland.
“We’re supposed to be waking up,” you mock glare at him, knowing that he can’t see you. You’re inches away from his peaceful face.
“...When have I ever woken up on time?” He counters and you can’t say anything back, just shaking your head to yourself. You end up resting your eyes as well. It’s getting colder in the kingdom and you thought that Scaramouche’s tendency to be more cuddly in bed came at the right time. 
If the blankets weren’t enough, his warmth surely was. 
“We’re visiting Kuni today,” he suddenly mumbles. You don’t open your eyes, but your heart sinks a little at the statement. You hadn’t visited his grave, perhaps part of you wasn’t ready yet, but the two of you had agreed on it today. 
Dragging it on just didn’t seem respectful. 
“...I know,” you relax into his hold, your mind moving into your subconsciousness as a slight sleepiness overtakes you, going back to the day you found your way home.
“The broken arm is the biggest problem,” The doctor told Scaramouche when he came back into the room after the doctor’s evaluation. “But the bruises on her back are bad too,” the doctor prescribed a tub of salve but Scaramouche wasn’t aware of the bruises at that point and he turned to you with his brows furrowed. 
“What bruises?” he asked you and you could only turn back around and slip the yukata off your shoulders to show him just how purple your back was from whatever impact it went through. Scaramouche held back from grimacing at the sight, it spanned near your shoulder, up until below what seemed to be your shoulder blade. 
The doctor was dismissed, and after a nap you’d woken up feeling better than the past few weeks. Scaramouche was in bed with you, but he was sitting on his side of the bed, just silent and accompanying you till you woke. Part of him was trying to sort out his thoughts, but while you were asleep he had already sent a letter to your parents, along with asking a maid to update his own. 
Scaramouche made sure you were awake enough to answer his questions, and you told him everything. Starting from when Tartaglia had forcibly entered the room, to him wanting the gnosis, Kuni staying behind, up until you found yourself with Serena and Finnian, finding out you lost the ring but somehow kept the gnosis safe. By the end of the story, Scaramouche had a difficult expression on his face. 
“...About Kuni,” He couldn’t meet your eyes as he told you, but your eyes had nowhere else to go to except his face, and the more he talked the wider your eyes became. 
Kuni had passed away. 
The first thing you thought of was it being your fault. If you were stronger, if you maybe stayed, maybe gave the gnosis up, even though all the solutions you could think of were bad solutions it might’ve at least left Kuni alive. You were flabbergasted for a moment, Scaramouche’s gaze still turned away from you, until you turned yours away from him too. 
There’s a moment of silence that passed between the two of you, both of you sort of letting it really sink in that these things have really transpired. People were lost and you almost lost each other. 
“...It’s–It’s my fault–” it came out involuntarily, your sentiments about Kuni’s death, but Scaramouche, almost as if he predicted you would feel that way, cut you off without a second for you to argue. 
“You know very well that it’s not,” 
“But it feels like it is,” you whisper, voice wavering at the slowly descending knowledge that Kuni was gone. He might have seemed like a small part in the grand scheme of things. But to you, he was a sort of kindness in an unknown world. A guide that was patient and understanding, wiser than anyone else in the castle. “...You blame yourself too, don’t you?” You end up asking Scaramouche.
His silence was a clear answer. 
He blamed himself for more than just Kuni’s death. The war itself. Your disappearance. Your current state. The knights that fell under his command. Losing the gnosis. Not planning in advance. In a sense it was as if the whole world was on his shoulders, and he had failed everything that he was responsible for.
His thoughts broke when he feels a weight on his shoulder. He glances sideways to see that you’ve laid your forehead on his shoulder, concealing your face from his. 
“...I’ll stop blaming myself if you stop blaming yourself,” You bargained with him, but that was so much more easier to say than to do. 
“...I can’t do that. This Kingdom is my responsibility,” He was truthful in his answer. Yes, perhaps not everything was his fault, but there were definitely things he could have done better. He wasn’t depressed nor distraught over his mistakes. He was simply disappointed, but it was fuel for him to plan and do better next time. He wasn’t going to let it cripple him. 
“...Share it with me then,” you whisper, almost inaudible. He dips his head a little closer to hear you better. 
“...Share…?” He repeats, not exactly knowing what you were trying to say. 
“...Your responsibilities, your burdens, your struggles… Share it with me. As the princess of this kingdom and as…” you pause, still having your face concealed from his gaze had probably made you a little braver. “...as your wife,”
Scaramouche feels himself freeze at the words. He held back a shiver that crawled up his whole being, an electricity that woke him up to the reality that you were here with him. Not just physically, but in his mental state, his struggles. You were here, and you were willing to experience it all with him.
There’s a squeeze at his chest that he could only describe as beautifully painful. Your sentiments of wanting to be acknowledged as his partner, and wanting to be involved in what he went through had probably cut through him easier than any blade. 
He relaxes as you continue to rest on him, a secretly tender gaze on his face when no one else is looking. “Idiot,” he whispers, but leans down to press a kiss on the top of your head.
Scaramouche remembers that clearly in his mind. 
That was probably one of the things that pushed him into planning for today.
As the two of you stand in front of Kuni’s grave, you offering a prayer as Scaramouche laid down flowers next to the stone, it’s a wonder that peace is all that he feels. He didn’t know if that was because he had already mourned enough in his own time, or if it was because you were there with him, but he felt like he could face his old advisor once again. 
There was still a deep set sadness, seeing the grave, but as you spoke to Kuni out loud, Scaramouche was more comforted than anything else. 
“I made it back, Kuni. Thanks to you, and thanks to Scaramouche, I guess,” You added as an afterthought, almost as a joke. Scaramouche can’t help but scoff next to you. It feels like talking to an old friend who had never left. 
“Scaramouche is still an asshole,” you start, to which Scaramouche was ready to scold your head off for, but you continue within seconds. “But he’s also a little nicer. To me, at least.” You grin a little, feeling the evil glare on you. “He’s trying his best to sort things out in the castle and he’s always so preoccupied about keeping the kingdom safe. It’s all he ever does.” Scaramouche could sense the eye roll on your expression, though he wasn’t looking. You continue to subtly insult Scaramouche in front of Kuni and ended with “but I’ll keep an eye on him!”
You bow your head towards the grave then turn to Scaramouche, mischief in your eyes. “Anything you wanna say, Scara?” you ask and he has glared at you all through your tattling to Kuni about him but he takes a deep breath and sighs it out just as deep. 
Scaramouche turns to Kuni, closes his eyes, as if talking to him privately. He stays like that for a moment before opening them and stating, “...I’ll be fine now, Kuni,” there’s determination in his voice and nothing but confidence. But he had to ruin it with an equally condescending comment about you. “Y/N nags me so much that there’s no way I’ll forget to do things. I even hear her in my sleep.” 
“Hey!” you protest.
“You started it!” he barked back.
You huff and cross your arms over your chest, grumbling. This was certainly not the type of behaviour one would expect in front of a grave…but since it was Kuni, you had a feeling that he understood anyway, and was perhaps happy to see everything was still as it is, maybe a little better.
“...I forgot something at the carriage, wait here a second,” Scaramouche mumbles, averting his gaze away from you and starts the short walk towards the carriage. It was just a few feet away from the two of you. If you turned, you could see it waiting by the street, but you turn your attention away from it and back to Kuni’s grave as Scaramouche walks away.
“...In all honesty, he’s doing much better, Kuni,” you whisper, not wanting to get caught saying nice things about the ruthless prince. “He’s so stubborn, so annoying and so insulting but he’s just a little concealed in his ways. I think you knew that already though, right?” You smile and stifle a laugh, “He’s nice to me, in his own weird ways,” 
“What’re you laughing about?” You whip your head around to see Scaramouche raising an eyebrow at you. He’s clutching something in his arm, and when you realize what it is you let out a gasp. 
“Th-That’s my teddy bear! Where’d you get that?!” Scaramouche had conveniently left out the part where your mother had given him your teddy bear. The bear in his arm looked new though, and it was then that you knew he had it repaired. Though you always liked the rustic look of your old bear, knowing that it was repaired and could last longer was a surprise too. 
“Somewhere,” Scaramouche replies cryptically. He hands you the bear, and you happily take it. You recognized it as your own because of the purple ribbon around the neck but, on closer inspection, there’s something different about the ribbon.
“What’s…?” You mumble absentmindedly, taking the ribbon on your palm and noticing that something was tied around one of the strings cascading down.
It was a ring tied to the ribbon, letting it hang on the teddy bear’s chest. You touched the ring, and turned it around in your fingers, inspecting it. 
It was a simple rose gold band. Very subtle and very unassuming with no jewels or gems at all. You lift your head up to look at Scaramouche with question in your eyes, but he had his gaze averted away from you, hand rubbing the back of his neck. He mumbled something that you didn’t quite catch. “...Huh?” You ask again, leaning ever so slightly closer to try and hear him better.
“I said,” he says louder, taking in a breath, “Marry me,” 
The wind is knocked out of your lungs. 
The proposal was so unexpected and awkward and yet so endearingly sincere. He’s looking straight at you now, a stern gaze on him and you look back at him with your heart caught in your throat, breath taken away, and all you can think of is how much more handsome he looked at that moment. 
You stared at him wide eyed, your mouth opening “...We’re already married, idiot,” you couldn’t help but state and he snaps his gaze towards you at that.
“I know that, stupid!” he glares, but you can see that there’s slight unease in his posture. His arms that are always crossed over his chest is not because he was feeling smug at the moment, but more of embarrassment and unsureness. 
“I meant, marry me, for real, this time,” 
And though your heart was pounding you could only really reply to his proposal with some humor. You were bursting with warmth from your chest, but you didn’t know if he was being serious. “...We ARE married for real,” 
Scaramouche lets out an exasperated sigh and draws himself closer to you, hand catching your elbow, not letting you scamper away from him. “You KNOW what I mean,” 
“Do I?” You whisper, a bit of blatant disobedience coming out from you. You feel him lean closer to you and you don’t resist. His other free hand places itself on your waist, gripping at it to move you even closer to him. He closes his eyes, tilts his head the slightest bit sideways and leans in to capture your lips in a chaste kiss. 
That’s how you know he was serious. 
The kiss lasts for a few innocent seconds, yet the message behind it is priceless. There’s a hint of want, as if this alone was not enough and though he was gentle, he’s held back. As if he wants more than just your lips and your body, like he wants every part of you, your heart, your soul, existing next to him for all eternity. 
He pulls only an inch away with a soft sigh, “A wedding with a real kiss at the end,” his hand snakes up towards your neck and tilts your head at the right angle for him to pepper kisses down your jaw. “A wedding with real vows,” he whispers, stopping at your chin then moving up to press one on your cheek. He can’t help but think how warm you are, even in weather that’s bordering on winter, his fingers and lips are heating up on your skin and he loves it. “So? Are you gunna give me an answer, or not?”
There it is. That somewhat charming assertiveness and the rare show of affection. It melts you a little inside when his touch as much as grazes you. “...A small one? With just the few people we care about, maybe?” You try to bargain though it must be strange to have a re-wedding, even with just the closest people there, but you had a hunch that Scaramouche had it all planned out already, excuses and all. He’d always been a detailed planner, if he really wanted something to happen. 
He lets out a half-huff and a half-laugh, “I don’t care, princess. As long as you’re there and I’m there,” 
It’s your turn to stifle a smile, giving yourself a silly, lovesick, lopsided grin at his statement. “...Alright then, you greedy man. I’ll marry you. Again.” You roll your eyes, but no words can describe how much of a teenager you feel at that moment. How those flutters in your stomach were in fact from this man who had once given you nothing but trouble and grief. He had a long way to go, and so did you, but the world had brought the two of you together, two different shades of the same colour that clashed yet blended together so effortlessly in the end, turning into a pleasant painting of an imperfect yet fervent relationship. 
“Then you agree to a real honeymoon too?” There’s a grin in his voice and you gasp in mock surprise. 
“Is this why you want a re-wedding? You just want the honeymoon that we missed the first time around!” You put your hand on your chest, pretending to be hurt and wounded but he slinks away from you and flicks your forehead at your antics.
“Maybe,” a smug grin splays on his face, but you know well that he’s just playing along with you. He takes your hand and pulls you along with him, back to the carriage as you continue your act of being torn and hurt. 
“You wound me,” though you squeeze his hand back, and you tuck the teddy bear under your arm as you willingly follow him. The smile on your face a complete contrast from your constant complaining and teasing.
He puts your voice at the background as he calms the storm in his heart. As per usual he had a confident and put-together look on, but he had been anxious that you wouldn’t have liked the idea of a “real” wedding. 
It wasn’t so much the wedding or festivities that he cared about…it was strangely the authenticity of it…that you deserved more than just a fake one and that he wanted a sincere one for you. 
He had it in his mind, had it at the tip of his tongue, but there were some emotions that he wasn’t brave enough to face yet, and some feelings that he wasn’t sure how to put into words, still discovering and exploring it with the thought of you, but he knew what he had envisioned:
A wedding. With sincere and real feelings of what he thought he never needed: Love and a lifetime of companionship.
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bluesylveon2 · 1 year
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I Was Enchanted to Meet You
Summary: Yuu thought that Vil was the most beautiful man she has ever seen. That was until he opened his mouth. (A look into Yuu’s crush on Vil)
Note: I was listening to Enchanted by T Swift one day and then this fic was born. Maybe it was Taylor's purple dress but this song screamed Vil. This fic is based on the song! (unrelated: this was my favorite song from her concert)
Word Count: 1636
Warning: not beta read, possible ooc characters, and a bad take on Epel’s accent (you know it's bad when you have a similar one and can't write it)
Disclaimer: I do not own Twisted Wonderland and its characters. Those belong to Aniplex, Walt Disney Japan, and Yana Toboso.
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Yuu and many people in Twisted Wonderland could agree that Vil Schoenheit was beautiful. The Prefect could recall the first time she laid eyes on him. It was during the entrance ceremony that she and Grim barged into when her eyes landed on the most beautiful boy in the world. Even more beautiful than the boys back in her world. His beauty was so enchanting that Yuu immediately developed a crush on him at first sight. 
As many teenage girls do, Yuu began fantasizing about him. In a healthy way, of course. She would imagine how their first official meeting would go. She pictured a meet-cute where he saved her after almost tripping on something. He would use his lovely voice to sweep her off her feet and into their happily ever after.
But this was a villain school and not RSA.
Their first official meeting left a sour taste in her mouth. Did he have to call Ace and Deuce, two of her best friends, a potato??!? What was up with that?
In fact, Vil's overbearing self during the beginning of the VDC camp made Yuu change her perspective of him. Long gone were the "and they lived happily ever after" thoughts. They were now replaced with dealing with his attitude.
Everything improved after Vil's overblot. It shocked Yuu to see Vil admit his faults and how he wanted to improve. Their relationship changed even more after Idia's overblot. Vil had even kissed her cheek! If it weren't for the dire situation, Yuu would have fainted then and there. 
Vil and Yuu have only remained as friends even up to now. Crowley, being the kind headmaster he was (ha), decided to host a ball for NRC. They were free to invite other people outside the school and show up alone or with a date. 
Yuu could not hide her giddy smile when she heard the announcement. Suddenly, her earlier thoughts about Vil filled her head.
"You're making that face again," Epel's voice broke Yuu out of her trance. Ah, that's right, she was studying with him for their upcoming Alchemy exam since he was the best out of the first years. Where were they? In Epel's room. In Pomefiore, where the housewarden was none other than Vil.
"That is just my regular face," Yuu dismissed Epel's statement with a wave of her hand. 
Epel frowned, "Ya look like the way my parents look at each other, in love. So who is it?"
Yuu blushed, "No one! Besides, we should be studying, not discussing my life."
Epel sighed and pushed his stuff aside, "Well, we are taking a break. Vil emphasizes taking one so your stress does not cause wrinkles or something like that. I could care less." He grabbed Yuu's stuff, pushed it aside, and sat up to look at the girl. "Who is it?" He repeated.
Yuu crossed her arms, "It's nobody."
"Yer lying."
"I'm not!"
Epel ignored her and placed a finger to his chin to think, "Let me guess, is it Leona?"
Yuu's eyes widen, "Why would I like him? He's not my type!"
Epel shrugged, "It was worth the shot, but now I know you have a type. Let's see…" He trailed off to think. "Is it someone nice, like Trey? Or mischievous, like Lilia?"
Yuu shook her head, "Trey is like a brother to me, and Lilia gives off grandpa vibes. I don't know why, but he does."
Epel nodded, "I see. What about someone strong, like Jack?"
"Jack is strong, but I like him as a friend."
Epel groaned in annoyance, "Can I at least get a hint?"
Yuu sighed, "I guess. what we say stays in here," she said, holding her pinky out to Epel. 
The boy sighed and locked his pinky around Yuu's, "Fine."
"It's one of the third years."
Epel remained silent, deep in thought. "We already ruled out Leona, Trey, and Lilia. What about confident guys?" Yuu nodded. "That rules out Idia. Malleus?"
"Tsuntarou is strong and confident in his own way, but it is not him."
Epel hummed in thought again. Suddenly, he frowned like whatever was in his mind disgusted him, "No way it can be Vil. I would feel sorry for ya-" Epel looked up at Yuu's red face, and his eyes widened. "No way! You actually like him?"
Yuu jumped on Epel and placed a hand over his mouth, "Shhh, the whole dorm is gonna hear you!"
Epel pushed Yuu's hand off him, "Gross! Why him, Yuu? Don't you have standards?"
Yuu rolled her eyes and sat back up, "Sure, Vil was an asshole before, but now he's a lot nicer! I admire his confidence and how he is a hard worker."
Epel could only shake his head like a disapproved brother, "I can understand Rook, but Vil is a whole other story."
Yuu sighed before standing up and heading towards the door, "Look, you can think what you want, but that is my opinion. Now, I will grab something to drink, and we can return to studying."
"Does that mean we must start referring to Vil as Pineapple now?"
Yuu laughed as she opened the door, "Better get started on it."
Epel rolled his eyes and pulled out his phone, "Go get your drink and stop talking about yer precious Pineapple."
Yuu only laughed again as she closed Epel's door and went to Pomefiore's kitchen. She went back to thinking about Vil. He was like the unobtainable crushes she used to have back in her world. Those were the guys she knew she did not have a chance with, and she stuck to admiring them from afar. 
The thing is, Vil had eyes turn to him every time he ended the room. His beauty outshone everyone, and his hard work to maintain it has paid off. If someone placed Yuu next to him, she would look like a potato next to a beautiful sculpture.
Yuu sighed. She wanted to do the same thing she did for her past crushes, but Vil's beauty was too enchanting to ignore. Even if she did not look as beautiful in comparison, Yuu wanted to be the one by his side, starting with the upcoming ball, assuming Vil didn't have anyone. 
(Little did Yuu know that a certain hunter was misleading her admirers from asking her out. All under a queen's orders.)
Yuu was so lost in thought that she did not realize she was about to run into someone until it was too late.
"Watch where you're going, mein Liebling."
Yuu's breath caught in her throat. She was face to face with the most flawless look and alluring purple eyes she had ever seen. The girl internally cursed herself. Why did she decide to study French and not German back in her world? Her French was limited, so she never spoke it in case Rook bombarded her with it. Whatever Vil said sounded close to the language that there was a possibility she could have understood him. 
Yuu immediately regained her composure. "Thank you, Vil." Her eyes wandered down, and she realized the predicament she was in. Vil had one arm around her waist, and the other held Yuu's arm. Meanwhile, Yuu (somehow) had her arms wrapped around his neck. Her eyes widen in horror, "Your clothes!" She exclaimed and immediately jumped away. Yuu began searching Vil for any wrinkles, unaware of the frown on his flawless face. 
"Yuu, you didn't wrinkle anything. Besides, some things are a more important matter."
Yuu stared at him dumbly. "Like what?"
"Well, Crowley is hosting that ball, and I want to ask if you want to be my date."
Yuu blinked twice at him. Internally, she was jumping for joy and squealing like a teenage girl (she is one). Her dream was finally coming true, and she only had to say yes.
"But why?" Yuu groaned internally. Her mouth betrayed her instead. 
Vil sighed and maneuvered Yuu, so she stood up properly but remained in his arms. "You must think you are a potato like Potato 1 and 2, but you're not. You are beautiful, like Fairest Queen. I, the prime example of her, wish for you to accompany me for that night unless you don't want to. I would understand."
Yuu felt her heart skip a beat, and she wanted to faint at Vil's charm during his speech. She could not believe he asked her, a magicless human out of all the beautiful women in Twisted Wonderland. There was only one thing she had to do.
"Yeah, I'll go with you."
A beautiful smile filled Vil's face. "Wonderful," He looped his arm around hers. "Now, where were you heading to? Let me accompany you, and we can discuss our plans for the ball."
Yuu's eyes lit up, and she excitedly grabbed Vil's arm, "Can I try on some of your designer dresses?"
Vil looked at her with tender eyes, "Of course, liebling."
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Meanwhile
"So why do we have to call Vil a pineapple again?" Deuce's voice asked through the video call. 
Epel sighed. He could feel a headache forming after explaining it for the third time. "It's a thing girls do where they refer to their crushes as food."
Ortho nodded, his eyes glowing, which indicated he was looking it up. "According to the internet, the codenames could be anything, but the most common ones are fruit-related."
Jack frowned, "But Vil does not even look like one."
"Yo Sebek!" Ace called out, "You have an older sister. Do you get the food-naming thing?"
Sebek scoffed, "You humans are not creative. I have never seen her partake in that."
Epel rolled his eyes, "We can ask Yuu when she comes back." The boy looked around the empty room and then at his textbooks. "Where is she anyways?"
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thefuseoftemptation · 9 months
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LET ME
EDDIE MUNSON X GN!READER
WARNING(S): cussing, Eddie being well, Eddie. hurt/comfort. NOT PROOFEAD.
Eddie hasn't gotten word from you in a week and he wasn't sure what to think.
While on one hand you were known to sometimes up and leave without letting him know, which sent him over everytime, on the other hand- there was the current and frequent thought of something having happened to you and he just didn't know. Which in this case as of now, wasn't any more easing to his already unsetttled self.
And it all resulted to him here. Trying to get you to open the door that he'd been waiting at for the last few minutes. He cursed you for taking your time to get to it, that is if you were here.
Eddie would've just used the key you lent him a while back but to honest,he can't remember where he put it. He never had to use it until now because you'd always leave it unlocked for him to come through.
"C'mon c'mon c'mon," was all he could repeat as he stood there, pacing in spot. Fingers rubbing over his eyes and in his hair as the time seemed to pull out. And just when he was about to renounce Christ's name once more, the door opened. With you on the otherside of it. Or at least that's what it looked like.
The sight of you Eddie was usually greeted by was not there. You looked, well, to put it shortly, unwell.
"Eddie, it's too soon for this. Why is it that you're here at my door when we both know you’ve got a key? Or you know what, when have you ever used the door? You're always coming in through the window or something..." The latter words uttered under your breath as you turn, leaving the door open and Eddie standing there to watch.
Your voice sounded off, stuffed up from the current weather that was upon you guys. And being the way you kept rubbing your nose too and snuffling as you spoke, only gave away your current state.
“You’re sick?” What was meant to be a statement came out more of a question by the way it left Eddie’s mouth as he shut the door behind him and stepped inside. Your head turning to him as you held a tissue between both your hands, up against your nose- ready to blow.
“Well gee, what gave it away?” You replied with lip, blowing into the tissue and wiping the excess after. It was nothing new to Eddie, seeing the way you guys were with the other. But he still couldn’t get over the whole matter, looking at you as you moved through the room.
“Why not tell me?” His question left you shrugging, not really understanding where he was getting at. It wasn’t something to tell and even if it was, why did it matter? It just the symptoms of a yearly occurrence. It happens all the time,
Eddie shrugged off his jacket, pushing himself over the couch rather than going around it like one normally would, and putting himself in the spot next to where you were sitting. More like lying by the way you just threw yourself there.
His hand met your forehead, your face pulling together at the gesture before swatting him away.
“Eddie, your going to catch whatever I have! Now get.” But much to your tone and your words, he didn’t move. Sometimes he could really get under your skin whenever he didn't listen.
"You're sick." He repeated, voicing the same words from earlier, only this time they did come out as a statement like he intended.
"I know that, Munson. So?"
"So, you've got to tell me! Let me know." He said, the former sentence raised as he gotto his feet. Though the latter ones, they were uttered. His hand heldto his chest as said them.
"There's nothing to tell, Eddie. I've been through it before and I could do it again, it happens, you know?"
"B-But there is something to tell because I'm here! I'm here for you to come to whenever things like this come up so that way I'm not pulling my hair out when you don't answer," his head gyrates at that, clearly trying to center in on this specific time. Eddie sighs and takes a seat back next to you while you, continue to stare. Still not sure where he was going with this. Maybe you were more stuffed up than you thought because man, nothing was making sense to you.
"M'just trying to be here for you, y'know? You've got me- so it's not just you anymore. It's us. Even if it is for something as small as this."
Oh. Oh.
You sigh and sit yourself up. "I get it now. I'll let you know next time- or anytime something comes up, m'kay? I'm just so used to it being me all the time and watching over myself that I don't stp and think about those who are willing and wanting to be there for me."
Eddie understands that, it's just him and his Uncle but even then knowing that, Eddie always keeps things to himself. Never wanting to put more on Wayne's shoulders than there has to be. Guess that's how it was for you too....
Eddie turns to look at you, thumbing over your brows before leaning in to you.
"You've got a little-" he gestures to your face before using his finger to get the mucus that was running down. "There." He announces, casually wiping his hand on his jeans before looking back to your now, wide expression.
"You did not just do that?...." And when Eddie shrugged his shoulders in response, you could only shake your head at his ways.
"You're something else, Eddie Munson."
A/N: feedback and reblogs are appreciated.
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