The smile that belongs only to me
Summary
Sam smiles often, but there is a smile that belongs only to Bucky. So Bucky can't stand it for long when he shows it to others... What if Sam is doing it on purpose?
Notes
For an Anon - Sambucky / Kiss Nยฐ=46
A kiss out of envy or jealousyย
On Ao3
Rating G - 631 words
"I swear he does it on purpose!" muttered Bucky.
"Huh? What did you say?" whispered Joaquin.
Bucky replied curtly, "None of your business."
Bucky was immediately angry at himself for answering the younger man like that, but he was so pissed off that he couldn't control himself. Still, he turned to Joaquin and gave him an apologetic smile. Then his attention returned to the front of the meeting room, to the source of his irritation.
Sam was walking back and forth in front of the holographic displays, explaining the team assignments of the various Avengers.
Bucky grumbled again, "There he goes again! There's that smile again!"
It was true that Sam was never stingy with smiles, often affectionately mocking when it came to Bucky, but that smile! It was one of the smiles in Bucky's personal collection. Sam wasn't allowed to show it to anyone.
The smile when he had told him in Delacroix, "Just stay here."
That fucking smile. The one that had made Bucky feel welcome. The one that had told him "home".
Bucky was sure he was doing it on purpose because after every smile he looked at Bucky, that challenging glint in his eyes. Only because, in a moment of abandonment, he had confessed to Sam that he hated it when he gave that smile to someone else. Bucky knew it was childish, but he was rarely rational when it came to Sam.
Bucky's annoyance grew as the meeting progressed and Sam's provocations continued.
"Bucky, Bucky!"
Joaquin's voice snapped him out of his thoughts as the young man continued, "The meeting is over. We're on the same team. You..."
Bucky noticed everyone getting up and heading for the door. He turned to Joaquin and cut him off, "Don't wait for me, I have something to do. "
Joaquin gave a half smile and cheekily replied, "That something is Sam, I guess..."
Bucky didn't answer, his eyes fixed on Sam as he waited for everyone to come out before he went to his lover who was gathering his files.
He approached him slowly.
Sam looked at him and asked, "Bucky, do you need anything?"
Bucky had time to see the defiant gleam in Sam's deceptively innocent eyes and that damn smile returned.
In two long strides he reached Sam and pinned him against the desk, then grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, pulled him close and whispered against his lips, "Yeah, I need something."
Sam, not at all impressed, licked his lips and replied, "What?" smiling again.
"I have to wipe that smile off your face."
Sam brought his face close to Bucky's, their lips now only a breath apart.
"I thought you liked that smile?"
He barely had time to finish his sentence before Bucky's lips were on his, hungry and rough.
Sam couldn't hold back a moan in the kiss and buried his fingers in his lover's long hair. When they pulled away to breathe, the challenging gleam returned to Sam's eyes and his lips parted in the same smile.
It was enough for Bucky to capture Sam's lips again in another heated kiss.
A little while later, panting from their make-out session, they both had satisfied and satiated smiles on their faces.
Sam said in an amused tone, "Who would have thought that all I had to do was smile and the cold winter soldier would explode?"
"I didn't explode!" protested Bucky, not at all convincingly.
"You didn't? Well, from where I was standing, it sure looked like you did," Sam replied mockingly.
When Bucky tried to retort, Sam flashed that damn smile again.
Bucky growled and Sam laughed at his reaction.
"Stop laughing..." Bucky muttered.
Sam bit his lower lip and replied in a seductive voice, "Make me."
Which Bucky rushed to do.
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Be Mean To Me
Pairing: Bucky x f!reader
Summary: After a long day at work, you just want to lose all control and have your boyfriend fuck you into oblivionย
Warnings: Established relationship, slight angst, fluff, smut, mean!dom!bucky, reader asks for it, they are so in love, rough sex, dom/sub dynamics, oral (male receiving), ball sucking, slapping, spit kink?, degradation, humiliation, name calling (slut, whore, bitch, sugar, good girl), daddy kink, some praise, spanking, pussy slapping (like once), safe word (yellow), vaginal sex, no prep anal, Bucky has a huge dick, choking, aftercare, check-ins, crying during sex, crying after sex, soft!Bucky, no mention of Y/N, no description of reader other than being female
Word Count: 4.9k of mostly smut
A/N: This was very self indulgent. Work has been kicking my ass and I want to be taken care of. Any mistakes are my own. If I missed any warnings please let me know. @bucknastysbabe it's done! I think I should go back to therapy. But hey, smut
You feel your throat tighten as you walk up to the apartment you share with Bucky. It was one of those days that left you beaten down and wanting to curl up under your blankets and cry. You didnโt even want to go into work this morning, having to force yourself to get ready. Too many rude customers, incompetent coworkers giving you more work than you get paid to do, everything leaving you overstimulated and wanting your boyfriend.
It left a craving deep down inside of you, a want that you knew only he could quell. You just wanted to shut your brain off, have Bucky take care of you, ruin you, treat you like a whore, break you down, just to put you back together again.
You swallow the lump in your throat and unlock the front door, finding Bucky on the couch watching some random action movie that he claimed to hate. At the sight of him your body naturally relaxes and the urge to crawl onto his lap is too much to bear.
โHey, sugar. Iโve been missing you all day. Youโll never fucking believe the video Sam sent me of Tony trying out his new thrusters! He flew rig- Whatโs wrong?โ He perked up at the sound of the door opening, truly missing his girl. Whenever youโre around him his entire day gets better, a lightness filling his chest, but when he sees how run down you are, his heart literally hurts for you. Bucky wants to protect you from everything, from supervillains all the way to spiders in the house.
โLong day, baby. Just wanna be with you.โ He opens his arms and you instantly crawl into his lap, eyes burning with tears you refuse to shed. He runs his metal hand up and down your back, pulling you as close to him as possible, while his flesh hand rests on your head, holding you to his neck, letting you breathe him in.
โWhat can I do for you, sugar? Want to talk about it? I can order from your favorite place. Can run you a bath. Whatever you want, sweet girl.โย
โPlease, be mean to me, Bucky.โ Bucky feels his heart clench in his chest. He wants to keep your heart safe from whatever it is that is plaguing you, but he knows he canโt. What he can do is follow your request and make you forget.
โHow mean do you want me, sugar?โ Bucky has done this for you a few times. He always asks how you want him to treat you. Itโs in his nature to be sweet to you, fill you with praise, but that's not what you want right now. You want to be degraded and treated like a fucktoy.
โMean.โ You keep your eyes trained on him. This is the only part where you need to keep your head on, make sure that he knows you want this.
โRemember your colors, sugar?โ You nob, excitement bubbling up inside of you. โRemember, daddy will only be upset with you if you donโt use them. If you need to say yellow or red, you will.โ His tone is final. This is the only way he would ever agree to treating you like a slut.
โYes, daddy.โ And just like that, Buckyโs entire demeanor changes. He goes from your sweet, cuddly boyfriend to a cold and callous body of muscle.ย
โThen take your clothes off, slut.โ He pushes you off his lap, just hard enough to give the illusion of indifference. As you strip, Bucky keeps his eyes trained on the TV, not paying you any mind. Your core throbs at the fact that you are completely exposed while he is still fully dressed.ย
โOn your knees.โ Heโs still not looking at you, but you obey without thought, willing to do whatever he wants. Grabbing the back of your neck, he forces you in between his spread legs, and you whine at the fact that his cock is still soft inside his sweats. Any other day, Bucky would make sure that your knees were never on the hardwood floor without a pillow or something soft underneath, but not today.
On days like these, when you want to feel completely submissive, it takes Bucky a while to get aroused. Itโs in his nature to love up on you, make you drunk with pleasure in the sweetest way possible. He feeds off of your energy. When he is sure that you are having fun, his body lets himself fall into his role.
โWhat? You think at the first signs of some tits Iโm gonna get hard? I knew you were a dumb slut but I didnโt realize just how thick you were.โ Your pussy was absolutely pulsing with need. With his hand still on the back of your neck, he rubs your face against his crotch, feeling his cock begin to harden at the smell of your arousal.
He pulls you back far enough to slide his pants down, foregoing boxers, and you immediately try to take his half hard length in your mouth. Before you can process it, Buckyโs right hand lands a slap to your cheek - hard enough to make a welt that will take a few hours to disappear. You gasp and your cunt pulses even harder than before at the sting left on your cheek.ย
His metal hand wraps around your chin, much cooler than itโs supposed to be, and forces you to look him in the eye. In the back of your mind you realize that he turned on the cooling function in his arm to sooth your cheek; the arm was built to keep him cool in the Wakandan sun and heat. โDid daddy say you could suck his cock?โ He uses his hand to shake your head from side to side, answering for you. โThen keep your slutty mouth shut.โ
He spreads his legs wider and pulls your face closer to his heavy sack, already full of cum. โHands behind your back, and suck on daddyโs balls.โ You join your hands together behind your back without question and nuzzle his balls. Wasting no time, you take one into your mouth, sucking feverishly, enjoying the light dusting of hair tickling your face.
โOh, fuck, come on, slut, I know you can do better than that. Take โem both in your dirty mouth.โ He pushes you further into him, cutting off your oxygen, and you swear you hear your slick drip onto the floor. Your jaw aches as you try to get them both in your mouth, but you can't; his balls are too big. Bucky ruts against your face, squishing his balls, precum leaking from his tip, dripping onto his stomach after he takes his shirt off.
With your limited amount of movement, you alternate between each ball, licking at the seam. Every time you switch balls, you feel the other drag wetly across your face and you have to clench your legs in an attempt to quell the ache between them while fighting with your need for air. โSuch a dirty bitch, lapping at your daddyโs nuts, shit.โ He pulls you back just as your head starts to go fuzzy from the lack of oxygen, and you gasp for air, spit is covering the lower half of your face and is dripping down your neck and chest; Bucky feels his cock throb at the sight.
Reaching out, Bucky smears your spit around your face and leaves another, weaker smack to your cheek before he grabs his cock and uses his weeping tip to tease you, dragging it on your face. โWhat a nasty fucking bitch, drooling all over the place just from sucking some balls.โ He slaps your cheeks with it a few times before forcing your head down all the way, making you gag and you immediately pull off, coughing.
He stares into your eyes, cold and calculating, waiting for you to speak. When your coughing subsides you manage to get out a hoarse โgreen,โ giving him the all clear. He takes your head and once again makes you take his cock, this time much slower and not as deep, the first time he wanted to fuck with you. โSuch a perfect fucking mouth, shit.โ He stops you from bobbing your head, โStop being such a desperate whore and let daddy finish his movie.โ You're sure youโre leaking onto the floor at this point.
You are able to see his face and he looks wrecked, mouth hanging open and head back; heโs not watching shit. Nonetheless, you rest your head on his thigh, getting comfortable, spreading your legs out to get closer to the floor so your head won't be bent at an awkward angle, ignoring the pain in your knees and the ache in your jaw.ย
The only sounds filling the room are Buckyโs ragged breathing and the movie playing in the background. There is saliva everywhere, his cock, all over his balls, down to his ass and on the couch. His cock is constantly leaking precum into your mouth but you donโt swallow, letting his taste linger on your tongue.ย
This isnโt what you wanted, you wanted him to demolish you. Sitting with his cock in your mouth is giving you too much time to think, so you do what any sane person would do - be a brat. At the first suckle, Bucky lets out a broken moan, at the second, he knows what youโre up to. Flicking your ear with his metal hand he hisses, โDonโt make me punish you, bitch.โ At the third, he yanks you off of his dick, a trail of drool and precum keeping the two of you connected, as slaps you once again with his flesh hand, this time not soothing the marred flesh with his metal hand.
He stands and kicks the couch out of the way and pulls you with him by the neck. โYou disobedient little-โ he cuts himself short at the small puddle of slick that he finds from your previous position. โIs that what I think it is?โ You only whine in response, his grip on your neck never faltering.ย
With his free hand, he reaches down to your pussy to feel just how wet you are, confirming his suspicions. โWhat a dirty fucking slut, leaking all over my floor.โ He pulls you in closer to him just to whisper, โLick it the fuck up, bitch,โ before pushing you to the ground.ย
Your knees hit the wood hard and pain runs up your spine. You ignore the ache and brainlessly lap at your juices on the floor before Bucky smushes your cheek against the puddle and you moan. โMessy bitch, you are? Cunt is pulsing, waiting for my dick. Too bad I have to punish you, isnโt it, slut?โ He leans down to the floor, eyes lined up with yours. โDaddy is going to give you ten spanks and I want you to count them.โ You donโt respond immediately, stuck in a sort of limbo, drawn in further at the softness in his eyes.
No matter how hard he tries, Bucky canโt hide his devotion to you, thatโs why he doesnโt let you look at him when he needs to play this role. His whole face softens at your silence, fearing heโs gone too far. โColor, sugar.โ Stroking your cheek, he leans in closer, breathing you in.
โGreen, daddy, so green.โ The sigh Bucky lets out is audible and he feels ten times lighter.
โGood girl, you want to keep going the way we were?โ Even though you said green, he wants to be certain.
โYes please, daddy, want you to be mean.โ You look so small and soft. Bucky struggles to put his facade back up, but he knows you need this.
Bucky positions himself behind you, staring at your ass and glistening pussy, and feels his cock bounce. The first slap isnโt soft by any means, you know there will be a handprint left. Your body jolts and Bucky groans at the jiggle of your ass. โOne.โ The second is on your other cheek and makes you clench around nothing. โTwo.โ He lands the next two much harder on the same cheek and you feel tears form in your eyes, yet continue to count, digging your nails into your palm.
He repeats the two spanks to your left cheek and takes a break to sooth your heated and raised skin with his metal hand after youโve counted. The ground beneath your cheek is hard and unforgiving, leaving you neck bent at an odd angle. Spank seven lands on the back of your right thigh and somehow feels much stronger. โShit! Seven, daddy.โ Eight is on your left, and is just as hard. Your entire lower body aches: cunt pulsing and throbbing for his cock, thighs burning, and ass red and raw, sobbing with every impact.
โThese last two are going to be harder, slut, since you forgot to count.โ Even with his warning, you arenโt prepared. They are hard and fast, hearing them before you feel them, knocking the breath out of you, and you try to scramble up, but Bucky holds you down. โDonโt run away from me, you know better.โ All of a sudden, the sharpest and most excruciating pain blooms from your cunt, and then you hear the wet smack of his metal hand hitting your core.ย
You wail, body shooting up, legs fighting to close to soothe the sting left. Before you can, Buckyโs hand on the back of your head keeps you to the ground, while he slams his cock into your cunt, not stopping to let you adjust. โThatโs it, fuck. Such a good pussy. Dirty fucking bitch.โ You canโt breathe, his cock is knocking all of the air out of your lungs. The only sounds in the room are Buckyโs moans and the wet slapping of skin, his heavy balls banging against your sore clit. With each thrust youโre sure heโs hitting your cervix.
The hand on the back of your head leaves to grab your hip, letting him fuck you even faster, the both of you sliding further and further on the floor. You try to brace yourself with your hands, but the brutality of his fucking is no match. โDaddy, fuck, s-so g-good, please!โ You donโt know what youโre begging for, but your cunt is pulling him in, barely letting him pull out.
Bucky is practically chasing you on the floor, hips never slowing down, eyes trained on your pussy, loving the creamy white mess on his dick. โFuuuck, look at the ass bouncing on daddyโs cock, shit! Love the way this fat fucking ass looks when its all red and sore.โ Heโs in heaven, with the tight clench of your cunt wrapping around his cock, making him feel crazy.
โDaddy! I canโt, f-fuck, please, too much!โ Youโre fucking delirious with pleasure, feeling something twisting inside of you. You searched for something to hold on to, only finding smooth surface, legs locking, body seizing up.
โYou can and you will take this dick, bitch. I donโt care if it makes you fucking bleed.โ The pressure in your core builds tighter and tighter, all the while, Buckyโs hips never falter, sack still ramming against your clit.The breath is knocked out of you when you feel the most intense orgasm of your life pass through you.
Keening and wailing, you squirt on Buckyโs cock, the sounds of your fucking somehow getting even more wet until the force of your orgasm pushes his cock out. Your body is left twitching. There is a much larger puddle on the floor now - your cum. Bucky could fucking cum at the sight of your pathetic body laying on the ground, body wrought with pleasure. โFuck, sugar! That was so fucking hot! You squirted all over, shit! I fucking love you so goddamn much.โย
The entire lower half of his body is covered with your cum and Bucky swears he can feel his heartbeat in his cock. Nonetheless, he wraps his arms around your waist and hulls you over to where he kicked the couch, placing your upper half on the cushions. โYouโre so fucking wet now I bet I could slide right into that tight ass, what do you think, slut?โ Your core pulses at the thought of his fat cock in your ass, the two of you donโt usually do anal, given how big he is, but you canโt think straight, especially after cumming so hard.
โYes, daddy. I want your big cock in my ass, want you to fill me up.โ Bucky groans at the thought of his excessive load running out of your ass. Leaning back, he ruts against your pussy, gathering more of your slick, before spreading your cheeks with his hands, staring at your puckered hole. He lines his cock up and watches as precum leaks from his tip.
His cock is huge, much longer and thicker than average, and he knows it. Grabbing himself near his tip, he pushes, grunting at the resistance, knowing that this would be much easier if he takes the time to prep you, but you want to be treated like a whore. โYou gotta loosen the fuck up, bitch or else Iโll really fucking hurt you. Want this fucking ass so bad, better let daddy in. Cock is too big for this little ass, isnโt it, gonna split you in half, leave you leaking for days.โย
He pushes harder, tip finally popping in, causing searing pain to shoot through you. Crying out, you try to pull forward to escape the burning pain, wiggling further into the couch. Bucky leans over, careful not to push in any further, he knows you need a moment, any other time you would have been fully prepped and he would have slid right in, and wraps his metal hand around your neck, shushing you, โShhhh, stop being so dramatic.โย
After a few minutes, the pain begins to subside and your breathing calms down. Keeping his hand around your throat, he pushes in, inch by inch, and the pain comes back. You whine into the cushion, every new inch burning more than the last until his hips are flush with your ass. โWhat the fuck?! Your ass is so fu-fucking tight, shit! Fucking milking my cock, wanna pound this little hole, wanna fucking ruin you.โ
Burying his face in the back of your neck, Bucky was taking deep breaths, completely out of it. He wasnโt thinking straight, not when your tight hole was hugging every inch of his cock. You on the other hand, were struggling, it was too much too fast. It fucking hurt, there were tears in your eyes, but your pussy was aching like it wanted more. Your clit throbbed with need, even when your ass was stretched to the brim.
You didnโt want to stop, but you needed a break, before Bucky could move his hips you muttered, โYellow, daddy, yellow.โ The hand on your neck left and Bucky maneuvered his upper body so that he could look you in the eye without moving his cock. His entire demeanor was different, back was your sweet, caring boyfriend.ย
โGood girl, daddyโs so proud of you for using your safe word. Shhh, itโs okay, sugar. Do you just need a second to breathe? Take your time, if you need to stop I will.โ Bucky caresses your face as he soothes you, bringing you back down. His cock is still buried to the hilt in your ass, driving him insane. He wants to rail you so fucking bad, tip of his cock probably purple by now, but he would never do anything you didnโt want to, more than willing to sit with his cock inside of you until youโre ready or decide to stop.
You donโt know how much time passes, but eventually, you loosen up and your mind goes fuzzy once again, desperate for him to move. You wiggle your hips, rocking back and forth, instead of pain, blinding pleasure courses through you. โGreen, daddy. Iโm ready, just needed to get used to your fat cock, want you to pound into me.โ Bucky lets out the most sinful groan and stills your hips with his hands.
He starts out slow, easing you into his motions, gradually gaining speed and force the louder your moans get. โDaddy, faster, please, harder, feels so good!โ You were practically sobbing, loving the way he was splitting you open. His hips and thighs were wet from when you squirted on him, slapping against your ass, everytime he pulled back a vulgar shlick sound could be heard.
He fucked you faster and harder, staring at where you were connected. โThis fucking ass feels incredible. Taking me so well, knew you could do it, fuck. Splitting your tiny ass in half. Oh God!โ He could feel his orgasm building up, fighting it off everytime his cum filled sack slapped against your pussy. Letting go of your hips he snarled, โShow daddy how much of a fucking slut you are and bounce that fat ass on his cock.โ
You whined, but complied anyway, digging your toes into the floor to get more leverage to keep slamming back on his cock. The sounds of skin slapping and both of your moans completely drowned out the ending of Buckyโs movie, not that either of you cared. Panting and moaning, you kept working yourself on him, feeling another orgasm bubbling up.
Meeting your thrusts, Bucky was rambling, not having one coherent thought in his head, โLook at that, give me that ass, yes! Donโt you dare fucking stop, bitch, want you to milk this cock. Love the way it fucking bounces, never seen anything like it, oh fuck!โ He was getting whiny, high pitched moans falling from his lips. He couldnโt help it, his cock was too fucking sensitive and you felt too good.ย
โM Gonna cum, daddy! Can I cum?โ Bucky practically growls, getting up to his feet to squat, not missing a beat while still trusting in you. Every time his pelvis met your ass he whined and whimpered, loving the way it jiggled. He could feel you clenching around him, drawing his own orgasm closer.
โNot until I do. Fucking hold it, bitch.โ It seemed impossible, but Bucky fucked you even faster, his hips moving at a ferocious speed. He wanted to cum so fucking bad and your high pitched moans were about to make him bust. โOh shit, oh shit, oh shit. Iโm gonna fucking nut. You want daddy to fill your ass up, huh? God! Fuck, Iโm splitting you in two. Uhhh. Balls are so heavy, so much cum. Fuuuuuuck. Daddyโs gonna fill you up, have you leaking.โ
His hand wraps around your throat and chokes you, hips still smashing against yours, your orgasm barely being held in. You try to talk, get him to let you cum, but no words come out. Bucky felt his orgasm approach, balls pulling up, โShiiit, daddyโs gonna cum, gonna flood your ass, you ready, cum with your daddy. Right. Fucking. Now.โ Bucky cums with a long, drawn out moan. The feeling of his endless load pouring into your ass sends you over the edge and you cum so hard your vision goes black for a second. Waves upon waves of pleasure coursing through you. Buckyโs hips jerk involuntarily, prolonging both of your orgasms.ย
As you both catch your breaths, you feel Bucky begin to soften inside of you, still plugging your hole, stopping his cum from leaking back out. โYou were so good for me, sugar. Iโm so proud of you.โ At those words you feel your bottom lip begin to tremble. Burying your face into the cushions, a sob escapes your throat, all of your emotions finally bubbling over.
Running his hands up and down your back, Bucky soothes you. This was always his least favorite part, seeing you cry. He knows that youโre crying isnโt because of him, but there is always a twinge of fear that shoots through his body, scared that he went too far with you. Bucky pulls out as gently as he can, hissing when the air touches his spent dick, and moves to rest his back against the couch, pulling you into his lap.
Neither of you care that his cum is leaking all over. Bucky will clean the room later, after he takes care of his sweet girl. You cling to him as you sob into his neck, his hands massage your sore cheeks as he whispers in your ear, โSuch a good girl for me, you made me feel so fucking good. Canโt even begin to explain how good you felt. There you go, let it out. Iโm right here.โ
Carefully, he picks you up and carries you to the bathroom. When he tries to set you down you just cling on harder to him, not wanting to leave his embrace. โI gotta draw us a bath, sugar. You know you have to pee, Iโll be right here when youโre done.โ You hesitantly let him go while he draws the bath, putting in your favorite oils. After you pee and wipe, he helps you up so you can wash your hands before sitting you both in the tub.
Bucky sits against the wall of the tub and you curl further into his lap, not wanting any space in between you. Somehow you still arenโt close enough to him, wanting to be surrounded completely by him. Tears are still leaking down your face and even with Buckyโs consuming presence, you canโt seem to pull yourself up to the surface. Buckyโs arms are wrapped around you, making sure that you are as close as possible without him being inside of you.
โSweets, can you look at me? Want to see those pretty eyes.โ You can hear the concern in Buckyโs voice, but you canโt bring yourself to move away. Heโs your safe space and you just want to bask in his warmth. โSweets, please. Can you tell me how you feel? I need to know youโre okay.โ You donโt know why that set you off, but all of a sudden more tears escape you, sobs fighting to make their way out.
Buckyโs entire world stops, fear shoots up his spine. He doesnโt know if he could live with himself if he hurt you, if he did something that you didnโt want. He knows that you asked him to treat you like a whore, but what if you didnโt want him to go as far as he did? You used your safe word when it got to be too much, but what if you really wanted to say red, not yellow, but wanted to please him, or felt like you had to please him. โSweetheart, did I hurt you? Did I go too far? Please talk to me.โ
Even though you didnโt want to talk, you could hear that he was about to cry. โIโm okay. Just love you so much.โ You could feel Bucky relax under you.
โYou sure, sweets? Iโve never seen you like this before.โ While some of his fears subsided, Bucky was still worried about you.
Picking your head up so you could look him in the eye, you saw just how scared Bucky truly was. โI promise, Buck, I loved every second of it. You made me feel so good and cared for. No one has ever made me feel the way you do.โ Bucky closed his eyes and let his head fall back against the wall. At that moment, Bucky understood why aftercare was so important. Of course he knew you needed to be taken care of so that you knew how much he loved you, but hearing those words come out of your mouth made him feel loved in a way he didnโt know was possible.ย
Before the water gets cold youโve stopped crying, making Bucky feel much better and he washes the sweat and spit off of your face and body, being extra careful with your sensitive pussy and ass. All the while whispering sweet nothings into your ear while you take turns kissing each other all over.
Bucky feels ten times lighter when he gets a giggle out of you. He knows that there will be days when you need him to treat you like a slut, but you know how much he loves and respects you. He lays you on the bed before grabbing your favorite lotion to put on, being extra careful when it comes to your sore ass, placing kisses in each spot after he's rubbed in the lotion.
ย The marks on your face are gone by now, but Bucky still fusses over your skin care routine, knowing you donโt have the energy to complete it. After taking care of you, he climbs into bed and covers the both of you up, still naked but you donโt care. Bucky reaches into the bedside drawer and grabs some chocolate while you feed it to each other. Neither of you say much, but nothing needs said.ย
You place kisses on his chest and arms, anywhere that you can reach, trying to let him know how much you appreciate him - Bucky knows. You fall asleep first, not being able to keep your eyes open any longer, Bucky moves you to his chest, cocooning you into him before he falls asleep, your head tucked carefully under his chin, legs tangled together, completely protected by him.
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