they did this for me

why am I, in the year 2023, still seeing people calling Marvin bi and making aids jokes

should be having my titties sucked rn

Gonna go over to the Devon Corp building today. Here’s to hoping we find out something useful.

I was getting excited for Dan’s WAD livestream only to realise that I have a concert that same night, then I remembered I am on the other side of the world so it will instead not be on that night, it’s all coming together

People posting about Percy/any of the main 3 being too serious is wild to me like I dunno if you've met a stressed out twelve year old lately but they're just as intense and upset as the rest of us. Also I remember being twelve and both being and knowing other kids who were Very Intense like that. Yeah the books had more silly in between scenes that we don't get to see because of the constraints of the medium, but Percy always had a bit of a dry sarcasm to him and the others are weathered by trauma. I think some people are having trouble with the age appropriate casting tbh, it's weird seeing this intensity on young kids when weve been given adult casting in the movies, but to say their actors arent faithful to the characters is way off-base imo

BROOOOO if I were Ellie here idk what I’d have done

fallen in love. THATS what I’d have done holy moly. HAND IN HAIR. SHEEEEEESH

I didn't get my project that I had the chance to resubmit done, but I did finally clean up my room. my desk isn't covered in things so now I can use it again, my floor doesn't have a mountain of clothes anymore, my posters I bought a few months ago are hung up, and I finally wiped "October " off of my whiteboard calendar.

I'm proud of myself

Even tho I am struggling in that class, i am trying not to be disappointed in myself. I was finally able to make my space less overwhelming, and I think that's a win :)

From the fulfilled fear in a drama to death and complete devastation, I can write anything. But just ask me about something fluffy like a wedding and the speech or love that goes with it, I am completely lost🤦‍♀️

I think I'm a pretty weird person because my brain is wired veeeeery badly

just a little writing update - currently have the next THREE parts of "A Friendly Favor" written. hoping to get the rest written soon and begin posting them again.

wait. so,

this sam with this bucky? is that what we’re getting?

Everyday I wake up and I think about Jason singing “I love my dad” immediately followed by “I love the things that I never had”

My Rant on Acceptance Because I am SO FREAKING DONE

It's so weird when people compliment my apron. Like, sir, you're not fooling anyone. I know you think it's the weirdest thing in the history of the entire universe. But do you think I have the time to take it off every time I need to go out in the hall and print something or go to the bathroom? No! You're not boosting my self confidence by complimenting it. You're not protecting me from some unspeakable danger by letting me know I'm wearing an apron with freaking musical instruments and paint splatters all over it, or I have a wet rag hanging from my pocket. I know, I just don't have time to care. The preschoolers take top priority. And it’s not that I don’t appreciate it. I think it’s rather sweet that people are thoughtful enough to tell me that I’m being weird, at least to their standards. I just don’t understand it. Why is wearing an apron in the hall, something that you need to wear for your sort of job, considered weird? Why is it considered weird to be a nerd? To like writing essays? To be straight, or bi, or gay, or any sexual orientation? To be religious. To be not religious. To be happy all the time, to be down all the time. Liking singing, drama, art? What’s the matter with that? Don’t judge people just for wearing their cat ears to school. Don’t meow at them, or bark at them, or treat them like anything less than their own person who likes cats. If they’re asking questions, they aren’t attention seeking. They are trying to learn. Or maybe they are! Maybe they’ve been neglected their whole life! Maybe they need the attention! Whatever reason they’re doing something, it’s not any reason to judge. Accept everyone for who they are! Because while you may think it’s weird that I wear an apron around, I think it’s weird that you can’t have a singular conversation with a child and be able to identify if not exactly, pretty close, what they need to work on and how to help them. Or rather, I don’t think it’s weird, but I don’t understand it. I’m not judging you in my head. I’m not thinking “hey, this person can’t do what I can do so I’m gonna be rude,” I’m thinking, “wow, this person can cook! Culinary is so cool!” I may be different than you. I KNOW my brain works differently, I’ve been reminded of that all my life! But I can teach you something new, just as you can teach me something new. Do you see that person sitting all alone over there? Maybe they’re crying, maybe they’re just reading, maybe they look like they need a friend. Say hi! Or if that’s extremely nerve wracking, then share a smile! If someone “weird” comes up to you, you can actually talk to them rather than avoiding them altogether. Strike up a conversation. Maybe you both know all the names of the Mayan deities in order of importance! (If you do let me know because I need a Mayan nerd friend) Maybe you like the same books, or the same movies, or there’s nothing similar about you. But you have just made this person feel important. They feel like they have a place in this world. You have no clue what’s going on. What’s weird about them? What’s weird about you? Thank you.

i looked at my flaws and said i am not up to the standards i want to be yet when it comes to being a human being, a student, a potential wife, a family member.

in Sha Allah, soon, in Sha Allah, soon.

pro-AI in the sense of "they taught a bread scanning computer to recognize cancer cells" etc etc

against AI in the sense of "we stole artwork from hundreds to thousands of artists, didn't credit them and didn't financially compensate them"

Seeing people comparing the new pjo show to the movies ages me like 10 years every time.

I forget that the films are some people's only exposure to the content and that inspires a sadness in me that aches in my bones bc those movies strayed so far from the source material they barely qualify as adaptations. I'm begging folks to read the books or at least consume some old-fandom content, even if you don't like the show it'll give you a different and probably more nuanced perspective. It's still early days for the show of course but even in the things that they changed they're sticking so much closer to the spirit of the original series. Tbh I would argue that some of the changes are improvements on the originals but that's just my preference of interpretation. It's not gonna be perfect but they've done a damn good job so far and I'm excited to see where it goes!

People are welcome to their opinions but I really hope that newer fans are inspired to read the books and engage with the original content bc there's so much to be gained from it ❤️