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citricsemotes132 · 1 year

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Hey! If you haven't already — can you make these?:

"Little At Front"

"Age regressed"

"Blurry"

"Dissociation"

"Crowded Front"

"Anonymous Fronter"

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HERE YOU GO! I GOT THESE DONE YESTERDAY BUT FORGOT TO POST THEM ^^;

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sleepy-starzz · 7 months

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saying everybun and everypony is SO MUCH FUN EHEHEHHEHE

#🪽 .. shx has spoken #blurry fronter #still ‘kawaii’ tho!!#:3

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sketchbook-stars · 7 months

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50% MORE FRUITY LETS GOOOOO THAT MAN CAN FRUIT!!!

#chonny jash stuff #blurry/unsure of fronter

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nexus-nebulae · 9 days

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practicing switching on command by swapping who gets to take a bite of our snacks so we can all share instead of fight over them 👍

#we can just. cofront #have equal amounts of control over front #but then we get kinda blurry and usually Someone ends up being the Main Fronter out of the group anyway #and we need practice with switching on command just in case we need to in a bad moment #so we practice with little things. throwing a ball back and forth. daydreaming a music video/fight scene. eating dorayaki together. :)

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reimeichan · 1 year

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hahahahahaha whats a host

#system stuff #personal #blurry #we haven't had a single steady fronter for weeks and been rapid switching a ton #curse this disorder

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emojistargloww · 2 years

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sorry if this is a bit of a load but : ^_^ emoji? + dni, ask to dm, dniuc, int with caution, slow replies, dms partner(s) only, dms system friends only ? also system stuff would be good!: ask for front, crowded front, rapid switching, blurry, unknown fronter, anonymous fronter, ask for whoever, trigger protector (to front) thank you sm!! we love your style for emojis

np! they are a bit too much to fit in one post /lh, so i'll put them in however many i need to and then link them here when they're posted ^^

here's the rest!

i also added a few variations, like wordings and effects, if anyone needs them w/o effects just lmk!

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voices-and-gemstones · 3 months

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Feel like someone should write an essay or do a study on fandom interaction prior to system discovery and if & how that has any bearing on how systems and communities alike perceive and interact with systemhood, including how that affects people's perception of fictives or alters originating from a specific source

Has anyone done this or am I just wishful

#We'd do it ourselves but we don't have the time #or energy or resources #or ability to parse and distribute the results.#itd be such a good read though #plurality #multiplicity #too blurry to figure out if we should make a fronters posts tag so this post belongs to none of us yet

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brokenmachinemusings · 4 months

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WHO EVEN IS FROMTING CAN I EXPLODE AND DIE

#text #dissociative identity disorder #i hate this bitchass disorder (5)#i misspelt. did as dissociative identitty disorder #do with that what you will #but seriously im si sick i cant do this AUGH #its not like im dissociated rn (i was like yesterday) but im blurry / dont know who i am AND ITS SO ANNOYING #ESPECIALLY SINCE MOST OF OUR FREQUENT FRONTERS ARE NOWHERE TO BE SEEN OR DORMANT!!!

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echidnana · 5 months

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me when I'm human but not really

#we are in a weird blurry state #made worse by the constant dissociation 😭#we havent had a solid fronter in a day or so and even then elise was kind of detached? not his fault or anything #yhe front has just been slippery lately #confluence.txt

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fossys · 5 months

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i think my fav thing about this acc is every once n a while we get jumpscared by fandom stuff of our source from some1 we follow-

#like!! we interact with our source fandom a lot bcs it happens to be one of our spins-#but thats on our main #its a lil bit of a jumpscare here lmfao #-blurry #i saw 'we' n 'our' bcs most of our frequent fronters n the ppl that post here have the same source lmfao

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oracularpig · 6 months

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navigating religion as a system is SO WEIRD HELP

#doesnt help that were currently SUPER blurry #we recently split headmates specifically to help manage religion and spirituality #but just like. as a system we have different beliefs #collectively there are some things but generally we all have Different Things #right now me (akakios) and milenko are sort of starting this process #but we know we cant really predict what the next few fronters will be feeling about that #which could lead to us falling out of practice #its just so difficult to navigate religion as a whole but then adding in being a system just complicates it more #and we feel bad about losing interest and stuff #and while we are a lot better now than we used to be #we still have lingering religious trauma #and THEN theres our issues with dissociation and psychosis that once again complicates our relationship with religion #confluence.txt #kios.txt

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fairie-angel · 1 month

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*makes frequent fronter list*

oh shit this is wrong

*makes new frequent fronter list*

oh shit this is wrong

*makes new frequent fronter list*

oh shit this is- *dies*

— blurry :(

#traumagenic system #system things #actually did #actually osdd #osdd #did #did system #osdd system #plural system #did alter #osdd alter #system stuff #system #actually traumagenic #actually plural #plural community #endos dni

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sketchbook-stars · 8 months

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FUCK IT! get angry at ppl who've hurt you!!! This is an angry household! You're allowed to get pissed if they hurt ya! Let the rage fuckin GO BABY

#blurry/unsure of fronter

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zero-templates · 1 month

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System emoji userboxes !

-> emojis here, made by @tontoemojis : read my pinned before interacting

[ Plain text : emojis here (link), made by @tontoemojis : read my pinned (link) before interacting. End PT ]

[ Image ID : Eight userboxes with varying images of system themed emojis on the left and text on the right.

From top left to bottom right, these boxes read : this system is often blurry, this fronter is who?, this system is often blurry, this alter doesn't know who they are, this system's alters front together, this system's alters are often co-con, this system is currently splitting, this alter just split. End ID ]

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rin-and-jade · 2 months

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Gripped by Glue Trap: a Post about Front Stuck & Lock

I get it, there's no such thing as an actual big glue trap with being stuck outside as a system,, but oftentimes its gonna feel that way because whatever was done... that glue won't even struggle one bit, only we do. That frustration is what we all have when switching is not an option.

But do you ever think this glue is defeatable? It latches hard and wears you out the more you try to get out of the situation,, so you might think not.. yet i do! That's what this post is going to be about folks, getting your little bug-self free with my secret trick from another human glue trap ensnared in their house.

But.. what is it actually?

Generally, as a system, we facilitate each other's strengths and weaknesses by switching in and out, as all those parts are not wholly integrated compared to a singlet. And. Uh oh. You're stuck and can't get out? You're trapped!.. that little drop of sap caught your leg and now you couldn't leave, even if you wanted to. Though you still can express to your buddies that you need help or etc. (and, this is called front stuck)

Or sometimes, we can even get stranded away from our pack (as in stress, or anything that worsens internal communication), wondering alone, and stood on a nasty manmade trap that caught you without mercy. This time, you're immobile and out of reach to call for reinforcements (now, this one is called front lock)

Sap? Glue? What's the diff??

To put it simply, being stuck means being unable to get out from the front or surrender the control to another part. While being locked off is the worser version of being stuck because not only you cannot surrender the control, there is barely any stream of communication you can connect to, or nonexistent, head silent and all that.

The only similarity they have is how it greatly impedes the fronter's capability to ease in or out from front,, if not, impossible.

These two also happen for different possible reasons, such as:

↓ Stuck ↓

Unfinished tasks

Goal/wants not met yet

Ongoing role duty (for protectors, hosts, etc)

Reluctance handing control/fear of blacking out

Mild stressors (like anxiety)

.. and more

↓ Locked ↓

Dissociation

Fight/flight response

Overwhelm

Bigger stressors

Major life changes

Re-occurring trauma

.. and more

Just a reminder that all systems are different, and these same reasons that causes to be stuck/lock will result in an opposite reaction such as rapid switching or being blurry! This post is mainly for those who experience stuck/lock.

Then, how do i get my leg out?!

I can tell you that, but i have to explain how this ordeal happened in the first place so it'll make sense, bare with me;

You know the parasympathetic (rest) and sympathetic (fight/flight) response, yeah? These two responses flicks on depending when there's safety or presented threats. Now, DMN is a part of the parasympathetic response, the full name is Default Mode Network, which is fully responsible for.. well.. default stuffs such as mind wandering, planning, thinking inwards,, those typical things that happen when you're bored. This is also the reason you why can facilitate better communication with other parts compared to when, let's say, being busy with tasks.

Know it or not, sometimes our mind has to wander a little bit in order to chat with other parts of ourself, and stress snaps us out of that relaxed state in purpose of focusing whats at outside, rather than inside, which where everything system-y lies at. Some do not get affected and still can function as-if, so understand how your system works and use that to the advantage.

How to hack yourself from fight/flight to rest mode again? Via vagus nerve stimulation! Not sure if you ever heard of this word, but the vagus is one part of the cranial nerves that is responsible for the activation of this parasympathetic response..! It's like the oil to the glue, because it hijacks the adhesive properties with something so viscous that it binds to it instead of you!! --

Here are some activities you can do to disable the glue:

Gurgle water, hum, or sing: this is because the vagus is located around your neck, and can be easily stimulated that way.

Watch something: redirecting yourself with a distraction can ease you temporarily, giving time to calm down, which brings you out of the grips of stress.

Listen to music: another way if you don't have anything to watch, even better if you put on soothing, slower songs.

Move around: get those pented up anxiety or restlessness out! movement equals expression, this also activates the vagus nerve.

Breathe deeply: rebalance the vagus by breathing in and out slowly, this nerve is also responsible for your breathing pace too, so giving a little push of balance will create a domino effect for your nerve to work.

Unfocus your eyes: or, another way to do it is to focus more on the peripheral vision rather than the vocal point. This is a way to poke the same nerve's functions, oddly can work as a booster to make yourself slightly dissociated/disconnected which facilitates switches or a general break/distraction.

Solve/asses it: it will be nothing if you do not tackle the thing you are very stressed out about, which can extend how long you'll be stuck,, so use these tips above to regain self control and tackle them with me, or your trusted friends, or even alone after examining what could be done! Talking to someone also helps, even if there's nothing productive being done.

Take it easy and break it down: this one is if you're on a role job and things are being difficult, incase you're overwhelmed, remember to do it step by step, no need to be rash about getting back in first, that time will come as long you focus whats in front.

Remember, fight/flight brings us out from clarity and rational thinking, thanks to our limbic part of the brain who is primed for survival and instincts. Be more gentle with yourself, as you could be more irritable, moody, or resorting to less-safe coping mechanisms, focus on calming down before proceeding the situation.

Takeaway

So, what will you do if you're stuck next time? Don't forget to make a plan to deal this sticky situation, especially for those who are often stuck, this practice will practice your vagus nerve to be less susceptible, turning off because of stress,, giving you a better stress window and tolerance before succumbing once more.... to the good ol' glue.

Lastly, it is possible to be stuck/lock for months or years, which is an indicator of underlying long-term issues that needs to be addressed. If anyone needs some tips for this, ring me on the DMs as these practices rarely work for this type.

Oh, and, what do you guys think? What else i had not mentioned? Do you have anything to discuss with me on this topic? Let's do that! I hope this suffice in helping you tackle the next time problems arise.

Happy straddling lil' ant.

- j

#did #actually did #did community #did osdd #did system #dissociative identity disorder #sysblr #plural #system stuff #jeducates

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pluralcultureis · 4 months

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Plural Culture is "yes I'm always in front, yes I've been here since childhood, no you've never noticed me"

I literally exist to just keep the body moving when no one else can

No shit y'all didn't notice me, I only ever actually make myself know when we're blurry as hell or the fronter is daydreaming too much

- Auto

#endos dni #osdd #pdid #did #did system #pdid system #osddid #actually did #traumagenic #actually dissociative #plural culture is

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