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#bc he won't ever let himself feel that small or let his edges feel that dulled again
bhaalsdeepbat · 3 months
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Astarion refers to the other spawn he intends to create as his children and I personally HC it more like his consort spawn eventually plays the role of brood mother to whoever the favored "children" are for eternity. like they recreate a fucked up family unit. romanced player and the children have to compete for scraps while he spoils whoever his romance partner is. and the cruelty of it is that Astarion's consort has all the gifts to be in the sun, but Astarion now wants an eternal night for all of the children he intends to make (and force to live in the shadows).
#bat rambles#and like thats so poetic right?#he will burn down the world and make it so there ISNT anyone else beside Tav/Durge/Romance Partner in the world#just cattle and children cloaked in neverending darkness#also when i say poetic the entire thing is a tragedy#like it's so tragic to give tav/durge/his romance partner that gift to retain that part of their humanity#then make the world hospitable to normal spawn#i am team AA still remembers the budding love he felt but#it's a ghost of a memory and he thinks he's above all that now#but he will pretend to show love in small doses#just enough to keep them wanting more and keep them under his thumb#and the memory of what he felt corrupts with him as he shifts closer and closer to evil alignment and he becomes more and more possessive#and he does spoil tav/durge bc they'll always be his favorite#but it's more like they were the first pet and will always be the most beloved#but he does have other pets he is fond of but like#and like that love he felt for tav/durge made him feel too vulnerable so he has to make them feel so small#as small as he felt when he was cowering behind them#bc he won't ever let himself feel that small or let his edges feel that dulled again#it's about the corruption of the feeling for me#you sacrifice 7007 people to suffer in the hells for eternity#you're not gonna get off scott free#and i think the corruption of the love he feels - the love he used to manipulate tav/durge into helping him ascend - is like#just a tragic & poetic price to pay#bc it wasn't even inevitable bc he could have just ascended and not paid any price#but tav/durge/whoever was supposed to be his pillar and keep him grounded when he is tempted by his vampiric nature#bg3 headcanons#bg3#astarion#ascended astarion
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etfrin · 7 months
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⤷❝NSFW Alphabets | Ethan Landry❞ ┈• ˎˊ-
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GF! Ethan Landry x fem! Reader
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masterlist | bc: @cafekitsune
A= Aftercare (what they’re like after the act)
— he is often too tired after the act so it's just cuddles, if the sex is hardcore or involves kinks (like knife play) then no matter what he will always makes sure you're clean by drawing you a bath and helping you and then cuddles with your ass the entire night while whispering praises about how good you are.
B= Body part (favorite body part their own or their lovers)
— his favorite are his hands because he gets to hold you. He likes you in his arms. He is a hugger. His love language is acts of service and definitely physical touch.
For you though, definitely your hips and thighs.
He likes to keep a hand on your hips at all times in public letting people know subtly you're taken. And he absolutely loves how you crush his head with your thighs while he is eating you out. Definitely places a shit ton of hickeys on your inner thighs to make you even more wet and because you look so pretty with love bites.
C= Cum (anything that has to do with it)
— he likes to cum in you, he loves to watch his cum fall out of you. It's an obscene sight and it makes him hard. He goes feral about it, cumming in you again and again until you have a small bulge in your tummy. He doesn't even realize he's breeding you like a bitch in heat would.
D= Dirty secret (Pretty self explanatory)
— ethan's dirty secret is how much he gets turned on by seeing you scared or crying. The man definitely dresses up as Ghostface and calls you to scare the shit out of you and then fucks you (as himself) reassuringly afterwards because he's gonna protect from everything bad, no one can ever hurt as long as he's there.
E= Experience (do they know what they’re doing)
— at first no, he was a virgin before you. But he actually researches (watching porn) for you and tries out new things. He is eager so he learns quickly enough.
F= Favorite position
— riding or missionary. Easy and quick explanation is that he likes to see you, your expressions and reactions. He has low self esteem so seeing you enjoying yourself helps heighten his confidence and his pleasure.
G= Goofy (how serious are they)
— at first he's so awkward. So fucking awkward. He has no clue what he is doing and everything he does is clumsy and unsure. So you get plenty of laughs out of teasing him and helping him learn but further along the line it's a bit more serious.
H= Hair (grooming habits)
— he makes sure to regularly trim and yes, the carpet definitely matches the drapes.
I= Intimacy (in the moment romantic or rough/dirty)
— it definitely depends on the day. Most of the time he is sweet, gentle and caring. But if it's a bad day, if he had a shitty day, do not doubt. He will use you, forget the fact that you're his lover. You're a toy for him. He will manhandle you, give your body bruises and be so so fucking rough with his thrusts. At that moment he doesn't care about you, you're not even on his mind, he just needs to feel better by using you.
(After he calms down though, he starts crying because he thinks you'll leave him and you'll be like that's the best orgasm I ever had, Ethan STFU, it's me I am you)
J= Jack off (do they masturbate and how often)
— he won't ever try to force you if you're not in the mood so he does jack off a lot. Especially in the beginning of the relationship he would have screenshots of your Instagram posts and would definitely jack off to those and from listening to your voicemails. Sometimes if he got too desperate he would call you while jacking off just so your voice can send him over the edge and you don't even realize it.
A few months into the relationship, he still jacks off, usually it's now with phone sex and sexting and he steals your panties and buys new ones to make up.
K= Kink (kinks what they like possibly unusual)
— KNIFE PLAY, HE IS GHOSTFACE! Breeding kink, doesn't even realize it, just likes to cum in you as much as he can. Overstimulation, it goes hand in hand with breeding. Occasional breath play. He is a switch so likes receiving just as much as he likes giving. Blood play, so you're always satisfied even when you're having your period. Somnophilia, bondage and sometimes predator/prey (only after he reveals the fact he is Ghostface, that he brings this particular kink in, he loves the thrill of it, he gets off on it so bad. Occasional edging, poor boy doesn't wanna cum too soon.)
L= Location (where they like to get it on)
— bedroom. If he's too needy then sometimes he would call you in a closet or somewhere you can do something to quick, just to itch the need before you can have some time alone for a proper thorough fuck.
M= Motivation (things that makes them tick/turn ons)
— you breathing. No, honestly, anything you do would turn him on. Kissing his cheek. Wearing his clothes. Calling him yours. Yea, he is an easy one. What absolutely ruins him though is when you wear his clothes or when you're on his lap and when you're smiling at him so sweetly and when you're teasing him, you're being a bit mean he thinks but his dick definitely doesn't think the same.
N= No (turnoffs or absolutely won’t do)
— watersports. He is open to try several things with you, but anything with other body fluids except cum and blood, that's a straight no.
O= Oral (receiving or giving and how skillful they are)
— he was made to eat cunt, HAVE YOU SEEN THOSE LIPS? He is so so good at it. He is a pussy drunk boy. If he could die while eating you out, he would die happy. He is so fucking filthy and messy while eating you out. It gives him pleasure, having your cum smeared all over his face. His tongue flickering and swirling along your folds, his mouth sucking on your clit. He makes sure to tongue fuck you as much as possible. He devours your pussy like it's his last meal before an execution. (just fucking makes out with it. he likes to kiss your pussy more than you. i said what i said.)
He can't control himself during a blowjob. His mind is too fuzzy with pleasure that he just has to make you take his cock deeper. He grips your hair, it's gentle at first, just to keep him grounded before he's like fuck, fuck, I can't control myself anymore and the grip gets tighter as he holds in place while he fucks your throat.
(he again apologies after cumming in your mouth, and for fucking your throat without a warning, he just can't control himself, he is sorry, not)
P= Pace (how fast they are and how long they last in bed)
— depends on the day. Most of the time it's slow and languid, he's making sure that you feel every inch of his cock. He's making sure his cock memorizes every pleasure spot of your inner walls.
However there are times he is a needy fuck, so he is humping you, pounding into your wet cunt without a care. And on the days when you're nothing more than a toy, the pace varies A LOT. It can be either incredibly slow or fast. There's no in between, this is one of those times he edges himself, taking hours before either of you cum.
Q= Quickie (do they prefer fast and hard)
— if you guys have time then he uses the time to its fullest but even when the time is less than he would still take his time, fuck whatever it doesn't matter. Morning classes? He'll burrow someone's note, fucking you is a much higher priority than anything. So there's rarely quickes happening in your relationship.
R= Risk (do they like to try new things)
— Yes, again, he's open to experimenting. Anything to make his partner happy.
S= Stamina (how many times they can go and how long each round lasts)
— he is a serial killer so he has a killer stamina (that's such a cringe joke, i apologize) so multiple rounds definitely, and sometimes he's still fucking you until the sun rises (there are breaks between each round, a shower break, drinking, something to eat, but it doesn't take long before he just wants you again, he just needs you so much and sex is such an intimate way of being close to you.)
T= Toys (are they game for using sex toys on themselves or lovers)
— no, not often. He has his mouth, cock and fingers. He wouldn't show it but he would be offended if you ever bring toys in the bedroom. Use your vibrator when you're alone, the only thing you can cum on with when he's around is with his cock.
U= Unfair (how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves)
— he does take a lot of time in foreplay only because he loves to make sure your pussy is slick for him. He doesn't take well to teasing or likes to tease during sex.
V= Volume (are they loud, what sounds, and do they talk)
— ethan is loud. I would fight people on this. Ethan whines, whimpers, groans and moans. Every single sound that is possible is made by this man. He loves to praise you, he gives you such compliments, (God, you're taking me so well, darling. I can't- shit, your pussy is so wet and warm ahh! Fuck, love), worships you with words. He just can't stop talking about how good it feels and how grateful he is that he has you. Even when he is rough he doesn't degrade you. He just can't :)
W= Wild card (random sincannon of any sort)
— would be into pegging. he's such a cute bottom too, he was so nervous the first time, only to beg if he could cum within minutes you started fucking his ass with your strap on.
X= X-ray (what’s down below in dem pants)
— average length, but thick. His cock stretches your walls out deliciously.
Y= Yearning (sexdrive level)
— high. He waited for years to lose his virginity. He has a lot of pent up need and now that he has you? He doesn't hold back at all.
Z= Zzzz (do they sleep after if so how quickly after)
— usually right after, unless the sex involved something hardcore or kinky then he would take a shower with you first to relax before going to sleep with you in his arms.
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was i over self indulgent? perhaps but it's all canon i swear <33
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themarginalthinker · 6 months
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Saint 'Dimitri'
(also known as DMT. Paul and Michael get high, and go down a list of all the things they can put in their bodies because vampire bodies are only addicted to one thing in the long run. tw: Discussions of drug use, references to drugs. I wrote this very quickly bc the idea bit me.)
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"Weed?"
"Obviously."
"Yeah." Michael flicks a finger towards the bong Paul was filling. "Obviously. Uh...coke?"
Paul raises a brow. "Jumping pretty far, there."
"So sue me, my mom was an ex-Hippy and I'm a good suburban boy. I don't know a lot of drugs. Have you done it?"
"Yup. Got some left too, if you wanna try."
"Eugh. No. You see those people on TV?"
Paul shakes his head. "Worst case scenarios filmed for the ratings, and like, you have to be using for years, dude, before you ever start looking like that. Which, even if you stuff a pound of the shit up there every night for the rest of your life, you won't, because you ain't human."
Michael still hakes his head. "I don't think I'd like the feeling anyway."
Paul grins. "Yeah, you're spooksy enough as it is."
"I'm cautious, which has kept my ass out of the fire more than I can say about the rest of you idiots," Michael shoots back.
"...Technically it wasn't fire, it was buckshot-"
"-and the pair of you still have it embedded in your asses. Next. Uh...morphine?"
"David likes it, but I also think the guy could ask Dwayne to conk him over the head with a metal pipe and it would work just as well."
Michael cocks his head.
"Sleep aid for the supernatural, Mikey."
"Oh. Yeah. I guess he is kinda fitful, huh."
"He's got his reasons- oh for fuck's sake, light!"
Paul snarls lowly and bangs the end of the little zippo on his knee, face screwed up in almost childish frustration. Michael snorts but spares him the continued pain. He reaches into his own pocket and pulls out the one he's been carrying for a while.
Paul takes it gratefully, and doesn't say anything about how Michael doesn't carry any smokes (or doesn't have Marko's knack for setting things on fire randomly), and how it's a much older model, well-cared for and refillable. Made to last from a past era. Not his.
If he had, Michael may have just thrown it at him instead.
But he doesn't say anything, and Paul doesn't either, and the two laps into comfortable silence as the bowl is passed back and forth.
Michael hums, fingers toying with the frayed edges of a hole in the knee of his jeans. "Um...okay, uh. Oxycodone?"
Paul, leaning back against the pillows, blinks owlishly at him, clearly trying to connect some dots. "...I got some random pills from that one car we pulled-"
"No, no, like. Have you ever taken it?" Michael corrects, getting back to the subject they'd been talking about.
"Oh! Uh, nah, gave me hives."
"Well. Okay, I wasn't asking if you liked it, just that you tried it, dude. So that's a yes."
"Like, I think I get it, pain relief," Paul says, leaning even further back, to look up at the hanging tapestries and the garlands of shiny knickknacks and rackam strewn above him. "But it's like. Different. Than this."
He shakes the bowl a little. Michael reaches out a hand to stop him before he spilled something. "Feels...I don't know. Flatter. It's not up here."
Paul motions to his head, and the buzz he no doubt has going. Michael is feeling it too. He makes a small noise of acknowledgement, and leaves it.
"...DMT?"
In an instant, barely as the letters of the acronym had time to leave his mouth, Paul was up. His eyes wide enough even in his relaxed state to see the whites all around them, mouth set in a grimace enough he was almost showing his teeth.
"No. Fuck no, Mike. That shit is- damn, like, I don't wanna have to feel all the shit in reality, but like. I still wanna be in reality, you know?"
Michael shrugs a shoulder, and when the action makes his head feel like it won't stop tilting that way, he follows it and lets himself rest back against the pillow nest they'd made of the bedding.
"It's not that bad," he says, and Paul just shakes his head slowly.
And then stops. A look of consternation passing over his features.
He squints at Michael.
"...Did you-?"
"Well-"
"Oh my God, Mike!"
He's suddenly sitting even further up, crawling forward. (Michael having to take the bong from him and finally set it aside so they didn't dump hot ash on the bed sheets or spill water over everything.) Paul gets into his space, face half a smile, half pure disbelief.
"You said you'd never done anything stronger than shots and dope!"
Michael, to his credit, does imagine he looks at least a little sheepish.
"I just didn't remember it when I said that. It was a while ago. I also don't really remember much of it, just that. Things got weird, some...guy one of the people hosting the party knew brought this stuff in a thermos, but I was also tired as shit, so I think I just thought most of it was dreams."
Paul laughs, "Pretty spacey dreams, dude."
"Yeah, no kidding, it was like. Dreams in dreams...I think I thought the couch cushions were cracks in an endless pit and I was gonna fall in or something...you've never had it though?"
The laughter turns a little darker as Paul pulls back a bit, giving Michael some air. He flops against him though, head sinking down to rest on his belly.
"Not on your life. Big damn predator, out of my gourd on the spirit molecule runnin' around the woods at night? With the sensory stuff that we can feel without drugs? Can you fuckin' imagine..."
Michael supposes he could. Granted, the images in his mind were mostly funny, and in the bond, the boundaries of which were deteriorating with every passing moment, he passed those on to Paul. It got him a chuckle, and the sound played like low timpani in his head.
The conversation lapsed on.
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juicezone · 6 months
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hi!! can i ask 4, 12, and 13 for the agere character ask game for cooper and ward? :D
4: is their regression more voluntary or involuntary? do they ever regress without realizing it? ward's pretty much always voluntary! sometimes it's involuntary in a pos way (especially if cooper's regressed and he isn't, bc half the time if he sees someone regressed n he isn't, ward's brain gets punted into kid move |D)
cooper's more of a 70% voluntary, 30% involuntary (usually if he's regressing involuntarily, it's bc he's wicked overwhelmed, stressed, or like on the edge of barely being able to function) he's not always the most upfront abt being regressed tho, so 90% if the time if he's visibly regressed/looking small, its invol. they are a very private person
12: do they have any specific nicknames for when they regress? how about nicknames they've given to their caregiver(s) or friends? ward (his nicknames): -problem child, sweetheart, buddy boy, terror, pain in my rear {affectionate}, Raincloud, "Should call you Taz, you little devil tornado" (Bones) -any variation of kid/buddy/gneral nicknames are fine -(see cooper's list) -Weatherboy (Kirk) -Tester of Patience (Spock) ward (nicknames for others): -Len, (Bones) -Coop, Super Duper Cooper, Chomper, [STOP BITING ME} (Cooper) -Jimmy, Jim-Jam, (Kirk) - MR. SPOOOOOOOOOCK (loud and drawn out on purpose <3) (spock)
cooper (hisnicknames): -(see wards list) -Coop, sweetpea [10000% flusters Cooper. won't admit it, does love when McCoy calls him sweetpea. feels safe] , Baby boy, Puppy-love, (Bones) -Doesnt really like nicknames from others -secretly tolerant of any nickname Bones comes up with, refuses to admit it. cooper (nicknames for others): -Mickey [10000% only ever on accident. absolutely mortified if brought up when not major baby brain], Puppa [puppy-re cooper mode] (Bones) -annoying, {GROANS}, wuh (Ward) -not often one to use nicknames, he just feels akward and isnt sure if he's really close enough to give ppl nicknames even when small
13: what do they like to do when they're regressed? do they like to play pretend, watch tv/movies, color, etc.? ward likes to get even more up in Bones' personal space honestly thats his fav thing to do. otherwise he's down to watch (weather) documentaries/science cartoons, likes doing (kid safe) science stuff, sometimes Bones just takes him out into the holodecks and tells him to run himself silly because "you got the zoomies, kiddo. go on, go zoomie" if he's with Cooper, it's more relaxed a bit, but Ward does his best to bring them outta their shell and get cooper engaged in mischief. Also, he and jim are a force to be reckoned with when they're both regressed, and Bones and Spock (kirks CG) gotta keep a close eye on em. silence is not good for those two >:)
Cooper almost always intends to do low energy activities, or things he doesnt need help with. laying on a blanket watching a dinosaur cartoon or listening to a read aloud, dozing, just generally keeping to himself. sometimes lets himself be coaxed into ward's silly momence
PUPPY cooper however. 10000% energy. everything goes in their mouth. wants to be held or with someone 24/7. will whine and look so sad and puppy-dog eyes if having to be alone (even if its just getting up to go to the kitchen). Both Bones and Ward take advantage of this and play as much as possible bc non-puppy cooper is much more reserved about it and wont admit even when he does want something its the best when ward has zoomies and cooper's a puppy because they wear each other out so well and Bones gets a nice peaceful afternoon watching them <3
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kitwing-moving · 2 years
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hiii albedo birthday fic from his point of view thats literally it. also pre-relationship vivbedo too btw.
i wrote this so fast srry ignore any mistakes. not proofread bc i get so embarry reading thru my own writing.
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The lab was quiet today. Vivian was out, having gone out to scout the entirety of Mondstadt after catching wind of rifthound rumors. She always was so dedicated to seeking them out, almost as if it was all she knew how to do.
Albedo sighed quietly, eyes drawn to the stains of spilled paint. Blue handprints and a smiley face drawn on in yellow. He remembered the day when it had happened, burned into his mind. It was something that filled his chest with a feeling that was slowly growing familiar to him.
("Oops..." Eyes wide, cloak and front of her dress covered in paint. She didn't mean to drop the paint tray, and she near instantly dropped down to her knees to gather it back up. She cringed when her hand landed in a puddle of blue paint, looking around before she went to grab the tube of yellow paint.
Only too late did she notice the new mistake she made - a handprint in blue, right on the carpet.
"Oh..." She paused, unmoving, as she thought.
And then she put a small blob of yellow paint on the tip of her finger, quickly drawing a rather large smiley face.
What she wasn't aware of, however, was Albedo standing at the entrance as she rushed to clean the rest of her mess up.
He observed her drawing. It was very clearly amateurish, but yet it had its own charm. Something she enjoyed creating art of - the various foxes around Dragonspine. It was a recreation of what he guessed was a memory of hers, dangling a feather just above a group of three foxes, and just playing with them in general.
It was cute.)
Albedo shook his head, aware of the large smile that quickly grew on his face.
She was so full of life and determination, eyes twinkling with certainty and pride. That was a look she shared with almost everyone, and if it was anyone else... well, it would be a little obnoxious.
And he supposed she did fit that description as well, although it was also something endearing on her.
But she had other smiles, too - ones only reserved for a select few in Mond.
Soft. Loving. Overjoyed. Even sleepy, tired ones.
And ones for solely him. She'd grin so excitedly, so big. Her eyes crinkled at the edges and she blushed, tips of her ears even red as well.
He was quite fond of it.
Albedo let himself linger in his thoughts a bit longer, eyes wandering around the lab as he tried to focus on the projects and experiments he wanted to perform today.
And yet, Vivian was still in his mind.
Her presence was something that just felt right. And with her talk and chatter absent, or the warmth of her standing so close beside him as she tried to take in what he was doing...
Albedo missed her presence. Of course, she wouldn't be gone for very long. She prides herself on her efficiency, although it does tend to lead to her being a bit (a whole lot) reckless and destructive.
And while it worried Albedo to no end, he couldn't deny that he always felt his breath catch in his throat for a split second when he saw her after a successful bounty.
Proud, hands on her hips as she bragged and gloated. Smirks directed at everyone, but whenever her eyes got towards him, her smirk faltered and he could see just how lovestruck she was for him.
Of course, she didn't seem to notice it herself just yet. She'd cling to his arm at times, bragging to him as her face warmed. It did catch Albedo off guard often whenever she did that - and it embarrassed him a tiny bit as well.
At this rate, I won't be able to get any work done. His mind refused to leave the topic of her, and it frustrated him a bit.
Oh?
He caught site of a letter on his desk Brightly colored envelope and the patterns of toy stamps places upon it - almost as if Klee had decorated it.
Albedo opened the envelope, surprised to see a trading card inside, along with a letter.
He ever so gently pulled the card out, recognizing it as a competitive trading card - one involving archons, adepti, and even more.
And this particular card was one of Vivian's favorites. Rainbow outline, and the card's front filled with the art and scenery of what he guessed to be an adeptus from Liyue.
A being seemingly made of clouds, and short black and red horns that could only be described as elegant.
There were words on the card too - ones describing what it could do in the trading game, as well as ten stars at the very bottom.
It was a very beautiful card, Albedo had to admit.
He set it down, now unfolding the letter.
A poof of glitter popped out, surprising him. He spluttered, golden sparkles and confetti momentarily hitting him in the mouth.
Hey, Chalkboy!!!! ^_^
Happy birthday! At least, it is today, right? Kaeya told me, and I'd feel soooo bad if he was just playing a prank on me!!!
Anyways, meet me beneath that big tree by the statue of the seven tomorrow! You know the one, just outside of the city?
I've got a picnic planned and I even bought a telescope! You can look at the stars and tell me smart stuff you know about them!
Oh, by the way, you aren't super busy right? If you are then we can take a raincheck on that picnic!
Ok but anyways have a blast today chalkboy!!!! You're the bestest friend I could ask for, and because of that I hope you have the bestest day ever! ♡♡♡
Sincerely,
VIVIAN!!!!!!!♡
p.s. get into adventures with archons with me!!! i can get another adeptus ganyu card later, but i bought you a whole bunch of other packs too!! battle me sometime!
Very Vivian. The colored ink made him chuckle, and he folded the letter back up, returning it inside the envelope along with the card.
That feeling was even stronger now, cozy warmth spreading across his body.
Vivian, so full of life and compassion and care.
Vivian, always so ready to help or jumping to her feet at the first sign of duty, that smug and confident smile on her face that Albedo felt himself a little flustered by.
He's in love with her, and he's known that for some time now. And while he's tried confessing in the past, she always seemed to get tense and awkward about it, always so unsure.
But he felt like tomorrow would be a good time to admit his feeling once more.
That would be a nice gift, he thought. He felt himself get shy at the thought that popped in his head, and his eyes darted away from the envelope.
Yes, he was desperately in love with someone who seemed to be everywhere at once, someone who seemed smug enough that she might be able to woo others quite easily.
But she didn't. She was always by his side, blushing face and adoring smile, always chatting away at him and offering her help when she could.
Albedo sighed, aware of how warm his face was.
"Alright. Have to get to work now." He said to himself.
He was giddy for tomorrow.
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bemylord · 3 years
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ᴘᴜɴɪꜱʜᴍᴇɴᴛ + ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀᴄᴀʀᴇ │ ᴅɪʟꜰ ꜰᴜꜱʜɪɢᴜʀᴏ ᴛᴏᴊɪ
pairings: toji fushiguro x fem!reader.
warnings: nsfw, spit kink, spanking, slap on the cheeks [once], size kink, belly bulge, tears, creampie, marks, dom/sub, cockwarming, nicknames, butt plug, edging [mentioned], degrading, gagging, oral [both?], breeding kink + aftercare and praising <3 grammar issues.
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butler's note: extra hot and extra big. it must a 4.7k but i though it'd be too long, so i deleted some parts. if you like dilf toji - butler's here to serve your thirst. i did toji in his 30s not in 40s bc megumi is three years old.
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'on your knees, slut' you swallowed, dare to have a quick look on your daddy before stood on the knees. toji will give you the punishment in a few seconds - you had given up on making excuses, yet preparing your throat and holes for his cock.
the playroom, which toji designated as the 'basement' for megumi, so that his son wouldn't enter, is arranged in relatively red colors: only the toy chest of drawers was made of wood, which had a shade of terracotta.
toji is into toys. edging you 'till your pussy will be soaked enough or else he'd turn the vibrator on the max, sat on the chair in front of the bed, putting his elbows on the armrests, making himself comfortable in the cushioned chair, to watch as how you're being a desperate slut for him.
trying to squirm from vibration on your overstimulated clit, as your legs have shaken as the toy brought you the new piece of the orgasm. toji commanded you to intently stare into his green lewd eyes as you feel the oncoming orgasm.
tears had come to the corners of your eyes, as you had reached the orgasm. you had given up counting the highest you've been reaching, but you knew toji hadn't touched himself - his balls are full of sperm to breed your pussy and mouth.
he turned off the toy, lightly rubbing your clit, as you arch the back for toji's caresses - he had enough to make a few circles as you milked on his fingers.
'your pussy so soaked, your juices are oozing all over your thighs,' he kissed the inner thighs, moving soft kisses to the succulent place. 'let daddy taste it.'
certainly, his tongue could bring you another pleasant satisfaction feeling in minutes due to the kind of torture he had placed you. he licked your oozing hole, tasting the juices, mooing into your bosom, causing vibrations.
you abruptly exhale, as toji moves his mouth to your swollen clit - you've been tortured and haggard, but you'll give your daddy the last creampie on his cock, will you?
of course, you will. you will milk his thick, hot cock when the tip literally touching your cervix, replenishing your vagina with his sperm. you had dig nails into his back, milking the cock, produce the white ring around the cock base, hearing as toji groans into your ear.
now, he won't be lenient. you had been a bad girl, very-very bad girl. you got daddy's permission to cum, didn't you? to be an obedient whore - is your role in the sex, so why did you disobedient the simple rule? you wanted a punishment.
toji sat on the upholstered chair, spreading his legs wide apart as if calling you to have your place. his cock is bulging from the sports pants - despite it was baggy, it seems that the cock would rip the material if it could do it.
you glare at him once again: green eyes are focusing solely on you, devouring, waiting for you to touch the cock with your tongue. he put elbows on the armrests, grinning - it's gonna be the rough punishment.
you placed palms on his knees, rubbing them slowly as if wobbling, should you continuing or you should have to stop. you're unhurriedly moving hands towards the bulge, lick the parched lips - soon, there will be his semen.
you touch his outlining dick with one finger, feeling how hard it is, how big your daddy cock is. the one thing that has been stopping his cock from being in your mouth - the elastic. you've lowered his pants, freeing up a fat cock.
you dare to look at the cock, before pulling it in inside your warm wet mouth: a small amount of precum on the pink glans and the protruding vein on the side of his cock, which you always had licked first. as usual - balls have a large amount of white, salty liquid to paint your mouth and pussy into white color.
fuck, perfect dilf in the prime of his life. toji in his 30s but his cock is fucking amazing. jesus, he's fucking good: he always pleases your needs with his cock, his fingers, his tongue.
fuck, what a perfect daddy you've gotten. primarily, toji hired you as a babysitter for his son, but lately, the both of you began to experience a completely non-working relationship, crossing the thin line of 'friendship' or 'boss and employee'.
do you mind when toji kisses your lips in the morning before making you a cup of coffee? do you ever put resistance towards his attempts to love you?
he snapped you out of your memories with a light slap on the cheek, more like a small touch of his palm on your cheek. toji put his chin on the palm as the little finger slightly covers the scar on his lip.
'suck my cock and gag on it.'
you wrapped your small palms around the base, licking the precum turning your head to lick the prominent vein. you had kept asking yourself, how does his fat cock fit in your little mouth?
although, toji fushiguro is definitely maddening by your small mouth that barely could fit the entire cock. the rare occasion when you managed to touch your nose against his pubic - after touching the bristle hair, you found yourself in tears as the glans touching the throat.
he'd lie if he tells he doesn't like when you get choked by his thick cock. toji feels like he's in heaven - doesn't need to use hands to press your head deep into the base. though, he could do it unexpectedly, take you off guard, overhearing as to how you're getting choked.
you're suctioning the cock as if it a lollipop with strawberry or cherry flavor, sucking as if you've been thirsty for weeks. scattering kisses along the length, pulling out the cock from the mouth with a pop sound.
the sound echoes through the room chugging and chomping. toji is smirking as seeing as his dick disappears inside your mouth, feeling as your tongue playing with the base inside. suddenly, you felt his big palms on your head, as he warned you with his giggled, suc as a telltale sign.
relentlessly, literally from the first second he had touched your hair, he fucks your throat without mercy as if you don't feel any pain. predilection of choke you with his cock.
you're trying to breath with a nose, but [forgive me] as toji replace palms to the throat and nose - this is what he calls a real suffocation. tears are running on your cheek as the glans touches your tonsillar.
'look me in the face, slut' he placed both palms on your throat, periodically squeezing and giving you few seconds to fill your lunges with the air.
you stare at the eyes full of lewd and the pleasure of your weeping face, he knows it hurts and throat will be sore in the morning - that is the reason why he will give you a day off on his large bed, where you'll be resting as toji will take of his son.
he will forbid you to get out of bed as if you could get out - the ass will burn as if you had been fucked by several men, not by one cock. by the way, you don't need several men as you've got toji. toji fushiguro and his cock will rip your pussy like you've been needy for it
there are times when the sorcerer killer is soft, his pace is slow as he covers your collarbone with quick hickeys that go away after a few minutes. he worships you like his queen, whispering that he will marry you one day.
'you're gonna be my little girl forever, only mine girl.'
don't think toji is a monster who loves to fuck you until you'll be a dumb as his cock breeding your pussy, you like it as well, when toji spanking your ass contemporaneously caresses your clit, reaching the new wave of orgasm on his cock.
'open your mouth little one.'
you pull out his cock, open your mouth wide, letting the saliva dripping down onto the chin, as you stick out the tongue. he cups your face, spitting in your mouth, mingling your drools together. you swallowed the mixture as a good girl, stick out again, asking for the supplementation.
'should daddy gives you more, should daddy kisses your lips?'
'yes, daddy, kiss me.' he squeezes the throat at your response.
'yes, daddy, kiss your slut, kiss her, please.'
he smiled, noticing how obedient you are by calling yourself his slut. he lowered his body down to kiss your mouth with a tongue, making you completely a mess, as you moan into the kiss. a small reward before the punishment.
he kisses your lower lip, slightly bites it, taking off your wet panties. not breaking the kiss, he runs the finger in your crotch, has a sensation of your dripping pussy - daddy's perfect slut. he entered with one finger without any warning, feeling your gooey walls.
you opened your eyes from the unaware action, staring into the green, loved one's eyes, feeling as his tongue is playing with yours, his finger tasting and preparing your hole for his cock.
'suck my finger and taste yourself'
you wrapped his wrist with a palm, taking in your mouth the soaked finger in your juice - toji's sperm is tasting better than any other liquid. he gets up from the chair, walking towards the drawer to get the toy.
'what color of the plug my slut wants?'
'whichever daddy chooses'
he put the one with a white, fluffy tail, lubricating hands, and plug. you knees on the edge of the bed, licking lips as anticipating the plug in your hole. fushiguro runs a finger along your hole, lubricating the ass, so it won't hurt too much - only his dick can bring the pleasant tingles.
he entered with one finger, feeling as the tight hole immediately squeezes it. he kissed your asscheeks, replacing into the toy. the sensation of the cool toy made you wobble your pelvis, but instantly you felt the strong hands of Toji, which calmed you down.
you had felt as the toy slowly coming inside the non-stretched, tight hole. you exhaled, arching the back, silently begging for the drooling pussy to be stretched with his fat cock. but instead of his cock you felt as his palms found themselves on your butt, squeezing them.
you screamed when toji spanked the right cheek. you've practically fallen as if toji's another palm which is holding you, so you wouldn't twitch and sneak away from the spanking.
another hit on your butt and another and another. your soft and once pristine skin is now covered with the marks of toji's palms, he marvels as he looks at the 'art' he has created - one touch and you shudder in suffering.
'turn around and face me.'
you hardly turn your body, looking from the bottom to meet his gaze - you've got a lovely opportunity to watch as he takes off the black t-shirt, he threw his arms back, pulling the fabric down, tossing it aside, placing his knee on the bed, opening your mouth with his hand.
he spits again in your mouth, as your hands found themselves on his stomach, outlining his sculpted abs with your fingernails. his muscular, athletic body feels so pleasant under your soft pads.
'give my dick a kiss before i'll rip your pussy'
once again you feel the hard cock in your mouth, salivating the base, pulling out to play with balls for a little. he groaned as felt your mouth has taken one ball then another, playing as toji loves, ogling at his foggy gaze and sanity. his cock twitched, when you kiss the head, turned your body.
his pads deftly find your clit, as the killer lay down on the stomach, moving your hips towards his face, forcing you to repeat his movement and lie on your tummy. he tucked the tail on your back, examining your oozing hole.
he couldn't help but bury his face on your pussy, tasting the arousal, knowing who your hole, body, and mind are belonging to. your arousal as well, tearing apart your pussy with fingers, entering inside with his tongue.
as if he could reach the spongy bug inside your vagina - he will wake you up every morning with a tongue.
going in and out in sharp movements, then lick the entrance such in a tease way. he had added two fingers simultaneously as you immediately squeezed 'em, quelling your moans with the pillow.
with one hand toji is stretching your gummy walls, feeling the friction when you adjust to his thick fingers; with another, he spanks your red butt cheeks, bringing you the discomfort.
't-daddy, i-i'm..'
'you've got my permission, cum on daddy's mouth.'
he caresses your clit with circles, anticipating for the liquid he'll lick. the euphoria had covered you surprisingly, when toji removed the plug, had kissed your ass. his strong hands were holding your legs widely as you were giving daddy the liquid he had been waiting.
licking the drooling cunt 'till your clarity is hazed and dazed by the marvelous feeling, you couldn't think clear, murmuring him different phrases.
'daddy, please fuck me rough, please, i need your thick fat cock in my pussy, daddy~'
you've purred like a cat last word, rocking the hips as you're still in the clouded conduction, unconsciously murmuring his nickname, stuck your butt.
'how can daddy say no to his baby girl.'
toji bent you over on the back, without hesitation threw legs over his shoulders. he spits on the pussy, smearing the saliva on the enterance. although you've been stretching before, his head had come inside with an effort, giving the moment to adjust to his size as the glance have touched the cervix, filling the space.
feel of being full by his cock definitely the best you had ever felt. you're melting by his warm and sweet body - drops of sweet starts to appear on the muscules as you're clenching the dick inside, attempting to adapting to his cock. he fucked your pussy almost every night, but tho you still fucking tight.
that's the thing toji loves - your hole as if renewal, making it difficult to fuck your relentnessly, so in the morning there will the pain between your thighs. he'll apologize with his tongue on your pussy, eating you as you like it.
the moment you clenched his wrists, leaving half-moon marks there, telltale sign for toji to move the pelvis. he pull his cock out to the glans, giving it back in a second, kissing your ankles, staring into your eyes, wrapping hands below the knees, using your legs to push into your wet bosom, stretching the walls to paint after in a white hue.
he moves the pelvis forth and back, beating out the moans out of your mouth, smiling to be the one who can and will bring pleasure to your body and mind. toji casts an insatiable glance over your body - with every thrust into your drooling pussy, your breasts bounce as your palms clutch the sheet, hoping to compensate for the blows.
as well, you glance over the man figure, staring as toji's chest rises when he goes all the way in. when he breathes out, his abdomen is visibly showing you the muscular. you clench the dick, as you have touched the abs, deftly touching his tense stomach.
you caught him twice in the gym, when you wanted to wake up megumi, had stopped by the crack in the door, had a peek on toji's body: wet, strong, and tense as he was standing in the plank position.
you had allowed yourself to watch as he exercises, had forgotten about the task to wake his son - wet strands of dark color fell on his face, if you pussy can talk, it would definitely say: 'fuck me, toji.' thank god your vagina is incapable of spilling your desire.
the goosebumps had covered your body as you saw toji's eyes were focusing solely on you, when you turned your head to look at the time - six in the morning, - you quickly ran to the 'gumi's room, pretending you weren't stalking.
does it count as stalking? toji should lock the door, you were just.. staring as he was exercising.
the next time he asked you to count his push-ups. you were happy. you nodded as the response, counting, as toji suddenly ask a question.
'lay on my back, y/n.'
you barely answered: 'yes, daddy.' again, you nodded uncertainly, afraid to make the slightest movement. can he hold you? but you wanted to feel his strong body more than anything else, and besides - he's your boss, you have to obey him.
you did as you told: first, you sat on his butt, then you lay down on his back with your stomach. surprisingly, he bent his arms faster, like you were a feather.
'one hundred, mr. fushiguro.'
you get on the floor, kinda upset leaving his body.
'you are so easy, have you eaten? i'll order us some food, you should eat more.'
the 'compliment' that toji had addressed to you made you blushed, as you found yourself smiling, looking at his face. you show by the gesture sigh 'okay', left the room.
'and it's toji, for you.'
you had murmured his name in the nights when you were closed as now, masturbating your little clit, pronouncing his name.
'toji.'
he suggested you move in with him because it was difficult to get to his house - he lived far from the city and transportation didn't go to the place.
'toji~'
you purred the boss's name, as the orgasm with a tremble covered your body, leaving you desperate to quell his name in your hand. you were thinking that the owner of the name is sleeping like his son is, therefore you could please your needs.
he was awakened as hell - being a sorcerer killer giving him the opportunity to sneak up on the victim quietly. especially to the mere human like you, who haven't got any curse energy or a good ear to overhear as he's jerking his cock, listening how you're cumming.
a kind of 'we're even' when you peeked at him.
the thing you didn't know is - toji always had peeked on you. in the shower, in the kitchen when you're wearing those fucking tiny shorts or when you just-just have awakened, aimlessly stretching your arms above the head, exposing your breasts as your top went up.
always.
now you are thinking about his massive cock is filling the former empty pussy, thrusting harder when your harsh and resounding voice caresses his ears - a delight to 'em.
the squelches are filling the game room, as you put your legs around his torso, making him bend over towards your face and kiss you.
in this position he could kiss your peachy lips, demolishing the coil in your stomach by his cock.
as soon as you started to rock your hips towards his cock, he momentary started to fuck you mercilessly, feeling as you're dragging nails through his back - he wants to find in the morning a dozen of red stripes dotted on his broad back.
he moves on your neck, like a habit of marking your conspicuous collarbones with hickeys and bites, dragging your teeth across your shoulders, leaving through the way bites or kisses, groaned at your skin.
his back as a bare canvas and your fingers are brushed with which you skillfully paint indecipherable red patterns.
your hole is constricting as toji started to fuck you brainless, grabbing your thighs, leaving a trail of half-moons there, driving the cock all the way in, balls slapping against your ass, prompting squelches that echo around the room.
thanks, megumi had never see as his father fucks the babysitter. megumi once called you mom, but you explained that you ain't his mom, in the response, you heard:
'but my dada [dad] said i can call you my mom'
you saw as toji smiles, waiting for your answer. then you have begun to know each other as partners. toji had known you're gonna the perfect mom and wifey.
'megumi will wake up soon.'
'i will take care of him.'
he kissed your lips before distracted himself from your lips to rock your uterus hard. you're both at your limit, feeling the breath becoming short and the heart beginning to pound frantically - soon the both of you will reach your orgasm.
he put your arm on the tummy, entering as far as it goes, as you felt his cock protrude. he murmured softly through gritted teeth: 'i'm here, baby.'
toji tossed his hand back, when the strands have finally covered his view of you, staring at your cute facial emotions as you're closing your eyes tight, shrinking the hole, milking his cock to cover walls in the white hue.
'cum with me, doll, cum, cum, cum-'
you have come first, creating a ring around his base, sucking out his sperm. his groaning filled the whole room as he fills your walls with his semen. the cock still pulsing in your hole that has been squeezing.
he bent your body over, making you lay down on his chest with the cock inside. your heart beats frantically in your chest as you both try to regain your breath. you squeeze his cock once more, feeling your joined fluid oozing slightly from your hole.
he put his hand behind his head, the other holding your waist. your body trembles slightly in a post-orgasmic state - toji is ready for round two, you can see it in his smug face.
'my good girl, you are my little girl'
you kissed his chest, moving towards his lips, wiggling hips to tease your lover.
'say it again, toji.'
'that you're my pretty little girl or that i love you so much, which one?'
you like hearing toji saying he loves you, kiss your palms and one finger on which he wants to wear a ring that will bind you by the bonds of marriage.
he's certain right now - he had found his family. his wife. he gently kisses your face, as if afraid to scare you off, pulling out his flaccid cock, to bring you as soon as it possible to his face, letting you sit on his stomach.
you run your hands over his strong shoulders, giggling - how he will explain that scratches to megumi? he ran his pads over your tired body, touching you lightly on your oozing crotch.
'love, we should take a bath.'
'not before i dot your body with kisses'
he again bent you over on your stomach, kissing the back of the shoulders, slowly coming down on your butt. as an apology, he grabbed your butt softly, leaving on the red butt-cheeks kisses.
he might be a psycho while spanking you, although always making out with kisses through all your body.
'megumi is probably have woken up, toji~'
'lay down here, princess, i will take care of our son'
he pulled on his sweatpants as he left the room. sex with him at times like this - is exhausting. you didn't notice how he covered you with a sheet before feeding his son. megumi asked him where you are, but toji answered him in a manly way:
'she's resting now after having s-, after playing, 'gumi'
'playin'? why i didn't play?'
he only sighed as he helped his son to eat. a childish question that he could have answered, but he didn't.
when you woke up, you found out toji's head between your legs as he licked you. you didn't try to push him away, you just spread your legs wide.
'you're awake now, baby.'
he kissed your inner thigh, wrapping his teeth around your clit, not biting it, just feeling how tender it is.
'toji, where's megumi?'
you literally jumped out of bed if it wasn't for his hand on your knee. he kisses your hole, clearly hearing you purr.
'baby, he's playing in the garden. focus on the euphoric feeling.'
regardless of still being tired from the spicy hours, you gave yourself to his tongue, allowing him to bring you one more orgasm before you will walk to the megumi to say good morning.
the only thing better than toji's tongue - his thick cock.
you had enough for a few minutes, lavishing his mouth with liquid. he chuckled, licking up all the drops, moving closer to your face to give you a morning kiss.
'good morning, little one.'
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i'm sorry again for the mistakes and the long oneshot, maybe, you don't like big ones and i should make drabbles? it must a drabble, tho. okay, 0.3 notes [because i know it's huge, and you love drabble rather than os] and i'll write abt dilf satoru gojo?
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Bully
Warnings - cursing, himbo reader (and that means muscles so if you don't got those jus pretend), sorta mean sakusa, extremely self indulgent so reader is shorter, kind of risque sometimes but it's sfw (like everything on my page)
Note: I did it bc mean sakusa and I am down bad for bullies
Cough bakugou cough
Male Reader - Fem Readers DNI like at all, I'll block you. It's not that hard to understand.
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It doesn't take much to get on Sakusa's bad side.
Be annoying, be gross, be handsy, and he's already got you in his bad books.
You though. You, apparently, decided to take it the long way. Of course he noticed. It would be hard not to, if you've got a wide eyed, muscular, puppy of a boy following you around. In class, you had your eyes on him. At practice matches and games? There too, in the front row. You always peered at him, watching what he did, wide eyed and innocent.
He's no psychological genius, but he can just tell. He can tell that you want him to look back, that you want him to notice your very obvious pining. He doesn't know why he found it so agitating. Maybe he just didn't like how blatantly you looked at him, if that made sense at all. You, being so airheaded, only seemed to chase after your goals like a dog. Biceps the size of his head, yet not a coherent thought in yours. Maybe you were more complex than that. Still, Sakusa had no mind to find out.
It's like he could see it, the non existent tail wagging behind you.
So, he started small. Why not give you the attention, right? He tried to be nice at first. He really did, but it was just so easy. You'd get ecstatic whenever he even asked you a question about school. (Which is the nicest thing he'd done). He came to find out that any insults he threw your way went right over your head. Why not take advantage of that fact?
"You know Omi, you can't pick on him forever." Komori sighed. You've been admiring him from the second year, Komori knew that. Apparently though, only in their third year did Sakusa notice.
Sakusa scoffed. "I don't pick on him."
"Yeah, you kind of do." Motoya shrugged, throwing the can that was in his hand in the trash. "Why're you so mean to him anyways? S'not like he's doing anything to you."
Sakusa momentarily paused. He wouldn't admit how he doesn't know just why he hates you. He was certain, every time he saw you, that he wanted to be so mean. Push you around, make you look at him with nervousness and shock through teary eyes. So certain, but then he saw you smile or bounce on your heels excitedly, and he'd feel like taking you somewhere far away where you didn't need to be tainted by the world.
Yeah, none of that was very characteristic of him.
So, of course, he just settled with a simple "I dunno."
Knowing not to push it any further, Komori didn't say anything else.
Their walk was short and brisk. They were only headed to the library, needing to pick something up, so the trip shouldn't be too long. Sakusa didn't need anything really, he just wanted to go along. Another uncharacteristic thing for him, but it's not like he had anything better to do.
School let an hour ago and practice was cancelled. He wasn't just going to sit around. (Motoya forbade him from practicing on his own. Some "take a break sometime" or "don't overwork" bullshit). Doesn't mean he won't go out though.
Approaching the glass doors of the library, Motoya tilted his head slightly. "I only need a couple psych books." He explained, absentmindedly opening the door and walking in. Sakusa nodded, following him in. He didn't go to the public library much, settling on what the school had if he needed anything. Still, he found the place rather comforting.
"Go find a table. I'll meet you in ten minutes maybe? Fifteen?" Komori's voice dropped in volume a bit.
"Sure." Sakusa said.
His cousin have him a grateful look, turning and walking off, presumably to one of the upper floors where the school related books were.
Sakusa sighed through his mask, turning on his heel to go find a table. They were in the west part of the library, surrounded by some bookshelves. Finding a somewhat secluded one, he dropped his bag down on the table and slid into a chair. With another sigh, he turned his attention elsewhere.
From where he was he could see two more tables that were farther away from his, as well as more bookshelves.
He let his gaze wander and glaze over in thought. Why was he so mean to you? After all, the only things you've ever done was watch him with stars in your eyes. He knew a multitude of people who would gladly have an admirer like that. Well, maybe not Ushijima, (who was out in college by now), but at least he wouldn't pick on them.
And speak of the devil.
His sight caught on you at one of the two tables in his vision. Along with...one other guy. He furrowed his brows. Has he seen you with him before? Maybe. What were you doing together? We're you...no, there's no way you were even into guys. Well, not that he would know. You were smiling at him. More turmoil brewed in the pit of his stomach.
Your friend, (he hoped it was your friend), patted your head, saying something he couldn't hear. It's like Sakusa could see the folded puppy ears on your head. His air was getting progressively darker and more threatening. Why was he even getting jealous? Some childish notion, maybe. He didn't like that you were giving such adoring attention to someone else.
Your friend, who had taken his bag, was well out of sight by now. Kiyoomi could only assume that he left. You turned away from the door, scribbling a few things down in a notebook. Sakusa's seen that notebook. You used it in class.
He tapped his foot, a hand coming up to his chin. He looked annoyed, if anything. You didn't even seem to notice him there, which further irked him.
Sakusa turned on his phone to check the time. It's only been five minutes. He wasn't sure how much longer he could sit here for. How is it that you only caught his attention when you weren't vying for it? At this point, Kiyoomi was so used to you hovering around him, practically begging for his attention, that when you weren't it was...different. Different and not even remotely okay.
That combined with how you were relishing in the company of some 'friend' earlier, and he was livid. He felt the need to prove that you only wanted his attention, that you only needed his attention. He knew he wasn't acting , or thinking, like himself. He acknowledged it, and he ignored it. Hell, you didn't even know he was there! There was no reason for him to react so intensely.
He checked the time again. Three more minutes have passed.
He shoved the chair out, (rather harshly), to stand up. Upon hearing the noise, you turned your head up to see him approaching you.
"Sakusa-san!" You squeaked.
"(L/n)." He said back. His voice was low, threatening. You nervously watched him slam his hands down in the table in front of you, black eyes focused on your face.
"What do you-uh, want?" You smiled at him, practically buzzing in excitement in your chair. The library chairs were a little tight, your thighs pressed flush together. Sakusa let his eyes wander, eventually landing your face once more. You, noticing his gaze, laughed slightly. "The chairs are a bit of a tight fit, huh?"
"(L/n)." He says again, leaning in further. "Who were you just with?" Why was he asking that? He didn't care. He just wanted to know. Morbid curiosity. You shuffled in your chair again. He moved around the table, a slow, stalking act. You sat rigid in your chair.
"You know him right?" You turned, standing up. You rested your hands against the table, rocking back against it in a nervous, jittery motion.
"No," He said. His hand was on the back of your chair, the only thing separating you. "Mind explaining?" He moved the chair harshly. You pressed back into the table further.
"Just-He's a good friend!" You looked up at him, grip on the table tightening when he moved in closer. In truth, he wasn't sure why he was doing any of this. It was like something possessed him, blowing his minor jealousy out of proportion. He wanted to prove that you only gave him those adoring looks, he wanted to have his hands on you.
Your breath hitched in the base of your throat. He placed his hands by your sides, leaning in a bit closer. "Sakusa-san?" You laughed habitually to take the edge off, wide eyes sparkling up at him. This time, his breath caught in his throat. You looked so...innocent. So open.
You didn't know what to think. You knew you weren't all that emotionally intelligent. Even still, you could tell that something was up. On any normal day, he'd just comment on your lack of sense or bump into you a little too hard. Really, usually he just ignored you.
"A good friend," he echoed. You nodded, watching with uncertainty when his right hand lifted to your head. The butterflies in your stomach felt like a warning, a 'DANGER' written in blaring red lights. It was hard not to melt, though, when he gingerly pet your hair. It was where your friend had his hand.
You leaned into his touch. It almost burnt, but in a good way. A way that made you want to walk right into the fire and stay there. He narrowed his eyes. What was he doing? His grip turned harsh, clutching your hair in his hand.
You let out a startled whimper. He pulled your head back slightly, making you look him in his eyes. His free hand pulled his mask down. "Why do you look so shocked," he whispered. It didn't sound meek by any means, it felt loud enough to you. "You wanted my time right? My attention?"
You nodded best you could, excitement buzzing through you again. He let go of your hair, hand moving down to the base of your neck. Surprisingly, he didn't feel disgusted. If anything, touching you, it felt...oddly good. It's like he could keep his hands on you forever.
His gaze drifted down to your lips. Pretty, soft looking, quivering. Sakusa's hands were big. not big and muscular, no, more lithe. Long. His thumb brushed over your bottom lip, other fingers still on the back of your neck. "So pretty," he murmured. "Such a pretty boy." He didn't think to sing the praise. It just slipped out. Not like he was going to make a move to take it back though, not when it's escalated this far.
His hand was warm. Surprising, as it seems like he's the kind of guy to have deathly cold hands. You rubbed your muscular thighs together at his words. Noticing the movement, he let out a shaky breath. You felt it on your lips. His breath, unsurprisingly, was minty. Cold.
You whimpered again, leaning in. You could see every little detail of his face. The moles above his thick eyebrows, the small cracks on his lips. So close. One gust of wind and your lips would connect. His eyes lidded, reciprocating your movement and-
"Am I..uh, interrupting something?"
Sakusa practically jumped off of you. "No! No, you're not." He quickly regained his cool. Motoya nodded, brows raised in suspicion.
"Well I've got what I need. Ready to go?" He said.
Sakusa nearly bolted back to where he had set his things, pulling his mask back up onto his nose. "Yeah. Fine." He pulled his bag on his shoulder. Motoya waved to you. You knew that he saw some of it, at most. He turned to walk away, Sakusa following in suit behind him.
Before he left your line of vision, he shot one last glance your way. You weren't sure how to read it, though you could at least see the lingering desire in his iris.
With that, he left your sight, leaving you disheveled and confused against the table.
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cyborg-franky · 3 years
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Are you still looking for sfw requests?? Can I get some angst with Law where reader is upset bc Law won't open up to her and she's frustrated about it because she doesn't know about all the things he's been through?
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AN: This is set probably before Punk Hazard time so if you haven't seen it then like spoilers probably -jazz hands- Law x Reader [didn't use any pronouns sorry I know you asked for fem!] ANGST word count: 869 Suggested listening: [song that got me in the vibe for this fic]
I'm The One - Static X I was crawling Always falling You don't know what I have lived through.
Another nightmare swept over Law like so many waves in the ocean. The doctor sat bolt up right in bed, sweat clinging to his body as he gasped, gulping in air and blinking his eyes in a panic, his heartbeat so fast he could have sworn it rattled around in his ribcage. You sat up soon after, groggy and worried about the man, he tried to slow his breathing, bringing his legs to sit on the bed cross legged. Elbows perched on his knees he took slow breaths to calm down his erratic heartbeat.
His face was buried in his hands, trying to center himself, chasing away what was real and wasn’t from the blurry edges of his dream that met reality. He exhaled slowly, rubbing his face and you frowned. It was common for Law to have nightmares but this one seemed especially bad. You gently placed your hand on his clammy skin, rubbing his shoulder softly just to be shrugged off.
“It’s nothing”.
“Law…” You withdrew your hand reluctantly from his personal space. He turned away from you now, throwing his long legs off the side of the bed, still with face buried in the palms of his hands.
“Doesn’t look like nothing…”
Law sighed and sat up slightly, letting his hands fall between his legs as he glanced half heartly over his shoulder at you. His tired eyes telling you more then his words ever could. The heart pirate hadn’t had a good night sleep since he was young, another thing you could tell unaided.
“Was it about Cora-san again?” you ventured softly, he tutted in response and shook his head. You knew Corazon was someone who was dear to Law and had died way before you met him, that was it though.
He idly itched at his skin, eyebrows furrowed and looking straight through you. You knew he didn’t do it out of spite, he often disassociated after a particularly bad nightmare. “Law, I wish you’d let me in.” You tried to move closer to him but he pushed himself up from the bed, going to make himself some coffee, done with sleep and the shadows it cast over his subconscious.
“Are you even going to respond to me?” You couldn’t help the snap in your voice, there was a limit to your understanding when he wouldn’t let you into his heart entirely.
“It was a nightmare” Law said simply, turning around and working the small fire for hot water. You threw up your arms with a loud sigh, flopping back into the soft embrace of your pillows. “Thank you, doctor, damn”.
“Why do you need to know?” He sat at his desk, watching the water boil, eyes narrowed in thought. “I- I don’t need to know Law… but we’ve been together what, a few years now? I know your new at feelings, but we are meant to share our troubles with one another, it’s what couples do!” You decided you were past trying to sound understanding, flustered he seemed as closed off as the day you met him.
Law leaned back in his seat, turning it to face you, his hands clasped together under his chin, he seemed to take in what you had said but said nothing, rubbing the hair on his chin calculating what he should reply with. “It’s bad enough I repeat it in my dreams” Law shot a look over at you “It isn’t going to change anything if I tell you, it certainly won’t make me feel any better”.
You blinked at him, this was more then he normally liked to divulge to you when it came to the negative feelings his nightmares conjured inside of him. “I don’t need anyone’s pity or sympathy that also won’t change anything”
“So, what, you are just going to keep it all in?”
“Until the day I die, more then likely” God Trafalgar Law was the most stubborn bastard you’d ever met in your entire life, you loved him but he could be the most insufferable prick.
“It won’t matter soon”.
You furrowed your brows at what he said, he focused his attention on making himself some coffee, watching the steam from the water fill the dim light of the cabin. You didn’t like how that sounded “What do you mean Law?” there was a tremble in your voice.
“What are you going to do?” you pressed him, sitting up right to watch the pirate captain, how he stared at the flames, a look on his face, one of deep thought, a determined look in his eyes. “I’m going to get him back for all the pain”.
“W-who?”
He shook his head and leaned back in his chair once more, coffee in hand, the look he’d had just moments ago soon replaced with a tired, exhausted expression. You sighed inwardly, your heart sinking. Let me in….
Don’t let this darkness sink you.
You felt tears pricking your eyes, your heart ached for your partner, you were so sad, frustrated, you could tell he was falling away and yet you were grasping at the slowly dwindling end of his rope.
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luciusmalfoysimp · 3 years
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Imagine Lucius Catches You Singing When You Think You’re Alone
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(I DONT OWN THIS GIF)
You found yourself walking through the Malfoy manor alone, going to return your book that you’d borrowed from Lucius’s office. It has been a long and boring day, and you were anxiously awaiting your partner’s arrival home from work.
As you rounded a corner, you bumped your elbow on the edge. Cursing internally, you instinctively dropped the book from your hands. Your focus on the pain quickly disappeared as you listened to the thwap! of the book hitting the floor. To your surprise, it echoed through the hall, the sound rounding off the walls and eerily de-crescendoing until the room was silent once more. Curious, you picked the book up and dropped it once again, only for it to repeat the outstanding noise.
An idea crossed your mind, and taking a good breath, you let yourself sing a note of your choosing on an “ah” vowel. Instantly, the reverb hit you square in the chest, the acoustics absolutely blowing your mind. A grin crossed your face as you sang a quick melody (once again, of your choosing) also on an “ah” vowel, the grin widening at your distant voice singing back to you. Lucius won’t be home for a while... I could take advantage of this.
Instinctively, you looked around, checking to see if you were alone. Once you’d concluded that you were, you lightly cleared your throat, took a supportive breath, and let the words flow. (here’s a song by my favorite artist)
They met at school, that's how it goes
Some drinks and then a rose
Then plans to meet again
You paused and gave a small gasp at the acoustics. The sweet lyrics sounded slightly eerie with the reverb, and you continued on.
(i’m not gonna write all the lyrics bc a) i’m lazy and b) it just takes up a lot of unneeded space and adds unnecessary length to the fic)
It wasn’t until you’d started the final chorus that Lucius walked through the door. He went to announce his arrival, but was quickly cut off by your voice.
I love you more and more each day
To love is not to leave
So, hear me when I say
He followed the sound of your voice, lightly setting down his cane so it wouldn’t give away his presence. Making sure to have light footing, Lucius felt a bit of shock as he realized it was in fact you singing.
"I may not be wise
And I won't save the day
But look in my eyes
And know I'll always stay
And I won't run away"
Lucius tried to quicken his pace but also didn’t want to give himself away, so he stealthily moved to find you. Once he did, he was internally upset when he realized that you’d finished your song. But, you quickly followed up with a second one, wanting more of the beautiful sound to fill your ears. (sorry if you happen to be an alto for this next song)
High in the halls of the kings who are gone
Jenny would dance with her ghosts
The ones she had lost and the ones she had found
And the ones who had loved her the most
Just out of your vision, Lucius could feel his eyes widen. He had never heard you sing. He’d sometimes try to get you to when he’d play his grand piano, but you’d always laugh and assure him that he didn’t need to hear your voice. You always insisted that your voice was like nails on a chalkboard, but here you were, allowing this beautiful melody to flow not just from your voice, but clearly from your heart as well. Every note was hit just right, not too flat or sharp; your vibrato was clear as day and strong; every vowel was enunciated perfectly. You sounded simply angelic to his ears.
The ones who'd been gone for so very long
She couldn't remember their names
They spun her around on the damp old stones
Spun away all her sorrow and pain
And she never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave
Never wanted to leave, never wanted to leave
At this point, you were completely lost in the song. You’d began to lightly sway as you sang, envisioning yourself as Jenny herself, dancing away any pain. Lucius could tell how deeply you’d delved into the song: your eyes were closed, your lips curled into a content smile, your head tilting ever so slightly with some of the note jumps. He was completely hypnotized, unable to pick his jaw back up or break the stare he had fixed on you. It honestly made him choked up, hearing such a gorgeous song be performed by such a supported and sweet voice.
They danced through the day
And into the night through the snow that swept through the hall
From winter to summer then winter again
'Til the walls did crumble and fall
Your voice crescendoed, as did the beautiful echoes, and your smile grew bigger. Just as you went to sing the second chorus, your eyes opened and you saw Lucius. In an instant, you were frozen in place.
“Um...” You really weren’t sure what else to say, and you immediately averted your eyes from his. “I thought you had to stay later today...”
Breaking out of his trance, Lucius replied. “I got my work done early today.” He approached you, a hand going to the side of your face and making you look up at him. “And might I say, I’m very pleased I did.” Your face was instantly warm from his comment.
“I... Thank you.” You sputtered. “I-I didn’t know you were listening...”
“Well, I was.” Lucius gave a shrug. “Then again, how could I not? Your voice is absolutely phenomenal, my love. I insist that you sing for me more often, darling.”
WHEN I TELL Y’ALL THIS WAS SO SELF INDULGENT-
but fr i’d PAY just to sing to lucius and have him say that my voice isn’t THAT terrible
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heauxzenji · 4 years
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Congratulations on your milestone, hun! Here's to many more to come 🥂 Can i request D, K, V and W (and J if it's not to much ahskak) for my mens Kenma aaand.. i can't make my mind between Tobio, Osamu and Tendo, so if you have the time to do two characters it's up to you to pick the 2nd one 😂 I love your writing it always makes me horny 🤧 I can't wait to get an S/O but m afraid the rl experience won't be as magical and satisfying as i want it to be 😫 That's why i read your writing- magic!
This is a lot to unpack- I have so many feelings anon first of all thank you! Second of all you are the real icon here for giving me a Kenma req because my obsession with him is unhealthy- third self ship maybe? Third, imma do Tendou bc I like ‘em crazy. And to add to this rant- I’m glad to feed you the content you crave! Lol don’t worry about finding an s/o, your experience will be magical when you’re totally ready and you can teach your partner exactly what you want! You’ve just gotta be open to it. my bf and I have always been super open about communicating what we want and that’s what makes it work! Anyway before this turns into a dissertation... I love you so much you are so valid and I hope you love this 💕
Kenma/Tendou fuckers come get y’all juice!
Kenma Kozume
𝔇 = 𝔇𝔦𝔯𝔱𝔶 𝔖𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱
Kenma doesn’t only spend his money on video games. He actually has spent a significant amount of money on a very lavish collection of lingerie for you to wear around the house. He’s always buying new pieces and adding them to your playroom- oh yeah... you have a sex playroom.
𝔍 = 𝔍𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔣𝔣
He doesn’t like to do it himself, but instead opts for you to do so sometimes while he streams. You mostly do so because you want to though, he’s pretty indifferent.
𝔎 = 𝔎𝔦𝔫𝔨
He likes roleplay! Anything that’s an escape from his normal he enjoys, and that also comes with your sex life too.
Kenma is also 300% into breath play, and no I will not explain it he just is and I won’t take criticism.
𝔚 = 𝔚𝔦𝔩𝔡𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔡
He’s not just a subby baby! He gets off on the power dynamic between you. He knows how apathetic he comes off at times and he uses that to his advantage- loving nothing more than for you to beg for him to touch you. He likes to ignore you on purpose to build up the tension.
𝔙 = 𝔙𝔬𝔩𝔲𝔪𝔢
Very breathy, very shaky. He’s not quiet, but there’s a lot of deep breathing and exhaling as opposed to outright moans. When he does actually moan it’s so delicate and pretty. He does talk to you as well, he tells you how pretty you look in your lace, and how much he likes pretty things like you.
Tendou Satori
𝔇 = 𝔇𝔦𝔯𝔱𝔶 𝔖𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱
Tendou literally has no shame I doubt he has a secret- but there was that one time you tried playing with candle wax and you burned his arm pretty bad... he had to play it off like a cooking injury.
𝔍 = 𝔍𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔣𝔣
He likes to watch you do it. He likes to see the prickles of embarrassment ripple through your face as he looks at you in such a compromising position. He’ll walk in, look at you, lick his lips and then leave to let you finish, but it doesn’t take long for you to run after him to have him help you out.
𝔎 = 𝔎𝔦𝔫𝔨
What ISN’T he into?!? But no seriously here’s a small list of things I think he would enjoy in no particular order
- Degradation (hes the degrader)
- Edging/Denial (giving and receiving)
- Size Kink
- Heels, I forget the actual name of the kink but like, he would let you step on him if he’s feeling subby that day
- KIGURUMI HE ABSOLUTELY WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO DRESS UP AS ONE OF HIS ANIME WAIFUS
𝔚 = 𝔚𝔦𝔩𝔡𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔡
He IS the wildcard, but no actually Tendou will just randomly start sexting you for shits and giggles, then slip in a meme or a tiktok and go right back to talking about fingering you in a movie theater like nothing ever happened. It is very confusing but as long as he’s happy.
𝔙 = 𝔙𝔬𝔩𝔲𝔪𝔢
This- made me feral but YES HE IS VERY MUCH LOUD AND DEMANDING AND EVEN A LITTLE BRATTY AT TIMES. He isn’t a moaner, but he does grunt and growl from time to time, mostly while he’s telling you what to do. His dirty talk skills are unparalleled and honestly some of the things he says are so nasty you can’t even tell your friends about them. A king.
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