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arminsumi · 9 months
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nsfw prompt 9 with armin
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ARMIN x AFAB!gn!reader
Overview; Armin's obsessed after his first time with you
Warnings; 🔞MDNI, SMUT
Smut warnings; pn 'pretty boy' (for Armin), unprotected sex, creampie, multiple orgasms (Armin), kinda sub!Armin with a touch of begging
Armin's been following you around like a whiny, needy puppy all day with a lustful look in his eyes.
He rubs up on you, you can feel his cock straining against his jeans — he's so painfully hard. He needs to fuck you so desperately that it's all he can think about.
"Min, I've got to work." you giggle as he presses wet kisses up your neck.
You can feel how horny he is; it's basically the only feeling he radiates.
"But – but can't we just have a quickie?" he pouted, pawing at your skirt. "Please?"
You hummed in thought. He started begging when you took too long to answer. "C'mon, please. I'll do anything for it. Just touch me. Pretty please?"
"M'kay, but five minutes, then I get back to work, okay?"
Armin nodded very quickly, eagerly scooping you up and carrying you to the bedroom. Yes, literally carrying. You weren't aware that he was able to do that until now, it's a first.
Before you can speak again, his lips smash onto yours. Through feverish kisses, he's tearing off his clothes, feeling up your body.
He can't wait to sink his cute cock into you. When he finally gets what he wants, he lets out a sigh and nearly busts on the spot.
"Oh my god, 'feels even better the second time." he said, bottoming out without realizing. "You're so wet, so wet. I-I can't believe you're wet for me." he breathed in disbelief.
Just like the first time he sunk his cock into your pussy, he's focusing hard on the way your tight ring of muscle clings and sucks on him.
He lets out a throaty moan and hides his face into your neck. A creamy release fills you up. "Min, did you just cum?"
"I'm sorry." he apologies shakily, beginning to thrust in and out only now. "It felt too good."
"That's so cute."
His cheeks are flushed, so is his whole body. There's nothing in the world that can tear him away from you when he's in this sex-crazed state. Literally nothing. He wants you and only you.
"Lemme cum again, please." he begged. You couldn't refuse when he used that whiny, whimpering voice on you.
"Sure, pretty boy, go ahead."
He whimpers, fucking you full of his sensitive cock. His mushroom tip stubbornly rubs against your G-spot. "Ah, fuck, thank you. Thank you." he moans breathily, going faster and faster until he fills you up again.
He's insatiable. Forget work, he's got you in his bed now. There's no way he'll let you go without completely emptying himself inside your sweet pussy.
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arlerts-angel · 3 months
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Hi Hi (●’◡’●)ノ
It's me again. I loved your somno fic. On the theme of sleep, can you write some sleep hcs with Armin? Like how he likes to cuddle, what time he wakes up/goes to sleep, what he wears to bed, his bedtime routine and other fluffy stuff like that! You can add nsfw if you want!
Sorry if you've already written something like that, I'm not really good at navigating Tumblr. (◍•ᴗ•◍)
a/n: oh absolutely this is so sweet 🤍 i hope you are getting more sleep, nonnie! 💙
warnings: none! sfw | gn reader | no description of reader so reader is ambiguous in every way!
taglist: @i-literally-cant-with-this @ringsofsaturnnnn @milky-aeons
💤 𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒
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i imagine armin has a nighttime routine that became much more extensive upon entering a relationship with you. before moving in together, i imagine his nightly routine consisted of showering & laying in bed with a book before getting some shut eye.
but when you moved in together and he saw your nighttime shower+skincare routine, he developed a mini one of his own. here's how i see armin settling down in the evening:
☆ gets home from work (a little after 5 pm) and helps you cook dinner. you eat together and talk about your respective days, no screens at the table.
☆ after dinner, he washes dishes and takes a shower. sometimes you join him, sometimes you don't. if he showers alone, he only takes about 15 minutes in the shower. armin does not use 2-in-1 (or more) shampoos LOL
☆ i have mentioned this a couple of times before but i headcanon that he smells AMAZING 24/7 but especially after a shower. he is 100% a bar soap user but his soap smells like eucalyptus, aloe, and cucumber.
☆ post-shower he applies antiperspirant (vastly different from deodorant) which is clean-scented with notes of cypress, white birch, and eucalyptus.
☆ i also imagine he has a mini skincare routine now involving washing/shaving his face and some aftershave. every so often he will entertain you and do some sheet or clay masks together
☆ after his shower, it's around 7-7:30 pm so he has a few hours to spend with you playing games or watching something together.
☆ come 9 pm or later he'll encourage you to join him in the bedroom to relax. phones are shut off 30 minutes (or longer) before sleeping. he does a bit of meditation before crawling into bed with you and a good book.
☆ armin kisses your head at 11 pm and says goodnight as he cuddles you close and drifts off into sleep for work the next day.
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underthetree845 · 4 months
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Underneath the tree (You're all that I need)
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Armin/gn! Reader (drabble/oneshot)
Cws: gn! reader, established relationship, christmas tradition, decorating the tree, childhood memories, implied modern au, tender moments, fluff
About 1.1k words
Summary: Just a sweet drabble of Armin and Reader decorating the tree for Christmas together <3 Armin being a really sweet boyfriend.
A/n: I hope all you lovlies can have a good holiday/winter season! And here is @/estrelinha-s requested credit for the second set of Christmas dividers ^^
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The faint crackling of a woodwick candle on the coffee table. Wax a deep maroon, scented cinnamon, the faint glow of the flame matching those of lights wrapped around the tree. Each little bulb twinkling as if to the rhythm of a heart, not so different from the stars outside that hang lithely above a blanket of fresh snow. Tilting your head, you slipped the ribbon of another ornament onto another branch, jumping slightly when a pair of warm arms encircled you from behind. You immediately relaxed, that familiar warmth creeping into your chest, similar to the one enveloping the room with a gentle glow. 
“I made us some tea, Angel,” the blonde boy mumbled, resting his chin on the crook of your neck with a dreamy pair of eyes. “Thank you Armin,” you cooed in response, shifting to place your hand on his cheek and plant your lips on the other, lingering for a moment before moving over to approach the two steaming mugs on the coffee table. Armin smiled softly and knelt down to pick up his cup again, blowing on it with care. “Careful to not burn yourself,” he told you with a light breath as you picked up the tea, “I just made it, so it’s kind of hot.” You nodded slightly, allowing your breath to pass over the drink for a moment before sipping the warm liquid down your throat. It formed a comforting heat in the pit of your stomach. “Mm, Love, did you make my favorite?” you hummed softly, noting the way a small grin tugged on Armin’s lips. “Maybe,” he replied, lowering the mug from his face, “Do you like it? I tried to make it the way you prefer.” “I don’t like it,” you started, noticing the beginning of a pout on your boyfriend’s lips, “I love it.” Your smile was warm, the soft lights from the tree illuminating you so perfectly; Armin couldn’t help but blush. 
“How far did you get with the ornaments while I was gone?” he asked, glancing over at the tree. “I’m almost done, I’ve just got one box left,” you replied, standing up again and pulling Armin along with you by the hand. “Which box?” he inquired as you turned to grab it from the floor. Taking it from you curiously, he opened the lid and you saw a million different emotions flash through his eyes. “Oh,” Armin breathed, “this box.” 
The first ornament was one made from a pinecone. Two clay arms jutted out unevenly from either side, a pair of googly eyes hot glued to the front. A red scarf (a few pieces of yarn) ran around the neck, and a bent paperclip had been forced through one of the seed pods on the top to function as a hook. Armin ran his thumb over the toy ornament fondly. “God I remember this,” the boy didn’t trust his voice any louder than a whisper. The corners of his lips crinkled into a smile. A tender one, the one he always made before he was about to cry. “Oh Sweetheart, come here,” you beckoned him softly. Armin barely took a step forward before being swallowed in your embrace; his chest rising and falling shakily. Your fingertips dragged up and down his spine, soon his breathing turned steady and he pulled back from the hug, a single tear escaping the corner of his eye. 
Armin held the memory of his parent’s last Christmas with him delicately as he hung it from a branch of evergreen near the top of the tree. 
A few childhood ornaments and paper snowflakes later, you came across a memory that made you giggle.
A distorted snowman-shaped ornament, its coat of paint shiny under the lights of the tree. Cracks in the white glass that had long since been mended by a bottle of super glue and two tiny pairs of hands. You still remember what the ornament sounded like when it shattered. The way you and Eren scrambled to pick up the pieces and carry them upstairs.  Thankfully there weren’t many, the snowman had broken into five main chunks. The frantic whispers and hushed panic when glue stuck to your hands. 
Your mother hadn’t noticed the newly odd shape of the ornament until January when the time came to pack everything away. Her eyes studied yours and Eren’s with suspicion, and it wasn’t until the following year when decorating the tree again that the two of you took responsibility for your mishap. By then it was a laughing matter, and a light scolding on how it’s better to tell the truth upfront to avoid further conflict. You settled the ornament deep inside a hollow in the tree branches, a place that ensured it would not fall again. The chair was held steady with a firm grip as you teetered on the edge to wiggle the star into its proper place. Twisted flakes of metal and glitter to reflect the lights; it was the housewarming gift Armin’s grandfather had crafted when he heard you and his grandson were moving in together. He even built the wire frame himself. Craftiness really did run in the family. There were five points; two slightly lopsided and one a little too short, but it was perfect in your eyes. The star smiled down at you and Armin as you admired the tree with a soft grin on each of your faces. 
You let out a sigh and fell back into the couch, half draping a red and white blanket over your body and beckoning the blonde boy closer. You tilted your head when he sprinted off to your shared bedroom and raised your eyebrows when he came back carrying a small box, neatly wrapped in your favorite color and bearing a pretty bow on top.  “You’ll get to open it soon enough, don’t worry,” he gave a small smile as he slid the gift beneath the branches and came to join you on the couch. He pulled the candy cane blanket over himself and snuggled his body close to yours, allowing his head to rest on your collarbone. You draped your arm over his shoulder and tangled your hand in his blonde locks. He listened serenely to the constant beating of your heart; a sound that had lulled him to sleep on more than one occasion. “You know, you still haven’t given me any clue as to what you want for Christmas,” you pointed out. Armin hummed as you began to run your fingers through his hair. “But I told you, I don’t really need anything,” he replied, and you sighed through your nose. “Yes I know,” he could hear the pout on your lips, “but I want to get you something. You’re special to me, you know that.” Armin shifted his head up to meet your eyes, the lights of the tree reflecting brilliantly in his blue irises. “Angel, you’re all that I need,” his voice was soft as he hugged you just a little bit tighter, “Promise.” 
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A/n: Thank you for reading! I hope you sleep well tonight and can bundle up nice and cozy.
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bleubrri · 2 years
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armin loves the sublte things about you.
well, most people might consider them subtle. to armin they're the most obvious thing in the world. there's a beautiful complexity to them that he's studied for years. they're brightly coloured. not neon, but bright enough that you can't take your gaze off of them. even when your eyes start to burn and water pools at your lashline. even then, you just have to keep looking. armin thinks they're like that.
he loves the gentle sway of your head when you listen to music. he doesn't think you realise that you're doing it— little nods and tilts of your neck to the rhythm thrumming through your headphones.
he loves the way the plushness of your bottom lip dimples a little. it always happens when you rest your cheek in your hand, elbow on a table and knuckes squished agaist your cheek. your pinky digs into the flesh of your lip and armin thinks he'd rather die than tear his gaze away.
and yes, he knows that most people don't get the privilege to witness the way that your thighs tremble, or the erratic clench of your cunt right before you cum (he'll admit, that one is quite subtle), but he loves it anyway.
the thing armin loves most about you is the way you drink your tea. you like glass mugs, ones with cute little patterns of sushi rolls and cartoon hearts decorating the sides. you like herbal teas, especially floral ones. you like your water poured just before the kettle finishes, because 'buzzfeed says 80 degrees is ideal babe.' (armin thinks it's becasue you want to drink it faster). your glasses fog up when you tilt the cup upwards, because you refuse to take them off while drinking in favour of being able to see the tv. you lick your lips after every sip, a quick swipe of your tongue thats almost imperceptible. you always taste sweet when he kisses you after your tea. he keeps an eye on the level in your cup, and as soon as the last sip rushes down your throat you can feel the soft pressure of his lips on yours. he sighs against you and his hands come to cup your cheeks as your eyes flutter closed.
it’s always a short, sweet thing that he pulls away from in favour of laying his head in your lap. your fingers automatically find his crown to toy with the locks there and— oh that’s another thing he loves.
your focus mostly stays on the tv, mindlessly curling your fingers into his hair and smiling down at him occasionally. armin prefers to treat whatever show you’ve put on as background noise, because your face is far more interesting anyway. he admires you in silence, his gaze locked on your features until his eyes start to burn and water pools at his lashline.
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justanobodywriter · 1 year
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22:48 ✦Armin✦
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Armin hums a familiar little tune. The noise sounds up through his chest and directly into your ear.
You didn't know where this song had come from. Whenever you brought it up he just played it off as if he didn't know, but you doubted that.
He was too comforted by the noise.
Tonight, you heard the sound of small sobs leave his lips. The noise fell to your ears and broke your heart.
It was a normal response to have with all he had been through. However, it was rare he allowed these types of emotions to show anymore.
You moved to place his head in your chest as your arms wrapped around him.
Then, you hummed the tune for him. It had been the first time you had hummed it on your own, but you still knew it well.
You noticed that Armin's sobs got more frequent. You didn't do anything more out of fear that he would close back up and not allow for his emotions to flow. You just continued to hum and hold him tight to you as he cried.
Soon, his sobs turned to small snores from how stuffy his nose had become. You let out a sigh and kissed the top of his head.
You didn't know where that tune had come from, but it didn't matter. It was important and comforting to Armin. That was all that mattered.
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kissagii · 1 year
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here’s a request idea.. armin always checks books out from his local library then one day he sees you working the counter and all of a sudden all his afternoons are being spent in the library and at some point he doesn’t even go there to read he’s just admiring you and mustering up the courage to ask you out
so sorry this took so long for me to write this ;-;
cw: gn!reader, 0.4k words, armin is a shy baby, it's just fluff <3
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Working part-time at the local library was often boring, but you found ways to entertain yourself. Mostly, you spent your time behind the counter people watching, noting down who came in when, what they liked to read, where they sat, and who they came with. Some of the regulars were particularly entertaining, like the family that came in every Friday whose three children were unbelievably unruly. 
But your favorite was a blonde young man about your age, a nonfiction enthusiast whose reading speed decreased exponentially over the months. When he first turned up, he’d devour half a book before leaving. But now he’d only get through a few pages, if that. I wonder… is he okay? He seems absent-minded. But you’re just the librarian, it wasn’t your place to get involved.
Until the day when he was shaking when he came to check out a book.
As you scanned it in, you asked, “Hey, are you alright? You’ve seemed a bit off lately.”
“Oh,” he said with an awkward giggle, “You’ve noticed?”
“Well, I like to keep tabs on the regulars, and you’re easily the most regular of them all. It’s kinda weird, but you start developing a concern for them, you know?”
“I see, I see, that’s actually really sweet.”
“Good, I was worried that you’d think I was insane,” You said with a laugh, “So, for real, are you doing alright?”
The young man - Armin, if you remembered correctly - nervously fiddled with his library card, looking in just about every direction but at you. “Yeah, but, I’ve been absent-minded because… you see… I was wondering if… maybe…. I could get your number? Or maybe take you on a date? Because you’re always really nice and patient with the unruly kids and you never look at me weird when I want a book about marine biology or military history and you’re just so pretty and- ohmygod I’m sorry I should’ve rambled like that I’m so sorry you probably think I’m crazy.” He ended his ramble abruptly, pink-cheeked and grinning in embarrassment. You felt a warm flush creeping into your cheeks.
“Hey, don’t apologize. Here,” You slip him a piece of blue paper with your name and phone number on it, “I’ve been meaning to slip it into one of your books but I just never had the confidence to. I get off early today, let’s meet at the café down the road in an hour or so.”
“Yeah, definitely!” Armin smiled brightly, then darted off with his books. As you returned to checking out books and helping customers, you noticed his sparkling blue eyes trained on you, watching in admiration as you worked. 
That last hour couldn’t’ve passed faster.
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©king-of-dreamers 2022
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n-agiz · 1 year
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GLIMPSE OF USㅤ ex boyfriend! armin arlert x gn! reader — angst + smut [ 0.5k+ wc ] cws creampie ! MDNI
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ㅤ your relationship with armin was a part of your past you knew you would never get back. you had already moved on even, found a new lover, someone who treated you just as well as him — still, you couldn't help but see him everywhere.
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you couldn't help it.
and you felt extremely guilty over it, but you still didn’t seem able to stop it.
you and armin had broken up months ago, the mark of a year since the end of your relationship closer than you felt like it should be, but somehow, he still lingered in your mind far too often. you had moved on, or at least tried to, found yourself a new partner, one just as loving and kind, one who by some coincidence also had pretty blue eyes and light blonde hair, one who by some funny trick of destiny had a sweet voice all too similar to armin’s and who even seemed to share some mannerisms with him. that was all just by chance though, obviously, the idea of chasing after someone simply because they reminded you of your ex absolutely delusional, right? either way, inevitably, he reminded you of armin, and as your new boyfriend hovered over you, eyes stuck below, attentive to how his hips crashed against yours and to how your bodies moved together, you couldn’t help but be reminded of your previous lover, of your first love, the one who taught you so much about life and kindness and even love itself, the one who for the longest time warmed your heart and made you feel cared for. the chances of you getting back to him were minimal, non-existing even, but he still occupied your thoughts even while someone else kissed down your neck and thrusted into you, the image of him permanently burnt into the back of your head to the point that even when you tried your hardest, you still couldn’t erase or see past it.
“you feel so good, baby…” your boyfriend murmured against your skin, moaning into you and holding you harder, his climax very obviously close. you wished you could reply to him, tell him that he also made you feel amazing and that you were just as close to falling over the edge as him — but none of that was true, because although he was the one on top of you touching you, he wasn’t the one you were thinking about, armin the one you imagined was pleasuring you in that moment. instead, you simply hummed, a low moan fleeing your lips as you looked elsewhere, eyes focusing on the ceiling above you, and as your brows furrowed, yet another mewl bubbling in your throat as you felt ropes of thick warm cum filling you, a single tear drew down your face, lids falling close as you restrained yourself from letting out anything else apart from wordless whines, scared you would accidentally moan your ex’s name. maybe that would be for the best, the realization that you were still too caught up on someone else hopefully enough to make your boyfriend realize you weren’t worth his time, a break up the best thing he could do for himself in that moment — but at the same time, you couldn’t bring yourself to make that impending doom come any sooner into his life than it eventually would, not because of some altruistic reason like you not wanting to harm his feelings, but because as long as you were with him, you would always get a glimpse of what you and armin had, a glimpse of how he made you feel while you were his, and for the time being that seemed enough of a motive to keep toying with the feelings of someone who loved you so dearly.
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N-AGIZ '22ㅤ REBLOGS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED !
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kusaka6e · 2 years
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BEACH DAYS
armin x gn!reader
modern au
sfw
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beach days with armin are truly little slices of heaven
let’s get something clear: you and armin own 70% of all sunscreen to ever exist LMFAOOO
he loves the beach and wants to stay all day but he is SO prone to burns, he has to reapply so so often
and, regardless of how much sunscreen he puts on, his cheeks are always a lil red by the end of the day and it’s adorable
he takes SO much time and effort to plan the snacks/meals you guys bring
like, at LEAST 3 trips to the grocery store beforehand
“angel, do you wanna take sandwiches or salads with us? actually, no, i’ll just make both.”
has a playlist strictly for beach trips and will have an aneurysm if it gets played at any other time LMAOOO
he will 100% match/coordinate swimsuits with you if you’re into that sort of thing
once he gets in the water, good luck getting him out
there’s been more than a few times where you’ve had to literally drag him back to your spot on the sand, just to drink some water and put on more sunscreen before he starts to look like a lobster
once you do get him out of the water he’ll probably sit in the shade next to where you’re tanning to still be able to hold your hand or just be close to you
brings a book to read to you while you’re laying out if you wanted him to
one of his favorite things is to hold you close while you’re both in the water <3 it’s so peaceful and calming to him
there’s absolutely a seashell collection in you two’s house
still holds up a seashell to your ear with so much enthusiasm every time “baby, listen, you can hear the waves!”
takes SO many pictures of you
his favorite person in his favorite place ?? he wants pictures of it all <3
if there’s an opportunity to paddle board or kayak? he lights up like a kid opening christmas gifts
so much fun to be around and the best person to take to the beach with you <3
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DRUNK APOLOGY | ARMIN ARLERT X GN!INSERT
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WORDS: 0.2k
CONTENT: no manga spoilers, fluff, drinking of age (the last episode of s4 pt2)
NOTE: randomly thought of a kiss like this and here we are :)
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everyone was completely wasted.
while the meeting with miss kiyomi was coming to an end, mikasa had been the one to realize that eren went missing. the search for eren, the world’s primary target and enemy, led to sitting sitting in a tent located at a concentration camp for refugees.
though mostly [name] and their friends were suspicious of what was being offered to them, eren accepted everything immediately. they followed in his footsteps, leading them to also get very drunk.
[name] stumbled with a bottle in hand, one of the many jean and connie fetched when they ran out. their eyes were lidded while their steps led them to crash into someone’s chest.
“ar…min…?” [name] look up at the male, who laid beneath them on the floor.
“that hurt,” he whined while holding his head, “[n-name]…”
“armin,” they said with tears in their eyes and wrapped their arms around their friend.
he might’ve been drunk as well, but his mind cleared a bit when seeing them tear-up, “h-hey, it’s okay. no-“ he hiccuped, “-no need to cry.”
“‘m sorry,” [name]’s face hovered over his and they gave him a kiss on the corner of his lips, “…i mean it.”
armin sobered up real fast.
he erupted into shades of red as connie exclaimed, “WOAH, DID THEY JUST KISS!?! THEY TOTALLY JUST DID!”
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NAVIGATION
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arlerts-angel · 6 months
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cw: self-indulgent comfort, canonverse, gn reader, mental health?, spoilers?
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i'm just imagining after everything... armin coming home and being numb; past the point of crying because he cried all his tears there and on the way home.
and even though they won, he feels defeated.
he just falls into you, longing for your warmth and comforting touch. his safe haven.
the silence is deafening, yet everything and nothing is being said at the same time. you just hold him and thank goodness that he's home safe.
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ambassadorarlert · 7 months
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HEAT WAVES... (Armin Arlert x afab!reader)
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0.6 AS ABOVE… (main menu | spotify) ↳ summary: armin does something special. // sasha starts getting curious. ↳ warnings: so much fluff it'll make you sick, minor mentions of violence, flower language. ↳ genre: comfort, comedy, fluff ↳ word count: 6k
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“Woosh… woosh…”
All was quiet in the girls barracks. Crickets sung outside of the window, the pale light of the moon high in the shy offered relief from the darkness of the night. 
“Woosh… woosh…”
The layout in the barracks were rows and rows of bunk beds with a nightstand in between each one that housed a single oil lamp. To your right was Mikasa, who slept on her back as if she were sleeping in a coffin. Above her was Sasha. Her foot hung off the side of her bunk, beckoning to be grabbed or tickled. To your left was Christa, and Ymir, who snored loudly on the top bunk. 
The sound of whooshing had woken you up. You rubbed an eye, looking around for the source. Everyone around you seemed comfortable and cozy, out cold from a hard day of training. After another quiet ‘whoosh,’ you pinned that the sounds were coming from above you. You kept your eyes half shut to retain your sleepiness so you could easily go back to bed, and climbed the ladder on the side of your bunk. 
Annie laid on her back, one arm out from under her covers and rested above her head. She looked just as intimidating asleep as she was when she was awake. Annie had a bad habit of talking in her sleep. Sometimes, they were incoherent sentences but most of the time she made the silly “whooshing” sound effects. 
Annie had talked in her sleep since she started cadet training, and you figured she had done it her entire life. You always wondered what an aloof person like her dreamt about. You asked once, but she never gave an outright answer. It only added to her cool mysteriousness. 
You waited less than thirty seconds to catch her in the act and “whoosh” again under her breath. With a pillow in hand, you whacked her with it. Annie jolted upright, sputtering confused and dazed. 
“What was that for?” She hissed at you. 
“You’re talking in your sleep again.” You informed her. 
Annie looked around her. Her eyes were blown out wide, lips turned upside down into a different kind of frown from the one she wore during the day. She looked around, getting a grip back into her waking reality. 
“Are you okay?” You tested.
Perhaps she was having a nightmare, and smacking her with a pillow wasn’t a good method to wake her up. You immediately felt guilty. 
“Yeah. I’m fine. Sorry.” She mumbled.
Annie turned on her side, facing away from you now, and cuddled back under the thin sheet. You returned to your bunk, settling down on your back. You closed your eyes to get back to sleep. Not even five minutes had passed until you heard,
“Whoosh… Whooooooshhhhhhhh…”
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The morning was warm and breezy. The sky above was just beginning to turn blue. Shades of yellow swirling behind the clouds. The sun had not come up yet but here you, Sasha, and Mikasa were, ready to train.
It was Mikasa’s idea. Now that everyone had returned home to Paradis, it was time to fall back into the usual routine. Mikasa used training to blow off the stream Eren left her seething in, instead of laying in bed and rotting. You and Sasha woke well before the crack of dawn to accompany and support her. 
Two months had gone by, and neither of you missed a single day. 
“Om…” Sasha hummed. She increased her volume slowly with each meditative mantra. 
Before physically training the body, Mikasa stressed the importance of training the mind. For forty-five minutes the three of you did peaceful meditation. Mikasa led since this was her routine. She’d find a comfortable spot and you all would fall into a higher state of consciousness. 
“Om…”
“Sasha, quit it.” Mikasa chuckled. 
You kept your eyes closed as you focused on finder inner peace. There was no way you could now. Sasha exclaimed out loud, pouncing on you and Mikasa’s shoulder. 
“Look, look, look! There he goes!” Sasha excitedly hushed. 
Just a few feet away, Niccolo walked to the mess hall. It was unclear if he knew you three were there and watching him or not. All you could make of him was the back of his curly blonde hair, white chef's coat, and the crate he was carrying. You put the pieces together and assumed he was beginning the breakfast shift in the kitchen. 
“For a Marleyan, isn’t he dreamy? I wonder what he’ll be making this morning!” Sasha sighed whimsically.
You weren’t completely sure if she was drooling over Niccolo himself, or the idea of his cooking. 
Sasha was completely head over heels for this guy, and you could understand why. Niccolo was relatively good looking, but the fact that food was Sasha’s love language and Niccolo was a chef boosted his score. She had fallen stomach first for the grumpy and apprehensive Marleyan that was hired to work in the kitchen temporarily, both of them forgetting that he was technically a prisoner. Niccolo couldn’t hide how he had begun to soften around Sasha. Whatever he cooked, Sasha ate it and was always given a sample before it was properly served.
No better match could have been made.
“For you.” Mikasa chortled. 
The wet morning dew from the grass dampened your clothes, especially on your butt. It had gotten to a point which you couldn’t tolerate anymore. Having enough of Sasha’s lustful shenanigans, you quickly stood up on your feet. 
“Can we get started now?” You asked. 
You extended your arms out, pulling Mikasa and Sasha to their feet as well. 
Sasha mostly kept up with her archery and shooting skills, since she was the kill shot of the squad. The sound of her emptying her magazine didn’t bother you as much anymore. You didn’t need to see how she had obliterated the target dummy with bullets and arrows. Wherever Sasha’s target was— between the eyes, center chest, or the groin for giggles, she hit it with impeccable accuracy. 
You liked to imagine Sasha as a little girl with a crossbow in her hand, proudly displaying the game she had hunted. She always kept you entertained with her childhood stories about growing up in the forest. You could recall how ecstatic she was when she had conquered that wild boar in the forest of Trost District. Sasha had brought it down with a single arrow to the skull. That was when you truly realized how amazing she was. 
You couldn’t break your eyes away from Mikasa for a moment to admire Sasha’s damage. One distraction would cost you your face. With boxing gloves on her hands and safety pads on yours, Mikasa boxed you with no remorse. You dug your feet in the dirt to keep your balance upon her impacts, focusing on her flying gloves to protect yourself. Mikasa’s eyes were cold and dissociated as she pounded your palms. You and her were together often enough, you had a stellar idea of her routines and habits. Still, you wondered what the hell she ate that made her so strong. Or, perhaps, she was simply born effortlessly talented. 
From your peripheral vision, you saw how Mikasa raised her foot for a kick. Without hesitation, you swatted her ankle away. Mikasa caught her own balance. She never fell, slipped, or tripped over anything.
She had barely broken a sweat. This moment of lapse made you realize just how far you both had moved from your original position. A good ten feet or so. Mikasa was slowly backing you into a corner, she always had the advantage. 
When training for the day had drawn to a close, Mikasa suggested that your living quarters would be the ideal spot to recuperate and relax. You agreed, saying you had nothing planned for the day.
As the three of you slowly approached your living apartments, an object in front of your door came clearer into view. You all stared at the wrapped bouquet of blue Campanulas perfectly placed in the corner of the doorframe. They were delicately protected in white parchment paper. 
“Someone left you flowers.” Mikasa announced, her tone comically flat as she pointed her finger at the conspicuous gift. 
“Who are they from?” Sasha incredulously gawked.
You carefully picked them up and inhaled the petals. They smelled divine, a hint of Earth still lingered which meant they had been freshly selected and dropped off not too long ago. The gag was that you already knew who had left them. It was a typical token of affection and appreciation that Armin would present you with a flower, or a small bundle he had chosen for you. He also liked to place a few of them in your hair. Then, later, you pressed them into your personal journal for safe keeping.
Buried deep within the stems was a small note card. You plucked it and read the face silently to yourself. 
10am. Same place, was all it said, written in Armin’s tiny penmanship. 
During those two months since you had returned from Marley and adjusted back to regular life, you still hadn’t told a soul about you and Armin. Since Mikasa was healing from a broken heart, it felt insensitive for two of her best friends to be open about being in a relationship with each other. You and Armin didn’t exclusively agree to continue your low key relationship on those terms, it just seemed clear that now was not the right time to broadcast it.
The honeymoon phase of your relationship was still buzzing. Since you and Armin couldn’t be out and about in the way you liked, the routine you had become accustomed to on Marley had bled into your lives on Paradis; sneaking through the halls at odd hours of the night and averting a wider audience of wandering eyes, letting your eyes linger on each other longer than normal, holding hands and playing footsie under the table.
Being in a secret relationship had its perks and downsides. It was fun to lurk in the shadows, feeling as if you were doing something you shouldn’t. You never had a rebellious phase. Slipping out with Armin and creeping back in the small hours of the morning, hushed quickies in empty closets, keeping your own secrets and knowing things about each other no one else knew was far too exhilarating. 
The only negative perspective was that you couldn’t shout from the rooftops on how madly in love you were with Armin already, previous years of undercover pining like a juvenile included. Armin had made you feel so special with his words of affirmation, tender acts of service, and romantic quality time. He was supernaturally kind, always considerate of your feelings and carefully choosing his words. He had literally given you the clothes off his back, letting you wear his heavy Survey Corps coat if you weren’t adorned in yours and the night was chilly as you roamed the streets together after dark. He picked up easily on your likes and dislikes, what your favorite anything was, and how you expressed displeasurement by the way you turned your nose up at certain things.
You had been awake for so long, it started feeling later in the day than it actually was. Sasha had a watch, you grabbed her wrist to read the time which read nine forty-five.
“Oh, shoot! I completely forgot I had something to do this morning after training!” You falsely gasped at the time.
Sasha blinked. Her first thought was how it was unlike you to forget anything, especially if it was something important. Mikasa spoke, but Sasha didn’t hear. Your suspicious body language was too overwhelming not to pay attention to. Sasha saw the note you slipped into your pocket, and the way you cradled the bouquet closer to you as you fumbled with your key. It seemed like putting a key in a lock was an exceedingly difficult task given how you began to tremble like a leaf in the wind. She watched you cautiously.
“Aw, that’s a shame. I was hoping you’d touch up my eyebrows.” Mikasa pouted. She traced a finger over them as she thought about it.
You quickly unlocked your door and briefly stepped inside. Mikasa and Sasha didn’t follow, as you’d be leaving anyway. Sasha stuck her head through the door, she watched as you chucked a smaller and more decayed bunch of flowers into the trash and added the fresh flowers to the same vase.
Y/N get flowers regularly… Interesting, Sasha thought to herself. 
“I’ll do them later, I promise.” You said, closing and locking up your apartment.
“You said that last week!” Mikasa protested.
You looked in between both Mikasa and Sasha. Mikasa’s unkempt brows were bent together in the middle in a dissatisfied frown. You had been putting off helping Mikasa with some of her beauty regime because any other amount of free time you had was spent mostly with Armin. You glanced at Sasha, eyebrows turned in the opposite way. She had hers quirked up, her eyes shamelessly looking you up and down. They both stared at you intensely, and you knew if you lingered a second longer they’d start asking questions.
“I’ll see you guys later!” You caved, not being able to handle the silent pressure. On that note, you scurried off down the hall, not looking back as you exited quickly. Sasha and Mikasa stood for a brief second in silence. They exchanged odd glances, knowing they were both thinking the same thing. What’s with them?
“I can do your eyebrows for you!” Sasha offered.
“After what happened last time, there’s no way I’m letting you that close to my face ever again.” Mikasa spat out.
-
The sounds of horses snorting amongst themselves along with the smell of hay lingered in the air. Each stall was occupied with either a single horse or a mother and her foal. Whenever you went to the stables on unofficial scouting business, you tried your best to never arrive empty handed, whether it be a crunchy carrot or a nice head pat and a scratch. You offered the new colt your friendship, petting along its little face, and paid brief attention to some of your friends' horses as well.
You briefly scanned the stables for a sign that Armin might be here, but all was silent and vacant. To pass the time you thought you would visit your own horse. 
You walked further down the isle of horses, each one snorting and making noises to themselves as they stood around in tranquility. Walking by one particular stall, you heard an all too familiar sound.
“Psst.” 
Doubling back your steps, you saw that it was Armin tending to his own horse.
“There you are!” You exclaimed.
You briefly eyed Armin up and down. He was in rather casual clothes, accepted with a pair of his tougher boots he wore for working in. His horse also had a saddle strapped to her back, ready for an adventure.
“What’s with the get up?” You wanted to know.
“I was going to the forest this morning. I w-wanted to know if you would like to come along with me?” The words spilled from Armin’s lips like an accident that was waiting to happen. His sky-blue eyes were drawn open wide, wholeheartedly hoping you would agree to his invitation. He rubbed his palms together, a sheepish mannerism you realized he had.
The smile that slowly began to spread on your lips lifted the heavy weight in Armin’s chest. He logically knew that he had no reason to be nervous about rejection, as you had never denied him before. You had alway been open to his ideas he shared, always met up on time when you arranged meet-ups, and you never pushed him away whenever Armin started poking and prodding at buttons that he knew would make you turn to liquid in his hands. Even so, the potential chance of being turned down lingered involuntarily.
“Okay!” You didn’t even miss a beat. 
Armin released a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. He grinned ear to ear, ready to immediately set out. You didn’t notice the rucksack in the corner until Armin grabbed it. He wasted no time gathering his bag and strapping it to the side of the saddle. Armin held out his hand, obviously waiting for you to take it. His hands were usually soft and just a little sweaty, but you didn’t mind it that much. Armin assisted you in helping you jump up on his horse’s back, hoisting you up by your foot. You could mount a horse on your own, but you allowed him to be a gentleman. - The Scout Regiment’s headquarters was stationed in Trost, and had been for a few years. The pastures from Wall Rose and outward had been completely wiped of titans, thanks to Hange and Eren’s ingenious guillotine, thus making expeditions outside of the walls a breeze. With Armin taking the reins and you sitting behind him, you both trotted off of Scout property and into the streets.  
It surely didn’t take long to reach the gate of Wall Rose, the only thing keeping civilization and the nearest stretch of wilderness apart. You never would have imagined that you would be able to travel back and forth, and still remain alive. This would be your first time going beyond the walls, not necessarily alone, but without a parade of scouts. You took a moment to look up at the wall and at the people around you.
You already knew that the walls were made from titans, but your brain just couldn’t imagine how they’d all fit together inside. The haunting face of a titan peering through the brick, or what you used to believe was brick, never left your imagination. A flock of birds flew overhead, making shadows while they flew in front of the sun. 
“State your name, regiment, and business going outside of Wall Rose.” The Garrison guard demanded. He held out his hand promptly to inspect Armin’s exit permit to be outside of the wall on his own.
“Cal, you already know me.” Armin sighed, obviously annoyed. He reached into his back pocket to present his permit.
“No exceptions, Arlert!” Cal spat back.
You relaxed your posture and waited. You looked out at the people around you. Since there were no titans outside of the wall, the Garrison didn’t have much to look out for. Not that their jobs were back breaking anyway. A few guys in their short tan leather jackets sat around a wooden crate, playing cards and passing around a flask. They were all painstakingly bored, because the guard currently monitoring the lack of traffic through the gate was giving Armin a particularly rough time.
“This looks fake.” Cal huffed, holding the permit high in the sunlight to spot any forgeries.
“Well, it’s not.” Armin responded dryly.
You locked eyes with a woman. She was blonde, her hair had a dustier hue to it, compared to Armin’s yellow undertone. She sported the knee length green coat with a unicorn in the center of the crest, indicating she was of the Military Police. Being an MP was your first goal once you joined the cadet corps, but as time went on and with the more friends you made, and the more you changed your ideals, you decided to stick it out with the scouts. A decision you were glad that you chose, even through all the disaster and tragedy the scouts had to endure and will experience more of.
Everyone knows two things about the Military Police; they’re lousy at their jobs, and the women were gorgeous. The woman you were having an unintentional staring contest with was no exception.
You politely smiled at her, a favor which was not returned back to you. Her lips were thinned in an expression of judgment and you were close enough together to see some emotions in her eyes. She scanned you up and down as if she knew already knew what your greatest sin was. Your smile fell from your lips, no longer seeing a point in trying to be nice. She turned away with a roll in her eye, and carried on with the squiffy men seated around her. You watched her out of the side of your eye as she twiddled a piece of her short hair and flirtatiously laughed above everyone else.
The screeching chains of the gate being lifted caught your attention. Since they weren’t in a formal formation, As the outer gate to Wall Rose was lifted to let you pass, you could see the green fields as far as the eye could see.  A new and fresh gust of wind blew right through you. You got your arms around Armin’s abdomen and held on, knowing Armin would tear off for the open field. Armin snapped the reins, and broke speed in record time.
You held Armin tightly as Armin’s horse  booked it by his command. The sky had never been so blue and the grass had never been greener. You could actually admire the land you lived on now that blood didn’t stain the ground, and steam from destroyed titans didn’t fog up the sky. You thought back to the very first time you had gone outside of Wall Maria, bound for what seemed at the time to be the edge of the Earth. Life really was beautiful when it wasn’t polluted with death and destruction.
The nearest set of trees wasn’t far, only a half an hour ride. Armin rode up to a heavy patch of the deepest pine and juniper green trees that stood well over eighty meters tall. Their leaves rustled in the wind, a few falling high from the branches above. Armin hopped down from the saddle, tying his horse off on the trunk of the tree. His blond hair glistened in the sun. Armin’s hair had three different dimensions of color, a few pieces around his face and temples had a different texture compared to the rest of his head. Sweat had curled the hair framing around his face, his cheeks and the tip of his nose flushed darker than usual.
“So,” You breathed once your feet hit the ground. “We’re here. Now what?” You asked.
All around you, there was nothing. No villages or homes, not even empty or abandoned ones. The land was flat and appeared to continue forever if you didn’t know that the ocean was on the other side of the distant horizontal line. The wind was silent and warm. 
Armin took a few steps closer, the grass squishing under his boot. His eyes trickled over your face, talking in all of your beautiful details in the organic sunlight. Armin kept eye contact with you while he sneakily grabbed your hand and held it politely in his. Even through his fingertips, Armin radiated kindness. He gently pulled you towards the man-made gap in between the trees. There was a trail that led through the shadows.
“Come on, I want to show you something.” His voice was low and enticing. There was a bass in his quiet tone that made your ear drums tickle.
You glanced over his shoulder to look through the massive tree trunks. There were glimmers of light that came through the branches. Looking deeper in, you could see that it was dark and shady. Ominous and suspicious. A shiver went through your spine and a reflex to wonder if there were titans lurking about.
“Are you sure there are no titans out here?” You asked.
You moved your feet apprehensively as Armin continued to tug you closer. You felt silly for asking considering you were on the expedition to double check that all titans beyond Wall Rose had actually been eliminated.
“I swear.” Armin promised. 
With his word of honor, you grasped Armin’s hand tighter and brought yourself to his side. Your fingers locked in with his while you walked into the forest.
Comfortable silence blew through every now and then, but Armin mostly talked while you listened. This seemed to be your usual dynamic. He asked how your morning training went, if you were tired and if you needed a break from walking. Armin filled you in on his morning. He finally finished that book he had been reading for most of the month and how he didn’t like the ending, the ideas he proposed to Hange and how he was looking forward to seeing some of them come to fruition. The railroad was almost complete, and was about to kickstart a new project. Armin thought it would be beneficial for the population inside the walls to construct a major institution where the sick and injured could be treated. If there was one place the severely ill and wounded could heal, there would be more free space for minor illnesses and grievances in local doctors offices. That way, health care could be provided easily and evenly. You thought it was a fantastic idea.
The forest wasn’t as threatening as it seemed. The sun came through the canopy of the trees beautifully, creating an ethereal environment. You spotted a bush of Campanulas along the matted dirt trail. One section was missing several flowers. You put two and two together. Armin had been here earlier, but why? With the rucksack hanging on one shoulder, items inside of it clinking together, you knew he had to be up to something.
Jumping over fallen branches and bending under low branches, Armin began to lead you uphill. The mourning doves were still hooting softly in the distance. Armin stopped abruptly. He popped up directly in front of you. He already had a solid grip on one of your hands. With his free one, he slid it down your arm to the one he didn’t have. His touch sent a cold chill through you, despite it being quite warm outside. He held them both as he spoke.
“Close your eyes, okay?” Armin couldn’t resist giving your knuckles a quick and chaste kiss.
You were right. There was a trick up his sleeve, an ace in his deck you weren’t expecting. There was a flux in his tone of which he spoke, drawing you to say anything except no. His eyes sparkled with mischief and surprise while he held you so close to him. 
You did as he said with no questions asked.
Behind the darkness of your eyelids, you could hear Armin doing things and moving around. He unzipped the rucksack. Whatever items he had in there clanked around as he moved about. Armin muttered quietly to himself.
“Are your eyes still closed?” Armin asked, though he could see that they were squeezed tightly. 
“Yes.”
“Don’t open them yet!” He instructed.
“‘Kay.”
You stood awkwardly, eyes still closed and not yet completely sure of your surroundings. Your ears were finely tuned into the noises around you. Birds flittered and chirped closely, leaves rustling up above your head along with the faint breath of breeze. You drummed patiently on your thighs as you waited, growing more anxious by the second as to what Armin could possibly be up to.
“Okay, open.” His voice this time was lower than a whisper and appeared right in the shell of your ear. Your heart pounded at his lips suddenly being so close.
You did just as he said, opening your eyes and letting them adjust to the greenery around you. Both of you were standing in the middle of a clearing. The sun was at its highest morning peak, not a single cloud in the sky. It shone a spotlight down on the clearing Armin was leading you up to the entire time. On the ground was a blanket with food spread buffet style. White flower bushes encased the area like a natural fence.
“I-I figured that since you don’t have anything planned this afternoon, and I don’t have anything to do either, we could just hide out here…?”Armin explained, an open and hopeful suggestion left in the end. He rubbed his hands together nervously as he spoke.
It wasn’t really surprising that Armin had gone out of his way to do something this nice, as he tried to do things for you while keeping a low profile. The bouquet of flowers weren’t out of character, and neither were the little notes. Armin left little pieces of himself in places only you could see; the inside of your Survey Corps coat, in books.
This set up, however, was the grandest thing he’d ever done.
Armin pulled on the joints of his fingers to soothe the storm in his stomach. He scanned your body language. Your face lit up, a wide and surprised smile spreading across your soft lips. The knot in his tummy quickly untwisted itself.
“Aw!” You gaped at how everything was intentionally set up and laid out before you.
“You like it?” Armin questioned, as if the sentimental gloss in your eyes made it difficult to actually tell.
“Yes!”
You immediately got comfortable on the splayed blanket. It was unexpectedly soft. You laid on your back and threw your hands behind your head, looking up at the sky through the deep green branches. Armin joined your side without wasting a single second. You took a closer look at all of the food and smaller things he brought. It wasn’t much, but there was bread and jam, bits of different cheeses, apples and grapes. There was also a deck of playing cards and two books. They were simple things to come by.
Your chest felt as if it could just explode from the way Armin made you feel. Before you had gotten into a relationship, you never would have guessed that Armin was as romantic as he had been. Often a man of a few words unless prompted into conversation. Logical, analytical, and practical didn’t seem to go hand in hand with romance and affection. It was a side of Armin that only you got to see, a side that you knew that was only reserved for you. Which made you feel all the more special.
“This is really, really nice. You’re so sweet to me.” You gave him praise and recognition. Armin jokingly rolled his eyes, shrugged his shoulders and scoffed with faux imperturbability.
“Well, you know…” His face turned a deep pink.
After all the hard work and organization he put in to set this up, you decided at least a kiss was in order. You extended your neck slightly to meet his lips in the middle in the midst of his humble denial. Only then did Armin fall silent. He caught up to the pace of how you moved your lips in between his. His body melted on top of yours, now lying comfortably on top of you. He helped himself to hover you, his waist making home right in between your legs and hands holding him up on both sides of your head. You threw your arms around his neck, Armin instinctively lowered himself. The tips of your noses brushed against each other, and abdomens flush.
In between little make outs, you fed yourselves and each other, played a few rounds of Go Fish, and finally nestled down and started reading once all of the food had been eaten. You cracked open the newest book Armin had got just for this occasion. With a book in one hand, Armin rested his head in your lap and you played with his hair as you read out loud. You used your nails to scratch at his scalp, and twirled pieces of fine angel hair around your finger. Armin’s eyes fluttered shut, resting them as he listened to you read. He could listen to your voice forever.
Apart from the sounds of you reading and the feeling of you gently twirling his hair, everything around Armin seemed to fall away. Armin could only seem to find peace of mind whenever you were in his presence. Just the sight of you soothed the redundant and dull ache in his chest he had acquired from the trauma of the last few months. Armin still missed Eren more than anything, he thought of him every single day. He wondered if Eren was alright, if he had somewhere to sleep or something to eat. Whether or not Eren had grown comfortable in the new life he abandoned his old one for, or if he was even alive at this point. Instead of bottling up all his emotions inside, keeping his thoughts to himself so as to not upset Mikasa and others, you encouraged him to speak his mind. Little by little, each day got easier. Even still, apart from you and Mikasa, Armin couldn’t confide in anyone else on the same level as he did with Eren.
No one could take Eren’s place in Armin’s heart. However, the space Armin had for Eren and you separately started to slowly merge. Your touch comforted him like soup on a sick day. Armin never knew how much physical touch meant to him until Armin got to hold you almost whenever he wanted to. Your hands fit perfectly together, your bodies evenly meshed when you were pressed against one another. Hearing you laugh drowned out the buzzing in his brain. He slept deeper and longer with you snuggled up next to him. Those thoughts that had their own tiny voices couldn’t be heard over Armin hearing you moan his name in your ear while you both fucked each other.
Armin took advantage of the pause you took to flip the pages to speak after he had been quietly paying attention to your story telling.
“Can I ask you a question?” He blurted out.
You gave up trying to turn to the next page and closed the book completely, giving Armin your full attention.
“Yes,” You spoke, not even thinking twice about it.
Armin sat straight up. You leaned back on the blanket, supporting your weight with your hands. Armin’s throat bobbed as he swallowed. There was something on his mind that he just could not hide. Armin was a quiet man, and you studied his body language carefully. A slightly turned head with eye contact was reserved for when Armin was curious, inquisitive. When Armin turned his head without eye contact, something was on his mind. He took a reasonable pause.
“If you could have anything you wanted, what would it be?” Armin implored.  
You reached out again for his hair. It was so soft, as if you were touching nothing. His hair wasn’t as neat as it normally was since you had been playing in it. The wind blew his bangs back. You remembered when his brass-blonde hair was just shy of touching his shoulders. Armin hardly ever did anything with his hair, as a guy usually would. It always hung in his face, shielding him from being perceived. All you wanted to do was let the strands fall through your fingers.
Now, Armin’s hair was shorter in the back and layering longer at the top. It wasn’t quite a bowl cut, but it worked for the shape of his face. When Armin first got his hair cut, you were glad to see the guy behind it, but sometimes you did miss the length. You never got to play in it while it was long.
Your first thought to his question was to be able to turn back time. You would take it back three months ago in Marley, where Eren stood in front of you shaking with an unknown anger you had never seen before. You would change how you didn’t try hard enough to get him to articulate his thoughts. You would make yourself follow him outside so he wouldn’t be alone. Then perhaps he would only be minutes late to meet back with the squad instead of never showing up at all. Armin would be happy and still be conjoined to Eren’s side. Mikasa wouldn’t have cried for weeks and weeks, her smile would be brighter and her eyes wouldn’t be so cold. Captain Levi would still have someone to sarcastically abuse, Hange would have at least one person willing to stay up until three in the morning with them, Jean and Eren would fight as usual. Connie and Eren would still teasingly taunt and terrorize you at every chance they got. Everything would be in balance, as it had been before, and as it should be.
“I don’t know.”
You shrugged innocently as you took a section of Armin’s hair and split it into three pieces. It would be best not to say. You didn’t want to ruin a perfectly good and wholesome moment. 
On the other hand, there wasn’t anything else you immediately wanted or needed. You were so grateful for all the times you scraped by death without even a broken bone. There wasn’t much one could ask for once you’ve been given life so many times. You weren’t starving, you had a roof over your head, and money in your purse. You had friends, and Armin, who gave you heart palpitations every time he blinked those long eyelashes. What else could you want?
“What about you?” You asked Armin in return. 
You reached around you towards the flower bushes and plucked one straight from the stem. Within the white petals and yellow center was a sultry and sweet aroma. The scent tagged itself in your memory. You chose a few more flowers and placed them along the crown of Armin’s head. 
Armin had already gone beyond the walls and had already seen the ocean, his ultimate life goal. He had an influential hand in transforming the island of Paradise, installing the railroad that was almost completed, and several other new ideas. Those ideas were just that so far. Armin wanted to think of an objective that was outside of work, something personal.
“I’d like to revisit my old house at some point, and see what it looks like.” Armin admitted.
“That can easily be done.” You said while your fingers kept working. Armin chuckled. 
“Yeah. But, I can imagine some renovations would be in order for it to be livable.” Armin added. 
You hummed. The scouts didn’t have the greatest salary, and saving money for a home would take quite a while. Even in a less fortunate outlier district such as Shiganshina. Why would the government waste money on paying soldiers in a regiment who were destined to die anyway? 
You started your project on Armin’s hair over, since the flowers wouldn’t stay put in its fine texture. You recreated a braid going across the crown of Armin’s head, and then stuck the flowers in where they fit best. You worked on him as Armin spoke about his home in Shiganshina. 
He and Eren lived in the same neighborhood, just a few blocks from each other. Armin remembered sitting at the kitchen table with his grandfather, who taught him to read, showing him pictures in the infamous book Armin brought up a few times. At the same table, his father would fix up the scrapes on his hands and knees from falling, either because he was clumsy and mistook his step or because he was shoved to the ground. And, Armin definitely remembered sitting in his mother’s lap while she showed him all of the blueprints for the hot-air balloon and the plans she had made. 
Armin thought about his bedroom, and how juvenile it would be for him now. How the dishes would still be piled in the sink, books on the shelves were still organized in chronological order, shoes still by the front door and clothes for a little boy hanging in the closet and folded in the dresser. Everything would have layers and layers of dust, but would still be perfectly in place. 
“And after reconstructing whatever needs to be done, we could get off-campus permits and live there.” Armin said. 
Your heart almost stopped completely at hearing him say ‘we.’ As in you and him together.
“That sounds lovely.” Your breath tickled the back of Armin’s neck. He rolled his eyes back at the sensation, toes curled in his boots and stomach turning.
From that comment on, Armin continued. He shared how he wanted a flower box in every window, even on ones facing away from the street where no one could see. He wanted bookshelves built into the walls so it appeared more flush and cohesive, an oven to make bread at home instead of struggling to buy a loaf every week. All the renovations would be expensive, most definitely, but if he saved just enough and learned how to do a few things himself, the possibilities would be endless.
You lost your concentration for one moment, and a flower tumbled from Armin’s head to his lap. He picked it up and lifted a finger to ever so gently touch the delicate petals. All that Armin described sounded like a dream. But, there was one tiny minuscule flaw. 
“Wouldn’t people notice that we live together? What would we do then?” You asked, half teasing. 
So far you and Armin were so good at hiding your relationship, no one had suspected anything. It was easy to slip undetected while everyone’s attention was averted to coping without Eren and adjusting back to regular life. If word got out that you and Armin were living together off Survey Corp grounds, there would definitely be assumptions and questions. 
Armin shrugged. He shoved his nose into the flower that had fallen into his lap. Armin got a whiff of a spicy scent with earthy undertones. He twirled it in between his fingers. 
“It’ll take a while to save for even a down payment, then having the off-campus permit go through. W-We’ll just figure it out when we get to that point, I suppose.” Armin talked low, despite you two being the only ones out in the forest. 
Armin’s flower crown was completed. He moved his head around carefully so as to not ruin your masterpiece. The flowers sat on the top of his head as if you had crowned him a prince of the trees. Armin did a half turn to at face you. The sun coming through the greenery above granted Armin a glowing shadow around his shoulders. He looked like an angel. 
“What kind of flowers are these?” You wanted to know. 
You quickly changed the subject. Thinking further ahead about living with Armin was making your head spin. You wouldn’t be totally opposed to it, but you never had lived with a boyfriend before. The possibility of settling down somewhere seemed so far away, so unlikely given the chance you’d die the very next day. A new window of potential cracked open ever so slightly. 
Armin took a final glance at the flower in his hand, and then gently placed it in your hair just above your ear. You flushed quickly at the feeling of Armin’s fingers dusting through your hair. 
“I believe these are gardenias.” Armin replied matter of factly. He responded with little hesitation.
“We could plant some of these in the windows!” You mentioned excitedly.
“Okay, sure. Whatever you’d like.” Armin smiled, and chuckled. 
His cheeks burned hot, he could feel himself turning an embarrassing shade of red. He smiled gently and genuinely at you. The corners of his eyes turned upwards happily. Only you were capable of making him grin this way these days. The pulling feeling in his chest was a sensation reserved for you and you only. The tunneling vision whenever you were in his line of sight became clearer and sharper with focus. Armin’s body was already admitting to itself that he had fallen for you harder than he had ever thought imaginable. 
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When the sun shifted and time set to late afternoon, it would be time for dinner by the time you and Armin returned back. The thirty minute trek lasted another thirty minutes because Armin’s horse walked the rest of the way to Scout headquarters. Armin could have made her pick up the pace a little bit, but he wanted to spend his time with you as much as he could. Armin didn’t talk much. He stayed quiet and enjoyed the slow trot with you holding onto him again. You didn’t have to hold onto him so tightly, but Armin liked it nonetheless. You both parted at the stables, but not without quickly and deeply pressing your lips together in a long kiss. Neither of you were sure if you’d be able to see each other later, or if this was your secluded parting for the night. You went ahead of Armin to the mess hall. The snacks Armin had brought were eaten hours ago, and you absolutely needed more sustenance. The mess hall was busy, as expected. You got your plate and sat yourself at the usual table. Connie and Sasha had already claimed their spots, sitting right next to each other and shooting the breeze. You plopped in front of them, greeting them breathlessly before helping yourself to your meal. The food today was just alright, but beggars can’t be choosers. You completely missed the way Sasha and Connie exchanged short looks at each other.
They leaned in closer, keeping their eyes on you until you noticed them staring directly at you. Connie naturally had wide eyes, big and a yellowish-hazel, lighter than Sasha’s. If you didn’t know them both, you would have assumed they were fraternal twins. They spent so much time together they started looking like one another. You blinked at the both of them, staring you down like you had grown a second head. “What?” You asked. You took your napkin and wiped the corners of your mouth, in case there was something on your face.
“Who’s the guy?” Sasha simply asked as if it were the easiest question in the world. You scoffed.
“What?” You choked. “Who is the guy?” Sasha pressed again.
“There is no guy!” You automatically denied.
You did the best you could to keep your composure, but your body couldn't stop the increase of anxiety. You might as well be under a single spotlight lamp, playing carrot and stick. Sasha leaned in closer, the smirk on her face grew bigger and bigger as you kept insisting there was no person of interest. There was no getting out of this conversation, Sasha could smell fear. Her honey-hazel eyes met to yours, you subconsciously avoided eye contact. If she looked too deep into your eyes, they might tell her the answer she seeks.
“Oh, there’s a guy.” Connie input with a knowing smirk on his face. “‘Cause I’m a guy, and I know when there’s another guy.” He explained as if he was making sense.
You squinted, not understanding Connie’s logic. You and Sasha cut your eyes at each other.
“Old flame, or is it someone new?” Sasha continued. She wiggled her eyebrows and shimmied her shoulders.
Just because you have had an incredibly dedicated crush on Armin since you were cadets, did not stall the pursuit of other potential partners and lovers. For years and years, you had become comfortable admiring Armin from a distance. You never actually thought you two would potentially end up together. Had you known that, you obviously would have waited for him. Then, you never knew when your last moment would be, so you lived your life as fully as you could for a soldier — per Sasha, who encouraged you to have normal relationships.
You took a pause to actually think about what you might want to say next. You didn’t honestly believe you could hide much without at least Mikasa and Sasha catching on. They were both very intuitive, and Sasha was more of a gossip than Mikasa was. Confessing now, in front of Connie and without Armin present, thus leaving Mikasa the last to know, seemed inappropriate. 
Like Armin said, you’d both figure out what to say when you got to that point. Whenever that day comes, you’d like Armin to be with you. Connie wasn’t paying attention anymore. His focus was directed towards his bowl of stew. He shoveled food into his mouth as if someone would come by and snatch it from him. Sasha’s face twitched with excitement. She leaned in closer and spoke just a smidge quieter, a tone that was befitting the noisy environment.
“Who is it?” Was her next question, naturally. 
You sighed. You took a look around the mess hall, wondering where anyone else was so the current conversation could come to a close. You shook your head.
“I can’t say.” That was all you were willing to admit for the time being.
“Whyy-uhh!?” She whined as she stomped her feet under the table.
“We want to be…private.” You put it lightly so as to not hurt Sasha’s feelings by saying it was a secret.
You wanted to tell Sasha so badly. She was always your number one supporter about crushing on Armin. If your circumstances and environment had been different at the scene of defining your relationship, she’d be the first person you’d tell. 
Sasha slouched back in her seat, arms folded with a smug smirk across her lips. Her eyes glanced you up and down about twice before she nodded and threw her hands up.
“Fine. Don’t tell me. I’ll figure it out myself.” Sasha declared.
You hadn’t looked away from Sasha’s suspicious yet omniscient stare down. Not knowing who the mysterious guy is would drive her insane for sure. Perhaps it would be fun to see all of her guesses, and to watch her face fall every time she got it wrong. The chance of Sasha naming Armin right off the bat was slim. 
Right in the nick of time, Jean had helped himself to sitting on your left.
You didn’t see Armin, but you felt him. You smelled him. The aroma of gardenia still lingered on his skin, on his clothes, in his hair. Armin gently sat down across from you, next to Connie. Jean had occupied the only space next to you. Armin greeted you with a soft ‘hey.’
“What are you trying to figure out?” Jean wanted to know. He got a spoonful of his stew and blew on his spoon lightly.
“Sasha’s gonna figure out who Y/N’s secret boyfriend is.” Connie summarized the conversation.
You opened your mouth to speak but nothing could come out of it. Like a sixth sense, your eyes honed in on Armin across from you. Armin kept his hands folded in his lap, ears open and listening to the conversation as he pretended to be busy with a string on the hem of his shirt. 
“Like I said, it’s private.” You repeat yourself again so Jean could retain that bit of information.
Under the table, Armin nudged your foot with his. You made eye contact for half a second. You met each other with stealthy and knowing twinkle in your eyes. You knocked your foot against his in return, rubbing the side of your shoe with his boot.
Armin’s face muscles ached to pull to smile, but he held it all inside with an awkward swallow. His heart skipped a few beats when you raised your foot to graze higher on his calf, teasing him under the table. 
“That’s your business. I don’t care.” Was all Jean had to say. He began to eat his dinner and remained silent.
“I care! I care so much!” Sasha exclaimed.
Sasha had worked herself up so, she went to flail her hands up to her chest in dramatics. She knocked into Connie’s wrist, and his spoon flew from his fingers. The muted clang of metal rang from Connie’s position. 
“See, look what you made me do! You made me drop my fuckin’ spoon!” He complained.
Armin refrained from giggling at the irony. If it hadn’t been for Jean and that humongous gulp of alcohol he made Armin chug, you and him would not be a private item. Another thought crossed Armin’s mind. He knew you both couldn’t stay in the comfort of your secluded relationship forever, and eventually the truth would come to light. If Sasha was asking questions, how much longer could you two get away with it?
Armin watched you and Sasha go back and forth. Sasha spat out a few names of Scouts you might know and who might be interested in you. You shook your head at every name Sasha gave, promising her that she wouldn’t guess it so easily. Once she ran out of names to give, she gave up and insisted she’d try again later. 
“You got me now, but I will figure this out!” Sasha swore as if her life depended on it. 
You could spare her sanity and give her a hint, tell her to shorten and reel in her fishing net, or offer a clue about his identity. Sasha was so hellbent on solving the mystery, it seemed to be more entertaining to let her do it on her own than to offer help. You failed to hide how much you were resisting to smile. You nodded, while still brushing yourself against Armin’s foot only inches from Sasha’s own casual flat sandals. 
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underthetree845 · 6 months
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AHFJDJCH- I accidentally deleted the original version of this post, but @ringsofsaturnnnn sent in an ask about how Armin would be with an anxious s/o. Here it is, thankfully I was able to copy it from a reblog. THANK YOUUU REBLOG PERSON. EVERYBODY SAY THANK YOU.
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Hello Saturn! How have you been doing? The week is almost over- yay! Any plans for the weekend?
This is the sweetest ask honestly, it made me feel all warm inside. ╰(´︶`)╯♡
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How would Armin be with an anxious s/o? (Headcannons)
Armin/Reader (drabble)
Cws: Armin/gn! reader, established relationship, anxiety, implications of a panic attack, comfort, scenario imagines
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I honestly think he'd be one of the best people to have around.
Not only is he naturally compassionate and empathetic, but he's so skilled at observing others and reacting properly to the situation. Especially you, who he pays extra close attention to.
Sorry to say it, but there would be no hiding your anxious tendencies from this man. He notices everything, from the shifting of your feet on the car ride home to the way you fidget with your fingers in your lap. That's not to say he'd force anything on you. When Armin notices little anxious habits like this or changes in your mood/behavior, he'd try to subtly provide comfort in the best way he can.
If he notices your hands shaking he might casually hold them, if he senses your unease out in public he'd wrap a comforting arm around your shoulder or waist, knowing how it steadies you.
If you ever do decide to open up about the worries that plague your mind, he'd be more than willing to listen. Armin is a person with experience in the field of being filled to the brim with worries and too paralyzed to make a decision, so he completely understands where you're coming from.
He's also fine to wait as long as you need before you feel comfortable sharing, but if he finds that your anxieties are having a significant impact on your day-to-day life and affecting your overall happiness and well being, he's going to step in for your own good.
To comfort you in public there's the hand holding and light gestures, he'd also be willing to step away with you for a moment to help you take some calming breaths or speak if anything's on your mind. At home, he's completely prepared to help his angel with their favorite movie, book, snack, and blanket on the couch. He might light some scented candles and close the blinds or do anything else you ask or that he knows eases you.
If you're having an episode and can't get out of your own head, he will stay with you for as long. as. you. need. He'll cradle you, rock back and forth on the floor, let you cry or just be numb, whatever it takes. Afterward he is completely open to hearing what you have to say, and also completely okay if you don't want to say anything and holding you for a little longer.
He knows plenty of breathing exercises and sometimes if you're wound up about work, he'll make you take a break and do some with him. He'll even make you your favorite tea/drink to give you a boost.
Armin is the best at cuddles. When you're happy he's happy, so his favorite time of day is when he gets to see you completely at ease. You're lying between his legs with your arms wrapped around his torso and your head on his chest. He had suggested reading to you as a way to wind down for the night, and you wound up dozing off in the first fifteen minutes. Armin set his book aside with a deep sigh, pulling the covers up and clicking the light off. He runs his thumb over your temple and leans down to place a kiss on the crown of your head. "Sweet dreams, angel."
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huboi · 27 days
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﹒⪩🕹️⪨﹐I WANNA RIDE﹐♡
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╰┈➤ summary; how they react when you ride them
╰┈➤ includes; gn! afab reader, switch! reader, switch! characters, reverse cowgirl, cowgirl, spanking, choking, hair pulling, p in v — jjk (gojo satoru, geto suguru, kento nanami, choso kamo, sukuna ryomen, toji fushiguro), aot — (eren jeager, armin arlert, jean krischtien, connie springer, reiner braun, porco galliard, levi ackerman, erwin smith), genshin impact — (kaeya alberich, diluc ragnivnder, zhongli, xiao, thoma, cyno, tighnari)
╰┈➤ a/n; minors dni! this is 18+ content
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THE WHIMPERERS
when you ride him, 9/10 you have to take charge despite him starting off as the dom, as he just becomes too pussy drunk to really think of anything other than your pussy squeezing his cock. you have to shut him up a lot too, as he’s too damn loud, you usually do this via making out with him, your hands against his shoulders to help move yourself up and down.
(jjk) — gojo satoru, CHOSO KAMO (aot) — armin arlert, REINER BRAUN (genshin) — XIAO, THOMA
THE GROANERS
when you ride him, he’ll let you think you’re in charge for the first few minutes, but as soon as he wants to go harder and faster, this man will grab your hips and just pound into you from behind, watching as your ass jiggles against his thighs.
this man will be groaning through the entire thing too, right into your ear to be an ass about it, as he knows that just gets you even more riled up than before, he will spank your ass in this position too, so once you’re finished you won’t be able to sit for a good week or two
(jjk) — KENTO NANAMI, sukuna ryomen, TOJI FUSHIGURO (aot) — jean krischtien, connie springer, ERWIN SMITH (genshin) — ZHONGLI
THE MOANERS
this man fucking moans, low key moans more than you do in this position. wanna be a menace and make him moan more? pull his hair, pull his fucking hair, he can take it like the slut he is
if you spit in his mouth, that just gets him even more riled up, yes this motherfucker is kinky as shit. likes the feeling of your chest pressed against his, also enjoys the intimacy of seeing your facial expressions whilst you use him like a dildo
and that’s why you love him so much <3
(jjk) — geto suguru (aot) — EREN JEAGER, levi ackerman (genshin) — KAEYA ALBERICH, diluc ragnivnder, cyno, TIGHNARI
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kissagii · 2 years
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there is nothing armin loves more than lazy weekend mornings. sleeping in late, holding you close in his arms, whispering sweet nothings as you slowly begin to wake up. cuddling together until the sun peeking through the blinds tells you it's getting late. only then will armin get out of bed, heading to the kitchen with you following him. he lets you wrap your arms around him as he cooks, occasionally asking for help but mostly just enjoying your presence. by the time you're both fed and ready to start your day, the sun is high in the sky. you won't have as much time to be productive, but that's ok. because hours of relaxation with armin is time well spent.
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shuosen · 5 months
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thinking about pretty boys who want to be broken so bad. pretty boys who touch themselves daily to the thought of you using them however, and whenever you want, pretty boys who can never look you in the eye when you talk face to face, because theyre sure if you hold eye contact long enough you’ll figure them out; you’ll realize they’ve been jerking their pathetic cocks to the mere thought of you- maybe they’re afraid you’ll realize you’re missing a pillowcase, your favorite shirt, maybe even your underwear- but what they don’t realize is that you already know. you know about the countless occasions where they’ve snuck into your room, the many nights your name was called into the empty air, and the multiple times they’ve turned in early to do something about the raging hard on inside their briefs.
thinking about pretty boys who, when you finally decide to do something about it, deny your allegations with their cock pressing uncomfortably against their pants, pretty boys who crumble the second you touch them, moaning like a whore when your hand so much as grazes against their dick, and pretty boys who beg for more, even though they’re all spent because they’ve been wanting this for so so long.
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könig, gojo, geto, armin — your favorites
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im scared to proof read this its so bad & v lazy i’m sorry
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