thinking thinking thinking about logging out this blog and forgetting about it forever 🥰

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Dolly in 1987

people always talk about how deftones fans only like their music because they wanna hear man whine BUT HAVE YOU LISTENED TO PULP jarvis cocker spends half of every song full blown MOANING

to add to this, i might start posting stuff related to graphic design in the future, like just the little posters i've been doing in my free time yk, but i doubt it will be related to anime tbh

also, i am officially out of my anime phase so i think i'll turn this more into a personal blog and will start rbing stuff here instead of on my sideblog . . no need to pretend i'll write again bc ik i won't and the pressure i put on myself over it is a bit too much rn 😭 so if you wanna unfollow me feel free to, no more writing stuff will como from user n-agiz in the future 🫶🏻

also, i am officially out of my anime phase so i think i'll turn this more into a personal blog and will start rbing stuff here instead of on my sideblog . . no need to pretend i'll write again bc ik i won't and the pressure i put on myself over it is a bit too much rn 😭 so if you wanna unfollow me feel free to, no more writing stuff will como from user n-agiz in the future 🫶🏻

spent two hours today stressing in front of the computer over a stupid mask for a stupid hand in a stupid clip THAT DIDN'T EVEN SHOW UP IN THE FINAL VIDEO 😭😭😭

i haven't talked about callum in so long my god but so many people are getting to know him recently and they've been digging up my older posts about him and liking it and it makes me giggle how genuinely mentally insane i can go over him 😭😭

mwah mwah eaten you up hihi

you're making me blush hehe i love you so much mwahh

i've been so obsessed with that one song from that jpop group that i can't remember the name of rn . . . the one where the chorus is like uh uh i just wanna dance with you until the sun come up until the sun come up yeah yeah . . . the group that has those like 4 specific guys that are really hot . . i could just go look for their name but atp why would i . . . .

the way it has literally been 20 days since I’ve last been in your inbox…criminal good grief HOW ARE YOU MY SWEET ANGEL BABY I MISS YOU DEARLY BUT CLASSES HAVE BEEN WHOPPING MY ASS

venus !! i have no idea when you sent this so i'm sorry if i'm answering too late, i haven't opened tumblr in a while 😭 I MISS YOU SM TOO THO !! I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN ALRIGHT ( and that classes haven't been too draining ) ! i've also been pretty busy, and that has really spiked my anxiety to a point it's really affecting me . . i feel like i only come on here to talk abt how i'm struggling lately lmao BUT THAT WILL HOPEFULLY STOP SOON bc i finally have an appointment to go see a therapist, your girl will not continue avoiding her issues in 2024 lmaoo . apart from that tho life has been actually really good ! i got really lucky with the company i landed for my internship so even if that has somehow caused my stress levels to go out the roof, i'm still enjoying it a lot 🫶🏻 ig you can't have good without some bad lmaoo . pls do update me whenever you can baby, i wanna know how you've been doing ily 🤍

got an anon ask calling me weird for that step brother! choso fic . . . if you guys knew the shit i used to post on my old blog when i had just started writing you'd be deceased 😮‍💨

i feel like at the end of the day, (and his life), toji respected woman, he grew up being treated almost exactly how the women were treated in his household, like a lower insignificant being. so he saw what their life was like through their own eyes.

he probably became the man who would help woman take their groceries to the car, giving pep talks to children with single mothers, beating down men who harass women, even going as far as watching his female friends cups whenever they decide to go to the dance floor.

so when he met you, he swore to never treat you how the men in his family did. a hidden line in his wedding vow too. he wouldn’t even dream of bringing you around them, or anyone, who’d disrespect you. his actions probably rub off on megumi too, something he’d be proud of.

toji was one of those “me and my wife don’t get into arguments, she tells me to do something, and i do it” kinda guys.

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GYU I SOO GET YOU like I feel the exact same way for shotaro I get so hyped every time I see him dancing away on screen 😭😭 takes me back to the good ol' days when I had a kpop account just screaming away about nct 😭😭😭 sighh riize is definitely coming up, hope to see more great songs from then soon!

there's just something about riize that feels so refreshing and i really don’t know why 😭 maybe i haven't been paying attention to the right groups, but they remind me of new jeans in the sense that i think they have a very different vibe ? if that makes sense ? they're one of the few groups where i actually really like all the members basically equally ( which is . . ironic bc not even with nct, my supposed ults, i like exactly all of them 😭 ) and they make me reallyyy wanna get back to my phase where i was really into kpop yk . . i genuinely adored them for some reason idk 🤍 i really hope sm does the right thing and brings seunghan back, that boy seems to love the group so much, i hope they don't give him the lucas treatment . . . anton did duet a ot7 tiktok so maybe there's hope ? idk i'm starting to think i'm delusional 😭😮‍💨 they have so much potential and they 100% still have a lot more to give BUT I WANNA SEE ALL OF THEM TOGETHER AGAIN PLS I AM BEGGING

missed u sweetheart how r you?? uni has been dropkicking me left and right 😩

eight i've missed you too !! i think tumblr has been eating all my asks bc i think you didn't get any of the ones i've sent you in the past like . . two months :/ i've also been absolutely drained babie so we're in this together ! my internship has been killing me, i haven't been this stressed my entire life lmao, but we must keep going . . i am smooching you reallyyy hard rn and cheering you on hehe 🫶🏻