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mazojo · 11 months
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Vanessa giving this speech she took straight out of her ass about how she is connecting with Mal because she is jealous her ex is going with Mal’s ex who she dislikes and the girl she was dating also picked Mal while Mal is out there like I’ve never seen this woman in my LIFE is the type of drama I expect from all reality tv from now on
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desswright29 · 11 months
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Sweet Lady
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Pairing: Shuri x Blackfem reader
Authors note: This is Part 3 of my Shame series. It’s a little something for everyone in this chapter Chile! It’s a series so walk with me loves. Shuri is basically having flashbacks trying to figure out where she went wrong. So each Chapter gets worse. Reader eventually becomes a singer, but not yet so I’m not putting that reader is a singer. ANYWAY! Enjoy My Loves. I’m having fun writing this! And remember I’m hella new to this so be gentle with me.
Chapter Warnings: Angst, Fluff, It’s a lil smutty (18+), Foul language
Word Count: 6,652 (like I said walk with me lil baby)
Shame pt. 3
PRESENT DAY
That dance. That one dance changed everything. Introduced Shuri to a love she’d never believed to be possible. It also lead to an endless spiral of fucking drama. ‘Shit, to this day, that’s why I’m locked in a fucking bathroom hyperventilating now, Pathetic’. Shuri chuckled through her tears still looking at herself in the mirror. You’d always had a crazy effect on her. Like you held a remote control to her body. It activated at the mere mention of your name. But in that same reality you’d make her feel powerful. When you and Shuri connected that day it brought out a beast in her. One that everyone had to sit up and take notice of. It’s what made her the worthy Queen she was today. Imagine her people who thought so highly of her seeing her in a puddle on the floor of a bathroom all over  some woman. Ha! But you were so much more than just that. Everyone who could get close to you knew it. 
‘Get it together!!!’ Shuri screamed at herself inside. 
‘You cannot do this here’.
She turned on the cold water, placing shaky hands under the powerful stream, she collected water and splashed it against her face. 
‘Pull it together. You are a Queen. You have work to do’
She looked at herself in the mirror, eyes swollen and puffy, face drenched in water. She reached for the paper towels. Pulling out a few and pressing them to her face, allowing them to soak up the moister. She reached into her small bag draped across her body pulling out her shades and her gloss. She applied her gloss and placed her shades over her eyes. 
She gave herself a once over, smoothing her hands over the wrinkles in her suit. 
She walked over to the door unlocking it, placing her hand on the knob she let out a deep exhale opening the door. 
Nakia and Okoye stood still awaiting her command. 
“I’m ready” She spoke as if nothing had happened, having successfully numbed herself temporarily. As she walked, avoiding looking at any screen, the conversations surrounding her, the name continuously being called overwhelmed her. And she found the memories came flooding back again. 
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BACK IN THE DAYZ
“Mmm Fuuuuuckk” Shuri whispered. She was supposed to be preparing for her nightly call to her girlfriend. Instead, after she’d gotten in from the market. She found herself turning on soft Afro-beats music. It came pouring from speakers built in and strategically hidden in the perfect places around her Luxury apartment inside the palace, surrounding her in the beautiful sounds. Lying back on the couch in her room, the days events played on repeat in her mind. She found her hands slowly moving down her body. Down past the band of her briefs her fingers found her folds dripping wet. “Hmmm” she sighed. Imagining her. Her naturally intoxicating scent. The way her soft, kinky textured hair smelled of butters and oils, a hint of Mango.
Y/n found herself in the shower body pressed against the slick marble wall. Her hands having traveled the same path as Shuri’s own, not being able to get the feel of Shuri’s strong hands guiding her waist out of her head. The way her R’s rolled so beautifully off her tongue. The way her voice and body flowed one in the same. Silky smooth. Yea. That describes Shuri with perfection.
Shuri rubbed circles around her clit as she thought about how buttery soft y/n’s hypnotizingly brown skin, that seemed to be flaked with specks of gold, had felt in her arms. How her warm center had felt pressed against her thigh. “Ahhh Bast!” She was so close.
Y/n continued rubbing her clit. As she inserted 2 fingers with her free hand, doubling her pleasure. “Ooo my…!!!” She moaned out head thrown back against the wall as the feel of Shuri’s thigh pressed against her center ran so vividly through her imagination that she swore she was in the room with her. She pumped and circled her hands as she felt her core clench. A warm sensation starting in her belly taking over her entire body. She slid down the shower wall as her body began to convulse. “SHURI!!”
“Y/N!!” Shuri moaned out, her back arched as she came to the image of Y/n riding her pussy. Breast bouncing with each thrust of her hips. The image slowly disappeared from her mind as she came down from her high. She lay breathing heavily hands down her pants, when her Kimoyo beads Chimed. 
Griot: Panther incoming call from “Sthandwa Sami”
“Shit” Shuri said removing her hands quickly as though Eve was walking through the door. 
“Uh answer griot”
“Molweni, thando!” Shuri answered breathless and over enthusiastic.
“ Heeeey, baby?” Eve answered with a question in her tone. “I take it you aren’t mad at me anymore? You sound out of breath.”
“Oh you know I can never be mad at you too long Sthandwa. Just got out of a last minute training session. You know Okoye wants to spring them on me just so I can s-stay prepared. You know with the whole me being uh Black Panther now thing” Shuri rambled as she scrambled around the room pacing.
Shuri never Rambled. She was always cool, calm, and collected. This all had her frazzled. What the hell is happening to her.
“Hm, okay. Are you good, love?”
“Oh y-yea fine..fine. It’s just uh been.. been a really long day.” She says yawning and stretching. “I’m super tired” ‘From masturbating to another woman who’s walking distance from me’. Shuri’s shakes her head. 
“Um still no word of you making it anytime soon?”
Eve sighs “Not yet my love, I am trying.”
“Of course you are my dear. No rush”
Eve’s antennas immediately went up. What was going on? 
“Just like that?” Eve was confused. This conversation never fared this well.
“No need in arguing. I know how much your work means to you. And I respect that.”
“Wow, that’s a big jump in maturity since yesterday” Eve says brain begining to go into overdrive.
“Well what can I say. I learn pretty fast” Shuri says placing an exaggerated fake yawn at the end. 
“Okay love. You sound so very tired. I guess I’ll let you get some rest. Call me tomorrow.?”
“Yes tomorrow definitely. Ndiyakuthanda so much. I love you Thando”
‘Wtf was that’ Shuri and Eve simultaneously thought. 
“Ok baby. I love you too” Eve chuckled mischievously. The call ended. Something was definitely up and she was going to figure it out.
Shuri walked into the bathroom, while Y/n stepped out of the shower in her own room. They both walked up to the mirror. Y/n wiping the steam off of hers. Shuri looked at her self in the mirror shaking her head. 
“It should be out of my system now” they both say in union. 
“Griot have 5 dozen roses sent to Eve. The note should say “Just because it’s Monday”. Have them delivered tomorrow” Shuri demanded as she prepared for her own shower. 
“Yes Panther.” Griot answered.
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Your alarm goes off the next morning and though you tossed and turned most of the night you found yourself awake and anxious about the day ahead. Would it be awkward? Will she still want you here, or would it be best for you to leave? What the hell was that feeling? Your body reacted when you thought of her. It wasn’t just lust though, that was the easiest thing to acknowledge. But there was an underlying need for her that you couldn’t quite place. You just wanted to be close to her, take care of her, make her smile. And that scared you, because you couldn’t have her. 
  You were due in the lab to help out with the progression on the borders, but decided to take a little extra time on getting ready today to calm your nerves. “When you look good you feel good,” You say. And you could definitely use a vote of confidence. 
 Going to handle your hygiene and refreshed your braids, you decided to put on a little concealer, some mascara, line your lips with a brown pencil and apply gloss. You placed on a burgundy biker short and sports bra set, adding burgundy joggers that had 3 orange stripes down the front, you let them hang low on your waist. Your top adorned with a mesh long sleeved top that stopped above your sports bra playing peakaboo with the top of your breast. You wore white, black and gold sneakers and finished off the outfit by tying the matching jacket to the pants around your waist. Giving yourself a once over in the mirror, running your hands over your straight back that hung to your waist, you looked pretty damn good. You went to the fridge to get 2  tupperware bowls filled with overnight oats you’d prepared the night before. One for you and one for Shuri. You were ready for the day. 
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Shuri lay in bed staring at the ceiling not having slept a wink. Anxiety taking over. ‘Shit did anyone record?’ Ofcourse someone recorded. She face palmed. ‘Eve’s gonna find out without a doubt.’ Shuri tried to call her and was being sent to voicemail. “Fuck,Fuck,Fuck!” She knows. I wonder how Y/n’s feeling about all of this. Suddenly, there was a knock at the door followed by a twist of the door knob. 
“Sleeping in today Princess?” 
Shuri shot Okoye a glance but didn’t respond. Okoye gave a slight nonchalant nod as she continued walking towards her bed.
“Hm. How’s Eve?” Shuri immediately brought her hands up to cover her face as she let out a frustrated groan. “Okoye. I am in trouble.”
 “I’d say so I heard you and your scientist gave quite the show at the market yesterday.”
“Ooh BAAAASSST! It was just a dance! Everyone does Kompa all the time here!”
“Hey. I am not the one on edge about it here. But I will say that what I saw hardly looked like just a dance. I’ve seen the “friendly” version of Kompa and that wasn’t it”
“ SAW! Shit! Someone did record! Okoye, Eve has everything I’ve ever wanted in a woman.”
“I never questioned that.” Okoye said hand coming up to her chest in sarcasm.
“Buuut since you brought it up…Does she?”
Shuri looked at Okoye with exasperation.
Okoye continues. “Sure, Eve is gorgeous. But in the years you’ve been together, How has she been there for you? In the time you spent together, how have you found yourself compatible, mentally, spiritually. Do you really feel a connection?” 
Shuri doesnt give it thought. “I love Eve.” 
Okoye nods “ Ofcourse you do. You spent years together. But ask yourself this… When is the last time you felt with Eve whatever it is you were feeling when you danced with Y/n, or hell, even when you’re around Y/n. You can’t even control the way you look at her for Bast sake, We’ve all seen it.” 
Shuri was stuck. 
 “All I’m saying is you need to figure out what you want and reel this in before people start getting hurt…. You’ve got a long day ahead. Time to get going.” Okoye says as she leaves Shuri with her thoughts.
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Shuri entered her lab searching for you before having to go to train with Okoye. Shuri’s eye’s landed on you as you spoke with some of the other scientist over a projected diagram of the river boarder. The burgundy against your buttery cinnamon skin making her heart drop. Shuri halted mid stride groaning at the sight of you. “Holy shhhiii-“ 
“Princess” one of her lab assistance interrupted Shuri’s thinking out loud. She recovered quickly, clearing her throat.
“We weren’t expecting you here today.” Tolu looked at Shuri with bright eyes and a pretty smile. Aware of her assistance little crush, she smiled nicely.
“Not here for long. Just stopping in on my way to training”
“Yes. I see” Tolu says, obviously checking Shuri out in he form fitting compression suit. 
Shuri raises a brow “If you don’t mind. I’m going to take a look at what they’re working on” Shuri motions over to where you and her  other scientist are working with her head.
“Oh, of course” She lifts her arm to touch Shuri’s bicep lightly before turning to walk away with an extra sway to her hips. 
Shuri shakes her head turning to make her way towards you all, she’s met with your intense gaze taking in the scene. ‘Is that jealousy I see?”
She made her way over and you quickly averted your eyes elsewhere. Delving back in to appear busy. Shuri nods and greets everyone. As she enters your space. 
“Hello Ms. L/n, how’s everything going here so far?”
 “We’re making  progress going over a few calculations. We’ll need your expertise with the depth of the Sonic barrier” You say still avoiding eye contact with her, staring down at a clip board.
  “Ah, we can work on that tomorrow. I have training and my first prep meeting for coronation today. Will that work for you?”
“That works fine, Princess.”
Shuri smirks while staring a hole in the side of your face. Her bottom lip settling between her teeth. You felt her eyes, but refused to look.
“Thank you all for working diligently. I appreciate you all  for your dedication during my absence. If you will excuse me and Ms. L/n a moment. She will be back with you all shortly.”
Shuri grabs your forearm and walks you up the stairs to her office. Your heart raced as you took in the muscles in her back as you walked behind her. They moved leisurely under the fabric of her form fitting shirt. She led you into her office closing the door behind her. She let go of you, moving to sit on the edge of her desk looking at you as you looked down at your feet. 
“Princess huh” Shuri says mockingly.
“That would be your title as of now right. Or should I refer to you as my Queen now.”
“Neither really since you are not Wakandan” she replies sarcastically.
“Cut the bullshit Shuri why am I here?”
“Hoooo! Hostile today aren’t we? We left off on pretty good terms yesterday as I remember. What changed?”
Shuri said both eyebrows raised as she awaited your answer. You both knew what the problem was. Her little exchange with Tolu had irritated you. ‘So she just flirts with every fucking body’. But you be dammed if you said that to her. Especially since being mad at her didn’t make any sense. You know, the whole she’s not your girl thing. 
“Y/n, are you planning to avoid looking at me the entire week?” Shuri speaks up.
 “I’m not avoiding looking at you” you said still looking down. 
Shuri stood placing her hand under your chin lifting your eyes to hers.
“ There she is..now tell me really. What’s up?”She took a step back taking her seat back on her desk. You look her in the eyes and there’s a brief moment of tense silence. 
“It’s really nothing Shuri. I’m fine”
“I apologize if yesterday was too much. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.”
“No, no. I wasn’t uncomfortable. I-I l-liked it.” You stutter.
Shuri looked at you with a glint in her eyes. 
“Yea? Me too” Shuri says biting her lip. 
You break eye contact looking around her office, this being your 1st time inside, because she rarely uses it. Your eyes fall on a gorgeous photo of her and Eve that sat perched on her desk. A head shot of them. Shuri with her intense eyes staring forward wearing a sexy smirk head leaning slightly towards Eve, as Eve smiled big almost in a laugh with her head tossed slightly back. They both wore black. Eve with beautifully flawless chocolate glowing skin, A perfect smile that reached her deep dark eyes. With long single braids that flowed perfectly straight behind prominent collar bones. They were stunning together. 
“ You guys make one hell of a couple” 
Shuri was not surprised. She could pretty much gauge where your eyes had gone. She was aware of how striking of a couple her and Eve was. People literally stopped and stared when they were together. But you definitely rivaled her beauty. You looked back at her to see her eyes still very much focused on you. 
“ We do don’t we. It is almost to good to be true huh.”
“It is true though. Looks pretty damn true.”
You retort quickly, looking at her sternly. 
“You look really good today Y/n”
“Shuri-“ you huff
“ We don’t need to go there Y/n. I won’t beat around the bush. I won’t lie and say I’m not attracted to you. We danced. That’s what it was. We got a little caught up in it, but we’re both aware that that’s all it could be. I am in a relationship. I am not here to confuse you”
“ I won’t lie you kind of already have.”
“ I apologize, that is not my intention. We won’t cross that line again. No more dancing.”
“ Ok well that’s that then”
“ So nomore awkwardness?” 
“It’s done.”
“OK… “ Shuri looks you over. 
“ I must say you do look very nice today though. A little extra effort huh? What’s the occasion?” She says, eyebrows lifting with a sly smirk. Your heart stuttered. But you were quick on your feet. 
“ Since I’m taking over your lab for the week I figured I’d try to keep up with your lab swag”
Shuri Chuckles. 
“ Lab Swag?”
“ Man what! Not to pump your head up or anything but the swag is impeccable!”
Shuri threw her head back in a laugh.
“We’ll you’re definitely giving me a run for my money today. The look suites you.”
“Why thank you.” You smile. “Have you eaten today?” Shuri smiles 
“ Seems I’ve forgot again”
“ Not for long.” I made you some overnight oats they’re in the fridge in the lounge. You have a long day ahead you have to eat something. Let’s go get it”
“ Yes general” Shuri stands and salutes. 
“Don’t” you both laugh and go to get her fed. 
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2 DAYS LATER.
The next couple of days you and Shuri grew closer quickly. True to your word, you made sure she ate atleast twice a day. She really enjoyed your cooking so she was eating well and that satisfied you. She would come to the lab each morning before training to check on progress made, and eat whatever breakfast you made her. You also started packing snacks and a lunch for her to eat in between meetings, trainings and rehearsals for coranation. 
    You also made sure you dressed impeccably every day. The stolen glances and slight flirtatious remarks from Shuri being your guilty pleasure. You’d spend late nights in the lab making sure everything was going as close to Shuri’s standard as possible. She would join you after her last workout of the night. You guys would talk and laugh, play music and just catch a vibe. But Sometimes touches lingered too long, She would be talking and you’d find yourself zoning just staring at her lips, and you would catch her doing the same. Sometimes, she’d stand to close behind you while getting a glance at something you were working on, you both catching eachothers scent, feeling her breath on your neck. It sent chills down your spine, and a flutter in your tummy. You both would always manage to reel it in though. You would “force” her to eat a little something else before sending her off to bed. But behind closed doors feelings were growing faster than you two could manage. 
This particular day you hadn’t seen her all day. She didn’t stop in the lab at all. Nor did you bump into her at all. You’d planned her favorite meal today for dinner, but guessed she’d have to eat it tomorrow. You’d decided to head in early tonight being that today had been successfully productive. Now you were in your room cooking the sides to your meal, dancing around to your 90’s r&b playlist in your boyshorts with no bra and a black silk pajama shirt that was long enough to cover just the cusp of your ass. You had only one button of it buttoned in the center, braids taken out allowing your puffy waist length hair to flow freely.
 You were turning everything off in the kitchen. When you turned around to see someone standing in the center of the room obviously enjoying the view. 
“GYATDAMNIT SHURI make some fucking noise when you enter a room.”
Shuri laughed from her belly until tears came out of her eyes, hunching over.
“ Bast! I needed that laugh after the day I’ve had. You should be more aware of your surroundings.” 
“ What happened to knocking” 
“You seemed preoccupied.” 
Shuri steps closer to the light in the kitchen and that is when you get a good look at her. Your breath hitched. Her hair had been braided jewels adorning the braids. She wore black slacks and a long black dashiki jacket with gold stitching on the high neck collar, down the lapel, and on the cuffs. (reminiscent  of T’Challa’s black and silver throne room outfit accept with gold) The look finished off with shiny black chunky heeled booties with a gold detailing on the toe.  She looked regal. Like the Queen she would soon be. 
“You ok” she asked.
“Fine.. I mean like I’m fine. Not like you’re fine. I mean you look really nice, but that’s not what I was talking about I meant like I’m cool.” You say mentally face palming. 
She looked at you with those intense eyes, one eyebrow raised, her mouth turned upward on one side, where you could see the top of her perfectly straight white teeth. She licked her lips as she walked closer to you. Getting closer to you she looked down at your short frame and leaned close to your ear.
“There’s no way I look better than you right now babygirl. But thank you” Your knees buckled as she walked around you to the pots on the stove. You remembered then how undressed you were, reaching to button the rest of your shirt. The wind of her passing smelled of vanilla and Sandlewood, putting you in a trance. 
“Huh?” You say to the question she’d just asked. 
“ I said it smells delightful in here. What are you making?”
“ Oh yea! I remembered you telling me Oxtail was your favorite so I decided to make Oxtail, Jollof rice, cabbage and plantain for you.”
Shuri turned and looked at you. 
“Are you serious?”
“Very. You’ve got a lot going on and I see it starting to weigh on you a bit, and well im here to be here for you right. It’s nothing really. I love to cook. But I thought I wouldn’t see you today so I was getting ready to fix a plate and put yours up for tomorrow.”
Shuri continued to look at you. An unreadable look flashes in her eyes.
“Well I’m starving tonight. So shall we eat?”
“Of course your majesty. I’ll use the good dishes for you.”
“Wow. You’re so funny.” She says with a sarcastically with a straight face. 
“Ha! Girl fuck you”
She stuck out her bottom lip and looked you up and down.
“I mean you do look pretty fu-“
“Don’t go there”
She steps behind you as you were about to climb up on the cabinet to reach for the plates, placing a hand on your left hip, pressing her front into your back. She grabbed the plates sitting them down in front of you lingering she brought her lips down to your ear.
“Why not?”
This was gonna be bad. You didn’t have much fight left in you when it came to your want for Shuri. You wanted her bad, and obviously the feeling was mutual. She brought her other hand to your waist and massaged. There it was again. Her breath on your neck.
You held your breath leaning forward ass pressing back into Shuri, hands gripping the cabinet as you closed your eyes tight biting into your lip. ‘Lord give me strength’ you thought to yourself. Releasing a shaky exhale you turned yourself around in her arms. 
Looking directly into her eyes (terrible idea) you mustered up enough strength to speak. 
“You know why.”
“That’s the only reason though”
“Doesn’t matter. It’s a damn good reason Shuri.”
“So you dont feel this…this tension between us.  How right you feel in my arms sthandwa. It’s like some magnetic pull when I’m around you”
“Shuri really let’s not do this. There’s no need to discuss it, because it can’t happen.”
“But you do feel it don’t you?”
“ Let’s just eat. Don’t make this awkward please Shuri.” You say removing her hands from your waist, you turn back around and grab the plates, walking over to plate the food.  Shuri silently walked to the sink, washing her hands before grabbing silverware and wine glasses setting them on the table. She removes her jacket draping it on the back of her chair. Leaving her in a form fitting black crew neck T-shirt. It was tucked snuggly into her pants being held up by a black belt stitched with gold detailing, complimented with a small gold buckle. The gold of her necklace that held her panther suit shining against her chest. She walks over to the wine fridge. 
“White or red.” Shuri asks
“Red”
“Sweet?”
“Yes” You say as you walk over to set the plates down. You glance at Shuri and your heart drops to your belly. ‘Why is she so fucking fine’. Shuri opened a bottle of wine and poured. You went to sit down and Shuri grabbed your wrist, pulling you to her. 
“ I didn’t mean to make it awkward. Sthandwa. We can continue to pretend. I won’t press. I just want to be near you tonight. Is that alright?” 
She asks eyes searching yours. ‘She knows what she’s doing. Play it cool girl’
“ It’s fine with me.”
“Good” She walks you over and pulls your chair out for you. You sit.
“ You don’t have to do stuff like that “
“ I want to” Knowing that there’s no need in arguing with Shuri you chose to move the conversation along. 
“Try your food! Let me know what you think.”
Shuri picked up an Oxtail with her hand, piling some rice, cabbage, and a piece of plantain on it with her fork. She brought it up to her mouth sucking the tender piece of meat and garnishments off the bone. She closed her eyes and sat back as she chewed nodding to herself she hummed in approval. You bit your cheek to keep yourself from moaning. She opened her eyes catching your lustful stare. She smirked.
“That’s damn good sthandwa” You smile with a blush. 
“Thank you”
“Stunning, a genius, funny, and can do no wrong in the kitchen. You make this hard for me.“
“You’re such a flirt”
“ Only with you” She said picking up her glass of wine and taking a sip. You chuckle and you guys continue eating making lighthearted conversation.
When you guys finished she helped you clean up. Washing dishes and all that. As she put up the last dish. You pushed yourself up to sit on the tiny island. 
“So can I ask what went on today. You said you needed a laugh when you 1st came in..”
Shuri sighed pouring you both another glass of wine. She leaned against the counter across from you.
“I’m just tired Y/n. I don’t know if I want to do this. Everything has just been so go go go. I haven’t had time to process. I haven’t heard from Eve at all in two days. My body aches. My mind is everywhere. I’m eating thanks to you but sleep still fails me most nights. The only thing keeping me going right now is my duty to the throne, and that’s only because I feel like I owe it to my family. They’ve given their lives for this and it’s up to me to keep it in the family. It’s so much pressure. I never believed it would come to this. I’m only a scientist. Now I am to be the ruler and protector of Wakanda, and I’m doing it all alone.Nobody seems to care that I’m hurting. There’s no room for me to display weakness.” Shuri had tears streaming down her face she didn’t bother to wipe. You hop off of the island and pull Shuri into an embrace.
“ You’re not alone Shuri. You’ve got Nakia, Okoye, M’Baku, Ayo, Aneka and a whole nation of people who love you. Not to mention me.” You say sarcastically, Drawing a small smile from her. 
“Honestly, I don’t know what Eves problem could be and I’m starting not to like her very much, but focus on the people that are here and you can handle that issue when the time comes.” 
You lift her head from your shoulder holding her face with both of your hands. “You’re loved and we’re here for you if you let us be. Tell us what we can do to help from now on. Okay?” 
Shuri nods as you wipe her tears with the pads of your thumbs. Shuri felt her heart flutter. She looked down at your lips, tongue coming out and running against the bottom of her own. 
You felt yourself being pulled closer. Your lips almost touch when you pull away looking down. Shuri looked over to her left, eyes landing on the guitar she’d bought for you. A beautiful acoustic electric guitar with the amp and all.
“ All the drama that day in the market caused and I’ve yet to hear you play” 
You look back up at Shuri appreciating the change in subject. 
“ I can play for you. I usually go out onto the balcony at night to write and play. I’ve been working on a song. I only really have the first verse and the chorus”
“Oh you write your own music? I’d love to hear it”
“ Sure. Don’t judge though. It’s not perfect.”
“ Ahhhhh damn! You suck don’t you” 
You smack your teeth and laugh as she grins.
“I’ll let you be the judge of that”
You grabbed your guitar and she grabbed the amp and you guys moved your party onto the balcony. She sits as you set it all up. Sitting down you strum a few notes. She watches in anticipation. You look up and smile.
“Alright here we go.”
You lean over and pressed play having had recorded the guitar harmonies nights prior. You folded up your legs into the chair on the balcony. Closed your eyes and started to play. 
(s/n: guitar is so sexy to me)
Now any other day I would play it cool,
But I can’t now,
Cause I want you
You shocked Shuri as you’re smooth, seductive voice sung over top of the melody. 
See I’m hooked on
How you flex your style
And I wanna talk for a little while 
Shuri sat up in her chair not taking her eyes off of you, paying close attention to the lyrics you wrote.
I’ve never really seen your type
But I must admit
That I kinda like
So baby if you have the time
We could talk about
You being mine baby
You opened your eyes to find Shuri’s eyes burning a whole through you. You met her eyes  as you went into the chorus. 
Sweet Lady
Would you be my
Sweet love for 
A lifetime
I’ll be there 
When you need me
Just call and receive me. 
A fire starts to burn in Shuri’s belly as she reaches over for her glass of wine chugging the rest of it, while you went into the chorus a second time. Liquid courage. You stopped singing as you continued to play putting a little extra sauce on it making the guitar sing for her.  
You came to stop. 
“What did you think?”
Shuri stood, walking over to you. She removed the guitar from your hands sitting it gently next to your chair, crouching in front of you. Before you could think your next thought, Shuri’s lips were pressed against yours. You didn’t put up a fight this time. You couldnt if you wanted to your body was putty to Shuri’s touch. You brought your hands up around her neck as your hand traveled up her nape, rubbing her undercut. Her tongue came out licking against your bottom lip. You opened your mouth allowing her entrance, causing you both to let out a moan. Her hands wasted no time reaching under your thighs. Taking you from a seated position, to your heated core being pressed up against against her firm stomach. She walked you both back into the room. Sitting on the couch with you straddling her lap. 
  You both pulled apart to get some air. As oxygen poured back into your body so did a bit of common sense.
“Shuri we have to stop” 
“No….I have to stop”
“Huh? That’s what I said”
Shuri shook her head
“Y/n I can’t do this anymore. Pretending like I don’t want you. Like you don’t drive me fucking insane. Like I don’t touch myself thinking about you and the way you move. You’re always on my mind. The way you walk, the way you dress. Bast, the way you smell, how you take care of me, how you just get me. You make me feel loved and cared for. I want you so fucking bad baby. But I do have to stop. But you don’t…” 
You sat stunned at the confession. Waiting for the rest.
“I want to watch you cum on my thigh. I want to see my fantasy become reality baby. You said you want to be here for me….”She’s unbuttoning your shirt.
“Give me a show. Give me something to think about at night, ride me babygirl.” You moan as she pulls the silk shirt slightly off of your shoulders, not removing it just revealing your breast. She leaned back onto the couch. Bottom lip between her teeth eyes low, both arms lifted onto the back of the couch. 
“I won’t touch you. I just want to watch you get what you deserve from me. For Being so good to me Princess.”
All will power left your body as your hips started to move on their own.
Shuri nodded.
“Uhhuh. There you go baby. Ride that shit. Keep your eyes on me. Yes, just like that”
Her jaw went slack mouth slightly open watching your body roll on her thigh. You looked into her sexy dark eyes as you ground your panty clad pussy onto her muscular thigh. You were so wet the panties were purposeless. A squelching sound now echoing throughout the apartment. 
Shuri’s eyes rolled to the back of her head hearing how wet you were.
“FUUUCKK. That’s right make a mess on my pants baby. Little pussy so creamy for me. You needed me huh.” She said looking you right in your eyes. 
“ Aaaahh Shuriiii!!” You moan head falling back. You could cum just off of her words and the way she looked right now. You grabbed and held onto her belt for leverage speeding up your movements. Breast bouncing in her face. Shuri squeezed the couch cushions trying not to touch you. Shuri chuckled.
“Oh Fuck yea I knew you were a fucking pro. Work for that shit Y/n”
 You looked back into her eyes.
“Shuri please..”
“Tell me what you need love”
“Touch me! Kiss me! UUUUUhn please baby!”
Shuri let go of restraint gripping onto your hips guiding your hips to move even faster. As her lips attached hungrily to your neck. Biting and sucking on your skin. You moved your hands behind her neck squeezing as your core started tightening. She brought her left hand up to squeeze your breast, bringing her right arm around your hips moving you herself as she started a humping motion moving her leg to cause friction for you as she stayed attached to your breast. 
She moved her hand from your breast for a second to hook her finger into your panties and move them out of the way. Some of your juices got on her fingers and she brought them up to your breast rubbing them on both of your nipples adding some sauce to her meal. She devoured them.
“ You taste so fucking good”
“Oooo shit Shuri. Y-you’re m-making me feel so GOOOOOD!  I’m gonna cum!”
Your knee was accidentally buried inbetween her thighs grinding against her soaking wet clothed pussy. She humped against you as you humped her thigh. Shuri groaned starting to feel heat pooling at her core as well. You both looked so erotically feral desperately using eachother to chase euphoria. Shuri sat back pressing her core harder into your knee. Still grinding, wanting to watch you release. Both her hands going back down to your waist. She smacked the side of your ass.
“Come on sexy give me that shit. Make a fucking mess baby. I got you”
With that your face contorted mouth falling open letting out short choppy breaths “Ha ha ha ha ha MMMMMMMMMM” you convulsed on Shuri’s thigh coming to a shaking orgasm. Letting out the most disgusting of moans. Shuri’s brows furrowed together mouth falling all the way open, she let out a guttural moan.
“OOOOOH MY BAST! That shit was sexy! I’m gonna cum! FUCK!” Shuri said with surprise.
Watching the way you came so erotically quickly brought Shuri to her own orgasm pulling you in by your waist holding you tight against her while she buried her face into your neck, mouth wide open, eyes rolling to the back of her head, saliva dripping from the side of her mouth. “Uhn.. uhn.. Uhn.” groaning loudly with every thrust, cumming hard in her pants. 
You both held tightly onto eachother as you came down from your mutual highs. You were wrapped up in eachother. Breathing heavily. 
“Damn b-baby you came through your pants like that. You needed somebody to take care of that lil pussy too huh panther” You let go of her and looked at her one eyebrow raised, with a smirk on your face. Her eyebrows shot up to her hairline. You both burst into laughter.
“Don’t get cocky. We already broke the rules. I can carry you over to that bed and really send your sexy ass into a seizure.” Your mouth dropped as you slapped her arm.
“ You making fun of the way I cum?”
“Quite the opposite my love. That shit was sexy af”
Both of you laugh again as you fell back into her arms and she fell back into the couch holding you while you lay in her bosom.
Then there was a knock at the door, interrupting your moment. 
“Fuck” you say. You got up buttoning your  shirt and scrambling to find pants. 
“Did you have Dora with you?” You whispered panicked. 
“No. But I did let Okoye know I’d be here. It’s probably her.” Shuri said.
“Just a moment” you say while hopping into your pajama pants. 
“What if someone heard us?”
“ Calm down, just answer the door Y/n.”
You walked over to the door looking freshly fucked. Hair wild on your head, Eyes blown, lips swollen, hickeys forming. You opened the door. 
Your eyes go wide. 
“ I was told I could find Shuri here”
Eve.
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A/N: Welp hope y’all enjoyed! We’re gonna pretend the song Sweet Lady didn’t exist until this story. And it was written and Sang by a woman. AIGHT BYE!
Taglist: @oceean@blacksapphhicmaddonna,@doramilaj233,@sleepynggafr,@oceean,@6-noir
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I'm Calling You Daddy (Sub!Changbin x Dom!Reader)
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Pairing: Sub!Changbin x Dom!Reader
Word Count: 2730
Summary: You used to date Woosan, but now you are figuring shit out with your bestie, Changbin. You and Changbin like role reversal so he likes calling you "daddy" and prefers you to praise him by saying, "Good girl".
Warnings: Shower sex, creampie, Binnie fucks a dildo, Binnie is called Y/n's wife, piv, oral male rec., really not a plot tbh, unprotected sex, Binnie likes to be choked, praise kink, daddy kink. Mentions of drinking but my baes prefer sober sex.
A/n: chilee.. I wrote this in one sitting so yeah. I've been having writer's block for the longest!!! So, this is a start to getting back into writing. I wish I could write smut for a living lol.
Enjoy! I did this for the Sub!Changbin collective! Love you guys!!!
"Why aren't you two drinking? We're at a party! Let's take a shot," Minho chastises you and Changbin.
You both glance at each other, and you look down at the ginger ale in your hand. "Bro, I have an important meeting, tomorrow."
"One shot won't hurt," Minho pleads with you, but you don't want to budge to his peer pressure.
"Minho, chill. Okay, we don't have to get fucked everything we come to your house," Changbin speaks up. 
You can see the disapproval on Minho's face, but you know you have to stand your ground about this.
"Alright," Minho throws his hands up and walks away from you two. He finds Felix and some woman you've never seen before.
You glance at the door, and you see San walking into the room. You squeeze your cup a little bit tighter.  You say a silent prayer to whoever is in the clouds looking over you, hoping he doesn't walk over to you.
"You don't have to speak to him. Okay," Changbin leans over and whispers into your ear.
His hand gently rests in the middle of your lower back. His touch grounds you, and you take a deep breath.
You realize he's right. What do you owe, San, anyways?
"I know," you say.
You watch San walk through the room, and a few of his admirers are checking him out.
Of course, his hoes would be at the same party. You're unsure which one he'll be fucking in the bathroom, but that's no longer your concern.
"Y/n, long time no see!" San directs his energy toward you, and you groan internally. All you want is one drama-free night.
You usually wouldn't go to a party on a Tuesday night, but Changbin has to show face at these get-togethers. Or, he won't hear the last of it.
Of course, San wants to make a scene in front of everyone.
It would not be polite to ignore him. You decide not to be petty. "Hey, San. How are you?"
"I'm doing good," His eyes trail down your body. You know you look good, but it's not to impress you.
San grins when he admires how your body fills out your short black dress. It's been a minute since you decided to dress more femininely.  "I see you are doing even better."
"What do you want?" You ask.
Before you can answer, you see Wooyoung come up and put his arms around you. He starts dancing on you. But, you don't respond in the way he's hoping you would.
"Wooyoung!" You peel his arms off of you. You can smell the liquor oozing off his skin.
"Baby! You need to come back home to us," Wooyoung whispers against your ear. You take a step back from him.
That's the last thing you actually want.
Changbin steps forward between the two of you. "Respect the lady, please. She's not interested."
"Who are you?" Wooyoung questions.
"Her best friend."
"Oh, are you two fucking?" Wooyoung questions him. It feels like things could go left. You know how jealous Wooyoung can be and how hot-tempered he is.
You heard enough of this interaction. "Goodnight, Wooyoung." You grab Changbin's hand and head for the door.
If you have some alcohol in your system, you might be able to deal with drunk Woosan, but tonight isn't that night.
Changbin still holds onto your hand. He knows that seeing them tonight isn't what you expected. He wouldn't have invited you if he knew they would be there.
Changbin follows you to his corvette and opens the passenger door for you. You turn around and throw your arms around him. "Binnie, I'm sorry you had to go through that."
"It's not your fault. Trust me. It doesn't bother me."
Changbin stares into your eyes. He knows that you aren't ready for a relationship. You are still working on yourself after the breakup. The pain is still heavy in your eyes, even when you smile.
So, all he can be is your best friend. The one that holds all your secrets. The one that the world doesn't get to see. The goddess that can conquer him so easily.
"Use me.. goddess," Changbin's voice is low, but still at a level where you can understand him.
"Binnie... you don't mean that."
"I do. Ruin me. I'd do anything to experience you again. Even if this is all that I get to experience."
Changbin's heart is racing for you. He's vulnerable, and he wants to be a hole for you.
"Okay. Let's go to my house."
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You admire Changbin's willingness to be used by you. Something that once was a foreign concept to you, but it's something you find yourself craving when you are all alone.
Changbin's simple vow of devotion is something you have yet to experience with anyone else. You like this side of yourself that you embrace when you are alone with him.
With him, there is no judgment or constant critiquing. No one to question your femininity or how masculine you are. In these moments alone with him, you get to embrace your authentic self.
This side of yourself is entirely unmasked, raw, and highly vulnerable—the perfect mixture of masculine and feminine energy.
Your eyes trace the shape of his body first, before you even touch him. He's so beautiful to you. You love the side you see of him when no one else is around.
He's in his little world while he showers for you. You sit on the shower bench , and you marvel at him. His ass is literally perfect. The muscles in his lower back flex as he cleans his body.
"Come, here, baby," You call out to him almost in a purr.
You stare at how quickly he turns around to come over to you. He gets down on his knees without your request. Something that you love.
"Did you wash that ass nice and good for me?" You ask.
"Yes, daddy," he nods.
Hearing those words leave his lips makes you melt on the inside. Your exs would never let you switch roles.
They insist on being more dominant towards you even though you've asked several times to Dom them.
So, now it's their loss.
Changbin's gain.
You run your fingers through his wet hair and brush it to the side. You lift his chin, and you can see how he longs to be touched by you.
"Are you touch starved? Have I deprived you that long?"
"No," Changbin shakes his head. "It's only been ten days."
"Oh, someone is counting."
"Yes, I keep track. But, I'm grateful for whatever you decide to give me."
"Mmm.. you want to fuck you like a whore, tonight?"
"I do."
You can see the sparkle in his eyes. How much he wants to be ruled by you.
"Alright. Show me you deserve it." You get up and walk around him to reach into your shower basket hanging around the shower head.
You grab your favorite suction cup dildo. You hold it and attach it to the wall. You put it at a perfect height just where he can reach it.
You reach into your shower caddy and grab your favorite suction.  You cover it in Changbin's favorite lube.
"Yes, daddy," he replies. He eagerly gets up and slides his ass down onto the dildo.
You sit back down and watch him. You bite your lip at the way he's so obedient to you. He'd do anything to please you.
He's so fucking hot fucking himself like this so that you can fuck him.
Your pussy is wet with excitement. You cross your legs because you don't want to touch it yet. The way he arches his back and isn't afraid to show you how much of a slut he can be for you makes your center throb.
"Fuck, daddy," Changbin moans, filling the shower. You close your eyes and cross your legs again. You are soaking wet just from him being such a whore for you.
"I need you," he cries out, music to your ears.
You stand up and decide to change things up a little bit.
"You're fucking yourself so good. Let's see how long you can last. You want me to taste you?"
"Yes," he whimpers. You stare at his painfully hard dick.
"Yes, what?"
"Yes, daddy."
You get on your knees, and you stroke his dick. The sight of him pleasuring him already has you dripping. You love how spacious your shower is because you can do everything.
"Mmm.. good girl. So obedient to daddy. This is why I have to reward you," You moan, and you cover his length. Your tongue swirls around the tip, and you tease him a bit.
You stare up at him, and his eyes connect with yours. This is how you want to reward him for sticking up for you tonight.
You pulled him away earlier before things got too crazy. Because, you don't want him to get into trouble.
But, you love when he defends you.
Changbin always defends you.
So, he must be recognized for his actions.
"You taste so good, baby."
His pre-cum drips onto your tongue, and you savor his taste. You see how he covers his face because he's enjoying pleasing himself, and having you on your knees rewarding him.
"I love when you defend me... You would make the perfect spouse. How would you like to be addressed?" You know, but you want to hear it roll off his tongue.
"Your wife... I want to be your wife," he pants so quickly. You swear you could listen to him moan all day.
You know you're fueling his delusions more and more. But, you would marry him. He would make the perfect wife for you. Someone that you can do everything with.
He's so submissive, and that's exactly what you need.
"So, you would change your last name to mine?" You question.
"In a heartbeat," he moans out.
Your hand can't help but fall in between your thighs. You brush your finger against your swollen clit. It's already glistening with your essence. All because Changbin is such an obedient little slut for you.
Even though you would rather feel Changbin's fingers stroke your clit right now, you are focused on his pleasure. Watching him come undone like this turns you on even more.
It makes you ache for him even more. He's so bold as not to question any of your requests, but he's still so shy for you.
"Fuck," a curse slips from mouth. You are enjoying the taste of him. Making him weak like this. It's a sight you enjoy.
You suck him faster, because you want him to cum for you. He grabs the back of your head, but it's gentle. He's always so careful and precise in how he touches you. Never rough, but just perfect.
"Come for daddy," you breathe out. Your hands massage against his balls. You take him in deeper until he hits the back of your throat.
"Shit," he squirts down your throat. You swallow his load. His hands are still covering his face. He comes over and over again while his legs shake for you.
You stand to your feet, and you stroke his dick which is still hard. You kiss his lips. "You did so good for me. I swear you're the best slut I've ever had. Such, a good girl for me."
"Thank you, daddy."
"Let's go into the bedroom," you lean against his ear and nibble on his ear lobe. "Wife." You add, and he whimpers for you.
Why does he have to be so perfect for you? The best friend you overlooked this whole time.
You still can't believe you two have hooked up a few times. You hop out of the shower and wrap yourself in a towel. You grab a towel for Changbin and cover him up.
You enter the bedroom and reach into your nightstand to grab your strap. You lay it on the bed. You sit on the bed and dry your body off.
Changbin stands in front of you. You grab his towel and dry off his body. He looks like a freaking god standing naked in front of you.
Once he's dry, he sits next to you.
You want to pounce on top of him. You push him back against the bed. "Binnie, why have you turned me into this?" you giggle.
"I didn't do anything. This is who you naturally are. I love the way you dominate me."
"You're right."
With your left hand, you grab his hands and put them above his hand. You kiss all over his face. "You're so sweet.. ugh. I just can't get enough of you."
"I think the same thoughts every day."
His smile is so innocent and sweet. It can literally brighten your whole day.
"Damn, maybe we should be official." A lightbulb goes off in your head.
You jump off of him. You reach into your drawer, and you remember you have something you want to give him.
"Seo Changbin, will you do me the honors," You get down on one knee.
"Y/n! Really?" Changbin sits and laughs at you being his silly best friend.
"Yes, will you be my wife? All I can afford right now is this cock ring, but I will promise to fuck you right every time you need it," you laugh.
You two both know that you aren't serious. But, this is how silly your friendship is.
"Yes, Y/n. I'll be your wife," Changbin wipes imaginary tears from his eyes as you put the cock ring on his dick.
You lean forward to kiss him. You climb back on top of him. "So, can I fuck you? Sorry, where are my manners? May I fuck you, wife?"
"Of course, you can. You want me to help you put your strap on?"
"I was thinking we could try the Amazon position."
Changbin's eyebrows rise at your proposal. "Fuck.. if you hold my legs up, I don't think I would last long."
"That's the point. Plus, I want to feel you deep inside of me. We've never done that."
"Mmm... I'm down. Fuck me."
You push his legs back and hold them. You stand back against the bed and pull him to the edge. You position yourself to line up perfectly with his dick. You slide down onto him inch by inch until he's entirely in you.
"Damn, you feel so good around my dick." You can feel his dick throb inside of you.
You give him a stern look. "Binnie! Don't nut.. yet."
"Yes, daddy."
This is the first time you've ever let him inside of you. Normally, you fuck him with the strap-on, but you never allow him to experience being inside you.
So, there is a first time for everything.
"Mmm.. you feel so good inside of me."
"I've dreamed of being inside of you. It's better than I imagined."
"Of course it is.." You cockily express and press his legs back further so you can ride him in the Amazon position.
"Mmm.." Changbin is whimpering for you, just like the perfect little slut he is. You pound into him harder, giving him exactly what he needs.
"You're so beautiful like this.." You chuckle. "Holding back, knowing you want to cum so hard inside me. You're so obedient. Do you want to cum inside of me? Mhm?" you ask.
"Yes," he mumbles, and covers his face.
You grab his hands and uncover his beautiful face that you love to stare at. "Yes, what?"
"Daddy."
"Mmm... Good girl. I love fucking you so hard. Using you like a toy. You like that?"
You love to see in this state. So beautiful. His tan, olive skin flush, and his lips echo moans for you. All because you are fucking him like this.
"Cum for me, wife."
"Mmm.. Choke me, please!!!!"
You lean forward to slip your tongue inside his mouth. You wrap your hands around his throat and choke him while you fuck him harder.
After you said that, he exploded inside of you. You slip off of him and crawl on top of him. "I want you to be mine, for real. Binnie. Can we make it official?"
"I'm already yours."
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xceanlynx · 5 months
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Hi! It's me, waking up from a nice nap to give my lovely mutuals, but especially @khaofirsts @hushedstars @drama-nonsense (the amazing people who accepted my letter-delivering proposal lol) my detailed experience in the FirstKhao fanmeet in Brazil!
So, I only got there by 3:45pm, and the gates would open to the general audience by 4pm (only the people who got VIP1 — the ones y'all probably saw taking solo pictures with First and Khaotung — got to enter earlier) and oh my God the lines were LONG. It was a bit more organized than how it was earlier (in the morning there was only one giant line that was divided by sectors in the afternoon) and the temperature was very nice, not as nearly as hot as it was the day before. Here, it was just a few minutes before it started:
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One thing I want to emphasize so much is that there were so many different kinds of people there! Usually in events like this, with asian celebrities, the crowd tends to be more white, female presenting, more emo/punk vibes, and definitely more lgbtq+, but my guys, when I say there were people of all types, I MEAN IT. There were some nice ladies (that were probably 50+) cheering so much in the line, at first I thought they were mothers accompanying their kids but NO, they were fans! There were also a lot of men too, and gender non conforming people, trans people, you name it!
There were also many black and asian people, although white and white presenting people were still the majority (also, many photos may have you think there were only white and whiteish people but the lights that lit the crowd were so strong they basically made everyone look pale lol).
There were also many people from other countries. There were two guys (i believe they are a couple) that I have no idea where they were from, they only talked to staff in english but to each other they spoke some language I have no idea. There were also many latam groups, I saw some girls from paraguay, I know there was a group from Chile too, and there were probably more that I haven't seen. The crowd was DIVERSE!
But enough of all this pre fanmeet talk, let's get to the real stuff!
My moots. Dear moots. I almost lost my hearing /j. We were so loud, and we always are, it's basically cultural of Brazil to be louder than the artist, but last night was something else. Everyone was so excited, really, it is a different atmosphere.
The boys were so, so nervous! It was very easy to see how nervous they were in the beginning, but I think they got a lot more relaxed as the fanmeet went on. When they first entered singing, oh my god... They really got so surprised we were singing so loudly, I bet y'all have seen the footage already, it's all over twitter. They couldn't believe what they were seeing lol
Just a tiny video I took of part of their introduction (IN ALMOST PERFECT PORTUGUESE MIGHT I ADD) — bear with me I own a 6-year-old samsung and I was in the box seats, the quality won't be qualitying lmao (I made a friend while waiting in line and she'll send me some of her videos, thankfully)
I was kinda shocked, yet not really shocked, when I noticed that First wasn't singing live. Like I get it, we all know he isn't really a singer, and considering this was their largest event (by number of people: ~4k), they probably thought that it would be better that way. In any case, I don't think people really minded at all. We scream so loudly anyway that live or not, we would barely hear it lmao and he was such a charismatic performer, he interacted with everyone he could in the standing crowd. Mr. Kanaphan is a tease, you all!!!
Idk if that was just me but Khaotung sounded a little bit rough in his song, which he sang live. Maybe he had a sore throat? No idea, but by the last song (let's try) he sounded very good. Maybe it was recorded, but I really didn't noticed. Their stage presence got better and better at every song. AND RAPPER KHAOTUNG? OKAY! GIVE ME SOME MORE OF THAT!!!
The questions and games were very fun! I'm not the type that like much fanservice (all of this was fanservice, I know, but like, those obvious one, you get me?) but they were really nice and not much forced. The questions were also very nice and well-curated (no nonsense ship questions), although I think there were a couple of questions the translator didn't understand fully (also, we were screaming so much I can't blame her for not hearing) and she probably translated to them wrong/not complete, so their answers were a bit weird but we understood what they meant. Also, they tried to samba! The crowd singing Zeca Pagodinho! So random... poor boys were so, so awful lmao but we can forgive them because they're cute
The game interactions with the two fans were also really nice! The girls were very polite (one of them was very young and timid, poor thing) and yeah, it was cool *alexa, play "That Should Be Me" by Justin Bieber*
The surprise fan video was so wholesome. I was almost tearing up lol and when, in the video, a deaf fan appeared signing how much she loved them I lost it and just started crying. Really, they are such great people and their talent has entertained and inspired so many different groups, it really is heartwarming.
Okay, now for the picture: Look, I was in a trance like state. I have absolutely no idea how I got on that stage to take the photo. I was the last one of the group so I couldn't sit next to them, but I believe I got to be somewhat behind Khaotung? I remember seeing the top of his head. Oh my god I really blanked out
As for the hi touch, it was so fast I kinda also did not register much? My brain really was malfunctioning. What I can remember is: They aren't as tall as I thought? Like, I don't think they are lying about their height, I just realized I'm not as short as I thought lol I am 168cm and, with the shoes I was wearing I was probably ~171cm. Still shorter but not as short as I somehow thought I would be.
Their hands are soft. Very soft. Also, their skin literally is flawless, everyone was commenting how perfect it was, just like porcelain. I don't know what treatments they do, and what makeup they use, but I need the detailed list right now!
Also, fuck my life: I can try to say anything, literally anything, but when I get in front of celebs the only thing I can mutter is "hi" with a giant smile. What the fuck I couldn't even say something like "i love you" or "you're handsome".... NO. I JUST SAID HI AND LEFT 😭😭😭
Okay, that's pretty much how it went. Oh, and as I was waiting for my uber to arrive, and I was more distant from the venue so I could avoid the crowd. I was in the street right in front of the gates of the venue, but still more distant, there were probably like 10 people around me. I heard so many people screaming at the entrance of the venue — firstkhao were going back to the hotel (you can see the van in an earlier post of mine). They entered the van and then the van was signaling they were going to turn left to the same street I was waiting the uber. Oh. My. God. I started waving like crazy, they could not have missed me looking like those gas station inflatable men lmao I couldn't see them because the window was very dark but boy I just know they saw me again 😂😂😂😂
To finish up, as the official photo wasn't released yet, let me show where I am in the gmmtv pic. Look at top left where the arrows are pointing. See the two hands? That's me, baby
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Pedro Pascal: A Life in Movies
Categorizing every film Pedro has mentioned in public.
Notes and Sources:
He mentions the 1979 film Caligula here in this interview but it’s so in passing I didn’t feel I could fully include it above.
He talks about Last Tango in Paris in that same interview but its…in relation to Marlon Brando’s dick size hahaha so again I didn’t feel this was enough to warrant inclusion. I'm sorry, I would have loved to include it! But alas.
Perhaps I shouldn’t have given so much space to Kramer vs. Kramer because it’s mentioned in passing in his funny Superman story, but I made the executive decision to put it in there anyway. 
So I didn’t include it in the graphic above but Superman was actually the film the Pascal family was watching in the theater when young Pedro wondered off and got lost. 
When Pedro Pascal was roughly 4 years old, he and his family went to see the 1978 hit movie “Superman,” starring Christopher Reeve. Pascal’s young parents had come to live in San Antonio after fleeing their native Chile during the rise of dictator Augusto Pinochet in the mid-1970s. Taking Pascal and his older sister to the movies — sometimes more than once a week — had become a kind of family ritual, a way to soak up as much American pop culture as possible. At some point during this particular visit, Pascal needed to go to the bathroom, and his parents let him go by himself. “I didn’t really know how to read yet,” Pascal says with the same Cheshire grin that dazzled “Game of Thrones” fans during his run as the wily (and doomed) Oberyn Martel. “I did not find my way back to ‘Superman.'” Instead, Pascal wandered into a different theater (he thinks it was showing the 1979 domestic drama “Kramer vs. Kramer,” but, again, he was 4). In his shock and bewilderment at being lost, he curled up into an open seat and fell asleep. When he woke up, the movie was over, the theater was empty, and his parents were standing over him. To his surprise, they seemed rather calm, but another detail sticks out even more. “I know that they finished their movie,” he says, bending over in laughter. “My sister was trying to get a rise out of me by telling me, ‘This happened and that happened and then Superman did this and then, you know, the earthquake and spinning around the planet.'” In the face of such relentless sibling mockery, Pascal did the only logical thing: “I said, ‘All that happened in my movie too.'” (Source)
Poor baby hahaha 
He also mentions Paper Moon here around the 3 minute mark, as a film that the Mando team asked him to watch to inform the Mando character and his relationship with the child.
Chinatown and Dog Day Afternoon are mentioned as two of his all time favorite films in both his Reddit AMA and this Buzzfeed interview. The Reddit AMA is also where he mentions Solaris, Alien, and Superman.
Alien being is mentioned AGAIN in his Variety interview here. The interviewer of this really annoys me but that's truly here nor there.
Dog Day's Attica! scene is named as his favorite movie scene in this interview. That interview is also where he speaks about Alien, and The Omen.
The story about his father taking him to see Watership Down can be found here.
Jaws is mentioned briefly is his Vogue Italia interview.
Star Wars is mentioned in his Esquire Spain interview.
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cxhleel108 · 5 months
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S7 Thots for this week: Sigh…
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• Die
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• For whatever reason but sure🫤
• Why do we need to help Uma and Alex fix their problems? DO NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW TO FUCKING COMMUNICATE???
• The way Daphne just let go so easily of the fact that Uma tried to make moves on Raf. She’s too nice omg girl we needa get you outta here before these people ruin you😭😭😭
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• Y’all I could not go through this post without acknowledging this swimsuit it’s sooooooo good.
• Yeah ummmm Daph, even if I wanted to revenge flirt to make Bryson jealous literally none of these other people tickle my fancy in the slightest bit so that was never even in consideration.
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• Get a load of this guy😂😂😂😂😂
• Oh wait never mind Travis is a part of the Willow Hate Club, he’s cool now🤩
• Yes, working out with Bryson instead of just speaking to him is gonna help the current issue…
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• Aw even Raf is a #Tyson stan…well he’s also literally in love with Tanya but that’s besides the point!
• I’m crying they all fucking hate Willow girlllll get yo ass outta here💀💀💀
• Ok Raf’s advice at least makes more sense for Bryson but once again what am I getting advice for when I literally just have to talk to him??? That’s that damn cash grab shit we be talking about chile.
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• No, I really don’t think you know how annoying this is babe🫤🫤🫤
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• Mmmm I hardly believe that but sure I guess I’ll go with it!
• Aw they made up, how sweet😍 (They’re literally gonna fight again next week)
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• Oh girl PLEASE
• The apology being her saying sorry like twice and then going on a whole tangent about why she still thinks her and Bryson are meant to be…someone give me the number to the nearest psych ward I’m not kidding.
• Finally after 2 centuries Bryson wants to talk.
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• Oh we are so back yassss!
• I'm glad Bryson knows how lucky he is🥰🥰🥰
• Why I forget that we were coupled up with Vicky LMAOOOOOO sorry girl.
• It's literally the middle of the day and we're finna do a challenge...why are we getting dressed up??? Anyways outfit time!
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• Fusebox I gotta hand it to y'all. 90% of the looks this season have been eating.
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• Yasss bae is starting to act like a real man!
• Vicky I'm so sorry to leave you with that demon but I gotta put me first sis.
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• What???????????
• Bryson don't be saying freaky shit like that to me like I won't pull them pants down right now!
• That convo on the terrace was too cuuuuuute.
• Fusebox why can your AI not spell "biased" right? This is the second time it's been spelled wrong. What the fuck is "biassed"??? Bitch nobody has two asses, how can someone be "biassed"?????
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• OH END THAT RAGGEDY BITCH!!!
• Outfit time again!
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• Can I just say I love all of the Y2K influences I'm seeing in a lot of the clothes this year ugggghhh they know me so well.
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• They be coming up with anything😭
• Everyone trying hard to look like the perfect couple and then there's just us doing a marriage proposal with a pretzel...literally goals.
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• These niggas are a literal cult I'm so dead😭😭😭
• This whole boytime bedtime sequence was so stupid and honestly I'm glad this season is bringing back just pure unserious moments like this.
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• If you know me then you already KNOW what option I chose😈
• Oh boo I thought clocking his tea would get more of a reaction than that. I guess they gotta save the drama for the "big reveal" at the last recoupling🙄🙄🙄
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• Oh brother...
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• Yes, please end my suffering!
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Hi Cina! The other day I was thinking of how Indya's story goes back to 2015 and I began wondering what made you want to develop a story with her. Were you just playing with her casually and developed a story in your head as you went along? Did you feel like there was something with her that made her more 'special' than other sims you had in your game? When you were telling Indya's story, was there a moment of no return when you realized you couldn't walk away from the plot and characters??
Hey there beautiful! Thank you for the ask! I LOVE THIS STUFF!
Let's get into it!!
So when I made Indya, I was already playing a family, can't remember their names lol. I honestly made her to try out some new CC. There was actually another iteration of Indya before Indya. But don't tell Indya that.
Indya honestly started off as just casual gameplay. I wanted to try something the complete polar opposite of myself and how I typically play (family gameplay, wholesome shit). So I made a materialistic, hot-headed romantic and let it go from there. I thought she was special in that she was a VERY pretty sim to me and her traits were a recipe for disaster. So in my head, she was going to destroy the lives of men (lmfaoooo I'm horrible but hey, guys do it all the time). Here's a bonus throwback Jerri before Jerri...
BUT! Because I love family dynamics so, so much. Indya stayed casual for awhile so I could play out the Lakes Family and my first Simblr story Alex in Wonderland. I loved that family so much!
I think the moment of no return for turning casual gameplay with Indya into a mega drama, was actually before she met Darren after moving into that nasty apartment in San Myshuno. By this time, I had already established her personality and I said to myself "Self, how can I create the most toxic love and ultra dramatic series of unfortunate events that will make folks laugh, cry and fight the air using only my love of this game and the darkest corners of my imagination?"
The actual moment I couldn’t walk away? When this character arrived on the scene:
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Chile.....
LMAO anyway, THANK YOU for this ask! I love my OCs and I love thinking back on all these situations! I appreciate you love!
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Omg girlll I'm so happy you're back!!!! I love the new theme!!!!!
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I missed you girl!!!! Going to read that fic right now! 👀
Hey GURL! Yesss chile im backkkkkkkk. Listen I was due for a little change anyways but.....errr there was a little drama surrounding the celeb in my PFP and I had to CHOP! I'm still lurking on your page though and I can't WAIT for your big comeback. <3333 I hope you like the new fic<3
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And hahah, no, I actually remember the Cavani ass touching incident. I didn’t see the whole match but rather the videos and meme after that haha, crazy stuff. Which countries are the favoured ones in your opinion? I'm nosey and live for the drama 😭
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im sorry for answering sooo late hahaha, im spending less and less time on tumblr and i didn't even notice until recently omg
anyway, every country has gotten favoured once or a few times far in between, but the constant ones have been the two most successful: Argentina and Brazil (that 2014 wc was ughhh to see at times and fcking Neymar istg, grow up!). Recently, Argentina more than anyone else due to the obvious (being the current world champions) and, while I'm excited cause footbaaalll, im honestly tired already from what we will eventually see in the Copa América 😭. Like, it's sooo obvious who's gonna win and who's gonna be favoured.
no hate to Argentina or their fans btw HSHAHSAHA i do like to talk shit, but i don't really hate cause who has time for that and i can for sure appreciate some good football.
anyway, let's hope something different happens (as long as Chile doesn't win 😁🙏🏼).
what about Europe? which countries are the favoured ones? from a foreigner's perspective and the little ive seen i think England is the most favoured lololol
oh, and who are the favourites to win the Euros? im curious
we are still a few months away from international tournaments, but they're the only thing i can think of rn cause im excited jeje.
- long ass rant anon 🇨🇴❤️
Hi love!! 🫶🏼
Oo, somehow I thought so that it was going to be either Argentina or Brazil, haha. Makes sense, even if I'm sure it can get annoying if you are not from either of those countries. But like they have a ridiculous squad, so do they even need the help? 🤔
Europe, hmmm, good question. I honestly don't have very strong feelings towards this. Obviously everyone feels that their country is the one getting shifted haha, I confess that I'm not exactly a stranger to that either, lol. But if I really have to name one I, too, would say England. However it does depend more on the referee, some are just clueless. As much as it pains me to admit, I think there's a significant chance that this year it really is 'coming home' (gosh, i hate this phrase so much lol), but I can also see France or Portugal (if Ronaldo doesn't throw his hissy fits) having a good run. When the inevitable happens and Hungary is out, I will definitely be rooting for Germany. I like Croatia too!
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keijisprettygirl · 3 years
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➺ synopsis ;
𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸𝘀 & 𝗽𝗼𝗴𝘂𝗲𝘀. 𝘁𝘄𝗼 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲𝘀, 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝘀𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗱. 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝘁𝗵𝘆 𝗿𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗮 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗺, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗯𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝘀. 𝘀𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘀𝗯𝗼𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗽𝗼𝗼𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘆𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗻?
Pogue! Kuroo Tetsurou x Kook! fem! reader
➪ 𝑆𝑇𝐴𝑇𝑈𝑆: ongoing
➪ 𝐺𝐸𝑁𝑅𝐸: Outer Banks (OBX) AU, SMAU, AGED UP! angst, fluff, drama, summer break! forbidden love
➪ 𝐺𝐸𝑁𝐸𝑅𝐴𝐿 𝑊𝐴𝑅𝑁𝐼𝑁𝐺𝑆: profanity, judgemental and rude rich people, toxic relationships/friendships, rivalry between two social classes, alcohol consumption, mentions of drugs, suggestive themes but nothing too kinky! Kita is an asshole ):
➪ 𝑇𝐴𝐺𝐿𝐼𝑆𝑇: open | now closed.
➪ 𝐴/𝑁: this does not follow the storyline of Outer Banks and it won’t matter if you haven’t seen the show! also, pretend Outer Banks is in japan and not in the US😭🙏🏼
( always read fun facts after every chapter )
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𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐊𝐨𝐨𝐤?
A Kook is a person who lives in Figure 8, in the north side of the Outer Banks. They are typically well-off and have the most power on the island.
𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐏𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞?
A Pogue is a name given to a group of people that are from The Cut, the south side of the Outer Banks. The Cut is home to the working class, citizens who make livings bussing tables, washing yachts, and running charters.
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Kooks ❣︎ Pogues
❥ Ch.1 | POGUES 4 LIFE.
❥ Ch.2 | im trying to make you my step daughter y/n.
❥ Ch.3 | fight me rat.
❥ Ch.4 | NO pogue on kook macking.
❥ Ch.5 | are you drunk?
❥ Ch.6 | she’s like a spitting cobra
❥ Ch.7 | stalk some milfs down at the peer.
❥ Ch.8 | fuck you. you absolute buffoon. you fucking cretin.
❥ Ch.9 | please don’t HEHE me rn.
❥ Ch.10 | what is funny about a cat in pain.
❥ Ch.11 | kuroo you suck shit bruh eat a toe.
❥ Ch.12 | i said i hate you, are you deaf.
❥ Ch.13 | okay simp.
❥ Ch.14 | shes deaf.
❥ Ch.15 | ok girl i see you *purrs*
❥ Ch.16 | finish your sentence you ugly bitch.
❥ Ch.17 | spit on me.
❥ Ch.18 | SUS ??????
❥ Ch.19 | reminder: slay them all.
❥ Ch.20 | lmao don’t be a little shit shoyo.
❥ Ch.21 | miss girl….
❥ Ch.22 | where you saw bae???
❥ Ch.23 | mr l/n…....?
❥ Ch.24 | im gonna fucking kill you sunarin.
❥ Ch.25 | you’re too annoying to listen to.
❥ Ch.26 | arent y’all inlove or something? tf?
❥ Ch.27 | HELP. I HSVE BEEN ATTACKED.
❥ Ch.28 | CHILE ANYWAYS.
❥ Ch.29 | yeh ong i swear on aran’s life.
❥ Ch.30 | WAIT WHY’D YOU REMOVE ARAN??
❥ Ch.31 | Cthulhu is a fictional cosmic entity!?
❥ Ch.32 | man shut up i swear u jinx this shit
❥ Ch.33 | …
❥ Ch.34 | …
❥ Ch.35 | …
— 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚍 ~
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bananaapplewaffle · 2 years
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Another Batch of Vignettes [4 of 5] [Pomefiore & Igniyde]
I'm not holding my tongue anymore so if the word ngga (I'll at least censor it a little bit lol) upsets you
See ya!
What It Means to Be a Brand | Vil - Uniform
I'm gonna assume y'all have like a five minute passing period to get to the next class
which I 100% agree that y'all don't have enough time to even get to your next class with how big the school is
5 MILLION FOLLOWERS
Not Cater with the fakeness
LMAO
ITS THE BUTTERING UP BEFORE TRYING TO GET VIL ON HIS MAGICAM
HE SAID I COME WITH A FUCKEN FEE
YOU WANT ME TO HELP PROMOTE YOUR PAGE?
MY RATES ARE $$$
PERIODT NO EXPOSURE IN THIS HOUSE
WE GET PAID FOR OUR WORK
CATER GETTING CLOSE LMAO
Wait Vil has long eyelashes... jelly...
Elevating My Beauty | Vil - PE Uniform
Oh? Vil and Jack take morning runs together. Interesting.
I'm actually really impressed with how dedicated Vil with upholding the standard of his beauty. He takes no shortcuts. I really respect that.
LILIA MY VAMPIRC BELOVED
Oh wow, not surprised by Lilia sudden appearance
Listen Vil... Lilia is here to watch his kids and vibe.
Lilia plays video games??? Idia and Lilia friendship????
I love when Lilia talks about being immoral, everyone's like: "There he goes again talking that bullshit."
Lilia? Finna fuck shit up arc?
Lilia is just gonna bite him and turn him into a vampire.
More Accurately Than Any Scale (Part One) | Vil - Labwear
Wait is Rook known to be on some shit?
Oh you want that Vanta Black type
OH
THE FUCKING NERVE
OMG ROOK YOU DON'T JUST SAY THAT TO SOMEONE
Rook the Observer
Rook: "You're looking a little fat"
Leaves
Vil: "Girl what?"
More Accurately Than Any Scale (Part Two) | Vil - Labwear
Oh? Does every dorm just have their own specialty room?
Note to self: Don't say shit around Rook
Oh Rook and Vil both have a sweet tooth?
NOT THE PAYBACK
Girl you know Trey is lying
Trey back at it again with the I bought to much and ion what to do with it
If Trey keeps stocking the Heartstabuyl Kitchen like that Imma just walk up in the bitch and start shopping myself
Yeah Rook did say that you were looking abit more full like it was nothing
NOT TRY BEING LIKE I KEEP RIDDLE IN CHECK BY GIVING HIM SWEETS
LIKE A FUCKEN CHILD
It makes since tho
BUT STILL
Why the fuck is Vil so pretty
Remember This (Part One) | Vil - Ceremonial Robes
Jack!
Which so true, why don't the beastmen have holes for their ears and tails.
Oh shit this is shortly after our introduction
OMG OMG OMG
JACK AND VIL CHILDHOOD FRIENDS????
Look at Rook with his lil Bob Minaj
"Don't mind him- he's French."
Aw only Jack would say hi?
Aw people thought Vil was untouchable due to his celebrity status but Jack was like "um chile anyway-"
I was not expecting this relationship and I'm just like so soft
NOT THE SHADOW TOWARD LEONA
OOP
NOT THE CALL OUT
Y'ALL SHOULD HAVE BENE DOLLING UP WHILE THE SHIT WAS GOING DOWN
VIL WILL NOT STAND FOR HALFASSES
Remember This (Part Two) | Vil - Ceremonial Robes
Bigwigs you say?
Grim, Ace, Deuce- come over here, were gonna go start some chaos
Vil said: "You're tittes are fat, of course people's eyes will be drawn toward them."
Every time I see the keys on the robes, I think of the Kingdom Keys
Oh wait, I just realized that Jack isn't from Sunset Savanna like Leona and Ruggie but Shaftlands like Vil, Rook and Epel.
So I decided to look this up and
Queendom of Roses: Riddle, Ace, Deuce, Trey
Shaftlands: Cater, Jack, Vil
Sunset Savanna: Leona, Ruggie, Rook
Coral Sea: Azul, Jade, Floyd
Scalding Sands: Kalim, Jamil
Harveston: Epel
Island of Woe: Idia, Ortho
Briar Valley: Malleus, Silver, Sebek, Lilia
OKAY I WAS FUCKEN WRONG ABOUT ROOK AND EPEL
Okay Leona's issue with Rook might be becoming a little more clear.
ANYWAY
I want the Jack and Vil to become closer as friends.
Care to Take a Guess? | Epel - Uniform
Not Epel bringing up Apple Craving in passing and Vil being like "show me or you're lying" and now here he is.
Sebek relax... its just an apple.
NOT A PERIOD DRAMA
Okay but how will we preserve this?
Not you having this whole ass conversation with this man and then asking: "what's your name?" Sebek please.
So we've got a rose, castle and a poison apple.
Man now I want an apple.
ONE OF THEM GOOD ASS GREEN APPLES
A Writhing Golden Dragon | Epel - PE Uniform
Epel and Deuce pair up for today!
Epel's like: "Can we get some pretty casual clothes please."
LKFJSFKLJSA
THERE GOES DEUCE'S DELINQUENT SELF COMING OUT
Girl I know my dyslexic ass didn't just spell Delinquent on the first try.
I DIDN'T LMAO IT JUST DIDN'T PICK UP ON THE CAPS LOCK LOLOLOLOL
Deuce said: "I want a wicked ass dragon tattoo
I definitely could see Epel rocking a sleeve
also my fanfic brain tattoo artist! Epel
ion what the pairing is tho probs just reader insert
Yeah you just have to wait until he leaves and then become housewarden and say dress however you want unapologetically
M-Macarons (Part One) | Epel - Ceremonial Robes
The Pomefiore dorm is so freaking over the top.
Epel, blink twice if you want to switch dorms
Cuz this is a little much
Epel is like: "GET ME AWAY FROM THE RICH"
AWWW HE WANTED TO BE IN SAVANACLAW
I deadass feel like Epel would have been able to stand he's ground against My Beloved Leona's bitch ass
WHAT IN TARNATION
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Bitch
Rook is like: "I may be slender but I will take you out."
M-Macarons (Part Two) | Epel - Ceremonial Robes
Epel: "I gotta put me first, I gotta put me first!"
NOOOO EPEL EVEN I KNOW THAT WAS THE HAND WASHING DISH
THANKS SHREK
Epel has to do regular school shit alongside noble shit
ugh lol
Just use your hands, Epel.
HELLO EPEL ARE YOU ABOUT TO THROW HANDS WITH VIL????
Not the smack on the back
LET MY MANS EAT HIS BBQ
Have I Angered You? | Rook - Uniform
TAG!?
I WANNA BE THE FOOT COUNTER
I mean I did claim 2000-infinity foot counter so
AYE ITS MALLEUS
Not Rook running with the animals in the Savanna
Ion like this smirk, Rook
OH? MALLEUS IS BIG MAD??
Rook is really tryna fuck around and find out
Hunter’s Blood Boiling (Part One) | Rook - Labwear
Oh god, he's already on his shit
NOT FUCKEN LEONA
HERE WE FUCKEN GO
LET THAT MAN TAKE A NAP
Oh no...
What a fucken minute
YOU CAN SEE THE TEXT FROM THE BOOK THAT FAR
THIS MAN GOT ON HACKS
That lil bump woke his ass up
Leona: "What is that green stuff?"
Ruggie: "my ngga a vegetable????"
DON'T FUCKEN BULLY HIM ABOUT NOT EATTING HIS VEGGIES
tbh only Ruggie can do that since he's the one who gets all his food lmao
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RUGGIE WAS RUNNING HIS MOUTH
"Heh...It's rather cute the way his tail thrashes about when he's irate."
OOOP
I know he means that in a Hunter Rook kinda way
but still
I'm so sorry Leona
Hunter’s Blood Boiling (Part Two) | Rook - Labwear
Oh my god he's stalking him
Vil he doesn't have to do the Lab in earnest because he's smart af
OOOP
BITCH THE FUCKEN
ALL ROOK DOES IS STIR THE FUCKEN POT LOLOLOLOLOLOL
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My mans is deadass with his whole chest blushing at this man taking a nap in the sun
WHAT THE FUCK ROOK
LET HIM NAP IN PEACE
What the fuck is going on with this man.
That Party Animal from Class | Idia - Uniform
Oh shit! A new event patch!
I just finished the Three Realms Event in Genshin lol
It was nice
ANYWAY
KALIM
I love when Idia does the thing with his hands
NOT A TIER LIST
I love the gamer speak tbh
OH SHIT ITS CATER
OF FUCK ITS ROOK
RUN IDIA RUN
Idia literally say nothing and go back to your dorm
but also too, you don't want to do the new event all in one go
Shoulda airdropped your brother to save you lol
I'll Definitely Come in First | Idia - PE Uniform
Idia not you being jealous of Jack's physique
NOT YOU TAKING NOTES ANS DRAWING SKETCHES
baby you can't cheat on running
you gotta get your body in shape to do it
The Famous Shroud family, eh?
NOBLE UPBRINGING????
RUGGIE YOU BITCH LMAO
IDIA BABY NO
YOU CAN'T USE YOUR BROTHER AS A WAY TO CHEAT
HE WORKED LIKE REALLY HARD VARGAS
No Way I Can Do That (Part One) | Idia - Ceremonial Robes
You promised him because he is your little brother and you love him.
You just put your hood and say nothing
DON'T DISAPPOINT YOUR BROTHER
HE WANTS TO SEE HIS COOL BIG BROTHER UP THERE AS HOUSEWARDEN
Oh, Riddle?
NOT COLLAR HIM
Okay Riddle relax
FUCKEN REALX RIDDLE DAMN
Excuse me Riddle but Ortho is a little brother not just a robot.
S;LDKSAL;DKSKDKAL;DKL;ASDK
YA YOU GET THAT BIG MOUTH FROM HADES
GALAXY BRAIN ACTIVATE
No Way I Can Do That (Part Two) | Idia - Ceremonial Robes
HE MADE IT
And he left!
MY NGGA SWITCH TO PRIVATE WHISPER CHAT
IN REAL LIFE
HELLO
Malleus!
Malleus is talking to him about why he's wearing his robes
while not even knowing that today is the say of orientation
Aw baby
Someone please get Malleus a calendar
RIDDLE SHUT THE FUCK UP
ALL Y'ALL DO IS MAKE HIM FEEL BAD
DAMN
All he wanted to do was try and go to orientation for his brother.
BUT Y'ALL HAD OT GO AND BE FUCKEN MEAN
Total NPC Stuff | Orto - Athletic Gear
Love how the lounge of Ignihyde is part olympus and part techy
OOOOO THE DORM WEAR
mang Idia let Ortho explore new things
....how does Ortho's body(????) change?
OH LET ORTHO GET SOME SWEETASS KICKS
FLYOD DON'T SCARE THE BABY
oh yeah... I forgot y'all didn't have legs
and are eels
Tweels, I will allow y'all to bully Idia just this once.
OKAY WAIT I WAS KINDA JOKING
JUST DPN'T PHYSICALLY HURT HIM
AW THE BABY IS RUNNING AROUND
SDKLJALKDJKASLDJAKLKJJKLASDJKL
NOT THE TWINS FLANKING HIM
OOP
A SECRET YOU SAY
Ortho, Idia can only run in a life or death situation
That's a Bad Idea (Part One) | Ortho - Precision Gear
Idia you need to clean your room
Deuce how did you fuck up your blastcycle?
Brotherly Bonding Time!
Wait why are we fixing this in you room, Idia?
Now y'all are just fucken around lol
Oof Idia is an overthinker, eh? Same.
Awwww
That's a Bad Idea (Part Two) | Ortho - Precision Gear
Oooo Silver's got a boo-boo
Don't let ya father see that
ORTHO JUST HAS A 3D PRINTER???
My mans just 3d printed some gauze
What a nice little lad
Silver, he maybe a baby but he's a strong boi
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Twisted Ramblings Masterlist
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nightswithkookmin · 3 years
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Hii, me again. 😅
Jungkook made a three syllable poem with "min yoongi" name. At the last name of "Gi" He made yoonmin. Is he try to expose that yoonmin is a thing/ or real??
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Ahjumma.... why are you being like this?
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What did I do to deserve this ghettory?😟 It's too early in the year to be this ghetto uno.
Don't be like that😒
You are asking me, Goldy- GOLDY of all shippers, if I think JEON JUNGKOOK is confirming his boyfriend of seven years and counting is in a relationship with another member within the same group...
Doing what exactly in that relationship??
Is JK cockholding? What's going on.
KWENCHANAYO?!
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You think BTS will survive two members dating the same guy in the same group???
Never mind that it's Jeon Jungkook and Park freaking Jimin- Mr I'm greedy and Mr I don't share my friends.
Like make it make sense to me please😭
After everything we've been said on my blogs for months now, you still asking me this??
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You are bold, I'll give you that.
Now tell me slowly and in coherent words why I shouldn't pull your hair and give you three quick punches to your throat- ninja style👀
Someone get her before I snap their neck💀
For the last time-
NEITHER 🤺OF🤺JIKOOK🤺 IS 🤺 WAS🤺 HAS🤺 HAD🤺 PURPORTS TO HAVE🤺 WOULD HAVE HAD🤺 COULD HAD HAD🤺 HAD HAD HAD🤺IS HAVING 🤺 ANY 🤺ROMANTIC🤺 FEELINGS🤺WHATSOEVER 🤺 DESIRE🤺CRAVING🤺 WET DREAMS🤺 YEARNING🤺 PASSION🤺ATTRACTION🤺 AMOROUS 🤺INTENT🤺TOWARDS🤺 ANY🤺🤺MEMBER🤺 IN🤺 BTS🤺BESIDES🤺 EACH🤺 OTHER🤺
GET🤺 OUT 🤺OF🤺 YOUR🤺 IMAGINATION🤺
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If you are new to the shipping community I suggest you familiarize yourself with every ships dynamics or at least Jikooks- if multishipping isn't exactly your thing.
Jikook's entire dynamics is founded on JK teasing JM to death. It's their thing.
He's said he enjoys teasing Jimin because he loves Jimin's reaction to when he's being teased. In fact, the entire group have said same about Jimin.
Did you see JM's reaction to when JK called out the Yoonmin comment in the dynamite reaction VLive?
Did you see RMs reaction too?
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He is trying Jimin with these Yoonmin jokes. He's gonna get stabbed. Lmho.
Jimin reacts strongly to when JK in particular teases him with ships, Yoonmin more recently. Yet he didn't seem to mind when V did it.
V used to be the biggest Yoonminer on the planet rooting for and encouraging certain interactions between Yoonmin. Lmho.
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Jimin himself perpetuates Yoonmin as a ship.
It would be an insult on his intelligence for anyone to assume he didn't know exactly why people ship two people together or what interactions and moments is considered a moment in shipping sphere.
Statements like, why can't Suga hyung look me in the eye, why does he say I'm irreplaceable to him, insinuates something and he knows this.
Once upon a time, JK couldn't look you in the eyes too. Still can't sometimes.
Jimin has a presence and he has a hold on these men and he knows it.
He goes out of his way to create the impression he and Suga have a very close bond and dynamic- I'm sold on it. Lol.
'5 Jms? As expected. You'll fall in love with them' not sure if JM said the last bit in the BE.TS Vlive, yall check for me.
It's crazy then that he turns around to react the way he does when JK teases him with his ship with Suga.
It seems to me, Jimin knows the intent and energy behind such seemingly harmless jokes- JK can be petty and passive aggressive with these things. You'd think he is joking but deep down he would be pouting and throwing tantrums behind cams🤧
It's Jimin apologizing and looking like his spirit left his body as he sat on the edge of JK's bed in the new Jersey VLive for me.
He needs to free Jimin.
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Talk of things I'm getting too old for- Let's talk about why he posted his version of the bridge in disease online🤧
Not to say he shouldn't have posted it. I support that he did wholeheartedly. Deadass found his groove since he started unbuttoning the front of his shirts in 2020.
He's reclaiming the spotlight, putting himself at the forefront unlike before where he'd resigned himself to a supportive role watching his hyungs be at the center of things.
Now he's been talking about that he wants have sexy dance performances like Jimin, write rap melodies for RM, share his own music, try on a solo career one day- we get it. You found yourself Mr I'm independent asserting myself yall better fuxk off but chilee not at the expense of Jimin! 🤺
I mean it's a broad spotlight and they both can share it but damn is someone changing drastically. Not sure if I should be proud or terrified.
It's great and amazing and I'm really truly happy with where he's at mentally and physically since 2020- it's a great sign, don't get me wrong. Significant improvement. His becoming is long over due but he didn't have to grab the spotlight from Jimin like that.
Jk vs JM isn't something I'm a fan of.
It's a shame it didn't work out? What do you mean JK. I'm sorry but Jimin's version is amazing too!😟
What the actual hell JK😭
Back it up. This is not how to Jikook🤺
On guard sir🤺 on guard🤺
Dude did Jimin dirty🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧
I need a refund😭😭😭😭
Here I was waiting for y'all to get on your Jikook agenda and post that first Jikook selca of the year and you are there shipping Jimin with your bandmate and thiefing his shine. Who taught you that?!😥
Y'all are competitive but y'all don't compete with eachother's shine! JIKOOK 101😭😭😭
You share it😥
Show me where in the books this new development falls under. Show me
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You winging it and it's unconstitutional😟
I rebuke it in Jesus name!
Someone beam me up.
You got these 13 year olds coming in my DMs telling me you are not supportive of your man's career.
I don't have time for this shit.
SOMEONE BEAM ME UP! Kirk!
If you've watched their Be behind video, and you've seen Jin talk about how RM complained to him when Tae chose Suga's version over his version you'd know where JK is coming from or where I think he is coming from having JMs version chosen over his.
Watch their Be self interview on yt too.
He said there's a melody he worked on for RM and when Jhope thought he got snubbed he recommended he release it instead- to quench his artistic drive perhaps.
That is why he released this song. He did it for himself. Like he said, he won't put out a song unless he was confident about it.
Suga have said time and again how the music and melodies they create never go to waste because they can repurpose it like he did with Telepathy I think.
Even JK explained he was reserving the melody he made for RM for a future group song.
He could have repurposed this or something.
When Jin talked about V vs JM's Christmas song and kept repeating how much he preferred Jimin's song to Tae's because Jimin"s was bright and upbeat, he made sure to clarify he wasn't implying Tae's song was bad. He was just indicating preference.
I won't lie, I was happy he preferred my bias's song but it made my VMin heart ache a little.
V and JM made very different songs, they shouldn't be compared to eachother in that way.
I don't like competitions. And I don't like when two artists are pit against eachother- which is exactly what these two versions of the bridge is doing out here.
I will literally die if in an interview JM is asked about his part and JK isn't. I can't do this😭
Those saying JM's is better make me sick, and those saying JK's is better make me nauseous. They both great. Point blank purr.
What's even more heartbreaking is hearing how excited he really was to share that bit with Army. Dude's eyes was glistening and everything. His bunny smile! 😥
Thats what makes this very hard for me.
The JJK in me is overjoyed and excited that he is doing things that make him really happy. I'm proud of him.
But the PJM in me just😕
I even feel more guilty that I prefer JM's version this time around😭😭😭😭
I feel like I'm betraying JK🤧
I was so happy seeing JM recieve all the love and attention I know he deserves.
Then here comes his boyfriend
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'Hold up what about me!' Lol.
Imagine if RM releases the version of Blue and grey he made for Tae and it turns out we prefer that to the version Tae chose💀
Imagine that.
This has been a recurring theme throughout late 2020 to date. Jk's been choosing authenticity and self interests and passions over anything else and I couldn't be more happy for him.
Like we discussed, he's been learning to compromise too lately, which is great.
But honey this is a red flag. Deadass.
To me anyways😏
I've been a strong advocate for a certain level of independence and detachment in Jikook's dynamics because they lowkey exhibited codependency tendencies in their dynamics which is great for us shippers but not so great in the long run for their relationship or them as individuals .
Maybe I'm thinking out loud and prematurely here. I mean we are only beginning to have intimate access to their raw unscripted selves.
I don't think it's not that much of a big deal. RM and JM have equally shared their own versions of fake love on the internet but it is an interesting development in their dynamic to me.
I remember how happy JM was about his version of fake love, and it remains to date one of my favorite beats even though he was just spewing nonsense on that track. Lol.
He was so excited when he shared it with JK and Jin. He said when he showed it to JK the first time, JK said he loved it very much- how loving and supportive is that!
More of this please. Thank you.
PMS is a bitch y'all🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Has me in my feels about this.
I'm pretty sure JM is the one that even encouraged him to share his part in the first place. Won't put it past him.
'Ya Jungkook, release your version too'
'Army will love it'
'Right but I don't want it to seem like- Goldy is crazy you know'
'Goldy who now?'
'What about the thirteen year old fans-'
'Aht aht aht Who cares about them.'
Lmho.
I mentioned a few times on here how I felt JM seemed to have been demanding 'space' and a little bit of breathing room in their dynamic which was causing a little bit of tension here and there middle 2019 through to March last year and it all sounds like drama and speculation but...
May be if I told y'all I am a witch and my analysis of their relationship is based on mediums, phantom whisperers, empathetic readings or tarot cards y'all will leave me alone?🤥
Y'all don't seem to have a problem with the witches and empaths who be doing the same shit I do out here😒
Like we are all 'reading' these mens!
There's nothing wrong with 'psychoanalytically' evaluating a ship you know? Chilee.
Imma call myself a witch if it will get y'all off my back😹😹😹😹
I mentioned JK equally embarking on his own journey to assert himself within the group and within the relationship due to this?
But damn I did not see this one coming.
This is a red flag for me. And no, it doesn't mean they are broken up or having issues in their relationship.
Jk's TMI indicates they still been spending a lot of time together.
This is just a sign there's too much independence in their dynamic now- if you know what I mean.
Relationships flourish based on how attached we are to people- too much attachment is a problem, too little attachment is equally bad.
Jikook have always had a problem with over attachment in their dynamics in my opinion, to the point it was lowkey unhealthy- the jealousy, not being able to 'act professionally' within a group and work environment, having problems with being separated however briefly, constantly wanting to be where the other is etc.
Less attachment isnt necessarily a bad thing either. It means less of all the 'toxic' aspects of their relationship that over attachment brings but too much of that too can trigger anxiousness and insecurity and resentment.
Especially if one of them hates change. Cough Jimin.
With that comes all the wild aspects of love such as possessiveness, jealousy and I know JM doesn't do too well in that department...
In my opinion, I see JM as having a problem when JK breathes down his neck emotionally speaking, and at the same time he has a problem when he is too emotionally distant.
All this is interesting to me.
Who do I need to talk to to give me more of Jikook interactions individually or jointly?
I want to see more of their interactions beyond the overly staged, dramatized fanservice and official content.
Spending a lot of time around eachother and eating each other's ramen- pun intended, does not reflect on how intimate you are.
Intimacy requires depth and depth requires attachment.
How you treat eachother's needs and goals, dreams and desires is equally indicative of the intimacy in your relationship.
That has always been one distinctive quality of Jikook's ship.
And so I wonder the thought process that went into this decision. I know JM wouldn't object to JK sharing things like these or doing things that make him happy even if it has the potential to impact his own shine in any way.
Jikook don't compete against eachother.
I keep saying this.
Remember when I said I found it sus that JK was lying there staring at JM with his hands in between his legs?
Did yall see what the run editors said when JM and JK went up against each in the pool?
'Jikook don't play by the rules'
Jimin had to push JK in the water to end whatever ancient sex ritual foreplay rooted in kamasutra they had going on. Bless him.
And in so doing, he lost to JK.
Whenever they go up against eachother, one of them intentionally lose even though they are both very competitive.
Isn't that why JK said he'd rather 5 Jms so he can watch them compete against eachother?
When JK first made that post, I felt it was out of pettiness or a move to 'humble' JM.
I thought of when he'd posted that photo of himself with a hickey after JM had 'dated' him during the JinMinKook live.
I rolled my eyes and asked, 'what yall gays up to this time?' Why you out here humbling your man?
Anywho chilee we will never know.
At ease.
Signed,
GOLDY
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chunhua-s · 3 years
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im gonna CRY, this is like the 3rd time im sending this: OKAY-- ushijima <33 and a royalty au maybe? whether he's the loyal knight or loving king, i will take anything <33 ily davi ur so cool and btw ur handwriting is SEXC
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i’m putting the note at the end because really? they clog a lot of space 🧍🏽‍♀️
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YOURS ➽ WAKATOSHI USHIJIMA X READER
genre: angst
au: royalty, time travel
warnings: uh nothing went as i planned for in this oneshot and i’ve hurt myself with it enough to the point of a headache :D
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when you open your eyes, you’re greeted by the night sky, though there’s something about it that gives you pause. the stars above you aren’t the same ones from your city — the ones that could only hope to shine against thousands of bright lights. the stars above you are brilliant in their light, loud with a declaration of glory and untold miracles that flow across the darkest purples and blues of midnight in rivers of silver. they’re radiant, telling you stories of worlds far beyond what you could ever dream of, and they draw your breath on frost and smoke as it falls from your lips. and should you have asked yourself — where does venus hide among this canvas of light, where does her red outshine the bursts of silver, the trails of gold that glow brighter than the sun, you’d never find your answer.
“(y/n)?”
it’s hard for you, but you manage to pull your eyes away from the night sky, and when you allow them to return themselves to the earth, your breath escapes you once more.
he’s standing amidst an old garden, his face familiar while being like that of a stranger. under the moonlight, you wonder if he’s an apparition, merely a figment of your imagination that approaches you with slow, almost cautious steps. he calls your name again and his voice carries to you on a chilling wind, it ghosts across your skin and fills up your lungs with the oxygen you’d forgotten to take. olive eyes glisten like deep ponds when he finally stands before you, and as you seek out your voice to respond to him, you find that it’s lost its strength.
“ushi-... ushijima?”
and truly, the face that you see before you is that of wakatoshi ushijima. his hair, the shape of his face, and even his lips that now twist into something of a helpless smile. here is the man who you’ve worked with for so long as the dietitian of japan’s national volleyball team; the man who you watched grow through high school, whose transformation reminded you of a cosmos flower in autumn; the man whose smiles told of secrets shared on late phone calls and a voice as calm as the ocean waves at night.
and yet, there’s nothing here of that man you know.
the wakatoshi ushijima you see carries the same regality that he always does, the same grace and silent power that flows from him just as the maroon cotton flutters around his body like waves. he’s always been the perfect picture of royalty, you consider, but here, with assured steps and a certain hush to the normally domineering force he exudes on the court, he really does appear to you like an emperor.
he chuckles lightly, a deep sound that rumbles in his chest and travels through your entire being as his eyes search your expression. there’s something that glistens on starlight, a certain warmth that you’ve yearned for on your loneliest nights, when his gentle words would pull you into deep slumber. does he see the way your brows furrow, the way your lips part with questions you don’t even know the beginnings to? “i thought i told you to call me wakatoshi, didn’t i?” he whispers, his tone soft and gentle, careful just as the hand that reaches up to cup your cheek. your heart stutters under the brushes of his thumb, and you’re sure that he can feel the heat spreading across your skin. “what are you doing out so late? and barefoot, nonetheless.”
he’s right. your feet sink beneath blades of grass as if they would be embraced by them, drops of dew clinging to your skin and causing a chill to travel up your spine. looking into ushijima’s eyes, you have no answer — neither for his question, nor for this strange situation you’ve found yourself in.
with concern melting into his warm gaze, he studies you for a while longer, the thumb that had been rubbing circles into your cheek coming to a stop as he ever so slightly tilts your head back to meet his gaze. at the same time, he’s leaning his head forward ever so slightly, as if to meet you half way. “(y/n)?”
“i—” your words fall short, disappearing under the night air when you try and speak. your eyes fall from his patient gaze, and all your attention is given to the green grass that, beneath the starlight, gives itself to a colour you can’t find the name for. this, you’ve decided, isn’t your world. it can’t be — the stars don’t shine as brightly as they do here, and neither does the air encompass you as if it yearned to kiss your skin. and in your world, wakatoshi ushijima has never held you so gently, and his eyes don’t sing to you poems of a feeling lost on your wildest fantasies. you force air into your lungs when you meet olive hues and try your best to speak with a wavering voice. “ushijima, what’s going on?? i don’t— where are we?”
you see confusion etch lines around his lips and between his brows as he frowns. “what do you mean? we’re in the palace garden, of course.” he says it so assuredly, confident, yet his words are hushed in a secret shared by the both of you. and the way he looks at you, you feel terrible for not knowing that secret. it feels as if somehow, you’d betrayed something sacred by taking the face and name of someone he might hold dear — maybe in this world, in this time, there’s a you who knows ushijima’s love.
“i’m sorry...” you mutter out, guilt and shame unwarranted yet potent behind your words as your eyes lock with his. “i think there’s been some sort of mistake. i’m—” you force yourself to swallow, to breathe; you find that the task comes difficult and your body betrays you terribly. “i don’t think i’m the person who you think i am.”
ushijima’s gaze falters, the hand that had so lovingly warmed your face falls to your shoulder and his fingers grab on to you tightly. “what do you mean...?” there’s a bit of a broken laugh that bubbles from his lips, and to you, it’s as foreign as the night sky above you, because there has never been a time when you’d ever seen him so vulnerable, open, pained. it’s new, and it scares you. it makes you want to wrap him into your arms and to take back everything you’ve said, to selfishly become the person he sees in you — the you whom he loves and cherishes so dearly. “you’re you, aren’t you? you’re (y/n)... my (y/n).”
you shake your head weakly, tears lining your eyes as feelings you’d long since fought against begin to spill from your aching heart like rain. every i love you that you’ve ever whispered to your starless sky burns your skin and sets an unbearable fire alight inside your chest, and the smoke clouds your brain and makes you forget your reality. my (y/n), he’d said — he’d called you his, his (y/n), with all the certainty and confidence in the world, as if those words should stand as true as the moon should shine at night, and oh, how desperately you wished they were true. you wished with all your heart that you really were his. but to look into his eyes, so hopeful, so loving and so, so beautiful in the starlight, you can’t find it within yourself to lie. not to him, and not to yourself. and so you steel your heart and abandon those feelings, and you lift your hand to pull his away from your shoulder, ignoring the pain that could blind you from its intensity. “i’m sorry...” you whisper, and this time, the hushed words bring no secrets, no sweet affections or longings told when the night showers your bodies in silver. it tears you apart and leaves your wounds to fester. “i’m really sorry, but— but i’m not them...”
“i’m not your (y/n).”
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chile im so sorry this took so long!! and uh.... see i originally started this oneshot with a cute idea in mind??? but 🤡 somehow it turned into angst and uh.... but anyways!! i had these two requests and i thought “hey, why not combine them!” and it was the perfect opportunity to push my emperor! ushijima agenda 🤩 well.... that was the original intent? but somehow i got sidetracked.... again.... and didn’t really focus on that 😗 in summary? nothing went as i planned for this oneshot and somehow i ended up with a short angst oneshot that could work for an entire plot. like deadass?? i have the whole thing planned out in my head already and i was tempted to go off on it but it would become too long and i wouldn’t have a resolution for it all... or at least not one that didn’t involve pain. so, basically, reader in emperor! ushi’s world would have been like a palace worker who grew up with toshi, and they’d have fallen in love, but it’s ✨forbidden✨ because toshi would have already had his s/o chosen for him. on the flip side, modern world reader is team japan’s nutritionist and they, similarly grew up with toshi, but they have feelings for him that they don’t ever let show because they’re worried that they would destroy what they have with him already. if i went on with the plot, it would have shown reader going about palace life and their interactions with toshi, along with a handful of challenges that they’d have to face. this idea was highly inspired by one of my favourite k-dramas, scarlet heart ryou (a really good watch i def recommend it) but yeah! that’s the end of my rant! (it’s not. i’m stopping myself because if i don’t i���ll never shut up about it.) but anyways!! i really hope you guys enjoyed this oneshot! it feels good to write something after a while — if any of you guys have any thoughts or anything i’d love to hear them!!
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themonkeycabal · 3 years
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The Falcon and the Winter Soldier ep 2
Spoilers!
Last week Bucky was a terrible patient and his new BFF is the father of a guy he killed while he was the Winter Soldier (so super healthy), Sam gave up Cap's shield and returned home to try to help salvage the family business (that went poorly), and some — I guess he must be from the Defense Department — dick made a big speech about needing heroes and he gave the shield to some goober (John Walker, but he'll always be Goober to me) in a Cap suit who strongly reminded me of Langly from the Lone Gunmen. (I'm not familiar with the actor, so I don't know what he actually looks like, but the helmet and the camera angle did him no favors at all, I'm just saying. Super punchable.)
Oh, and Sam has an adorable little minion named Lt. Torres who is getting himself into trouble with some weirdass terrorist group who like to slap red handprints on everything.
Zemo's out there lurking, too, but we haven't seen him yet.
I'm still slightly dazed that this show is real and we get to watch it.
Ep2: The Star-Spangled Man
Weird slow-mo opening shot of a close up of somebody unzipping their jacket. I mean. Okay. (Ohhh, it's the garment bag the Cap suit is in.)
And then we're on to Goober, he's wearing BDUs and he's in a football locker room (maybe high school?), fondling the lockers. He peels a name sticker off one, and underneath it says JW 10. A woman comes in and asks if he's reliving his glory days. They yada yada I don't care.
Now I guess they're talking about him becoming Captain America. "Everybody in the world expects me to be … something. And I don't want to fail them." She tells him to be himself and that they're gonna love him. Well, I've already decided he's a goober. I mean, he might not be, but he's got a hill to climb with me.
He spends a few seconds trying out his Captain America voice, then his buddy Hoskins comes in to talk him through it and give us some exposition. "Two weeks ago we were prepping for a special ops mission to Chile and now this."
Goober whines about how it's been handshakes and meetings and senators and whatnot and he just wants to get to it. But his buddy is all, that's part of the job man. Gotta glad-hand, too. You big baby (he doesn't say that part).
"You can't just punch your way out of problems anymore." Well, I mean, I think that was Steve's MO, mostly. That and 'hit it with the shield until it stops moving'.
Nu Cap is making a big showy thing at a rally at his old high school (Custer's Grove HS, GA) stadium for Good Morning America. He's still looking punchable in that helmet. But, they do bring out a kicking marching band, so there's that. It's a boring GMA interview. I don't care.
"John Walker, first person in American history to receive three Medals of Honor. Ran RS-One missions in counter-terrorism and hostage rescue. The government did a study of your body at MIT and you tested off the charts in every measurable category — speed, endurance, intelligence." (I legit laughed out loud. Lookit Captain Gary Stu over here)
Blah blah super humble yada yada. Just wants to make people feel safe, he has sooooo much respect for Steve Rogers, yada. Look, he could be a great guy and maybe I'll warm to him. But not yet!
Back in Brooklyn, Bucky's watching this and his face is all "No! No? What the shit is this? NO! NO? WHU NO?! No." Also, Bucky, I know you have a couch, why are you sitting on the floor? Love yourself just a little bit, dude.
In Louisiana Sam is in an Air Force hanger, staring at a garish 'Cap is Back' poster and looking a little queasy. Rhodey told you, subtly and not really directly, to not give up the shield, buddy. I hope when Bucky gets there the first thing he says is "He gave the shield to *you*, dummy. Not Captain Gary Poppins over there."
Torres says Nu Cap seems like a good guy. Sam's like, uh-huh, sure, so anyway. There's another "cap is back" poster and Sam's like 'ugh'. And they're off to Munich. I guess for the Flag Bros. Hey! There's Bucky! Finally, they're in the same scene. It's been nearly sixty minutes of screen time to get to this moment, Marvel. No, I wasn't counting.
"Shouldn't have given up the shield." lol. Hi Bucky! You forgot to call him a dummy.
Sam's like I haven't got time for this. And Bucky points to the umpteenth Cap is Back poster (seriously? Good lord.) "You didn't know that was going to happen?"
  Sam did not know that was going to happen. "You think it didn't break my heart to see them march him out there and call him the new Captain America?"
Bucky will not let this go. "You had no right to give up the shield, Sam." You tell him!
But, Sam's kind of not in the mood. Look, I get it Sam, you didn't feel equal to the shield, but Steve gave it to you because he knows, my dude. Trust him. Come on.
But, he's feeling very raw about this, right now. "This is what you're not gonna do. You're not gonna come here in your overextended life and tell me about my rights." Well, ouch. 
He says he's got bigger things to worry about, but that seems unpossible to Bucky "What could be bigger than this?" Terrorist douchebags wearing funny masks in Eastern and Central Europe. Well, fine, Sam; be all puts-things-in-perspective guy.
Redwing traced the far-too-strong maybe leader to a place in Munich. For some reason Bucky does not have good feelings about Redwing. Uh-oh, Bucky, you're going to extra hurt Sam's feelings.
Oh lol, it's the "Big Three" convo. "What big three?" "Androids, aliens, and wizards." Still funny. Sam's so proud of himself.
"I'm coming with you." "No, you're not." Bucky went with him.
Did they glare at each other the whole way to Munich? lol. I love this show so much already.
"Enjoy the ride, Buck." "No, you can't call me that." "Why not? That's what Steve called you." "Steve knew me longer. And Steve had a plan." lol, Steve Rogers never had a plan a day in his life.
Bucky wants a chute, but Torres who wisely stayed out of all of that, is like we're way too low for a chute. "I don't need it anyway." Then Bucky drama school bitch rips off the left sleeve of his jacket and jumps out while yelling like the dumbass he is. And he hits every branch of the dumbass tree on his way to the ground.
"I have all of that on camera, you know that right?" And Redwing zooms by to hovers over Bucky. So, maybe it's not a mystery why he doesn't like Redwing. lol.
Bucky and Sam meet up at a dilapidated warehouse in the middle of the forest. Only good things ever happen in dilapidated warehouses in forests. Like extra shady weapons smuggling. Bucky's gonna stalk after them. Sam messes with him a bit.
"Look at you all stealthy. A little time in Wakanda and you come out White Panther." lol. ilu Sam. "It's actually White Wolf." "Huh?" heh. What he won’t tell you, Sam, is that he earned the name from the kids near his goat farm who liked to spy on and giggle at the grumpy growly white guy. 
"Hello. How are you?" "Great. What did I miss?" They're a delightful disaster! And they bicker and bicker and ahh, finally.
Also the people they're stalking are hella strong. And then these two idiots knock into an old bit of metal and make some noise. The shady people stop for a mo' but then move on. Sam scans one of the trucks the shady folks were loading (there are two), there's a figure sitting in the back. "There's an eighth person. I think they have a hostage." And Bucky zooms off! And Sam after him.
Bucky jumps onto the lead truck and then just like wanders around inside. I'm pretty sure the truck behind you noticed you, dummy. Anyway, it's loaded with crates marked "keep frozen." "They're stealing medicine. Vaccines." Those utter bastards. He spots a girl peeking out between containers. "Hi." lol, idiot.
He thinks it's the hostage, but I'm waiting for her to kick his butt out the door. She's not, you know, tied up in anyway. So … Also, again, does the second truck not have a radio to the first truck? Like was the driver texting while Bucky climbed up the back of the truck right in front of him? Now he's strangely incurious about the open door?
And, then she smiles at him and kicks him out the door, he hits the windshield of the second truck (maybe they've finally noticed you, Bucky!) and she puts on a mask with a red handprint. As you do. Two guys on the roof of truck 2, pull Bucky up ready to beat him silly.
Super strong girl, jumps over to truck two and punches Bucky some more. The Redwing zooms over and she jumps up, grabs it, and smashes it over her knee.
"I always wanted to do that," Bucky says, sad he didn't get the chance.
Sam shows up, there are more guys on the roof of the other truck. And there's fighting and fighting and then Sam is pinned down and the bad guy gets plonked with the shield and here comes Captain Poppins dropping down out of a helicopter. What timing. The CGI and green screen for this whole sequence are pretty dire. I'm sorry but it's true.
Captain Poppins is joined by his buddy Hoskins. "Sam. John Walker, Captain America." They know who you are, goober. Though, pausing to introduce yourself in the middle of the fight is a very Steve Rogers move, so points for that, Goober.
Lol, the look on Bucky's face when he catches the shield and Goober takes it from him. He's like 'rule two, rule two, rule two, remember rule two.'
Lots of fighting lots of fighting. Bucky is knocked off the side of the truck, he digs in and sort of zippers down the side, and then hangs off the bottom, his head inches from a tire, clinging to the underside by his vibranium arm. A bad guy stomps on it. Um, it's vibranium, guy. Like … though, somehow it works? and Bucky's arm sort of flops onto the road, sending up sparks. Sam does a neat little move, flies under the two trucks, grabbing Bucky as he goes, and knocking them both free.  None of that worked out particularly well, guys.
"Could have used that shield," Bucky says helpfully. lol. "Those were all super soldiers, Sam." Well, bummer.
Back on the trucks, I think Hoskins is in trouble. Cap Goober is pulling himself back up. Hoskins is thrown from the truck, but Cap Goober tosses the shield and Hoskins lands on that. Now Goober squares off against super soldier chick. He does not fare well. And he's thrown from the truck to land on the windshield of a following car. You know, if I'm driving down the road and I see people fighting on a pair of big rigs, I don't follow close. You know what I'm saying? I maybe pull over and let them get way far away from me. Anyway, sorry for your body damage.
Bucky and Sam walk along the road, a pair of sad sad heroes who did not have a plan.
"I'm sorry about Redwing." "No, you're not."
Cap Goober turns up in a sorry looking vehicle of some sort. "So that didn't go as planned." Bucky and Sam keep walking. lol
So Goober's vehicle keeps pace with the disaster duo. "We're pretty sure it's one of the Big Three."
Bucky: "THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS WIZARDS!" That's his hill, he'll die on it.
Since it's super soldiers, and that's bad news, Cap Goober thinks they should work together. Sam's quiet but not thrilled. Bucky is not quiet. "Just 'cause you carry that shield, it doesn't mean you're Captain America."
Cap Goober has apparently jumped on a grenade 4 times. "It's a thing I do with my helmet. It's reinforced." Okay, I laughed.
He persuades them to ride with him, because it's like 20 miles to the airport. It's probably for the best, since I'm pretty sure they might try to strangle each other in five.
"They (Flag Haters Anonymous) say their mission is to get things back to the way they were during the blip." This group's goals are so hazy and weird.
oh, lol. Sam wanted to know how they tracked the Flag Smashers, and Hoskins is like, um, actually, we tracked redwing. "It's not exactly hacking," Captain Goober explains, "it's government property. We're kind of the government." Not winning any points, Goober.
Bucky's just glaring at him.  "Does he always just stare like that?" lol
We get a bit of exposition about a group called the GRC, the Global Repatriation Council, which is tasked with helping the previously blipped reintegrate. Sam's like, okay, and? Hoskins explains "they provide the resources, and we keep things stable." The GRC sounds even more make believe than super soldiers, to be honest. But, whatever. Not here to analyze the bizarre and unlikely geopolitics of the MCU. Cap Goober makes a pitch for Sam and Bucky to sign up but Bucky is very firm about his "No".
Hoskins insists he has mad respect for them, but they were getting their asses kicked until he and goober showed up. Um, Hoskins, my dude, you also got your ass kicked.
Bucky stares for a second. "Who are you?" "Lamar Hoskins." Sam insists he needs more than that. "I'm Battlestar. John's partner."
Bucky says Mm hmm. Stop the car. And he's gone.
Cap Goober gives a pitch to Sam about how he's not trying to be Steve, or replace him, he's just trying to do his best and be the best Captain America he can, and it'd be great to have Cap's 'wingmen' on his side. I sense sincerity, but you're still punchable, goober. And Sam isn't buying it either. He shakes his head and laughs bitterly, "It's always that last line." He hops out and follows Bucky.
Elsewhere, the super terrorists have reached a safe house with a way too chatty dude who is trying to make them at home in his dicey looking shopfront. He rattles on about how they're becoming legends and the people love them because they're pushing back! Against … the GRC? I guess?
Super soldier girl (Karli) gets a hate text. "You took what is mine. I'm going to find you and kill you." Well, sleep tight, sister!
One of the other guys has already logged into a computer system and he starts hacking and wiping their info off the internets and interpol, I guess.
"Six months ago would you have imagined people supporting a cause like this?" I'm still very unclear on what your cause is.
Maybe I'm overthinking the silly superhero universe, but I can't imagine the blip world was wonderful. You're missing half the people. So half of everybody who'd do various jobs. So half of the knowledge base of humanity on earth. Half of the experience base of humanity on earth. Half of the farmers, half of the engineers, half of the doctors, half of the people who maintain any system you can imagine, half of the people who build those systems, half of the teachers, half of the factory workers, half of the grandparents who pass down stories and community knowledge, half of the animals, half of the fish, half of the insects and so half of the plants. Ecosystems could easily collapse. Certainly infrastructure did, with half of the people needed to maintain it gone. Cities would have started to crumble, since half of the sources of goods, food, and services were gone. (we did have something of a real-world equivalent in Europe during the Black Death. Things were not nice for quite a long while after the worst years of the plague.)
I'm sure there would be areas that did better than others. But, half of any government gone, half of any police, half of any military. There would be power vacuums and probably shitheads to fill them. I don't see any particular utopia in a blip-ified world.
And that's not even taking into account the psychological damage to all the unblipped. The pure existential horror of half of everything suddenly gone.
But, that aside. I like genuinely do not know what they're trying to achieve.  
"We're not playing no more," announces Karli. "We can't let the same assholes who were put back in power after the Blip win." Literally do not know what that means. "The GRC care more about the people who came back than the ones who never left." I mean … isn't that literally what they're for? "We got a glimpse of how things could be." Chaotic and apocalyptic? In fairness, I guess if you could carve out your own thing in that, and maybe it could even be good, then you'd be bitter if everybody came back all of a sudden and messed that up. I'm sure the power struggles are real.
"One world! One people!" Okaly-dokaly. Fascinated to see how you eight will achieve that.
Bucky's brooding on a plane, Sam's trying to sleep but the brooding is too much to ignore.
"You alright?" "Let's take the shield, Sam. Let's take the shield and do this ourselves." He's using his almost scary Winter Soldier voice. And staring into the void. Sam, call his doctor. She needs to remind him of rules one and two. "We can't just run up on a man, beat him up, and take it." Good point, Sam. For real, call Bucky's doctor. He's going to the scary illegal place.
"Do you remember what happened the last time we stole it?" "Maybe." lol such a petulant little grumpus you are, Bucky. "I'll help you in case you forgot. Sharon was branded an enemy of the state and Steve and I were on the run for two years." Not everybody was lucky enough to have a goat farm during all that, Bucky. That's what the man's saying.
"We just got our ass handed to us by super soldiers and we got nothing." "That's not entirely true," Bucky says mysteriously. And he jumps down off his brooding crate to go sit next to Sam. "There is someone that you should meet."
Baltimore, Maryland
Sam has a cute aside with a neighborhood kid, then Bucky leads him up to a house that has seen better days. Somebody answers the door and Bucky says they're there to see Isaiah. But, the young guy who answers the door insists there's no Isaiah there. He's not very welcoming. Bucky says "tell him the guy from the bar in Goyang is here." The things you got up to, Bucky. I do wonder. "We had a skirmish during the Korean war." oh, lol. I mean, I'm sure it's a horrible story, but lol, Bucky you disaster.
Oh hey, Carl Lumbly! Gosh, I haven't seen him in an age. I almost didn't recognize him.
"He was a hero. One of the ones that Hydra feared the most. Like Steve. We met in '51." "If by met, you mean I whupped your ass, then, yeah." lol
Isaiah says he took part of Bucky's arm in Goyang and he just wanted to see if it grew back. And if Bucky was there to kill him. Bucky says he's not a killer anymore.
"You think you can wake up one day and decide who you wanna be?" Well, sure. "It doesn't work like that." Oh, but it must, or else what's the point? Isaiah has a lot of reasons to be bitter, though. 
"Isaiah, the reason we're here, is because there's more of you and me out there. And we need to know how."
This does not please Isaiah, who doesn't want to talk and throws a can of sardines (or something, I don't know what that was) through the wall. Old but still super solidery.
"You know what they did to me for being a hero? They put my ass in jail for 30 years." Um, wow. "People running tests, taking my blood, coming into my cell. Even your people weren't done with me." Well, that's deeply uncool. He very much wants his unwelcome guests to GFO, and I can't say I blame him.  
Sam is super pissed once they get out onto the street. "Why didn't you tell me about Isaiah?" Bucky doesn't answer. "I asked you a question, Bucky." Yikes.
And no, Steve never knew, because Bucky never told him. "So you're telling me there was a black super soldier decades ago and nobody knew about it?" I guess so.
And we're interrupted by a bizarre random encounter with presumably racist cops. They stop them in the street, get weird about asking for ID, and then ask Bucky, "is this guy bothering you?" And Bucky's like what in the actual fuck, he looks like a high school chem teacher and I look like the muscle for a loan shark, "no he's not bothering me. Do you know who he is?" Oh to be the Winter Soldier again for just a moment, eh? Anyway, one of the dipshits recognizes Sam and they get all dipshitty apologetic. "oh, Mr. Wilson, we're so sorry."
Oh, lol, they're going to arrest Bucky. There's a warrant out for him, because he missed his therapy session. I told somebody to call his therapist! I want to know which of those dipshits ran Sam and Bucky for wants. Because that’s not automatic or some shit, somebody’s got to call it in. 
Sam's like 'well that took a weird turn.'
Sam and Dr Raynor meet at whatever facility they’re holding Bucky. "Thanks for getting him out." "That was not me," the doctor assures him. Nope, it was Captain Goober, who greets the doctor with a wave. "Christina! It's great to see you again." lol. And Sam's day gets worse.
"I heard you were working with Bucky and thought I'd step in. Bucky's not going to be working on a strict schedule any longer." 
She's like, uh what? Says who? And he points at himself. okay, again, lol. Though, it’s weird to me how he insists on calling Bucky ‘Bucky’, like they’re buddies. They’re not buddies. Bucky's going to punch him in the face. 
"He's too valuable an asset to have him tied up. So just do whatever you've got to do with him, then send him off to me." Will Bucky turn around and go right back into his holding cell?
Dr's not going to let him. "James, condition of your release, session now. You too, Sam." "That's okay. I'll be out here with…" "That wasn't a request." Poor Sam. He has had THE WORST DAY.
I love Bucky slouching against the sergeant's desk all surly, like a 16 year old who got busted for boosting his grandmother's car.
Dr Raynor settles them all in what I assume is an interrogation room. She tells Bucky she just wants to help him get over whatever is eating at him. I guess she figures Sam could help with that, too?
"We're going to do an exercise. It's something I use with couples when they are trying to figure out what kind of life they want to build together." lol. but of course. a million fic writers deliriously rush to their keyboards.  
"Are you familiar with the miracle question?" "Absolutely not." "Of course not." heh "Okay, it goes like this. Suppose that while you're sleeping, a miracle occurs. When you wake up, what is something that you would like to see that would make your life better?"
Bucky says his miracle would be Sam talking less. Sam says that's what he was going to say. Dr Raynor is writing fic of her own. "You guys are leaving me no choice. It's time for the soul-gazing exercise." This is the weirdest therapy session ever.
Bucky is very on board. Sam's like 'what have you done? staring? that's his thing!'
"Let's do it. Let's stare. This is a good exercise. Thanks, doc." Bucky, you little asshole. lol
How many takes to do this scene? I can tell they're trying not to laugh. "Take 57. It's 1:30 am, guys. Please, can we get it this time?"
"Wait, what are you doing? Are you having a staring contest?" What about these two men's attitudes walking into the room suggested they were going to be at all mature about this, Doc?
"James, why does Sam aggravate you? And don't say something childish." She knows you too well, Buck.
Oh, Bucky. He wants to know why Sam gave up the shield, because Steve believed in him, gave him the shield for a reason. But, maybe Steve was wrong about Sam and if he was wrong about Sam, then he was wrong about Bucky.
Sam, has his reasons. He says maybe Bucky and Steve can't understand, but he wants to know if Bucky can accept that he did what he thought was right. Poor Sam.
And Sam's had enough. He says they've got bigger shit going on and he'll put whatever this issue is aside for now, and they'll go take care of that, and then he and Bucky can never see each other again. "Thanks doc, for making it weird. I feel much better."
She's like, well shit.
Bucky leaves as well, but she stops him. "I know that look. What's wrong?" "What was rule two again?" "Don't hurt anyone." "Goodbye, doc."
I think maybe she miscalculated a tiny bit.
"I feel better," Sam grumbles. "I feel awful," Bucky sighs.
And down the street Captain Goober and Hoskins starts chirping a police siren at them and they wave them over. "Gentlemen!" I really want Bucky to punch him just once.
Goober wants them to join forces. They're tracking Karli through various displaced communities in Europe.  She's the flag stompers leader, I guess? She's like … 16. DOUBT.
Anyway, she's do-goodering by stealing medicine and taking it to the displaced camps. I'm confused. So, post-blip, people who'd not blipped are now suddenly being displaced? I thought the displaced where the blipped trying to reintegrate. But, she was mad at the GRC for only caring about the blipped not the unblipped (which, again is the GRC's raison d'être, so yes?). I feel like I'm missing something.
Bucky snarks at Goober a bit. He's not a fan at all. "Things are really intense for you, aren't they, Walker?" 
Sam's like okay, let's all simmer down. "It is imperative that we find them and stop them." But, also, though, he and Bucky are free agents, so they're more flexible than mister "i'm the government" over there.
Captain Goober doesn't care for that. "Word of advice, then. Stay the hell out of my way." Don't push your luck, goober.
Bratislava, Slovakia
Flag Stompers loading a small plane. Uh oh, they've been found out! Karli asks how much time they have. "None. It's the Power Broker's men." The Power Broker. See, that's the kind of jackassery you get in a Blip scenario. That's what I'm talking about. Did you steal super soldier serum from this guy, Karli? Hmmm? One noble Flag Stomper offers to stay behind and hold them off while they make their escape, for One World! One People! Dream big, kid.
He knocks down a power pole to block the road but then he runs at the badder guys? And gets himself shot a zillionty times. I … he'd already blocked the road? Why not just … you know what? Never mind.
Back to Bucky and Sam and Bucky with an idea that might just be worse than the self-sacrificing Flag Stomper's run-at-the-badder-guys-for-great-justice idea. He suggests that perhaps somebody who knows all of Hydra's secrets can give them the answers they need. 
"So you're just going to go sit in a room with this guy?" "Ye-… yes," Bucky says, absolutely oozing with confidence.
Off to see Zemo! I'm sure that will go terribly! Can't wait!
And Credits!
Not gonna lie. I'm not sure how I feel about this episode. It felt a little disjointed.
I don't get the Flag Munchers, but I'm thinking they're just a red herring. Because they're basically utopian idealist twelve-year olds with nice but vague goals and vague iffy means to achieve those goals. I don't feel they're a whole lot more than some misguided kids who grew up in a blipped world and change is difficult and scary (and I’m sure it’s probably managed poorly. I can’t think of anything less efficient than a global council for anything. you could have a global council for dirt and it would be a bureaucratic nightmare). And they probably stole super soldier serum from somebody way scarier. Dummies. I think they're going to need to be rescued at some point. Probably soonish.
As for that other guy. There's moments where I like John Walker a little bit, and moments where I find him really aggravating. I get they want to make him the super-duper bestest perfectest hero, or that’s why he was chosen by the DoD or whatever, but part of Steve's charm was he wasn't perfect. He wasn't Captain America because he won a million awards, he was Cap because he had a good heart. That's the point. THAT'S WHY YOU SHOULD BE CAP, SAM!
Also, I don't like hard feelings between Sam and Bucky. Though, nothing about their history would suggest an easy friendship (one time Sam was driving in his car and Bucky ripped the damn steering wheel out), so that's not a complaint, it just makes me sad. They really only have a connection because of Steve and he's gone. Be friends, guys!
And finally, when will Sharon Carter return from being an enemy of the state?
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gotta love how the tickle community worships and praises the popular/attractive blogs and ignores the harm they actively commit against others
THIS. While not all popular blogs are problematic, some of them rub me the wrong way. It's like they develop a superiority complex and it's so ugh. Like chill out, your follower count is just a number. Sometimes the tumblr community reminds me of highschool. I was "popular" in the sense that people knew of me but I wasn't a jerk to anyone (except to myself of course ahaha). But other people who were actually popular were so mean to everyone else and for what? Honestly gotta be disappointed in society cause we seem to forget we have the power to take away their status. However, sometimes people get carried away with the "cancel culture" and it makes me sick. Like let's talk about whenever drama happens, it eventually reaches the popular blogs and boom f*cking chaos. While I acknowledge that it may be just because it's spread to more people, I also want to point out that they're doing it to prove to people they're "better" in some way (in addition to there own personal beliefs of course). Like the tone when discussing discourse is always we're smart, they're the spawn of Satan. Like chill. Again, not talking about the obvious cases of p*dophilia. It's just like use your popularity for good and I'm glad there are some that do. OH. I remember, their popularity is often just used to shame people. Let me make something very clear. When you shame someone, they don't learn shit. When your math teacher shamed you for not knowing how to solve a problem, did you magically become a math wiz? That's what I thought. My beliefs are be kind regardless. Even to the people who hate me. When we shame people, they put up their walls, and rightfully so. You just show them that you're not willing to teach them the right way. "Well they should know better". Sure I guess, but looking back at the math example (yes I hate math could you tell?), these teachers spend years learning all this knowledge and then have the audacity to get mad at people when they don't understand like wtf? Did you forget you were in the exact same position before you became a teacher???? You lose all my respect when you do stupid sh*t like that. Personally, if you are patient and kind enough to work with a person whose views may be extremely conflicting of your own to better them, not in a "I'm a white person here to clean the blacks of their savagery" (🤢) but a genuine want to help people get out of a bad habit, and you're humble about it, you're just *chef's kiss*. There are certain blogs who strike me like this and I don't wanna tag but know you are appreciated. Before I ramble anymore, it makes me angry how certain popular blogs can just return to their regular posts and stuff right after they left a wake of destruction in their path. AND IRONICALLY, everyone is like ahaha like this post so I can spread love, there's tOo mUcH hAtE iN tHiS cOmMuNiTy. Like no f*cking duh, YOU are the hate in this community. Chile anyway...
Love getting asks from you guys thank you so much.
Remember you are loved, you're important and YOU MATTER! Hope you have a day as amazing as you. Such a cutie pie, I'm in LOVE.
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Hi Red!!
I was going to say good evening, but I realized, I wasn’t sure what time zone you’re in 😅 but adjusting to a new job! How exciting! I can totally relate as I’ve been adjusting to a new role/position at work and helping out the ones taking over my former position. So, I totally understand how RL can be!
Awwww Tao was my original bias from EXO-M 🥺 but I haven’t followed much since he left 😓 But I have to agree with everything for Jongin, Soo, and Sehun. And yes, Sehun is like such the maknae/baby of the group that it makes me all soft for him. But I think of that for all of the members haha
2014! That was such an emotional year with everything that happened. I still remember when my best friend messaged me about Luhan and I was all 😭 but he seems happier now, so that’s all I can hope for them.
Were you ever able to see them live? I was fortunate to see them a few times but I’m definitely waiting for all members to be out of military so *trying to save but so hard in these times*
I’m going to ask random questions to figure out what to gift you! What’s your favorite exo song? Or better yet, what’s your favorite performance? Do you have a favorite color?
I think for now that’s all, so that way I have more questions later haha
Have a great day/afternoon/evening!
Your EXO-L 🤶🏼
Hey again Santa anon~! 😄
Hehe so rn it's still the day time as I'm answering this~ And congrats on your new role at work!
And so no unfortunately I've never seen them live 😔 but I've always imagined them like randomly visiting my area for a vacay lmao and I'd spot them and stay chill as I ask them for an autograph while inside I'd be losing my shit lol.
Anyways how was it seeing them in person? And how many of them were there at the time? Do pictures really not do them justice like I've heard some ppl say? I'd love to know hehe.
((And yes, I can't wait 'til all the members are done with their military service! Sometimes I'll be listening to a song, or watching a drama they're in (like I recently watched Memories of the Alhambra) and I just start missing the heck outta them >_<.))
And so on to your questions: So my favorite EXO song? Lmao I have so many favs tho 😅...Hm if I have to narrow it down to a few tho lol then it's between Lucky One, Tempo, Power, Non-stop, Paradise, Obsession, and Exodus.
And hm my favorite performance? (I'm guessing group-wise, right?)...Oh gosh lol. I really gotta narrow it down again...Okay so one is 170603 when EXO performed Monster at the Love Dream concert (those royal outfits bruh <3), another is the 171115 The Eve performance at the Asia Artist Awards (again love the outfits hehe), the 170720 The Eve comeback stage, the time they performed Power at the Mama awards (the remixes, the hype!!), the 160609 Lucky One comeback stage ^^, any Touch It performance, and the 190119 Love Shot performance in Chile!
And if ya meant solo performance (sorry then lol) it'd be any For Life solo stage that Kyungsoo's done + any Tell Me What Is Love performance. For Jongin, the 191229 Spoiler stage + the 201202 Mmmh stage. And for Sehun, that 171124 stage where he danced shirtless lol + any Baby Don't Cry performance (same with Jongin).
And lastly, my fav color is blue xD. Thank ya for the q's, and hope ya have a great day as well!
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