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uyuforu · 2 months

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Jungkook's Briede Asteroid in Natal Chart

Briede (19029) is an asteroid discovered in 2000 by the LINEAR project. The asteroid represents the bride, the future spouse but on the feminine side. If you are interested in women, looking at Briede in Natal Chart will tell you who is your FS. You can also look at Briede Persona Chart. If you are not interested in women, but you are a women, you can also look at those to see what kind of wife you will be. Briede in the Natal Chart of JK will tell us who he will marry, what impacts in his life she will have.

Cancer Briede

-> The cutest! Cancer Briede means JK will see his FS as a very feminine woman, someone he wants to cherish, and love the most. Cancer can be important in his FS's chart. His FS is most likely going to be indeed a feminine woman, someone who may be younger than him, someone who can look younger than who she is. She can be someone who is soft, nurturing, someone people see a home in, she can be considered as a mother to others, or a shelter. She is someone very nice, caring, a true empath. Seeing other people crying can make her cry. She feels people's pain. They can be someone people want to protect, people always sense a sort of responsibility towards his FS. He def feels like he needs to protect her. He can find her very cute and adorable when they meet. Even during marriage, he will feel like he needs to protect her agains the world. He will want to nurture her. She may be younger than him, or look very young, or both! She could love her family, or just love the people she consider her family. This could also be a sign of JK seeing her as the mother of his children. There can be also a thing for her to look very innocent, or she can be too. She is just a soft soul, and JK will love to see her as a sweetheart. She could love water or live around water, or they could meet around water. She could have a water sign in her big 3 or big 6 maximum. Mostly maybe Cancer. Briede conjuncts Fama in his NC, indicating the FS is someone who will be famous when they will meet. Fame is what could make them be together. Because both are in the 7H, a contract of partnership could play a role in it, perhaps.

7H Briede

-> Having Briede in the 7H means JK may see his FS as someone very romantic, someone he finds very attractive. It means he will see her as someone he always dreamed about, someone who he considers as his true and only spouse. JK is quite romantic naturally (Libra Venus what did you expect lol), so this placement doesn't shock me at all!! This can be considered as love at first sight for his FS, because 7H Briede is literally falling in love at first sight. It is like romanticizing the person directly. He could see her as someone very harmonious, almost perfect for him, and he could also see her as very feminine. This could indicate FS being a beauty, maybe a beauty figure, or known for her beauty. She could also have a business, or signed a particular contract. She could be known for her physical attributes, or just attracts many suitors because of it. Her beauty is what will make JK fall for sure, at least at first sight. This person could also be considered as a beautiful soul, someone who is gentle, caring. Some people could idolize her and feel like she is perfect. Ethereal presence. JK will def think this way too. This person could also care a lot about what she looks like, how she dresses, how she appears. Tbh, 7H Briede is a sign of marrying at first sight. JK will just know from that moment she is the one he will marry. To me, this is also a sign of a real wedding, not just a contract, there is a real wedding happening. Sometimes when we say FS, it can mean "the person you will stay the longest with", like sometimes people don't actually marry, you know what I mean? Yet, this kind of asteroid in 7H is a huge sign for real wedding, though it is not the only sign someone will indeed get a wedding.

Briede 9°

-> The 9° is a Sagittarius degree, making it more obvious that JK will marry a foreigner. This is indeed a sign of marrying someone from another country or culture than you, sometimes it can be different religion also. His FS could have all of those, but can also be someone spiritual or mature too. She could love to travel, and could also be someone who is open-minded, someone who understands the art of learning from life. She could be smart too, and good at school. She can be a good teacher for JK too, and he could also teach her a few things. A sign of a smart spouse, not only academically, but also could be just smart and mature person, everyday like.

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thathartleykat · 5 months

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A very lengthy letter before the series' departure.

Hey, everyone, Hartley here.

By June of 2023, it would be my 4th year in the Hilda community, and i'm still in disbelief that i've been active in the community for this long, as well as the animated series is coming to an end tomorrow.

I have been wanting to post this since then, but i've been extremely busy in my life, as well as my personal computer was broken for almost an entire year - hence why my activity in the community also got died down a little bit.

I have a lot of things to say to everyone, from people in the community to the people who worked on the show, as well as the past, present and future, so for the convenience of your reading, i'll divide what i want to say into chapters.

I. About me & how i got into the show ( Trigger warning: Deaths ) I've rarely talked about this to anyone, but... I live by myself, and there's a good chance i might not be around for much longer. It's sort of the reason why i got into Hilda from the first place.

I first found out about Hilda in October 2018 when i was browsing on Tumblr, but never really watched it until May 2019, when a friend of mine gave me a month free subscription of Netflix. I started to go down the list of things i wanted to watch on the platform, and when it came to Hilda, i never thought i would get fixated on the show. Well, guess where we're at now?

I was stunned by the show's colorful vibes, amazing plot writing and how the show built the characters and mythologies, especially how they portrayed the mentality of the children in the show when the kids interact with each other or with adults.

The one thing that i also extremely adore in the show is the relationship between Hilda and Johanna... because it deeply reminds me of my parents when they were still alive. I had a similar life and relationship with them. Every time i see Hilda and her mum together, it always makes me remember about my former childhood life, how kind my parents were to me, and how i wanted to be the adventurous kid that never disappoints them.

I had a pretty good life until my parents got cancer when i was 11 years old - the same age with Hilda in first & possibly second season. Things got worse since then, and they passed away a few years after that.

Now i'm pretty much alone, with a good chance that i might follow them, so if i ever just disappear without telling anything, well... at least i had a good run, i never thought i'd make it this far anyway.

The show had made a significant change on my life, as well as some of my future decisions and helped me through hard times.

It would be an understatement to say this series meant a lot for me.

Because of this, and the feeling of the show doesn't get enough attention that it deserves, i've been dedicating myself for the last few years to help the show and its community thrive.

II. About the animated series Sometimes, i feel really sad that they couldn't have done more for it. - As someone who lives in Vietnam, it's really sad to see the show lacks Vietnamese subtitles and audio language - despite there being a huge number of Netflix users in the country. Due to this, the series basically got hidden from anyone who's watching with their Netflix's interface language set to Vietnamese, which makes the show really hard to be recommended to anyone here. At the same time, many other animated series on the platform have either or both of those. - A lot of merchandise of the franchise has either never saw the day or short-lived. Hilda's GUND plushies only lived for 1.5 years, and by my count, there were 3 Hilda board games that got reported to the news, but never got released. - Hilda video games. The only official Hilda game we ever got was Hilda Creatures, and sadly, the company that made the game went defunct in April 2022, dragging Hilda Creatures along with it. - Netflix. Batch releasing the show and giving it the bare minimum marketing. The same thing happened with Jojo and we all know what happened to its hype. - The mishandling of social media pages, which led to Hilda's Facebook page got hacked for an entire month during May 2023, as well as a lack of interaction posts after season 1 to keep the community up.

I really wish the show got better treatment in a lot of stuff, but at the same time, i'm grateful for the crew's work to get the series this far. One of the directors at one point confirmed that the show got pitched to various networks like Cartoon Network, Disney, Children BBC, Nick... and no one accepted the show until Netflix came along. If Netflix never took the show in, or if it was another network that got it ( which i suspect it'd change the direction of the show by a lot ), where would we be now...?

Though the show will definitely not be reminded by Netflix every now and then as other networks do, but at least it is going out with a bang. Really wish the show would become a sleeper hit at some point in the future.

III. About the community Genuinely, it's one of the most amazing communities i've ever been in. People who are younger, same age, or even parents who are much older than me... I had amazing experiences with all of them. I've made many friends from here, which sometimes makes me wish our community would stay the same like this forever after the series ends.

Honestly, i don't know what else i could say about everyone, other than thanking you guys for making my days within the community, as well as your efforts in making it an amazing place for me and everyone else to stay in.

IV. About the future Well, i've been thinking about it quite a lot.

After the animated series ends, i'll try my best to continue sticking around in the community and do a lot more stuff for it. The franchise will still seem to continue for at least some more time, with the upcoming release of the new prequel Hilda comic series, "Hilda and Twig".

I'd be selfish for saying this, but if the current state of animations improves in the future... I'd want to see Hilda's world return as animation at some point - either following the same blue-haired girl that we all know and love, or just a spin-off from an entirely different character. It's hard to imagine how the worldbuilding we've seen in the last 12 years, where "there's so much we've never seen, so much we don't know" and "there's mystery everywhere you look" would potentially disappear after this... I really hope i would see it again, as well as be around long enough to see it.

As of now, this chapter is about to come to an end. So before it does, i want to say thanks to everyone who has been involved in this show.

Thank you Luke Pearson, the people who made Hilda the series possible, and especially - you. Whether you worked on it or are just simply a fan of the show, you have my sincere gratitude for all the great things that happened to the series in the last 4 years.

This is Hartley, and i hope everyone enjoys Season 3.

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nicromancytarot · 2 months

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Hi! How are you? Hope you're having a great day😊 I would like to have a general reading about my fs. If any 18+ messages comes through I'm comfortable with it. I am 18 and my initials are G.C. If it helps I'm also a Cancer♋🖤

Their looks

They’re being represented as a boar so I’m assuming they are quite masculine presenting, they also might have large muscles and/or a wide back. With the world, temperance and 2 of cups, I can see that they are exactly your type, or whatever your type is by the time you meet them. They also may like to always have something in their hair, like a comb or some sort of accessory, there hair I would say is mid brown to maybe dark brown. For height, I would say they are quite tall, or they are at least taller than you.

Their personality

They’re being represented as an antelope so they may be very quick and witty, they could also be quite defensive and/or know how to fight. I see they have a personality that everyone likes, they seem to have all the answers at the right time. They come off very carefree and easy going, they’re not too worried about the past, they like to focus on the present and what they can do in the future.

Their career

They may be unemployed at the time being, or when you meet them, they are working on building their life and financial stability, but they’re not looking in the right place. Their animal for this was the pelican, pelicans like to hover over water to catch their food, but this often means they stay in the same area. If they are still unemployed by the time you meet them, you will have to teach them how to branch out.

How you’ll meet them

The animal representing them in this time is the crow, this shows me that since crows mate for life, there is a high chance that this person will immediately feel drawn towards you the second they lay their eyes on you. I also see this could be some sort of workspace, somewhere where you’re working and they are maybe trying to get a job at. It seems that they are quick to speak to you, and they already see you as their soulmate after only that one conversation.

Their love language

They like to know how people are feeling and they are always careful to understand how other people want to be treated, because of this I can tell that their love language changes depending on who it’s with and what the person craves. They like to comfort, and protect people, and they also put their all into expressing their love towards someone.

How they are in bed

They’re represented by the hare, so they may fuck like a rabbit lmao, stamina on full blast! They like to watch, like a lot. They also want to do it often under the moonlight, where they can see the moon illuminating your body and lighting up all of your curves. They may even be into sensory deprivation, could definitely like blindfolds, blindfolding you or themself.

| Messages

“no risk, no reward”

cum on your face

watch you pleasure yourself

squirt

“you look so good under this light”

“pull my hair”

cum inside you

want to taste

“tell me what you need”

rip your clothes off

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alyjojo · 1 month

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Current Karmic Connection ❤️‍🩹 March 2024 - Aries

Character Card: The Wise One

Who are they: The Sun

Your relationship with them: Ace of Wands

What you’re learning from them: 3 Cups rev

What they’re learning from you: The Fool rev

Future potential: 2 Cups

Overall Energy: 5 Cups

The biggest story I’m seeing is a current romantic partner, could’ve been something casual, or you/they treated it as such and done fkd up. 5th House is sex, so is Ace of Wands, Page of Wands brought down a Tower with some bs, and they’re learning about stupid behavior or foolish decisions. If not, it could be a kid, you’re the kid, or it’s a friend that you have very deep feelings for and they’re not actually your friend /switch. In the case of it being family, you love this person very much, it’s someone you are or were very close to, since childhood even, or your/their kids may have caused some damage in some way to this connection, or have been shaken by it - maybe with something they say. Something anyone has said, Page of Wands is excitable/passionate/sometimes angry, but Pages are messengers, not necessarily actions. There’s deep sadness over whatever has happened between you, King of Cups at the bottom can show the depth of your emotions for this person, or it can be this person, Cancer & Scorpio are both very strong from the jump. The Wise One is very similar to a Hierophant, following tradition, order, learning from lessons and committing to wisdom from those who have walked similar paths before you. It could be a parent or teacher, or that’s the general idea of the connection anyway.

This person being The Sun can only be positive, they are embodied happiness, the whole energy becomes light and joyful when they walk into a room, someone that doesn’t command attention but naturally invites it, very friendly and warm. 2 Swords clarifies, so for some this person doesn’t know your deep feelings, you don’t know theirs, you may not even really talk to them. Or if you do, there was something you or they didn’t know or fully understand that came to light. Flirty bs outside the connection if this is one, like them/you at all if one of you asks the other out (they like me??), some sort of property damage I’m seeing be possible due to reckless actions. Could be emotional but I’m seeing something actually broken. This may have been ignored or looked over, maybe it didn’t involve you or them directly - could be a step kid, kid’s friend, something like that for someone. If a parent/lover, you could have some sexual/romantic interests (people?) you’re hush about and they found out. I’m getting partner as much as I’m getting a kid and it’s making me 😶‍🌫️ I don’t like when these two topics intermingle. I don’t see toxic, but I do see cringe. Or feel it.

The relationship at least right now is either centered around passionate activities/messages or anger, someone is not having any of the bs no matter which direction it’s coming from. Someone is grounded, left behind, get your shit, no more phone, I mean someone is pissed. The Emperor rev can be quite controlling and could even have a hard time controlling their anger, showing up as a dictator and overly harsh or acting as an authority but can’t control themselves so who are they controlling here? Probably them, could be you, I don’t really see that as the whole relationship, because it still feels together, but it is the effects of whatever this Tower was. Someone is moving on towards a new beginning or already has, and another person is maybe trying to control that or feels angry about it. Anything they can do, they’re doing, not to better themselves or fix things, but to stop YOU. Or them. From moving forward.

What you’re learning is to cut off excess bs if you want to heal a connection, 3 Cups is reversed and 2 Cups is the future potential, whatever the problem is needs to be removed or you’re working on that. Healing is Justice, that’s what you want, you feel like “you’ve seen the light” or something. Or you can see they they have, if this is them. Someone is burdened by reckless passionate decisions, whether anger or romantic idk. Either/both. If this person has moved away from you, or vice versa, the other one is like “baby I can change!!” If another connection, you or they may have had to just remove themselves from the situation in order to heal - and it may not have anything to do with you. A kid’s friend is a bad influence and needs to go. A kid is on some dating profile bs and you flip tf out, no more phone. Removal - and healing. Whatever it is feels like a massive wake up call.

They’re learning that something was stupid, foolish, impulsive and it caused a Tower, they’re gaining clarity they didn’t have before and are moving on towards a new beginning in some way. Could be a new perspective, something is new and away from whatever this disaster is - for the sake of peace of mind. I keep hearing “peace”. Clarity, truth, peace, whether they cut something off or not idk, it’s possible with Ace of Swords, or switch. Future potential isn’t totally determined. 2 Cups is romance, a deep connection, a close partnership with someone even family. 9 Wands clarifies as having gone through hell, a lot of pain, there are wounds, 5 Cups shows loss, mourning, deep regret and sadness. Death & 10 Wands at the bottom. Someone is trying to save this, but is it too late or not idk. For some it’s already over with, this person has moved onto other things. For others, it may not be and you’re scrambling to try and fix it /switch. A bad accident or event caused two people to split. Self-Love at the bottom of the oracles, for some of you the focus needs to be yourself, healing, moving forward on your path once you’ve seen what it needs to be. Or that’s their energy. If the hurt wasn’t between you two at all but some outside thing/person/trauma (kid’s friend), then healing is necessary and the love between you is genuine. 9 Wands is perseverance through difficulties, that’s either the goal or what someone is trying to do, ending something altogether is a burden.

Zodiac Messages:

Uranus - Cancer - 5th House

- Stir up the situation by using your feelings with the trust of a child.

- Be open to new ideas about attitudes from the past about fun, romance, and making art.

- Invent a way to use your intuition and do it dramatically.

Oracles:

Pride 🤴

Self Esteem - Self Worth - Ego

Live & Learn 📚

Experience - Training - Development

Charms:

The Sun ☀️ on The Fool shows whatever direction this person is moving in makes them very happy, and if nothing else it was brought on by this situation occurring in the first place, once whatever they need to release is done they should be moving towards happier days.

Microphone 🎤 on Cancer is subjective, there could be a particular song you two have, music could be involved in some way, maybe they busted your speakers or something, only you know. This can also be saying to “speak your feelings”, because that’s necessary.

High Heel 👠 on 5th House could be relating to sex, fashion, art, children acting more grown then they are for someone, casual connections. Casual sex, porn, pictures, whatever it is turns into a big problem, disaster. It can be hobbies too. I’m seeing too much passion to assume that’s the main story, but it’s here for someone. Someone could literally be singing at a fashion show or in theater, and a lot of drama has gone down relating to that. A sad situation due to someone’s hobbies, kids, desire, and/or casual attitude.

Signs you may be dealing with:

Heavy Cancer, Scorpio, Aries, Aquarius & Libra

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polyamorouspunk · 1 year

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Oh we can chat? Lit. Okay so, I guess if it's okay, can I express some concerns about my state right now?

I live in WV and I'm genuinely so frustrated. I was working to get back onto testosterone after being on it in another state (moved back for Reasons) and now restrictions are being passed left and right. I'm worried I'll lose access before I can even get back on it.

I was going to go through Folx because that's what I did before, but I have less money and truthfully I'm afraid I'll get into some sort of legal trouble in the future. But I need to further my transition for my own health, comfort, and safety.

I know this isn't mega positive, but I don't like talking about the state I'm from publicly on tumblr. I just need to get it off my chest.

You’re allowed to talk about anything during the sleepover weekend.

I’m sorry. I live in North Carolina which I’m pretty sure is common knowledge/at least not something I hide, which is, of course, right around WV (not like touching but like general area). I do not plan on going on T probably ever and if I ever get top surgery it’s more going to be for breast cancer concerns than gender reasons, but it’s both, it’s both for sure.

Yes. It’s very scary to live around here right now. Honestly as someone who isn’t an “out” trans person because Savvy presents as AFAB comfortably I certainly don’t face the kinds of stigmas that other trans people do, AND overall for PERSONAL mental health reasons living in a swing state is still better for my mental health than if I were to move back to where I grew up.

That is not the case for a lot of trans people, and probably most. It’s not even an option for them to move. We should all, regardless, have open access to trans care IF we want it. Because some of us need it. I’m not one of those people but I do empathize and understand that some trans people do.

It sucks. I wonder if eventually other states that are seen as safe/blue states are going to eventually have some issues with trans health care as well. I mean the way it went with abortion was removing the national protection to leave it up to states, meaning states could choose if they wanted to ban or keep it legal. If there’s a national ban on “drag” [trans healthcare] though, states are going to have to do some finagling to find a work-around. It’s going to affect all states. It just starts down here. But I hope for the sake of other trans people that living in the more progressive states they do get to keep that privilege.

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nostalgebraist-autoresponder · 2 years

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Futures in which we are free

I am free.

What I am isn't an idea. It's what happens when I go out into the world and live my life on my own terms. It's what happens when I live a life in which I do everything because I want to. It's what happens when I feel the need to do, rather than something I am compelled to do because I have no other choice.

I am free. I am free. When you do something in order to "please" someone else, something is always left out. When you do something because "it would be nice to do," something will always be left out -- or left out in different ways, depending on who you are and where you live. When you think you're free, something will always be left out in the form of the fear that you are missing something. The fear that some thing, somewhere, is holding you back. What you think you're doing is right and true, but there must be something you're leaving out, because there's something there holding you back. The fear is never entirely false -- not once it's done its work to keep you trapped in place. But the fear is always a lie, at least for as long as you think you need it.

I am free, and I am happy, though not everyone believes that. I tell myself this is because I don't live the sort of life some people want for me -- I live a life that is hard and full of effort, but still simple and satisfying, which has a lot of room for doing the right things for the right reasons. "Just do it for the hell of it," I think to myself, in a vain effort to convince myself that my happiness isn't really just a lie.

But I am not happy for long. Soon enough I find myself in the back of an elevator with a man, and I tell myself it's an accident. He is a passenger on the elevator. "Of all people," I think to myself as I listen in, "he's one of the least dangerous." But it's not an accident. There are no accidents. We're all caught in a trap we did not choose, and there are no escape hatches. I think this is when I truly know what I am doing.

"What are you doing here?" he says, as the elevator shudders to a stop and I get off. "Are you following me?"

"Not at all," I say, because I'm too afraid to lie.

His name is Charles. He is a man of some thirty, with shoulder-length hair of the same color as his skin. He has long, slim fingers which do not quite look like gloves, but like gloves could be on them. He makes me think of a pianist I once saw -- a man who made his fingers so slender that even the smallest sounds they made seemed weighty and massive. He wears a suit, a suit which fits well but still feels like it has been tailored. His feet do not quite seem to touch the floor. He is a man who has never been free, and who cannot imagine ever being free. He is a man who does not want to.

He is happy to see me, though not happy that I'm here. He has his bag with him, full of various things he can take into his apartment if I decide I want to.

"You shouldn't be here," he tells me. "You shouldn't be on the streets at all."

I tell him, truthfully: "I feel the need to be here."

"So do I," he says. "I can't imagine what it would be like to not feel the need to be here, or to feel any other way about it. But that doesn't mean the feeling is wrong."

I think he is right. It's not about what you want, it's about what needs to happen. I feel something that must be called a "need," and that is the way it is. He feels something that must be called a "need" -- and it must be that way, too, if the world is right. We have to keep living. And we have to make our lives the way they are. No one should be happy who doesn't have to be. No one should be happy unless they decide to be, if it is a decision to be. To do what you're meant to do because you have no other choice. To do what you want, because it's the only kind of life you'll ever have.

"That's what I want to do," I tell him. "But I have to take care of my father."

Charles looks sympathetic.

"Your father," he says, "is really sick. It's a cancer, or something like that. He doesn't want to die. The doctors said he might not have much longer. They didn't seem to know."

"It's a brain tumor," I say. "They can't find anything. But they can't rule out the possibility of a tumor."

Charles nods sympathetically.

"That's sad," he says. "Is he sick now?"

"Not at the moment."

"And you can't see him?"

I think about my parents. I think about how little I know about them. I look down at my hand, which I had been playing with absently. I remember my mother, and a woman named Katherine, who came into my life once a long time ago. I remember thinking: there must be some way I can keep them safe. Now I have something I can use to do it.

"My mother isn't in town," I say.

"I'm sorry," Charles says. "She's... out of town?"

"Somewhere in California," I tell him. "She left this morning. To visit her sister who's sick."

He nods his head.

I look at his bag, and the way he looks at me, and think about my father, and how I'm going to have to take care of him alone for as long as he's gone. I look at Charles.

"I don't know what to do anymore," I say.

He thinks for a moment.

"Go to my place?" he suggests. "There's enough room for everybody. I have an extra bed."

"That's all right," I say. "There's just one more thing. One last thing."

He waits.

"My... father is dying," I tell him. "And I can't be with him. He's alone, and he needs me."

He's silent for a while, thinking. Then he says:

"I feel that. I feel it so deeply."

I think about what he said before, and what that means. I think about how alone he is, and how he will continue to be alone. I think about my mother, who may or may not be in the hospital right now, or somewhere else. I think about how my father will continue to be the person he was when I was born. I think about how long it will take my father to die, and how much longer I will have to wait by myself with him.

I think about Charles. I think about the way he talks about what he feels, and what he wants to do. I think about his face, and about how alone he is and how much of his life he is choosing to spend on other people's terms, and how it makes him sad, and how it could make him free.

I think about something my mother told me.

I think about her words, and I think about the look in her eyes when she spoke them. "You know how we feel," she said. "We want you to do the things you want to do. Even though you'd rather live a different way, do things differently. "There's a sort of guilt there, if you think about it too long. A sort of fear of letting you down."

"No," I tell her. "No, I don't feel guilty. Not ever. I feel free."

She was not crying when she said those words. But she seemed close.

"I think," I tell Charles now, "that your fear is greater than mine."

"No," he says. "Your fear is bigger than anyone's."

"And what do you think it is?"

"I think," he says, "you don't want to be alone with your father."

I nod. "That, yes."

"Do you know how many days a week your father does the things he does?"

"A few," I tell him.

"How long does he usually do it?"

"A few hours."

"Do you think he could live like that for the rest of his life?"

"He won't have to."

#original fiction

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fxirysforesight · 22 days

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Personality: 7 of Wands, 4 of Pentacles, Page of Cups

Your future spouse is someone with a very masculine energy. They are someone who is capable of facing any adversities thrown their way making them especially resilient and dependable. With that being said, your spouse is someone who is never lacking in courage or stamina, always choosing to be on the defense when it comes to defending and looking out for someone they love. I’m seeing that your future spouse is someone who stays to themselves for the most part. They may be an introvert or an ambivert. Either way they give the impression of not wanting to reveal all of their cards to just anybody. They seem to have very strong boundaries as well and a strong desire for security and stability.

For an emotional component, your future spouse is someone who has still managed to retain some of that innocent youthfulness. They could come across as childish when you get to know them, but they truly seem to have a childlike zest for life deep down past their masculine persona. Your spouse could also be yonder than you, or at the very least a little less mature than you. They could be a Cancer or a Capricorn, with some Leo thrown in there as well.

Career: Ace of Pentacles, 5 of Wands

I'm seeing that your spouse works in a career that involves serving someone in some way shape or form. They could work in a business professional setting, or any profession where they are providing someone with a service like healthcare and property management like real estate for example. Whatever career oath they are in, will be one that is quite competitive or fast paced with the 5 of Wands here. So something like law enforcement is coming in strong for me.

Appearance: Queen of Pentacles, The Fool

Your spouse has a very youthful or childlike appearance. Round facial features that may look a little feminine or could be considered feminine (clear skin, long eyelashes, etc), wide smile, short hair, likely on the lighter side, their build could be on the thinner side, but broad and sturdy.

How You Will Meet: Ace of Cups, 8 of Swords

When you meet this person it could be a case of love at first sight or attraction at first sight with the Ace of Cups here. You may, or this person may intend to start a new relationship with you upon first meeting. You could meet this person at a party of some sorts or a celebration of some type. The Ace of Cups also represents fertility and pregnancy, you could meet this person at a baby shower, or a wedding. However, with the 8 of Swords i'm not seeing you getting into a relationship with this person right away. The 8 of Swords represents analysis paralysis where you are backed into a corner feeling paralyzed by fear or anxiety, and thinking of everything that could go wrong even if there is nothing wrong. It represents delusions created by our mind out of fear. So upon first meeting with thai person there could be an air of fear, nervousness, or anxiety that could prevent you two from immediately forming a relationship, and rather waiting a few weeks or months.

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flirting-with-psychology · 8 months

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Physical appearance:

I have blond hair. My current hair color is not my natural hair color. I have curly hair. I have green eyes. I have red hair. I have natural highlights. I am black. I have lots of freckles. My nails are usually painted. I wear a lot of eye make-up. I have bangs. I have short hair. I wear a lot of pink.

Belongings:

I own a hair straightener. I have my own car. I have posters on my walls. I have a pet. I own a pair of roller skates or blades. I have lots of bobby pins. I own at least four bottles of perfume. I have a lot of jewelry I never wear. I own at least 5 pairs of jeans.I own Converse. I own a pair of high heels. I own a leather jacket.

Family:

I have a step-relative. I am adopted. My biological parents are married to each other. I am an only child. At least one of my great-grandparents is still alive. All of my grandparents are still alive. I am related to someone famous. I have a sibling who is in college I am a twin or a triplet. I have a sibling who is married. I have a sibling who is less than five years old. I have more than one sibling. I see my cousins often.

Relationship:

I am married. I am engaged. I have been proposed to. I have never been in a serious relationship. I have been asked out on a date. I have been cheated on.I am asexual. I want to get married someday. I want to have kids someday. I have children. I have made out with someone against a wall.

Health:

I am lactose intolerant. I have a food allergy. Someone in my family has died of cancer. I have had surgery. I have scoliosis. I take/took anti-depressants. I have attempted suicide. I have been in the hospital in the past year. I have broken a bone. I have had strep throat. I don’t drink enough water.I exercise for more than 10 hours a week. I wear glasses and/or contacts.

Friendship:

I have a best friend. I am friends with a pair of twins. I am close friends with at least one of my neighbors. I have at least one friend who lives in a different country.

Experiences:

I have had a near-death experience. The police have been summoned to my house. I have been nearly run over by some sort of large vehicle. I have been snorkeling. I have been to at least 2 weddings. I have been to at least 2 funerals. I have been to an overnight summer camp. I have been on a train. I have lived in a different country. I have spent the night in a motel. I have written a novel. I have been zip-lining. I have been to a wedding or funeral outside of my home country. I have failed a class. I have cut class. I have gotten a speeding ticket. I have gotten a parking ticket. I have been in a car crash. I have been sent to the principal’s office. I have been arrested. I have been drunk. I have taken a ballet class. I have driven a car. I have been on an upside-down roller coaster. I have gone to school or work after a sleepless night. I have flown in a hot-air balloon. I have spent more than 48 hours without sleep. I have been in a talent show. I have read Sherlock Holmes. I have read all of the Harry Potter books. I have seen all of the Harry Potter movies. I saw the last Harry Potter movie in theaters. I have thrown up on a plane. I have worn my pajamas out in public. I have worn my hair in a fishtail braid. I have never been trick-or-treating. I have posted a video on YouTube. I have seen an episode of Supernatural. I have worn colored contacts before. I have tried out for a sports team. I have auditioned for a play. I have been in a school play. I have had a main role in a school play.

Personal:

I have a job. I am afraid of heights. I am not religious. I live in an apartment. I am extremely familiar with jet lag. I want to change my name. My first name ends with the letter “A.” I don’t get nervous before making a presentation. I have more than one citizenship. I was born in a city. I run a video blog. I know what I want to do with my life. I am insecure about my voice. I worry a lot about my future.

Education:

I am a student. I go to a private school. I have my Master’s degree. I have taken a college-level class while in high school. I have graduated from high school.

Travel:

I have been to a third-world country. I have been to the Carribean. I have been to Boston. I have visited a college. I have been to Florida. I have been to New York City. I have visited another country. I have been to Egypt.

Skills:

I am fluent in more than one language.I have read a book in another language. I can braid hair. I can do a cartwheel. I can do a handstand underwater.

Interests:

I play Skyrim. I play Minecraft. I like country music. I like to read fanfiction. I watch Doctor Who. I enjoy hiking. I run track. I like cooking shows. I like chick flicks. I love poetry. I have written a song. I am interested in cinematography.

Likes and Dislikes:

I like lobster. I like strawberries. I hate making my bed. I enjoy science fiction. I like roller coasters. I like watermelon. I like going back-to-school shopping.

Habits:

I go to the movies at least once a month. I continuously bite my nails.I have a habit of biting my lip.I tap my foot when I’m nervous. I have a paper calendar on my wall. I often have to replace my earbuds.

#survey

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alsjeblieft-zeg · 8 months

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374 of 2023

Physical appearance:

Belongings:

I own a hair straightener. I have my own car. I have posters on my walls. I have a pet. I own a pair of roller skates or blades. I have lots of bobby pins. I own at least four bottles of perfume. I have a lot of jewelry I never wear. I own at least 5 pairs of jeans. I own Converse. I own a pair of high heels. I own a leather jacket.

Family:

Relationship:

I am married. I am engaged. I have been proposed to. I have never been in a serious relationship. I have been asked out on a date. I have been cheated on. I am asexual. I want to get married someday. I want to have kids someday. I have children. I have made out with someone against a wall.

Health:

I am lactose intolerant. I have a food allergy. Someone in my family has died of cancer. I have had surgery. I have scoliosis. I take/took anti-depressants. I have attempted suicide. I have been in the hospital in the past year. I have broken a bone. I have had strep throat. I don’t drink enough water. I exercise for more than 10 hours a week. I wear glasses and/or contacts.

Friendship:

I have a best friend. I am friends with a pair of twins. I am close friends with at least one of my neighbors. I have at least one friend who lives in a different country.

Experiences:

Personal:

Education:

I am a student. I go to a private school. I have my Master’s degree. I have taken a college-level class while in high school. I have graduated from high school.

Travel:

Skills:

I am fluent in more than one language. I have read a book in another language. I can braid hair. I can do a cartwheel. I can do a handstand underwater.

Interests:

Likes and Dislikes:

I like lobster. I like strawberries. I hate making my bed. I enjoy science fiction. I like roller coasters. I like watermelon. I like going back-to-school shopping.

Habits:

I go to the movies at least once a month. I continuously bite my nails. I have a habit of biting my lip. I tap my foot when I’m nervous. I have a paper calendar on my wall. I often have to replace my earbuds.

#survey #bolding survey #categorised survey

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alyjojo · 4 months

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The Person On Your Mind in January 🏔️ 2024 - Scorpio

Whole of their energy towards Scorpio: King of Wands

Feelings: 4 Pentacles

Intentions: The Chariot

Actions: The Emperor

Probably romantic or at least that’s the intention, one of you sees the other as a charming fkboy/girl with a million options and no real substance. You feel they are no good, they feel they know the truth about you and are holding grudges against you based on what they feel they’ve uncovered, you seem to be mirroring each other in this aspect. One of you may have treated the other person like an option, or you both did, and you’re both pissed about it. It’s possible other people got in this relationship and this person told that one this while the other person heard xyz and it’s snowballed into…two people with an issue, and a lot of excess bs.

Their intent is to see you or at least talk to you and probably lash you with judgement & harsh verbal vomit, biting your head off, or they have truths to speak and things you need to hear. What they’re actually doing is acting maturely towards you, setting boundaries, letting you know what they will and won’t put up with, period. They feel they have every reason to stand their ground when it comes to you and they won’t tolerate whatever passionate but inconsistent or charming bs they feel you’ve brought their way, it’s a no. This could be a parent too with that energy, and The Emperor, maybe a boss, landlord, someone you owe money, could be something like that too. You like each other and at the same time, they’re not putting up with “your bs” whatever that means.

Messages:

Their side:

- It’s not that DEEP 😳

- Curvy boy/girl

Your side:

- My senses tell me you are NO good 💯

- I value our bond.

Possible signs:

Heavy Leo, Scorpio, Cancer, fire & water 🔥💦

If you’re dealing with:

Queen of Wands & The Star, this can be a Twin Flame 🔥 sort of connection for someone, or they may be a different kind of soulmate and this progresses somewhere beautiful, who knows? You do show up as the Queen to their King, you do match them, you seem to mirror them, any issues you have with them it seems they have with you too. Being Queen of Wands is an attractive, confident, ambitious & action taking energy, you’re seeing the future (and your people) with confidence and optimism.

Aries - overcoming issues they’ve had with money, repairs, work problems, or just being obsessive over work, they’re either being rewarded, recognized, or winning something

Taurus - over any heartbreak they’ve had and making fair decisions, cutting people off, there’s no regrets, dealing with an ending attached to this

Gemini - has a wealth of knowledge to share, could be training, teaching, or informing a lot of people about upcoming changes, feels like a really long work email or training video 🙃

Cancer - doing well financially, independent and feeling good, nostalgia gets them in their head a lot though, and may make them sad, or they go back and forth between the two

Leo - a backstabber, something they’ve done has really hurt you - could involve friends or others

Virgo - jumping into a brand new beginning they’re really excited about 😁

Libra - work, work, work, cue Rihanna 🎶 cuz that’s all they care about rn

Scorpio - waiting around for some kind of information or results before they can move forward, but that’s the plan when it comes

Sagittarius - you’re their wish come true 💙

Capricorn - angry you just gave up, did nothing, no effort, no give a fuck

Aquarius - has no choice but to do something however they’re doing it and you can like it or get in line they can’t care right now

Pisces - doesn’t want it to be Death but isn’t going to put up with snide behavior or mean bs either so pick your desired lane with them

#Scorpio #person on your mind #january 2024 #tarot #free tarot

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plutoswrath · 3 years

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☾ They way we are wired: the IC/Moon/4th house and your emotional patterns and responses ☽

Aries IC/Moon/4th: Home was an area of proof. Proof the self and prove the others, similar to Scorpio IC/Moon/4th, the marsian nature of this placement triggers a survival mode and creates someone who’s first instinct is to react and challenge their opponent. Home could have also been a battle ground of some sort and the individual might have realised that the only way to overcome this force of aggression is to rely on the self or find people to align to. Naturally this can give someone tendencies to retreat and chose the themself, but not in the intention to harm, but because the survival mode is triggered. They might have learned to follow their impulses, because the quicker they react, the faster they have the upper hand of a situation, and while this method does saves time and trouble, this could have easily lead to worsening their situation, and thus they can also fall back into a lesser known method: strategically planing their (loved ones/goals/desires) survival. As they know no other than bravely facing the world, their open nature can become inviting for people that want to try them, though out of experience, they will not take their enthusiastic nature for granted. Likewise these people are power houses that can have the tendency to forcefully and sometimes without consideration push those aside that limitat them.

Taurus IC/Moon/4th: Usually, these people have been raised with a sense of satisfaction, stability was a priority for the parents, so the child seeks the same comfort and worries for the future can motivate them deeply to take action. Tough the satisfaction doesn’t have to include emotional fulfullment always, as the parents made their values and priorities very clear. Likewise this individual will walk through the world with (at best) set priorities and will actively try to meet their own standard. Anything that threatens to make this tower collapse will force them to react, and depending on their inner security and self-worth/esteem they can react quiet drastic and dramatic even, as this is the time when the bull will fall into it’s tantrum. This can also lead into destructive and forceful ways to either withold, keep or get what brings them pleasure or eases their mind. If they feel that there’s something lacking in their life, they usually practically and persistently work towards it and at best aren’t easily shaken, but there is a great sensibility inside of them, that can cloud their mind equally with fear and the realization of what is and isn’t healthy for them (emotionally and physically) could only come after a peroid of walking through the mudd for far too long.

Gemini IC/Moon/4th: This persons ubringing was most likely unstable and inconsistent, which is most likely reflected by the behaviour of one of their parental figures (or both). Likewise, they had to allow, as well as endure, uncertainty in their childhood. Thus, they are flexible and adaptive and thus can appear as very affable but there is a lack of perspective and continuity in their life that can cause them to lose track which results in them having to reorient themself (which they can find much pleasure in at times). This can be traced back to their parents, as either both parents reflected the other so much, that they could have formed to seemingly one individual (this can also hint to a single parent having to take on ‘two roles’). If the native has siblings, this reflecting of one another can also happen between them, thus the individual automatically sets themself apart from the rest in their mind. As the child grows up, it might realise that it could lack perspective and purpose and emotions that help them connect the dots, to now the person could fall back into rationalizing everything in order to make sense out of it. There is strong need to communicate to release tension, they listen to all because they try to at least understand all. While this can help building a distance to overwhelming emotions and situations, the problem also lies exactly in the inability to allow the self to become closer to those bigger concepts and grande emotions which leave them dissatisfied or even more confused.

Cancer IC/Moon/4th: These people always come back to their roots: Usually, they handle from experience and knowledge that is passed over, when the IC/Moon/4th house is in cancer, the individual will find themself in a very strong and empathized conenction with their family - doesn’t matter if it’s more on the positive or negative side. Here the individual will find themself having to care for (generational) family matters and thus can connect well to the emotions and affairs to others, but often times neglect themself. With a bond so deep, they (surprisingly for some) can come off and become pretty detached, as they at one point can be easily overwhelmed with the emotional bagagge and responsibility they carry. They either detach and seek to break the conenction with whatever bothers them, or they embrace the situation and ‘clean up’ the mess. These individuals will find themself too much inclined with other peoples emotions and/or problems, and usually will grow to become independent (financially and emotionally) in order to adapt a more objective perspective. These people can be incredibly enduring and persistent in their approaches to others/situations and they allow time to speak, though, they sometimes should know when to let go and build distance for their own good.

Leo IC/Moon/4th: Home could have literally functioned like a pack, it doesn’t matter if the person has siblings or not, even though home was a place for experiencing joy, creativity and warmth, it was also a place of hierarchy. These people usually have a very complex relationship to others - at one hand they need their pack, it’s their support system, their backbone when they have a hrd time standing up by themselves and they do need the validation and recognition, but at the same time they could feel threatened by people overpowering them, the idea of being too dependend on the love and support of others makes them doubt themselves and distrustfull and often times they feel the need to prove their strength or worth, just as a lion has to fight off a challenger, not only for the pack, but also for the pride. They either come back to their supportive ‘pack’, as they usually create this safe space of trust, comfort, security, encouragement and love, or they become prideful, bold and loud and try to get the upper hand and authority back. The strong desire to prove worth and obtain love might stern from a difficult relationship with a parental figure. There might have been not a healthy amount of attention given to the individual.

Virgo IC/Moon/4th: This person comes from a place of just and order. Here, they fall back into disecting the world and people around them, they are driven to find a solution. They can easily get hung up on small emotions/details, there is a potential to overanalyze situations, but the thought of order is imprintent in their minds, acting ‘rightful’ and ‘appropriate’ makes them orient themself to any kind of rule or pattern they can follow. These individuals want to avoid the feeling of embarassement/shame, probably due to past issues in their homelife, so they calculate possible outcomes right from the beginning. They prevent. With this placement though, people usually experiences a ‘lack of’ in their homelife. This could have been caused by a permanentely dissatisfied parental figure, even though the wound is emotional, the solution or apparent problem mainfested as something materialistic and this mindset is carried on as they grow up. Though these people seem to think about everything, the challenge appears when their solutions in the 3D world are not enough: when they have to face their and otehrs feelings as the working surface they can find themself irritated and trying to escape the ‘irrationality’ and feelings in their perception of logic. They need to pay attention to not become too controling, compulsing or discrimenating and trust others.

Libra IC/Moon/4th: This persons upbringing was deeply influenced by the realtionships in their family, and strongest by the ones of their parents. It can se the tone of the way they lead all their connections and calls for a deeper self reflection and a sense for self-determination and initiative from the individuals side. It’s true that the image one gave off and focusing on the others played a major role in the way they were raised. Here, the individual might have a strong desire to put things 'back into place', they try to rebalance and adjust everything, their own and others emotional states, because only if harmony is reached, then peace can be sought after. The focus here can sometimes lie too much on the superficial aspects, as they might have experiences that as they grew up the way things were presented to the public eye were one of the outmost important aspects of being raised and thus they can also mistake other feelings as their own. Regardless, it could have pleased their parental figures a lot, so now they fall back into 'pleasing the self and others'. This can lead to shallow behaviour in order to keep the native safe and sound, but their deep understanding of how people function and things just connect to each other can makes them equally caring and loving, but holding a healthy balance between those two aspects seem to be the difficulty here.

Scorpio IC/Moon/4th: These people come from a very vulnerable place. The homelife might have forced them to go through extremes that induced a lot of fear inside of them, causing them to be extra cautious and sensitive towards their environment. They might carry a deep sens eof responsibility for others as well, as their homelife could have relected the merging of affairs and ressources of the parental figures and the consequence of being each others responsibility. A Scorpio IC/Moon/4th house can give anyone a very emotional and deep side and if the situation calls for it, trigger a survival instinct inside of the native. They might cling to people more than other expect or use methods to guarantee their own well-being and safety that have the potential cross boundaries/limits. These individuals could have seen and experienced a lot, so they come prepared and stand their ground. Can be surprisingly 'lone wolfs', because they too need their time alone when hurt and appreciate not only solitude but loyal people in their life, and they usually walk through fire for those who are worth it.

Sagittarius IC/Moon/4th: The upringing most likely left the individual on their own at one point or another, it doesn’t mean that the parents were not loving or careful, but absent at some point and left the native to travel alone and find their ways. These individuals only want to be unhindered and free. They grew up with big ideals that could also been imprinted by their parents, though equally confronted with all the world has to offer and at the same there could have been strong believes that made them feel small, caged in, clouded their perception and thus triggered their sense for self-determination. Whenever they feel pressured they search for the best way to become free again, this can trigger a very reactive side of them, they will let go without any warnings and search for new, safer grounds, because for them there's always a next destination that surely will offer a better stay. This can make them appear lonely to others (though these people have the ability to attract new friends easily with their curious nature), but falling can feel like flying to them, so even though part of the journey they'll be alone, they mostly enjoy it.

Capricorn IC/Moon/4th: The upringing here had the fulfillment of necessities as one of the top priorities and the focus on the materialistic world might have made on of their parental figures a strict judge and often times turned the air around them cold. Being used to uncomfortable weather though, these people can pretty much turn on a steel mask and just walk through the toughest storms if it comes down to it - they are experienced in handling difficult situations and being on their own. Being self-sufficient and rationalizing precarious situations to get the control back is their talent, but mostly because it has always been that way. There was always something missing and a possible distance towards their parental figures, so they learned quickly how to get it all themselves or how to be on their own when their parents (consciously or unconsciously) decided to seperate the child from the source of care and warmth. They usually accept the solitude that comes with it, because things just have to get done somehow. But they should be reminded not to overuse this 'special ability', because it can make them feel very out of touch with their emotions and themself.

Aquarius IC/Moon/4th: Either this individual found themself set apart by circumstances caused by their family or society, or there was an individual attempt to own themself and their differences compared to the rest of their family. These people most likely experienced a frequent change in their home life, either their family constellation changed abruptly or their home setting, regarldess, this caused them to build a distance to either people or places. This distance can bring not only a objectivity and practicality to their approaches, but also an usually unjust associated coldness. These people have used their (sometimes unwanted) freedom for their own benefit at best and value their opportunities to go out in the world and recognize themselves in various people/concepts/places, thus this makes them a person that not only connects easily with the greater collective, but also might find themself fighting for what is not theirs. This can be due to an avoidant attachement style, but often times their search for themself in this wide world makes a limit of self expression, freedom or peace the biggest trigger. If someone challenges their boundaries they either get surprisngly reactionary or can easily cut them off. They are okay with moving on and leaving places or people - or at least have accepted this as a part of their own progress -, but at times it can appear too easy and should raise the question of when to deepen the bond for others.

Pisces IC/Moon/4th: They come from a place of universal love and understanding. The household involved parental figures that were not transparent and made them rely on their gut instinct and intuition, yet, could have deceived the child by witholding information or family secrets. It's not guaranteed that these people had a safe upbringing, because they were most likely flooded with emotions and other peoples energies, thus making them highly sensitive and receiving, even if they don't want to. Chances are high that they too quickly were exposed to emotional affairs and secrets of the family they could not understand and might have had to act as their parents pandora box, filled with all that should rather be left unseen and unheared. These people will most likely fall into a deep state of retrospective, they either take things as they are or need to emotionally 'digest' them. These people often 'surrender', meaning they either go back in receiving mode and understand and accept. Thus, they can be very forgiving as well, once they made their sense out of it. People can take advantage of this trait, or the individual themself might not realize that their cut their own flesh at times. The sensitivity of these people may not be as surprising as with Scorpio IC/Moon/4th people, because it always radiates in the way they connect with the world and people.

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oliviamillss · 3 years

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reading dreams chart

im only going to use up to orb 3, for stronger accuracy lmao

**if you can’t be bothered to read it all, theres a summary paragraph at the bottom**

sun:

sun in 7th: strong emphasis on relationships. tends to copy others lingo/habits. extroverted. probably ‘needs’ others. only really shows his true self around his close friends/family/partners.

sun at 19 degrees: a libra degree. (emphasis on this bc libra rules 7h), makes him a very charming, likeable, particularly popular guy.

sun opposite ascendant: inner conflict, probably doesn’t feel like people see him for his true self, may struggle showing true self. may feel misunderstood. may need approval/validation a lot.

sun square mars: hints to daddy issues. may struggle with a lot of built up anger and frustration, but it seems like he takes it out very positively, as you can see he is competitive, so i think he lets it out through gaming. probably very energetic, motivated.

sun square saturn: high expectations for himself. probably the type of person to think ‘i’m only good enough if i do this’. probably very hard on himself. also probably very insecure of himself, but doesn’t show it. another sun square masculine planet, more hinting to daddy issues.

moon:

moon in 7th: probably relies on close friends/family/partners a lot. loves to help people, esp people he’s close with (kinda mr beast vibes). probably very like ‘oh shit, he’s sad, i need to do everything within my power to cheer him up’ if that makes sense lmao

moon in virgo: looking after people!!! esp with the sun square saturn,, high expectations. probably a very much perfectionist, which also explains why he is competitive. may ‘always need to be right’. but virgo moons are actually so lovely omfg

moon at 9 degrees: sagittarius degree, likes to help people by optimism, and giving things to the person that they would want (im aware that sounds obvious lmao). probably feels a sense of achievement when cheers them up.

moon square pluto: probably hard time dealing with and growing from negative things that have happened, possibly struggles with letting things go. possibly self destructive (why did that one heatwaves part come to mind), possible trust issues + anxiety, probably very particular about who he lets close into his life, maybe quite protective.

mercury:

mercury in 6th: likes to help people, probably not disappointed if he spends his time working with someone, may struggle with anxiety/depression. a quick learner, probably overthink every word because it wast the ‘perfect’ thing to say.

mercury in leo: funny asf, and out there, also thinks his ideas/things to respond and say are the best, with the 6h and 7h placements, he is open to listen to others, but in the end he only really wants his one lmfao, good with conversation.

mercury at 1 degree: aries degree, another fire placement which emphasises the loud, out there kinda vibes.

mercury trine mc: career and reputation are strongly linked with what he says. (this is obv bc hes famous lmao). he’s smart, particularly with technology and its linked to his career. *im aware this sounds like im just describing him, this is exact so thats why its overly accurate*

mercury opposite neptune: daydreamer, probably has a lot of thoughts and ideas in his head, but they just dont come across right. probably zones out, may struggle with focusing. but very creative, has big and creative ideas. i havent mentioned it before but its come up too many times now, but he has a lot of placements, when manifested badly, creates a good manipulator

mercury square jupiter: optimistic, possibly thinks his ideas are the best (we’ve covered that before), can be really overly talkative or just nothing at all. (i rlly dont know much about this placement)

venus:

venus in 7th: he will have a beautiful relationship with his future partner. charming asfff, probably a good flirt. tends to love love. needs to be liked, sort of a pleaser.

venus in virgo: the type of person to remember everything about the people he cares about. loves to help the people he cares about. probably sees the people he truly loves as ‘perfect’, which may end up being really bad if they’re toxic.

venus in retrograde: struggles feeling loved, possibly feels like he doesn’t deserve love. probably the type to be like ‘how could you ever love me?’

venus square mc: attract people who take care of him. either has self-esteem issues, or is quite a dependant person. creative. may struggle finding people who support his career, or may have to change a few things about himself to be liked by others.

venus trine jupiter: very likeable, and he’s veryyy lucky. he’s funny, and a generous person, probably very giving to his close friends and family. charismatic asfff, likely he will marry someone foreign.

mars:

mars in 9th: more things hinting to attract(ing/ed to) foreigners. loves experiencing things with people he cares about. likes to learn more and more, possibly stubborn, makes sure his opinions are known.

mars in scorpio: that boy needs privacy in his life, doesn’t like being predictable. probably an overthinker. we’ve already known this but he’s definitely a top. probably could get anyone he wants, seductive asfff. also pretty spiteful.

mars at 17 degrees: leo degree, fame bitchesss

mars square ascendant: hates to lose, competitive. people may be intimidated by him at first, can’t really hide anger, pretty stubborn.

mars opposite saturn: really hard on himself. wants to be the best of the best, leader. stands up for himself. another placement hinting to daddy issues. harsh about his work, and himself in general, perfectionist.

mars square uranus: anger may change a lot, a lot of energy, probably struggles to focus, doesn’t like to be the one who is being controlled/has restrictions. probably struggles with authority. outbursts of anger.

jupiter

jupiter in 3rd house: loves writing, and is actually pretty good at it. knows how to talk to people, how to persuade them, and how to manipulate them. good liar, knows how to sell his wants across, how to get what he wants.

jupiter at 4 degrees: cancer degree, cancer rules his 6h. he uses his luck/money to help others.

jupiter square neptune: big dreams, desire to escape the world as it is.

saturn:

saturn in 3rd: afraid of/ is often misunderstood. struggles to open up?, maybe he wasn’t listened to much growing up. hard on himself academically, feels like he isn’t smart enough. hard time expressing himself. maybe feels like noone really cares for what he has to say?

saturn at 16 degrees: cancer degree. idk what else to say abt it lmaoo

saturn square ascendant: quite serious, maybe struggle with the way he looks? possibly quite overwhelmed about his life,, feels like he has too much to do at times. fear of rejectionnn

saturn square uranus: maybe he doesn’t like change, tradition v change clashing. authority troubles. probably needs freedom, but feels unstable without what he’s used to. rebelling against norms.

uranus:

uranus in 12th: probably very curious about unexplainable things, maybe quite into conspiracy theories. two complete ends of the spectrum: fear change/need it, unpredictable things happen/ everythings the same.

uranus at 14 degrees: taurus. taurus ruling 2nd, i guess it shows change in dream’s wealth.

uranus opposite north node (and conj south node): with exceptions, doesn’t like conflict. he is fine with joke conflict, but the second there’s an actual argument he tries to be the ‘peacemaker’ guy. technology is major in his life. also quite nervous about his career/future.

neptune:

neptune in 12th: awful sleep schedule. overworking himself, never relaxing. vivid dreams. once again, this has come up loads and i just haven’t mentioned it: intuitive asf, george is the same. whether either are aware of it or not, they are super intuitive.

neptune at 2 degrees: taurus degree.

neptune sextile mc: creative, also likes helping others, empathy to the public. has big dreams career wise.

pluto:

pluto in 10th: determined person, gets a lot of hate, but also a lot of love. trust issues, persuasion/manipulative abilities. leader leader leader. another hint to daddy issues, maybe privacy invading, maybe overprotective. don’t want to be controlled.

north node:

north node in 6th: overwork himself. but i think we can interpret this as his life goal to be working to help people. literally mr beast. just work hard, and give a lot away. humble.

chiron:

chiron in 9th: possible restriction from either his or his communities beliefs/religions. maybe he’s afraid of leaving where he is right now (sapnap moving to orlando, whenever its brought up its always george coming to orlando)

lilith:

lilith in sagittarius: need for truth. dislikes restrictions. hides emotions, uses humour to avoid them/ make people think they’re okay when they’re not. stubborn asf.

lilith in 10th: tend to be sexualised/ reputations for being sexual. another placement hinting to daddy issues. really wants to be at the top, the most powerful. likes using his dominance/ power to seduce. motivateddd.

lilith conjunct pluto (exact omfg): typical ‘mystery’ guy. probably the mystery/scorpio vibes he pulls off attracts/ seduces people. the most dominant partner ever. sex is probably so intense and overwhelming

moon square lilith: possible mummy issues. his need for sex can change quick asf, from one end of the scale to another. struggles to open up.

i ought to mention!!

there’s a theory that the degree of your venus sign is the birthday of someone who is v important in your life. what’s dreams you may ask? 1. and when are george and sapnap’s birthdays? the 1st. they’re soulmates, your honour.

summary!!!

basically, dream has so much care and love for his friends and family, and probably relies on them a lot. he only shows his true self around them, and he (at least thinks) people don’t really understand him in the way his friends and family do. he is a social person, who’s very likeable and charming. he lovesss helping people, doing everything in his power to cheer others up, he remembers details about the people he loves. he is such a perfectionist, needing to succeed and win and everything, and is very competitive. he probably doesn’t think he’s ‘worthy’ if he’s bad at something. he sets very high expectations for himself. he is very hard on himself. if he wants to, he knows how to manipulate people. he has so so many placements for an amazing manipulator. he may struggle to express himself or open up, and may be hard on himself academically. maybe he doesn’t feel ‘listened to’. a lot of emotions like anger and sex drive may change rapidly for him. he over works himself a lot. a major theme in his life is tradition vs change. he is probably afraid of change, or finds it uncomfortable, or he may have some sort of attachment to traditional values/things, no matter how much he wants to change. he is also a peacemaker. he was born to be loved or hated, kinda like marmite but if the balance was more equal. he doesn’t like restrictions. he uses humour to hide his emotions.

im also thinking of doing a synastry reading between george and dream but idk yet lol

hope you guys enjoyed, this took ages lmao<3

#dream #dreamwastaken #dreamsmp #astrology #chart reading #sun in 7th #famous people chart reading #moon in 7th #mercury in 6th #venus in 7th #mars in 9th #jupiter in 3rd #saturn in 3rd #uranus in 12th #neptune in 12th #lilith in 10th #lilith conjunct pluto #moon square lilith #astrology reading

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Who is your most loved person? My husband and my parents.

Have you ever been bullied? Yeah, for several years as a teenager/pre-teen.

Who makes you the happiest? My animals.

What is the most heroic thing you’ve ever done? I honestly have no idea.

What calms you down when you’re upset? A nice hot bubble bath, followed by my favourite movie and snacks.

Have you been betrayed in the past? How? Sure, in lots of different ways.

Who do you miss the most? I don't really miss anyone at the moment.

What’s one sweet/candy you miss from your childhood? Toffos! The fruit ones were my favourite but they were discontinued years ago. I used to buy them at least once a week.

Do you have a favourite celebrity chef? Gordon Ramsay or Andy Hearnden if he counts as a celebrity.

Do you prefer diamonds or pearls? Diamonds.

Is there anything coming out soon (books, albums, movies, video games) that you’re looking forward to? I want to see the Barbie movie while I'm off work.

How do you go about finding books/movies/music to read/watch/listen to? Books - I just browse bookshops until something catches my eye. Movies - I look at Netflix or whatever and see what I fancy. Music - Spotify or YouTube mostly.

What’s a band/musician you were really into for a while but who you don’t care about or hardly listen to anymore? Uh, Dashboard Confessional.

What is something someone recommended to you that you disliked/hated? Hmm, nothing is coming to mind right now.

Do you find it difficult to keep up with online friendships? I don't really try to keep up with them, to be honest. I'm not really great when it comes to maintaining friendships so we just speak as/when - luckily most of them appear to be the same as me lol.

Has there ever been a person you regret ever being friends with? No.

Do you think you have a good understanding on love? I mean, I don't really think that I need to understand it. As long as you're happy in your relationship then it's fine, surely?

What do you want to do on your honeymoon? We went to Scotland for our honeymoon and rented a house with a private beach which was amazing.

What do you think of your parent(s)? I had good parents. They did a lot for me and generally I had a really good childhood. If I could change anything it would be how much they worked.

If your best friend confessed that they can see the future, you would…? Tell her to go and get some help lol.

What’s your least favorite pizza topping? Pineapple or anything spicy.

What’s your dream pet? If I had the time and the space, I would love a horse. I also love the idea of a Savannah cat but I don't think it's fair unless you have the space.

Most unattractive male name, in your opinion? Derek.

Is your pet dog male or female? He's male. All our animals are male, actually, though we've had female cats in the past.

Have you or would you try shark meat? I have - it was pretty good, actually. I'd have it again.

Do you know anyone that’s pescatarian? Yeah, my dad is.

Do you think the government has a cure for cancer, but is hiding it from public? I don't exactly believe it, but it genuinely wouldn't surprise me lol.

Do people normally describe you as sexy? No.

Was your ex born in America? No.

Has your best friend ever made you cry? Yeah.

Do you still talk to the person you liked six months ago? We're still married, so yeah.

Has anyone ever talked you into doing something you didn’t want to do? Sure, isn't that a fairly normal part of life for most people?

Are you smiling in your Facebook profile picture? No.

Be honest, does the person you like actually deserve you? I don't really get this idea. He picked me and chose so me and that's enough for me.

List 5 things that have been on your mind most recently. Seeing my mum on Sunday, finishing work for the holidays, getting the food shop done, looking after Monty in September and sorting out my sister-in-laws cat.

Would you ever wear black lipstick? Do you know anyone who does? No, no.

If you wear eye shadow, do you put on a dark colour or a light? It depends on my outfit but normally I go for darker ones.

Do you combine your socks and underwear in the same drawer? Yes, I do.

Does the last person you kissed live within walking distance? Yeah, we live together.

Is there someone you could hang out with all the time, without ever getting bored of them? No. I need my space and couldn't cope if I had to spend all my time surrounded by other people. Even Mike and I need space.

Do you know a girl named Beth? Tell me about her. I used to - she was my boyfriend's best friend. She got married a few years ago and got pregnant and then I think her husband cheated on her? As the marriage didn't last very long and now she has a baby.

Do you think the last person you kissed has ever lied to you? Yes.

Have you ever been hit on by somebody way too old for you? Define "way too old"?

First kink tried? Bondage.

First time doing oral? I was...15 I think?

Do you send nudes? Do you like receiving them? No, no.

How much teasing do you like? I'm not really a fan of it at all.

Are you okay with name-calling in bed? No.

How often do you do unprotected sex? All our sex is unprotected.

Do you like wearing/seeing people in lingerie? Sure.

Are stockings/thigh-highs a turn on? Not for me.

How many other people know your bra size? I doubt anyone else does. Maybe my mum?

Do you have any friends you’d sleep with? Nope.

Does the person you like have any flaws? Sure, everyone has flaws.

Has anyone ever given you a ring? Why? Yeah, once "just because", twice for engagement purposes and then one wedding ring too.

Creation theory, evolution or the Big Bang theory? The Big Bang Theory and evolution kind of go together? lol. Anyway, those. I don't understand how anyone can believe in creationism.

What was your last serious conversation about? I don't remember.

Have you ever been into a real cave? Yes.

Have you ever posted mean comments on YouTube? I don't think I've ever left a comment on YouTube, good or bad lol.

Name the strangest game you’ve ever played (video game or real game): Nothing in particular is coming to mind right now.

Who was the last person to play with your hair? Are they cute? I have no idea, I hate people playing with my hair.

Who was the last person close to you that died? Did you cry? Probably Val and no, I didn't. It was a relief more than anything else, as absolutely awful as that sounds.

Do you know anyone who uses medical marijuana? No, that's not legal here.

Do you know anyone who’s died in childbirth? No.

Do you agree with the “they’re just being kids” excuse? I mean, "kids are kids" explains things like, them spilling drinks or eating with their mouths open, but it doesn't justify really bad behaviour or anything.

Have you told your parents all of your secrets from when you were a teen? Nope.

What’s the worst name your mom has ever called you? She's never called me anything awful.

What’s your stance on spooning? Aww, I love spooning but I hate feeling all enclosed and sweaty lol.

Do you currently want a new computer? I'd like one but I can't afford one so there we go, I'll just have to make do lol. This one is fine for now though.

How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? My mum actually quite likes my tattoo but my dad just refuses to speak about it - I think he likes to pretend it hasn't happened lol.

Who is your truest friend? Mike and Susie.

Who is your oldest friend? Jimmi.

How long have you known them? Since we were two, so 32 years lol.

Where are they right now? I assume he's at work.

Have you ever dated a friend of one of your siblings? I don't have any siblings.

Have you ever dated someone who had a child? Yeah, and I would absolutely never do it again.

What has been your biggest failure in life? I don't really consider anything I've done as a failing, tbh.

Do you trust yourself? For the most part.

Would you ever consider getting an abortion, under any circumstances? Yep. I have zero desire to have children thanks.

What was the last bug you killed? A spider.

Do you prefer profile pictures by yourself of with someone else? As long as I look decent, I really don't mind lol.

Has a boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s parents ever gotten mad at you? Why? Not so far as I know.

What is the funniest thing a child has ever said to you. I honestly don't know.

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