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emmettworld · 2 months

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whumper: You do not deserve my kindness.

me: 👀

whumper: You have not earned my kindness yet.

me:

#whumplr #cold cruel merciless whumpers are very good #but good lord am i SUCKER for the ones that string you along #tie your self-worth into how well you can obey and please them #it's not that they want you to think you're worthless #oh no no no #you're only worthless if you have no worth to THEM #THEY get to decide how valuable you are #based on how well you perform #and it makes me lose my mind /positive

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lygma-nygma · 20 days

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Being a batfam fan is funny because people will make a post like “here’s my headcanon-“ and it’s just something that’s directly canon to the story then post about major canon events and get everything wrong.

#this post was inspired by me remembering the experience of reading death in the family #after only knowing the fanbase version and realizing oh none of that shit happened okay #like girl you don’t understand it’s so bad #Jason wasn’t even fired as Robin #He’s not accused of murdering anyone by Bruce #He’s not trying to prove himself at all he’s just looking for his mom #The reason Bruce didn’t go after him right away is because he was tracking down a goddamn nuke the Joker stole #Then after he finds it and handles the problem he helps Jason track down moms 2 and 3 #Also Jason died in like 20 minutes?? even less??#He died in less time than it took his mother to smoke a cigarette #Bruce literally went ‘wait here I’ll be right back’ and was gone for less time than a trip to the grocery store #and then you go into the Jason Todd tag and they act like Bruce pulled the damn trigger on him #Like besties I don’t know how to tell you this he basically did everything right he possibly could have #Even him benching Jason from Robin temporarily happens so that he can get Jason into therapy about his trauma #Like the whole point is that neither of them did anything wrong bad shit just sometimes happens #That’s the tragedy. The drama.#Bruce couldn’t have made better choices in the position he was in and Jason was never going to make different ones #It was inevitable #Anyway rant over please read death in the family before I lose my mind #batfam #batman #jason todd #tim drake #dick grayson #damian wayne #bruce wayne

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mayrine · 1 year

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wha- WHAT

imagine this: ranboo dies lovejoy starts playing

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makorragal-312 · 1 month

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This is gonna sound SO random, but I need all of my fellow Klance shippers to send me all of their luck and positive energy right now for 911 tonight because once that clock hits 8PM, I'm either gonna get my long-awaited bi rep or I'm gonna experience Legendary Queerbait 2.0

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yuridovewing · 20 days

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trying to conceptualize asc protag designs with picrew.

#not in the mood or position to draw cats so picrew #these are like. kinda razorverse i guess? idk? halfway? made it with them in mind but idek if these guys will make it into razorverse #uhhh frostpaw has the seal point gene from the bluestar family. shes got a fucked up family.#i was thinkingggg she and splashtail were siblings but now im considering that theyre first cousins through curlfeather and havenpelt #so its more similar to canon but theyre like. diegetically considered family #nightheart is following the ''hes the newest cinderpelt reincarnation'' change so no more firestar angst #but while i did wanna give him some orange i didnt wanna give him too much for the sake of recognition #so hes got a little bit aaand fucked up blue eyes that he loses when he breaks the cycle #sunbeam..... has nothing. i just kinda followed canon. i have no idea what to do with her. she doesnt interest me rn #maybe when i eventually get to asc in my challenge ill change my mind and suddenly she'll be my blorbo but rn i dont care abt her #besides making jokes that she should fuck nighthearts mom. or sister idk idc either one of them

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muninnhuginn · 25 days

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The way qiu qingzhi/qiu shenji sees through lb instantly regardless of medium and yet still misses the most important part.

#the whole bit in the cdrama where they're discussing how well they know each other and qqz says he knows lb better than lb realises #and he's not wrong! but qqz still doesn't understand him /enough/ to avert everything. meanwhile lb does know qqz better than qqz realises #bc even when saying they're not friends lb still /believes/ in him or at least knows enough of him to know which accusations are false.#they both understand the other more than the other realises whilst still holding back from each other.#meanwhile in the manhua/donghua lb tries to reach out and hits a wall w/ qsj bc qsj understands the politics of this more than lb does #despite lb losing his family and distrusting the empress his sense of justice still makes him too easily to manipulate.#the tensions btwn minister xu + qsj had been stoked but qsj refused to rise to it (even w/o knowing the extent of bg manipulation)#but lb was the piece in the right position to fast track the 'investigation' not realising it could only ever lead to a rigged execution #in both cases everyone is trapped by something bigger than themselves. can only work w/n the framework that will lead to their doom.#it's just that only qsj/qqz is fully aware of it. lb doesn't yet comprehend. he thinks he does. but until qqz/qsj takes the hit he doesn't.#and qsj/qqz miscalculating wrt lb. reading his 'show' for what it is. but still missing the most important detail.#qsj/qqz fumbling the personal side bc of the politics whilst lb barges into the politics w/o fully reading the waves he's creating...#anyway don't mind me. just intensely glad the tag isn't dead even if the overlap of cdrama and manhua/donghua watchers is tiny.#white cat legend #white cat legend spoilers #<- for my own tags again

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latinokaeya-moving · 1 year

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ok. last living dredges of the alberich clan placing the weight of their people’s future on a small child’s shoulders, definitely fucking him up for life, among other things = objectively speaking not a good move. but also their entire nation was destroyed and whole bloodlines cursed to transform into monsters by the divine self-righteous will of gods they didn’t even fucking worship so forgive me for thinking their circumstances would warrant a kind of clouded desperation that perhaps no one else in the entirety of teyvat would ever be able to truly conceptualise

#x #gi posting #i’m trying to more clearly map out/put to words what i think i want the conflict to be here. with kaeya. in this thing i’m writing #but i just ended up on a rambling tangent bc my god it wouldn’t matter if he had told anyone because they wouldn’t GET it anyways. it’s old #the scale of it all is just too much. how could anyone have helped him? how could anyone have understood the position he’s in other than #himself? this is more than just him and his first family and crepus and diluc #VIBRATING LIKE CRAZY. WHATEVER PERSONAL CHOICE HE MAKES WRT HOW HE FELT ABT BEING GIVEN THIS RESPONSIBLITY AS A CHILD #ITS JUST. ALMOST INSULTING. FOR ANYONE ELSE IN TEYVAT TO GIVE IN THEIR TWO CENTS WITHOUT AT THE VERY LEAST GIVING #THE PPL OF KHAENRIAH SOME GRACE…#oh i’m sick i’m ill i’m going crazy. this is never gonna be how it goes in game but it’s how I FEEL ABOUT IT AND IT MAKES ME LOSE MY MIND

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betawooper · 1 year

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theres just something about dokja sympathizing with “beings cast out from the story who couldnt even participate as extras” thats so fundamentally tied with his own characterization, he might as well have been considered an outer god from the start

#but then he was saved from that fate #or given a role #of becoming a main character at that #him becoming another sun wukong #whos meant to be the protagonist of star stream and the strongest constellation #right after becoming an outer god #parallels that aspect of him so well its making me lose my mind #and then from a meta standpoint he is the main character of orv #positively insane how genius this shit is like wtf dude #im getting emotional godddddd #sauce reads orv

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lucalicatteart · 1 year

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Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 4: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression

(✦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ✦)

The winning option of yesterday's poll was that the adventurer should offer the Well Creature some bread and soup ….

"Completely unsure how to even begin to interact with the strange creature from the well, The Adventurer recalls reading in a book once that 'food is a universal language', or uh.. something like that.. thus, some hearty soup and bread would surely bridge any communication barriers... probably. He serves the little cannister of broth cold, straight from his bag just dumped into a wooden bowl, mostly because he's far too nervous to try and start a fire with someone watching.. hopefully they won't mind the food not being warmed..

After gently placing a single bread roll next to the soup, he steps back, gesturing towards the meal with an uncertain smile. The creature pauses, sniffs around, then promptly disappears back into the darkness. Just as The Adventurer begins to sulk over his apparent rejection, something stirs behind him... With a rush of creaking and plopping noises, the creature resurfaces, revealing it's massive serpent-like body as it hoists itself over the crumbled stone of the well's edge with it's many arms. It cracks open it's mighty jaw just far enough for a tiny blue tongue to slither out, then politely slurps at the soup, delicate enough not to spill any.

Stumbling backwards in shock, The Adventurer simply sits there staring the entire time whilst the creature happily (and rather quickly) enjoys their meal... Seemingly appreciative of his kind offerings, another strange slinking arm creeps up from the depths of the well, daintily opening a velvet sack with it's claws and laying out a small assortment of items onto the grass. Still a bit shaken, but also never one to turn down a free gift, The Adventurer senses that the creature intends for him to take any single item of his choosing... but, which one?"

#paventure posting #polls #choose your own adventure #what can I say.. I like the trope of a smaller creature actaully being a much larger scarier creature which you just dont see because the #creature is in a place/position where most of it's body is obscured lol #sometimes a little guy is actually secretly a much bigger guy of mysterious origins that spans the length of an entire #underground cave system obscured by the facade of a simple well #AND MOST important of all.. the cat is scared.. :( bapy...#also I hate writing for these it's so impossible for me to be short and simple with writing. I always want to make it #extremely detailed and 500 paragraphs long. Giving myself a limit of like 3 paragraphs and a time limit of 20 minutes #is actually impossible for my brain gjhbjhbhj #but I have to post it anyway otherwise I'd spend forever on it and never actually get these done but..hhhh #Just know I am going into my evil vampire library to collapse onto the fainting chair in anguish each time after I hit post #Telling a chronically longwinded details obsessive rambler to ''keep it short'' is like telling a cat not to meow. not to run around the #house at 3am. not to be round and perfect. It is simply against nature #ANYWAY. These items might be useful later. As he continues on his journey - he does indeed have an inventory in my mind #like he can lose and aquire things. has a limited amount of money. Can change his outfit or etc. depending on the choices #people make in the polls. These may not have an immediate purpose (though some can) they'll be factored in down the road

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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months

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I think my favorite comments I get on my art are:

It looks like illiterations from a kids book

It's very "shaped"

And people tagging it as watercolor when I actually use pens and alcohol markers (and try desperately to make it look like watercolor haha)

#i also just love when u post something from a random fandom and u get all the fandom related icons and usernames #i think thats v fun. idk im trying to b in my recovery arc lol so thinking positive thoughts #i guess thats easy to do now but im due to lose my mind in the next few days bc it seems more and more like im #v sensitive to hormone changes. im already super tired for no reason. dont make me tired make me hypomanic. i prefer that #its way more fun to be losing my mind in a positive direction. i mean theyre both not great but ya kno #unrelated

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yeonban · 12 days

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Behold: Tobias and Elijah's respective biological families.

#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ muse. elijah. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ tobias ; meta. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ elijah ; meta. ❫#This picrew made me lose my mind at Tobias IT HAD NONEEE OF THE HAIRSTYLES HE USUALLY GOES FOR absolute torture.#Good enough per overall though... I was originally only going to make their parents but then I figured I might as well add the sons in too #Tobias took the worst of both worlds and then had Some positive traits sprinkled in during his time at Wammy's #You know it's bad when the ONLY good thing I can possibly say about his family is that they have aesthetically pleasing genes.#Elijah meanwhile is MUCH more similar to his mother than his father. She was airheaded & valued public opinion over everything #but that's where Elijah got his kindness from! Bless that he swerved his father's traits entirely bc that guy was a calculating businessman #where profits > morality. He only ever glanced at Elijah when he did smth noteworthy that expanded either his $ pockets or his reputation

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risingblackmoon · 9 months

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thinking about... Evil lunar and Sun... With this song...

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Ooiuguh

#An animatic is in my head but I do not know how to make animatics #so instead I'm gonna make a drawing #This has given me brainworms im going to EXPLODE #lunar sun and moon show #sun and moon show #I guess #silly stuff #I'm losing my mind I am clawing on the walls #It would be great if I could figure out how to draw Sun in the position I want...#Youtube

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angorwhosebabyisthis · 4 months

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underrated genre of character playlist entry: songs a character would relate to because they do not understand their situation, themself, or the song itself well enough to realize it is not accurate (and might well straight up be a callout for people like them). which song is your blorbo's fight club

#whosebaby talks #general fandoms tag #shitposting #genuinely this is one of my favorite things to put in a character's playlist #for one thing i seem to like characters who listen to The Plagues and go WOW COOL BLOODTHIRSTY VENGEANCE FOR A WORLD THAT'S WRONGED YOU #and miss or ignore the part where it's meant to be tragic and moses is devastated because they're people and it's his home too #pericles is the first one that comes to mind because the autisms are autisming all over sdmi currently #but he's definitely not the only one #the only thing is it makes me a little itchy because it makes me wish i could put a little note when i share a playlist that #'no this playlist is not about them being a misunderstood hero they just have a severely distorted view of the world'#sometimes because 'misunderstood hero' would be uh. uhhhhh. it would sure have Implications with some instances #but also because No That's Wrong!! the distortion in their pov is what makes them a good character!!! in my own interpretation or otherwise!#pericles loses So Much Depth if you just play his understandable and even admirable traits as unironic instead of twisted and warped #and gone horribly wrong thanks to how his flaws and external life circumstances t-boned those positive/reasonable traits + motivations #where did he make his own choices to lean into it when he did have the agency to do otherwise #(see: i think in the newniverse; without the entity's influence; the very things that make him such a terrifyingly effective force)#(which are his primary expression of being an evil piece of shit due to his trauma and external circumstances and his reaction to them)#(and the choices he makes about them; would make him an equally effective force for good because they'd make him an *amazing* activist)#'i am my own definition of a vengeful righteous hero dishing out justice against real evil' is his extremely warped idea of what he's doing #he thinks he's the main protagonist of hell's coming with me and he's. not. he's just enough steps to the left to be a horror instead #anyway i love him and i love assigning songs like this your honor #professor pericles #SDMItag

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themoonunderstoodmydadjokes · 2 months

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If someone wants to send some nice words my way, it’d be greatly appreciated right now 🫣🫣🥺

(anxiety thoughts in the tags)

#it’s late and I’ve thought myself into a hole #she’s having a panic attack about moving out 😵‍💫#like do I know things will be fine? yes. am I still panicking? also yes #there’s too many things to do and I’m losing my mind trying to figure out how to get it all done #I’m also just terrified of having bad neighbors or shady landlords and idk I’ve thought about it too much now #and there’s just so many things that could go wrong #and then if they do I’m fucked because I signed a year lease #yes I am gonna go cry about it thanks for asking #trying to trust myself and trust my decisions is HARD #like I know this bitch she makes dumbass decisions #but we’re trusting that this is the right next step and that I’m doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing #mine #text post #I don’t do well with change and transition #also logically I know that I can’t be certain of things going well or being fine but we’re trying to think positively😅#my therapist told me that this is really good and that there will be not so good things that happen but it matters more how I deal with it #which solid advice but also still just wanna cry and panick and avoid change at all costs even if said change is good for me

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enignoema · 7 months

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// I love sentence fragments <3 I love how choppy it makes my writing <3

Like a list of facts rather than a coherent narrative

#lose my mind for a new identity ;;ooc #just rereading my own writing #i throw grammar out the window #it's either run on sentences or fragments #trust me it's (usually) a conscious choice #just some self positivity because I've been thinking about what makes me stand out as a writer #mixing third and second person too #i just like my writing sounding like eds thoughts

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white-nolse · 9 months

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Wanting Thursday to arrive so the Reiji thingy is posted vs wanting this week to forever stay on Tuesday because I'm really scared of not making it into uni.

#mape talks #I'm losing my mind #I'm being positive and telling myself that I did good and will get admited so I shouldn't worry #Because at the end I passed both the first exam and the interview so another exam of basic knowledge shouldn't have gone bad #But man #I already bit all my nails bc of stress to the point it hurts to use my fingers #My lips keep bleeding because of how much I keep biting them #I'm just waiting for the stomach ache that will make me pass out #mape's silly vents

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