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#and i haven’t been fully present in going on two years now but these last two days have passed obnoxiously quickly and none of it feels real
x-ladydisdain-x · 9 months
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Maybe I’m delusional or maybe my freshman and sophomore year history teacher is the only person who has ever understood me
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i don’t like. the irrationality created by memories
#ive spent enough time pouring over information and reading studies and making sure i know damn well how this disease works so that at least#it’s not some unknown enemy and becomes something i can understand#which is fine until im crying and shaking in my bathroom over it potentially being in this damn house once again and at this time of the#year where specific anniversaries of horrible milestones come back to haunt me#and i haven’t been fully present in going on two years now but these last two days have passed obnoxiously quickly and none of it feels real#it’s been a long time since i haven’t known the hour much less what day it is#and i can tell you about blood vessels and symptoms and all the ways this disease can function in and destroy the body but it doesn’t make#any difference when nothing feels real and i had to check what day it was and got the date wrong for the first time in years#I’m also defaulting to hyper-rationality which hasn’t happened since middle school and isn’t. a good sign#it’s just a replay of a lot of memories i can’t forgot but this time it’s not just memories and has a very much physical component which is#worse. I think. by far.#and then there’s the repercussions of this where I have to see if my brain will allow me to anything#i can hope i can still go to work and everything because i do love it but last time this happened i wasn’t able to walk into any building#without having to leave#so. I don’t know. not to mention things that don’t have to do with school or careers?#and rationally i should be asleep at the moment because sleep is so so necessary right now but that’s the one thing I’m really struggling#with right now#i don’t know. it’s just a lot and I don’t appreciate the added layer of ‘time is a circle’#there’s other things I have to deal with and work through that are more irrational than research vs trauma response but will probably be#harder to work through because man does my brain love latching onto a grudge but. for lack of a better term. whatever#im most upset about things pertaining to a career has been messed up and that i can’t celebrate chanukah with my family#because everyone else can think about christmas but im losing my winter holiday#im just. anything that isn’t empty is scared and angry and bitter just a little bit#vent tw
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loudstan · 1 year
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Too Young
(Sequel to Presenting)
Summary: You thought avoiding Jisung after what happened during his first rut would make the problem go away (SPOILER ALERT: it didn't.)
Pairing: Werewolf! Jisung x Witch! Female reader
Warnings: smut, some angst, reader is slightly older and ridiculously stubborn, me simping for best friend! Jaehyun
 That was probably the fifth time Jisung tried to call you today. And you still didn’t have the guts to pick up, glaring at your phone on the desk until the call was lost and the screen went off. You sighed in relief, but it didn’t last long; a soft buzz and a notification popping up catching your attention.
Jaehyun: Heey…
Not a minute later another message came.
Jaehyun: What r u doin this weekend?
You opened the message absentmindedly and replied.
‘I’m busy’ 
Jaehyun: oh ok
Jaehyun: no big deal
You should have finished the conversation there instead of asking…
‘why what’s up?
Jaehyun: nah its okay if youre busy
And now you felt like shit. Jaehyun had been an amazing friend to you for years and you had  just lied to him because you were too embarrassed to face him and the rest of his pack after what had happened with Jisung. 
‘No, Jae´
‘What do you need?’
´Tell me´
You bit your lip and waited but his answer never came, and being a huge overthinker, you found yourself dialing his number. He picked up after a few seconds.
“Hello?” You hadn’t heard his voice in a while. It caught you by surprise.
“H-hey!” you croaked, your own voice hoarse due to the lack of use. When was the last time you had actually talked out loud?
“Hey, you!” you could hear his smile even if you couldn’t see it, and it was contagious. “How have you been? It’s been a while…”
“I’m good,” you lied. “Just busy…and you?”
“I’m alright…” he said but he didn’t sound too great. There was a hint of tiredness in his voice, and maybe worry? You knew each other so well you just knew he wasn’t okay. 
“Jae… what’s going on?” you asked.
“I don’t know. You tell me,”  he breathed out. “What’s going on?”
“...What do you mean?” you murmured, but you had an idea of where this was going.
“Well, you stopped showing up for movie nights like a month ago,” he started what felt like would be a long list of complaints. “Then Jisung disappeared for a couple of days, which he apparently spent with you, and when he came back he was a fully presented alpha-”
“Fuck…,” you sighed, because this was going exactly where you thought it would.
“And he looked so happy,” Jaehyun continued. You heard a can being opened and him gulping down a couple of sips of whatever liquid was inside that can. “Calm and collected, like he had suddenly figured out his entire life. He even smirked at me like he was mocking me, so I assumed… I thought that you two- you know…”
“I’m sorry, Jae…,” you finally said.
“Why?” he asked after a few seconds waiting for you to continue. “Why are you sorry?”
“I shouldn’t-fuck,” you sighed, frustrated. “I shouldn’t have done that.”
You heard Jaehyun take a few more sips of his drink on the other side of the line.
“...So, you two-?” 
“Yeah,” you admitted. “We spent his first rut together. I’m sorry.”
“Again, why are you sorry?!” he raised his voice only slightly, and then as if he could see you flinching, he lowered his tone again in a calming manner. “What’s there to be sorry for?”
When you didn’t reply for what could have been an entire minute, he spoke again. “Let me see you. We can talk properly then.”
“Jae-” 
“Y/N, please?” he pleaded. “I haven’t seen you in so long- I miss my best friend…”
“I miss you too…” you said.
“Then let’s hang out. Just the two of us, if you don’t feel comfortable meeting the others yet.” he offered. 
You smiled. That seemed reasonable. 
“We can do that,” you accepted. “You wanna come over?”
“Mmm… I’ll tell you what,” he countered cheekily. “Since you always complain about me making a mess and not helping you clean up when I show up, let’s get an airbnb for the weekend.”
“Jae.”
“Y/N.”
“That’s such a waste of money,” you deadpanned. “Just come over and help me clean. It won’t kill you to pick up a broom once in a while.”
“Can’t hear you, I’m booking an apartment,” he declared.
“Jaehyun!”
“Booked!”
You gasped and then groaned. “What the fuck, Jaehyun?”
“Stop whining and have a movie weekend with me. You owe me for leaving me abandoned in this cruel house full of men,” he reproached. “I’m bored, and I miss you, so I’ll see you at 8PM.”
 And he hung up just like that. Leaving you wide eyed and with less than an hour to get ready and go to the address he sent you. Quickly, you took a shower, without even bothering to dry your hair and wore the most comfortable pair of shorts and hoodie you found, grabbing some extra clothes and putting them in your backpack before getting going. The airbnb wasn’t too far from your place, and you mentally thanked Jaehyun for being considerate, but all gratitude was gone when he opened the place and greeted you impolitely. 
“You look like shit,” typical Jaehyun. 
“Fuck off,” you said, walking past him to get in the cozy apartment he had unnecessarily rented. You probably did look like shit, to be fair; dark circles under your eyes, your skin looking dull and your wet hair sticking to your forehead and neck, you probably weren’t looking your best. But he didn’t have to say it like that.
You had barely stepped into the living room when you felt Jaehyun’s arms wrapping around you from behind, catching you off guard. 
“I’m so sorry,” he said before you had the chance to ask why the sudden hug.
“It’s fine, I’m not mad. I know I look like shi-”
“No, not because of that,” he interrupted you and you heard him sigh behind you. “I was the one who told you Jisung had imprinted on you.” 
“Jae, what-” you tried to turn around but he hugged you tighter, so you stayed still. You knew how awkward he was when it came to apologizing, so he probably wanted to avoid eye contact until he was done speaking.
“Because of what I said you felt pressured into spending his rut with him,” he continued, his voice barely above a whisper. “It’s my fault that things got awkward-”
“Jaehyun, no,” you stopped before he could spill any more nonsense and grabbed his hands firmly but gently, motioning for him to let go of you before you turned around. “This is not your fault.”
“You’re my best friend,” he said, lowering his eyes in guilt. “And I misread the signs. I thought you had feelings for him-”
“You were right,” you admitted, gently lifting his face. “I feel something for Jisung.”
 Jaehyun blinked a few times, then his brows furrowed as he tried to process what you had just said.“Then why are you avoiding him?!”
“It’s…,” you sighed and turned away, walking towards the kitchen. “It’s a lot to take in…”
“...Go on,” he encouraged you as he helped you reach some plates from the upper cabinet and placed them on the counter. 
You sighed. “Why don’t we eat first?”
“I’m not hungry,” he argued, but he didn’t sound convincing. He was always hungry, so you just raised a brow and stared at him until he gave in. “Fine, I’m a little bit hungry, but we still have to talk after we eat.Should we order something?”
“What are you in the mood for?” you giggled.
“Uh… pizza? Chicken?” he asked, seemingly deep in thought. “Both?”
You laughed out loud and nodded. “Both it is,” you agreed. “No need to order, though.”
“Wha-?” he looked away from his phone where he was already opening the delivery app and his attention was directed towards a dim light surrounding your hands. In a matter of seconds, the plates in front of you were filled with a variety of delicious-looking food that had Jaehyun stuttering incredulously. “No way! When d-did you…? Wow! I thought you could only materialize liquids!”
“I’ve been practicing,” you said coyly. 
 Jaehyun immediately grabbed a slice of pizza and shoved it into his mouth,closing his eyes and  moaning dramatically. “Marry me, Y/N, I swear-” his offering got interrupted when he choked on the food he was so excited to eat, coughing while you patted his back,
“Don’t be ridiculous, Jaehyun!” you nagged him playfully as he finally calmed down. “You still have to meet your mate, so stop asking random people to marry you.”
“I don’t just ask random people!” he defended himself, before eating another piece of pizza like he wasn’t choking seconds ago. He just didn’t learn. Zero survival instinct. “I asked you! I trust you! You literally made food appear like Jesus-”
“Jesus multiplied food, he didn’t just materialize it,” you were laughing hysterically now. 
“You’re even better than Jesus then!” he continued, glad he was making you laugh after so long without seeing each other. 
“I’m not gonna marry you, Jaehyun,” you finally said when you were able to control your laugh. “I’m Jisung’s-,” you gasped and quickly covered your mouth when you processed what you had just said. 
Jaehyun smiled knowingly. “I can see that,” he said pointing at the mark that your hoodie failed to hide. “Seems like it’s official.”
You blushed and let out a frustrated sigh. “I really fucked up.”
“I still don’t get it, Y/N. You two like each other-more than just like, actually- so why are you acting like this?” he asked you softly. 
“I feel-...I feel like I t-took advantage of him, Jaehyun,” you said, staring at the food that was getting cold. “It was his first rut. He couldn’t control himself.”
Jaehyun snorted and you glared at him, wanting to know what was so funny.
“Look, Y/N… with or without rut, I’m sure he loved fucking you- Hold on! Put that down! Hear me out!” he yelped when you grabbed an empty plate and aimed at him threateningly, your expression unamused at his crude choice of words. “Y/N, he’s wanted you since I first introduced you to the others years ago. I know it. All of us know it.”
“How can you be so sure?” you asked slowly, putting the plate down.
“Well, I-... I have seen things.” he said.
“What type of things?
“Remember that shirt you left behind the first time you stayed at my place for the night? The pink one with a small heart on it? I was gonna wash it and give it back to you.”
“I liked that shirt…” you mumbled, slowly picturing the mental image of the forgotten shirt. “But you said you couldn’t find it, that it wasn’t at your place.”
“I lied,” he admitted. Normally he would avoid eye contact in situations like these, but now he was staring right into your eyes, like he wanted- needed- you to listen to him carefully, to understand, to take his words seriously. “Jisung has it.”
 You opened your mouth, but no words came out. 
“After you left, I asked the pack if they had seen the shirt and I described it in detail, but everyone said they hadn’t seen it. Jisung’s face was red as a tomato, staring at the floor and squirming in his seat..I didn’t think much of it at first, but when I found  the shirt under his pillow weeks later…” Jaehyun let out a soft chuckle and shook his head at what he thought was a funny memory. “I knew if he didn’t find it where he left it, he would panic at the thought of someone discovering his secret. I didn’t want to embarrass him so I left the shirt right there and didn’t say anything.”
“Maybe Chenle put my shirt there as a joke,” you argued, but deep down you knew Jisung himself had willingly kept your shirt.
“That’s not all I’ve seen. I see how he looks at you; his pupils dilate while following your every fucking move like he’s on drugs. I’ve seen him smelling your hair when you aren’t paying attention, licking his lips while looking at yours-”
“Jaehyun-”
“I’ve heard things too,” he bit his lips and raised his eyebrows suggestively, hoping you would get it, but you just stared back at him blankly. “I’ve heard him moaning your name late at night more times than I can count.”
“Oh my god, Jaehyun! Shut up!” you hissed, scandalized.
“It’s not like I want to hear, Y/N,” he hissed back, imitating your tone. “Werewolves just happen to have incredibly good hearing. If I heard it, then trust me, the entire pack heard it. He wants you like crazy, Y/N. The rut just gave him the courage to act on it.”
 You felt yourself blushing and your heart beating faster at the newfound information. Part of you was happy to know that it hadn’t just been his rut, but that didn’t solve everything.
 “He’s too young. It’s just wrong,” you argued exhaustedly.
“...Seriously? That’s what made you run away from the poor guy?” Jaehyun asked incredulously. “His age?”
“He’s not ready to make a lifetime decision like that-”
“No, Y/N. Stop babying him,” Jaehyun wasn’t going to accept that as an argument. “Yeah, he’s a bit younger than you, but so what?! He is an adult! And he presented as an alpha-”
“He just presented-”
“What difference does it make? Whether he presented yesterday, last month, or last year doesn’t change who he is. He is a man, Y/N and he knows what he wants.”
 You gulped and cleared your throat awkwardly. Jaehyun normally wasn’t this stubborn; he always let you have it your way and win every argument, but he wasn’t backing down now. You didn’t want to continue this conversation anymore.
“Jaehyun, I came here to see you. I don’t want to fight,” your voice shook slightly as you spoke. “Can we just watch a movie together?”
Jaehyun didn’t want to fight either. And he especially didn’t want to make you cry, he just wanted the best for you and Jisung, but he could tell the conversation wasn’t going anywhere. He would have to find another way to help you.
“Let’s watch Barbie,” he proposed, hoping to make you laugh again. You rolled your eyes and suppressed a smile, which was enough for him. You spent the evening joking, laughing and watching movies, complaining about the characters and the plot holes while cuddling like in the old times. You felt comfortable in your friend’s arms and soon started falling asleep while he caressed your hair. Jaehyun was whispering something, but you were too tired to pay attention.
“Forgive me,” you thought you heard him say before you surrendered to sleep. 
When you woke up a couple of hours later, Jaehyun wasn’t next to you; his side of the bed was cold and the TV screen displayed that Netflix message asking if you wanted to continue watching. Everything was in silence.
“Jaehyun?” you called out sleepily. 
“He is not here,” that voice did not belong to Jaehyun. You jumped slightly and looked around trying to find the source of that voice, your eyes slowly adapting to the darkness around you. 
“J-jisung?!” you breathed out when you finally spotted him sitting on a chair in the corner of the room, his features barely distinguishable under the little rays of moonlight that managed to enter the room.
 He just stared back at you tiredly. Like you, he looked like he hadn’t slept well in a while. 
“W-where is Jaehyun?How did y-you get in?” you asked nervously. 
Jisung’s gaze darkened, his fingertips digged harshly into his knees and he clenched his jaw before reaching for his phone in his pocket and unlocking it. After scrolling down a couple of times, he stood up and walked around the bed, making you squirm cautiously at his behavior. He stopped next to you and showed you the screen of his phone, the light hurting your eyes slightly. 
 There it was: a message from Jaehyun with the exact address you were in and the code he needed to open the door, followed by the words ‘she is here.’
 “W-what…?” you mumbled dumbly, reaching for your own phone and finding a message for you too.
Jaehyun: sorry Y/N but u 2 need to talk
You scoffed incredulously. “Fucking traitor.”
You slammed your phone on the nightstand and sighed, your eyes meeting Jisung’s once again. His unreadable expression made you incredibly nervous.
“W-when did you get here?” You were the first to break the silence.
“An hour ago… or maybe two,” Jisung replied, dark eyes still boring into yours.
“Oh,” you shifted awkwardly on the bed. That meant he had been watching you sleep the entire time. “Why didn’t you wake me up?”
“I didn’t want to scare you,” he mumbled, his fingertips playing with the hem of his hoodie. “I’m not dumb. I know you’re avoiding me. I just wanted to look at you a bit longer and then leave before you woke up,” his voice got smaller as he reached the end of that sentence. 
 The way he was showing himself in such a vulnerable and hesitant state made all the negative feelings you had been feeling the last couple of weeks come back stronger than ever; guilt, shame, anxiety and fear. Jaehyun was right; you had to at least have the decency to talk to Jisung and solve this issue once and for all.
“Jisung,” you called out, making him flinch slightly. “There’s something I have to tell you-”
“Could you take a shower first?” he suddenly blurted out, like he had been holding it in for a while. “You reek of him,” he quickly explained when you gave him a perplexed look. 
 Your first instinct was to argue back; to tell him that he had to get over it and that this conversation was more important than his wolf being possessive. But after a moment of thinking, you decided to fulfill  his request. You had already done enough damage, and you were about to hurt him even more, so the least you could do was make it a bit more comfortable for him. 
“Sure,” you said as you got up from the bed and made your way to the bathroom, grabbing some clothes from your backpack as you walked past him. “See you in a bit.”
 He let out a soft ‘ok’ before you closed the bathroom door and leaned against it, your legs shaking slightly. You had forgotten how alluring his voice was, how pretty his eyes were and how soft his lips looked. As you felt hot water run down your skin for the second time that day, part of you wanted to just beg for his forgiveness and kiss him until your lips were swollen, but then again, that little voice in your head told you you shouldn’t and that you had to end things with him. Or at least that was what you intended when you exited the bathroom and joined him in the living room. 
“Put this on,” he offered you the hoodie he was wearing earlier as soon as he saw you. Suddenly a cold shiver ran down your spine and you finally noticed that Jisung had opened all the windows- probably in an attempt to get rid of Jaehyun’s scent. 
“I’ll just go get my own hoodie,” you replied, but he quickly shook his head.
“No. This one,” he insisted, practically shoving the hoodie into your arms. “Please,” he added when he sensed your hesitation. You sighed, and put it on, again telling yourself it was the least you could do for him. 
“Listen, Ji-” you started saying, but as soon as you finished putting the large hoodie on Jisung’s arms were around your waist, bringing you incredibly close to him as he rested his head on your shoulder, nuzzling into the crook of your neck affectionately. An unintentional  pang of pleasure clouded your mind when he rubbed the mark on your neck slightly and you couldn’t help the way your body relaxed, baring your neck for him.  Jisung hummed appreciatively and gave your neck a long lick that made you whimper before you remembered what you were going to say. “J-jisung-”
“Hmm?” he acknowledged with a kiss on your neck before he got back to scenting you.. 
“I’m-” you bit your lip and gathered the courage you needed before speaking again. “I’m sorry I’ve been avoiding you.”
He tightened the hold his arms had around you, fingers digging into your flesh. “It’s okay,” he assured you quickly through shaky breaths. “We’re okay.”
“It’s not okay,” you sighed and tried to put some distance between the two of you, but he didn’t budge. “I- I should have done this sooner-”
“I said we’re fine,” he repeated, this time his voice was firm. “We’re together now.”
“But we´re not- we shouldn’t b-be…fuck,” you groaned and took a deep breath. “What happened between us- it was a mistake.”
 There. You said it.
 The hug you were captive in loosened up and Jisung lifted his head, taking a hesitant step away from you. His brows furrowed in a puzzled expression that soon turned into one of anguish, his glossy eyes telling you that was the last thing he wanted to hear right now. You felt like absolute trash.
“...Why do you say that?” he asked, his voice cracking. 
You did your best to ignore the way your chest throbbed at the sight. “It w-was your first rut and I-”
“Fuck,” Jisung turned around and threw his head back, walking a few steps away before he hunkered down on the floor like he was in physicall pain. “FUUUCK!”
 You didn’t dare to move nor say anything else. It was the first time you had heard him raise his voice and it reminded you of the severity of the situation you were in. You  had fucked up badly. 
“Of course!” he said as he slowly stood up, facing you again, his face pure of torment. Heartbroken. “Of course you would never want to do all that with me,” he laughed bitterly. 
You clenched your eyes, his words hurting more than you anticipated. “Jisung, I-”
“You just felt sorry for the late presenter who was humping your pillow like a loser,” he spat angrily. 
“That’s not true-”
“And here I was thinking I had a chance with you,” he continued rambling,panting heavily. “That you may actually like me back-”
“I do!” you bursted out, finally catching his attention. “I do like you,” you admitted as tears rolled down your face. “I like you s-so much,” you ended your confession with a sob and covered your face with your hands. “I’m so sorry.”
For a whole minute the only noise that could be heard in the living room were your mournful sobs and Jisung’s heavy breathing. 
“...You lost me there,” Jisung finally broke the silence. “I don’t get it,” he walked towards you cautiously as you wiped your tears desperately. “If you and I feel the same, then why-... why are you saying it was a mistake?”
“B-because you-,” you tried to compose yourself and speak properly, but your body and heart simply weren’t in the mood to listen to your brain. “You’re too young and-”
“What?!” Jisung asked like you had just said he was a vampire. You tried to hide your face again but he grabbed both your wrists and pulled them to your sides, his eyes looking for yours. “I’m too what?!” he repeated.
“Too young…” you barely whispered, looking away.
“Too young for what?” he spoke through gritted teeth. “To date? To make my fucking choices? To fuck?!” he continued, slowly cornering you against the wall. “Too young for you, noona?”
 You inhaled sharply when your back bumped into the wall and he pinned your hands on each side of your head. “J-jisung, we s-shouldn’t-”
“Why?” 
“I just don’t w-wanna take a-advantage of yo-” before you could finish that sentence Jisung was kissing you firmly, soft lips moving against yours. Your heartbeat accelerated when he nibbled on your bottom lip softly, as if asking for permission and letting out a frustrated groan when you didn’t let him in. You turned your head to the side and spoke again. “Jisung I can’t-”
“Shut up,” Jisung growled, letting go of your hands to grab your jaw and forcefully make you face him, his other hand sneaking around your waist. “Just shut up. I don’t wanna hear any more nonsense,” he warned you and crashed his lips into yours again, nibbling and licking insistently for you to part your lips. When you refused to give in again, his hand went from your jaw to the back of your head, grabbing your hair and tugging enough to catch you by surprise, using the soft gasp he elicited from you as an opportunity to finally deepen the kiss. He moaned into the kiss and massaged your scalp gently as an apology,  and you felt your eyes roll to the back of your skull, finally daring to kiss him back, all will to fight slowly evaporating from your body. When he broke away from the kiss, you caught yourself feeling utterly disappointed. 
“Are you done being impossible?” he asked, pecking your lips softly. “Done making things unnecessarily difficult?” the next kiss lasted a bit longer, his hands finding their way to your hips. “Where did you even get that ridiculous idea, hm?” he pressed his hips into yours, immediately reminding you of his size. “You think I’m some innocent kid, is that it?” he challenged, rutting against you firmly. The effect was immediate: you felt yourself melt into a puddle at the touch you had been craving for weeks, letting out a soft moan, much to Jisung’s delight. “Yeah? You missed me?” he chuckled against your lips, pressing himself against you harder and making you whine desperately. “Then you should have picked up your phone, no? Texted me back? Opened the door when I showed up?” He kissed his way from your jaw to your neck, sucking harshly. “All because you felt guilty? Guilty for what? For making my biggest fantasy come true?” he growled against your neck, making you tremble.
“Jisung-,” you gulped when he grabbed your shorts and panties and pulled them down unceremoniously. “S-slow down. Let’s think-”
“Don’t wanna,” he simply said as he finished undressing your lower parts. “I’ve had plenty of time to think. I’ve been thinking about this for years, noona,” he pulled his sweatpants down along with his boxers only enough for his hardened cock to be released, bobbing and hitting his covered lower abdomen. “The more I think of it, the harder I get.”
 You could feel yourself drooling at the sight of Jisung slowly jacking off in front of you as he observed you with hooded eyes.
“You want it?”  he teased you, his hand circling the tip of his cock and squeezing slightly, hissing. You could only nod dumbly. “But you think it’s wrong, huh?” he quirked his eyebrows and you nodded again. He rolled his eyes and pressed his body close to yours again. “Because I’m too young?” he cooed. Again, you nodded, like it was the only thing you knew how to do. He hummed, not stopping the constant movement of his hand on his dick, while his other hand made its way between your legs, sliding two fingers along your pussy and spreading your wetness to your clit. “Then why are you this wet? Aren’t I too young to make you this wet, noona?”
 You closed your eyes, embarrassed. “J-jisung, please…” you begged, without being sure of what you were begging for. He slowly inserted both fingers into your entrance, both your jaw and his falling open; yours due to the stretch and his for the anticipation of being surrounded by you. He moved his fingers carefully inside of you, searching for that one spot he had found last time-
“AH! J-jisung oh g-god!”
Found it. He smirked and stole another kiss from you before quickly massaging that spot in a ´come here´ motion, along with stroking his cock lazily. 
“Jisung f-fuck, fuck oh-!” you didn’t know what to hold onto, and ended up pulling at his shirt with trembling hands. Sensing how close you were, he put his own pleasure aside, releasing his own member and using that hand to draw smooth circles on your clit. “JISUNG-” you gasped and threw your head back, surrendering to the intense orgasm Jisung had built up for you. You didn’t know if it was because of the mating mark, but only Jisung could make you feel like this. You worked on controlling your breathing as Jisung retracted his fingers from you gently, and opened your eyes right in time to see him bring his soaked fingers to his mouth, licking them wantonly and moaning in delight. For a second his eyes gleamed a reddish tone that made your blood run cold. 
“Don’t worry,” he said as if he knew what you were thinking. “It’s too soon for me to have another rut. Especially when my last one left me so…,” he licked his lips. “...Satisfied.”
“O-oh,” you replied, trying your best to form a coherent sound, but your legs chose that moment to give up on you and your body started sliding down the wall. Luckily, Jisung was fast enough to reach for you and hold you firmly against him. 
“What’s wrong?” he asked, his voice showing a hint of nervousness as he tried to look for an answer in your unfocussed eyes. 
“Feel weird-” you managed to answer, letting him lift your weak body and guide your legs around his waist, pressing you against the wall once again. When his hot cock rubbed against your sensitive pussy your entire body trembled and you moaned into his chest. 
“Noona,” he cupped your face with his palm, holding your weight with one arm like it was nothing. “Weird how? What do you feel?”
 You shook your head weakly. You didn’t know how to explain the way your body responded to Jisung, making your limbs weak, your chest warm, and every nerve tingling with pleasure, something in the back of your head telling you to submit to him. Jisung bit his lip before he decided to look for your neck, giving it experimental nuzzles and licks like a puppy trying to comfort its owner. You moaned out loud and bared your neck for him, giving him as much access as he wanted.
“A-alpha,” you moaned, shaking in his arms. Jisung’s eyes lighted up with a hint of red again, and stared at you expectantly. “Make it b-better, alpha-,” you sobbed desperately.
 Something in Jisung snapped right in that moment, inhaling sharply and kissing you fiercely, his hips rutting against you roughly and creating a friction that had you gasping into the kiss. 
“It’s okay, noona,” he assured you while his hand slid between your bodies to line himself up against your entrance, pressing only slightly in an attempt to make you open up for him without forcing it, although it felt like torture for you. “Alpha will take care of you,” he declared before the head slid in, making both of you moan loudly. “Feels good, yeah? Feel how good alpha fills you up?” he panted when he managed to bury himself completely inside of you.
“S-so good,” you stuttered brainlessly, letting him bounce you on his cock and against the wall. 
“Still think this is wrong?” he asked in between kisses. “Still think I’m too young?”
 He slowed down his thrust to a stop when you didn’t reply, distancing his upper body from you enough to see your embarrassed face. “You do?!” he asked incredulously. You looked away and he scoffed. “Am I not enough of a man for you? Even after I marked your pretty neck as mine? Even when you can barely take my cock?” he thrusted into you sharply as to emphasize his question. “Get rid of that stupid thought, now,” he ordered you, his eyes showing a red hue again.
“I-I’m trying-,” you hiccupped with difficulty as he fucked you intently. “It’s n-not that e-easy-”
“Let me help you,” he hissed and just like that you suddenly didn’t feel the wall against your back anymore. You shrieked and hugged Jisung more tightly out of fear of falling on the floor now that you didn’t have the wall as support. Jisung walked a few steps back, with you clinging onto him like a koala,  before he grabbed your waist with both hands. “Let me show you how much of a man I can be.”
Before you could complain about the possibility of you being too heavy for this, or him losing balance, or all the ways this could end up badly, he silenced you by lifting you up and slamming you down back into his cock with ease, reaching deep enough to make you choke on your saliva. 
 “Could someone who is too young do this?” He snickered and kissed your neck before he started moving you up and down his cock with ease, as the muscles in his forearms tightened and his veins popped up attractively. You didn’t even know strength could turn you on like this, but when Jisung used you like you were nothing but a fleshlight you felt another orgasm approaching you fast. “Tell me, noona,” he hissed. “Am I n-not a man to you?” he fought the need to roll his eyes back in pleasure to see your wrecked face.
“Al- alpha,” you tried to reply as you felt your orgasm so close you could barely speak. “Y-you a-...you’re a m-man fuck, alpha, alph-AH!” you sobbed as your vision went blank and your walls clamped around him, making him moan and tremble, hugging you tightly against his chest, where you could feel his heart beating through the material of his shirt. 
“Say it again,” he demanded, his hard cock still inside of you contrasting the romantic nature of the way he was hugging you. 
“Y-you’re a man,” you admitted, feeling weak after the mindblowing orgasm.
“Say you’re mine,” he spoke again.
“I’m…,” you sighed as he kissed your mark softly. “I’m yours, alpha.”
“Now tell everyone,” he ordered, catching you off guard. Who was he talking about? Did he mean telling the other members of his pack? Telling your friends? Introducing him to your parents? As you were trying to understand what he meant, he started walking towards the balcony, walking past the window and standing there in the cold night, where all the neighbors could see you. “Now.”
“J-jisung, what are you doing?” you slapped his chest weakly until he put you down. You were glad his hoodie covered you past your thighs and he was fully dressed- except for his cock on full display- and tried to hurry him back inside before someone saw you both, but Jisung quickly grabbed your hips and turned you around against the balcony railing, pressing his body against you. “Jisung, n-not here!”
“I want the world to see,” he murmured like he was in a trance. “I want them to hear how good you are for alpha,” he purred, lifting the back of your hoodie just enough for his cock to rub against your ass. 
 He was crazy. There was no way you were going to do that. Or so you thought, but the moment he slid himself back into you with a shameless moan, all caution was forgotten, and you could only think about how good he was stretching you and how sweet he sounded moaning against your ear. 
“Noona,” he moaned into your neck, his hips speeding up to a constant rhythm. “Say it again,” he pleaded, his hands feeling you up like a madman, wanting to memorize every curve. “Say you’re mine.”
“I’m y-yours,” you whimpered, your fist tightening around the railing and enjoying the way his cock twitched inside of you at the words. “I’m yours, Jisung, p-please I’m- oh! Oh god, Ji I’m yours, I’m yours I-” you moaned when he cursed and his hips stuttered. 
“I love you, n-noona,” he sobbed, digging his fingers into your hips to keep you in place to take his unruly thrusts. “I love you, I love y-you so much so, so much ah! Ah, fuck, ah!” he panted heavily as the base of his cock started inflating into what soon would be a huge knot. “D-don’t try to run away from me a-again, noona,” he pleaded? Warned? “I won’t let you. You’re n-not going anywhere-fuck! This pretty pussy’s all mine,” definitely a warning. “I’ll fuck you so good, noona, hhm? Breed you every day, keep you so f-full you w-won’t have any more stupid ideas in that pretty head of yours, y-yeah?”
 You moaned so loud you knew someone out there had surely heard. But you couldn’t care anymore; the only thing in your mind were Jisung’s filthy promises and the stretch of the knot he insistently tried to push into you were making you delirious. “Y…yeah- oh fuh- ugh fuck yes, a-alpha!” your slurred words were barely understandable, too cock drunk to express yourself properly. “Fuck me s-soh aaah! so g-good- wanna… want you inside of me all d-day.”
That’s what did it for Jisung. He rammed into you harshly, his knot finally inside of you as his cock jerked, continuous gushing of cum making you feel full enough for a small bump to form in your belly. 
“You’re squeezing me s-so good, noona.” Jisung panted deliriously while licking your neck. “Taking all my cum, yeah? Milk me up some more, hmm?” he asked, one of his hands finding your clit and rubbing it quickly as you moaned and squirmed against him. “Yeess, noona, just like t-that, come on, cum for me, cum for alpha-” he demanded, relishing in the way your walls contracted round him.
“A-alpha!” you whimpered when your third orgasm of the night hit you, shaking uncontrollably as Jisung released another spurt of cum inside of you. “love y-you, alpha…” you croaked out weakly. Jisung purred a chant of ‘love you too, love you so much, noona,’ as he gave the mating mark one last kiss and slid out of you when his knot shrunk enough to allow it, cum immediately sliding out and down your thighs as Jisung carried you back inside the apartment. 
 Jisung laid you down on the sofa and disappeared into the bathroom, coming back right after with a wet towel that he used to carefully clean you up, gently apologizing whenever you would flinch in oversensitivity. 
“You came a lot…,” you commented absentmindedly.
“Oh that’s probably because- uh, I haven’t come since the last time I saw you,” he confessed, shrugging. 
“What?” you yelped. “That was like three weeks ago! Why didn’t you uh–... you know,” you ended vaguely by making a crude gesture with your hand that had him laughing out loud.
“I tried,” he explained when his laugh calmed down. “I would start jerking off, but my hand didn’t feel as good as yours, and it wasn’t as soft and warm as…,” he eyed you up hungrily. “...As all of you. So I would get frustrated and give up.”
“That sounds like torture,” you say.
“It was,” he admitted. “But I feel much better now.”
You hummed and then you both fell into a comfortable silence.
“Are we-” Jisung bit his lip nervously, going back to his reserved persona like he hadn’t just fucked you out in the open. “Are we okay now?”
“Yeah,” you replied tiredly. “More than okay.”
“...Will you give us a chance, then?” he asked hopefully. 
"Will I get my shirt back if I do?" you asked cheekily. "The pink one, with a heart on it," you added when Jisung gave you a puzzled look. Then you saw his eyes widen and his face blush a record shade of red.
"Who told you?!"
"Jaehyun."
Jisung groaned dramatically. "Look, noona. I'm not a creep. It just smelled so good-Fuck! That's what a creep would say-" he tried to defend himself desperately.
"Jisung," you called for him, giving him a tender kiss. "What do you need the shirt for if you can have me anytime you want."
His eye color matched the blush on his face at your words as he licked his lip tentatively. "Anytime I want?"
 You nodded and kissed him again, feeling him smile into the kiss. 
Then a thought crossed your mind and you broke to kiss, gasping in realization.
“We’re gonna get a noise complaint. Or a complaint for public indecency. We’ll get banned from using airbnb.”
“Under whose name is the reservation?” Jisung asked
“Jaehyun’s.”
“Then I honestly don't care,” he said nonchalantly as he leaned in to kiss you again.
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Twenty Years Later: Joel Miller x F!Reader - Chapter Fifteen
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Chapter Fifteen: Room For Three
Plot: Two weeks after Silver Lake, Joel, Y/n and Ellie travel the final stretch to Salt Lake City.
Word Count: 5.6k
Warnings: language, implied violence, implied attempted SA, detailed description of s*icide attempt, mention of loss of a child, injuries, (16+)
A/N: Well, we’re almost to the end….I hope this grand finale for Joel and Rosebud is equally as enjoyable as the show’s finale. I still haven’t recovered from it…
A small detail that I had to retcon because of the timeline of Joel at the triage clinic…the breakup now occurred two days after Sarah’s death rather than three. I played with it as much as I could, but that’s what fit the best.
As always, this series is 16+ and I will not be adding anyone to the taglist who doesn’t have their age/range specified in their bio.
Read on, my loves! Enjoy the mind-numbing fluff before the angst…❤️‍🩹
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Y/n felt frozen.
It had been two weeks since Silver Lake, since Ellie and her had fought their way out of, and delivered. a gruesome fate, Joel catching them in the aftermath. Stuck somewhere between being present and comfortably dazed, Y/n felt like she couldn’t fully pull herself out of the numbness that had set in after their escape.
They’d arrived just outside of Salt Lake City, Joel and Y/n briefly left Ellie to rifle through abandoned vehicles for supplies. Joel moved around with the freedom he had weeks before, his injury having fully healed. Y/n, on the other hand, had slowed down significantly. The fight with David had left her with at least two cracked ribs, causing every breath and step to send waves of pain through her. It had caused them a longer travel time.
“Find anything?” Joel asked from the front of the RV.
Y/n dug through the bathroom cabinet, finding a few loose tampons and old, visibly used, toothbrushes.
“Nothing for you,” she announced, sticking the feminine products in her backpack and exiting the bathroom. She found Joel going through the kitchenette.
“Check it out,” Joel victoriously held up a can of Chef Boyardee, “For Ellie.”
Y/n smiled softly, “She’ll like that.”
The change in Joel that had occurred on his and Y/n’s fateful night in Jackson seemed to be long-lasting. He was smiling practically all the time, his voice had lifted from its gruff timber, and he was unbelievably talkative. Y/n had watched as the man she loved slowly came back to himself, she was trying her hardest to meet him there.
She finished up looking for supplies, kneeling on a dusty old couch and checking the space between it and the wall.
“Oh my gosh,” she muttered.
“Hmm?” Joel hummed, still searching for more food.
Y/n reached into the crack, pulling out the mutilated body of an acoustic guitar and holding it up to Joel in stunned silence. He finally turned around and matched her surprise, a small chuckle escaping him.
“Wow,” he marveled.
“I know,” Y/n flipped it in her palms, looking to see if there was any possible way for Joel to play it.
“Busted to hell,” he said, having crossed the room to examine the instrument, “Lemme see.”
Joel took it into his hands, attempting to hold the splintered wood with pieces dangling off it, and form a chord on the fretboard. The sound that came out what horrendous.
“I guess you need it in one piece for it to sound good,” Y/n grimaced.
“Yeah, little bit,” Joel smiled, setting the instrument on the couch, “Nice to dream though.”
“Yeah,” Y/n said, her tone far off as she watched Joel hesitate to take his hand off the guitar’s neck. All along the journey, there’d been little moments where she’d recognized him from twenty years before, but this…this was an essential piece of who he was.
Joel dragged his eyes up to meet Y/n’s, she was smiling at him.
“What?”
“It’s just really fucking unfair that the world comes to an end and you still look this good,” Y/n commented.
Joel practically snorted, shaking his head at the compliment, “Haven’t showered in three weeks.”
“Notice that I said look and not smell,” Y/n smirked, crossing her arms and pushing off the wall to walk past him.
Joel reached out, grasping Y/n’s elbows and gently pulling her back to him. Despite her slow progress, her ribs were still a nuisance, and he’d handled her like china since Silver Lake.
“How they feeling?” Joel changed the subject, spreading a hand across Y/n’s abdomen.
“Not as bad as the other day,” Y/n answered, taking as deep a breath as she could so Joel could feel the motion, “But it’d be nice to sit for a while.”
It wasn’t a request so much as a pipe dream without the smoke. Y/n needed more time to heal than they had.
Feeling powerless against the body’s healing capabilities, Joel stroked his thumb over Y/n’s belly and kissed her forehead.
“Hey,” he mumbled, bending down to pick up a box near their feet, “You always destroyed me in this. Think Ellie might like it?”
Y/n looked down at his hands, it was a Boggle box, something she hadn’t seen in a long time. She glanced up at Joel, admiring how hard he was trying to make their lives any brighter.
Joel could feel Y/n’s eyes on him and met her gaze, “You’re starin’ again.”
Shaking her head and smiling, Y/n pressed a kiss to Joel’s shoulder and walked off towards the RV door.
Joel watched her leave, she was moving slow with something other than pain. Neither her or Ellie had been the same since Silver Lake. Y/n had given Joel fragments of the harrowing tale, but he had yet to have the whole story. He knew better than to push, they’d come to him when they were ready, but it broke his heart to see the two of them anything less than whole. Making a point to grab the board game and the Beefaroni, he left the RV.
Y/n paced herself as she crossed the highway, still timing her inhalations in the beat between steps. It didn’t take more than one or two long legged strides for Joel to catch up with her.
“Good news, we don’t have to hunt tonight,” Joel called to Ellie, who had her back turned to him, “Ellie.”
The girl was seated in the back of a flatbed, still as can be.
“Ellie,” Joel called out again, the third time a little louder.
Y/n sighed, knowing she was in her own world. “El!”
She finally turned around.
“D’ya hear me?” Joel asked.
“No,” Ellie replied, her voice sounding painfully innocent, “What?”
“Well, I found this in there,” Joel gestured back to the RV before holding up the can, “Beefaroni. Chef Boyardee.”
Sensing that this was a big victory for Joel, Ellie forced as much a smile as she was capable of, “Oh, cool.”
Joel’s grin faded, thinking the nostalgia might have been enough to get a genuine reaction. Y/n trailed behind him as he made his way to the truck.
“And have you ever played this?” Joel held up the game for her, “Boggle. It’s a word game.”
“Mm-mm,” Ellie shook her head.
“Well, if you wanna beat me at somethin’,” Joel continued, “It would be this.”
Y/n watched the exchange, leant up against the side of the truck and trying not to look directly at her people. It hurt to see Ellie glazed over just as much as it hurt to see Joel trying so hard to break through the layers of trauma.
“Well, all right then,” Joel announced, sensing Ellie’s mood, “We’re gettin’ close.”
“Mm-hmm,” Ellie nodded.
“Hospital’s that way,” Joel nodded down the freeway, “May be the one we’re lookin’ for.”
“Got it,” Ellie pushed off of the flatbed.
Y/n waited for Ellie to grab her backpack before falling into step with her. The girl didn’t have a particular favorite between Joel and Y/n, but with Y/n having been present for the events at Silver Lake, she was drawing closer to her. Closer being a relative term…
“Take this for me,” Joel held out the rifle to Ellie, letting her hold it as he strapped his backpack back on, “Thanks.”
The three of them set off once more, but not before Joel snuck one last longing gaze at the inside of the RV, or rather its contents.
“They had a guitar in that RV,” he began to tell Ellie, “It was all smashed up, but got me thinkin’, maybe I should find one. I haven’t played in forever. In fact, I was thinkin’, maybe I could teach you. I bet you’d be great at it.”
Ellie gave a slight chuckle, it was her best try.
“Do you wanna learn how to play guitar?” Joel asked, his hopeful gaze sitting on Ellie’s face, recieveing no answer. “Ellie?”
“Hm?” Ellie snapped back to the conversation, “Oh, yeah. That’d be great.”
Joel looked behind Ellie’s back and met Y/n’s waiting gaze, the helplessness in his eyes so very clear. He didn’t know how to bring her back.
The three of them hiked through the city, heading in the general direction of the hospital. They eventually snaked through an alley.
“Okay, so this is what I’m thinkin’-“ Joel began to lay out their plan.
“Cut through that building to get around that stuff,” Ellie nodded towards the massive pile of rubble ahead, “Find the skyscraper, go up and look around.”
“Uhh, actually this time,” Joel changed course, “I was thinkin’ we blast our way through that rubble. I found some dynamite in that RV back there.”
Ellie’s ears perked up, while Y/n just smirked, “Really?”
“No,” Joel answered, “So we’re gonna cut through that building, find a skyscraper and look around,” he turned back and gauged Ellie’s reaction, “But I had you goin’, didn’t I?”
By virtue of having lived through the whole of the pandemic as an adult, it was easier for Y/n to be drawn out by Joel’s loving attempts. She’d seen the worst of humanity long before Ellie was born, and that allowed her to chuckle at Joel’s joke.
The threesome climbed the tallest skyscraper they could find. The lack of much inside told them that it had been abandoned before the pandemic had started.
“Look at this place,” he muttered as they walked past pallets and exposed beams, “Talk about bad luck. Military drops bombs, not one of ‘em hits the building you’re tryin’ to demolish.”
Y/n smiled at nothing other than the fact that Joel was talking so much before unlatching a gate to a closed off area of the site. Inside were tables with schematics and loose supplies, along with their only way to the next floor.
“Think I found our way up,” she announced, staring up at the open floor at least ten feet above them.
Joel came to her side and evaluated the height, the tip of an old ladder dangling over the edge. Y/n was in no condition for him to lift her up and retrieve it.
“I get you up there, you can drop that ladder down,” he called out to Ellie, “Maybe we go through that way. Come on, I’ll give you a boost.”
Y/n glanced over to Ellie, once again tuned out of their conversation and absentmindedly looking over the building schematics. Once Joel noticed her as well, the two of them made their way over.
“You okay?” Joel asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” Ellie turned away from the table and averted her eyes.
“It’s just you kinda seem extra quiet today,” Joel said, trying to tiptoe around the matter, “So…”
“Oh,” Ellie quickly changed gears, “I’m sorry.”
“No, it’s fine,” Joel reassured her, “Did you hear what I-“
“Yeah,” Ellie replied, “Boost. Got it.”
Without another word on the subject, the three of them walked back to the wooden pallets. Joel took the main spot holding Ellie’s foot while Y/n stood by, ready to help her if she wobbled.
“One, two,” Joel grunted, “Up!”
He lifted Ellie into the air and she shimmied her way onto the next level, Y/n nervously held her hands out like she did every time they did this.
“You good?” Y/n called up.
“Yeah,” Ellie twisted the rest of her body onto the floor. She started to lower the ladder down to Joel when her eye caught something, “Whoa…”
Ellie dropped the ladder, letting it slide past Joel and Y/n and clatter to the floor.
“Damn it, Ellie,” Joel exclaimed as he went to pick it up, “Shit.”
“Stay there,” Y/n called, trying to help Joel lift the ladder and instantly feeling the pain in her ribs, “Ah!”
Joel took the whole of the weight, “Don’t do that.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Y/n grunted, clutching her abdomen. She hated being out of commission just as much as Joel had hated her babying after his own injury.
Joel leaned the ladder against the next floor and helped Y/n up, waiting at the bottom until she was all the way up in case she fell.
“You gotta see this,” Ellie cried out.
“Gee,” Y/n groaned as she carefully rolled onto her stomach, “If only we had a way up…”
Joel followed suit, pulling Y/n to her feet with great care. “Ellie?!”
“Up here,” the girl yelled, she was already on the next level.
Y/n nodded towards the staircase, “Go, I’ll catch up.”
Reluctantly, Joel let his hand slip from Y/n’s waist and ran up the stairs, chasing after Ellie.
Y/n slowly made her way up the steps, stopping every thirty seconds to take a deep breath before continuing.
“Rose,” Joel would yell down every few seconds, telling her where they were.
“Here,” she’d call back, measuring the distance between their voices.
Eventually, Y/n made it to their floor, Joel was waiting for her at the top of the stairs. He took her hand, helping her up the rest of the way and the two of them walked through the cinderblock halls that at their end revealed…
Life.
Through a massive hole in the wall, a giraffe poked its head in, eating shrubbery that was growing on the building. A little further and there was at least half a mile of green grass and trees growing in the middle of the city. Ellie’s silhouette tied the whole picture together.
Y/n’s breath caught in her chest, it was beautiful.
Joel walked close behind Y/n, letting her take everything in first. He carefully removed his rifle and set it down beside him.
“Don’t scare it,” Ellie whispered.
“I won’t,” he promised, going to the greenery and ripping off a chunk.
“What are you doing?” Ellie asked.
“It’s all right,” Joel assured her, looking back expectantly, “Come on, hurry up. Come here.”
Y/n nudged Ellie forward, the girl took the leaves from Joel and came back to her spot. She carefully held out the plant to the giraffe, which took it quicker than she’d expected.
Joel held out another large handful to both Y/n and Elie, beaming down at them as they giggled, feeding the giraffe with childlike joy. Something magical was happening. The light was returning to Ellie’s eyes, her nose was scrunching up as she laughed. For the first time in two weeks, she was Ellie again. And because of that, so was Y/n.
Y/n stood beside Ellie with tears in her eyes, the trauma had lost. For just one minute in time, things felt okay again.
“So fucking cool,” Ellie said, just before the giraffe began to walk away, “Aw, where’s she going?”
Ellie took off through the building, chasing after the animal, “Come on, come on, come on, come on.”
Joel spun as he watched her leave, eliciting a laugh out of Y/n.
“You started it,” she smiled.
Joel threw the rifle back over his shoulder and grabbed Y/n’s hand, pulling the two of them down the next hall.
They pushed through the rusted door they’d just heard slam open and shut, and found themselves with an even better view of the greenery. The singular giraffe was part of a heard, six of them, including a baby, grazing in the flower dressed grass. The color alone was more than Joel or Y/n had seen in a while.
Tearing his eyes away from the nature, Joel looked to Y/n, who was struck speechless at the sight. They stood there, both drinking in the separate beauties they’d both been without for so long.
Once Y/n’s eyes caught Ellie, she tugged Joel down the steps and they came to stand beside her.
“So,” Joel said to Ellie, bracing himself against the wall, “Is it everything you hoped for?”
Y/n glanced down and smiled, remembering the first time he’d asked that question.
“It’s got its ups and downs,” she answered before smiling out, “But you can’t deny that view.”
Y/n was too caught up in both Ellie’s momentary joy and her own to catch Joel’s falling face.
“Look, I don’t know exactly where this hospital is-“ he started.
“Yeah, we’ll find it,” Ellie said with quiet confidence.
“Sure, it’s just-“ Joel squinted, searching for the right way to phrase what he wanted to say, “Maybe there’s nothin’ bad out there, but so far there’s always been somethin’ bad out there.”
Ellie shrugged, “We’re still here though.”
“A little worse for the wear,” Y/n grunted, readjusting her stance to accommodate her ribs, “But still here.”
“I know,” Joel replied, “I’m only sayin’ there’s risk.”
Y/n finally started to pay attention to what he was saying, how he was saying it.
“We don’t have to do this,” Joel turned to Ellie, “I just- I want you to know that.”
“What do you mean?” Ellie rotated to face him, “What else are we supposed to do?”
“Yeah, I’m a little lost too,” Y/n nudged Joel’s shoulder, making him split the difference and face them both.
“Nothin’, we just go back to Tommy’s,” Joel answered, “We forget about the whole damn thing.”
It was a shock to Y/n’s system, but not as much as it should have been. What started as a mission to save the remnants of humanity, had evolved into one goal: saving Ellie. The girl had never just been a salvation to Y/n, since the moment she’d met her, but after three months of caring for her…Ellie was so much more than just a cure. Running in the opposite direction to ensure her safety wasn’t the most insane idea for Joel to have.
“After all we’ve been through,” Ellie smiled sadly, “Everything I’ve done…It can’t be for nothing. I know you mean well. I know you wanna protect me, you have,” Ellie glanced past Joel to Y/n, “You both have. And when we’re done, we’ll go wherever you want. Tommy’s, sheep ranch, the moon...”
Joel and Y/n both smiled at the memory.
“I’ll follow you guys anywhere you go,” Ellie said with a finality to her tone, “But there’s no halfway with this. We finish what we started.”
Joel was satisfied with Ellie’s answer, it was her choice and no matter how much she’d follow him or Y/n, it was a two way street.
She had also just referenced a conversation took had never actually taken place.
“El, can you,” Y/n’s hand squirmed against the brick wall, “Can you give us a sec?”
Ellie’s eyes darted between Joel and Y/n, unsure of what had happened somewhere in between her words, “Sure.”
The girl meandered back the way they’d come, no doubt waiting to eavesdrop on the other side of the door.
Joel, for the first time since before Y/n and him had reconciled, was afraid to look into her eyes. He was scared to find an answer he didn’t want.
“We, uh,” Joel’s fist lightly bumped the brick, “We never actually talked about…us…did we?”
Y/n puffed out a deep breath, “No, we, uh…we did not.”
“Huh,” Joel replied, staring out at the giraffes, hoping they would distract him from dropping to his knees and begging Y/n to do what he hadn’t been strong enough to do.
Stay.
Y/n had spent the last three months technically still a Firefly without doing any of the work. Somewhere between Boston and Salt Lake City, she had stopped feeling like one altogether. Without Marlene there or the security of a base of operations and daily tasks, there had been room for something else to fill that void.
Ellie and, eventually, Joel.
“I know you…” Joel already felt he was going to fuck up the conversation, but was trying to delay it, “I know that when we get to the hospital, you’ll probably go back to work but I…” he struggled to keep what he truly wanted to say silent, “I just-“
“Joel,” Y/n held up a hand, turning fully towards him and smiling, “Stop.”
Joel did as requested and shut his mouth.
“I’ve spent the last twenty years just,” Y/n sighed, “Just wandering in circles. Trying to find some way to make the world better. The Fireflies gave me that chance and though our methods haven’t always been the most,” Y/n frowned, “Peaceful…I like to think we’ve done some sort of good.”
Joel’s chest tightened, sensing where the conversation was headed.
Y/n looked back out at the greenery, her confidence suddenly withering under the intensity of Joel’s gaze. “But you,” she said, finding the strength to look back, “You were all I ever really wanted. You, Sarah, Tommy…” Y/n’s throat began to clog with emotion, “You guys were it for me. And I never thought I’d be able to get that back and then…” she shrugged, “I got it.”
Joel’s eyes were starting to mist, it was unavoidable to feel the ghost of Sarah’s presence every time Y/n mentioned their family.
“And I don’t think I could handle losing you a second time,” Y/n strained, smiling past the tears, “I know I couldn’t.”
Joel felt around for her hand and held it as tight as he should have two decades before.
Y/n inhaled deeply, “So this is the last job. That it’s. After today,” she cupped Joel’s cheek, tenderly rubbing her thumb over his scruff, “I’m all yours.”
It was everything Joel wanted to hear, everything.
“We go back to Tommy’s,” Y/n continued, “We go back to that house, and we make it a home.”
The pure relief that released through Joel’s body made him nudge closer, his forehead dropping to touch Y/n’s. He shut his eyes, savoring the rhapsody of the life she was laying out for them.
“I love you,” Joel muttered, the words hanging in the slim space between them. He said it with all the earnestness of someone still trying to make up for their sins.
“I know you do,” Y/n fingers brushed Joel’s lips, trying to reassure him that he didn’t need to prove anything. Their past was their past, and their future would be their future.
“You don’t have to say it back,” Joel said, shaking his head against Y/n’s “I know I gotta earn it.”
Y/n wet her lips and smiled, “I actually said something along the lines when you were passed out.”
Joel pulled back just enough to scan Y/n’s face, “Oh, you did?”
“Mm-hmm,” Y/n hummed.
As patient a man as Joel was, he was eager to hear the words he’d been deprived of so long. “You feel like…repeatin’ yourself?”
“Mmm,” Y/n’s smile turned coy, “Not really, no.”
Joel smirked, “No?”
The adoration in Y/n’s eyes couldn’t have been more real, “No.”
Tugging her hips forward, Joel’s lips stretched into a grin as they pressed a deep kiss to Y/n’s.
Y/n had watched her future with Joel come back to life, plummet to its near-death and reawaken in the span of two and a half weeks. She had spent twenty years trying to atone for her failures, and selfishly, she wanted to rest. She wanted to wake up every morning and fall asleep every night in Joel’s arms. She wanted to teach Ellie how to tend to a garden and cook actual food. She wanted to meet Tommy’s kid.
She wanted her life back.
“Are you two done over there?” Ellie called through the rusted steel door.
Y/n and Joel chuckled as they broke apart, Joel lovingly rubbing the tip of his nose against Y/n’s. In a matter of days, they’d have the rest of their lives to hold each other, kiss each other. After they completed their mission, they never had to spend another day apart.
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If Joel and Y/n had made any peace with what had happened to them, it was overshadowed by a darkness only one of them could see.
A half mile from the skyscraper and through a tunnel, lay the carcass of a triage clinic. Joel and Y/n recognized the skeleton immediately, both of them tensing internally for different reasons.
“Was this a FEDRA thing?” Ellie asked, blissfully oblivious.
“No,” Y/n answered, her hand interlocked with Joel’s, “The army set these up the day after the outbreak. Medical camps for people to get their wounds tended to.”
Joel’s finger anxiously rubbed against Y/n’s hand, “They had us in one just like this.”
“With Sarah?” Ellie asked, it was the first time she’d spoken the girl’s name out loud.
“No,” Joel answered, “She was gone already.”
“Oh,” Ellie nodded, “So what was wrong with you guys?”
“I took a bullet to the side,” Y/n said, thinking about the white scar that rested just above her waist.
Joel pointed upwards to the mark on his temple, “It was for this.”
“Ah, the guy who shot and missed,” Ellie remembered from one of their earliest conversations, “I figured that would have happened later.”
“No,” Joel said plainly, “Second day.”
“Wait,” Y/n’s brow creased in confusion, “Why am I not remembering this?”
Joel let Y/n’s hand slip from his as he started to walk sideways, stopping in their tracks. If they were going to spend the rest of their lives together, they had to do it honestly. But he didn’t think he could handle looking into Y/n’s eyes while saying what he was about to.
“Well, I’ve gotta hand it to the Army people,” Ellie continued walking, “They were way better at stitching you up than I was.”
“I still don’t remember this,” Y/n said, a little louder from frustration with her memory.
Joel took just enough breath to get out the truth.
“It was me.”
While Ellie and Y/n both stopped their steps at the same time, the realization of what Joel meant hit them at different speeds. Y/n knew immediately.
“I was the guy who shot and missed,” Joel expanded, his eyes flicking in Y/n’s direction and quickly turning back down. He moved to sit on a piece of concrete, removing his rifle before doing so.
Ellie followed, coming to sit next to him, but Y/n stayed planted where she was, unable to move.
“There’s no story,” Joel began to explain, “Sarah died…and I couldn’t see the point anymore. Simple as that.”
The day spun back in Y/n’s head like a VHS tape being rewound over and over. She played back Joel, in all his grief crazed delusions, telling her she was a liar and storming off. His fist breaking through the glass window of the truck before stealing it and speeding off. His glassy, grief-struck gaze…
The signs were all there as to what happened after he’d left.
“And I wasn’t scared either, I was ready,” Joel looked off, remembering the feel of false peace that had fallen over him in that moment, “I couldn’t have been more ready.”
Y/n’s lip trembled before anything else, hesitating between crying and staying silent.
“When I-“ Joel hesitated, chewing on the side of his lip, “When I…went to pull the trigger, I flinched. Still don’t know why.”
Joel didn’t dare look up at Y/n, lest he lose what nerve he still had. “Anyway,” he went back to addressing Ellie, “The reason I’m tellin’ you all this-“
“I know why you’re telling me this,” Ellie interrupted.
“Yeah,” Joel sighed, “I reckon you do.”
A few beats of silence rested between them, Y/n’s tears pooling in her eyes, Joel staring ahead at the ground and Ellie, with one foot back out in the light.
“So time heals all wounds, I guess,” the girl mused.
Joel, for all his initial denial, knew exactly what had caused him to be able to talk about his trauma so freely. Three months of raging against his instincts, fighting ever smile, laugh and loving gaze, had landed him right where he’d never wanted to end up. Except it was all he wanted, every single part of it.
He looked to Ellie first, “It wasn’t time that did it.”
When her understanding gaze crossed with Joel’s, he glanced over to Y/n, still stuck in place with her red cheeks and puffy eyes.
They hadn’t just saved his life, they had brought him back to life.
“Well, I’m glad that-“ Ellie eventually gathered the words, her voice on the verge of cracking, “That didn’t work out.”
Joel nodded, “Me too.”
Y/n finally took a step forward, before her feet practically flew her forward to Joel. She came to stand over his leg, drawing his face upwards until she had the whole view.
Joel’s wet eyes gazed up into hers, the freedom that came with the terrible truth granting him to strength to face her.
Y/n tilted Joel’s head so she could see his temple and the terribly tragic scar across it. With shaking fingers, she grazed the skin and it all suddenly became real. Joel had really almost gone through with it. She flashed back the pain in his eyes the day he’d abandoned her, the sorrow, the grief, the utter despair…
His hand trembling, Joel reached up to encircle Y/n’s wrist, trying to be with her as she processed it all. He was the source of so much of her pain, and all he wanted to do was give her a future built on hope. This was the last time he’d ever hurt her.
If Joel would have pulled the trigger, he would have changed the lives of everyone around him or that ever would be around him. Tess wouldn’t have had a partner, Tommy would have certainly died in an act of bravery, and Ellie and Y/n would have been dead before they ever left Boston.
But none of those thoughts crossed Y/n’s head. All she could think about was how utterly empty her life would have stayed if she never would have seen Joel again.
With a stifled sob, Y/n wrapped her arms around Joel’s head, pulling him into her chest and burying her face in his hair. Joel fisted the back of her shirt, feeling a stitch in the fabric pop from the force he was holding her with. Y/n ignored the ache in her ribs, she needed to feel Joel more than anything.
They stayed lost in each other until Y/n moved to press her lips to Joel’s temple, softly kissing the scar that had almost kept them apart. Joel felt ripped to pieces and entirely complete at the same time.
The last divide between them had been shattered.
“I love you,” Y/n whispered against the scar. Joel dug his face deeper into her chest, oxygen deprivation mattering not so long as he was swallowed by her body.
Y/n tried to pull herself together, it wasn’t until Jackson that she’d be able to let herself fall apart fully. She smoothed Joel’s wild hair back down as much as she could and dragged her palm under her eyes. Joel’s hands traced the sides of her hips on their way down from her back, paying extra mind to her ribs.
“We should probably get going,” Ellie announced, too overcome by both her own emotions and Joel and Y/n’s.
“Yeah,” Y/n and Joel both hummed a variation of as they dried the remnants of their tears. Before they took another step, Joel grabbrd Y/n’s hand again, locking her into his side.
“You know what I’m in the mood for?” Joel asked, his voice somewhat cheerful again as he looked to Ellie.
“What?” Ellie glanced up expectantly at him.
“Shitty puns.”
“Oh, Lord,” Y/n smiled.
“Oh ho-ho,” Ellie exclaimed, twisting her backpack to pull out the book.
Y/n gave a mock salute, “That’s it. This is where I leave you,” she began to let her steps drift away from Joel, “Give the Fireflies my regards.”
Joel smiled deeply, pulling her back into him. Ellie was already searching through her book for the perfect page.
“‘People are making apocalypse jokes like there’s no tomorrow,’” she recited, catching Joel’s disapproving stare after, “Too soon?”
He snapped out of his fake-out, grinning after, “No, it’s topical.”
Ellie laughed, “Oh, I love this one! ‘Moon rocks taste better than Earth rocks. Why?’”
Deciding to egg on her less enthusiastic guardian, Ellie looked across their row, waiting for Y/n to reply.
“Why?” Y/n said, rolling her eyes in good humor.
“‘Cause they’re meteor,” Ellie delivered the punch line.
Joel grimaced, “Oh, that’s terrible.”
“If you’re gonna set me up,” Y/n complained, “At least pick a good one.”
“Fuck you,” Ellie exclaimed, “That was actually good.”
“That’s a zero outta ten,” Joel finished.
“All right, all right,” Ellie flipped to the second page, “‘What did the green grape say to the purple grape?’”
Y/n snorted, already guessing where the joke was going.
“‘Breathe, you idiot,’” Ellie answered.
Joel’s lips crept upwards, “That was a three out of ten.”
“Seven, minimum,” Ellie corrected.
“I’ll go as high as five,” Y/n countered.
“Yeah, five,” Joel agreed, swinging his and Y/n’s hands a little, “Five outta ten.”
Ellie’s jaw dropped in shock, “Five?”
The clink and the hiss from behind them turned them all around. Y/n and Joel spotted the flash bomb, their bodies reacting quickly and throwing themselves over Ellie.
The three of them were knocked to the ground in a smoky haze.
Five seconds or five minutes, no one could tell. Y/n couldn’t clearly see more than a few inches in front of her, spotting Joel’s watch and Ellie’s grey sleeve.
“Joel,” she could hear Ellie calling out past the ringing in her ears, “Y/n.”
“El,” Y/n called back, attempting to move with the new pain in her abdomen, “Joel.”
“Y/n,” Joel breathed.
Thudding footsteps broke through the next layer of hearing loss, Y/n blinked a couple times to see Ellie’s body being picked up.
“Joel,” she cried, “Y/n!”
“Ellie!” Joel yelled, reaching to grab Y/n’s hand as they struggled to pick themselves up.
“Ellie!”
It was the last thing any of them heard before everything went dark.
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Characters: Taehyung x Reader
Word count: 3.3K
Synopsis: Your nagging roommate is desperate for a third person to help meet the rent and your university just so happens to be running a fully-funded government grant for anyone who signs up to participate in the Intergalactic Exchange program.
Having an alien for a roommate is just asking for all kinds of trouble, though.
Alien!Taehyung x reader
Rating: Teens
Notes: So here it is! The beginning of the end! The long awaited alien!tae drabble series. 
For many of you, you may have heard that this is my last bts fic. It’s a bit of a cop out to do a drabble series as my last ever fic but it’s got 11 parts and I think it’s got enough content and a character arc to be satisfying, and I feel it’s fitting that I started this little blog with a taehyung x reader fic and I’m finishing it with one.
Thank you guys so much for the last few years and I look forward to going on one last journey with all of you. Without any further ado, I present to you the fic!
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You’re suspicious from the moment your roommate shows you the flyer over breakfast one morning. It’s brightly coloured, with information neatly categorised across the glossy surface and your university’s insignia proudly nestled against the corner. 
“Planet BTS-0713 exchange program?” You read out loud, through a mouthful of cereal. She nods enthusiastically, still brandishing the paper like it has the recipe to world peace printed across it. She seems absolutely smitten by the idea but you remain skeptical; after all, while Nayeon has a list of endearing characteristics, altruism unfortunately does not make the top 100.
“Doesn’t it sound exciting? And they don’t just cover our rent, we get extra since it’s part of that intergalactic-peace treaty-agreement thing they’re trying to establish.” She explains. Ah, there it is. The ulterior motive behind her sudden desire for an alien roommate. “It would really help after Yura skipped town last month. I know you’re struggling too.”
You pause, swallowing your cereal contemplatively. As skeptical as you are, there’s a strong element of truth to Nayeon’s words. Yura had always been a little bit of a dodgy roommate- she’d always get a bit weird about paying rent and seemed to think she shouldn’t have to pay the same amount because her room was the furthest from the bathroom, not to mention you’re sure she’d been secretly stealing your nutella despite her insistence that there would be strictly no splitting of groceries. But she’d hit her peak when you and Nayeon had returned home from a night out to find her packed and moved out, the day before rent was due. Of course, none of your calls or desperate texts came through. She’d literally vanished off the face of the planet and the two of you had had to scrounge together your savings to pay her share, and were now struggling to maintain a three-person apartment on the income of just two people. Financially, the government exchange program would help massively, especially since you haven’t been able to find a third roommate in nearly two months now. 
“I’d be keen if it were just a matter of giving them a place to stay.” You finally admit. “But the reason the government offers so much compensation is because you’re basically their legal guardian while they’re on this planet.” You inform her. “The extra money is allowance for showing them around and you’re supposed to help them adjust to all their classes and the transport systems and culture here. You can barely keep a goldfish alive- I had to bury Sergeant Sprinkles the first through to the fourth in Jin’s flower box on the roof. He’s getting suspicious. How will you manage an entire alien life form?” 
Nayeon wrinkles her nose at the thought, but then she steels herself. 
“It’ll be fine!” She insists. “They’re different to goldfish. And Sergeant Sprinkles the fifth has been alive for nearly two weeks now! Besides, I’d really love having a little exchange student to show the best places to get burgers and where the cheapest tequila in town is! Plus,” she glances from side to side as if there’s anyone to overhear you in your apartment at 8 o’clock in the morning. “I hear that they’re just really attractive versions of humans. I’ve been so lonely since Hoseok and I broke up. ” She confesses. And there it is- the final confirmation that altruism is the furthest motive from Nayeon’s mind. With a sigh, you gather your bowl and shuffle over to the sink. In truth, Nayeon has a way of getting her way. And it’s not like a third roommate will magically appear. Your bank account is zooming dangerously close to that dreaded elliptical number.
“Ok. If you’re really that determined.” You relent. You pause midway through your scrubbing of the bowl to point accusingly at her. “But you’re taking full responsibility for our alien roommate! If I hear a single complaint then you’re on garbage duty for a month.”
Nayeon nods eagerly and obediently before throwing her arms around your neck in excitement.
“Oh, thank you (Y/N)!” She cries. “This is going to be so fun!” She promises.
++
 Despite Nayeon’s promise, having an alien roommate is, unsurprisngly, not fun. Kim Taehyung is a nice enough guy- curious, with a sweet disposition and wide smile. And he certainly lives up to to rumours of the good looks of his fellow aliens. 
It’s just that he’s well... he really is an alien. You’ve never met someone quite so eccentric. 
Admittedly, he hadn’t arrived in your apartment with too much fanfare- you were working on an essay in your room and Nayeon had lead him into the apartment, narrating the layout of your apartment loudly enough that it filters into your room and you know he’s arrived. 
Other than a wide smile over dinner and a cheerful introduction, you had tried not to interact with him too much- you hadn’t wanted to adopt yet another of Nayeon’s responsibilities that she didn’t follow through. And judging by her constant swooning, you had nothing to worry about. 
But the next day is really when his alien nature had struck. You had come out of your bedroom to find him in hysterics over breakfast and Nayeon waving a spatula around in confusion. After much probing and hysteric crying from Taehyung, you had eventually discerned the source of his distress; Nayeon had made him scrambled eggs for breakfast. 
That in itself wasn’t the issue- scrambled eggs are one of the few dishes that Nayeon is actually good at. She’s mastered the art of a hangover breakfast and scrambled eggs is her specialty. No, the issues lay with Taehyung’s discovery of what eggs are. 
“You EAT their FOETUSES!” He had cried, eyes swollen and nose snotty. An interesting thing to note is that people from his planet have differently coloured tears to you guys- shimmering blue lines had traced down his cheeks and the effect would be rather hauntingly beautiful if it weren’t for the fact that even on Planet BTS-0713, their nose runs when they cry. 
“Stop crying!” Nayeon had cried back. “It’s not a FOETUS the eggs are UNFERTILISED.”
It had taken an emergency trip to the grocery store to buy vegan-friendly groceries for Taehyung (and obviously you had to do it since Nayeon wouldn’t know a vegetable if it slapped her in the face) and a bottle of strawberry milk (although you chose to withold the information of where milk comes from) to calm down his hysterics. 
And then there’d been the time you’d had to sit with him in the emergency room because he’d watched a documentary on his planet about the pets that humans keep and had tried to pet a squirrel. Apparently the documentary had confused squirrels with dogs and he had gotten bitten. Luckily, he’d had his rabies shot before he came to earth but you’d still had to hold his hand while the doctor cleaned his wound and your favourite shirt was stained blue because he’d cried onto it. 
Probably the last straw, for Nayeon at least, is when the two of you find him throwing up into the sink. She’d left her Urban Decay Naked Ultraviolet Eyeshadow Pallette open on the coffee table because she likes to do her makeup in the living room even though you keep telling her the landlord will get mad if she stains the carpet, and Taehyung had mistaken them for a snack they sell on his home planet. 
“Can we send him back?” She had begged you, a far cry from his first night where she’d insisted on sitting next to him the whole night and personally served him dinner. He’d only managed to crunch through one of the slabs of makeup before it had occurred to him that he’d made a mistake but the impression left by his teeth tells the story well enough. 
“He’s not a toy. You can’t just return him because you didn’t think things through.” You scold, hands on your hips. “Have you even taken him out once since he’s been here? What happened to taking full responsibility?”
She pouts, folding her arms and releasing an annoyed huff. 
“(Y/N),” she tells you with the most serious expression you’ve ever seen upon her face. “He ate my makeup pallette. Do you see this? This is a bite mark.” She says, brandishing the pallette for good measure. “You can’t seriously expect me to spend time with him.”
You groan. You should have known it would come to this when you agreed to let him stay. After all, you had just finished cleaning Sergeant Sparkles the fifth’s tank not an hour before because it had gone bright green and Nayeon had insisted that he was dead and that there was no point in cleaning the tank because she’d just be traumatised by his dead body. The clean had revealed him not only to be alive, but also possibly slightly mutated due to the near radioactive levels of faeces floating in his tank. She hadn’t managed to keep the goldfish alive for more than two weeks; you’d had to take over for her, like you usually do.
“One night.” You say. “Give him one chance, and do your job once. If you don’t end up enjoying it, then you can talk to the manager of the program.” 
She cheers in relief. 
“Thank you! Also can you help me fill out this compensation form? I want them to cover the cost of this pallette.”
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You should clarify: Nayeon is a great friend and roommate. She never leaves dirty dishes in the sink and she usually remembers to ask your permission before having friends over. She’s always happy to offer outfit advice, and every now and then she’ll even give you lifts into uni because you hate finding parking. And even with all her personality quirks, she’s a peaceful roommate and you’d even go so far as to call her one of your closest friends. 
What she is not, however, is reliable. In any way, shape, or form. You can never ask her favours because she’ll forget and on the rare occasions you do need something from her, you have to send her a reminder text the day before and on the day of, stick sticky notes with reminders on her bedroom door, the fridge, her car keys, the front door and on her shoes and even then she’ll still sometimes forget.
So really, it’s on you for being surprised when she stumbles into the apartment the next night, drunk and without Taehyung in tow. 
“You went clubbing?” You cry, catching her before she careens face-first onto the coffee table. She squints at you and hiccups a little. “For his first night out on earth?”
“You told me to do something fun.” She slurs at you accusingly. You grimace, because you had said that when the two of them had left earlier in the night. You should have realised that that’s the coat Nayeon wears when she wants to hide the fact that she’s dressed to go to a party and not her friend’s place for a study night during exams. 
“Fine. Ok. But where’s Taehyung?” You demand. You look around for a sign that he was coming up a little later than Nayeon, but your scan confirms it; the hallway outside your apartment is decidedly lacking the presence of your intergalactic guest. 
Nayeon frowns, and her face wrinkles up in the way that it does when she’s thinking very hard. 
“We got separated during the night.” She recounts slowly. “And then I couldn’t find him so I assumed he made his own way home.”
You nearly drop her in horror. You grab her by the shoulders. 
“Nayeon!” You cry urgently. “He’s an alien! He can’t find his own way home. He asked me what a train is yesterday! And I’m still trying to convince him cars aren’t sentient after you made him watch that weird disney movie the other day!” 
She gasps in drunken offence. 
“Cars is a classic.” She insists. You’re too busy to answer, your heart sinking as you think about quirky, crybaby Taehyung, lost in the middle of the city and completely naive to the ways of Earth people. Not to mention that a lot of people on Earth are still hostile to people from his planet. You’d been so insistent that this not be another instance of you taking over for Nayeon and becoming a glorified babysitter yet again that you’d let Taehyung bear the brunt of your negligence. No matter how unreliable Nayeon is, in the end, you’d been the one to agree. You’d relented because you didn’t want to deal with her incessant nagging, and you’d ignored every sign that Taehyung needed more help and support than what Nayeon was willing to give him. 
And now he’s lost in a random Earth city with no money and no phone, abandoned by the closest thing to family he has on this entire planet. 
You feel like your heart has been pummelled with a sledgehammer and it is in that exact moment that you decide that it’s time to take responsibility for your actions. 
And to take responsibility for Taehyung.
You just manage to pry the name of where Nayeon had left Taehyung, and then you grab your keys and sprint out the door, still in your loungewear and house slippers. 
++
Taehyung regrets signing up for this exchange program. It was supposed to be his chance, to “prove himself”. All his friends and family had all insisted that he was too much of an airhead to ever make anything of himself and that he wouldn’t last two seconds on a cutthroat place like Earth. He’d just been foolishly stubborn- there had been something magical and enticing about the cultures and the landscapes shown in the documentaries that aired on his home planet. He’d thought he could handle it; how wrong he has been. 
For one thing, his roommates, his supposed legal guardians on earth, hate him. Nayeon hadn’t stopped complaining about the makeup incident for twelve hours now, and you had been quiet and recluse in the same way you always seem to be. Not to mention he’d overheard your conversation the day before- he had one chance to prove to Nayeon that he could live up to the fun alien roommate ideal she had in her head or he’d be homeless and stranded until the end of his exchange. 
Not that he’s even sure he wants to continue this exchange. Between the barbaric food (they eat unborn chicken babies!) and the unfriendly culture, Earth seems like the most horrible, primitive, cruel society to exist across all thirty galaxies and planet systems with intelligent life forms. He should have gone on exchange to MonX instead. 
At least then he wouldn’t be stuck here, in the rain, cold and wet and alone. He’s not sure where Nayeon went- she’d been quick to ditch him the second they made it inside the doors of the “fun place” she’d promised to take him to. Said “fun place” turned out to just be some horrible, noisy, crowded, dark room where humans seemed to lose their minds and drink a substance that sounded suspiciously like a potent neurotoxin when Nayeon had described it to him. He’d been kicked out soon after, and with no way of contacting Nayeon, he’d decided to wait out on the side of the road. Only, then a lady had come up to him and slapped him, unprompted, accusing him of being a “filthy space demon” and he’d been quick to try and find a new corner to loiter in and wait for Nayeon to take him home. 
It’s been a few hours now and there’s no sign of her. It’s also been raining steadily for at least an hour now and he’s soaked through and chilled to the bone. He feels stupid and childish when the hot tears start to trickle down his face but he’s scared and alone. 
He’s about to dial the “sos” alert they had given him for strict emergencies when he’d first arrived on this planet when he hears it. 
It’s difficult to discern through the steady stream of rain but it definitely sounds like his name. He squints forward, and he makes out a figure racing through through the rain towards him.
As the figure draws nearer, he’s able to identify it- it’s you. You’re sprinting desperately through the rain, still dressed in what he’s come to recognise as your house clothes, with your house slippers still on, soaked and muddied. 
He watches, bewildered, as you skid to a stop before him. Your hair and clothes are soaked through and you’re completely out of breath. 
“Are you ok?” You gasp, between pants. You double over, trying to gather yourself, and he just stares. When he doesn’t respond, you try again. “Are you hurt? Gosh, she didn’t even leave you an umbrella! I told Nayeon to check the weather before you left. And the bouncer at the club told me a drunk woman slapped you?” You crouch before him, examining the tender skin of his cheek which has probably gone a soft purple thanks to the swelling from the angry woman’s earlier slap. “Taehyung!” You call urgently again. With your fingers pressed into his cheeks, he experiences the rush of emotions coursing through you- panic, worry, guilt. It’s for him, he realises with a start. It’s a shock to realise that the standoffish, quiet girl who had a knack for acting like he didn’t exist and scolding her roommate was capable of this level of distress on another person’s behalf. And with the prolonged contact of your fingers to his cheek, the sensation only grows to the point that he’s baffled that anyone, let alone you, could feel like this towards a random alien they hardly knew.
It’s enough to shake him out of his stupor. It’s a bit embarrassing to say, but you’ve genuinely left him at a loss for words. He doesn’t know if it’s the way you’ve clearly raced straight from your apartment to get him, or if it’s the sheer relief at not being stuck on the side of the road on a random planet light years away from his actual home. But whatever it is, something peaceful settles within him. All the lonely days, the crippling embarrassment from silly errors, the homesickness, melts away at the sight of you, soaked in the rain and genuinely concerned for his wellbeing. 
He drops his head onto your shoulder, which is still warm despite the icy chill of the rain, and he’s crying before he knows it. 
He doesn’t really mean to spill his guts out to you, but one of the most valued things on his home planet is companionship, and he’d been sorely lacking in that since coming here. But he feels like a weight has been lifted off his shoulders by the time he finishes. At some point during his rant, you’d wrapped your arms carefully around him and as the bare skin of your neck tickles his cheek he feels a rush of something through his body, though he’s not sure whether it’s from you or from him. It’s an unfamiliar emotion- one that feels warm and sweet, almost fond, but tinged with hesitation and concern. 
“I’m... sorry.” You finally say. “I didn’t realise it had been that bad. I’ll... I’ll try harder.” You promise. 
And when he pulls away and gazes into your eyes, he belatedly realises that you have warm eyes. Despite your aloof and sometimes grumpy nature, the way you regard him is gentle, and sweet, directly contrasting your supposed personality. But, glimpsing that, he knows from that moment that things are gonna be better. 
You lead him back to your car with the promise of dry clothes and a warm dinner at home, and Taehyung finally feels like maybe this exchange won’t turn out to be that awful. 
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lyranova · 4 months
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Hi Lyra!!!
Congrats on your blog turning three years!!! ⭐️ That's a big accomplishment 💕
Could I ask 3, 9, 11 and 18 for Nozel?
Hiya Lola! Thank you ao much, it really is a big acomplishment 🙈 i honestly can’t believe it’s that old! Of course you may, and I hope you enjoy 🥰!
Nozel:
3. What is your favorite fanon/fandom fact or headcanon about this character?
My favorite headcanon with Nozel is the one where he gave Noelle secret birthday presents! Because it maintains his “distance” of her in canon, but it also shows that he still loves and cares about her (which we’ve seen a bit of in canon). So thats why I love it, because its a bit of “canon” and a bit of “fanon”!
9. Is there a ship that makes the least sense for this character (can be romantic or platonic)?
Hmm…I haven’t seen this in any of my circles, but I think the one that would make the least sense to me would be Yami x Nozel. Mainly because Nozel has expressed his strong dislike of Yami every chance he gets (while also being a jerk and calling him a foreigner when it isn’t necessary), and I also just…can’t see Nozel and Yami together romantically. Even platonically I can’t really see it. So i think these two are better as just colleagues!
11. What has been this characters most defining moment? Or have they not had it yet?
I think Nozel’s most defining moment was during the Spade Raid. Because in a way, i think it kind of…completed his journey/arc? He was able to protect Noelle which he had been trying to do for the last 17-ish years, and he was able to avenge Acier’s death which allowed her to “rest in peace” (at least until Lucius). And I also think it helped him let go of all the guilt he had been carrying, so now he can begin to fully amend his relationship with Noelle, while also finally telling Nebra and Solid the truth.
18. What advice would they give to their younger self?
“ You…will go through something very, very terrible in your life and you won’t be able to tell anyone about it, not even your youngest sister who was also involved in the incident, because if you do…that terrible incident could happen to her as well. I want to tell you that even though you think you’re doing the right thing by pushing her away, you’re actually doing the opposite. You’re not only hurting her, but you’re hurting yourself too. So I would suggsst, or advise, that you try to find some other way to keep her safe…a way that won’t hurt you both. I know it’ll be difficult, but you’re a Silva, and Silva’s never back down from a challenge.”
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zahri-melitor · 5 months
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DC Universe Holiday Special #1 (2008)
Another of my favourite Christmas Specials.
The Man In Red – Santa Claus. An origin story for Santa Claus, modelled on Clark’s histoy. (Hits all the beats of a Last Son of Krypton recounting)
Somewhere Beyond the Sea – Aquaman! You know who I haven’t seen in any of the compilations yet? Arthur! We’ve had Garth, but no Arthur. In any case this is uh quite a story. Arthur rescues a couple lost at sea in a boat, the woman extremely pregnant. He's guided to shore by his father's lighthouse...only to realise it was a star behind the lighthouse, not the lighthouse itself. When the couple gets ashore they're met by two men 'dressed like kings' (this is the point when I groaned). Yes, Arthur's the third Magi/Wise Man here.
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Instinctively, willingly, I join them and knee before her and her unborn child. I look at the other men, who came bearing gifts. I feel ashamed because... "I'm sorry. I have no gifts to give." "No, Sea King, you gave me the most important gift of all." They walk away. I know I will never see her again, never meet her child, I should feel empty, but this is the most special of nights. I fight every urge to join them. Instead I make my way to my one true home, the sea.
Good King Wenceslas – this is a Paul Dini and Dustin Nguyen team, if you need selling on it. It's just the main verses of the Christmas Carol, but it's done as an Elseworlds where the King is the Bat and the Page is a Robin (The peasant is Alfred).
A Day Without Sirens – Commissioner Gordon, Batman, Oracle. The premise is the city bands together for a day without the need for emergency calls or police intervention. Jim gets a little bit of hope (Oracle actually diverted the phones for a day and had Supergirl doing all the work, as a Christmas present for her dad).
Reminiscent of and in conversation with The Silent Night of the Batman from Batman #219.
It’s a Wonderful Night – Nightwing and Robin. This one I know inside and out. Tim goes to a Christmas Eve showing of It’s a Wonderful Life because it was Jack’s favourite Christmas movie. He runs into Owen Mercer there for the same reason, which makes things awkward as their dads killed each other. Dick, who’s been looking for Tim, arrives and gives Tim his Christmas present: one of Dick’s original costumes, a gift that he manages to sneak in RIGHT under the deadline of oncoming events, as Battle for the Cowl starts only three months later.
Christmas With The Beetles – Blue Beetle. The story of four generations of a criminal family and breaking the cycle, through the lens of three generations of Blue Beetle. (It's sweet. It's exactly the sort of ethos I love to see in a Blue Beetle story).
An Angel Told Me – Huntress. 'Teacher!Helena and her students'. In this one Helena lends a hand to one of her students, Alejandro, who is about to be suspended for bullying and who has an abusive homelife. She gets the kid's father locked up for drug possession and illegal firearms, so he'll be placed in care with his grandmother, and gets his suspension transferred to helping her with the 'Reach' program, which is community assistance for disabled students. (The depiction of autism in this is very stereotyped, and it's clearly not the ONLY disability in play)
The Night Before Christmas – Teen Titans. They all go to a Christmas market.
Jaime and Traci are an adorable couple in this.
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But the meat of the story is Cassie and Tim, who are both more settled now, after One Year Later has finally fully spooled out, and able to talk about their losses.
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(Also I've always adored the art and colour in this story, which is by Michael Dimotta and of a style you really don't see in superhero comics much)
Party Animal – JLA. John Stewart and Roy Harper capture Shaggyman right during the start of the JLA holiday party. Vixen, who's organising it, orders them both up there asap so the two decide to bring Shaggy along.
It's very much an office party.
Let There Be Light – Doctor Light. This is basically a character history piece of Kimiyo Hoshi for people unfamiliar with her backstory and motivations. The villain fight she's in knocks out the Metropolis power grid, so Doctor Light turns it back on.
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jmflowers · 1 year
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My dash has been a bit sad lately, as if we’re all simultaneously going through a shift in our lives that’s making us feel off-kilter. So, in pursuit of finding the good in my own life…
Gratitude Challenge!
Here are 10 things I’m grateful for and/or proud of myself for accomplishing since the start of 2023 (and/or in the last year if 5 months is too short a period of time for your brain). Please feel free to play along!
1. I finished college with a 4.0GPA after 3 years of hard work. I can’t wait to walk across the convocation stage in June. (And I’m the first in my family to have a diploma from a post-secondary institution!)
2. I directed a large scene in a short film as part of the graduating class’ final production. It was difficult and exciting and we were able to work with cinema-level equipment. I’m so incredibly proud of what my team and I were able to accomplish. (3 7/8 pages in 3 hours!)
3. When I started to feel my mental health deteriorating back in February, I sought support and counselling to help myself cope. Being honest about the pressures I have been facing for years is allowing me to place necessary boundaries as those pressures resurface. Taking care of yourself is difficult in this industry, but making choices to hike and run and exercise when possible are other great ways I’ve been protecting my overall well-being.
4. I completed another large piece of fiction that required several weeks of work and attention, with additional background efforts to fully form two of my own original characters. I am really proud that they read fleshed out and honest alongside characters that are already known from the source material.
5. I became an aunt again two times over. I was able to adjust my school schedule in order to be present with E as C was arriving, and then spend the first week of C’s life with them both. Once I finished school, I made the time to go meet L as well and spend time with her mum, one of my oldest friends. My first nephew is due to arrive any day now.
6. When situations were uncomfortable, I made conscious choices to leave and excuse myself from the discomfort or actively stay and rewrite the traumatic memories that were making me uncomfortable. Having the power over my reactions in situations that make me feel out of control is wildly liberating. I look forward to working on that more as I continue to grow.
7. I’ve leaned into being vulnerable more often in the last 5 months than ever before in my life. It’s terrifying every single time and yet I keep doing it.
8. I read a book a day one week when I was feeling really anxious, as a coping mechanism. I haven’t read that fast or that consistently since I was a teenager. I can’t wait to do it again.
9. I started practicing writing amidst changing locations and constant distractions with the three sentence fic challenge (while TAing). I had a lot of fun and got some interesting stuff out of it. I’m really looking forward to writing a bunch more again, especially in less-than-ideal conditions.
10. I won a scholarship! That was elected by the teaching administration I was working alongside at my college. The money, whenever I get it, will be really beneficial to help pay off my growing debt.
Consider this a formal tagging for anyone who would like to do this, too! I’m going to call out @lacallemojada, @cuteasducks9, @slipperygaloshes, @drlaurenb, @englishstrawbie, @trying-to-get-somewhere-real, @thebroken--soul, and @heyfarfallina
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Hi! I saw your post about SK six hair and found it so interesting, thank you! You seem quite knowledgeable about hair and wigs for six so l thought I’d ask you something that I’ve been wondering for a while: do you know why some queens get their hair done whereas some get wigs? I haven’t been able to find a correlation with the tracks or anything else and I’m very curious about it.
Hi! So it is not that I know six hair well, but a mix of having spent a lot of time (years now) overanalysing six costumes and having some very specific technical theater knowledge.
When six started they seemed to have done wigs only when necessary. Keeping in mind that back in 2018 it was pretty much an indie show, they might not have been able to spend a massive amount of money in custom wigs and hairpieces for everyone. And since then there has been a steady transition towards everyone wearing some form of wig or hairpiece. Both because budget now allows for it and because wigs are just easier and safer.
The thing of wigs vs. own hair is a mix of caring for the performer's hair, keeping a consistent styling and maintenance.
Constantly styling hair in a way that will last an entire show can easily damage the performer's hair: pulling, heat, teasing, hairspray, pins, elastics, dye in some cases all create damage sooner or later. So a wig becomes a safe solution as that will get the same damage, but can get major maintenance done or just be replaced.
Then there is the styling, six does a big degree of customization for hairstyles following performer's hair; most match color and texture and when those are changed they still aim for something that would look natural on them. But aside from that each character has a specific hairstyle that needs to be present every show. Even if the styling sometimes gets changed or is updated. Wigs make it possible to always have the same look. And (mostly) remove performer's hair from the equation so they won't need to keep a constant lenght, cut and color for the show.
Wigs are usually touched up after every show and then washed and fully restyled after a few days on a rotating basis, meaning the hair team doesn't need to do every hairstyle eight times a week and instead only do one or two each day reducing their work load and allowing for more time to focuse on details. Also having wigs styled in advance avoids bringing the performers in earler to do full hair making preshow less chaotic. They will instead have a protective style done already or put up their hair in pincurls or braids that with practice can be done in just a few minutes.
Then there is the alts. They could go on at any moment in very short notice (including mid show). A wig makes it possible for them to have their hair done on time when they don't know they are going on in advance.
Six has done hair three ways: own hair, hairpieces and full wigs.
At first most queens used their own hair styled (and sometimes dyed) for the show.
Hairpieces were first introduced as half wigs (think from the aragon crown to the back), extensions or falls to add lenght or volume. Or as buns and ponytails, buns for boleyn usually in adition to a half wig or extensions, smaller hairpieces for Cleves and Parr to add volume, Parr ponytails and Howard ponytails, this last one to have a consistent lenght and so performers didn't need to dye their hair for the show.
Wigs were used at the start for styles that didn't match the queen's hair or for things too complicated to style constantly. And later became the usual method for the reasons mentioned above.
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space-helen · 2 years
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Gift
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Pairing: Saru x Reader
A/N: I think this one is super sweet :) Thank you for the request
Request: could we get some friends to lovers with Saru? love that funky guy so much 💛 - Anon
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"Is everything ok?" Saru's familiar voice sounded from beside you "you have that sullen look to you walk."
His comment did amuse you slightly, a small smile pulled at your lips but you couldn't help still feeling slightly disheartened "Casey cancelled again."
The man felt his heart drop, he knew Casey was supposed to be your close friend and he knew how much it hurt you that they were slowly cutting ties.
"I'm sorry this has happened yet again. I am available if you'd like to do something with me instead?"
"You know I love spending time with you Saru." You nudged into his side and linked your arm with his as you had done a thousand times before. You'd been friends with him for as long as you could remember on the ship. You were grateful to have gotten to know the man and spend time with him.
"I'll organise a meal-"
"No need." You interrupted "we can hang out at mine. I'd actually prefer to stay in tonight"
"May I suggest we spend time in my space? I have some new plants I wish to show you and your quarters can be… cramped to say the least."
"Sure. I'll meet you over there later?" 
The man nodded and you unlinked your arms before excusing yourself back to your shift. Saru walked with confidence in his stride and a smile on his face as he went back to his own shift.
"Well the plants sure have shot up since I was last here." You admitted as you marvelled at the space around you.
The man handed you a spray bottle, a routine you were so used to. The man lingered in front of you before moving out of your way. 
Holding the bottle in hand you got to work spraying down various plants, cutting off dead leaves as you went. 
Several minutes of silence passed "How did the rest of your shift go?" You asked, silence was normal but this wasn't.
"It was good."
"Good huh? No trouble?"
"It was actually relatively straight forward for once." He sounded a bit more present.
"I'm glad." You smiled as you turned towards him, placing the spray bottle down as you did so.
The man was looking towards you and you could see him hesitating for a second before turning away. Saru picked up something from another shelf and placed it down next to you.
"I wanted to show you this."
You took in the plant, it was unassuming and leafy with blue buds all over. "I haven't seen this one before. Is it new?"
"New to you, but not to me." He looked at you and took in your beauty as you admired the plant, he could feel his heart filling up.
"What is it?" Your eyes met his and you could see something different in them.
"I came across it about a year ago, withering away and I knew I needed to keep it. The thing about this plant is it needs to be cared for, needs to be loved. Once at it's peak it's hard-wearing and beautiful after it's been fully activated. They're normally gifted between two people who love each other very much." 
"How far along is this one?"
"Ready for the final stage" He picked something up and poured it over the plant. The blue buds opened up into beautiful flowers of white, pink and yellow. You could see a glisten over it, as if it'd been sprinkled with fine glitter.
"It's beautiful"
Saru looked at his creation and then you, knowing what he needed to say.
"I wish to gift it to you."
You looked at the man and could see the sincerity in his eyes as the meaning hit you.
He looked back at the plant slightly embarrassed. "I do care for you Y/N and I wish for you to have this. I understand if you do not feel the same way and I hope we can still be friends but I had to say this now."
You got up onto your tip toes and placed a quick kiss to his cheek "Saru, I care for you too and this is the most thoughtful gift ever. Of course I accept"
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buckys-estrella · 2 years
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I Wanna Be With You
Eddie Munson x DustinSister!Reader
song inspo: I wanna be with you by pretty boy floyd
masterlist // part two (smut, 18+)
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summary: Dustin needs you to pick him up from the last game of the Vecna campaign. And you take this as an excuse to see Eddie one more time.
warnings: shitty d&d writing, language, mutual pining, fluff, and some innuendos/sexual thoughts
A/N: I haven’t written in over a year so I’m a bit rusty and I’ve also never written for Eddie before so hopefully I did him justice with this. Also, I know Dustin is white so for my fellow poc: step sibling, half sibling, adopted, etc.??? Idk, I honestly feel really bad about it.
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Cocking your head to the side, you narrow your eyes onto the man at the head of the table. Eddie Munson.  
Eddie had caught your eye during your senior year of high school. You two had English together, and you had the terrible habit of distractedly watching him when you should've been paying attention to the teacher at the front of the classroom.  
You knew what people said about him, that he was a weirdo, that you shouldn't associate with him, that he was dangerous. You thought that was all bullshit.  
He had the habit of drumming his fingers on his desk to a beat only he could hear. You thought it was endearing and wondered what else those hands were capable of. His eyes had the tendency to wander around the room, caught up in his own world; you always tried to look away in time before he turned your direction and caught on to your staring.  
You always wanted to say something to him, anything! But he was intimidating, and you ran in different social circles, so it was hard to find an excuse to approach him. The only regret you had after graduation was never getting the nerve to speak a word to your year-long crush.  
Yet, here he was, once again drumming his fingers on the table, a smirk on his face as he watched the surrounding Hellfire members. He looked past you for a moment before doing a double-take, holding eye contact and furrowing his brow as if he couldn't believe what he was seeing. Then, before he could fully process your presence, one of the members called time out.  
Your brother and the rest of the players started to huddle up near you. Dustin sent you a quick, giddy smile, happy that his older sister is here to support him for the last game. They started bickering over strategy, but your attention was solely on Eddie. His gaze never left you, and you realized that this was the first time that you actually maintained eye contact with him. You must admit that you took this opportunity to shamelessly study his face; his brown eyes, the shape of his nose, his plump lips, trying your best to commit it all to memory in case you never got to see him again. You didn't realize it, but Eddie was taking you in too, thinking you must've gotten even more beautiful since the last time he saw you.  
However, as much as Eddie wanted to come running up to you and leave everyone else behind, he was also dedicated to his campaign and was going to see it through to the end. The groups' debating had ceased, and it was Dustin who spoke up.  
"Give me the D20." You sent an encouraging nod to your brother as Eddie tossed him the die from across the table. He rattled it between his hands before finally rolling it onto the table.  
"That's a miss!" Eddie proclaimed upon the die landing with the number 11 facing up. The rest of the team yelled out various profanities, and Dustin knocked a can off the table in frustration.  
All eyes were now on Erica as she shook the die before finally letting go. You could hear the team begging to no one in particular for luck to be on their side. Their pleading worked; the die landed with 20 shown clear and present at the top. Their cheers in celebration rang clear in your ears, and you couldn't help joining them in their joy. Your first instinct was to hug your little brother, who had the biggest smile on his face. Next, you turn to look at Eddie; he notices and simply extends his arms to show off the game with a smile on his face.  
Whenever you looked at him, the rest of the world faded around you, and you hadn't noticed that the rest of the group had started gathering their stuff and leaving in celebration. Dustin asked if you would head out with them, but you shook your head and said you'd leave in a moment. They filed out soon after, and now all you could think of was the fact that it was just you and Eddie in the room. Alone.  
There's a beat of silence before he finally says, "Fancy seeing you here."  
"Dustin wanted me to come." This was true, of course. Well, half-true. He had asked if you could pick him up after the game, but you wanted to stop by a little earlier since you knew Eddie would be there, and your heart still skipped a beat whenever you thought of him.  
"I noticed. I guess I underestimated how many older friends he has." He kept his eyes on you as he cleaned and gathered his stuff.  
You laughed at this because it was true; it seems that Dustin had a multitude of older kids who had taken him under their wing. But you just shook your head and clarified, "Actually, I'm his sister."  
He had started making his way toward you when he gave you a jaw-dropped look of shock, "You're kidding!"  
The look on his face warranted another laugh out of you, "Not at all!"  
"Ha!" Eddie certainly seemed to get a kick out of this, clapping his hands together in amusement, "Well, no offense to the little bro, but you definitely got all the attractive genes." Upon his words, you could feel the heat building up inside, but there was no way you could let him know his offhand comment had any effect on you, so you played it off as casually as you could.  
"Eddie!" You gave a slight shove with a nervous laugh bubbling out of you. He laughed along with you but gave you a brief look of skepticism.  
"You remember my name?" A part of you is taken aback by this.  
"Of course I remember your name. Why wouldn't I?"  
"Well, we only ever had one class together, honestly didn't know you had even noticed me" You wanted to admit that he's all you had noticed. That you spent the entire school year noticing him. Instead, you went the safer route.  
"How could I not notice you? You're Eddie Munson; everyone knows who you are."  
He scoffs at this before adding, "You forgot my middle name, 'the freak.'"  
You frown at this before adding, "I never thought you were a freak, still don't. I actually think you're pretty cool and cute, and I'm glad you created Hellfire. Dustin really feels like he belongs because of you." Eddie had stopped dead in his tracks mid-sentence. You took notice and turned to face him.  
He had a bewildered look gracing his face as he asked, "Wait, hold on, backtrack, you think I'm cute?" Shit.  
"That's the only thing you picked up on?" You tilted your head as you looked up at him, half hoping that he'd drop it.  
"It's the only important thing you said. So, please elaborate." Now you were cornered, but you could use this to your advantage, so why not be honest?  
"Well yeah, I mean, look at you, your hair, your smile, everything about you is attractive." You didn't want to add that he had caught your eye since you first saw him. That even after you left Hawkins to go to college, you always compared all the other guys to him, and none of them held up a candle to the way he made you feel. And feelings he did elicit, ranging from lovestruck to frustration to lust; the whole spectrum, truly.  
"You're joking, right? This is like a year late senior prank?" You wish you could've laughed at that, but there was a look in his eyes that told you he really was unsure whether you were joking or not. It was disheartening.  
Resisting the urge to reach out and place a comforting touch on his arm, you said, "No, why would you think that?"  
"Because there's no way that quiet miss goody two shoes thought about me that way." You couldn't help the loud laugh that forced its way out this time. If only he knew some of the ways you thought about him.  
"Please, I may have been quiet, but I'm no saint."  
His eyes did a once over while he shook his head, "I call bull." You rolled your eyes at this.  
"You don't believe me?" You raised an eyebrow at him, almost daring him to challenge you on this.  
Eddie was shaking his head again, a chuckle making its way past his lips, "Never in a million years." Now, an idea came to mind, a risky one, but what's life if not full of risks?  
"Why don't you invite me over to your place then, and we'll see if I can change your mind?" There it was, out in the open. Finally voicing the intentions you've had for well over a year now. You don't miss the way Eddie's eyes widen, his mouth slightly gaped open before closing and nervously swallowing. The silence is almost unbearable.  
"Well, are you gonna say something or just leave me hanging?" You notice he's drumming his fingers again, this time against the denim fabric covering his thigh. He finally takes a moment to look you in the eye, a smile growing on his face. Then, extending his arm towards the door, he finally says:  
"Lead the way, darling. Prove me wrong."
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purplehairedwonder · 2 years
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Chapter 1053: The New Era Rises
The last chapter before the month-long break :(
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I find it hilarious the Gorosei want to remove the D. from Luffy’s wanted poster like he hasn’t had wanted posters with than initial for the last two years. Removing it is only going to raise suspicions.
One of these days, they’re also going to find out that Law is a D., and their heads are going to implode.
Speaking of, the bounties!
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Interesting that all three captains have equal bounties. I know there is going to be a lot of debate about whether this is fair or whatever, but it makes sense to me. After all, Kaido’s and Big Mom’s bounties combined were worth 8.9 billion, so this is basically splitting the difference three ways among the three biggest names in the alliance that took them down.
I love the pictures on all the wanted posters. I’m basically Bepo in this delightful panel:
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On the subject of delightful: Morgans.
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I love him. A lot.
Also, Big Mom’s ship is finally mentioned, though no mention of the former Emperors themselves. I’d typically assume falling into a magma pool and then possibly being erupted would be enough to kill even those two, but this is One Piece. Then again, I have a hard time seeing a purpose for having them be alive, considering we’re moving into the final saga, and we have other villains to face off against.
Aaaaand, let the festivities begin!
I feel bad for this guy:
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At least Jinbei is there to appreciate the effort. Sweet, sweet Jinbei.
Everyone else is off having fun
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(Side note: We still haven’t gotten Luffy’s reply as to whether Yamato is going to join, which is interesting.)
Except Robin. On a shallow note, I’m obsessed with her hair in this scene.
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She was indeed off doing Poneglyph things, as we see:
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But then we get the reveal that Oden’s father is actually still alive; he was imprisoned, and by the time he escaped, Oden was already dead and Wano was fully in the hands of Orochi and Kaido.
He also has no interest in sharing his identity with Momo, which I’m sure is going to change. After all, Momo never learned how to read the Poneglyphs; I bet Sukiyaki is still alive to pass that skill on to the next generation of Kozuki.
As for the reveal of Pluton being located in Wano
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Sengoku wondered why so many big name pirates end up in Wano, and Big Mom, during her fall, thought some of the secrets of One Piece were in Wano. Is this why?
Meanwhile, we have the new admiral Ryokugyu/Aramaki, and, well, yikes.
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This power is terrifying. It easily takes down Kaido’s top two commanders -- no small feat, even if they were still recovering from their fights.
Also, Queen is going to get too popular now that he’s thin ;-)
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His powers are looking very Elder Toguro here.
It’s also worrisome that he seems to admire Akainu so much. He’s obviously gunning for Luffy, but what does he, even with some backup, think he’s going to accomplish against the sheer strength of the fighting force assembled in the Flower Capital?
I am intrigued by the potential benefits of his powers on the landscape of Wano, however.
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Grass and flowers are growing in his wake, which is exactly what Wano needs.
Also, that reference to whatever happened at Reverie... ugh, I need to know!
Speaking of Reverie, what’s with the Sabo poster in one of the early panels? That seems ominous.
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Meanwhile, at the festival...
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This is just... *chef’s kiss* 
Kid is furious; he, Law, and Luffy all have the same bounty, but Luffy’s the only one named Emperor, and that infuriates him. He goes to fight Luffy, only for Luffy to pull him into a hug. I can’t stop laughing. Kid is finally getting to experience what Law has been dealing with.
As for the third captain, Law doesn’t seem to present anywhere. We see the Hearts celebrating, but much like during the party on Zou, Law is nowhere to be seen.  
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Also, Kin’emon reunited with his wife. *wipes away a tear*
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And then, the twist reveal of the new Emperors:
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Obviously, I wanted Law to be in on this, but Oda’s troll job is just too masterful for me to even be mad. Buggy continues to fail upward. 
I’m going to laugh forever if the “certain pirate” Shanks wanted to talk to the Gorosei about was Buggy and not Luffy after all.
See y’all in a month.
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stormyoceans · 4 months
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mon, i’ve been wanting to text you since friday night, as soon as i finished ep9 but i’ve been so incredibly overcome with emotion, i just have not had the courage to process everything and put what i feel into words.
i have been bawling since the very start of the ep, mon. right from the night-&-day conflict-cause reveal, to the first time day realises he’s losing sight, to the intimate scene, to (of course) the final scene, i have literally been in tears, unable to process any of my feelings. hell, i couldn’t even watch the full ep from between my tears, but i’m too scared to go back and watch so soon. there are so many things i felt, so many thoughts i had that i wanted to share with you but i’m just so overwhelmed even as yet, and i just want you to know, that if ever my thoughts become a little bit more clear and my feelings a bit less overwhelming, you will definitely be the first to hear all i want to say (sorry to be a bother but you’re like one of the few people i can share the utter happiness that this show is for me and i really want to discuss ALL ABOUT IT with you, and get all your thoughts!! but i get so overwhelmed and am so random with being active on this app, ughh it’s so hard 😭😭😭😭😭)
i just wanted to share this one thought with you that i had while watching the ep though, because i know you’d appreciate it so damn much. this series feels like such a beautiful gift to all us fans from jimmysea and p’aof, mon. like the heart that has gone into this project and the sheer beauty that everyone involved has created feels like the best present one could ever ask for (🥹). truly, i have no words other than the fact that i have never, ever experienced anything like this ever before and i am truly so, so overcome with a myriad of emotions, half of which i can’t even name.
WELL FIRST OF ALL YOU’RE NEVER A BOTHER AND YOUR MESSAGES ALWAYS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE AND MAKE ME INCREDIBLY HAPPY SO JOKES ON YOU SAM!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE ACTUALLY STUCK WITH ME NOW AND I WILL BE SITTING HERE PATIENTLY WAITING FOR YOUR THOUGHTS ON LAST TWILIGHT WHENEVER YOU’RE READY TO SHARE THEM
take all the time you need tho, i definitely understand feeling overwhelmed by this show and not being able to write down everything you want to say. and idk if im the only one experiencing this, but these past couple of months since last twilight started have been so surreal to me like. i haven’t even begun to process 13% of the things that happened in episode 9 or any past episode really and it’s already time for episode 10 tomorrow. we’ve waited for this show for a whole year and in two more weeks it’s already gonna be over and yet somehow im still stuck on the very first episode with so many things to say and so many emotions to deal with and so many thoughts i want to share with you all but it seems too late now except it’s not!!!!!! we’re still here talking about vice versa after almost two years, we’re gonna be here talking about last twilight long after it ends!!!!!!
and to me this does feel like a show that you need to let sink in and settle a little before you can fully appreciate it, not because it’s overly complicated or controversial, but because it strikes something so deep into your soul that you need to watch it multiple times to unravel all its beauty. the feelings you get when you experience something for the first time can’t ever be repeated, but there is new understanding to be found in all the times after it. like you said, even just by watching episode 9 you can tell that there’s so much love and so much care that went into this show, and then you watch the bts videos and you see how hard everyone worked to make this happen, how the entire crew climbed that quite literal mountain just to deliver something special to us
i think that’s why despite all of my fears and worries about the ending that i can’t quite shake off, im also trying really hard to have faith in everyone involved in the show, because it’s a product of love and i will always be so deeply grateful to them for gifting it to the world
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littledreamling · 1 year
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Ten Books To Know Me
Rules: 10 (non-ancient) books for people to get to know you better, or that you just really like.
I’m considering myself tagged by @that-banhus and @fancy-rock-dove!! I sadly suffer from Gifted Kid Burnout Syndrome currently engaged in a very time-consuming course of study which means I haven’t read a single book from cover to cover in about two years (and I stayed in the YA genre for far too long because it’s easy brain candy) so I’m sorry to say that none of mine will be fancy or sophisticated or longer than about 300 pages. Nonetheless, I enjoyed reminiscing back on some of my childhood favorites that shaped me and some of the series that sustained me throughout my life since!
The DragonKeeper Chronicles Series by Donita K. Paul - I wasn’t raised religiously but I devoured these books like there was no tomorrow. I adored Kale and Bardon and Dar and their whole host of dragon friends (Wizard Fenworth my beloved). If you can stomach or ignore the fairly obvious Christian themes, I highly recommend them for a bit of brain candy.
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley - this was the first classic book I ever read and it captivated me endlessly. It was the only school book I actually finished and enjoyed. Stories within stories, creator vs creation, voyages that you undertake knowing that you can never go home, this book has it all.
The All For The Game Series by Nora Sakavic - this series comes with a pretty heavy trigger warning for anyone interested in reading it. Centered around a made up sport and a kid on the run from the mafia, it’s dark and intense and drew me in like no other series ever has. Fans of the series will often proudly proclaim that the books make no sense, that the made up sport is confusing at best (absolutely incomprehensible at worst), and that not enough trigger warnings in the world will prepare you for what you’re about to dive into and I fully endorse all three statements. I also fully believe that these books helped me revolutionize how I view relationships between traumatized people (relationships that may not seem healthy to those not involved but are built on a strong foundation of trust and consent), how a good story should end, and showed how healing looks different for everyone. It’s not a book series I recommend lightly but I wholeheartedly recommend it. Proceed with caution.
Six of Crows Duology by Leigh Bardugo - I couldn’t ever get invested in the Shadow and Bone series, but I couldn’t put SoC down. Even now, I can’t explain why it enthralled me so much except to say… morally grey characters are hot, no matter what gender they are 👀
The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater - rounding out the trio of book series that are often mentioned in the same breath (AFTG, SoC, and TRC), The Raven Cycle is a fabulous series centering around four rich boys and the girl who had always been taught to hate them. There’s magic and prophecies and car racing and an enchanted forest and ghosts. It’s a very rich story so every read-through gives up more secrets than the last time you flipped through it.
The Genome Odyssey by Euan Angus Ashley - A sharp veering turn from the previous books, this book helped to shape my passion in my (hopefully) future career. It tells the story of the genome, from its discovery to present day, and how it’s been used to diagnose previously unheard of and incurable genetic diseases, saving countless lives in the process. The author personally worked on every project detailed in the book and every chapter packed such an emotional punch that I had to put it down several times. A must-read if you need to be reminded just how good humanity can be.
The Martian by Andy Weir - This is a relatively recent addition to my ‘favorite books’ shelf but I read this like my life depended on it. I laughed, I cried, and my faith in humanity was restored. I was raised with the same style of dry wit and dark humor that the main character uses to keep his hopes and spirits up while trapped on Mars so reading his inner thoughts often felt like I was catching a glimpse into my own head. I know I’m late to the bandwagon but better late than never. A fantastic book that deserves a reread in the near future (as soon as I have time 😅)
Razorblade Tears by S. A. Cosby - When a queer couple is killed, their homophobic ex-con fathers meet at the funeral and vow to find who killed their sons. Over the course of their journey for revenge, they start to better understand their sons, each other, and themselves. A book about healing overcoming repression and toxic masculinity.
Redwall by Brian Jacques - an oldie but a goodie. Oh to be a small mouse eating fresh-caught fish and defending your abbey against rats. Every single detail of this story was so masterfully laid-out and described. Reading the first scene never fails to make me hungry and the entire book sweeps you away from beginning to end.
Where Hope Comes From by Nikita Gill - I had to sprinkle in some poetry to the list. This is an anthology of poems written during the Covid lockdown detailing the author’s struggle with despair and eventually finding hope again, even in the most mundane of scenarios. It carries a strong message of positivity while stressing the importance of allowing yourself to feel “negative” emotions too. An excellent read for any poetry fans open to free verse or anyone struggling with their own despair.
As always, I’m not sure who to tag so I’m throwing it open to @aquilathefighter, @virgo-dream, @mathomhouse-e, @ladymegana, and the rest of the Dreamling Nation server! Please tag me, I need book recs!
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unchartedperils · 8 months
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Alright, we’re back as MK1 is less than 2 weeks away and leaks are already going crazy. But we’ll leave it at that.
Over the last day or so, I’ve became more and more than ever a fan of Li Mei. She’s always been a badass character who I’ve respected for a long time and had wanted back in a modern MK. But only now are we seeing her in glory.
And her new backstory as lead bodyguard to Sindel-Mileena-Kitana is badass and gives her way more depth beyond one-noted Outworld freedom fighter that we haven’t seen at miminum since her debut 21 years ago.
With that said, I’m suddenly digging this likely rivalry she has with Tanya (still want em to fix Tanya’s hair dammit!) and of course does that present some shenanigans…with Tanya likely winning of course in a possible plot to frame Li Mei for a heinous crime or two that might set course for the classic Earthrealm-Outworld rivalry.
I’m toying on whether to chance this oneshot ahead of seeing 1’s story or to wait until it’s fully out and we’ve all seen it. Plus I still need to finish the finale of my MK11-Tekken 4 crossover. Regardless, please enjoy this one Li Mei manip. She so isn’t bound and gagged in the so-called Kuatan Lake of Outworld about to be punished by the local sea creatures, two of which look just like their Earthrealm cousins Bernie and Ernie from Shark Tale, I promise. 😆
PS-that time every few months to revamp the account (don’t worry I’ll still keep Lara trussed up, she’s just going in one of the back closets so Miss Li Mei can move in) but we’ll keep the pinned post from my debut for another day or so.
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telleroftime · 2 years
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It Works ||| Jamack x Reader
After managing to fix a broken cassette player, you and your partner, Jamack, share a dance to the funky melody of a swing song.
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Pairing: Jamack x Gender Neutral ! Reader
Relationship: Romantic
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A soft clink signified your success.
“Jamack! Jamack, I did it!” You called out into the room, your voice filled with utter joy as you looked at the metal contraption on the worktable before you. After having found an old book about radios and mechanics, your last two weeks have been spent finding old parts and fixing up an Old World cassette player.
A certain set of wires have been giving you an issue for the past few days, causing you to have to disassemble and remake the small machine too many times to count, but now that the wires were insulated properly and clicked into place smoothly, the cassette player was going to - or at least should - work correctly.
“Look Jamack!” You exclaimed again when you heard his heeled shoes clack towards you from the living room. You picked up the player, careful as to not jossle anything loose, and spun to present it to him. With a wide grin on your face, you stared at the tired frog expectantly.
His lips looked lopsided as he stared at it for a second, confused. “You did what?” He asked with a light head tilt, the weight of his body resting on his left leg as he crossed his arms in thought. The last time he saw what you were working on was a week ago when the cassette player had been fully disassembled for the first time. And then he remembered, “Oh… Oh!”
There was a slight hop as his excitement carried him forward, pink eyes trained on the machine being presented to him. “You did it - you fixed it! Does it work? We can play the tapes on it now,” His gaze turned to you, childish delite making his eyes shine brightly. His hands moved fast, settling on your shoulders in some form of distant hug as the cassette player that was held in your outstretched arms blocked the space between you. You could feel him squeeze them reassuringly, his toothy grin hopeful.
You couldn’t stop the heat of embarrassment from rising to your cheeks, your smile goofy as you averted eye contact, “Well… I…” you started, pulling the machine close to your chest.
There was a beat of silence before Jamack chuckled lightly yet eagerly, squeezing your shoulders again, “You haven’t tested it yet, huh?”
Your eyes widened slightly at the slight teasing behind his tone, “I-I was going to,” you cleared your throat, “I was going to test it, but it just clicked into place now. The wires are all connected and taped over and secured and everything is screwed in so-”
“So let’s test it,” Jamack interrupted you, grinning wide whilst letting go of your shoulders. He straightened out his black suit and turned to one of the woven boxes on the uneven shelf that held the scavenged, seemingly functional cassette tapes, pulling one out. You could see it was the one that used to have old writing done in permanent marker titling it, however over the two hundred years of weathering it has been scraped off the yellowed plastic sticker, a trail of pale discoloration marking its long lost presence.
“What if it doesn’t work?” Your voice was a little quieter than before as you placed the player back onto the worktable. You reached for a cardboard box that held some recently found, Old World batteries.
“But what if it does, Lovebug?” He countered. Walking back towards you, he placed the free hand on the small of your back and handed you the cassette with the other. Gingerly, you took it from his hands, muttering a thank you. You wouldn’t lie, the excitement from the chance that this project would finally come to fruition made your insides seem fuzzy and made your hands shake as you inserted the tape into its allocated slot.
Remembering the instructions, you pressed the correct corresponding buttons, and stared at the machine as it made a few unsettling clicks before finally, to your and Jamack’s wholehearted exuberance, it started playing a slightly glitchy swing song.
“Oh my Goat it works!” You sprung up, jumping and pulling Jamack into a hug. You felt his arms wrap around you, his head resting on top of yours for a short moment. You pulled away, quickly looking up into his eyes, “I mean, of course it works. I totally never doubted myself.”
You felt him chuckle, his arms pulling you back into himself as he kissed your forehead, “well if it means anything, I never doubted you Lovebug.”
Struggling to force the smile down, you just nodded, “It means everything. Thank you Jamack-”
Inhaling sharply in surprise, you were stunned when Jamack suddenly pulled you to the centre of the room. He had created some distance between the two of you, clicking his fingers to the beat of the song, stalking closer.
"Oh no, oh no, no, no," you protested, but the giddy smile would not leave your face no matter how hard you tried. The spark in his eyes said it all as he swiftly grabbed you by the wrists, moving his hands to place them on top of yours. He spun you around a couple of times.
“What on Earth are you doing?” You laughed, letting the frog pull you around. The sight of him moving his hips to the melody of the swing song was something you would cherish forever. His feet shuffled across the wooden floor, and his eyes prompted you to let loose as he let go, stepping back and doing a wacky sort of solo dance.
“Come on, little surface human, it doesn’t work if you’re so tense,” Jamack said, this time not even trying to mask the teasing pitch of his voice. He spun around, his back to you as he hummed to match the melody of the clarinet solo.
“Little? Is that arrogance or a trap?” You raised your brow at the very clear challenge.
“Oh you do know how much I love my traps.”
And you did know, and yet you still fell. Doing your best to match Jamack’s clearly very practised dance moves, you jump towards him. His pace was fast, faster when he noticed you trying to copy him. He jumped away and then back again as if dancing on an Old World DDR machine, yet his movements still possessed that suave quality. With each hop and with each arrangement of his feet on the floor, you noted that it was almost like a story in itself.
Grabbing his hands, you pulled him towards yourself, bending your knees to use your body weight to spin him around on his heel. You jumped back in a starfish pose before spinning back around, grinning wildly as you jumped around like a child to the rhythm of the song.
“See, it would be such a waste if we didn’t dance,” he explained as he matched your movements with ease.
“But jazz isn’t the most danceable of music genres,” you argued as you tried to keep your breaths even. You already started to feel the heat rush to your cheeks as the temperature in the rest of your body rose.
“Danceable? Lovebug, are you telling me you are not enjoying yourself?” He teased.
“I- You have a point.”
“There’s no rules to swing dance. Just lighten up and get funky."
The two of you danced for a long while after, taking a break once or twice for a drink of water and some cooked food. You danced with Jamack until you felt the rays of the golden hour glide through the gaps in the window blinds of the work room, and until you felt their warmth disappear behind a curtain of dusk.
At the end of it all, you two had managed to go through the majority of your collected cassette tapes, and after giving them your own custom names and titles, marking the variety of musical genres they all possessed, the two of you decided to stop. The next day would most definitely leave behind sore muscles and aching joints, but for now the two of you just laughed and giggled, teasing each other as you cleaned up for the night.
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