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reginrokkr · 2 years

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[ When I made this blog, your blog was one of the first ones that I had considered following. I ultimately didn't then, despite how smitten I was with your Dain, because I just thought that there was no chance of writing with you. But then you followed my blog first and… Honestly, I'm still in disbelief over it. And now I kind of feel silly for letting my anxiety get the best of me like that. I wish I had followed regardless of how I felt. Your Dain came across as so perfect then. In development, in characterization, in his manifestation through your writing. That still absolutely holds true to today. Furthermore, just getting to see his growth on your blog, with new canonical information being introduced, has been delightful and fascinating. I felt genuinely happy for you when Requiem of Echoing Depths was released. I love seeing your lore posts, your headcanons for Dain, and just the small little things of appreciating Dain. I've said it before, but I think your passion for Dainsleif is the biggest draw for me, and is why I've stayed. As someone who's kind of hesitant to talk about their interests fully, seeing you be so open about yours is admirable. ]

The weight of anxiety that people feels can be worse than what in reality the situation in question pans out, I know this well from my personal experience. But I can promise you that with time and as you get used to see how most of the people operate at large, there is nothing to worry about! You should give yourself more credit than you do, truly. One of the things that I see lacking often times that I find important in the representation of a character is balance when it comes to all the traits that encompasses said character, and that’s exactly what I’ve found in you. It was a really nice surprise to see later on your passion for Childe through the beautiful way you write, your rambles about him (you say that you aren’t as open to talk about your interests, but I’m happy to see that you are with Childe! At least from what I could observe), your thorough headcanons and of course the art. It makes me wish I could be as complete as you in that sense of showing love to a character. I am really glad that I found you and followed, unknowingly that I already garnered your interest time prior. And I’m really happy that we continued being mutuals to this day even if IC interactions aren’t as often, it doesn’t matter. Be it OOC or things related to your muse, I enjoy greatly seeing you on the dash.

I have to say that the thought of seeing Dain perfect in the way I portray him makes me a lil bit shy djfhjg But in a good way! It makes me really happy to see that my portrayal, while not without its canon divergencies here and there and with all the background I established for him that I’m sure M.ihoyo could blow out pretty quickly, is this likeable. It’s been a really long time since the last time I felt this comfortable with a muse that isn’t the first one I picked and I’m aware of all the work and effort I’m putting on Dain particularly with headcanons, studies and looking for references. Since I started doing this I had the mentality of “these will do me good for my portrayal, it doesn’t matter if others don’t read it”, so knowing that they’re not only read, but that they’re also enjoyable is really gladdening to me. Thank you so much for your kind words ♥︎

What drew you to my blog initially and what, so far, has made you stay? → Always accepting || @divitaclara ✦

#divitaclara #◟༺✦༻◞ What use has the veil of falsehood? ┊Ask.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ What lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊OOC.┊#apologies for the tardiness #to answer to this #I must've been out like a light #when it was sent djfhgh #I also apologize if I sound weird #when answering to this #I'm not good at it #and I'm also a bit on the shier side #when it comes to receiving such kind and praising words ;;#but thank you once again for sending me this #I also took the liberty #to kind of Uno reverse this on you #since I saw you reblogged the meme too #with what I'd say to you if I sent it as well

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yanderu-deredere · 7 months

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Do any of your OCs have a Daddy kink? How would they react to either a softer shier darling or a bratty whiny darling accidentally calling them daddy?

a/n: i think some of them would react differently based on the darling's personality but i've listed it all down below the cut! have fun loool

also i think i included all my ocs that have a strong daddy kink but the ones with a more milder daddy kink have been excluded (just becos im lazy and dont want to write too much LMAO)

warning: gender neutral reader, daddy kink, mentions of entrance and being inside but no mentions of gender

gawain byrne ★ profile

absolutely melts when you call him daddy

when you call him daddy, you can do no wrong in his eyes. all your crimes? forgiven. all your punishments? forgotten. everything is right with the world LOL

i think it'd be the same with a bratty darling but like he'd be very aware that they're doing it to get away with being bratty and gawain can forgive it to a certain point

but sometimes it can't all be praise and pleasure. sometimes daddy needs to be strict too LOL

Your back arched as you felt Gawain fuck his plastic cock deeper and deeper inside of you, hitting places that made your head spin and your toes curl.

You couldn't help but clutch onto his forearms, nails probably digging into his skin, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as an orgasm ripped through you.

"D-Daddy--!" The word fell off your tongue mindlessly. You hadn't meant it and, in the heat of the moment, your desperate need got the better of you.

Once the orgasm did it's toll and you were left panting and twitching, your brain immediately caught up. Your face, which was already a little hot, seemed to turn searing as your eyes fluttered to Gawain, scared of his reaction.

You expected the rather dumbfounded slack-jawed expression and, obviously, you took it as a bad thing.

"I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean--"

Gawain just pulled his cock out and tightened the straps on his harness, a sudden dark look overtaking his eyes "No, no, baby, it's okay. In fact, I really liked it."

His hand moved from your waist to fist the pillow beside your head, caging you under his body, his face getting so close that it left you a little flustered

"You want me to be your daddy, baby?" He muttered against your lips as he gave you a slight kiss, the head of his cock brushing against your still sopping entrance "Want me to take care of you and pamper you?"

You gave a small little nod, a little nervous and excited in the face of this new more aggressive side of your boyfriend.

Instead of the pleased expression you expected, Gawain cupped your chin and brushed his thumb against your lower lip "Use your words."

You felt especially shy but complied nonetheless, your voice soft and stuttering "P-Please make me c-cum again, Daddy."

A broad smirk spread across his face "Of course, anything for my baby."

ryouta watanabe ★ profile

also the same as gawain but a bit more mildly

on the outside, it doesn't look like he's being affected at all but, on the inside, he's screaming and crying and banging on his table becos he's so horny and happy LOL

doesn't let a bratty darling get away with anything if they call him daddy tho but he'll be a bit softer and more lenient becos they're so cute

You had threaded your fingers through Ryouta’s soft locks, your thighs pressing against his cheeks and your toes curling as he pressed hickey after hickey against your skin, lips hovering near where you wanted but not really giving you anything.

You couldn’t help but let out a small frustrated noise at how he was teasing you. He did it often and, though you let him most of the time, for some reason, it was a bit more irritating than normal this time around.

Your fingers tightened around his hair, your leg desperately trying to pull him close. By now, you were all edged out and your mind felt as floaty as a cloud.

“Daddy!” The word slipped your lips out of desperation but, as soon as you’d said it, your hand slapped on top of your mouth, eyes wide as if aghast at what you’d just uttered.

Ryouta, of course, immediately stopped. Normally, you would’ve protested but, at the moment, your face felt searingly hot and embarrassment boiled in your chest.

“What did you say.” His words didn’t sound like a question and, from the way he was clutching tightly to your thighs, you figured the only option you had was answer honestly.

So, shily, softly, you’d muttered the word against your hand.

Like lightning, Ryouta let go of your thigh to grip your wrist and pull it away from your mouth. “Say it again, baby.”

The nickname sent a tingle up your spine. This time, with a little bit more confidence, you repeated the word “Daddy?”

A sinful groan left Ryouta’s lips. He pressed his forehead against yours, rock hard cock settling at the crook of thigh, head brushing against your stomach.

“Fuck, you’re going to be the death of me, baby.” He huffed out, hips jolting just a little bit.

You watched him for a second, watched the way he really seemed to almost come undone from you just saying one word.

So, hesitantly but with even more confidence, you shifted your hips, grinding up against his cock “D-Daddy, why’d you stop…”

Ryouta’s fists clenched a little and his dick twitched against you. Though, you definitely did have a point. Seems like he needed to reward his little baby…

casimir fiala ★ profile

absolutely delighted to be called daddy but, unfortunately for bratty darling, calling him daddy only makes him want to punish you more LOL

casimir really do have a sadistic streak a mile long

especially during punishments? oh, it's like you're asking him to be worse

for shier sweeter darling, he becomes incredibly gentle and loving becos his heart just melts at the fact that they called him daddy

“If you stop one more time, I’ll kill you.” You muttered to Casimir through gritted teeth, the frustration boiling and turning heady in your chest.

It felt like it’s been hours and, still, every single time you came even close to cumming, every single time that coil inside you came so very close to snapping, Casimir would stop and just leave his cock unmoving inside of you.

He’d shower you in kisses, sure, but he’d just lay on top of you, doing nothing.

Of course, his inaction delayed your orgasm every single time. It ruined it for you to the point where all you could do was squirm and complain. Yet, no orgasm.

“Is that a promise?” Was all the infuriatingly handsome man replied with, that signature sadistic smirk still spread across his stupid gorgeous face.

Your back arched, not out of pleasure but out of frustration and a desire to get away from this clown.

Instead, Casimir kept his grip around both your waist and your wrist tight, his hips finally starting to thrust his thick cock in and out of you. Slowly, surely, you felt the pleasure building up again.

This time, Casimir didn’t even wait till you were close. Just as a soft adorable moan left your lips, he stopped and opted to just grind his hips against yours, cock certainly hitting something but definitely not hard enough to tip you over the edge.

Tears pooled in the corner of your eyes and you let out a frustrated sound “Daddy!”

That made you pause. Your free hand quickly covered your mouth and you looked up at Casimir. He mirrored your rather shocked expression with one of his own.

Eventually, though, that shock made way for his usual smugness. He smirked at you, hips sluggishly starting to move and cock slowly pistoning in and out of you.

“Daddy, hmm?” He used his other hand to grip your chin and force you to look at him “And what do you want Daddy to do?”

“I want Daddy to stop fucking around and make me cum.”

Well, he could certainly oblige.

mel lowell ★ profile

like everyone else on this post, mel certainly does live for this shit lol like he eats that shit up

doesn't matter if darling is bratty or shy or sweet; he will turn savage for that word

absolutely tears shit up. like he loses his brain LOL can't do anything but fuck and fuck hard

so only save that word for when you really want mel to rearrange your guts LOL

You groaned, hands gripping the pillow under you tighter and tighter as you felt Mel continue to thrust behind you. One of his hands cupped the back of your neck, the other clutching at your waist, keeping you pressed against the mattress.

Fuck, did Mel’s cock fill you so perfectly. It never felt too big but just big enough to hit every single spot you wanted it to.

You half-buried your face into the pillow as your orgasm approached closer and closer. Your mind had practically checked-out at this point, leaving you both breathless and brainless.

Perhaps that was why you couldn’t help but mutter that damn word under your breath, your whimper almost silent.

Mel groaned and buried his entire cock into you in one stroke, his hand at the back of your neck moving to gently hold the front instead “What did you say?”

You felt embarrassed, of course, your face hot and flustered. Still, desperate for him to start moving again, you repeated the words “D-Daddy?”

Suddenly, Mel’s teeth latched onto the back of your neck. You let out a choked cry as he thrust into you almost brutally, teeth never once leaving your skin.

With every thrust, you couldn’t help but let out little punched out moans. Occasionally, you’d even slipped that word in and, every single time without fail, it made Mel treat you rougher and rougher, his hips practically shoving against yours at this point.

Then, finally, you felt his mouth leave your neck; you could feel every single tooth leave your flesh and you could feel the throb of the mark they left behind.

“Damn right, I’m your Daddy, baby.” He grunted out right into your ear, voice much deeper and gruffer than usual “And this Daddy’s cock is going to fucking fill you the hell up, yeah?”

All you could do was desperately nod.

#yandere oc x reader #yandere x reader #oc x reader #yandere #male yandere #male oc #drabbles #lemony content #melchior #casimir #gawain #ryouta

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lavenderskye29 · 11 months

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Do you have any ideas about the differences between Macaque and fem!Macaque? Like how MQ is more emotionally intelligent than her male counterpart but also more cold to Peaches, I think fem!Macaque looks like she’d be shyer and perhaps more emotional than pragmatic than male Macaque.

Also is it cool to just refer to her as Plum to differentiate between fem and male Macaque?

Yes! I'm still working some stuff out in my head, but here's what I got for now (also, of course you can refer to Fem!Macaque as Plum! That's what I was hoping would happen!):

- So first off, Plum is shier than Macaque... or at least comes off as it. What I mean, is that she's not so much shy as she is quiet upon first introductions. Plum is the type to observe first and then, depending on her first impression, act according to her opinion.

So for example, if after introductions she decides you're a good person, Plum will start to let her more playful side out. This is kind of a second test to see if the newbie really is good. Plum will test the newbie's patience as she messes/teases them; should the newbie remain kind, or even better, play along or laugh, Plum will start to give in. She let's her charisma bleed through with every new interaction with the newbie... her playing becomes more gentle, more touchy; instead of teasing, she's flirting. Plum really starts to open up.

Now if Plum decides that the newbie is a bad person... there are multiple paths she could take:

1. (Passive aggressive) Bully them out of the lives of her and MQ. She'll insult and poke at every little insecurity she can find on the newbie, using her silver tongue as a dagger. Along with that she will "play" with them. Plum will go through their belongings and scatter them about, destroying them, stealing them, etc (She'll even get her monkey friends in on it). Should the newbie continue to stick around, Plum will pull out the big guns and start working on mentally breaking them with her shadow magic: causing them nightmares, playing on their paranoia, creating scenarios to gaslight and decieve. Just anything she can do to rip them to bits mentally.

2. (Cordial) Silent treatment with splashes of sharp insults. Keeps to herself, but is always watching.

3. (Aggressive) Beware! Violent Monkey woman on the loose! Proceed with caution.

Plum is very good at discernment, with her analysis of a person being almost never wrong.

- Now, both Plum and Macaque are pretty straightforward... but there are differences in how they show it.

Plum is actually more physical while Macaque is more verbal. "Growing up", Plum has learned to rely more on touch to express her feelings rather than words due to the females in their troupe being more physically affectionate with one another. With it being almost a daily occurrence, the females would gather together to socialize and groom one another, or to help watch over/play with the group's young.

For Plum, words can't always properly express how she's feeling despite her skill with them, so she'll use cuddling, love bites, grooming, and other methods to show her affection for a person. If angry or hostile, she'll withdraw completely from a person, wanting no contact at all. It's very easy to tell how she feels about a person because of these habits, and to be honest, Macaque would probably have an easier time opening up if he did the same as Plum, but alas he is emotionally constipated to the max, so at this point it would probably break him if someone even tried to high-fived him.

- All in all, Macaque and Plum are pretty similar. The both of them are confident, intelligent, charming, and very frightening in battle. Both Macaque and Plum are some of the only people to make MK and MQ sweat in a fight, with their fighting style being very cutthroat and brutal. It almost makes up for the small gap in strength between the hero and his/her warrior friend.

#ask #plum princess #macaque #monkey queen #sun wukong #headcanons #lmk #jttw #genderbend

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sweetlikehoneystingslikeabee · 29 days

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Ooh ok. I'm glad I could be your first MM ask! How would the Meister be with a partner who's on the shier side when it comes to romance? But very physically and verbally affectionate in private? How would he handle them being a little more reluctant or uncomfortable with grand, sweeping gestures in public?

"Private Performances" Music Meister x Reader

Oooooo yes yes! I can't tell, is Music Meister a popular character for writing? I feel like he's a bit like Killer Croc- not the most popular but his fans are very into him. Also ya'll like an s/o/reader that's shy, huh?

TW: implications of mind/body control via mm's powers

Be prepared for every room you walk into, he's the light and the star of the show. Because of shyness, maybe that's a good thing! He'll take away a bit of it from you. And yet you're still on the edge of the stage light... So you still might get attention that's overwhelming. Just ask if you need a breather and he'll make sure it's quiet for you.

He will go for PDA because he loves cheesy romantic gestures, but he'll do his best to pull it back in for you if that's too much. Holding your hand or a small kiss on the cheek. Mostly he just wants to be near you and have that confirmation that you aren't like. Embarrassed to be seen with him. That's a genuine fear! He was that nerd in high school who got asked out as a joke! Well. Until he started to sing, but that was a darker chapter in the whole thing-

The point is, you make sure he knows you're into him in public even in a small way, he's happy. In private... Oh, the way he falls ever deeper under your spell. You could ask him for almost anything when you give him all that affection at the end of a hard day. In some ways, he likes how special it is that you "save" this for him, like a private performance.

He might teasingly use his powers to steal a kiss if he's feeling some kind of way. Either a little jealous or needing a pick-me-up. He won't do it in public or anything untoward/unseemly. No, he learned his lesson on trying to force affections with his powers. Yet if you're into that... well, he could make it work.

As for not liking sweeping huge gestures- To clarify, this is not a problem as in a deal-breaker. It is a problem in the sense that being a showboat is written into his DNA. He will try to remember. He will do his best. Clarence is also just flighty enough that he'll forget, do a grand thing as a surprise and then remember with abject horror that you don't like that. He's like. Popping balloons and telling dancers to get lost in an almost comical manner because OH BLAST IT, he forgot AGAIN- PLEASE FORGIVE HIM.

He'll write songs for you, playing on a keyboard in your living room. Casual clothing, his glasses off, his eyes looking at you in that goofy lovestruck way... I headcanon my version of Clarence Rinette has synesthesia, seeing blots of colors in his mind depending upon the sound. He coordinates these songs for you in coordination to pastels. Soft colors that remind him of those feelings for you. Verses of devotion, vulnerable and at your hands.

#music meister #music meister x reader #clarence rinette #foxwriting

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inblueropes · 1 year

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12, 17 and 20 for the ask game with ayato!

~ @hebi-no-usagi

ty for the ask!! ill answer this irt me & yato And xueyato LMAO

12. Your favourite body part of your f/o? Their favourite part of yours?

his BACK oh my god, like i'll drool just thinking about it 😵‍💫 or my headcanon of it anyway LOL, i hc that he has a huge tatt on the left side of his back that goes to his shoulder and down to his waist and it's so so hot 🤤 so i always have him on his knees whnv i peg him so i can see the way his back arches and flexes with all the marks ive bitten on it <33 and he loves my legs, he'd put his face btwn them for hours if he could (and he has lol), he also loves fucking my thighs ;p as for xyt ,, xue yin LOVES yato's thighs, loves to tie them up and mark them before eating him out or sucking him off (or both alternately). he takes his sweet sweet time w/ yato's thighs bc of how obsessed he is with them until yato is whining :p yato, meanwhile, loves to pull on xy's hair while he's fucking him- it's so long and soft and xy is usually so compliant when he's bottoming

17. Does your f/o keep their eyes locked with you the whole time, or do they look away in embarrassment?

i'm a bit shy w/ eye contact so i usually just stare at his chest or his back (or have my eyes closed in pleasure lolol) but he rakes his eyes all over my body every time we have sex- like he's imprinting the view into his brain and it's so <333 he also loves watching where we connect during it and it's so cute 😵‍💫 i can't help but coo whenever i notice him staring down xy keeps his eyes on yato's expressions when they're fucking to see what he really likes, n yato's actually shier to initiate eye contact with him and is usually looking away- until xy grabs his chin to look at him and tell him it's ok.. cute cute

20. How good is your f/o at oral? How do they use their lips and tongue to pleasure you?

already answered for me & yato here! but as for xy the man is basically an expert at anything bc he's so experienced- he's so so good with his mouth and doesn't have a gag reflex, yato can fuck his mouth as much as he wishes and xy would take it 😵‍💫 he's so good when eating him out too, whnv he uses his mouth yato's usually left crying hehe

#🪢.mail #sry this is so long bc i answered it for two ships LOL #EDIT: I FORGOR TO ANSWER ONE HGKLHK ITS THERE NOW

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www-brontide · 5 months

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— big brother kazuha hcs

༄ cw: mentions of arguments, overworking, healthy protectiveness, kazuha being the best brother in existence <3

༄ genre: fluff. angst. hurt/comfort.

༄ summary: what’s kaedehara kazuha like as a big brother?

i. kazuha is the kind of older sibling anyone would feel lucky to have. he’s understanding, patient, and open-minded; always wanting to make sure that you and your feelings are both seen, and heard.

ii. he doesn’t want to make you feel excluded, so if you’re a bit more on the shier side, kazuha developed a tendency to have you join the conversation — but only if he’s absolutely sure you’re comfortable with it.

iii. whenever he’s stuck on a haiku, he'll turn to you for inspiration or direct assistance -- one of the two, there's really no in-between. if poetry isn't your strong suit, that's okay, too! he won't mind.

iv. matching outfits? matching outfits. need i say more? haha, i'm kidding. the designs and details of your attire will differ from kazuha's depending on your chosen elemental vision, but you and he's themes are still noticeably similar to be considered matching nonetheless.

v. kazuha is literally so sweet and supportive towards you. he's normally like that with his companions, but you're not companions, you're family!! it's a different kind of sweet and supportive when it comes to his little sibling.

vi. he'll always be there to support you in whatever career you want to pursue. you want to be an actor? he and beidou would come to each and every one of your performances, even if your role is just a minor background character. you'd like to try your hand at becoming a writer? kazuha will be more than happy to help you, especially with his wide vocabulary! you name it, and he'll support you in the best way he can.

vii. although... if you wanted to join him in the crux, he'd be a bit hesitant, but if you're that willing, he won't exactly say no. only a small warning telling you of what's to come if you came with him, making sure you knew what you were gonna be getting yourself into.

viii. or if you just chose to pursue your academics until the finish line, that's completely understandable and valid, kazuha thinks, and it's okay by him; he can still send a letter or two every week!

ix. don't try to overwork yourself. kazuha will know, no matter what. (its become a sixth sense at this point.) he wouldn't be mad at you per se, but he'll get upset at the fact you disregarded your health in favor of excellence, authoritative validation and approval. he wants you to be happy and healthy, so how can you be that if you ignore your body's necessities?

x. this might lead to a bit of a disagreement between you and kazuha if your physical and mental health start to deteriorate because you wouldn't take a much-needed break.

xi. you keep trying to insist to him that you're okay, and that you can handle it, but kazuha won't be believing your empty reassurances. he can see it on your face, after all -- it's hardly subtle or discreet.

xii. he refutes your claims, and retorts gently. how long this disagreement'll end up becoming depends not only on your level of stubbornness, but also your energy. so if you end up fainting, uhm… you’ll have a doting kazuha on your hands now. <3

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shreddedparchment · 2 years

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What is your dream date with on Thor Odinson? Also, don't be shy, why want all the deets on the aftershow, hehe.

Ooof, okay. So, dream date? Thor would pick me up at my door but I live in a city where I can walk to places and don't have to drive. So, we literally just walk down a couple blocks to get some coffee and end up taking it to go to sit on some bench in some park and just talk.

I invite him back to my place to eat dinner and he volunteers to cook but all I have in my fridge is stuff for pancakes so he makes pancakes and he has a side of pop tarts. We end up moving into the living room and I boot up probably Mario Party but Thor’s hands are too big for the joycons so it makes him bad at all the mini games and he loses but he's playful about it and nudges me repeatedly with his shoulder when I tease him about sucking. He laughs a lot.

We end up making some tea and settling into the sofa to watch a movie but as soon as the lights go out and in that darkness before the movie starts, there's a literal electric charge in the air and when the TV flares to life, Thor’s sitting closer. He smiles at me confidently and I'm a little shier but return the smile.

As the movie gets going he openly takes my hand with one hand and after a few minutes of sitting kinda stiff, I relax and sit a little more comfortably by folding my leg up onto the seat next to him. This puts my leg almost on top of his knee so he makes room for it and holds my hand over it but also brings his other hand to rest on my knee.

We're both highly aware of the parts of us touching the other and we don't concentrate on the movie much. Halfway through I steal a glance at him but find him watching me and he looks like he's been doing so for a while instead of the TV so I just stare back and he leans over, no hesitation whatsoever, and kisses me.

His hand on my leg is a little more firm as he pulls it up further on his lap and instinctively I put my other up with it. This gives him the space to snake his arm around my waist and as we're lost in the kissing and the way his hand flexes around my hip, he lays me down and settles his weight over me.

Our kissing grows more intense, the movie forgotten, our breathing heavy as his hands start to search for bits of my skin to touch. He pushes his hand under my dress and our makeout turns into full groping as I also reach down to feel his bum through his jeans.

There's gunfire coming from the movie and it's loud but our heavy pants and gasping is louder.

He suddenly pulls me up, sitting down on the sofa again as he yanks me into his lap to straddle his hips. He's a little wild in his movements to pull the top of my dress down and I hear a rip somewhere but don't care enough to wonder what just tore.

Once he has me topless he's licking circles between my breasts and up along my collarbone. I'm breathless with anticipation and my skin erupts into goosebumps as his lips close around one of my nipples.

Of course, this isn't his first romp with me so he knows I'm done with that attention somewhat quickly and starts to grope my butt, flicking the skirt of my dress up so he can get some skin to skin touching.

I'm already grinding down against him. The fabric of his jeans chaffs a little but the feeling of him pressing against me overrides that.

His hands get rougher as he yanks me against his pelvis and unable to help it anymore he stands up and takes me with him as he carries me to the bedroom.

He drops me onto my bed and I remove my tattered dress while he pulls his own shirt over his head and removes his pants.

Before I can strip anymore he's on his knees, shoving my legs up, removing my undies, and pushes my legs wide as he dips his head between them and starts to devour me with abandon.

I fist his hair, pulling him up to my clit because I'm impatient and he growls at my enthusiasm, hands tightening around my thighs while he laps me up.

He reaches underneath his mouth and begins to press his fingers along the muscles of my entrance not penetrating me but spreading me open.

The added pressure pushes me over and I orgasm. Legs trembling, toes curled, feet at the verge of cramping.

I'm gasping, stunned, and start to sit up to get my own taste of his own thunder thighs but he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and takes hold of my shoulders, pushing me back down as he climbs up. He knee-walks the very short distance to me and only stops when his thighs are pressed against the back of mine. He falls heavy against me.

He strokes himself but he's impatient too and he pushes into me fairly quickly. He doesn't stop until he's all the way in and I'm tensed. My hands are claws along his lower stomach and he waits a few seconds for me to adjust. Meanwhile he's got his thumb doing circles around my sensitive spot, making me twitch with overstimulation.

When my hands relax and I take hold of his wrists, he knows I'm ready.

He nudges my legs wider, around his hips as he lays himself over me, one hand cupping my breast while the other he places on the back of my neck and squeezes.

It's a compact position and he's right on me, no space between our bodies. He thrusts once. Twice. Three times slow then harder. He kisses me and his hips are cracking against mine in desperate desire.

Every thrust hits my sweet spot and his kiss is endless. He finally breaks it but only to groan. His grunts get louder as he starts to pick up the pace just a little and the rhythm he finds is perfection and I beg him not to stop.

"Just like that."

He buries his head into my neck, tongue out and wild as he licks at my skin and bites gently with well trained restraint. He'd break the skin otherwise.

He suddenly thrusts into me hard, his hips stuttering as he releases into me, but he doesn't stop until he feels my legs wrap around his hips and hold him still as I reach my own peak.

This time I actually get a cramp in my calf and cry out.

He scrambles up, with wide blue eyes and his blonde hair absolutely everywhere and sticking to his sweaty neck, terrified that he's hurt me but I can only hold up my leg and grimace as the cramp gets worse.

Thor relaxes and starts to chuckle, sitting back down and reaching over to take my leg and massage the tired spot.

It hurts and I grab a pillow and smack him with it but he just laughs and takes the smack.

When my cramp is gone, he lays down with me, arms wrapping around my waist again as he pulls me close.

Then his stomach growls and we end up getting up to eat again. 🥴

#fantasy Thor date #this is so long #hahaha #you asked for it!!

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jd-loves-everyone · 4 years

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Who are these 9 boys?

Kim Woojin: The 3rd year, chicken enthusiast with an angelic voice and an adorable smile.We met when we got paired up for a school trip. I was so nervous about being next to a 3rd year (that I didn’t know) that I barely looked at him for at least the first 30 minutes of the trip. His age plus his broad shoulders and tall stature, only served to intimidate me more. Oh, how wrong I was to think he’d be any bit intimidating.

In truth, his body type only added to his personality in a way that made him resemble a giant, cuddly, teddy bear.

He was gentle and polite as he tried to get me to come out of my tightly sealed shell, with lame jokes and the cutest laugh.

We even shared my earphones, which was how I found out about his utterly divine voice. After complimenting him, he blushed a pretty pink, and asked about my own hobbies and talents. After much prying, he was able to figure out that I also loved singing, but had little to no confidence at all in my own voice (especially after hearing his).

So by the end of the trip, he promised to help me show my voice to the world. And he’s unknowingly succeeded, considering that when we’re alone, he’s my whole world.

Bang Chan: The 3rd year, Student Council President and an aspiring artist, who was too afraid to take a step in the direction of his dreams, so he is now stuck in a path that he doesn’t want to follow.

He is also my neighbor, who gives me a ride to and from school everyday, I’ve learned a lot about him during these rides (and I can only guess, that so has he), like the fact he has a puppy (from the dog hair in his backseat) and that he writes music (really good music). He’s seen all of me: he’s heard me sing more than once (sorry Woojin) and I’ve even broken down in his car (and he held me through it).

I’ve already followed his advice many times, so I hope he follows mine, just once, and goes after his dreams.

Lee Minho: My first crush and the one who made me fall in love with dancing (and him too, in the process). No wonder he’s the captain of the school’s dance club. He’s just mesmerizing to watch.

Despite his very flirty nature, he’s not a player, just very friendly (maybe too friendly). And in spite of this, he still likes to fiercely declare that cats are better than people (especially his 3 cats: Dori, Soon-ie and Doong-ie). The reason why his contact name on my phone is “Crazy Cat Minho”.

Considering that when we first met (at 12 years old) we only spoke briefly, I didn’t expect him to remember me (or for him to have such a… colorful personality, considering his cold demeanor upon first meeting me), let alone want to get as close to me as he has become recently. He even invited me to his house a few times (his little brother is adorable, but he always seems to be staring oddly at me. Is there something on my face?)

I hope my longtime-brewing feelings for ‘The school’s dancing gem’ don’t change how close we’ve gotten, because I’ve really come to value him as a friend, more than just a crush.

Seo Changbin: The 2nd year “bad boy”, who’s really just a softie. Despite him being known as such for being part of the boxing club (and doing pretty good on it) and owning a motorcycle, he also works part-time at the cafe (there, I discovered that he has the cutest smile).

Even the way we met goes against the way he’s been stereotyped. He showed me (on my first, nerve-filled, day) the way to my class (which I later found out was nowhere near his own class).

I refuse to admit that my increased number of trips to the small, cozy cafe is for me to catch a glimpse of that beautiful smile, the fondness in his eyes as he talks to his little sister when she visits him at work, but it is most definitely not because of how much I’ve come to enjoy the giggle-filled conversations we have during his breaks and slower days. I instead like to blame it on my borderline addiction on coffee and hot chocolate.

I hope that, as time goes by, we can talk more. I’d love to see that wonderful smile directed at me more often. I just wish that he never invites me to one of his fights, because I don’t think I’d be able to handle seeing the wounds beneath all those band-aids he always wears.

Hwang Hyunjin: The school’s certified pretty boy (and the most popular one). He sits next to me in most classes, so I got to know him for not just his looks, but his intelligence as well, and during dance club, I got to know his humorous side and the passion he holds for dance. I also found that he is a lot shier than most would expect him to be.

There are just a few problems with my growing interest for him: 1- his crazy fangirls (who drive me crazy for only appreciating his visuals), 2- my childhood friend, Jisung, hates him (and it seems to be mutual) which makes for some interesting classes, considering I sit between them and 3- my, infinitely more talented, best friend, Maia, has a crush on him (at least she did last time we talked about it, which we don’t do often, for obvious reasons, so maybe it’s passed?)

Despite all of this, I can’t help but feel attracted to the boy with the purest giggle and an eye-smile brighter than the sun itself.

Han Jisung: My childhood friend, we’ve basically been joined at the hip since we met. Despite this, even he doesn’t know some of my deepest secrets. I didn’t tell him about most boys in this ‘list’, but every time I spoke about any of them, he acted like an overprotective brother, talking about how they didn’t deserve me and things like that. I don't even want to imagine what he would have said or done if I told him about my interest in Hyunjin, considering they're basically mortal enemies.

He’s the one Maia keeps pushing me to reveal my feelings to (because apparently, he'd be the most likely to return them. Something I don't agree with). Although she'd also like our boyfriends to be able to at least look at each other without rolling their eyes.

And I can see why she does this, I mean, he's handsome, adorable, thoughtful, reliable and knows me like very few people do. But, as cliché as it sounds, I don't want to ruin our friendship because it really means a lot to me.I sometimes wonder if simply by being his friend, I'm only hurting myself more.

Both his sisters treat me like family and I see them as the sisters I never had, during broadcast club (which we have together) I not only get to listen to his soft voice for long periods of time, I also get to experience how truly thoughtful and attentive he is everyone around him as he solves all the problems sent in by students with a gentleness I sometimes wished was directed at me more often.

Lee Felix: The 2nd year, australian transfer student, with the cutest freckles. I never thought I had a thing for accents, but Felix proved that, in fact, I do, and don't get me started on his voice, deep enough to make basically anyone swoon, it has nothing to do with his cute face (and even cuter personality). Before meeting Felix, I had no doubts that Hyunjin was the most handsome boy in school, but now I'm questioning that fact. There’s just something about him, everything fits so perfectly.

I still remember how lost he looked on his first day. With barely any decent English speakers other than myself and a few others, I inevitably became his korean tutor and quite close to him. With his talent for dancing I doubt he'll have problems getting a job, but I hope I can help him become fluent in time for the exams.

Kim Seungmin: My mother’s best friend's son (confusing, I know). The 1st year from the photography club, who asked me to go with him when he went abroad to continue his studies in college (at the time I said I’d think about it but I know it wouldn't be possible).

We met at his mom's birthday party, where we kept each other company throughout the (screeching-filled) event, as the other kids were much younger than the both of us.

In that one afternoon (that dragged on to night), I found out a lot about him, like the fact that his dream is to become a world-known photographer, or the fact that he is incredibly shy (I had to start the conversation even after about 5 minutes of sitting in awkward silence) and because of this, he doesn't smile much, only giving me small, polite and tight smiles in the beginning of our conversation. I was only able to get a real smile out of him when I glanced at one of the pictures on the wall, complimenting him on it. He immediately got this light in his eyes, even if he (at first) tried to act bashful. After I praised his vision, his smile turned wide, broad and genuine as he went on and on about his passion.

On that night, I also found out something about myself, the fact that I'd do anything to keep that beautiful smile on his face, even if it took him away from me.

Yang Jeongin: My new, 1st year, neighbor and Seungmin’s best friend.We actually met once Seungmin told me how desperately in need of help he was in English. So, despite my already busy schedule, I offered to help him. And, after discovering that he had recently moved into the house across from mine, we walked home together (after cancelling my plans with Chan).

The boy was friendly from the start, lively, energetic, and all around an actual ball of sunshine.

With so much love to give and so little confidence in things like his wonderful voice, I suspect he hasn't received a lot of love back. I wish I could be the one to give it to him. I guess I should take Woojin’s advice and get him to come out of his shell too.But with how often he seems to blush around me, I doubt he has enough experience with girls to know what a crush even feels like and I'd hate to confuse him with my own feelings.

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Hiya, I'm hoping you could give me some advice. I'm 14 and am a generally lonely & sad person until I discovered anime. I found a few friends that were into it in my class too. We all became really good friends and I had fun hanging out with them, and I felt that I had found my place. Lately, they've been drifting apart from me and are talking about k-pop, and they seem to disregard my presence in conversations (about a month now.) I feel irritated, should I be? Will I always be alone?

hi lovely,

i think anyone would get irritated at that! i know that i for one get irritated when people talk or post about stuff i don’t care about. that’s a natural reaction.

the tough part about making friends based on interests is that you can’t tell if your closeness is based on proximity and interest, or actual compatibility as friends. it’s a common problem with internet friends. you get close and chat regularly about this thing you’re interested in, but because you had no actual chemistry as friends, you don’t have anything else to talk about, and once one or both of you drift away from this thing you have in common, you’re no longer friends.

i don’t know if this is the case with your friends, but it very well could be. from what it sounds like, they aren’t treating you especially well and you’re not even a little bit interested in getting into kpop (relatable).

how i see it is, you have two options: one, talk to them about it, or two, find new friends. if you want to keep them because you believe your friendship was real, bring up that you feel kind of left out of their conversations and if they could make a little more effort to include you. if they’re really your friends, they’ll want to make sure you’re happy, too. if that’s too confrontational for you, you can try to bring up other topics, such as school stuff or things happening to you that they might be able to relate to that isn’t kpop. it’s kind of scary, taking initiative in conversation (esp since it seems to me you’re a bit on the shier side), but you can’t let yourself become a doormat and get abandoned. speaking up more often and making yourself an essential part of the group will keep you from being left behind.

if you don’t think that’ll work or these friends aren’t as good as you thought, start putting out your feelers in other classes. if you have other people you talk to occasionally, talk to them more often. if you have a club or team you’re a part of, try to talk to the other members more often. connecting over shared interests is good, but you can also build friendships from proximity. once you get talking to more people, you’ll figure out the type of people you want to get closer to. you may not connect over anime, which sucks because as we both know, anime ROCKS, but having friends develop from other interests isn’t a bad thing. they can give you the reality check you need sometimes.

overall, i’d say don’t give up. friends are fickle and friend groups change sooooo often. people you’d thought were thick as thieves block each other and drag each other’s asses in a heartbeat. especially around your age, friend circles are constantly changing. you won’t be lonely forever! i promise. there are so many nice people out there and in your classes who would be happy to make a new friend.

good luck!

#ry ref #anon

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saranel · 7 years

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Thanks for the update to TEF! Love ALL your fics! I'm wondering if you think there would even be any attraction between Urayoru if they never grew up together? Would he even have made it to Captain? Would they have been friends, anyway? Thanks and looking forward to your answer :)

Tyyyy!

And I love your question, because one of the things that makes the UraYoru relationship so special has always been their connection since childhood. So what happens when you take that away?

For starters, I believe we’d be looking at two different people. Not radically so, but to put it in the words of one of my favorite quotes about relationships:

“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.” – Carl. G. Jung

(THE AU I DIDN’T KNOW I NEEDED UNDER THE CUT)

If TBTP is any indication, Kisuke in his youth was a far more reserved person than the behatted trickster Ichigo first meets. And bear in mind that this is a Kisuke already influenced by Yoruichi, so I can only imagine how much shier he must’ve been as a young boy. What’s interesting, however, is the slow reveal that Kisuke in TBTP was still the same deep down, he simply lacked some of the confidence that was most likely the product of his tenure as a Captain.

I don’t believe Kisuke’s playful (and darker) side was the result of his association with Yoruichi; I believe that she drew out what was already there, lying dormant. Kisuke and Yoruichi are kindred spirits in many ways, but differ in the way they express themselves: where she will make no apologies about her brazen nature and openly tease someone, Kisuke is a manipulator who employs subterfuge to produce the same result, and not only enjoys it, but also feigns innocence –however poorly- after the fact.

One of the aspects of Kisuke’s personality I enjoy the most is the occasional peek into his more sinister side. And as much as Yoruichi seems to encourage it and even share it at times, I think that with Kisuke, it goes much deeper. In fact, I firmly believe that a friendless Kisuke could have easily become someone dangerously close to Aizen. It’s not that Kisuke doesn’t have a moral compass, or that his friends and loved ones act like it, but rather Kisuke strives to be better because of them (see: his completely new attitude toward Ichigo once he starts to truly care about him).

There’s also the matter of motivation to consider. Fun though the anime version of TBTP was, we have no idea how Kisuke and Yoruichi came to the decision to nominate him for Captaincy. Our only clue comes from Kisuke’s reflection after his first day, where he muses out loud that Yoruichi was right:

This implies that Kisuke did need a bit of convincing, but the quote he repeats explicitly states that Yoruichi’s main argument was that becoming a Captain would be ‘interesting.’ At no point does Kisuke say anything to the effect of: “Yoruichi-san was right; it’s high time I stop messing around.” What this tells me is that Kisuke, like many a genius before him, was bored. As averse as he seems to be to assuming responsibility, he’s a natural leader when he’s confident, and I’m willing to bet Yoruichi, who knew him so well, also knew that this was the kind of challenge he needed to truly shine.

Even more tellingly, Kisuke wastes no time in going forward with his plan to create the SRDI, which tells me it must’ve been on his mind for a while. But a Third Seat simply doesn’t have the necessary clout to get an organization like the SRDI approved by the Powers That Be, which leads me to believe that this was yet another reason Yoruichi wanted him to get the promotion. I can easily picture Kisuke talking her ear off for years beforehand about his sole ambition.

What I’m getting to with all this prologue is that a mind like Kisuke’s would not have been content to remain idle for long, with or without Yoruichi’s intervention. Sooner or later, one of his superiors would have taken notice, so I think he would’ve made Captain anyway, even without Yoruichi there to give him a swift kick up the ass nudge. Personally, I would love to picture him as a dark horse of sorts from the Fourth Division. Y’all know how I feel about Kisuke’s bloodlust, and the idea that Unohana could have discovered him, so to speak, as a Kidō genius and a secret zanjutsu badass (now even more so because of her tutoring) makes me beyond giddy. Just try and picture him as the deceptively meek underling from the healer squad who suddenly shows up for the Captain Exam and jaws start dropping all around when he whips out Benihime.

On the friendship front, since Yoruichi is out, this means that Kisuke didn’t grow up in the Shihōin estate and thus never met Tessai, either. So I see him as a pretty withdrawn kid who only barely socialized during his Academy years, got a little better at it as an active Shinigami, and just because their friendship gives me life, I like to picture a possible scenario in which he struck a friendship with Shinji before he made Captain. Which would’ve helped bring him out of his shell a bit.

As for Yoruichi… I think that Kisuke’s absence from her life would have marked her in deep, but not easily noticeable ways. I’ve spoken before about my headcanons re: the Shihōin Clan and how the pressure to live up to their expectations affected Yoruichi’s life. Personality-wise, I don’t think Kisuke was as big an influence to Yoruichi as she was to him, in the sense that I think she was already a spunky, outspoken kid. If anything, perhaps she learned to exert a small measure of control over herself earlier on than she would have without him.

I do, however, believe that Kisuke was a massive catalyst in the way Yoruichi balanced duty and personal desires, because I think that the Training Grounds he built for them was the first true taste of freedom Yoruichi ever had. And without it, I can picture her having a much more tumultuous relationship with her family, and a far rockier path to becoming the head of her clan. And given how both Kisuke and Yoruichi do not trust easily, their absence from each other’s lives would’ve made them even less likely to open up, in the sense that their relationships (both platonic and romantic) would’ve been far more superficial. For Yoruichi, I believe the exceptions were Kūkaku and Tessai (and perhaps Kaien, to a lesser extent), which would’ve made her a significantly less lonely child than Kisuke, but still without someone who understood her intimately.

So basically, I believe that without Kisuke, Yoruichi would still strive for the same excellence in her career and reach Captaincy before he did, though perhaps later than she did in canon, since they both also lacked a good sparring partner. Yoruichi’s proficiency with Kidō would not be quite at the same level, and similarly, Kisuke’s hand-to-hand combat and Shunpō prowess would’ve suffered as well. Not to a terrible degree, since I think both were talented enough to excel even on their own, but they wouldn’t have become the legends they were until after they met in this ‘universe.’

On a personal level, Yoruichi would, as mentioned above, appear more or less the same person to the unknowing eye, but would have an even harder time opening up to anyone.

So what would happen when a meeker Captain Urahara met this version of Captain Shihōin? Well… sparks for one thing ;) Chemistry is something you either have or you don’t. It can’t be forced, and those two have it in spades, so there’s no reason to think they wouldn’t in this universe as well.

I don’t think Yoruichi would have been very impressed with Kisuke upon first glance. That is beyond finding him cute, because c’mon:

In order for her to actually take notice, she would have to be afforded a peek into his darker side, and the way I can see it happening is either during a joint mission, of sorts, or better yet, during his Captain’s exam. Cute little woobie shuffling into the exam room all smiley and puppy-like, then he pulls out Kannonbiraki and Yoruichi is all: “HOLD THE FUCK UP.”

Which, of course, piques her curiosity and leads her to try to get to know him a bit. Perhaps by getting him to talk about the SRDI, and talking about the inventor side of her own family. And by the time they’re done talking, she’s more stunned and impressed by his genius than she’d like to admit. Kisuke, in comparison, is a goner the second he hears her laugh, this is not even up for debate.

The way I see romance blossoming in this scenario is a little ass-backwards, to be honest xD As in Yoruichi finds him interesting enough to take him to bed and sees it as a completely casual affair, whereas Kisuke is 1000% smitten and tries to win her over bit by bit. Which he does, of course, but it takes a while, because Yoruichi is a stubborn, stubborn woman.

I can even picture them being non-exclusive at first (mostly on her side) and then her slowly coming to the realization that she’s only really interested in him, so the prospect of seeing other people gradually loses its appeal until it vanishes altogether.

…………………..

……………

……You realize, of course, that now I must write this AU.

…………..Dammit.

#asks #bleach #urahara kisuke #shihouin yoruichi #urayoru #*sighs as she adds another fing WIP to her list*#xmkatx

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