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reimeichan · 2 months

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At some point during our recovery, we went from defaulting to thinking anything any of us did throughout the day/our life as just "me" and started differentiating them by alter. And at first that was definitely useful! Early on, doing that helped us spot the patterns and better understand each part of us as best as we could. It also helped validate our existence to ourselves, especially those of us who kept slipping into denial or who had a more tenuous grasp on their sense of identity.

But I've realized that we've perhaps leaned too far in that direction yet again, and while there's nothing inherently wrong with saying stuff like "this is x's favorite color" or "y bought this plushie"... when we start blaming each other for actions and pointing fingers instead of accepting that the other alter is as much a part of me as "I" am, we end up pushing each other away. I've been inadvertently distancing myself from Green's cranky moods and thus failing to realize that Green's crankiness is my crankiness and thus something that I need to address and allow myself to experience. Or, I've been trying to convince myself that any childish behavior that I've been exhibiting lately is because of a child alter co-fronting or otherwise influencing me, and while that may be true... well. There's nothing wrong with being childish, and I should embrace that as a part of me instead of thinking of it as belonging to "someone else".

Trying to find that balance between honoring each alter as an individual with their own unique thoughts and opinions and wants and needs, while also acknowledging them as parts of myself (and that I am also a part of them) is difficult. I don't necessarily think we're doing a bad job of it, but it's definitely something I'd like to be better about.

#dissociative identity disorder #did #actually did #actuallydid #did osdd #osddid #cdd #by gray #about green

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running2reanimation · 8 months

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✿ + Grapeduo?

who is more excited for halloween?

Honestly, they're both pretty pumped! With costumes and spooky music (I feel like Green would try very hard to learn how to play a theremin). They'd throw an awesome Halloween Party!

who gives the best gifts?

Depends on what one consider "the best" gifts. Purple's are definitely more expensive but Green's tend to be more thoughtful and surprisingly practical.

who sings along to the radio the loudest?

This is an ongoing competition.

who actually finishes a book they’ve started?

Purple. I don't see Green as much of a book reader (though I think he would read fanfics, it's mostly oneshots).

who falls asleep during a movie?

Green, but honestly neither of them would very frequently.

who plans a surprise getaway vacation?

Purple. He wants to show Green around to all the places he's never been.

who comes home with useless decorative knick knacks for the house every single day?

Maybe not every single day, but I feel like Green actually would bring home like, keychains and stuff (though Purple does it sometimes too).

who takes more pictures?

Green. Purple will happily pose for the camera but he doesn't really have too much of a social media presence.

who likes baths? who likes showers?

Showers for both. Purple soaks in the bath occasionally, but generally these guys shower.

who keeps a weekly planner?

Purple, but mostly to keep track of what Green is up to.

who actually watches the discovery channel?

They both might occasionally.

who brings up having kids first?

Maybe Green, but that's a big maybe.

who fixes things around the house when they break?

Yellow. King sometimes.

who leaves their dirty towels on the floor?

GREEN.

who makes the coffee in the morning?

Purple, though he prefers tea, Green likes coffee

who gets jealous over very petty things?

PURPLE.

who exercises more?

Green, though that's not to say Purple doesn't exercise.

who starts listening to christmas music in october?

Purple tends to start listening to it earlier than Green.

who actually reads the newspaper?

Neither of them, they keep up to date with news apps.

#Anonymous #ava ships #grapeduo #about purple #about green

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knife-filled-plushies · 2 months

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i love the Smiling Critters as a cartoon concept and if it ever developed like mlp or something like that I can absolutely see something comical like this happening djkfskf

lesson at the end would probably be something about getting a healthy amount of sleep and staying on a good schedule jfhskf

#pastel doodles!#smiling critters #poppy playtime #poppy playtime chapter 3 #catnap #dogday #hoppy hopscotch #bubba bubbaphant #picky piggy #kickinchicken #craftycorn #bobby bearhug #wanted to write something about this but writer's block is an ass shjfhsf #also like the idea of a reverse scenario happening in contrast to the official cartoon short #the smiling critters wanna sleep and catnap is just like 'no. now drink your green tea.'

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puppyeared · 8 months

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learned something about myself lately

#i dont think its even the fact almost all my characters are somewhat beasts in one way or another. i just #really like tails and wish i had one myself #and then my oc designs are a little tame theyre mostly human shaped with animal features. but they always have tails #my eyes have recently been opened to the appeal of long whiplike unicorn tails.. so flowy and curly #something about the tuft at the end being long and swirly just does something for me..#maybe it would make sense to change auggies tail shape so it looks like a meteor. her design is mainly pink with hot pink accent #so it would be cool to use that and orange to make it look like a fire meteor.. maybe itll help complement the blue/green in her design #head full of ocs today so expect a ramble later #if i had a tail i think it would be long with a kink. so it kind of folds over once but not in a curl #when it wags its kind of a swaying motion. i have thought about this a normal amount #yapping

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fishfission-dc · 9 months

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I think Roy Harper is the personification of all those “my unemployed friend on a Tuesday” memes. Even if he was employed. Like you’d walk into his home and it’s just full of Contraptions. He just does Things and the purpose is unintelligible

Jason is like this too but in a less noticeable way. Roy is like “I welded a toaster oven to my assault rifle to see if it would do anything when I zapped it with a taser” and Jason is like “I read four textbooks and wrote an academic paper about the Mesopotamian grain economy”

“what did you guys do today”

“we liberated a country and then I built a motorized couch that’s technically street legal and then Jason blew up the road couch”

#this is specifically about new 52 roy and jason. their red hood/arsenal era #i dont know #it feels right #jason todd #roy harper #jayroy #royjay #red hood #arsenal #red hood and the outlaws #dc comics #dc #batman #batfamily #dc robin #green arrow

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minutestildawn · 2 months

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Hello, jon

#the magnus archives #I’m so normal about him can you tell #the magnus pod #the magnus archive fanart #tma #tma fanart #tmafanart #Jonathan sims #rusty quill #illustration #art #green #eyes #theeye #hello jon Apologies for the deception but I wanted to make sure you started reading so I thought it best not to announce myself.#jon sims #fanart

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tahliavellan · 4 months

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So there's one Astarion debate I haven't put my two cents in yet, and that's changing today guys. Buckle up.

Astarion's eyes are either green with golden flecks or blue with golden flecks. I'll tell you why.

Astarion is a high elf. High elves have 4 subraces. Of the 4 subraces, 2 have the possibility to have silver hair like his. Those two races are moon elf and star elf. From there we can narrow by personality.

Moon elf personality description: Impulsive, with a strong distaste for complacency.

Star elf personality description: Aloof and cautious.

Now, I love Astarion, but he's not aloof. That man cares too much. So personality wise that narrows to moon elf.

Moon elves have one of two eye colors: green with golden flecks or blue with golden flecks. So Astarion's eyes looked like one of these two:

#astarion #eyes #figured this out a while ago and just realized i never made a post about it and people still debate this #my preference is for the blue btw #i just think it looks better on him than the green

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ato-dato · 3 months

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I don’t think they’re ugly. But I think the number of times Jean has begged him to buy new clothes is astronomical.

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my-gf-timothy-jackson-drake · 1 month

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Nightwing #115 Pride Variant Cover

reposting this as it's own thing

#dick grayson #nightwing #tim drake #connor hawke #robin #green arrow #does connor have another alias I don't know a whole lot about him #i want to though I think he's neat

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bet-on-me-13 · 2 months

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Why are there so many gods here?

SO! One day, the Eternal Trio decided to Check if they had ant past lives using Magic.

They already knew that Tucker was the Reincarnation of some Pharoah, so maybe they were also some historical figures in a last life.

It does not go as expected.

Danny finds out that he was the Ancient of Space, and the reason Clockwork was so invested in keeping him from being erased from Time is because he's his Brother apparently.

Sam finds out that she was the Embodiment of The Green, and Undergrowths attempt at Adopting her was some scheme to become the Parent of his used-to-be Queen while she was in Mortal Form, therefore overthrowing her.

Tucker finds out that Duulaman was just one in a long line of the Reincarnations of the Sun God Ra, and that he had been quite a few more historical figures in the Past.

They were surprised to figure this out, but then they got curious.

They tested the Spell out on Jazz, and found that she used to be an Amazonian Goddess, alongside Pandora.

They test it on Dash, and find that he used to be Hermes, God of Travel and Speed.

Ellie was an Embodiment of something called the Speed Force, who was also a child of Space before their rebirth, apparently.

They slowly realize that almost every person of note in Amity Park is the Reincarnation of some kind of God or Spirit. And none of them seem to realize that.

Why are there so many reborn Gods in this town?

...

Constantine is actually asking himself the EXACT same question at that very moment, after a botched teleportation spell landed him in Amity Park.

#Dpxdc #Dp x dc #Dcxdp #Dc x dp #Danny Phantom #Dc #Dcu #Danny is the Ancient of Space #Sam is the Green #Tucker is actually Ra #Jazz is an Amazon Goddess #I would say she's artemis but idk if she is still active in DC comics since all Google tells me about is the Hero named Artemis #Dash is Hermes #It's just a play on his name #Ellie is the Speedforce #The Speedforce used to be the child of Space #And Niece of Time #Clockwork is Danny's brother #Space and Time are equals after all #Maybe Vlad can be a reborn God as well #Maybe he's Set? Or Ares after Diana kills him? His soul just got reborn at a different point in time.#Everyone in Amity Park is a Reincarnated God #For some reason #Honestly it was all a complete coincidence #None of them knew that the others were gonna Reincarnate in the same town as them #Dealers choice if they get their powers back once they find out

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reimeichan · 14 days

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Definitely the more integrated I get and the less I dissociate from the other parts of me, weird little quirks have started cropping up due to the various different traits between the different parts of me interacting with each other. I think the biggest thing right now is our ADHD symptoms; before, they'd be pretty secluded from each other and certain alters would experience certain symptoms more severely. Purple got the worst of our hyperactivity, Green struggled the most with executive dysfunction, and I struggled a lot with staying organized and focused. Of course, this isn't to say we didn't experience the other symptoms. All of us struggled with every aspect of ADHD, but there was definitely a pattern for what each part seemed to have the most trouble with.

Except.... well, now that I have a fuller picture, sure, some of it was different parts struggling more with specific aspects of ADHD, but also a not-insignificant aspect of all this was that we weren't aware of how much we each struggled with the other symptoms. Sure, my hyperactive symptoms don't necessarily present the same way, but I'm still incredibly fidgety and need to get up and walk away from my desk pretty regularly. That's not the same as Purple running up and down hallways or speaking quickly or bouncing on our feet, but it's still very definitely hyperactivity. And I was honestly just completely blind to my own executive dysfunction because I believed I just needed enough pressure to start on a project, when in reality "needing enough pressure" is in itself an example of executive dysfunction at play. Similarly, Purple struggles with remembering what tasks need to be done each day, and Green has trouble planning things out even when he knows what needs to be done, both of these being examples of them having trouble getting organized.

I also think that, now that we're more integrated, there's a lot more bleed through where the aspects of our ADHD symptoms we'd each respectively dissociated away is now hitting each of us more. So not only am I dealing with my own lack of organization skills and whatnot, the other stuff is also starting to compound and thus I'm having trouble juggling these new or heightened symptoms that I haven’t really dealt with before.

It's not a bad thing, if anything integration has shown me that these symptoms have always existed inside of me and I've just dissociated them away or dealt with them in an otherwise unhealthy manner. I now have to find healthier and more productive ways to manage my ADHD, which is gonna take time and effort but should overall make my life feel less chaotic and out of control.

#actually did #actuallydid #did osdd #adhd #actually adhd #actuallyadhd #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder #by gray #about purple #about green

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running2reanimation · 3 months

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can u do 🩹 for anybody of your choice

[ 🩹 ] does your muse prefer to keep the peace or rock the boat? are they a mediator, or do they tend to make others upset?

I think I'm going to talk about Green with this question because I think he's interesting when it comes to this.

Early on, he was definitely more impulsive than he is now. Though, I do think a lot of his trouble causing was unintentional.

He's learned to pay more attention to his behaviour as times gone on - he's still occasionally impulsive but for the most part he's a mediator.

Despite viewing himself as second-in-command, he doesn't often put his foot down, or risk rocking the boat. He tends to follow the popular vote, even when Second disagrees with it.

#Anonymous #about green #green

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femcelgirlie · 1 year

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the girlies reading

#coquette #girl blogger #girlblogger #reading #twilight #bella swan #little woman 2019 #jo march #rachel green #rory gilmore #gilmore girls #anne with an e #breakfast at tiffany's #the queens gambit #elizabeth bennet #pride and prejudice #kat stratford #10 things i hate about you

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yooo-lets-go · 5 months

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Blade Runner 2049 ghostsoap anyone?

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audhd-nightwing · 6 months

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green lantern (hal jordan): *making fun of the discowing outfit*

nightwing: actually. i based the design off of my dad’s old costume. yknow, my dad that was murdered right in front of me? when i was eight? and i had to watch him fall to his death?

hal jordan: ……..oh.

nightwing: (:

#dc comics #dcu #dc #dick grayson #hal jordan #nightwing #discowing #john grayson #green lantern #only dicks close friends and family can joke about discowing #bc it’s all light-hearted and they know what it means to him #also yes hal is the resident asshole of the justice league #and i love it for him

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yudol-skorbi · 6 months

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gooooooooorls

#critical role #fanart #the mighty nein #cr2 #nott the brave #jester lavorre #beauregard lionett #yasha nydoorin #i decided to color them #i think it came out pretty neat #still not sure about patterns on beau's coat but euughrrhh #if i not finish now i'll newer finish #yasha's pallet is depressing btw #and i respect her for it #slay you depressed queen #nott is my favorite shade of green probably the easiest part of this whole piece #drawing her is a delight

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