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Definitely the more integrated I get and the less I dissociate from the other parts of me, weird little quirks have started cropping up due to the various different traits between the different parts of me interacting with each other. I think the biggest thing right now is our ADHD symptoms; before, they'd be pretty secluded from each other and certain alters would experience certain symptoms more severely. Purple got the worst of our hyperactivity, Green struggled the most with executive dysfunction, and I struggled a lot with staying organized and focused. Of course, this isn't to say we didn't experience the other symptoms. All of us struggled with every aspect of ADHD, but there was definitely a pattern for what each part seemed to have the most trouble with.
Except.... well, now that I have a fuller picture, sure, some of it was different parts struggling more with specific aspects of ADHD, but also a not-insignificant aspect of all this was that we weren't aware of how much we each struggled with the other symptoms. Sure, my hyperactive symptoms don't necessarily present the same way, but I'm still incredibly fidgety and need to get up and walk away from my desk pretty regularly. That's not the same as Purple running up and down hallways or speaking quickly or bouncing on our feet, but it's still very definitely hyperactivity. And I was honestly just completely blind to my own executive dysfunction because I believed I just needed enough pressure to start on a project, when in reality "needing enough pressure" is in itself an example of executive dysfunction at play. Similarly, Purple struggles with remembering what tasks need to be done each day, and Green has trouble planning things out even when he knows what needs to be done, both of these being examples of them having trouble getting organized.
I also think that, now that we're more integrated, there's a lot more bleed through where the aspects of our ADHD symptoms we'd each respectively dissociated away is now hitting each of us more. So not only am I dealing with my own lack of organization skills and whatnot, the other stuff is also starting to compound and thus I'm having trouble juggling these new or heightened symptoms that I haven’t really dealt with before.
It's not a bad thing, if anything integration has shown me that these symptoms have always existed inside of me and I've just dissociated them away or dealt with them in an otherwise unhealthy manner. I now have to find healthier and more productive ways to manage my ADHD, which is gonna take time and effort but should overall make my life feel less chaotic and out of control.
#actually did#actuallydid#did osdd#adhd#actually adhd#actuallyadhd#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#by gray#about purple#about green
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✿ + Grapeduo?
who is more excited for halloween?
Honestly, they're both pretty pumped! With costumes and spooky music (I feel like Green would try very hard to learn how to play a theremin). They'd throw an awesome Halloween Party!
who gives the best gifts?
Depends on what one consider "the best" gifts. Purple's are definitely more expensive but Green's tend to be more thoughtful and surprisingly practical.
who sings along to the radio the loudest?
This is an ongoing competition.
who actually finishes a book they’ve started?
Purple. I don't see Green as much of a book reader (though I think he would read fanfics, it's mostly oneshots).
who falls asleep during a movie?
Green, but honestly neither of them would very frequently.
who plans a surprise getaway vacation?
Purple. He wants to show Green around to all the places he's never been.
who comes home with useless decorative knick knacks for the house every single day?
Maybe not every single day, but I feel like Green actually would bring home like, keychains and stuff (though Purple does it sometimes too).
who takes more pictures?
Green. Purple will happily pose for the camera but he doesn't really have too much of a social media presence.
who likes baths? who likes showers?
Showers for both. Purple soaks in the bath occasionally, but generally these guys shower.
who keeps a weekly planner?
Purple, but mostly to keep track of what Green is up to.
who actually watches the discovery channel?
They both might occasionally.
who brings up having kids first?
Maybe Green, but that's a big maybe.
who fixes things around the house when they break?
Yellow. King sometimes.
who leaves their dirty towels on the floor?
GREEN.
who makes the coffee in the morning?
Purple, though he prefers tea, Green likes coffee
who gets jealous over very petty things?
PURPLE.
who exercises more?
Green, though that's not to say Purple doesn't exercise.
who starts listening to christmas music in october?
Purple tends to start listening to it earlier than Green.
who actually reads the newspaper?
Neither of them, they keep up to date with news apps.
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hey. don't cry. matthew lillard with old springlock scars, ok?
#I can't believe I haven't seen any william girlies talking about this on here#I've been going insane since dawko covered it in his latest trailer review video#fnaf#matthew lillard#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's#william afton#purple guy#steve raglan#springtrap#txt#fnaf movie spoilers#muted
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Some comics
#rain world#comic#rw hunter#five pebbles#spearmaster#rivulet#artificer#First one is back when I first started to learn how play the game seriously#And was super jumpy about enemies because of it. Kept killing things before our buddy had the chance to try#I'm better now lmfao but it was still funny#Also I never draw riv the same way twice. Literally#I just choose a random pink purple and blue#Hope it works out#art
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Lap Pillow
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Confessions of a missed opportunity: I almost had LWJ in purple for this comic.#WWX gives him one of his layers to wear and it's never specified what colour it is.#We all love the red inner robe from CQL (And other illustrations) but sit with me for a moment. Think about LWJ in Jiang Purple.#Right now. Close your eyes and give it 5-10 seconds of rotation in your brain.#Welcome back. It's beautiful isn't it. As I write these notes I am upset that I backed out of going through with it.#I think I will simply have to draw it another time. If we get gusu lan white wwx we *need* yunmeng jiang purple lwj!#Anyways; this comic is the pinnacle of teen wangji's bursting-at-the-seams-emotionality that I love him for.#For my sanity I need that teen losing his mind and following bird rules (get fluffy - get blushy - keep beeping)#He is a loser nerd with a begrudging crush on a boy that he doesn't know how to be normal about.#LWJ seems like your typical 'cool guy love interest' until you realize that he's actually kind of soggy and pathetic.#My favourite lan wangji trait is that he's funny as all hell. I feel like wwx a bit because I had a character epiphany when I realized this
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X-Men 97 S01:E05
#gif#gifs#my gifs#hands#romance#xmen#x men#xmen 97#x men 97#xmen spoilers#x men 97 spoilers#xmen the animated series#disney#marvel#pink#purple#red#passion#lust#faux love#rogue#magneto#erik lehnsherr#anna marie#something about this 70+ year old man ravishing this 20/30ish year old woman drives me insane#but I see a celebrity do that and I go BLECH
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another linguistic habit i've adopted that has worked well for me is to loudly announce (to the person i live with if possible but sometimes these days in my head as well) whenever i am doing something i don't want to do no matter how slight, I AM ABOUT TO BE THE BRAVEST GIRL IN THE WORLD. this works in situations when i am about to be the bravest girl in the world, like right now when i am about to make slow cooker chili entirely out of canned ingredients even though i also have my period.
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and ik discovering the fanfic sex pollen effect of the sephora spider sex cream must've been traumatizing but this is much funnier than the lemonade that just kills you
#spider man fanfics about to go hard#it's just such a funny rabbit hole#go to the Sephora Reddit and you can find the posts all about it yourself you can't miss em#it's one of the sol de janieo ones btw#so if you live in an area with wolf spiders and you use the purple one please tell us your experiences#sephora spider sex cream#Submit yourselves‚ then‚ to God. Resist the devil‚ and he will flee from queue. Hashtag girlboss#panera lemonade#Sephora#spiders mention#spiders georg#srsly tho as someone with hyperthyroidism and likes lemonade I was Shaken when I heard abt Panera's charged lemonade
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my favorite part about the dsmp as it currently stands is that since the creators are done they’re over it you can just say whatever the fuck you want. there’s no possible future canon to dispute it. there’s no creator who’s going to step out of the woodworks because they’re not touching that again with a 30 foot pole. i can say the most insane bullshit never be proven wrong and i think that’s beautiful
#icarus speaks#this is about the things i have done to cpurpled. as always#what’s purpled gonna do? hm? you gonna tell me she DOESNT use however many fucking pronouns i’ve slapped on her?#hm? gonna tell me he isn’t the server’s top brony?#he couldn’t stop me when the server WAS running and by god he can’t fucking stop me now
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what started as the desire to draw The Donnies in their Iconic Purple Jackets just devolved into Donnie's Bizarre Adventures
#tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt mutant mayhem#rise donnie#rise donatello#mm donnie#mm donatello#squeaky art#i imagine they saw each other across the room and rise! donnie pointed to mm! donnies hoodie#and then they had a fanboy Mind Meld moment and just reenacted this on the spot#im SO proud of how the purple dragon jacket turned out#it was a lot of work to draw but it was worth it#ive been wanting to draw that jacket since like... august... and now i can finally check it off my bucket list#just FYI i dont know anything about jojo never watched it never will
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Do you guys ever think how Zuko is the only person who proves Katara that he won't leave her again?
Katara has abandonment issues. That's why she was so angry at Hakoda when they saw each other again, that's why she became so anxious when they had to separate, that's why she lashes out at Zuko himself, bringing up her mother's death. It's implied throughout the series that she has been abandoned physically and emotionally by the people she held dear.
Of course, Hakoda acknowledges and apologizes, but we don't see him making the effort to show Katara that he won't make her feel that way again—(which is probably due to the pacing of the story, although it's still a poor writing choice, but I digress).
But we see Zuko making an effort.
After betraying her, he is determined to make it up to her by any means. Even when she is openly hostile to him, he remains respectful and protective of her. He is constantly showing kind and heroic gestures. He goes out of his way for it in TSR to help her confront her feelings of grief and resentment, and saves her life yet again during Sozin's Comet. He expresses he has her best interest at heart through words and actions.
Thinking about all of that makes their relationship and personal character journey even more beautiful.
#zutara#*purple heart emoji* 💜#nickname: eclipse de luna 🌒#quote: “i think i'm the one that should be thanking you”#i thought i was done finding deeper subtext into them#guess i wasn't#btw this is about the og show i haven't seen the la yet
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God it's so weird to look back through my life and be able to pinpoint exact moments that a specific alter was fronting. Back then we didn't even know we had DID (for the most part) yet this disorder has colored my life for almost as long as I've been alive.
When I was in high school, one of the elective classes I took was orchestra. I was super passionate about it; I would regularly stay after school to help the other orchestras in my school during rehearsal, which was basically unheard of at my school. I was known for loving not just playing the viola but also caring a lot about the group as a whole, taking time to help anyone struggling with specific parts of a piece or even to help set up the room for practice or the stage for performances. I took viola and orchestra very seriously.
But also.... I had a silly, playful side to me. Most anyone who knew me outside of orchestra knew this about me, but my director sure did not. So when it came time for the annual region-wide audition for the "top orchestra of the region" (region being a collection of several school districts), I was expected to audition like I had all the previous years. And, well, I suppose the me that was there on the day of the audition had other plans. Instead of playing the excerpts like she was asked to, she instead, in order: played a C major scale (the easiest scale to play on a viola), played a singular D major chord (but like, REALLY BADLY out of tune), and, the kicker: instead if playing the excerpt from Tchaikovsky's Symphony No. 5 Movement 4, she played a part from *Movement 2* of the same symphony, AKA a piece our high school had played in front of every music educator in the state. So, yknow, it was obvious which school I'd come from.
When word got around to our director what had occurred, he was pissed beyond belief. He brought me into his office, and I could tell he was just absolutely dumbfounded and perplexed. He stated how I was "the last person [he] expected to pull something like that". I remember shrugging and kinda bluntly saying something rude back while feeling like he was making a big deal out of nothing, which would have been incredibly out of character for me as well as I adored that director- and I'm realizing now that the version of me who was in his office that day was neither the version of me who usually played in the orchestra, nor was that the version of me who pranked the audition process.
And like... it's wild to me that I can so clearly tell which parts of me were present for each of those moments. The one who's usually in orchestra? That's Gray (aka me), the goody two-shoes. The prankster was obviously Purple. And the one who had to deal with a disappointed director was Green. But at the time none of us were even consciously fronting or switching for any of that, it all happened so quickly and suddenly that it felt really disjointed. Hell, for years afterwards I'd still ask myself what possessed me to be an obvious prankster, or to snap back at my director like that. Well, I guess now I know I probably was possessed in some way (heh).
Just, yeah. Some rambling thoughts of the now I guess.
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Purple and Poison!
Purple's Cherrim comes from his mom, and it hasn't bloomed since her death, even on sunny days.
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I think it's so adorable that early humans took wild gourds - a tiny fruit that hollows out as it dries, making it float - and decided to make something out of it
they thought the tiny fruit was so good that they bred it for thousands of years, making it larger to form into bowls and cups, and different shapes to become bottles and spoons
and musical instruments
And then, people took the hollow gourds they farmed, and they turned them into houses for birds. We adapted them into the perfect houses for birds, and now there are specific breeds of birdhouse gourd just for making into birdhouses
And humans dedicated gardening space and time and thousands of years of breeding to make the gourds so absolutely perfect for birds, that there is a species of bird that lives almost exclusively in them
#yes I KNOW i posted about this the other day but *crying* i just love plant domestication and the history of agriculture#and humanity's positive affect on the ecosystems we live in#mine#image IDs in alt text#hmm. I'm gonna tag this#permaculture#just to pspsps @ that community to look at how cool gourds are please everyone grow birdhouse gourds and give cavity nesters places to live#i don't think mine will become fully ripe before i get my first frost :( next year i need to start gourds indoors#i didn't want to grow them before because i didn't have much garden space but now i do and i need to grow all of them#i might be. a little obsessed with gourds. but also i saw a pair of purple martins flying by the road last year#and i had never seen one before then! and i need to see more of them#i have a few hundred barn swallows but i need more birds flying around my house. more!!#and also i have a ton of invasive cavity nesting species around here. house sparrows and starlings.#gotta make up for those things competing with native birds for nest dites#*sites#the invasive birds very often win :/#that's why they're invasive#i really do need to start trapping them....
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Happy October! It's the perfect time of the year to gather around the fire, roast some marshmallows, and tell horror stories about that time you and your roommates took in a monster that broke into your house!
#Animator vs Animation#AVA#AVM#Animation vs Minecraft#Purple#Yellow#Green#Blue#Red#The Second Coming#Orange#Color Gang#Knightmare Art#Purple learning about the group's past together must be a total roller coaster#“You guys fought the Dark Lord and lived???”#“LOL No. We died and were brought back by shenanigans probably.”#“?!?!?”
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get radio silence'd NERDS!!! 1!1! (fuckass alien plushie under the cut :3)
here he is. The fellow
#radio silence#radio silence!!!!#aled last#frances janvier#aled and frances THE bffs of all time#all i wanted was YOUUUUGHHH (purple aled)#having sooo many thoughts about them. and their ugly alien plushie son who i saw on pinned interest#osemanverse#fanart#my art
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