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stormyoceans · 10 months
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THE PROGRESSION OF THESE IS MAKING ME WANT TO THROW MYSELF INTO THE OCEAN
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gentlebeardsbarngrill · 5 months
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01/15/2024 Crew Recap
Hey all, today has been a very very very long day. I’m typing this with my eyeballs glazed over and half open. However, so much has happened in such a little amount of time I wanted share a few things before I pass out I know a lot of you are in different timezones, are busy with life, and taking a break, so maybe this will help with parsing through some of the crazy stuff the crew has been up to.
The petition hit 50K, and is at 52.5K at the moment
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Fundraisers: I didn’t even realize there were two different fundraisers for Palestine/Gaza going on but we blew both out of the water. (Note: the second picture is from a November campaign but I think its just as important to highlight— ty for the correction anon!)
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The Emmys hashtag turn out was great tonight. There was some pretty amazing and creative stuff going on across all the platforms. Some can be seen on IG, but if you wanna see the majority of it, check out twitter #SaveOFMD #75thEmmys
---We have new ways of protesting and advocating for our show, see here for the thread on tumblr (from twitter):---
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And to support that @saltpepperbeard was kind enough to put together a wonderful guide on how to Call It Through as a Crew: Alleviating Some Phone Anxiety which as someone who is socially anxious and sometimes verbally vomits on people when on the phone, is AMAZING and thank you so much for doing that to help.
-- > There is also this new thread on some new places to call into. Don't quote me on that being an official thing we should do, I'm sure @renewasacrew and others will have more in the AM, I just wanted to share it so people could follow if they wanted to.
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New Articles!
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Our Flag Means Death: Here’s why season three deserves to be aired
Petition to save BBC show with rare Rotten Tomatoes score gets 50,000 signatures
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There's so much more that's happened today-- but I can't write it all down because my brain is couscous.
<---So instead, I'm going to use this last part to gush over you all and your amazing contributions in all your unique ways. The community support the last few days has been SO INCREDIBLY UPLIFTING.-->
I saw (and experienced) people reblogging asks where random followers, anons, and mutuals just reached out and sent love because they could tell people were struggling.
I've seen comments all over the place on Tumblr, IG, Twitter, and Facebook where each and every person is encouraging each other to speak their mind, or complimenting their artwork, encouraging them if they were feeling uncomfortable with things outside their comfort zones, coming up with new and exciting ways to fight back, people reaching out to the cast/crew just to say hi and remind them we love them.
I've seen Self-Care checkpoints all over, reminding people to drink water, take a break, block your notifications for a while, not engaging in negative behavior.
I've seen people being so nice on instagram posts that the people who were being dicks about all our comments turned around and decided to watch OFMD!
I saw so many people doing new analysis of scenes and characters, and having really deep and friendly discussions that make everyone think in new ways.
I saw people digging through old tumblrs to bring life back to old posts and artwork.
I saw so much NEW artwork, new FICS! New GIFS! So much new art and love!
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I could literally go on and on, but I've just...I had to dump this out of my brain otherwise I'd explode. I've just seen so much today that continues to make me so proud of our little safe space ship and so happy to be apart of this community.
You all continue to be the best of the best of humans, and I am so very grateful to get to witness and be apart of it. Rest up lovelies and have a good day / night, wherever you may be. May you dream of sexy middle-aged gay men kissing, or hugging, or whatever else you want them to be getting into.
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call-me-copycat · 3 months
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Hey! Idk if you still write fics but if you do. Could you please write about Aizawa having a daughter who selfharms, but he didnt knew until one day he entered to her room and find her doing it?.
Its kind of an emergency so i would really apreciate if you wrote it 🩷
Hi! I'm really sorry for the slight delay, I've been bouncing between school during the day and work at night, so even though I saw your ask I couldn't physically write it due to exhaustion (⑉ ᷄ ⌳ ᷅ )ก
That being said, even though it's been a couple days I didn't want to leave you hanging! I got some rest and wrote as much as I could in one sitting!
I really do hope this helps, feel free to message me anytime if you need to vent or such ₍ᐢ‥ᐢ₎ ♡
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What I Owe To You
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*I listened to this on loop while writing*
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➤ Welcome - Introduction and Request Rules (Requests are open + Some info about me)
▶ Characters: Just Aizawa and Reader
▶ Genre: Comfort + Slight Angst
▶ Summary: As the ask states
▶ Word Count: 2925
▶ WARNINGS:
- Self harm
- Depressive thoughts
- Overall lots of angst
Please don't read if any of this makes you uncomfortable!
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The cycle always went on.
At this point you were afraid of what was to happen next. At the same time, the thought was pushed away by the constant emptiness that filled you through. The sticky tar-like hands of this unknown void ravaged your mind, shredding it apart piece by piece.
Leaving you constantly feeling... Hollow. It was difficult to describe it as anything else.
You walked to school everyday and went to your classes. You sat next to your classmates as they animatedly discussed the usual topics of training and what to do after school.
On the weekends, you slept. Sometimes went shopping with your father. Maybe you'd get visited by your Uncle Mic, other times you'd train.
There wasn't much variety. It was suffocating. These feelings had no place to spawn from, as your life wasn't much different from everyone else's. There didn't seem to be a reason, for all you knew. But it was there, no doubt about it. It made itself known.
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It was a usual Friday night. You had completed all your classes and had the weekend to yourself. It felt pointless, there wasn't much to do. Nor did you have the energy for anything either.
Sitting in your room, you jumped a bit at the unexpected knock on your door. You had been gazing out of your bedroom window for who knew how long, zoning out as far from your mind as you could. You vaguely remembered that a storm was to come soon.
"Dinnertime. Wash up and come to the table when you're ready."
Your father's voice never failed to comfort you, and in a way he was one of the main beacons of light in your dark and foggy world. An unchanging pillar of strength, he held on tight to your cracking mind.
Slowly, tiredly, you made your way out of your room. As you passed by Aizawa, he couldn't help but sigh in response to your barely-there smile at him. You had a habit of doing that, possibly to keep him from worrying.
Truth be told, Aizawa always worried about you. Ever since you were young, he was on guard every second, trying to keep you from falling and scraping your knees, to keeping an eye on you during training.
Though recently, he had noticed some... changes. Your eyes began to grow dull, and their usual energy faded with each passing day. The bags under them grew more prominent, and in turn your hair began to be left more of a mess. Slowly, little things were building up, and he couldn't tell why.
It worried him sick, since the only thing he had in mind for you was for you to be happy and safe. Seeing your condition worsen with each day made him nauseous, as it was the last place he wanted you to be at. He wanted to help you, the best he could.
So that's why before you even sat down to eat, he began to question you.
"Are you feeling okay, [Name?]"
Truth be told, he knew you'd say you were fine. He just needed to soothe his frantic mind.
Looking up at him, you gave him another smile. He couldn't help but grimace at how forced it looked.
"Oh, of course I'm fine." You clenched your jaw at how unenthusiastic you sounded, but it would have to do.
Aizawa only felt uneasy. Too many things added up and gave him a weird taste in his mouth to leave it at that.
"Look at me, [Name]."
The unusual tone of his voice brought you out of your foggy state of mind as you looked up at him fully. Once you met his eyes properly, Aizawa took notice of the... Saddened expression that filled yours. He knew someone was wrong, but it was being covered.
"You'd tell me if something was wrong, right?"
He needed to know if you trusted him. He needed to be the one person you trusted in life. This was all or nothing.
Your eyes went wide for a split second as your breath hitched, but you quickly shook it off. His bluntness was what caught you off guard.
"Really, it's nothing Papa." You tried smiling once more, raising a hand out a bit in an attempt to calm him. You knew it was a pitiful attempt, but you didn't have the energy to make it convincing. Alongside that, Aizawa was generally a very tough man to fool. It'd take a lot to actually pass anything through him.
Aizawa's eyes narrowed in response as he saw your reaction to his question. Your body language indicated how uncomfortable you were, and he didn't want to push you too far past your limits.
It was tough, but he decided to give it up in the end and hope you'd come to him whenever you were ready. You always shared everything with him since you were young, and he had gained a large amount of trust over you in turn.
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Dinner was eaten in silence, and as soon as it was over you bid your father a goodnight before heading off to your room.
Aizawa stayed seated at the kitchen table as he watched you walk off, wondering what was happening to his child. He couldn't bear the thought of you struggling with something alone. He had been there your whole life to help you get through everything you passed by, so why weren't you letting him in now?
After much deliberation, he got up from his spot at the table and made his way to your room. He needed to finish this conversation, and he needed to know what was going on. His mind had been sprawled all over the place for the last few months, as he'd been observant enough to catch on to the smallest changes you went through. Seeing you go into such a decline was like a punch straight through to his heart.
His mind was in such a haze that he threw open your door without second thought, seeing as he normally takes care to knock first. The room was pitch black, but based off of the startled gasp that came from you and the clanging of metal hitting the ground, Aizawa felt his blood freeze in fear.
Quickly flipping on the light, his eyes widened at the site that laid in front of him. You didn't have any time to cover yourself, so Aizawa saw it all.
The bandages laid out.
The blades.
And most importantly, your cuts.
You felt your eyes water at the expression on your father's face, guilt and self-loathing bleeding into your mind.
Aizawa was stuck in shock for a moment. It felt as though all time was warped as he saw what was his worst nightmare laid out in front of him. He was quickly snapped back to reality at the sound of your sobs that echoed throughout the room.
He swiftly made his way towards you from across your room, and in one smooth movement he pulled you into his lap, hugging you tightly to himself.
He had known something was wrong, felt it deep in his heart, but he didn't realize how serious it truly was. His heart ached for you as his grip only grew tighter around you. Aizawa didn't want you to hide these things from him, and in a way, he felt disappointed at your lack of trust towards him. All his disappointment and anger quickly dissipated, leaving him to face his worry and guilt.
"[Name]..."
He could hear his voice tremble, but couldn't care less.
"Why? I-" He was stuck in shock. It was something he never thought he'd run into. Looking down at you, his worry for your well-being grew tenfold, but he gathered the willpower to overcome the sudden surge of emotions he was feeling.
"I want... I need you to promise me you'll never harm yourself again," He looked down at you, cradled in his arms, "I don't think I could ever bear the pain of losing you..."
He knew this was only one step of many. That it doesn't start like this. That it grows. Although he couldn't pinpoint what might've started it, he at least needed to confirm you'd be safe. He just needed this one thing to give his already worn heart a little bit of ease.
You couldn't help but recoil a bit, bringing your arms to hug your torso. As much as you wanted it to be that easy, as much as you wanted to tell your father 'okay!', you knew it wouldn't be done so fast. And in a way, that only worsened your resentment towards yourself.
"I... don't know if I can.." You avoided his gaze as you faced the ground, hating how saddened he was and much rather preferring him to be angry. It'd lessen the guilt a little bit, at least.
He needed something.
"[Name]... I can't make you promise me you'll be able to stop right away. That's foolish to believe." Heaving out a sigh, he put a hand atop your head. "But I just need you to know that I'd be devastated without you. I can truly say from the bottom of my heart, I'd never be able to live a normal life again if you were gone."
Looking up into his eyes, you saw a heaviness that swirled in them. This was coming from a man who had seen it all - numerous deaths in ways he wished he could unsee.
You hadn't realized just how much you meant to him. It never popped up in your head. The all-consuming void had blocked any sensibility or logic from getting to you, and the more you thought about it, the more you realized just how much it would affect your father. He always told you your pain was his to deal with too.
Settling your face in the crook of his neck so you wouldn't have to see the hurt in his eyes anymore, you tried your best to explain everything to him.
"It feels..." Closing your eyes, you tried imagining everything that has built up. "Like I'm running a race, yet getting nowhere. That everything I do has no effect... I'm tired."
You stayed silent as you felt your father put a hand on the back of your head. Aizawa watched as you carefully pieced your words together, and saw the true effect of everything you had been dealing with. His heart ached to relieve you of your pain, his fatherly instincts screaming at him to help save his child.
"[Name]." His grip on you tightened ever so slightly. "I want you to get this through your head, alright? You are not a failure. You're going through a lot, and it's weighing down on you. And I understand you're under a lot of pressure, but-"
Aizawa was cut off when he began to choke up, the thoughts too much for him to bear. As much as he tried to keep his composure for your sake, his walls were beginning to crack.
You heard your father pause and looked up at him, only to be brought into shock at the sight of your normally stoic father tearing up. You felt ashamed for forgetting about his pain, tearing up once more at the guilt that ravaged your mind.
He could see how surprised you were, but he couldn't help it. He always struggled to contain himself when it came to you, especially whenever you were hurt. He hated seeing you in pain.
"Do you have any idea what it would do to me if I lost you? I- ... [Name], if anything happened to you, I don't know what I'd do anymore, I'd-"
He truly couldn't help it. All that Aizawa wanted was for you to be happy. Seeing you in so much agony... seeing your only escape being to harm yourself... He felt that he lost a part of himself.
You cried out loud this time, seeing your father so torn over you. It was heartbreaking, but oddly soothing at the same time. To have someone to deeply care about you that they felt intertwined with you. He cared.
You could feel his arms engulfing you, and you allowed yourself to be swallowed in his hold. It was warm and soothing... A stark contrast to the cold you constantly couldn't escape from.
As he held you, Aizawa couldn't help but be more shocked at himself than anyone. He normally was able to easily retain his composure, so as he felt tears flowing down his face he couldn't help but stiffen. Quickly getting over it, he held you close. The room gradually began to get quieter, the both of your emotions slowing down.
You couldn't help but feel... Secure. It was a stark contrast to the constant void you felt. You felt... Warm.
Yeah, warm.
It was a nice feeling.
Closing your eyes, you finally allowed your body to relax. Aizawa rubbed your back as he gently rocked back and forth.
"I just want you to breath. Don't think about anything else."
Following his word, you kept your eyes closed and settled your breathing. You quickly noticed how much easier it was to think this way. Nothing else was getting in the way, no unwanted thoughts or fears, and you felt safe. Safe and comfortable.
The world around you normally was so chaotic. It seemed everyone was in a rush, always somewhere to be. You couldn't have time to yourself either, constantly getting pushed to and fro. There never seemed to be a place to stop. Nowhere to rest. An unchanging race.
But here you were. The world has stopped, giving you a break you so badly needed. You couldn't describe it, but such a simple hug from your father seemed to dull everything that pained you.
"I understand what it's like."
Aizawa would be lying if he said he was never in your place before. Too many nights he was kept up, worrying about working on himself. Scared of the changing future. Feeling like nothing was changing for him while the world moved on. It was isolating.
Over the years, he got better. The world's rush blurred to background noise, and he learned to appreciate his own speed in life. It was his own life he was living, after all.
Looking down at you, he saw a mirror image of himself.
"Y'know, it's not fair..." You looked up at him as he brushed away a lone tear from your cheek with the pad of his thumb. "You allow me to laugh with you in your happiest moments... So why do you lock me out when you're at your lowest?"
You had never heard it phrased like that before. You did enjoy having him around whenever you had something good to share. Whenever you were proud, or amazed, or just plain happy. But you understood, he wanted to be a part of it all. Every smile... And every tear.
Your voice couldn't find you, but Aizawa didn't mind. To you, he was always a hand outstretched. A guide to help you through the fog and the dark. It made the terrifying a little less daunting.
"Please talk to me when you can. Tell me whatever you'd like, I just want to know how you're feeling."
You nodded, looking at him directly. Your heart rate had gone down significantly, and you didn't know how much time had passed. If you listened carefully, you could hear the distance rumble of an oncoming storm, thunder booming on the horizon.
There was a pregnant pause before he started once more.
"Tomorrow, we'll need to get your injuries looked over-"
Seeing a look of fear cross your expression, he was quick to calm you.
"I'll be with you. The entire time. You won't have to deal with living life alone. I understand it's frightening to look at, but let me hold some of the weight you own."
You watched as Aizawa stretched out his hand, offering it to you. Looking at it, you thought back to all the times he'd helped you in the past. Every time he's offered his hand out to you.
All the times you were too scared to cross the road when you were little. Every time you felt too suffocated by the number of people surrounding you. Or even when it was just the two of you, silently walking home together in the warm afternoon sun.
He always offered you support, for every little thing life had to throw at you. Aizawa's expression softened when you gently put your hand in his, no hesitation in your movements.
Clasping his fingers over yours, you saw how your hands intertwined. And you realized, he was always there to take some of the pain from you - acting like he was a part of you.
"You get it now, huh?" Looking up into his eyes one more time, you thought you saw a sparkle in them. "Whenever you bring pain to yourself," He squeezed your hand a little tighter, "you're hurting me right alongside with you. I need you in one piece, kid."
You breathed out, everything a little clearer now. There was so much more to do. So much to go through. It was a formidable thought.
But as you looked up into your father's eyes and as you felt his hand in yours, you realized;
You weren't alone.
You really did owe him the world.
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During my lowest moments, Aizawa was always a huge character I relied on to get me through it. I will always write comfort for him to anyone who asks.
I hope you have a lovely day, and I hope things get just a little easier for you, you definitely deserve it (*´艸`)フフフッ♡
➜ Please let me know if I missed any warnings/triggers in the tags or in the opening!
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yuri-is-online · 11 months
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It's Not Going Away (First Years x Yuu)
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The subtle, sweet scent of flowers shakes you gently awake, but to your surprise you lack the strength to move. It's like your entire body is made of lead and your throat is filled with sand. A vague memory of telling Grim you didn't feel well before... well you thought you were just taking a nap, but there's person holding your hand who would never speak to you like this if he knew you could soon wake up.
notes: they/them pronouns used for Yuu, angst brought by denial, technically sick fic? Inspired by the op to Horimiya, which can be listened to here (x). References for flower language were taken from here and here. If you like this feel free to check out my masterlist for more fic.
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Rose, Great Maiden's Blush
"Seriously, what am I going to do with you?" The voice belongs to Ace, you'd recognize him anywhere, but it's strangely strained. If you had the strength to move you would slap him, but then you would need to let go of his hand. It's warm, comforting, a bit rough from basketball and tending the roses, and fills you with happiness. Ace would probably make fun of you if he knew how badly you wanted this, take away his hand with a look of disgust and stick out his tongue. "Just kidding~" That's how your dynamic has been ever since he first asked to crash on your couch, two steps forward into something more, one leap back into the safe zone. "You know I'm not always going to be around to take care of you, yeah? One of these days you are gonna go home and leave me, whose going to look out for you then?" He lets go of your hand and you want to scream for him to stay, but feel the fever settling you back into sleep. "You'll be ok, I know that. You don't need me as much as I want you to, so-" He touches your cheek, caressing it so tenderly you want to keep him there forever but he doesn't bother to finish his thought.
But by the time you are able to wake up he's long gone, the only thing suggesting it wasn't a dream a vase full of roses he's definitely going to brush off as lame. That's assuming he brought them in the first place, you have never seen these flowers in the Heartslabyul garden. Maybe you were just being too hopeful, you think to yourself as you lean your still warm hand against your painfully beating heart.
(if you do love me you will find me out)
Rose, Tea
"Hey don't you think you might be hurting the prefect?" The person holding your hand has it in a tight grip, but it isn't uncomfortable. far from it, you feel wanted, secure in someone's appreciation. That voice belongs to Ace, you think that makes the hand your holding Deuce, but he's refusing to respond verbally and confirming your suspicions. The silence fills the room for an uncomfortably long time, even for you, you're grateful when Ace decides to break it. "Deuce-"
"We're not doing this now." His grip on you hand loosens, but he still keeps it near. You can tell Deuce's fighting to keep his cool. "They ar-"
"You're always talking about the future like they'll be there." Ace snaps, careful to dull his voice but not his point. "Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind laughing at you two losers forever, but have you even thought about what your future will look like if they aren't there?"
"I can't. And don't act like you don't know that already." There's movement in the room, you think Ace tries to get Deuce to leave with him but he doesn't budge. He takes your hand again as the door clicks closed, moving to cradle it in both of his with such care it's hard to believe these are the same fists you've seen busting up jaws for breaking some eggs. "I'm sorry you had to hear that." he whispers, but you're unsure if he knows your awake or if he is just speaking to fill the silence "You can go back to sleep now, I'll be here when you wake up I promise." You have no choice but to take him at his word, settling into your bed and hoping you will have the courage to face each other when you wake.
(i'll remember always)
Spider Flower
There's only ever one. For his father and mother, for his grandfather and grandmother, so long as there have been wolves in the mountains they have only ever sought out one partner for the rest of their lives. But you aren't programmed like that, you said as much when the boys started gossiping about their preferences during that whole ghost bride event. "I'd like a soulmate, I just don't think I have one." And you meant it really, you were sure Jack would meet someone like him that would be perfect for him one day. So why is there a fluffy head resting next to you? Why is a tail draped over your legs, you want to believe protectively but you can't bring yourself to open your eyes and check.
"I swear it's like I'm in love with the moon." Jack grumbles into your side. "No matter how loud I howl you can't hear me and act like I'm not on your radar at all." That's not true, he's all you can think about sometimes, you just wanted to spare his feelings since it couldn't be possible for him to love you back. "Maybe I was wrong that I didn't have to worry about winning you over..." His tail wraps up closer to your waist and you try to snuggle closer into him. He'll ask you later, maybe when you wake up or maybe even later than that, but he has to ask. You might be out of reach, but that's only if he does not try. The flowers at your bedside have a specific meaning, he made sure to ask Vil for help just this once, though if the message doesn't make it through he supposes he can ask again.
(elope with me)
Alyssum
Warmth leaves your body as the person who has been holding your hand gently lets it go, setting it on your chest as he pats it and begins to hum an unfamiliar tune. The familiar shlick of a knife through an apple sets a scene you can't open your eyes to see, for someone so hot headed, Epel seems remarkably calm right now. "I wonder if it's ok for me ta look at you like this..." or maybe he wasn't. "I mean I have seen you sleeping before when I put you under my spell, but this is a bit different. Would be nicer if it was under different circumstances..." He pauses in his carving, studying you for any sign that you could be awake and poking your cheek a few times to try and wake you, pouting when you don't immediately rise. "You know I was really happy when I found my signature spell. I wanted to protect you so badly, and for so long I was convinced I couldn't. I thought if I could just get stronger, and taller I would be able to-" There's a weight next to you on the bed now, it sounds like Epel has put his head in his hands and resolved himself to stare you down until you wake up. "But I don't think you'll be around long enough for me to reach the point I wanted to before telling you anything." You manage to stir slightly, and are rewarded with startled noises from Epel that give way to disappointed relief when you realize actually getting up is just a task too much for you right now. As if he realizes this, Epel reaches out to squeeze your hand before returning to his apples. The strange song makes its way to his lips once more, but this time he softly gives it words.
There's a note left for you alongside the flowers, telling you to drink water and that there's a bunch of apples in your fridge that you absolutely have to eat. It's some of his best work he says and you can't help but wonder if he doesn't just mean the carving.
(worth beyond beauty)
Gladioli
“I’m not quite sure when I started to see you differently, just know I feel like a fool for my prior behavior." The letters hadn't been signed, but you had an inkling who they were from. In place of a picture every third one was accompanied by the exact same flower, you thought it was cute how well Sebek thought he was covering his tracks. It would be nice if he was the one holding your hand, but that couldn't be. He was too loud, if he was here then you would know. Even his unsigned letters were loudly and proudly him, mercifully free of praise for Malleus though they were. "You shine like dew on a rose, for your praise I go to lengths that surprise myself. Some say I am foolish, most call me single minded and in your presence I cannot protest those sentiments. Given your circumstances, it would be selfish of me to ask for your patience, but I must. I must ask for your patience until I can ask you aloud." You were content to be patient with him, if you weren't you never would have been friends in the first place. The person holding your hand gives it a final squeeze, though he pulls away slowly, trying to savor every last bit of illicit contact he can.
When you are finally able to move a familiar sort of flower around your room, once again someone is trying to be romantic and failing to cover his tracks. Once again he is refusing to face you, out of fear or shame you do not know. You gently pick at the petals, trying to divine just what it is you think Sebek wants to say, not just what you want it to mean.
(i am really sincere)
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anticanonsposts · 7 months
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Fluff Alphabet-König
A= Affection (How they like to show their love.)
I feel like he’s into acts of service, like if he wakes up before you he’ll leave your coffee on the counter made, or if you get up before him you’ll come home to the bed made very nicely.
When you are in a more private setting he just likes to have a hand resting on you in some way.
He also does it by just remembering almost everything yo say, things you like, things you’ve done, things you want, he has a list of all that. 
B= Beauty (What do they especially admire about you?)
Mainly how strong and determined you are, that you have had some difficulties in life but nothing really deters you from trying new things. 
He also likes the black and white way you are with him, with most of the world you are confident and assertive but with him you are much softer and more gentle.
There’s just this warmth that radiates from you whenever he's near you.  
C= Cuddles (How they like to cuddle you.)
Despite the size I feel like he likes to be held, big spoon/little spoon he does not care.
He really likes having a bed that’s big enough for him though, once you guys move in together you specifically have to go buy one that will work for the both of you.
He usually likes to bury his face in whatever body part he is facing, he just really wants to be breathing in your scent. 
D= Dancing (Their favorite place to dance with you.) 
He has one of two places that are his favorites
The first is in the kitchen, usually impromptu when one of you is cooking/cleaning in the kitchen, playing music and the other comes up and starts to sway with the other.
His second favorite is when you are both (mainly he) are plastered at a club or party or something and since he’s drunk his anxiety is a lot less and he gets to just zone out with you pressed against him, moving to the rhythm of the music.  
E= Excitement (Do they get excited with you about things?)
Once he gets comfortable around you he will go into detail about things he is interested in.
He will also get super excited when you show interest in these things, especially when you make an effort to learn German.
He is over the moon when you and his mom start talking to each other on the reg, she quickly becomes obsessed with you and starts to always ask about you when he calls her.
He also loves when you rant about things you are interested and passionate about, it makes him really happy that you feel like you can talk to him about these things. 
F= First Date (Your first date together.) 
He is pretty traditional so he insists on taking you out to eat for your first date, but given his nervousness around a lot of people and the fact that he is already nervous because you actually said yes, you end up going on a picnic in a  park with some people in it.
He wants to make sure you also feel safe, not going to a super secluded area witha giant man for the first time.
I’m not gonna lie, your first date would probably be a little awkward because he doesn't have too much experience with first dates. 
But if anything he just wants to hear from you as much as possible.
G= Goals (Do they have things they want to achieve? Do they include you in these things?)
His ultimate goal for his future is to have a quieter, more boring life, preferably with a partner to share it with.
But more short term, to find a partner he loves, he wants to make them his and himself theirs.
H= Honesty (How open are they with you?)
Definitely not open at first, due to his anxiety he tends to get in his own head a lot and will be silent a lot around you at the beginning of your relationship.
You end up having a couple conversations with him about this, explaining to him how it makes you feel. 
But once you are in a  committed relationship and he knows he loves and trusts you, he gets to the point that he tells you pretty much everything.
He is able to truly trust you and tell you things he never thought he would tell another person. 
I= I Love You (Do they say it alot? Did they say it first?)
He for sure said it first and was nearly shitting himself when he said it to you the first time.
When you said it back he almost couldn’t believe it but then was over the moon for the next week, literally nothing made him upset that week.
Once you have both said it to each other, he says it to you like five times a day, at first just to hear you say it back, but also because he was so happy that he was now free to say it.
J= Jealousy (Do they get jealous?)
He for sure does at the beginning, but it is more so jealousy because of his insecurities about himself rather than you.
He has full confidence that you would never cheat on him with anyone but he is insecure about the things he can improve on the others are already experts at.
But he gets better especially when you give him loving looks from across the room when you are at the gathering together. 
K= Kiss (Their favorite place to kiss you.) 
It's simple but he loves to kiss your cheek.
Usually he grabs your chin/face, but very gently.
He really likes how warm and plump your cheeks are and how they feel on his lips.
But when you kiss him on the cheek he blushes and his face/chest gets so red. 
L= Little Spoon (Who’s the little spoon?)
Let’s be honest obviously he likes to completely wrap around you like a big spoon but…
He fucking loves being the little spoon, he just feels very safe with you, and on a more superficial level he likes how your tits feel pressed against his back. 
M= Melody (What’s your song together?) Hehe I have no idea <3
N= Nicknames (Do they use nicknames for you?)
He uses pretty basic ones in English like sweetheart and babe but he has a phase where all he calls you is ‘my beauty’.
More often than not though he calls you pet names in German. 
O= Open Book (How hard was it to get to know them?)
Definitely very closed off at first, he doesn't like to open up to too many people but once you’re in his bubble, he talks your ear off. 
Once he trusts you there aren't many thoughts that he does not feel comfortable sharing with you.
P= PDA (How affectionate they are in public.)
Because of his social anxiety he is not very into PDA only because he already commands a lot of attention in public, and doesn’t want anymore. 
That being said he will always be holding your hand and likes it when you grab his arm at the same time.
Now when he’s drunk, it’s a completely different story, he is constantly kissing you and has his hands on your hips and waist.
If you guys are walking home from a bar he doesn’t pay too much attention so he repeatedly lifts you off the ground unintentionally as you walk as he pulls you closer to him. 
Q= Quirk (A weird but loveable trait of theirs.)
The shower always makes him sneeze, like without fault every time this man takes a shower he starts sneezing.
One time when you two were having sex in the shower, his face scrunched up and he sneezed which just caused you to start giggling and then he got shy. 
R= Romance (How romantic are they?)
Romance is this man’s forte, but you are quite literally the center of his world and he wants to make sure you know that constantly.
Surprise flowers? Check. Surprise little gifts? Check. Small intimate moments with you everyday? Check.
S= Secrets (Do they keep secrets from you?)
Like explained before, he definitely keeps secrets from you at first, before he feels completely comfortable around you. 
Especially because of his past of being bullied, he feels like it’s shameful and doesn’t like to tell people about it, but once he does open up there is no judgment from you, and it just solidifies how he feels about you. 
On a lighter note he has a really hard time keeping fun secrets from you, like gifts and surprises he has planned, he gets very nervous and goes silent a lot more. 
He’s the type of guy to be thinking in his head how excited he is and wanting to tell you, his best friend about it but then reminding himself that you are the recipient of the secret. 
T= Thrill (Do they like to keep the relationship new and exciting?)
He definitely loves domestic bliss because of the chaos that he has had in his career since he was 17. 
That being said, he loves to do anything that makes you happy, and he really likes to travel with you.
Especially when he brings you to Austria and you meet his mom and see where he grew up.
U= Understanding (How they comfort/support you when you’re upset or anxious.)
He does a lot of nurturing type behaviors when he notices your anxiety flaring up, like rubbing your back and giving you small touches in an attempt to ground you. 
He also really wants you to communicate with him when you feel like this because he just wants to know from you, what you need to be comforted.
Since he has a lot of experience with anxiety he understands how far from reality your thoughts can get, and its something that brings you closer together since neither of you have to explain your feelings/thoughts to the other. 
V= Vexed (How easily they lose their temper.)
Outside of his job he is actually pretty cool and level headed. 
Unless of course he is out with you and someone disrespects you.
Like if you are out in public and someone says something or does something so outrightly rude to you he usually starts to bitch them out. 
Or if you are having issues with your family. 
You tend to have this same behavior towards people disrespecting him which again just makes him feel very connected to you, knowing that he can always depend on you.
He would never yell at you out of anger or let his anger scare you in any way.
W= Weakness (What’s their weakness when it comes to you.) 
Touch this man’s forearm and he will bark like a dog, that’s literally all it takes.
If you're asking him for something while circling your thumb on his forearm he will immediately say yes.
He also has a huge weakness for your eyes, and if you make eye contact with him and ask for something he will almost always say yes and give you anything you want.
X= Xtra (Random hc about them.) 
Anytime he reads a book he always has a pen/pencil with him.
The books he has read are all filled with underlines and circles of passages he likes, words he thinks are cool, or parts that he thinks are beautiful and/or well written.  
Y= Years to Come (How they imagine your future together.)
He truly just wants a future with you and is willing to have it any way you want. 
If you want to marry him he would be overjoyed but he also respects you if you just want a lifetime partner status.
But bottom line he knows he wants to be with you for the rest of his life. 
Z= Zzz ( How they are when they sleep.)
I saw someone else say this and I agree, that since he is so used to sleeping in beds that are too small for him when he worked, he typically curls up quite a bit when sleeping.
However with you he really likes it because you don't care how much space he takes up as long as one of you is laying on the other. 
Also he becomes more and more of a deep sleeper as your relationship progresses.
I also think he might snore a little bit, at the very least it is a very deep and heavy breather. 
At first he’s worried that will keep you from falling asleep, but you also sleep with like 3 white noises playing so you tell him that you can’t really hear him.
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alicerosejensen · 9 months
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I just finished your piece of Leon saving reader from kidnapper. So good, definitely one of my favorites for my boy Leon.
I was wondering if I could kindly request a sequel piece of dealing with the dissociative amnesia. I have that and a huge part of it and is forgetting memories that aren’t associated with the traumatic event. You can slowly start to forget everything and you can also sometimes get snippets of a memory back from triggers.
As a Leon lover, I’d love to see Leon comforting and helping the reader with that as well as the PTSD in general.
Of course no pressure or worry if you don’t wanna do this! You’re an amazing writer and I hope you keep writing in the future!! ❤️❤️☺️
Slowly I think that I will start writing again. My mood is still crap, but at least I have the desire to write something. So I'll probably continue to answer requests.
Let this be a small addition to that post about the kidnapping of the reader.
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- First of all, Leon will be afraid to leave you alone. He will walk with you everywhere and hold your hand.
- Of course, having experienced such stress, he understands that this will not pass without consequences, so he tries as much as possible to smooth out all the corners and make sure that nothing reminds you of the kidnapping.
- Dissociative amnesia is a shitty thing, you remember that you were afraid, but the memories of those days and the kidnapper himself seemed to be erased from your memory. Leon is only happy about this. He really thinks that you shouldn’t bring this up and constantly tries to distract you from this activity, believing that these memories should be forgotten.
- You instinctively cling to him like a little puppy of a beloved owner. Leon calmly accepts your desire for intimacy with him (not intimacy), so he tries to provide any attention you need.
- Takes you to sessions with psychotherapists and makes sure that you take medications to quickly recover.
- Leon asks to refrain from studying for now. Knowing that the kidnapping took place after classes at college, he is afraid that you will remember the events themselves and you will feel worse, so he suggests that you rest or study at home.
- He cooks food for you (probably simple dishes since I’m sure he doesn’t know how to cook), reads books with you and watches movies and TV shows in the evening, but Leon carefully checks the material before watching.
- Leon will learn different types of therapy thanks to which you can safely express your feelings. Of course he will consult a doctor.
- He really provides incredible support coupled with adequate treatment, thanks to which he sees that you are slowly but surely getting better.
- Leon rejoices at your small achievements in therapy.
- You talk to each other a lot, but subconsciously or not, you don't want to go anywhere or sleep without him. Leon always falls asleep later so he becomes a big spoon in your bed, shielding you from your fears.
- Do you have a fear of the dark? Leon will have no problem turning on the night light just to make you feel safe.
- He will never blame you for your slow recovery. Yes, he's been through a lot of crap and Raccoon City has mostly broken him, but he takes your traumatic experiences very seriously. Leon is not the kind of person who can one day say that he has been through more crap than you.
- If you have a panic attack or react to some trigger that scares you terribly, Leon will immediately rush to calm you down and create a safe zone.
- Of course, he's still a government agent. He can easily be called on a mission at any time, so he will ask someone to look after you. If it's not Claire, he'll just find someone like a nurse.
- However, he will be with you at all critical stages to get through together. You can always lean on his shoulder, especially for you.
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floatyflowers · 2 years
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The Adopted Princess| Dark! Targaryen and Velaryon Boys x Reader (Aegon II, Aemond, Jacaerys, Lucerys) Final Part
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Part VIII
"I would prefer if you stay here with me, Daenerys might need you" 
You place your hand on the large book without hesitation, already made up your mind about your decision to escort Luke to Storm's end to ensure Lord Baratheon's loyalty.
"Mother, I swore loyalty to you, we need this to be handled carefully," you say, causing Rhaenyra to give you a warm smile.
Ever since you arrived at Dragonstone with Rhaenys and your daughter, you never left her side, always making sure she is safe.
Especially after Visenya's death, you have been by her side the whole time, comforting her and supporting her decisions.
The fact that you abandoned your husband, the father of your daughter, just to stand by her side, showed how you love her as she loves you.
"I swear to not fight unless Lord Baratheon starts bitching-" Rhaenyra is quick to cut you off.
"(Y/n)" Rhaenyra warns, yet, her smile does not disappear from her face
"I swear, mother," you say, this time with a serious voice and expression.
"Are you sure you don't want to come with me to Winterfall?" You chuckle nervously.
"I would rather not, the last time I danced with Cregan Stark at my wedding, I made him sad"
Indeed, the first time you met Lord Stark was at your wedding, he was infatuated with you the second he laid his eyes on you.
He offered that you run away with him in secret when you confessed by accident that you didn't want to marry Aemond.
Clearly, you turned him down without thinking.
"Don't worry, I will protect (Y/n)" Luke says confidently, even if he was scared.
He didn't want to appear scared especially in front of the girl he admired his whole life, you.
You pat Luke's shoulder, kissing his cheek which made him blush.
"My prince in shining armor" 
As you walk with your brothers to their and your awaiting dragon, Jacaerys confesses.
"Do you remember, the fight at your wedding between Lord Stark and Lord Lannister?" you nod your head at him.
"Jace and I caused to ruin the wedding" Luke continues for his older brother"
The two wait for your reaction, but instead, you chuckle at them.
"I know, and I forgive you both"
After all, Larys Strong was the one to inform you about that.
"Do you know that we also have fallen for you" your face heats up in embarrassment at Jace's words
"I will pretend I didn't hear anything"
𖣔𖣔𖣔
It was a shock to you and Luke to find Aemond already raced you there to Storm's end and earned Lord Baratheon's loyalty.
For the offer of marrying his daughters to very high lords.
Right now, Arrax and Quicksilver are trying to get away from Vhagar in between the mountains.
Aemond made his goal clear back at the court, he wants one of Luke's eyes as revenge and will bring you back home by force.
He already set a plan to have someone bring Daenerys back home.
You and the Dany are his family, and Aemond will stop at nothing to have you both returned into the safety of his and your quarters.
It took a few minutes to finally reach what you think to be the safe zone away from Vhagar and the storm.
You and Luke smile at each other, thinking that you two have finally escaped after Arrax attacks Vhagar's neck with fire.
But the happiness gets replaced by tragedy when the she-dragon suddenly appears out of nowhere.
"VHAGAR, NO, DON'T"
You didn't hear Aemond pleas as you watch Vhagar rip Luke and his dragon to pieces with her sharp teeth causing them to fall into the water.
Your mind is still trying to process that the boy you consider your brother and best friend just died in the worst and bloodiest way.
But when you finally realize that, you turn your teary gaze to stare at your husband, not allowing him to explain as one word escapes your lips.
"KINSLAYER"
A/n:This is the first part of this series, the second part shall be released when season two comes out, thanks for the support 💖💖💖
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mcflymemes · 1 year
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MISCELLANEOUS SENTENCE PROMPTS *  collection #4
we'll be fine.
anything interesting?
so what's the plan?
people who stay put don't have interesting stories to tell.
are there any places you'd like to visit?
i'll make us both a cup.
i think you've been reading too many comic books.
i can only tolerate so much time spent with you.
you handle my bad jokes better than anyone.
i stick out like a sore thumb.
you've got a whole band of idiots downstairs just waiting to catch you.
i've heard a lot about you.
well, this is awkward.
i don't fucking care.
you startled me.
at least this means we can help each other out.
if they catch us here, we're in trouble.
the coast is clear.
are you feeling ill? this isn't like you.
you know it's only getting worse, right?
have you heard of them?
this complicates things.
maybe something good can come of this.
can we try?
you can find a better place than that.
what's the coffee like here?
i suppose i should take it as a compliment.
are you safe? you look tired.
i don't have time to be shy about this.
i just need to get out.
i'm not mad!
you have to know someone. anyone. i need help here.
that's a lovely way to meet someone.
not to sound cheesy or anything, but that's the truth.
life is just better with them in it.
i'm here to keep you company.
i don't mind walking.
i can assure you there's nothing to be concerned about.
what have you been up to since i saw you last?
i assume someone died.
don't even think about it.
why didn't i think of that?
they're gone. you should go.
you order first. i'll pay.
i deal with this shit all the time. i'm used to it.
it's all going to be okay.
how's the head?
if you're not interested... you're not interested.
are you sure you have the right name?
i don't mean to be nosy, i'm just concerned.
i just want you to be happy.
we could do dinner.
drinks are on me after this.
you have every right to be concerned.
i'm in love with you.
we're in this 'til the end.
don't let your comfort zone restrict you from pursuing something special.
you have my word.
what do you say? truce?
i didn't know you were here.
can't say i'm aware of them.
i could try and do a bit of digging myself.
i know you'll leave soon.
i've missed you.
whatever happens, i'm in your corner.
who gave you this job?
you gave me quite a shock.
if you need backup, i make great backup.
i was born with these powers.
what the hell was all of that, anyway?
i can leave, if you want me to.
please say something.
why would i ever ask you to leave?
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huntinglove · 9 months
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I think it's really interesting how there's always something that relates to mental illness or addiction in each of the episodes for Fionna & Cake, portrayed through Simon, of course
Fionna Campbell: The feeling of bleakness that comes with routine.
This usually happens when someone begins their journey with therapy and medication, when your brain is slowly producing more energy but you don't feel happy with your current state
Simon Petrikov: The desperate urge to distance yourself from the decisions you've made during your lowest points
It can remind them of an incredibly hard time but for others it might have been the most fun they've had around a mentally ill person before, especially if their self destructive habits are "entertaining", such as substance abuse, hypersexuality or expressing one's self through art
Having others comment on how they "miss the old you" while going through therapy or rehab can be very disheartening and make it easier for someone to isolate from their loved ones
Cake The Cat: Getting exposed to a new situation while trying to settle into an accommodating routine.
It can be confusing, scary and worrisome but sometimes getting out of your comfort zone might be exactly what you need to fall in love with some aspects of your life that you've distanced yourself from
Prismo The Wishmaster: Processing trauma, specifically when it's brought up unexpectedly
Revisiting negative memories can make you feel like things are pointless and a never ending cycle of bad experiences, which in turn diminishes your will to get better and cope
It helps to have someone beside you to give you a dose of reality and to remind you that if you don't move forward you'll end up hurting the people that care about you AND yourself
Destiny: Feeling out of place when sharing experiences, even if the person you're in touch with has struggled with similar things
This happens a lot when someone relapses, because the safe space they had before, with people who've also dealt with mental illness or addiction, see it as a failure and forget that they also struggled at the start of their recovery
The Winter King: Internal reflection, looking into yourself and wondering "what if?"
The question usually comes from a place of guilt or feeling of insecurity. It usually comes to the thought of what things could have been, what you could have been, if those traumatic experiences had never happened
It's easy to shift the blame onto yourself for things that were never actually your fault, as a way to avoid the reality that abusers don't usually "get what's coming to them", which can also amplify self hatred and impulsive decisions
The Star: Coming to terms with the fact that your existence and actions have an influence on others around you, that your absence will impact their lives negatively
Mental illness makes it very easy to slip into the mindset that nothing matters and that things wouldn't be different if you weren't around, but noticing how your absence affects the people you care about can show you that your actions impact people's lives, usually for the better
Jerry: Opening up to someone who's willing to listen, sharing vulnerable parts of your life that makes someone understand you better
Talking about the happy parts of your past, before mental illness or addiction, can make you fall in love with life all over again
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jadeittic · 11 months
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LOVE.
“Sometimes, someone comes into your life, so unexpectedly, takes your heart by surprise and changes your life forever.”
Carmen “Carmy” Berzatto + Sunshine!Fem!Reader
note: this is my first work since going on a break that was too long so this work might be rough on the edges. this is my first for carmy too so ik i can do better so plssssss send in requests if you have some :)
js a small blurb:) i love love
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In the pulsating world of culinary passion, where flames dance and flavors collide, two hearts discovered a captivating harmony. Meet Carmy Berzatto, short for Carmen, an intense and driven chef, whose every fiber was consumed by the pursuit of culinary excellence. And there was YN LN a vibrant and radiant spirit, whose infectious joy lit up even the darkest corners of Carmy’s world.
With their first meeting at the supermarket, both of their shopping carts colliding as they awkwardly fumble their way through the crowded aisles. Embarrassed yet amused, they both shared a nervous laugh, their initial discomfort slowly giving their way to a shared sense of camaraderie.
Over time, “chance” encounters in the supermarket slowly became intentional. Carmy and YN found themselves gravitating towards the same shelves, engrossed in conversations about the most peculiar products and exchanging recommendations for obscure recipes.
And as they continued to explore the aisles together, they discovered shared interests and passions beyond the supermarket’s walls. They found themselves engaging in activities that pushed them out of their comfort zones. With Carmy cooking dinner, as YN watches him from the counter with heart-shaped eyes. They fit perfectly.
Carmy’s culinary career demanded his unwavering dedication, his focus on perfection pushing him to the edge of his limits. Amidst the intensity of his craft, he often found himself drowning in a sea of stress and pressure. But then YN appeared, like a gentle breeze on a scorching day, bringing with her a tranquility that soothed Carmy’s restless soul.
With her contagious laughter and warm embrace, YN became the anchor in Carmy’s stormy sea. She knew exactly when to wrap him in her arms, easing his burden and reminding him to breathe. In her presence, Carmy found comfort from the relentless demands of his career, a safe place where he could be vulnerable and find respite.
YN, the epitome of sunshine, understood the delicate art of balance. She brought lightness and playfulness into Carmy’s life, helping him rediscover the joy in simple moments. Together, they embarked on adventures that took them far from the confines of the kitchen, reveling in the beauty of nature and the pleasures of the everyday.
With YN by his side, Carmy learned that life was not just about achieving perfection, but also about savoring the sweetness of love and laughter. Through her unwavering support and unwavering belief in his talent, she became his muse, igniting his creativity and reminding him of the wonders that lie beyond the culinary realm.
In the quiet moments shared between them, Carmy found his heart opening, revealing a vulnerability he never knew existed. YN’s presence, like a balm for his weary soul, inspired him to find a healthier balance between his passion and personal life, realizing that love and happiness were as important as culinary triumphs.
Their love story unfolded like a perfectly timed symphony, with Carmy’s intensity harmonizing with YN’s warmth and love for life. In each other's arms, they discovered a sanctuary where stress melted away, replaced by a profound sense of peace and contentment.
As their love deepened, Carmy learned to appreciate the power of YN’s sunshine, not just in his life but also in the lives of those around him. Together, they created a house of joy and tranquility, a respite from the whirlwind of culinary pursuits.
In the magical dance of their love, the pair found a balance that elevated both their spirits. They became each other's pillars of strength, supporting and uplifting one another as they navigated the challenges of life's delicious journey.
In the embrace of their love, Carmy discovered that his work doesn’t need to consume his entire being, while YN reveled in the fulfillment of nurturing and uplifting the one she cherished. Together, they proved that the union of an intense chef and a sunshine girl could create a harmony that transcended the culinary world, forging a love that was as tantalizing as the most exquisite dish.
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ist4rgirlo · 10 months
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hii filo conrad girliee!! can i request a one shot where conrad asks filipina reader out and he confesses to reader during their date on the boardwalk then they kiss when he drops reader home? thank youu continue ur lovely writing <3
───────── 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞’𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 - 𝐜.𝐟
ONE SHOT !
summary: conrad asking you out and taking you home.
requested by: anonymous
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In the past, Conrad had been an introverted, reserved person, preferring solitude to the chaos of social interaction. But there was something about you that made him want to step outside his comfort zone.
Ever since he met you, he did things that he never knew that he could. He experienced new things, he experienced things from your culture, new hobbies. You made him come out of his shell, and that’s what he absolutely adores about you. You bring out the best in everyone.
It was a beautiful summer evening when Conrad popped the question. He suggested that you and he go to the boardwalk. The boardwalk was one of his favorite places in Cousins, so he decided to take you there.
You both spotted a quiet spot on a bench overlooking the ocean as the sun set, casting a warm golden glow across the horizon. The sounds of crashing waves provided a soothing background.
It was the moment he had been waiting for all evening. He has been wanting to tell you what he really feels. Taking a deep breath, Conrad turned towards you, his voice filled with vulnerability.
"Y/N, there's something I need to confess," Conrad began, his face flushed. "In the past, I've been very introverted, afraid to let people in. But you've made me realize life's too short to hide away”
Your eyes widened with curiosity, encouraging Conrad to continue.
"I've been admiring you from afar, Y/N, for far too long. You just have something about you that draws me in. You just.. you make me feel like a better person," Conrad confessed, his voice laced with sincerity.
Your cheeks flushed, and a smile tugged at the corners of your lips. You nestled closer to him, holding his hands tightly.
"Conrad, you've touched my heart in ways I never thought possible," you replied, your voice filled with warmth. "Thanks for showing me this side of you. I'm glad I got to see you like this.”
As the stars began to twinkle in the darkening sky, Conrad and you sat on the bench, sharing your dreams, fears, and hopes, feeling an extraordinary connection unfold between you two.
Hours later, with the boardwalk now empty and the night growing chilly, Conrad knowing that you had a curfew, he decided to walk you back home just to make sure that you are safe since he also promised your father that he would bring you home safely. He couldn't help but smile as you both strolled through the quiet streets, the significance of your evening not lost on either of you both.
At your doorstep, Conrad gently pulled you into his embrace, holding you close. You gazed into each other's eyes, your unspoken feelings filling the air.
"Thank you, Y/N, for giving me a chance, for letting me do it in your traditional way, for letting me court you. I’m.. really happy," Conrad whispered, his voice filled with gratitude.
Your fingers traced his cheek, a soft smile gracing your lips. "Ofcourse, Connie. I am thankful too, because you opened your heart to me.”
And as you both leaned in for your first tender kiss, you bith knew that your confession of love at the boardwalk was the beginning of a beautiful love story that would weather any storm and stand the test of time.
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TO MY FILO GIRLIES HERE U GO <3
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scorbusdefensesquad · 8 months
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Scorbus Halloween Master List 🎃
we don't have to pretend by dustyspines
"Hey, no," Albus began, tilting Scorpius' chin up so they were looking at each other again. "It's never too late to talk about her. If the feelings are still as raw as they were that day, which they clearly are, and you still both are grieving, then it isn't too late. It'll never be like that." He finished, leaning inwards towards Scorpius and, before either of them could really register what was going on, pressed their lips together. It was short, sweet and slightly too wet (in Scorpius' eyes anyway), but it happened.
"You just kissed me." Scorpius said, in a comment that was meant to remain internal, but of course it slipped out.
Halloween 2021 by torestoreamends
It’s been a year (or forty years, depending on how you look at it) since the events of Godric’s Hollow. A lot has changed in that time, almost all of it for the better, but it’s still Hallows’ Eve. It’s never been the easiest of days.
The Vigil by torestoreamends
Harry and Albus visit Godric's Hollow on Hallow's Eve, to join the vigil taking place outside the Potter's destroyed house. What Are You Putting In The Pumpkin Today? by Wyrdmazer
What will you choose this evening: head or a head? Or maybe more heads?
And, yes, it is a word-play.
Oh! You Pretty Thing by orphan_account
It’s 2021, Albus and Scorpius are in fifth year, and Headmistress McGonagall has surprised the student body by allowing some school-sanctioned mischief to go down over Halloween. It’s all fun and games until someone takes the idea of Trick Or Treat too far, resulting in both Albus and Scorpius getting the wrong end of the stick about a very important matter. Have they done the unthinkable and ruined their friendship forever, or will they come out of the other side stronger (and closer) than ever?
Featuring bats, Boggarts and more David Bowie than you’d expect from a canon-compliant one-shot!
Around the Bonfire by BookofSpells
Albus and Scorpius are invited to a spooky Halloween Bonfire in the Forbidden Forest. It's scary, but not nearly as terrifying as Albus' feelings for his best friend.
Another Deathday Disaster by Hang_In_There_Baby_Crookshanks
When Rose Weasley is invited to Nearly Headless Nick's Deathday Party, Scorpius Malfoy is desperate to secure his own invitation. As his loving boyfriend, Albus Potter needs a plan to make sure his boyfriend gets to attend. Somehow leading to him joining a club, making friends with a small Ravenclaw, and a disaster in the great hall.
But, it's Nick's deathday, when did anything ever go right?
Memories Of A Night In Time by Augurey_Ray
After two years Albus and Scorpius return to Godric's Hollow. Albus' mind wanders to the memories from his first visit.
Fight for your fairytale by emotionalsupporthufflepuff
Albus decides to push himself out of his comfort zone on Halloween.
A Confusion of Coordinated Costumes by heatherwiththeweather
Albus and Scorpius have their first date to the Hogwarts Halloween dance, which means only one thing-costumes. But of course, nothing can ever run smooth with this pair and on the day of the dance, they realise there has been a costume malfunction which does nothing to help with their increasing first date nerves. It's safe to say that dating isn't as simple as it looks.
Al O'Lantern by Ms_Peppersimp
Albus and Scorpius are carving pumpkins on Halloween and a not-so coincidence occurs when they reveal their designs.
Happy Halloween by CQueen
Five year old Scorpius Malfoy is very sad. Not only is his grandfather being very mean, but against his will Scorpius has been forced to dress up as a kitten for a Halloween party.
The icing on the gross cake of his life is that his magical kitten tail has trapped him outside, and it's up to a very brave little lion to save him.
And not only does the boy in the lion costume save him…but he has a proposal for him. Of marriage.
What?
The Board of Spirits by BookofSpells
“How does it work?” Albus asks, his curiosity piqued. He picks up a small, heart-shaped block of painted wood with a magnifying glass in the centre and taps it against the board. Nothing happens.
“It’s like a game,” Scorpius explains, sitting on the bed and gesturing for Albus to join him. “The kids put their fingers on the planchette and pretend to perform a séance. Supposedly, the spirit communicates with them by moving the planchette over the letters and numbers on the board. There is always one cheeky kid that moves it themselves, to trick the others.”
Albus has been hiding his feelings for Scorpius for as long as he can remember. It takes a bit of luck, a spirit board, and four whimsical spirits to show him what's possible.
The Witches' House by TrueMeg
“I dare you to go to the witches’ house!”
On Halloween night, ten-year-old Albus is brought along with James and his friends to go visit the house at the edge of their village, where a family of witches is said to live. But when Albus ends up stuck at the house, he sees the witches for himself. And learns they’re much more like him in more ways than one.
Untitled by xphineasx
Halloween at Hogwarts by: Sirius Owens Hogwarts has a new Halloween event, costumes. Dressed as a Zombie, Scorpius gains two weird new friends and finally gets a chance to act upon his crush.
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rootsofdread · 1 year
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I’m not sure how to start this off but do you mind writing some general fluff relationship images with as many women killers as you can? (Many some smut of you are cool with that)
-Anony🍄
sure thing! <3 i was really stoked about this request tbh, i wasn't expecting to get much for the fem killers so it was nice!! hope you don't mind i did the "weirder" ones cause they're personally some of my faves and i think they need love :-) <3
this does include the nsfw, they're the last two bullet points on every character in case anyone wants to skip reading them!
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Sally Smithson / The Nurse:
Sally is super sweet and caring with you. She has some leftover nurse tendencies and is always trying to make sure you're taken care of. She may baby you occasionally, but she tries not to if it's not something you're comfortable with. Your comfort is her top priority.
She loves being close to you and touching you; holding your hand, having an arm around your waist or shoulders. She's very physically affectionate, and it helps her be able to protect you. She feels more comfortable with you as close to her as possible. (But if you're not comfortable with this, she'll settle for having you nearby.)
She also loves just spending quiet moments with you, where the two of you aren't worrying about anything and are just enjoying each others' presence. Doing your own separate things or just sitting quietly together, she doesn't mind either way. She's just happy to be with you.
You always calm her down when she gets worked up due to a trial, and she is endlessly thankful for that. It's been so long since she's had someone who helps her so much. When she's stressed out, she just thinks of you, and those thoughts take her to a much happier place.
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Sally is very old-fashioned and vanilla. If you have any sort of kinks, chances are she won’t even have heard about it, but she’d be willing, if a little nervous (even if it’s something tame), to try it. Her main concern in the bedroom is making sure you’re pleased, and she’s willing to go way out of her comfort zone.
She’s also very susceptible to touches and dirty talk. You could turn her on just like a switch if you wanted to and have her borderline begging for it, depending on how far you want to take it. She prefers you don’t torment her…But she knows it’s all for fun.
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Lisa Sherwood / The Hag:
Lisa is extremely protective of you, and can get a little hostile towards other killers and survivors when it comes to you. She's like an angry chihuahua. She just wants to keep you safe but doesn't know any other way, she hopes it shows you how dedicated she is to you.
If the two of you have to separate for a trial or something, she'll give you a bunch of her good luck and protection charms so you can stay safe even without her. She hates leaving you, but knows her charms will do her work for her if she must.
She's very clingy and loves to cuddle, it makes her feel safe. She especially loves resting her head on your chest or your lap, but most of the time she'll just trap you by wrapping all of her gangly limbs around you. Hopefully you don't have anything to do, because you might have to drag her with you.
She loves going on long walks with you, especially at night, or during rainfall. She'll always either walk ahead of you or will hold your hand while you walk, to be on lookout for you. She loves stopping by flowers and picking them for you, or wandering off a path to see wildlife.
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Lisa is very bitey during sex. She won't hurt you badly — not on purpose, anyways — but she gets a little aggressive. She will scratch you, too. She hopes you don't mind having a few marks afterwards.
She gets very clingy afterwards, too, though. She may even get fussy if you don’t hold her in some way after. So if you have something you need to do when you’re done, it’s going to have to wait for a few minutes.
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High Priestess Adiris / The Plague:
Adiris is always there to comfort you when you're upset about anything. She always mumbles about how the Gods have a plan (even if you don't believe — it's something she always says, in the hopes it helps any little bit), will cradle you in her arms, sing to you, make you a hot drink. Anything you need to feel better, she'll fetch it or do it.
She's always taking care of you in any little way she can. She may be a little overbearing, but she means well. She's always making sure you're feeling well and have everything you need. She checks in constantly, and she hopes she doesn't frustrate you. She just gets worried, is all.
She burns calming incense for you all the time, and for herself. But mostly for you. She knows how stressful being in the realm can be and she does what she can to make it better for you.
She's very shy, and is very prone to blushing. If you say any sweet little thing to her, she'll turn completely red, and may even find something to busy herself. She's not used to such sweetness, you'll have to forgive her.
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Adiris prefers giving more than receiving, in all honesty. Performing oral, manual, being a service top. It's what she's more used to. That's not to say she won't accept you taking the lead…She just gets more flustered when it's you. She finds it difficult to keep her composure.
She's very insecure about her body, so she loves body worship. Even in just the slightest way — just a kiss, a word and she's crumbling. Melting into a puddle under your touch.
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Charlotte Deshayes / The Twins:
Charlotte sees you as more of her protector than she as yours. You're so kind to her, she knows you'll stand up for her when she can't. She may be a killer now, but she still gets picked on, she's sensitive and appreciates having someone on her side. 
You're the only person she trusts to look after Victor when she has something she needs to do. She knows Victor is a handful, but she can always trust you with him. She loves seeing you running around with him, playing and having fun.
She can be a bit childish sometimes, having a sort of wonderment about things she never got to experience as a child. Cartoons, stuffed animals, coloring and painting. She feels insecure about this — but when you let her know it's okay and it's not weird, she's more comfortable. She loves it when you join her, she loves sitting down and doing silly things like that.
She loves reading to you or having you read to her, it's one of her most favorite things. When you're reading to her, she gets all cozied up to your side with Victor, and may just fall asleep. If she's reading to you, she has the book between both of you in case she needs help with some English. She also likes letting Victor look at the illustrations, if there are any.
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Charlotte has a massive praise kink. She loves to be praised, especially by you. You can really turn her on just by telling her that she's a good girl, she's doing a good job. It makes her putty in your hands.
She absolutely loves it when you leave kisses all over her body. Her chest, back, shoulders, stomach, thighs. It makes her feel so…Fuzzy inside. She wishes you'd never, ever stop.
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Carmina Mora / The Artist:
Carmina loves having a shoulder to cry on when she needs it. She's still so grief-stricken all the time, so sad. It overwhelms her sometimes, and she needs someone to hold her and tell her everything's alright. She is endlessly thankful for you and all that you do for her. You make life more bearable for her. She's so much happier.
She loves to sketch and paint you any free moment she gets, she has so many art pieces focused on you she could probably fill a whole gallery with them. She thinks you're so amazing, so stunning, she always feels the need to capture you.
She's so happy having another person to tend to her crows with her. It was the one thing that gave her solace before she met you, and now she gets to share it with you. She puts some bird seed in your hand and promises they won't hurt you, watching with a genuine smile on her face as they land on your wrist and eat from your hand.
She's always coaxing you to be creative, no matter your medium or skill level. She loves you, and wants you to express yourself. She would never stifle you. She absolutely loves seeing what you create, she's always full of compliments for you. She proudly displays your creations next to hers.
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Carmina is very noisy in bed. A screamer. She hardly even realizes how loud she can be, she just gets lost in you, how much you're pleasing her, how right it feels. People can probably hear her all across the realm.
She can get a bit aggressive in bed. Not with the intention of hurting you, but she can just get so overwhelmed…She loses her control, thrusts herself against you like a wild animal. Clawing at you, biting you, leaving puddles of ink in your skin.
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Adriana Imai / The Skull Merchant:
Adriana is very into PDA and loves showing you off to everyone else. You're her trophy partner, and she will parade you around and make sure both you and everyone else know just how much she loves you. It's rare to earn her affection, and you're very special.
She loves to have you on her lap or just sitting with her while she plans out her next trial, or works on her drones. She just enjoys having you close. And if you want to help her, she's happy to let you; listening to your input, or guiding your hands to fasten together her drones.
She's always fussing over your appearance, making sure your hair looks nice and straightening up your clothes, brushing you off. Even if you don't find yourself particularly good-looking, she thinks you're stunning and wants to make sure the outside reflects the inside.
You're the only person she cares to listen to. She knows her ideas are great and she doesn't need input from anyone else, except you. She's always willing to listen to you about anything, everything. You're the only person with valuable input.
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Adriana is a verse, believe it or not. She prefers topping, but if her partner is strong enough to knock her down and wrench control from her, she'll accept it and she'll love every minute of it. Fighting for dominance in the bedroom is one of her favorite things.
She's into some hardcore stuff, and she's very dutiful with aftercare. If the two of you have done something harsh and straining especially, she'll pull you to her chest and ask if you need anything at all. She can't break her favorite toy, after all.
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sleepingdeath-light · 4 months
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winged s/o hcs ; golden cheese cookie
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requested by ; anonymous (04/11/23)
fandom(s) ; cookie run
fandom masterlist(s) ; hub | specific
character(s) ; golden cheese cookie
outline ; “if it’s not too much trouble, could I request golden cheese with a winged reader ?”
warning(s) ; none, just fluff!
you having wings wouldn’t impact your relationship with her too much — in that you’re still just as likely to be spoiled rotten and waited on hand and foot — but there would be a few distinct differences in how she’d approach physical affection and your dates as a couple
of course preening and mutual wing care becomes a big thing for the two of you once your relationship is official (she can’t have her beloved consort going out with their wings in such an unsightly state, after all) and it becomes something of a nightly ritual for the two of you to massage and preen and fluff each others wings until they look just right
it’s a slow process and done exclusively in private: delicately and slowly removing any damaged feathers, carefully washing each wing to make sure they’re as clean as possible and all debris and detritus is gone, smoothing out every feather until everything is in its proper place, gently pat each wing until they’re completely dry, and then turn around so that the process can be repeated on you
she buys you so many products and ornaments to help care for and decorate your wings safely — you will never be without something to make your wings look, feel, and smell nice so long as you’re with her (and she might even buy you matching decorations to go with all of your matching jewellery just to further emphasise the face that you’re in a relationship with the golden sovereign herself)
if you never learned how to fly then she’s more than happy to teach you — and despite her reputation she’s nothing short of patient and encouraging when it comes to you, which is exactly what you need when you’re trying to leap out of your comfort zone
you two go on random flights together all of the time — whether that’s just to take in the glory and beauty of the golden cheese kingdom, to visit her friends abroad, or just to clear your heads after a long day of doing your royal duties — and whilst they’re mostly very calming and filled with laughter and lightness, occasionally she’ll make it into a sort of friendly competition about who can go the fastest, who can perform the most impressive tricks in the air, etc.
really they’re just another way for her to show off to you and earn your awe and respect, but she’s more than happy to fawn over you in turn if you manage to win those friendly competitions (even if she’s a bit of a sore loser at times)
in addition to her usual collection of pet names she uses with you, she’ll also occasionally use some that allude to your wings — e.g. ‘my precious little bird’, or something more specific to your person whilst still being along those lines
if you wrap your wings around you whilst you’re hugging or sleeping in bed together then she’ll get the cutest little smile on her face as she pulls you closer and wraps her wings around you in return — of course by then you’re either already asleep or have your face buried in the crook of your neck so you’re unlikely to ever see it, but you don’t need to see her smiling to know that she is because she’s so very easy to read
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luxxuriantt · 1 year
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♥♥♥ Life with your FS ♥♥♥ Choose the pic that calls out to you the most! pics are not mine
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💜 Pile one- New York ASSMAN- ace of pentacles, two of cups, four of pentacles
Lmao the first thing i got was doing chores together and loving it. Having deep convos while you deep clean the bathroom or listening to music while cooking.
Love languages being acts of service and quality times
I see them coming from work and falling into your arms and vice versa, basically you will be each other safe space
Veryy good financial stability and planing, you'd be very responsible with your money and for some i see like planning separate founds for buying a new property/ retirement or college founds
I dont think that romance will ever die in this connection, i see it as finding times to spend time together even when life gets hectic and also going on dates/trying new things and just both of you trying to find the spark
They will be very attentive and protective over you, for some even a bit more then the average person
I see a lifestyle thats traditional, calm and slow, with a routine but somehow both of you finding pleasure in it.
I also think its gonna be a private relationship, whatever happens between you stays behind closed doors, the fights, the happy moments..
❤️️ Pile two- Lookin good, tastin great- queen of pentacles, six of sword, eight of wands
I think you will move with your FS, like living some place different from your/theirs parents country or moving places while married
I kept hearing tranquility, so i think your anxiety or fears will be soothed in this persons presence and vice versa
This is the couple that likes to explore things together and is always moving on evolving. I see you hiking together, taking random travel routes, and even doing spontaneous but mundane things like bar hopping lol and just getting out of your comfort zone
This pile is also the sexually curious and kinky. I wouldnt be surprised if someone who picks this pile is interested in an open relationship or wants to try swinging or other fetishes with their partner.
Tho i also see comforting each other, i saw back rubs and massages, so i think you both will be very caring
This whole pile feels like a breeze to me yet there is stability, like a teenage relationship that matures and becomes even more beautiful
I think either you or them might go on longer business trips or something work related, i see longing and missing
🖤 Pile three- Nachos big ass your ASS-five of wands, page of pentacles, nine of wands
This pile has a heavier energy and its not all sunshine and rainbow but i guess life is not always so bright. Take what resonates and remember all can be changed
For some this is an ex you will get back together with, for some others it can be that marriage will be rather turbulent and rocky. You might be on brakes and then get back together ( divorce is an option for some)
I also see working together and getting above things and finding happiness
There might be external factors interfering, like other people, from third party to parents and finances
I get a feeling of something hitting rock bottom and then starting over
Your relationship will stronger with time i feel too
Nonetheless your partner will try to be supportive in whatever happens
Thank you for your attention and patience <3 much love to you all!
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beom-s-author · 3 months
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txt reactions-hyung line you failed on the exam
warnings: fluff,crying,angst,comforting zone
Kang Taehyun
Your end of year exams were very difficult. You were studying day and night. But you just couldn't understand it. Lessons, notes, videos but it didn't work. You found yourself crying in ridiculous places. Taehyun was next to you and was looking at you, interested. Having him around made you feel better. You understood it at first when you put down your books and took the exam the next day and saw the questions. You stayed. Halfway through the exam, you handed in the paper and walked out. You walked home. When you walked in, Taehyun knew you were upset. You closed your hood. You sat on the couch with the ice cream container in your hand. You continued eating with a sigh. Taehyun came to you and held your hands. He pulled you towards himself and kissed your cheeks. You wrapped your weak arms around his neck and smiled. You were so happy to be with him. You placed a kiss on his cheek and leaned your head on his shoulder. Not long after, Taehyun knew that you had fallen asleep with your steady heartbeat. "Relax my life, you made your best. It is okay. You can rest now in my safe arms. Your safe place is me. Shhh...There is there is..."
Hueningkai
It was your exam week. You were too tired. Hyuka also. You all laying down in the night with snores. Your work and his work were a mess. At least, you can rest on weekeends. After along time later, You realise that you should study harder. You studied a lot with paper and not sticks are all around your room. Hyuka was shocked to see you all mad and crying in your room. He hugged you and kissed your cheeks. You wrapped your arms around his neck and sobbed. He tries to ease with you but you were too stressed. He decided to help yoi with easing your nerves. You both went out for a walk in the night. The streets were cold and alone. You bith are looking at each other and smiling. His hands are tight around yours. You were smiling widely after crying loudly. He was your safe place already. You kisses his cheeks and wrapped your arms around his body. He picked you up and gave you a piggy ride. You were laughing a lot while he was proud of himself to make you smile. You smiled again and you went to the floor to walk again on your feet. He hugged you back. "Thanks,hyuka..I guess I can't be aware of the importance of smiling..Because I can study again and pass but I can't have my best times with you again..Thanks." He smiled with your words. "If you need someone to talk I am here, If you need someone to cry on shoulder I am here and If you want someone to rely on I am always here." He pecked your lips before smiling widely.
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