#Low key he does NOT know what's going to happen the first time the school goes on break because gojo keeps making comments about how
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Can u do bakugou and shoyo x male reader? Maybe where people realize they are dating?
I wasn't sure if you wanted them separately or as a poly relationship, so I did both (poly is at the bottom) lol. Hope you enjoy!!
Warnings: Bakugou being Bakugou. (Very) brief mentions of homophobia.
𝔅𝔞𝔨𝔲𝔤𝔬𝔲 𝔎𝔞𝔱𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
When you and Bakugou first started dating, coming out to everyone was the last thing on his mind.
He's not a very public person, because to be quite frank– his love life is no one else's business.
He's the kind of person who let's his friends find out stuff about him on their own. Never ever will you catch this man directly telling anyone anything about himself because his life is no one's business and he stands by that.
It takes awhile for anyone to catch on, mainly because Bakugou isn't into PDA.
So Class 1-A practically drives themselves crazy trying to figure out if you're actually a thing.
On one hand, you both are constantly low-key flirting.
But on the other hand, Bakugou still very much calls you names such as dickhead and asswipe.
Plus no one has ever seen you two be physically affectionate so
There's no way, right??
Wrong, you two got caught kissing.
It was wrong time wrong place.
Bakugou gave you a small peck goodbye, and Mina had seen it.
And because Mina can't keep a secret to save her life, everyone found out.
Bakugou wasn't exactly thrilled, he preferred it when everyone wasn't "up his ass" about his relationship.
"Bakugou! Why didn't you tell us you were dating Y/N?!"
"BECAUSE IT'S NONE OF YOUR GOD DAMN BUSINESS, FUCKWAD. HAD IT BEEN UP TO ME, YOU STILL WOULDN'T HAVE KNOWN ABOUT IT."
Now thing is, everyone is shocked up also not shocked.
On hand, you two were always together so it just made sense
But on the other...it's Bakugou. He's the least desirable person to ever exist, why in the world would you choose him?
Eventually everyone chills out, and it's back to normal.
Nothing really changes. You and Bakugou still aren't too openly affectionate...
Untilll...
"Katsuki? Do you ever worry about how some people are going to react to us...you know, dating?"
"What do you mean?" He turns to face you. You're sprawled out on his bed spouting out depressing shit all of a sudden while he's trying to study.
"I'm glad that our friends are supportive but...not everyone is going to be as accepting as they are. Does that not worry you?"
He scoffs. You're an idiot for thinking that.
"Of course not. I don't need anyone's permission, I can date whoever the fuck I want...and so can you. I love you, and no one's going to change that."
After that, he's determined to be more openly loving towards you.
Just to prove to you that no one else's opinions matter to him.
𝔗𝔬𝔡𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔨𝔦 𝔖𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔬:
Todoroki is similar to Bakugou when it comes to his private life: it's private.
He often makes impulsive decisions without consulting the people around him, and one of those decisions happened to be dating you.
You two got together...and he just never said anything to anyone.
Not because he was scared to, he's not afraid of being judged for who he loves.
And it wasn't because he's not comfy with PDA, because he's perfectly ok with it.
That's actually how everyone found out.
He straight up walked over to you in front of everyone:
"Hey babe, happy to see you."
Kiss on the cheek.
Everyone stops breathing.
Todoroki...the guy who claimed he didn't come to school to make friends...was dating someone.
Minds were blown.
"Todoroki?? Why didn't you ever say anything???"
"I didn't need to??"
"But you do??"
"Oh well...I'm dating Y/N."
No one saw this coming.
Todoroki didn't seem like the kind of guy to date, and no one ever saw you two hanging out so???
This came out of no where.
Some of his friends didn't even know who you were because they've never heard of you.
Not because Shoto is ashamed of you or anything— he just doesn't understand why he needs to talk about his personal life.
You're the person he's dating, so from his understanding, you're the only one who needs to know that.
The guy doesn't understand why everyone feels the need to know about his love life.
When you bring up your concern about some people being not so accepting towards your relationship, Todoroki shrugs.
"Would it make you more comfortable if I were less affectionate with you in public?"
If yes, Todoroki completely respects that.
He respects it a little to hard though because he'll flat out stand on the opposite side of the room.
You love him, but sometimes he was an idiot.
If no, then Todoroki questions why anyone else's input should matter.
"They aren't dating us, so why should they care? If anyone has anything to say, I will talk to them."
He 100% means that btw
Will stand up for you if someone makes a comment about your relationship.
He loves you. End of sentence.
Bonus: Endeavor isn't too happy about the relationship because he doesn't want Todoroki getting distracted from his hero work. Todoroki responds by sending his father pictures of him and you together as a sweet little fuck you.
𝔓𝔬𝔩𝔶!𝔗𝔬𝔡𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔨𝔦 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔅𝔞𝔨𝔲𝔤𝔬𝔲:
This relationship is a dumpster fire.
Sorry, have to be blunt with you, everything is going right and wrong again the same time.
Mainly because of thing 1 and thing 2 over here.
How they go about relationships is so different yet similar and it throws them both off.
While they both agree that their private life is private— Their views on PDA collide
Now if you ask Bakugou, it's not his fault that the secret got out about you all dating.
Todoroki was challenging him.
Todoroki likes holding ur hand in public.
Bakugou would usually oppose to it, but he felt so left out.
So being as stubborn as he is, he grabs your other hand- making sure it made a loud SMACK to grab everyone's attention. (Dw, ur hand is ok)
Todoroki looks over curiously, "Bakugou, I thought you did not like public display of affection."
"Tch, no shit I don't! But like hell you're going to third wheel me!"
"Bakugou, No one is third wheeling—"
"AND GOD DAMN IT, ICY HOT, MY NAME IS KATSUKI. KATSUKI. USE IT!"
You awkwardly stand there wishing for death to take you as everyone immediately stares at your dysfunctional trio.
Bakugou and Todoroki arguing? That's normal
But both of them holding your hands??? Bakugou telling Todoroki to call him by his first name???
"You three are totally swapping spit." Mineta is the first to say something. While everyone yells at him for his bluntness, they had to admit, he said the exact thing they were all thinking.
You three would definitely get some questions from the class
They're supportive, don't get me wrong.
They've just never been exposed to a poly couple so
They're all very confused.
More so confused about how you got Todoroki and Bakugou agree to it.
After the whole ordeal is dealt with, you gave them a stern talking to about how they need to learn to get along.
"You completely outed us, Bakugou!"
"Yeah yeah, I know Y/N. I'm sorry."
You thought you were making some progress until Todoroki opened his mouth.
"All because you were jealous about me holding his hand–"
"I WASN'T JEALOUS, SHIT FOR BRAINS. MY HAND WAS COLD, SHUT UP."
Your boyfriends are disasters.
Get them some help.
#bakugou x reader#bakugou katuski x reader#katsuki x reader#katsuki x male reader#bakugou x male reader#todoroki x reader#shoto todoroki#todoroki x male reader#shoto todoroki x reader#bnha x reader#bnha x male reader#mha x male reader#mha x reader
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Peter gets bit by the spider at 13 and starts his crime fighting career. May dies at the hands of a villain and it kick-starts tiny Peter's quest for revenge. As it turns out, the villain in question is actually kind of a big deal and Peter going after him gets him on the radar of none other than the Black Widow. She takes him in and trains him mostly out of habit after training other widows in the Red Room for so long. Soon, Peter is a little badass ready to take on anything.
When Tony needs a new bodyguard, Nat presents Peter to him. Tony's just like, "He's a child. You've handed me a tiny baby child, Nat."
Peter then absolutely lays Tony out and Tony is like "How the fuck did this tiny baby child become so strong?"
Anywayssss Peter is hired as a personal bodyguard for Tony. Tony is still skeptical because Peter is a tiny baby child, but Peter is also strong and equally smart.
As it turns out, Tony and Peter have a lot in common and start getting along great. Maybe too great because Tony starts becoming wayyy too invested in Peter - and not in some fatherly or mentorly way.
Peter too takes a keen interest in Tony because he's, you know, Tony Stark. And I'd imagine he's like 19 and he's like "Mr. Stark, I'm old enough come onnnnn 🥺" and Tony is having NONE of it because Peter is young enough to be his son! He would be lying though if he said that he hadn't thought about it a LOT.
This isn't even taking into consideration what Nat would do to him if she found out. So, Tony, wanting to avoid being tortured by a redheaded Russian, just kinda brushes Peter off. But Peter went to the Black Widow school of getting what you want out of people. So, it turns out to be much harder to evade Peter's advances than Tony thought.
We all know Tony has the self restraint of a toddler, so it isn't long before he cracks and ends up getting with Peter. It becomes a regular thing, despite Tony insisting every time they fuck that "this is the last time."
It starts off as some weird fuckbuddies situation that quickly evolves into more because of course it does. Cue typical starker Tony being like "I'm too old for you" and Peter being like "That only turns me on MORE."
While all of this is happening, Nat would probably be on some long con covert mission. It'd be the only way she wouldn't know what's up with Tony and Peter. The millisecond she returns she realizes what's up and is FUMING. She's like "Stark, I thought you changed your manwhore ways but I guess not."
Tony 'I'm the problem' Stark immediately is all like, "Yep, you're right. I'm still the same old slutty Stark." Even though he really does love Peter. Bro does NOT know how to express his feelings 🙏🔥
Peter is low-key kinda heartbroken cause at first it was just fucking around but then they grew to understand each other deeply and they related a lot to one another. The point is Peter is now blasting like Lana Del Rey and Mitski and Natasha can't get a break with these two.
They end up clearing it all up and fall in love and get married the end cause we love happy endings in this house ‼️
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Stan Marsh Headcanons!
[sfw+nsfw] {fem reader}
he loves to watch you not in a weird way but will admire you as you do tasks
loves to drive around with you and listen to music
you guys smoke once and awhile
helped him get sober from alcohol
it was hard for him to get used to you and Eric being good friends
he hated Eric even more for a couple months
he loves too see you in your cheerleading uniform he thinks your so cute in it
Wendy was a bit jealous at first when you guys got together but eventually let it go
he loves when you wear skin tight clothes he loves your figure
always draws on your hand when he is bored
shows you new music all the time
at Kyle’s basketball games you guys are always the loudest in the student section
works out with you
loves when you play with his hair and style it
always walks around with his arm over your shoulder
prefers texting over calling because he can say whatever he wants without being too embarrassed
His parents love you!
Shelly was surprised that he bagged you but she thinks your cool asf and you guys hang out whenever Stan can’t
Randy always tries to hang out with you guys
Sharon literally adores you, she is so happy your in Stans life
family dinners on Friday every week
Randy always talks about the weed farm to you because your only the person that kinda listens to him
his love language is quality time
it took him a while to open up to you but when he did he couldn’t be more in love
has bad abandonment issues
is scared of love after what happened with Wendy
PDA is ok only a peck on the lips and a hug
loves when you play with his hair
not really a jealous person unless they are intentionally hitting on you
he really likes to spoon, usually he is big spoon
loves how you laugh it’s music to his ears
likes to be read too
finds it so cute when you wear his beanie
he really likes to brush your hair, he doesn’t really know why but he finds it so relaxing
always gets nervous when you come to his football games, he wants to impress you
his football pads always smell bad and he intentionally leaves them in your car too tick you off🙃
grazes his finger over your lips before you guys kiss
holds you by the waist while walking
during the summer you and Stan have dates at Starks pond and swim
you gave him a stick and poke, it was a smiley face
makes you watch his shows
he only listens to your constructive criticism
loves when toy make him friendship bracelets will wear them all the time
always drinks out of your water bottle at school
takes you too school and drops you off at your house after
looks into your eyes
tries his best to complement you everyday
copies your homework
has a drawer full of your clothes
you guys have a stuffed animal baby
Eric tried to kill your baby
“ERIC I SWEAR TO GOD GIVE HIM BACK!”
“SCREW YOU”
likes country music but just a bit
always holds your hand, usually holds your hand under the desks at school
NSFW!!
adores lingerie on you, loves how perfect your body is
he slowly takes it off to tease you
loves giving you hickies, usually he does on your boobs and thighs
music in the background always
mostly dominant, he loves when you take over and ride him
7 inches
he has a beautiful body, he has a 6 pack but it’s not that prominent
has a sleeper build low key
daddy long legs literally
he also asked Kenny for advice
his fingers are really long so yk what’s up
his hair always falls into his face during s*x
edges you until your brain is mush
low key a head pusher
one of his kinks is womb flooding but he doesn’t want to get you pregnant yet
gags and blindfolds are one of his favorites
loves it when you sit on his face
total ass guy will never stop touching it
loves when you beg too cum
doggy style is his favorite position because he can see your ass recoil when he slams into you
holds your hands behind your back
if your in missionary he will take your legs over his shoulders so he can go deeper
he will mostly make eye contact with you or he will be looking at his dick going in and out of you
he doesn’t moan that loud but he does grunt a lot
16 minutes usually
he mostly likes just one round or if you go for round 2 it would have to be spaced out, he gets tired quick
kisses you everywhere
if you didn’t cum the when you guys had sex he will go down on you
loves to use a vibrator on you
slaps your ass so hard it leaves bruises
doesn’t really have much girth but his length makes up for it
“your such a good slut for me”
“only i can fuck you like this, no one else. your all mine”
“so wet for me already, little slut”
“such a pretty slut, just for me”
i think you get it that he likes to degrade you a little
mirror sex is also one of his favorites, he loves too see your face when you cum all over his cock
aftercare was hard to understand at fist but he picked it up quick
kisses your face so much
he offers to take a bath with you after so your all clean
washes your body
dresses you after if you want your clothes back on
gets you a glass of water always and a granola bar
plays with your hair until you fall asleep he wants you too rest
“i love you so much baby nothing will change that”
#south park headcanons#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#eric cartman#kenny mccormick#stan marsh x reader#shelly marsh#randy marsh#south park
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Cartman x reader relationship hcs
Ngl this is like, a smidge based off my highschool shit
Btw this is aged up Cartman
HAS NSFW CONTENT
SFW
• You took Principles of human services in high school and now you’re just obsessed with sewing. Apparently you’re a natural? Cartman’s low key obsessed with it tho
• You’re wifey material according to him and his friends. You have no idea what that means but you’re happy about it tbh
• You’ve just become the mom friend who occasionally hangs out with Eric’s friends, you have this bag you carry around that has everything
• It has water, bandaids, snacks (ofc snacks for Cartman <3), chargers, pimple patches (lord knows Kenny needs it he probably has greasy hair that messes with his face), and all sorts of shit like that
• Although Cartmans friends make fun of how he acts around you/with you but they really like you and are super thankful you calm down Eric when he starts scheming and stuff
• You go along with most of his plans because you think it’s hilarious but sometimes you gotta be the person who has to calm him down
• Like when he killed Scott Tenorman’s parents and fed him his parents in chili over 16$. You’re the one who keeps his anger in check tbh
• HE REALLY LISTENS TO YOU THO- sometimes it doesn’t seem like it but he genuinely does
• Banter is definitely something that happens a lot in your relationship, he tries to not get too serious because he doesn’t wanna hurt you and he doesn’t want you to leave him. But sometimes he says insensitive things and you gotta correct him
• Loves when you call him all sorts of nicknames tho. He just internally melts when you call him those adorable nicknames
• He really likes to be called things like darling and sweetheart in private, loves the lovey dovey nicknames in private because he gets too embarrassed and feels like a pussy in public. Doesn’t really mind hun, babe, baby (that kinda stuff ya know) in public. Just as long as the guys can’t really make of it too much
• I swear to god you called him “snookums” one time and he deadass stared at you like “what the fuck did you call me 💀”
• He calls you a bunch of nicknames- like cookie, honey, my good luck charm (mainly for wrestler Cartman), definitely called you wifey once or twice as a joke, has called you Whore or his Whore multiple times and you can’t tell if it’s a joke anymore or not
• Mans cannot keep his hands to himself, he likes having his arms around your waist or holding your hand.
NSFW
• This isn’t really NSFW but kisses with him are somehow addicting???? He makes you wear flavored lip gloss and chapstick and stuff, not that you mind- you like the taste too. Y’all kiss a lot tho because like how he can’t keep his hands to himself, he can’t keep his lips to himself either 💀
• I can see him as a hard dom or a really cute sub <333 he’s probably a switch with a dom lean in all honesty
• Tbh he probably prefers receiving oral rather than giving, he’s a bit of a selfish lover. But he definitely likes giving too- if it makes you happy he’s willing to do it all the time if you ask, but I can also see him giving you oral because he enjoys it and he would do it for his own pleasure if he feels like it
• I dunno I see him as a rough guy, you’d probably be a bit sore after fucking, ya know?
• Definitely seems like a guy who at first was like “I don’t need any toys, I can please my girl perfectly fine right now”
• At some point he learned that was just fucking stupid and started using toys. It ✨awakened✨ something in him
• Now sometimes he likes torturing you with a couple vibrators and watching you squirm <3333
• He’s an entire brat, and to be a good brat tamer you gotta think like a brat. You see where I’m getting at????? He could definitely be a brat tamer, just make sure you don’t fuck with him too much
• (edit) HE’S NOT VANILLA ABORT MISSION HE IS NOT VANILLA I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING GOOD LORD
• Hear me out, he jerks off a lot- like A L O T
• His sex drive is just… Christ man
• He’s an angry guy, he probably jerks off a lot to relieve stress???? If you’re ok with it he might let out all his anger with some extra rough ✨fun time✨ but it’s only if you’re good with it
• He probably really likes quickies in a semi public place because he thinks it’s super hot and the thrill of almost getting caught just turns him on, ya know???
• In general, he’s kinda loud. There’s a lot of whimpers and whines when he’s on bottom and his cute face BAJSBSISBSJSBSJSBSHHS
• Otherwise, there’s quite a few grunts and moans and a bit of dirty talk sprinkled in there. Like “Who’s this pussy belong to?? Mhmm, it’s mine <333” I dunno something like that
I SLOWLY STARTED GIVING UP 💀
SBSJSBSKSBWJ
THERES PROBABLY A LOT OF TYPOS PLEASE IGNORE THEM I WRITE ON MY PHONE
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Masterlist.
Key: ❀ - Fluff ✰ - Smut ☾ - Angst
❀ - Our Lips Are Sealed. Eddie comes into the music store you work at to purchase the new Metallica record, but he’s a few dollars short so you let him off the hook.
❀ - Hideout Hangout. Tuesday Night, Eight O'clock rolls around, and you’re on your way to see Corroded Coffin in concert at The Hideout. You promised Eddie you’d be there, was it worth the trip downtown? Spoiler Alert: It was.
❀ - Welcome to Hellfire, Kid. You’re the new kid in school and have no one to hangout with during lunch hour, Eddie comes and seemingly saves the day with his group of doe eyed misfits!
❀ - Fairies Wear Boots. Eddie has major heart eyes over the new kid in school and he can’t help but feel like a hopeless little puppy at the mere sight of you. As one of the few people in Hawkins that dressed how he did, you had his heart at first sight.
❀ - I Wanna Dance With Somebody. It's getting late but you and Eddie are hanging out and listening to music from the hood of his van, one particular playlist comes on and it opens up the door to a whole new side of your story.
❀ - Two Worlds Collide. You and Eddie strike up an unlikely friendship, built on the foundations a little white lie, are things going to unveil and fall apart, or will he overlook the slight dishonesty in favour of something more?
❀ - Painting Flowers. Hellfire have been invading your art space for a year now, causing you to behind on major deadlines. Will you hiding their most prized possession get them to behave? (Platonic Pairing)
❀ - Skyway Avenue. Eddie has totally fallen for the new metalhead in school and is taking every opportunity to hangout with you and get to know you. He takes you on a guided tour of Hawkins to show you around your new home.
❀ - My Boy. Eddie is desperate for you to attend his band practise, but unfortunately you have a shift at your job, he begs repeatedly but you have to decline. A few pouts and a lot of sweet treats later, will you be able to make it up to him?
❀ - Waiting for The Snake. Eddie has a crush on the girl who works in the pet store, you, so he visits daily just to admire you and try and work up the courage to strike up a conversation with you. You’ve noticed him around and take the chance to surprise him, and well? He’s definitely surprised!
❀ - Everything I Ask For. It's your time of the month and you are in agony, so your boyfriend Eddie does his best to comfort you and take the pain away. Fluff ensues.
❀ - We Get High. Eddie has smoked as long as you knew him, but you had never given it a shot, the curiosity gets the better of you and you ask to try a hit of his blunt.
❀ - What Took You So Long? Eddie is once again falling behind on his classes, his friend and your younger brother Dustin offers to tutor him to get his grades up. Only problem is, you are back in town and Eddie has had a massive crush on you for years, so it's hard to focus when you're around him...
❀ - Stuck With You. You and Eddie decide that you want to get matching tattoos, but as you are both low on cash you opt for doing stick and pokes in his trailer instead.
❀ - Hold Onto Me. You are having a tough day and struggling with being overstimulated during lunch hour, your boyfriend Eddie can sense that you are at your limit and takes you away from the situation to allow you to decompress.
❀ - Happy Halloween, Nerds! Eddie loves Halloween, yet his boyfriend Steve isn't a fan in the slightest, but with a lot of convincing? Eddie manages to bribe Steve to dress up and go trick or treating with their daughter, Rose. Spooky/fluffy things ensue.
❀/✰ - All Within My Hands. You get chronic migraines, they’ve happened for years and it’s only getting worse. Nothing makes you feel any better, so Eddie offers himself up as a form of distraction from the pain… Finger fucking!
❀/☾ - Please Don't Judas Me. Chrissy wants what she can’t have, Eddie. Your best friend and long-term boyfriend. Things are growing tense in the group as you are slowly being replaced by his new best friend. Only problem? He’s clueless.
❀/☾ - Today Your Love, Tomorrow The World. Your mental health has been getting bad again, worse than usual at least, and Eddie comes home at the end of the day to try and take some of the weight off of your shoulders.
☾ - Come Hell or High Water. You and Eddie come up with “Dare Cards” that can be redeemed at any point before graduation, but you only get three each. What will each of those cards be used for? Find out…
☾ - Beautiful Remains. Six months pass since the doomsday with Vecna, your boyfriend Eddie has become more recluse and you feel that you are losing him. What will it take to get him to trust you? To believe you still love him, scars and all.
☾ - You Will Be Found. You're new to Hawkins High and you're getting bullied by Jason and his band of assholes, Eddie finds you locked up in a storage closet and decides to scoop you under his metaphorical wings and keep you safe.
☾ - The Strays. You and Eddie had been on good terms, you were one of the few students in Hawkins High that respected him and befriended him, one day Jason says something a little too far, and you have to intervene. (Platonic Pairing)
☾ - Free Now. Your ex boyfriend Billy has been harassing you ever since the breakup and he just won’t take “no” for an answer. You have spent every day since then alone and sad, Eddie intervenes in your time of need and it caused a lot of unwanted attention.
☾ - The Weigh Down. You are working on overdrive at all times, pushing yourself beyond your limits as keeping busy was the only way you could keep those negative thoughts at bay. It all comes crashing down around you when another panic attack hits, your boyfriend Eddie tries to sail you through the storm.
✰ - Knock Knock. Eddie wants to try something new in bed, he wants you to try anal. You two were open to experimenting, but… Under one condition. You only agree to let him do that if he lets you peg him to make it even. Surprisingly? He agrees! 18+ ONLY!
✰ - Finish What Ya Started. You let Eddie try anal as that's something he's been fantasising about, but to make it even you declare you get to peg him. The weekend rolls around, Wayne is outta town and you two make use of the empty trailer by pegging Eddie. 18+ ONLY!
Eddie Munson x Reader WIP List! :)
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Hi how are you fine I hope,...umm do you have a list of Manga or Anime that I could read or watch? If you have a list to start off with on your blog I would greatly appreciate. I used to read manga all the time but life happened so if you don't mind thank you...Happy Holidays.
I'm still new and haven't seen so much! Here is what I'll do, I'll give you a list of what I've seen and what I thought about it though!! It'll go like this:
Media Title (version I've seen it in, anime or manga, etc): my thoughts
and then you can take them as recs or not lol
Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood (anime): SO GOOD. It was the second anime I watched ever and it's what really got me hooked. Lol it's just pure good solid story telling and is just truly amazing in every way. I love it so much
Ouran High School Host Club (anime): it was fine. Lol good moments, funny moments, cute moments. Lots of weird ass tropes that I didn't love lol. Good palate cleanser but not my favorite and not one I continued to really spend time thinking about after
Demon Slayer (anime & manga): a new obsession after I watched it. I had to then go read it because I was obsessed with the story and couldn't wait. The most beautiful animation too. Tragic and hopeful and amazing. Made me cry a few times and does flashback so well lol
Yuri on Ice (anime): so good. So cute. So gay. I have posts on this anime on here from when I was watching it. Lmao I'll just link that here. I'm still obsessed.
Spy x Family (anime & manga): I actually read the manga first and then found the anime and it's just so wholesomely wonderful in every aspect. I love the story so much. I love the romance. The slowburn is so slow is painfully good. I ship it SO HARD. The domestic family life of a Spy, assassin and telepath is everything I didn't know I needed
Buddy Daddys (anime): 2 dude (they make a good ship too honestly lol) assassins accidental baby acquisition. It's as funny as it sounds with some surprisingly dark and sad and emotional backstories and moments. Just a really great time. Short and quick watch too. Link to my rec post too
The Yakuzas Guide to Babysitting (anime): it was okay. Lol cute and fun but nothing that stuck with me. Found this one off my Spy Family and Buddy Daddy's high while looking for something similar lol
The Ice Guy and his Cool Female Colleague (anime): cute and fun but man some of the episodes dragged and were a little slow. The romance was just okay too but had some really adorable moments
Sasaki to Miyano (anime): SO CUTE. God the whole premise is the BL romance and the slow burn is soooo slow but istg. The tropes are so good too. The importance to consent is beautiful. Literal BL tropes all over the place as the MCs is a BL fan and introduced his LI to BL lol my rec post here. And my post over a clip of the new movie too.
A Silent Voice (anime movie): excellent movie. Sad as fuck. I cried so much. Lol all the trigger warnings though. Please read the trigger warnings
Your Name (anime movie): excellent movie. I still think about it all the time. I just read a book that pulled inspo from this movie. I had tears STREAMING DOWN MY FACE at the end.
Sk8 the Infinity (anime): so good. So wholesome. So gay (it's canon gay, fight with the wall, I don't care lol) just a little show about skateboarding. Who knew it would be SO GOOD. My rec post. My matchablossom brain rot post
Naurto, Naruto Shippuden (anime): OBSESSED. I watched this show with my partner as part of his "I'm introducing you to anime" series he has for me. Lol and clearly he was going to introduce me to the classics. Yes One Piece and Bleach are on his lists for us to watch together too.
Haikyuu!! (anime & manga): Look, with this being the 3rd sports anime I watched, I'm convinced all sports animes create so many ships low-key on purpose. Lmfao in all honesty though, it's so good. Never in my life would I have imagined getting so invested into volleyball. But here I am.
Jujutsu Kaisen (anime and I'm starting the manga now too): IM SO OBSESSED ITS NO LONGER FUNNY AND THIS SHOW IS SO MEAN LATELY. I had to go buy the manga because I CANNOT HANDLE WAITING FOR NEW EPISODES OH MY GOD. WISH ME LUCK READING I GUESS My post
Bungo Stray Dogs (anime): I started this show for Dazai. Found him on TikTok. Stayed for the weird ass powers and the absolute utter nonsense that is this whole world. Nothing makes sense and we are all just here for the vibes. Yes I fucking love it, thanks lmfao My post
Link Click (donghua): started this on a whim because I got a random rec video on my algorithm and found it on Crunchyroll and I was told it was gay. There is so little gayness in the grand scheme of this show I felt so unprepared for what it was. Lmao I have never in my life had a show hit me so hard in my emotions off the bat EVERY SINGLE TIME. BUT ITS SO GOOD?? I told my husband I start each episode going "so how are you making me cry this time link clink??" The twists twist so hard it hurts, but in a way I love. I need the next season like now. my God.
Blue Eye Samurai (anime sort of): my NEWEST obsession. I NEED SEASON 2 PLEASE. I said sort of about anime because it is animated and it's set in Japan, but it's not from Japan so it's not really an anime.... Lol but it's on Netflix. It's not for children. And it's so good. Go watch it. Only 8 episodes. The story is immaculate. My post
Inuyasha (manga): read the manga and thoroughly enjoyed myself as a super fast and fun read!! Really just there a good time lmao
Yona of the Dawn (manga): SO CUTE and yet intense too. My sister put me on this one as one of the first manga series I started reading and I just ate it all up. If we ignore some of the weirder tropes it throws at you in the beginning, it's just fabulous lol I love it
Mo Dao Zu Shi (donghua): read the books, watched the donghua, watched the live action too lol. The brain rot is SO REAL. Like these characters live rent free forever. Thanks. You can find tons of posts for MDZS and TGCF(heaven Official's blessing) in my master list on my other blog @moonofthesurvivor
Heaven Official's Blessing (donghua): SAME AS MDZS THATS ALL LMAO
No. 6 (anime): loved it, sci-fi dystopian madness and so gay. My rec post here
Given (anime): so gay.... So sad.... So healing... That kiss though! That backstory! The songs are actually so good! I love that it's just a band full of gay people. My post here too
Magical Revolution of the Reincarnated Princess (anime): politics meets isekai (done well) meets lesbian romance, meets magical epic battles and showdowns, meets badass ladies saving the world. Literally everything you could want
Hunter x Hunter (anime): I am watching this one now and have been for a little bit. This is the current one I'm watching with my partner in his list of animes he wants to introduce me too. I'm having SO MUCH FUN with this one but I also am hurting a little. Lol yes he warned me about the ants. Yes I'm not having fun with this arc. Thanks for asking. I can report back when we finish 😂
And for those who will want to know yes, I've got lots on my list to still watch and work through. Lol I'm always open to taking more suggestions though too!!
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Okay, but as any long-time reader of this blog knows, I’m a huge fan of polyships! I chose my favourite polyship for Welcome to Demon School, Iruma-kun, which is Balam/Reader/Kalego, and hope you all enjoy the headcanons, based off this prompt!
Who’s the cuddler?
Okay, but it’s obviously Balam. Kalego is not a physically demonstrative man, not even in private. That’s not to say he’ll never show you any physical affection, just that it’s not a common thing for him. Balam, on the other hand, is very physically affectionate and craves physical closeness with people. In any relationship, he’s going to up that ante even more and physical affection, both in public and in private, will be a huge thing for him.
Who makes the bed?
I feel like Kalego does. He likes it if either you or Balam offer to help it, because it goes quicker but he’s definitely the one whose first thought after getting up is to make the bed. He not only appreciates but almost needs a clean, neat space to live in.
Who wakes up first?
Both Kalego and Balam are early risers. It will switch every now and then as to which one of them wakes up first but it’s almost guaranteed that unless you’re an extremely early riser, both men are typically awake before you.
Who has the weird taste in music?
It’s gotta be you. Balam does appreciate music but honestly doesn’t listen to a lot of it. Kalego’s tastes in music are very limited, and he prefers classical or instrumental pieces.
Who is more protective?
While both of them will be protective of their loved ones, Shichirou tends to be more aggressive and open in his protectiveness, with lectures if you put yourself in danger and downright bloodlust towards anyone aiming to hurt you. Kalego is more low-key in his protectiveness and does his best to trust that you can handle yourself, almost letting you test how much you can handle in terms of danger, but he’s actually probably the more protective of the two of them. It’s just that he’s quieter about it.
Who sings in the shower?
It’s Balam and boy, is he horrible at it. Does he love doing it? Yep. Does he kind of sound like a strangled duck while doing it? Also yep.
Who cries during movies?
It depends on what happened in the movie. While he rarely outright cries, Balam’s eyes will definitely mist up if an animal dies or is abused on screen. It makes him sad and just a little angry. For anything else or for outright crying, it would have to be you, if you do. Kalego rarely watches any movies and even during the most heart wrenching of moments in the ones he will watch, he can remain stoic and stone-faced.
Who spends the most while out shopping?
It depends on if Kalego is with them. He’s not miserly but he is very good at budgeting and setting limits on what’s spent while out on a shopping trip and he’ll keep both you and Balam to those limits as well. This especially applies if all three of you are living together because Kalego will kind of naturally become the one in charge of keeping track of all the financials for the household and will know exactly what can be spent without hurting the household financially.
Who kisses more roughly?
It’s Balam, but he genuinely doesn’t mean to. He wants to be soft and gentle, and he tries really hard to be. It’s just that kissing is a bit rough with his facial deformity to begin with and, even when he is careful about his extreme strength, he can tend to forget himself in the happiness of that physical affection.
Who is more dominant?
It’s Kalego, bar none. While Balam can be dominant at times, especially if he knows his partner is into that, he does hold back a lot because of his strength and is just as happy to let you take the reins. Kalego, however, is a bit of a control freak in his daily life and that tends to extend to his relationships a bit too, sometimes to the detriment of the relationship.
My rating of the ship from 1-10?
10 out of 10, would recommend. I love both of these men so much and would happily become a bigamist to have a happy, odd little marriage with these two!
#welcome to demon school iruma kun#mairimashita! iruma kun#headcanons#polyship#kalego naberius#shichirou balam
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bakusquad when you have a concussion
a/n: i got hit in the head and now have a concussion and fucked up a nerve in my eye so,,,, here we are😀
tw// none I think?? besides mild language!
BAKUGO —
“idiot, what do you mean you have a fucking concussion!? what the hell did you do!” we all know this man has no chill and that does not stop upon you getting hurt. is very worried about what happened, but struggles to express it in a way that won’t mess your head up more. he tries though! he’ll make your favorite food and get all your meds, but is low key overbearing about it. you can’t really sleep it off since he’s constantly coming to check on you. if you tell him to back off, he will, but he’ll text you from the other room to let him know if you need anything “just in case!”
KIRISHIMA —
has no idea what that means or what to do. he knows that you have to go to the hospital for head injuries because of first aid training but after that?? useless, he’ll look it up though and ask exactly what you need him to do. if you want him to stick around while you’re resting, he definitely will. king of back rubs and head massages, has you so relaxed that sleeping is a piece of cake. he kinda treats it as if you’re sick: bringing you snacks, giving you meds, which is all good until you go a bit stir crazy in which he’ll go walk with you around campus.
SERO —
“oh shit, really?” this man swings from buildings with tape on his elbows, he’s had his fair share of head injuries. does what his mom used to do for him, helps you to take a shower, lets you go nap and makes some food in the meantime, gets a note to excuse him from school the day after it happens so he can stay with you and makes sure to wake you up every few hours and take care of yourself. is very sweet and understanding about it, and doesn’t push you to get better before you are. will let you nap in his bed and curl up to his side, he’ll stay as long as he can, watching TV silently and pressing kisses to your hair softly.
KAMINARI —
straight up freezes when you tell him. both wants to comfort you and doesn’t think he’ll do a good job. he’ll help you as much as he can when it comes to getting you what you need, even goes as far as asking bakugo to make an extra serving of his food so you’ll have a nice home cooked meal, but refuses to let himself be in the room while your sleeping. he knows he’s fidgety and that’s the last thing you need right now so he’ll go chill in someone else’s room or downstairs, but if you’re awake, he’ll offer to stay with you but only if you promise to tell him if he’s bugging you. really worried about being a nuisance, but he’s a huge help the entire time.
MINA —
doesn’t know exactly how she can help you but makes sure she gets everything you need for when you’re better. it’s low key the most she’s paid attention in class all year. lecture notes? done. homework? collected. any sort of cheat sheet or study guide? not only did she get them, she filled them out for you and got them double checked just to make sure you’re in good hands. while you’re still sick though, she basically makes you a period kit without the sanitary items: meds, chocolate, heating pad, one of her hoodies, snacks, it’s all there for when you need it. offers to lie with you when you’re trying to nap and let’s you steal all her covers.
(BONUS)
SHINSOU —
the second you tell him you have a concussion, he is on it. will take you up to his dorm and turn off the lights, get you meds, and ask if you want him to stay or leave. he’s had his own fair share of head aches and head injuries so he wants to make you as comfortable as possible. if you ask him to leave, he’ll kiss your forehead gently and then go downstairs until either you wake up, you need to take more meds, or it’s been too long. if you ask him to stay, he’ll hold you close, play with your hair if it helps, and chill until it’s dinner or he has to get up.
JIROU —
poor babe is SO worried that she’s gonna make it worse. gets you any meds you need and tea to go with it even though she’s not the best at making it. low key is scared to touch you in case she’ll make it worse?? but also if you ask for a hug or to go lie down, is 100% down for it. huge sigh of relief when you tell her you’re feeling better and will like,,, flop on top of you for at least an hour as she lets go of all her stress.
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#bnha x reader#mha x reader#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bakugou katsuki#kirishima ejirou#sero hanta#denki kaminari#mina ashido#jirou kyouka#shinsou hitoshi#bakusquad#class 1a
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Sunshine on a Cloudy Day - Tommy Miller x Reader
Summary: You’re the Millers neighbours who has become practically family within two years except Joel has kept your from Tommy in fear of him breaking your heart... What happens when Joel one day tells you Tommy really cares about you and he has no problems of you pursuing Tommy...
Words: 4.1k
Warnings: pining; smut (p in v) and lots of fluff
Notes: This is my first try at no outbreak au
Y/N’s POV
Being best friends with your hot neighbours had its perks as well as its downsides. I had a spare key which the outwardly grumpy Joel Miller had cut for me a year into our friendship, ignoring the way Sarah looked between the two of us with a knowing look. Except she really didn’t know. Sure, Joel Henry Miller is fucking hot with his curly brown hair; deep caramel brown eyes and the messy scruff of a beard but he’s not the Miller I found myself falling for. Joel saw it first, of course, and told me that his little brother - Tommy - is too much of a playboy for me and that he’d break my heart but that didn’t stop me thinking of him at night or giggling myself silly when he was around.
Today was no different, my house was boring and empty so I grabbed my phone and the keys before heading across the street to the Miller’s house. It’s quiet stepping inside as Sarah’s at school and I’m guessing Joel and Tommy have a job today so I busy myself with cleaning up their mess. I’m off work until Monday, with nothing to do except twiddle my thumbs for the next two days so cleaning their house and cooking a hot meal for them is a great distraction and it’ll take my mind off my sister’s phone call. They’re not messy people, it’s just Joel struggles with getting up early but, he does it anyway to take his sweet daughter to school everyday before he and Tommy then drive on to wherever they’re working. If I’m at the coffee shop they’ll stop by for their usual coffees and tell me about their mornings if there’s no queue behind them. It’s nice. I love the routine we have. It could be seen as a little chaotic and weird to anyone else but it works for the four of us and I don’t want to lose it for anything.
Joel’s room is the messiest of course, the duvet half off the bed and clothes on the floor as if he overslept today which being Joel… yeah probably. I sniff every shirt on the floor, organising them into clean and dirty piles before folding the clean ones and putting them back into the drawers and stripping the bed because he probably hasn’t had time to wash his duvet in a while. The dirty pile is thrown at the top of the stairs as I go do the same in Sarah’s room, her bed being made and it’s clean enough to leave alone so I just grab her hamper of dirty clothes, adding them to the pile. The guest room hasn’t been touched since I last slept in there so all that’s left is Tommy’s room.
I knock first as he might be in there, you can never tell with Tommy, but there’s no reply so I cautiously open the door. It’s empty, he’s at work with Joel it seems and it gives me time to be able to clean his room, doing the same as I did with Joel’s but the smell of his shirts has me a little weak at the knees. I don’t know why but there’s just something about the way Tommy smells so much like vanilla; woodsmoke and fresh coffee that has me intoxicated. It takes me a minute to shake the thoughts of what he’d be like in bed, lips soft and persistent and the low husk to his voice. I have to quickly grab his dirty clothes and the stripped duvet cover, leaving the room before I do something stupid.
The pile of all their dirty laundry is a struggle to get into the washing machine but I refuse to do two loads so I make it fit, putting the detergent in and turning it on before focusing on getting the kitchen tidy so I can get food prepared. They have a dishwasher that makes things a lot easier so I load it with the dirty plates and cups that are piled on the side before wiping down every surface and checking for any glasses or plates elsewhere like the living room before putting it on. Then, knowing how busy the three of them have been I check their fridge and yeah I was right: there’s left over pizza and like three day old takeaway chicken wings along with condiments and milk that is on its last day. Their cupboards are in similar condition: a lonely bag of pasta and some cereal as well as a few sandwich fillers like Nutella. It’s only three in the afternoon so I have at least two more hours before Joel and Tommy get back so a quick trip to the supermarket is definitely an option but then again so is ordering the shopping as I’m not going to be able to carry four peoples worth of food back from the shops and I don’t have a car.
It doesn’t take long for the shopping to be ordered and delivered, our nosey neighbour bidding me good afternoon when I open the door to grab the bags from the delivery driver. I thank the driver then smile at William, sending him a wave before moving all the bags to the table so I can unpack them and put everything away. It should feel wrong, being in Joel’s house without him here and buying him shopping, putting it all away to then get started on dinner. Others would say they should pay me to be a stay at home mum but I’m not, I’m… I’m not sure what I am to them, maybe platonic soulmate? I don’t have to say anything for Joel to ever understand me and vice versa, that’s what platonic soulmates are, aren’t they? I don’t care what others think anyway, I’m happy in my own little bubble, it’s why I moved to Austin in the first place. I had to get away from everyone and everything I knew after the death of my brother, I couldn’t deal with the sympathetic looks and whispers.
The front door opens and familiar voices fill the house as I’m plating up the one pot creamy chicken pasta I settled on making. The three of them file in, eyes widening and mouths watering at the steaming food set at the table, throwing their thanks at me before they’re practically racing to their seats and digging in. I make sure the hob is off and that the seconds are covered before joining them, taking my seat next to Tommy with Joel opposite me and it’s perfect. Joel and Tommy begin to talk about their days, one of their workmen not having turned up and made everything stressful and they’ll have to work late tomorrow which means I’ll be spending the day with Sarah tomorrow. Sarah then tells her dad and Uncle Tommy about her day, how a fight broke out and her best friend - Theo - told her the kids were expelled. They’ve both had eventful days so I’m just glad I could help take some of the pressure off of them.
Joel’s doing amazingly as a single father, giving the fact Sarah’s mother just up and left him with Sarah one day. The brothers were forced to work things out, Tommy stepping up to be there for his older brother and little niece, and they’ve both done so fucking well for it. Sarah’s growing up to be a beautiful and fun, well mannered girl who is both equal parts strong and compassionate. It sometimes makes me jealous, seeing how well put together and close knit they are, longing for the same things but everything changed for me after losing my twin brother two years ago. My sister has reached out to me a few times but other than that not much has happened communication wise. Seeing the Millers makes me want to reach out to my parents but I know they would just reprimand me for leaving and if they found out where I lived they’d come all the way here and try and drag me back to California against my will. They had called me rude and disrespectful for not attending Scott’s funeral despite seeing the way I couldn’t leave the house that day without throwing up from the stress and realisation that my partner in crime was gone. I had packed up my things and hired a removal company to pick me up and drive me across the country to get as far away from it all as I could.
A hand settles on my thigh and I’m whipping my head up to see Tommy and Joel watching me, concern in their eyes and Sarah’s no where to be seen. Her plates empty and there’s movement upstairs which means she’s probably gone to do her homework. The hand tightens on my thigh, “You okay baby girl?” I can’t stop the shiver that runs down my back and directly to my core whenever Tommy calls me ‘baby girl’ as it does stuff to me.
“Y-yeah,” It’s not convincing, both of them raising their eyebrows at me, “My sister called me again to tell me my younger brother graduated yesterday.” I shrug and just focus on the comforting weight of Tommy’s hand through my jeans, the brothers sharing a look before they go back to eating and their own conversations knowing I’ll tell them one day about my past and my family. It’s another thing I love about them: they don’t push me to tell them things, knowing I’ll come to them if I want or need to. They’re always there for me and I hope I’m also there for them just as much. Maybe tonight could be the night I tell them about Scott… or tomorrow.
“Come on baby girl, movie night.” Tommy grins at me, that stupidly cocky smile making my cheeks heat up and I have to avert my gaze, feeling Joel roll his eyes at me and he snorts quietly from amusement, “Let’s go old man!” Tommy’s smirking at Joel who throws his napkin at Tommy, the younger slapping his arm in retaliation. Children.
I lean into Tommy’s side, pretending to sniff his shirt and pull a disgusted face, “Nice try, go shower first, you stink.” Before grabbing my now empty plate and heading to the sink, a gasp ripped from my lips when his familiar frame covers my back and presses me against the counter. His nose is cold against my neck, spreading goosebumps in its wake, lips ghosting over my neck before he murmurs, “Maybe you should join me, you stink too.”
It takes everything in me not to let him have me, not ready to have my heart broken like Joel said but a huge part of him wants him. From everything I’ve been told about Tommy, and what I’ve seen, it’s hard to tell if he really does like me or sees me as a challenge because I don’t just fall into bed with him. Those velvety lips really settle on my neck, teeth scraping my collarbone and I’m gripping the counter so hard my knuckles go white and his chest rumbles against my back. The vanilla; woodsmoke and coffee mixed with the sweat and heat of him being out in the sun working all day makes me dizzy with everything Tommy and my lips are parting with a shaky breath.
“Are you two gonna spent the evening fucking or join us?” Sarah’s cheeky voice scares me, my face heating up while Tommy doesn’t even seem phased as he just turns to her and winks. I stay where I am, too embarrassed to move as Tommy steps back a little, every fibre in my being wanting to follow him but I don’t. I have to take a deep breath before turning around to see Sarah grinning innocently at me while Tommy begins to raid the fridge as if I haven’t just fed him.
“Sarah!” We hear Joel scold Sarah for her language from the living room, no actual venom in it as he also swears sometimes in front of Sarah. Better to teach her it’s okay to swear in certain situations and calling sex ‘fucking’ is definitely not the right situation. Especially when it’s directed at her uncle and me.
Sarah just giggles and calls back a quick “Sorry Dad!” before watching me and Tommy. She’s always been curious and quickly worked out I wasn’t into her dad but her uncle, not as quickly as Joel but damn nearly as quick. It catches me off guard when she says, “I think you two would be cute together.”
“I was just going to grab some sweet treats I may have got you all,” I change the subject, feeling shy suddenly, Sarah’s face lights up at this and Tommy reappears from having his head in the fridge at the word treats, “But before any of us can have any Uncle Tommy needs to go shower.” I fix him with a pointed gaze and Sarah’s grabbing her uncle and pushing him towards the stairs.
“My offer still stands baby girl.” Tommy calls before Sarah’s making sure he actually goes upstairs. Once she’s sure he’s doing as he’s been told she waits for me to grab the only bag I didn’t unpack before we join Joel in the living room. He fixes me with a look as I settle on his left and Sarah sits on his right.
Joel doesn’t have to speak for me to know what that look means: He will break your heart. There’s something else though, something that has me frowning down at the bag of sweets until Joel’s taking the bag and handing it to Sarah who knows exactly what sweets and drinks are for who as we all have our own favourites. Joel leans close, wrapping his arms around me in a hug before he whispers something I didn’t ever expect from him, “He really cares for you.” I just frown at Joel, unsure of what he’s getting out as he’s always trying to deter me from my feeling for Tommy. It’s never out of jealousy, Joel and I have talked about us and we agree we are and always will just be best friends. I need to bring up the platonic soulmates to him at some point actually as- “He hasn’t even looked at another girl in months.” Joel’s sighing softly, forehead falling to my shoulder and I finally understand. Tommy cares for me. He’s not just trying to get in my pants, he actually cares for me.
The little touches, the flirting, the way he looks away when I catch him staring. He’s not flirting with me for the hell of it, he gets shy. Tommy gets shy over me but fuck his flirting game is something to be envied. The way he leaves me breathless and frustrated, that knowing smirk on his oh so kissable lips, the way he runs a hand through his dark curls and his cognac eyes sliding over me. Tommy’s hair and those freckles have to me the biggest weakness for me. The amount times I’ve dreamt about tangling my hands through those curly locks, watching the way his eyes would darken and he’d probably gasp so dirtily. It has me shifting in my seat and Joel’s smacking my leg with the back of his hand as if reading my thoughts. His caramel eyes are soft and he seems to nod ever so slightly and that’s all it takes for me to stand up and make my way out of the living room and upstairs as calmly as I can.
The bathroom door is unlocked so I open it silently, slipping inside and closing it without a sound. Tommy’s humming to himself, music playing on his phone so he doesn’t hear me and it gives me the opportunity to undress. It’s a huge risk I’m taking but I trust Joel’s words, quietly stepping in behind Tommy and just admiring how good he looks from the back. His lean muscles rippling and the smooth slide of his back, leading down to that very slap-able ass, all sun kissed skin and freckles. I have to refrain myself and instead step closer, snaking my arms around his waist causing him to jump a little before I’m pressing a kiss to his shoulder and he’s practically purring. He gently tugs me around him to I’m under the hot water, a groan escaping my lips as the water melts away all the tension in my shoulders and Tommy’s lips are on my neck. He’s smiling into the trail of kisses he’s leading up until the shower head is turned to the side so he can press those pretty lips to mine in a gentle kiss. I expected Tommy to be hot and needy like his flirting but he’s far from it, his kiss being slow and romantic, hands skimming over my sides as if his hands are trying to map and memorise every bump and curve of my body. It has me gasping a little, his tongue brushing against mine until my lung burn for oxygen.
“Hi there baby girl,” His cognac eyes are warm and full of emotions I’ve been trying to ignore for so long, they stay on my face, never once straying despite being naked in front of him, “Didn’t actually think you’d join me.”
“‘M crazy for you,” I mumble, going to duck my head but he stops me with a finger under my chin, pupils blown wide, “I’ve been crazy for you since we met.”
“Fuck baby girl,” He’s whining, pulling me flush against him and capturing me in another breathtaking kiss, this one wanting more and it doesn’t take long for me to tangle my hand in his hair and tug experimentally. The breathy moan he lets out has me tugging harder, wanting to hear more and his hands grip my hips tightly, “You keep doing that and we will be skipping movie night.”
“Is that a challenge?”
He’s turning the shower off, picking me up and making sure my legs are wrapped around his waist before he drags me into a kiss, walking us to his room. He’s throwing me on his bed, shutting his door as the sound of the movie gets turned up a little more, like Joel knows. Oh god, we’re about to have sex with Joel and Sarah in the house. I can never look at them again-
Lips are on my thighs, kisses scattering their way up, moustache burning the sensitive skin a little and as much as I’d love for him to eat me out, having seen the way he eats ice cream I need him. My hands reach for his hair, pulling him away from my aching core and over me, drawing him for a slow and passionate kiss while wrapping my legs around his waist. He gets the hint, chest rising and falling quickly as he murmurs in my ear, “You need prepping sweet girl.” It has me whining, back arching with need when he circles a rough pad of his finger around my wet heat. Any sound I make is swallowed by those addictive lips when he finally pushes a finger in, my walls immediately trying to clench around it and it draws a guttural sound from him. His lips trail down my neck and chest, teeth grazing my nipples before he’s sucking while beginning to move his finger inside me. All of it has my slamming a hand over my mouth as I try to stay quiet, especially when a second finger joins the first and he’s stretching me out. He’s rocking his hips into my leg, trying to be patient to make sure I’m comfortable but if he doesn’t stop soon I’m going to come.
He can feel me fluttering around his hands, smile on his lips where they’re now biting a hickey into my neck, his fingers curling and hitting that bundle of nerves that snatches the air from my lungs. Fuck. It’s as if he already knows my body with the way he has me teetering on the edge of bliss, my walls trying to keep him in and my thighs slamming shut around his arm. His thumb comes up to rub teasing circles into the hard bud and it has my body tensing as I cry our his name, wave after wave of ecstasy shuddering through my body and my mind blanks of everything except Tommy.
His lips find mine, moving leisurely, thumb caressing my cheek as he replaces his fingers with the head of his dick, already stretching me wide. A heavy gasp is ripped from me when he slowly begins to slide in, eyes squeezing shut as he’s bigger than he could have prepared me for but he’s whispering soothingly in my ear, “Shhh, shhhh, it’s okay baby girl. I’ve got you sweetheart. It’s alright. Deep breaths. Relax baby girl. I’ve got you.”
The whispers accompanied by his fingers gently working on my clit has me relaxing enough to accept him all the way, the moan he lets out when buried to the hilt makes me almost come again there and then. He holds himself still until the uncomfortableness turns into burning hot want and need and I’m cautiously rolling my hips against him, his cognac eyes flying open to meet mine with a hungry look in them. He draws me into a hot and heavy kiss as he pulls out so just the tip is still in before he slides back in, filling me up and it’s nothing I expected from Tommy. I never understood the difference between sex and making love until now with Tommy resting his forehead against mine and our hands tangled together either side of my head as he slowly thrusts, taking his time and drawing out our mutual pleasure. The sound of our panted breaths and soft whimpers and whines drowns out the muffled music from the movie downstairs and all I can smell is Tommy, the vanilla and woodsmoke still clinging to him even after the shower. It all adds to the slowly building tightness in my stomach and I’m moving my hips down to meet his, my back arching when he hits that sweet spot that has me seeing stars.
“T-Tommy..” I whine and his teeth graze my chin, adding to the pleasure as every fibre on my body is on fire, that coil tightening almost painfully as he drags against my g-spot with every thrust until I’m tensing up and my eyes roll back into my head. His hips begin snapping against mine, face buries in my neck and has tightening in mine as I ride out my high, him not too far behind.
“Fuuuckkk baby girl,” He pants against my neck, hips stuttering as he thrusts a few more times before he’s filling me up, teeth sinking into skin to muffle his moan before he’s collapsing on top of me and I’m untangling one hand from his to bring it to his hair. He hums softly as I begin carding it through his messy curls, “‘M so in love with you. Have been for a while.” He admits, slipping out and leaving me feeling empty.
“I’m in love with you too.” It’s spoken so quietly I’m not sure he hears it as he stands up to grab the towel and clean us up but from the grin that breaks out on his face he does. He’s grinning the whole time he’s wiping away the mess sliding down my legs as I’m too spent and tired to move. He helps me into a pair of his boxers and a baggy shirt before pulling on a pair of boxers himself. I can’t not blush when he just stands there, admiring me until I have to turn away as it’s too much attention, I’m not used to anyone looking at me like that. He’s looking at me like I hung the stars and it steals my breath away.
“We can have another movie night tomorrow to make it up to them,” Tommy laughs, sliding into his bed behind me, wrapping himself around me like a safety net between me and the uncertain world, “I want you to know I really fucking love you and always will. You’re my sunshine on a cloudy day sweetheart.”
That’s how I fall asleep, Tommy wrapped around me with his lips brushing against the back of my neck and his arm around my waist. A smile one my lips as his words echo around my mind.
Sunshine of a cloudy day.
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Do have any head cannons for the Days into Decades characters?
I have a couple that I've (mostly) worked into the story, but here're some random thoughts.
KIRI
Kiri is low-key a drug dealer. Like, not in a shady way, just 'in the spirit of enlightenment' sort of way. She started smoking maybe a year or two before, the summer before she started high school, and she may or may not have a small garden growing under her conveniently high bed.
She wants to be a doctor, but wants to specialize in homeopathic/alternative medicines. She volunteers/interns as a candy striper type of thing at the hospital where her mom works and enjoys spending time at the hospital. However, she also has seen the dangers of painkillers and their addictive properties, which spurred her interest in alternative medicine.
She wants to be a doctors because of her mom, both of them. Growing up, she saw Neytiri as a hero, saving lives and curing people. When she was old enough to understand what happened to Grace (I think I said she was dead-dead in this one, I don't remember anymore) it inspired her to become a doctor even more. Because, while her mother was more of a scientist than a healer, she was working to help people just like Neytiri. Both of them are her heroes and she is eager to be like them.
NETEYAM
Neteyam is definitely a studier. He's very strict with himself when it comes to schoolwork (and pretty much everything). He skipped a grade in school, not just because he's super smart, but because he's been so dedicated to his studies, to the point where he'd been bumped up a grade in junior high.
He's also a private person. He doesn't really hide anything from his friends and family, so much as he just doesn't feel the need to share every little thing. He's pretty self-reliant and he kind of acts like a self-cleaning oven sometimes. He does everything and takes care of himself in every way, which sometimes brings to him shutting people out on accident. Because, he doesn't need anyone or anything and he has to remember that other people don't run at 100% capacity like he seems to.
Probably will have a small mental breakdown sometime during his first semester at college. Because, even though he's been preparing for this for years, he's never been away from his family for so long and he misses home and he just needs a break. Probably cries as soon as he gets home for winter break, freaking out absolutely everyone. His mom is convinced he's injured, his dad flat out carries him to a couch or his bed, his siblings are running around like chickens with their heads cut off.
He dates. I'm not saying Neteyam is a player or anything, but contrary to his sibling's (and Spider's) belief, he dates. He's had two girlfriends, one no more than a middle school fling. He's currently back with his second girlfriend in Days Into Decades, but they're keeping it casual, to say the least. She kind of bossy, which works out well because he needs to learn how to relax and nobody else can talk him away from studying.
LO'AK
My dude Lo'ak is kind of crazy. Like, not crazy, but he's just chaotic as fuck. Probably has ADHD, and definitely needs someone to tell him he's going too far sometimes. That's part of why him and Tsireya work so well. She's calm where he's energetic and he's spontaneous where she's detail-oriented. Yin and Yang style.
Lo'ak feels like the odd one out in his family, sometimes. Unlike in canon, he's not particularly different species-wise ig, but he's constantly comparing himself to his siblings. It feels like everyone has there place except him. Neteyam is going to become an officer in the military or something and Lo'ak knows he doesn't have the discipline for all of that. Kiri is basically a doctor in her own right at this point, always glued to their mother's side when they aren't at school. Tuk is the baby, the apple of her parent's eye. She can do no wrong. And, in the past couple of years, Lo'ak feels like all he can do is wrong.
Spider makes him feel better, when they're together. They have the most in common out of everyone, between skating and music (and weed). When Spider moved, it hit him especially hard, because they hadn't talked in forever and just as they repaired their friendship, he was gone.
I like the idea that Lo'ak used to sneak over when he was mad at his parents, or when he knew Spider had a particularly shitty day. The McGregor's had a gazillion guest rooms, but Lo'ak would stay with Spider, either crashing on the bean bag or ending up sprawled on the bed next to Spider (100% platonically, FYI). Usually he'd wake up with hair or a foot in his face, but it was usually worth it.
TUK
Tuk is just vibing in this AU. She goes to elementary school and then her dad picks her up and they usually get ice cream or go to the library for an hour or so until her siblings get out of school. Every drawing goes on the fridge.
Probably one of those kids who collects cool bugs and then tries to figure out what kind they are. Butterflies too. She tried to catch a bird once, but it didn't work out well. She got to hold a baby chick once though and she didn't stop talking about it for at least two weeks.
Sees Spider as just another one of her brothers, even if he doesn't live with them. Before he went to live with Quaritch, he'd ride with them to school every day and he'd been around constantly for as long as Tuk can remember. She doesn't even question it, just accepts it as a fact. Cause, Kiri has a birth mom and then a mom-mom and she's still Tuk's sister, so obviously it works the same with Spider.
NEYTIRI
Neytiri is like Cristina Yang plus a strong family drive. Badass, and cutthroat when she needs to be. All the new doctors/nurses/staff are surprised as fuck when scary Dr. Sully shows up with an actual ray of sunshine named Kiri, who's the scariest doctor's daughter. (Kiri thinks this is very funny and feeds into the rumor mill of how scary her mom is).
She works long hours, but they're steady and after so long at the hospital she's managed to secure weekends off for the most part. Her shifts are 48 hours, but she usually manages to go home for an hour or two to say goodnight to her children or have dinner with them.
JAKE
Works Private Security now that he's out of the army. Usually a goofy guy, full of dad jokes and shit, but when it comes to serious stuff it's a complete switch. The kids all know that mom's the strict one, but Dad's the one they don't want to get mad. He'll ground someone for a whole week just for cursing. Lo'ak once shoplifted when he was twelve and he lost his skateboard for the summer.
PTA dad. Knows all the events, has a whole calender that's color-coded and everything. Knows other parents by first names. He treats it like a very important job. (All the other PTA moms are jealous of Neytiri, some of the school bs is just so boring, they'd love husbands who wanted to take over the bake sale).
SPIDER
Has and will be grouped in with the Sully kids. Not even just by Jake and Neytiri, but the school and people around town. Like, the school faculty know he's a foster kid and they just kind of assume he's the Sully's foster kid. So do classmates who always see them together, carpooling and hanging out and stuff. Like, some of them have been going to school together since kindergarten, it's just kind of an unspoken acknowledgment.
Jake and Neytiri have definitely punished him before (usually when he does something stupid alongside one of their kids and he's caught with them). He's had his skateboard taken, been put in time-outs, etc. Mostly when he was younger and fully a wild child. One time jake saw him at a coffee shop when he was supposed to be in school and went full truant officer on him.
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Hiiii, I would like a request a fic with Gareth. A biiiiig argument but the end is happy 🤍 thank you
𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞
𝗣𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: Gareth Emerson x Fem!Reader
𝗦𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: Beth, one of the Hawkins high cheerleaders starts to develop feelings towards Gareth, you’re boyfriend, what happens when you start to think he might like her too?
𝗪𝗮𝗿���𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: lots of cussing, ANGSTY, mentions of hooking up, mentions of cheating. Happy ending so don’t worry, also not proofread cause I don’t have time for that rn
𝗣𝗢𝗩: first person- Y/n
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“So my place or yours tonight?” I asked Gareth, both of packing up our folders and help clean up the drama room after a very stressful game of Dungeons and Dragons.
“Actually Y/n I’m gonna have to cancel tonight, I promised Beth I would give her ride after her cheer practice”
Oh.
That’s right.
Beth. The good old popular Beth, perfect, beautiful, cheerleader.
Gareth had created a low key friendship with the fellow cheerleader, where only me and the rest of hellfire knew about, Beth not wanting to get caught with someone titled as a “freak”
Though, the past few weeks have been get suspicious. Him spending more and more time with her and less with me. Him canceling some date nights and movie nights to go and be with her, even if it’s just a 5 minute drive to drop her off at home.
Not to mention Beth has a boyfriend, Andy, one of the jocks on the basketball team. Another fellow popular kid in school. The opposite of what me and Gareth are.
“Earth to Y/n, you there?” Gareth said while snapping his fingers in front of my face to break me out of my thoughts.
“Sorry…um can you repeat that?”
He scoffed at that. Ouch.
“I said, I have to cancel tonight, I gotta drive Beth home”
“No worries Y/n, I can drive you home, I got my van” Eddie said, jingling his keys afterwards.
“See, it works out, so I will see you tom-“
Gareth went in to give a kiss on the cheek but i gently stopped him from getting closer, gently pushing him back.
“No…no it doesn’t work out”
“What? What you don’t want Eddie driving you?”
“I promise most of it is clean, the engine is a piece of shit but it’s not that bad” Eddie said while throwing his hands up in defense
“No Eddie it’s not you” I said, Gareth’s face stilled in confusion.
“It’s you Gareth”
His eyes went wide “what?”
“You heard me, it’s you Gareth, it’s been you the past few weeks now. All of a sudden one popular girl starts to like you and catch feelings for you, even though she has a boyfriend, and suddenly I get pushed away. How many dates have you canceled now in the past month? It’s been about a handful, if not more. I’m tired of it Gareth” at this point I had tears starting to form in my eyes, but not quite fall, not yet at least.
“Why are you being so dramatic over this right now? Beth is just a friend, I don’t think she likes me but If she does, trust and believe the feelings aren’t mutual”
“Just a friend? Isn’t that how all the stories go, just a friend usually is code for future relationship, or side bitch in other words”
“Y/n! What the hell is wrong with you right now? You know what, I gotta go, Beth is waiting on me, at least she isn’t a dramatic fucking bitch like someone I know” that was it for Gareth, he took his bag, swung it over his shoulder and walked out the drama room, slamming the door on his way out.
That’s when tears started to spill, and sobs started to come out.
“Y/n, hey come on it’s okay, look I’ll drive you home, come on, forget about him. I’ll have a word with him tomorrow” Eddie said, placing his arm over my shoulder and slowly walking us out of the drama room and towards his van in the parking lot.
The sound of Sniffles came from me occasionally on the way to his van.
He opened the passengers side door for me, right when I was gonna get in I looked up and saw her. Her and perfectly shaped body, clean cheer uniform, and her little fucking smile that I hated so much. Which I grew to hate even more now that the smile plastered on her face was directed to Gareth as she opened the door and got in his car.
“Come on Y/n, let’s get you home” Eddie said softly, gently rubbing my back.
I got in as he closed the door and heading to the drivers side of the van, clicking my seat belt on, looking up one last time to see Gareth’s car drive away and out of the school’s parking lot.
The drive home was quiet, Eddie knowing better to not say anything or starting a conversation, me very obviously not in the mood at all after what just happened between me and Gareth.
Just peaceful silence while the radio played on a very low volume.
Eddie had tucked me into bed that night and wished me a good nights sleep before leaving and going to his trailer.
I told Eddie I was going to sleep right before he left, which was very much a lie. I spent most of the night crying in my bed while looking at pictures of me and Gareth.
One was from the summer of 1984, our first summer together as a couple, the both of us in shorts and tan tops, sitting on his bed, reading what was the newest Thor comic at the time.
Another one of us at the scoops ahoy that was built in the Starcourt mall that closed after the fire that happened there. The both of us at a booth, us sharing a U.S.S Butterscotch.
And another one of us sitting at the lunch table a few months ago, before Beth came into the story, it was a picture Jeff took of me shoving mustard towards Gareth, knowing how much he dislikes it.
“Hey honey, someone is here to see you” my mom said from behind my door, which was locked, not wanting her to walk in on me crying.
“Okay thanks mom, I’ll get it in a second”
I quickly dried my tears and played with my Pjs to make myself look some what presentable to whoever was at the door.
I opened the door to see the person I least wanted to see right now, Gareth.
“So um, you were right, she kinda had a thing for me, she invited me in and then tried to make me hook up with her, I pushed her away and immediately drove here. I’m sorry I called you a dramatic bitch and for pushing you away, that wasn’t right, I’m sorry”
Gareth kept eye contact with me through the whole thing, fiddling with his fingers nails in front of him.
“I hate you sometimes” I said.
He just looked down and frowned “I know”
A few seconds of silence passed by before I spoke up again.
“But god I love you more than anything or anyone in the entire world” I said as a tear escaped my eye.
“I love you too sweetheart, and I’m so so sorry” he said as he walked a little closer to me, I figured he wanted to embrace a hug so I closed the gap between us and held him tight.
He placed small kisses on top of my head “I promise I’m gonna make it up to you, and I promise I won’t ever pull some shit like that again”
Let’s just say, he kept his promise.
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𝘼/𝙣 : I am so sorry this took forever to write but here it is! I hope it’s not the bad cause I worked on it 4 different times and each time I was rushing to get it done so here it is my lovely ♥︎
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Spellman Siblings~~
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They've seen the siblings agitated, on edge and wound too tight.
They've seen them panicked, fearful and close to falling apart on themselves.
They've seen them enraged, bloodthirsty and dangerous.
But they haven't seen them like they are now; fidgety and unnervingly quiet, distressed but trying now to show it.
The twins are the worst, and none of them miss the unease in Spider, the concerned looks he keeps giving his siblings.
Then the tree line breaks and they see it.
Dr. Augustine's old Schoolhouse.
Abandoned and dilapidated but otherwise untouched by the surrounding forest. They were heading towards the old Hometree site - they assumed that was what had the siblings so keyed up - but it's clear by the way the siblings all go still, like deer in the headlights, that it wasn't Hometree that was bothered them.
It was the Schoolhouse.
They stare at the old schoolhouse with a gaze that could only be described as haunted and faraway, a distinct combination that a soldier is all too familiar with.
They look so small in this moment.
They aren't Spider's Siblings in this moment, or Spider's Protectors, they are the brothers and sister of Rutxi'äna, the girl whose blood still stains the wood floors of this schoolhouse.
"Their-" Spider starts, "Our sister, Rutxi'äna, died here."
Quaritch stiffens, the low whisper that Spider speaks in does nothing to dampen the punch to the gut that his next words bring.
"Rävi and Reyzì saw it happen."
Quaritch knows what happened here. He had been chief of security, he had seen the reports, the photos, and he had dealt with Augustine in the aftermath.
The shooting was the only thing they ever agreed on. It shouldn't have happened.
"Lyle, get the kids out of here now. Take Mansk and Z-dog with you."
Lyle doesn't question the order - he doesn't need to, he too knew what happened here - and a slight push on Spider's shoulder is all it takes for the boy to go towards his siblings.
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Quaritch eyes the one wall of the schoolhouse, staring at the coloured handprints that decorate it, slightly faded to time, but the names beside each handprint remain legible.
Three are clustered together, one large and two small, all yellow in what must have once been a vibrant and bright shade, with names beside each.
Rutxi'äna
Rävi
Reyzì
Quaritch hates that their handprints are small enough that the palm of his hand covers them completely.
if quaritch didn't hate himself, humans, the RDA, whatever you wanted to call that, the forces that hurt his kids before he, this new na'vi identity, existed; he did now
even if he knew his human self detested what happen
"names grace, give me names" he never called her by her first name, he didn't even realize he did it, "I don't want men who decided shooting kids in their own school was a good idea, on my team,"
"oh, so know you show some heart," she spits back at him, still drying her eyes, she hadn't even changed her clothes, there was still blood all over her.
"this is different, no kid, no matter how many fingers they have, what color their skin in, the air they breathe... no kid should die in the one place they feel safe. so give me names, and I'll handle it under the table, no heat on your neck needed." his words are short and drained. they both know why, gun violence had been horrible back at home, school was practically a death sentence. they both thought they could escape such meaningless violence here.
it wasn't enough, he doesn't even remembered what happened to the men that did it, it may have been nothing considering the fact most people there, including himself, couldn't give a damn,. they could have been executed for all he cared, it didn't unspill this blood, children's blood.
it doesn't give his kids their sister back nor their innocence, it doesn't give neytiri her sister back either. it didn't undo the pain and suffering that was caused.
and now he has to look at how happy his kids once were, their little hand prints painted on the wall in bright colors, their scribble handwriting. he thinks about what they might have been like, before they were forced to handle the pain and grief of losing their entire family, their home, in a few short years. before they became weapons, each of their own kind.
when he leaves that schoolhouse he will be faced with kids once so strong and mighty reduced down to small shaking children, who in that moment, may as well be the same age they were when the day this place lost all its innocence.
he'll walk back to find the kids huddled together, ro'eyk holding onto Zdog's arm, reyzi curled up between mansk and ravi, ravi resting his head on his shoulder. spider bouncing between his siblings and the recoms setting up camp, trying to comfort his siblings while also trying to be as helpful as he can around camp. the mood is so hopeless and glum, it sticks to the back of quaritch's throat and makes him feel sick.
he can't undo whats been done, but the sight of his kids like that, he will personally make sure to destroy anything that managed or manages to hurt them like this ever again.
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could you write the MHA students / pro heros reacting to an autistic mc major stimming in front of them for the first time? Like a neutral faced, monotone talking MC suddenly bursting with energy with hand flaps and squeals, rocking back and forth and such.
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Hi anon, I absolutely can! I've made this request into two parts once again, with the students here and the teachers in a part 2!
And because you didn't specify s/o or relations I've made this post platonic but if you wanna read them as s/o then go for it.
Part 2 with pro-heroes: Eraser Head // Present Mic // Fat Gum
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Stimming in front of them
Headcanons for the main three students:
Midoriya:
The first time this situation happens in front of him he doesn't really catch on to anything major, his first instinctive thought is: ‘oh i guess something suddenly grabbed their excitement, that's why they seem bouncy all of the sudden’
He's also one to go from mumbling idly into his own collar with almost a resting concentration face that seems off putting to immediately lifting up in an excited smile the moment something has triggered that dopamine hit whether he's aware of it or not.
The more it happens around him the more he just points it towards your general character, he doesn't find it off putting or weird, he just sorta views it almost like it didn't happen at all.
All signs sorta point that he goes through similar moments and probably doesn't even realize that's why he doesn't really notice it as ‘off’
When he does really notice it, he mostly thinks over it in his own head and is not one to voice it unless you bring it up in conversation or verbally acknowledge it.
Honestly once he really gets it, he doesn't even bat an eye. Why would he see you any differently? This new information doesn't mean you’re suddenly different from who he already knows.
But he low key thinks it's super endearing when you get the hand flaps, especially when you stim when happy or excited. It immediately brings his mood up when he sees you stim like that. It's a nice flip from the often monotone vibe that you often wear.
(sometimes he ends up mirroring your stims, not in a mocking way, but I do headcanon him as someone who would stim even without knowing it)
Bakugou:
Read izukus? Cool, forget all of that.
He's more brash about it, but not necessarily in a negative way, i mean he grew up with Midoriya so he’s now desensitized by most ‘abnormal’ or sudden bursts of stim like moments.
The first time it happened he most definitely noticed and you noticed how quickly he reacted to it. He definitely pointed it out too, which made you feel a bit apprehensive about explaining it or carrying on.
But even though he has a bigger reaction than Midoriya he doesn't single you out on it or hold it against you at all. In Fact he's mostly indifferent.
Once he's already used to it, he doesn't even notice it. In Fact if you’re happy bouncing and letting out super happy shrieks he will often ask what made you so happy or what your stims are reactions too (if any).
If you’re more self conscious about stimming in public or even out in school grounds, he's a silent guard dog and will bark off anyone that looks at you weird or tries to negatively point it out.
Todoroki:
Shoto's sort of confused at first, he hasn't ever been around anyone that shows or regulates their feelings that way, so he immediately ends up asking a lot of questions about it, he's not trying to be rude or upsetting, but sometimes his bluntness and monotone voice also can be hard to read.
The switch from your typical, monotone and neutral nature seems almost like a separate person to the one he just noticed and he definitely notices even if he doesn't immediately react at the time.
The first time it happened he thought it was ‘weird’, just because of how he was raised and his lack of showing emotion physically, he seemed really overwhelmed to him and he struggled with how to act or how to carry on any conversation you two were having.
However, if you sit him down and tell him, he’ll absolutely listen and try to understand, he doesn't ask a lot of questions as you explain and just stores the new information away.
Like bakugou, if he notices you stimming he’ll often ask if there's a reason you’re stimming. Often asks what's your favourite or most frequent stim and smiles softly to himself if he sees you from afar stimming, off in your own little world.
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A/N: sorry this took a bit, got mad writers block this week and started to feel as if all the Headcanons were beginning to sound repetitive so I tried to re-write this a few times!! I do hope its okay anon! I'll link Part 2 here when its up! Slowly starting to empty and reply to all the requests in my inbox so hold tight!
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sooo,,, I know you’ve mentioned some of this on other posts, but for magical girl scar au what’s the outsider pov like on all of this? Like does the everyday civilian treat attacks as terrifying or an inconvenience? Is scar the media’s favorite or a figure that people are wary about cause he ends up representing some of the other magical shenanigans?
OH YAY OKAY I GET TO TALK ABOUT THE CIVILIAN REACTION GO EVERYTHING OKAY
so in the beginning people are confused and terrified. like, the first true spirit attacks are like. a guy gets possessed, turns into a monster, starts destroying things, and the police can’t do anything, and it’s only stopped when this unknown magical figure shows up and hits it with their magical bow and it’s like. HUH. and it’s not a fever dream it keeps happening, too. and at first the mayor tries to get the national guard in on it but they can’t normally move in before the magical girl shows up and fixes the problem.
so like, early on it’s terrifying. the thing is though that this is a theoretical monster of the week show where these attacks are implied to be FREQUENT. so it slowly starts to turn into an inconvenience. it’s still frightening, mind you; everyone knows someone who’s been possessed, or at least someone who’s started having tiny magical abilities of their own and gets hurt, so the city just… adapts around it. property prices plummet lots of people move out but the people who stick around treat it like it’s just another Tuesday. the support group for people who have been possessed exists (actually probably more than one support group). it’s a little. get used to the constant low-key magical threat to your life or spend the rest of the foreseeable future panicking and well, by now we all know that eventually people just adapt and treat a thing as Normal even if they’re constantly low-key stressed and worried about it because humans can’t exist in a state of high alert forever it has to give eventually.
really REALLY outsiders, like, people who do come in from outside the city, often find it strange how normal the people in the epicenter treat the often terrifying and impossible magical attacks. but like… if they can’t treat it as normal, what do they even do? so they do. after a few weeks they probably start drilling for it in schools. response plans are made. individual families start coming up with ways to check in on each other. people adapt.
i think that warning systems are set up in the city. they aren’t as effective as, say, bdubs’s magical precognition or something, but they start to get pretty effective because people get pretty heavily drilled into their heads “if you see a monster call this number” and in the age of cell phones this reporting happens pretty dang fast. they repurpose tornado sirens I think, or maybe old air raid sirens or something, idk. by the end of the fic the city is VERY USED to being the epicenter of a magical calamity and like it SUCKS a lot of the time. as I said everyone knows SOMEONE who got traumatized by this whole mess, and normally if it’s not you it’s an immediate family member or friend. but also I think the city would take weird stupid pride in it. like yeah they have magical girls what does YOUR city have. a military that can’t do shit? that’s what they thought.
now, as for media opinions and civilian opinions on the magical girls themselves… mixed! i think most of the city itself ends up fond of team scar out of sheer virtue of “team scar are often the only guys who are effective at solving the problem”. however there are a lot of people who think these clearly untrained vigilantes clearly make matters worse and should work with the government directly. it doesn’t help that team scar and the military end up with an antagonistic relationship for shadow organization reasons, and there are Opinions on this. there are also people who note that team scar only started appearing when the attacks began and blame it on them; other people think this is absurd. every time team scar fucks up when trying to save people (and oh boy does that happen) there are people claiming they should stop, people defending them, LOTS of people talking about accountability (which ends up being a debate topic even with team scar because on the one hand they Can’t because shadow organization on the other hand stuff like the support group ends up making it clear to them that they DO fuck up and they probably SHOULD have some mechanism in place to hold them accountable for that just how do you do that when the obvious government option would end up involving basically selling you out to people who want to shut you in a lab and bring about their own magical ascensions or whatever like rock and a hard place here).
i think people from outside the city feel a LOT more willing to criticize how the local government handles team scar too like national news is a LOT more typically scathing than the local guys. this is mostly because of the difference actually getting rescued and/or being in the situation makes; the city is pretty protective of team scar from outsiders trying to get things from them, even at their most critical and antagonistic, because there’s a difference between THEM criticizing the local heroes and literally anyone else doing it. when push comes to shove I think team scar is much better liked than disliked locally and it’s a bit more ambiguous outside of that. like there are people who blame them but also they’ve seen a bit too much news footage of scar bleeding and injured trying to protect someone their neighbor knows to really hate him, you know?
however. grian. oh boy. since grian actively fights scar and even actively helps the monsters in the late game before his eventual redemption he’s even more deeply polarizing because he’s a VILLAIN but he does DRAMATIC SPEECHES and over time stories start to spread of him minimizing damage, actually, and preventing collateral even as he fights the local hero, and look I think he’d be largely hated and his eventual heel turn to join team scar would be the subject of HORRIBLE debate in basically every regard, but I think people would pick up on the fact he’s not entirely evil some too, which leads to even more nonsense.
this is a BIG ramble but as you can tell I have thoughts about this thank you so much for asking,
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steve harrington + "you don't love me anymore?"
request: ok so obviously the scene with steve & nancy breaking up in the bathroom is fucking heartbreaking BUT if he had a similar convo with his s.o later on when he's a little older (maybe s3-4, young adult sorta age) and he's a bit more mature now?? would he put up a fight, would he let them go?? i'm so desperate to hear what u think
a/n: that scene killed me!! i'm glad it made way for nancy + jonathan but my god it's painful to watch😭😭
warnings: angst, no spoilers for s4
part two
i say this with all the love in the world: steve is low-key a dumbass and it would take him a while to pick up on something being wrong. probably bc he's so happy and content in your little routine - with him working at the mall, babysitting spending time with the hawkins kids, coming home to you - that he never stops to think about the fact you might not be
because of all the things that happened in the lead up to you guys being in a relationship - barb's disappearance, nancy suddenly breaking up with him, dealing with all the shit from the upside down all whilst dealing with the fact his parents are disappointed in him - your relationship is like...everything to him. so when he does realise that you're slipping away, it hits him like a fucking train
it's one night when you're about to drift off to bed; you've had a long day at college and he's telling you about him & robin goofing off at work all day. steve rolls over to sleep and says i love you
it's when you shove his arms off of you and don't say those three words back that he feels his heart break in two
even more so than yours, because this isn't easy for you either. steve is funny and sweet and the biggest idiot you've ever met and you have literally every reason to love him and not a single one to push him away
but sometimes, things just happen. you can't help how you feel. there's no reason for it. it just kinda feels like your life is moving forward and steve is in the past, no matter how hard you try to pull him with you
he approaches you the next morning in the kitchen. there's no greeting, no good morning kiss or hug like always. he just finds you in the corner making coffee and he says it simply and plainly.
"you don't love me anymore, do you?"
when he said to those words to nancy two or three years before, it was different. she was his first love, but they were high school students. they had their whole lives ahead of them to get over each other but he was really convinced that this, that you and him, were it.
so he's not gonna let you go without a fight lol. even when you burst into tears and promise that you love him, you're just not in love with him, he takes you in his arms and sways you kinda side to side to comfort you
because even though he's hurting too he knows this is just as hard for you. he knows you and he knows that you would never do a single thing to hurt him intentionally. it's sucky for both of you.
he makes a promise to you then & there that you can work it out. steve has never been one to beg but he almost does in that moment.
he hears you out. he listens to you talk about how you were just teenagers when you got together, and now you've both grown up and you're just not the same person you used to be. sometimes people grow together and sometimes they don't.
steve doesn't understand it, because he loves you more now than he was ever capable of as a dumb ass 17 year old but what can he do?? he can't make you stay with him
so he accepts it, however hard it is, because he just wants you to be happy, even if that means not being with you
but some part of him still holds out hope that you might come back one day
#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington imagines#steve harrington reader insert#steve harrington headcanons#stranger things headcanons#stranger things imagines#stranger things imagine
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Ugh ... I am low-key so worried about how the BG3 ending is gonna play out for Karlach that I'm considering stopping playing and just coming back to it when I can handle it. Some of this shit is just hitting too close to home and I'm not sure I'm cut out for it.
More personal context under the cut if you want.
I relate to Karlach's pain so much. Too much. To the point it makes me teary thinking about it. Both of our lives have been cruel.
It has been hard for me, despite a stable family upbringing that most would envy, in a lower-middle class family that for the large part has been financially stable. I'm also white. I know I'm lucky in that capacity - god I fucking know (and the thought that what I've gone through could be considered a 'lucky' position? What does that mean for others? It keeps me up at night).
But that didn't stop the pain crawling in. I wasn't diagnosed with Autism until 27. I wasn't diagnosed with co-morbid ADHD until I was 28. I wasn't medicated for ADHD until I was 30 (and that was AFTER being told by a psych who also invalidated my Autism diagnosis aka the context for fucking EVERYTHING in my life, I couldn't have ADHD because I could 'read a book').
Before that? I knew I was depressed at 13, but didn't want to burden my family so I did nothing - we may be lower middle class and stable but I knew that was only because my parents tried so fucking hard. We had camping chairs in place of furniture up until I was eight. I lived with the pain because I didn't want to burden them, and without the context of my neurodivergence I just blamed myself for the problem, not being good enough, not trying hard enough - not being ENOUGH. I held onto it until I cracked and couldn't take it anymore at 16. I was diagnosed with Depression and Generalised Anxiety Disorder. It's since been upgraded to chronic Major Depression and it's classed as treatment resistant.
Both of us have had moments of building ourselves up from nothing. Through therapy and medication I was able to feel a bit better, more positive as I left high school. Thinking maybe it was gonna be okay after all, out there in the world.
It felt like I'd slowly reached out into the light, tentatively, hopefully - there'd be something more, that I'd live out the dreams I'd had, the things I'd always wanted to do. I was still optimistic.
Instead it felt like that arm had been immediately lopped off.
The story is long and too complicated to tell without this being longer than it needs to be. But like Karlach, I feel I've lost years of my life. Like Karlach, it's been a decade - ten years. That I cannot get back, that I grieve keenly.
I have been isolated, and then betrayed by those I thought I trusted. First, by the systems that were supposed to help me when I was struggling - my own government's system as they hit me with a debt that I couldn't even pay, on a scheme which has in retrospect been found to be completely illegal, but has left me with lasting trauma and damage and no closure. Not even a sorry. Because I, with my undiagnosed Autism and ADHD and a growing fatigue issue where I was so exhausted from simply being alive I just couldn't fight it. So I let them take money out of my social security payment - which was and still is considered below the poverty line. I was punished for being poor, I was punished for arguably, being disabled.
And then, by the person I trusted most. The person I thought I loved, the person who made it felt like everything was okay - I may be struggling still but there was still a future! There was someone who cared about me, who would be beside me for the rest of my lifetime. He asked me to marry him. We were engaged for three. Years. We'd been dating for 10. I thought everything, despite all the shit happening to me, was going to be okay.
It wasn't.
I had landed some employment for the first time in 3 years. I was working more hours than advised by the psychologist who diagnosed me with Autism but I had no choice - I was literally on the minimum limit available to me, due to the barriers I still have to navigate to qualify for disability supports (again, from a government system that I no longer trusted and gave me the earnest impression that they preferred me dead than 'leeching off their system'). But I was not living. I couldn't handle even 15 hours a week, I was more exhausted than I'd ever been. I felt like a corpse. I spoke with my disability employment coordinator (no, despite what I said, being on disability EMPLOYMENT services does not qualify you getting onto disability support, just means the government will only hound me for a minimum of 15 hrs a week instead of 30 in order for social security, that's a whole other complicated thing) IN CONFIDENCE that I wasn't sure I could keep up with the current work format and hoped I could discuss some solutions. Next minute I find I'm locked out of the work facebook. I was fired, without warning and without protections because I was a casual. Because my employment coordinator told my boss before even discussing anything with me.
My relationship was suffering but I wasn't aware. I was too tired for intimacy, and probably two tired to see the signs. I'd gotten my Autism diagnosis at this point and maybe it was a bit difficult for my fiancée at the time to understand, but he came to terms with it. The ADHD assessment was booked. I had realized at this point pushing myself to be something I wasn't, thinking somehow landing work and earning money for myself would help the depression - it didn't. I was worse than I'd ever been. Then the moment came where I was handed a notice that the government would no longer give me any social security because my partner, on his meager chef's salary was earning too much. All because I'd tried to do the right thing by the government. I'd tried so hard to be good. I'd tried so hard to be ENOUGH.
I wasn't enough.
My fiancée came to me, my fiancée who I'd been talking to about our upcoming wedding plans now the pandemic was over, my fiancée who I'd been cuddling with on the couch last night watching films - he came to me when I was battered, and raw and broken and crying in bed - just said 'I can't do this anymore.' And that was it. It was done. As I processed it, I realised the root of it was, it was because I'd taken the mask off. I decided I wasn't going to try to be something I wasn't anymore, because I knew and it was backed up in countless studies - what I was doing was actively killing me. And he didn't want to deal with that. I wasn't enough, and yet I was too much.
It has been two years since then. My ADHD is medicated. I live in a stable, safe environment with my parents where I don't have to worry about my security. I have set firm boundaries that I learned while I was independent, and they respect them. But the wounds are still deep and it'll take a long time to recover, to get that trust in the world back.
When I look at Karlach, I see some of myself. Someone who has been used, abused and betrayed by those they trusted. Someone who felt abandoned by everything, that there was no hope, no way out. And yet in spite of it all - kept going. Who, deep in their heart kept something soft and safe. Held onto and protected what little shred of optimism left. Because if we don't practice kindness, who will? We want to be the kindness we want to see in the world, because fuck, have we seen so little of it. It is so easy to give up, to fall into despair when you've been through so much shit. It requires so much vigilance and energy and momentum to keep going, when you're wading through a battlefield of carnage and gore in your life, whether metaphorical or literal. We hold on and we are kind because we hope, one day, that kindness will touch us back. That despite it all we try our fucking hardest to wear a smile, and see the good in everything we can.
And I think that's why it hurts so much. Karlach is finally free. And happy. She feels loved. She's finally feeling some of that kindness again kindness that I know, that she knows she fucking deserves. And it's on a fucking time limit.
And that's what's fucking breaking me. I know she's supposed to be some kind of allegory for terminal illness. And I know this isn't my story. I know it's a story that is important to tell, and it will touch others in a different way. But for me it feels like all the wounds I've barely scabbed over are being ripped open again. Because this is not an ending she deserves at all. It makes me sit and wonder, is that all there is for people like us? Just brief windows of happiness in the pain until we die? Don't we deserve saving? Don't we deserve a happy ending? A peaceful one? Don't we deserve to wear that smile, that happiness without us having to fight for every second it with tooth and nail to keep it there? To believe in it?
I don't know the endings in detail for her. But i have seen enough in the vaguest sense to feel it won't be good, and I don't know if I'm ready for that. I have played games with sad themes, like I know Cyberpunk isn't that great either - but I think the difference is who it is happening to. It's somehow easier when it's you, as the player. But when it's someone else? When you know that pain so fucking keenly you would rip yourself apart just to let them escape that hell, it's hard to stomach.
Then there's the disability angle that bothers me so much. Currently her options, as she puts it, are burning up and dying or going back to Avernus. I understand why she's choosing death, like, fuck man I do. Why is it always death though? Why is death better. Why can't she get a replacement heart? Make it shit! It can be a shitty heart that still works, but needs tune ups, and maybe she can't fight like she used to but she gets to fucking live a happy life! Because a shitty, happy life is better than nothing at all. Because as it goes, it feels to me I'm just being told it's easier to just die than submit to the suffering again whenever a piece of media picks an end like this. It's either the cure-all or death, there's never room for something in between. There's never room for making peace with what you have lost and still reclaiming some of your life, grieving what you have lost but still finding something worth having and holding onto. And when you're in that limbo state yourself, it's a hard pill to swallow. And it's hard to let anyone else fall into it.
We both deserve life. We both deserve happiness.
Fuck.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#karlach#ugh why did i have to get stupid for her#ok i know why i got stupid for her#you provide me muscled woman for once? I AM NOT TURNING DOWN A MEAL I AM STARVING FOR#just ugh some of this shit though is hitting too hard#this is long#ventpost#if anyone reads this entire thing and has finished BG3 and doesn't think I can handle it pls let me know#probably gonna drop the game like a hot potato#despite what I said about wanting to finish it badly#idk just got to the bit where she was talking to me about feeling scared and I just ... couldn't#depression tw#trauma tw#I hate that this entire spiel? yeah? This is the /short/ version of my deeplore ok#ngl the disability thing makes me wanna write to larian because I'm sick of this 'better off dead' message thrown at us all#we deserve some positive fucking rep for once#ableism tw#maybe idk#kerytalk#keryplays bg3
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