Wisdom and Kindness - A Spiritual Story

This newsletter has the possibility of holding the energy of relaying that greatest of greats - wisdom and kindness.

The difference between the personality, character, and ego traits and wisdom become more obvious as we hopefully learn with the aging process ( that’s not everybody of course.)

Wisdom can be defined in spiritual terms in this way, “wisdom doesn’t need to speak. Instead it sits back, listening with the heart fully engaged, while the personality speaks out loud.”

Kindness is one of the loveliest traits of mankind when we exercise it, and all too often we haven’t been particularly famous for being kind at all, not now or throughout our history. Let’s hope there’s massive room for improvement in this area.

Bringing the two energies of both wisdom and kindness together, is a wonderful combination, and one we all deserve to not only meet in our lives, but also to experience first hand.

I am living every day with a man so kind and loving, it sometimes takes my breath away. He is way more patient than me, and even on the roads in the state of Florida (which currently has the absolute worst drivers I’ve seen so far), he has a tolerance that I don’t possess. It’s one of the things I’m working on. The urge to sit with my head out of the window, using very bad language, is one I have to stop myself from doing all the time. Enlightened? I think not!

He has shown patience to grown and growing, quite selfish and uncaring people in his life, while he continues to love them and leave doors open for their behaviors and attitudes to change. While I am a door closed, locked, bolted and I’m in another realm, far enough away to forget any of that even existed.

I am learning so much from him, and it’s really cute, because he thinks he’s growing and learning from me (perhaps we won’t tell him just yet.)

I personally had a very different childhood than any of my siblings. They didn’t care for my mother, and I adored her. They didn’t bother to get to know her, and I couldn’t soak up enough details of who she was, what mattered to her and how she grew up in war torn England. I found her fascinating, lovely, wise, kind and one of the best people I had the great pleasure to meet. I certainly preferred her to anyone I lived with, and she was a woman close to my heart and soul. I don’t know or understand anyone who had the opportunity to meet her, to not appreciate the gentleness of her soul. I knew that about her, and felt better about me for being able to see the wisdom and kindness in her.

I seek that in everyone now (not as much the Floridian drivers yet, but I’m working on it!)

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PILE 1 COLLECTIVE

• I love the sound of your laughter.

• You’ve turned me into a more carefree person.

• Let’s spend the day baking/cooking then heading right back to bed to cuddle!

• I feel like we could never have enough quality time together.

• You’re my favorite person in the world.

• I’m addicted to your scent.

• We should start a family (🐾/👶).

• You’re my lock screen.

• I tell all my friends about you. If you checked my notifications, all you’d see is a group chat roasting me for how obsessed I am with you.

• There is no place I’d rather be than here with you in my arms.

• I like to watch you sleep. You just seem so peaceful and still that it’s intensely captivating. I hope you don’t mind 😵‍💫.

~ miscellaneous: earth sign placements. homebodies. 2 introverts or an introvert & an extrovert. hard-working, masculine qualities in your spouse. wholesome domestic moments.

PILE 2 COLLECTIVE

• I want to drown in the sea of your existence.

• Dedicating poetry and art to you — my favorite muse.

• There is nothing in the world that I wouldn’t give to have more time with you.

• I’m afraid of loss/dying, but entering old age with you would make my existence complete.

• Please don’t leave me.

• Can I wake you up early if I’m craving your attention? It’s hard for me to contain my excitement when you look this beautiful/attractive.

• Let’s watch the sunset together and stay up late talking for hours.

• Every detail of your existence does not go unnoticed by me.

• We were meant to love each other in this life/I know that we are past life lovers who have found one another again.

• Come on, baby. Don’t be shy with me.

~ miscellaneous: water sign placements (especially scorpio or for their moon sign). 2 night owls or a night owl & a morning person. hozier songs. romantic moments caught on camera/posted online. artist x muse trope.

PILE 3 COLLECTIVE

• You light me on fire with desire.

• I love teasing you more than anything else in the world.

• You’re my best friend and lover, all wrapped into one.

• My heart feels warm and glows from the inside whenever you’re around.

• I can’t lose you. If I do, I’ll go crazy.

• Let’s go for a drive, listen to music, eat food, and forget about our worries.

• I want to be the first person you call when you’re in trouble.

• I will never judge you.

• We will travel everywhere and make the world our own.

• I want to surprise you with grand gestures (especially via gifts or shared experiences).

~ miscellaneous: fire sign placements. ready or not — bridgit mendler. sneaky smirks that make you smile uncontrollably. spontaneous memories or communication. fluffy hair & tan skin features for some.

PILE 4 COLLECTIVE

• Pulling out all my best jokes just for you.

• Give me a nickname and I’ll give you one back.

• How can I possibly deny your charm?!

• Your style is impeccable. Every time we’re in a shop together, I just want to watch you pose in front of the mirror.

• I’ll make you homemade snacks and share my family’s recipes with you!

• Spoiling you with acts of service.

• We don’t even have to speak to understand one another. Mere eye contact is enough.

• You bring out my (good) crazy side 🤪.

• I love how we can always bounce off each other’s energies so well.

• I wanna give you expensive jewelry or items with my initials on it.

~ miscellaneous: air sign placements. a quirky sense of humor. distinct eyebrows. friends to lovers trope (Monica & Chandler came to mind). latin/hispanic backgrounds for some.

Short Astro observations

• I’ve seen a pattern of child abuse, neglect, or sexual abuse in Aquarius Moons (mostly sexual). Most may block the memory out and go about their life and others may subconsciously act it out.

•Sagittarius just can not be tamed! Stop trying lol. Let them be free and let them flow to you.

•Stop saying Taurus is the lazy sign. We just don’t do sh!t that’s not important to us or the situation that’s being presented at hand. Once we analyze the situation…which is a slow but direct approach…we will make the call…and you can’t change our minds lol

• Gemini energy is so attractive and hated. This is because people don’t understand what duality is. They see things one way. Gemini see many things in different ways. Most of the world looks at the world narrow…the Gemini sees both narrow and broad….cut them some slack lol

• Libra energy is beautiful Af! They can get along with anybody and can make friends easily. There approach to life is simple. I also can sense jealousy in them though. Which is crazy to me.

•I adore Pisces moons (my twins are Pisces moons). Their sensitivity is questionable though. Depending on their other placements and aspects…you’ll never know what you get from them responding to their emotions. They are mutable…so I’ll call them a “Jack in the box” type responder lol they are also..so touchy. My bff for ten years is a Leo with a Pisces moon…she couldn’t sleep without her feet touching mine when we were younger lol 😂

psychic/intuitive astro placements for Pluto

In Astrology, Pluto symbolises regeneration, transformation, and spiritual rebirth. This planet represents subconscious forces, ruling all that is below the surface. A Starseed origin in alignment here is the origin in which you're most connected to in the underworld. This is your 1st and 2nd dimensional origin expression. 

Pluto is a generational planet that changes signs between every 12-31 years, and governs the sign of Scorpio.

*Psychic/Intuitive Astrological placements for the planet Pluto* "I Empower"

Sagittarius: (1995-2008) great prophetic abilities were stimulated during Pluto's time in Sagittarius. These natal chart holders were born with natural visionary abilities and a faith in human nature. Especially if Pluto is in alignment with Lyra or the Shaula Starseed origin which run along the Sagittarius degrees.

Scorpio: (1983-1995) these natal chart holders were born with a strong intuition and a great psychic ability that is likely to be well-developed. Especially if Pluto is in alignment with the stargate Antares (The Family of Archangel Uriel) which runs along the Scorpio degrees. Pluto is most comfortable here in its home sign, but since Pluto is a generational planet other psychic/intuitive aspects/natal placements are needed to activate it.

Pluto in 1st house: intuitive. These chart holders radiate intensity naturally and are likely to have well-developed instincts. Especially if Pluto is running along an Aries degree (regardless of what sign Pluto is in) which is connected to the stargate Pleiades.

Pluto in 3rd house: mystic, intuitive, and prone to prophetic visions. Especially if Pluto is running along a Gemini degree which is connected to the Orion stargate. These chart holders have a very analytic mind and they instinctively search for hidden meanings. They are very observant and they learn through observation of others.

Pluto in 5th house: intuitive, creative, and possess powerful visionary capabilities. These chart holders act as creative catalysts for the collective and they possess powerful creative impulses. Especially if Pluto is running along a Leo degree which is connected to the Regulus Starseed origin (The Family of Archangel Raphael.)

Pluto in 8th house: these chart holders possess a strong intuition and are possibly clairvoyant. They're likely to experience more unusual events than others due to their fascination of all that is hidden, taboo, or "dark." They are gifted with great healing abilities that come naturally to them. Especially if Pluto is running along a Scorpio degree which is connected to the stargate Antares (The Family of Archangel Uriel.)

Pluto in 9th house: intuitive, drawn to psychology and/or occult topics, very mystical. These chart holders possess a great inner depth to them and a profound, unique inner wisdom. Some of these chart holders make for the greatest spiritual teachers/leaders. Especially if Pluto is running along a Sagittarius degree which is connected to the Lyra and Shaula Starseed origin.

Pluto in 12th house: possess a deep healing power, intuitive and mystical in nature. Especially if Pluto is running along a Pisces degree which is connected to the Andromeda Galaxy. These chart holders are inclined to go deep, explore the meaning behind their dreams, and analyze their personal psychology. They are quite adept at comprehending others' motives, and it's possible that they discover they have healing powers and tune in quite quickly to others' struggles and vulnerabilities. Understanding more than most. They have a strong empathy with a sense that we are all capable of good and evil. (This goes for most 12th house placements, though. Especially Moon, Mercury, Mars, Jupiter, Neptune, and/or Pluto in this position.)

Note: not all astrological placements for Pluto are listed. If your Pluto house/sign is not listed that does not mean that you do not have other intuitive/psychic indicators in your chart. Everybody has intuitive and psychic placements to one degree or another in their astrological chart. This is why it is important to refer to the entire astrological chart as a whole! <3

What house/sign is your Pluto in? Note below! Mine's in 5th house Sagittarius! :)

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I’ve been studying astrology since 2019 after meeting a few new friends who had an interest in it,, they were part of an astrology group, and they introduced me to it, I’ve been on this journey path every since! Fun fact, I was going through my 11h projection year! The 11h rules over groups and astrology, and unpredictable situations. I met these people randomly and it just been a domino affect😅

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WEEKLY ZODIAC HOROSCOPE 7/11 - 7/17 🔮 ( PART 2 )

Hello ! Happy Sunday my Alchemist Babes. 🌞 This post will cover Aquarius & Pisces zodiac signs ONLY and what they can expect in this upcoming week. Please refer to part 1 for all the rest of the signs. Make sure you check your Sun, Moon & Rising signs 🌞🌙⬆️ for a more in-depth forecast of the week. Enjoy 💜

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AQUARIUS 🌬 (January 20 - February 18)

What can Aquarius’s expect this week ?

Strong emotions. Passionate love or hate.

News is on the way.

Climbing towards success.

Preserve and you will overcome problems.

Depression, anxiety. Worrying that someone is against you.

Work, achievement, success.

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PISCES 🧜‍♀️ (February 19 - March 20)

What can Pisces’s expect this week ?

Good luck.

Doing something risky. Taking a chance.

Situations in the balance that require careful handling.

Keep your life in balance.

Danger, especially in money matters.

Good news.

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Responsible Actions Wisdom Conversation

In this video Ruth and Jeff discuss and share how they see what it takes to stand in responsibility for our actions. In this way, there are less victims, and individuals will want to choose wisely, more often, with what responses show up in everyday life.

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PILE 1 COLLECTIVE

[ old money ] [ athlete/athletic build ] [ family-oriented, especially with their mother ] [ fluffy, curly hair ] [ brown hair ] [ looks good in/often wears the color blue ] [ will enjoy making pinky promises or playing with your hands ] [ tall for their gender ] [ mediterranean or european background, possible greek or british ] [ charming ] [ talkative ] [ golden retriever ] [ PDA ] [ almost always wears sneakers/tennis shoes ] [ gets along well with your friends & feminine energies ] [ conventionally attractive ] [ notting hill movie ] [ spontaneous first meets, maybe during a trip abroad/after moving to a new place ] [ gemini, sagittarius, capricorn, leo placements ] [ is very knowledgeable about culture, wines, fine dining, etiquette, etc. ] [ woodsy scents/would love to drink alcohol by a fireplace somewhere cozy, especially scotch or something old school ]

PILE 2 COLLECTIVE

[ enjoys orchestra/classical/instrumental music ] [ creatively gifted, especially in singing or photography ] [ likes to stay organized/clean ] [ gift giving as a love language ] [ nicknames that make you feel like royalty, “princess/prince” or “god/goddess” ] [ playful teasing ] [ fire sign, scorpio, aquarius, libra, cancer placements ] [ enjoys writing & keeping a journal ] [ homebody but somebody with status/notoriety & success ] [ using you as their muse on social media/in careers ] [ dyed hair for people attracted to feminines, especially pink ] [ manic pixie dream girl complex ] [ “you’re different than the rest” ] [ opposite aesthetic as you ] [ the great gatsby movie, especially jay & daisy’s attraction ] [ an old soul ] [ cynical and reserved humor ] [ light hair for people attracted to masculines, especially dirty/honey blonde ] [ somebody that i used to know — gotye ] [ a person you share a past/past life with ] [ the letters a, e, r, t, i, l, and n ]

PILE 3 COLLECTIVE

[ spiritually gifted/self-aware ] [ 9h, 12h, 1h, 3h, 5h placements or synastry ] [ optimistic ] [ teaches you how to connect to nature ] [ sent to you by your guides/ancestors ] [ in touch with their feminine side ] [ empress in tarot energy ] [ roots for the underdog ] [ enjoys investments & humanitarian work ] [ well-spoken ] [ amicable ] [ compatible political affiliations, but they may expand your understanding of the world ] [ wears jewelry ] [ would love to get matching tattoos or wear matching clothes with you ] [ manifestation/spell work is a factor in this romance/one of their hobbies ] [ wants to build a home out of you ] [ provider ] [ sensual ] [ connected to their inner child & may like to watch disney/nostalgic movies, especially frozen ] [ a huge cuddler ] [ winter birthday for some ]

PILE 4 COLLECTIVE

[ flexible or enjoys dancing ] [ aesthetic hands ] [ a lover of the arts ] [ soft or quiet voice ] [ socially anxious ] [ remembers the small details about you ] [ impresses your family/mother upon first meet ] [ has a cat or younger sibling for some ] [ lets you paint their nails or practice makeup on them ] [ short hair, may sometimes get perms or curling techniques ] [ thin frame ] [ infp/infj/intj/intp/etc type of personality ] [ indie or soft pop music lover, especially clairo ] [ soft kisses ] [ prone to blushing or avoiding eye contact ] [ pale skin ] [ talks about you to their best friends ] [ karaoke/comedy clubs ] [ graham crackers ] [ strong perfume, especially floral/rose ] [ height difference/size kink ]

Aries House Cusp

In your natal chart, Whatever house cusp has Aries on it, is the place in life where you NEED to be independent. Learning the ins and outs of this area can only be experienced through perseverance and in some cases impulsivity. More so trusting your intuition and the guidance the universe gives you. Trusting that you are ultimately in control of what you want to experience or manifest in this area of life.

Now this doesn’t mean you won’t have help here and there, but you will be responsible with the information, skills, and knowledge you gain on your road to independence. This is self mastery energy! Aries is the I AM, right? Learning how to embrace this house on a personal level can lead to inner fulfillment.

For example: 2nd house cusp Aries: learning to be independent surrounding what YOU value. Not depending on anybody else’s value system. Being able to provide stability when it comes to possessions, values, and self worth. You defining what you value and more. Self made energy!

the planets through the 12th house pt. 1: sun-mars

the 12th house is the house of the unconscious, and commonly known as the last and most liminal of the zodiac houses. this house relates to karma, invisible enemies, suffering, reckoning, and ultimately- evolution. those with planets through the 12th house often have deeply rooted psychological fears.

now that we know what this house is "known for" it's important to note why this house is truly present in your astrological chart. and that is, by all means, soul transformation, ego death, and soul evolution to the highest form/extent. this house is not detrimental- as it is made out to be. especially if you are self aware, and know how to work with the energies presented by this house.

the 12th house signifies angelic protection to the highest form. you are connected to all through this house. you are protected and watched over during this lifetime, and will not come face to face with your enemies as you are deeply, and angelically protected along your journey to soul evolution and a higher state of consciousness. this house is seen as a blessing and a curse. the curse, only coming from the possibility of multiple dark knights and ego deaths. resulting in (probably many) mental health crisis'. this is only leading you towards enlightenment, and not every soul is strong enough in this incarnation to take on the energies of the 12th house. you will walk through life, continually transforming your soul/ego. every waking moment, you are preparing for death. so that your soul may truly put the past life karma of these planets to rest. truthfully, the 12th house is the greatest blessing that one will ever have in their astrological chart. this is the mark of enlightenment, the mark of new beginnings and endings, and the mark of a second chance. it is nothing to fear, but must be appreciated as your soul is strong enough to take on these energies and yearns for liberation brought forth by the energies of the 12th.

soul liberation/purification can truly only be accessed by this house. if you have 12th house placements you are likely to be more so an evolved soul. as younger souls cannot take on this placement. they will eventually, as will everybody- just not in this incarnation. you were destined for a spiritual path of soul/ego transformation in this lifetime. this house only lives up to the negatives so often preached about, and is only at its detriment when you are more in synch with your lower self over your higher self. with the 12th house present, you have lived multiple- if not many- past lives.

The 12th house through the planets:

Sun in 12th house: this is your most dominant expression and conscious origin in this lifetime. your overall persona and approach to life. your identity, individuality, and your vitality lies here. this is also where your ego lies. your sun sign is not a personality placement as it is so heavily believed to be. it deals with your individuality/level of independence present to you in this incarnation, and more so tells the path you are walking. it's quite similar to your life path number and many seem to have life path numbers that are of the same vibration as their astrological sign. (ex: my best friend is an aquarius, she also happens to be a lifepath 11 which is the house of aquarius. i am a life path number 4, which is home to the astrological sign cancer, and i also happen to be a cancer sun. of course, it does not work this way for everybody as your life path number is set a part from your actual zodiac. my twin flame is a life path number 11, but he is a scorpio sun. however, he has an aquarius stellium that is found within his personality placements in his astrological chart.) your personality/emotional placements are your moon, mercury, and mars. as your rising (ascendant) deals with the level of light frequency you are tuned into and therefore is integrated into your approach/spirituality/overall energy in which you hold in this incarnation. of course, traits of your sun sign/ascendant sign are intertwined with whatever position your moon, mercury, and mars are in. venus is more so for aesthetic purposes/how you portray your aesthetic to the world and how you show up in romantic partnerships/friendships.

-a 12th house sun is quite similar to a 12th house mars. you are destined for a true, spiritual, and enlightened path. however, compared to other 12th house placements, this is a more painful placement than most. here you will experience multiple upon multiple ego deaths throughout your lifetime. your individuality and sense of independence may feel "locked" or "confused" in a way. but this is also a more powerful placement. you are granted with a high level of spiritual power in this lifetime, and although it is mostly only present in your subconscious- those with a 12th house sun can feel the level of spiritual power they hold in this incarnation. which, is the same as a 12th house mars. you are granted with a powerful level of sensitivity that allows you to see beyond the here and now. you are an extremely healing energy to those you surround yourself/come in contact with. others can often feel this healing energy that you give off and easily gravitate towards you consciously or subconsciously. those with this placement are likely to have walked a spiritual path in a past life to one extent or another. if not a spiritual path, your individuality and self-esteem were ripped away from you in some way or form. only the chart holder can know which of the two better fits them. it could be both in some way as well. this placement requires a lot of inner reflection and delving deep into your psyche to heal the level of emotional trauma you endured in a past life. you should provide your soul with extra self love and care as you are well deserving of it and are such a kind/empathetic loving soul. as this is the only thing that will bring a 12th house sun through to the other side. as a mars in 12th house often endured a great deal of physical pain in a past life, those with a 12th house sun endured great emotional pain. and, if not careful and made self aware, this pain will be re-integrated into this life if not worked through. since it is not physical, but emotional- something that the 12th house is so commonly known for bringing to the surface. this is why this is the hardest/most painful 12th house placement to bear. but it can, and will be done, as it is your souls destiny. and you will emerge greater and more healed than ever before on the other side. Mac Miller had his sun in 12th house. <3

Moon in 12th house: this is where your most subconscious origin towards your life path and planetary mission lies. your moon sign represents eternal incarnation and is connected deeply to more than one lifetime/akashic record. this is where your inner self lies, your emotional nature, and your instinct. you have the strongest psychic connection to this origin.

-those with a 12th house moon have a very, very deep emotional nature. a 12th house moon is very similar to a 12th house mercury. however, the intuition is stronger to the individual with a 12th house moon and the psychic abilities are stronger to the individual with a 12th house mercury. and, like a 12th house mercury, those with a 12th house moon seem to have emotions that are all over the place. they run so deep that sometimes it's hard to separate what feelings are your own, and what feelings you are absorbing/taking in by the collective. since the moon also deals with our intuitive state, those with this placement possess an extremely high level of intuitive abilities that are not easily accessed by those without this placement. regardless of other planetary positions/aspects. this is a powerful intuitive, and emotional placement. other realms/parallel universes/astral projection can be easily accessed with this placement and come effortlessly to the chart holder. you are not only connected to the angel realm (as all 12th house placements are to a certain extent) but you are also connected to multiple upon multiple dimensions. including those of the underworld. in a past life, you were constantly belittled by others. constantly being told that you were not good enough. you were taught that your powerful emotional state was not one to be shown outwardly. because of this criticism that you endured, you kept this pain bottled up inside of you. it is now here, in this life, presented to you to be worked through. your soul would like to be liberated from this emotional pain. and although this is an easier position for the 12th house, you have quite a few lifetimes of emotional pain to work through in this incarnation. i believe that the moon in 12th is an easier placement due to the fact that the chart holder will not suffer from a high level of PTSD/paranoia as they would from other 12th house planets. it more so signifies a denial of ones own emotional nature that was strong and creative, but was not allowed/easily expressed in multiple past lives. this is a good placement for those who wish to go into any type of investigative/detective work. as you will easily be able to see through to the true intentions of others and past all lies and delusions. it's important to express your creative nature in this lifetime (whatever it may be) as this is what will truly liberate your soul. many famous artists have this position in their chart along with those who incarnated as celebrities. as a celebrity life is more prone to being able to easily and outwardly express this placement as it is wished to be.

Mercury in 12th house: this is your mental plane and your most intellectual expression on Earth. you are most connected to this origin's collective coherence and wave form, and this is the origin in which you think most alike. Your communication, your ideas, and your intellect lies here.

-Mercury in 12th house is a very strong yet detrimental placement at the same time. This is only a detrimental placement in terms of learning/knowing how to work with the extreme level of 12th house power that lies within this position. Those with a 12th house Mercury hold an extremely deep level of spiritual power and knowledge. This knowledge is subconsciously held, but is so deep that whether the chart holder does the work needed for this placement or not- this knowledge will be brought to the surface in bits and pieces throughout multiple ascension cycles during this incarnation. However, if the work is not done and the energy is not made known to the chart holder- they will struggle greatly. Deep self-awareness is needed here and once it is found this is not at all a detrimental placement. (Coming from someone with a 12th house Mercury who has learned and worked through this energy and still continues too on a daily basis.) Remember, that there is truly no "detriment" to anything in life as long as what is considered to be is made known/worked through. All things in life are presented to us and learned by us for a higher purpose and meaning. Those with this placement were often taught/mentored by multiple gurus and spiritual mentors in a past life and they bring forth all the knowledge in which they have been taught into this incarnation. They hold deep, and intense psychic powers and are more so prone to out-of-body-experiences and astral projection (similar to moon in 12th house) than any other 12th house placement. These chart holders will experience many intense psychic episodes throughout life that bring them even closer to the spiritual knowledge they hold within them. This position is more so a need of soul liberation by "finding out who you really are" which, to a certain extent is true for everybody regardless of their astrological placements. But, those with a 12th house Mercury are not necessarily meant to share this information with others (although, they can, and most will. many famous writers have this position in their astrological chart and this is one of the best astrological positions for writing. whether it be journaling or career based) but are truly meant to re-discover and find this information within themselves. Whether they choose to portray it to others or not. Personal and self-fulfillment is what will truly liberate this chart holders soul. This position indicates that you died with a lifetime of spiritual knowledge within you, and it could also relate to some form of head injury with this spiritual knowledge being involved. Possibly even an assassination of some sort due to the high level of knowledge you were taught as it’s possible that this knowledge was not taken so kindly by others when brought to the light. You are the true holder of the akashic records, holding within you lifetimes of spiritual power and knowledge. Those with this position can access their most recent past life(s) with more ease than other 12th house planets. Most importantly, many with a Mercury in 12th house died suddenly with one last missing piece of knowledge needed to complete their already evolved spiritual knowledge base. This is part of their mission in this lifetime. They are meant to discover the missing piece.

Venus in 12th house: represents your emotional plane and the origin in which you feel the most through in terms of romantic relationships/partnerships, and friendships. this alignment is connected deeply to the parallel version of you and deals with your love language, aesthetic, and your overall taste for life.

-Those with a Venus in 12th house hold a spiritually profound form of love and have a desire to experience love on a higher level. This is quite a complicated placement due to the fact that it signifies two different meanings. It is up to the chart holder to decide (preferably based on their chart as a whole) which meaning fits them best. The first thing that a Venus in 12th signifies is that the chart holder was someone of extreme high importance in a past life. You have a type of ethereal beauty to you that's not as easily portrayed by others without this placement due to the fact that this ethereal beauty is more by means of energetic than anything else. You hold a high power wherever you go and naturally, most people immediately respect you. It's easy for those with Venus in 12th house to earn the respect of others naturally, without even trying. On the other hand, this signifies a need for multiple love affairs and domination over these affairs. This energy should be handled carefully and with ease as Venus in 12th house natives can easily add on more karma for themselves in regards to materialistic needs and romance. The second thing that a Venus in 12th house signifies is that the chart holder spent their past life(s) using and exploiting others in terms of sexual purposes. You have brought over multiple past lives of secret love affairs, and it's possible that you did not treat these people very well. In this life you are destined for multiple karmic relationships and encounters that will be followed through willingly or unwillingly. This is an extremely high karmic placement, but all 12th house placements are. And, it does not always indicate the latter. Most Venus in 12th house chart holders signifies a famously lived past life with the need to fulfill this life with your past life's materialistic values. It's important to work with this energy and learn to not focus on materialism as much as your own personal growth and spiritual development. As this is what this placement calls for in order to liberate ones soul. When this energy is made aware to the chart holder and truly brought to the surface, this can be a much easier placement. On the positive side, seriously, you guys hold such a strong sense of beauty. You also have heightened psychic and intuitive abilities when it comes to dealing with your loved ones/romantic relationships and friendships. Many Venus in 12th house chart holders are subconsciously tuned into the lives of their loved ones and will immediately know when something is wrong/off with them. You are a humanitarian at heart who can relate to people from all walks of life, and you have the ability to easily respect others regardless of their background.

Mars in 12th house: this is your most psychical and spiritual expression. this origin is held in your conscious identity in this incarnation and represents life lessons and motivation within this origin. this is the origin in which you are most mistaken for, and the expression of your physical form may represent the soul genetic of this origin. this is where your energy, your ambitions, your passions, and your sex drive lies.

-Mars in 12th house is an extremely controversial and misunderstood placement. More so than any other astrological 12th house placement. Many believe that having this placement indicates that one did some evil/monstrous past life misdeed(s) based on what the planet Mars stands for. The truth is, is that this is NOT the truth. Lol. Those with a Mars in 12th house are the most sensitive, caring, nurturing, and loving human beings. They are the true spiritual leaders, and they know what it's like to be degraded. They know what it's like to be broken down and have everything and everyone stripped away and taken from them. They truly know what it means to feel abandoned, and loss. In fact, sadly, this is the deepest feeling in which a Mars in 12th house chart holder resonates with. Which is why they are passive aggressive and easily offended. This position indicates that in a past life you were degraded and lived a life of crime. Including possible slavery/bondage. Sexual abuse runs deep with a 12th house Mars, and you will often struggle with finding how to express your sexual needs here due to past life circumstances. One of the most misunderstood beliefs of the 12th house is that it is integrated karma bringing forth your past life misdeeds to be done to you in this life from a karmic stand point. This is not true, lol. The 12th house brings you towards enlightenment, and allows you to work through the karma/hurt/misdeeds you have experienced in past lives. Yes, it brings these feelings and actions to the surface. But you are not suffering through them on a physical level. You are suffering through them on a spiritual level in terms of reaching soul liberation. This is why this house is so deeply misunderstood. This can be a hard placement to work with, Mars in 12th house. As your soul wants to be completely liberated and freed from all these painful memories and feelings from your past lives. It really helps to see which fixed Starseed Origin is found within this placement. This will help you with putting these feelings/emotions into a better perspective. Other than the negatives, this is a position of a true spiritual leader, true spiritual enlightenment, extreme psychic sensitivity, and a level of empathy that is unmatched with any other 12th house placement. Extremely prone to astral projection/out-of-body experiences, and possess some of the highest innate healing abilities. Many spiritual leaders and gurus have this placement as they are truly in touch with transforming their shadow side and turning light into darkness. This is the true meaning behind an empathetic, 12th house Mars. If a water sign falls within this planet it only further deepens the intuitive and psychic abilities of the 12th house. Especially if it's in Cancer or Pisces. This is a truly soul liberating placement, and chart holders with a 12th house Mars are very connected to their ancestors in the spirit realms and are divinely and spiritually protected and guided throughout life to the highest extent. Of course, you have to consider the chart as a whole, but especially if paired with another 12th house placement- physically, these chart holders are untouchable. The so called "karma" that these chart holders should expect to deal with is the feeling of controlling everything, including others. You also do not know how to express your anger in appropriate ways which is why you come off as so passive aggressive. It's hard to access your anger and emotions here in the right way. This stems from your past life wounds. Be careful to not subconsciously act them out. As it will be stronger done if so considering it is the planet Mars. This is what your soul wishes to be liberated from. Work through these feelings and emotions that way you do not subconsciously project them on to others. This placement is also common among Presidents and those heavily involved in politics.

I will cover Jupiter-Pluto in pt. 2! What are your 12th house placements? Mine are Mercury, Mars, and North Node (which I will cover as well.)

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🐈‍⬛Lilith in Aries: the native may feel more of a desire to be independent, to stand up for things he believes in, to cherish individualism, to argue persuasively for his opinions, and to be more sensual and straightforward when in love. The issue is that this can make relationships a little more challenging, encouraging more rejection or the tendency to look for flaws in a spouse since it's hard to commit. Those who were born with this alignment in their birth chart might have gone through periods of rejection.If Lilith is in Aries, don't be scared to look ahead; what vibrates will remain, and if not, don't be afraid to let it go for good.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Taurus: Lilit in Taurus indicates a stronger sense of tenacity along with an increased attraction to all things sensual and lovely. Additionally, it may increase emotional activity to the point that you look for greater security in relationships. Furthermore, this comfort isn't necessarily purely emotional; you might want to look for individuals who are stable financially, for instance. This particular dependency on tangible, safe things might occasionally cause discomfort and disrupt your emotional balance. Lilith, who stands for feminine power, narrates how the family's ladies acquired strength and empowerment so Lilith is in Taurus could be a clan women who came to power by making excellent use of their resources and handling their finances and belongings with diligence.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Gemini: It can induce a greater search for independence and make the native particularly interested in intellectual or communicative areas, such as literature and public relations. This position can also suppress emotions a little or make the native more rational. With this placement it is important to understand that what kills or what hurts the native is not the physical offense, but the negative use of other people's words. With Lilith in Gemini this people may be afraid to connect with their environment for fear of rejection Or it could be the opposite, someone who is very good at social communication, who is friendly and fun and connects with everyone.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Cancer: Lilith in Cancer has a great capacity to intuit emotionally charged issues, perhaps about the past, childhood, lack of protection during childhood, or during a moment of great vulnerability. She encourages the native to reflect on the concepts of family. This movement also speaks of emotions that are gestated in the primordial energy of Creation. The desire to establish emotional ties is intense and these people may obsessively seek to start a family.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Leo: In general, it brings a greater desire to have fun, increases the desire to participate in parties and perhaps be the center of attention. It increases the chance of convincing and seducing people and slightly increases the chances of being a notable person. Self-knowledge is very important for you to find your true identity and eliminate any type of narcissism and overvaluation of your shape or physical beauty. When seeking recognition and attention, you must be careful not to do so in an exaggerated way. Lilith in Leo represents the energetic vibration of rebellion, uniqueness and creativity. This energy has the quality of helping those with this position.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Virgo: They have a character that is not afraid of loneliness, they are independent and do not sacrifice their autonomy for some company. They are very selective with their friends and partners and do not dedicate time to the bonds that do not find meaning in the shared moments. This positioning of Lilit can make objectivity in details a little difficult, influencing the native to criticize things or people at first glance. Her analytical and psychological abilities tend to increase and they may have very strong intuition. The problem is that they may not be exactly aware of these abilities or, out of modesty, may not admit them.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Libra: Lilith in Libra can intensify the thirst for justice, this position indicates a constant search for equality and beauty and at the same time a great need for symmetry in relationships. The challenge of this displacement is that natives often face scenarios where independence is threatened. with Lilith in Libra you may have difficulty establishing healthy boundaries in your social connections. This is because Lilith represents our darkest side.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Scorpio: Lilith in Scorpio can generate a tendency towards self-destruction or an overwhelming need to go against what is established. People born under this sign have an intense and magnetic energy that can attract others to them. In addition, they are very passionate and deep people, which allows them to connect with their darkest part and have the ability to face fears and internal traumas. In addition, it can speak of people with a strong and defiant character who do not follow conventional social norms. People with this position may be curious about issues associated with sexuality, power, and individual and social transformation.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Sagittarius: Here this native has the opportunity to unite intellect and spirituality, in addition, he suggests an influence that gives rise to a greater desire for knowledge and adventure. He usually contacts other people in search of more experience, always with good intentions. Also, he can talk about detached people, who feel that they cannot dedicate themselves to a single person, who need to adventure, travel and discover other cultures. This individuals must be careful from those who try to take advantage of their generosity as well as they must avoid nurturing vices.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Capricorn: It tends to slightly intensify the desire for status or to obtain a prominent position, it induces the native to be a little more indifferent or demanding with others, but sometimes it is important to make concessions. On the other hand, it can increase the sense of discipline and duty, basic things to achieve a prestigious position. It is important to keep in mind that those born with Lilith in this Earth sign can express themselves in a harsh way emotionally, and their own limitation makes it difficult to expression of others. They treat the people they love with somewhat authoritarian dynamics and expect them to respond in a certain way.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Aquarius: Lilith in Aquarius can intensify intuition, the desire for adventure, and a bolder attitude. She can stimulate independence or rebellion. Lilith in this Air sign, by not respecting what is established, they can adopt a permanent attitude of being contrary and testing everything around her. Their biggest urge is to cut ties and be totally autonomous, which can cause discomfort with others. These natives may feel that they do not match their family, they feel like the black sheep or the oddball of the clan. Then, they leave the blood network in search of a group to which they belong.

🐈‍⬛Lilith in Pisces: This positioning can cause the person to intensify themes, such as imagination, fantasy, artistic sense and inspiration. It may also stimulate a greater inclination to help people or an appreciation for social work. However, such influence can cause one to neglect oneself and fail to meet one's own needs. You must be careful not to get caught in illusions. Your spirituality or creative imagination can bear good material fruits, and it is necessary to deepen your knowledge and self-knowledge to unlock good ideas. You should always think about how to develop your spirituality and intuition to get a good idea of everything that happens around you.

in your eyes...(what do your eyes tell?)

hi! i'm back at posting finally! today's pac was inspired by the weeknd's song "in your eyes". like the title we'll get a look at what people see when they look in your eyes. take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. i would love to hear your feedbacks <3

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pick a pile

pile 1-2-3

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pile 1

People see someone pure at first glance. Also they see, almost, a childish joy. You may have doll-like eyes(do not have to) or just a doll-like gaze. But behind this soft and pure look, if someone looks deeply inside your eyes they can see the warrior inside you. You may have a pure look to your eyes but you also have lots of passion and spark inside them. I don't know how to explain but this soft look of your eyes does not give the impression of you being a weak person. (I know that being soft does not equal to being weak but some people think this way unfortunately.)

Your inner light shows up in your eyes. People sense that you are quite comfortable in yourself and with your life. Your eyes may also calm people. Whatever happens, you always have this calm look. 

Also a lot of creative spark shows up here. Maybe people notice how your eyes light up when you speak about (let's say you're a musician) music. They sense your passion through your eyes.

I also feel renewed reading your pile. You probably give this feeling to people with your eyes. 

You may feel things deeply. And this shows up in your eyes. Your eyes may be very expressive. Like whatever you feel it shows up in your eyes. Even if you try to control your facial expressions. 

I don't know how this can be but people see that you're a mystic person. Like you are highly intuitive. And to people this shows up in your eyes. From your eyes you give this “I trust the universe” type of calmness. Some people also think this mindset helps you be bold and calm at the same time. They also see lots of potential in your eyes.

Your eyes also give people belle (from the beauty and the beast) vibes.

these energies/placements may be prominent in your birth chart: leo x2, taurus; 10th house, 4th house, 3rd house ; south node, mercury, north node

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pile 2

Pile 2, my dear, are you ok? How have you been? I really get a heavy energy from your cards. You may be going through a tough time right now. If you need, please contact someone for help. Spirit also says there’s no need to rush. You do not need to be at a certain point in life at a certain time.

But back to the main topic. You may be an introvert. Or maybe just for this period of time you have decided to go on a hermit mode. To be frank, people see the pain in your eyes. The people who know you from the past know that you are this king/queen that has belief in themselves. That’s why they are shocked and worried. You may be going through a tough time. I don't know how long this has been going this way, pile 2. But I just want to give you a big warm hug.

You may sacrifice yourself for others a lot. You have that self-sacrificing feel to you.

These times people may be focused on the agony in your eyes. However if I were to describe other times, I would say they see royalty in your eyes. The unshakable self-confidence. Knowing that living your best life is your birthright. 

People also see wittines in your eyes. You probably are a very smart person (This smartness can be about various things btw). But also you have this look that gives people the sense that you carry deep wisdom. And a look that makes people think you are firm in what you believe in and not afraid to express yourself.

these energies/placements may be prominent in your birth chart: libra, sagittarius, cancer; 1st house, 7th house x2 ; mercury, uranus, moon

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pile 3

You are mysterious, pile 3. When people look into your eyes they get puzzled. At the same time they dwell in. I strongly sense scorpio-pluto energy from you. Actually not just me, people can see the chaos in your eyes too. You are not afraid of transformation. And probably you go through big ones a lot in your life. You are not afraid of what other people deem as dark. And have this really intense gaze to you. You really captivate people. 

People can see the loyalty in your eyes. They think you are loyal to the ones you hold close to your heart. Ride or di3 type of thing. You have this reliable look to you. Especially for your inner circle.  However people also see that you are not afraid to leave something if it does not serve you anymore. Also that your intuition plays a big role in this. Like people think you have this knowing/intuition whether a situation/person is good for you or not.

All this while people also may think that you focus too much on material things. Some romantic partners may only see lust in your eyes. And that's why they may feel bad if they want an emotional connection. And your partners probably get addicted to your eyes. To the point where they think “I don't want to look at anyone's eyes but pile3’s”. 

Your close circle can also see the joy in your eyes when something makes your soul light up. 

You also have this wise look. You may have a lot of knowledge about dark arts or you may be on the left hand path. While most of the people cannot see this, they still sense you have some knowledge that is far(?) to them. 

You have a luxurious gaze. You ooze self confidence and self contentment. Also from your eyes people may think you can know the future somehow.

these energies/placements may be prominent in your birth chart: sagittarius, cancer, aries; 12th house, 10th house, 8th house; saturn, pluto, jupiter

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