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nanamikeento · 4 years

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there is no other love, it's only yours

Pairing: Frankie Morales x female García!reader

Summary: Frankie can’t be quiet about his feelings for you anymore. The problem is... You’re his best friend’s sister.

Request: Combined #35 “Do you trust me?” and #47 “I’ve been in love with you for years.” from this prompt list.

a/n: not me putting cigarettes after sex lyrics again as a title...... anyway, so- it’s my first time writing for Frankie, pls be gentle 😌💖 and let me know what you think! a special thanks to The Gang™ for supporting me and motivating me to write this 😩🥺

warnings: soft smut +18

word count: 3.3k

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The day Frankie told Santiago about his feelings for you, he expected your brother to yell at him. He knew how protective he could be of you, especially if there’s a guy involved. So, honestly, he was a bit afraid to tell him. But Santi just looked him in the eyes with a soft smile on his face and shook his head.

“Hermano, I know.” He laughed softly.

Frankie narrowed his eyes with a line between brows. “You know?”

“You don’t think I’ve noticed?” Santiago took a sip from his beer. “You held her in your arms on the worst day of her life. Didn’t you think I’d get suspicious?”

Frankie felt his cheeks warming up as he looked away. That day was the worst of his life too. Seeing you being left on the altar, seeing you getting your heart shattered, and crying your eyes out when you were supposed to be having the time of your life… It broke his heart too.

He tried everything to make you forget about it. He took you to concerts of your favorite bands, to the movies, he took you on a hiking trip and made you laugh with his dad jokes and stories about his years in the military. And it worked. Months went by, but slowly he started to see the familiar light in your eyes and your genuine smile that he loves so much. Frankie decided then we wouldn’t lose any more time. He almost lost you once and didn’t want to lose you one more time.

But he needed your older brother’s support. Santiago’s approval is as important to him as of a father’s. And when his best friend just nodded and told him he already knew, it was like a weight was lifted from his chest. A weight full of longing stares and bottling feelings down for years.

“Just…” Santi hesitated and then sighed. “Be kind to her. She’s been through a lot, you know that.”

Frankie nodded, chewing on his bottom lip. “You know I’d never…”

He didn’t finish the sentence, but Santiago nodded. “I know.”

Frankie planned to tell you as soon as possible. But he wanted to go maybe get some flowers, or ask you on a date. He wanted it to be special. But he just couldn’t help himself.

You’re not that close to your brother’s friends as much as you’re close to Frankie. Even before you made the mistake of getting engaged, you and Frankie go way back. When you met, you thought he’d be the perfect match for you. Frankie was quiet, much more as an introvert than an extrovert, like the rest of Santiago’s friends. He was married at the time you had a crush on him. So you pushed your feelings away, but everytime he smiled or laughed or talked to you, your stomach would twist and your cheeks would warm up.

You never told anyone about it, not even to Santi. He’d be the last person you’d tell something like this to. But it didn’t matter anyway, because a few years later, you met the person who ruined your life.

Being left at the altar has taught you a few lessons. It has taught you not to trust anyone with your heart, not to just rip it out of you, and hand it to slippery hands that might drop it and hurt you. You hate to think about it. Back then, when it happened, you used to lie awake for hours at night, blaming yourself for not seeing the red flags, for staying with him as long as you did.

But Frankie. Sweet Frankie helped you realize it was not your fault. He helped you get through it, wiped your tears when you needed it, made you laugh when you needed it, held you in his arms that awful day. He made you realize that maybe your little crush on him you’ve had when you were younger… Maybe you still have it.

You quickly bottled those feelings, though, when they resurfaced. Figuring it was maybe because you had your heart broken violently and felt vulnerable, wanting to be fixed and mended by someone. Frankie taught you that you could do it yourself. He taught you it was possible to be happy by yourself.

But the thought of you and him lying on the bed, cuddling, the thought of walking on the beach hand in hand, soft kisses, laughter, warm embraces… It haunts your dreams the best way possible. You wake up every time, letting it ache, letting it burn in your memory. All these thoughts and dreams you keep to yourself, not even sharing them with your closest friends.

A soft song plays in the background as you finish setting up your latest purchase. The moon is already high in the sky and your stomach grumbles, begging for a meal. The first thing that comes to your mind when you think about food is Chinese. You salivate, thinking about the place around the corner that delivers.

Then, the doorbell rings. For a second, you laugh at yourself, thinking it must be the food you haven’t even ordered yet. You cross the living room of your studio apartment, your bare feet softly padding on the floor, to answer the door.

Frankie’s breath gets caught on his throat when he sees you. You’re dressed in the tiniest sleep shorts he’s ever seen; the white tank top you’re wearing doesn’t leave much to the imagination and he has to force himself to look at your face, swallowing hard.

“Frankie?” You laugh with a frown on your face. “What are you doing here?”

What is he doing here? Wasn't he going to make it special? Buy you some flowers? Ask you on a date? Why is he here, it's getting late and–

"Come in." You interrupt his thoughts, stepping aside to let him in. "Did you use the keycard I gave you?”

"Oh, yeah, I just–" He tries to talk. "I just thought we could–" He swallows when you close the door and forces himself to look anywhere but you. "Just thought we could hang out."

"Sure." You smile at him, walking to the kitchen area. "I was going to order Chinese, do you want something?"

After a small argument, you convince Frankie to let you pay for the meal. You both make small talk as you wait for the food. When the conversation dies and a silent pause hangs in the air, he decides it's the best moment to say it.

"Oh!" You exclaim before he can say a word. "Do you want to see what I just bought?"

"Okay?" He answers, a little confused.

You walk over to your bed and pauses when he doesn't follow you. "C'mon, dummy. Lie on the bed."

Frankie lets out a shaky breath and walks to you, lying on the bed next to you. Raising your arm, you turn off the lights, leaving the studio in complete darkness. The tension grows in the air, the more the silence grows, the thicker it gets.

"Frankie," You breathe his name in the dark.

"Yes, bonita?" He whispers back.

"Do you trust me?"

A pause. And then,

"I do."

Then, a purple sky of stars illuminates the ceiling of your tiny apartment. The star projector you bought makes your entire apartment look like a galaxy full of stars. The shiny lights make your eyes glow and Frankie is barely paying attention to them.

"I know they're not real, but we can barely see stars in the city." You smile, happy with your own little galaxy. "It doesn't beat the sky we saw on that camping trip you took me once. But it reminds me of it."

That camping trip was the first you had agreed to go with him. You weren't much of an adventurer like your brother, but something about the way Frankie assured you nothing bad would happen to you convinced you to go. And you were glad because it was the best trip you've taken. You could see a blanket of stars at night and it was breathtaking. The best view you've ever seen in your life.

"I liked that trip," Frankie says softly, remembering how you begged him to sleep in the same tent as you. He was careful not to touch you back then, and all he wanted was to hold you that night. The morning after, you both woke up a little closer to each other, even though you went to sleep on opposite sides of the tent.

"Yeah, me too." You turn your head to see him already looking at you, his amber skin glowing beautifully in the purple light. "Who'd would've thought for thirty dollars we could get the same sky on Amazon?"

He laughs with you but doesn't advert his gaze from your face as you look back at the stars. Both of your hands are next to each other and he makes a tiny move to touch his pinky finger to yours. You say nothing as you hook your finger with his, a lovely sensation growing in your stomach. And he says it.

"I love you."

It comes out of nowhere. Violently ripping the comfortable silence, the three little words hang in the air for a second, a painful second where your smile fades away and your eyes drop to a spot on the wall.

He... loves you? Frankie loves you. He loves you. For a moment, you feel the butterflies in your stomach moving with excitement, your heart beats like a hammer inside your chest, your mind racing. A soft, satisfying warmth spreads on your chest. You open your mouth to say something, because you know he’s waiting, still looking at you with those adorable brown eyes. The feelings you've been bottling for months, years even, flood inside you and you can't contain the tears that water your eyes.

Then why can't you say something?

The last man that wasn't your family told you he loved you, he ended up breaking your heart in a million little pieces. And, even though your heart is not as broken as before, you’re still scared. You’re scared to get hurt, to be left again. You’re scared to love again.

But Frankie wouldn’t do that. Frankie is different. You have to remind yourself that not everyone is like your ex, not everyone will leave you. And Frankie wouldn’t do that to you. He saw how much of a wreck you were when your heart was broken, you just know he wouldn’t hurt you like that.

“Do you promise?” You break the long silent pause, slipping your hand under his and lacing your fingers together. He frowns when you look at him with tears in your eyes and a pleading look in your eyes. “Do you promise you love me?”

“Bonita.” He rolls over to his side, reaching to cup your cheek. “I swear. I’ve been in love with you for years.”

A quiet sob escapes your lips as you bury your face on his chest; Frankie wraps his arm around you pulling you closer, inhaling the scent of your hair and kissing your hairline. His other hand still holds yours and you feel your palms getting sweaty for some reason.

“I’m just–” You mumble on his shirt. “I’m scared, Frankie. I’m so scared.”

“I know, mi alma,” He coos, feeling his own eyes watering as he pulls away to look in your eyes. “But I promise you, I won’t hurt you. I won’t force you to do anything. I won’t even be upset if you don’t feel the same way. I’m not him.”

His eyes are stern as he talks, filled with affection and devotion. You’ve never seen anyone care about you that much and it overwhelms you with love and affection, making your eyes water with tears again.

“I know, Frankie.” You breathe. “I– I feel the same.”

A warm smile splits Frankie’s face as he rubs his thumb on your cheek, wiping the remaining tears. “Yeah?”

“Yeah.” You smile at him.

Then he presses his lips against yours and you feel like your chest is going to explode. Your lips glide over his smoothly as you feel him pull you closer. Melting into his embrace, you smile on his lips, bringing your hand to touch his face. Frankie lets out a groan when you tug on his hair as he slips his tongue inside your mouth. It’s a sound that shakes your core, and you swear you want to hear it for the rest of your life.

“Frankie…” You whimper as his mouth leaves yours to trail wet kisses from your jawline to your throat. His hand slides down on the side of your body, squeezing the flesh of your hip, but stopping right above your ass. It’s only when you grab his wrist and push it down for him to touch you that he pulls away, a hint of surprise in his eyes.

“Are you– Are you sure?” His voice is low and filled with doubt as he speaks. You grin widely at him and nod your head.

Frankie leans on his elbow as he moves to be on top of you; your legs automatically open for him to fit between them. His lips are back to yours in a second and you knock the cap out of his head with a smile; he leaves your lips again, kissing your neck and collarbone as you sigh, tangling your fingers on his hair. Frankie’s hand slips under your top, resting on your waist as if waiting for permission to go any further.

“Frankie–” You sigh, eyes closed. He hums as he nibbles your ear lobe, a delicious sensation in your core floods you, and you smile. “Touch me.”

His hand slides up until he cups your breast under your tank top, massaging the soft flesh there. A whimper leaves your lips and you grab the hem of his shirt to take it off; he immediately complies, pulling your shirt over your head right after. His lips are on you again, planting wet kisses on every inch of your skin, and when he touches your center, it makes you gasp in pleasure. You don’t even notice when he pushes your shorts down your hips until he pushes two fingers inside you. Throwing your head back, you moan and look at Frankie’s lust filled eyes. He watches you as he circles your heat slowly, making you breathe heavily, your chest rising and falling with each wave of pleasure hitting you.

“Fr-Frankie–” You gasp, feeling the release coming closer.

“I got you, bonita.” He plants a kiss on the column of your throat when you throw your head back, letting the climax wash over you with a loud groan. You see stars behind closed lids, your head gets lighter for a second and you barely register the kiss he leaves on your lips.

“Oh, god,” You mumble, opening your eyes to see him grinning at you.

“No, it’s just me.” His cheeky smile makes his dimples stand out. Shaking your head, you laugh softly and grab his face to kiss his lips.

“Take your pants off,” You whisper on his mouth.

Frankie obliges immediately, hopping out of the bed and undoing his belt. Meanwhile, you reach for your nightstand drawer for the emergency pack of condoms you have in there. When you hand him the package, he takes your wrists and brings it to his lips, planting a soft kiss on your skin. Your stomach flips and you smile at him, watching as he rolls the condom on him.

“You’re beautiful, you know that?” Leaning over you, Frankie kisses your cheek as he aligns himself in your entrance and slowly pushes inside, making you whimper softly. “Perfecta.”

He’s still for a moment, allowing you to breathe and get used to his length. Your fingers run through his hair as you kiss his lips one more time. You nod as he touches his forehead to yours and whimper again when he starts moving.

It’s a slow, delicious pace but you beg for him to go faster. The feeling of him inside is overwhelming and you feel so full and complete with each thrust. Suddenly, your bottled feelings spill in the form of tears and you let out a soft sob. When Frankie notices the moistness in your face, he stops immediately, concern written all over his face.

“I’m okay.” You assure him, wrapping your legs around his hips to make sure he won’t pull out. “Don’t stop. Please.”

“You sure, mi vida?” Frankie asks as he wipes your tears with gentle hands.

“Yes.” You pull him closer, hugging his shoulders. “I’m happy, I promise.”

Frankie starts moving again, but this time slower, taking his time to reach his own high, taking you with him with your second orgasm, coming undone around him. He buries his face on your neck as he finishes with a soft groan, both of your breathings blending together.

The silence is comfortable, your bodies keep glued together for a while like you both have been longing for this moment for ages. And you both have.

You're not scared anymore. In fact, you're excited about what's to come. You're excited to start something new and fresh with someone as perfect as Frankie. A man that's familiar, that is the best friend you could ever ask for–

"Shit," You hiss when a thought crosses your mind.

"What?" Frankie lifts his head to look at you, brows furrowed in confusion. "Was it that bad?"

A soft laugh leaves your lips and you playfully smack his shoulder. "Shut up! I was just thinking how I’m going to tell Santi about us."

"Santi?"

"Yeah, you know, your best friend Santiago García? My brother?"

Frankie laughs at your irony and shakes his head as he pulls out of you with a soft grunt. Kneeling on the bed, he rests his hands on your knees. "He knows, bonita."

"He knows we just had sex?" You lean on your elbows, confusion written all over your face.

"Well," He tilts his head as he removes the used condom from himself, keeping his gaze down. "No. But he knows about–" He shrugs. "My feelings for you."

"Oh."

Frankie swallows and you watch as the thick column of his throat moves.

"I told him." His voice is small. "About an hour ago."

Affection spreads in your chest as your expression softens. You sit up, reaching out for him and pressing your lips to his.

"I went to, uh–" He clears his throat feeling his cheeks warm as he speaks on your mouth. "To ask– Well, he is my best friend, after all, and–"

You interrupt his rambling with another kiss on his lips. “Yeah?”

“Yeah,” He sighs, melting in your embrace.

“What did he say?” You whisper, planting another kiss on his lips and one more on his jawline.

“He said–” Frankie lets out a shaky breath as your lips meet his pulse point. “He already knew.”

You laugh softly on his skin. “Of course he knew.”

Your lips met his again in a soft, delicate kiss. Frankie’s hands cup your cheeks and he deepens it, slipping his tongue in your mouth again. But before you both could go any further, the loud buzz of the intercom interrupts the moment.

“It’s the food,” You laugh when Frankie groans, frustrated.

He watches as you stand up and fishes your sleep shorts from the floor, putting them on. You take Frankie’s shirt without asking and put it on too as he watches with a smile on his face.

“Are you staying tonight?” You ask as you walk over the intercom.

He waits for you to buzz the delivery guy in before speaking. “Do you want me to?”

You look at him with soft eyes. “Of course.”

“Then I’ll stay.”

Frankie sees you smiling at him and feels his chest swell with love. Maybe he didn’t make it special, like he wanted to, but this is better. More than special. And he knows it’s the start of something beautiful.

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#frankie morales x reader #frankie catfish morales #frankie morales #pedro pascal x reader #pedro pascal x you #pedro pascal fanfiction #myfic

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astrojoy · 3 years

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Hi! First of all, I want to say that the energy in your blog screams like a bundle of sunshine 🌞. So pure 'n bright and I love itt. Can I join the future spouse event too? My initials are AD ☁️. Thank you and pls rest well~

It did when I had the aesthetic! I kept the name but changed it again because I haven't tried red and black in awhile!

I look gothic now oml- ima rock with this style for a little while!

But thank you so much! Hopefully you still do, don't let the red and black fool you! I don't bite 😃😂

NUMBERS

3, 0, 6, 27, 11 or 111, 13, 66

ZODIAC

Dominant Element - WATER

Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer, Aquarius, Virgo

SONG

BTS - Magic Shop

(I also legit got the magician card)

Willow Smith - Wait A Minute!

LIFE AFTER MARRIAGE

● There's sometype of past karma or something in the subconscious, maybe trauma or wounds, they will all be released and you will transform!

● A kid is quite possible. Someone could be very fertile

● Might have flowers near the house or a legit garden

● Birds may enjoy being near your house

● Your house holds comfort

EXTRA

Something bad, sad, dark, it's being left in the past. Once you get with this person, I definetly, for sure, believe there will be a mass awakening in both of you. I got soooo many indicators of transformation it's crazy. Your lifestyles could change, mentality, past wounds gone. It's a good one for sure.

Also before I even shuffled my Oracle cards I got a really STRONG indication that your spouse is very gentle, they are delicate. Their energy is very fragile. When they are with you they will treat you like a mother would treat their kid. They are nurturing and very gentle with dealing with you

My tarot cards normally fly out, which indicates that I need to see them. But yours did too, however, they came out sooo gently. Like they wisped out and on my table upright for me and in my lap. It was such a sweet energy. Then when I finally did get to your oracle cards I legit got "Gentle Gardener"

They are mf gentle ok??? No need to worry. Definitely not the aggressive type

I got massive scorpio energy. They are intuitive and manifest easily. Their eyes stand out in someway. They could have sharp eyes/almond shaped/monolids

They like beautifying things. Like if you hand them something they would be the innocent kind of person to put flowers on it and make it so pretty to look at. They are creative and imaginative. They could astral project for sure when they go to sleep. You guys are definitely soulmates as well as I got an indication of that

They are shy and introverted in some way but open up to you when you meet them. Some small part of me keeps saying they might have a darker look for fashion? Like grunge, or just dark t shirts etc.

It doesn't matter if its a man or woman, whomever it is, they have a lot of feminine energy, they are so motherly with things even if they don't notice

Also for one of you. I don't know if one of you had a grandmother or grandfather that passed away? But one of them is watching over you and actually only wishes you guys the best. I see them holding light, they may help you on your path secretly or spark some hope when you feel down, they secretly give you small blessings I believe.

If neither of you had someone pass away then this would indicate a very wise and quiet angel. They also may be the one who brings in the big transformation to help your soul release the past and grow

Beautiful absolutely beautiful. I got no negative energy, just pureness in this reading ❤

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dinosaurtsukki · 4 years

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haikyuu!! characters as their zodiac signs (pt. 5)

whooo last part! if there are specific characters you guys want a zodiac sign analysis of my inbox is open!

kuroo - scorpio

tsukki's #1 reason for needing to have feelings are these scorpios right here

while yamaguchi is soft baby boy scorpio kuroo is basically daddy scorpio

if you constantly wonder why seeing him makes your mouth water its because of his intense energy

he is SUPER persuasive. very few people would say no to him

calm, cool, and collected most of the time but get’s ticked off by people who know how to get under his skin

but this guy will hold grudges for years to the point that he vividly remembers how people wronged him

can probably read people like the palm of his hand

the kinds of people he's attracted to are the ones who are super direct and honest

also ones that kind of give him a challenge? if u know what i mean ;)

no one is clingier than he is. will literally whine and crawl into people's laps for attention

he doesn’t look like he cries a lot but he cries on the inside while ‘liability’ by lorde is playing

someone tell him to stop wearing black because it’s Too Much

in conclusion: i think at this point its pretty clear that i ship with tsukishima for legal reasons

kenma - libra

ohhh boy another libra

just thinking about libras makes me tired

but i find that in terms of personality he's pretty similar with tsukishima which is why i think they'd also be really great friends

kenma likes having things to fixate on and his mind is very active which is why he loves playing games so much

he prefers it when things have a formula or a pattern for him to follow so it would be easier for him to make decisions

he prefers not to rock the boat and let things be

at the same time he's a very sharp thinker and like our other libras, whatever he says he truly believes in

and since he's very logical and observant, others would believe in what he says

he's motivational in his own way

the kind of person who thinks off good comebacks after an argument is over

blows on game cartridges even though he knows he’s Not Supposed To

although he's more introverted, he's very talkative around people he likes

in conclusion: tsukishima and kenma have a groupchat where they roast tf out of kuroo

yakulev - (leo × scorpio)

angeri boi duo

both of them bicker constantly and since they have very strong personalities the bickering jus never ends

except for when either lev accidentally compliments yaku or when yaku gets lowkey attracted by how intense lev looks

lev is super fucking clingy and yaku will be a complete tsundere about how much he likes the attention

both of them are hella blunt and honest so no need to beat around the bush

yaku is hella competitive and will pick fights for the sake of picking fights

at the same time he's extremely tenacious and will stop at nothing to win

he's also very self-conscious of how others see him except for his height since lev mentions it constantly that at this point yaku doesnt give a fuck about it anymore

lev on the other hand is also very competitive but its more of the 'i wanna score a shit ton of points all by myself'

like he doesn't compete against a person directly but he likes achieving a lot of things on his own

unlike yaku, he could care less about what people think of him

both of them are pillow huggers and neither of them like to talk about That One Time they ended up cuddling each other in their sleep during a training camp

but kuroo has pictures of it on his phone

in conclusion: tbh fire and water sign couples are really intense and i want more yakulev hc's

bokuto - virgo

okay so my theory is that his moon sign or rising is sagittarius so his virgo-ness isn't as apparent

but some of those virgo traits do shine through

for example his moodines when he's not able to get his spikes through are because he's very conscious of how he performs

he loves being recognized for his achievements

at the same time he's either really proud of himself or questioning it

• thanks to some fire or water sign placements he's not an eMOtIonAlLy rEpReSsed virgo

he's very stubborn but also very clear-headed when it comes to his goals

because of that he's such a hard worker but he never forgets to have fun with it

its very hard for him to let go of things, whether they're promises or grudges

he tends to focus more on the positive things though

he has such a great memory and he'll bring up the smallest, most minor details which would surprise everyone but also make them feel touched

he loves going all out during his friends' birthdays

everyone wants to he his friend because they want a birthday surprise from bokuto

like yachi, he also has a lot of highlighters but that’s because he always borrows one but forgets to give it back so it kinda accumulated

he loves DIY-ing things but he’s not very good at them but still Very Proud

has made friendship bracelets for all of his teammates

in conclusion: validate him pls (akaashi)

akaashi - sagittarius

he's a v e r y t i r e d sagittarius

most of his energy is spent taking care of bokuto and being the Best Setter He Can Be

he doesn't hate it though because seeing bokuto happy about his spikes is one more point for their team

he doesn't really express but he's super competitive but in a very sneaky way

this boy is secretly very chaotic. like his braincell count goes down to one when he's alone

the kind of person who thinks pouring an energy drink into 6 shots of espresso is a good idea

its like groupthink but opposite because the bad decisions just come from him

once in a blue moon he'd agree with his friends' impulsive decisions for the sake of making memories

he really, really loves traveling, especially going to historical sites

takes the best selfies without even trying

pretty much good at everything. at one point kuroo said that akaashi couldn’t possibly be good at singing on top of everything else and akaashi straight up mariah carey-ed him

only has one highlighter and it barely works

probably the scariest person next to takeda-sensei when he gets angry

once snapped a pencil in two with his bare hand

in conclusion: idk keep him away from pencils ??

haikyuu!! characters as their zodiac signs series: pt. 1, pt. 2, pt. 3, pt. 4, pt. 5

#haikyuu!!#haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu!! characters as their zodiac signs pt. 5 #kuroo tetsurou #kozume kenma #yaku morisuke #haiba lev #bokuto koutarou #akaashi keiji #scorpio!kuroo #libra!kenma #leo!yaku #scorpio!lev #virgo!bokuto #sagitarrius!akaashi

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linkfms · 3 years

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☠️ * what is up, party people ! i’m jojo ( she/her ), 23, and in the pst timezone. it’s been a while since i’ve been in a group so... pls bear with me. anyway, under the cut you’ll find more info on resident emo boy: link ! i’m so excited to write with u all, and, if u ever want to plot give this a lil’ like or send an im over @ yea right#4256 !

lincoln “link” seong was spotted in the fashion district adorning prada combat boots, with some airpod pros on. they’re most likely listening to when you were young by the killers. you may know them as @hyperlink or as that jeon jungkook lookalike. their twenty - fourth birthday just passed. while living in tribeca, they’ve gained a bit of a reputation. they’re known to be erratic but on the other hand vehement. wonder if they’ll be the next person to hit the headlines. ( cis male & he/him )

↳ THE BASICS: STATISTICS.

full name: seong hyunjae ( 성 현재 ) / lincoln seong.

nickname: link, and will probably only answer to link !

age & date of birth: 24 & november 21, 1996.

hometown: born in busan, south korea, but moved to jefferson, connecticut in 2006.

current location: tribeca, new york.

education: completed high school and attempted first semester of university, but decided to pursue music instead.

occupation: drummer for indie/alternative rock band, my time ( sound is similar to bands like the killers, the 1975, and paramore ). also is an affiliate with an esports organization ! doesn’t play competitively, but streams and creates content for them weekly.

sexual orientation: pansexual & panromantic.

gender & pronouns: cisgender male & he/him pronouns.

↳ THE BACKGROUND: BIOGRAPHY. ( tw: mentions of alcoholism & abuse )

seong hyunjae ( later given the english name lincoln seong... thanks linkin park ! ) was born in the heart of busan, south korea. his parents married at the age of 21, due to the cultural expectations of having a child born out of wedlock. while things seemed to be smooth sailing for a while, the couple realized the real struggles of adulthood. financial issues came into play. stress from working multiple jobs every single day took a toll on their mental health, as well as their relationship with each other. link’s mother began to develop an alcohol addiction, and her abusive behavior came following after. their home was falling apart, with four-year-old link falling asleep to muffled screaming and glass being thrown on the next room over. his father was able to withstand it for a while, but he drew the line after coming home from work to see large cuts on the side of his son’s thigh, and a bruise forming across his cheek. that was when he knew his wife was dangerous. so, one night when lincoln’s mother as at work, he packed his belongings, grabbed link, and left without looking back.

for a while, it was just the two of them. they found ways to make it work, and despite the fact that it was a constant struggle, his father never wanted link to lose his childhood. in fact, his father gave him everything he could give — but most importantly, as cheesy as it sounds, his unconditional love and support. as someone who lost his own parents young, he made sure that link would never feel like he’s being deprived of that, ever. they created this tight-knight bond because of that, which can’t ever be broken. and now, link’s fondest memories always involved spending time with his father. one favorite memory of his involved morning jam sessions after breakfast. link’s father was previously a lead guitarist in a garage band with a few of his high school friends, so while he was playing riffs on his electric guitar, eight-year-old link would be banging the coffee table with plastic straws.

when link was about ten, he and his father sold all of their belongings and moved all the way to jefferson, connecticut for a job offer that he couldn’t refuse. fast forward a few years, and he’s a teenager in high school. growing up link was more of an introvert, and would spend his time in the computer lab playing video games or browsing in online forums. he was a regular in this my chemical romance forum ( under the username @hyperlink ), and made a lot of his lifelong friends over there. one of his online friends jokingly suggested one afternoon that they should start a band over their nightly skype call, and while it was initially shrugged off as dream more than an arm’s reach away, my time was born. link had to endlessly plead his father to buy him a secondhand drum kit off of craigslist for christmas. but once he found it under their tree that year, it sparked this drive in him to learn and practice nonstop.

their first official band practice happened a day after link’s high school graduation ( which was also the first time everyone saw each other in person ! ), and they spent that entire summer making music. at first, link only thought of it as a hobby... since, he was attending his first year of university that fall. but after playing their first few shows and making all these memories, he couldn’t keep the band in the backburner. he dropped out not too long after to pursue his music career full-time. moved out, spent the next few months working long shifts at the local amusement park, and shared one two-bedroom apartment with his bandmates. one of their songs went viral one crazy night, and the next thing they knew, they were being signed into a record label. now ? they’re one of the biggest alternative/indie rock bands out there with multiple platinum records, sold out world tours, and millions of streams each year. their time finally came.

↳ THE INSIDE LOOK: PERSONALITY.

link definitely... gets babied a lot ( by his bandmates and his fans ), and he uses that to his advantage :] because of that he gets away with a lot of things, but it’s usually with things that are small like eating the last slice of pizza and it would be justified with “ no he is a growing BOY he NEEDS it ! ”

that being said, he eats nonstop. the guy carries a sandwich bag full of cheerios wherever he goes. his friends know that if they can’t finish eating something, they can always donate it to link for a good cause.

when my chemical romance announced their reunion tour in 2019, he threw his phone across the room and cried. my chemical romance ( with green day and linkin park as a close second ! ) are his all-time favorite bands, and a lot of my time’s sound is heavily inspired by them.

when i tell u that this man is so chill, i mean it. like things could LITERALLY be on fire and he’d be like “ just throw some water on it it’ll be fine 😎 ” ... he’s not the type to worry about things, and is more of a go with the flow type of person. he doesn’t even need to be zooted to be like this. KJFGDG

being in the band and a part of the entertainment industry caused a small shift in his personality. maybe he just blossomed ? who knows ! but because he’s been exposed to the rockstar life, he was able to open up more. he’s always seeking thrills, big or small, and won’t have the time to think about the consequences for his actions.

because the my chemical romance forum that was once his second home shut down, he’s since moved on to reddit. social media isn’t really his thing ( and his fans always get mad at him for posting a selfie once a month then dipping ), but catch him on subreddits making comments or starting fights for the sheer entertainment of proving someone wrong.

this might sound bad but... he still can’t wrap his head around the fact that he isn’t ? financially struggling anymore ? even if he’s already bought a house and two luxury cars for his dad, he still gets ticked off if he sees something small like an APPLE that is marked a dollar and a few cents over the usual. he catches himself using things until they’re ABSOLUTELY worn out, and still leeches off of his bandmates/friends when he can. <3 also, if something is broken, he’ll be the type to figure it out and fix it himself.

people... don’t exactly remember the last time he’s slept. it could be the insomnia ( it’s definitely insomnia, thx childhood trauma ! ) but it’s almost gotten to the point where he’s afraid to fall asleep on his own. he’ll always try to find ways to sleep in someone’s company, even if it’s just him crashing on a couch while someone is watching tv right there. if he’s alone though, he’ll always try to find ways to distract himself like stream for 10 hours straight.

speaking of trauma... he’s also scared of relationships. after witnessing the way his mother treated his father, he’s cautious of history repeating itself... but with him. so whenever he catches himself even falling for just a little, he dips.

his life revolves around the 4 m’s: marvel movies, minecraft, music, and my chemical romance. that’s it.

a link 😏 to his pinterest ! also, i don’t have any wcs, but if we plot, i promise i’ll use my big brain to brainstorm something with u. <3

#wealthyhq:intro #the way i spent too much time writing this.................

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shibalen · 3 years

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🐛 hi, can i request a romantic matchup for kimetsu no yaiba with 𑁍 please. i’m a straight female, introvert, night owl, childish, i can be blunt sometimes, and i’m a good listener. i can read someone from their voice and face which sometimes scares them. i’m moody and i can’t really express myself, but the right person will understand me. my hobbies are reading and daydreaming. i like going to somewhere calm like cafe or museum. i don’t like crowds and vintage dolls, they scare the shit out of me. some fun facts about me : i can’t sleep without my favorite pillow, i’m smart but stupid at the same time, and i own a cactus. that’s all, thank you!

♡︎ matchup for anon

kimetsu no yaiba: i match you with . . .

muichirō tokitō !!

note: i try to avoid spoilers as much as possible but this one is going to contain some from the manga

• you two are a cute match!— like you, Muichiro is introverted, only he acts with logic instead of emotion. it's a good balance for your emotional shifts. he can easily read your moods and your bluntness is in fact much appreciated. he prefers honesty over beating around the bush too.

• i like how both of you are daydreamers! you can understand each other without many problems, as though it's only natural for you to know what the other is thinking using sometimes only eye contact :0

• seeing as you're good at listening and reading people, when you see him looking away you immediately know he's spacing out. when this happens the other way around, Muichiro either pokes you lightly or (when he really wants your attention) gets close to your face to get you to look at him. also cute but can be scary as hell. then the little devil laughs if you get startled >:/

• your meeting happened when you were sent as a kakushi to take care of the aftermath of a big battle. you saw Muichiro bleeding from the arm, casually just standing further away from others and probably thinking how that cloud looked like a cat.

• him being a hashira and all, you sort of got why he hadn't passed out yet but that didn't stop you from worrying. you hurried over to him and asked if he was feeling light-headed, if he needed some water or even wanted to sit down for a moment. he just turned to you with the most dead-pan expression.

"oh. this is just a scratch."

"hashira-sama, if you keep losing blood, at this rate you are going to pass out."

"i'm fine."

• then he proceeded to hit the ground and fall asleep. needless to say you felt quite a bit annoyed. it didn't help that once you had carried him all the way to the butterfly mansion, it turned out there were no dangerous wounds and he just wanted to sleep.

• at that point you accidentally became too blunt and scolded him for making you worry. it wasn't the first time you had let an upper rank get a piece of your mind either, but because you were so good at what you did you got off pretty easy. Muichiro was even taken aback for a moment, your courage was impressive, before brushing it off in an aloof manner.

• basically, it was a bumpy start though you quickly understood he was just airheaded and lacked manners. but after he got his memories back and became more expressive you found Muichiro was actually fun to be around.

• like with Tanjirō, Muichiro's more smiley when you're with him. this means you're someone he can laugh and forget about the cruelty of the world with. you make him feel like a child all over again and remind him there are beautiful moments in life as well.

• i can imagine a lot of playful teasing between you. thankfully you can tell when Muichiro's not serious and go along with it. one time he did go too far though and hurt your feelings :( poor boy got uncharacteristically nervous when apologising, heart racing until he finally found the words he needed to say.

• at first, his crow was jelly of you but eventually learnt Muichiro is happy with you and accepted it ♡︎ pls give her some love too, she warms up to you although she might be tsundere about it.

• taking naps together!! he enjoys cuddles, laying his head on your lap or on your shoulder. you're so comfortable, he can't help it. since demon slaying is done at night, during daytime and in his free time Muichiro likes dozing off in a quiet place with you. other slayers in his estate are used to seeing you napping in odd places but let you be because you two do be looking adorable together ♡︎

• if you don't happen to have your pillow with you, he'll whine to make you stay.

"aren't i good enough?"

"Mui, if you don't let me go get my pillow, i won't let you use my lap again."

". . . fine but come back fast."

• please read something to him, anything, or talk about what you're currently reading. he wants to hear the sound of your voice. he thinks it's entrancing how excited you sound when you get into the story, the sparkle in your eye grows so bright.

• your dates would include dango shops by peaceful country roads, visiting local sightseeing spots as you travel on your missions, camping with plenty of delicious treats and cloudwatching (´,,•ω•,,)

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— favourite memory with you

Muichiro cherishes the little happy moments so it's hard for him to quite pick one he likes the most. whenever you tell him a joke, whenever you talk so excitedly, when you point out how pretty the sky is or how you hold his hand he appreciates you being by his side. even the time when you showed him your cactus and literally the first thing he did was prickle his finger (・人・) you had to give him a bandaid for that

— favourite activity to do together

showing you new places he learnt about when he was out on a mission. they're usually quiet places like museums, springs, valleys and meadows. it's fun to travel to those places with just the two of you! although there are times when Tanjirō and the gang tag along because none of them know nothing about reading the atmosphere and think it's a fun field trip :|

— favourite place to kiss you

is it weird if i say tighs? not in a inappropriate manner but innocently, like when you're just chilling together and he rests his head on you. also lips because it's simple, direct and effective (*ﾉ∀`*)

— favourite nicknames to call you by

anything shortened from your full name. he doesn't like pet names so he prefers calling you by a cute nickname he came up with himself. it's more precious that way.

— favourite thing about you

how smart you are but when it comes to practical everyday matters you seem to struggle. it's amusing to him but it's what makes you you and he loves that. he doesn't talk much but also appreciates your listening skills because it means you're always there for him if he ever needs to pour his heart out ♡︎

♡︎ runner up: Kyōjuro Rengoku

hello!! finally finished my last matchup \(◍°▽°◍) / everything in this match clicked instantly when i remembered Muichiro existed. i'm so sorry for the long wait, thank you for putting up with me! i really hope you like this and have a lovely day. take care of yourself ♡︎

#len's matches #demon slayer matchups #kimetsu no yaiba matchups #🐛anon #matchups

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paradise-creator · 3 years

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Hellooo!! I love love LOVE the diamond box matchup you did!! You're amazing!! Your blog is incredible!! Now I'm here for a romantic haven box Haikyuu matchup pls🥺

Appearance: My name is Kay! She/her, black, straight, 5'1, I have a slightly athletic & curvy-ish figure (lol idk), short-ish hair(like mid-neck), dark brown eyes, shoe size 9, I like to dress comfy so I'm always in oversized hoodies, sweatpants, sneakers, sweatshirts and shorts. I like colorful clothes too, high waisted jeans and shorts and boots. I'm not very fashionable but I try lol.

Personality:

Basics: infp-t, Hufflepuff, Taurus sun, scorpio moon, sanguine, chaotic good, ambivert.

Some positive traits: I'm optimistic, friendly, energetic, organized, enthusiastic, observant, happy, open-minded, loving, encouraging and inquisitive!!

Some negative traits: I'm annoying, perfectionist, insecure, forgetful, easily distracted, kinda lazy, argumentative, too nice at times and clingy.

I love learning new things!! Currently I'm learning Korean, how to draw, how to paint and songs on the saxophone.

When I'm up for it, I love fun physical activity!! Going for a hike, going to the gym, bungee jumping, mountain climbing, going camping and etc :D

Although I love going out, nothing beats lazy days at home. I can spend hours by myself and still be happy. When alone I usually sleep or watch a movie/anime or practice my drawing or saxophone or try and learn something new!

I have a horrible memory and can never remember important dates 😭 I've forgotten my own birthday a few times (rip) so people can get mad at me for missing appointments, forgetting birthdays and other important days. I try my best to organize everything necessary on my phone calendar so I can be reminded.

I love seeing people happy! Nothing can fulfill my day more than knowing I put a smile on someone's face! I usually try my best to help out anyone who needs it and to the best of my ability! This has led to me getting taken advantage of in the past but I can't help but try and make others happy. I've developed a thicker skin and some trust issues as I've grown up because of it.

I love hyping my friends/family up!! Do you need a boost in confidence? Here I am, ready to help you remember the absolute king/queen/royalty that you are!! I'm usually very energetic and enthusiastic about many things and I love spreading positivity around!!

My love language is physical touch! So touch is very important to me in my relationships. Though I am insecure so I tend to think that I smother the people I care about with too much affection idk lol. I live for hugs and cuddles and hand holding 👉🏿👈🏿 but because of that I feel like I'm very clingy and annoying skskfksjd

I'm introverted in nature so although I mean usually full of energy and love making new friends, I can't do it for too long lol. My social battery runs out really fast and I have to hide away and recharge before I can be fully social again, otherwise I won't be my best self. I treasure personal time and understand when people need time for themselves too.

I love spontaneity!! I love living in the moment and doing stuff just for the hell of it!! Wanna go on a road trip? Dance in the rain? Build houses for charity? Go to McDonald's at 2am? Go on a long walk? SIGN ME UP!!

I can also be lazy and unmotivated to do stuff. If something doesn't interest me, I'd find myself incapable of doing it or I'd do it with great difficulty. I'm one of those 'do something when inspiration/motivation hits you otherwise it'll be absolute shit' types.

But when I do have motivation/inspiration that's when my perfectionism comes in and I have to do it in the best possible way and anything less is an insult to me, my family, my ancestors and descendants lmaoo. Unfortunately I subconsciously set a very high bar for myself which can be overwhelming and stressful but when I manage to produce work of that quality, it's very satisfying and rewarding jshkshdhsj

I have more to add but I feel like this is getting way too long 💀 lemme just move to the next section heheheh

Hobbies: I LOVE listening to music, learning new things, watching movies/anime, sleeping, reading, writing, playing saxophone (I'm still learning tho lol), swimming, drawing, journaling, making friends, and cooking!

My music taste: any type of rock (punk rock, grunge, j-rock, metal), pop, KPOP, RnB, jazz, dubstep, lofi hip hop, rap, trap, krnb, anime OP's and bangers from: Elvis, the beach boys, Queen, Khalid, Ateez, Harry styles, Kendrick Lamar, p!atd, mcr, fallout boy, Nirvana, BTS, mxmtoon, Marianas trench, twenty one pilots, stray kids, Jay Park, crush, Dreamcatcher, Skrillex, MJ, troye sivan etc

Fun facts:

I'm more of a cat person but I live dogs and think they're adorable!!

I have four piercings and I plan on getting more soon!!

I'm a night owl, and get super grumpy in the mornings especially when woken up unexpectedly >:/

Although I love making friends, I only have like 1/2 super close friends and like 20+ acquaintances lol

I want to get a tattoo soon but idk what to get :(

I'm super addicted to coffee (rip) and if I don't take some for some time (like a week) I'll get the worst migraines and I won't feel better until I drink some coffee 😭

That's it!! I hope i wrote enough stuff!! Did I leave anything out? If you need more pls tell me and I'll send another ask :D Take your time!! I'm in no rush. I'll patiently wait even though you get writers block or have a large amount of asks 😌 pls stay safe and healthy!! Drink lots of water, sleep well and have an amazing day/night!! 💙✨

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Hello and Welcome my Starlight!

The Haven box includes:

- Match up

- Sun drop

- Journal of Feelings

- 3 am shenanigans

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I'd match you up with

Sugawara Koushi, Vice-captain of Karasuno

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Sun drops

- OKAY so like, as I read your description I thought of Akaashi or Yaku or Sugawara

- Me being the indecisive author I am had trouble picking

- But then I remembered that you loved to do spontaneous things.

- And that's when I realized that Sugawara is THE ONE

- You two would be deemed the "3 am couple"

- Or in the team it would be "Epitome of Chaos"

- He takes care of you

- He will alway remind you that you don't need to be perfect

- Insecurities? BE GONE

- Nagativity? BE GONE

- That's basically his motto

- He is both your mom and partner in Crime

- did I mention he will take care of you?

- CUDDLES AND KISSES FOR DAYS

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Journal of feelings

- Once this man realizes that you LOVE physical affection. He will give it to you. EVERYTIME HE SEES YOU

Kay entered the gym to watch her boyfriend play. She tried sneaking in and so far it has been great. She thought she was off the hook but then felt a familiar arms wrapped around her waist. "I found you~" Sugawara said with a smile.

- You both would often plan pranks and majority of the times, it would succeed

"Okay okay, so what are we doing today?" Kay asked the silver haired male. "Oh~ maybe we can scare Asahi or anyone for that matter with a beetle?" Sugawara suggested. "That's--no," Kay responded.

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3 am shenanigans

It’s 3 am in the morning. Almost everyone is fast asleep or in their homes, well almost. The night sky is littered with diamond in the sky. The streets were silent but it was comforting. A few people walked here and there. And a few cars passes by there and here. “What are we doing up so late?” A silver haired man said as he yawned. “We’ll be going to Mc Donald’s! What else?” The female responded as she smiled at him. “Is it even open at this time?” He asked. “Koushi, darling, it is open,” Kay, the lover of our beloved silvered male man said as she smiled. Sugawara chuckled and held her hand, the smile on his face was evident. “You know, we should be sleeping by now right?” He said as he pulled her closer. “And so what? I wasn’t planning on sleeping early! I slept the whole day yesterday and missed the chance to hang out with you,” The girl responded.

A small blush appeared on the male’s face and he giggled. “That’s very sweet bu-“ He was about to say but was silenced by the girl. “That was very sweet but we could’ve done this later on or tomorrow. Well, sorry to break it to you, Love. But, we are here,” She said as she pulled the male inside the fast food chain. And soon enough, the two got their orders and enjoyed their meal. “I don’t know why but this hits different,” Kay said as she eat a French fry. “It really does. Especially since you are here,” Sugawara stated as he patted her head. Now, she was the one blushing. As the two chatted, the other customers and staff glanced at them every now and then. None of them were annoyed at their interactions. On the contrary, they enjoyed watching them,

Some felt envious of their relationship. Some dreamt to have something like that. And others remembered the times of old. The two were so sweet, it’s almost too much. Laughter and chattering echoed through the building from both the couple and the people around them. Then they were dub the “3 am couple” as the two would often venture in that restaurant at 3 am in the morning.

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Author's note

I'm so so sorry for the long wait! This week has been hectic. Anywho, I hope you enjoy this matchup~ and thanks for requesting!

#☁️matchup #haikyuu matchups #haikyuu!!#haikyuu matchup #fanfic #anime #fiction #sugawara koushi #sugawara kōshi #Sugawara #sugawara headcanon #match ups #hq matchups #hq sugawara #Anime matchups #BlackPearl

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sugawara-sweetheart · 4 years

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2/4 Also my favorite season is fall 🥰 I've been told that I have a motherly, clownery, therapist type of vibe. Im stubborn, not big on commitment *when i commit tho i COMMIT*. My ideal date is napping, eating our favorite junk foods and watching anime and movies! I'm a cancer sun, leo moon, and libra rising💕 im an introvert and hufflepuff 😋 my birthday is july 19! Im currently 16🙈😋 3/4 I’m shy and closed off at first but as I get used to you I open up. I like sleep, anime and boys*but I seem to like anime bois more than real ones:(*..I also have daddy issues,, the following info has nsfw/sfw, if it makes you feel uncomfortable feel free to ignore it! My hobbies include dancing and singing! My turn on: love and understanding *nsfw 😳 degradation and praise/ daddy kink 😔*, *I base my love life off of disney movies and wattpad 🤧🤡* LAST ONE! turn offs: not willing to understand that i need space to cope with my moodiness 👉👈 *nsfw 😳 someone that doesn't care about my consent!*. Im the type of person that tends to want to listen more than I want to talk. I'm always on tiktok cus crackhead tingz 🤪. My names larissa but my friends prefer "dummy", "idiot", or "clown"🤡 cus even tho I may be book smart I am very stupid 🥰💕 THANK YOU IN ADVANCE IF YOU DO CHOOSE TO DO THIS, MAKE SURE YOU DRINK WATER, REST, AND PLS EAT 🥺💕

thank you so much for requesting! i hope you enjoy💞please make sure you’re taking care of yourself too!!!😠💓✨

i match you up with...matsukawa issei!!

matsukawa always sits next to you in the library where you study emphasis on the you that is generally studying that it sort of becomes a routine to always exchange a greeting and smile

even though he’s often accompanied by one of his friends who he spends more time chatting and laughing with, he does start conversation with you

you guys click so well, you feel like two pieces of a puzzle

his easygoing personality draws you out of your shell quickly

it also makes you feel comfortable enough to not feel pressured into committing before you’re ready

he loves your warm, caring personality but also how you’ve got a brilliant sense of humour

passionate couple- you and matsukawa are so close and emotionally in tune. you both always vent to each other and the other listens quietly, cuddling them or stroking their hair

matsukawa is extremely loving and caring. he loves to fulfil all your needs whatever they may be

if you’re reading a wattpad fanfiction, matsukawa is definitely the type to read it too. he’ll read out the lines loudly, laughing away to make you cringe

but you’re oddly surprised when he’s set up a movie night in a pillow fort he’s made, stringing fairy lights around with a whole table filled with snacks- just like harry styles did for y/n in your current wattpad fic

he doesn’t mind that you’re stubborn he finds it funny when you’re hanging out with his friends and you petty squabble with oikawa but if you try to be unreasonably stubborn to him, mattsun literally just laughs at you

he isn’t dealing with any of that lol

he’s respectful of your space/need for time alone and doesn’t cross your boundaries as he isn’t clingy

but will always make sure you’re okay and gives you a gentle kiss or squeezes your thigh comfortingly before he leaves you alone

matsukawa loves your ideal dates as he loves nothing more than watching anime and eating his third bag of doritos with you in his arms

he doesn’t get jealous when you gush over your anime boys, instead teasing you about liking 2D men he isn’t self aware unlike my mystic messenger boys but when he sees a good looking anime guy you like, he’s definitely agreeing with you

autumn is your best season- you go to pumpkin patches together and buy matching scarves and watch lots of halloween movies. mattsun is always as excited for it as you are

when you guys are about to nap together and you’re cuddling, ready to drift off into sleep, you’ll both imagine your futures together out loud and promise to make them a reality

always sends you really weird tiktoks at like 4 in the morning- like once you got one of someone painting their face as thomas the tank engine

matsukawa is obsessed with your body. he’s the type of boyfriend to just slide his hand down to your ass casually when you guys are walking together

#if anyone wants that tiktok let me know #matchups #matchup #haikyuu #haikyuu matchup #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #hq #hq matchup #hq imagine #hq headcanons #hq x reader #matsukawa #matsukawa imagines #matsukawa x reader #matsukawa x y/n #matsukawa headcanons #matsukawa matchup

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spyoikawa · 3 years

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Hello, i saw ur flower shop and i loved it. But im stuck between tulips and roses. So you Can choose😛

Pls whit a boy form Haikyuu😘

Personality

Im a capricorn, ISTP, crafty and a daredevil. I will do anything people say i cant do. "You cant slide down that" watch me do it. High pain toloranse, a lot. I am all over the place, but the thing is that i am Introverted. Lol, cringe combo of being outgoing and intro at the same time. Im street smart, layback, chill but with spice. Im rly random, i can switch up easy. I love to outsmart Ppl in games and sports. I may sound energetic, but Im not, i just click with those Who has the same vibe.

Im 5’8, girl, straight dark blond hair to my shoulders, blue eyes. Lean and atchletic bulid.

Hobbies

I train a lot in the gym, hates running, i wresel my friends and family, i do sport shooting and sleep a lot. I love card and board games, horror movies and to pull pranks.

I saw someone specify the crush or sum like that so imam do the same((:

-Taller than me, into sports or is atchletic

-Will put up with my pranks, play fighting and my attitude.

-not someone whos over the top, but right in the middle.

Take your time, no stress. Im in highschool too so i Can feel ur stress and pain. Thank you😘

*inhales* IM ALIVE AND BACK WITH MY FLOWER SHOP

@sussebassen thank you for your request! I never require types, but it definitely helps a lot! And I totally get being introverted yet out going at the same time lol

Rion's Flowershop: Tulips

(Maybe a hint of roses if you squint)

This will be a fun request seeing that I match you with the one and only,

Tanaka Ryuunosuke

Relationship Dynamic

- Alright, first things first, he will be your number 1 hypeman, he absolutely supports you in anything so long as you don’t get hurt and it’s not too stupid or reckless

- But take a step back, I feel like people's first impression of tanaka is that he is extremely energetic, a complete simp and is overly chaotic. And while that may be true at times, let’s not forget how great of a dude he is

- Drinks respect women juice, is a great teacher, hes supportive, and always tries to see the best in people. Thats why he’s a great senpai

- Knowing all this, he would be one of the best boyfriends for you. He would laugh and help you with all your pranks, and also understands your introverted so he can back off and give you a silent day if you need it

- He can also match all your energies and vibes too, if you wanna do something more chill like watch a movie or play games all day, he’ll bring blankets and snacks. If you want to go to the gym and mess around a bit, he will hype you up and cheer you on, while also giving you friendly competition

- And while he can be over the top at times to intimidate others, he’ll dial it back real quickly if he notices he’s bothering you or his other friends

What do you guys do together/What’s it like with them

- Like I said in the last section, he’s just here to vibe with you!

- He will take you on many amazing dates, and bring you little gifts and be romantic as possible. But if you’re not into that, he gets that! Just staying indoors and talking or taking strolls together are ok with him too

- He just feels so lucky to even have time with you, so he will savor anything he moment he gets

- Should he get the chance to take you on a date however, he will do something active and moving!

- I’m not saying he will drag you to the gym or do a marathon, but he will take you to parks and fairs so you can see all the attractions, or go to the city with cameras to sight see and take silly photos all day, or maybe a beach picnic so you can play with the water or sand later

- He just wants to make sure you are happy and having fun!

What they like about you

- Literally everything, but go off

- Seriously though, he adores all of you. Your attitude and creativity, your chillness and vibes, your appearance (but its whats on the inside that matters most to him, this is just a bonus :D), your relationships with your family and friends, etc

- Just everything about you seems so welcoming to him

- He also appreciates having someone who has a similar energy to him and can back him up. Just like how he always backs you up, you’ve always got him too, and he really loves that

Beanie tanaka supremacy

This was really fun to write, thank you! I honestly was feeling horrible and thought I would need to extend my hiatus, but I felt better after writing this! I hope you like your request and if you dont, let me know and we'll see what we can do!

And once again, its late and I'm tired so let me know if I absolutely fucked up the format, grammar or spelling, cause I want my writing to be good!

This was a part of my forever ongoing event, so if you liked it, go check it out and send in a request!

#tanaka #tanaka ryuunosuke #tanaka x reader #tanaka x y/n #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x y/n #tanaka headcanons #tanaka hcs #haikyuu headcanons #oririon flowershop event

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boku-no-loveletters · 4 years

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(1/3?)Hi! Idk if you're still doing match ups but I was wondering if i could get a prohero match up pls! If not, please feel free to ignore my ask, I completely understand and hope you're resting 💕 if soooo-I’m a straight cis Hispanic female that’s 5ft tall, I have wide hips, big butt/thighs, my top half ain’t special tho and I have black hair/bangs and dark brown eyes+glasses! I’m a cancer with an INFP personality, I’m shy and closed off at first but as I get used to you I open up.

Also, my favorite season is fall, I have been told that I have a motherly, clownery, therapist type of vibe. I’m stubborn, not big on commitment (when I commit tho, I COMMIT) My ideal date is napping, eating our junk foods and watching anime and movies! I’m a cancer sun, Leo moon and Libra rising. I’m an introvert and Hufflepuff.

I’m shy and closed off at first but as I get used to you, I open up. I like sleep, anime and boys (But I like anime bois more than real ones :( )…I also have daddy issues…the following info has nsfw/sfw, if it makes you feel uncomfortable, feel free to ignore it! My hobbies include dancing and singing! My turn on: Love and understanding (Nfsw-degradation and praise/daddy kink)-(I base my love life off of Disney movies and Wattpad)

LAST ONE! Turn offs: not willing to understand that I need space to cope with my moodiness. (NFSW-someone that doesn’t care about my consent!) I’m the type of person that tends to want to listen more than I want to talk. I’m always on TikTok cuz crackheads things. My names Larissa, but my friends prefer “Dummy”, “idiot, ”, or clown cus even though I may be book smart, I am very stupid. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE IF YOU DO CHOOSE TO DO THIS, MAKE SURE YOU DRINK WATER, REST AND PLS EAT!

Heyo, I did your match-up!

-I had a lot of fun with this one! I enjoyed reading your description and being really specific helped me determine which Hero was better for you. At first, I was torn between All might and Hawks since they both seemed to be really laid back in certain activities they do, but hawks and you seemed to have similar interests and similar attitudes.

-I felt that Hawks would like someone with an attitude like his, laid back and idealistic, yet healing and therapeutic. Hawks needs someone that he can confide in since he goes through a ton of pressure daily despite not looking like it. Having someone that is gentle to a level where he can let his guard down is important, trust is important for him. Plus, what kind of relationship is it if you don’t trust your partner?

-I think he would absolutely adore planning out little dates that specifically involved only you and him since he just wants some time with his girl alone, but if you asked him that you wanted to go out he wouldn’t mind at all. I think that he’d like Movie marathons with take out KFC more since that just kinda sounds like his thing. I think there’s also a really high probability that he’d like anime too, but I think he’d be a fan of sports animes like Haikyuu!

-Hawks is a thinker and I think he’d be more than happy to give you your space since he understands how much some people, like him, need their alone time or a break depending on your mood.

-If you dance and you sing, then you already have your number one supporter on your hands. This man will cheer you on and/or secretly videotape you doing one of your most beloved activities without you noticing and when you’re done, he will come to you and show you how beautiful you look or sound and compare it with the other videos he took of you.

-He has a hard time deciding which one is going to be his new ringtone, he thinks it’s nice waking up and hearing you singing before he gets ready for the day.

-Daddy issues? No worries! The number 3 pro hero, to the rescue! He will try as many humorous antics as he can to get your mind off of family problems, sometimes he'll go in for a scare to completely snap you out of the subject if it takes your attention away from more important things.

I think that the way you guys meet would be by pure coincidence, You are another citizen of the city while he was the number three hero, it ‘s bound to happen by some point unless of course, you both were known to come to a common place that you loved.

Ah, yes. Today was a Friday, AKA the perfect today to start on another one of your most favored series along with various amounts of snacks that you are sure will mess up your stomach afterward. But hey, who cares about that? It’s the weekend! That means no work, no worries, and certainly no more bothersome people!

You took in a deep breath and smiled happily, content that your day of work was already over which left you the remaining of the last day of your workweek and the rest of Saturday and Sunday! Your right hand gently steering the wheel of your vehicle while your left hand held the small wad of cash for the food that you were using for something special.

You pulled up to the parking lot of the convenience store, picking up your purse and stepping out of the car with your money already in your hand. The door opened ahead of you with a small ding, revealing the rows of food and the clerks' desk upfront.

You scanned over the store’s range and noticed how weirdly empty it was, not a lot of customers were present at the moment though the woman already at the front desk looked oddly excited. Maybe it was someone important? Well, it was probably none of your business anyways, you’re just a customer after all so you just paid attention to what you came here for.

Fried chicken. Hell yeah.

Fried chicken along with potato chips and drinks was the main ingredient for a great marathon to where you could binge-watch all the episodes you wanted. ALL the episodes, although your parents would probably scold you for your unhealthy habits, as you said before, you could care less.

So you began walking down the aisles, dragging your finger over the tags to look for your favorite brand of chips under their company name all the while obliviously ignoring the floating crimson object that drifted across the air.

You then felt a little tickle at your neck at which you swiped to the back of your head and grabbed what appeared to be..a feather? Which was strangely familiar as it was red too.

The only red feather you had ever seen was that of a certain famous hero's wings and it's not like he'd pick such a low profile store to get some food, right? But then you really couldn't think of him any less based on the current decisions you're making right now.

Just as you were about to inspect the small little feather, it zoomed from out of your grasp and flew ahead over the aisles. By then, you had finally paid attention to the conversations that carried over the wave of food and products.

You craned your neck over to look at the superintendent and... a man?

Much to your surprise, it was the number three pro hero, Hawks! His cheerful demeanor was just as laid-back as ever. His blonde hair was slicked back with a few stray locks framing his face while he donned a leather jacket and matching black pants for an outfit.

Your mouth was wide open in surprise, what a coincidence! You were right! So you leaned in quietly and began listening in on their conversations, being sure not to make yourself get exposed and labeled as another one of Hawk's stir crazy fangirls.

Your ears then picked up on Hawk's smooth yet rough voice, the volume of his speech echoing across the store as he asked a certain thing about the manager's day or what he'd thought about doing all the while digging through his pocket, both front and back.

He must've been looking for something...like money.

You clasped a hand over your mouth to silence yourself from laughing before you were caught. The number three pro hero, Hawks, had forgotten money to buy some things at the store...which was fried chicken.

Respectable choice, a faith that you had to save a fellow chicken eater from.

So you quietly walked over to their positions, being mindful not to interrupt their conversation and gently tugged on Hawk's jacket. He gradually turned around and met your gaze directly with just a hint of surprise and turbulence.

"Oh, hey! Another fan? You need me to sign something of yours?" he spoke in a cheerful manner to which you simply shook your head and brought his hand to yours and put in a couple wads of cash before walking out of the store and waving him and the superintendent goodbye.

Perhaps another time would be better, you could always wait for your paycheck and get a much higher paying. 'Yeah, that'd be much better than that shabby amount.' you thought to yourself while bringing your purse closer to your chest in giddiness and opening the door to your automobile.

He was confused for a moment before he brought his attention to his hand and gently opened it. The slips of cash you left in his care were just the amount he had been missing to get himself a quick snack ere going back to his house.

He felt a small blush creep up his neck when the realization hit him, you must've seen his crappy attempt at finding some random change in his pocket when you were just a few aisles behind him in the store.

So, wasting no time to say his thanks, he quickly paid for his food and said his goodbyes before rushing to the front of the store and catching your vehicle leave just at the last moment.

He used his large vermillion wings to wave to you while you left and hazily watched your car leave to the next street on the highway. How oddly nice of a citizen to give him some spare cash, maybe he'd repay you the next time you came around...that is, if he could find you.

-So after that, Hawks did manage to find you the next time around and he did keep his promise of returning your fair share of money. Although the other times you guys did meet up around the store was when you returned to get more snacks and he was simply buying more chicken, claiming that the store had good quality food.

-He tries to make small talk with you either by using the fact that he doesn’t have enough money as an excuse or that he’s just simply another pro hero passing by and checking in on his favorite citizen.

-The time when you guy’s actually agreed to dating was by him confessing and using chicken drumsticks as a gift for your first date. It worked.

-Both You and Hawks have energy that matches each other, you practically fit like puzzle pieces based on how I view it. You both share similar views on how the world could work if it would differ on a creative basis or when you know how to take a break from certain things and just be in each other’s presence.

-He tries to get as many breaks as he can from doing hero work, so if he consults his agencies about how much time he’s missing being away from you, he’ll try and send little trinkets from his workplace to you and let you know he’ll be home sooner or later.

NSFW!

-Now, this guy has the DNA of a hawk, you can definitely expect him to randomly go into phrases involving sexual matters such as mating season and i’d imagined that would happen mostly around the spring with the summer sometimes being an exception.

-Hawks is that one bitch that prays before eating you out, I will not hold a discussion for this. HE IS THAT BITCH and NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE.

-Oh, a daddy kink you say? Hawks is going to enjoy this. No doubt this man here is going to get rough in the bedroom and he will waste absolutely no energy on you. Just one slip up of calling him that name and he will ravage into the bed mattress.

-If you’re really into making him wait a bit before actually getting into bed, this man will praise your body throughout the whole session as if he had never had a drip of pleasure in his life.

Hope you liked your match-up!

@animeboihoe

#Hawks mha #Keigo Takami #Takami Keigo #Hawks #bnha #mha match-ups

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fandomwriter73 · 4 years

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(1/3?)Hi! Idk if you're still doing match ups but I was wondering if i could get a haikyu match up pls! If not, please feel free to ignore my ask, I completely understand and hope you're resting 💕 if soooo-I’m a straight cis Hispanic female that’s 5ft tall, I have wide hips, big butt/thighs, my top half ain’t special tho and I have black hair/bangs and dark brown eyes+glasses! I’m a cancer with an INFP personality, I’m shy and closed off at first but as I get used to you I open up. Also my favorite season is fall 🥰 I've been told that I have a motherly, clownery, therapist type of vibe. Im stubborn, not big on commitment *when i commit tho i COMMIT*. My ideal date is napping, eating our favorite junk foods and watching anime and movies! I'm a cancer sun, leo moon, and libra rising💕 my birthday is july 19 and I'm currently 15 😋3/4 I’m shy and closed off at first but as I get used to you I open up. I like sleep, anime and boys*but I seem to like anime bois more than real ones:(*..I also have daddy issues, My hobbies include dancing and singing! My turn on: love and understanding *I base my love life off of disney movies and wattpad 🤧🤡* im an introvert and hufflepuff 🤪LAST ONE! turn offs: not willing to understand that i need space to cope with my moodiness 👉👈 Im the type of person that tends to want to listen more than I want to talk. I'm always on tiktok cus crackhead tingz 🤪. My names larissa but my friends prefer "dummy", "idiot", or "clown"🤡 cus even tho I may be book smart I am very stupid 🥰💕 THANK YOU IN ADVANCE IF YOU DO CHOOSE TO DO THIS, MAKE SURE YOU DRINK WATER, REST, AND PLS EAT 🥺💕

Y'all sound really pretty I could never

I match you with......

Daichi

I feel like you two would compliment each other really nicely

Easpicially since your the motherly but you can also behave like a child sometiems

I think dachi would be willing to make sure that your doing well if your in one of your moods but would wait for you to talk to him, and not pestering you about it.

Also if you wnat someone to rant to you this one will do it

You can not change my mind daichi is that one guy on the team that talks about them at home 24/7

So he will rant to you about anything that he's passionate about

Including you

It's fanon canon that dachi is into people with legs in general

So he's not just attracted to your personality

Even though he does agree that that's more important it's a bonus that you have thighs

AnD

He's the type that would pretend to be annoyed or aggravated with your tick too antics but would actually find it kind of endearing

Next, he WILL cry during every and any disney movie

Anyways

He likes that you like to sing and dance

He'll ask if you can sing for him almost on a daily

He'll go to every recital and concert

But he'll bring the rest of the team with him to a few to which hints constantly asks you questions afterwards

🌌RuNeR UpS iNclude the FollowinG🌌

Iwaizumi

Asahi

I hope you liked this I enjoyed reading about you, sorry this took forever to get out but anytime i tried to post it would always rebuff and delete my progress. But thank you for requesting💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

- cass

@animeboihoe

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trash-writes-stuff · 4 years

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Metathesiophobia (Scriddler)

Gotham has seen its fair share of chaos in the past years, but nothing could prepare them for the trouble that started brewing when two certain rogues met under the not-so-loving roof of Arkham Asylum.

Chapter Three:

So When You See Me Come Up for Air Don't Try to Hold Me Down

(Warning for panic attacks)

Jon was slowly coming to regret ever offering Edward to sit with Harley and him. Day after day, Edward came back to sit with them. Day after damned day, this ridiculous, annoyingly clever man was getting further and further under his skin. Jon just couldn’t take it, because it wasn’t the near-constant bickering that bothered him, it wasn’t even how much Edward spoke. It was the very fact that those things, which would have usually made him gas or emotionally traumatize the person, now for some reason didn’t bother him at all. It was how much he enjoyed the gingers company that did the trick.

It also didn’t help that Edward had decided to join their little ‘Girl Talk’, which had been a strictly Jon and Harley thing until Nygma showed up. What was worse, Jonathan actually liked having Edward around. He was full of gossip about everyone and anyone, which was useful because even though Jon wasn’t very keen on blackmailing, it could come in handy.

From the fact that Jonathan was growing fond of Edward arose another problem. Jonathan was an introvert; he was famed for it. So, it was natural that after some time he would lose the energy he needs to socialize and turn plain miserable. It was at times like those he needed some alone time, some time to recharge and think stuff through. Harley recognized when he got like this and gave him space. Edward, however, seemed to lack the phrase ‘personal space’ in his vocabulary, and wouldn’t step off. It was almost as if the lack of Harley’s presence didn’t strike him as odd, even though Harley was always seen by ether Ivy’s or Jonathan’s side. Hell, he probably thought that Harley just wanted to spend more time with her girlfriend, but even when times like that did come, she talked to the ex-professor at least once a day.

Jon could not, for the life of him, find the strength to tell Edward to fuck off for a while, nor could he tell Eddie what was really happening. Usually, he would offend the person and throw gritty insults at them until they left, but he just didn’t have the strength to do it today. However, he would have to something as he was coming far too close to slipping into the Scarecrow persona. That would be unpleasant, for both him and everyone around him, and it would give the doctors just enough of an excuse to give him more pills to drink.

He hated the meds he was on. They made him feel so weak, so easily irritable at times, and the ones they added when Jon fell into the comfort of the Scarecrow made him have constant headaches and his whole body felt so heavy, he could barely move.

Scarecrow was a defense mechanism, one that the Arkham doctors wanted to destroy with drugs and therapy. You can’t destroy things like that, Jon wanted to protest, they are part of a person’s psyche and will never truly leave. But who would listen to an ex-professor with an invalid Ph.D. in psychology? Not the Arkham staff, he could tell you that much.

Jonathan had zoned out a while ago, as he was in no mood to listen to whatever the hell Edward was rambling on about. He was just so tired of talking, of listening others talk, and maybe if he ignored Edward for a while the man would get the hint. Jon could have stood up and left, but he would ultimately be unable to escape Edward as they were in the rec room, and him going anywhere would result in a whole lecture from Edward on how it was impolite to just leave whilst someone is talking to them. So, he just had to sit here for the next 15 minutes and tolerate the endless talking. So be it.

“-nd I mean it’s such a pointless…” Edward stopped talking for a second, turning his head to look at Jon who was currently curled up on the other end of the couch, looking somewhere in the distance. The sudden pause caused Jonathan to snap back to reality, as he turned to look back at Edward. “Jonathan, are you even listening to me?” Questioned the ginger in an annoyed tone. Jon looked at him blankly, his eyes dull.

He couldn’t even hear Edward properly at this point, so he just tried reading his lips. Looking at them, Jon realized how girly Edwards lips were. They were plump, the top lip being a little smaller than the bottom one, his cupid's bow was symmetrical and sharp. And if one looked hard enough, they would see the nasty-looking scar that the stitches left on and above his upper lip. They looked so soft too, he must have used chapstick. God, how perfect could a man get? Jon’s head was spinning at this point. Loud yelling snapped him out of his thoughts. It took a moment to recognize what the voice was saying and who the owner was.

“-athan! Jonathan! Earth to Jonathan! Do you copy?!” Edward was yelling at this point, waving his arms around his head, trying to signal the auburn-haired man in any way. Jon shook his head, took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes. God, he needed peace. He needed to be alone.

“Alright punks, rec time is over. Get moving.” One of the guards yelled. Jonathan thanked whatever spirit was out there, quickly stood up and rushed off to be taken back to his cell. Edward yelled after him, but Jon couldn’t even hear him. He needed to get out of there, he needed to get away and he needed to be alone. He was going to have a panic attack if everyone didn’t shut up immediately.

He was led back to his cell, and the rough treatment he always received from the guard only making the anxiety in his chest expand. His whole chest area felt so tight, and he felt like throwing up. He was going to snap the guard’s neck; he was going to whisper the most horrific things known to man into the fucker’s ear until he was nothing but a pathetic screaming mess on the floor. He was going to open him up and-

He was left alone in his cell. But the cell was loud too, each breath bouncing off the walls, the shadows beckoning for him to join them. The walls were so thin, he could hear everyone, god he could hear them, and he was going to tear his ears off if the noise didn’t stop. He would tear his eyes out if it meant that he wouldn’t have to see anything but the darkness at that moment.

They were screaming, the damn walls were screaming at him and he couldn’t do anything but curl up in the corner opposite of the bed and sit there praying for it to end.

It was these nights the screaming bothered him. When he wished for nothing but silence, the screams seemed to get louder, when he wanted nothing more than them to stop, they just louder and louder and-

His breathing was heavy, the air was heavy, his whole body was heavy and whether he realized it or not he was shaking. He was shaking hard. He wasn’t cold, he wasn’t warm either, he was just so numb, and his head was ringing, and he couldn’t even lay down on the pathetic excuse for a bed. He just sat on the floor in the corner of his cell, shaking and panting in the darkness of the room.

God, he could hear the crows, the crows, the damn crows. They were so loud; they were always screaming. He was in the chapel again; how was he back there again!? He killed the old woman years ago, yet he could still hear her singing ‘Amazing Grace’ just outside the door. The crows would get him again; they would come again; they would hurt him again. The chapel was so big but there wasn’t anywhere to run; they would smell him, and they would find him, and they would tear him to pieces until they reached his bones, until there wasn’t anything left but bones. Oh, the bones he could feel the bones of her hands on his leg; on his shoulder; on his head. On his throat. He was choking; he couldn’t breathe.

Sinful child, you thought I wouldn’t find you.

He wanted to scream but his throat gave up on him, all sound lost before it could leave him; he couldn’t scream, he couldn’t cry out for help. There was no help, no savior. The tune of ‘Amazing Grace’ was screaming in his ears. His eyes were watering, threatening to spill tears. He just wanted to be alone. He just wanted to be alone. He just wanted for it all to stop and he wanted to be alone.

He tried screaming again, tried to drown out the noise in his head with the one in the air but he couldn’t. He stayed as quiet as a mouse, so quiet that an occasional sniff, a shudder or a particularly deep breath were the only signs that he was even breathing.

Why couldn’t the crows just leave him alone?

God, just let him be alone.

He didn’t remember when or how he had passed out, but the only things he was currently aware of were his puffed eyes and wet cheeks. He wished he’d stayed awake. The night terror shook him to the core. His skin felt so itchy, the old scars on his back and arms were burning again, he felt like tearing his hair out.

At least the noise had stopped. There was finally silence. He crawled over to his bed. He passed out again.

Edward was confused. Had he said something wrong? He knew that his talking could get annoying, but Jonathan never minded it up until now. Hell, Jon always listened to him, sometimes he made his own comments, but he always listened like there was nothing more important.

Eddie had noticed that Jonathan was distant, more so than usual. In the past month, Jonathan had never looked so lost, never looked so blank. There was always something dancing behind his eyes. Now there was strangely nothing.

Edward slammed his head into the pillow with an exasperated sigh. He couldn’t sleep. He needed to know. He wouldn’t be able to rest until he did. The self-proclaimed ‘Master of Fear’ was really making his anxiety rise. The ginger stood up and made the decision to find out what was happening, and tonight.

Slipping out of the cells was easy enough, almost too easy actually. Navigating the halls of Arkham was also child’s play, given the fact that Edward memorized the entire building layout. Avoiding guards wasn’t too hard, because they were all asleep at this point and Edward had learned to sneak at an early age because-

He shook his head. Focus Edward, focus. He reached Crane’s cell, carefully opening the door, only to find the man with his face in the pillow, one leg dangling off. Why did he think this was a good idea again? It was the middle of the god damned night and he expected Jonathan to be awake? Sure, the man was an insomniac, but even this was too much. He was going back to his room.

Before he could turn tail and leave, however, he heard someone make a sound, unlike a whimper. Edward froze, not daring to move. After a few moments passed, he turned around to face Jon again.

That couldn’t have been him, right?

Oh, now he HAD to know. He waited for a few moments, and Edward saw Jon let out something like a pained whine. Crane’s whole body shook as the sound left his throat, and after a few more panicked sounds left the man’s lips, Edward realized exactly what was going on.

He didn’t think this through enough, but here he was, shaking Jonathan Crane, the man who had purposely run away from him a few hours ago, awake from a nightmare. It didn’t take much shaking really; Jon was a light sleeper. The auburn-haired man shot up from the bed with a loud gasp, blinking rapidly. Edward tried to put a hand on Jon’s shoulder as an attempt to comfort the shaking man in front of him, but Jon just jumped and cowered away from the touch.

Jonathan finally raised his head, thinking that he was going through another panic attack when he saw a pair of familiar green eyes. Edward’s whole face was soon visible to Jon, and his first response was to yell. Eddie predicted that Crane would yell, so he put his hand over the trembling man’s mouth, pushing his skeletal frame up against the wall for leverage purposes. He couldn’t afford Jon giving away his presence, he would get tied up and sent back to solitary before he could say ‘Riddle me this’.

Crane struggled against Nygma’s hand, and when he finally got it off his face, he smacked Edward right across the face.

“Nygma what the absolute fuck are ya doin’ in ‘ere!?” Jon whisper-yelled in the most honest southern accent Edward had ever heard. It made Edward’s chest flutter with something, but he was quick to brush it off because he had a feeling that if he didn’t answer Crane’s question now the man would pounce on him and skin him alive. Either that, or he’d force Edward to relive his-

“Looking for answers, and before you point out the obvious, I know that yes, it is currently some ungodly hour of the morning. But I really need to talk to you right now.” Edward spoke calmly. God, Jon was going to brutally murder this man one day, he had no idea. Jon did owe Edward for waking him up.

“As long as it has nothin’ to do with what my nightmare was, go right ahead.” Oh, how Edward wanted to pry into what haunted the ‘Prince of Panic’. But not now. Now he wanted to know what made Jonathan run off like demons were chasing him.

“All ya need ta know is that me runnin off was nothin’ personal.” Edward stared at Jon for a good moment or two, before burying his face into Jon’s pillow to stifle his laughter. Jon’s eyes widened, partly out of shock, and partly because Edward’s real laugh was the most angelic sound he had ever heard. His face was buried in the pillow for about a minute, and then he looked at Jon with the most honest and sympathetic smile Jon had ever seen Edward give.

“Oh Jon, you should have told me the moment I started getting too hot for you to handle.” Jonathan had three things racing through his mind at that moment. The first one was the fact that Edward had just referred to him as Jon, which had never happened before; the second was how adorable Edward looked (this one would need to be taken care of in the immediate future); the third was how he was going to put this man down if he didn’t stop his teasing. Crane smirked.

“Oh Eddie, I thought that you just wouldn’t understand.” Jon pouted at the end, blinking innocently a few times (Harley was rubbing off on him) before a genuine smile crossed his face. The nickname, which would have usually irritated Edward to no end, made his pale cheeks turn a bright rosy red. He rolled his eyes out of faux annoyance, before flashing Crane the biggest smile he could muster.

“Oh, shut up.” Eddie said, pushing Jonathan’s shoulder, and Jon couldn’t help but snicker at the childish behavior. “Since when are we on nickname terms, huh?” Asked Edward, almost challengingly, as his smile changed into a smirk. If he wanted a challenge, Jon would give him one. He grabbed Edward by his ginger locks, bringing his own face to Edward’s ear. Edward’s lime eyes shot wide open.

“Since you snuck into my cell.” He said in a low, almost husky voice, and Edward whimpered, his face completely red now. Jon leaned back. “Plus, you started it.”

Edward was frozen for what seemed to be the hundredth time that night. What had just happened? He could blame it on it being around 5 AM, and because he could, he did. If only to ease his mind. He opened his mouth so as to say something, but quickly closed it when he realized he didn’t know what to say. So he just stood up from the bed.

“I, um, I should get going. You do need your alone time, no? So, uh, just start talking to me again when you feel ‘recharged’?” He said very awkwardly, pausing between every word, and making quotation marks with his fingers when he said ‘recharged’. Jon just nodded, and Edward proceeded to leave the room.

“Goodnight, Edward.” Eddie froze at the door.

“G-goodnight, Jonathan.”

He had never run faster in his life.

#scriddler #riddlecrow #riddler #zero year riddler #edward nygma #year one scarecrow #scarecrow #jonathan crane #harley quinn #harleen quinzel #panic attack #tw: panic attack #tw: mental health

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hi, can i get a MCU/HP ship pls? i'm a 5'7 straight latina with brunette hair, have a septum and two strands of my hair dyed orange. im a hufflepuff and an enfp. studyng to be an history teacher, very passionate about human rights and teaching. i dance and im part of choir. love all the arts! very sensitive, loving and energetic. introvert but i speak my mind. terrible at romantic relationships, bc its hard for me to trust. believe in always doing the right thing and in people. thanks!

i had a hard time choosing for some of yours because you have a personality that i believe would fit in very well with a few characters from each fandom.. but after some thinking, i think i hopefully found a good match for you in those i chose, with a short list of headcannons for each (:

peter parker

okay so, the marvel universe’s sunshine boy is who i picked for you (:

loves your hair.

twirls the orange hair around his fingers and will sometimes unconsciously start plaiting them

will come and watch you if you have a dance or choir performance with the biggest brightest smile

he loves it when you speak your mind

will stand with you as a united front

and silently support you because omg, go off babe

will help you study history

will 1000% make jokes about/be serious about bringing in two ancient fossils if you’re studying wwii

makes sure you aren’t burning yourself out studying or doing anything else

not had enough sleep? blanket burrito time

not drinking enough water? will passive aggressively tackle you onto a couch and tickle you until you hYDRATE!!!

always asking about your heritage

is so happy when he gets to meet/see your family

always looking out for you even if you don’t realise it

as both peter and Spider-Man

infectous smiles and giggles

respects you may not want to jump straight into a relationship

respects that you might not trust him because of trust issues

is patient as long as you need him to be

respects any and all boundaries

genuinely heart eyes 24/7 around chu

harry potter

invisibility cape has become verrry useful in interdorm travel (((((:

green puppy dog eyes and pouting when he wants to convince you of something

he takes after his father

mischievous lil shit

constantly teasing you

but also looking to you a lot for validation

‘is this okay?’ ‘are you sure?’ ‘can we do this?’

stands with you when it comes to human rights

will tease but makes sure you know it’s affectionate

forehead and nose kisses

will want to play quiditch and muggle sports with you

twirls your hair around his fingers without even realising it

the type to give all his love or none at all, so expect him to be constantly ooey gooey

#harry potter #mcu #marvel #peter parker #spiderman

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cantbehandled-ever · 5 years

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thanks @satans-helper for tagging me in this get to know me tag! i’ve never done one this long, so here’s a bunch of info that no one wanted to know about me lmao

1. What’s your middle name?

- Lynn, which i hateee

2. how old are you?

- 19

3. when is your birthday?

- november 17th

4. what is your zodiac sign?

- scorpio sun, libra rising, pisces moon. i have two fucking water signs which explains why i’m so emotional

5. what’s your favorite shade of green?

- forest/emerald green

6. what’s your lucky number?

- 8

7. do you have any pets?

- yes! i have three dogs and i’d die for them

8. where are you from?

- originally chicago, but now i live in orlando

9. how tall are you?

- 5’9

10. what shoe size are you?

- 10 in women’s, 8.5 in men’s

11. how many pairs of shoes do you own?

- 10

12. what was your last dream about?

- i dreamt that i ran off to live in a cave and raised goldfish as my past time, so i’m really jealous that i didn’t actually do that

13. what talents do you have?

- i can bs my way through stuff, because if i really need to, i can come off as decently eloquent. also i can sing kinda well, nothing amazing

14. are you psychic in any way?

- i’ve had dreams that ended up happening exactly like i dreamed them

15. favorite song?

- i could not tell you, but lately i’ve been listening to Second Hand News by Fleetwood Mac several times a day

16. Favorite movie?

- the sixth sense (i just really like m. night shyamalan movies)

17. who would be our ideal partner?

- someone with a great sense of humor and i’m pretty anxious, so someone who is good at keeping calm

18. do you want children?

- nope lmao, but i do want to be an aunt. i like kids, but like only when i can give them back to their parents when i get tired of them lol

19. do you want a church wedding?

- not really, if i did end up having one, it would be bc the building was beautiful it would have nothing to do with it being a church

20. are you religious?

- no, long and sad history with religion. i do consider myself to be pretty spiritual and learning more about stuff like that is really interesting to me

21. have you ever been to a hospital?

- yep, last year over spring break i had to get my gallbladder removed:)))))))) my surgeon took pics of my gallbladder though and it’s super sick and gross looking so at least i have that

22. have you ever gotten into trouble with the law?

- nope

23. have you ever met any celebrities?

- i met andy mientus, but he’s not like a huge celebrity

24. baths or showers?

- showers, baths are gross

25. what color socks are you wearing?

- white and purple

26. have you ever been famous?

- not really, but when i was in fifth grade i submitted a poem i wrote to a publishing company and they put it into a book, so my elementary school made a big deal out of it, so i was like a local celebrity amongst ten year olds for a week lol

27. would you like to be a big celebrity?

- only if it was for music, because that’s the only way i could see myself being happy with it. however, i’d much rather just have my own niche audience and be super personal with them, but still make enough money that i could afford to have that be my only career

28. what type of music do you like?

- mainly rock and funkier music, but i can pretty much listen to anything

29. have you ever been skinny dipping?

- no, because i hate my body lol

30. how many pillows do you sleep with?

- 4

31. what position do you usually sleep in?

- i’m a stomach sleeper

32. how big is your house?

- i live in a tiny apartment

33. what do you typically have for breakfast?

- usually just coffee, but sometimes i’ll have a breakfast bar

34. have you ever fired a gun?

- yes and i hated it, it’s way too scary to hold something like that

35. have you ever tried archery?

- yeah! we had it as a unit in my middle school gym class and i wasn’t super horrible at it!

36. favorite clean word?

- indubitably

37. favorite swear word?

- it’s more of a statement but i say “fuck off” all the time

38. what’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

- 29 when i was studying for finals last year

39. do you have any scars?

- several

40. have you ever had a secret admirer?

- yeah when i was seven

41. are you a good liar?

- when i need to be

42. are you a good judge of character?

- no i try to let everyone prove themselves, but mainly just makes me feel dumb when they screw me over

43. can you do any other accents other than your own?

- i don’t really have a midwestern accent anymore, but i can do one to make fun of my family members

44. do you have a strong accent?

- no

45. what’s your favorite accents?

- south african

46. what’s your personality type?

- advocate

47. what’s your most expensive piece of clothing?

- my doc martens were like $135 and i treat them like babies

48. can you curl your tongue?

- yep

49. are you an innie or an outie?

- bellybutton??? an innie but that’s super weird

50. left or right handed?

- right handed

51. are you scared of spiders?

- oh absolutely

52. favorite food?

- sushi

53. favorite foreign food?

- sushi or mexican food

54. are you a clean or messy person?

- both, i keep my room super messy, but any area of the apartment that i share with other people i keep spotless

55. most used phrase?

- “oh absolutely”

56. most used word?

- fuck

57. how long does it take you to get ready?

- roughly about an hour and 15 minutes

58. do you have much of an ego?

- depends, but in general i wouldn’t say so

59. do you suck or bite lollipops?

- suck

60. do you talk to yourself?

- who doesn’t?????

61. do you sing to yourself?

- all the time

62. are you good singer?

- i’m fine, nothing impressive

63. biggest fear?

- being kidnapped and also i’m really afraid of strange men, i can’t bring myself to trust both of them

64. are you a gossip?

- to my roommates

65. best dramatic movie you’ve ever seen?

- i really don’t know, i don’t watch a ton of dramas, mainly comedy

66. do you like long or short hair?

- on girls i like both, on guys i prefer long

67. can you name all 50 states in america?

- yeah if you gave me a few minutes

68. favorite school subject?

- biology

69. extrovert or introvert?

- introvert

70. have you ever been scuba diving?

- nope

71. what makes you nervous?

- i have anxiety :)))) so everything

72. are you scared of the dark?

- only if i’m in a strange place

73. do you correct people when they make mistakes?

- depends on my relationship with them

74. are you ticklish?

- holy shit yeah

75. have you ever started a rumor?

- nope

76. have you ever been in a position of authority?

- not one that mattered

77. have you drank underage?

- yes, i literally have more alcohol than food in my fridge rn

78. have you ever done drugs?

- yep, like three days ago

79. who was your first real crush?

- a kid named conner when i was in sixth grade

80. how many piercings do you have?

- four

81. can you roll your r’s?

- nope

82. how fast can you type?

- moderately fast

83. how fast can you run?

- not fast at all

84. what color is your hair?

- auburn

85. what color are your eyes?

- brown

86. what are you allergic to?

- shellfish

87. do you keep a journal?

- nope but i have a finsta which i use for the same reason

88. what do your parents do?

- my mom is a nurse and my dad used to be a firefighter

89. do you like your age?

- i mean i don’t like how close i am to being a real adult, but it’s fine

90. what makes you angry?

- lots of stuff

91. do you like your name?

- nope, i think it’s stupid

92. have you already thought of baby names, and if so, what are they?

- nope, no children thanks

93. do you want a boy or a girl child?

- neither

94. what are your strengths?

- i’m a good problem solver and i have a good work ethic

95.what are your weaknesses?

- i am physically weak and wayyyyy too emotional

96. how did you get your name?

- my mom watched steel magnolias in college and decided she was going to name her first daughter shelby

97. were your ancestors royalty?

- i doubt it, but on the off chance, pls send money i’m broke :))))))

98. do you have any scars?

- yes

99. color of your bedspread?

- white

100. color of your room?

- yellow

im tagging: @blackbluemichael @flowrxchild @rosecolouredash @calumsdemons @ghostofcth @what-now-lucas

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husberttee · 7 years

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A Long Ass Guide To VAV

VAV – Very Awesome Voice

Soooo since there were some people who did like my idea of making a guide like this I thought ‘cool let’s do it!‘ I hope this can help people finde out about them and maybe motivate some of you do give them a listen and some love!

Ok so first some general facts;

They had their debut in 2015 with 6 members under AQ Entertainment, which is now A-Team Entertainment. I’d like to point out here, that this company provides ENGLISH SUBTITLES for us (!!!!) which is pretty damn awesome.The group underwent (is that a word) a couple of lineup changes which I will explain further when I come to the members individually. A Fun facts: they have a pretty big spanish following and were guests on a shit ton of youtube channels

Fanclub: Vampz (debut concept was vampires and werewolves and priests and. Yeeeh.Their debut was actually on Halloween. Supposedly there even was a whole ass webcomic but I never saw any of that, sadly.)

We’ll get to the number one most important part now

THE MEMBERS (in order of age)

1. St. Van – The Leader

Real Name: Lee Geumhyuk

91 liner

Main vocal (POWER vocal) / Leader

A father

Probably speaks better Mandarin than Jacob / lived more than 10 years in China

Loves Jacob; votes Jacob by default

tries hard and gets dragged for it by the younger members

it was revealed that he likes to watch girl group dances (he said it’s because he needs to learn them to be able to show something at fanmeetings and such. Yeah sure bro me too.)

hear someone laughing in the back? That’s him.

roommates with Baron

embarrassed. Generally.

Completely demolished ACE birthday cake with the help of ZeHan once

Likes cars

can drink a lot of water??

Has sleeve-like tattoo on his shoulder/upper arm

2. Baron

Real Name: Choi Chunghyeob

92 liner

Vocal

Fake Maknae 0.1 // he’s very cute

somewhat speaks english

Known for serenading a male fan with ‘I need a boy’

Super pretty // sweet voice // very good and underrated dancer // funny --> Real idol material right here

Apparently has ‘apple hips’ which are ‘popular’ among the members. Whatever that may mean…

Likes photography and making films

Plays games first thing in the morning

Talkative

A sunshine // scammed the company into giving him an extra allowance of 1000won in a game and spend it to buy fruit for the members

there’s a 26 second long video of him brushing his teeth on A-Teams official youtube channel (these hoes deleted it)

3. ACE

Real Name: Jang Wooyoung

92 liner

Vocal

A Mom // currently raising Ayno and Jacob

Probably dating Ziu atm

asks members for reactions when he does things

Practices phonation /articulation in his sleep (super noisy, even people in nearby rooms can hear him)

Talks a lot

Wears sunglasses in the pool aka. will fight you in the pool while wearing sunglasses (swag is better than actually seeing your surroundings)

‘I look thinner with my clothes on’ kinda person // he’s ripped

Really likes sport and working out

The groups elected MC

He always seems to know what he’s doing

Covered Winners ‘Fool’ and it’s amazing his vocals are super beautiful

Mullet

4. Ayno

Real Name: Noh Yoonho

96 liner

rapper

Participated in the survival show No.Mercy in which Monsta X was formed, but got eliminated in the final rounds

Joined the group as a new member early 2017

Voted to be the cutest by VAV

Fake Maknae 0.2

Part time grill master (Roasts his members)

*Looks at the camera like he is on the office*

Skilled dancer

Writes his own rap

First reaction after seeing Jacob cry was to lie himself horizontal on his lap as a form of comfort or idk that’s the kinda friend he is

in charge of meme

his ideal type is ACE, apparentely

released a mixtape

5. Jacob

Real Name: Zhang Peng

96 liner

Sub-Rapper / sub-vocal

Chinese

Quite introverted // worries his members cause they want to share his hard times but they feel like they can’t. What a family T-T

Manly manTM

Had a complete mental breakdown once with ugly sobbing and all after receiving a video letter from VAV

Voted himself visual of the group

Nickname ‘Cob’

Sassy af since he’s started to talk more

Idk but I think he’s rich he always wears expensive looking clothes

In charge of abs and keeping a straight face at all times // has super cute smile actually

‘I stream ‘Venus’ as soon as I get up in the morning’

Accidentally made out with ZeHan at pops in seoul

Got featured in the song ‘Trouble’ by former member XIAO

6. Lou

Real Name: Kim Hosung

96 liner

rapper

member since 2017

Very confident

Super deep voice

Can speak english

Not having any of anyone’s shit (pls let ur members live)

Maybe a bit mean

Pretends to be manly

Majors in acting

Finds lot of Joy in making fun of Ziu

Gets lots of affection in return that he absolutely really DOESN’T WANT

His most precious possession is the refrigerator

According to him his closest celebrity friend is James Bond

‘which place would you like to visit where you have never been?’ ‘my house’

7. Ziu

Real Name: Park Heejun

97 liner

Vocal // I love his vocals byE

joined together with Ayno and Lou in 2017

No homo? Yes homo. (no video goes by without him trying to kiss at least ONE of his members)

King of being fake touched and overreaction

Always gets exposed

Raids the dorm refrigerator at around 5/6AM

Eats while being asleep

Suffers a lot from the maknae position

Ended up being my bias somehow

Cucumber anti

a cheerful fella

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Former / Members on hiatus under the cut further down ~ ____________________________________

That was it so far, but...!

They also have a kind of reality show which is called What’S Up? VAV and it’s very fun so I defintely recomment watching it!! Here is a season 2 playlist

Sadly A-Team deleted / put most videos pre-Venus era on private. Their newer Malaysia Videos are really funny though!!!

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MVs

At first I’d like to point out that their earlier songs had quite low production and it’s noticable sometimes. People found that parts of the songs sounded ‘off’. However, they improved every comeback a lot and as they changed producers for Venus they seriously stepped up their game. They have improved SO MUCH, are still getting better and really work hard!!

Debut - Under The Moonlight

Brotherhood (this mv was so fanfiction worthy actually)

No Doubt

Recollection (the FeelsTM)

Here I Am (winter song jacob no lines still good)

Venus / Dance With Me

Flower (this one is my favourite look at that aesthetic and the song was so good wow)

Middle Of The Night / ABC (a bob)

She’s Mine (a super bob)

Spotlight & Gorgeous (two MVs but kind of a package deal cause they’re basically one comeback)

Give it to me

Senorita

So In Love

Thrilla Killa (this one? slaps.)

I’m Sorry

Give me more' (Feat. De La Ghetto & Play-N-Skillz) (I sometimes watch this ONLY for St.Vans sleeve tattoo)

POISON (MOST RECENT!!! WATCH DIS!! ITS AWESOME!!)

Thanks for making it until here and Please stan VAV

Former Members / Hiatus

I will keep these short since the post is already long AS FUCK and while these members DO appear in many of their past videos (Ateam deleted most of the videos :/), ‘advertising’ them here wouldn’t do much good since you’re not going to see them with the group from now on

Xiao

Chen Xiao

Rapper

89 liner

Went on hiatus in 2016 (it was said he has to take care of his sick father)

He once appeared in a VAV video after he left and spend a day with them; the reunion was very heart warming

he made his solo debut with

Bubblegum

and

Share Ya

his song

Trouble

feat. Jacob

ZeHan

Lee Seungmin

Vocal

94 liner

Left to pursue a career as an actor

Was my bias why must u do dis to me

GyeoUl

Jung Un

Vocal

95 liner

Left to pursue a career as producer

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prinxiety-logicalitysanderssides · 7 years

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1-97 NOW ITS UR TURN I DONT EVEN CARE THAT THIS IS MY MAIN U GOTTA SUFFER TOO

I. BLOODY. DID. IT. ITS TAKEN ME /TWO DAYS/ BUT I’VE DONE IT @princeyandanxiety and I’m tagging @use-it-ironically Ironi u do it too pls. I was subjected to this after I subjected Bella to this so now u have to.

Btw this is NSFW ( some of it) and mentions suicide/depression cause I went there. There is some serious truth tea in this god damnit. I put thought and love into this. And also memes but mostly LOVE and boredom. I also feel like I forgot to answer a question or two but whatever. This is 97 questions long. And it’s 2818 words.

By the end of this, you will understand that I am a wreck

Ask me things1. What’s your middle name? No.

2. What are you listening to right now? The sound of typing cause I’m not listening to music. Also the sound of my breath and the wind in the trees. V/ relaxing. (( that was yesterday, today I’m listening to MCR and sanders Sides videos at a loud volume on chromecast on my tv))

3. What was the last thing you ate? ¼ of a cup of icing sugar. I ate it out of the measuring cup lmao.

4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My mum. I do talk to other people, I swear! I’m just not good at phone calls

5. Do you drink? No and I won’t in the future. Lemonade all the way if I have to drink smth.

6. Do you smoke? No and I never ever will.

7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone? Someone as in??? Random or??. In Randoms I usually notice people’s faces and then clothes, especially if they’re eye catching. I notice memorabilia/fan stuff pretty quickly as well.

8. What is your hair color? Brown but I use hair dye to make it partially blue or purple or red sometimes. It doesn’t work very well unless I bleach my hair and I can’t do that till I’m 16 which sucks. I use hair spray every now and again, I have white hair spray and glitter hair spray, and I used to have blue as well. Glitters my favourite . I also have a full rainbow of hair chalk but my friends and I dropped it at one point during the Hair Incident of Grade Eight which is what I’m calling it now.

9. What is your eye color? Blue/Grey ish. 10. Do you wear contacts/glasses? Nope. My mum says I will if I keep looking at my screen for hours on end though. I don’t want glasses cause my 20/20 vision is serving me well and I like it.

11. Dogs or cats? Rabbits.

12. What’s your favorite animal? Rabbits/see above

13. What’s your favorite television show? Gilmore girls. Hands down the best.

14. What’s your favorite movie? I don’t really have one? Princess Bride, Sound of Music and the Captain America movies. Oh and Heathers.

15. What’s your favorite band/singer? I can’t choose but Alessia Cara comes to mind? Scars to your Beautiful? And MCR. And Panic! At the Disco and Fall Out Boy. I’m an emo nightmare tbh

16. How old are you? Bich no u can guess. I’m a minor tho.

17. Do you have a crush on anyone? No. But I want a girlfriend/datemate ( all the boys my age are awful and the girls/nonbinary people r better)

18. What’s your sexual orientation? Pansexual. To keep it simple anyway.

19. What’s your favorite color? Aqua blue/ the green of Australian forests

20. What was your most embarrassing moment? Going up on stage in like,, grade six, for a talent show, that I decided to volunteer for THAT DAY and literally singing which is fine but I kept shuffling not dancing and the other kid I was doing it with was kinda dancing and we fucking sucked. But I’m at a different school half the city away now thank god.

21. Do you ever wish you were someone else? Characters in stories, yeah, but like, I want to be in their universe, with their mind and my mind combined so I’m more them than me but I also remember that I want to give people a piece of my mind and fix the universe and make everyone happy but also have angst before that. I project a lot tbh. Oh well.

22. What were you like when you were a kid? I ran away from the class a lot, a ‘difficult’ and 'problem’ child. I have ADHD.

23. What would your dream house be like? Huge, I would want to have lots of pets and secret rooms and a big library and have it surrounded by country side and let scouts have camps near by and stuff

24. What last made you laugh? There were a few things but I forgot damn. But probably my bunnies antics I swear they r ridiculous sometimes( all the time) (( that was yesterday, today its sanders Sides videos again whoops))

25. What is your favorite word ? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) its called a Lenny and I love it

26. What is your least favorite word? Poo. Or moist. Both are awful.

27. What turns you on? Coffee when I wake up

28. What turns you off? Sleeping pills

29. What is your star sign? Aquarius

30. What are your favorite books? TAMORA PIERCE’S 'The circle of Magic ’ quartet and all of its sequels and Tamora Pierces 'The Lionness’ quartet and her 'Protector of the small’ quartet, really, all of her books. Also the Obernewtyn series which is FUCKING AMAZING. ITS BY AN AUSSIE AUTHOR, ISOBELLE CARMODY WHO IVE MEET TWICE AND THEY R SMAZINGSOWNFKEFKWJCKD YES.

31. Do you have any siblings? Only child, suck it.

32. Do you like to dance?Yes, but I’m not a professional or up to date with the latest ~moves~

33. What is your definition of cheating? This is hard cause my definition is in my head but it’s hard to explain. I’m gonna try though.( ACTUALLY I’m gonna come back and write this later) (( lmao I never did go back and write this but it basically depends on what people in a relationship have agreed it to mean bc I’m tired and this is complicated))

34. Have you ever cheated on someone? No I’ve never dated anyone.

35. Do you regret anything? A few things. Not gonna get into them tho. I do regret not working harder in grade seven and eight.

36. Do you have any phobias? Not really no. I hate leeches with a fiery passion and there are spiders next to my shower which I don’t like but other than that, no.

37. Ever broken any bones? No and I’d like to understand what it feels like tbh

38. Ever come close to death? When I walk anywhere cause I’m yes. Does being suicidal back when I was eleven count? And the fact it recurs every now and again? Also

39. What is your religion, if any? I piece together my own world view, based on many philosophies and science.

40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist? I’m going to one rn actually. School counsellor who is great and has lollipops and also let my friends and I play monopoly in her office all lunch. I lost. The bell was about to go so I just flipped the board upside down cause why not? My friends made me clean it up lmao 41. Are looks important in a relationship? Depends

42. Are you more like your mom or your dad? I pray I’m more like my mum as my dad is an awful person tbh

43. What is your favorite season? Whichever one I’m not sneezing in/ when it’s warm/ I don’t really have one

44. Do you have any tattoos? No 45. Do you have any piercings? I did have normal ear piercings but they grew over

46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? None

47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character? Have you met me

48. Who is your celebrity crush? Thomas Sanders

49. Are you a virgin? Again, have you meet me. YES. Obviously.

50. Do you get jealous easily? Define 'jealous’. I mean, kind of. Not usually.

51. What is your favorite type of food? Pasta.

52. Do you ever want to get married?Depends, I mean, LGBT marriage isn’t legal in Australia for whatever fucking stupid reason ( the reason is homophobic pollies, literally 90% of Australia wants fucking gay marriage goddamnit)

53. Who was your first kiss with? Lmao I haven’t had one

54. Have you ever been cheated on? See above

55. What is your idea of the perfect date? ?'not sure tbh?

56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? Extroverted introvert. I like meeting people and i have lots of friends but I also need my space. I’m an introvert.

57. Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets? After seeing the 'thingu’ video, I hope not. I do believe in other life but not as sentient as us? Well, at least I don’t think we will find any sentient aliens now that we elected trump tbh

58. What talent do you wish you’d been born with?Be a great dancer?

59. What is your saddest memory? Not today Satan

60. Do you believe in love at first sight? I believe you can find someone aesthetically pleasing at first sight, at first talk, you can like them for their personality. So kind of? But not really. Movie love sucks tho. Unrealistic.

61. Do you believe in soul mates? Kind of. I wish we had a soulmate au irl

62. Have you ever dyed your hair? See above ( yes)

63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?I don’t really look at gossip so??? No? They could be talking about me all the time lmao I got bullied from 11-13 years old but that’s different and now I can’t be fucking bothered to listen to bullies

64. Would you go against your moral code for money?Depending on the circumstances. I’m not evil. Very rarely would I ever do that and I have never actually done that.

65. What are three things most people don’t know about you? . My teachers think I have asbergers(autism) and I agree but my parents don’t . NSFW as hell?? I mean most people would look at my chumb face and think I’m innocent i would guess. . I want a datemate? Like I haven’t really acknowledged that but like every opnow and again this Year and

66. Who are you jealous of? People who get more likes than me

67. Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?Yes, but only if my bed is clean IE It has been washed within the last week. Sometimes I don’t wash my sheets for a month and i don’t want to subject my Rabbit toy to that. She’s thirty-nine years old.

68. How long was your longest relationship? No

69. Is the glass half empty or half full?Half empty, I drank half the water.

70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Nsfw fanfiction for sanders sides. Nah, I don’t really know as I’m still in high school I’m in Grade Nine . So like? How would I know? (But seriously pls write more nsfw)

71. Who is your most loyal friend? My best friend Addy? ( she was the one we tried to comb her hair) or you people

72. Are you in a relationship? Ok this is getting annoying

73. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? Come ON.

74. Are you a bad person? Depends. Is the scale puppies to trump or a grumpy cat to trump. Cause I’m in the low-middle of the first scale and at the bottom of the second.

75. Are you a lover or a fighter? I wanna fite but I don’t bite and I’m usually just high as a kite.

76. What did you do on your last birthday? Like… nothing. Mum and I have to save money for scout camps ( there’s a big Venture I’m going on at the start of next year, AV2018) and I couldn’t be bothered to have a birthday party when I would have to have one just before or after term starts, my birthday is the 24th of Jan. Usually I have my party like a week after school starts again but I couldn’t be bothered.

77. What is your favorite quote and why? “I’m sceptical that you could, yet intrigued that you may” I got it off a screenshot on tumblr ALSO “What are you looking at?” “ Something Replusive” “I’m not a mirror Karen” from the fanfiction Iris Zero, my fav Hetalia fan fic about Romerica. Also “I’m hella pan with a hella plan” off tumblr.

78. If your best friend died, what would you do? I would be a fucking wreck and I’m not gonna think about it.

79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? If i went back and time and changed smth, i wouldn’t be me anymore, but I would go back and get a proper depression diagnosis bc we knew I had it but I’m a good actor so the doctors couldn’t diagnose the kid who was fucking suicidal great job Australia ANYWAY

80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do? My mum texted me this morning ( btw I did this ask over a couple days) with 'If you die today would you like the last thing you spent your precious life hours on to be tumblr??’ I responded with 'yes’ to be a bitch and also bc I kinda would? I would get all my friends and all of the food I wanted, write my will, etc. I’d go fucking ridiculous with what I’d do tbh. All the adventurous activities .

81. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had? One time when I was 11, I had a dream I was a princess with a guy servant and a girl lady in waiting/servant and we were all bffs, ( looking normal so far lmao), and then we were getting chased around my kingdom by a guy with a floppy dick which was flopping around like a bendy/wobble pencil. Both friends sacrificed themselves to stop him and made me keep running away lol

82. Are you happier single or in a relationship? I don’t know

83. Who were you in a past life? The human embodiment of Anxiety Sanders

84. What is your happiest childhood memory?Lazy sunny days with my mum. Chores and relaxing. Cooking.

85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? Not,,,, really,, see above, I,, haven’t really had any experience with love

86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend? I don’t think so?

87. If you were the prime minister , what would you do? Fucking Marriage Equality, Safe schools is mandatory, sexual assault/homelessness/youth in crisis support is fucking fixed and improved, Scouts is connected to schools, primary school system revised, improved and fixed, high school system improved, counselling is better overall, science in all grades, maths teaching is improved over all, teachers can get constructive criticism from students and will LISTEN to them. Abuse is redefined as both emotional and psychical and people start to understand that, neurodivergents are fucking accommodated more, same for disabled people. Mental illness are listened to for fucks sake.

88. What is your ideal career? Engineer, scientist, musician, YouTuber, anything that makes me happy and makes people happy and supports people. I also want money tbh so A) i can donate to charity B) i want to transition and all I fucking love memey products.

89. What is your political affiliation?/90. Are you conservative or liberal? Liberal. When I vote, I will weight my options and choose which ever is the least awful tbh. I’m an intersectional feminist meaning I support poc, the wider LGBT+ community, feminism, people with mental illness, neurodivergents and disabled people.

91. Is the male or female body closest to perfection?Male doesn’t get periods so u decide

92. Do you like kissing in public? I’ve seen people kiss in public ONCE in my life so like?? Do what you want

93. If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change? Unlike my prime minister answer, I’m thinking smaller here : everyone is allowed to transition/get married/ all LGBTAI+ rights are legalised

94. Where would you like to live? Huge house full of secret tunnels and it’s all waterproof and I keep rescue pets and secretly help refugees there so they can get a normal life again. There would be huge libraries. In the countryside as well. Tazmania probably. Or Melbourne in a nice house with my rabbits and datemate/s

95. Where would you go on your dream vacation?I’d want to go on a world tour and meet all my mutuals and the people I am fans of.

96. Describe yourself in one word.Chaotic ( good lmao)(( jk every time i take that chaotic/neutral/lawful quiz I get lawful good but lawful good is was I aspire to be and chaotic good is what I am. ))

97. Describe yourself in one sentenceVery. Fucking. Complicated. Wreck. Who Loves All My Mutuals and Friends So Much.

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