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archiedrawsstuff · 4 months

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I think I need your hands to lift me

I think I need your light to shine

There lies a trail of fire behind us

From a warstruck, weary time

(I already captioned an image with those lines, but now it’s different)

#star wars #cal kestis #obi wan kenobi #obical #I’m at it again #with aviators songs as inspiration #also this is kinda illustration for my own fic #again #digital art #first drawing of 2024 #yeeeah let’s goooooo

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tiny-heist · 1 year

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Does Chai have a home to go back to?

At the very beginning of the game, Chai wants to get off the Vandelay campus, but he never says “I want to go home” or something along those lines. He just keeps saying he wants to get off the island.

I don’t know if this is something to point out, and it’s me reading wayyyy too much into things, but with Chai’s tendency to kinda “act younger” you’d think he’d say something like “Ugh, this is so hard! I just wanna go home!” Or “can I go home now?” But he never mentions anything about home. He never even mentions a place to go. He just wants to get off the island.

This may be me projecting onto him about not having a good family and home life, but this is my hyperfixation, damn it!

In the game models, it says how Chai’s a college dropout, and do you ever think that Chai may have gotten kicked out for that? He’s also called a slacker a numerous amount of times in the game. It just leads me to believe that his parents or whoever took care of him really didn’t care for his rockstar dream, so when Chai dropped out for that dream, or possibly just wasn’t great in academics, they kicked him out. It’s like a “If he wants to be a slacker, he can be one somewhere else, not in my damn house” type of deal.

Because if Chai did have a home to go back to, you’d think the ending may have shown something like him calling someone, talking to another person, or maybe writing a simple text and it could have the same camera angle as Macaron when you see him working on CMNM to be able to look down at what he’s texting. A hint that he has a home to go back to. However, he’s not shown anything and never mentions anything.

If Chai never had a home to go back, then the ending just becomes so much more emotional for me because this means he found his home. It’s like a found family story.

And if it’s like a found family story, we can get into how there’s that whole thing about what home really is, and it’s the people and how you feel safe and secure in a place. A home isn’t just a house. A house is simply the vessel one can have as a home, and it can have the elements of what really makes something feel like home, but it’s not home. Home can be anything that makes you feel like you belong, like you’re safe in this place with these people in your environment. You feel safe because of the people you’ve bonded with and care about. Chai has found that home with his friends at the Vandelay campus. He found a place in his little group of misfits, and he sees that he finally has people he can lean onto.

And the song they play at the end, Synesthesia, means a whole lot more because when he’s with his friends at the Vandelay island, he gets to show all of himself to them. He feels that safety to feel everything with them, to be all the colors of himself. He gets to shine as a person and fully embrace his potential because of all the support he had with his friends. And it really gets me going because I’m a sucker for that shit, and I’ll eat it up.

Ugh, I feel like I didn’t make sense with this, but oh well. Tbh, I feel like what I’m saying here is a stretch, and people can have their own interpretations, but I like making up lore (especially sad ones tee hee) for my characters who don’t have one canonically lol

#hfr #hi fi rush #hi fi rush chai #chai hi fi rush #I’m at it again #I’m being silly #I can’t be the only who thought of this because nothing is original #please tell me I’m not crazy for this #my post #word post

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chemicaljacketslut · 2 years

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r + e, richie’s perspective

frank o’hara, homosexuality

mariusz lewandowski, existential

richard siken, litany in which certain things are crossed out

it (2019)

silas denver melvin, the homosexual is interrogated on the false assumption of being a cannibal

it (2017)

richard siken, war of the foxes

shelby eileen, soft in the middle

angela deane

michael grey, i think love is something that happens to other people

it (1990)

richard siken

#i’m at it again #category 5 siken moment #web weaving #webweaving #it #it stephen king #reddie #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #webweave #web weave #poetry #yeah i’m reusing the eddie death ss i took that myself and it’s stunning

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spurious · 1 year

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McShep + collage

(previously)

#mcshep #sga #fanart #collage #phone lockscreen #I’m at it again

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jetsetromance · 24 days

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do you ever get those sprees of wanting to buy everything you see

#i’m at it again #nothing expensive just unnecessary cheap stuff

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gossip-girl-of-middleearth · 1 year

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The divide between my self preservation in terms of not being homeless vs my need to constantly challenge every boss I’ve ever had is truly staggering

#I’m at it again #a lot of rage contained in a small unit #like a chihuahua #I always figured if I were any animal it’d be a chihuahua #but uh fr let’s hope I ain’t take it too far this time lmao

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midnightscout · 2 years

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fucking air strike alarm ughhhhh.

i’m honestly scared of the fact that i’m used to it now. it’s like a routine fucking thing. the prospect of death has become routine. the prospect of nuclear annihilation - routine (i’ve bought us radiation protection and already know which books i’m gonna take to the shelter). the second offensive on kyiv - routine. how the fuck i’m 24 years old and already at peace with my possible violent death, my life just got good. why do i need to read on the iodine intake in case of a nuclear catastrophe, why do i need to think of whether we will be able to survive winter. i just wanted to live my normal boring life. and now i have nightmares about being raped, about my friends and family being horribly maimed.

i want to wake up.

#war diary #i’m at it again #ukraine #russian imperialism

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ran-orimoto · 2 years

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In a parallel world Junpei is a train driver or an engineer or an architect and can still learn italian thanks to Izumi or thanks to his own studies.

LIKE JUNPEI YOU DON’T NEED TO TAKE ON A JOB FOR HER SAKE. I would delete that part of the drama so gladly, heck.

#junzumi #digimon frontier #junpei shibayama #I’m at it again #thinking about the coolness of him getting in opera but remembering freezing words he said in the drama #me: 🥶#still hoping he was just denying him being a fanboy of the ice skater #they can’t write him so stupid #zura rambles

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toxoplasmewsis · 10 months

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#oh to be reincarnated as a woman’s odd pet and be treated to living lavishly like this #be normal or I’m adding the banner again

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stuckinapril · 3 months

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Reminder that the US bombed Iraq a day ago. Reminder that this attack has killed 16 Iraqis, many of whom were civilians. Reminder that Iraq has already suffered enough at the hands of US imperialism, that to this day it’s recovering from the aftermath of being defamed to the world as terrorists, from its cities being destroyed under the guise of “exterminating ISIS” (an echo of Israel decimating Palestine to “exterminate Hamas,” interesting), that the US has so many ulterior motives to continue encroaching upon Iraq that have nothing to do with their seemingly noble rationale, and that it does all this while funding Israel’s ongoing genocide of Palestinians (which are basically doing their dirty work of pushing further in on Arab territory). It’s jarring that this is all happening on a world stage & yet nothing is being done to stop it. Hands off Iraq. Free Palestine. Hands off Iraq. Free Palestine.

#palestine #gaza #iraq #israel #I have family living in Iraq. Loved ones I’m dying to see again. This can’t be swept under the rug #Can’t wait for Iraq to be painted as terrorists for rightfully retaliating against being fucking bombed

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fact-dogsarehappiness · 2 months

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Another reason why I’m a firm believer in letting Bruce get old is because the idea of him looking and his dark haired children without his glasses on and genuinely not being able to tell them apart is unparalleled