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(James Potter / Regulus Black | 670 words)
For @jegulus-microfic prompt: Mistake
Regulus is sitting in the compartment on the Hogwarts Express. He has his legs bent on his knees pressed against his chest. The ride is pretty long so he decided to have a bit of silence and left his friends about an hour ago. He was fortunate enough to find an empty compartment. The ride is always the same and after all those years Regulus memorised it. But now it feels different. And it doesn’t take a genius to know why. Regulus, for the first time, is not going back home to Grimmauld Place. He is never going back there. Instead, he is gonna live with his brother at Potters.
Sirius run away from home last summer and this year he insisted Regulus will join him. When his brother proposed this Regulus couldn’t agree faster. The summer without Sirius at the house was horrible. His mother was even more cruel and frankly Regulus doesn’t think he would survive another summer there.
The option of living with Potters saved him. But that doesn't change the fact that he’s nervous. He can’t effort to make any mistakes. He has no other place to go and more importantly, it’s Sirius's home. The last thing he wants to do is to ruin it for him. He will go there and be on his best behaviour, he will follow the rules and keep to himself. In the best-case scenario, nobody will know he is even there. Sirius always talks about Mrs and Mr Potter highly. They were supposed to be the kindest people Sirius ever met. But Regulus isn’t sure he believes him. Each household seems fine to the others including the Black family.
His thoughts are disrupted by the sound of the door opening. “Hello, Regulus.” The dark-haired boy greets him.
“Potter,” Regulus answers.
“May I?” He gestures towards the seat across from Regulus. He just silently nods. His brother’s best friend sits down and smiles at him. “I think you should call me James. We'll be living together after all.”
Regulus says nothing. He doesn’t know this boy very much. For him, he is his brother’s best friend and a great quidditch player. They didn’t talk much besides that.
“How are you feeling?” Potter asks and Regulus gives him a blank look. “I mean it’s a big change… not going back to Grimmauld Place.”
“I’m glad I don’t have to go back there.”
“I know. But still… Is there anything I can help with?”
Regulus sights. He promised himself he wouldn’t complain about anything. He will take whatever they will give him and keep his head down. But there is one thing. One that he would be miserable if he had to give up. He will if they will want him.
“What is it?” Potter asks and Regulus hates that his expression gave that away.
“I have these books with me.” He tries to push his luck. The boy looks at him confused. “They are muggle ones. I like reading them.”
“Okay. And?”
“Is it okay to have them at your place? Or it would make your parents mad?”
Potter gives him a sad smile and Regulus instantly hates himself for bringing it up. He doesn’t like seeing this boy sad. It looks wrong on his face. “Of course, it is alright. You can have any books you want.”
“Okay. Good.” Regulus whispers in relief.
“Reg…“ Regulus shoots him an offended look at the use of the nickname. Potter quickly corrects himself with laughter. “Regulus... I promise you, you will be safe with us.”
He nods because there is not much to say. He will believe it when he sees it. Potter seems to understand, and he gets up to leave. “I’m looking forward to getting to know each other better over the summer. You can show me the books you like.”
He is almost out of the compartment when he looks back at him. “If you need anything, I’m here for you, okay?”
Regulus nods once again but adds. “Okay. Thanks, Pott… James.”
#I just can't write anything under 500 words#I have too many words in my head#Regulus needs a hug#regulus black#james potter#jegulus microfic#james x regulus#james potter x regulus black#jegulus#oneshot#marauders#marauders era#Kiwi2229 writes microfics
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so about the header that proceeded today's statement:
Viability as agent: Low
Viability as subject: None
Viability as catalyst: Medium
i didn't know what to think of this part of the entry at first, but the longer the statement went on... was the institute in this universe trying to manufacture avatars?
the dice can't do anything without someone to use them, they can't be an "agent" by themselves, but might be capable of manipulation, so in that aspect their viability is "low."
the dice could be a "subject" in the sense that they could use further studying, but the statement itself was a very thorough investigation of their workings, so in that aspect their viability is "none."
the dice seem to influence their holder to roll them, or at least find more victims to roll them, and could therefore be described as a "catalyst" for someone's becoming. but, as seen in the statement, their owner can give the dice to someone else (albeit not without consequences), so in that aspect their viability is only "medium."
so what about the line following all this, what does "Recommend referral to Catalytics for Enrichment applicability assessment" mean? if we go by this interpretation, i'd say it could mean the institute wanted to find a way to make the dice even more potent as an artifact, maybe even remove that pesky ability for their owner to reject them.
imho all of this this brings a whole new level of context to the events of episode seven, of unknown violent agents going after an influx of objects that seemed straight out of artifact storage. was that the nature of the titular "magnus protocol" first mentioned in episode four, the one that involved the starkwall group? containing or destroying potential artifacts before the institute could get their hands on them?
it also makes their "gifted kids program," and sam's link to it as one of the kids being studied, all the more horrifying to think about. was it not just avatars in general they were after, but child avatars specifically? no wonder gertrude got so defensive over the possibility of sam and celia dragging gerry back into the institute's business last episode, we all picked up on her clearly knowing more than she's letting on but now we might know the shape of that information a bit better.
and one final bit of food for thought... this statement had a lot of familiar themes, didn't it? free will or the illusion of it, gambling and not-so-random chance, the statement giver being done in by one final hit from what feels like a bit of an addition... all hallmarks of a certain mother of puppets. doesn't it seem fitting that "chester" would use this kind of statement to warn sam about what harm pursuing the magnus institute could bring to him, considering the one his voice might draw from? and doesn't it seem so painfully ironic that his warning seems to have only driven sam further into that web?
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 9 spoilers#MANY THOUGHTS HEAD FULL AAAAAAAAAA#there are so many other things i want to link to this but i also just want to post it asap to get other people's thoughts#honestly at the word 'catalyst' my mind went straight to mike crew using ex altiora to become an avatar of the vast#combing through lietners until he found one that fit#and the statement giver from mag 4 feeling like he had to specifically sell ex altiora to gerry or it wouldn't 'count'#i can't pull out the episode quotes every time i have a theory or it becomes a bit passé but know they are always on my mind#also that last paragraph just came to me in a vision while i was typing up the rest of this i hope it's not too far of a reach#i tried to keep it vague but i'm also imagining jon banging his head against the inside of a crt monitor in frustration r/n#i still need to read the breakdown of the arg so if any info in that bolsters or discredits this please let me know!!!
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Every time I read Fernando cursing in fic, I can only think about this clip and then my brain short-circuits
#i have many feelings i shall not disclose about this clip#but i thought abt it again bcs in some fic i was reading it had fernando saying 'joder'#AND THIS CLIP JUST SHOT DIRECTLY INTO THE FOREFRONT OF MY BRAIN#fernando season 1 truly fed us so well#like seriously that show is a fernando fans wet dream theres just...so much...interesting...stuff...#i kept having to replay this clip bcs aaaahhhhhhhh my god.......the cursing...the low tone...the rolling Rs#wdym this clip is about being ahead in a race? all i can hear is sexy cursing and that it is brilliant :)#and nando himself listening back to the clip and just nodding confidently...I AM DEAD HE KILLED ME#(im not really used to reading Spanish J(too used to English J and German J) so the H sound doesnt really pop into my head immediately)#(so i could never really like visualize Spanish speaking charas saying words like joder in a sexy way)#(and then they showed that part in the show and my brain leaked out of my head)#*not actually strollonso but strollonso in my heart because this clip is how I visualize dom Fernando hehehe#i dont remember the ep i think it was either 4 or 5#i think itd be funny if it was 4 tho bcs i think that ep had the most insane clips and gave so much content#(that one had kitty fernando/carlando sr gay drama scene/nando getting railed(thematically)/etc)#fernando alonso#fernando(show)#fa14#formula 1#formula one#f1#we do a little bit of f1#fernando s1e5
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the most Dog ever. or. dog shaped Thing ever
#four different versions bc i couldnt decide#i have been watching So Many jimmy dean & rowlf clips its not even funny#well. it is funny. its really funny. theyre hilarious#wellll. rowlf is hilarious. jimmy dean is funny as well due to Proximity#rowlf is the best muppet no one can convince me otherwise#hes Everything#scribble garnish#the muppets#rowlf the dog#rowlf#did i make him too curly? maybe. but hey who's gonna hold me accountable No One thats who#you'll never catch me alive! i'll curly-fy... curlify.... curl... ILL MAKE EVERYTHING CURLY MARK MY WORDS#no seriously. mark em. take out your notebook and write this down there'll be a test later#anyway i love how Blanket he is#every time i see a picture of his full puppet its like. thats a blanket right there#puppy throw...#you know that would be a good blanket idea actually? head and arms and the rest is just a pelt#rowlf skin for your floor!
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#iasip#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#meme#the gang tries desperately to win an award#the high school reunion part 2: the gang’s revenge#anmmbposts#they just want to be loved they just want to be loved#on s9 in my rewatch and Charlie singing oyster oyster oyster in the alt takes is stuck in my head#yo wtf there’s an oyster emoji 🦪#sunnyblr#anyway I have so many words but no articulation but you get it you get it#I just noticed the typo now when it’s too late 100 notes in ignore that
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Hi! would you by any chance have tips on how to get a binder when your parents refuse to buy you one? ☹️
That's definitely a sensitive and complex answer, and while I might not know of the best option for your unique situation, there are some ways you can go about this.
If it's a foregone conclusion that you cannot convince them of this, what I used to do is DIY my binder. The ways I primarily did this were:
Option One: Wearing a camisole that was one size smaller than I actually was (so, wearing a small instead of a medium, for instance), then folding it up over my chest. As a disclaimer, this may only work well if you are smaller in the chest
Option Two: Layering two sports bras in my size over each other. Some of the DIY tips I found before I got a traditional binder advised to wear one sports bra in your size, then wear another sports bra backwards in a size smaller. I would advise against this for potential safety reasons, but also because (at least personally), it can be ineffective and a waste of resources.
Some people have also had friends or other family members order their binder for them, but this can be risky, depending on your situation. While I don't know the ins and outs of your specific circumstances, risk management is important to me, so I would recommend this if it is a risk that is acceptable to make.
I understand what it's like to not have access to this resource, so what I will do is advise you against:
Binding with ace bandages (I did this before (multiple times, in fact, because of dysphoria), and believe me, not only did it hurt like hell, but it constricted my body so heavily that I may have done long-term harm)
Wearing a DIY binder (or any kind, for that matter) for longer than your body can handle
Doing DIY in such a way that even mimics binding with ace bandages. This means that your binder shouldn't constrict your ribs, breathing, or range of movement
Here are some general good practices that you should use to guide you for any type of binding, whether traditional or DIY:
When you start binding, only do so in very short sessions to begin with. While binding shouldn't outright hurt, it can be a weird transition while your body is getting used to that new sensation
Minimize heavy lifting or exercise while binding. If it is unavoidable, drink plenty of water and take plenty of breaks
Stretch after binding
Don't bind while sick or have inflammation in your lungs or chest
If you DIY, treat your binder like it is a traditional binder. Don't make the mistake of assuming you don't need to listen to your body because you aren't using a "traditional" binding method
Ultimately, listen to your body. If it is telling you that it needs a break, honour that. Your body isn't punishing you, it is trying to keep you (and it) safe, even if it doesn't feel like it
In the end, this isn't perfect. Sometimes, parents do come around, even in their own ways, even if little by little, they come around. When I first came out officially around 2016, I was convinced that my transition would be completely forbade by my family; I concealed a lot of it in the worst instances of this. However, now, I think most of my family has come through their own journey with the understanding of the reality of what and who I am. I tell you this, anon, because I want you to know that this, too , shall pass. You can make it. I know this might be devastating to you, and believe me, I know what that's like. But it won't be forever. These bridges aren't burnt forever, and I hope you can find your happiness and contentment wherever it may be.
#ask#anon#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#long post#if anybody has other tips or ideas then feel free to speak up#this is what i did before officially binding and what i have seen other trans people do in lieu of getting a 'real' binder#it did suck when i was coming out because i don't think my family had any idea how *their* hang-ups with... me as a person... affected me#and i think a lot of people get their preconceived notions or headcanons of you stuck in their head to the point that it is Reality#i think part of why my dad started actually *trying* to accept me was him realizing that i was actively hiding things from him...#...like he loves me and our relationship is fine now but i'm not going to pretend like he didn't massively blunder after i came out#and if it turns out that your parents don't ever come around (gd forbid) then you aren't obligated to keep them#you don't choose your parents but you can choose your family i think#i always always hope that parents come around to their child/ren and the reality of who they are but i recognize how messy it all is#anon i wouldn't blame you one bit if you feel many complex or 'negative' emotions toward them#i have many complex feelings about this and that's my own baggage. i hope i haven't put words into your mouth or assumed anything too much#i am sending you best wishes and care. this too shall pass💛
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plea for people who have ace headcanons and write those characters as ace "by default" to tag their fics with 'asexual character' even if it's not explicitly or implicitly mentioned so that I can find them without having to go through a hundred fics that hit me in the face with varying degrees of said-characters thirsting over their partner first
for explicit and implicit mentions of your ace headcanons you can use "asexual [character name]" as well. thank you.
signed: me, a tired asexual whose second main reason for not reading many fics is exactly this
#fanfiction#asexual#ao3#i'm dead serious#like if a character is ace in your head and you just write them Like That without thinking please tag it as asexual character it 100% count#a fic being rated G or T isn't safe enough it doesn't mean character A won't start thinking about how lickable character B's neck is#i have been faced with sudden s*xual attraction way too many times please make my life easier i'm begging#even if the fic is rated M or E but the character is ace in your head and thus there's no s*xual attraction I potentially want to see it!!!#sorry have to censor that word because it prevents posts from appearing in the tags
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they're the 🐺 and 🐇 emojis
#river dipping#ts4#matthias evanoff#theodore doe#echthroi#GOD........... PUTTING THEIR CAS HEADSHOTS SIDE BY SIDE MAKES ME FEEL SO CRAZY. THEY JUST. THEY JUST LOOK LIKE THIS.......#NEVER NEEDED [REDACTED] SO BAD IN MY LIFE..... EMBARRASSINGGGGGG. LET'S GET A GRIP.#also i can't wait for when i get better at making scars and can make matthias's chin scar look how it's supposed to#it's meant to be gnarly. like. well there's a lot of real estate on that chin first of all 😭#but his mother threw a very heavy decanter at his face so. thick glass. it was fleshy and bloody.#in my head the scar's more like a rough edged gouge than a thin line of scarred over skin. like his chin was torn open.#the skin is probably lighter there and raised. ik my glass scars are like that (tho they're from a window so it's different)#and i think i want the scar to be more vertical and kind of... reaching? like maybe it goes down underneath his chin too?#hmmm...#i wish i had a reference for the exact kind of scar but alas </3#i do have a reference for the scars on his torso from the lung surgery he had in his teen years tho!#...typing ! at the end of that unthinkingly only to sober up like two seconds later bc like. and WHY did he need that surgery exactly? GOD.#matthias's character has so many scars but theo has zero... it really speaks to the different kinds of violence they faced#mirror images but the words are backwards yk.......#no one cared about appearances with matthias or worried about having to hide the evidence..... jesus. god............... well.#christ.#just sat here staring at my screen for two minutes.#well. i do think it's interesting the way the does vs. evanoffs treated their kids. the abuse was so different but it still connects them..#and that isolating distance vs. suffocating closeness shaped both matthias and theo's personalities in such an obvious way#like you look at their character traits and it's like. well first off THAT'S a symptom! but also. jesus. it all traces back to the crib.#yeah... well let me stop here. bc i realize i'll hit tag limit if i keep talking to myself and i don't want to type something only for it#to delete itself after..... which has happened to me SO many times while rambling abt mattodore in the tags of so many posts 😭#cw abuse mention
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Today my friends talked about how I never shut up. Thanks guys
#/pos#they groan and sigh whenever I say the words diasomnia or twisted wonderland#but atleast they listen. that’s enough#I JUST HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD#I make everything a twisted wonderland reference too#and they’re just like. okay fruity we get it. you’re neurodivergent
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Ras’virelan
SO i'm not sure what to write here exactly, but yeah!! a quick impulsive little fanart of a character in @noverturemusings's fanfic: In the face of your light. which utterly RUINED me and everyone and their dog should go and read it. i am holding you at gunpoint
#dragon age#lavellan#m!lavellan#itfoyl#my art#hopefully i didn't go too overboard with the hair waviness i just. can never resist#ANYWAY JKAHGJHKSBGKJS#i have SO many thoughts about that goddamned fanfic i wish my head was less empty now that i can finally scream about it in here#i cried so many times you wouldn't believe#the happiness the sadness and angst the TWISTS and LORE BUILDING and it is just PERFECTION itself embodied in words#like you go into my head and yeet out all the things i'd die over in the best way and make something SO good#tfw you went in for solavellan and came out sobbing over even more than you'd ever thought#i want to draw them all tbhhhh#help me#super tempted to join the discord actually but i am very shy and have no guts so i am scared ;;#mostly a just lurker kinda person too akjhGKJHS
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another afternoon goes by. another evening is coming soon. another day is already inviting us to get lost in it; yet, i am still stuck on the same torturing question.
who is one of the most beautiful men you have seen in your life and why is it omar rudberg?
#it sucks that i don't have photo evidence#but there are plently omar photos around here#just fyi#i am not attracted to omar because i am ✨asexual✨ so i naturally cannot lol#aesthetic attraction is going places with this man though#if someone asks me about my sexuality every i'll just say#i am romantically attracted to wonderful girls i become close with#black cat and golden retriever boys#cool people with amazing personalities in between#and ALSO aesthetically attracted to omar rudberg in moving like that mv because DAMN i wanna be this pretty#and he is so beautiful and talented and confident#so yeah thanks for reading this rant if you did#sometimes i wonder#should i have a podcast?#because i have too many words inside my head that never come out and i want them to ugh#lol#i mean not just for fandoms#words as regards life and the sociology analysis behind things and politics and books and-#omar rudberg#young royals#*plenty of (for the first tag)
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lee hakhyun thinks about his parents.
when he was young, he was asked to draw a picture with the theme of 'family'. at at the time, he had trouble drawing faces. when he tried to think of someone's face, only a blurred face came to mind.
instead of his parents, he drew himself standing under a deep dark sky. when he was asked why,
adding mtl here because my brain MELTED when i saw this scene. oh my godd. moving on
thinking back, it was due to his parents that he first wrote a novel. he asked, what's a novel? his mother told him that it's a story for the sake of world peace. if everyone just reads the story and talks about it, there would be no war or struggles. why? because the story is just fiction. for the world to be peaceful, everyone has to read novels. at first, lee hakhyun didn't understand.
but as he grew up, he started to understand. being bullied for not avoiding his less liked friends, and when people talked about his parents,
「"I heard that Hakhyun-ie's parents are weird."」
「"Tsk, parents and child alike."」
people like stories. they exaggerate, distort, and create stories that don't even exist. enjoying watching someone's downfall in front of them. and then they forget about it.
maybe that's when he started writing novels.
instead of hating others, he'll write a story. he'll write a really interesting story and have the whole world talk about that, instead. that's how he wrote his story. rewriting it over and over again. and at 23, he made his debut.
he remembers the expression they made when they heard of his debut, and wrote his novel. the memory was hazy, but the emotion was vivid.
they looked sad.
lee hakhyun didn't understand. did he write something wrong? did something in the novel make them sad? he was confused, but his parents still hugged him. it's funny, thinking about it now. maybe they were worried about how he would make a living as a pure literature author. due to this, he met ji eunyu and became a web novel author, so maybe his parents' concerns were right.
ji eunyu was a patient and persistent editor. she corrected everything, and immediately pointed out anything strange with the characters. hundreds of manuscripts, and dozens of works overturned. he wrote, and she edited. their works piled up like that.
and one day, a story came to them. at their first success, even the level-headed ji eunyu couldn't hide her excitement. when they began to get paid, they sat side by side and read comments from readers. not all of them were good, of course, but they were in high spirits. maybe he felt the same way as kim dokja when he first became a constellation.
「“Editor-nim. By the way.”」
But why am I thinking about that day's story now.
As Ji Eunyu advised, this kind of story can't go on for too long.
「“People keep asking me if I'm Kim Dokja. What do they mean?”」
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waking up in darkness, lee hakhyun thinks that he had a dream about his parents and ji eunyu. he notices sys asleep next to him, and tries to remember what happened. he entered the dungeon, met shin yoosung, and helped her deal with the ancient nagak. using sentence enhancement to tame the nagak, being 'shin yoosung'... but he can't remember anything past that. a side effect of [incite], maybe? waking up sys, he suddenly feels a chill when he looks at her smiling face. he's confused, but the feeling goes away.
collecting the rewards, he gets the exclusive skill [nagak breathing], which allows him to survive on one breath for up to 30 minutes, and as a bonus for hunting the ancient nagak, he gets a horn that draws in enemies to one place. it's of no use to him, so he plans to give it to sein. his hair care personal scenario is also completed, and he'll get a special reward from swk if he offer the meat to him. swk requests the meat be cooked, and lhh says it'll take a few days.
while he was thinking about how to offer the meat, sys gets up. she thanks him, and he asks if she's going back to the original group. at her hesitant yes, he pushes and asks if that's what she really wants. she flounders a bit, until lhh clearly asks if she wants to join him. she looks down, and says that he doesn't know what kind of person she is. even without [omniscient reader's viewpoint], he could read what was going on her head. he says that he does know what sys is like. the shin yoosung of <kim dokja's company>. he's written, and read, many sentences about her. but.. that wouldn't be fair to her. the one in front of him isn't the 3rd sys, but the 41st. the disaster of floods. who became kim dokja's daughter, reborn as a dokkaebi.
it's all a story that hasn't happened yet. so this shin yoosung in front of him right now, is someone that he doesn't know. so now, he can only promise that he trusts her despite not knowing who she is. and in turn, she trusts him.
"...I think I can trust ahjussi too."
[The character 'Shin Yoosung' shows a strong trust toward you.]
she asks about his group, to which he replies that he's a king. and retreats a couple steps, shaking. lhh can tell what the 'king' of the last group was like. he reassures her, which would probably be more persuasive if he didn't have cheon inho's appearance. she joins anyway, and they decide to enter the hidden dungeon. he hadn't seen any kings in the museum nor the nagak dungeon, so they must be in the dungeon.
by the way, this is the 41st turn that wasn't recoded in wos. the 'disaster of floods' who destroyed chronos won't appear, so who will?
entering the 'big dipper' hidden chapter, he thinks of the scene that will show up. the spacious waiting room, and the seven doors at the end of the room, where the star jewels are.
but as he appears in the waiting room, something's different.
there's only one door.
the scenario has changed.
#WOO i have been writing this all day. this chapter. my god. sorry for the word vomit#sparks literally burst in my head when i saw that night sky. there are soo many connections with lhh and darkness/emptiness#also see how lee hakhyun considers orv both his and eunyu's story too!! they worked together on it!!#side story lb#orv side story#orv spoilers#651
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skitters around like a beast. Hii ❤️ok im going 2 go ramble in the tags now👍
#are there any cane user jou enjoyers around !!#getting struck by lightning and then almost burned alive by a god all in One tournaments finals is kindof a lot .so I think itd be nice for#him 2 have one ^-^#ok more artists notes .standard poking fun at kaiba .he hates when his hair is too long (sensory issue) but he hates the hairdressers even#more (worlds most sensitive scalp. And touch issues with strangers. aka now im just talking abt me here)#solution: mokuba cuts his hair. this has taken many Many years of trial and error (see: the green hair era)#and lastly bakura ! he makes me want to gnaw on wood. i actually really liked how this doodle turned out tho I might turn it into a full#piece hmmm#also I thought it was so funny how they censored his move spelling out death by changing it to final .girl that sucks 💀#go play wordle find a better 5 letter word .not that I can think of a better one off the top of my head tho……#i mean he is already using a whole ouija board at this point is it even worth trying to censor#BUT YEA anyways. I need to draw more gx and 5ds stuff#honestly. I would not mind at all if ppl sent in requests so I could practice drawing diff characters#no promise ill actually get to them tho T-T sorry .my willpower is very fickle#vani art :]#kat post#jounouchi katsuya#joey wheeler#seto kaiba#bakura#ryou bakura#yami bakura#ygo#yugioh#yugioh fanart
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I am a guest, here just rustling the nest
Savoring the plain, play your fun touchy game
I’m not too wise—I can see those big eyes
Employing the art of the subtlest sigh
Sleep is your game, the hide-and-go-peek
So come and lay down, make soft little sounds
A sweet little spot, although not for the weak
Delight in desire is two shivering smiles
#I am playing with meter while not thinking too hard to check if it’s 100%#I prefer sounding it out in my head having fun with it#not sure why so many works have this sort of tone#poetry#poems on tumblr#spilled thoughts#mine#poets on tumblr#mezmer#spilled ink#free verse#spilled words#lyrics#my work#original poem
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I’m throwing my tiny weird metafic about Legato into the void can we get three cheers for the bitches in the back who have a weird relationship with their hair
#I have far too many thoughts about hair and autonomy in trigun you will read my headcanons and meta#I firmly believe knives also has a funky relationship with hair even though I didn’t touch on that here.#something about claiming autonomy and individuality and sense of self through the hair. the panic when redacted happens to his hair.#knives being the first to ever cut legato’s hair in trimax. something about that I’m telling you.#anyways#I’m sure legato’s hair growing out is never a pleasant experience it probably reminds him of Before™️ and it’s likely not a time for anyone#how to make a haircut so homoerotic in 1500 words or less#many thoughts head full#legato bluesummers#trigun#trigun stampede#ash can’t sleep
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#strong girl nam soon#voice 3#ryu si-o#do kang-woo#kdrama#anyway lot of this ep 16 reminded me of Voice...like... from the minute the preview had swat waving the lights#and then the bloody boat scene#spoilers#Ogata ties up generalized father+brother issues and being overlooked by saviour+that shocker graphic ending#I mean i guess it was a forgone conclusion due to the drugs+ that last minute kick the dog with Hwaja(but what about Kyle? sm1 adopt him!)#I think after spotting too many badly done refs/parodies I ought have guessed we were getting Voice(the parallels are only in my head)...#Waikiki was A+; Bongsoon and Parasite etc not so much; it didn't fit organically just like Beyond Evil+Bong-soon+X-files didn't fit in BYT#Behind Your Touch was however solid in knowing like Noda how to comedy and parody(crime part was too weak) nd intersting flow nd characters#on that note mercy was at least had closure w/Binbin instead of left hanging lik KSW; now this is character+tragedy instead of plot device#Voice2-3 was weak when it came to the underworld; 2 was carried by Bang Je-su. Si-o is not Bang Je-su level but both are>Kaneki+Ppang#if this gets a season 2 unlike BYT though I'll be too mad at jtbc; theres enough actual good series hanging minus next seasons#I like Bread Song's aesthetic but begs the question why weren't the mom and Bread Song the actual main characters from the start?#oh and also their whole use of names and codeword was weird and not too...well interesting for lack of a better word#the whole biblical st. paul bread thing...#(Pavel is Russian for Paul)
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