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windsweptinred · 7 months
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Delirium and Nuala 🌈🌸
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And here's the original pen and ink 😊
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little-diable · 30 days
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One day you're gone – Tommy Shelby
Let's just ignore the fact that songs are my biggest inspiration, ok? Alright. Inspired by "one day you're gone" by "gavn!". I know this is super angsty, but I think it's a beautiful fic, so please give it a chance. Please like and reblog if you enjoyed reading this, your comments keep us writers motivated! Enjoy my loves. xxx
Summary: She died years ago, and yet he still dreams of her, forced to relive their moments together every single night
Warnings: 18+, smut, piv, loss of his wife (sorry for killing us off), this is sad, like really
Pairing: Tommy Shelby x fem!reader (1.3k words)
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One day you're here and one day you're gone, you beat to the drum but you keep movin' on, ain't nobody knows when the next name's called, ‘cause one day you're here and one day you're gone
He dreamt of her, hands trembling from feeling his fingers interlaced with hers just moments before waking, heart racing from clinging to her like a blanket made to protect his shuddering body, lips tingling from kissing her breathless, at least in his dream. 
Those were the nights where Tommy woke with a cry, unable to wipe away the tears clinging to his cheeks as he choked on his gasps. Ever since he had been a little boy, he had been forced to let go of people, a dull pain Tommy had slowly adapted to. Until (y/n) had been ripped from his side, leaving him and the life they had begun to build together. 
He dreamt of her nightly, of their moments together, from childhood memories, to their wedding day. He saw it all so clearly as if he was watching recordings, though not in black and white and without sound, but full of colour. A bright splash of life like she had been, the light in his darkness, the colour in his grey life, the guiding hand that was now one with the soil he still felt clinging to his fingers. 
“Today we mourn the loss of our (y/n), daughter, friend, wife.” Tears blurred Tommy’s vision as he stood near the coffin, hands interlaced in front of himself to try and stop his hands from trembling. He, Arthur, some of their friend’s and (y/n)’s father had carried the coffin up to the grave, unable to speak as the weight of their sadness weighed them down. 
“Thomas.” The bucket filled with soil was reached out for him to take, forcing his eyes to find the dark ones of their pastor. With a shaky exhale leaving him, he let his fingers disappear in the cold soil, taking just enough to throw it down onto her coffin, covering a small part of the dark wood. 
“How could you do this to me?” His voice carried exhaustion, speaking to those who were listening, the holy Father promising to protect those finding his way to him, people like (y/n) who had been ripped from this life too early. 
Tommy rose to his feet as his fingers found a cigarette, alighting it before making his way out his empty bedroom. One of the places that held too many memories. One of the places he couldn’t part from just yet because his nose could still pick up on the scent of her perfume, because his eyes could still see her soft frame lying next to him, even though it had been years. 
“Oh, Tommy.” She had her back arched off the mattress, legs wrapped around his middle. The two had gotten married hours ago, saying yes to one another in the company of their families and friends, finally reunited after the war. Tears had been shed that day, tears that were falling now once again, though these tears were urged on by desperation, by love, by lust. 
His hips met hers with every thrust, drawing moans from (y/n) as his cock nudged her sweet spot. Tommy couldn’t rip his eyes from her features, the beautiful face he had thought of in France, clinging to his memories as if they were the oxygen he needed to survive. 
“My beautiful wife,” his words left (y/n) moaning, walls fluttering around his cock. The scent of her perfume wrapped itself around Tommy, luring him even further into the grasp she had on his body and soul, a promise made to last for eternity, a promise broken in only a few months time. 
“I love you, Thomas, I always will.” 
Rain was pouring from the sky, as if nature was sharing Tommy’s pain, missing the one who had spent most of her time in their garden, the one who had talked to the flowers as if they were her friends, the one who had watched birds pick up the seeds she had left for them as if they were pilgrims sharing her path. A kind hearted soul who had paid the price for a life Tommy hadn’t been able to protect her from. 
Tommy didn’t know how to make it through life without (y/n) by his side, he hadn’t lived a single day without her being part of his closest circle, glued together from birth, brought together by their mothers who had been friends for years. Ever since their first days together, Tommy had loved her, first as a friend, then as a lover, then as a husband, and now as a widower. 
“Can I kiss you?” Tommy’s voice filled the evening, forcing her wide eyes towards his bright ones. 
“What?” Nervous chuckles bubbled out of the young girl. She struggled to hold eye contact with Tommy, shifting her weight from one leg to the other, unable to rip herself away from the boy. It was Tommy’s fourteenth birthday, celebrating his day with (y/n) glued to his side, chasing him through the streets both knew like the back of their hands. 
“It’s my birthday wish.” Heat flushed through her as Tommy carefully cupped her cheek. She knew that he had kissed other girls before, locking lips with those she envied, but not once had she been kissed, waiting for Tommy to finally give in. 
“Do it.” His lips were on hers in an instant, drawing a surprised gasp from (y/n). It was a clumsy kiss both had to adjust to, but once her nerves finally let go of her, allowing the young girl to get used to the new sensation, she found herself enjoying the new feeling. 
With a sigh rumbling through Tommy, he plopped down on the stairs leading up to their house, stairs she had walked with naked feet whenever she had finished her garden work. The garden had withered away with her passing as Tommy hadn’t found the strength to step foot on the grass she had cared for. 
Whatever it was that now spurred him on, it forced Tommy back to his feet. The cigarette was long forgotten as he stepped foot on the wet grass, his shirt and underwear instantly soaked through by the pouring rain. He had his bright eyes focused on the weathered flowers, coming to a halt in front of one of many flowerbeds. 
His hands started working, reaching for the dead flowers to rip them from the lifeless soil. And for the first time in years, he felt connected to (y/n), clinging to what she had once planted. Tears once again ran down Tommy’s cheeks as he kept working, only halting his movements as his glassy eyes found the rising sun painting the sky orange and pink. 
“I’m sorry it took me this long, love.” The words were whispered, eyes unable to leave the sky as he made plans to revitalise their garden. He’d never be able to bring her back, but at least he could keep the memory of his loving wife alive. 
Broken bones, you live and learn, ‘cause we don't know that a good thing ends, but someday I hope that it'll all make sense, one day you're here and one day you're gone
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ickadori · 5 months
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[summary] kisaki meets someone a bit more organically than he had intended to.
[cws] fem reader -> reader is a mother (the son is named ‘ren’). mentions of an abusive relationship. abuse towards reader. mild violence. allusions to cannibalism. unedited.
[notes] this was in drafts since sept and i actually hate it now but i didn’t wanna delete bc he’s my first luv ^.^ ending is thrown together heh!
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Kisaki believed in meeting people organically — he considered himself a bit of a romantic.
Dating apps weren’t an option for him (even if he wasn’t on every criminal watchlist available he still wouldn’t go that route - it screamed desperation, and he liked to be quiet with his) and he had turned down every offer of being ‘set-up’ on blind dates after he had given Hanma a reluctant ‘yes’ and ended up sat across from a coked up, wannabe model that dropped dead of an overdose before the appetizers even hit the table.
It was a bit hard to meet people naturally when you rarely interacted with the public, and when you did, it was because a few big name heads needed to roll. He couldn’t exactly go out to mingle just after taking a handsaw to a man’s neck—you had to be in the right headspace.
He had looked inward at first, scoured his payroll and checked out each and every name listed there. He would never get involved with anyone working directly under him (work and pleasure should never mix, after all) but extended family members were fair game, or so he had thought, before he had realized just how fucked up the people he had working underneath him was, along with their families. Prostitutes, convicts, plebes riddled in debt and holding cans on street corners to try and afford it, losers spending all their measly paychecks in pachinko parlors and whorehouses.
Kisaki had standards, and they didn’t come close to fitting them.
Back to the drawing board.
A white cloud of air leaves his mouth as he sighs, hands slipping into the pockets of his wool, trench coat as he steps out of the driver's seat of the car. He moves to head into the lobby of his office building, gaze quickly sliding over to the kid standing near the entrance before immediately disregarding him.
“Hello, Sir.” He’s greeted with a deep bow, and a dark brow quirks up as he turns his head to look at the boy. He stops, eyes taking in the way he shivers in the cold from his lack of coat, coupled with the ratty t-shirt, gym shorts and sandals.
“I don’t have any cash on me. I’ll send someone back down with some.” He goes to move around, only for the kid to shuffle in front of him and block his path. Kisaki has half a mind to plant his foot in his stomach, but bites down the urge and instead grips the kid’s shirt and wrangles him off to the side.
“Wait! I-I don’t need your money! I need your help!”
“Do you see a badge on me? Go to the police station.” He chuckles as he says it. He usually tells people not to go to the police station. “I can’t help you.”
“I can pay you.” The kid goes into his pockets and brandishes two fistfuls of coins, and Kisaki takes a good look around the dark, empty streets, trying to catch a glimpse of Hanma because this has to be one of his stupid ideas of a joke. “I need your help, Sir, please. My dad—”
“If a man can’t help himself he’s better off dead.”
“—keeps hurting my mom.”
The coins rattle due to the trembling of the kid’s hands. “What’s your name?”
“Ren.”
“How exactly do you think I could help you and your mother, Ren?”
“Kill him.” Ren looks him in the eyes as he says it, and Kisaki hums. Kids are stupidly brave, he thinks. No older than ten and he goes to elicit the help of a random man that he doesn’t even know—
“Do you know who I am?”
“Yes. I…” Ren looks around, unsure, before he’s squaring his shoulders and meeting his gaze again. “I’ve been stalking you! And I saw you kill people with that really tall man so I know that you do it!”
“You didn’t see me do anything like that so don’t ever say that again. Do you understand?” Kisaki should probably toss the kid over a bridge or something - kids had big mouths, and he didn’t need to be brought down by some hobo child who blabbed his mouth to the cops - but he had always had a soft spot for children.
“Yes, Sir.” Ren’s speech was starting to get hard to decipher, his trembling reaching an all time high as his lips turned blue, and Kisaki sighed as he slipped his arms out of his coat, leaving him in a white button down and suspenders.
“Put this on before you freeze.”
Ren pointedly looks down to the coins in his hands, and Kisaki juts his chin to the side, signaling for him to just toss it down onto the street.
“B-But I saved this for two months for you!”
“Just throw it.”
“But it’s money!”
It’s mostly yen coins mixed in with a few 10 yens, and Kisaki sets his mouth to tell him it’s nearly worthless, nothing worth holding onto, and that he could just barely afford a few lollipops, much less an assassination, but he just sighs out through his nose and lets the kid dump the coins into his hand. He pockets it, trying to remember the last time he’s had loose change in his possession, and hands off the coat to Ren who quickly puts it on. It drapes him like a blanket, the arms too long and the hem of the coat dragging along the ground, and Kisaki sighs again.
“Get in the car so we can get this over with.”
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“This is your place?”
“It’s a shithole.”
“It is.” Kisaki agrees as he cuts the engine, eyes taking in the dilapidated apartment building. He’s seen many like it, but this one might just be the worst. A small section of the building looks to be burned, as if a fire started in a unit and took out a few apartments and no one ever bothered to repair it.
There’s loiterers lingering all around; teens looking to get into trouble, or maybe looking to stay out of whatever trouble is in their homes, junkies scratching at themselves as they pace back and forth, and hookers in dark corners with their johns.
“That’s what my mom calls it.” Ren continues. “She says we’re gonna move one day. She’s been working a lot to save up money.”
“Where does she work?”
“She won’t tell me.”
“Stalk her like you did me.”
“But that’s bad.”
“So you can do bad things to me and not her?”
“Well,” he shrugs. “You’re bad.”
“I guess I am.”
Kisaki opens the middle console and bypasses the gun stashed inside, inside pulling free the pair of brass knuckles and slipping them into his back pocket. “Does your father have a gun?”
“No, they’re illegal. The officer at my school says so.” Ren peers into the console and goes wide-eyed at the sight he sees.
“How big is he?”
“Really big—bigger than you.”
“Where does he work?”
“The… um, the lumber yard.”
The aluminum bat that he keeps under his seat is pulled free, and then he’s signaling for Ren to get out of the car as he steps out into the cold himself. They join at the front of the car, and like bees to honey, a few women who look as if they’re standing on their last leg make their way over to him, dollar signs reflecting in their irises as they take in the sports car he’s just gotten out of.
“Which apartment is yours?”
“It’s this way.” Ren sets off in the direction in which he pointed to, and Kisaki holds up a gloved hand to the women steadily approaching, stopping them in their tracks as they huff and send him scathing looks.
They’re heading in the direction of the apartments that had been burned down, and Kisaki considers offing the father and the mother and just dropping the boy off at one of the orphanages that actually give a shit about the kids in their care. Killing the dad would stop the mom from getting her head knocked left and right, but it wouldn’t fix their problems. Few people had what it took to pull themselves out of a hole like this one, and the woman was clearly lacking a few vital things up top to have ended up in this predicament in the first place.
“Goddamn fucking bitch. Where is it?!” The near snarl brings Kisaki out of his thoughts, and he reacts in time to snag ahold of Ren’s shoulder when he tried to dash for the apartment. A heavy smack sounds seconds later, followed by the sound of furniture and glass breaking, and another sigh, this one heavier, leaves him as he leans the bat against the wall and starts rolling up his sleeves.
“What the fuck am I doing here?” He mutters to himself, crisp sleeves rolling back to reveal toned, bronze arms. The muscles in them flex as lithe fingers wrap around the handle of the bat, and he rolls his shoulders once before taking a step back, raising his foot, and slamming it right below the lock.
It’s been a while since he’s done a house call, but he adjusts quickly. He rushes in —best to catch ‘em before the shock of the door bursting in wears off— and lays eyes on two people, a man and a woman. He aims low and hits a knee, and there’s a crunch that makes his eyebrow twitch and a scream that brings forth a wave of amusement.
The man stumbles, face screwed up in pain and spit and curses flying. He’s built like a brick house, and the physique reminds him of a certain taxing restaurant owner, so he swings the bat again, this time cracking a few ribs and sending the man sprawling down to the floor.
A floorboard creaks behind him, and reflexes kick in as he swings before he looks. A soft gasp and a shout of ‘Sir’ makes him stop just in time, and he turns to see he was about 3 centimeters away from caving the woman’s face—oh.
Even with the budding bruises, the haggard clothing, and the teary, snotty face, Kisaki has to blink twice and bite down on his tongue to make sure he hasn’t died and somehow snuck his way into Heaven—disgustingly cheesy, he’s aware, but he’s a romantic, you know, and the sight of you is enough to ignite something inside him that had been extinguished for quite some time.
He takes in a slow breath, and the tepid, stale air of this should-be-condemned apartment feels like a breath of fresh air, and he knows what this feeling is. He had felt it once, back when he was young and full of a puppy love for a woman that could just barely stand the sight of him.
He should leave, go back to his office and send a cleanup crew to get rid of all the loose ends. He had thought he wanted another woman to send him up in a tailspin, but there were too many variables, too many things that he couldn’t control, too many things that he couldn’t predict, and he was starting to run out of people to kamikaze box trucks for him when relationships went awry.
“Mom!” Ren runs to you, and you wrap him up in your arms, eyes warily watching Kisaki as you try and gauge his intentions.
“I-I don’t have what he owes you.” Ah.
“He doesn’t owe me a thing.” He forcefully drags his eyes away from you to instead look at the writhing man on the floor. Kisaki lifts his foot and settles it on his midsection, grinding the heel of his shoe against the protruding bones. “But I’m sure he owes someone, so I’ll settle the debt for them.” He looks back to you, and a clammy hand tightens around the handle of the bat. “Unless you have any objections...”
Your eyes flicker down to your child’s father, eyebrows scrunching together as you hold Ren tighter, and Kisaki pleads in his head for you to give him an answer that’ll snuff that flame you lit right out.
Ask me to spare him. Tell me how he’s not a bad man, even though he beats you black and blue and forces your son to seek the help of random men in the middle of the night. Cry that you love him. Make me hate you—
“Just... just don’t do it here, please. I don’t want him to see.”
“Of course.”
Ah, hell.
Kisaki guesses this is as organic as it’s going to get.
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dontexpectmuch · 1 year
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hii im obsessed with your writing like pls send help-
i was wondering if you could write a lil fic abt Jude where he and the reader have like a rlly cute relationship and they have special daily things (kiss before he leaves, cuddles when watching movies, etc) but then Jude breaks up with her bc she's too 'needy' and then he regrets it bc he misses her antics and its just a whole lot of angst. no fluff, bc your sad stories with sad endings are to die for ✨❤
where did you go wrong? were you really that clingy, needy even? did he feel uncomfortable, like he didn’t have enough space?
were all the kisses fake, something he did to please you?
“‘m leaving!” he yelled, standing by the door with his bag on his shoulders, leaving for training.
hearing his voice, you moved to him to kiss him goodbye, lips already puckered as you angled your head up, his lips finally meeting yours.
“take care and text me if you need anything, yeah?” you asked him, smile reaching your eyes.
jude fought the urge to roll his eyes, what could he possibly need when he was at training? however, he just nodded, telling you he would before closing the door behind him.
or what about the sweet nothings he’d whisper in your ear when you were cuddling on your couch, watching his favorite show. the way he’d hold you close, drawing loose shapes on your waist as he looked at you, smiling softly.
“i love you, you know?” his voice was soft, suitable for the current vibe.
he came back from training, immediately closing his arms around your body. even though you didn’t live together officially, it surly felt like it, since you spent most of your time together in your flat.
“i love you too, jude.” you said, head leaning against his shoulder, eyes looking at his.
surly, you weren’t the only one in this relationship that liked to cling on to their partner, trying to be as close to them as possible. jude also always had to touch you somehow, wether it was your waist, your shoulder or even your pinky finger.
if that was the case, why did he want to end the relationship then? everything seemed to be fine, where did that come from all of a sudden?
jude looked at you with empty eyes, no smile on his face, like he lost an important game. but, that wasn’t the case. these last few games only ended with positive results for the team. so, why all of a sudden?
“we should break up.” he began, voice stoic, sending shivers down your spine.
“huh?” did you hear wrong? what was he talking about?
“‘m bein’ serious, i don’t feel like bein’ in a relationship with you anymore.” he continued, stabbing you in the heart with every word that left his lips.
you shook your head lightly, as if trying to wake yourself up this nightmare. “i don’t understand, why? did something happen?”
jude sighed, he knew that it wouldn’t be easy, you were always like that, questioning his any and every move. “i need space, and it seems like you don’t want to give me enough. always clingin’ onto me like your life depends on it, y’know?”
you would have never thought that jude, your sweet and considerate jude, could ever be able to hurt you like that, making you feel small and questioning your relationship in ways you never did before.
“but-“
“please, just accept it and let go, will you? i’ll get the rest of my stuff some other day.” he cut you off, patience running thin as he gets up and leaves your home without even bidding goodbye.
he just left you, broken hearted, tears running down your cheeks as you desperately tried to comprehend what just happened.
now, months passed by and you slowly but steadily moved on from the break up, going as far as to dating a few people here and there. still, the thought of being in another committed relationship made you shiver, the scars still too fresh.
you were once again in your flat, typing away on your laptop as the sudden noise of your doorbell pulled you out of your concentrated state. sighing, you leave your desk and move to the front door, opening it without checking first, a huge mistake.
there he stood, in all his pride, looking down at you with an uncertain look in his eyes. he was wearing some tracksuit and a beanie, maybe coming here after training. you wouldn’t know, however not knowing about his growing success wasn’t as easy as you thought.
while you tried your best to move on from jude, he made it quite hard for you. his face plastered on posters on the street, multiple pictures of him online on your feed and what not. it made you boil internally, mad at the universe for doing that to you.
“hey.” jude is the first to speak up, not being able to bear the awkward silence hovering between any longer.
“did you forget something here?” is all you reply, coldness radiating from you as you stood firmly on your spot.
what was he doing here?
“i miss you, i miss us.” he mumbled, face looking down, yet his eyes peaked though his lashes, scanning your face for any reaction to his words.
scoffing, you roll your eyes and try to close the door, however jude reacts fast and puts his foot between the frame and door, hindering you from hiding yourself from him.
“please,” he almost begs, desperation laced in his voice, “i was an idiot, i didn’t think clearly. i mistook your love for clinginess.”
“am i supposed to care?” you wanted to laugh.
did he really think you’d forgive him? after what he has put you through? you weren’t dumb nor blind, you have seem all the posts of him with various women in clubs or on the street, kissing, touching and much more.
“i’m not some bed warmer, jude. i won’t wait for you to play around a bit and then come back, especially not after how you ended things.” you tell him, eyes stern.
jude sighed, closing his eyes to compose himself before he spoke up, “i know, but i changed. after all this time i came to realize that i can’t do it without you, please, babe-“
“don’t call me that, i have a name, you know?” you interrupted, shaking your head, “don’t call me in general, jude. leave me alone.”
this time, you shut the door completely, turning your back and leaning against it as you inhaled deeply.
this is not how you imagined your saturday night to be like, but whatever.
though it hurt, rejecting the man that you once called the love of your life, you also felt really proud for staying true to yourself.
yes, you missed him, dearly, and seeing him again resurfaced some of the feelings you still had. but you proved to yourself that you were on the right path.
you were moving on.
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stomach-bugg09 · 1 year
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heya, lovely! can you do a big sis y/n sully and fali after the battle at the three brothers when all the kids (the sullys + tsireya, ao'nung) are huddled together during a bad storm and the parents cannot return from the hunt till it passes so tuk starts crying since they've been gone for half a week. y/n and fali being the eldest comfort their siblings/pseudo siblings. maybe even show a bit of tsireya and ao'nung's dynamic with fali?
summary: a rumor of treasure sends the sully kids + co. out into a storm they weren’t quite aware of.
a/n: okay so , i kind of took some creative liberties with this. hopefully you don’t mind !! but , that being said , the first half is like really well written and i’m super proud and then the second half . . . let’s just say i wasn’t prepared to write so much. i think it’s still good , of course , but i’m also desperate to get requests and works out. it’s still a very fun read , though , so i hope you enjoy. feedbacks + reblogs are always appreciated !!
tags: @rafeslovergirl @wxnderingthoughts @liyahsocorro @bonnibuckets @hjkshshjkhklhkl @itssiaaax @grierpilots @fleurbeass @23victoria @nyotamalfoy @gcldtom
warnings: sibling vibes, getting lost, a dangerous storm, a very bad ending (whoopsies), me slowly giving up writing well nearing the end
words: 3.6k
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[y/n] had to admit, this was probably the stupidest idea she’d ever taken part in. unfortunately, the repercussions for such an act made the idiocy of it all even more obvious.
it’d been a perfectly fine day. wonderful, actually! [y/n] was busy with fali, the two of them bonding over some unbearable chores ( a punishment after they’d been caught past curfew ) as the beautiful weather kept them warm, even if the sun was leaving her skin sizzling.
to make it even better, when fali noticed the way she tensed under the beaming sun, he immediately grabbed ronal’s lotion and lathered some on her back. at that, [y/n] fought the urge to absolutely melt beneath his touch.
but, of course, as it always went, it had to be their younger siblings that ruined everything.
after the new layer of sun protectant had been applied, the two continued to unload the traps, hissing everytime a crab grabbed ahold of their sensitive fingers.
“bitch,” fali cursed loudly, flinging the crustacean back into the water to keep its pinchers from drawing any blood.
as [y/n] guffawed at the action, she immediately tensed feeling the change in atmosphere. from behind her, the ominous shadow of her brother sent her repeating the words, “uh oh,” in her head.
[y/n] turned slowly, eyes wide as she looked up from where she crouched on the dock. “can i help you?”
of course, the answer was always “yes.”
and so, that’s how [y/n] and fali found themselves aboard ilus that shot through the water. the sunlight burst through the surface, each wave distorting the reflection in the slightest. the magic of the sea always sent [y/n] into a phase of absolute awe.
apparently, tsireya and lo’ak had found some weird treasure-like thing out in the distance, just past the three brothers, and upon telling the rest of their siblings ( plus rotxo, although he was an honorary sibling at that point ), they all wanted to see. all they needed was a responsible young adult to chaperone them!
at first, [y/n] wanted to say no. they were already in enough trouble from the night before, and she definitely did not need neytiri and jake any farther up her ass. but, of course, fali had a way with words ( more like giving her the cutest eyes ever that instantly made her fold ) and off they went.
fali was a seeker of adventure. that in itself was more than clear. so, it was natural for him to bite when he heard of the journey that awaited him and the kids. plus, treasure? that sounded pretty sick, even if it ended up being something completely worthless.
despite the fact that he’d already been reprimanded just hours before, fali decided to take into account that his parents could only kill him once. a little more rules broken didn’t mean anything! that’d just be a problem for his future self.
fali felt a smile form on his face at the feeling of [y/n]’s arms wrapping around his waist from where she sat behind him. his own hand traveled back, resting softly against her thigh as they sped through the waters atop their shared ilu.
lo’ak and tsireya led the way through the reef, an event that caused [y/n] major second-hand embarrassment for everytime that lo’ak tried to impress the girl who rode beside him.
behind [y/n] and fali, ao’nung and rotxo caused quite the ruckus. it was often that fali found himself turning around to gesture for them to stop after they would push each other into some boulders that sat on the sea floor.
following dumb and dumber, kiri and tuk sailed gracefully. they watched the scenary pass by in peace, their gazes always stuck staring in awe thanks to the nature that paved the way.
neteyam, of course, brought up the caboose. he kept his eyes open for anyone straggling, often having his ilu bump into ao’nung or rotxo to keep them moving. they were lucky they even got along nowadays, otherwise the interaction would not be treated so dully.
but, alas, there was no more bad blood between any of them. not after a month ago, not after fali risked his life for neteyam. not after the sets of siblings joined forces for the first time to save payakan, a beautiful beast that kept the rest of the sully family from dying mid-battle.
it was a miracle that they all still lived after that traumatic night. even though it still haunted all of them day and night through physical scars and mental memories. it would never be forgotten, and maybe it was a blessing. or, it was a curse.
either way, they were alive and, for the most part, happy. that part was clear based on the way each of them smiled as they ventured through the reef, each of their eyes flickering towards the new scenery they had never seen before.
it was only when tsireya and lo’ak slowed down in front of them that they all regained full attention, suddenly remembering why they were even out there in the first place.
[y/n] tensed in the slightest, eyes narrowing as she scanned their surroundings. she took in every minute detail, a habit picked up by her upbringing as the eldest sibling. [y/n] knew that neteyam was doing just the same from the back.
“this way,” tsireya signed, an action that was then passed down along the line so that everyone was caught up.
[y/n]’s hands gripped fali’s biceps as the ilu made its way forward, the pace slow and steady. it was only when they entered the cave of complete black that she began to truly panic.
fali’s own worry was only triggered by the girl that clung to him, his thumb rolling softly overtop her skin to provide comfort. when they entered the dark cave, their bioluminescent freckles were the only sources of light beneath the dark surface.
[y/n] whipped her head around quickly, checking that everyone was there. after a quick head count, she felt a tad better, although she still used her hands to usher and corral them into a tightly packed herd.
“leave the ilus,” tsireya ordered quickly, eyes widening in concern when she noticed how tightly packed the cave was. “it is deeper within, and we can only fit one by one.”
“sounds joyous,” [y/n] responded just before she allowed fali to help her off.
once everyone was free from the confines of their ilus, they began to progress within the shelter. the farther they went, the tighter it seemed to get, an unfortunate reality due to the shoving that went on between the boys. [y/n] even had to give fali a look when he began to push around ao’nung and rotxo. he immediately stopped, of course, because he knew better to listen to her than get in trouble.
“just ahead,” tsireya offered quickly, eyes flaring at the way each other their movements got slower due to the lack of oxygen. “there’s an air pocket.”
“and treasure,” lo’ak added very quickly, an action that had tsireya slapping him on the back of his head.
he bristled, grumpily rubbing the location in which she hit him. his grumbling did not stop, not until they finally each swam through the small tunnel and resurfaced in the even smaller cave that, thankfully, had oxygen.
“oh, thank eywa,” [y/n] gasped once she found her way up, flopping down against the gravel. “i thought you guys were trying to kill us for a moment there.”
“ha ha,” lo’ak said with a roll of his eyes. “you are just so funny, [y/n].”
at that, the older sister was quickly on her feet and preparing to tackle him to the ground when neteyam gave them each an unimpressed stare.
deciding to stay cool and mature, [y/n] chose to instead stick her tongue out. of course, as a result, lo’ak hissed back.
“shut up,” ao’nung groaned from where he leaned against the walls of the cave. kiri nodded in agreement, eyes widened to only emphasize her point.
after a few moments of silence, tuk cleared her throat. “so, are we gonna just wait here or…?”
“right,” lo’ak trailed, not missing the chance to roll his eyes. “if i hadn’t been distracted—” he stared at [y/n]— “i would’ve showed you that—”
tsireya groaned, shoving him softly. “it’s down this way.” her nimble hand gestured down what seemed to be a gruesomely long and dark tunnel. at the sight, the entire group went silent.
rotxo was the first one to break the silence. “yeah, i’m good.”
“are you trying to kill us?”
“i have claustrophobia.”
lo’ak groaned, dropping his head back in annoyance. “come on, guys. there’s literal treasure back there.” [y/n] watched warily as he stepped toward the tunnel, his tanhì reflecting colorful light against the black walls.
“and what if there isn’t?” fali prompted, eyebrow muscles raised with his arms crossed across his chest.
tsireya blinked, jaw dropping as she tried to answer. instead, lo’ak stepped forward and assumed the task for her ( an action that had all the girls in the room unimpressed ).
“we saw it.” he sounded very sure of himself, but that confidence soon crumpled to nothing once the rest of the group just stared, then blinked, and then burst into laughter. “wha—guys!” he protested with a groan.
“sorry, bro,” neteyam attempted, dropping a hand on his shoulder to which lo’ak quickly shoved off as he crossed his arms in front of his chest. “but, we will never trust your judgement of sight alone.”
“yeah!” tuk cried. “remember when you said that you saw that thanator creeping into camp.”
“oh, yes,” kiri agreed with a devious grin. “and after causing quite the scene, it was just tsukin dressed in his hunting gear.”
[y/n] bit her lip, trying to keep a smile off of her face. normally, she would be all for the teasing, but based on the expression that lo’ak wore, she was all too familiar with the jokes hitting a certain point. so, she kept her cool.
stepping forward, one hand raised, she offered in a cool tone, “okay, so, let us ponder.” silence settled in the cave, eight pairs of eyes resting on her frame. “if there is treasure, what would we do with it?”
tsireya stepped forward, a hand pressing to lo’ak’s chest before he could ruin their campaign once again. “well, from what lo’ak and i saw just the other day, it isn’t simply… treasure.” [y/n] narrowed her eyes, not quite understanding what she was getting at. “i mean to say, it is like a, uh, how did you describe it?” she turned to lo’ak.
“it is a statue, i suppose,” lo’ak answered with a shrug.
“yes, statue.” tsireya bit her bottom lip, the corners of her mouth up turning into a small grin. “so it is not as if it has any value since we are fully unable to haul it out of here, but it is beautiful and worth the look.” she blinked before smirking. “if you are brave enough, that is.”
oh, how tsireya knew exactly how to tempt that crowd. so, it was absolutely no surprise at all that [y/n] then found herself clinging onto fali’s shoulders as they swam through the dark, twisting, thin tunnel.
the textured ledges that jutted out caused many sputters and groans of pain down the line and back. at one point, [y/n] found her hair tangled on an edge and she was yoinked backwards, a burst of bubbles leaving her mouth as she let out a sound of pain and annoyance mixed into one.
luckily, the tunnel was no nearly as long as they thought, and soon enough, they were pouring into yet another cave. this time, however, each of them froze in their tracks as they stared in adoration at the gorgeous artwork that sat in front of them.
bioluminescent plants climbed up and down the walls, spilling onto the ground and growing up the figure that sat in the middle of the room. the statue, worn down by time, was a little dull on the edges, and it was a beautiful white marble. streaks of gray and black wrapped around its curves, adding a mark of nature on the na’vi made form.
thanks to the familiar shape of long pointed ears and a tail that wrapped around its waist, the figure was very clearly based on one of their ancestors.
[y/n] furrowed her eyebrows, swimming around it to catch every angle. her supple fingers gently trailed overtop what used to be a face, the only thing left after years of underwater living being small dimples of where the eyes and mouth used to reside. she softly petted the nose of the figure, a smile drawing on her face.
and that’s when it finally settled within her bones that something was wrong.
chills pricked on [y/n]’s arms as she looked around the dark cave, eyes flickering over the kids who were each grouped up and conversing with each other. kiri was busy admiring the work with tuk at her tail, lo’ak and tsireya were most likely flirting, and ao’nung, rotxo, and neteyam were arguing about something. panic settled in [y/n]’s gut when she noticed the words “storm” and “rising water” being exchanged between the trio of boys.
she swam up quickly, fali at her heels, and she stopped at the top of the cave. [y/n] pressed her hands desperately against the rocks, feeling for anywhere the water might escape, feeling for anywhere she could try and take a peek at the outside world. she cursed at herself when she found no luck.
by then, eyes were cast upon the older girl, worry settling on each and every one of their expressions. a hand on her shoulder caused her to whip around, sending fali floating back in alarm.
“what is wrong?” he questioned carefully, eyes filled with concern.
“i do not know,” [y/n] admitted truthfully. “but something feels… off.”
that’s when ao’nung decided to finally step up. “the water is warmer,” he offered. “it feels as if the tide is moving north, and that usually means—”
“a storm,” tsireya finished for him, worry evident on her face.
[y/n] turned to fali with a tight swallow. his face was frozen, clearly trying to figure out a plan. he was always good at on the spot thinking, but something about his closest friends and family members being the ones in danger sent him spiraling in the wrong direction.
“we must leave now,” ao’nung took charge quickly, spinning around and ushering tuk and kiri towards the place in which they entered from.
[y/n] felt as if time seemed to travel far too fast. before she knew it, she and fali were bringing up the back of the line to make sure everyone swam out quickly, not leaving any stragglers behind. tsireya and rotxo led the way, tuk padded by kiri and neteyam for safety.
the reality of the situation truly sat in when the air bubble in which they’d previously conversed in turned out to be half way full. they all silently decided that stopping wasn’t worth it, and instead gulped one last big breath of oxygen before exiting the cave once again.
by the time they resurfaced outside of all of the caves, finally back in the open sea, [y/n] felt her stomach rise to her throat at the sight of the storm. wind blew far too aggressively, and the tides were coming in strong. screams left their throats as they narrowly avoided a wave that almost crashed directly on their heads.
quick thinking resulted in their ilus left behind — although, there was also a possibility that the creatures already left them at the feeling of the storm coming in — and the group of kids climbing onto the boulders.
the cave they had previously swam in also had another layer on top, this time with oxygen and safe shelter provided. at least, enough to keep them from ( hopefully ) dying in the storm.
they now huddled, backs pressed against the rock walls as wind burst outside, an occasional very large wave absolutely drenching the boulder and sending screams echoing across the shelter.
[y/n] and fali sat closest to the entrance, but in their arms they held practically every single kid. faces pressed into their chests, the two young adults sharing looks of concern, worry, and pure prayers to eywa.
[y/n] clenched her eyes shut at the feeling of tuk trembling beneath her hands, sprinkles of sea spray causing her to feel sticky and wet. when fali pressed his head against her’s, she whimpered softly. she would remain strong for as long as the children needed it, but deep down, she was terrified.
they sat, huddled together, throughout the entire storm. from beginning to end. beneath every harsh wave, between every strike of lightning. instead of letting their fear best them, they only decided to just hold each tighter and tighter.
by the time the storm finally settled down, they were each soaked with cold water, the wind whistling through holes in the cave. each kid was shaking, although some held it together better than others.
[y/n]’s heart ached as she held tuk to her chest, quiet sobs wracking her small body. [y/n] rubbed her back with a soft touch, pressing an occasional kiss to the top of the young girl’s head. “it is okay, tuk tuk,” she whispered, eyes flickering up to watch fali and the rest of the boys wander back and forth across the cave, voices hushed and serious as they discussed how to approach their problem.
“i want mom and dad,” tuk cried into her shoulder, face leaned into the crook of her older sister’s neck.
[y/n] frowned. “i know, darling, and we will see them as soon as we can. but, we need to figure out how to get home first.” she pulled tuk away from her body for a moment, forcing her to lock eyes. “i promise you, mom and dad are okay, and they will be looking for us as soon as it is safe.”
meanwhile, tsireya and kiri were busy under the water, looking for any source of help. food, a safer shelter, maybe their ilus… but, no such luck.
as the girls busied themselves with a search, the boys wandered from one side of the cave to other, jumping into the water as they tried to track down exactly where they were. curses were exchanged as lo’ak and neteyam’s necklace intercoms didn’t seem to work thanks to the wreckage left by the storm.
the first sign of hope came from kiri and tsireya when the two girls resurfaced, smiles highlighting their features as they sputtered for breath after a long swim. “guys!”
at that, everyone gathered around, even [y/n] and tuk after the older girl quickly cradled her baby sister and brought her over to the group. “what is it?”
“i think we found a better place to sit and wait.”
luckily for them, the beach they found was unoccupied and quite helpful. the storm sure left a mark, but that also meant firewood that was much more easily accessible. 
it didn’t take long for the group to set up an actual camp. sticks and leaves, gathered by the younger girls, helped create small tent-like structures. [y/n], rotxo, and lo’ak dealt with fishing and food, and neteyam, ao’nung, and fali were busy dragging large pieces of driftwood to support their shelters as well as make an actual bonfire.
“ao’nung, would you please be cooperative for once?” fali grunted, the trio dropping the piece of wood for the eighth time in just a few feet.
ao’nung shot him a look. “i’m trying my hardest, but you keep stepping on my toes.”
“i am not!” the older boy argued, eyes narrowed. neteyam rolled his eyes at the sibling-like banter.
“lo’ak, do you lack braincells?” another argument took place just a few paces away.
“[y/n], do not act as if you are so much better than me!” the younger brother threw a piece of mulch at her, an action that she did not respond kindly to.
it was only when rotxo shouted in delight at the feeling of a fish tugging at his line that they suddenly forgot all of their previous issues.
across the beach, tuk was squat carefully as she organized sticks and leaves into two different piles, even going as far as to stack the leaves from largest to smallest. “woah!” she cried at one point, staring at a very large leaf with a gaped jaw. “it’s as tall as me.”
tsireya laughed, picking the greenery up and holding it next to the girl. “i think you have a few inches on it.”
hours passed by, but progress was made. so much progress that they each had their own tent by the end of the night.
of course, they still chose to stay up quite late, gathered around the warm fire as they exchanged different stories. a lot of personal sibling attacks were made, of course, especially towards lo’ak who seemed to be a permanent indigo shade after his older siblings told tsireya of every single one of his embarrassing childhood tales.
the later it got, the more they yawned, and soon it was spreading like a disease. [y/n] smiled at the sleeping figure of tuk.
but, of course, the light in the distance kept any more of them from drifting off.
"looks like it's time to go home."
“looks like it’s time to go home.”
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An Altar For Our Sins
Part 6 // Masterlist
Demon!Billy Russo x Reader
Warnings: Dark!Billy Russo, minor talks of non-consensual acts done in part 5, smut, oral (f and m receiving), fingering, face sitting, tail fucking, (putting that in bold so you see it), you hear me? He fucks her with his tail. It's consensual. Do not complain to me if you miss these warnings. She sort of gets a little high at the end from his cum. Mentions of blood and violence similar to other parts.
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You'd let it bother for quite some while. Ever since he confessesed it to you, you went through many confusing emotions. Shock, worry, arousal, confusion, more arousal, concern, and then acceptance.
Now, you were onto another emotion entirely.
Fury.
As you watch him, deep in thought, pondering your next logical move after the events of today, you finally decide to say something about it.
"I think I'm mad at you."
He pauses, turning to look at you with widening eyes from his spot, leaning against your dining table. He almost looks innocent, with the way he blinks once, his eyebrows furrowing immediately after.
"Mistress?" He asked with a concerned voice and your glare doesn't waver.
"You cleaned me up while I was asleep, Billy... with your tongue."
You can see the genuine confusion and concern in his eyes.
"Yes?"
Damn, you were so aroused already. You take a few steps toward him, looking up at him angrily.
"You used your tongue on me, your rough, perfect tongue on me, while I was asleep- do you see the problem?"
His eyebrows draw together just a little, deep in thought.
"I-"
"You didn't think I'd want to be awake for that, Billy? Hmm? Didn't think I'd prefer to feel it? What if I did that to you? What if I licked that big cock while you were asleep and told you all about it when you woke up? How would you feel?"
Billy gulps.
"I'm sorry?" He mumbles, eyes trailing after you as you turn away from him with a scoff.
"I can make it up to you." He offers, watching your retreating form, his stomach clenched with the need to make things right.
You sigh, "Yeah, but I won't know if you're genuine or not- there's nothing quite like the first."
"Mistress." He says, desperately.
You turn back to face him. He takes the few steps it requires to stand before you. He looms over you so easily, your stomach flips at the size of him.
When he drops to his knees, you struggle with your arousal to stay composed, though it takes everything in you not to crumble.
He takes your hands in his, looking up at you with pleading eyes and you're so eternally turned on.
"Let me make this right," he begs, kissing your fingers, "Please, I can do better."
The power he gives you, goes to your head all over again. It's just like that night, the way you want to torment him burns inside you. You raise your hands to cup his face, your thumb brushing his lips.
"Poor little demon," you whisper, watching his eyelids flutter at the words, "Wants to make his mistress happy so badly."
His eyes flicker red for a moment.
You straighten your body.
"I suppose why not? It's not like you haven't already had your taste of me." You speculate, turning away from him to head to your bedroom.
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EARLIER TODAY:
"You're being followed."
You tense up, fighting the urge to look around.
Was it the same people that had kidnapped you? Hadn't Billy confessed to killing them all? Maybe it was just some random person that had taken an interest in you.
You try to keep walking calmly, Billy's hand pressed to your back to steer you.
After a moment, you build up the courage to speak.
"What's going on?" You ask him, raising a hand to your mouth to pretend to yawn while you speak.
Billy looks around for a moment.
"Got a sense that something was off, noticed there's a car that has been following you for a couple of blocks, and three people on foot behind us that are suspicious- here- just stop to look at this flower for a second."
You do as he says, pausing to look at the bouquets lined up outside of the store.
"Oh, they are pretty." You say, distracted by the combination of sunflowers and roses.
"Yeah, they're definitely following, bad job at it too. Come on." Billy says, hand pressing into your back to guide you along.
You turn, and continue down the street.
"Where are we going?" You ask, curiously.
"There's a church nearby, you'll be safe there while I find out more. No one will think to look for you in a church if they think you're bound to me."
"Why?"
"Cause they think I can't enter. Turn here, I'll make you invisible until you go in, call for me if anything happens."
You swallow, hesitating to leave him. Your body takes on a purple aura, letting you know that you're invisible. You head up the steps to the small church, the large wooden door makes a solid sound as it closes behind you.
And then you're alone.
You swallow, studying the carving on the door. The church is so silent compared to the street outside and it emphasises how alone you are.
You turn, there's no one around you can see, but the atmosphere of the church distracts you. You study the beautiful stained glass mural at the front, light shines through, tossing a kaleidoscope of colours into the air.
The calm hush of the room calls to you, quietly asking for you to respect the space you're in.
You're entranced by the detailed design, everywhere you focus you find so much carefully thought out devotion expressed as art.
Carved marble columns, religious paintings lined with gold, you wonder how much time and effort had been put into the place.
And then you remember that Billy's existence implied there was one of higher power.
It doesn't necessarily change the way you see the world, it's not some big epiphany that comes with the realisation that God was real.
It did make you wonder about both sets of your parents.
You hadn't known your biological parents well, but you wondered where they were. Was there a heaven for them? Had they already faced judgment?
The thought makes you frown, a searing pain in your chest and the idea that you would face a similar judgement one day.
Then your adoptive parents come to mind. People who had taken you in and raised you as their own couldn't have possibly been bad enough to deserve hell right? They'd been atheist, did that automatically condemn them? Was that fair?
"I can tell you're spiralling." A voice says behind you.
You spin in fright, to find a man with a very kind face smiling at you. He raises his arms in a surrendering motion when he realises he's scared you.
He's dressed in a cassock and collar, with a shiny black rosary around his neck, a pair of red tinted round glasses sit on his nose, so darkly tinted that you wonder how he can see anything through them.
"Didn't mean to scare you," he says, "I just have a sixth sense for existential crises." He smiles.
He's very hot, you decide, with hair neatly combed on his head, and a short cropped beard, you find yourself returning his smile.
"Sorry, yeah, I just came to the realisation that God exists." You say, nodding your head in the direction of a wooden carving of Jesus on the cross.
He hums, "Well then, welcome to the club."
His words are so odd that you can't help the laughter that spills past your lips, and then you find him smiling along with you, proud that he'd lightened the mood.
"I'm Matt." He says, extending a hand to you.
"Matt? Not 'Father' or anything?" You ask curiously. You find yourself studying him closely, realising that there are some healing bruises on his cheek, and a split lip that looks to be a few days old.
"'Father' is so formal. Matt is better."
You nod, giving him your name and reaching out to shake his hand.
"Are you okay? You look like you lost a fight." You ask, concerned.
Matt smiles, waves off your concern.
"Ah, not being able to see sometimes means you fall down stairs. I'll be okay."
"Oh, I'm sorry." You say in sympathy.
"About the stairs or the blindness?" He asks with a humorous inflection in his voice.
"Are all priests this funny?" You ask with a wide smile, and he chuckles.
"I'm just trying to make you feel better, I know how confusing things can be for you right now."
You let out a sigh, nodding.
"I appreciate it. Life has been a big mess as of late... but not all bad." You turn to study the rows of flickering candles nearby.
"I imagine being soul bonded to a demon can't be all fun." He answers and it takes you a second to realise what he's said.
You turn slowly this time, mouth open comically. He keeps a kind smile on his face while you quietly lose your shit.
"What do you mean?" You say, playing dumb.
He bows his head, to hide his smile.
"Cards on the table, I can sense demonic auras. But I've never met a living person with a demonic aura, so I put two and two together and figure that you must have been bound to one... I assume against your will. Am I correct?"
"Y- yeah..."
He nods, deep in thought.
"I'm not judging. I'm in no place to do that. Though I hope you're okay, and I want you to know that if you ever need any help... I won't turn you away."
You blink at him. Was it really that easy not to judge someone?
"You're not... condemning me for it?" You murmur in a soft voice.
"Don't get me wrong, it's not something I support... but you don't seem like a bad person, just an unfortunate circumstance."
You swallow the lump forming in your throat, nodding, feeling the urge to make him understand.
"You're right. I didn't want this. They tried to sacrifice me... he saved me. He keeps me safe."
Matt nods in understanding.
"Please be careful though, manipulation is in their nature."
You blink, your head trying to come up with a myriad of excuses for Billy, a way to explain to this knowledgeable stranger that for all Billy was bad, he was working to be better.
As you open your mouth to explain, the church doors open.
It's hard to see more than his silhouette with the brightness of the sun behind him, but you know by the horns, that it's your demon at the church doors.
"I have to go." You say to Matt, turning back to him.
He inclines his head.
"Be careful." He says, before turning away, and disappearing into a room to the left of the altar.
You think about the strange conversation as you head toward Billy.
When you get close enough to make out his features, your mouth drops open in surprise.
He stands in the light of the church doors,  drenched in blood.
"What the hell happened?!" You whisper aggressively to him.
All he does is give you a bloody grin.
Water pours over both of you.
You're still fully clothed, but you take your time helping him out of his bloody shirt.
Blood runs in rivulets from the crown of his head, down the sides of his face and over his torso.
He's deliciously attractive like this, and you try not to let it show as you help clean him.
Just moments ago, you were standing in a church corridor, Billy had wrapped his arms around you and teleported you right into your bathroom.
"Whose blood is this?" You ask, grabbing some shampoo to work into his hair.
He bends his large body, presenting the top of his head to be cleaned.
You take your time, working the shampoo in, lathering easily, and rinsing the blood from his hair. Out of precaution, you give him a second wash too, making sure to get every inch of his horns. He groans once or twice when you use your nails to scratch along his scalp, not paying it much mind.
"The group that summoned me is a lot bigger than I thought." He starts, as you work conditioner into his hair.
"Some of them had been watching from cameras that night, and they'd seen everything happen." Billy continues to explain.
You take a deep breath to steady yourself.
"They know where you live, but they wouldn't dare try something, not with me here."
"Should we move? Just in case?" You ask. Your little apartment definitely wasn't the safest place to be, and if it made you feel safer, you wouldn't mind getting a place with better security on Billy's influence.
He thinks about it, and after a minute, he nods in agreement.
You think about what they could have seen- you, sobbing and bound, wearing your coat and nightdress, the way you'd tried to crawl away, the way Billy had looked, naked and shrouded in smoke.
What would they do if they managed to catch you? The thoughts were terrifying.
"Hey." He says, bumping his horn into your hand to get your attention.
He raises his head, and you gulp as he towers over you.
You know what he sees, your worried expression, you wonder if he can feel the nervous wriggle of your stomach, the way you're trying your hardest not to freak out.
"I-" You try to tell him that you'll be okay but the words won't come. You look away, avoiding his eyes.
"Mistress." Billy murmurs softly.
You look back at him, his hands raise to cup your face.
"You're safe, I promise you that you're safe."
You swallow, nodding.
A warm moment as he bumps his nose against yours, leaning in to place a soft kiss on your lips.
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NOW:
You're sitting on the bed patiently when he walks in. Though you were confident only moments before, you've gone shy now, with the realisation of what you're about to do.
Slowly, looking up at him you tug your shorts down your legs, letting him see the comfortable, white silk panties just below.
He moves closer, eyes still fixed on yours as your thumbs curl into the waistband of your underwear next.
He leans forward to stop you, his large hands covering yours, pulling them away.
"Why don't you lay back, and let me take care of everything?" Billy offers with a soft voice, and you nod, looking up at him.
You take a breath, scooching back on your bed, propping your head onto a stack of pillows that has you reclined at a 45 degree angle.
He gives you a warm look of approval, before reaching back to pull his shirt over his head.
His hair gets messy, and you fight the urge to right it, his horns poking through his hair.
You swallow, eyes trailing down his bare torso, carefully sculpted, beautifully carved, leading down to a small waist.
He's built a little like a swimmer, you think, defined in all the best places.
His knees touch the bed, you press your thighs together tightly as he crawls his way up to you. A predator in every sense of the word.
He hovers over you, large and imposing, with warm eyes and a gentle smile.
"Sure you want this?" He asks softly.
You struggle to open your mouth to speak, only able to nod eagerly.
"What are you going to do to me?" You whisper, watching his eyes dart down to your mouth.
He lets out a long sigh, eyes sparkling red for just a moment before he speaks.
"I'm gonna get you nice and naked." He breathes, "Gonna kiss your pretty skin until you're so relaxed under me that you can barely lift your head." He leans in to whisper the rest into your ear, his soft stubble scratching your skin gently, your core throbs in response to him.
"Then, I'll put my tongue on you. Lick that sweet cunt until you're crying, until you're not sure if you want to pull me closer or push me away."
He draws back so you can look into his eyes. There a place, set between your hip bones, that tingles deep inside of you.
"What about your fingers? Or your tail?" You ask.
"What about them?"
You swallow.
"A-are you going to use them on me?"
His smile grows into a grin.
"No." He murmurs, leaning forward to kiss the tip of your nose.
"If you want that, you're going to have to ask for it. I'm not going to fuck my tail into you without your consent." He says. The tail in question trails gently over your thigh.
Oh? Now he's concerned about your consent?
You nod in understanding, raising a hand to cup his cheek. He lets out a slow sigh, closing his eyes, savouring the feelings in his chest.
Your hand drifts, cupping the back of his neck and he opens his eyes to meet yours.
You pull him closer, you brace your other hand on the bed to push your face closer to his.
When your lips meet, it's surprisingly gentle, despite the fact that you can cut the desire in the room with a knife.
Your first kiss with Billy, your real first kiss and it's perfect, he doesn't treat it like a preamble to anything else, doesn't rush to pull at your clothes or feel your body while you're distracted. No, he cups your cheeks to keep you in place, no chance of you slipping away or breaking the kiss before he's ready.
He sighs against your mouth and you desperately take the opportunity, parting your lips to run your tongue over the seam of his.
He groans, his hands tighten on your face for just a second, before his mouth parts, eager to slip his tongue against yours.
You make a small sound of delight, his tongue just a little rougher than normal, tangling with yours in the best way, a sharing of your breaths that feels more intimate than anything else.
Your hand drifts higher, into his hair, all the way to the lovely dark horns sprouting from his head.
From the first graze of your fingertips against his horn, he lets out a long groan, the sound vibrates against your lips, desperate and brazen and begging you.
It's you that has to finally move, slipping your hand from his hair, grabbing one of his hands that cup your cheeks and guiding them down to the edge of your shirt.
His fingers curl around the fabric absentmindedly, moving only the way your hand guides.
You push his hand up one side, until the shirt can go as far as possible, and then you reach for the other side of your shirt.
He breaks the kiss finally when the shirt is tucked under your breasts, his other hand moves from your cheek to where your hand is, pulling your shirt up, and off your body.
The air kisses your cool skin and you can't help but shiver.
You're bare beneath it, and you watch Billy's eyes shine red, tucking the edge of his bottom lip into his mouth to bite down on it.
You reach up, smiling as you use your thumb to untuck his lip, leaning forward to bite down on it yourself.
The sound he makes is downright unhinged. You almost giggle and if you weren't nibbling on his bottom lip you definitely would.
He pulls back, letting his lip slip from between your teeth, pushing you until you fall back against the pillows with wide eyes.
He kisses your lips one last time, then the corner of your mouth, over your cheek, the edge of your jaw to the spot right below your ear.
"Let's not forget why we're here, Mistress," he says into your ear, his tongue slipping out to graze the shell of your ear. You gasp in surprise at the pleasurable feel, "My tongue."
How could you forget? It's not as if you could stop thinking about his tongue from the moment you licked over it a few nights ago.
He kisses down the column of your neck, before taking his time, licking all the way up.
God, that feels so nice, the ache between your legs can no longer be sated from being pressed together. You wriggle, and he leans back to give you the space you need to wrap your legs around his hips.
Your ankles lock behind his ass instinctively, and when he smiles, leaning back in to continue his exploration of your chest, you feel his stiff erection right against your centre.
You gasp, rocking your hips a little, chasing the feeling that grinding your clothed pussy against him gives you. You wriggle, whining when the pressure isn't exactly in the right spot, only to feel his tail, work its way between your thighs to press right against your clit.
You gasp, body arching at the pleasure that fills you. His tail making micro movements against the gusset of your panties, relieving the ache.
You relax, sighing as his tail sates you for the moment, his lips resuming their careful exploration, kissing over your chest, followed by the swipe of his tongue over your skin.
He gets to your breasts, kissing them softly, suckling the stiff bud of one breast between his lips before switching to the other.
He's so gentle, you feel a pull low in your stomach, begging him to just take you.
Fuck, if he was smaller, you'd be begging for him to try, but as of right now, you were still daunted by the size of the erection pressed against your thighs.
His hands push your breasts together and you groan, with his tail rubbing over your slit and his rough tongue dancing over your nipples and you feel just about ready to cum.
"Billlyyyy." You sing his name, he chuckles against the soft skin of your breast.
"Mistress," he murmurs, "I'd appreciate your patience while I explore your body. It's not every day that one gets to explore his willing charge."
You groan as his tongue snakes from your nipple to your neck.
"You're being mean." You gasp out, one hand drifting up into his hair.
"I know. Isn't it fun?"
You let out an exasperated breath.
He continues kissing over your skin eagerly.
You let the need take control of you, reaching up to grip one of his horns, you pull him up for an eager kiss, putting all your feverish need into it.
He makes a sound, one of surprise and disapproval of interrupting his exploration.
"Please, please, please." You murmur hotly against his mouth, licking over his lips and feeling his tail press more firmly down on your clit in response.
"Stop teasing me." You beg finally before pulling away.
"Or what?" Billy challenges and you finally understand how truly demonic he can be to you.
But maybe you had a little bit of torment inside you too.
"Or I'll get someone else to do it." You hit back.
When his eyes flash red this time, you know it's anger and not lust. His jaw clenches, he takes a sharp breath. He lets some of the anger out on his next exhale.
His eyes remain red, as his mouth turns up into a smile.
"You're adorable, mistress." He say, leaning in to speak right into your ear in a soft voice.
"But if you think I'd sit by and let another touch you, you're in for a surprise." He leans away, hands drifting down your body until they settle on the waistband of your underwear.
"Because you're mine. Just as much as I am yours."
With those final words, he tears your panties away from your skin.
You're not surprised by his actions, only complaining to him that they were your favourite pair, watching him smile up at you before leaning down to kiss your stomach.
His hands are firm on your skin, daring you to try and move. He grips your hips as his lips trail down your stomach and over your thighs. You let out a sharp cry when he grazes his teeth against your inner thigh, his tail moving to circle your other leg, holding you open for him.
You watch him, as his eyes land on your dripping centre. You watch the way his mouth parts, the way he runs his tongue against the edge of his teeth as he looks at you.
"Fuck." He says suddenly, and you can't help clenching at the low, guttural way the word leaves his lips.
You let out a shaky sigh.
"Please." You beg, voice trembling in desperation.
His eyes flit up to yours, eyes a dark red, barely noticeable, but yet still so distinct.
He doesn't speak, dropping his head to kiss your slit.
You let out a soft hum, enjoying the way his lips feel, and then making another sound of approval as you feel his tongue for the first time.
His first proper lick makes you gasp loudly. His tongue is just rough enough that you feel where every part of it rubs against you.
He's gentle as he licks you, and when he touches your clit, you cry out.
It almost feels like too much, and in the pleasure of it, you try to squeeze your legs closed, but you're unable to do so with his tail and his hand keeping your legs wide.
He presses his tongue flat on you, shifting his head slightly so that it feels good, but not nearly enough.
He groans, pulling back for a moment to speak.
"You taste so good, mistress, I could do this for hours."
His lips close around your clit for a brief moment, before he focuses the tip of his tongue right on that spot. You jerk in bliss, your thighs tremble.
"Billy. Billy. Please. Please." You beg.
With his tongue on your clit, you hear him let out a short laugh.
"Yes? Is there something you need?"
Fuck. How could he play with you at a time like this?
"You. Need you." You gasp.
"Me?"
Without thinking, you reach down and gently take one of his horns in your grip.
When he stops moving, you look down at him in concern that you make have crossed a line.
Instead, he looks at you with so much heat in his eyes that it floors you.
With half-lidded red eyes, he reaches for your other hand, wrapping it around his other horn.
"You better hold on, baby." He says, leaning down to continue licking you.
His slick tongue probes you, exploring your cunt in ways you've never felt before.
Your grip on his horns tighten when he starts licking into your entrance and over your clit at a steady pace. You let out a prolonged cry of his name, feeling your body tremble as the pleasure overtakes you.
He moans, the vibrations send tingles over your body, the wet sounds of his tongue on your cunt adding to the pleasure.
You hold his horns securely, back arching involuntarily as you feel your orgasm fast approaching.
Tears spill from the corner of your eyes. You pull on his horns to keep him close though you try to fight the sensations by attempting to close your legs. He doesn't let you, keeping you wide open for him instead.
His tongue speeds up, swiping over your clit repeatedly, he circles his tongue on you. You can't help the pitiful sob that leaves your mouth.
You cry his name, he doesn't stop.
You tremble violently when you cum. Your body spasms and shakes but you can't control any of it because you're too lost in the bliss to focus on anything else. Like molten lava spreading through your veins, sending scorching hot pleasure through your body, your clit throbbing as Billy continues to lick you softly through your orgasm.
You pant, struggling to catch your breath with the onslaught of bliss, absentmindedly realising that you've been gripping his horns harshly- you release them suddenly so that he can move away if he wants.
He doesn't budge, continuing to lap at your dripping pussy until you whine from the overstimulation.
His lips are shiny with your arousal, eyes like rubies as you watch his tongue swipe over his mouth.
You swallow, body tingling at the sight of him, aching for more.
"Can I-" Your voice cuts off, shocked at the absurdity of the question you were about to ask. More? You wanted more? How could you possibly ask him for more after he'd given you so much already?
"Mistress?" Billy asks curiously with a tilt of his head, his eyes reverting back to his natural dark hue.
"Nothing. It's nothing. Thank you Billy." You say, sitting up.
He reaches out to stop your movement, hands on your shoulders, thumbs circling your skin.
"Whatever it is, you can ask. I'm here to serve."
"That sounds awful." You say with an apologetic twist of your mouth.
He grins, leans down to place a soft kiss on your lips.
"Let me put it this way, if I didn't want to... I wouldn't."
You swallow, nodding.
"I want... more." You whisper, unable to meet his eyes.
"More?" He echoes.
You nod shyly.
He cups your face between his hands, angling you up to meet his eyes that have gone right back to their crimson colour.
"More of my tongue? Or something else?"
"T- tongue." You whisper so softly in hopes that he doesn't hear.
"Would you like to try sitting on my face?"
Your eyes widen.
"What?" You ask, perplexed, your body warming with the thought of sitting on his face, gripping his horns for leverage while he-
"I'll take that as a yes." He says suddenly, flipping you both until you're seated on his adonis belt. You gasp in surprise at the sudden movement, and then groan as your bare center rubs against him.
His hands smooth over your thighs, to grip your hips.
"Are you sure?" You ask him cautiously.
"I'm sure if you are." He agrees, and you don't hesitate any longer, shuffling your way up his body. When you lose your balance, he grips your hips tighter to hold you securely.
Billy is aching below you. He wants another taste badly, he's almost impatient to feel the weight of you on his face, the way you'll moan and buck your hips for him while he gets another taste of you.
He waits, he's calm through your hesitation, reassuring when you freeze.
"It's okay, I want this." He murmurs below you.
You take a slow breath in as you make contact with his face.
Billy groans below you.
"Oh shit-" You say, moving to raise off of him, "Did I hurt you-?"
He groans again, hands tightening on your hips to pull your weight back onto his face. You gasp when his lips seal around your clit, distracting you from your worries of crushing him.
"Oh fuck Billy." You cry.
His tongue is deliciously amazing, coarse and gentle, working into an eager pace. You can't help reaching down to grip his horns, a move that gets a moan of approval from the demon below you.
His tongue traces circles, careless patterns of pleasure that guides you into rocking against his face involuntarily, panting his name on each breath.
"So good Billy, please, I need you so bad." You praise, rolling your hips onto his rough tongue and feeling the dizzying pleasure take control of you. He's everything you've ever wanted, your deepest desire come to life and when he kisses your clit, you can't help jerking in surprise at being brought up to the edge so suddenly.
He doesn't stop, swirling his tongue, plunging it as deep into you as he can possibly get, hands gripping you tight so that you can't even think of pulling away.
When gripping his horns is not enough, you allow one hand to delve into his hair, tangling the strands between your fingers before tugging.
His hands squeeze down impossibility tighter and in the moment, you realise both your bodies are communicating the same thing; don't you dare pull away from me.
The thought alone is euphoric, that he's happy to be exactly where he is, and with a few more ruts of your clit against his tongue, your body tenses, muscles spasming as you cum hard for a second time.
You barely have any faculties left to help you stay upright. Your body relaxes without your permission, and you allow yourself a space for your body to hit the bed.
You try to extricate yourself  from him, but he only growls, grabbing your legs to spread them apart so that he can continue licking your pussy.
You let out a harsh cry, his tongue avoids your clit as best as possible, and you realise as an afterthought, that this is him cleaning you up just the way he did a few nights ago.
When he's done, he raises his head to find you looking at him with glassy eyes.
"Need you." You gasp out, and you keep your eyes on him as he crawls into the space beside you.
You bury your face into his warm skin, your body still sending wave after wave of pleasure down your spine.
His hand is soothing on your cheek, thumbing at the glistening tears there.
If you had any reservations about asking for what you wanted, it's completely gone from you now.
"Want your tail. You- you said you could- you said I just had to ask-"
"Shhhhh, easy, take a deep breath."
"No," you fight, "I need you now. I feel so empty Billy. I've never felt this empty before."
He lets out a slow breath.
"Okay, okay, I'll give you what you need."
You hum in appreciation, hooking one leg over his hip, spreading the other eagerly. Open thighs for your demon to fit his tail into you.
"I should open you up a little on my fingers." Billy suggests, and your impatience gets the better of you, but when you open your mouth to protest, you catch sight of his tail and pause. The widest part of his tail is about the width of three of your fingers, and you know it would hurt a little to take that much into you.
"Okay." You whisper, meeting his eyes, a little daunted by the acts you were about to undergo, yet too desperate to stop now.
His large hand covers your pussy, his middle finger makes contact with your entrance. Your breath freezes in your throat at the delicious sensation of him rubbing your entrance.
"If anything hurts, you stop me. Okay?"
You blink, eagerly nodding your head.
He gets his finger nice and wet with the abundance of your arousal before he sinks his first knuckle into you. You gasp in a deep breath, tilting your hips up in a silent beg for more.
Billy is meticulous, careful, as he works his middle finger right into you, you barely feel any pain at all.
When he reaches all the way in, and you can feel him so impossibly deep inside of you, he pauses.
"How does that feel?" He asks, eyes trained on you. You turn to look at him, desperate eyes on his warm ones.
"Feels s'good."
"Yeah? What about when I move like this?" He asks, bringing his lone finger out and then pushing it slowly back into you.
You cry out, head falling back, eyes squeezed shut. He doesn't stop his slow movements, and you find yourself rocking your hips in time to his movements.
"It's not enough." You whine, "I need more."
"Okay, this may pinch a little bit, take a deep breath for me."
You do as he says, and in the exhale, two of his fingers probe your entrance.
He's right, two of his fingers pushing into you does pinch, and when you gasp in pain, his hand freezes.
"I'll stop." He says, beginning to withdraw his fingers from you.
"No please," you beg, "I need it, please Billy, I want to."
You hear his gulp, and feel as his two fingers attempt to push into you once more.
This time, he takes it even slower, allowing his fingers time to get wet with your arousal, before fucking them into you. You whimper, desperate and eager for the feel of his fingers. It makes you feel so full, in a way you've never felt before.
"I'm gonna open you up on my fingers." He whispers hotly in your ear, his voice sending shivers of bliss down your naked body.
"I'm going to stretch my mistress' tight cunt, until I can fit my tail in. Can you guess what I'll do next?"
You gasp, turning to look into his vermillion eyes, unable to say a word as his fingers do just as he says.
"That's right. I'm going to fuck you with my tail. Make you cum on it, maybe I'll make you clean your own cum off of my tail, kiss you so that I get the taste."
You squeeze your eyes shut.
"Maybe I'll flip you on your stomach and fuck my tail into you from behind. Maybe I can keep you stuffed full with it. Give you an idea of what my cock could be like."
Your breath hitches, you writhe beside him.
"I think you're ready for it." He whispers in your ear, and you think you are too.
He withdraws his fingers, and then something too familiar is working its way in.
Incoherent, your mouth opens wide to take in more air. His tail feels different than his fingers, thinner at the top, and only a little wider at the base. You clench around him eagerly, hearing him groan as he pumps his tail into you.
"I can't tell you how much I think about this. How often I've touched myself to the thought of being inside you." Tears spill onto your cheeks, you realise that you can feel the rough bumps on his tail rubbing against your inner walls, amping up your pleasure.
He starts slowly, but when he feels how eager you are, his pace increases.
You sob more, unable to form a single thought in your head past the pleasure if you tried.
You reach for him, grabbing onto the first thing you can reach- his wrist- and squeezing tight.
Billy leans closer, so that his lips brush your ear.
"I know, I know it feels so good. I can feel your pleasure- did you know? I can feel how mindless you are. It's a good thing you don't need to think. All you need to do is cum."
Your nails claw into his skin, he chuckles, his thrusts growing harsher.
He readjust his angle slightly, and a sound of pure bliss leaves your mouth.
"You feel so good, and you taste even better and you're all mine, mistress."
Your breath stutters in your throat, his tail slows it's pace, prolonging your pleasure, sliping in and out of you so calmly now, still touching every desperate part of you.
He reaches up, his fingers sinking into the pliant skin of your jaw, and tilting your head so that you can look into his eyes.
More tears leak down your face, as his tail continues to take its time fucking into you so sweetly. The pleasure burns inside you, scorching hot and sears ecstasy into your mind until you can think of nothing else but him.
He looks down at you, drinking in your expressions, feeling your pleasure in the back of his head like a light going off- some big realisation happening inside of him as he gives you what you crave.
"In truth," Billy utters, "I want to own you."
He feels you clench around his tail.
Your breath stutters.
"I've found myself tied to you for a very long time. I'm at your mercy. At your service. Anything you want, I provide- and the concept of it makes me so fucking angry."
You blink, trying to focus.
"Bill-" You start to say but his palm swiftly covers your mouth, and you huff through your nose, raising a hand to cup his, not attempting to pull him away just yet.
"Not angry at you, angry at the entire system that put me here in the first place." He looks away, and after a few moments he confesses, "You're the one thing that's good about this."
He looks at you again, and then leans in, moving his hand out of the way so that he can press his lips to yours. His tail stills inside of you, pressing in deeply, you try to focus- to return his kiss- but when his tail shifts upward, you let out a sharp cry against his lips as he touches an incredibly sensitive spot inside of you.
Your body shakes, your eyes widen in shock.
"There it is." He says, as if he was looking for this spot inside of you all along.
Too desperate for the pleasure, you open your mouth to speak.
"If it's ownership you want, then it's yours." You say, watching his eyes flash bright red for a second.
"Own me."
A low sound leaves his chest, and then his mouth is on yours again, and his tail begins to fuck you earnestly.
You cry out against his lips, and he takes the opportunity to delve his rough tongue into your mouth. Your breath catches, feeling absolutely consumed by him, fucked by his tail, invaded with his tongue until there's nothing left that you wouldn't give.
"Prove to me that I own you," he murmurs against your lips, "and cum for me."
You nod eagerly, as his tail moves faster. He dips his head to lick against your neck, one hand trailing down to press one of your peaked nipples between his thumb and forefinger.
You shudder. Your body no longer feels like yours- only a toy for him to manipulate whichever way he likes.
A loud sound breaks past your throat, you tilt your neck to give him more place to work. His lips continue to suck and torment at your shoulder, until you feel the pleasure of his touch grow to be too much for your body to contain.
You entire body pulls taut, one hand grips the sheets, the other holds his wrist, your breath lingers in your chest as you stop breathing.
Your back arches off the bed when you come.
It's like some large explosion going off in your head, your vision goes white, pleasure sparks down your spine, and your very thinking unspools as your orgasm moves through you.
You're gone for a moment, floating somewhere very far away, unable to get back to your body no matter how hard you try.
"Shhh, relax, mistress, I've got you." You hear him say, and you allow yourself to float peacefully, with the knowledge that you're cared for above all else.
When you come to, you're pressed tightly against him. You take a deep breath, your vision swims for a moment before it focuses. His tail, now clean, is wrapped around your thigh, you cunt tingles and aches, throbs in bliss at being used so well.
"How long was I out?" You ask him.
"Couple of minutes, that's normal." He says in an attempt to reassure you.
"How did you- I've never... come that hard before."
Billy hums in acknowledgement.
"You should expect a lot more of that." He says, and you feel your body pulse with excitement.
Your limbs feel heavy, your breathing slows, calmed by his closeness.
"I didn't make you cum." You say after a few moments, feeling his hot erection through his clothes, pressing against your thighs.
"That's alright, it'll go away."
You frown.
"That's not what I want." You challenge.
"No?" He asks.
You fight the exhaustion, sitting up, and turning to look at him.
"No." You say, leaning down to kiss him.
He hums against your mouth, and then stiffens in surprise when your hand drifts downward to cup his straining erection.
"Want you in my mouth." You say decisively, reaching for the button of his pants to undo it.
You get his pants off with only a little difficulty, and then tug his boxers off too. He doesn't do much more than shift his hips when necessary, to get them off.
And then it's just you and his cock.
Big... too big.
He'd never fit all the way in your mouth, you may have to use your hands like you've seen in porn, but you're determined, eager to feel him come undone below you.
You pause, looking up at him. He looks flushed, propped up on his elbows to get a better look at you, eyes and cheeks tinted red until you're sure he's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. Even his chest is coloured with an undertone of pink, flushed and eager for you.
Precum dribbles from the head of his cock, large and mouthwatering and before you lose your nerve, you lean forward.
He hisses when your tongue makes contact with the tip of his cock. Salty precum coats your tongue, your eyes meet his as you savour his taste.
His lips are parted, the sheets clenched in his fists on either side of his body. You smile at his reaction, leaning down to kiss his cock.
He groans, low and primal and you get the idea that he's barely contained, ready to rip at the seams at any given moment.
You think about all the amazing things he's done for you, and you don't hesitate to suck the smooth tip of his cock into your mouth.
He fills your mouth easily, you press lower until you're at your comfort limit. You can hear his shallow breathing above you.
With a new thought in mind, you raise your head.
He looks at you, and you look at him, and before he can utter a word of question, you reach for his hand, gently running your fingertips over his clenched fists before pulling at his wrist.
He releases the sheets and allows you to pull his hand up until his hand is cupping the back of your head.
"Can you help me?" You ask softly, and his eyelids fluttering while he blinks is the only indication that he's heard you.
You give him a gentle smile, sinking lower once more.
It's slow and deliciously sinful, he keeps a steady hand on the back of your head while you suck his cock, enjoying the delightful sounds he makes.
When you feel confident enough, you wrap your free hand around his cock and begin stroking him to the slow pace of your mouth.
"Fuck, you're so good at this- I don't deserve it." You hear him say, which makes you raise your head to speak.
"Of course you deserve it, Billy, you're such a good demon for me."
He closes his eyes with a groan, and you let out a breathy laugh, dropping your head once more.
You keep going slowly enough, until your jaw starts to ache, something you hadn't realised would happen.
You do your very best to ignore the ache, trying to focus only on the taste of his veined cock and smooth tip.
You begin to move faster, keeping the pace of your hand in time so that you can pleasure as much of his shaft as possible.
"You're amazing mistress, fuck."
Billy's head tips back, gasping for air as pleasure assails his senses. Your mouth on his cock had been everything he'd ever dreamed of and hoped for. The inside of your mouth was soft and hot and your tongue- holy fuck your tongue was going to kill him.
Worst of all was when you took him a little too deep and you gagged a little around the head of his cock. He could feel your throat contract around him, it had made him feral to own you. He'd resisted thoughts of gripping your head and fucking your mouth, saving the filthy thought for later, knowing that he'd get everything he wanted in time.
Billy's eyes roll back in his head, he's so close, all because of you, and your sweet smiles and your perfect mouth and he couldn't get enough of you if he tried.
"Close." Is all he can find the strength to say, and then he feels your efforts double down.
He groans when he feels you speed up, and you're desperate and eager to feel him explode in your mouth that you hyperfocus only on his cock.
You feel his abdomen tighten, and the muscles on his thighs contract, his hand holds fast to the back of your head.
There's a low groan, and you take his cock all the way into your mouth as he comes.
You squeeze your eyes shut, trying to make yourself as comfortable as possible as waves of his cum flood your mouth.
You swallow as much of it as you can, but inevitably, some slips out of your mouth.
You pull up with a gasp when his cock stops pulsing, looking up at him and finding his head tilted back, his chest heaving.
You can feel something warm settle in your head, a fog that relaxes you, soothes your soul, and you can't help the need to clean all of his cum.
You take your time, licking his shaft, seeing him raise his head to look at you in surprise as you begin cleaning him up. His cock hasn't softened at all, and you moan in delight, swirling your tongue over his tip to catch the last bits of his cum.
"I think I love the way you taste." You murmur, looking up at him with hooded eyes. He takes your chin into his palm, tilting your head up to look into his eyes.
"Are you okay?" He asks softly, his eyebrows drawing together in concern.
"Yes. Your cock is massive and delicious." You try to explain.
He sighs, tilting your head from side to side, examining something you can't see.
"Your pupils are blown wide." He comments, concern lacing his voice.
"Can I kiss you? Are you one of those guys that doesn't like to be kissed after a girl sucks you off?" You ask as if he hasn't spoken.
The corner of his mouth twitches, amused.
"You can kiss me anytime you please, mistress."
"Yay!" You cheer, leaning up to press your lips to his.
You moan into his mouth, kissing him softly, savouring the way your naked body feels sliding against his.
"I'm not afraid of you." You whisper aloud in realisation, that this is probably the most intimate you've ever been with another person and having him here didn't scare you. You knew he wouldn't try anything, or force you in any way, that you could just be you, without needing to guard yourself from him.
His hands trace your spine, squeezing gently at your body when the exhaustion finally hits.
You huff out a sigh, tucking your head into the crook of his neck, rubbing your cheek against his stubble every now and then.
You head is still hazey, and you're not too sure why, but you don't focus on it at all.
"Your cum tastes amazing," you mumble sleepily to Billy, who has tilted back on the bed to allow you to rest on his chest while you drift off.
"So you've said." He hums.
"I need to taste you again when I wake up." You sigh against his chest, feeling his hand pause for a moment while rubbing your back, only resuming his soft motions when you make a sound of complaint.
You lick your lips, feeling his tail wiggle it's way to wrap around your thigh, smiling softly as sleep overtakes you.
Billy had never had a mistress before, definitely not one he was attracted to. Yet he had the sneaking suspicion that his cum had drugged you in some way. No one had mentioned that being possible, and he racked his brain to remember the last time he'd been sucked off.
Nothing came to mind.
Had the last time he'd been treated this way really been when he was alive?
He swallows, figuring that eternal damnation definitely didn't intend to come with blowjobs this good.
You shift in your sleep, muttering about peaches, your breasts are fitted snugly against him, and he sighs in bliss. He can feel the soreness in your jaw through his bond, and he rubs your jaw softly, his fingertips glowing purple as he soothes your ache. The ache you had from sucking his cock.
He pauses, thinking for a second that he should have left your jaw sore- a reminder to you that you had him in your mouth, but then guilt fills him- he didn't want you in any pain.
Billy blinks, wondering about his feelings, and not surprised at the conclusions he comes to about himself.
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flurrys-creativity · 18 days
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Holiday Punch
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Pairing: Lee Hajoon (The Rose) x GN!Reader; Genre: established relationship, fluff, garage band au, suggestive; Rating: sfw, NC-17; Warnings: teasing, some empty threats, kissing, hints leading to more; Wordcount: 685
Summary: As the rest of the band decided to skip band practice, Hajoon needs to find a way to calm you down again.
A/N: Since I went to their concert twice and this man just gets to me, I simply had to write him for this round of Tipsy Drabbles.
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You paced around the garage as you stared at your phone and waited for new messages to pop up in your group chat.
As time passed and none of your band members answered your message, you got more and more frustrated. This holiday all of you were supposed to meet and practise for a stage but somehow none of them showed up yet.
You groaned in annoyance, wanting to throw your phone or do something equally stupid. You took several deep breaths, forcing yourself to calm down as you sat down behind the drums. 
“Oh? We’re changing instruments today?”
The sudden voice behind you made you jump in your seat before you turned around with a scowl. 
Hajoon raised his hands, showing his palms, with a soft chuckle. He leaned against the door frame with his shoulder, his eyes crinkling ever so slightly in amusement.
You crossed your arms in front of your chest, still with a prominent frown on your features. Yet, you didn’t really know what to say. You wanted to be mad at him for being late, you wanted to scold him and be all fussy about it but the second your eyes landed on him, your brain turned into mush.
Hajoon raised one eyebrow, still waiting on an answer before he turned his head to look at the microphone stand in the front.
Your eyes immediately zeroed in on his sharp jawline, making you tense your own jaw.
“Well, I don’t mind being the front singer today”, Hajoon then said, turning back to you with a teasing grin, “but I don’t know how well you’ll be doing at the drums.”
You narrowed your eyes to a glare. “I might not know how to hit the drums in a rhythm but I still know how to punch you.”
Hajoon chuckled again and pushed himself away from the door, walking over to you - despite the threat of being punched. “Let me show you how to get rid of all your pent up frustration.”
Your breath hitched as your mind immediately wandered to something else.
Again Hajoon raised one eyebrow upon noticing your reaction, a smirk playing over his lips. He stopped right behind you and leaned down to your ear. “Not what I thought of, but I’m not opposed to it either.” His breath fanned over your bare neck as he spoke, making you shiver involuntarily.
You pressed your thighs together, a desperate attempt of taking control over your mind again. Though when you turned your head and your nose brushed along Hajoon’s cheek, the last ounce of control just slipped through your fingers.
“I still wanna punch you”, you exhaled shakily.
Hajoon snickered and shook his head ever so slightly. “Do it with your lips then.” He grinned and tapped with a finger against his cheek.
You narrowed your eyes again and instinctively raised your hand to hit him half-heartedly on the chest, trying to downplay your little grin when Hajoon gasped in mock offence. “I really can’t stand you sometimes.”
“You can always just sit on my lap then.” Hajoon laughed and stepped back, avoiding another hit to his chest. He caught your hand in mid-air and pulled you up into his embrace. “Violent, aren’t we?” Hajoon cupped your cheek, letting his thumb draw soft circles over your skin.
“Only ‘cause you’re teasing me.” You pouted and avoided eye contact. 
Hajoon hummed lowly before he leaned down to kiss you. His lips brushed against yours, hesitating for just a split second in case you wanted to pull away. “I only do it ‘cause I love you so much.”
“Now you’re getting cheesy and my urge to punch you spiked up”, you giggled as you grabbed his shirt and pulled him even closer to you - crossing the distance between you and sealing the kiss.
Your missing band members were long forgotten as the two of you deepened the kiss, losing yourselves in the building desire. 
Both of you silently agreed then and there band practice would get cancelled, instead wanting to focus on exploring each other in more ways than just kissing.
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achaotichuman · 3 months
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Part 4 because I'm super nice like that
Back in his restraints, Tamlin’s body burned with more need than ever before. It had been ages since they’d tied him back up here and left. Tamlin’s only sense of time was the steady drip drip of his blood as it fell to the ground and hissed. His entire body ached, no part more so than his cock, and he couldn’t get the images out of his mind. Lucien tying him up, Elain forming that collar on him, Lucien biting him, Tamlin’s hands on each of their legs before Lucien stopped him from touching further. He began to worry they’d never come back, but finally they strolled back in, dressed immaculately in clothing fit for a ruling couple. A very familiar crown sat on Lucien’s head. “Yes,” Lucien replied to Tamlin’s unspoken question. “We were just crowned High Lord and Lady. We’ve sent out notices to Summer to start migrating back into Spring. Everyone thinks you’re dead. But you will be soon, anyhow, won’t you?” Tamlin knew better than to answer. Lucien smiled viciously at his utter obedience before saying, “Speak.” “Yes,” he gasped. “Yes, I will be dead soon. So, I ask for one parting gift from you. Please.” Lucien casually slung an arm across Elain’s shoulders, staring Tamlin down coolly. “Yes?” Tamlin shuddered, then got out, “Touch me. Please.” Lucien turned to his wife and ruling lady with amusement. “Did you hear that, Elain? He’s so touch starved he wants us to touch him before he inevitably dies.” Elain laughed lightly. “What do you think, husband? Should we fulfill his last wish?” Lucien tapped a finger to his lips as if he were thinking, and Tamlin was torn between wishing that finger was his own and wanting to suck Lucien’s finger into his mouth. “Well, I’m a benevolent male, so I’d be willing to grant him one last gift before he dies. But only on one condition.” Lucien slowly walked up to Tamlin, savoring the way every step closer made Tamlin more and more desperate. Then he gripped his chin, fingers digging against Tamlin’s cheeks. “One more piece of your power. Not for me,” Lucien said. He turned to Elain. “But for her.” Lucien began to glow like he was the god of the Sun. “Recognize this light, Tam?” Lucien asked seductively as Tamlin gritted his teeth to draw out one more orb of power. “It’s Helion’s light. I’m his son, you see. Have you ever wondered how hot someone could get with both fire and sunlight running through their veins?” Tamlin finally produced the orb, and Lucien nodded at Elain to step forward and take it. Tamlin’s hand dwarfed Elain’s by quite a large margin, her hand unexpectedly rough as it brushed against his. Tamlin found himself stroking his thumb across her hand, unable to resist the urge to touch her-                         Quick as lightning, Lucien’s hand darted to Tamlin’s forearm, fingers digging in. Tamlin hissed as Lucien’s touch heated up, and he dropped Elain’s hand, staring at the brand marks as Lucien released him. “I didn’t give you permission to touch her,” Lucien said in a low and dangerous voice, and Tamlin heard Elain suck in a breath: she was just as aroused as him. Then Lucien turned to Elain. “Let us yield to our beast and conquer him together.” Elain smiled flirtatiously at Lucien. “It would be my pleasure.” Tamlin stared at them in awe as Lucien transformed into an enormous dark red creature with gold spikes all across his back, his eyes the same shade, and wings so large that they would span the length of the stables if he stretched them. He snarled and fire blew out from his mouth. A dragon. Beside him, Elain had also transformed. She had a head disproportionate to the size of her body, with long white wings as graceful as a dove’s. But it was the inquisitive eyes that gave her away: her beast form was a gigantic owl. And all of a sudden, Tamlin knew why Lucien had wanted Tamlin’s orb of power.
OOOOHHHHHH
High lord dragon form???? LUCIEN TURNNG INTO A DRAGON??? LUCIEN BEING A RED HEAD WHO TURNS INTO A DRAGON????
Sorry I have an original story with a POC red headed male character who turns into a dragon so LUCIEN MADE ME EXPLODE.
Tamlin is so desperate, my wet pathetic man, I love him so much. He’s gonna die and its gonna be painful but he also got tortured by Lucien so he’s gotta be happy about this.
You’re an amazing writer, with an amazing talent, and I love every word of this.
GIVE ME MORE.
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c3rnunnos · 1 year
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some portraits of morrigan and nemo. some info on them under the cut
Morrigan Ite Cohen is my Choir scholar oc. they’re... something. i usually refer to them as pathetic, slimy, generally unpleasant, and they can usually be found doing really neat stuff like munching on pieces of ebrietas, delving deep into nightmares and dreams in the hopes of talking (read: eating) whatever great one hides in there, and their goal in life is to consume and ascend. they think of themselves as a chrysalis, and they want to bloom into something beautiful like the god of the sea they saw so long ago. they are... awfully close to their goal too. they are someone that had no setbacks in life ever (aside from maybe being distant from their family on an emotional level), and proceeded to make everything worse for the people around them. from taking parasites from the hunter’s nightmare and using corpses, living patients and even themselves as a breeding ground for the horrid vermin, to eating the corpses of hunters who stopped dreaming, they truly aimed for the stars and became unbearable to their coworkers. fun fact: the scars on their face are not scars. they can open up and show the eyes on the inside. they tend to bleed the black substance that now makes up a majority of morrigan’s insides. fun fact 2: their hair is a mess of tangles cause they tend to braid sections of it when thinking. the only way to salvage it would be to cut it real short. fun fact 3: they used to be the shortest of my ocs. now theyre in the medium section exclusively cause a tall lanky bastard fit the vibe more than a littol creacher. as i made them worse and more evil, they got taller.
Nemo Heliwr is my White Church Hunter/Good Hunter oc. they were a church foundling, even if they were older than usual when the church finally managed to get them. they underwent a childhood as the object of admiration of a cult, and were made so that one day they may birth the child of a great one; their own mother didnt give them a name, for they were but a passing conduit. they instead told them to hold onto a name, so that they may give it to their child. eventually, as the cult started to get hunted down for their heretical actions, their mother abandoned them with nothing but the clothes on their back, a lifetime of terror regarding the church and the hunters, and a promise to fulfill their purpose. unfortunately for those lunatics, they spent a childhood and adolescence braving the streets of yharnam and scrapping with dogs, beasts and huntsmen, up until they got picked up by a rather concerned Holy Blade. after that, after being offered kindness for the first time in many years, after being offered a place to sleep and good food to eat, education, and a good way to get those violent urges of theirs out... they did their best to keep Yharnam clean. then, everything went to hell, and they traded that secret old name for oblivion; they were awoken on the night of the hunt, the city in a frenzy and beasts running free, old friends dead and gone, and they got to work. Nemo cannot escape their past - they cannot escape the dream, the hunt, and what they were made to do. they may not have conceived the child of a great one, but in the end they did ascend and take that old name for themselves. fun fact: Heliwr is simply welsh for hunter, and Nemo means no one. since they had no name or surname, they were given something rather ironic by ludwig. fun fact 2: the scars on their face are nothing compared to the scars hidden by their bandana and hood. they were mauled by a dog when they were a child, and survived by miracle. fun fact 3: their eyes are just like that. kinda weird to look at.
i like drawing them together cause they are kind of opposites in my mind, ya know? morrigan, so openly pathetic and disgusting, with no regard for their appearance or the feelings of others as they desperately try to become something more VS nemo, always guarded and hiding their fear and anger under a facade of coldness, unblinking and violent, trying desperately to avoid the destiny lain before them. i have a small confrontation between them written down, and it’s always a pleasure to break down nemo in front of that depravity. plus, since they knew each other (morrigan taught them how to read and write and anything required for them to be a functional member of society)... ah, pain.
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spikybanana · 2 years
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@wolfstarmicrofic - prompt: climb - kinda angsty, cw misunderstandings, etc. [once upon a green haze]: masterpost
I know how it sounds, but you
are everything I am, was, and will be
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Days were flying by again. Days paved with kisses and an intimacy that left Sirius breathless every time. Days waking up to Remus pressing lips into his collarbone, days dazing under the canopy teasing with the magic that matured and ripened in his chest. They read together, from Remus’ conundrum of a bookshelf, nominally looking for anything that piqued Sirius’ memory, but more as a reason to tangle their limbs in a corner of Remus’ room, by the run-down walls on the top of that hill. They spent nights laying by the bank of the river, with the aimless exercise of counting stars getting lost then starting again, only to feel their bodies laid out next to each other, hidden in long grass but bare to the broad sky.
But it wasn’t as light as it used to be. Sirius couldn’t help but think that, ever since the move and Hope’s visit, something has changed. Besides his magic, there was a restlessness that wanted to grow heavier as it tried to climb up the inside of his ribs. Something’s coming, something inevitable, he thought maybe it’s himself returning to him. 
Remus must have caught on, too, the way his hands squeezed around Sirius’ when his mind conjured yet another vision of the city. His eyes would grow more urgent, frantic, every time he looked at Sirius. The tide of their bodies grew rougher, desperate, swimming away from the crashing waves of time running out. They meld themselves into each other until they barely felt like two separate people. Sirius thought he was seeing London through Remus’ eyes, and he’d wonder, when Remus’ magic at times flared up and grew sharper, whether he was seeing Sirius in his mind, too. 
And yet— Remus was drawing away, his magic recoiling, under some strange self-concocted urging of guilt. Maybe for how Remus knew more about their past than him, maybe for the attack on the village that was to come. All Sirius knew was how it left him feeling stranded, missing the simpler sweetness of their earlier days. He feared that the threads that had held fast between them were splintering like wine on the brink of ageing badly. He feared, that this was happening because of the dark thing that loomed closer and closer. And that something dark was himself. 
Sirius wanted to ask about how they were together in another time, another world, hoping to draw out some teasing banter, even if at his own expense. But Remus had grown so tense and sensitive whenever London was brought up and Sirius was left so wholly bewildered. They never found real words to speak about any of this. Words hadn’t even been needed. 
“Did I hurt you?” Sirius eventually asked, one day.
Remus suddenly could find no voice, his expression shuttered. “I’m sorry.” he turned away, breathing deeply, “give me a minute.” 
Sirius thought back to when they first met, how shocked Remus seemed when he saw him, how broken up he was by the very sight of Sirius. And he couldn’t stop wondering— what happened? Who had Sirius been to Remus, that would leave him like this? All the horrible possibilities grew and ramified inside his mind, and in that moment, Sirius despised whoever he’d been. 
“What if I don’t want my memories back?” Sirius bit out.
“You don’t mean that.” Remus said, not looking at him.
“Can you hate someone who you were?”
“It’s— it’s not who you were, Sirius.” Remus looked out the window absently. There was a gap between them. “It’s who you’re going to be, there’s no way to change this.”
Sirius grew angry then. “Will you stop? Why don’t you stop saying that to me?” his voice raised without him intending it, “Will you stop implying that I’m a horrible person just because I was one? What is your point in insulting me in every single cryptic thing you say?”
Remus snapped around, looking entirely caught off-guard. “That’s not what I mean at all.” Remus muttered, “I promise— you are a good person. You were a good person, will be a good person. I’m sorry I haven’t said that already.”
“What did I do to you?” Sirius felt cruel even asking. 
“Nothing. You did nothing wrong.” Remus was saying immediately, but Sirius could tell he was still holding back. There was a stinging in Sirius’ eyes.
Indignation poured forth from his chest, but even stronger was the incessant yearning to hold, the loss of not being close to Remus for even a moment. He deflated. “Let me take care of you, alright?” he said, defeated, half-pleading. “Just for now. You don’t have to be scared of me like this.”
He folded Remus into his arms, who, despite initial protests, grew soft and pliant. He closed his eyes, leaned his head back tiredly against Sirius’ shoulder. “You already have.” he said quietly, “I know you can’t possibly know, but, you’ve already been taking care of me, Sirius.”
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titanicsimp · 3 years
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Mine, his, ours
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Pairing: Zeke Yeager x Female!reader/Porco Galliard x reader/Reiner Braun x reader
Genres: Smut
Warnings: Sexual content including; gangbang, vaginal and anal sex, oral, cockwarming, creampies, fingering, double and triple penetration.
Summary: Zeke asks you to join him during a meeting with Porco and Reiner, but you never imagined he did so to tease you in front of them.
A/N: Shoutout to @pandorasbox126 for letting me spitball this idea to her 😌 like two weeks ago already but still
The Warriors meetings were usually a private affair, reserved only for its members, but you had just been invited.
It had surprised you when Zeke told you he would like you to come along with him to the meeting later that day. You had been going out with him for over half a year, and you had never been to one. You of course had accepted, excited to get closer to the others.
The building was almost completely cleared up when you arrived. You didn’t think anything odd of it, it was quite late after all. The Warriors had a busy schedule so late night meetings had happened once or twice before if you recalled correctly.
Zeke gives you a smile as you approach, greeting you excitedly. “There you are. Come on, the others are already waiting.” He tells you and throws an arm over your shoulder.
You glance around the empty hallways curiously as he leads you to the meeting room. It’s all pretty plain and clean, you aren’t sure what else you expected.
When you and Zeke stand outside of the door, you stop him from opening it.
“Anything I should know before we enter?” You ask him nervously, glancing up at him.
His hand on your shoulder squeezes you reassuringly. “Remember to relax.”
You nod and enter the meeting room with Zeke. Reiner and Porco are indeed already waiting, sitting on the couch that’s on the left of the big oak table in the middle.
You give them a bright smile and wave. “Hello guys.”
They both greet you back. You notice that even though they are acting nonchalantly like usual, their eyes seem to drift over you eagerly. No way, you think to yourself, you are mistaking.
Zeke pulls out a chair for you on the right side of the table and you happily sit down. He takes a seat next to you, giving you a tiny smile before he turns his attention to the rest of the Warriors.
You suddenly realize that you are missing someone. “Uhm, is Pieck not coming?”
Porco leans his arm over the backrest of the couch. “Nope. She’s not feeling well or something.”
You nod your head. Even they get sick now and then you suppose.
Silence falls over the room before Zeke clears his throat. “So, what’s on the agenda today?”
“Whether we should let Braun be eaten already.” Porco says, a grin on his face.
Reiner shakes his head, crossing his arms. “Shut up, Galliard.”
He looks at you. “We are discussing defense.”
You give Reiner a appreciative smile. Fuck though, you don’t know shit about that.
As the three of them start going over defense tactics and possible adjustments, you start feeling lost. You fiddle with your hands in your lap, grateful that Porco and Reiner can’t see your nerves.
Zeke puts a hand over yours, and you glance at him. He’s continuing their talk, but his fingers stroke over yours. He must have noticed that you were nervous.
You relax under your boyfriend’s touch, and you lean back a bit in your chair. When your fingers stop fiddling he moves his hand away from yours and instead lays it on your thigh.
You swallow as Zeke softly squeezes and strokes over your thigh through your skirt.
Reiner and Porco start arguing about something, and Zeke grabs the opportunity to lean over and whisper in your ear. “I wonder what you’re wearing underneath this.”
His hand slides up your thigh and strokes over your panties. You clench your legs together and give him a shocked look. The others are right there!
Zeke’s smirk speaks volumes. He’s more than aware that they are present.
Your face heats up as his fingers continue to stroke up and down your mount, teasing you to open your legs for him.
Reluctantly, but too curious not to, you spread your legs slightly. Zeke pushes up your skirt till he can reach your panties. Two of his fingers slide over your clothed sex, and you jump slightly in surprise of how far he is actually going.
“Are you okay?”
Your attention is drawn back to Reiner and Porco, who seized their arguing and are looking directly at you.
“Yes! Sorry, I’m just a bit tired I suppose.” You lie.
As their eyes glide over you in an assessing manner, your heart beats rapidly in your chest. It feels so dirty to have them look at you right now, especially as Zeke takes it a step further and sticks his hand into your panties.
You grind your teeth together, doing your best to tuck away any expressions or noises that will give you away.
“So, what’s your conclusion?” Zeke asks, forcing the others back to the subject as his fingers seek out the wetness he just created.
You sigh in relief as both Reiner and Porco lay down a conclusion, which still conflicts with each other. They’ll be busy a bit more, which you’ll need.
Zeke glances at you from the corner of his eye, a smirk on his face as his fingers find your entrance, and after stroking over it a few times, he enters you. Your hands grip onto the edges of your seat as his fingers stretch you out.
You feel embarrassed but at the same time thrilled about doing this so publicly. His fingers move in and out of you slowly and he draws his fingertips exactly against the spots he knows you like.
Reiner gives up and settles, bringing his and Porco’s argument to an end. Your walls clench around Zeke’s fingers when both look at you again. You avoid making eye contact. Gods, it’s so embarrassing to admit, but you’re scared you may cum if you do.
You had found Reiner and Porco attractive since the first time you had met the Warriors, so their gazes definitely have you heated.
Zeke’s fingers speed up and you grab onto his arm in response. He’s going too fast, doing too much, you won’t be able to keep quiet if he goes on.
You squeeze his arm tightly, but he pays it no attention. He chats on like nothings going on, the only thing betraying him the bulge in his pants that only you can see.
A soft moan slips from your lips when he starts curling his fingers inside of you, right against the spot that always has you cumming. You quickly cough to cover it up, but as you catch a glimpse of Reiner’s and Porco’s faces, you realize you might be busted.
You glance desperately at Zeke and tug at his sleeve. You are so close to cumming, he really needs to stop.
“Uhh Z-zeke? Sorry to interrupt but I forgot something at home, it’s pretty important.” You say and do your best to keep your voice steady.
It didn’t sound convincing at all, and Zeke shrugs it off. “I’m sure it’s fine, the meeting’s almost over.”
You bite the inside of your cheek, his fingers still moving inside you without remorse. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Focus, you tell yourself. You have to focus on not cumming.
When you glance around the room, your gaze accidentally meets Reiner’s. There’s a clear flush around his nose and cheeks, and the dark look of lust in his eyes confirms that he knows what you are doing. Seeing him like that pushes you over the edge, and you gasp as you cum around Zeke’s fingers.
You grab and claw at Zeke’s sleeve, still trying to cover your actions but tiny moans pathetically spill from your lips.
When realizing that you were still looking at Reiner while you came, you quickly avert your eyes to the floor. Your body feels like it’s on fire, a potent mix of embarrassment and lust setting it ablaze.
Even as you hear them say your name, you don’t dare look up. How can you face Reiner and Porco after this?!
Zeke’s hand leaves your panties and he grabs your face with the other. He takes in your flustered expression with a smile.
You can’t believe your eyes when he leisurely licks off his fingers, groaning at the taste of you.
You glance at the others in absolute shock, finding them both with lust-stricken smiles themselves.
“You did good, baby.” Zeke tells you and presses a quick kiss to your lips.
“I-I don’t understand.” You tell Zeke and then turn to the other two. “I’m really sorry, I don’t- I never- I-“. You have no clue how you can correct this.
Porco chuckles at your embarrassed rambling. “You really should’ve told her beforehand, Yeager.”
You look at Zeke again, who gives him a casual shrug. “It’s more fun this way.”
Zeke cups your face again. “They knew they were getting a little show, that’s why they came.”
Your eyes widen in shock as you process what he just said. Reiner and Porco came so they could watch... you? Your fantasies are coming true in a way you never thought they would.
“And quite a show it was.” Porco says and Zeke let’s go of your face so you can look at him. Porco’s palming his erection through his pants eagerly, his eyes never leaving your form.
You can barely believe this is happening.
Zeke strokes over your arm lovingly. “Why don’t you get undressed?”
His gaze shows he’s sure of what he’s asking, prompting you to go along with it. Though the situation has you rattling with nerves, you want to do this, and who knows if you would ever get a chance like this again.
You stand up and stand next to the table, your front in full display to Reiner and Porco while your backside is visible for Zeke.
You slowly undress, taking off your shoes, your sweater and skirt. Embarrassment creeps up your skin as you feel exposed before them, but Reiner and Porco embolden you with their entranced gazes.
Porco takes his cock into his hand when you take off your underwear, stroking it faster the more skin you reveal.
When you are completely naked, you glance at Zeke. He waves his hand, urging you to move towards Porco with a casual smile.
You go over to Porco, who grabs you and pulls you onto his lap, showing you a toothy smile. A mewl leaves your mouth as he places your back against his chest and spreads your legs, sliding his cock through your wetness.
Across the table, Zeke lights a cigarette, watching the scene unfold as he leans back.
“You know, I couldn’t believe it when he offered to share, but I’m glad he did.” Porco pants into your ear, his cock poking at your entrance. “I’ve wanted to know what you feel like for way too long.”
His arms hook themselves under your knees, assuring that you are on full display for Zeke to see as he slides his length into your cunt. You moan loudly when he bottoms out inside of you, your walls eagerly sucking him in.
Porco bites your neck softly when he starts fucking up into you, sucking and nibbling at the skin till you are sure he has left a mark. Zeke watches you with a small grin and you feel a shiver run over your body at the dirtiness of it all.
After Porco has been thrusting into you for a bit, Reiner speaks up. “Bend her towards me.”
Porco groans but does it nonetheless, letting go of your legs so he can position you on all fours, facing Reiner instead. You moan when Porco reenters you, his hands finding your waist and grabbing it harshly as Reiner strokes your cheek.
Reiner’s face is still flushed with lust, and as he presses his cock against your lips you happily open up for him. You moan around his cock, taking it as deep as you can without choking as Porco continues fucking you, causing your body to rock forward.
Reiner groans your name, his hands finding your hair and pulling it lightly as you suck his cock. The head soon starts hitting the back of your throat as Porco’s hard thrusts cause you to fall forward onto Reiner over and over again.
Your scream is silenced on Reiner’s cock when you cum again. It feels foreign but amazing to cum around Porco, but he pulls out almost immediately when you do. You realize why when you feel his hot seed spurt onto your ass and back.
Zeke laughs and Reiner pulls you off of his cock with a pop. He slides his cock over your lips and cheeks messily before backing off.
“Almost forgot the number one rule there, Galliard.” Zeke says and tsks at him disappointingly.
Porco groans and runs a hand through his hair. “I didn’t expect her to cum, shit.”
You can hear how ragged his breathing is and you can’t help but feel proud that you took him by surprise.
“What’s the number one rule?” You ask when you find your voice.
Reiner lifts you up and drags you onto his lap, once again making you face Zeke. Your eyes roll back when Reiner slides his thick cock into you, but unlike Porco he doesn’t move.
Zeke eyes sparkle with lust and amusement as he speaks. “They can’t cum inside your cunt. I’m a generous man but that I won’t share in.”
You smile through your strained panting. You’re glad that Zeke is possessive of you in that way.
Reiner shifts slightly, causing his cock to drag against your walls. You bite your lip and he groans behind you, his hands finding your breasts.
Porco and Zeke start shedding their clothing as Reiner keeps you on his cock, playing with your breasts. You cry out his name when he tugs at your nipples and you feel his cock twitch inside of you in response.
Reiner pants your name heavily into your ear. “I heard you and Zeke, night in night out, and it made me wonder how one little girl could draw so much noise from him.”
He rolls your nipples between his fingers, making you cry out excitedly.
“Now I know how.”
You try to move on his cock, eager for more, but Reiner keeps you still.
Zeke leans against the table in front of you, stroking his cock with a grin on his face while he watches you. You already look like a wreck, and the main event hasn’t even started.
He calls out your name, causing you to look slightly more focused. “Don’t you think it’s unfair to keep one of us waiting the whole time?”
Pushing away from the table, he walks over to you. You moan loudly as he presses down on your shoulder, pressing you down harder onto Reiner’s length.
“I’m confident my little slut can please us better, can’t she?”
You nod your head desperately. Fuck, you are so sensitive after cumming twice already and you would do anything to get off again.
“Good girl.” Zeke says, lifting his hand from your shoulder and giving your forehead a quick peck.
He motions at Porco and Reiner to get up. You whine in protest when Reiner lifts you and slides his cock out of you, making you stand up with him.
Zeke lays down onto the couch, giving you a smirk before he pulls you onto him by your hand. You straddle him eagerly, grateful for the lush couch this room has.
Your eyes squeeze shut and your mouth opens in an O when Zeke slides his cock into your slick cunt, your arousal coating part of your ass and thighs already from all the activity, making his entrance easy.
His hands find your ass, and your eyes open in shock when he spreads your cheeks. Are they going to?..
“Ssshhh.” He reassures you. “Breath in and relax, just like we’ve done before.”
Reiner settles behind you, having coated his cock in a generous amount of lube to make it go as smoothly as possible. You suck in a breath when you feel him position his cock at your tight hole and you grab onto Zeke’s shoulder in preparation.
Curses fall from Reiner’s mouth as he pushes into your ass, slowly spreading you out on his length. Your nails dig into Zeke’s shoulders till Reiner has completely bottomed out and you take a deep breath.
You feel so full, both of theirs cock stuffed inside you and sandwiched between their bodies. You let out a shaky moan, both of them biting back groans as well.
Reiner kisses the back of your neck comfortingly as he holds still inside of you. Zeke on the other hand, drags his cock almost completely out of you before slamming back in with an impatient look on his face.
You scream out in pleasure and squeeze hard around both of their cocks.
“Fuck, that’s what I like to see.” Zeke says as you shake slightly on top of him.
He’s such a bastard, but he knows exactly what you like.
Encouraged by Zeke, Reiner thrusts into your ass experimentally. When you moan out and his cock slides in and out with ease, he starts thrusting harder, matching his pace with Zeke’s.
Your mind is growing more and more fogged, so much pleasure coursing through you all at once. When Porco grabs you by your hair and forces your head to the side, you look up at him with watery eyes.
Porco chuckles and slides his cock against your lips, smearing your combined juices from before over them. You mewl and open your mouth for him obediently.
Knowing that you can’t focus on moving it yourself while getting fucked in both holes, he holds your head still and starts thrusting in and out of your mouth. “Fuck you look so hot.”
Zeke and Reiner continue to thrust into you, their paces starting to differ as each starts rutting away in pleasure. Your desire for all three of them is so high that you don’t protest in the slightest even as Porco starts fucking your throat roughly, his pelvis bumping against your nose with every thrust.
Reiner sputters out incoherent words as his hips slam harder against your ass, his cock twitching wildly inside of you. He’s close, and to ensure his friend feels you squeeze around him one more time, Zeke brings one hand down to your clit.
You want to move away from Zeke’s fingers, all of it becoming too much, but you have nowhere to back off to. When you thrash you only pierce yourself further onto one of their cocks.
“Fuck! Ah- God- Wait!” You try to say, but Porco’s cock muffles you. If you cum now you feel that you won’t stop till they pull out.
Nobody hears your pleas, and soon Zeke’s fingers reach their goal. You scream out around Porco’s cock as your holes clench wildly around the ones inside of you.
With a last stutter and a cry of your name, Reiner cums in your ass. You tremble from your own orgasm as he continues fucking his load into you.
“Shit, you’re still cumming huh?” Zeke says teasingly as he thrusts up into your cunt.
You wouldn’t be able to say anything even if Porco’s cock wasn’t down your throat. You moan and cry out with abandon and he groans at the vibrations it creates on his cock. His hand in your hair tightens as he reaches his own end.
Just as Zeke halts his thrusting and cums, Porco does as well. You swallow down the robes of cum Porco shoots down your throat while Zeke stuffs your cunt with his.
When Porco pulls out, cum drips from your mouth, making an even worse mess.
Zeke and Reiner continue lazily fucking their seed into you, but your body is too exhausted to keep up anymore. Your cunt throbs from cumming so much and you don’t even care about the cum that’s on your face.
Reiner catches you just in time when you fall forward, your arms giving out.
“I think she’s done for today.” He says with a chuckle.
For today? You want to question whether this is a regular thing now, but your throat is too sore from screaming and sucking.
Reiner holds you against him as he lifts you off of his and Zeke’s cocks. Cum flows out freely from your holes, leaving a mess behind on the couch.
Zeke scoots over and Reiner lays you down on the couch, half on top of Zeke. You cuddle into his form, so warm and comforting. Your eyelids feel heavy as you pant out your excitement.
Zeke strokes your hair off of your forehead. “At least tell them thank you.” He tells you smugly.
You glance at Porco and Reiner, both looking at you with desire in their eyes. You would feel flushed if you weren’t heated as hell already. “T-thank you.”
Porco grins. “No thank you, but next time I’m getting-” Reiner puts up his hand to silence him.
“Don’t say anything about a next time.”
Reiner smiles. “Zeke likes for it to be a surprise after all.”
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moonlit-reveriee · 3 years
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NSFW Alphabet
ft. technoblade
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concept: a collection of my own personal nsfw headcanons for techno, one for each letter of the alphabet
@saturnsstufff ‘s discord saw it first ;)
A = Aftercare 
I like the idea that techno actually gets very clingy after sex. He’ll get up and grab a glass of water or a towel if either of you need it, but if he’s able to, he’ll stay glued to your side the whole time. Even if he won’t admit it, he needs to have that intimacy after sex. He loves the feeling of your body pressed against his as you both cool down. Usually, his hands will be absentmindedly drawing patterns over your skin
B = Body part 
Kind of an oddly specific one, but he loves your shoulders. He loves to casually rest his chin on them as he holds you from behind, and bury his face in the crook of your neck as he presses heated kisses on your pulse point. He also considers the way a person carries their shoulders to be an indication of their strength, and how could he see anything but strength in you.
He hadn’t put much thought into his own body before meeting you. He’s learned to love parts of himself because of you. Particularly his scars. They way you gently run your fingers across the rough surface of them, in both intimate and casual settings, made him crave the touch. Now when he looks at them, he thinks of your hands moving across his skin
C = Cum 
Fun fact: pigs have 30 minute orgasms
Early on in your sexual relationship, he was very embarrassed by just how much of it there always was. But once you started praising him for it, that became a very different story. He started to take pride in how well he could completely fill you up without even trying
D = Dirty Secret 
He would probably never admit it to you, but it’s become a habit of his to think about the last time he had sex with you during battles. He starts to make sure you two always have sex the night before a big fight, so his mind can wander back to it during the haze of battle. He’s not sure if it’s a coping mechanism or what but it certainly helps
E = Experience 
You are his first ever sexual partner, but somehow he just.... already knows what he’s doing?? He’s very nervous and considerate the first time, but he does everything perfectly. Once you tell him that, he’s very happy and secretly a bit proud of himself
F = Favourite Position 
He loooves to have you in his lap. Either facing him, back to chest, it doesn’t matter. He’ll do everything with you in his lap. Cockwarming, fingering, thigh riding, anything you and him are physically able to do in that position
G = Goofy 
He’s usually a bit more on the serious side. Sometimes the two of you will quip at each other during foreplay, but once he gets going, it’s all business. In the moment, he likes to treat is as something special (doesn’t mean he won’t tease you about things after the fact)
H = Hair 
He likes to keep himself clean-shaven most of the time. When he’s relaxed and doesn’t have to go to any public events for a long period of time, he’ll let a small amount of stubble grow on his chin. You can always tell when he slacks off on it, cause the stubble on his face brushes roughly against your skin as he kisses down your body...
he doesn’t really shave much below the neck, but he keeps it clean and trims occasionally
I = Intimacy 
He’s surprisingly romantic when he wants to be. It’s definitely a side of him only you’re allowed to see. Alone together in his bed, he’ll whisper sweet nothings to you as he slowly draws you to your climax. Even when he’s speaking the most lewd and naughty things to you, he somehow makes them sound affectionate and full of love
J = Jack Off 
He loves to watch you masturbate. The first time was a complete accident. He came home late one night to find you curled up with his blankets, breathing heavily as you massaged yourself over your underwear. It wasn’t long before you noticed him in the doorway and jumped, worthlessly attempting to hide what you were doing. He wasn’t sure if it was the blush on your face or the fact that the blanket you chose to cover yourself in was his cape but something urged him to sit on the edge of the bed, still in his armor, and ask you to continue. It was beautiful to simply sit there and watch
K = Kink 
He’s a little bit possessive. He loves to mark you in subtle ways so you always remember that you’re his. Especially if you’re going on a trip without him. He’ll drape you in gold jewelry and leave a hickey just out of sight on your neck for good measure. The part that he loves the most about it though, is that you know exactly what he’s doing and show off his signs of possession with pride
L = Location 
He prefers to keep most of your sexual acts to the area in and around his cottage. Other than in bed, he loves to press you up against a wall. Sometimes you two get distracted while tending to the farms and end up heatedly making out in the snow. One time, you decide you wanted to lay out some blankets on the floor and do it right in front of the fireplace. He adored the way the firelight danced across your skin. (He’s thought about taking you down to the syndicate room and laying you out across the table. But he came to the unfortunate conclusion that during meetings, he’d never be able to look anyone straight in the eyes ever again. So he’s shelved that idea for the time being. Maybe once the group has disbanded...)
M = Motivation
He loves to be praised by you. During regular day-to-day life, he doesn’t like to accept any compliments from you, usually just brushing them off or responding with a joke. But when you two are alone together and intimate, he drinks that shit up. How can he not believe it when you look up and him with lidded eyes and tell him just how good he makes you feel. Just moaning against his lips as he kisses you is enough to keep him going for a while
N = NO 
He will never do anything that involves seeing your own blood. It sets off the voices too much. One day, you randomly got a nosebleed while cooking dinner together. He could smell it before he even saw it. When the voices recognized the deep red color dripping down your face, they wouldn’t stop chanting. He tried to help you clean up, but it became too much to ignore. He had to go out back and slaughter at least a dozen zombies before they shut up. And even then, he was left with a pounding headache. You were extra gentle and sweet with him when you cuddled up in bed together that night
O = Oral 
If you’re on the receiving end, be prepared for him to be down there a looooong time. Once he gets his mouth on you, it’s hard for him to pull away. He loves your smell and taste too much. He tries not to get too carried away, but there was one time he made you come 5 times in a row with just his mouth. He was very thorough with his aftercare that night.
He isn’t the one receiving very often. He only really likes it when he’s tired. He loves to sit back in a chair and watch you gently suck him of on your knees in front of him, one hand gently weaving it’s way through your hair
P = Pace 
I always imagine him on the slower side. He likes to savor every moment, making sure that every thrust or movement of his hand is intentional and perfectly placed. He takes time to watch you carefully to make sure you’re getting exactly what you need. He’ll go harder before he goes faster
Q = Quickie 
As much as he loves to treasure your intimate time together, there are times where he just needs it. Every once and awhile, he’ll be desperate for it and quickly have you against the wall before heading out to run some errands. Sometimes he’ll pull you in, make you cum, and head out the door without saying a single word. He usually feels the need to make up for it when he returns, but you’ve assured him many times that you love sex with him at any pace
R = Risk 
Since he’s still fairly inexperienced despite his skills, he’s not super adventurous himself. More often than not, you’re the one bringing new ideas to the relationship. He’s willing to try the new things you suggest. You’ve had a discussion about your limits, and you both understand what goes too far for each other
S = Stamina 
He can go multiple times in a row if he wants to, and for a long time. He lowkey loves it when you tire out before him, and you let him keep going while you lie there sleepily in his arms
T = Toy 
He doesn’t own any sex toys, but he likes to make sex toys out of everyday objects (as long as they’re safe and properly cleaned of course). He likes the idea of never being able to look at that object the same way again, especially if it’s something either of you use around the house frequently. He would get his hands on some actual toys if you wanted him to. If toys are involved, he prefers them to be used on you, not on him
U = Unfair 
He likes to randomly tease you during moments that are absolutely not sexual. Maybe you’re brushing out his hair, complaining about the knots in it. He’ll suddenly respond with “that’s not what you told me in the bedroom last night” leaving you to sit there in shock while he laughs. Or he’ll quote things you said to him during sex completely deadpan and watch as the blush rises to your cheeks
V = Volume 
He’s not extremely loud. When he is loud though, he growls. You’ll be able to feels his chest vibrating when you lean into him. Sometimes you can even feel the vibrations through his lips as he pleasures you with his mouth, which is an absolutely crazy and wonderful feeling.
During very domestic moments, he likes to talk a lot during sex. If he comes home from working all day, and he’s missing you greatly, he loves to tell you all about his day while his cock gently rocks inside of you
W = Wild Card 
This part is definitely just gonna be me fulfilling one of my personal kinks, but I love the idea of techno going through a heat since he’s part piglin. Maybe it only happens like once a year, but when it’s that time, his senses are kicked into high gear and he’s desperate for you. The two of you have a routine for it by now. You prepare the bedroom by gathering every blanket in the house, and prepping a week’s worth of food & water that can be eaten quickly during the moments when techno’s haze of arousal drops. Once he feels it start to set in, he locks the bedroom door and allows his senses to become completely enveloped by you
X = X-Ray 
I like to believe that a lot of the hybrid races are PACKING. It’s one of the many things he’s nervous about on your first time, but seeing the way your able to take him so well every time is such a turn on
Y = Yearning 
Both you and him can be too tired to have sex at times, but if he’s able to have you, he’ll take everything he can get. He loves to take care of you if you’ve had a long day, and he knows you’ll do the same for him
Z = ZZZ 
If it’s nighttime sex, he can pass out as soon as aftercare is over. But if it’s morning or midday, he can have sex and go about the rest of his day no problem. Since his orgasms are so long, he likes to make you cum more often than he does, and watching you cum invigorates him
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— genshin boys as your late night study buddy
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ೃ ft. childe, diluc, kaeya, zhongli, xiao and albedo x gn! reader
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ZHONGLI:
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– Zhongli would be a very chill study partner. He will always keep his cool and focus, never letting his attention stray away from less trivial things. If he can focus, he’ll focus. There’s always this sense of comfort surrounding him that brightens up your mood and productivity. The both of you are sat in this long table, papers, books, and cute matching pencils are sprawled about. You lean your head on his shoulder, as he serenades you with his deep and butter voice, explaining all the formulas to you. Being able to study in peace and quiet with him is always a blissful experience. He never fails to brew you green tea (as it helps the brain function) even if that meant going down to the kitchen at 2 in the morning. He always brings a small humidifier and some essential oils with him that can help brighten up the study mood and that emits a wafting vanilla pinecone scent to keep you happy. (He’s just fancy like that.) When he doesn’t understand the concepts right away, he’d turn to you, his sharp amber eyes gazing at yours with nothing but innocent and love, and asks: “(Y/N)... what reference is this supposed to be? pepe the frog? kermit the frog? here come dat boi? aren’t they all just amphibians? what are the differences between them? I am very intrigued.”
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CHILDE:
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  – Childe loves a challenge. An academic challenge. He loves the thrill of finishing school works the night before the deadline, he loves studying for a pop quiz twenty minutes before the bell rings, and most importantly, he loves to pretend he doesn’t know how to solve point a to point b if that means getting to spend time with you as you tutor him on how to do so. He’s at the top of the class, He’s popular and friendly, He’s the captain of the Archery Team, and one of the vice council members of the Fatui Club. But, no other title will ever come close to being your study buddy. You and Childe always chill on the bed whenever you study. Especially when the both of you have the sudden urge to just laze around. Well, it is the wee hours of the night, so just lounging around and trying to resist the urge of sleep is pretty understandable. Sometimes, the two of you would take power naps in between study sessions. This meant cuddle times! Childe will always cuddle with you, (he’s the big spoon and you are the smol spoon) and often times you would be immersed into your textbook while he’s scrolling through his phone and looking for some of the current and popular memes. He’d poke you on the cheek and show you what he’s found. It was quite annoying sometimes and you would reprimand him for it, but it never fails to make you laugh. You jokingly suggested one time that the two of you sneak in the library after closing hours, and your chaotic boyfriend turns to you with the biggest smirk plastered on his face. “Let’s do it baby. I know the law.”
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DILUC:
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–You and Diluc are the cutest pair of night owls. So, studying late at night is never a problem with him because with the help of each other, the both of you are unstoppable. An actual power couple. Batman and his love interest who? I only know (Y/N) and Diluc. Mondstadt University should be giving you the title of #NoSleepGang for the “Campus Cuties” awards because the two of you are able to ace every test still despite lack of sleep.  You and Diluc are very very organized. The both of you own matching couple planners (that the both of you had gifted to each for Christmas) and have your entire study schedule planned out already. Since the two of you prefer to study at night, your dates are usually done during the day. Which meant never having to worry about the upcoming finals whilst you’re at a cute little café with him. The both of you have respective desks whenever you study together, but you never fail to gaze at your crimson-haired boyfriend with the cutest pout and biggest puppy eyes. He always gives in and next thing you know, your swivel chairs are practically glued next to each other and the both of you are cuddling in your seats. One thing that Diluc never fails to do is pamper you with comfort food or little gifts that you love after a long and tiring week of hell (aka exams) It’s such a sweet gesture and the blissful relationship that you have can’t get any better than this.
“I got you some boba and that necklace from Pandora that you’ve always wanted. I-I’m so proud of you (Y/N). You did great, my love.”
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KAEYA:
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- You are the Lawful Good to Kaeya’s Chaotic Evil. Kaeya is always tempted to ask for answers from your professors. He’s quite the teacher’s pet, but with good intentions. That’s just how he rolls. Every time he jokes about going to the faculty to help out and the answer sheets are just out in the open, waiting to be snatched, you always glare at at him and punch him softly on the arm, every time he tries to bring up the idea. To which he would always reply with, “I’m kidding. Just kidding my love.” You and Kaeya have amazing study hacks. He is always able to find a movie that is somewhat related to the topics that the both of you are currently studying about. For example, when the topic was an introduction to different branches of science, Kaeya chose Big Hero 6  as the “Educational Movie Of the Day.” He is always able to find something fun and informative for the both of you to watch. Well, Kaeya does find fun and interest in everything. Another effective strategy that both of you do is every time you or him get an answer right, you reward each other with either a kiss on the cheek or a bear hug. Both of these affectionate gestures give you butterflies in your stomach anyway, so it doesn’t matter which is which. With the ideas that Kaeya constantly makes up every single day of your study sessions, there’s a high chance that you’ll never fluke a test ever again.
“Oh. That’s pretty cool of you (Y/N). You got 30 correct answers! If we count everything, so I basically gave you 15 forehead kisses and 15 bear hugs. Congrats! I know we’re going to ace our finals!”
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XIAO:
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– Xiao is extremely intelligent and talented in a myriad of things. However, he lacks self-confidence. You’ve sworn to your boyfriend that you’d help him gain confidence in his academic abilities. Which is why you became study buddies in the first place. It served as dates with him too! Although he stubbornly refused at first, his reasons being that he can do things by himself and he doesn’t need any help. You continued to encourage him that this was going to help the both of you and it was a way for the two of you to bond, and Xiao hesistantly agreed right after. As the captain of the soccer team, “The Liyue Adepti”, The only free time that Xiao has was during the evening which is the reason for your scheduled late night studies with him. This brought so much more intimate and sweet moments with him though! It meant sleepovers with him, midnight snack runs, and casual early morning strolls in the park. It became sort of a routine. Your hand interlaced with his, the crisp morning air, the little chirpings birds, and the tranquil swaying of the trees brought so much comfort to the both of you. Xiao would be the type of student to not speak up unless he’s called. Even if he knows the answer. The both of you sit on some floor pillows whenever you would study. So, whilst you read aloud, Xiao always hugs you from behind, resting his head on your shoulder.
“I don’t deserve the patience and love you give me, (Y/N). I am eternally grateful for everything you’ve done for me. I hope you know, that I’ll always be here for you.”
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ALBEDO:
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- Being the university’s library assistant has it’s perks. Access to infinite knowledge, quiet solitude within the library walls, and being able to hang out with your boyfriend. It was truly a perfect deal. After classes, Albedo would be heading straight over to the library to do his work. You’d meet him there and wait until he gets his work done, and then the two of you head home together or have dinner. Albedo likes to plan things in advance. He’s quite busy, being a part of university’s alchemist group and as a library assistant, but, he will always study with you. He even brings Klee with him at times too! She’s always an energetic and cute addition, + she tattles on and on about how in love Albedo is with you and how he would never shut up about you at home. Albedo puts a lot of effort into creating review materials for the both of you. He makes very intricate drawings of modules, dioramas of certain science models, and has all the formulas memorized for him to list down. He’s a genius after all, and although you’ve constantly told him time and time again that he doesn’t have to make a review paper specifically catered to you, he still insists. He always gifts you one whenever it’s exam week (he adds extra detail to them during your finals) The cutest thing about these papers are scribbled about in all of the pages. The cutest doodles of the two of you with hearts and flowers drawn all over. Albedo + (Y/N) is even written in the last page, along with a heartfelt message: 
“I put all my faith and belief in you, (Y/N). I know you can do this. I’m proud of everything you’ve reached so far, my beloved. and I know you’ll reach greater heights. Let’s continue to excel and thrive together. I can’t wait to spend the rest of this journey with you.”
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