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hornyhornyhimbos · 5 months

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SMUTMAS LOOKS SO GOOD may we please please have an aaron hotchner fic where the reader is at a BAU christmas party and aaron is eye fucking her all evening and he finally gets her alone in his office and she rides his thighs/they fuck/overall HORNY PLEASE

so so sorry this is just now getting posted, nonnie. i hope you know i didn't forget about you, i have just had an awful december lol. i hope this was worth the wait though!

"Party For Two" ~ A. Hotchner

Summary: When Reader wears quite the scandalous outfit to the BAU's annual Christmas party, Aaron has to put her back in her place.

Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x AFAB!BAU!Reader

Word Count: 1,752

Content Warning: MINORS DNI (18+ content) unprotected piv sex, creampie, thigh riding, spanking, slight cockwarming at the end, slight nipple play, Aaron sorta degrades Reader but not really, slight d/s dynamics, nicknames (dollface; sir), explicit language, lmk if i missed anything!

Extra Notes: very sorry i didn't post this earlier, i was ✨️insecure✨️ about my writing skills

Originally Written: 12/02/2023 through 12/18/2023

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To say Aaron's gaze hadn't made the space between your legs tingle all night… well, that would be the biggest lie you ever told.

In Aaron's defense, how was he supposed to act when you showed up to the BAU Christmas party in a skimpy nightgown that barely covered your ass? Hindsight was always twenty-twenty, and he decided after you showed up looking like an absolute goddess in your tiny silk gown that Penelope was never allowed to pick the theme ever again.

On the same note, you couldn't say you weren't utterly obsessed with the way he looked in his own pajamas. Plaid pants hanging low at his waist, gray shirt hugging his muscled arms and abdomen in ways that should definitely have been illegal.

Butterflies floated around in your tummy as he approached, his normally brown eyes nearly black as he continued to hold your gaze. Still, he acted as nonchalantly as possible, setting his cup of punch down on the table and meeting you with a soft tone. "Can I speak to you in my office, Agent Y/L/N?"

You swallowed the hard lump in your throat, giving him a subtle nod. Your thighs involuntarily clenched together as you started to head into his office, though you met him with innocent eyes as he shut the door behind you.

Hands were on skin immediately as your mouths connected, Aaron kissing you like his life depended on it. He'd wanted to get you alone all night long, and as soon as he realized most of the people at the party were too tipsy to notice if the two of you snuck away, he took his chance.

His lips pulled away first, his eyes dark as your gazes met once again. "What were you thinking, dressing like this?" The words were light, like he was genuinely asking and not reprimanding.

Your eyes remained doe-like as you answered, "Just wanted to look all pretty for you."

Aaron had the audacity to scoff, the low noise sending heat straight to your lower stomach. "Lying and disobeying in the same night? Sounds like you're looking for a punishment, dollface."

In one swift motion, he had you leaning over his paper-covered desk, one hand pushing your tiny dress up to reveal your butt. You'd purposely worn the skimpiest panties you owned, the tiny thong covering absolutely nothing.

His hand came down on you, smacking hard and surely leaving the skin a nice, bright pink. Your teeth bit down on your bottom lip, holding in the moan you were already so desperate to release.

"Care to explain what this," he paused, grabbing the thin string of material between your asscheeks, "is all about?" Aaron gave you no time to respond, instead releasing the material and savoring the whine you let out as it popped against your sensitive core.

Another hard slap sounded throughout the tiny room, your skin stinging and your cunt aching. In juxtaposition, his palm soothed over the burning skin, his lips leaving a soft kiss to the dip of your back as he awaited your answer.

"Just wanted to look all pretty for you, sir," you repeated. Your hips shifted involuntarily, searching for some kind of reprieve as well as displaying yourself for Aaron. Your cunt practically dripped around the sorry excuse for underwear you were currently wearing, and you simply couldn't wait for him to take notice.

As if on cue, he was pulling you back up, his mouth smashing into yours for another long, hard kiss. His tongue dipped between your lips while his hand met your ass again, squeezing the skin hard enough to leave bruises under his fingertips.

"Do you think you deserve to cum tonight after what you did?" Aaron asked, his lips barely parting from yours while he spoke.

Eagerly, you nodded. Arousal and want stung between your thighs at his offer, wanting nothing more than to cum all over his cock before the night was through. "Please, sir. Need you to make me cum."

His hands moved to the front of your body, sliding beneath your bra and pinching lightly at your nipples. A soft moan exited your mouth and entered his before he pulled away, a smirk tugging at his lips as you started to turn desperate for him. "Such a pretty little thing when you beg for me." A finger reached up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. "Tell you what, dollface. Beg for me just a little longer and maybe I'll give you my cock. If you do a real good job, I might even let you decide how you get it. Okay?"

You gave him another nod before he was pulling you back in for another hard kiss and dragging your body over to the couch. Your tongues collided as he pressed a thigh between your legs, a desperate whine falling out of you at even the slightest friction.

"You like that?" he teased, flexing his thigh. Another needy whimper slipped between your lips, effectively answering his question. Large hands met your hips and began to help you find friction on his thigh, his clothed leg feeling absolutely heavenly under your barely-clothed core.

Your brows furrowed as he started to work you harder, Aaron clearly reveling at the impatient expression across your face. His smirk grew wider as you humped at him like a lost puppy, Aaron your savior.

"Hey," he cooed, fingers wrapping around your chin and leaving crescent moons there as he pulled your face to look at him. "I'm not hearing any begging."

His words caught you off guard, your body unsuspecting as his hand came down on your asscheek once again. "Aaron, please," you whined, your puffy clit desperate for reprieve.

"Gonna have to try a little harder than that, dollface."

"Please," you begged and brought his hand to your front, your silent way of asking him to rub you, touch you, anything really.

A chuckle tumbled between his pretty pink lips, a sound that made your insides melt. A thumb pressed ever so slightly on your sensitive bud, the touch making you clench around nothing. "Is this what you want? Want me to help you finish?"

Your mouth parted into an open 'o' as he circled your clit once, just enough of a touch to have you keening. Your hips slowed as you settled into his touch, desperate for his fingers to bring you to your climax.

In swift motions, he was lifting your legs and pushing a finger under your sad excuse for underwear, a fingertip prodding at your entrance. "I can't hear you, dollface. Where'd my desperate girl go off to?"

The tip of his digit barely breached your entrance before his name started to tumble from your lips like a prayer. "Aaron, please," you repeated, surely sounding like a broken record while all he did was barely touch you.

Aaron's slick-covered finger came up to your parted lips. He met you with a leveled expression, like he didn't have you acting like a needy slut right inside his work office. "Dollface, can you suck for me? Want you to taste and see how desperate I make you."

His index finger entered your mouth, the taste of your essence making you moan around his thick digit. "Tastes just as pretty as you, huh?" You nodded in response, not yet releasing the digit from your mouth.

Aaron must've decided to take pity on you, helping you guide yourself along his thighs just a few more times as he pulled himself out of his pajama pants. Without giving you any time to adjust, he was pulling your thong to the side and sliding into you, your walls immediately adjusting to his familiar length.

"Shit," you whined as Aaron started to pound up into you, the head of his cock brushing your sweet spot easily. Every ridge and vein of him filled you up like nothing else, no one else ever could.

"Feel good, dollface?" He was teasing you now, asking rhetorical questions he obviously knew the answer to. "You like the way I fill you up?"

A small noise of approval came out of you as his hips slammed upward into yours, the heavy smack of his balls creating the perfect friction against your ass. You were close, oh so close.

When Aaron pulled your gown off and your bra down, meeting one nipple with his thumb and index fingers and meeting the other with his tongue, you were a goner. Your orgasm washed over you as his hands and mouth and dick made you feel absolutely euphoric.

His hands moved back to your hips while his mouth switched breasts. Tight fingers grabbed your love handles for purchase as he fought for his own orgasm, his palms bouncing you up and down on his length.

"Oh, my god," he groaned, pre-cum coating your walls as you rode his cock for all it was worth. His parted lips, his desperate fingertips on your skin, the thatch of hair on his stomach rubbing deliciously against your clit. It was all too much and not enough and it was oh so hot.

Aaron's thrusts became hopeless and hard as his release washed over him, thick spurts of his seed painting your walls. Both your thrusts slowed as you continued to ride out your highs, hands and mouths desperate to touch any part of the other person you could.

You crashed on top of him, trying and failing miserably to catch your breath. Delicate fingers brushed over your hair, Aaron's chest rising and falling beneath you.

"Did I do a good enough job?" you kidded, eyes already half-lidded. A silent prayer went up that no one would walk in and find you like this if you did fall asleep.

A soft chuckle escaped his lips, a small peck meeting your uncovered shoulder. "You really wanna go for round two after we both just nearly passed out?"

Teeth met his neck, leaving a gentle nip. "Can't help it. You make me insatiable."

Another string of deep laughs fell from him, his eyes meeting yours through dark lashes. "I suppose I did make a promise. How do you want me then?"

"Just want to lay here with you inside me. Is that okay?" you answered, clearly content.

In one swift motion, he was flipping you over onto your side, sliding into you from behind and cupping a large arm around your much smaller frame. "For you? Anything works for me, dollface."

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shihalyfie · 7 months

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Shihanne's 02TB FAQ

Here's a 02TB version of the Kizuna FAQ I made earlier, where I answer questions to things you may be curious about regarding the movie while trying to stay as spoiler-free as possible! This is, again, not a post made to convince anyone towards or against watching the movie, but rather just something to provide assistance for people who might be on the fence about watching the movie or want to know certain things before going in.

Like with the last post, I will be organizing this post in such a way that the story references to what happens in it will get more and more extensive as the post goes on. The more you read, the less "blind" you'll be going in, or the more there may be risk of you being able to figure out what happens in it. So if you want to stay fresh to a certain extent, you should just stick to reading the first few questions! (However, also as with before, I won't be including any major story beats in here, just generic allusions.)

What do I need to have seen beforehand in order to watch this movie? Are tri. and/or Kizuna necessary to understand it?

Perhaps surprisingly, I personally think you can still enjoy this movie even if you've never seen a Digimon thing in your life before (something I would not say about either tri. or Kizuna!). However, I do think you should at least know:

the basic concept of what a Digimon partner is

the context that the 02 group has known each other since they were in elementary school and overcome a lot of things together

the context of the proliferating Chosen Children all around the world and the epilogue it's going to be leading up to

...but other than that, you'd probably be fine even if you have no idea about anything else. Still, the movie will definitely be greatly improved if you've seen 02, because you'll have better surrounding context of what these characters are like, what they'd done together in the past, and what little things here and there are referencing.

Even then, the 02 main TV series (and possibly the second movie, Diablomon Strikes Back) is really the part that could be said to be most relevant. Adventure is largely relevant only for (very mild) context behind Takeru and Hikari's characterizations, and there are virtually no substantial references to Kizuna. tri. is actually downright contradicted by this movie's contents, to the point where the official timeline leading up to it straight-up omits it. So even if you've never seen anything past 02, you're still perfectly good to go.

(If you do see someone reporting that they referenced tri. by using the name "Homeostasis" at one point, note that the name was used in an Adventure novel from 2001; it doesn't actually originate from tri., and the way the name is used is compliant with Adventure lore.)

How 02-referential/fanservice-loaded is this movie?

Very little. Despite what the advertising might suggest, there really aren't a lot of references to things that were in the 02 TV series, other than the fact it has its characters and is obviously set in a point in timeline after it. (Of course, there's still the evolution sequences and all, but that goes without saying.) In fact, most of the "references" to 02 are vague and not explicitly stated, so it's a very "if you know, you Know" affair -- for instance, the Kaiser is not mentioned even once in the entire movie, but Ken and Wormmon's lines are very obviously written with that background in mind, and if you know what happened, their words carry much more weight.

The main character of this movie is Rui, and the story of the movie is about him (official media has been open about this), so you can think of it as a mostly original story that happens to be rather 02-flavored. Or to put it a different way, it's more like 02 episode 51 than it is a 02 tribute; it builds on 02's themes and characters, but more in terms of building on top of them rather than referencing past stuff.

How much of a role do the 02 characters play in the plot?

Since Rui is really the main character of the movie in practice, the 02 characters are "support characters", similar to the way they supported Wallace in Hurricane Touchdown. This is a good thing, and in fact most hardcore 02 fans I personally know agree that this is for the better; the 02 cast has a specialty in supporting others, and the best way to show off their character development is to show off how good they've gotten at reaching out to others like Rui.

Moreover, the movie also goes out of its way to portray the 02 group as a solid group that bounces off of each other, so it's less about each individual character getting any super-impressive moments and more about the way they interact and how deeply they know each other. The movie itself is also about relationships and connection, so it's thematically appropriate, both for the movie and for 02 itself.

Is the 02 epilogue retconned?

Hell no. The movie is very obviously building up to it (even more so than Kizuna was).

How are Takeru and Hikari portrayed in relation to the rest of the group?

They're regular members of the group, and there's no real separation between them and the rest of the group at all.

Does the movie resolve Kizuna's lingering question regarding partnership dissolution?

For better or for worse, no. It's a completely self-contained story, and its only connections to Kizuna are the fact it takes a lot of elements from the worldbuilding/setting it added. (For the record, I'm of the opinion that there's no need for anything new to answer Kizuna's question, but that's a digression.) The movie does give you more lore about Digimon partnerships that you could potentially apply to figuring out the situation in Kizuna, but it leaves the question untouched.

The movie prioritizes its own integrity as a standalone story first and foremost, so (again, for better or for worse) it doesn't have too many connections to other things.

How much of a role do the Adventure characters play in the plot?

Taichi and Koushirou have an extremely short background cameo in the beginning of the movie, and they're also briefly namedropped. There's a quick scene depicting a flashback/past representation of young Taichi and Hikari, but it has no plot relevance (the PVs were probably overselling this a bit...). Koushirou is namedropped later in the movie. Other than that, there's nothing relevant to the Adventure characters (sans Takeru and Hikari, naturally) at all.

Is there time travel in the movie?

No, or at least nothing that would be outside the range of what's effectively a vision/flashback. The PVs probably suggested that more aggressively than what had actually happened, and it seems to be a common misconception about the events of the movie, but there are more than enough context clues in the story that indicate that the "past" shown in the movie is more of a representational space than literal time travel.

Is it true that some really messed up stuff happens in this movie?

There are two major content warnings I would give the movie: one for a clear depiction of child abuse, and one for mild body horror (not super-graphically depicted, but definitely something that's very uncomfortable to think about). Neither depiction is particularly unusual for Digimon standards, and if you've played some of the video games like Cyber Sleuth or Survive, it's not even remotely near that level. (And besides, 02 itself certainly had its fair share of psychological horror, even if it was comparatively more subtle in order to accommodate for kids' show network restrictions.) Still, it may be something you want to know about before going in.

There is also a mild amount of blood in one scene, but it's not any worse than the equivalent scene in Kizuna, and in fact, the animation framing is clearly trying to prevent it from getting too graphic; the blood is mainly there in a "with that kind of injury, it'd be weird if there weren't blood" sense, so it's definitely not trying to come off as a violence fest or anything.

For all it's worth, despite the above factors, and despite the fact the middle of the movie definitely starts getting into some serious psychological horror territory, I would say that overall, this is actually a very sentimental, feel-good movie. There's nothing that feels like it's there for shock value, and in fact, there aren't even any real surprising or shocking plot twists or anything; the main core of the story is about talking about relationships and what's important for a good one, and it takes that theme and commits itself fully to it.

Why is there a new version of Target when the opening is the original version?

So, you know how Target also happened to be the evolution insert song for Imperialdramon...

How much of a lore retcon is in this movie?

There are definitely things that seem contradictory to anyone who has a passing casual knowledge of Adventure lore, but in fact, if you know it deeply, there isn't really a hard contradiction at all.

It's actually a plot point that the 02 group isn't sure what to believe is the right lore, and that they're making their best guess as they go along. The new things they learn in the movie ostensibly seem to be contrary to what they'd learned earlier about how partnerships work, but this contradiction is directly pointed out in the movie itself, and there's a very clear sense of uncertainty as to how everything works and what the true mechanics are behind everything.

For what it's worth, even in the original series, entities like Homeostasis and the Holy Beasts were not portrayed as all-powerful, and were depicted as also trying to figure out this whole thing as they went along. So while the new introductions to lore are probably outside what Kakudou would have liked (yeah, this has been getting kind of awkward...), just speaking from a detached perspective, there's nothing strictly contradictory.

On the other hand, the entire existence of Rui as the first Chosen Child from 1996 makes tri.'s plot pretty much entirely impossible, so that's probably why the aforementioned official timeline actually omitted it. That said, Wallace has a cameo, so even if the part about him meeting Chocomon and Gumimon in 1995 doesn't work anymore, he's definitely still canon. (Note that Mochizuki Meiko appeared in Kizuna, and one of the novels explicitly describes her as having met the Adventure kids in high school, so just because tri. isn't in the timeline as-is doesn't mean it's as simple as "the series isn't canon anymore".)

Are there romance depictions in the movie?

Nothing overt, but there's definitely something that's practically the absolute embodiment of "if you know, you Know."

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ladylooch · 11 months

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Hi, can you please write a timo meier imagine based on this video https://youtu.be/xzZ_oHesy-s, it doesn't have to be christmas themed. Thomas Bordeleau goes undercover at Sharks' Ice (public indoor ice rink owned by the sharks organization, including the sharks offical practice rink) wearing an earpiece while timo, tomas hertl, and erik karlsson tell him what to say and ask through the earpiece and thomas walks up to reader and her friends including the little kids that are with them, who were playing hockey, asks them about their favorite players, reader says timo, and one littie girl in the group points exposes her crush on timo, embarrassing reader, not knowing that timo was listening to the whole thing, so then Bordeleau starts asking reader her age and stuff, and then timo comes out and walks up to reader from behind, which surprises her?

A/N: FIRST OF ALL, I could write an entire dissertation about this video. Specifically at 2:30 when the little kid doesn’t know who Timo is. Timo’s. Damn. Face!!!!!!!!!!! Absolutely hilarious. Also at 2:02 I went absolutely FERAL at how he was leaning against the table. Good god, I need a minute. Don’t even get me started about 2:45 when the Timo thinks we just ruined Santa for that little girl and looks terrified at the camera. I literally kept coming back to the video for more inspo and I just started laughing so much that I got distracted every time.

In conclusion, Thank you for this video 😘 It has given me life. I will be rewatching this frequently.

Word Count: 1.2k

Warnings: None!

Your nanny kid, Gia, is just about to combust at the sight of the Zamboni finally clearing off the ice. She is bouncing on her tiny, Bauer skates with excitement next to the other kids.

“Y/N!” She shrills. “It’s happening! We are gonna go!”

She’s been looking forward to this event for weeks. She wasn’t even sad when her parents weren’t able to make it with her. She knew you would take her. You would show up even if they wouldn’t. Not just because you’re paid to, but you’re a huge Sharks fan and have a glint in your eye for a certain number 28. You know he’s going to be here and your skin buzzes with similar anticipation to Gia’s. Although, if you’re being honest, you’ll probably stay dead silent when it comes time to meet him. This is really Gia’s show, you’re just along for the ride… and the money.

The Zamboni doors close and the little kids shuffle onto the ice with their guardians. The kids were able to bring their sticks, so they skid along to the various pucks the Sharks ice staff tosses onto the slick surface. You’re a decent skater and wind your way around the rink with Gia as she works on carrying the puck.

“Good job!” You encourage her when she is able to keep it on her stick the entire lap. “You’re getting so good, G!”

“I know!” She beams.

A few Sharks players trickle onto the ice including Thomas Bordealau and Erik Karlsson. You have to admit you’re a little disappointed when you don’t see Timo. You thought the flyer said he would be here? Maybe he will be later. Or maybe he couldn’t make it after all.

Thomas Bordeleau skates by once, doing a once over of the two of you as Gia stick handles the puck perfectly. He nods his head in admiration and skates closer.

“Hey ladies, how are you today?”

“Thomas! I’m great!” She cheeses excitedly.

“You know my name, can I know your name?” He wonders.

“I’m Gia! And I’m the biggest Sharks fan you’ve ever met!”

“Wow! Really!? I don’t know. You’re pretty little.” He holds his hand over her head and she swats at it.

“Not for long. I’ve grown a half inch in the last month.” She’s so proud of that and boasts at him with a smirk.

“Whoa, you’ll catch up to Sharkie in no time.” He points to the Sharks mascot racing kids down the ice around us.

“Yeah.” She grins, showing off her missing front teeth.

“So, Gia who is your favorite player?” He asks.

“Ummmm, well probably Timo Meier because she’s obsessed with him.” She points at you with a glint in her eyes.

“I wouldn’t say that.” You try to play it off. I mean, she isn’t wrong. The man is beautiful and you have certainly admire his ass…ets a time or two.

“You stalk his Instagram every day.”

“No.”

“You were this morning. You were like, he looks the best in blue suits.” She adjusts her tone to mock you. This kid. If she think’s she’s getting a Happy Meal after this….

“Ah… okay. I guess I need to be more mindful of my social media consumption in front of young eyes.” You cough.

“It’s all good. Timo’s a good looking dude in those tight suits.” Thomas chuckles, pausing for a moment. “What’s your name?”

“Y/N.”

“Nice to meet you. I’m Thomas. What do I have to do to be your favorite player?”

“Look like Timo.” You joke, trying to keep the mood light. He bursts out laughing, tossing his head back. You hear a slight noise buzzing but can’t quite put your finger on where it comes from.

“I don’t know. He’s a little stuffy with all the suits he wears.”

“No way. He looks like a gentlemen. Then he gets on the ice and blows people up with his checks. It’s hot. You could learn something from him.” The slight buzzing returns, but it’s louder and sounds more like laughter.

“Okay, PR is telling me I need to tell you that I’m currently mic’d up.” Thomas snorts, squeezing his eyes shut as he laughs harder.

“Oh.” Your smile drops. Okay now, it’s not as funny.

“And Timo is listening.”

Your mouth drops open in horror and surprise.

“Great.” You say with gritted teeth, looking down at Gia who watches the exchange with curious eyes. You’re trying to play it off like you’re not absolutely panicking at the idea of your hockey crush overhearing you obsess about him

“Do you wanna say hi?” Thomas quips, eyes dancing with amusement.

“Ah…. Hi?” You say, cheeks flaming red.

“He says hi back. Wants to know how old you are.”

“Oooookay.” You laugh off, suddenly. Thomas stares back at you expectantly. “Ah… his age.” You respond with a shrug.

“And Gia is your…?”

“Nanny kid.” You murmur, watching as she skates along to the boards to retrieve the puck she just shot off the dasher. “Gia, be careful. There are a lot of people out here.” You turn back to Thomas.

“You got a boyfriend?”

“Maybe the person asking you these things should come ask me himself?” You snort, rolling your eyes.

“Okay.” He shrugs then skates off without another word, on to the next group.

But Timo never appears.

As you’re leaving later, hand in hand with Gia, you see the rest of the Sharks players head out as a big group. Thomas elbows Timo in the ribs and you look away, wanting to die all over again. Not only did you obsess about him, but he never came out to pursue it any further. Knowing you’ll never actually have a chance is a disappointment you’ve never experienced.

“We are going to McDonald’s right?” Gia asks you, all innocent now that she wants something.

“Ah, I don’t know.”

“You promised!” She wails instantly, little face scrunching in irritation.

“She worked pretty hard on the ice as your wing woman, I think you should take her.” You hear a voice behind you. You know it’s Timo and your cheeks instantly flame pink.

“I don’t know about that. She was spreading secrets out there. Can’t reward that.”

“What if it ends up getting you a date?” Your stomach flip flops. You take a calming breath, looking away like you’re contemplating.

“I guess it depends on with who.”

“Him!” Gia shouts. “Oh my god, are you gonna pass out?”

“Gia, get in the car.” You laugh, shaking your head as Timo chuckles with you. “I think you’ve helped enough.”

“Yes! She says yes!” Gia insists instead.

Timo grins, then looks at you to confirm.

“You going to actually ask me or do we need Thomas to do that too?”

“Can I come to McDonald’s with you?” You close your eyes, tilting your head back and laughing.

“Never picked you as a happy meal guy.”

“I’m a Big Mac guy, but if a happy meal gets me a date, I’m in.”

“No…” You say to him. His eyebrows bolt up in pure panic. “To your earlier question, No, I don’t have a boyfriend.” Relief is visible on his face, making a warm bubble fill your chest.

“That’s good. Would be kinda awkward seeing him at McDonald’s.”

“Are we going to McDonald’s or what!?” Gia screeches out the door.

“You sure you wanna go?”

“Yeah. Something tells me you’re worth it. I’ll follow you.” He winks, then walks away to his expensive, black car, leaving you to wonder if this is actually real life.

You find yourself smirking at that image, a year to the day later, while you, Timo and Gia visit that McDonald’s again to recreate your first date.

#Timo Meier #Timo Meier Imagine #Timo Meier x reader #San Jose Sharks #my writing #nhl fan fiction #hockey writing #writing request

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bangchan-mytruelove · 1 year

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An Alpha A Bit Different

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Pairing; Omega!Bang Chan x Alpha!Male!Reader

Themes; Omegaverse AU • Fluff • Smut • Angst • Enemies to Lovers(not really) •

General Content Warning; expected stereotypical behavior (for omega and alpha alike), mentions of past trauma, reader has a hard time eating, plot slightly based off of "connected", reader is younger (born in the 02) and taller than chan (about 5 inches/12cm), mention of anxiety attack, reader can't look at his own reflection, reader and chan are really insecure, reader has good parents (shockingly), mentions of hyunlix being canon, minsung mutual pining, harassment.

Word Count; 2.3k

Summary; After finding out his best friend was looking for a place to move in, Jisung tried to convince (M/n) to move in with him, but after having the alpha avoid him, Jisung decided to simply drag him over to their apartment, where (M/n) met Chan in person for the first time.

Chapter 1; Meeting 3RACHA.

!please, reblog and leave feedback to let me know what you think about this fic~!

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(M/n) grew up hearing from people around him that he was different from other alphas, and he always thought that was a good thing, a bright smile on his face whenever he received such a compliment. After all, every alpha he's ever met was egocentric, self-centered, possessive, and toxic, that's why he thought it was a good thing that he was referred to as different.

But one time, when he was only a sixteen-year-old boy, he stopped to see the faces of the people that called him 'different'. Alphas, omegas, and even betas looked at him with disgust and disapproval.

That was the first time (M/n) thought that being different was a bad thing. And for the first time in his life, he felt disgusted at himself for also being an alpha that didn't meet anyone's standards.

In this world, alphas and omegas are naturally attracted to each other, their pheromones being responsible for this, making (M/n) feel as if his life as an alpha had already been decided by the universe, his destiny already decided, telling him to only fuck and procreate with omegas.

And he hated the feeling of wanting to follow through with that animal instinct. To claim an omega as his and impregnate them, over and over again, marking their body so everyone would know they were already taken.

On days like those, when his rut was dangerously close, he would lock himself in his room, beating himself up and the world for making him an alpha.

"Why couldn't I haven't been born as a beta...?" His whisper would vanish into thin air, not reaching anyone's ears but his, and he would go back to holding himself back until his rut was over. His senses were overly sensitive to everything, noise, taste... smell.

He lived like that for a few years, receiving judging stares from people who disliked his personality, telling him that whatever he did wasn't proper for an alpha like him, and he had enough.

Heading to the nearest pharmacy, (M/n) bought his first box of scent blockers. Translucent patches he had to stick over the scent glands on his neck, right below his ear, and he kept living on as if he wasn't an alpha, not really correcting anyone who assumed he was a beta.

It's better this way, he would always say, convincing himself that it didn't affect nor hurt him in any way.

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"Why didn't you tell me you were looking for a place to move in?" Jisung's voice sounded absurdly loud in his ear, making him frown as he leaned as far away as he could while having his best friend's arm around his shoulder.

"I didn't wanna bother you, hyung," Jisung dismissed his words with a sway of his hand, quietly muttering an 'aish~'.

"I thought I told you that the boys and I need a new roommate," (M/n) frowned and looked at the omega still hanging onto him.

"What happened to Hyunjin?" Finally releasing him, Jisung sat across from him in the café they decided to meet up for some lunch.

Grabbing the cupcake on (M/n)'s plate, Jisung took a bit out of it, its frosting covering his upper lip and the tip of his nose, "He decided to live with his boyfriend or something like that," picking up the napkin under the now empty plate, (M/n) lifted his hand up to wipe Jisung's frosting stained lip and nose, making the male smile happily at his sweet gesture.

The instinct told (M/n) to take care of omegas, and Jisung was one, and he was pretty careless so it was something normal to him at this point.

"You would be living with me, Changbin, and Chan, wouldn't that be awesome?"

(M/n) didn't know much about Jisung's roommates, the only one he knew kinda well was Hyunjin, but him being two years younger than his best friend made it difficult to know Jisung's friends well enough. Changbin is a senior, Hyunjin and Jisung are juniors while (M/n) had barely started the year, making him a freshman. Now Chan was a different story, he knew only the man because of some photos Jisung showed him, the man wasn't a big fan of pictures but there were those rare occasions.

Chan had already graduated two years ago, and he worked in the music industry alongside Changbin and Jisung, forming the trio, 3RACHA. (M/n) heard a few of their songs, and he liked them, a lot, going as far as to ask Jisung for the file once the track was finished. The one single important thing that he knew about Chan, was that he was an omega.

And it may be rare however not impossible for an omega to be quite big and muscular, and that's exactly what Chan is. Or that's what Jisung always said about him. (M/n) wouldn't know, he doesn't know the male and he's usually wearing baggy, loose clothing so is not noticeable at all.

"So, what do you say?" And (M/n) remembered what they had been talking about, unwillingly on his part.

He doubted for a few seconds, wondering how he would feel if suddenly a stranger came to live in with him, "I don't know, hyung, I don't really know you're friends-" the male took another bite of the cupcake he stole.

"Not an excuse," (M/n) sighed at that and somehow came up with something to make the omega drop the subject.

"How about I go to your house, and meet your roomies? Then we can decide how everyone feels about it, okay?" Pondering (M/n)'s decision, he shrugged and nodded once.

"I already know I want you as my roommate anyway, and Changbin hyung will like you too," His words did very little effort in helping (M/n), after all, Jisung didn't say a thing about the male he was worried about.

Chan.

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After unsuccessfully trying to avoid Jisung, (M/n) ended up getting dragged all the way to the apartment he shared with his friends. He had been coming up with excuses to not go there for the past two days, but Jisung was smarter than he looks, and he ambushed (M/n) when he was walking out of his last class.

"I don't care if you have plans today, you're coming with me," and (M/n) realized he shouldn't have ignored his gut feeling telling him Jisung was planning something when he didn't even try to persuade him earlier in the day.

I can't believe I actually thought he gave up... He lamented to himself while letting himself get dragged all the way to his best friend's apartment. It was a good walking distance, he noticed, unlike the train he had to ride for an hour to get to college.

On the way upstairs to the second floor, Jisung mentioned that Changbin was the only one in the apartment since he only had morning classes and Chan went out, something about his job and going grocery shopping. And even if he knew the only other omega wasn't in the apartment, (M/n) knew his scent must be lingering inside, so before Jisung opened the front door he took a deep breath and followed his best friend inside.

Gently pressing on the scent blockers on his neck, (M/n) walked in and followed Jisung, looking around the place, seeing a few windows opened, probably to not make him feel suffocated by the strong scents of two omegas and the mild scent of a beta. At least he knew his alpha scent wasn't gonna last around for long once he leaves.

Wary of the place he was in, (M/n) kept his hands in front of him, holding his right wrist with his left hand, making sure not to take deep breaths too often.

Hearing a door opening, (M/n) peeled over Jisung's shoulder, seeing a rather short yet muscular man walk out of a room. That's Seo Changbin, (M/n) has seen him around a couple of times, and they have made small talk on a few occasions, but he didn't know much about the male.

"Oh, (M/n), I've been waiting for you, man! Jisungie said he was gonna bring you over but he never did," Changbin patted his shoulder hard, maybe a little too hard, and (M/n) had to hide his pained expression the moment he remembered Changbin not only lifts weights, but he also does boxing.

"I've been... busy with stuff," (M/n) ignored the look Jisung sent at him, that look that said 'you were obviously avoiding this, don't lie', but he didn't comment on his blatant lie.

They talked for a few minutes, mostly Changbin did and both males got to know a little bit more about each other. And Jisung came into the living, finishing what seemed to be a chocolate bar, neither realized that he had gone to the kitchen in the first place.

"Do you know when Chan hyung will be back?" And right before Changbin could answer Jisung's question, the front door opened, and an incredibly captivating scent reached (M/n)'s nose.

He didn't really feel Chan's scent before, especially with how subtle it was, but now that he was back in the apartment he felt it as if he was standing right next to him, presenting his neck at him, letting him smell him for as long as he wanted.

From where he was standing, (M/n) saw him as he closed the door and locked it, turning around with his eyes down on his phone, the same hand that held the keys. A backpack hanging off his shoulder and a grocery bag in his hand.

And suddenly, he stopped abruptly before taking another step forward, his nose twitching slightly as he frowned, his nose caught the scent of another person. Not quite sure what they were since it was very weak and subtle.

He looked up and made eye contact with (M/n), who stared at the floor, slightly embarrassed at being caught staring so shamelessly. Jisung ran at Chan and brought him further into the living room, and seeing them standing next to each other, (M/n) noticed that Chan was the tallest of the three.

Wrapping his arm around Chan, Jisung extended his arm in (M/n)'s direction, who kept shyly looking somewhere else that wasn't Chan's intense stare, "Hyung, this is (M/n)~!" Chan seemed confused at Jisung's words, and he turned his head to look at him.

"Your alpha friend?" The way Chan said the word 'alpha' made (M/n) frown slightly, keeping his head down as he felt hurt by the tone of a complete stranger. He could already tell Chan didn't want him there.

(M/n) heard Jisung sighing and after looking up, he saw his friend sending the older male a disappointed look, "Hey, (M/n) is not like all those brainless alphas we've met, he's actually kind and thoughtful," (M/n) saw how Chan seemed to be skeptical about that, but he let out a short sigh.

"Is he our new roommate?" (M/n) only shook his head a couple of times, giving a negative response to the question.

"I'm not-"

"That's the plan~!" Rudely interrupted by Jisung, (M/n) looked at his friend with a tired look.

"Jisung," he said with a neutral tone of voice, making the male look at him with a wide smile, but (M/n) proceeded with his response, "I'm not sure, I don't wanna rush things and make you guys uncomfortable," even though it seems like I already did, he couldn't help but comment to himself, the clear look of disgust and disapproval on Chan's face, the same expression that made him hate being an alpha.

Changbin realized (M/n)'s mood and he walked closer to him, patting his shoulder again, only more gently this time.

"Well, I don't mind you living here, you're kinda cool," with those words muttered, Changbin beckoned Chan over to them, "You'll like him once you get to know him, hyung."

Frowning unsure, Chan took a deep breath and sat his backpack on the couch before heading to the kitchen, most likely to place the groceries away.

"Fine."

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For the next hour and a half, (M/n) was awkwardly sitting between Changbin and Jisung, rarely getting into a conversation with Chan, who still seemed a little unsure about getting close to him, physically and personally.

And with that, (M/n) couldn't help but let that small voice wonder why such a beautiful omega reacted that way once he learned he was an alpha, the instinct telling him to protect and reassure him of whatever uncertainty he may have, and (M/n) mentally beat himself over for that.

That was the same behavior other alphas had, thinking that they had to protect omegas because they were weaker, and inferior to them, and (M/n) didn't like that.

In the end, not wanting to make things even more awkward and uncomfortable for Chan, (M/n) said goodbye, all the while keeping his distance from the older omega and he left the apartment, mentally preparing himself for the long journey back to his house.

Looking out the train window, he wondered if he should become their roommate or just keep living in his parents' house, he couldn't bear knowing he would make Chan feel uncomfortable in his own house.

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For the following week, Jisung kept bothering him every chance he got, finding him every break to ask him if he already decided to move in with them, and at some point, on an impulse to make the male finally shut up, (M/n) accepted.

He was worried about Chan the most. He hasn't been able to stop thinking about the omega, seemingly liking him more and more, despite only seeing him in person once.

He was especially worried since it seemed he liked Chan more than Chan seemed to like him, and he was scared of what could happen with their cohabitation.

(M/n) didn't voice his worries and concerns, and like that, he moved in a few days later.

But if (M/n) would've known that living in that apartment was gonna make him act like those alphas he so deeply despised... he would've refused without a doubt.

#bangchan x reader #skz x male reader #skz x reader #bang chan x reader #bang chan x male reader #stray kids x reader #stray kids x male reader #bang chan fic #skz fanfic #stray kids fanfic #bang chan #stray kids #•bangchan-mytrulove typing...•#an alpha a bit different chan fic

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directdogman · 1 year

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Heya, been watching Mr bean lately and thought I'd ask you if there's anything I should know about the bean lore

i deadass almost responded 'why are you watching mr bean' on its own, but hey. it's not every day i get an ask like this. it's actually a common fan misconception that I like Mr Bean all that much, but I'll still attempt to answer this question in good faith. first question to ask is, animated or live action?

for the live action show, I could talk about it for quite a long time, but long story short, it was created by the same creative team as Blackadder's first season (more or less), with Rowan Atkinson starring, Atkinson and Richard Curtis co-writing and Howard Goodall scoring the show. The famous chorale arrangement of the Mr Bean theme is actually real Latin too. Something people forget about Rowan Atkinson is incredibly well educated. In fact, him, Richard Curtis and Howard Goodall all met in Oxford college iirc.

The first line of the live action series theme literally translates as 'behold the man who is bean'. Beyond that, the only real surface level live action lore I can really think of, off the top of my head, is that Mr Bean has co-acted with Willem Dafoe, has destroyed priceless artwork, has been driven around downtown LA while flipping the bird at people he passed, was almost briefly named 'mr cauliflower', etc. Oh, also, Mr Bean isn't fully mute in the live action series, like in the pilot, where he speaks at length before sitting for a university math examination that he isn't prepared to take. So, yes, Mr Bean has canonically attended a university.

I do have a pretty big theory that alleges that Doug Walker's relationship with the Nostalgia Critic is more or less the same as Rowan Atkinson's with Mr Bean, but I refuse to explain Mr Bean lore if I feel it may come up later on in a trial or contribute to me ending up in a padded cell somewhere, so you'll just have to sit and wonder, I'm afraid.

OKAY, onto the cartoon series. The important thing to remember about the cartoon series is that it had two iterations. The run of the Mr Bean cartoon was aired in the early 2000's. Rowan Atkinson was apparently in the writer's room for it, and Mr Bean, like in official media, is semi-mute in it. He often just emotes using various grunts, but can utter short sentences. The animation is very fluid and the characters frequently go off model in order to appear more expressive. The episode plots were also pretty off the wall in comparison to the second iteration. You know the Citadel of Ricks in Rick and Morty, where Rick meets a whole space ship full of identical clones of himself? Yeah, it's canon to Mr Bean too, but y'know. It's the Citadel of Beans, I guess.

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In case the embedded timestamp doesn't automatically work, jump to 9:02 and watch until at least 9:13. Or don't watch any of it at all. Your call. Also no, it's not a dream sequence or anything like that, it's fully canon and really happening. It also implies that Mr Bean remembers that he's an alien for the rest of the series. The scene even ends with the direct implication that the fan theory that live action Mr Bean is an alien IS correct. (Some have speculated that he was perhaps a fallen angel too.) By the way, I'm linking to a shitty fan reupload so this Mr Bean clip instead of any of the readily available public resources because fuck YOU Mr Bean, I refuse to give you your now undeserved 10th of a cent in ad revenue after your DISGRACEFUL NFT line. More on that later.

After they finished up with the early 2000's cartoon series, the show went off the air for a literal decade and then they brought it back, out of nowhere, with rigid (and decidedly cheaper to produce) digital animation. You could compare the change in animation to, say, The Simpsons or Family Guy, where the art style remains the same for every design/background that's borrowed from the older seasons, but now everything moves stiffly/robotically. Newer one-off character designs are also way flatter and less cartoonish, as if the creative juices that went into the original cartoon series are... gone.

I have to say, I haven't seen all of these episodes because they're really not very good. The writing is a lot worse. Mr Bean just constantly talks for some reason, which feels like a pretty stark abandonment of the core tenets of the character imo. Come to think of it, the other recurring characters (like his landlord, Mrs Wicket) is also strangely out of character. Long story short, they just don't care anymore.

The funny thing about the baffling Mr Bean NFT line is that, well, there's basically 4 'eras' of Mr Bean... at least, according to how I group it. Era 1 is the live action series, era 2 is made up of the 2 feature length Mr Bean movies (I group them together, despite them coming out over a decade apart as they don't really connect directly to the main Mr Bean lore and take place outside of London), era 3 is the early 2000's run of the cartoon, and the era 4 is the 2010's cartoon reboot.

Of ALL of the 4 possible places they could pull content from, only ONE iteration of Mr Bean contained digital, pre-cropped assets... The cartoon reboot, which the production company that owns the rights to the character (Tiger Aspect Productions) obviously had, leading to this really strange revisionism (more or less gaslighting) from the Mr Bean brand, like "hey, remember Mr Bean? Remember him? He has an NFT line now! Remember Mr Bean? BUY BUY BUY" Which is funny, because statistically, of all of the four eras, the shitty cartoon reboot is the only era that does not contain anything that interesting to talk about, and is the only one that doesn't contain memorable Mr Bean media, arguably.

Some people 100% remember the time Mr Bean put an armchair on TOP of his car and drove it around in the live action series. Some people remember watching the movies in the theater as a kid and some people remember the zany episodes of the early cartoon series, which aired on Nickelodeon owned channels in the early 2000's... Nobody remembers the time Mr Bean set up a pizza place called 'pizza bean'. Seriously, there's several episodes in the new animated series where the guy just starts up a get rich quick scheme, which falls apart by the end of the episode. It's like Ed, Edd 'n' Eddy, except instead of the Ed boys, you're stuck in an elevator alone with an our of character Mr Bean.

So, yeah, the company REALLY milked the final seasons of the cartoon, despite it being the worst Mr Bean content, because that way, they could produce easy content that didn't require any more work. They don't even get Rowan Atkinson in for voices most of the time they make 'new material', just using recycled clips from a Mr Bean soundboard. The entire NFT line, by the way, is just random frames from the cartoon reboot placed against re-used backgrounds from the show, or just in front of a gradient/solid colour. Pretty cheeky given that they minted these NFTS for, get this, over $100 each. I personally wouldn't even accept someone else's money in exchange for having to own a Mr Bean NFT, so I can't imagine who'd actually spend their hard earned money on such a thing.

I could keep going, but sooner or later, an Al-Qaeda sniper is gonna take me out if I keep typing, so best quit while I'm ahead. You were a FOOL to have read this

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th3-0bjectivist · 1 year

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Dear listener, every now and then I enjoy posting music that is absolutely, 100% pure batshit. So, allow me to submit a tune by a Japanese expatriate duo that is equal parts brilliant and bat guano, that being Cibo Matto. Right off the bat, I don’t know if I could possibly recommend a group that generates music that is more absurd, but at the same time completely hypnotic in tone. During their genesis in the mid to late 90’s, their music was originally heavily centered around the subject of food. That’s right… food. And with songs entitled ‘Know Your Chicken’ and ‘Beef Jerky’ in their earlier musical efforts… needless to say, I had a little bit of trouble connecting with their discography at first. This tune, Sugar Water from 1996’s Viva! La Woman, was my first sample of CM’s tunes and was delivered to me by way of Season 2 Episode 1 of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Screw the haters, that show ruled! Years later, I keep going back to this tune and this group’s catalog if I’m feeling mindless and in the mood to chill. In over two and a half decades, this duo managed to crank out a grand total of three full length albums. While they’re not a household name, they did at least try to shed their food-centric underpinnings and create a handful of records that varied in structure, theatrics, and themes. While CM’s music never really sold big in the U.S., it sold even worse in Japan. However, to their credit, I keep coming back to their catalog because it’s just fun, catchy and good in small doses… sometimes in a so bad its good kind of way. And don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t post batshit music if I personally didn’t like it. This group produces tunes that manage to be endearing, entrancing and artsy. For that reason, I have been won over for many years by their Shibuya style, which is a hell of a lot more thoughtful, original, interesting, humorous, and vital than any ‘modern’ (see also ‘dumbed-down’) corporate radio-friendly music. If you need a little bit of escapism or if you’re just in the mood for something different and even better than modern chillout/chillwave, smash play and enjoy!

It was the episode where Buffy is being a twat about dying in the previous season and is teasing Xander with a sexy dance at The Bronze. If you understood any part of the previous sentence, how’s it feel to be with me in nerd-virgin hell? Image source: https://www.npr.org/2014/02/02/267029140/first-listen-cibo-matto-hotel-valentine

#cibo matto #sugar water #viva! la woman #shibuya #shibuya-kei #trip hop #hip-pop #art pop #avant pop #music #music on tumblr #song #music video #audio #audio on tumblr

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redroseincorporated · 6 months

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sectonia taught me something

tw sad i guess lmao

why, whenever i make a tumblr post, is it long as fuck. do i just take that long to cook?

"hol on guys i still got 3 hours left in the Crock-Pot™ "

my mom has one of these!

anyway heres the post:

so, ive gotten back into my kirby phase right 02's theme dragged me back into the hells

(this is slowly turning into a kirby blog. my top post is the rant on zero one)

anyway

kirby's been a big interest of mine ever since i played triple deluxe on my 3ds xl in like 2018 idefk

its kinda apart of my personality tbh. i really like lovecraftian horrors now and ive tried to mimick some of the kirby style in my own stories (best example being my bugs having eyes more similar to halcandra dees than the bug fables or hollow knight)

when i was a kid, i didnt really think much about the story of games i played.

i just went 'ohohoho. oheeeheehee. i kil yu.'

but, once i got my hands on lore youtube, oH MY GOD.

to summarize it, kirby triple deluxe is basically

there is a beanstalk

it takes you to floating islands!

grow the beanstalk to save the fairies who live on the islands from the evil queen!

the evil queen has an evil henchman (OF WHOM I THOUGHT WAS A GIRL. TARANZA. NAME ENDS IN AN A. THATS A FEMININE NAMING SCHEME. ALSO BRUV YOUR HAIR CONFUSED 8 YEAR OLD ME WHO DIDNT KNOW WHAT BISEXUALS WERE) who is doing her evils as well!

fight the evil henchman spider and fight the queen herself!

she fuses with a flower and you take her down with a giant ass laser! (american kirby. now in theatres near you)

that's the plot.

but the lore is kinda dark. duh, this is kirby.

if you've seen my call-out post, you know the basic jist of the lore. if you havent seen it, i'll explain

taranza got his wife, sectonia, a mirror for a gift! since she loved admiring her appearance

that mirror was the amazing mirror, a portal to the mirror dimension!

now i dont know how the fuck this happened but it fucked her up! and turned! her! in! to! a! bee!

she wanted to be as beautiful as human(spider?)ly possible so she turned into a bee ig

taranza assured her she was beautiful, but respected her changes

sectonia grew mad, trying to become as beautiful as possible, and fused with the dreamstalk/flower i mentioned above

and dies

now thats dark!

but here's where it gets interesting

i was in the shower like

sectonia was chill and okay with herself

someone provided her with a way to notice how cool she was

sectonia realized she wanted to be better because wow! someone said i was cool! i want that again!

sectonia then tried everything in her power to become beautiful, to gain that compliment!

and people told her, 'yeah sectonia! you are beautiful! you are drop dead gorgeous!'

sectonia did not believe them!

so she strove to be better!

and eventually the compliments probably didnt mean anything to her! they probably went out one ear and out the other!

and so these compliments didnt have the same effect as they previously did! but sectonia wanted the good compliments! she still wanted to be beautiful!

but the compliments didnt work

and so in a sisyphus like situation, she drove herself mad, dying for what she craved and yet couldnt recieve

and shower me was like

damn!

i kinda realized

i was chill and okay with myself

someone provided me with a way to notice how cool i was

i realized i wanted to be better because wow! someone said i was cool! i want that again!

i then tried everything in my power to become accomplished, to gain that compliment!

and people told me, 'yeah choco! you are accomplished! you can do anything!'

i did not believe them! for some reason! (idk why to this fucking day)

so i strove to be better!

and eventually the compliments didnt mean anything to me! they went out one ear and out the other!

and so these compliments didnt have the same effect as they previously did! but i wanted the good compliments! i still wanted to be accomplished! and recognized! and loved!

but the compliments didnt work

and so in a sisyphus like situation, i drove myself mad.

and im like

damn!

am i going to die waiting for my shower water to heat up? (because its STUCK ON ROOM TEMPERATURE. i needa ask my dad to fix it)

and i going to die waiting for Her war to end?

am i going to die waiting for someone to tell me they love me, and die waiting for me to realize they mean it?

am i going to keep working and working just to gain nothing? am i going to keep people pleasing in hopes someone advocates for me and die trying?

i find myself making my largest mental health break-throughs not from others words, but on my own.

and so an hour ago i stood in the shower realizing im killing myself in what im doing

working for what others see of me and not myself

do i want to go out that way?

🥔

#self love #kirby #sectonia

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a-local-idiots-shitpost · 4 months

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Simeon(10/02)-TSL convention with the best author of them all

has 1169 words, I feel like Simeon is OOC though...

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did you anticipate there would be a celebration for Simeon´s or for most of them “Christopher Peugot´s” birthday in the TSL fandom? considering Levi is a part of it actually yes you did but that isn´t the point, buuuut that´s the perfection distraction you need for him not only would he like to see his fans and how they see his work but Luke asked you for a distraction so they can put the finishing touches on his surprise party

also it had the added bonus of both of you enjoying some nice peace and quiet in the Human World away from everybody else and you got to give him his present early it was a bunch of kisses <3… and he got a printed out, leather bound and 100% comprehensible dissection of his work because you are very normal about it, honestly it´s more like the ramblings of a madman but he could understand it so mission accomplished also he did seem to enjoy that you liked it so much to do this so mission even more accomplished in your eyes

but back to what you two were there for it´s … honestly a pretty nice convention in your eyes but that just might be because you didn´t encounter any gatekeepers so far which greatly improves everything

you were holding Simeon´s hand and looking up at him “so watcha think about this? kinda interesting huh?” he was looking around “it´s… a really interesting experience” you had to hold back a laugh “if you think this is interesting now you should see how it was on social media” this caught his interest “there was even more?”

“oh yeah a bunch of people drew fan-art and everything, some even speculated on how you could look”

“I have a bad feeling”

“everybody drew you like one would an ancient wizard, some got really close to how you actually look” he gave you a small smile “so they drew me as Solomon? as long as they didn´t give me his interesting culinary abilities I could live with this” you were laughing now, so loud in fact some were staring at you dunno why though you are barely louder than the average person

“so wanna check anything out? there is a lot of TSL themed things we could choose from” Simeon was still holding your hand and you don´t think he will let go of it anytime soon “Leviathan said there would be some people´s attempt at remaking food from it”

“sooo snacks first or did you want a cook book?” Simeon lightly moved you along “knowing you I think food would be a good way to start, we will be walking for a while and you skipped breakfast again” he was still smiling at you but more in the “you better watch what you do now” way, just slightly hiding the rage behind it

“you noticed?” wrong thing to say before he just seemed more upset at you “yes and if we get home we are going to have a serious talk I hope you know this” you physically deflated “yay… even more scolding”

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both you and Simeon got some food, looking at it you wonder if Simeon based the description of those foods on Devil and Angel foods they sure look like them, tastes a lot more different though but that might just be the lack of of weird ingredients

both you and him were in a more secluded spot were nobody could hear you both “so Mister Peugeot what´s the verdict?” you gave him a teasing grin and he could just shake his head at your antics “with what a normal Human can work with it´s good”

“and if it´s somebody with connections?”

“it could have been better”

“I take this as we could make it a lot better” Simeon gave you a smile “you think so? I belief there is somebody in front of me who still can´t figure out the most basic of Celestial Realm ingredients” you just gave him a pout “so what do you want to do next?”

he thought for a moment “I heard people were displaying their artworks and interpretations of my characters and I would love to see those, it´s rare for me to find them” yeah you know why it´s rare, this man can´t work anything more advanced than a type writer most of the time and teaching him has… mixed results most of the time

“it´s your day Simeon, we´ll do whatever you want” he gave you a smile “I would love to, but you should still enjoy this day with me”

this man really is to sweet for words “don´t worry I´m sure it´ll be plenty of fun!” you gave him a bright grin and walked towards the stands

it was really impressive in your opinion but some of them seem to get a rather critical eye from Simeon, most notably the ones who are either selling replicas, figurines or outfits from the series guess they can be glad they don´t work with him, he did help with a stage play in RAD and it wasn´t easy

you saw him take a look at all the art that´s being displayed and he looked so happy about it, there is everything from all forms of drawings, figurines, even some out of Glass and some even were showing of their writings, it seems like he really took a liking to the people´s writings he seemed to enjoy reading them and giving the people compliments and in some cases some well meaning critiques not to say he didn´t enjoy looking at the other art works just that he paid a bit more attention to those

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both of you spent hours walking around the convention and for the Birthday of an Author nobody even knows the smallest amount of it was really impressive but now it´s time for the more important party and you hope Luke was finished with everything because the poor kid already seemed stressed more than enough…

you opened the Door of Purgatory Hall and everything was chaos, Luke is stuck on the ceiling, Solomon is in the kitchen making… something that you don´t even want to think about, Raphael is eating something that´s either food or the really fancy looking soap you made and the entire place looks like a battle field

this really wasn´t what you were expecting when you left Luke alone, poor kid even promised he had everything under control when you wrote him a quick text a couple of hours ago…

Simeon though looks really calm like eerily calm so calm your sure everybody that´s in his vicinity should evacuate before they are they are face with his wrath

“uh hey Simeon I think I just remembered I had to get back to the House of Lamentation so see ya!” you mentally apologized to poor Luke but you´ll be stuck with enough scoldings for a day because you didn´t tell Lucifer were you where...

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me simeon x mc #obey me simeon #obey me fic #obey me fanfiction #obey me fanfic

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Todays rip: 03/02/2024

Take You To The Desert

Season 3 Featured on: SiIvaGunner's Highest Quality Rips Volume A

Ripped by Chaze the Chat

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Hi, so, uh, full disclaimer - I HAD a post almost done and ready to go for today (or TONIGHT, rather), but then I got very distracted by watching the amazing YouTube premiere of the MAGFest Rave, had the fucking time of my life screaming my head off in the SiIvaGunner Discord, and now I've suddenly been informed that I've almost missed Sean Kingston's birthday! Sean Kingston! You know the guy - from Crazy Noisy Beautiful Girls, from Beautiful! ~ Curveball of Sean Kingston, from the 11th episode of the SiIvaGunner Christmas Comeback Crisis? Yet for all that I've talked about him in those two posts, it still kind of feels like I've only barely scratched the surface - and with the scoops I only just got from SiIvaCord, I felt basically forced to properly honor Kingston's legacy today.

Before his unfortunate and absolutely-real-no-kidding Jetski accident, Sean Kingston made waves in the late 2000s with his breakout single Beautiful Girls - the kind of song that you only SOMEWHAT become annoyed by from its overexposure on the radio. After team member turdl3 of Hoopache fame singled it out as his number-one most disliked pop song of the 2000s, the SiIvaGunner team did what they did best and decided to turn that distaste into a running joke, posting more and more Kingston as part of the bit - before it reached Chaze the Chat's ears.

I can't help but assume that there was some sort of neural overlap across ´his prior obsession with Maroon 5 and Sean Kingston, but Chaze the Chat reportedly wound becoming absolutely obsessed with posting about the song and its various follow-ups. Did you know he made three separate mashup albums dedicated to shitposting about the guy?

Its something I've talked about in many Maroon 5-themed posts on here such as Sunday Morning, but even when I'm not able to be in on the joke there's just something so endearing about seeing rips be made out of such strangely specific yet evidently passionate interests - which, in turn, brings us to Season 3's Sean Kingston Day, and Take You To The Desert. Turdl3 was reportedly not alone in disliking Beautiful Girls, and the song had effectively no presence on SiIvaGunner whatsoever in its first two years of running - yet somehow, Sean Kingston Day got to occur, and the sheer shock of it all has stuck with me since even back when. It wasn't something absurdly random like Chain of Memories II Day back with Simple and Clean (Psi Mix), nor was it seemingly part of any ongoing lore developments, nor did it feel like a long-running joke on the channel that I'd simply failed to be invited to - everyone else in the YouTube comments were just as befuddled as I was as to what led to the sudden takeover. Hell, I hadn't even *heard* Beautiful Girls until that day!

And yet, I fucking loved it.

From an honest point of view, Take You To The Desert is a pretty simple mashup between two already-good songs. Yet with all that context of Sean Kingston's presence on the channel, his development as a borderline forced inside joke and sudden takeover for a day, and most importantly Chaze the Chat's bizarre affection for the guy, it turns into something more. Just the simple fact alone that the rip uses Take You There rather than his prior discussed debut single kind of speaks volume to how deep in the trenches Chaze the Chat was in regards to this event - an event that, really, he was the main driving force behind even getting done to begin with. And though it caught us all of guard, I do believe there were many viewers just like me back then - who through the repeated exposure of the day became unironic Sean Kingston enjoyers. And hey - Beautiful! ~ Curveball of Sean Kingston is only one of the many dozens of rips made since Sean Kingston day to continue upholding the Kingston legacy, even as the hype around the in-joke as completely passed

Bizarre, catchy, ironic, unironic, Jetski driver or pop sensation - Sean Kingston is many things, yet for the six years I've known of his existence I've never been able to see him as anything but a SiIvaGunner joke. But when its one that Chaze the Chat believed in so fucking hard, one that gave us absolute bangers like Take You To The Desert, I can't find it in me to see that as a bad thing. Because with or without prior knowledge, the passion of those who ripped his music showed me why it was worth caring about.

Happy Birthday, Sean Kingston.

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seventeenlovesthree · 24 days

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Digi Dynamic Shipping Game

Send me two names among the following 12 and I’ll write a short analysis post about them:

While Miyako is not referring to Koushirou but Ken, the screenshot was too good not to make use of it.

Whether canon provides input on them or not.

Even though Miyako is not Koushirou's direct heir in terms of their Crests, they have a lot of things in common at first glance. They're already acquainted by the time we meet Miyako for the first time, as they've been in the same computer club in elementary school. We already know that Miyako seems to be good with computers, because starts off the first episode Iori asks her to come over to fix his - and so it doesn't seem too surprising that Miyako is rather thrilled to see her "senpai", now all prim and proper in his middle school uniform, visiting her at school.

Miyako is known for fawning over boys - not just the good-looking, but also the "smart" ones. She isn't outright swooning over Koushirou through the course of the series, but is still implied to be looking up to him - which is ironic in two ways. First for all, due to their switched height difference. Second of all, in one of the dramas bridging the years between Adventure and 02, Koushirou talks about "even the girl(s) in my computer club are taller than me, but I'm doing my best", implying that there might be a particular girl he wants to "catch up to". Whether in terms of height or in other ways stays ambiguous...

Overall, they're both the respective computer experts of their groups and Koushirou is seen guiding and encouraging Miyako a few times - but also has a hard time keeping her overly-enthusiastic nature in check sometimes. They have very different energy levels - and despite fulfilling the roles of strategists in their groups respectively to some degree, they also have very different "work ethics". Similarly to Mimi, Miyako's judgement is often emotion-based, so she may not always check all potential outcomes. Additionally, she doesn't particularly enjoy the "workload" that being a Chosen Child brings with it, she doesn't really find it fun - whereas for Koushirou, the "fun" and also the frustration only starts when he's buried in his work.

Hence why, a sneaky little running gag about them ever since DSB seems to be that Miyako is causing Koushirou (extra) work - or that she tries to pass on troublesome tasks to him (particularly in Kizuna). Regardless of that, him entrusting her to take over the Chosen Children network in his absence (as seen in The Beginning) still speaks volumes on how much he believes in her. (And in some way, it may also be a sneaky little payback on his behalf, since she is still moping about having to deal with that responsibility.)

Unfortunately, ever since the middle of 02, we haven't seen them interacting directly with each other anymore.

Tl;dr: They may not have the closest bond, visibly speaking, but there is quite a foundation of similarities, mutual trust (and admiration) to work with.

Whether I think why and how they’d work.

If it wasn't for the fact that both Miyako and Koushirou have people they visibly focus on more through the course of the series, drifting away from each other more and more, seeing these two as romantically compatible may be an easy conclusion to come to. It seems like a cliché at first, but pairing off the short, more coordinative computer nerd with the tall, outgoing computer nerd does have its appeal. They have a complementary theme going on that could be interesting to watch develop further. First of all, as pointed out, there is a foundation of mutual admiration going on between them - and the more they'd get to know each other, the less they might idealize each other and reveal more of their actual selves. Getting more comfortable - and maybe more "mopey", bickering and gossiping over the rest of the Chosen Childen crew. They do have to deal with some thick-headed friends (they both love very dearly) after all...

Miyako is already showing signs of that by "comfortably passing on her workload" onto her senpai - but they might actually be brilliant if they strategized together for once.

The question is if they'd feel emotional and romantic attraction to each other too; while I can see Miyako's tastes varying a lot (Ken, Hikari, Mimi, Michael...), Koushirou does have a history of getting along well with more extroverted ones (Taichi, Mimi) once the ice is broken. In sum, they both have quite a fondness for the Yagami siblings - and Mimi -, so that might be quite a common ground to bond over.

Swooning over technology-related topics, going to fairs together - and complementing each other in more ways than one. Miyako may help Koushirou to feel more comfortable getting experimental with his wardrobe, whereas Koushirou may be able to help Miyako to ground herself a little better. They might have issues prioritizing similarly since their approach systems are so different - and as said, we haven't seen them talk in a while -, but once they can overcome that, they might be unstoppable. They both need to have a healthier, more equal work-life-balance though...

Whether I’d prefer them as platonic or romantic ship.

In the end, their energy levels and priorities might be too different to give each other what they really need - especially because they obviously still have to deal with a long-distance relationship too, with him being more grounded in his home area, while she's more of a jet-setter. And unlike Mimi, Miyako doesn't seem to have much of an interpersonal relationship with Koushirou by the time of The Beginning. So, instead of driving each other insane, I prefer them to stay platonic and have them focus more on the people mentioned above. Also, Mimi may adore the attention here anyway, heh.

#my two cents #miyakou #kouyako #koumiya #miyako inoue #koushiro izumi #koushirou izumi #yolei inoue #izzy izumi #meta #shipping game #digimon

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soleilnomoon · 10 months

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“the sky flashes. the sea yearns. / i myself am in hell.” — ocean vuong

// for all the lovers tied together by the red string of fate //

“horrifying, the very thought of you, / whoever you are, / future knife to my scar, / stay where you are.” — carol ann duffy

// for those destined for ill-fitted romances & endings //

“so much of love is violence. the desire / to be split open, invaded, mangled / and made new.” — erin slaughter

// for the forbidden & the star-crossed lovers //

this collab is about fighting against the rigid parameters around fate and love, no matter the odds; about taking control of one’s destiny to bring about your own desired ending, by all means necessary; about the obsession, the painful yearning, and the purest form of heartache and agony that accompanies romance. it’s about proving that you can and will do what you need to do to ensure that you get the ending you want.

♾️ hihi ♡ this is the second part to my 1.3k+ followers milestone ty to everyone that follows me & entertains my nonsense really y'all are the real mvp. i meant to do a collab eons ago but yk how life is (also my memory is terrible, as we all know). but! i am excited to present the ❥ꔛ.ﾟ༝ | it’s you, not me collab! there aren’t any rigid guidelines, just that you write something that relates to taking control of one’s destiny in regards to love/romance (or life, it’s pretty much open-ended you don’t have to take any of this literally i just like being dramatic and love a good theme).

♾️ whether you end up with a good or bad ending is completely up to you, i’m just excited to see what everyone comes up with.

♾️ the collab is open to all fandoms (anime/manga only, and if you want to write for games like genshin, honkai star rail, obey me, etc. that’s cool too). you don’t have to follow me to join, just make sure you are 18+ (mdni pls & thx) and that any character you write is adult-aged for the fic.

♾️ sfw & nsfw fics are allowed — if you decide to write dc please check my rules for what i will/won’t write and tag it appropriately. minimum word requirement is 500 words (there is no maximum, bc i’m long-winded as hell).

♾️ repeat characters are allowed.

♾️ multiple submissions are allowed.

♾️ you can write character x character, character x reader, or character x oc! whatever works for you.

♾️ send me an ask/dm of what fandom & character(s) you want to write, whether it’s sfw, nsfw, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, etc., if there’s a specific trope, au, or prompt you’ll be using, and whether your reader will have a good ending, a bad ending, or an unknown/open-ended ending.

♾️ example: hiii i'd like to write a modern au, fluff/angst fic for usopp x reader (one piece), with an unknown/open-ended ending.

♾️ deadline to join is 09/02/23. deadline to submit your fic is october/november (no real hard cutoff date tbh).

♾️ when you’re done pleaaase link/tag me in your fic (i am v nosy & want to read & reblog to promote your work 😊💕)

♾️ i’ll be tagging everything as ❥ꔛ.ﾟ༝ | iynm collab.

♾️ the masterlist.

#❥ꔛ.ﾟ༝ | iynm collab.#1.3k milestone collab #bb's first collab ok lemme olone ;-;#fic writing event #x reader event #i love all of y'all fr ✨💕

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semi-organized impressions of dune, parts 1 and 2

below the cut. mild spoilers.

12/??/21

pt1

+ despite never reading the books and going in blind, I was very interested in the world and characters. could follow along pretty well despite the density of the plot.

+ favorite characters would be leto and lady atredies, and reverend mother mohiam. the baron is a good adversary too.

+ paul's perception of chani, and his fate/fates of others around him, changes multiple times over the course of the film. I love that scene where they finally meet for real, and she asks, something along the lines of if his visions of her were true, and he doesn't quite answer.

+ there's this air of both majesty and inescapable tragedy that permeates in this film.

- music, at times, felt like set dressing. I think toto's score compliments the vibe a bit better (the prologue/main theme certainly fits the trailer). which hurts to say, as I am a big fan of hans zimmer's work.

02/29/24

pt2

+ jessica is still a fantastic character.

+ chani and paul really grew up! both of them have excellent character arcs (and a very touching, bittersweet romance). I went through a complete 180 on my opinion of both characters (found her a little undercooked & him ambivalent to the point of vague in pt1, it feels more intentional by pt2). I've heard chiani is quite different in the books, but I can't imagine her character or their relationship being written another way.

+ paul's nutty cousin feyd was a lot of fun, as were the reverend mother(s).

+ the emperor's daughter might be my favorite character so far. paul might've met his match when it comes to strategy.

+ the zero gravity suits are so sick! guerilla warfare between the fremen & harkonen was interesting to watch unfold.

+ paul's duel with feyd is worth the price of admission.

+ riding sandworm scene(s) also worth price of admission.

- I almost wish this movie was 30-60 mins longer. could've fleshed out little bits here and there (the significance of the sand worms & loss of the temple? what/why is spice? what are the other houses like?) but at the same time, it was so much fun to be engrossed in the world and its mystery.

bonus: funniest scenes (to me):

pt 1:

during paul's duel with jamis, his mom decides NOW is a great time to chime in, "oh, paul's never been in a real duel before" or something to that effect.

pt 2:

paul explaining to chani about optimal sand-strafing technique, which was taught on the holobooks, and chani gives him a look that could either be interpreted as, "what's a holobook?" or, "okay nerd, you're still doing it wrong, let me show you how to do it properly so you don't get killed".

the baron clumsily attempting to clamber up the stairs while everyone else is busy apprehending paul. then paul looks over like, "oh hey, I haven't gotten to you have I?" and ignores EVERYONE else including THE EMPEROR just to put the baron out of his misery.

#dune #dune part one #dune part two #musings #dune spoilers

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bangchan-mytruelove · 1 year

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An Alpha A Bit Different

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Pairing; Omega!Bang Chan x Alpha!Male!Reader

Themes; Omegaverse AU • Fluff • Smut • Angst • Enemies to Lovers(not really) •

Word Count; 2.1k

Summary; Having everything that happened come at him with full force had Chan incredibly embarrassed, especially when he realized he kept (M/n)'s jacket in his room, practically covering it with his scent. This led the omega to lock himself in his room, and (M/n) just so happen to hear him working on a new song that he can't seem to stop repeating.

Chapter 5; Connected

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Damn was Jisung right.

A few hours later, while (M/n) was getting stuff ready to cook dinner since Changbin had come back a while ago, Chan walked out of his room all the way to the kitchen with his head down, his ears impossibly red, stopping near him with his jacket in hand.

That same jacket he gave to him the day before at the mall.

(M/n) did notice his jacket right next to Chan's pillow when they were laying in bed, having Chan's nose pressed against his scent glands, relaxing in his arms as he felt his scent.

And now that (M/n)'s jacket was practically dripping with Chan's scent he was extremely embarrassed about handing it back.

With a smile on his face, (M/n) grabbed the jacket from Chan's hand. He opened his mouth to say something, but then Chan had turned around and left the kitchen as fast as he could, heading to his room and locking himself inside.

(M/n) was able to hear Jisung snickering behind and he shook his head side to side, "Hannie, could you make sure nothing burns while I leave this in my room?"

Of course, Jisung whined at him like a little kid at the request, but he did it anyway, standing where (M/n) was as the alpha stepped out of the kitchen and toward his bedroom. Before walking in, (M/n)'s ears picked up a noise coming from Chan's room, without not wanting to interrupt, (M/n) opened his door and entered the room, closing the door behind him.

He rested his back against it as soon as he did, his nose itching to bring his jacket up to it. And he did it.

With shaky hands, (M/n) lifted his jacket up to his face and took a deep breath, pressing the clothing hard on his nose. The shivers that ran through his body made his legs weak, causing him to slide down to the floor, his body shaking and his heart pounding in his chest. But it wasn't arousal what he was feeling.

Even if life partners weren't a big thing anymore, they still existed. People finding the person they were destined to be with... yeah, Gen Z didn't like that, at all. Being bound to someone you know nothing about just because the universe said you're made for each other? Nope, don't like that, that's manipulative.

So yeah, a lot of people view this "soulmate" thing as something bad, having been said that those who are destined to be together will feel an immense attraction, an attraction that is hard to resist. (M/n) believed in life partners, having a soulmate sounded nice, but at the same time, it felt like a curse.

Lowering the jacket to simply press it against his chest, (M/n) released a deep sigh, feeling like he was laying on a cloud, his stomach fuzzy with butterflies, and he couldn't help but wonder by his both reacted this way just now, when he had been smelling Chan's scent since he moved in. It may have been because of the pheromones.

Or the single fact that there still was a bit of his scent mixing with Chan's and that's what made him weak, but he also knew that he was way too interested in Chan, and it hasn't even been a full week since he moved in with them, so of course, (M/n) wasn't in love with him... surely not.

Standing up with -still- shaky legs, (M/n) took a few steps toward the bathroom so he could put the jacket in the laundry basket to wash it some other day, but something in the back of his mind told him to place the jacket on his bed, and that's what he did, without a doubt. Rushing out of his room, (M/n) stopped before fully closing the door as he walked out.

His ears picked up a sound. The melodic sound of Chan singing.

Slowly as to not make any sound, (M/n) approached his room, hearing his voice in the quiet of his room.

"All that I want is you..." (M/n) held his breath, paying close attention to the lyrics he sang, "Even if I'm a fool... Why do I fall for you?" Chan's voice was followed by sounds of mouse clicking, and (M/n) was about to leave, to let him work on his music, but Chan added another line, "No turning back once we're connected."

Taking a step away from the door, (M/n) decided to go back to the kitchen now, Jisung was probably freaking out about not burning dinner anyway, and he left, replaying the lyrics in his head, those now stuck in his mind.

Walking into the kitchen, Jisung looked at him and whined, "Finally! I was about to scream for you to hurry up," holding a chuckle, (M/n) apologized to the omega and took his place to keep cooking dinner.

All the while, his mind was still back with Chan's voice, and he couldn't help but repeat the lyrics to himself over and over again in a low tone of voice, and a good ten minutes later he was done cooking. (M/n) went to Changbin's room knocking on his door.

"Dinner's ready!" (M/n) heard the sound of Changbin rushing out of bed, followed by the door opening and a flash of a black shirt and red pants ran past him straight to the kitchen, where Jisung had been setting the kitchenware and utensils on the dining table after (M/n) told him to before walking out.

And now, the alpha found himself standing in front of Chan's room again. He released a deep breath he didn't even realize he was holding and knocked on the door, repeating.

"Dinner's ready, hyung!"

(M/n) waited for an answer but he only heard the sound of clicking, which let him know he was still awake, just maybe really focused on the song he was producing. He tried knocking again but nothing, so hesitantly, (M/n) opened the door.

Even though it wasn't the first time he was in Chan's room, but it was the second and both happened on the same day. His LEDs were turned on, the light changing from blue to purple to pink, it looked really pretty. (M/n) realized he was getting distracted by the lights, so he got closer to Chan, who was sitting on his deal with his headphones on, focused on the screen of his laptop, working on the music for the song, his stand mic next to him.

And seeing how concentrated he was, (M/n) knew he wasn't gonna hear him if he just called him again, so instead, he placed his hand on his shoulder gently, still startling him.

He lowered his headphones around his neck and turned his chair to see that (M/n) was standing behind him, looking at him with an apologetic look on his face.

"Sorry, I... didn't mean to scare you, hyung," Chan felt his face heating when he saw (M/n), whether it was because of his scent, his embarrassing behavior hours prior, or due to the song he had been working on, he didn't know, and he didn't want to know.

"I-it's okay, did... did you need anything?" He asked, clearing his throat.

(M/n) blinked a few times, his eyes observing Chan's face, enchanted by his glossy eyes and flushed cheeks, at that moment the idea of liking Chan didn't sound so surreal anymore.

"Oh, no, just uh... dinner is ready," he answered, and he swore he saw Chan's expression change into a disappointed one, but it left as quickly as it came, so he wasn't sure anymore.

"Sure, let me just save this real quick, I'll be there in a few," (M/n) nodded and took a step back, maintaining eye contact with Chan who was also doing it.

Something deep inside (M/n) prevented him to leave, and Chan just kept trying to ignore the little voice in his head that begged for the alpha to stay with him. It almost felt like they were drawn to each other somehow. Even so, (M/n) managed to snap out of it and turn around to leave, not noticing the longing look in Chan's eyes as he saw him leave the room, a frown on his face as soon as the door closed.

He didn't like the feeling in his chest, wanting- craving to be close to (M/n).

And having kept his distance when the alpha moved in didn't work, and for some reason, somehow, having slept all night next to (M/n) triggered his pre-heat, after years of not going through it.

At first, after breaking the bond, he became easily sick, and his heat cycles were irregular, coming as often as twice a month or one time every three months, until one day, they just stopped. The sickness and his heat just stopped appearing, as they were never there in the first place.

Medics had told him that not even heat-inducing pills could cure him, fix him, and he hated the thought of being seen as broken.

Chan always knew his scent was a turn off for pretty much every single alpha he felt interested in, and without his heat, his scent became even more bland and unattractive, and his body no longer reacted to any alpha's pheromones.

And then he met (M/n).

Ever since then, his pheromones, his scent, had been going haywire every second of the day, and he figured ignoring the alpha wasn't gonna work, so he stopped. But now, being so close to him made him want (M/n) more, more than he's ever desired someone, and it scared him if he was honest with himself.

His only worry currently was... How was he gonna endure his heat now, all alone? It'll be stronger than ever and he's never been a man to just hook up with any strangers, usually, those poor excuses of alphas couldn't even satisfy his high libido.

Well... he should head to the kitchen before he started thinking about sex.

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Dinner time was cheerful and full of laughter and (M/n) was finally able to eat a whole meal without feeling his stomach turning at the sight of food.

He and Chan were sitting across from each other, their bodies heating up whenever their legs bumped under the table, glancing away with flustered expression when either one caught the other staring.

And now, Changbin and Jisung were washing the dishes, keeping quiet, and hearing how (M/n) and Chan were happily laughing in the living room. Jisung frowned but he was still holding back a smile.

"Maybe it worked too well, Binnie hyung," Changbin nodded, also listening to their hyung laughing so openly with an alpha.

"Maybe it was just a matter of time, they kinda work well together," Jisung nodded as well, before coming up with another brilliant Jisung idea.

"How much you wanna bet they end up dating after Channie hyung's heat?" The beta only looked at him disappointed.

"I'm not gonna bet anything when is obvious that's gonna happen, Jisung-ah, my parents are the rich ones, not me," and in complete silence, a pouty Jisung and a nonchalant Changbin finished washing and drying the dishes.

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In the lonely darkness of his room, (M/n) let out a sigh, a soft look in his eyes whenever he thought about Chan, his mind freshly replaying the memory of his singing voice.

"All that I want is you..." He sang quietly, slowly, almost as if he was just saying the lyrics, his mind flashing with images of Chan's smile, his red cheeks, and warm, dreamy eyes, and that alone made his heart pound in his chest, "Even if I'm a fool..." Even if he knew he wouldn't have a chance with Chan, he just couldn't help but like him, "Why do I fall for you?"

How couldn't I fall for him, he thought, I had to be an idiot to not devote myself to him, such a wonderful man, he turned on his side, tracing his fingers on the bedsheets, mindlessly drawing random patterns.

"No turning back... once we're... connected," a shiver ran down his spine at the very inappropriate image that clouded his mind and he released an embarrassed groan, burying his face in his pillow, "Think gross things, think gross things, don't be a pervert me," he mumbled over and over again, until eventually, he fell asleep.

#bangchan x reader #skz x male reader #skz x reader #bang chan x reader #bang chan x male reader #stray kids x reader #stray kids x male reader #bang chan fic #skz fanfic #stray kids fanfic #bang chan #stray kids #x male reader #x reader #•bangchan-mytrulove typing...•#an alpha a bit different fic

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johannestevans · 1 year

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New Works Update - 17/02/2023

Good morning!

Time for a round-up - I've had a bunch of new works published the several weeks, and I also have a bunch of new media recs.

Media Recommendations

The Quiet Girl (2022, dir. Colm Bairéad) - This is a new Irish release and was Oscar-nominated, and it's honestly a beautiful little film - it's primarily as Gaeilge with a little English mixed in, and it's so full of love and care and compassion. It's big childhood autism feels and delves so much into being seen and cared for by adults outside of your actual parents, and how assuring that is whilst also not being the same? Another Irish release was obviously The Banshees of Inisherin (2022, dir. Martin McDonagh), which is set on an Irish island in the early 20th century, and it's also very real on top of being bitingly funny, and I loved it.

Nanny (2022, dir. Nikyatu Jusu) - This movie fucking slaughtered me, it's so incredibly crafted and the end reveals hit me like a ton of bricks. It's about a Senegalese woman who takes up nannying work in Manhattan wanting to save money to also bring her son over from Senegal - it's haunting and there's layers of creepy, supernatural happenings on top of the casual racist cruelty and self-centredness of the people around her, especially the parents of the child she's looking after.

M3GAN (2022, dir. Gerard Johnstone) - I fucking loved this movie, I've seen it a bunch of times in a few weeks. I was really excited when I saw it was being released, and it was honestly even more fun than my expectations. It makes some great critique of AI and commercial AI projects, and while there's some comedy and wry jokes in this, it doesn't take away from the emotional punch of the commentary on children's lack of autonomy, childhood loneliness and isolation, and the avoidance of caregiving responsibilities. I have a non-fiction piece written on this one below!

New Non-Fiction Published

M3GAN and a lonely child: M3GAN (2022) on child neglect and avoiding one’s caregiving responsibilities

“She’ll take care of the little things, so you can spend more time doing the things that matter.”

A 10k essay delving into themes of caregiving and neglect in M3GAN (2022) across Gemma and Cady, Celia and Dewey, and Holly and Brandon.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Fast "Who am I?": A Fun Game to Play with Friends

A silly fun game to play rapidly with your friends and loved ones in 2023.

On Medium / / On Patreon

New Fiction Published

Erotic Short: Used

A captain makes use of his cabin boy early in a morning.

1.7k, rated E, cis M/trans M. More of Captain Ian Chisholm and Lluw! Featuring somnophilia, D/s, anal sex, size difference and size kink, mild objectification, quiet sex, and then threats of fisting.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Erotic Short: Coaxed

An adventurer helps a drider through his rut by taking his clutch of many, many eggs.

4.6k, rated E, giant M spider/trans M half-elf. Amaethon is a half-elf who combines sex work with adventuring to create wonderful monsterfuckery - I think I might do more with him because this was great fun.

This erotica is deeply weird, and I'm delighted to introduce it: featuring oviposition and inflation, cervical penetration, huge size difference, huge belly bulging, body horror (including threats of bursting/popping), banter between a predator and prey, overstimulation, venom/drugs, suspension bondage.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Slice-of-Life/Romance Short: Hit Me

A blackjack dealer notices a lonely young man.

1.7k, rated T. Just some quiet companionship and bonding over loneliness in the early 1800s.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Erotic Short: Backfire

Two witches work off steam after a spell backfires.

Rated E. 650w. Featuring vaginal sex, huge size difference, belly bulges, rough sex, D/s.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Romance Short: Hungry

A journalist observes a hunter skinning a deer.

1.5k. Just a bit of romance and slice-of-life between a hunter and a journalist observing his work.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Slice-of-Life Snippet: Doze

Just a little Christmassy snippet!

On Patreon

Erotic Short: Sheathed

A young man uses his coach’s mouth.

1.2k, cis M/M, rated E. Featuring blowjobs with throat-fucking, size difference, gagging, mild objectification, rough sex, coming in pants, and age difference.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Romance & Comedy Short: Hitting the Books

A young man returns to his old school to teach, and attempts to pursue his old history teacher.

Rated M, 12.6k, cis M/M. A man returns to his old school to teach, and also returns to his old school crushes.

Obviously there's a big age difference here and a teacher fucking his ex-student, some implied BDSM, some daddy issues, some sex at work, et cetera. Adapted from a TweetFic.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Erotic Short: Running the Table

A trans man is the favourite pocket on the pool table.

Rated E. Cis M/trans M/cis M. 4k. Featuring consent play with a prenegotiated rape roleplay, object insertion (not sanitary, not safe, just sexy), double penetration, begging, tears, size difference, age difference, lots of anal play, belly bulging.

Jock and Phineas first appeared in Centre Pocket, where Jock initially makes the threat of the pool balls.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Horror Short: Green Thumb

A farmer tries to impress his new neighbour.

2.6k, rated M. A chicken farmer tries to impress his new neighbour by growing him some flowers, but everything that he grows dies. Adapted from a TweetFic.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Slice-of-Life Short: Tomorrow

A shop worker takes sandwiches to some engineers.

Just a little bit of slice-of-life, 800w!

On Medium / / On Patreon

Serial Update: Rescue Dogs

Chapter Fourteen. Cecil goes to therapy. It's been a hard week.

On Medium / / On WorldAnvil

Erotic Short: Fresh Bounty

A bounty hunter takes a young wizard to the king's court.

1.7k, rated E, cis M/trans M! Power play with a lack of negotiation, but fully consensual enthusiasm for it, cockwarming, threatened overstimulation, D/s, implications of public use, and sex on horseback!

On Medium / / On Patreon

Slice-of-Life Short: Little Crush

A muscle man has a crush on the boss’ new secretary.

1k. Just a tiny bit of slice-of-life, a member of the Pike family crushing on Gellert Osgodby!

On Medium / / On Patreon

Fantasy Romance Short: The Mermaid and the Dockworker

A merman saves a fisherman from drowning, once.

4k, rated T. Just a cute one here with a merman who saves a fisherman from drowning, and the fisherman saving him back! There are descriptions of fear and drowning in this, but no other particular content warnings.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Romance Short: Something Sweet

A woman sometimes takes a moment to watch a baker at work on her morning commute.

870w, F/F. Just a little slice-of-life and crushing on a stranger!

On Medium / / On Patreon

Horror Short: Wild Country

A young woman walks home on a foggy night.

3k, Gen, rated T. First person POV, originally posted on /r/NoSleep.

On Medium / / On Patreon

Serial Update: An Uncommon Betrothal

Chapter Fifteen! Alexos and Harry have Larry between them. Literally.

It's just porn in this chapter - Alexos and Harry spitroasting Larry Kidd and showing him a VERY good time.

On Medium / / On WorldAnvil

#original fiction #update

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Another Harry Potter (Valentine's) Request List!!!

I figured that just before Valentine's was the perfect time to start this malarky up again! So, its that time again, where I give you the rules for my requests! If you want to request anything, either let me know the prompts that you want me to write for through commenting/reblogging or sending me a direct message. Then, I'll get it written as soon as I can and post the link to the fic (which will be on ao3) in a post on this blog, and tag you into it. It will only be a few thousand words long, unless I get really into it and get carried away! And everything is going to be Valentine's themed, being as its that time of the year again! Though, I am doing something a bit different this time - I will write for any ship this time rather than giving you a list! You can, by the way, give me as many prompts as you want to work with, as long as they would work together in a story! Just make sure that you clarify which category your prompts are from (i.e. dialogue, situation or smut (yes, I'm doing smut this time!)) and clarify which ship its for.

Deadline - 20/02/24 (but I'll make exceptions until I make another prompts list if you really want a request!)

Dialogue Prompts: *taken from @writing-for-whoever-listens's OTP Prompts list* 1) "Don't think I'll forget about what you did." "If I kiss you enough, you will." 2) "You just... you make everything bearable, and I don't think I could do this without you anymore." 3) "But they-" "I don't care if they're my family, they do not get to talk to you like that." 4) "I love you." "Sarcasm?" "No, I'm serious this time." 5) "Can we just... stay? Like this?" 6) "I am not dancing in the rain with you!" "But its romantic!" 7) "Why do you stay?" "Where did that come from?" "I was thinking about it." 8) "Let's dance." "Right now?" "Yes." *taken from @heirloomcaterpilllar442's Evil Dialogue Prompts list* 9) "You know, when my life flashed before my eyes? I guess I just thought you'd be in more of the scenes." 10) "We're all out of ____ (I'll fill in the blank with whatever fits your ship). I would buy more, but since you left, well. You're the only one that was eating them. I'm not sure what I'd even do with them now." 11) "School was like, a really long time ago. Why do you think I'd care now?" 12) "Do you realise how hard I'm trying? Do you know that everything I do is for us?" 13) "Mum says hi. I think she misses you too."

Situation prompts: *these ones are mine!* 1) First kiss 2) Dancing together without music 3) Last kiss 4) Meeting the family 5) Favourite flowers 6) Platonic Valentine's 7) A falling asleep in B's arms 8) A cooking B a meal 9) Braiding their hair 10) Shoulder massage 11) Cuddling underneath a blanket 12) Watching a romcom together 13) A softly singing a lullaby to B as they drift off to sleep 14) A kisses B on the cheek softly before they leave 15) A and B reveal their secret love 16) A wakes up to a 'good morning, I love you' note from B 17) A helps B to undress after a difficult day 18) A goes in for a kiss and bumps noses with B 19) A whispers their hopes for the future with B while they sleep, but B hears the whole thing 20) Sharing a meal

CW - Smut prompts are after this line, so make sure that you are ok with seeing them if you look below here!

Smut Prompts: (these are a mix of dialogue and situation prompts) *taken from @loveisanimaginarydagger3000's Phrases/Actions that make me drop to my knees, ready to submit list* 1) "You're mine." 2) Ghosting their lips against yours before pulling back with a smug smirk, making you chase them desperately. 3) When they murmur pure filth into your ear while they’re touching you. 4) Interlocking your fingers above your head while making out passionately. 5) “You’re in no position to tease baby, remember that.” *taken from @delusionisaplace's "𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙝, 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩…" 𝙨𝙢𝙪𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙪𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙨 6) "I want to hear you beg." 7) "Open your legs for me, baby. I wanna see you." 8) "That noise...keep making it." 9) "Don't be gentle with me—I like it when you're rough." *taken from @loveisanimaginarydagger3000's phrases/actions that have my legs divorcing* 10) Toying with a piece of clothing, whether that be the collar of your shirt, slowly undoing your belt, sliding a finger under the waistband of your underwear before letting it snap back against your skin. 11) Have them murmuring against your skin how beautiful/handsome you are. 12) Sighing softly at the shell of your ear so you can hear how much you affect them. 13) Scraping their teeth over your neck to have a shiver of arousal run down your spine. 14) “Don’t be shy baby, I love the way you moan my name.”

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