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dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you · 3 years

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I saw in your tags that there’s some old destiel fic you like on ffn. Do you have any recs ? :)

omg I haven’t been on there in years! like last time I read anything on there was like in 2014 lmao xD

32 fics total - I just checked and all of them are still up...there’s like 30+ more that I bookmarked that isn’t on the list cuz I’m not sure if they’re destiel fics or not so I gotta re-read them

all the ones below are fics that I’ve recced before in the past

1. All Angels Need Their Wings - RATING: NC-17 | LENGTH: 29,784 (2012)

Dean never thought that Castiel would ever return. And when he did, he came in a very unexpected way, a very horrifying way. SLASH Castiel/Dean. Wing-Kink. Takes place in season 7. AU.

2. Heart Trouble - RATING: NC-17 | LENGTH: 74,320 (2011)

Dean's having a harder and harder time of denying what he feels for a certain blue-eyed friend of his. And it's making him a little ornery, and a lot confused.

3. It Hurts - RATING: NC-17 | LENGTH: 29,963 (2013)

Inspired by the S9 Trailer Cas had watched the angels fall and with them, his self worth. Now human facing the challenges of navigating mortality he also tries to find a place for himself in this new world. It is a hope he has to find without the Winchesters, without Dean. So now he runs, from both Heaven, Hell and from Dean.

4. Small Problem - RATING: NC-17 | LENGTH: 13,310 (2011)

A cursed artifact has made Castiel miniature, it's amusing for the Winchesters at first until they realize he might stay that way forever. Slash Dean/Castiel Please R&R

5 My Broken Angel - RATING: M | LENGTH: 24,999 (2010)

When Castiel disappears from his vessel, Dean is concerned. But when Castiel reappears and seems to avoid him, Dean is heartbroken. Set mid-season 5.

6. A Hand - RATING: M | LENGTH: 23,474 (2010)

Dean/Cas, multichapter, slight AU. Dean's busy trying to re-soulify his brother, but Cas needs help. Maybe it's time Dean gave it to him. Ch. 15: Dean glared indignantly. "I find the term 'lovebirds' to be offensive. We prefer to be called 'sex-falcons.'"

7. Saving Grace - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 38,602 (2010)

With everything that was going wrong in Dean's life, it took him a while to realize that the person close to him that really needed the most help was Castiel.

8. Candy - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 98,068 (2013)

The Fall from Heaven changed everything. The supernatural no longer hidden. Angels roaming the planet. Sam and Dean's immediate concerns were on a smaller scale. What do you do with the former King of Hell? Where is Castiel?... Destiel/Mute!Human!Cas/Angst!Dean

9. Dude, Dean Looks Like a Lady - RATING: M | LENGTH: 20,774 *gen/pre-slash* (2013)

Sam's good, Cas has been found, and demons everywhere seem to be on hiatus. Seems like things are looking up for Team Free Will that is until Dean wakes up with his very own vagina anyway. Warnings: Fem!Dean, Destiel, female masturbation and S8 spoilers.

10. Evil Intent, Trials of Love, & Finding My Angel - RATING: NC-17 | LENGTH: 36,729, 70,453, & 59,941 *rape, graphic torture, violence* (2009)

Anna rapes Castiel and uses a method that torments him more than anything imaginable. WARNING: Rape and Castiel/Dean makes sense when you read it . If you don't like then don't read!

11. Cascade - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 44,626 (2013)

"And if you fall as Lucifer fell, you fall in flames!" An 8x23 coda.

12. Count The Cracks, Hear The Shatters, Feel The Insanities - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 44,626 *gen/pre-slash* (2013)

They've walked miles on gravel roads that led to hell and back but the journey never quite ends. This is the story of Castiel and the Winchesters after the angels fell from heaven. Post Season 8.

13. Damn Straight & Wait Wait Wait - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: about 21,000 (2010)

Humorous Cas/Dean, with multiple POVs. Slight AU. Fluffy. Ch. 5: Sam sat in the Impala in the motel parking lot, praying that three and a half hours at the library had been long enough.

14. Entertaining Angels - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 43,659 *gen/pre-slash* (2008)

A strange boy shows up at Dean and Sam’s motel room. Maybe he needs help, or maybe he’s there to help them—they can’t quite tell. Spoilers through 4.10. Not an OC.

15. Happy Friggin’ Valentine’s Day - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 22,771 (2010)

SLASH. It all started with Dean's perfectly healthy hatred of frivilous holidays and a much-coveted sack of dust. Poor Castiel doesn't fully understand 'romance' to begin with, and this crash course is most unwelcome.

16. I’m Just a Love Machine - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 29,200 (2011)

The Impala finally gets the chance to love Dean back. The problem is, Castiel seems to be in its way.

17. It’s The Great Destiel Shipper, Sam Winchester - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 49,641 (2012)

What's Sam really doing all that time on the computer? Fangirling. Over Chuck's Supernatural books. Now Wincest might be a bit too much to deal with, but Destiel he might be able to get on board with... Especially after being around the two people involved for three days straight.

18. Pain in the Head - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 78,771 *character death* (2011)

It started out slow. "Since when do angels have headaches?" "Since they become human." Established Dean/Cas. Sort of AU. PG-13. Complete.

19. Sleep in Heavenly Peace - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 45,517 *christmas fic* (2013)

Dean wants to have a nice, peaceful Christmas for once, but it seems like the universe won't let him. Dean/Castiel. Post-8.08 (Hunteri Heroici) AU. First in "Holidays With the Winchesters are Always Fun."

20. The Shattered One - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 94,021 *grace mpreg* (2012)

When it struck Castiel, it dropped him out of the sky. He set down the first place he could find. He stood in a field in Switzerland, swaying on his feet and staring down at his body, dazed by what it had just done.

21. This Cupid Isn’t Stupid - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 41,572 (2012)

Dean receives a shock when he wakes up to discover Castiel has returned. Why is the angel suddenly back? Why have his powers dimmed? And.. Why are he and Dean joined together by an invisible rope!

22. Wild Horses, Cas - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 23,505 (2013)

(S8 Spoilers (story is set in S9), Sickfic! Destiel, Minor Sabriel). When Cas comes down with a bad case of Pneumonia it leaves Dean feeling more protective over his friend than ever, but will it also lead to Dean's admittance of his feelings towards his friend?

23. Wrong - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 51,384 (2010)

Angels are not supposed to drop out of the sky into motel rooms, broken and beaten. They're not supposed to bleed like that. It was all wrong.

24. The Reluctant Contestant - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 50,502 (2012)

AU When Gabriel is hired as a new host for a dating show, Cas has no choice but to follow his brother along as part of the camera crew. Forced at the last minute to be a contestant, he is shocked when Dean Winchester continually refuses to eliminate him.

25. The Ugly Duckling - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 81,676 (2012)

Castiel: a nerdy, skinny thing with a crush on the the most popular guy in class. Being unpopular isn't easy and it's worse when the homophobic school figures him out. A small struggle to be noticed by his crush is turned into a huge struggle for himself and his dignity. But bullying can get the better of anyone. Slash. Destiel rated M for later chapters.

26. Nameless - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 77,882 (2013)

AU. Everyone has the name of their soulmate written on their wrist at birth. Well, everyone except Dean Winchester. Complete.

27. Cufflinks - RATING: M | LENGTH: 61,845 (2012)

The world is full of creatures that prey on humans. It is up to 'Hunters' to fight against the dark. Lucky Hunters rely on the help of angels they have bound to their service. Sam and Dean may be good Hunters, but they have yet to capture an angel. One day, Sam finds an angel and seizes the opportunity to bind the angel to himself. Little did they know what they were getting into.

28. Angel Training - RATING: M | LENGTH: 95,700, Angel Training 2: Save Us - RATING: M | LENGTH: 76,888, & Angel Training 3: Uprising - RATING: M | LENGTH: 89,512 (2011)

In a world where angels are common and the most privileged or skilled people are able to own one; the world's angelic hierarchy is about to change when Dean Winchester receives a wild and recently caught angel.

29. Chasing Your Shadow - RATING: M | LENGTH: 92,077 (2012)

The prophecy says that when Castiel turns twenty-three winters old, a stranger will come into his life and bring a lot of suffering. But do prophecies always come true? Demon Dean/human Castiel AU

30. The Holiday - RATING: M | LENGTH: 32,088 (2011)

Castiel and Sam are unlucky in both life and love, so they swap houses for the holidays. Both find the experience highly...interesting. Dean/Castiel Sam/Gabriel

31. And In Your Arms I Shall Find Shelter- RATING: M | LENGTH: 33,824 (2012)

Dean Winchester is a long forgotten painter who suddenly receives an order for a painting from a rich man - Crowley. He is about to start painting when Castiel - his personal reaper visits him. The main question is: Will Castiel give Dean enough time to finish the painting?

32. Jar of Hearts - RATING: PG-13 | LENGTH: 127,192 (2013)

February being the supposed 'month of love' people seem to forget that it's also one of the coldest times of the year. Valentine's Day themed events in a cafe turned bar is how Dean managed the courage to speak to the locally famous singer and somehow score a date, a relationship, and a man he didn't deserve out of the deal. Destiel college/uniAU some Sabriel

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tarragorn · 4 years

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suptober20 day 20 prompt: home (ficlet) | destiel, tfw 2.0, 15x14 coda | ~1.4k words

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There was one last thing Dean wanted to ask.

He grabbed Mrs. Butters’ arm and gently pulled her aside. She had been packing her things, bustling around the bunker for hours to pull this or that into her bags before she left, and Dean finally managed to snag her.

She seemed surprised when she turned to face Dean, but not peeved by the disruption. He cleared his throat once, trying not to lose his nerve and at the same time signaling to her that his apprehensive silence was about to end.

“Hey, before you go, can you help me with something?”

She smiled sweetly at him, looking giddy at the request. Dean wondered briefly what it might be like to get such joy from tending to others.

“Of course, Dean. What would you like to do?”

Dean let out a breath. “We…have someone else that lives here, too. He’s been gone this whole time that you’ve been here, looking for—well, it doesn’t matter. But, I just…”

Mrs. Butters nodded, encouraging him to finish.

“I—We miss him. So, I thought, I dunno, maybe we could throw him a little welcome home party, or something.”

The idea sounded more ridiculous out loud than it had in Dean’s head. Mrs. Butters did birthdays and Christmas and Halloween pumpkin carving, not welcome home parties for an angel who’d only been gone a couple of weeks.

But Mrs. Butters put a hand up before he could take back his request, making his mouth close on its own accord.

“I’m on it,” she said, patting his shoulder as if to placate him. “If he means that much to you, then it’s the least I can do.”

Dean forced a smile, not sure whether or not to be happy that she’d agreed. On one hand, Cas would probably appreciate that they did something for his return, but on the other, Dean’s stomach was coiling itself into a nervous knot.

Sure, he’d never basked in the glow of a Thanksgiving turkey before, or genuinely celebrated a birthday, but Dean had never done this either. He’d never made home a place, made it anywhere other than his impala, other than Sam. The bunker was where they all lived, it was where they ate and slept and took showers. It was their most recent constant, since Baby. A place to always come back to.

But now there was a new constant. Now there were black dress shoes and a dirty tan trench coat and blue eyes that understood him all too well. Now there were four occupied rooms in a too-big Bunker that otherwise felt like a museum, and even though they’d had holidays and celebrations with Mrs. Butters, the feeling of home had gone, and it was because someone was missing…it was because….

“Do you want to help me put up that end of the banner?” Mrs. Butters was asking.

Dean looked down to find that she was handing it to him.

It was a long banner to accommodate for the largeness of the bunker, white with “Welcome home, Cas!” written across the front of it in big block letters. It was cheesy, and with every step of this so far, Dean had been just a moment away from calling the whole thing off. The part that had nearly made him say adios to the plan was when Jack and Sam walked in, grinning from ear to ear like they knew something he didn’t.

Dean walked over to put the banner up, trying to keep a keen sense of smell to know if the cake he was making was burning or not. It wasn’t for Cas, but he figured that if they were doing one final shebang for the family while Mrs. Butters’ sense of celebration still lingered, he could make Jack his first birthday cake.

He stepped back to admire their work.

Aside from the banner—which was set up pretty evenly across the entrance to the library, thanks to Dean—there were balloons littered around the room, blue and white and gold ones per Dean’s request.

Mrs. Butters had done well with the decorations, but had let Dean choose most of them to know what Cas would like. If he was honest, Dean had more or less just gone with his own taste in decorations, because he was pretty sure Cas didn’t really care for them or think twice about them, anyway. He just hoped that Cas would like the gesture enough to…to stay, this time around.

On one of the library tables there were plates and cups stacked up, a few bottles of beer and some pigs in a blanket that Mrs. Butters had made them sat neatly on a platter in the center. It wasn’t the grandest of parties, but it was something, and Dean thought maybe he could smell the cake burning, now.

But before he could bolt and check on his disaster, Mrs. Butters appeared next to him, and Dean jerked to a stop. She had her bags with her, but she set them down to bring her hands up to rest on his face.

“My work is done here, Dean.” She patted his cheek once.

“What? You—you’re not staying to…?” Dean’s question faded off, realizing that she had no clue who Cas was, anyway. His heart strained a little at that thought—at not knowing who he was. He couldn’t help but feel a little bad for her.

Mrs. Butters shook her head, then looked behind him to where they had set up the space for Cas’ homecoming.

“You did well, Dean. He’s going to love it. Oh! I almost forgot—” Mrs. Butters pulled her hands away from him, and Dean watched as she conjured up a bouquet of white and blue flowers.

“You never got your Valentine’s day…I didn’t realize you had someone, but you deserve the same as Sam. I hope this serves you well, Dean.”

Dean took the flowers and spluttered down at them, feeling himself blush.

“I—it’s not—” But she was already halfway up the stairs.

“Take good care of your boys!” Mrs. Butters called down, and then she was gone.

Dean stared at the flowers a second longer, then set them down in a place he wouldn’t forget, and suddenly remembered the cake in the kitchen. He bolted to see if it was okay, making sure Jack wasn’t around before he pulled it out.

By the time he had the cake cooled and frosted and ready to eat, the three of them heard the unmistakable sound of the front door and sped over to the library—Dean, awkwardly, with the cake teetering in his hands underneath a metal dome so that Jack wouldn’t suspect anything.

At some point, Sam had turned the lights off, and they hid between the bookcases so that Cas wouldn’t see them. Sam had a hand on Jack’s mouth to keep him from giggling.

And so they waited, hidden, quiet, as they heard steps descend the stairs. Dean fidgeted with the hem of his shirt, anxious for the lights to turn on so he could reveal himself and finally see Cas again.

The steps got closer. Sam caught his eyes across the way. He was holding three fingers up, looking giddy.

Three…two…one…

The lights turned on, and the three of them jumped out behind their hiding places. Cas was standing there, angel blade out, relaxing visibly when he saw them and the decorations.

“Welcome home!” They shouted, Jack bouncing on the balls of his feet, his excitement barely contained.

Cas slipped his angel blade back into his sleeve.

“Oh,” he said, eyes drifting up to the banner. “I thought…”

Dean stepped forward, clapping a hand on his shoulder. “Thought we’d do something for you since you’ve been gone so long.”

Cas squinted his eyes at him. “It was just for a few weeks. Certainly I’ve been gone longer before.”

Dean looked away sheepishly, turned it to Sam to answer that.

“We just missed you, buddy,” Sam said. “Besides, it was mostly Dean who put it together.”

Dean shot his head up to look at him, giving him a glare so strong that Sam’s smile faltered a little.

“Well, thank you,” Cas mumbled, looking down at his shoes. “I’m….glad to be home.”

After they filled up on food and beer, Dean brought out the birthday hats and unveiled Jack’s cake, and they all sang and watched him blow out his candle.

Later, when Jack was busy with his half of the cake and Sam was in the bathroom, Dean pulled the flowers out from where he’d stored them. He was blushing when he gave them to Cas, stomach doing some serious parkour that he was almost a little jealous of, but Cas received them with a gentle smile. And Dean was glad to finally be back home again.

#suptober20 #yes this is a day late but I was dead tired last night #ANYWAY you guys need some fluff so here it is #spn 15x14 #supernatural 15x14 #15x14 coda #destiel #deancas #spn #supernatural #casdean #dean winchester #castiel #tfw 2.0 #my writing #rambleoncas writing #roc original #my post

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pynkhues · 3 years

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Why does Dean plead guilty? Is it bc of Phoebe? Is it because he wants to protect Beth? Is it because he wants to take the credit? Does it have to do with his male-ness? Have you already explored this topic? #questions

That’s such a good question, anon! It makes for a really interesting (and I actually think in-character) beat for Dean, and I think you’re right in the sense that it’s partially about protecting Beth and partially having to do with his male-ness, but I think there’s also something more fundamental at play.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how this show explores image, perception and projection, and how frequently those things are at the root of Beth and Dean’s arcs, both together and apart. These themes do of course feed into other character storylines (Annie at Ben’s school charity auction in 4.02 being one of the clearest examples of this – that was entirely about projecting an image to Ben’s peers and trying to change the way she would be perceived), but I don’t think it roots as deeply as it does in Beth and Dean, in no small part because Beth and Dean’s biggest audience is themselves.

So! Let’s break that down and talk about how that feeds into Dean pleading guilty.

Rose Coloured Boy (Rose Coloured Girl): nostalgia as the face of love

One of the things that’s always fascinating to me about Beth and Dean’s relationship is how often the show roots it in the past. One of the very first moments of Dean acting regretful over his cheating way back in 1.02 is through talking about the ‘fun stuff [he and Beth] did in the back seat in highschool’. That sense of the history of their romance is further emphasised in imagery of their past – Beth and Dean’s wedding photo is revisited frequently in season 1 while their anniversary is a key moment of the finale, Dean reminisces over screenshots of the kids as babies in season 2, and they even talk sweetly about anniversary dates, and their first apartment together after signing their divorce papers in 2.13.

This paints a picture of a tender history. One of young love and years of happiness and kindness, only it’s a history that the show has regularly, deliberately undermined.

All those beautiful pictures Dean’s looking at of his young family together and happy? Well, 2.05 confirmed that Beth was pregnant while he was having one of his affairs, so which of those photos are truly happy, and which were taken while Dean was betraying her? Similarly, they talk and joke about Valentine’s Day three years ago at the end of 3.08, but if he wasn’t having an affair with Amber then, he was likely having one with another woman.

The purpose of undermining history like this isn’t about the show forgetting or retconning these plot points – especially when the show ties these moments to other emotions, like Dean’s jealousy over Rio in 3.08 (and I’ll come back to that later), or Dean’s feelings of failure – but rather to establish the way that Beth and Dean both romanticise their past and paint it with a rose-coloured brush.

They tell themselves that they might not be happy today, but they were happy yesterday. And then they say that the next day and the next day and the next day, until every unhappy day, becomes a happy yesterday.

That romanticisation of their history is intrinsically tied to an image that they want to project to themselves. They have put so much time and energy into this thing between them, they have so many children, have so much of their lives entwined, that they need to believe that it’s all been worth it, because if it’s not, the image cracks and I don’t think either of them have the tools to handle that.

Which we kind of saw in 4.03.

It’s not an accident that the Beth and Dean flashbacks were in that episode – an episode that in a lot of ways fractured the image of Beth and Dean’s relationship, particularly for Dean. He’s been under the impression that they’re better, that they’re working again, that neither of them are cheating and Rio’s far away and Beth believes in him like she did before everything went wrong, and to discover that that image was false – was a projection of what Beth wanted him to believe, and perhaps simply what he himself wanted to believe too – is challenging to say the very least.

He was put in a position where he was faced not only with the extreme consequences of his wife’s actions, but a domino effect of lie after lie after lie, and the show choosing to take us back to the start of their relationship at that very moment, I think, shows us that the root of Beth and Dean’s relationship came back to Beth needing to be looked after, and Dean deciding, without knowing Beth very well, that he wanted to be the one to do it.

Macho Macho Man: Dean & Masculinity

Which brings us to Dean and masculinity. I’ve talked about the show’s exploration of masculinity quite a bit now (hell, it even has its own tag now, haha), and wrote a whole series of posts after 2.04 about male ego which I should probably update sometime to include s3 and s4, but it really is one of the core themes of the show. It bubbles to the surface almost constantly and frequently becomes a driving factor of character motivations, particularly characters like Turner, who had his male ego challenged by Beth which resulted in a vendetta, to Boomer’s toxic masculinity driving him through much of the show.

For Dean though, his masculinity is frequently projected only to be destroyed, undermined or used against him in a way that ultimately completely emasculates him. The scene of Dean trying to reassert gender roles on himself and Beth only to have Rio bone his wife, destroy his prized car and insert himself into his business is perhaps the clearest example of that, but it manifests in plenty of other ways too. From hiring hitmen only to be robbed and have his wife’s panties stuck in his mouth, to buying the gun only to have it stolen, to think he’s establishing a new business for himself only to discover his wife’s pulling the strings with her ex-lover. Hell, even the fact of losing the business in the first place is inherently emasculating.

What I’m getting at is that every time Dean asserts himself in ways that are typically considered ‘Masculine’ – providing for his family, dominating his wife / treating her paternalistically, behaving with violent intents, establishing a business – it’s only to have that immediately undermined in the narrative. Dean likes this image for himself, and wants to project it, but the show keeps telling us that the image is a false one.

And then the show outright used that falsehood, and Dean’s insecurity over it, in 4.02 with Dave convincing Dean to give him the books, despite Beth telling him they weren’t ready.

Dean played right into his hand because Dave saw Dean’s masculinity for what it was – a projection covering an insecurity, which in turn, made Dean act thoughtlessly.

(Another pattern of behaviour for Dean! Like hiring the hitmen or cutting the money plate).

Dean’s commitment to the image of masculinity is in a lot of ways too tied to this idea of the rose-coloured image of his and Beth’s romantic history. Beth, from an image standpoint, is a case study in traditional femininity, and for much of their 20-year relationship, they’ve had their roles and they’ve stuck to them. The challenge of that throughout the course of the series is ultimately a challenge to the image that their relationship is based on, which in turn means that Dean’s feelings of failing masculinity end up being tied to his feelings and insecurities around Beth, frequently manifesting into jealousy over Rio.

To have that used against him by Dave (and funnily enough, Rio using those same feelings of Dean’s against Beth in 4.02) is a really interesting character note and I think very much fuels his motivation in the scene with Phoebe.

That Loving Feeling: a brief aside

I feel like I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention here that I actually do think Beth and Dean love each other. I think that it’s a broken love, like Christina said in her BUILD interview while promoting season 3, and I also think it’s a child’s love, which is something that we saw a bit through these flashbacks. Their relationship is so steeped in that history and that origin, that their love has failed to grow with them. It’s a sort of arrested development type of love, which I think makes them cling to the image all the harder, and it’s that old love and that image that’s stopped Dean from ever even contemplating turning Beth in.

Dean Pleads Guilty

Projection and perception are key in this show overall, but especially this season. We’ve seen that with the way Fitzpatrick has projected onto Beth, which I’ll talk about another time, but we also importantly saw Phoebe project onto Beth in this episode. She equates Beth to a girl she was friends with in highschool who used her, and tells Dean as such.

Phoebe’s projection of Beth – her image of her – isn’t one that Dean identifies with, and he tells her as much in return. While Dean is quiet in the scene overall outside of that interaction, the flashbacks deliberately seek to remind us of the nostalgia that has driven Beth and Dean’s relationship for the last twenty years and four seasons of the show. There’s a part of Dean that still sees Beth as the girl he chose to look after when they were just teenagers, and I think having his masculinity threatened the episode before by Dave intermingled with Dean’s nostalgia and his desire to ‘man up’ and take care of her in the way he tried to when her mum was in the hospital. All their murky, messy history and anger and hurt is painted over again, and Dean, at least in the moment, re-commits himself to the image of what he and Beth are.

He’s the man, she’s the woman, and it’s just another unhappy today for all those happy yesterdays.

#beth x dean #beth boland #dean boland #gg 4.03 #masculinity #character backgrounds #staying's worse than leaving #welcome to my ama #Anonymous

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monicawoe · 3 years

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Supernatural fic masterlist

(updated 12/20/2020)

I’ve written over 100 spn fics (ranging from ficlets to 70k big-bangs). Most of them are Sam-centric, largely featuring powers!Sam. The whole collection can be found here on AO3

newest fics:

Closer Than You Think - Five times Sam’s eyes were demonic, and one time they weren’t. (3k words, boyKingSam AUs of multiple eps)

Behold the Beast, Behold the Lamb - Season 4 AU. Sam tried to free Dean from Hell, but angels intervened and took Dean for their own purposes. Sam is determined to get Dean back and will do whatever it takes, embracing his abilities fully. The more demon blood Sam drinks, the more demons he kills, the more he changes inside and out until it’s impossible to hide his monstrous side. Ruby, Uriel and Castiel push Sam to fulfill his destiny and become his true self—the Beast of the Revelation. (gen, Sam/Ruby, 20k words; featuring art by @quickreaver)

Hellbound - Sam is in Hell, and then he isn't. He's standing on a sidewalk with a stranger looking back at him—a stranger that has his face. My 2020 spn-summergen fic! Featuring soulless!Sam, disembodied soul-Sam and amnesiac Dean. (gen, 8k)

Sin Eater - Sam has a different plan to cure demon Dean, but Dean doesn't want to be cured. (Sam drinking blood from demon!Dean, written for @quickreaver for her artwork Bitumen Kiss)

Best Self - written for @alyndra9 for the prompt: King of Hell Sam meets Kale!Sam and they have many differences of opinion to work out. (aka the only one who knows what Sam really wants is Sam.) words by monicawoe banner by @quickreaver! (~4k words, Sam/Sam)

All You Have Is Your Fire - written for @quickreaver for the 2020 Supernatural Spring Fling Dean has known fire all his life. Sometimes it sounds like his brother. (~2k words; gen)

Tear You Apart - written for @wetsammywinchester who wanted Soulless!Sam/Brady & Soulless!Sam taking on the mantle of King of Hell: Sam doesn’t want his soul back. He resurrects Brady who helps him figure out a way to outsmart Death: by damaging his soul so it can’t be reintegrated. With Brady’s help, Sam reclaims his power, and takes his soul apart one piece at a time. (8k words; Soulless!Sam/Brady)

Prayers Answered - written for the boy king Sam discord server prompt: Sam has grown up in a very religious environment. He's devoted, he goes to church, he prays. He knows that God is with him, because he listens to his prayers. But as Sam grows older, he realizes it's not God that's been listening. And he realizes that he's not asking - he's been ordering, and his loyal servants would never deny their King. (2k words; gen)

On His Head a Crown - written for the 2019-2020 SWBB, art by @slytherkins Hunters drug Sam, force-feed him demon blood, and bring him to where they’ve captured Brady. Brady tells Sam he knows how to stop the Apocalypse, and Sam, despite his better judgment, hears him out: Sam himself is the horsemen Conquest—aka the Antichrist—and he alone can bring Lucifer’s apocalypse to a grinding halt. Sam resists, but when he discovers the good he can do with his new powers, he decides to use them to atone for all his past mistakes. (21k, Sam/Brady, gen, AU of 5x03-5x04)

Many more under the cut

Lakeside Fishing - written for @denugis - After defeating Famine, after days of suffering through demon blood withdrawal in the panic room, Sam needs time to clear his head. Early in the morning, he heads to a small lake seeking solitude, but instead finds an unexpected ally. (4k words; Sam/Patrick; set after My Bloody Valentine; witch!Sam)

His Soul to Keep - art by @sketchydean - written for the SPN Eldritch Bang horror event - Dean’s deal is coming due soon. When he finds out from Ruby that Hell will turn him into a demon, he refuses to accept it, even though he can already feel pieces of his soul starting to crumble away. Sam is his only anchor to the world, and Dean finds it harder and harder to leave his side. After Broward County, after watching Dean die a thousand deaths, Sam decides he’s not going to let Dean go to Hell. He’ll do whatever it takes, even if that means allying himself with Ruby and using the darkness inside of him. Sam casts a soul-binding spell on Dean; they might not be able to break the deal, but they can change who Dean’s soul belongs to. (13k, Sam/Dean, hard-gen, AU of season 3))

Last Drop - art by @quickreaver -written for the Twisted Tropes event - Sam/Brady AU set while Sam’s at Stanford: Sam is slowly adjusting to his new life at Stanford University. He’s left his life of hunting behind, and traded it for endless studying and tests, but he’s plagued by dreams of Dean and Dad in danger, dreams of blood and violence. Then he meets Tyson Brady, who’s always there with a smile and a cup of coffee to get Sam through all-nighters. Sam’s dreams start to fade, but just as he’s getting used to a nice normal life, he starts to develop abilities—powers he can’t control. Brady thinks they’re great, but Sam knows power never comes without a cost. (14k, Sam/Brady)

Make Angels of Us All - art by @amberdreams1960 - Sam has a guardian angel. It’s been with him his whole life, trying to keep him safe. The angel gives Sam power he can’t control: power to move things with his mind, power over fire, and wings that nobody else can see—bony and jagged with scaly feathers. Dean says monsters aren't real, but Dad thinks they are. Sam's power scares him, and he’s not always sure what's real, but what he does know is people keep trying to kill the three of them, and he won't let that happen. (~20K, gen)

Burdens, Doublefold - cowritten with @quickreaver, art by ileliberte What if Dean left Sam at Stanford after the fire, hoping it would keep his little brother safe and make things better? Somehow, 'better' never seems to be in the Winchester Family cards. Sam gets tangled up with his ex-roommate Brady, tracking psychics, but dealing with demons is never honest business. Dean carries on until his father is put in grave danger. He is left on his own to deal, stumbling into Harvelle's Roadhouse for help, where Dean gets just a little more than he bargained for. Eventually, the brothers’ paths twist and turn their way back to each other, but the results could mean the End of Days. (67k, gen, AU of seasons 1-2)

Before the One You Serve When Dean comes to get Sam at Stanford, he finds him living with Brady. And Dean doesn't trust Brady, even though he can't quite put his finger on why. Not at first. (5k, Sam/Brady)

He Who Fights Monsters - cowritten with nwspaprtaxis, art by @quickreaver AU of the summer between Seasons 3 and 4. Dean's dead, dragged down kicking and screaming to Hell. Sam's not dealing well. And Ruby’s got her work cut out for her. (52K, Sam/Ruby)

John Winchester is Dead They say those Winchester boys're crazy. Drive around in a big black beast and drink too much and laugh about mean things. They say their daddy's worse, but you never see him. He's just a voice on the other end of the phone or a darker shape in the back seat of their dark car. They say John Winchester died two years ago. (2k, gen, horror)

Breathing, Talking, Dead Man Walking - John Doe, male, approximately thirty-seven years old. Subject was found by EMTs in close proximity to the site of a sizable explosion in Lebanon, Kansas. (2k, gen, Sam & Dean)

Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea - featuring art by @quickreaver When Sam opened Lucifer’s Cage, the only thing he found inside was Lucifer’s grace – his grace. With the return of his grace, Sam remembered his past – his war against the Host, his Fall, and his plans to bring about the End. The thing is…he doesn’t want the Apocalypse anymore. He likes things the way they are, and tries everything to keep his identity a secret- especially from Dean. Of course, the four Horsemen, Hell and Heaven have other ideas. (13K, gen)

The Last Days in the Land of Nod - comic adaptation by @quickreaver The year is 2014. The Devil is wearing his finest, the Angel is human, and the Brother protects the survivors at Camp Chitaqua.

The Two Ravens - art by @quickreaver Your brother he is, and heir to my throne. He’ll feed on the damned and he'll turn them to bone. (4k; fairy-tale)

Counteroffer About two weeks after Sam gutted a hellhound, completing the first trial, he started acting weird. (5k, psychological horror, gore)

Pattern Recognition: A Hannibal/Supernatural fusion AU - Sam and Dean split after River Pass, and their confrontation with the Horseman, War. Since Will’s escape from the Baltimore Institute for the Criminally Insane, he and Sam have been in hiding. They have a cabin, in the middle of nowhere, that keeps them off the radar; they find comfort in each other. But they can’t stay off the chessboard forever, especially not when Lucifer, wearing Hannibal Lecter as a vessel, is tearing the world apart around them. (33k, Sam Winchester/Will Graham)

Impala's Run - cowritten with @quickreaver, art by adrenalineshots Sam and Dean Singer (aka Winchester) aren’t your average young Kansas farmers. Their home is very, very far from Kansas, in fact. Many light-years worth of ‘far’. The boys may look human, but certain talents set them apart: Dean speaks the language of machines, and Sam can heal through manipulating energy. Hidden on Earth by their father, their agricultural lifestyle gets rocked when warring alien races discover where they’ve landed, and Sam and Dean are forced to make the run of their lives. (23k, gen)

All Our Wrath and Cutting Beauty - art by @quickreaver - Sam killed Alistair, but not before Alistair reminded Dean of who and what he’d become in Hell. Dean knows Sam can take down Lilith, and he’ll make damn sure Sam gets strong enough to do just that. They’ll stop the Apocalypse – together, no matter how many bodies stack up, or how much blood is spilt.(11k, horror)

Diary of a Madman -Lydia’s newest patient, Sam Winchester, suffered from hallucinations, delusions, and regular bouts of insomnia. He also thought he was Lucifer. (4k, gen, horror)

Some other bundled links, for your convenience

Demon-blood Sam

King of Hell Sam

Powers!Sam

Horror

Crossovers & Fusion ‘verses

Hannibal|SPN

SPN/Preacher

SPN/Hannibal/MCU

#sam winchester #spn fics #king of hell sam #dean winchester #monicawoe's fics

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rizlowwritessortof · 3 years

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The Fine Line

An unexpected tragedy sends Devon down the dark path of hate and vengeance, but she will learn that things are not always what they seem…

Scott Nolan swept a lock of his greying hair from his forehead and opened the back of the Suburban, smiling as his daughter walked around to join him. “Well, Devvy-what do you think of my luxury cabin?”

Devon smiled, hiding her eye roll at her father’s nickname for her and shaking her head, her chestnut ponytail bobbing. "Dad-I’m not sure luxury is quite the word.“ She grabbed a box of provisions from the back of the vehicle and waited for her father as he threw the strap of his rifle, then his duffle bag, over one shoulder and searched his pocket for the key to the front door.

"Okay, maybe we should go with rustic, then,” he joked as he swung the door open. Devon walked in, glancing around the large room, and depositing the box on the heavy wooden table. It looked as though someone had just cobbled it together with rough-hewn lumber, but it had been well-used and the top surface, at least, was smooth. She turned to look the room over further, noting the stone fireplace, complete with a deer head mounted over the mantle; an ugly brown and orange plaid sofa, that looked incredibly comfortable; and a recliner, thanks, no doubt, to her dad. "There are two bedrooms, so take whichever one you want, Devvy,“ her dad said, coming in with another load from the Suburban. "I brought a grill up last time I was here, but the stove works too. And there’s a little lake not too far from here, if you want to swim or fish a little.” He moved to stand in front of his daughter, putting his hands on her shoulders. "So, what do you think?“

"It’s nice, Dad, really. I like rustic.” She smiled at him. "But why did it take you so long to bring me up here? I haven’t seen you for, what-three years?“ Her father dropped his eyes, guilt flitting across his face.

"I know. I’m sorry.” He turned and began to unpack the groceries. "I’ve kind of been on the road for a while. Do you remember me talking about my friend, John Winchester?“

"The name sounds familiar. But you’ve never really talked about your friends to me very much, Dad.” Scott stopped what he was doing, hanging his head a little, and Devon felt a twinge of guilt herself. "I’m sorry, Dad. I’m not trying to make you feel bad, I’m really not.“ She walked up behind him, putting a hand on his shoulder and reaching up to kiss his cheek. "So, what about John Winchester?”

“Well, for a while I was on the road quite a bit with John and his son, Dean. We worked a few odd jobs together, security stuff, you know, like I’ve always done.” Scott stopped again, disliking the taste of the half-truths on his tongue, then let out a sigh. "But I kind of lost track of them, went on working on my own. Then a few months ago, John’s other son, Sam, called to let me know that John died. Complications from a bad car accident. All three of them were almost killed when their car got broadsided by a semi.“

"Dad, I’m sorry.”

Scott turned to look at his daughter. "It just made me realize, we never know what could happen, you know? And it kind of woke me up, made me think about the fact that I had let all this time go by, and that I missed you. That I don’t want to lose touch with you again.“

Devon slipped her arms around her father and he held her close, resting his chin on the top of her head. "I love you, Dad. I’m sorry about John.”

“I love you too, Devvy. And I’m sorry for going so long without seeing you. Sometimes I think you’re just better off without me complicating your life. You have a good job, your life seems to be on track, and I’ve always just kind of drifted in and out-I just wasn’t sure since you became an adult if you really wanted much to do with me.”

“Don’t be silly. If I didn’t want anything to do with you, why would I be here in this luxurious resort spending time with you?” She smiled up at him, kissing his cheek again, and began helping put away their provisions. "So-grill tonight? Or should I make some pasta?“

"Dean, are you okay?”

An impatient sigh from the driver’s seat told Sam his state of mind, even before he spoke. "Look, Sammy, you need to stop asking me if I’m okay. I’m as okay as I’m gonna get for now, okay?“ Ever since he had opened up to his little brother about his fears that their dad had made a deal to save his life, Sam had been in one of his ‘mothering’ modes.

"Sorry. I’m just…”

“Worried about me, yeah, I get it. But let it go, Sam. I’m fine.” Dean’s voice closed the door on that subject, and Sam looked out the passenger window at the passing scenery, if it could be called that. Nebraska didn’t have much exciting to offer in that regard, at least not driving along Highway 20.

“So why are we going to the Roadhouse?” Sam asked quietly, knowing his brother was already irritated.

“I just thought we’d check with Ash, see if he has anything for us. Aren’t you curious?” Dean glanced over at Sam, then back at the mind-numbing sameness of the road.

“Yeah, I guess-I just figured he’d call if he had anything. I just thought maybe you wanted to see Jo again.” Sam smiled a little as he spoke, waiting for Dean’s reaction.

“Shut up, Sam. Ellen would have me stuffed and mounted if I touched her precious daughter.” Not that he wouldn’t love to-after all, she was pretty and female, and that was really all it took most days. But getting mixed up with Jo would cause no end of complications, and he definitely did not need more complications in his life.

“That’s true,” Sam agreed, and unscrewed the lid on his soda, draining the bottle and tossing it into the back seat, ignoring the sidelong glare his older sibling bestowed on him. If he was irritated at Sam, at least his mind wouldn’t be dwelling on the guilt he felt over their father’s death, and Sam was okay with that.

They stopped at a tiny town a couple of hours from their destination to fill the Impala, and Sam went inside to pay for the gas and pick up a few snacks and drinks for the rest of the trip. Dean was just pocketing his cell phone as he got back into the car.

“Change of plans, Sammy,” he said, pulling away from the pump and pulling out onto the two-lane highway. "Instead of heading south at Valentine, we’re going north.“

"What’s up?”

“Scott just called. He’s up at his cabin north of Pierre, South Dakota, and he thinks there might be a werewolf problem.”

“Scott Nolan?” Dean nodded in reply as he opened the soda his brother handed him, taking a couple of swallows and heading down the road to their new destination.

Devon shook her head as she watched her father staring out the window into the trees. "Dad-why don’t you relax? What’s the problem? You’ve been on edge ever since you went into town this morning.“

Scott turned to look at his daughter. "Sorry, Devvy-it’s just that some of the locals were talking about an animal attack last night. I’m just a little worried about having you out here. I don’t think you should go out in the woods until they figure this thing out, okay?”

“Animal attack?”

“Yeah, something tore a farmer’s throat out not far from here. They think it might be a wolf.”

Devon looked up from her perch on the couch. Her dad looked really worried. “Okay, Dad, if it makes you feel better, I’ll stay inside.” He gave her a rather tight smile and nodded.

“Thanks, honey-I’d rather not have to worry about you out there. I promised the sheriff that I’d help patrol tonight, but you should be okay as long as you stay put.”

“Why are you helping patrol? I don’t want you out there with that thing, Dad!”

“Devvy-I do security work all the time, and I go hunting. They need someone who has experience with firearms, and I fit the bill. They only have so many deputies and rangers around here.”

“What makes it okay that I have to worry about you, but you don’t want to worry about me?”

“I’m your father, that’s what,” Scott answered, trying to sound as if he was joking, but there was an underlying note of steel in his voice that Devon recognized from her childhood.

“So much for my being an adult,” she muttered under her breath, and looked up innocently when her father shot a questioning look her way.

“What?”

“Nothing, Dad. What do you want for supper?”

She fixed a simple meal for the two of them and reluctantly sent her father off to help the local authorities, resigned to spending the evening reading or watching a DVD by herself. She kept herself occupied for the majority of the night, but after dark she began to worry. She tried his cell phone, but reception was spotty in the area, so she didn’t hold out much hope that he would pick up.

She went to the kitchen area to make herself a cup of tea, deciding that she would give him until 10:30 to check in or she would call the sheriff’s office. There really wasn’t much else she could do, but she had an uneasy feeling, and until she spoke to her father she wouldn’t be able to shake it. The appointed time came and went, but she held off on making the phone call, knowing it would irritate her dad if she called the sheriff about him. But when 11 o'clock rolled around and she still hadn’t heard from him, she cursed under her breath and grabbed her phone, dialing directory assistance to get the number.

“Sully County Sheriff’s Department,” a terse female voice answered.

“Yes, my name is Devon Nolan. I’m calling about my father, Scott-he was assisting your department tonight, helping patrol after the animal attack last night. I haven’t heard from him since he left at around 6 p.m. tonight.”

“Scott-what was the last name?”

“Nolan. Scott Nolan.”

“Hold on.” Devon waited impatiently, wandering around the cabin aimlessly while she was on hold. "Miss Nolan?“ The woman’s voice startled her, and she jumped, then shook her head at herself for her nervousness. "I’m sorry, but we have no record of a Scott Nolan doing any work for us. I spoke to the sheriff myself. Are you sure he was talking about Sully County?”

“You had the possible wolf attack last night, correct?”

“Yes, but that wasn’t public knowledge. How did you hear about it?”

“My father told me this afternoon.”

“Well, miss, I don’t know where he got the information, but we aren’t releasing any information on that case as of yet. And the sheriff’s department doesn’t normally recruit civilian assistance. Would you like to file a missing person report? We wouldn’t be able to do anything until he’s been gone for 24 hours, but we could get the paperwork started if you think there’s a real problem.”

“No, thank you. I’ll check back with you if he doesn’t show up.” She ended the call, her brows drawn together in a frown. Why would he tell her he was assisting the sheriff? He was out there trying to hunt that wolf by himself, that was the only explanation. And if he made it back to the cabin in one piece, she was going to tear him a new one.

By 11:30, Devon was beside herself. She called her dad’s phone every five minutes, hoping against hope that he would wander into an area that had cell reception. Frustrated and scared, she went to the fridge and grabbed a cold beer, removing the lid and throwing it at the far wall. She downed almost half the bottle at once, then plopped down at the table, setting the bottle down and reaching for her phone once again. But before she could dial, she heard a heavy step on the front porch and shoved the phone into her pocket. As she stood, apprehensive, to head for the front door, her father burst into the room, slamming the door behind him.

Startled, she jumped, knocking over her beer in her surprise. "Dad! Are you all right?“ As she drew closer, her eyes widened in shock. His right arm hung useless at his side, mangled and bloody. He grabbed her arm with his good hand, gripping her so tightly it hurt. "Dad! You’re hurting me!” She tried to pull away from him, but he was dragging her towards the storage closet.

“Devvy! Listen to me. Get in the closet. Don’t make a sound. Do you hear me?”

“Dad!”

“Devon!” Her father roared loudly enough to make her shrink back from him, as far as she was able with the grasp he had on her arm. "Just do what I tell you! Your life depends on it!“

Frightened like she had never been before, she nodded, tears in her eyes. "Okay, Dad.” She stepped into the closet, and she heard him lock the door. “Dad!”

“Devvy, you have to be quiet, do you understand me? Don’t make a sound, I don’t care what you hear, I mean it.” She heard him moving around outside her small prison, but couldn’t make out what he was doing. She brushed a tear from her face with the back of her shaking hand, backing up a step and standing against the rear wall of the tiny room. And then she heard a loud crash, and a savage growl that sent a shiver of pure terror up her spine. A shot, the sound magnified by the confines of the cabin, rang out and then there was silence for a few seconds. She heard more footsteps, and a man’s voice that she had never heard before. "Scott! Damn it! What the hell were you doing?“

"Dean, please…” her father’s voice wavered-it almost sounded like he was crying.

“Dean,” another unfamiliar voice spoke, and the first man answered gruffly.

“Sammy-we have no choice.”

Devon heard her father speak once more. This time, she knew he was crying, and she cowered in the closet, tears streaming down her face as she listened. “Dean, please. I’m begging you, son. Please…”

She heard the gunshot ring out, echoing loudly in the cabin, and her father spoke no more. She slid slowly down the wall of the closet until she was sitting huddled on the floor, her hand clasped over her mouth, terrified of making a sound. But what she really wanted to do was break down the heavy door that kept her captive and kill the man who had just shot her father-Dean Winchester.

Remaining chapters on AO3 beginning HERE

#the fine line #dean fic #dean x devon #dean x oc #reblog to fix tag link for remaining chapters

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mishastoesies · 3 years

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3, 20, 27 for the ask thingy :)

(questions from this list, feel free to send me some!)

3. What’s a scene that you think is underrated?

the scene in 5x14 My Bloody Valentine when they’re in the car and cas is eating all of those burgers and dean gives him that Look and whistles... yeah i bet he’s thinking about how much cas likes meat.

20. Favourite villain?

ROWENA MY FRIEND ROWENA!!! she’s an evil hag and i LOVE her!! powerful witch, hundreds of years old, milf queen of hell, icon status!!!

27. Make up an episode of spn and give specifics

okay so we’re gonna take a dip into Jessica’s Mental Cas-Centric Spinoff of SPN That Spans Everything From Pre-Canon to Post-Canon

post-canon, very “the man who would be king”-style episode (but like, happy) where cas recounts his experiences with The Michael Sword pre-this episode.

starts with shots of heaven’s numerous corridors. we hear whispers of the Michael Sword from multiple angels, all bustling about; the date appears on screen: January 24th, 1979. the Michael Sword has been born

camera tracks one particular angel, whispers get louder. tense music. comes to a head when the angel who we’ve been tracking flings open a door, and asks: castiel, did you hear about the Michael Sword?

“yes, you’re only the thousandth angel to inform me of his existence” says a young, sexy cas. its important that he’s sexy. they are in heaven’s breakroom and castiel is going over some papers.

“aren’t you EXCITED?? this is everything! we’re finally gonna beat lucifer! it’s gonna be so much fun!” says balthazar. he’s confused as to why cas isn’t excited

“not everything is about the michael sword, some things are about rivers. or mountains.” cas says, and he heads back to his office. we see cas walk outside and head to a room labelled Corporeal Architecture. this is his day job. (architect cas headcanons here)

balthazar follows him. “well yknow even if you aren’t excited you should STILL show up to the Human Arrangement Department’s afterparty, this vessel was a big project for them. and also since you’re head of your department, it’s on you to give him a blessing. we’re collecting them from everyone tonight”

cas rolls his eyes. “i know, i know, i’ll be there. and here i already have his blessing, courtesy of myself, raziel, adelphi, and the rest.” he hands balthazar a piece of paper and balthazar reads it. “ethereal beauty? really, castiel? you couldn’t give him something useful?”

“i’m an architect, we like beautiful things. now go away, i’m busy” balthazar goes away. this is the first time castiel hears about the Michael Sword

the second time is when we see castiel sparring with an unnamed training partner. zachariah calls castiel, balthazar, uriel, and hester to his office. “we have a rescue mission for you” and outlines the plan to save dean from hell. they accept because they have to, and they go down to hell.

massive fight scene of them killing demons, like, so many demons. cas sees dean, who is like, covered in blood and half feral and holding a knife, does his little “Hello, Dean” and grabs his shoulder. dean fights back, but cas is stronger than him. he calls for zachariah, who angel-teleports them all up out of hell.

they’re in the Beautiful Room; cas deposits dean’s unconscious body onto a couch, and turns to see his garrison.

everyone is covered in scrapes, starting-to-form bruises, and cuts. cas looks worse for wear, but he starts to laugh. and so does everyone else. cas heads to a door, yells “DEAN WINCHESTER IS SAVED” and laughs his head off. dean does not wake up.

cut to cas shouting at zachariah in zachariah’s office. “i did what you asked! i saved him!” and zachariah going “yes, now restore him.” “or what? i have work to do!” “or do you need another trip to Internal Conflict Resolution with naomi?” and cas shudders a little bit. “no, sir. i’ll restore him”

six-day montage of cas slowly rebuilding dean’s unconscious body. one day, he does dean’s organs, the next day, his shredded-up torso, the next, the puncture wounds in his shoulders. day six, we see balthazar come in and ask castiel if he’s going to go down to earth to perform some minor miracles, and cas says “can’t, i have work” and balthazar is like “ugh you ALWAYS have work” and leaves cas alone with dean

day six is the day that cas restores dean’s soul. again, this is part of my larger architect cas headcanon system, i can’t get into it here

day seven cas is finally done (haha get it on the seventh day god rested haha [gunshot]) and he sends dean back down to earth to claw his way out of his grave; this is immediately pre-Lazarus Rising.

cas looks down from heaven and smiles all smitten at his creation. oh fuck he’s in love

next scene: cas’ bender pre-5x17; cas fights off a kill squad of angels that were sent after him, and they throw like, every homophobic microaggression they can at him. cas drags himself to a liquor store and drinks it; we hear sam praying to him, and him mocking sam. this turns into him mocking zachariah. “raise the michael sword, castiel; restore the michael sword, castiel” cas says in a high-pitched voice as he chugs his fifth bottle of everclear. then he hears what sam is actually saying and is like “oh fuck i gotta go, dean’s in trouble”

ten year timeskip to 15x18; all told through cas’ eyes. it’s literally just his POV for the episode, except it’s retconned to include an “i love you too, cas” before the “goodbye, dean”

cut to 3 hours before present day; we see cas standing in front of a mirror, wearing a suit we’ve never seen him in before. we cut to dean, also wearing a suit; noticeably nicer than what we’ve seen him in before. dean slips on one last item - a small, glowing white vial attached to a cord. oh fuck it’s their fucking WEDDING.

cut to present day, in the middle of a park. turns out, cas has been saying his damn VOWS this whole time. we can assume it was all very “the first time i met you, i didn’t know what to think of you, then i touched your soul, and i knew... i would do anything for you. lie, rebel, sacrifice, anything. you’re the one work i ever took pride in creating. i love you, dean” levels of sappy

dean has a Single Man Tear sliding down his cheek. he moves in for a kiss, but cas moves back; the crowd laughs because they’re not supposed to kiss yet, and dean and cas laugh too. dean reads his vows, but we don’t hear them; they’re for cas’ ears only. music swells, and the episode ends with them finally getting their kiss.

end credits, directed by Jensen Ackles

#asks #Anonymous #that 'episode' i wrote was SO LONG and for WHAT #i'm so sorry anon. my rambling got out of hand #cas spinoff

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ellewritessometimes · 3 years

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It’s a Gift

Summary: Cas and Dean have become very close. Dean develops a crush and is afraid to say anything. He continues to fall harder as the days go on. As the Valentine's Day party approaches, Dean wonders if he'll share the secret he's been harboring.

Ships: Dean/Cas, Crobby

Word Count: 3,552

TW: Mentions of violence and Homophobia, Swearing

Notes: This is a work from an abandoned Valentine's Day group writing project. I decided to post it still because I worked hard on it and I wanted the original intended recipient to get their fic as planned. I want to thank Luc for allowing me to reach out to them and @kermit-drinking-tea-dot-jpg for betaing this fic.

Link to read on AO3

The smell of greasy tater tots and dry nuggets wafted through the cafeteria as I walked in and took my seat at the table. The rest of the team sat down as well.

"Does anyone have a date for Valentine's party tomorrow?" Garth asked.

"I'm sure Sam will be my date," Gabe smirked. The guy was kinda obsessed with my brother.

Garth rolled his eyes and continued to take a bite of his chicken patty. I turned the page of my notebook, trying to decode my notes from last week.

"Shit," I mumbled under my breath.

"What?" Gabe asked with a mouth full of french fries.

"I can't read my notes, and the test is next period," I said in frustration. I had scrawled them down distractedly during the class.

"Would you like to borrow mine?" Cas asked.

Of course, I would like to borrow Cas's notes. He was a great student, always crazy organized.

Cas slid a spiral-bound notebook with perfect notes written in blue gel pen. The lettering looked like a font. I could never be like this. I could never sit still for that long. Oh, to be like Cas; Quarterback, Captain of the Football team, debate mentor, NHS, he really had it all. I was just a linebacker struggling to remember physics. God, Dad, is gonna kill me.

"Thanks, man," There was relief in my voice. Maybe I'd pass. A.P. Physics is not the move when you're a dumbass.

Cas smiled and picked up his book, On the Road. I've never seen him eat during school. He's always reading, helping us with homework, or keeping Gabe and Garth out of trouble.

The bell rang, so I handed Cas his notebook back. He winked, and I felt my heart pound. I'm sure he was just saying ‘you're welcome’.

* * *

Mr. Crowley handed out the test, and I inhaled deeply. I can't do this. I can't do this.

Cas looked toward me and mouthed, "Are you ok?"

I shook my head. The little shit winked again and raised his hand.

"Mr. Crowley, I think Dean is going to be ill," Cas fibbed, "I should take him to the nurse just to be sure."

"We wouldn't want that. Take him to the nurse," Mr. Crowley gave him the ok.

Cas and I walked out of the classroom and into the hallway. Cas gestured to me to follow him. He led me into an empty classroom and shut the door.

He set his notebook and pencil down on a desk and bluntly said, "Sit."

I did as I was told. I watched him write a kinematic equation on a fresh sheet.

"What do you know?" Cas asked.

"Nothing."

"I don't believe that."

"I'm a dumbass," I shrugged.

He tilted his head, and I noticed a change in his eyes.

"You don't believe you deserved to be helped," He stated and quickly changed the subject in an attempt to take what he said back. "Let's start easy."

I leaned my head over to see the problem he wrote. A hair fell on my face, and Cas pushed it away. I jumped. Cas jumped as well, startled by my reaction. His disposition changed.

"I'm sorry, I…" His voice trailed off.

"It's fine, Cas." I made an attempt to reassure him.

We moved along with the problem like it never happened. But it did happen. I would feel the touch on my forehead the rest of the day. The way his hand felt, soft and warm against my rough skin.

We must have done at least 20 problems until I finally felt comfortable doing it independently. The bell rang, and I thanked Cas. He really didn't need to do that. I wasn't shocked that he did though, he always tried to help the guys somehow. The dude's a friggin angel.

* * *

I was distracted all of the football practice. I was preoccupied thinking about Cas.

"Winchester, get your head in the game!" Coach Bobby yelled out.

I had known Bobby my whole life. He'd been more like a dad than my own blood. He was always there when Dad was deployed, on a hunting trip, or just drunk, unable to take care of Sam and me. Dad was never the most stable person.

I nodded to Bobby and tried to focus. I'd been meaning to talk to the school counselor about getting me to see a therapist or something to get diagnosed. Bobby and I suspected I had ADHD but we wouldn't know for sure. Unfortunately, I knew that Dad didn't believe in therapy. And anyway, the doctor can't fix it if I'm distracted by Cas. God, the dude can move. His passes are perfect, he makes almost every goal, and his touchdowns are so impressive. God, I sound like I have a crush.

Practice finished, and we all headed to the locker room. Bobby gave a speech.

"We've got an away game tomorrow, folks. I expect the best behavior from you all, or you will not go to the sports Valentine's Day party. I mean it." Bobby continued, "I know that this year has been hard with the Superbowl being delayed due to extenuating circumstances, but I still need you idjits to be good."

"Yes, coach," We deadpanned in unison like cult members. We started exiting the locker room.

"Dean, I would like you to stay," Coach said sternly.

Oh shit.

Bobby led me to his office and motioned for me to sit in a chair.

"What's up with you, son?" Bobby questioned, "You've got that look, is it a girl? You're not back with Jo, are you? Lisa? Or is it a guy or an enby? You know that I don't care…"

"No, it's no one," I'm such a liar. I've had a crush on Cas since he moved here in fourth grade, and Bobby can see right through my bullshit.

"Bull," Bobby raised his eyebrows.

I shrugged. I couldn't even imagine what dad would say. Actually, I could. It would be to get out of his house and never come back.

"So that's it, you just wanted to be nosey? Besides, it's no one, and dad would never let me." I sighed.

"Don't worry about your old man. I'd take care of it. Mr. King and I always have a place for you and Sam anyway." Bobby was dating Mr. Crowley, no one but Sam and I knew.

I thanked him and left to go pick up Sam from the middle school. Boy, he had grown up so fast. I remembered when he was born. And when mom died.

* * *

I pulled up at the school, music blaring. Sam rushed to my car and opened the door.

"Can you drive me to Jess's house?" Sam asked.

"No, tonight's family dinner night." Dad's A.A. sponsor told him that it was a good idea to start trying to be more of a part of our lives. That started with dinner, I guess.

* * *

Dinner with Dad was painful. Sam and Dad bickered back and forth about every single little thing. Sam wanted to go to college, Dad wanted him to keep up with the family business, then Sam said that hunting and the military don't count as a legacy. I hate it here.

"Sam, give it a rest." I dropped my fork into Cambell's chicken noodle with stars.

"You're not siding with him, are you?" Sam's face was defensive.

"I'm the adult here." Dad slurred.

"A half of one at best," I muttered under my breath.

"What was that, boy?" Dad's face had that look I didn't like.

"Nothing, sir," I was trying not to get killed.

Creak. Dad slid his chair back and walked over to me. As he hovered over my head, my heart dropped to my stomach. He held his hand out and swung.

I could feel the tingling on my face as he said, "Say something else, and it's gonna be somewhere else."

Sam got up from the table and ran to his room. I hated when Sam saw this. I knew it would hurt him more, but I still spoke anyway. It's hard. I knew Dad loved us. He just didn't know how to express it.

I walked away from the table as Dad drank more beer.

"Sam, you know that…" I couldn't think of an excuse, so I said, "Open the door, please."

Sam opened the door. His eyes were red, stress hives had formed on his arm. I wanted to hold him and tell him I would get us out here. I tried to protect him. I wanted him to always be safe. I just wish he knew Dad before Mom died.

"Why?" Sam asked, "Why do you just sit there and take it."

So he won't come after you, I wanted to say. Instead, I just shrugged as he closed the door in frustration.

* * *

I woke up early to go on a run to clear my head. As I ran, I saw a familiar face. It was Cas, walking a fluffy golden retriever. There was a redheaded girl next to him. I didn't know her, but she was pretty. I stopped jogging and stared for a moment.

"Hey!" I waved.

"Oh hey, Dean!" Cas's face brightened. He turned to the girl, "Anna, this is Dean Winchester."

Anna threw up a hand shyly. I smiled in response.

"Catch you later, I guess," I said as I walked away.

It was nice to see Cas, and he looked happy to see me. His sister was nice as well. I thought of the interaction as I strolled to the abandoned house on the end of the street. Sam always asked why I liked that place so much, but I don't know why. I just like creepy things. The house feels almost supernatural.

* * *

"Hey!" Someone hit me in the back. Jo.

"Hay is for horses," Jo grinned. "Got a date for the party?"

I shook my head. I was planning on asking Lisa but Jo was a fun party person. This could pose an issue, but I decided to ignore it.

"Well, you do now, silly goose," Jo said snarkily.

I always took Jo to parties. She was indeed the life of them. We'd go, she'd flirt, I'd scope out the crowd, we'd both be disappointed, then drunkenly make out in the Impala. Maybe grab a milkshake. It was tradition, but I had never taken Lisa before. Jo and I were more like flirty friends; I really had something with Lisa.

"Same as always?" I asked.

"Yup, come get me at five, and I'll bring the refreshments." She was referring to the whiskey she would steal from her mom's bar.

Jo walked away, and I turned to see Lisa standing at her locker. She was grabbing a math textbook and a copy of Gatsby.

"Hey Lis," I started.

"What do you want, Dean," She seemed annoyed.

"Are you ok?"

"I thought you've been ignoring me," Her voice had little emotion.

"I'm sorry, I just didn't realize how distant I was," Now was not the best time. I decided to say nothing about the party.

"Also, I'm not going to the party. My mom is making me watch my sister." Lisa was disappointed.

"Aw man," Score. This would work out.

We departed from the hallway, and I went to class.

* * *

School could not end fast enough. I couldn't wait for the game.

"Winchester, come see me," Mr. Crowley ordered me to his desk.

I hesitantly got up. He seemed pleased. I could not think of what this could possibly be about.

"Dean, your make-up test is perfect," His voice was enthusiastic. "I'm very proud."

Wow. I could not believe this. I thought for sure that I had flunked. As I breezed by, Cas gave me a thumbs up. I would have to thank him later.

* * *

The rest of the day flew by like cake.

The team gathered in the locker room before entering the busses. Coach Bobby gave us one last speech.

"Alright, boys, remember what I said yesterday. Be polite and respectful but kick butt," The team cheered as soon as he said it.

We filled into the bus like sardines. This would be unpleasant on the ride home. I made sure I sat next to Cas to talk about science.

"Hey man, thank you so much," I patted his shoulder.

"Of course," He didn't even look up from his book.

"What's it about" I pointed to On the Road.

"Oh, it's not your kind of book. You wouldn't like it," Cas muttered assertively.

"I'm sure I would"

"When I finish, I'll let you borrow it," Cas clearly was uncomfortable.

"Ok," I decided not to press.

We sat in awkward silence. It was painful. I tried not to stare while he read his book, but he's all I wanted to pay attention to. I noticed the way his eyes glowed, the way his lip curled when he read something funny, the way he brushed his fringe away from his face.

"Dean...Dean...Dean," I finally noticed that Cas was talking to me.

"Huh?" Shit.

"You're staring,"

"You're a pretty picture," I tried to laugh it off, and I guess it worked because he smiled.

He titled his head in surprise at the comment, but he didn't say anything about it, just turned to his book again. I stared more this time, making it very obvious. He looked up again and grinned. This time, I scooted closer. Now, we were only inches apart. Without looking up, he put his head on my shoulder and continued reading. His hair was soft against my cheek. His arm fit perfectly next to mine. I felt so warm and fuzzy. I never had this feeling before.

* * *

"Hut, hut, 67," Bobby was yelling out commands, "Let's go, boys!"

The bright lights lit up the dark field. It was the fourth quarter, and things were looking good. Tried to keep my head in the game as I made a pass to Cas. Cas fumbled the ball, and another player tackled him.

"What are you doing, Novak?" Bobby yelled. Fumbles were out of character for Cas.

I noticed that the opponent was on top of Cas. This was more malicious than just a tackle.

"Hey!" Gabe tried to break them up but got lost in the mix.

Finally, a ref noticed and threw up a flag, "Fifteen-yard penalty!"

Cas stumbled up, his lip was bleeding, and a bruise formed around his eye. We cleared the field to regroup. Cas would most-likely be evaluated, and that player, Azazel, would be suspended. Bobby took Cas to the medical station and, after, walked to the refs and the other coach. You could see them conversing. Bobby's face was solemn.

"So, after talking to the other coach and the refs, we've decided to end this game. The behavior was unacceptable, and we want to prevent any other incidents from happening." Bob said, disappointingly.

"Ugh, I want to kill this kid!" Gabe yelled. His face was red hot.

"Exactly," Cas spoke up from the bench. No one even noticed that he walked over. "This is what we want to prevent."

Gabe crossed his arms. He's quite the drama queen.

Bobby told us to gather our stuff and meet him outside to get on the bus. Most of the team was able to grab their belongings quickly. I was about to leave the locker room when I heard someone grunt. They sounded frustrated.

"Dean! Are you still in here?" Cas called out.

"Um...yeah? Why?"

Cas walked out from behind a row of lockers, shirtless. I tried to contain myself, but the sweat against his skin, the ruffled wet hair, the smile, he looked hot. I must say.

He looked defeated, "I can't find my bag."

I nodded, and Cas continued, "Can you tell Coach Singer that I'll be late? I need to find my bag."

I ran to Bobby, "Cas can't find his bag. I'm gonna stay and help him. I'll call for you to pick me up later."

"Sounds good, kiddo," Bobby gave me two thumbs up.

I ran back to Cas just to find him with his head between his knees on a bench. I didn't know what to do, so I just placed my hand on his back and left it there.

The room smelled of old sweat and mud. The smell was so overwhelming, I don't know how I didn't notice it earlier. There are lots of things I haven't seen, I start to think about what I've actually paid attention to.

"Cas?" I question. "Are you ok?"

He shook his head. He didn't even move from his position, so I got up to look around. The lockers didn't have locks, so I opened all of them. Nothing. I checked under benches, in stalls; I even looked by the toilets.

"Man, I can't find it," I sighed.

Seconds after I said those words, the lights went out, and I heard the twist of a key.

"Damnit!" I'd never heard Cas curse before, "What are we gonna do?"

"Cas, I don't know," I said as I tried to think.

I opened my phone to see that it was dead. I couldn't use the flashlight, and if Cas didn't have his bag, he didn't have his phone with him. Thankfully, I had a charger in my pocket, but it would take at least an hour for my Motorola to charge. Damn, that phone takes forever.

"We're gonna miss the party, and it's all my fault," Cas started sobbing.

"No, don't cry," I don't do well with tears. I sat back down on the bench.

"Dean…" Cas scooted away from me.

"What?" I moved closer so I could hear him through the sobs.

Cas turned and kissed me. His soft lips against mine felt like heaven on a platter. He ran his hands through my hair as he swung his legs over onto my lap. I lay down on my back as he leaned into me. I began kissing back but still letting him lead. This is what I wanted. I've been yearning for this. He moves from my lips to my neck, and I run my hands across his muscles.

"Dean?"

"Cas?"

"God, I love it when you say my name," He says as he undresses me faster.

* * *

After we finish, I check my phone to see if it is charged. The time says 7:15. It's only been an hour since the game ended, so we're not too late.

"So what do we do now?" Cas was lying on the bench, looking at the ceiling.

"Call Bobby to pick us up, I guess?" I ran out of solutions, "I think someone stole it."

"You're probably right, but how do we get out of here?" Cas questioned.

I did not think about that. We were in a locked locker room after school hours with no way of getting out or seeing.

It took me a moment, but I came up with a solution. There's a window high up in the back, so I slid another bench towards it so I could reach it. I flicked the lock on the window, and it budged. It was a small window, but I could climb up and slide my torso through without issue.

"Cas!" I yelled as I slid downwards out of the window, back into the locker room.

"What?"

"I found a solution."

* * *

Bobby arrived quickly to pick up a poor freezing shirtless Cas and me.

"No bag?" Bobby questioned.

We shrugged and told him we couldn't find it. Bobby said that we were never playing this school again. Cas and I were content with that. I looked over to Cas and smiled. He smiled back and giggled. I held out my hand, and he took it. I felt the warm sensation through my body again as he touched me.

"What's up with you guys?" Bobby asked.

"Nothing," I smiled but quickly pulled my hand away from Cas. I wasn't ready to tell Bobby yet.

* * *

We arrived at Valentine's party, and Jo was the first to greet me.

"Did you forget about me?" Jo wrinkled her nose in annoyance.

"Sorry, I was looking for Cas's bag." I'm not lying.

"Well, I found another date." Jo turned to a girl, Lisa.

"Hey Dean," Lisa waved and pointed to a redhead, "Meet Charlie!"

"Hi! I'm Jo's girlfriend!" Charlie stuck out her hand enthusiastically.

I laughed—what a wild night. I strolled over to the drink table and grabbed some punch. Cas found me through the crowd. He was shy now.

"Dean? Are we going to talk about this?" Cas insisted.

"Sure."

"I like you."

"I get that." I wondered what the problem was.

"And?" Cas seemed unsure.

I moved closer to Cas and hugged him.

Cas told me that Gabe had grabbed his bag from the locker room because he knew that Cas was hurt. Gabe was goofy but kind at heart. Cas was thankful that he did, and no one stole it.

That reminded me that I had something to give Cas. I opened my bag and handed Cas a mixtape with some Zeppelin favorites.

"Dean, I can't take this," Cas was in awe.

"It's a gift; you keep those." I smiled and took his hand to dance.

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deans-baby-momma · 4 years

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Mommy’s (Not So) Good Girl-20

A/N: Only 5 more chapters after this one and GREAT NEWS!!!Only 5 more day of September so I will be posting a chapter a day until Sept. 30th. Then I am going on a small hiatus (again) to try and cope with this new “illness” and all it’s lovely side effects.

I look at Dean wide-eyed as my mom’s voice sounds through the door. He jumps off the bed and I quickly crawl back under my comforter, pulling it up to my chest.

“Yea Mom,” Abby says, her voice shaking. “Come on in.”

Mom opens the door and I can tell when she realizes that Dean is in my room. She looks at him shocked and stops halfway in.

“What are you doing in here?” she asks him.

“I wanted to make sure she was okay. I saw a dispute between her and that Coleman boy. I wanted to find out what that was about,” Dean explains and it looks as though my Mom buys it because she smiles sweetly at him and then continues on into my room.

“That’s sweet of him, isn’t it Abs?”

“Ye-yea,” I stutter out. “He’s a good stepdad.”

“Can I have a few minutes with her?” My mom asks as she looks at Dean. He nods and heads out the door, looking back over his shoulder at me once he is behind her.

“What’s up Mom?” I ask as soon as he is out of sight.

“I just wanted to say I’m sorry that your friend couldn’t make it tonight.”

“Huh?” I ask, confused.

“Your friend who you call ‘Daddy’.” she says, with a wiggle of her eyebrows. “You did invite him, didn’t you?”

“Oh. Yea, I called him but he had to work,” I lie through my teeth. “It’s okay. It’s no big deal.”

“It was nice of Dean to give you a kiss at midnight though, wasn’t it?” she asks as she sits in the very same spot he had taken just ten minutes ago. “He really watches out for you and Ben. I think he’d make an excellent stepdad.” She pauses and then adds, “and a wonderful dad.”

I feel sick to my stomach! Is she insinuating what I think she is?!

“Mom, are you pregnant?”

“What?” she laughs as she answers. “No. I’m not pregnant. But the thought has crossed my mind. Dean lost so much when his brother died. He is the last living member of his immediate family. I just think it’d be nice to give him someone to carry on the Winchester name.”

‘Oh my god!’ I think to myself. ‘Mom is actually considering carrying Dean’s child! No, no no!’

“Yea, that would be nice. But-” I pause to be able to word my inquiry correctly. “Does Dean want kids? I mean sure he is awesome with me and with Ben but does he want his own?”

“I don’t know,” Mom says. “But if it were to happen, he’d have to be happy about it, right?”

“Mom, you cannot get pregnant without talking about it with him first.”

Mom sighs and then her shoulders slump. “Yea, you’re right. What was I thinking?!”

I breathe in relief that it seems that she has decided to forgo her plan of “accidentally” getting pregnant.

I couldn't go to sleep after Mom dropped that bombshell.

What was she thinking?! Did she actually believe Dean would be happy if she were to get pregnant? Would he? I know for a fact that they use protection, so he is trying not to knock her up right?

During Thanksgiving I had found an empty condom wrapper in her trashcan as I was gathering up the garbage in the house so I knew Dean, at least, had been thorough and had wrapped up.

I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling, trying my best not to think of Dean impregnating my mother. That would just be so wrong!

Hopefully I talked some sense into her and she won't proceed with her nefarious and outrageous plan. I can only hope that if she were to get pregnant that it is after some honest discussion with the man and that he was on board with the idea as well.

Although, I don't think Dean is actually ready to settle down and have his own family.

Yes, he a excellent role model for Ben and the whole neighborhood thinks he and Mom are perfect for each other, they don't know he's also fucking me. Not so ideal now, is he?

VALENTINE'S DAY

Once again the campus is inundated with decorations. Big, red floating hearts seem to be posted everywhere, along with cutouts of that stupid baby with the bow and arrow and balloons seemingly come out of nowhere, getting right in the way.

Why college students insist on celebrating this holiday is beyond me. It's just another excuse to get drunk and try to bang someone. So many of my classmates throughout the last couple of years have had to pull back on their studies or completely drop out because a good Valentine romp ended up with a nice little surprise come Thanksgiving; a surprise in the form of a cute little baby.

I refuse to be one of those girls who get so blindly drunk she succumbs to the lame attempts by fellow college guys and 9 months later, alone and with a child to care for.

I swat away at the millionth red bag of air as my phone pings in my hand. I look at the screen and smile when I see 'Daddy' has sent me a message.

>Happy Valentine's Day sweetheart

>>Happy Valentine's Day Daddy. I miss you.

>God, I miss you too. My party was boring without you here.

Mom had thrown Dean a surprise birthday party at the end of January but I'd had a big exam to prep for so I couldn't make it home to attend.

>>I'm sorry. I had to study. I'll make it up to you, I promise.

>How about today? Right now?

>>Now?

>Look up.

My head jerks up and there he is! I look around and my eyes fall on that black muscle car I remember from my childhood. The one that's been parked in the garage at home for months; Dean's excuse to spend time with Ben fixing it up and keeping it running.

Leaning against the top of the shiny ebony vehicle is the man who plagues my dreams, at night and during the day. The way the sun shines creates a flawless glow around his head, almost like a halo. I smile as I cross the street toward him.

"What are you doing here?" I can’t help but to ask, but secretly giddy that he is here.

"Couldn't let today pass by without seeing you Abby. Thought you might allow me to take you to lunch, show me around your 'home away from home'," he says as I step toward him and he opens his arms. I gladly walk right into his embrace, moving my books to one arm.

I want to tiptoe and kiss him but I don't want anyone seeing anything that would raise questions, inquiries I didn't want to answer. Right now, a hug looks innocent. Just a guy hugging a girl in greeting.

“Sure,” I say as I smile up at him. “I was just gonna drop my books off in my room and then go to the food cart down the way. C’mon.”

As we walk toward my dorm, I can’t help but feel special, feel important. Dean took the day to come an hour away to see me, on the day of love no less. Wait, does that mean what I think it means? Is there a more significant reason he is here? Is he here to declare feelings for me?

I shake those thoughts from my head, determined not to question his visit but just enjoy it. So what if he drove almost 70 miles? He does it because he cares. Nothing more than that. I’m not going to scrutinize it; no, I’m going to enjoy the few hours I get to spend with the man. What’s that old saying, ‘don't look a gift horse in the mouth’? Yea I’m not going to do that.

When we get my dorm room, I unlock the door and walk in, holding it open so he can follow. Thank goodness Sheila isn’t here because I really don’t want to share any time I get to spend with Dean with anyone else. For a few hours today, he is mine.

Placing my books on my desk, I turn to see Dean looking around the room with his head nodding slightly.

“So, you want to go with me to the food cart or-” I say nervously. Wait, why the hell am I nervous? Oh yea, that’s right; there is a bed not even 5 feet away and the man I have dreamed of being in that bed right there. My dream could actually come through. Getting back on track, I clear my throat. “-we could go to the cafe across campus. It’s a bit of a walk but it’s decent outside today. You know, for the middle of February in the north.”

“Yea we can do that baby,” he says with a smirk. “As soon as you tell me what’s wrong. You’re acting all shifty. Should I have called first? Do you have a date for Valentine’s Day?” He quirks and eyebrow at me.

I giggle and respond. “Uh, no. No date. Just you’re in my room. And my bed is-” I explain as I point toward the furniture. “-is right here. I’ve dreamed of you and me in that bed, ya know.”

Dean steps closer and I can see the humor of the situation on his face. “And? What are we doing in the bed?”

I feel a flush come up my neck. Why am I embarrassed now? It’s not like we haven’t done it. “Fucking,” I answer honestly, which earns me a wide smile from the man in front of me.

“Well, how long will your roommate be gone?”

“Couple hours, I think.”

“Okay, so what do you say we go grab a bite to eat and then come back and make those dreams come true?”

Finally feeling bold again, I rip my sweater over my head and say, “Why wait?”

Dean hurriedly jerks his shirt off and I watch in awe. He unbuttons his jeans and pulls them down his legs before standing up again. This man is going to be the death of me.

“I need you Abby,” is all he says before I rush him, tackling him to the mattress.

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shotsbyshae · 5 years

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Masterlist

Updated: 3/16/20

Some stories are NSFW, 18+, Smut

Masterlist Compilations:

Because sometimes a one-shot gets carried away.

Monster of the Week

Hunter Steve

Ransom Drysdale

The Raven

Hit Me (With Your Best Shot) Reader Requests

Steve Rogers x Reader

Not Afraid Anymore There is a reason Nick Fury assigned you to Steve Rogers. You’ll tell him one day.

Cannonball When things go bad, you always end up at his door, and things are really, really bad. Prequel/Sequel to Not Afraid Anymore

Angel on Fire You literally fell for Bucky Barnes in 1944, Steve was there when it happened. How is it possible that you’re sitting across from him now in 2012 looking exactly the same?

Unforgettable It’s been a year and Steve reaches out with news. There shouldn’t be enough of your soul left to care, but the thought of him and a deep dive into the past, proves otherwise. Sequel to Angel on Fire.

Happier Steve returns the stones and instead of coming back to 2023, ends up coming back to 2028. A lot can change in five years.

Far Away Tony didn’t want you running this assignment for Fury, but you never listen. It was just a black market weapons auction, simple enough, until you get captured and find yourself as one of the weapons up for auction.

Teeth Post IW Snap, all you feel is angry all the time, except around him.

7 Rings As Tony’s daughter, you’re able to get almost anything you want.

Happy Birthday Tony You get Tony back - the only way you know how.

Shadows Six steamy sentence challenge

Valentine Steve’s Valentine’s dinner doesn’t go according to plan.

Coin-Operated Boy There’s a reason you don’t tell Steve about the project you’re working on for Tony.

Stay Steve was taken by you from the moment he saw you, without ever knowing who you were.

Strange Love Steve goes looking for a friend, in the one place he shouldn’t. (Prologue) (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Epilogue)

Wicked Game Steve Rogers is a fugitive and you haven’t seen him in a year. You learn the hard way you can’t always trust people. Sequel to Strange Love (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3)

Eyes Closed Steve’s just trying to keep a promise he made to his best friend. (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4)

Seven Devils What happens when two psychos stick you in a cell with the one person who hasn’t talked to you in six months with the intent to kill you both. (Monster of the Week)

I Put a Spell on You You were supposed to choose him, but what happens when it starts to look like you won’t? (Monster of the Week)

Heads Will Roll A shapeshifter comes through, turning the compound upside down, revealing one too many secrets. (Monster of the Week)

Hunter Steve Series

Kill of The Night Steve can’t quite figure out the new recruit, but he knows there’s something different about you.

Devil’s Playground Sequel to Kill of the Night, and how well Steve adapts to hunting.

Apocalyptic Steve has a run in with a demon. There’s just one problem, you have a history with said demon.

Monster Bucky and Sam show up unexpectedly to check on the two of you, but you’re on a case. How are you and Steve supposed to keep hunting a secret from them, if they get stuck in the middle of it?

Sacrifice A vampire hunt goes south when you become one of the targets for another hunter.

Living Proof The case you and Steve are on brings about your worst nightmare.

Colors A hunter turned vampire makes for the deadliest hunter around. What happens when an old foe decides to make their own breed of assassins?

Bag of Bones Everyone needs help sometimes, because not all battles are meant to be won.

Bucky Barnes x Reader

She Keeps Me Up You need a little help, but as Tony’s half-sister, you’re also off limits.

Broken Ones Loss. Loneliness. Bucky understands what you’re going through, even if he doesn’t say it.

Liar You’ve kept your promise to keep your distance from James Barnes for as long as you can, but you’ve always been a curious girl. That often leads you into trouble and makes a liar out of you.

Hurricane Bucky does something crazy for his best friend Steve, doesn’t he? After all, Barnes only tolerates you because of Rogers, right?

Living Dead Girl He’s a ghost story, isn’t he? (The Raven Series)

She Loves Control Turns out you know Steve, a little too well. (The Raven Series)

Heart of Novocaine You don’t need saving. (The Raven Series)

Familiar Taste of Poison Thanos is gone and everyone is alive, including Bucky Barnes. The world is perfect - isn't it? (Monster of the Week)

Hypnotic Bucky is sent to retrieve an artifact, getting more than he bargained for. (Hunter Bucky Series)

Loki x Reader

One More Habit Loki is fascinated by you, because he knows you’re hiding a secret from the rest of the team and he’s determined to figure you out.

Joke’s On You You’ve been keeping a secret from your friends. Can be a sequel to Valentine.

Power Over Me (Part 1) Loki has the Tesseract and can literally go anywhere he wants, so why does he keep getting drawn back to the broken little witch Steve Rogers abandoned?

Power Over Me (Part 2) It’s been three months since you started feeling this ache inside - like something’s missing - it happens at least once everyday. You’re not sure what’s causing it or why the stranger you keep seeing causes it instantaneously.

Tony Stark x Reader

Closer Tony likes to make things his.

Animals You were Steve's once, before the accords divided and broke everyone. Tony didn’t leave though.

Shameless Sequel to Animals. Steve wants a second chance at what he broke.

A Little Wicked Tony Stark is your weakness and you hate yourself for it. After all, you have a reputation to uphold. (Monster of the Week)

Peter Parker x Reader

Rock & Roll You admired Tony Stark more than anyone, so it was only natural you took some time off after the battle, but what happens when you return a couple years later to find Rhodey's rebuilt the compound and someone strange is working in Tony's lab. (Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3)

Ransom Drysdale x Reader

My Oh My Series

My Oh My Hugh Ransom Drysdale might not be who everyone thinks he is.

Trouble Maybe the narcissistic playboy is smarter than most people give him credit for. Sequel to My Oh My

In the Dark You only thought Ransom was an asshole, wait until you meet his family. Sequel to Trouble

Stone Cold Ransom has one last interview left for his book. Sequel to In the Dark

Freaking Me Out Ransom has his book launch and it’s eventful to say the least. Sequel to Stone Cold

The Reckoning The aftermath of Freaking Me Out

The Wolf Series

The Wolf A blast from Ransom’s past blows into town, but there’s more to you than meets the eye.

Devil’s Worst Nightmare Ransom’s in over his head, but can you pull him out? Or will he just end up dragging you down with him? Sequel to The Wolf

Dean Winchester x Reader

Sex & Stardust He was never your intention, but it’s just one night - right?

Cannonball When things go bad, you always end up at his door, and things are really, really bad. Steve Rogers crossover. Prequel/Sequel to Not Afraid Anymore

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GOT AN IMAGINE/ONESHOT IDEA? SEND IT IN! REQUESTS ARE OPEN! {EXPECT FOR WWE REQUESTING}

🌹 {FLUFF} ~ 💔 {ANGST} ~ 💦{SMUT} WANT TO BE ADDED TO THE TAGLIST??

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Caught In A Moment {Chris Evans Ft Chris Pine} 🌹 💔【Chris Pine & Chris Evans both falling in love with you and fighting for your love】

Hippity Hoppity Easter 🌹 【you and Chris go on an easter egg hunt with the kids in your backyard.】

Merry & Bright 🌹【Chris has a surprise for you this Christmas, and you have a surprise for Chris too】

Dear Heart, Why Him? {Jake Gyllenhaal} {Hanahaki Disease AU} 💔【Jake will never love you as you love him, and it is killing you (quite literally)】

Under The Moonlight {Jake Gyllenhaal} Alpha!Jake {A/B/O AU} 💦【Jake saves you from a group of feral alphas, through the mist of his saving, your heat makes you get extremely turned on by his aggression.】

Thief {Jensen Ackles FT Finn Balor}🌹💔【Jensen breaks up with you because he wants to get back together with his ex-wife Danneel. Finn ends up comforting you.】

Somebunny Loves You {Sebastian Stan}🌹【Sebastian proposes to you on Easter, but not before yours and his 2-year-old tries to eat the Easter egg that the ring is in.】

Happy Ho Ho {Sebastian Stan} 🌹【Seb and you celebrate Christmas morning with the kids.】

Blood Lust {Tom Holland}{Vampire AU} 🌹 💔【you meet Tom in a pub, but he is lusting for your blood rather than you, or both.】

Darling, Dearest, Dead {Tom Holland} {Mob AU} 💔 【sometimes keeping secrets does more harm than good.】

Ocean Child {Tom Holland} {Mermaid AU} 🌹【You use your powers to help Tom survive, by doing so he finds out your secret.】

Secrets {Tom Holland} {Demi!God AU} 🌹【Tom finds out you are a demigod.】

Aching To Touch Her {Tom Holland} 💦 【Your scent is driving Tom insane, and he can’t resist the temptation any longer.】

Sweet Sensations {Tom Holland} 💦 【Tom finds out you enjoy getting your blood sucked.】

Wish You Were Mine {Tom Holland Ft Harry Styles} 💔【Tom finally tells y/n how he feels about her. But does she feel the same way.】

Were you scratched or bitten? {Zendaya} {Zombie Apocalypse AU} 🌹💔【you and Zendaya get attacked by zombies on a supply run.】

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𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐒

Prompt 20. “For once, stop pretending you’re okay! Just talk to me!” {Derek Morgan} 🌹 💔【Derek doesn’t believe you are as fine as you seem, you finally break down.】

Cooking Classes {Luke Alvez} 🌹【you and luke go to a cooking class for a date.】

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𝐃𝐂𝐄𝐔

Break up to make up from the Valentines Prompts {Bruce Wayne} 🌹💔 【Bruce and you get into a fight about how you are reckless in missions, eventually, it gets heated and you’s break up, Bruce realises his mistake and apologizes.】

Adopt a pet from the Valentines Prompts {Diana Prince} 🌹 【you and Diana adopt a do】 .

Domestic AU from the Valentines Prompts {Lena Luthor} 🌹 【You and Lena have to work on Valentines Day, so you surprise her by having a movie marathon and eating takeout at home】

Under The Mistletoe {Barry Allen} 🌹 💔 【Barry doesn’t want you to spend Christmas alone so he invites you to Christmas with him. but Iris doesn��t think it’s a good idea.】

Chasing The Past {Barry Allen} 💔 【Barry can’t let you go, he won’t which is why he is ruining your date by showing up at your house before you go on your date.】

Game Changer {Clark Kent} 🌹 💔 【 y/n) struggles with the ‘death’ of her boyfriend Clark (superman) and takes on a case, (y/n) see Castiel again but find out something is off about him, (y/n) gets to close to the truth which puts her life in danger 】

Focus On My Lips {Oliver Queen} 🌹 【Oliver comes to y/n to get patched up】

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𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐋

Cuddling Prompt #30 {Bucky Barnes} 🌹💔 【you and Bucky get captured by Hydra on a mission.】

Ghost Of The Past {Bucky Barnes} 🌹💔 {Mob!Bucky}【your past catches up to you.】

Prompt: 13. “‘Go away’ is just a lonely person’s way of saying, ‘show me that you care enough to stay’.” {Steve Rogers} 🌹 【Steve tries to break up with you, thinking it’s a good idea, that Thanos won’t hurt you.】

𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞: Thor & You reuniting again.

Prompt 1. “Your love is all I need to feel complete.” + 62. “Please don’t leave me.” {Peter Parker} 💔【Peter feels like you would be much safer if you weren’t dating him anymore since the whole world knows his identity now. But you beg to differ.】

Loved And Lost .{Mj} {Forbidden Love AU} 🌹 💔【it’s forbidden in your species (were dragon) to be in love with a human. but you cant help who you fall in love with】

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𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐋

As If {Dean Winchester} {Mermaid!Reader} 🌹 【Dean doesn’t believe you’re a mermaid until you show him your tail.】

Treat Yourself {Dean Winchester} 🌹 【You catch dean putting a face mask on and decide to make fun of him.】

Misery Loves Company {Dean Winchester} 💔 【Ghouls get to you before Dean can save you, leaving a devastated dean and a feeling of heartbreak.】

Snow {Dean Winchester} {Angel!Reader} 🌹 【you’re an angel, and never seen snow before. Dean thinks it’s absolutely hilarious.】

Imagine Being A Demon And Scheming With Demon Dean

Being A Hunter & Helping Dean & Sam On Case.But You & Dean Have Bad History

Sam getting sick of you & Dean bickering all the time.So he decides to lock you’s in a room with each other.

Demon Dean and Bálor being obsessed with you.

Back In Black{Demon!Dean} 🌹💔💦【y/n and Sam are on the hunt to find dean and cure him. Little does Sam know (y/n) is addicted to demon blood. Y/n finds dean before Sam does.】

IMAGINE… Robbing a bank with Dean Winchester

All Blood No Tears {Sam Winchester FT. Stefan Salvatore} 🌹 💔 【Sam and Dean go to mystic falls due to the bmol giving them a case there. Sam finds out y/n (an ex fling) is their alive and well. Only to find out she’s not human. Y/n takes her revenge on Sam. Dean joins up with Stefan to find his brother.】

Prompt 37. “I love you, I really, really, love you.” w/ Sam Winchester 🌹 【You admit your feelings to Sam, with a little help from alcohol.】

Skinny Dip {Valentines Prompt} {Sam Winchester} 🌹 【you and Sam go skinny dipping after a romantic picnic on the beach.】

Game Changer {Castiel} 🌹 💔 【(y/n) struggles with the ‘death’ of her boyfriend Clark (superman) and takes on a case, (y/n) see Castiel again but find out something is off about him, (y/n) gets to close to the truth which puts her life in danger】

Prompt 34.“Please don’t do this.” {Castiel} 💔 【You try and change Castiel’s mind but it doesn’t go so well.】

Prompt 93.“You’re more than that.” {Castiel} 🌹 【Telling your brothers your dating Castiel, which doesn’t go well.】

Oh Hell No {Crowley} 🌹💔【Crowley isn’t too thrilled he found out that you joined TFW, with failed attempts in getting his demons to bring you back to him, he decides to confront you.】

[ lacerate ] for one muse to get stabbed while protecting/working with the other from injury/hurt {Crowley} 💔

Reader believes no one can ever love her. {Jack Kline} 🌹 【jack shows you that you are lovable by taking you on a date and confessing his love to you】

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𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐎𝐋𝐅

Slow Down {Derek Hale} 🌹 【Derek finds you passed out on the floor, and takes you to the hospital, Derek is worried about you, but all your worried about is studying.】

Imagine Being In A Relationship With Derek, But Peter Likes You More Than A Friend, And Try’s To Break You And Derek Up

Wanting To Be More Than Just Friends With Benefits With Derek, But He Doesn’t Feel The Same Way

Imagine Being In A Relationship With Derek, But Peter Likes You More Than A Friend, And Try’s To Break You And Derek Up

What Have I Done {Peter Hale} 💔💦【You are on heat, but Derek isn’t there to fulfill your needs.】

Haunted {Scott McCall} 🌹【Scott and Y/n, investigate a haunted house, trying to find a missing girl.】

・。・゜☆・。・。☆・゜・。・゜。・。・゜☆・。・。

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒+𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐒

Stefan turning you into a vampire, and never forgiving him for it. 💔

All Blood No Tears {Stefan Salvatore FT Sam Winchester}🌹 💔【Sam and Dean go to mystic falls due to the bmol giving them a case there. Sam finds out y/n (an ex fling) is their alive and well. Only to find out she’s not human. Y/n takes her revenge on Sam. Dean joins up with Stefan to find his brother.】

Game On {Damon Salvatore FT. Kai Parker}🌹 💔【Kai and Damon have a thing for you, only problem is you’re in a relationship with Klaus.】

“I want to bite you too.” “A humans bite won’t hurt, it would probably tickle.” and “are you growling?” {Vampire AU Prompts Smut/Fluff List} 【 Stefan bites y/n in a make-out session, and she wants to bite him too. 】

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𝐖𝐖𝐄

Talk Is Cheap {Roman Reigns} 🌹 【The Miz and Maryse brag about how they are the better ‘It couple’ then you and Roman, and decide to prove it the WWE universe.】

Roman getting turned on by your new ring gear

“You smell like wet dog.”- “Rude.” {Roman Reigns} 🌹 【roman smells like wet dog and you just can’t stand it.】

You & Roman baking cookies and a gingerbread house with the help of Jojo. 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Making a snowman together . {Roman Reigns} 🌹

Legendary {Roman Reigns} 🌹 【Roman is the most feared and deadliest gangster in the town. Fearing no one. Staying with no women, not even falling in love with any women, until you come along. You seem to have him under some kind of spell】

Captivating {Roman Reigns} {Gangster AU} 🌹 【Roman is the most feared and deadliest gangster in the town. Fearing no one. Staying with no women, not even falling in love with any women, until you come along. You seem to have him under some kind of spell.】

“Who’s brilliant idea was it to summon a demon?” + “Miss me?” + “I thought you were dead.” At an asylum. {Roman Reigns} 💔【The Shield boys try to bring you back from the dead, but end up summoning a demon.】

Scaredy-Cat {Roman Reigns} 🌹 【Roman goes ghost hunting with you, but can’t handle it, leaving you all by your lonesome self.】

Way Down We Go {Roman Reigns} {Werewolf AU} 🌹 💔【You find out Roman is a werewolf after he saves you from a dangerous situation.】

“You look so sexy in that costume.” 💦【Roman and You never really make it to that Halloween party.】

Thief {Finn Balor} 🌹 💔 【Jensen breaks up with you because he wants to get back together with his ex-wife Danneel. Finn ends up comforting you.】

“Really, I can’t believe you got us mistaken for porn stars.” {Finn Balor} 🌹

“Really, I can’t believe you got us trapped in an elevator.” {Finn Balor} 💔

Secrets & Lies {Finn Balor} 🌹 💔 【Bálor finds out your very much alive and Seth vows to protect you, while Bálor vows to do anything to get you back.】

The More The Merrier . {Finn Balor} 🌹【you give Finn a positive pregnancy test for Christmas】

Santa {Finn Balor} 🌹【Finn dresses up as Santa and surprises his/yours kids. 】

CHRISTMAS PROMPTS Slow dancing in the living room by all the lights🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Camp out under the Christmas tree {Finn Balor} 🌹

Demon Dean and Bálor being obsessed with you.

Sleeping with the boss {Finn Balor} 💦 【you can’t help but have sexual thoughts and fantasies about your boss Finn, and well he can’t help but have sexual thoughts and fantasies about you his personal assistant.】

Not As It Seems {Apocalypse AU} | MBAUwritingchallenge {Finn Balor} 💔 【 you save Finn from a zombie attack. 】

“Care to make a deal with the devil?” + “Who’s brilliant idea was it to summon a demon?” {Finn Balor} 💔 【you and your friend, Elsie, decide to summon a demon, but end up summoning a demon king.】

Marry Me? {Seth Rollins} 🌹 【 Colby {Seth} tries to propose to y/n, but y/n can’t hear him through the loud sound of fireworks. 】

“He doesn’t love you like I love you.” {Seth Rollins} 🌹 💔 【You get into a fight with Seth, because he keeps ruining your dates, finally you snap and find out why he ruins them. 】

Being in a mixed tag team match with Seth Rollins against Triple H & Stephanie McMahon 🌹 【x】

Hypnotic {Seth Rollins} 💦【 Seth finds out you have a thing for him in his shield gear and decides to take action. 】

A Christmas To Remember {Seth Rollins} 🌹 【you and Seth spend your first Christmas together, though you are injured thanks to Dean. Though Seth can’t help but worry about what Dean might do. 】

Cozy Christmas {Seth Rollins} 🌹 【 you and Seth spend your first Christmas together, though you are injured thanks to Dean. Though Seth can’t help but worry about what Dean might do.】

CHRISTMAS PROMPTS: Mistletoe kisses {Seth Rollins} 🌹 💔

Sexy gift exchange {Seth Rollins} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPTS: Making snow angels {Seth Rollins} 🌹

Winter Wonderland {Seth Rollins} 🌹 【you and Seth play in the snow with Dean & Roman】

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Decorating the Christmas tree {Seth Rollins} 🌹

❝Fuck you.❞ + ❝Buy me dinner first and we’ll see.❞ {Seth Rollins} 🌹 💔

Prompt 28. “Of all the lies I’ve heard, “I love you.” {Seth Rollins+Dean Ambrose + Adam Cole} 💔

Skinny dip 【you and Seth go skinny dipping in a motel pool. {Seth Rollins} 🌹

Imagine being in a secret relationship with Seth and your brother Dean finding out.

Nerf Gun Fight {Seth Rollins} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Picnic inside {Seth Rollins} 🌹

Little Miss Trouble Maker {Dean Ambrose} 🌹 【You’re away for raw 25, leaving Dean to look after yours and his five year old daughter, who is a little trouble maker.】

Being in a mixed tag team match, but not knowing who your tag team partner is until you enter the ring. {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

“Really, I can’t believe you got us locked in a closet.”{Dean Ambrose}

“Really, I can’t believe you got us stranded in the middle of nowhere,with no gas.” {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

Give Me Attention {Dean Ambrose} 🌹 【Dean gets jealous because you’re paying more attention to his dog than him.】

Longing For You {Dean Ambrose} 💦【Dean shows you just how much he missed you while he was away.】

Dean finding out he has a kid.

“I have no need for the afterlife when I have heaven on earth”{Dean Ambrose}

“Making me jealous didn’t work in 1567 and it won’t work now.” & “It’s been over a century, and he/she/they STILL hasn’t/haven’t proposed!” {Dean Ambrose} 💔

Drinking Hot Chocolate {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

Having Christmas lunch at your sister Maryse’s place with your boyfriend Dean. The only problem is Dean and Maryse don’t get along. 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPTS: Snowball fight {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Ice Skating {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPTS: Holiday tunes & dancing {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Christmas tree farm {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

❝Fuck you.❞ + ❝I love you too darling.❞{Dean Ambrose}

Let Life Surprise You | d/n watches her dads match. {Dean Ambrose} 🌹

IMAGINE… Dean helping you train at the performance center.

IMAGINE… Yours and Dean’s baby girl eating a lemon for the first time.

Cuddling Prompts #14 {Dean Ambrose} 🌹 【Dean kisses you on kiss can, and gets a bit carried away, leaving you embarrassed afterwards.】

Ghost Of The Past {Dean Ambrose} 🌹 💔 【your past catches up to you.】

Video Games {Adam Cole} 🌹

Bowling {Adam Cole} 🌹

Trick Or Treat {Adam Cole} 🌹【 Adam & you go trick or treating with yours and his daughter. Then go to a Halloween party, but you can’t help but worry about leaving d/n with your mom. 】

Relax Baby {Baron Corbin} 🌹【you and baron go to a corn maze and well get lost】

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Trying to get your boyfriend in the Christmas mood {Baron Corbin} 🌹

“Did you turn out the lights?”- “No.” – “Then we have a problem.” .{Jimmy Uso} 🌹 💔【A romantic trip to a cabin, goes horribly wrong. Will y/n and Jimmy survive or will they Parrish 】

Christmas Prompt: Christmas lights, you put up Christmas lights and slip into Jey Uso arms

“You look so sexy in that costume.” {Jey Uso} 💦【 Jey gets turned on by your costume, and pulls you into a room to get a little freaky. 】

Getting Into The Christmas Spirit {Drew MIntyre} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Wrapping Christmas presents {Cesaro} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Roasting marshmallows {Sami Zayn} 🌹

Giving each other Christmas presents {Elias Samson} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Christmas party {Triple H} 🌹

CHRISTMAS PROMPT:Cuddle by the fire {Triple H} 🌹

❝Fuck you.❞ + ❝I mean if you say so…❞ {Triple H} 🌹

❝Fuck you.❞ + ❝Buy me dinner first and we’ll see.❞ {Triple H} 🌹

Reader believes no one can ever love her + soulmates {Triple H} 🌹

“Give her back to me.” {Triple H} 🌹💔【 A one night stay at a hotel, goes horribly wrong when a ghost possess y/n for its revenge. Can Hunter (Triple H) save y/n. 】

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Kiss at midnight {Aj Styles} 🌹

Ugly Christmas sweater/Photoshoot . {Maryse FT. Lana} 🌹 【you, Maryse and Lana, wear ugly Christmas sweaters though Lana complains about wearing it 】

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: {Mickie James} 🌹 【Christmas Proposal | you ask Mickie to marry you on Christmas. 】

CHRISTMAS PROMPT: Go on a date in a horse carriage around town {Stephanie McMahon} 🌹 【 it’s your time to take Stephon a date so you decide to take her on a horse carriage around town. 】

Mini Golf {Charlotte Flair} 🌹 【you and Charlotte go mini golfing. 】

It’s yours & Beckys first Christmas together, and you couldnt even be more stressed out by making the perfect lunch. Though Becky finds it cute.

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LETHAL LUST {Dean Ambrose} 🌹 💔 💦 *VIOLENCE* 【DEAN HAS A DEADLY OBSESSION WITH YOU, DEADLY ENOUGH TO KILL.】

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The Center & Circumference Fic Masterpost

Okay, SO! I did a survey, and it turned out a lot of you wanted a masterpost for C&C which I was pretty excited by! It’s given me the opportunity to really revisit the series as I’ve gone to slot the instalments into order, and actually do some important admin that I’ve been wanting to do anyway, like correct Ben’s name.

The masterpost of original characters in the ‘verse is still coming, but I figured I’d get this big gal up since we’re back in hiatus land and I’ve already had a flood of C&C prompts again, haha (plus still a ton I’m trying to get to from the last hiatus).

For people who aren’t familiar with it, The Center & Circumference is a domestic Beth x Rio fic series. It’s a canon divergence from 2.11 and is basically about Beth and Rio learning how to blend a household, navigate crime while having a million (well, five) kids between them. It’s already close to 200k in total (which - - what???) but you can read it in handy, mostly self-contained instalments!

To make it easier, I’ve included relationships, the characters that feature, and the age of the kids during each part below. I’ve also bolded the central relationships + characters of each part, to hopefully make it easier to sift through if you’re looking for something in particular. I’ll also be updating this post as I update the series, so hopefully that’s a help too!

Also a quick note - I subscribe to the fanon that Demon + Mick are the same person, haha, so please take that into account.

Anyway! It’s below the cut for your timelines.

1. I Could Be Your Welcome (50k, explicit).

(Beth x Rio. Annie + Beth + Ruby. Beth + Kenny. Beth + Dean. Beth + Marcus. Rio + Kenny. Rio + Jane.

Beth Boland, Rio, Dean Boland, Annie Marks, Ruby Hill, Lisa [OC], Kenny Boland [11], Danny Boland [8], Emma Boland [7], Marcus [6], Jane Boland [6], Demon, Cal [OC], Stan Hill, Sara Hill, Ben Marks [14]

Beth and Rio buy a house together. Shenanigans and hopelessness ensue.

2. See You in the Light (ongoing, explicit).

(Beth x Rio. Rio + Carmen [OC]. Rio + Aida [OC]. Rio + Laura [OC]. Rio + Annie.

Rio, Carmen [OC], Aida [OC], Matt [OC], Rio’s mother [OC], Raf [10] [OC], David [7] [OC], Annie Marks, Beth Boland, Gretchen Zorada, Laura).

Direct continuation on from I Could Be Your Welcome. Beth and Rio pick a school, Beth meets the family, the kids settle into the new house, and they throw a housewarming (it’s a disaster).

3. Cold Out There (but it’s warm in bed) (1k, teen+)

(Beth x Rio.

Beth Boland, Rio)

Beth and Rio neck in bed. That’s it. That’s the plot.

4. Here’s to You (3k, teen+)

(Beth x Rio.

Beth Boland, Rio, Asmita and Lauren (PTA moms from 2.10 and 2.13), Annie Marks, Jane Boland [6], Marcus [6])

After Beth’s kids finish up the school year at their old elementary, ready to transition to Glenvale, Beth’s old PTA group throws her a leaving party.

5. Tiny Dancer (1k, general)

(Rio + Emma. Jane + Marcus. Beth x Rio.

Rio, Emma Boland [7], Kenny Boland [12], Jane Boland [6], Marcus [6])

Jane and Marcus break one of Emma’s favourite things, and Rio can’t fix it, but maybe he fixes something else in the process.

6. Darkness on the Edge of Town (5k, teen+)

(Beth x Rio. Rio + Danny. Rio + Danny + Kenny + Marcus. Beth + Emma + Jane. Beth + Annie.

Beth Boland, Kenny Boland [12], Danny Boland [8], Rio, Annie Marks, Ben Marks [15], Marcus [6], Jane Boland [6], Emma Boland [7], Cal [OC]. Mentions of Carmen [OC], Aida [OC] and Demon.)

Beth’s plagued with memories when they get locked in the house during a blackout.

7. Two Hands (6k, teen+)

(Rio + Jane. Rio + Demon. Beth x Rio.

Rio, Demon / Mick, Vinny [OC], Marta [OC], Diego [OC], Beth Boland, Marcus [6], Jane Boland [6]. Mentions of Carmen [OC] and Aida [OC].)

After handling a rotten egg, Rio gets home exhausted to a Jane who won’t go to sleep.

8. Imagine Me and You (6k, explicit)

(Beth x Rio. Ruby x Stan. Beth + Stan. Annie + Beth + Ruby.

Beth Boland, Rio, Stan Hill, Ruby Hill, Sara Hill [15], Harry Hill [6], Jane Boland [6], Marcus [7], Kenny Boland [12], Annie Marks)

Beth tries to take Rio on a date.

9. Give You All I’ve Got to Give (8k, teen+)

(Beth x Rio. Rio + Marcus. Jane + Marcus. Rio + Emma. Beth + Danny.

Beth Boland, Emma Boland [8], Jane Boland [6], Rio, Marcus [6], Danny Boland [8], Kenny Boland [12], mentions of: Sara Hill [14], Harry Hill [7] and Ben Marks [15], mentions of Carmen, Raf and David)

Beth and Rio have different ideas on how to shop for the start of the new school year.

10. Heartwood (3k, teen+)

(Beth + Jane. Jane + Marcus. Beth x Rio. Rio + Jane. Rio + Marcus. Beth + Marcus.

Beth Boland, Jane Boland [6], Marcus [7], Rio, Mr. Nichols [OC]. Mentions of Annie and Ben Marks [14], Danny [8] and Emma Boland [7]).

Jane and Marcus work on their family trees and try to work out what their mom and dad are to the other.

11. Graveyard Smash (4k, explicit)

(Beth x Rio. Beth + Annie.

Beth Boland, Annie Marks, Rio, Ben Marks [15], Kenny Boland [12], Danny Boland [8], Emma Boland [7], Marcus [6], Jane Boland [6])

Beth makes Halloween costumes, Annie takes the kids trick or treating, and Beth and Rio get…interrupted.

12. Break this Spell (2k, teen+)

(Beth x Rio

Beth Boland, Rio, mentions of Dean Boland, Laura and Marcus, Ruby Hill and Annie Marks)

Beth and Rio try to light a fire. Brief talk of work, but otherwise shameless fluff.

13. Friar’s Lantern (13k, explicit)

(Beth x Rio. Beth + Laura. Beth + Marcus. Beth + Annie. Annie + Marcus.

Beth Boland, Nora [OC], Gwen [OC], Rio, Marcus [7], Laura [OC], Annie Marks, mentions of Aida [OC], Carmen [OC], Rio’s mother [OC], Cygnus [OC])

Rio asks Beth to take Marcus unexpectedly, right before he disappears. Beth takes care of Marcus, while grappling with her relationship with Rio in the process.

14. Some Assembly Required (1k, general)

(Beth x Rio.

Beth Boland, Rio, mentions of Dean, Kenny [12] and Danny Boland [8])

Beth and Rio try to make Danny a desk.

15. Louder Now, Help Me Out (3k, teen+)

(Annie + Beth + Ruby. Beth x Rio. Beth + the kids. Rio + the kids.

Beth Boland, Annie Marks, Ruby Hill, Marcus, Jane Boland, Emma Boland, Rio)

Marcus, Jane and Emma have an important question for Beth. Chaos ensues.

16. Keep My Glass Full (7k, explicit)

(Beth x Rio. Beth + Gretchen. Rio + Gretchen.

Beth Boland, Rio, Gretchen Zorada, Caroline [OC])

Gretchen and her wife host a fancy party at the house Rio’s legal fees bought them, and Beth and Rio take the opportunity to dress up and mess around

17. Call Me Maybe (1k, teen+)

(Beth x Rio. Jane + Marcus.

Beth Boland, Rio, Mr. Nichols [OC], Jane Boland [6], Marcus [7])

Jane and Marcus’ teacher may or may not have a crush.

18. Fever Dreams (1k, general)

(Beth + Annie. Beth x Rio. Rio + the kids

Beth Boland, Annie Marks, Rio, Danny Boland [9], Emma Boland [8], Marcus [7], Jane Boland [7]. Mentions of: Dean + Kenny Boland [13].)

Dean ruins everyone’s day, Rio tries to salvage it, only to get everyone sick in the process.

19. Sugar (3k, general)

(Beth x Rio.

Rio, Beth Boland, PTA mom’s, Mr. Hollander [OC]. Mentions of Carmen)

Beth has an altercation with another mother at the school.

20. Petite ouverture (4k, general)

(Rio + Emma. Beth x Rio.

Rio, Beth Boland, Emma Boland [8], Jane Boland [7], Marcus [7], Danny Boland [9], Kenny Boland [13]. Mentions of Rio’s family)

Everything goes pear-shaped at Emma and Jane’s ballet recital.

21. Animalia (23k, teen+)

(Rio + Danny. Beth x Rio. Rio + Carmen [OC].

Rio, Beth Boland, Danny Boland [9/10], Kenny Boland [13], Emma Boland [8], Marcus [7], Jane Boland [7], Carmen [OC], Demon / Mick, Kane [OC]. Mentions of Aida [OC], Cygnus [OC])

Danny breaks his arm and Rio fucks up in more ways than one.

22. Afterglow (1k, explicit)

(Beth x Rio.

Beth Boland, Rio.)

A job goes well, and Beth and Rio are very, very hungover.

23. Party Popper (14k)

(Beth x Rio. Beth + Kenny. Beth + Annie. Beth + Dean. Ruby x Stan. Annie + Nancy.

Beth Boland, Rio, Ruby Hill, Stan Hill, Annie Marks, Nancy, Carmen [OC], Aida [OC], Ben Marks [17], Sara Hill [17], Kenny Boland [15], Raf [14] [OC], Danny [12], David [11] [OC], Emma Boland [11], Marcus [10] Harry Hill [10], Jane [9], Dakota [4]

Kenny’s fifteenth birthday party brings out everyone’s best and worst selves

24. Stick to the Rivers (4k, explicit)

(Beth + Kenny. Beth x Rio. Beth + Dean. Rio + the kids.

Beth Boland, Kenny Boland [15], Rio. Mentions of: Annie Marks, Ruby Hill, Dean Boland, Ben Marks, Danny Boland [12], Emma Boland [11], Jane Boland [9]).

Dean messes up with the kids, Beth and Kenny have a conversation, and Beth and Rio take a bath.

25. Stupid Cupid (23k, explicit)

(Beth x Rio. Beth + Emma. Rio + Emma. Beth + Annie.

Beth Boland, Rio, Emma Boland [11], Annie Marks, Kenny Boland [15], Danny Boland [12], Marcus [10], Jane Boland [10]).

It’s Valentine’s day! Emma has a crush, Beth and Rio chaperone a dance, make a bet, and experiment with role play.

(Forever thank yous to @foxmagpie for the banners!)

#beth x rio #my fic #the center and circumference #this took foreeevvvvver haha #and it was so good to do!#but i'm also going to be a little sad if it just like #falls into the abyss of tumblr haha #i can't lie!#sorry guys!#it did make me realise how much i love this universe though #i've missed writing in it!#which is actually a really nice feeling to have #anyway #most importantly #i really do hope this is helpful for some people #and that you like it!#let me know if you have any questions :-)

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basil-the-middleground · 2 years

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RANDOM DRABBLES

I’m like...half drugged (Ear infection= not fun...at all), and I’m also doing homework, but I just grabbed a blank word doc and did 2 pages worth of drabbles while music was playing. I just, started writing while music was playing, so if it has different tones and shifts,well...

This contains drabbles from 9-1-1, MASH, Supernatural and...yeah....

1. Chim looks towards the side next to him, once warm a night ago in the heat of passion, now freezing cold. He remembered the kisses, the hot promises trailed down his body.

Lies…all lies.

He silently got out of bed, not caring about the bare floor. He brushed his teeth, not looking in the mirror as tears gathered in his eyes.

They promised to be here.

Where were they?

Why did they leave?

2. He still liked to drive out when his emotions was high and he just wanted to just go somewhere. He didn’t know where, just anywhere but where he was. Just to move anywhere and go fast. ~~Not as fast as last time~~

The wind from the outside lets it selves in the open car windows, engulfing and playing with his hair, messing with his shirt,

3. Music was one of God’s creation’s that he was always amazed by, purely because of the different forms he’s seen them come into.

From David’s poems to his father, to the many, many lutes he’s heard playing different tunes ranging from romantic to tales of fame and fortune or warning, he’s been amazed by it all (Even if some hurt his ears sometimes)

But nothing amazed Castiel more than the sounds of Dean singing when it was just them together, or Sam and Jack were with them.

It was loud, but not boisterous. Had a clear tone, but not pitchy, as Dean had a deep tenor that he can feel rumble his chest.

4. No one knows who brought the musical craze into the firehouse.

Some points to Buck, since he’s one of the people always singing Hamilton and Mean Girls randomly, and he knows the dances to High School Musical, and all the other Disney musicals.

Chim gets most of the blame because he will get into full rants of how the Dear Evan Hansen movie was the worst adaptation.

“5. What’s a crime we can get away with without getting….you know?”

Hawkeye and Trapper look at each other, a little bewildered. Frank was calmly looking as his bible.

“I mean, you guys do stuff all the time, and you don’t get a lot of stuff happen to you…”

Frank finally put his book down, eyes weirdly calm, not as beady as it usually was.

This was getting terrifying. What was Frank thinking?

Trapper cleared his throat. “We don’t be meaning to commit any crimes. We just…do it.” That earned a bit of a elbow, which Trapper threw his arms up to mean ‘you got anything better?’

6. Walking into Eddie propped up onto the bed, rose in his mouth, a black button up shirt half buttoned, and pants to match was something Buck didn’t expect to find after a very boring Valentine’s day.

He also didn’t expect for his face to start blushing hard.

Buck turned around, waving his right arm up. “Whew…give me a second…”

7. Hawkeye singing was something Trapper never really heard.

Yes, he’s heard Hawkeye “sing” in the OR room, when he’s trying to get on Frank and Hot Lips nerves, or when he’s trying to get anyone’s attention.

But he’s never heard Hawkeye with a guitar, singing in front of Trapper, to impress just him and him alone.

Soft and gentle, light.

And you couldn’t really blame him to kiss him when he was finished, smiling into it.

8. Buck was suddenly woken up to his alarm going off…

Except…when did he put “I need a hero” as an alarm?

No, that’s Chim’s phone. What is it doing at his house?

He opens to find himself…very stiff. And not on a bed, but on the floor.

His floor.

He felt warmth surrounding him.

And realizing that the crew slept here because Buck’s house was closest.

…And they were all late.

Buck jumps up, causing two people to fall on top of each other (Chim was annoyed for a second, but snuggled back onto Bobby’s arm)

Buck grabbed his phone, and saw the 20+ messages from a bunch of people, Maddie being the top missed calls. He rushed to the kitchen counter and grad 2 pots and pans and started banging them as loud as he could because it was 8am and he’s running on fumes and adrenaline.

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#the last one was when my writing stuff finally kicked in #I should do this more often #also to my chim fans #I'm sorry for the first one!#drabbles #random drabble

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creideamhgradochas · 6 years

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Thanks to the lovely @ursulaismymiddlename for taking the time to answer these! Get to know more about lovely Kati, go give her a follow and then show her some love!

These questions are from this list. You should check it out, there’s 50 questions all together and they’d be great to ask your favorite fic writer!

1) How old were you when you first starting writing fan-fiction?

I think I was around 12 or 13, definitely middle school age

2) Do you prefer writing OC’s or reader inserts? Explain your answer.

I can't say for certain that I have a preference. I never wrote reader insert until Tumblr and I realized that's mostly what people want to read here. Before that, it was all OCs

3) What is your favorite genre to write for?

Dude, I am a sucker for romance!

4) If you had to delete one of your stories and never speak of it again, which would it be and why?

I actually did this with one fic and it was an SPN fic set in St. Louis around Six Flags... it was called Spellbound, after an AC/DC song lol It was just AWFUL and I got as far as Sam being afraid of clowns and Dean wanting to eat ALL the funnel cakes before I realized that's all I really had of the fic

5) When is your preferred time to write?

Usually at night, but that rarely happens anymore

6) Where do you take your inspiration from?

Often times it's random thoughts that occur to me, occasionally a song or something. I get a lot of inspiration from trying to murder my friends with soul-crushing ideas haha

7) In your All That’s Best of Dark and Bright fic, what’s your favorite scene that you wrote?

That's a tough one because I vacillate between hating everything and kinda enjoying a lot of it. I suppose any of the smut scenes are good, and I enjoy the "Winter Soldier" scene in the dance hall from Bucky's perspective. It was interesting to write.

8) Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?

Not that I can think of. Thankfully I haven't gotten a lot of criticism in my fics, save for spelling and grammar issues. I may have edited for something like that before.

9) Who is your favorite character to write for? Why?

I love writing for lots of characters! Just my mood sometimes determines who I feel is the best "fit" for writing. Bucky is obviously a prominent one because there's been lots of feedback for that muse.

10) Who is your least favorite character to write for? Why?

That's... hard to say? Maybe Natasha Romanoff and I think it's because the movies don't give a lot of good, consistent characterization and I've never gotten into her comic stuffs?

11) How did you come up with the title for the All That’s Best of Dark and Bright?

- It took me months and already 10 chapters written before I came up with the name.. and honestly it's from a poem I've always enjoyed.

12) How did you come up with the idea for All That’s Best of Dark and Bright?

I think it was mostly wanting to see Bucky recovering in a believable way. There's a lot of Bucky recovery fics out there... A LOT, but while many are lovely work, a lot just seem so quick. Like, suddenly he's fallen for someone and he's all better. Nothing wrong with that, but I wanted to write something that felt more natural to me.

13) Do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them?

I have several, actually. An SPN fic that I have posted on AO3 and very nearly finished. A Star Trek: Into Darkness fic and a Vampire Diaries fic. The first I just lost the muse for and it's been several seasons since I started it, so I felt it was just done. The other two I lost when an older laptop crashed. I think there's even an Outsiders fic in the depths of this blog that I never finished haha

14) Are there any stories that you’ve written that you’d really love to do a sequel to?

I sometimes think about doing a sequel to Pretty, Shiny Things, but the original was so self-contained and I worry I would ruin it by adding more.

15) Are there any stories that you wished you’d ended differently?

There are so few stories that I've actually finished that it's difficult to say haha

16) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?

I admire a TON of writers on this site, just the act of putting your work out there is an admirable thing in my book. Some that especially stick out to me are @interestedbystanderwrites @redgillan @plumfondler @after-avenging-hours @captainpoopweinersoldier @angryschnauzer @abovethesmokestacks @the-squid-one ... I mean, really, they are all wonderful writers and you can hardly go wrong picking a fic of theirs.

17) Do you have a story that you look back on and cringe when you reread it?

Most of 'em, yeah haha My Thir13en Ghosts ones are pretty awful from back in the day

18) Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence?

I used to always have music playing when I wrote, and then one day I turned it off and I've only been able to write in relative silence since

19) Have you ever cried whilst writing a story?

Yes, happy and sad tears

20) Which part of your All That’s Best of Dark and Bright fic was the hardest to write?

I think maybe the whole goodbye chapter. There was a lot of emotion in that chapter and it took a long time

21) Do you make a general outline for your stories or do you just go with the flow?

I do generally make an outline of scenes I'd like to happen and try to put them in the right order... I agonize over them throughout the process, but sometimes while I'm writing, other things happen and I have to adjust accordingly. Writing's hard, man.

22) What is something you wished you’d known before you started posting fan-fiction?

That few people would read it and I'd be nervous about every single one of them haha

23) Do you have a story that you feel doesn’t get as much love as you’d like?

Maybe my Stucky fic? Or my Clint Valentine's Day fic, featuring Deadpool haha Maybe my Chris Beck fic... that was some smutty goodness

24) In contrast to 23 is there a story which gets lots of love which you kinda eye roll at?

Hmmm, I don't know that I roll my eyes at any praise I receive in that extent lol

25) Are any of your characters based on real people?

If I'm being honest, any reader insert or OC is gonna have a lot of me and/or my closest friends in it

26) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten?

Probably every time @creideamhgradochas takes the time to write such a long comment on a fic/chapter haha So many of the compliments I get are amazing, though one that always sticks out is a commenter for the dancing chapter of ATBoDaB saying that Bucky's words in Russian and the way he got so protective reminded her of her boyfriend, who always called her "my sunshine"

27) What’s the harshest criticism you’ve gotten?

I mean, there's been a person or two who've told me I just shouldn't bother writing because it wasn't any good, so... that was pretty harsh, but not really criticism

28) Do you share your story ideas with anyone else or do you keep them close to your chest?

I tend to share ideas with friends to see if they sound believable or not OR to help hype me up to actually writing it

29) Do people know you write fan-fiction?

Some people do, like my husband and one of my friends.

30) What’s your favorite minor character you’ve written?

Clint Barton probably

31) What spurs you on during the writing process?

Mostly alcohol and friends as cheerleaders

32) What’s your favorite trope to write?

Slow burn, sharing a bed, friends to lovers, A/B/O... so many

33) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about?

Actually, I can. It was a Darth Maul fic that my best friend found and printed out for me to read. In it, he's in his early 20s and he and Darth Sidious capture a lion-headed Jedi and his female apprentice (I think she was blind?) that Darth Maul started to catch feelings for, but he ended up killing her.

34) If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?

It's so difficult to choose between fluff and smut! Smut can allow for some fluffy bits or angsty bits, but there's only so many way you can write genitals moving together haha

#milestone celebration #ask the author #ursulaismymiddlename

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papermoonloveslucy · 4 years

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LUCKY PARTNERS

September 25, 1944

“Lucky Partners” was a presentation of Lux Radio Theatre, broadcast on CBS Radio on September 25, 1944.

It is based on a 1940 RKO film of the same name directed by Lewis Milestone which in turn was based on the 1935 French film Good Luck. Lucky Partners the movie starred Ronald Colman and Ginger Rogers in their only film together. The radio script was adapted by John Van Druten from the screenplay by Allen Scott.

This is the second radio adaptation of the film. In April 1941 The Screen Guild Theater broadcast a 30 minute radio adaptation with Ginger Rogers reprising her film role. In this adaptation, the role is played by Rogers’ friend Lucille Ball.

Synopsis ~ A man and a woman go partners on a winning sweepstakes ticket. In return for partnering, the man insists they go on a platonic honeymoon, despite the woman’s engagement to another man. When things get more than platonic, the man’s past is exposed and everyone ends up in court.

Lux Radio Theatre (1935-55) was a radio anthology series that adapted Broadway plays during its first two seasons before it began adapting films (”Lux Presents Hollywood”). These hour-long radio programs were performed live before studio audiences in Los Angeles. The series became the most popular dramatic anthology series on radio, broadcast for more than 20 years and continued on television as the Lux Video Theatre through most of the 1950s. The primary sponsor of the show was Unilever through its Lux Soap brand.

CAST

Lucille Ball (Jean Newton) was born on August 6, 1911 in Jamestown, New York. She began her screen career in 1933 and was known in Hollywood as ‘Queen of the B’s’ due to her many appearances in ‘B’ movies. “My Favorite Husband” eventually led to the creation of “I Love Lucy,” a television situation comedy in which she co-starred with her real-life husband, Latin bandleader Desi Arnaz. The program was phenomenally successful, allowing the couple to purchase what was once RKO Studios, re-naming it Desilu. When the show ended in 1960 (in an hour-long format known as “The Lucy-Desi Comedy Hour”) so did Lucy and Desi’s marriage. In 1962, hoping to keep Desilu financially solvent, Lucy returned to the sitcom format with “The Lucy Show,” which lasted six seasons. She followed that with a similar sitcom “Here’s Lucy” co-starring with her real-life children, Lucie and Desi Jr., as well as Gale Gordon, who had joined the cast of “The Lucy Show” during season two. Before her death in 1989, Lucy made one more attempt at a sitcom with “Life With Lucy,” also with Gordon.

Don Ameche (David Grant aka Paul Knight Somerset) began screen acting in 1935 and was immensely popular with audiences. He had a career resurgence in 1985 when he won an Oscar for Cocoon at age 77. Ameche was supposed to be featured in 1970′s “Lucy Competes With Carol Burnett” (HL S2;E24), but he withdrew and the script was rewritten for Dean Martin, who also withdrew. The role was eventually played by Robert Alda. Consequently, this radio production is the only time Don Ameche acts opposite Lucille Ball. In 1973′s “Lucy’s Tenant” (HL S6;E7) Mary Jane says she remembers seeing a movie starring Mary Astor, Jack Oakie, and Don Ameche but the three stars were never in the same film.

Arthur Q. Bryan appeared with Lucille Ball in Look Who’s Laughing (1941). He is best remembered as the original voice of Elmer Fudd in the Warner Brothers cartoons.He also was an accomplished radio actor appearing for ten seasons as Doc Gamble on “Fibber McGee and Molly.” In 1952′s “Ricky Loses His Voice” (ILL S2;E9) he played Mr. Chambers, new owner of the Tropicana, a former vaudevillian looking to return to the stage.

Verna Felton (Aunt Lucy) made her professional stage debut at the age of 10 as ‘Little Verna Felton,’ working extensively on stage. Felton was one of the most successful performers in radio, and soon went on to television. She played the persistent Mrs. Day on “The Jack Benny Show” (1955). She memorably played Lucy Ricardo’s maid, Mrs. Porter, as well as making one other appearance on “I Love Lucy.” She received two Emmy nominations for her role in the Desilu series “December Bride,” playing Hilda Crocker from 1955 to 1959 opposite Spring Byington, who, coincidentally, was in the original film of Lucky Partners playing the role she assays here, Aunt Lucy!

Carlton Kadell (Frederick ‘Freddy’ Victor Harper III) starred as “Sky King” for ABC radio. He also was heard in the “Tarzan” serials.

Leo Cleary was primarily known as a radio performer, but did two films in 1940 with Lucille Ball: You Can’t Fool Your Wife and Dance, Girl, Dance.

Norman Field began screen acting in 1945, just a few months after this radio program first aired. On radio, he was heard in hundreds of programs, including “Chandu the Magician,” “Mystery is My Hobby” and many installments of “Lux Radio Theatre.”

Noreen Gammill was a radio performer who voiced Catty the Elephant in Walt Disney’s Dumbo. She was later on screen as a background player in “The Andy Griffith Show,” filmed at Desilu Studios.

Leona LeDoux was a radio actor in the 1940s, specializing in children's voices for such shows as, "One Man's Family," "Blondie," and "Baby Snooks." Here, she is part of a live commercial for Lux.

Eddie Marr was born on Valentine’s Day 1900 in Jersey City, New Jersey. In 1938 he was seen with Lucille Ball in The Affairs of Annabel. Along with Lucille Ball, he was in the 1966 TV special “Bob Hope: 15 of My Leading Ladies" playing Joan Caulfield’s chauffeur. He was also with Lucy in “The Bob Hope Show: Bringing Back Vaudeville” in November 1970.

Charles Seel was a former vaudevillian and radio actor who acted in early silent films. Regularly on screen after 1937, he usually played small roles such as clerks, bartenders, and shopkeepers. From 1961 to 1974 Seel was a recurring character on TV’s “Gunsmoke”.

Harry Tyler did four films with Lucille Ball from 1937 to 1950. He appeared in more episodes of “Alfred Hitchcock Presents” than any other actor.

John M. Kennedy (announcer)

ACT ONE

The episode is introduced by producer Cecil B. DeMille, who asks the audience to help pick the play and stars for the show’s tenth anniversary by submitting a postcard. He tells a story about Adolph Menjou in London that acts as a message about Lux Soap.

Our story unfolds in the Greenwich Village neighborhood of New York City with the casual meeting of David, a care-free artist (Ameche) and a girl delivering books (Ball). He wishes her “good luck” and they go their separate ways. The girl, Jean, goes home to tell her Aunt Lucy (Verna Felton) that after a man wished her good luck - she was given an expensive dress that was headed for the trash after a marital squabble.

Jean spies David on the street and rushes out to offer him a business proposition. She asks him to meet her at Nick and Nick’s, a neighborhood bar and grill.

David gets a visit from Wendell, his lawyer and friend who begs him to come back to Chicago, despite his checkered past there.

At Nick and Nick’s Jean buys the last sweepstakes ticket. She is feeling lucky because of the dress and feels David may be her good luck charm. Jean is hoping to win enough money to marry her sweetheart, an insurance salesman named Freddy. David will go in on the ticket with Jean under the proviso that she let him pay for their honeymoon, which he calls “our honeymoon.”

Angry about the “our honeymoon” insult, Jean introduces David to hot-head Freddy, her future husband, who hauls David into the back alley, presumably to avenge his sweetheart’s honor. Instead, however, they return laughing instead of bruised. David has convinced Jean that they will honeymoon as brother and sister and offers that Freddy can tag along. Freddy holds on to the sweepstakes ticket for safekeeping. They have to figure out whether to wager it all on a horse or play it safe for a smaller cut of the winnings. David and Jean listen for the results of the race on the radio. They do not win. Freddy calls and it reveals that he sold her half of the ticket for $6,000 before the race! But he only sold her half, not David’s, who has lost it all. Jean gives David half anyway and David insists on the full terms of the agreement: to take her on a platonic honeymoon. Jean agrees to the ‘experiment’.

End of Act One.

A live commercial for Lux Soap consists of a letter from a consumer, Mrs. Willett, presented by Sally and Mrs. Kennedy.

ACT TWO

DeMille introduces the second act.

Jean and David are off on their ‘experimental honeymoon’ in a car David bought in her name. Jean wants to stop at a Western Union office to send a wire to Aunt Lucy and Freddy.

They arrive at a hotel in Niagara Falls, honeymoon capital of the world. Checking in as brother and sister, they go to their separate hotel rooms. They have breakfast together. David has sent Jean flowers. The hotel has taken it upon themselves to move them to adjoining rooms! An angry Freddy arrives to check up on his future wife. After finding no hint of misconduct, Freddy agrees to leave but is still not satisfied that everything is on the up-and-up. He checks in at a nearby hotel, asking for a 2am wake-up call.

In the evening, David calls Jean from his bedroom. He asks her to meet him in the hotel lobby and to wear her ‘lucky dress’. An older couple unknown to them asks them to join them on the terrace garden. They lead them to a bridge and the old man asks David to carry her over the bridge and to kiss her. The older couple performed the same ritual 50 years earlier and, thinking Jean and David are a romantic couple, want them to have the same happiness.

Rather than risk any further romance, Jean decides to go to bed. At 2am, Freddy loudly knocks on what he thinks is David’s door, but Jean answers it. They have swapped again so that Jean can have the room with the fireplace. Freddy uses a fire axe to get into David’s room, but he’s nowhere to be found. Freddy calls the front desk and is told David has checked out, but left a note for Jean.

Speeding away from Niagara Falls, a policeman pulls David over, who is driving the car he put in Jean’s name. They go off to find Jean to explain. End of Act Two.

Pause for station identification. During the break DeMille announces that the National Safety Council’s Colonel Stillwell (in New York) is presenting Lever Brothers and the show with an award. [Archival recordings do not present Stillwell’s remarks, just DeMille’s.]

ACT THREE

DeMille catches us up that Freddy, David, and Jean are facing a judge in a small town outside Niagara Falls. David reveals that he is really named Paul Knight Somerset. They are put in jail till the judge can make some sense of things.

Next morning, the case is tried. David’s true identity has the town abuzz. David’s lawyer and friend, Wendell is there to represent him, but is dismissed so that David / Paul can represent herself. Aunt Lucy testifies that David gave her an expensive dress and bought the ticket. The hotel clerk testifies that David wanted adjoining rooms for illicit purposes. Freddy testifies that David’s newfound celebrity has changed his view of David. Jean takes the stand and explains the ‘experiment’. She is cross-examined by David, addressing himself as “my client”. The judge asks some questions that make David look like a scandalous womanizer.

David cross-examines himself to clarify his true intentions and feelings for Jean. It turns out that some paintings he published in a book got him sued for libel and was put in jail on principal.

The judge convicts Freddy of being a dope and destroying a hotel door with a fire axe.

The judge acquits Jean for being naïve and too trusting.

The judge is not happy with David’s record and conduct in court. Jean objects to the judge’s comments. The spectators cheer Jean’s defense of David.

The judge makes Jean and David admit that they are in love and throws the case out of court.

David and Jean are driving back to New York. He proposes a new ‘experiment’ involving a gold ring and a local justice of the peace. They are not headed to New York City after all, but to Niagara Falls! End of Play.

CURTAIN CALL

A live commercial for lux involves a little girl and mother hanging laundry on the line.

DeMille returns to talk to Lucille Ball and Don Ameche.

Lucille reveals that Don Ameche is forming his own motion picture company and making the story of Doctor Wassell starring Gary Cooper and Laraine Day. This turns out to be a disguised promotion for the 1944 film The Story of Dr. Wassell, based on the life of real-life Navy Officer, Corydon M. Wassell, directed by DeMille himself.

DeMille announces next week’s show will star Walter Brennan, Jeanne Crain, and Charlotte Greenwood recreating their original screen roles in Home in Indiana, a film released in July 1944. The studio audibly audience gasps!

DEMILLE: “Goodnight to you, from Holly-wood!”

The announcer wraps up by asking consumers to save waste fats and greases to help fight the war. He reminds listeners to send in their postcards suggesting stories and stars for the tenth anniversary broadcast.

"Lucky Partners" was produced through cooperation with RKO, producers of Bride by Mistake.

Don Ameche is mentioned as appearing in Greenwich Village, a 20th Century Fox film.

Lucille Ball appeared courtesy of MGM, producers of the Technicolor picture Kismet. Interestingly, Lucille Ball is not promoted as being in the MGM film Meet The People, which had premiered in New York City two weeks earlier and was still in release as of this broadcast.

TRIVIA

The story opens in Greenwich Village, a bastion of bohemian artists and romantics that thrived in the 1940s. It was the setting for My Sister Eileen, a 1938 book that inspired a 1940 play and 1942 film. It also was the setting of Don Ameche’s 1944 film. The above pulp novel was published in 1943.

Acting as his own lawyer, David cross-examines himself in court, something Lucy Carmichael later did in a 1964 episode of “The Lucy Show.”

Honeymoons and Niagara Falls have gone together for nearly two centuries. In a 1964 episode of “The Lucy Show,” Lucy’s daughter wants her mother to think she’s eloping so she leaves out a travel brochure for Niagara Falls!

Sweepstakes were the pre-cursor to public lotteries. In the 1950s newspapers offered Lucky Buck contests, asking readers to compare serial numbers published in the newspaper with their own bills. This was the subject of “Bonus Bucks” (ILL S3;E21) in 1954, where like David and Jean, the Ricardos and Mertzes split the winnings - if they can just claim them in time!

In 1949, Lucille Ball desperately wanted to do Cecil B. DeMille’s The Greatest Show on Earth, but when she asked Columbia’s Harry Cohn to loan her out to MGM, he sadistically cast her in The Magic Carpet, thinking that it was such an awful script that Ball would refuse to do it, then he could suspend her, and refuse to loan her out. Instead, Lucille called his bluff and cheerfully accepted the film, knowing that it was a quickie that would be wrapped by the time The Greatest Show on Earth started filming. Fate intervened and Lucille got pregnant with her daughter Lucie and never got to make the film. It was her husband Desi Arnaz who went into business mode and told Lucy to “grab her $85,000 fee and run.” DeMille is quoted as saying,

“Congratulations Mr. Arnaz, You are the only man to ever fuck his wife, Cecil B. DeMille, Paramount Pictures, and Harry Cohn, all at the same time.”

#Lucky Partners #Lucille Ball #Don Ameche #Lux Radio Theatre #1944 #cecil b. Demille #Verna Felton #Greenwich Village #Niagara Falls #Arthur Q. Bryan #Carlton Kadell

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A/N: Yet another supernatural Imagine that just came to me out of complete boredom XD Happy Valentines day to my American friends!

Pairings: Dean x reader

Summary: Y/N has been hunting with the boys ever since she met Sam after the death of her friend Jess. However over the years, while Sam looked at her like a best friend, Dean developed more romantic feelings towards her. Now those feelings come to light, although not in the way he anticipated

Warnings: Some foul language

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It was supposed to be easy. It was supposed to a simple salt and burn and be home in time for Game of thrones. That was the plan after all.

Thats how it was supposed to go. However, the witch had other plans for you and the Winchester brothers

You, Sam and Dean had been washing the Impala when a Hunter friend of yours named Celine called and told you about a potential case just 20 miles from the Bunker. It sounded like just the type of hunt you three needed after Dean almost lost all of his memmories. So you three jumped into the Impala and headed to Burr Oak, Kansas, a small town just north east of Lebanon.

Upon arrival, Sam, Dean and you went to investigate a murder of a young man, who was found locked in his home and by himself. And yet there he layed, dead as a doornail. There was blood oozing from his ears, eyes and nose and the blood vessels in his eyes seemed to have popped. Acording to the officers, this was the 4th death on that street.

“What are we thinking?” Sam asked.

“Well judgeing by the EMF that I’m picking up, we apear to be looking at a ghost. Probably a vengful spirit.” You informed the Winchesters, showing them the EMF reader.

So you three went back to the shabby motel room and started looking through the archives. About 4 hours of searching later, Dean had come accross a story about a woman who was murdered by her husband back in 1968.

The story went that he hussband had poinsoned her with a poison known only as “The Strangler”. Looking at the police photos, the woman’s body looked exactly like all 4 of the victims bodies that had been found in that past week. Feeling certain you had found what you were looking for, Dean, Sam and you headed to the womans grave to put her at rest once and for all.

If only it had been that simple.

After having torched the corpse of the woman whose name was Irene, the boys and you had decided it was time for a celebration. It was officially the quickest case you three had solved. So you two hit the nearest bar and started to drink and kick back and relax.

Things were going awesome. You three were finally haveing a good time without any cares or worries. Even if it was temporary, it was enough.

That was until the guy next to began leaking blood out of his ears, nose and eyes.

He began to stumble to the ground and, were it not for Sam’s quick reflexes, he would have made it there. You all three looked at eachother and quickly realized one small fact.

You three had fucked up.

The guy died in Sams arms after appearing to choke on his own blood. The polie and medical examiners arived minuetes later. You three gave your wittness acounts and then waited on the coroners to finish their look over.

“Ok, but if it wasn’t a vengful spirit then what is it?” Dean asked. “Any ideas? Y/N? Sam?”

“I don’t know,” Sam asked. You three were standing out side the bar, watching as the two coroners surveyed the body. You watched intently as one of them reached into the victims mouth and pulled out something small and covered in blood and saliva. The coroner walked over to you and held it out in front of you.

“This was found in the victims throut.” He said. You snatched from him and ordered him to leave.

“Is that-” Sam began.

“A hex bag?” Dean finished.

You nodded solomly. “Guys, we aren’t dealing with a spirit,” You said. “We are dealing with a witch.”

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The witch itself was easy to find. You three had returned to the bunker and With the help of Sam’s hacking skills and your observation skills, you had found out that the witch had to be somewhere within the bar that the latest victim had died at.

“Every victim who died was last seen at that bar,” You said. “Our witch has to be there.”

“While yes I agree with you, Y/N,” Sam began, “ It doesn’t explain how the witch gets the hex bags in the people, nor why the EMF went off so rapdinly.”

“Easy,” You replied. “ I have read that powerful witches can disguise their magic as ghost interference to throw people off. As for the hex bags, there was a case in the Men of Letters Data base where a witch in utah shrinked the hexbags super small and put them in the victims drink or food. Than when the curse was activated so to speak, the hex bag would expand.”

“Is that what you do at night,” Sam asked, “Read all the Men of Letter cases?”

“Yes, when I can’t sleep,” you repleid. You looked at Dean who had been silent the entire time. He looked washed out and awful. Your mind jumped into worry/panic mode.

“Dean whats wrong with you?” you asked calmly. No response. “Dean!?!” you shouted. You and Sam rushed to his side. Blood was unning out of his nose.

“Shit!” You cursed out loud. You grabbed your witch killing gun off the table and cocked it. “Sammy, you stay here with Dean. I’m going to kill that son of a bitch!”

“Y/N wait!” Sam said. “I can’t let you go alone!”

“You can and you will,” you said sternly. “Don’t you dare let that man die.”

You would soon come to regret going alone.

The bar was supposed to be completly locked down as it was a crime scene. So when you saw a middle aged man still in there, sitting alone at a table, whipering in sumerian, your gun flew up.

“Let my friend go you son of a bitch!” You ordered. The witch turned to you and smirked. He then snapped his fingers and stood up.

“Okay, no problem,” the witch said. For a mommet you were left stunned. Then slowly you felt a sickness wash over you. Then suddenly you could feel as if the air was slowly being driven out of your lungs. You fell to the ground, gasping for breath. Your fingers fumbled on your phone as you called Sam.

“Y/N hey. I am going to assume you killed the witch,” Sam said, “Dean’s ok and we got the Hex bag out of him.”

“Sam....Help...witch-” You stumbled back before you fell down to the ground scratching for breath. You could hear Sam and Dean trying to calm you down but you weren’t really listening. You were to busy fihting for your life.

“I could kill you now, but why take away all the fun,” The witch sneered at you.

Your vision blurred as you felt blood trickling out of your nose and ears, you felt like you were being chocked slowly and in the most painful way possible. You could feel your life leaving your body and slowly your vision began go black. You thought about all the things you had wished you had said and done.

You hoped Sam and Castiel knew how much they meant to you. And Dean. You never had the chance to tell him how you actually felt about him. Somewhere inside your heart, you hoped he knew already. You could tell your time was coming close.

And then suddenly it stopped. You could feel your breath return to you, you life come back into your body. Someones arms had wrapped around you and pulled you into their lap. You looked up the person, you vision a blurred red colour from the blood in your eyes.

“Here, I’ve got you,” Deans voice said as he took a napkin and wiped your eyes and nose. You looked up at his worry painted face. You could a few bloodstains on his nose and eyes as well, but besides that he looked fine. You rested your head against his shoulder as Sam took care of the body. Sometime later after Sam had taken the body out of the bar you had fallen asleep in Deans arms.

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You and Dean hadn’t spoken since that day. The ride back to the bunker was silent between you and him. The next day you two barely spoke. And the next. And the next. By the fouth day you had had enough.

“Ok what is your problem Dean?” You asked. “We have barely talked for 4 days! What did I do?”

“Y/N, maybe not now-” Sam began trying to diffuse the situation before it developed into something worse. However dean just cut him off.

“No Sam, stay out of this.” Dean said harshly. “You want to know what you did? Something stupid. You went after that witch even when Sam told you not to, just like you always do.”

“I couldn’t just let you die nor be alone, asshole!” you shouted back your blood boiling. “Tell me what was I supposed to do?”

“You should have let Sam come with you! You shouldn’t have gone after that Witch alone. I could have lost you. We could have lost you, Y/N!”

“I could have lost you to Dean!” You retorted. “You know, you risk your life, your everything time and time again, and Sam and I stand beside you. But god forbib someone else tries to do the same for you! Why are you like that, Dean? Why can’t you just be grateful that some people actuallay give a damn about you and are OK with laying down their lives for you?”

“Because you’re one person I couldnt live with loosing!” Dean yelled at you. “I habe lost Sam twice. I barely survived that. I promised my self I would never loose you if I had something to say about it. You’re one person I don’t want to burry. You mean to much to me.”

“You think I want to keep burrying you?” you said.

“No of course not,” Dean said. “It’s just.... different.. with you-”

“Why is it diffrent with me? You asked. “I am nothing special. I am just another human just like you and Sam. What makes me so special?

“Because I love you dammit!” Dean yelled. At that point, everything went quite. You could hear a pin drop. You were to stunned to say anything. You just looked at him with glassy eyes.

“Sam, excuse us.” Dean asks. Without a word, you watch as Sam walks out. Dean walks over to you, your bodies now inches apart. He takes your hands into his ans looks into your Y/E/C eyes.

“Y/N I have loved you ever since I met you. When I picture my self happy, I see you and I, together. Safe and Happy. Next to Sam and Cas you are the most important person in my life. I have had to burry to many people that I care about in my life time. I don’t want to add you to the list.”

By now, you were at a loss for words. You raised your head up and looked at him. Then you reached up and kiss him softly and passionatly. Dean wrapped his arms around you waist and pulled you closer to deepen the kiss.

When you finnally broke apart, you were left breathless. You looked up at Deans glistening green eyes and smiled.

“I love you to, Dean Winchester. I always have and I always will.” You said softly. “But please, you have to start takingcare of yourself and allowing others to look out for you. We all love you Dean. There isn’t anything we wouldnt do for you. Okay?”

Dean smiled and gave you a quick kiss, those ones that promise more later. “Okay.

#dean winchester x reader #dean winchester #supernatural imagines #supernatural #sam winchester #castiel #dean x reader

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