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#𝔱𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔶 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰 𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔶 𝔟𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰'
httpsjeonglvr · 11 months
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Chapter Summary: After weeks of denying it Ao’nung decided to finally confess after the near experience of losing you alongside your older brother.
CW: Nothing but two hopelessly in love Navis’ confessing to each other,kissing,fluff obviously
You fluttered your eyes open and saw the ceiling of your room. You didn't want to get out of bed, but you needed to check on your friends is they were okay. You turned your head to the side when you heard a knock and the door opened, revealing Ao’nung ung. "Hey." He greeted. "Did you sleep well?"
You sat up and sighed. "I guess so." You replied. "I actually woke up earlier, had a bath, and then went back to sleep." You stifled a laugh. "I didn't have a proper sleep in the past few nights and, surprisingly, I didn't have any dreams today."
"Well, that's good... I guess." Ao’nung approached you with a smile as he walked into your room. "How's your head?"
"Good." You raised your hand to pat the back of your head until you winced, prompting Ao’nung to spring forward to check on you. "Ow. Okay, maybe not." You chuckled sheepishly.
"Why would you even pat your head to check your injury?" Ao’nung scolded you a little as he climbed into your bed and examined the back of your head. His concern made you warm up a little. "You had me worried sick last night."
As Ao’nung pulled away and sat in front of you, you stared at him in surprise. "You... you were worried sick about me?"
Ao’nung nodded. "Well, yeah. You were using your strength to stop an evil sky demon. That's dangerous."
You shrugged as you smiled at him. "It's all worth it if it means I get to sacrifice myself to save all of you."
As he touched your hands, Ao’nung shook his head. "No, no, no. I don't want you to sacrifice yourself, okay? I don't want to lose you and I'm not going to lose you."
You stared at Ao’nung in shock as he glanced down, rethinking his life choices all of a sudden. He huffed. "Why am I so talkative?" He grumbled to himself. Ao’nung returned your stare while adjusting his posture. "Remember when I said... about surviving and telling you something?"
You nodded silently and Ao’nung nodded back. "Okay, so, um..." He stammered as he returned his attention to your hands, gently caressing your knuckles "The reason why... I sort of became protective of you and starting hanging out with you more recently is because..." He gulped. "I see you."
Ao’nung's confession rendered you speechless, and you thought you'd stopped breathing. Ao’nung continued with his confession. "And... I think Ive seen you for a while,but... I was in denial. It took me a while to realize it until I started messing with your siblings..."
'No, no. This can't be real.' You thought to yourself in panic. 'Is this real? This is too good to be real. If this is just a dream, just wake me up.'
"And this isn't a dream, in case you're wondering."
'Fuck.'
Ao’nung locked his gaze on you as you sought to digest his confession into your mind. The voice in your head was eerily quieter than usual, which made you feel relieved but also anxious. "(Y/n)?" Ao’nung asked, shaking your hand to bring you back to reality.
"Surely, I must be dreaming, right?" You nervously chuckled as tears welled up in your eyes. "No way can this be real. I've had these kinds of dreams before and I'm not falling for them again."
Ao’nung suddenly felt bad after hearing your words. He couldn't tell you what was going on in your dreams, so he shook his head and stroked your cheeks to reassure you. "No, no. This is real. I promise. I'm sorry if this feels like one of your dreams, I assure you this one isn't."
You took a deep breath and carefully held his hands in yours to check if they were real. In your dreams, every time you tried to clasp his hand, it would slip through your fingers and Ao’nung would vanish right before your eyes. You closed your eyes, sighing in relief as you nodded. "Yeah, I guess this is real..." You stared into his eyes when you opened your eyes. "I almost cried for nothing. Sorry for being dramatic."
You and Ao’nung shared a short laugh as he leaned his forehead against yours. You clutched onto his hands as you sighed. "Ao’nung , I..." You gulped. "I like you too, but..." You admitted.
"Are you not ready yet? Because I can wait as long as it takes—"
"No, I want to... but I got issues and I don't want you getting involved—"
"Then we'll face them together." He interrupted. "I'll face anything as long as I get to be with you."
You broke into a smile. "That's too romantic for a nerd like you, future Olo'eyktan."
Ao’nung shrugged as he smiled back. "You do things to me that I can never even imagine myself doing. And you bringing my romantic side is one of them."
"That's so cheesy." You snickered, causing Ao’nung's smile to grow bigger. "But you love it." Ao’nung teased.
The two of you stared into each other's eyes again as you felt him moving closer. "Can I... kiss you? Again?"
You had a flashback about your first kiss. The kiss that you felt that he did out of pity because you haven't had your first one before. You were terrified he'd do it again, but after hearing his confession and now hearing him plead for permission, you felt butterflies swarming within your stomach. You nodded as you smiled.
As soon as you gave your consent, Ao’nung closed the distance between your lips and his and took a firm grip on the back of your neck, holding you carefully. You kissed him back and felt your hands placing themselves on his chest. As his hand stroked softly on your head to avoid causing you any harm, you felt yourself leaning back on your pillow, not wanting to break the kiss. The two of you broke the kiss for a minute when you realized that Ao’nung was now on top of you. You looked up to him with big doe eyes as you breathed heavily.
Your lips connected with his once more, and you felt his hand move to your neck while yours moved to his hair. You had no idea where this was heading, but it didn't matter to you at the moment. You wanted to cherish this moment in case something unexpected happened after all of this is over. You pulled away causing Ao’nung to widen his eyes in complete concern. "What?" He asked worriedly. "Were we moving too fast? Did I scare you?"
You shook your head. "No, no." You replied. "I-I just wanted to say that this... we can't say this to everyone. At least not yet. After what happened last night, I don't think this is the best time to tell what we have right now."
"What do we have right now?" Ao’nung asked with a playful smirk.
"I don't know, are we together now?" You asked back with a smile.
"Sounds good to me," Ao’nung whispered huskily before planting his lips against yours once more, unable to hide the fact that he couldn't get enough of the sensation. You removed his hair from out its bun running your hands through it as you smiled in the kiss and set your hair-tie on the side if your bed.
Bonus Scene:
“What the hell is going on?!” You and Ao’nung quickly turned around meeting your dads hard stare as he observed the scene and growled glaring holes into Ao’nung’s head.
“Uh hey dad” You slowly slip off your bed and hug his arms looking at him trying to lessen his glare but he held still and walked towards your new mate.
“I want you out right now and properly dressed we have dinner later and I expect the best” He dragged a wincing and wheezing Neteyam out the doorway as he laughed at your embarrassed state while you flipped him off.
“So is the mood gone?” Ao’nung appeared behind you as you turned around and smacked him while pushing him out the door cursing him out in English.
This part sucked but oh well🤷🏾‍♀️
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httpsjeonglvr · 1 year
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DITTO
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"Do you think about me now? yeah"
Summary: You have liked Lo’ak for a while but he’s only had eyes for her, Tsireya, the girl who caught his since you and his family came to Metkayina.
A/N: This is all over the place and I hate it I will rewrite this when I’m out of school
You’re his best friend and he never wanted to hurt you. But watching your face grow more and more with despair, it was pretty obvious that there was only one way to say this. He cares for you and he does love you but not in the way it counts or matters.
You’re speechless, and you keep trying to find the right words to make this less awkward. But every time you go to open your mouth to speak, sobs threaten to spill and you just close your mouth again, finding it much easier to keep quiet. You want to run and you’re considering it. But running away won’t fix things, not when the group of boys is staring at you. How could you have ever think you could compete with someone who shines perfectly in the spotlight?
Deciding you don’t want to embarrass yourself anymore you walk away from the group of boys holding back tears of embarrassment. Lo’ak wanted to run after you but he knew if he did it wouldn’t make anything better so he decided to go home and hope Tsireya would take his mind off things.
Rai’uk, however, followed after you hoping he could lift your mood, you had caught his eye the day you came to Metkayina, and hoped to get closer to you but you had your eyes elsewhere. He tired everything to take your mind of the youngest sully who never paid you any attention but you were blinded by his charms.
Rai’uk found you with your feet lazily moving in the water as your Ilu laid by them and enjoyed you rubbing its head, hearing someone behind you, you quickly grabbed your knife and held it against the boy's neck before realizing who it was and backed away from his scared form.
“Are you here to laugh at me or something?” You looked back into the water as the boy sat beside you. “No, I came to make sure you were okay..” Finally looking up you saw the boy staring at you with a look between admiration and love, you’d never gotten that look from Lo’ak and if you’re being honest you really liked it and you liked how Rai’uk was there for you he had always been there for you and you appreciated that. If only you knew this was him hinting at his feelings for you.
As the night went on Rai’uk did whatever he could to make you feel better and eventually, he walked you back to the Sully’s Marui where Jake was impatiently waiting for your return seeing as he pulled you inside thanking Rai’uk for bringing you back home in one piece.
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Over the next few weeks, you hung out with Rai’uk and his friends trying to avoid Lo’ak but it was no use since you lived with each other. Your feelings for the Sully boy were fading away and you were glad because Rai’uk had finally grown balls and confessed to you, you didn’t accept right away since you were still hurt and had feelings for the OmatikayaN boy but as the weeks progressed you slowly started to pay more attention to the Metkayina boy with the goofy smile and comforting laugh. He treated you like a princess and made you feel safe and wanted.
You and Lo’ak have talked things out and decided that you both loved each other in a platonic way which you could finally accept since you had started hanging out with Rai’uk more which Aonung happily teased the both of you for. He was glad you weren’t pining over him anymore because he hated the thought of you being hurt because of him. As of now he watched you and said boy dance with giant smiles on your faces, only looking into each other's eyes as if you were talking telepathically.
I want you so, want you, so say it ditto
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httpsjeonglvr · 1 year
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Taste
Summary: You and Neteyam decide to spend your time together until you’re taken away from each other.
A/N: Send in any requests you have I have no ideas
"Take it, don't break it, I wanna see you taste it"
After walking on the beach you and Neteyam walked back to your house, you leading the way to your room. You open the door, and Neteyam’s presence behind you makes your fingers shake on the handle. The lights are off inside. You flick them on. Almost immediately, Neteyam’s hands are on you, his kisses trailing from your cheek down to your shoulder. “Mmm.” “God I've missed you.”
“Me too”. The door shuts behind you, and Neteyam pushes you against it, your body flushes from head to toe. He whispers in your ear. “I've been thinking about you every night while we've been apart” “Thinking about how your skin feels. How you kiss me” “And what I’d do to you once I got back”
“Oh yeah? What do you want to do to me?”. Neteyam laughs breathily and leans in close to your ear, his breath tickling your skin delightfully. As Neteyam whispers all the things he wants to do to you, your stomach flutters as excitement takes over you. You smile as he pulls back. “I think we can get some of the stuff ticked off” “Good”. Neteyam leads you over to the bed. You fall together, bodies like puzzle pieces. Neteyam gets on top of you. “Where should we start?”
The sully boy takes you in his arms as you start to move together. Your breath comes out shaky, frenzied, and fast. Neteyam whispers declarations of love in your ear as you cling to each other. He is your port in the storm. As you grow faster, Neteyam kisses you, how soft lips a stark contrast to how tightly he holds you. “I love you”. “I love you too”. You see fireworks as you squeeze your eyes shut. Neteyam kisses your forehead. You both breathe heavily as you lie on your backs. You cuddle up to Neteyam, tucking your head under his chin. You feel safe and warm and finally, feel happy again to have him back in your arms.
“Sugar,got sugar,bet you want some”
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httpsjeonglvr · 11 months
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NAVIGATION
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©️ httpsjeonglvr. I’m redoing this because the last one sucked. If you enjoy my work feel free to reblog and like, I do accept comments on my work because it’s not the best. I do not accept hate or copying for no apparent reason. I do write for multiple fandoms but I’m currently focusing on my atsv works and my avatar works. My inbox is open to requests if you have any. I hope you enjoy my content. 🤍
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httpsjeonglvr · 1 year
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It's time for a cozy night in, just you and Sero.
It'll be perfect...
right?
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The late-Spring rain is tapping against the window. You're chilling, idly finishing off a personality quiz on your phone while you wait for Sero to finish cooking. You finished the quiz and looked at your results
‘At first glance, you appear distinctly average, as if you're the same as everyone else, but when people start to peel back your layers, they see your true, beautiful, complicated self. There will come a time soon when you need to be more decisive and bold. Don't be afraid to embrace the extremes in life, otherwise, you could miss out on some really good times!
Although we should try to stay true to ourselves, life events can sometimes force us to rethink who we are or who we went to be...
New experiences can test who you are and who you want to be. Make sure to keep your mind open to change... you can always surprise yourself’
Sero’s voice snaps your focus away from your phone. “Dinner, coming up!” “I can’t wait” You put your phone down and carry on listening to the rain. A thunderclap echoes around the room. The forecaster said this was going to be the wettest summer on record, and it's proving him right. You think for just a moment about last summer when rain was a distant memory. Sero walked in carrying two plates of food.
“What's that amazing smell you ask? Just some delicious ramen” “Thanks babe it looks delicious” You smile at him. He leans in with his lips pursed. You slip your hand in behind Sero’s neck and pull him in towards you. Your lips lock. You feel his tongue against your own.
There’s a clinking sound as Sero drops the plates down onto the table,freeing up his hands which make their way across your lower back. Eventually,the two of your pull away. “Food’s getting cold” “Seems pretty hot to me” Another thunderclap makes the two of you jump. “Wow it’s coming down hard out there, We should really look at booking a holiday or something soon” “Yeah somewhere hot and sunny” “I can’t even remember what if feels like to have the sun on my skin” A familiar voice interrupts the two of you. Your both turn to the TV. It’s showing a trailer for a brand new series called Love Space.
The two of you take a seat and tuck into the meal. You smile sweetly at Sero, He smiles back at you. “So I was wondering if you’d like to y’know do that thing tonight? “The Money Penny?” “Ooh… I can’t” “Oh why not?” “I’ve got a thing going on” “What?” “A FuryStone tournament” “Nevermind there’s no point” You looked down needing stirring the noodles around. “Wait is there something wrong?” “Can’t you skip the FuryStone tonight?” You finally looked into eyes after contemplating whether you should’ve asked the question. “But it’s ranked!” You set the chopsticks down and sighed “I get that, but you're always been doing something. If it isn't studying it's networking or playing FuryStone” “It's like you have no focus left for me” You looked down trying to hide the tears that were running down your face. You finally had the opportunity to express how you've felt these past weeks but you had a feeling how this might end
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“We’re constantly having these pointless arguments!”
This time the argument refuse to blow over.
“I need to clear my head..” A frown was etched on Sero’s face as he refused to meets your eyes so he wouldn't run into your arms. “I'm going to stay somewhere else tonight, I might be there for a while”
The door slam echoes around your apartment
Hours go by. You stare at your phone's screen waiting for Sero’s call, wondering if you would pick up. But he never calls. Then before you know it, weeks have gone by. Neither of you has had a chance to clear the air. Then, Mina sends a message to the group chat.
Mina❤️: Hey babes me and Ei have something planned to make sure you're seated for this amazing news. We rented a private yacht to cruise around the Spanish coast on!
Ei: Sort of like a reunion for us UA kids
The invitation appears in your inbox. Mina and Eijiro found a week when everyone is free. And now it's time. Everyone's going to be there. Everyone.
Hopefully this holiday we can clear things up. And so with that, you started to pack.
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httpsjeonglvr · 1 year
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The cast of BitterSweet
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Lee Hana
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Hwang Baekhyun
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Corey Mitchell
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Kim Seojun
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Michelle Mitchell
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httpsjeonglvr · 1 year
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Sero and Y/N had been together for a while after meeting each other through their friend group in high school. But a lot can happen in a few years. Are you ready to embark on the summer of your lifetime?
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httpsjeonglvr · 2 years
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mary jane
chapter one
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“the breakup”
THE marching band played loudly as Madilyn and the other cheerleaders shook their pom-poms in sync and danced sensually. Madilyn's cheeks were sore from all the smiling. The cheerleaders ran to their position ending the routine as the boys came and the cheering became louder. The brunette was never a big fan of cheering but her best friend decided it was a good idea for her to join a club for fun.
"Good morning Hawkins High!" Jason yelled holding the mic in his hand with a smile on his face. "First off hey.." waiting for the crowd to die down, " I'd like to thank every one of you. Without your support, we wouldn't be here. Give yourself a hand"
The crowd began to cheer loudly and Jason started talking again, "And of course, of course, a  special shoutout to the best and prettiest tiger fans of all time, the Tiger cheer squad!"
Madilyn smiled softly as she saw her best friend smile while messing with her rings and started clapping slowly, Jason then turned to his girlfriend." Chrissy...Chrissy I love you, babe". That caused Madilyn to frown when she saw her boyfriend glance at her and blow a kiss. "You know, I think I can speak for all of us when I say it been tough for Hawkins. So much loss"He mentioned as the aura in the gym turned sad," And sometimes  I wonder, how much loss our community can take"
"So last night when we were down by ten points at half to Christian academy, I looked to my team"He continued, "And I said: 'Think of Jack. Think of Melissa, Think of Heather. Think of Billy, Think about our heroic police officer Jim Hopper. Think about every one of our friends...who perished in that fire. What did they die for? For us to lose to some school"
His speech caused the crowd to cheer loudly except for Madilyn who had her head down with tears running down her face as she played with the necklace Billy gave her before his untimely death. They didn't die for some stupid basketball game they died in the hands of a horrible creature from another dimension. "For us to return home with our heads hung low in defeat? No! No, let's win this game. Let's win this game for them. and that's exactly what we did! We embarrassed those candy-asses in their own house and now tonight, we're going to bring home the championship trophy!"
With that, the whole gym erupted into cheers as the brunette stood up walking to the locker room.
The gym was now cleared out but Madilyn stayed behind and placed her headphones over her head blasting bohemian rhapsody, her and Billy's favorite song to dance to in the middle of the night after smoking, she liked when the gym was empty so it could be just her and her thoughts. She moved her head to the music until she felt a hand grab her shoulder causing her to flinch. Taking off her headphones she turned around to see her boyfriend staring at her.
"Sorry didn't mean to startle you, I just wanted to ask why you left the party last night". He said with a laugh, the brunette didn't answer just gazing at him with a bored look while chewing her gum. "What wrong Mads?" He asked with a concerned tone. She rolled her eyes she spoke without looking a him "Oh, it's nothing Matthew"
"You look upset" He pointed out the obvious and placed a hand on her shoulder again. She laughed while removing his hand on her shoulder. "Really? maybe 'cause I saw you at Jason's party with a girl's hands down your pants." "Shit" He muttered while rubbing his hands on his pants. "Yeah shit," She muttered, "Anyways we're over have a great day" She placed her headphones over her head again and began to leave the gym as Matthew yelled at her, "Mads it was a drunken mistake "Just shut up Macher" She threw the promise ring on the gym floor and slammed the door as he let out a loud groan cursing himself out.
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httpsjeonglvr · 1 year
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Awkward
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Evangeline and Seojun entered the Wilder Mansion hesitantly, following her parents inside. Robert and Tina Minoru picked them up from school and insisted on joining them. They assured her that she was not mandated to listen to their meeting. Geoffrey and Catherine Wilder spotted her, and their lips curved into big smiles. "Ah! You must be Hana, Seojun nice seeing you again!”
She clutched her tote bag as she gave them a nervous smile. "Um, hello..." Catherine stepped forward and gave her a warm hug. "My, what a beautiful young woman you are" Her simple compliment made her face heat up.
Catherine slightly cupped her cheeks. "Oh, dear." She frowned. "Are you okay? You’re look sick."
She nodded and gently removed her hands away from her face smiling softly. "Yes, Mrs. Wilder."
"Make yourself at home, sweetie."
Hana gave her a silent nod before walking toward the living room following behind Seojun who knew his way around. Tina and Robert turned around to Catherine, who placed her hands on her hips. "Did you really have to bring her here?"
"Nico isn't at the house to look after her," Tina informed. "She's not doing too good today, so Robert and I have to keep an eye on her."
Geoffrey sighed. "You're still at it? Hana's—"
Tina gave him a look. "I'm making sure, okay?" She spun around and saw she was about to sit on a couch. "Hana, honey, you can stay at the Wilders' guesthouse."
She opened her mouth to protest. "Um, don't know where that is..”
"I'll take her there." Catherine volunteered as she approached her. "Come on." She followed her out of the living room and got outside of the house to get to the guesthouse. Catherin opened the doors and let her inside. "There are pizzas and drinks here, okay? You two can wait for Alex and his friends."
Just as Catherine left, she blinked in surprise and turned around to see the woman was gone. "Alex?" She asked. She sat on a chair, pulling out her headset and connecting it to her phone. She ignored the boy next to her still mad from the argument earlier. She began browsing for her phone to keep herself busy.
She snatched a pillow and gripped it closely as she sat silently watching random videos online. Random animal videos were one of the few things that could bring her complete joy. Another thing that brought the girl joy was her powers she discovered 
Powers? Yeah. When she was about fifteen years old, she discovered she had the ability to create illusions and enter mental voids. She was crying in her room until she unintentionally entered a void and saw a memory of her and Baekyun or Chris as her parents called him,when she was younger. Although casting illusions was cool and all it caused her to tire easily. Molly and Seojun were the only ones who knew about her abilities. She knew she could trust them, and they kept it a secret. Seeing as everyone would call them crazy.
She was mindlessly playing with the stuffed animal she kept with her for comfort.Her thoughts were occupied with the animals on her screen
"Cute bunny."
She instantly pulled out her headset and turned her head to see the young Wilder entering the guesthouse. "Shit," she whispered. "S-Sorry, they let me stay here. I could leave if you want me to—"
Alex shook his head. "No, no." He lightly waved his head, gesturing for her to continue whatever she was doing and waving at the curly-haired boy who nodded his head. "It's good to have some company."
'Not if you don't know the person...' She dragged her legs towards her chest and hugged them close as she continued watching the animals . But she couldn't focus anymore, so she pretended to watch while she was looking at what Alex was doing.
When she eventually noticed six boxes of pizza on the table and drinks all around, her eyes widened. Alex was unconcerned and grabbed his controller, which he used to switch on his television while listening to music. Alex paused for a bit before putting down his controller and pulling out his phone to look at the group photo he took with his friends two years ago.
When Alex peered at Hana, her stomach groaned quietly causing Seojun to laugh, and she quickly hit his chest while avoiding eye contact. Before directing his whole focus to Hana, Alex hurriedly forwarded the old group photo to his old friends. "Hungry?" He asked, and he saw her shake her head timidly. "You can eat some pizzas if you want, Bunny"
"Bunny?" she asked while laughing at the horrendous nickname. Out of the corner of her eye she could see Seojun taking a slice of pepperoni with a smile.
Alex shrugged. "I'm not good at nicknames or codenames. Besides, I didn't catch your name, and all I know is that you're the new student and Nico's adopted sister." She hummed in response until Alex moved closer to her to check on the show she was watching on her phone. "You interested in animals?"
She closed her phone and looked away from him, feeling her cheeks heating up from the small conversation between both. "Yeah I wanna be a vet.." She mumbled as she buried her face completely behind the sleeves of her blue sweater.
"So, may I know your name?"
Alex shrugged and he moved his head closer to her to see her face, but she was too stubborn to look him in the eye. “I'm not that scary, am I?"
She shook her head and slightly turned her head to look at him with half of her face still hidden behind her arms. "You look nice enough."
Her heart skipped a beat when she saw him smile, and this time, it reached his eyes. "Really?"
"Yeah."
She looked away and noticed the many video games the guy had. 'Sheesh.' Her eyes looked up and stared at his huge television and found two names on the screen: Alex's name and Amy's name. "You miss her huh?"
Alex glanced at the screen before heavily sighing, standing up to take the remote, and turning off the television. "Yeah." He immediately answered, not wanting to ruin her night with Amy's death.
"What was she like?"
Alex hated she had to press, but he knew she was just curious, so he sat down next to her. "She was my best friend." He stated. "And she was a good sister to Nico too." Alex glanced at Hana as she processed his words in her mind.
She glanced at him as she clung to the pendant of her necklace now interested in the green colors swirling around. Meeting Amy Minoru would be a great experience because she sounded like such a nice person. She knew how difficult it was for everyone to accept that she had been gone for two years."You don't think I'm replacing her?"
"What makes you say that?" Alex asked curiously.
"Everyone thinks I'm replacing her." She confessed. " Nico feels I'm replacing her sister."
"No, Nico isn't—"
Alex's sentence was interrupted when the pair of teens heard the doorbell. "Hold on." Alex excused himself for a moment. She watched him leave the guesthouse, so she slipped her phone back into her pocket and looked around. She put her hood up and took out the Twister game lying on the floor. 'What is this?' She tilted her head in wonder before turning to Seojun who shrugged as well and joined her in trying to figure out how to play.
"They're here!" She turned around and found Alex and his former friends behind him, entering the guesthouse. Molly grinned widely when she saw Hana and her bodyguard while Nico's eyes slightly enlarged in shock. "You're here too?"
She slightly waved, feeling uncomfortable all of a sudden attention. “Hey..”
tags: @nekoannie-chan
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httpsjeonglvr · 2 years
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After Eddie dropped Chrissy off at her house he decided to stay with Madilyn for comfort. So now she was laying in her bed Madilyn was snuggled into her covers as Eddie awkwardly stood at the edge of her bed not knowing where to look. "Can you lay next to me Eds?" The brunette looked into his eyes not even noticing the way he tensed up. The metalhead nodded quickly and pulled off his jacket and shirt not noticing the way madilyn moved her eyes down his body and opened the covers as she crawled in kicking his shoes off.
"Do you wanna talk about what happened earlier?" The puppy-eyed boy asked but all he got in return was the girl scooting her face into his chest mumbling a no and unknowingly he wrapped his arms around her waist rubbing her back comfortingly as she quickly fell asleep in the comfort of his scent and warmth. The boy sighed as he looked at her soft features noticing the way her plump lips were slightly separated, soft snores escaped the girl who turned the opposite way her back pressed into his front as the boy fell asleep to the sound of her breathing. The two enjoyed the comfort each gave and it gave them a feeling of happiness.
It was one of those dreamless sleep that went by quickly madilyn only shut her eyes for a few minutes. She would’ve thought it was still the middle of the night when she woke up if it weren’t for the sun coming in through the open window. Specifically, she woke up because of a long sigh right by the girl's ear, making her blink her eyes open quickly and start to stretch her soft legs out under the sheet and blanket.
She was on her side, and Eddie was pressed right up on her back, his arm draped around her torso. He sighed again, and she felt him shift around against her.  Most importantly, she felt something hard and hot on her lower back. Eyes going wide, she jolted as she felt him rock his hips against her again. "Eddie," she whispered, hoping to wake him up. "Mm," he hummed, smiling against her neck, and she shuddered. "Ed's!" she hissed, and he snorted as he woke up suddenly.
He pulled back and all but jumped away from the girl.  “Shit, I—” he mumbled, sitting up as the bed creaked; god, his face was so red, he looked adorably flustered and a bit terrified.  “I’m sorry, birdie, I swear I wasn’t trying to—”
“It’s okay, Eddie,” she insisted, sitting up with him, “it’s not a big deal.” “What’d you say?  It’s not big?” he choked. “No!  Eddie, it’s—” she stopped herself from saying what she wanted to say then.  “I know that happens to guys in the mornings…” .“Oh, yeah,” he agreed, reaching up to rub the back of his neck nervously, “happens when we’re in bed with pretty girls, too…”
Before she could wonder if there was something to read into there, he spoke again. “I’m fucked,” he groaned, running his hand down over his face, “what’s the time?” “Ten ‘til 9,” she informed him following a glance at the clock on the nightstand. “We’ve got breakfast soon, we’re supposed to be there in 15 minutes,” he recalled.  “And I can’t get dressed ‘til he’s gone away.” “How do you normally get rid of it?” she wondered, watching him look at you for a second before looking away again.
“Well…” he trailed off, clearing his throat.“Well?” she pressed.“Y-know he stammered, “it’s— her— fuckin’ shit, birdie, can’t say it with you lookin’ at me like that…” “C’mon, Eddie, I know you jerk off,” she rolled her eyes, “you and every other boy on the planet.” “But I can’t do it with you here!” he yelped, and a pang of self-consciousness hit her chest. Was she that horrible of the night that he wouldn’t be able to finish with her nearby? “I-I’ll leave then, give you some space,” she offered.
“Birdie, I’ll know you’re just outside the door, that’s not gonna help,” he frowned. “Well shit, Eddie, where'd to go?  Fuckin’ Illinois?”. “No, shit, that’s not what I meant,” he groaned, reaching up and covering his face as he rubbed his eyes with his fingertips.  “You’ve just got me all messed up— not your fault, I mean!" She bit her lip, glancing over at the flowery wallpaper on the opposite side of the room, then to the window and its view out over the beach.  “I mean, maybe… maybe if it would help, I could…” Jesus, birdie, don’t say you’re gonna jerk me off or somethin’,” he pleaded with a concerned tilt of his head, and she stammered as she tried to remember what she was going to say. “No, I— I was gonna say you could…” you began again, “er— I mean, before, while you were asleep, you were… it was…” What?” he pressed, leaning a little closer to brunette, and she chickened out.
“Nevermind, sorry,” she shook her head, “you should just get dressed— nobody’ll notice it.”. That was a lie: if it looked as big as it felt, a family of four could go camping under the tent in his shorts at this point.  “No, c’mon,” he pleaded, scooting a little closer to his former friend, “won’t make fun of you or nothin’, just wanna know what you were gonna say.  You know I can’t run downstairs with my willy tryin’ to jump out, yeah?  Like, ‘hey guys, pass me the ketchup, then— don’t mind my fuckin’ sausage under the table—’”  She laughed, pushing him on the chest— but he just moved closer, again, looking right at her face. 
She felt oddly exposed to him, even though he should’ve been the one feeling like that considering the circumstances.  “Fine,” she relented, “I was just… thought maybe you could— well, it could help you if you, um… just… pressed up against me, again?  Like you were before?  And you could, er…”Dropping her voice to a mumble just above a whisper, she watched her hands clutch the spotted quilt instead of meeting his invasive stare.
You could… grind on me, a bit,” she finally completed, so quiet that you barely heard yourself.  But he was a few inches away— he must’ve heard her. “Eh?” he grunted, and you rolled your eyes.“C’mon, Eddie, you’re not deaf, are you?” Not just stub my stiffy on you?” he realized, tilting his chin down and raising an eyebrow. 
Leave it to Eddie to throw all the subtlety to the wind and just say it outright like that, ignorant to the way it made your cheeks burn and your throat catch. “I-I mean, I don’t want you to,” she denied quickly, “I just thought it might go away if you did.  Means to an end, right?” “Yeah, means to an end,” he agreed, clearing his throat.  “Just feel a little weird about it, birdie, I mean… it’s you.  You know I love ya— don’t wanna be rude to you or, er, disrespectful—” “It’s not,” you promised, “I’m offering— and it’ll be quick, right?”. “Er, yeah,” he coughed, rubbing the back of his neck again, “should be…”.“Okay, then, should we?” she asked, sheepishly raising her eyebrows as she looked at him.
“I mean, fuck, birdie,” he laughed nervously, “I think you know we shouldn’t.”But you both already knew that you were going to, and the thrill of something so forbidden titillated you further. “Lay down then, yeah?” he instructed her softly, and she turned back onto her side as she felt him press up to her back. His arm slipped around her front, the one with her bracelet on his wrist, and she could feel him breathing by the back of her neck as he brushed her hair out of the way. 
“This alright?” she nodded, and he held her a little tighter; she felt it then, brushing up against her lower back. She was getting sweaty from how warm it was with him pressed up on her under the thick covers, yet she still shivered. He hummed quietly, his hand moving down her hips so he could hold her steady.  And he rocked into her again, more confidently, a shaky breath falling from his lips.
When his forehead rested against the back of her shoulder, she felt her back arch slightly; and then she could feel the ridge under the head of his cock, she could feel it when he moved in one, long stroke and she bit her lip, arching her back deeper. “Shit,” he grunted quietly, and he started to move a little faster right after he said that. 
After just a minute or less of that, she was beyond desperate to have him inside her, she couldn’t stop thinking about what it would feel like— about how he would stretch her open, how he would moan for her as he filled her to the brim.  If he wanted to, right now, he could just lift her shirt a bit and pull her panties down without saying anything, slip inside her in one go; she was soaking wet, and he’d slide in so easily.
“Fuck, birdie,” he breathed, “roll over.”His verbal command was a bit moot, since his hand was already on her shoulder, gently pushing her to lay on her back.  He hovered above her for a moment, and she looked up at him with wide eyes.“Spread your legs,” he whispered; she'd only been waiting years for him to say that to her. She did it unquestioningly, and he slotted himself between them with a low groan.
When he pressed his cock up against her aching cunt— through so many frustrating layers of pajamas— he shut his eyes and tossed his head back for a second.  It was so perfect, his face in bliss like that, the morning sun peeking in through the curtains and making his curls shine.  He looked fucking beautiful. A little gasp jumped in her mouth as he started to thrust against her again, each stroke of his hips rubbing right over her clit and making his chain dangle over her face. She almost felt guilty, for a second, with the little engraving of Saint Thomas right there, like he was watching her do this.  “Sh-shit, Eddie…” she hissed, catching herself before she moaned aloud when he rocked his hip harder against her and her whole pussy clenched.  If only he could feel that now— if only he could feel around his cock how desperately she needed him.
He descended upon her, burying his face in her neck.  His hair tickled her cheek, and she fisted at the sheets to stop herself from reaching up and holding onto him— that would be too much, too needy, right?  It was just supposed to be a means to an end, after all.  “Can I kiss you here?” he asked under his breath.“Er, why would you do that?” she wondered. “Just— thought it might make it go faster,” he justified.“Y-yeah, Eddie, fine,” she nodded. 
Do whatever you want to me. He latched on right away, a mess of lips and tongue and teeth all over her neck; everything in her fought to keep her moans down because she didn’t want him to know how much she loved this, how close she was to coming without even doing anything… without even taking her clothes off!. “Are you close?” she asked him softly, feeling him nod.“Yeah,” he mumbled, and his heavy breathing cooled your skin where it was still wet with his spit.  “Just a little longer?” You’re not gonna give me a hickey, are you?” she whispered.“Not if you don’t want me to,” he replied.
“Just— make it quick, Eddie, we’ve gotta be downstairs soon,” she reminded him.“Right, yeah, 'm gonna come,” he promised, sending another chill over her body.  One of his hands moved down, holding her thigh as he thrust faster and faster— fuck, the headboard was about to hit the wall. 
Just as she looked up to see it slam once, she saw his free hand reach up and grab onto it tightly, blocking the impact with his knuckles.“Eddie,” she breathed, an involuntary reaction to how deliberately sexy that was. “Say it again,” he requested quietly.“Eddie,” she repeated, and he grunted right against her ear— he didn’t stop moving entirely, just slowed down quite a bit as he rutted on her.
“Fuck,” he sighed, panting. She swallowed, feeling wonderfully strange knowing that must be it, that he just came— because of her.  His weight sank onto her, making her let out a groan from the air rushing out of her lungs, and he laughed quietly.  “Sorry,” he mumbled, lifting himself and hovering above her again, “didn’t mean to crush you…”.
“S’all fine, Eds,” she promised, closing her legs as soon as she had the chance— before he could see that she'd soaked through her panties.“Now that you’ve got me to bust in my trousers, we’re not so friendly anymore?” “Shut up,” she laughed as she pushed him aside, swinging her legs off the bed so she could get up.  “Gonna use the bathroom and then I’ll get dressed.” “What?!” he croaked.
“You kidding?  Of course, I get to use the bathroom first!” Not if I get there before you,” she challenged, jumping up and trying to race him across the bedroom.  He beat her, but only by playing dirty— he ran up behind her and grabbed the girl, spinning her around as she kicked, laughed, and squirmed in his grasp.
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𝑩𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝑺𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕
Alex wilder x f! oc
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Growing up Hana had a hard time fitting in with everyone around her and her parents never giving her the attention a young child needed. So she ran away wanting to finally feel needed, She met Hwang Baekhyun the young boy who was assisting pride until he suddenly goes missing and she was sent to live with the Minoru where she felt like she was just a replacement for their deceased daughter.
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Mary jane master-list
introduction
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𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝓮
Online name: Jae or Kenya
age: 16
pronouns: she/they
zodiac: Gemini
race: African American
likes:  K-pop, y2k, animals, cooking, reading. writing, anime and drawing
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this blog is a safe space for POC and those who like any of the topics im interested in. I will try to include everyone and make sure they're comfortable with my writing. I will not argue with anyone if you have any problems with my blog please leave.
I write for haikyuu, bnha, JJK, BTS, TXT, Skz, enyphen, marvel, and stranger things etc. That's what im most comfortable with as of right now but hope to expand my writing to more shows/characters. My aesthetic is mostly focused on coquette and y2k. The characters I write for will be of age just for the events that will take place.
My second account: @chaeros1e
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cast of mary jane
Daveed Diggs as Jameson Turner
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Alexa Demie as Madilyn Carter
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Joseph Quinn as Eddie Munson
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Drew Starkey as Jack Meyer
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Sydney Sweeney as Genevieve Harper
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Timotheè Chalamet as Nathaniel Norton
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CHAPTER 3
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"You expect me to play with you? It's been years since I played" Madilyn asked as she fixed her pigtails and reapplied her peach lip gloss. Mike stared at the girl with admiration and hope," Yes, yes I do". "I would love to but I have to be at the game tonight"
"Please Mads no one else will do it !" He begged. She smiled and squished his cheeks pressing a soft kiss to his forehead, "Sorry Mikey I wish I could help you" The brunette watched as he groaned and walked away but not before hugging her and quickly walking away with his curly-haired friend who pouted as she walked away. She was about to turn when she tripped over someone's foot looking up quickly she spotted Melanie and her posse
"What the fuck Melanie!?" She yelled while standing up and rubbing her knees. "Oops," She said causing Tweedle-dee and Andrew to laugh. "What is your guy's problem?" She glared as she walked up to the two her and Andrew's chest touching as he looked down at her with a smirk
"Take a guess princess Andrew smirked while licking his lips. Mads rolled her eyes as she walked away picking up her backpack and speed walking to the gymnasium. She hated him. His smile, his stupid green eyes that she used to get lost in. That mother fucker dared to treat her like that? Oh, she'll get them back.
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"Let's go Tigers!" The cheer team chanted, "Go go Tigers!". The basketball team was warming up as the band played their instruments loudly. Once everyone was in their seats the principal spoke on the microphone that was placed in the center of the gymnasium.
"Everyone now please rise for our national anthem" He spoke. Madilyn and the rest of the gym stood up, "Singing for us tonight, we have a very special guest. From Nashville, our very own, Tammy Thompson!"
Madilyn groaned as she held her head in her hands as the rest of the gym cheered. She couldn't keep count of how many times Tammy made her ears bleed. Tammy made her way up to the microphone stand as the principal walked away. She waved and blew kisses not subtly winking at Matthew who frowned and avoided the blonde's eye while fixing his jersey.
Once she stood at the stand, she waited for a second before beginning to sing the national anthem, and of course, it was a psychical form of a migraine. The microphone feedback whined as she continued to sing. "I want her to sing at my funeral" Madilyn whispered to Chrissy.
She would much rather watch the game like a normal person than dance and cheer but Chrissy and Daniel had forced her to join the group so she couldn't get out of this," Push 'em back, defense! Push 'em back!". Like what type of dumbass chant is that.
She giggled, "Listening to her already makes me feel the five stages of grief". Madilyn giggled loudly, causing the principal to glare at her from across the room. Chrissy noticed and giggled softly with Mads until the torture came to the end and the game began.
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Tigers 32:36 Falcons
Fucking hell, even the chant isn't working, who would've thought. 1 minute and 20 seconds left of the game.
Tigers 51 : 50 Falcons
Madilyn's hopes were brought back up. She was so into the game that she was screaming at the players. Chrissy laughed at her enthusiastic friend before cheering again. "Timeout, Timeout!" Jason yelled at the 25-second mark as he aggressively created the T symbol with his hands.
Tigers 69:69 Falcons
Madilyn laughed at the scoreboard before the game continued. Jason was passed the ball and he went to shoot his shot, however, he missed completely. This caused Lucas to catch the ball. He dribbled it back and almost as of it were in slow motion, he went to shoot his shot. The ball danced around the rim of the hoop. Madilyn's heart was pounding and everyone in the gym was on the edge of their seat.
Only three seconds left.
Two.
One.
The ball then slowly fell into the hoop.
Zero.
The crowd roared; it was louder than it was ever before. Madilyn and Chrissy wrapped their arms around each other and jumped in the air excitedly while, pretty much, screaming. Everyone ran over to Lucas and cheered with him, his team hugged the boy yelling excitedly when he caught the eyes of Madilyn who he ran over to and pull her into a hug as she whispered congratulations in his ear
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It's been two weeks since that event happened between Eddie and Madilyn, now the two were somewhere behind her backyard drinking and talking about whatever to take their minds off school and the nonhuman creature the girl ran into
Moonshine on the bay had become a tradition on nights like this when the warmth of summer was creeping around the corner, ever since they were both fifteen and in desperate need of some rebellion.
Now, without the illegality and all, it had lost some titillating appeal, but madilyn still loved going out so late and meeting him at her secret spot.  It had the perfect view of the water at night, not that it was a particularly scenic section of the sea since it was mostly cargo ships and docks and all that, but under the flickering old street lamp and the tall field elms, it was almost romantic.
 Eddie was standing while she leaned back on her hands, brandishing the liquor he’d secured for the evening.  “For you,” he offered her the opened bottle with a smile, and she took it, but waited for him to take a sip of his first.  He did, and she saw his lips curling as he drank.
“How is it?” She asked, and he stopped drinking to cough a bit.
“It’s hangin’!” he grimaced.  “But it’ll do the job.”
She took a sip while he sat down next to her,and made a face of her own.  “Ah fuck!  That’s terrible!  Where the fuck’d you get this?”
But she knew what he meant when he said it would do the job— one sip was already warming her chest, and the next, though just as disgusting as the last, made her her feel tingly at the tips of her fingers.
With their bottles halfway finished, the two sat up in the grass and watched the lights of ships go by slowly in the night.  “Had a date last night,” she blurted out suddenly, just to make conversation.
“Really?  With who?”
“You remember Jack Meyer?”
“God, I wish I didn’t,” he sneered, “what a dick ”
“Could you stop insulting all the guys I go out with?” She frowned.
“Stop going out with dicks and I will,” he bargained.
“Anyways, he was nice,” she announced firmly.  “Took me to the cinema and bought me popcorn.”
“What size?” he asked.
 “Medium.”
“Cheap bastard,” Eddie grumbled.
“Shut up!  I’m trying to tell you that it was a nice date!” She yelped, pushing him on the shoulder.  “We, um… well, maybe I shouldn’t tell you.”
“What?” he wondered.
“I mean, I tell you everything— you tell me everything.  You told me when Sharon Caldwell let you feel her tits in eighth grade, and you told me when you lost it to Annie— what was her name again?”
“Annie Shaw,” he finished for her.
“Right… so, point is, I figured I should tell you what happened with me and Jack, right?” She wondered.  When she found the courage to look over at Eddie, his expression was… intense.  Almost angry, a little terrified.
“Don’t tell me you gave it up to him,” he pleaded, leaning in a little closer.
“God no!  I just touched him a bit.”
"You did what to 'im?!" Eddie yelped.
"W-well, I dunno!" She backpedaled quickly. 
“Aw, birdie, you can do so much better than him,” he groaned.
“Okay, maybe so, but he’s the one I wanted to go out with.  And he was nice and he made me feel— I dunno, pretty?” She mumbled, afraid to sound too girlish.
“Come on, you can’t go rubbing off any guy who calls you pretty,” Eds scolded.
“This isn’t just any guy!”
“Yeah, it’s Jack Meyer.  In the fourth year, he swallowed a penny and it never came out!”
“Believe it or not, Eddie , it's not the fourth year anymore,” she frowned.  “Things are different.  We’re older.  I’m not a little kid— and I’m tired of being treated like one!”
He sighed slowly, taking another swig of the booze.  “I guess that’s fair,” he relented.  “Still… can’t stand thinking about you doing that to some guy.”
"Why?"
He seemed confused by her question and gave her a look.
"Why can't you stand thinking about it?" She interrogated.
"I… I don't know…"  He coughed a bit, clearly wanting to change the subject, but she kept staring at him as she waited for an answer.  “I guess it’s just that,” he began again, “I worry because it’s Jack, you know?  He’s a little aggressive with girls— or, he was back when I knew him.  He didn’t… pressure you into it, right?”
She thought back to the night before, and how it all happened.  “Erm, no,” she decided, “not really.”
“Not really?  What’s that mean?”
“Well, he didn’t make me do it,” she explained, “but he was… showing me how, ‘cause I didn’t know.”
“Sh-showing you?” Eds repeated.
“He, erm, he took my hand,” she remembered, feeling her heart start to race as she looked at Eddie closely.  “And he put it… he put it right here.”
It was the liquor that made her do it; she pressed her hand up to the front of his jeans, feeling him getting firmer under her touch already.  He jumped a little but didn’t stop her.
"He told me to take it out for him…" she continued, voice wavering as her whole body was suddenly shivering from nervousness, and started to open his jeans herself.
“Birdie,” Eds gasped, and she looked up at his face again.
“Do you want me to stop?” She asked him point blank.  He didn’t say anything.  “Can I keep going?”
His mouth was open slightly, and he was breathing heavily through it; he nodded. She unzipped his fly and reached in, navigating the opening of his boxers to get his cock out.  
Of course, she’d felt it before, but she’d never seen it.  It was as beautiful as a cock could be, she thought: tanner than the rest of him for some reason, flushed at the tip, still just starting to poke out from his foreskin with a teal vein running up under her palm.  Biting her lip, she wrapped her fingers a little tighter around it.  “H-he told me to stroke it, like this,” she stammered, moving her hand gently and slowly from the base to the tip and back— then again, and again.
Daring to glance up at Eddie’s face again, she saw him watching her hand with a dumbstruck expression.  She twisted her hand slightly as she reached the tip and he groaned.  "Birdie…" he sighed— his voice wore some impossible mixture of arousal, confusion, scolding, disappointment, and desperation.  It made her knees weak.  Good thing she was still kneeling on the ground, so it didn’t make much difference. She was so sloshed that standing up would’ve been a bit of an effort, anyway.
“When I was doing it right,” she continued, “he’d tell me I was bein’ good for him… it made me feel weird when he said that, but good.  You know?”
“Y-yeah…” he choked, hissing through his teeth.  
It went on that way for a little while, just his panting and the crickets chirping; though there was clear fluid leaking from the tip of his cock, she thought it might not be enough, so she pursed her lips and let her spit dribble down onto him so she could spread it out with her hand.
“Christ,” he groaned, “Jack taught you that, too?”
She nodded, and he growled a little— the sound made her chest tighten up (as well as a few other places).  His cock was starting to bob against her grip, and his breathing was faster and heavier with each stroke.  "You're close?" She noticed, and he nodded, chest heaving as he stared down at what she was doing to him.  "You can come, Ed. I want you to."
"Shit," he hissed.  "Shit, just don't stop then."
And she didn't she moved her hand even faster until it was just a blur and he "Ah, fuck!" he gasped, and come started to spurt from his pulsing cock, landing on his shirt and her hand. He was bucking up into her palm desperately.
She watched his face as it tilted back, his eyebrows knitted together, and his mouth parted in a little moan.  Her hand was still moving, and he jumped up to grab her wrist and stop her. Then it was still, and silent, except for him breathing as if he'd just run a marathon.
After a moment, he tilted his head down again and came back to reality; he instantly looked mortified.  "God, birdie," he choked, "I made a mess on you— so sorry, let me get it…"
He tried to wipe the come away with his shirt, frantically cleaning her hand up as best he could.  "It's fine, Eddie," she giggled.
"No it isn't, I've got your pretty hand all dirty now…"
Examining his focused expression as he wiped up the smears of come, she bit her lip slightly.  She did feel guilty for making up that whole story about a date with Jack Meyer that never did— and never would— happen, but it worked.  She’d never lied to Eddie like that before, but she decided to blame it on the liquor and not her desperation.  
In the two weeks since their vacation, nothing untoward whatsoever had happened between them and it was driving her crazy. He didn’t even talk about it!  She, of course, thought about it every day— well, really every night, when she touched herself and tried to remember exactly how his voice sounded in her ear.  That was what drove her to this, to getting drunk and making shit up for a chance to touch him.
"Kiss me," she said suddenly.  He looked up at her face, and they just stared at each other for a second.  
His hand dropped hers— it was clean now, or clean enough at least— and moved up to hold her face.  She sighed slightly; his thumb stroked her cheek and he smiled at her.
He gently tilted her head down and met her halfway, pressing his lips to her forehead.  Madilyn’s chest deflated and her eyes fell shut.  So this is what heartbreak feels like.
"That better?" he asked as he pulled back, moving his face down so he could look up at her with a tender smile.  She nodded, willing herself not to cry in front of him now.  
She was throwing herself at him and he was throwing her away.  "We'll always be friends, won't we?" She asked quietly.
"Aw, birdie— of course," he cooed, pulling the sad girl into a hug.  She clutched at his shoulders, digging her nails into handfuls of his ratty old Nirvana t-shirt.
He rolled back onto the grass and pulled her down with him, making her sigh and try to get away— but he wouldn't let her go.
"We'll always be friends," he promised again, "'cause otherwise who'd keep all those awful boys away from you?"
"Shut up," she rolled her eyes.
"I will," he sighed, relaxing his grip on her slightly.  "I'm gonna ease up on you, I think.  Let you date somebody if you want— even if he's a tosser.  'Cause you're right, you're not a little kid anymore.  And it's not fair to you."
She swallowed, laying her head on his chest.  She’d never actually wanted him to let her date someone else… she just wanted him to finally love her back.  But maybe this was the best she was going to get.
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