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matan4il · 2 days

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Watched Eurovision last weekend and tried to only pay attention to the music but oof, the Israel derangement was horrid. Were any of the other contestants nice to Eden or at the very least not total assholes to her because where's she's from? Please tell me someone was decent or even mildly professional.

Hi Nonnie!

I'm glad to tell you that there WERE people who were personally decent to Eden and the Israeli team, from what I've heard.

One of the parts that suck is that it feels like talking about it too loudly might bring those people into the line of fire. I can say that about myself, that while I was treated awfully by some people in fandom, I've had people be absolutely wonderful to me, and I've had to keep my mouth shut and not thank or celebrate them publicly, because that would have drawn the fire to them. They absolutely do not deserve that. And it sucks that I can't even be openly grateful. Same with the people friendlier to Eden, we Israelis have heard stuff, so we know of them and are thankful, but I don't think anyone has said anything too public, because no one wants to endanger them.

Still, I hope it's been long enough since the final, that we can safely share a few things. Also, I'll emphasize that most of this is hearsay, I can't verify any of it, because it wasn't published officially, this is just the stuff we hear.

The Israeli singer who grew up in and was representing Luxembourg was really lovely with Eden. Tali could have easily avoided ANY association with Eden, so I give her credit for not doing that. The German singer was the nicest to the Eden and Israeli delegation, and I also heard that Germany actually stood up for Israel when the EBU wanted to disqualify it, rightly pointing out the differences between this situation and Russia's ban. I heard good things about the Austrian singer as well, the Latvian, and the Georgian singer. There's probably more that aren't popping into my mind right now, but this is a start, and it's nice knowing kind people, who won't bully a 20 years old singer just because of her nationality, do exist, right?

Another part that sucks is that even some of the people who were nice backstage to Eden, were only willing to do so away from the public eye. I think the most extreme one is the 2023 runner up, Finnish performer Käärijä. He ran into Eden backstage and was totally cool with them doing a short, quick rendition of his ESC song together (which you can see in the link below). It was clearly just two people who love music having fun together, but once the vid was posted online, people started attacking him for supporting genocide (because that's not a leap of logic at all), and he quickly put out a message denouncing everything he's said and done ever, including being born. Then he just had to reassure all of his bullies that he's "okay" even further. The Norwegian 2023 singer who was supposed to deliver her country's jury results had already announced she won't as an anti-Israel measure, so when he was supposed to give the Finnish jury vote, he simply announced he won't, letting people make the connection, and figure out for themselves that it was an anti-Israel move.

Still I think you can take the ones who weren't loudly nasty to Eden, and assume most were nice enough to her privately, even if not publicly. To figure out who those probably were, on top of the ones I mentioned above, I'll just give a short rundown of the performers who were being awful about Israel to different degrees (so you can figure out who was at least decent by way of elimination): Ireland, Belgium, Switzerland, the UK, the Netherlands, Greece, Portugal, Lithuania, Norway, Finland, Slovenia, San Marino, Denmark.

I hope I helped... Have a good day! xoxox

(for all of my updates and ask replies regarding Israel, click here)

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14dayswithyou · 14 days

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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖

For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!

The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^

What's been added to the 3.5 version?

📺 Streamer Mode!

I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.

Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh

This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!

⚙️ Custom Pronouns!

It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;

Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!

💗 Choose how others perceive you!

You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.

For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!

📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!

You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3

Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!

I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;

I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao

📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!

You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!

Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!

I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;

It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)

🖤 Additional Scenes Update!

Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!

If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.

After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga

🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!

I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!

I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.

Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.

How to download and play the update?

(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!

Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)

Enjoy!!

#14 days with you #14dwy #💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately #Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue #—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3 #Aaaaaanways!! 😮‍💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe #🖤 — shut up sai.

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nouearth · 10 months

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an internship at wayne interprises.

bruce wayne x m!reader headcanons.

part ii.

warnings: smut, perverted!bruce, short!male reader, shy!male reader, blowjob (reader giving), slight dubcon (?).

notes: i had bale!bruce in mind only because he looks so... good in a suit (and without one).

—to the surprise of his employees, bruce had become more present in his meetings since you started interning at wayne enterprises. previously, his inputs were typically made over phone calls, then finalized by lucius fox.

—but upon seeing you for the first time, he became smitten rather quickly.

—every day, you stood in the corner, clearly nervous and intimidated by the group of businessmen and women as they debated over decisions you couldn’t care less about. but you were always attentive, efficient in your answers on days where they happened to value your input.

—and on those days, bruce would watch the way you shift on your weight onto either sides of your feet, out of nervousness, but also because your feet ached. he would make a mental note to bring—no—demand a chair for you next time.

—then, he would find himself fixated on the most intricate details of you. the way you took in the lower lip with a small bite and licked them when you interacted with a businessman, a sign of intimidation bruce would decipher. it made his heart beat faster, watching you become so flushed at the simplest socialization.

—he wonders if he could have such of an effect on you. bruce never had a chance to introduce himself to you properly because lucius would always send you out to make some phone calls and arrange another meeting.

—it was extremely annoying, but at least he could admire the way your ass fit in those pants on your way out.

—bruce would shamefully touch himself to that brisk image under the conference table.

—you were like a piece of art under him. he would study you in silence, noting how you would look up at everyone because you were the shortest man in the room, even with insoles in your shoes. and those eyes—frightened and inexperienced—it became one of bruce’s favorite features about you.

—a sick part of him delighted in how timid you were, and he would imagine what it would be like if it was just you and him—alone.

—would you have bitten your lip like that? maybe even harder—until it drew blood—because he was the owner of wayne enterprises? how frightened would you be when bruce towered over you? even more so when he demanded for you to get on your knees and-

—it was inappropriate, bruce would guilt himself. an employee, let alone one that recently graduated university, it was unthinkable to even imagine himself with you.

—he tried to convince himself that he simply found you handsome, that was all to it. a fleeting crush.

—but overnight, you’ve become a perpetual thought.

—it became a routine for bruce to awaken in the middle of the night with an erection. and if he wasn’t stirred awake, he was kept up all night with—you guessed it—an erection.

—on the first night of many, bruce would visit your instagram, and he would then thank the lord for having your account public. you were never an outgoing person, so all you did was post your hobbies.

—and while he would love to learn more about your personality through your feed, what was more important was the situation in his briefs—tightening the more he thought about you, looked at you.

—luckily, your most recent post included a selfie, so he didn’t have to scroll very far one-handed.

—what bruce found endearing was that he could still pick apart your quiet personality from your smile—still timid and inexperienced, like how he met you—and he fondled himself to that.

—bruce would massage himself through his briefs, groping a handful of his bulge as he grew harder in his palm, gazing deep into those eyes he yearned to look into.

—your lips were parted in the photo, only by a bit, and he would imagine how they would look around his cock, specifically the head. upon examining the photo closer, a peek of your tongue could be seen, and bruce’s erection would throb.

—how would your tongue feel? would you be daring enough to even tease him with licks?

—and in that moment, he would wonder if you’ve ever done anything like that before.

—he remembered the way you interacted with people, especially with men. you would always avoid eye contact, stumble on your words when you were called upon—he concluded that you were completely inexperienced.

—and that drove him wilder.

—by then, bruce has completely stripped himself. no longer was he palming his thick cock, but stroking himself to your photo. it was shameful, bruce would admit—the lengths he would go through for arousal. but he couldn’t help it. the thought of you, completely innocent and bare before him, was a recurring image that would ink into his brain.

—he liked to imagine that you only touched your cock, because you were scared of touching yourself elsewhere. you had a dildo somewhere under your bed, but it was only used once because you were intimidated, just like how you were intimidated by the men in office earlier today—akin to a deer in headlights.

—not only that, you were intimidated by your greed. people have always said that bigger was better, right? though, you couldn’t have possibly agreed because a mere centimeter of the large phallic toy made you quit with a whimper.

—the stories in his head would run absolutely feral, and vulgar lust would quickly overcome the feeling of guilt.

—cock whore, bruce would go on to muttering himself, slapping his thick, sticky cock on the screen of his phone, specifically on your cheek and lips—a pathetic simulation of what it would look like to have his dick on you. his pre-cum would stain your cheeks, and the heavy weight of his cock and balls would part your mouth open wider than it was in the photo.

—bruce would want to make one out of you—a cock whore. though only his, because he never liked sharing. he would relish in the thought of you on your knees, looking up at him and batting your faint eyelashes as you were overwhelmed at the sheer size of his cock.

—you would be hesitant, doubtful that you could even take him in your mouth. but you would muster up the courage, comforted by bruce’s support, and do so anyways—clumsily and sloppily as his cock would push drool out of your untrained mouth.

—that’s it, fuck…

—in reality, bruce would start you off slow, gentle cascading strokes to your head as he would settle his palm to the back of it and guide you with gentle pushes and tugs.

—but in bruce’s fictional scenario, he would show no mercy.

—intimidation, the fear in your eyes made him high when he would pull his cock out, swinging heavily before it would be shoved into your innocent mouth without warning, cramping reluctancy down your throat until you would then cough out a choke.

—see? just gotta work your pretty mouth open. nothing to be scared of, hm?

—god, you’re such a good boy. bruce would add onto his mutters as he kneeled on his bed, phone laid flat between his thighs as he jerked himself over your photo. it was just like he wanted—you looking up at him with those eyes. for a brief moment, they looked pleading, desperate for him to come on your face.

—how would you want it? bruce would wonder out loud, a familiar pool of pleasure bubbling in the pit of his stomach as he worked himself harder.

—would you want your first experience with another man’s cock to be concluded by throating down a rush of thick cum? or would you prefer him to paint your handsome face white, shooting all over you until you were dripping wet in warm stick.

—you would be indecisive, bruce expected it.

—so, bruce would take it upon himself to make the decision.

—bruce would hunch forward over the phone when the meter of his rapture filled to the very brim. one arm would be used to support his position as he fucked into his tight fist, desperate and crazed at the thought of you taking him and his cum.

—it wouldn’t be long until bruce would finally come all over his phone with a guttural moan, shooting thick ropes of cum all over your face until the screen had become a sheer blanket of sticky glue.

—face, it is.

nouearth. please do not repost, plagiarize, or translate my works. and if you like this story, please reblog and leave a like!

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aloesarchives · 6 months

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Kengan Headcanon: Gaolong's reaction to an opponent speaking about you in a unsavory manner

Warnings: Swearing on my end, reader been ogled at, gender neutral reader/pronouns

Series: Kengan Ashura/ Kengan Omega

Pairing: Gaolong Wongsawat x GN! Reader

Word count: 1988

Pronouns: They/them (reader is referred as partner and (Y/N))

(A/N: Been sitting in my file for a year. Now it's finally finished and posted. Please let me know if there is anything else I need to tag in my warnings.)

So I already established that in my headcanon of Gaolang that he respects women unironically, actually he respects people in general.

That’s because he’s just GOATED like that and is overall a decent person, especially in the world/universe of Kengan.

But back to the topic, the reason why I want to establish this is he is someone that doesn’t take no shit from anyone. Based on what we learned in Ashura, Gaolang looks down upon those who are cocky and don’t take fighting seriously. Looking more into it, he normally just gets irritated by them due to his calm and collected composure.

In the world of the sport boxing, it’s no stranger that he will come across people who don’t fall under the definition of sportsmanship. Gaolang has his fair share of opponents that need a little bit of humbling, and he for sure gives it to them during the boxing match. It also doesn’t help his perception of them when they think and openly claim they can clean Gaolang up, making him believe they’re shallow inside and out. But he only does the pre-fight press conference because his manager told him it builds up his good reputation and consistent publicity. Knowing him, he wouldn’t really go to these but he does it for the sake of the sport and the benefits it brings as previously mentioned.

In a normal situation at a pre-fight press conference, he’ll get annoyed by these fighters and let that emotion subside after the press conference is done. He’ll reply nonchalantly to anything that’s thrown at him whether it’s questions or remarks from his opponents that tests the waters. He knows how to handle them and just waits to get into the ring so his fighting can do all the talking for him.

That’s until there was one opponent he had to fight he wouldn’t forget. Gaolang’s title as heavyweight champion was never challenged nor questioned at all. But during that moment in time, Gaolang’s title as champion was being questioned when another boxer was racking up wins left and right. Although this boxer was slightly younger, he was picking up fast and his fights looked impressive. Eventually, this novice boxer was turning heads and getting popular to the point where rumors and speculation about him being the new champion in the heavyweight division. It seemed absurd to think so, but it wasn’t out of the picture.

Gaolang saw the boxer’s other fights and understood where the praise was coming from. Although Gaolang was confident in his abilities, he still was cautious of the other’s abilities and boxing style. So like always, Gaolang trained like he always does. This wasn’t new to you at all since you have been with Gaolang for quite some time and married for a few years at that point in time.

You thought this opponent was different as he seemed humble and didn’t bark a lot. After turning on the t.v. back in Thailand, you started watching the pre-fight press conference. Again, nothing new to you at all. When the questions from reporters started coming in, both boxers answered them as normal. However, you had a feeling that something was off about the guy. You could tell what it was but your gut had a strange feeling that couldn’t be shaken.

It was not until the last 15 minutes of the conference that the novice boxer started to bite off more than he can chew. There was one reporter left that triggered a particular answer from him that caught Gaolang’s attention. However, what got a reaction out of him was when the boxer mentioned your name.

“But I will admit though, Gaolang. I’m jealous of you. You’ve got a beautiful and wonderful partner there. I wish I had someone like (Y/N).”

Gaolang didn’t like where this was going. More so when someone mentions your name that wasn’t friends, family, or King Rama. He knows people like to use your name to throw off Gaolang but he knows how to deal with those who try to use your name to their advantage.

But it doesn’t mean Gaolang doesn’t feel any sort of anger when this happens, especially now.

Gaolang stood up and gave his signature glare to his opponent. He then walked across the stage and stood in the middle. The boxer did the same but he had a stupid shit eating grin plastered on his face.

“What’s with the face, Gaolang? I thought you would agree since you have (Y/N) to yourself, ya’know? Having such a fine person as a partner is something between us two men with good taste could understand.”

“Watch your tongue, (Boxer’s name). (Y/N) is not an object and is not to be ogled at, have some respect.”

But the boxer didn’t know any better and forgot to hold his tongue. The next few things that came out his mouth sent Gaolang’s blood boiling. Then there’s you who gasped and covered your mouth as you watched what unfolded in front of you on the screen. Deepening his glare more while still keeping his stoic face, he looked down upon the novice boxer.

“Your words against (Y/N) are punishable crimes, and I will deliver the punishment without further question.”

With that, Gaolang turned and walked towards the exit. All chaos breaks out in the conference room. Meanwhile, you were sitting at home with the feeling of disgust and a pinch of fear. You never minded when your name came in the news, but this type of attention was something you feared and the fact a man said on live television with no hesitation was terrifying.

Basically, Gaolang went straight to his hotel room and took a cool shower to calm down.

The anger subsided but the feeling of repulse didn’t.

There are only 3 things that Gaolang shows pride, loyalty and devotion towards: the country of Thailand, King Rama, and you.

And how dare that boxer disrespect you in front of him. The absolute audacity!!!

After Gaolang finishes his shower, he calls you to see if you're okay. Whether it is physically or emotionally, Gaolang needs to make sure you’re doing alright. Gaolang, as always, is respectful towards you in anything. That’s why he has never mentioned you or your relationship to the public unless you allow it. But even then, he wants it to be lowkey af.

Sure, you have calmed down. However, you were a little shaken by this. I mean, I would if a random man said some unsavory things about me on public broadcasting.

Gaolang apologized for letting this happen to you, to which you told him that this isn’t anything too serious and that he should focus more on his upcoming title defense match.

However, this was and IS a serious matter to Gaolang. So the next few days, Gaolang trained with just a little bit more intent than normal.

(Meanwhile, that boxer is getting absolutely slandered for the shit he said on the internet. Those netizens don’t like how he dissed their favorite power couple)

At last, the day of the match that would decide who keeps the title is here. You opt to stay home for this as it would be better for your piece of mind. But you were more worried about Gaolang. Although you know your husband well, actually that’s the problem. You know how exactly your husband is. Goalang isn’t a hard person to read. He’s rational, calm, loyal, and observant. One thing you notice about Gaolang is how defensive he can get.

People can shit talk him all they want, he could give zeros fucks at all. But insult Thailand, King Rama, or god forbid you, that person is gonna get fucking die.

It had been a couple of days since the conference. So you know the initial anger wore off. But still, you only hope Gaolang goes somewhat easy on him.

But since the controversy at the press conference caused such attention, this match was one of Gaolang’s most anticipated matches yet for any of his titles.

The event started as per usual with any boxing matches, the sponsors, introductions/entrances, anthems, etc. The challenger seems as confident as ever, having barely any nervousness evident on his face. Same goes with Gaolang, but with his classic stoic stare. The match was on its way once the referee explained the rules and the first bell rang.

However, you knew something was wrong right off the bat with him. It wasn't like Gaolang was fighting alright, he’s a man that never half ass anything. But you can tell he wasn’t giving his all at all. You didn’t know why he wasn’t trying at all. This wasn’t like his fight with Kaneda, he put effort into that one. But something was different about this match and you couldn’t tell what.

It seemed like Gaolong was struggling seemingly, the commentators were shocked and questioned that there would be a new heavyweight boxing champion on their hands. Was this the end of Gaolong’s reign as boxing champion?

No, you knew we wouldn’t lose to people like his opponent. He would rather die than give them a win.

The third round came along and around seemed hype about Gaolong’s opponent and he seemingly being the winner. However, Gaolong was not phased by this. In fact, he still kept his calm composed aura like he always does. That’s when you saw that Gaolong was up to something. You didn’t know yet but it was something.

The 3rd match began and that was when everything suddenly changed. It was like a flip of a switch as Gaolong just started boxing the hell out of his opponent. Gaolong had landed more hits than his opponent could dodge.

It was obvious to the crowd that this round was one-sided. Gaolong outmatched the hell of his opponent in every way he could. And with a finishing blow to the jaw, Gaolong had won by a knockout. The crowd went wild, the commentators losing their minds from the fast yet heavy KO.

Gaolong pulled the ultimate power move by letting his opponent think he had a sliver of hope in beating Gaolong. Only for Gaolong to straight up smash it to the group and pummel it until it was dust. He shattered the man’s hopes and dreams by letting him think he had a chance of getting a win only for Gaolong to show him that he is nowhere near his level.

That Gaolong was miles ahead of this cocky bastard and he made sure his opponent knew that. This loss will forever change his opponent for the rest of his career.

After the Gaolong’s win was finalized, all he wanted to do was go home back to Thailand and be with you. That’s it. He did his press conferences and interviews, but he didn’t care for them. All that mattered was you and he needed to get home to you as soon as possible.

As always, King Rama gives Gaolong a few days to a week off of work when Gaolong brings home a win. Every time Gaolong wins, it’s like an unofficial national holiday is happening. Thailand is bright and festive as ever everything he wins.

Now with Gaolong back home and off from work, he just spends his time with you. Maybe a little training but more so leisure and doing errands or chores with you. You were happy that Gaolong isn’t in a bad mood anymore but Gaolong now knows that people who weaponized you and your name against him just to stir the pot.

Well, he takes that pot and creates his own fucking food with it because no way in hell will he let someone do that to you. He made it known with that match. Because after that match, his opponents never mentioned your name ever again.

Thai God Guard Dog privileges.

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orangeypopsicle · 5 months

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Writing this because I'm scanning through fics right now like a sad cat in a wet cardboard box. Like, I'm so desperate for a story that shows the complexity of Velvet and Veneer's relationship, but also, I've been in such a depressive funk the past few weeks that I can't write it. I feel like I can dedicate another post to them here, though.

Velvet wasn't an angel, nor was Veneer heartless, but there is something to note how they both had a mix of qualities. This may be a controversial statement, but Veneer seems to have this issue where he leans on his more domineering sister due to low self-esteem, which results in him enabling Velvet. He loved his sister and was partially convinced to go through with harmful actions, but to what extent does loving someone also explain hyping up that person while they hurt people? Also, I don't particularly enjoy the difference in how he phrased the reasoning for his actions to Floyd versus the public. Veneer mentions the attachment to his sister when talking to Floyd, but his own personal gains in the situation are emphasized. When Veneer apologizes to the public for being a fraud, he mentions his want for fame but also retracts this statement by saying that only Velvet wanted fame, and he followed her due to not standing up for himself. It was an admission of guilt, but the shift to his sister being malicious instead of them both wasn't fully taking accountability either. It's a point of emphasis for me due to the softening of Veneer's personality by the fandom. He's a person with a reserved personality and more likely to feel remorse, but also is materialistic and a bit two-faced.

Since I don't want this to be a rant about Veneer because I very much love both characters, I want to get to Velvet. She's a person with a history of emotional regulation issues: explosive, self-serving, and self-centered. Velvet is a person who is desperate for attention and approval by any means necessary. She puts on a show (with talent she stole), gives it her all, gets very close to seriously injuring herself multiple times in the process, and offers to entertain them more when the audience cheers her on. Similar to her brother, I like to think that she's a person with horrendously low self-esteem but tends to deal with it by putting people down so that she can feel better. However, I want to give the benefit of the doubt that she may not be aware of the extent to which she uses people. When Veneer directly states his issues with their relationship in his confession of their crimes, Velvet responds by saying that she thought that he was on the same page with her ideas. Velvet implies multiple times in the story that she believes that they both wanted fame. Did that make Velvet's lack of concern over Veneer voicing his worries okay? No! I want to bring some attention to Velvet not seeming to fully understand how people feel when they are hurt or when they may have different needs. (Writer's note: Mind you, I have a disability and other mental illnesses that impair my ability to understand other people, so I'm more willing to humanize traits like that.) I also want to mention that Veneer did reap the benefits of exploiting the trolls and said that he enjoyed his luxurious lifestyle more than his remorse about hurting people. So it also may be a mix of Velvet struggling to understand people on an emotional level and a genuine misunderstanding.

Despite the two being a bundle of issues, it's very sweet how well they mesh and how they like to be in-sync. Veneer catches Velvet before she falls, Velvet pats Veneer on the head when he's nervous, Veneer instinctively goes behind Velvet to feel safe, they go shopping together and wear matching clothes, and they naturally lean into and are generally physically close to each other. They both aren't great as people, but care for each other.

On a semi-related topic and not wanting to make another post dedicated to it, I wish the movie expanded on the drug metaphor? It's a children's film, but I do feel that talking to young children at home who may be experiencing family members struggling with addiction has a place in media. It makes you do things you wouldn't normally do, it can make you hurt people in a variety of ways, it's an unfortunate lifestyle choice in a number of young people who were chewed up and spat out by the entertainment industry, it frequently starts with the idea that it's casual use/emotionally or psychologically beneficial and quickly snowballs horribly, and it alienates you from your loved ones. This could have been a unique opportunity to not only be about how drug use is harmful but also what it's like to be unequipped to help a person who doesn't want help. We tell children that drugs are bad but also don't prepare them for when the person doesn't want to stop despite all evidence showing that it's harmful. It can be very confusing because it's not emphasized how hard of a process it is to get sober or even want to get sober.

But yeah, those were some of my thoughts! Thanks for reading, if you got this far. 😅

#tw substance abuse #trolls band together #veneer trolls #velvet trolls #velvet and veneer

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duhnova · 2 years

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(un)holy water - lee seokmin

demon!seokmin x fem!reader

word count: ~1.2k

kinktober masterlist

warning(s): smut under the cut (mdni!!), pwop, sex on a church alter/sex in a church, semi-public sex, big dick seokmin, slight breeding kink (mentions of wanting to have a child), slight dumbification, dick riding, mean? seokmin, choking, dove & baby are used as a petnames, whiney seokmin (post sex), slight insecurities, blood (seokmin digs his nails too hard), let me know if i’ve missed anything! - don’t mind any grammatical errors / typos (i tried)

seokmin growls lowly as he reaches his hand up to wrap around your throat, the burning of your silver cross meeting his skin unfazed him as he continued thrusting into you at an inhuman speed, his lips ghosting over the shell of your ear as he groans. he couldn’t bring himself to care about the cross that would be branded into his hand for the rest of the night, not when you sounded so pretty, moaning as your pussy sucked him in like a vacuum.

“fuck,” he hissed, his eyes almost rolling into the back of his head when you clench around him. “so fucking tight, and its all for me.” a quiet grunt escapes him before hees capturing your lips in a kiss, swallowing the loud scream you were about to let out when he hit that spongy spot inside of you that had you seeing stars.

“seokmin,” you gasp out when he pulls away from you, a thin line of saliva connecting your mouths for a second before he's licking his lips at the sight of you falling apart under him. your mouth had fallen open into an “o” as you let your head fall back. “more.” his eyebrows raise in amusement as he smirks.

“so needy.. isn't this enough for you?” he digs his fingers into your throat a little tighter causing you to gasp, your vision going fuzzy at the lack of air. “ive already fucked two orgasms out of you and based off how you’re clenching around me you’re about to give me another one.”

“min,” you whine when he pulls out of you, ruining your orgasm. “why’d you stop?” you pant quietly as you look at him with a pout, your eyes hooded. all seokmin can do is laugh, he tilts his head and looks down at you with an almost sinister smile.

“you said you wanted more, right?” he grabs you by your hips so that you can stand up. “you have to work for more dove.” he mumbles, pushing the hair out of your face before he's gripping your chin so that you're staring him in the eyes.

“work for it?” you looked at him almost dazed, your brain still a puddle from his relentless onslaught of fuckiing you. seokmin couldn’t help but laugh again before he fully lets you go, watching you stumble a little and he almost jumps to stabilize you, almost. he makes his way down the little steps before he's sitting down on one of the benches, his legs spread wide and his dick on full display, the angry red tip already leaking precum.

“come ride me little dove, work for your next orgasmm.” he smirks at the way you blush, your eyes widening a little before you’re stumbling to situate yourself on his lap, eager to get yourself off. seokmin groans quietly as you waste no time in sinking back down onto his dick, your whimpers echoing as you adjust to his size again.

“so big,” you mewl out as you shift around on his lap, your hands resting on his shoulders as your knees dig into the hard wood of the bench. “feels so good.” you moan as you start to bounce up and down.

“such a good little dove,” seokmin groans out, his arms resting over the back of the bench as he watches you bounce slowly. “go faster baby.” he bites his lip when you clench around him, your fingers digging into his shoulders to get better leverage. ignoring the burning in your legs you start to bounce quicker, your arms moving to wrap around his shoulders as you lean against his body, your face resting in his neck. between your sloppy movements and breathy moans you leave wet kisses everywhere you can reach, paying extra attention to the junction under his jaw.

“fuck,” he groans louder, tilting his head back to give you more access to his neck. his mouth falls open and his eyes flutter close as his dick twitches, your moans music to his ears. “just like that, pussy feels so good stretched around my cock.” he grunts, his hips bucking up when you grip at the hairs on the base of his neck.

“seokmin,” you whine out, mewling when he jostles you around by bucking his hips up to meet your thrusts. you continue to moan out his name like it's a sacred prayer, your orgasm fast approaching. “gonna cum.”

“hold it,” he grunts, his hands moving to grip your hips, helping you bounce faster. “wait for me.” he noses against the side of your head, nipping at your ear.

“oh my god.” you gasp out, your eyes rolling into the back of your head as you moan loudly into his neck, your grip on him loosening as you allow him to bounce you however he wants.

“thats right baby, i'm your god.” he grunts in your ear, his fingers digging into your hips until blood drizzles out past his nails. by this point you were a babbling mess, the only thing you were able to focus on was not cumming as you waited for him to give you the all clear.

it wasn't long before seokmins moans got whinier, his head falling so his forehead rested against your shoulder. his dick twitches inside of you as he whispers about how good you feel.

“cum for me dove.” he growls quietly when he finally feels you let go, your walls clenching around him tightly. “shit.” his mouth falls open again, a little bit of drool dripping out as he empties his load deep inside of you, your pussy still clenching around him as you milk him dry.

“minie,” you finally mumble out after a couple minutes of you both trying to recuperate. “we gotta clean up.” seokmin whines a little as he wraps his arms around your waist to hold you tight against his body.

“no,” he pouts, he wanted to stay inside of you for as long as he could, hoping, praying, that his seed would take to you. “wanna keep you stuffed with my cum, see you grow round with my babies.” you snort quietly as you swat at his shoulders.

“you know that's not gonna happen, i'm on the pill dummy.” he pulls away to look up at you with puppy dog eyes. “no seok, don't give me that look cause then i might actually consider having your babies.” you sigh out jokingly which earns you another whine from seokmin before he huffs and buries his face back in your shoulder.

“i know, but i cant help but think about you being mine in everyway possible.” he always got possessive, especially after sex but today was especially bad and you can tell by the grip he had on you and the way he talked about having kids.

“i am yours min, in every sense of the word.” you mumble, running your hand through his hair causing him to smile. “now can we please clean up? were gonna ruin the wood if we sit here any longer.” he laughs quietly as he grips at your thighs tightly, keeping you pressed against him as he stands up holding you. it doesn't take much to reassure him, allowing him to bounce back to his normal self. he cracks a couple jokes as he litters kisses all over your face, teleporting you two to a bathroom where you can shower (and go another round).

feedback + reblogs are greatly appreciated!

#duhnova kinktober 2022 #demon!seokmin #seokmin x reader #seokmin smut #dk smut #seventeen smut

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rainbowsky · 11 months

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1) While avoiding posting kadian makes sense, a bad photoshop like this only brings negative attention. 2) The number 2 is clearly visible on one picture, the number 3 on two pictures. If they don’t want turtles to clown, why not at least remove the number 3 completely? 3) It’s possible that it's just a demand from the brand (the jacket is a very limited edition and is on sale at the moment, and i don't think the one yibo is wearing was gifted to him so the visible serial nb might be a problem)

Sorry, I somehow got this backwards, here's the first part of your ask:

Anonymous asked: Hey rbs, I absolutely love your blog! This is not really an ask but more like something I’d like to share anonymously: I think a lot of turtles are overreacting about the 32/33 thing. Unless it happens multiple times, it’s impossible to know if the editing was made to remove possible kadian. A few things I'd like to point out:

First of all, thanks for your kind words, I'm glad you're enjoying my blog! 😊

I don't normally reply to these kinds of asks because they're not asks. My inbox is for questions, not a place where people can anonymously post things on my blog that they don't want to post on their own blogs. Everyone has the ability to post their own opinions on their own blogs, and if they're just wanting to reply to a post I've made, they can do so in the comments. It's not necessary to be anonymous just to share a few ideas like this.

However, in this case I just disagree with this take and feel the need to point out why.

First and foremost, no, turtles are not overreacting. YBO has always felt like an ally up to this point, and this definitely looks conspicuously like an attempt to get rid of candy. Such a thing hasn't happened before, so of course turtles are going to be pissed off/worried.

As for the points you made:

The bad photoshopping did bring negative attention, for sure. Just because it was a controversial move by YBO, doesn't mean their motive for doing it wasn't about candy. And anyway, if turtles are right and DD's team is caving to solo demands, all that negative attention from turtles would only serve to publicize to the solos that YBO is doing what solos have asked.

The fact that they didn't seem to discriminate about which numbers to edit out only proves their intent was to eliminate the candy. The number 2 alone isn't that meaningful. The number 3 alone is a bit more meaningful, but not a big deal. The numbers 2 and 3 together are a candy.

It has absolutely nothing to do with the brand wanting the number hidden. All the video and photos from other representatives at the event clearly show the number. If the brand didn't want to associate the number with DD they wouldn't have let him wear the jacket. And it makes no sense for them to be against DD being seen with the number, because his association with it would only make the jacket more valuable in people's eyes.

Of course this is just my opinion.

You're entitled to your own opinion and perspective, but I hope you'll be sensitive to the fact that turtles are hurting right now, and not rub salt in their wounds by downplaying the validity of their feelings. There are plenty of times when turtles overreact to things. It's happened a lot in the past. But you might want to read the room a bit, my friend. Given the removal of CQL from his profile and then the editing of these photos, I think it's very fair to say that this situation is unprecedented in the fandom, and fans are right to be concerned.

Having said that - it's not a time to panic. Panic won't help anything. I've got another post coming about that in a minute so I'll link that here once it's posted.

EDIT:

OK, first of all, here's the link to my post about not panicking.

Second, I think people are taking this post about photoshopping as evidence of YBO being nasty or harming DD. Please don't interpret it that way. As I said in the notes for this post, it's probably more of a good cop/bad cop thing, where DD is still being his normal self and choosing his kadian numbers and showing his candies, while YBO is giving him cover and appeasing solos.

It's entirely possible they're providing cover for DD to his solos, while working with him to show that the candy is being hidden. Maybe the crudeness of the photoshopping was intentional, an act of defiance to draw attention to the removal of the kadian while still providing plausible deniability for solos. We just don't know, so let's give them the benefit of the doubt.

It's likely that YBO are in between a rock and a hard place as well. It's possible DD and YBO are trying to work together to thread the needle between keeping turtles happy and keeping solos happy. Let's not demonize his team. That wasn't my intention here.

#the mysteries of yizhan #ggdd controversies #bxg perspectives #ask

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vivmaek · 2 years

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CAN'T RELATE? Lets explore why

After posting my 4th house series, I noticed a huge uptick in people informing me that they could not relate to this specific placement. Personally, I find it interesting to find a placement that I can’t relate with because I then get to ask my favorite question, “Why?” Not being able to initially relate with an astrological placement does not make it inaccurate, but rather more complex and multi-layered. I couldn’t relate to my big three upon first read, so I’m going to use examples from my own natal chart to show why this is. I then have a short guide that follows.

My Sun and Moon are in Leo, and my Ascendent is in Gemini. I didn’t relate with this because from my understanding, Leo and Gemini are incredibly extraverted signs, and I very much am not. I’d think that someone with these placements wouldn’t have the ability to shut up. At the same time, I associated these placements with being wildly entertaining and popular. Now, don’t get me wrong, when I was a child and young teenager I was often told that I was being “too much.” But at the same time, I’ve always felt overlooked and ignored, and have been told time and time again by others that I am shy and unapproachable.

First, let's look at where Leo and Gemini can be found within my chart.

I have Leo in the third house - This makes sense to me because the one area in which I’ve always been able to gain attention is through writing. I am a parental figure to my sibling, and shined within the classroom during elementary school/middle school.

I have another Gemini placement in Saturn, positioned within the twelfth house - This explains a lot. I think the majority of my introverted qualities come from this placement. My father (who has many Gemini placements btw) was absent and traveling across the world while I was growing up, I had to take on a lot of responsibility at a young age. This also gives me a harsh inner critic, I am really mean to myself during social situations.

Because my Ascendent is in Gemini, we now have to look at my Mercury placements because Gemini is ruled by Mercury.

My Mercury is in Virgo - I think this offers me a sense of practicality and brings me down to earth.

My Mercury is in the fourth house - This is what makes me a homebody. I feel like I am my truest self at home and feel most comfortable here. With my Moon being in Leo (moon rules over the fourth house), I truly do my best creative and intellectual work from home. I express myself the best here, and I do show off the more fun qualities of Leo and Gemini in private rather than public.

Now, let's look at Aspects to my Sun, Moon, Mercury, and Ascendant

My Sun placement has aspects with Mars and Uranus. This may give people reason to think that I am unapproachable.

My Moon is also aspecting both Mars and Uranus, double whammy lol.

My Mercury placement is aspecting all four generational planets. This is going to have a heavy effect upon the light and breezy energy of Mercury.

I also have Mars and Uranus aspecting my Ascendant. People always think I am more intimidating than I actually am, or they expect me to be a mean bully! It honestly hurts my feelings because I try my best to always be kind!

Finally, what are the degrees of my Sun, Moon and Ascendant?

All three placements are on a cusp and placed within the third decan. The energies of my Sun, Moon and Ascendant are going to be more mature so I can finalize important lessons during this lifetime.

A quick guide:

What's the sign? - Take a close look at the sign of said placement. Can it be found within other parts of your natal chart? How many times does it appear?

What planets are ruling over this placement? - Pay attention to house rulership. For example, the fourth house is ruled by the moon. So when looking at your fourth house placement, also think about how that interacts with your moon placement. More information can be found through the planetary rulership of a sign, find that planet in other areas of your natal chart.

Aspects - Look to the aspects of that placement. I have many aspect descriptions posted on my masterlist, if anyone is curious.

Degrees - Degree placements can reveal highly specific lessons and challenges.

(I feel a bit uncomfortable using my own natal chart, but I learn best through example and I know other people do too. I hope seeing how I broke down my own chart is helpful. Otherwise, I hope this guide can help bridge some gaps in relatability. )

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saisons-en-enfer · 6 months

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Personal mental health masterpost:

Hey, so I’m making this post to give some clarity into my situation for anyone that cares so there is a mutual understanding; especially because I tend to spiral in real-time on tumblr

Preface: I know this is my blog but I don’t want that to be a basis for my deflecting the responsibility of my own mental well being onto others and make people suffer because of it, especially because when I’m down I’m extremely avoidant, self-centred, and may be unintentionally callous (no I’m not just saying that lightly, I’ve been in so many situations on tumblr and IRL that I say something that is extremely insensitive but that wasn’t my intent leading to so many “sha you can’t say no one cares I’m talking to you/sitting here with you how can you say that”) and I need to also own up to that and admit that sometimes my feelings are false and my thought process is jagged

I’ve hurt someone that is really important to me on here multiple times over this and sadly but deservedly they will never be in my life again (though they will always be important to me). I don't want this to be an insincere "I'm sorry I was wrong, please forgive me" but rather to come clean and say that it has happened and I just want to make sure I take actions so that no one who cares about me on here will ever go through the same situation with me; I love the connections I have tumblr beyond words so it's time I act as such

The crux of my dilemma: as I'm sure you all know, I don't desire much to be alive for multiple reasons that I wont get into, and I cant really end my life because I am practically unable to inflict such harm onto other people just because I'm having a hard time. I have exhibited suicidal behaviours irl numerous times but each time I either went through it successfully with coping, asking for help (usually on tumblr), and if worse comes to worst asking to be hospitalized (which happened 6 months ago after I lost my job). It's complicated to talk about so feel free to send asks or DMs if you want to know more, I do exhibit suicidal behaviours on here (by talking or implying how much I don't want to be alive and saying that I'm in unbearable pain, both of which are true) but I seldom think I'm a danger to myself. I would say I have more suicidal ideations (henceforth SI) than behaviours.

I was first diagnosed with depression when I was 21, by 24 I was diagnosed with major depression (clinical) along with GAD, OCD (obsessive in negative thinking), later at 26 with ADHD, and, last year with a mood disorder (yet to be configured, consensus right now is that it is just very unstable mood)

The mood instability is important to highlight because I can pretty much show you days in which my posts go from cheery to mellow throughout the course of a single day.

Tumblr to me is a very personal and emotional scrapbook, when my mood crashes or i get triggered by something, and go on an SI spiral, first thing that happens is that i panic really hard especially because I get caught in the trap of "oh I have to live again tomorrow and experience all of this again and live my life with this mind" and when I'm in that trail of thought, shit goes south real fast and I start having physiological symptoms; I can't breathe properly, I get chills etc. so it's either I sit with those feelings by myself (because I'm not brave enough and trust many people IRL to seek help; something I'm working on) or, I release it onto here as posts. I know it's odd but in my mind having a breakdown in public (similar to my tumblr outbursts) is more helpful in that people either ignore you in which case you will have sense to know that there is none but yourself that can bring you up in which case you pull yourself together and move forward, or people do take notice and show kindness and support and help you fight your way through to see another day. Whatever the case, at least your not weeping alone so to speak. It sounds callous and even attention seeking but i don’t believe it’s inherently wrong, it’s a call for help.

The attention seeking part of it I concede my approach is terrible and I’m such an asshole for constantly firing from the hip with saying shit like “I don’t want to be alive, Im better off dead” and other things of the same ilk no matter how much I mean it and feel the depth of those words so closely. I will be better; when I’m emotional I’m not rational so I don’t do what I always do, step back and think am I approaching this person correctly. My cousin told me “if you’re having a hard time, than don’t say things like that to freak me out… say hey K I’m a bit sad today, I need a hug, I need some love, I need to get out of my head a little”

I'm taking mood stabilizers twice a day, whilst this has been deemed to be enough since I tend to have a strong outward facade and keep composed if my mood falters until I'm alone in my room and my interactions with people irl has been functional, I fear it's not enough and I may have to bring it up even though it means more meds (which btw coincidentally my mother just walked in my room reminding my of my next psychiatrist appointment soon). It's just very hard to bring up my tumblr behaviour up in therapy because as soon as I'm honest about my posting, they will just want to hospitalize me... it's not conceivable in most people's minds that yes I dont wish to be alive but I don't necessarily want to kill myself.

Which brings me to this part regarding my etiquette on tumblr:

All text posts pertaining to my mental health, should it imply SI I will tag as "SI posting"

I will NOT be tagging really sad songs as of now, but I can certainly do that if people would like me to

When I post something concerning you can choose to ignore me altogether if you'd like I will not hold it against anyone or be upset or fall prey to the line of thinking that "no one cares" because I know beyond a doubt that people actually DO care

If you do see such a post and want to help me genuinely, interacting with the post (like or comment or whatever) however small helps me so much and makes me feel so much less alone and gives me strength to push through

You can also start a conversation with me and talk about anything at all that also gets my mind off of things

I promise ill try my hardest to just ask for support instead of just posting extremely concerning text posts

EDIT: im also open and welcome any suggestions people may have on this matter and how I can be better

I keep my promises very seriously and just over a week ago I promised someone I really care about that I will try and be better and I very much intend to do that.

Thank you so much for patience and kindness and just not giving up on me when at times I've given you ample reasons to do so, I love you so much

Much love

#im so fucking sorry i let you down for years I.#you deserved so much better #I will always cherish the kindness compassion and patience you showed to me #even though I was undeserving of it #I wish you the fucking best in the world i really do with my whole heart #and in idle moments I will always take time and send you positive energy in my mind #and i would give everything so that you would truly feel everything you ever wanted in life even if it is for a moment

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2000scnt · 1 year

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You can love me…but you will hate me too.

•Miles Fairchild mini series.

Never actually posted on here before but this will be my first time and with that I will be posting a short story based on Miles Fairchild, the love of my life<3 loosely going along with the plot of ‘the turning’ Kind of forgot the movie BUT LETS GOOO. Also, I RARELY find good stories of this beloved Finn character, but I digress. Moving along!

//warning/ nsfw// violence, profanity, sexual situations// please be respectful.

•Chapter 1•

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It was a cold foggy Friday morning. The air was crisp and unforgiving as Madeline breathed out warm puffs, it made her look like a dragon as she smiled to herself in amazement. She wasn’t used to the cold, she was from the sunny state of California. She did have a childlike peculiarity only when she was alone or comfortable enough with another person. The smallest thing as seeing her exhales make small clouds was most intriguing.

Madeline inhaled deeply letting the cold sting her lungs. She coughed out quickly. “Jesus.” She swallowed hard and turned to walk towards her first class. The grounds of her private school here in Rochester, New Hampshire was grand and impressive, but still your typical rich kid palace. The brick, the beautiful archways, and dazzling open grounds that was more lively during the spring. Bountiful flowers and greenery. But during the fall and winter, it was just grey and wet from the rain. Yes, the grass was more green and vibrant in color from the rain, but as you know, Madeline missed home and the spring was what most brought her closer to it.

To explain a little more, the teen was sent away by her parents for not being able to fit in regular public school. Madeline’s parents were beyond loaded. Her father was a huge deal in New York and Los Angeles as a big time attorney. Her mother was a screen writer for movies and such, mostly films about women empowerment and positions of dominance and privilege of men in the world. The year was 1994 and times were changing just as her mom was. Which seemed ironic seeing as her husband was held at the upmost position just for being an executive asshole. But that’s not what this is about.

Madeline was getting badly bullied in her old school in California for being a rich kid and which brought on a bad attitude. She hated being called rich kid but she also understood why others hated her for it. Everything was handed to her in a silver platter but it’s not like she asked to be born into it. She caused fights unintentionally as she would say. Her parents felt she was disconnecting from the world and becoming an unsociable outcast and ruining their reputation by constantly rebelling, they couldn’t have that. So, with their big dollars they sent her across the country to feel even more disconnected. There was the comfort of her father being close enough in New York for visits and such but her dad had no idea how to talk to his own daughter, so how much comfort could he bring.

Madeline’s slick black shoes clicked against the stone floors as she continued towards a large double door entrance leading into the grand foyer of the building. There was only around 500 students in their school, the outside looked like a castle but the inside was definitely more cozy but still classy. She struggled to pull the heavy oak door open but eventually was able to slither in. The door thumbed closed behind her as she quickly scurried across the parquet flooring. Her shoes now making a squeaking sound with her fast pace.

Her first class was Physics and she was running late, had she been paying attention to her watch she would’ve realized her break was over 7 minutes before. This is how she was, always late and always careless, sometimes thoughtless. Her parents always scolded her for having her head in the clouds but sometimes she had a lot on her mind, so when it finally went silent she would just go on autopilot.

The day was finally friday, she had no assignments due but to study and then she would have the weekend off. Her father was planning to pick her up and take her up to New York to ‘hang out’ as he’d say, but that was just her in his penthouse on the 56th floor waiting for him to get home and only being allowed to take the car to SAKS FIFTH, get takeout or take a walk in the park with security supervision. Didn’t seem all that fun but being able to leave this dreadful place was good enough for her.

Unfortunately for Madeline, school here in the east coast was no different. She still barely had any friends and was still getting bullied for being ‘weird’. She tried to be friendly and nice but with these bratty kids it didn’t last long. What was she doing wrong? It’s not like she was amazingly beautiful where they could be jealous? Or that she was more loaded than they were? Or that she was being rude or mean? Cause that was definitely not the truth unless they had it coming. No, she was just quiet and tried to keep to herself. Although it was no different here, she was still excelling in the curriculum and just wanted to stay out of trouble this time. Not let her anger get the best of her, again… and maybe just make her parents proud. Even if this felt like a prison.

Madeline’s watch beeped again as she was now 13 minutes late for class. She groaned and smacked her head against her palm and began to sprint down the hallway. The paintings on the walls of men and woman looking at her in disappointment to her tardiness. Her slightly short plaid skirt of maroon and navy flapped against her tan legs. Thankfully, Madeline was able to keep her tan even though she’s been here for a full year. It contrasted well with her light caramel hair. Her dark features coming from her mothers side, natives of Arizona who migrated from the reserves. Sometimes her mother would take her to visit her cousins and aunts who still lived on the reservations, but as she got older the less her mother felt the need to try and stay close to her roots. Although, it was like the more successful she got she didn’t want to associate with them anymore, it angered Madeline but her mother forbid her from visiting with the excuse that she was too young to go alone. Besides her uncanny resemblance to her mother, one thing she got from her father was her dark blue eyes. They were cold and deep and seemed odd against her Sunkist skin tone.

Madeline huffed and puffed as she ran down the hallway. Passing multiple open doors. Catching students attention. She quickly looked back down at her watch to see two minutes had passed. “Why do these hallways have to be so damn long!” She heaved as she looked back up again only to come to a screeching holt. Although, it didn’t help her much because she still collided with a standing figure who had stopped to pick up a pencil from the floor.

Madeline felt as though she had fallen onto a wooden plank as they both fell onto the cold hard floor. The person groaned in pain as he had taken most of the fall with his back. She barely had time to recover when a booming voice yelled out. “What the fuck! Watch where you’re going you cow!” Madeline gasped in surprise when she realized it was miles, Miles Fairchild. The miles Fairchild. The kids parents who’d recently died in a crash. The kid who’s been causing trouble and being the tortured loner. Wait- forget that, did he just call me a cow?

Madeline quickly climbed off him and sat down on the floor to shake off the dizziness. Miles stood up slowly and dusted his uniform off. His vest was spotless and his navy jacket was not even creased. He always kept himself at his best. His dark alluring curls were perfectly untouched and his pale skin was flawless like a vampire. His dark stoic eyes stared down at Madeline like she was a piece of trash. His bright red lips pursed in disgust. His freckled nose wiggled slightly as though he smelled something rancid in the air.

Madeline anticipated his response in slight fear. Miles was definitely a golden boy, handsome, popular, and cleverly smart. But he was definitely an ass. He intimidated everyone and was a bully when he was bored. He frightened everyone, especially lately, after his parents. He was mean for sport now.

Madeline expected him to stomp on her or spit and curse her name. What he did next was definitely unexpected. He leaned down slowly holding eye contact with her. His dark eyes held something in them that Madeline couldn’t read. Suddenly he reached his hand out to her. He wanted to help her up. Madeline smiled slightly. Miles stilled as he stared back at her eyes. They were like the deep blue sea, mysterious and it seemed to almost swallow him up. She was entrancing with her long dark lashes, but he was quick to snap out of it. Who was this nobody? He thought. Madeline softly grabbed his awaiting hand and he slowly pulled her up. He brought her close to his chest which made her cautiously bring a hand up to his chest to bring some kind of space between them. She gulped, she’d never been this close to a boy. Besides that, what the hell was he doing?

Miles stood like that for a minute with his eyes closed before slightly moving his head into the crook of her neck. He rubbed his nose up slowly and breathed her in. Madeline was frozen. This is beyond my comprehension? How do I even handle this? She questioned. He then moved up and that’s when Madeline felt his oddly cold lips rub against the rim of her ear. He sucked in a breath and sighed. “You smell like a cheap whore.” He whispered with a chuckle.

Madeline fell back onto the ground as he had pushed her back down. She hissed in pain from the brute force he had used. This is what you get for falling for it. All boys are the same. He walked past her swiftly with a couple more chuckles under his breath. She whipped her head around to say something but he was already too far down the hallway looking at her with cold disgust and then quickly turning the corner. “Fucking asshole!” Madeline seethed as she slammed her palm against the floor. Her wrist folded weirdly and she quickly pulled it against her chest in pain. She rolled her eyes, nice move idiot..

*Hope you enjoyed! Keep going!*

#miles fairchild #the turning #enemies to lovers #smut #miniseries #miles x reader #scary #finn wolfhard #fanfic #readthis #fypシ #romance #dark aesthetic #fanfiction #love me #love #the turning x reader

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wondero28 · 1 year

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4*Town with an S/O who’s shy or introverted

Repost Edit: another popular post! I honestly forgot i had this one pff

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Robaire

- Robaire, as to be expected in a leader, always tries his best to understand when you’re not feeling up to socializing with others. Genuinely, for his S/O he doesn’t mind taking over in conversations for most instances if you start to close up. He’ll try to avoid speaking for you per say- but he’ll definitely try to divert attention away from you if you start to show signs of being overwhelmed/uncomfortable in the interaction

- Speaking of- Robaire is the absolute best at picking up on your small body language. Whether its you starting to fiddle with pieces of your clothes, shift back n forth, or zone out- Robaire is going to notice & adjust accordingly

- Truthfully, Robaire has a pretty drained social battery himself a lot of days (being the leader of a boyband & whatnot, it takes a lot out of you). So he’ll often take you away somewhere separate from the crowd or band where the both of you can relax. If you’re feeling anxious or overwhelmed, he’s the absolute best at helping you release tension & loosen up

- I feel like some of his favorite ways to get you to loosen up are of course physical affection: peppering kisses on your face/hands, holding hands/linking arms, and dancing. If not just getting you some of your favorite foods or taking you out to eat whenever the two of you have the time. (Man is a king at small gestures though- he’s busy & tries his best)

- Despite his understanding of you being shy or introverted, he is still going to encourage you to socialize a bit. Definitely with his band mates and on occasion family. If your relationship with him is public he wont force you out with him often if you aren’t happy about it, but he does REALLY appreciate your support & company when he’s out. He loves bringing you with him and sharing his time with you- because otherwise he has to go without you A LOT.

- If your relationship with him is secret- he just encourages you to have fun with the band most often, and encourages you to go out with your own friends or family. He’d never force you into the spotlight when you guys aren’t ready for that in your relationship yet

- Moving on from that- Robaire is just generally a sweet and understanding boyfriend. He tries to not push for time with you if you really need some alone time but hes not going to be far. Anytime he has free time he’s using it to spend with you & hear from you

- And when he does hear from you? When you start to open up about your day & talk with him? Man has heart eyes. He’s absolutely smitten with you & when you talk his full attention snaps on you. He ALWAYS stops to listen & will sit/listen patiently

- And if you’re shy or introverted around others but not him? The man is on cloud 9 seeing you light up & start to be yourself. It makes his heart swell- he feels so special! And he makes sure to tell you that with cheesy, over-romantic thank you’s

- Overall? Great boyfriend for a shy or introverted S/O

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Jesse

- Jesse with a shy & introverted S/O? No worries, he’s got you handled. The man is a simp & he will do literally anything he needs to help you relax & feel at ease. He’s a flirty guy but he’s still a parent friend for the group & for you.

- If you’re shy, he honestly probably speaks for you a little TOO much when he’s around. Not in a bad way- but in a way that you could become codependent on him & him not really mind or notice at first. He’ll probably try to encourage you if it starts to cause more harm then good for you, or if others point it out to him. Otherwise, your simp Jesse is here to protect you from awkward or difficult social situations

- (he really likes the attention)

- If you’re introverted as opposed to being real shy, he doesn’t mind. He feels special when you open up around him & when the two of you are alone he’s giddy and excited to be granted your time. You can always tell because he lights up with a smile

- Going back to the flirty guy thing though, he definitely teases & flirts with you a lot regardless of how long you two have been together. And it is his goal every day to get you to smile or laugh with his effort, he thinks those things are absolutely amazing about you. If you ever point out how hard he tries- he’ll just make a dramatic claim that your smile is what keeps his heart beating (ofc with a bit of an embarrassed blush)

- When it comes to his busy work life & having you in the public eye? He’s unsurprisingly careful. Despite loving attention from media, he’s very secretive about his personal life (therefore he’s secretive about you). He of course wants to bring you out in public spaces & spend quality time with you, but the second paparazzi or fans start becoming a problem?? Jesse is trying to get you away from the situation or trying to take focus away from you. Unless you sit down & really have a heart to heart with him about going public with your relationship, he’s going to do his best to keep it out of the public eye

- And thats of course not out of shame! He adores you, he’s just scared that with an S/O whos shy or introverted- that you may get scared and leave the relationship if the public’s attention is too much. He’s a bit overprotective & over cautious in that sense. He’s deathly afraid of loosing someone as wonderful as you 🥺 (aint gonna catch him saying that though- not unless you ask)

- But your relationship IS public? The man is proudly showing you off to everyone! He won’t push you to speak too much or attend events unless you want to- but he’s an absolute simp on social media for you. The fans go absolutely wild & make fun of him for it but he has no shame or regrets. You’re the love of his life & literally everyone knows it like 2 hours after y’all go public

- Overall? A pretty good boyfriend for a shy or introverted S/O (a little overbearing- but he can learn)

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Tae Young

- Tae with a Shy or Introverted S/O is absolutely precious. Similarly to Robaire Tae Young has 0 problems with you not wanting to speak in public spaces & will do whatever he can to help! He doesn’t generally speak for you, not unless it’s something the both of you discussed prior (ex: he’s always willing to order stuff for you at restaurants or cafés if you let him know what you want) but Tae always tries to keep attention away from you if he notices you’re feeling uncomfortable

- Speaking of his attention to detail- Tae Young isn’t always the best at noticing if you’re upset so he tries to set up an easy way for you to wordlessly let him know you need help! It’s probably something simple, like a short double tap on his arm or hand. He’ll get the memo & quickly come to your rescue!! And if for whatever reason he cant get someone’s attention away from you, he’ll make a little excuse to drag you away for a few minutes so he can help you out!

- Tae Young likes having systems like that I imagine

- To help you ease up, Tae Young probably gets you snacks you enjoy. Eating always helps him wind down, and he LOVES getting to just sit down with you & chatter away while y’all snack. Its a common date between the two of you! And if you’re feeling to stressed or upset to eat- then Tae simply offers you affection. His affections range from the most wonderful & warm hugs, to a face covered in little butterfly kisses! He’s especially gentle and loving towards you when you’re stressed & its adorable because you both end up giggling between all his lovings

- If you’re more shy, Tae Young does his best to encourage and push you to explore. He’ll bring you along with him to hang out with his band mates, he tries his best to help you be good friends with them. And of course he brings you with him when he goes to care for doves & other birds at the Avian Rehabilitation Center. You don’t have to interact TOO much, he’ll help you work it up slowly & absolutely adores when you start to open up to others. Watching you smile & laugh with the band or with other workers at the center just makes Tae’s heart flutter 🥺. You always look so wonderful when you start being yourself (he will give you so many kisses & so much praise every time you return from an outing too)

- If you’re more introverted as opposed to being shy- then Tae Young may have a bit of a hard time understanding at first. He tries to encourage you like if you were shy- but you aren’t. You may have to explain that you just aren’t a people person. He’ll try to understand & doesnt mind much. He always deflates a little if you say you don’t want to attend something with him & the guys, but he doesn’t push on it much. By the time he comes back he’s always over it & greeting you with love & affection

- Also you choosing HIM to be a person you open up around?? Makes him float in the clouds. He’s ALWAYS honored to have your time and attention and love. Tae feels like hes ✨the chosen one✨ & its such a confidence booster. He always feels good after time with you

- When it comes to publicity, Tae Young us going to do whatever you want if he can help it. He’s of course worried about any publicity on you (he doesn’t want you overwhelmed) but he’s by no means ashamed. He tries very hard to keep you secret if you aren’t ready, and 100% has his bandmates help. They will craft silly little lies to keep it all secret if they need (like oh this is just T’s adoptive sibling). And if you are public about the relationship? Tae checks in on you regularly to make sure nothing is too overwhelming. And with your permission will brag about you to his fans & post photos of you to his social medias. The fans love ‘protective tae’ because he acts real tough for you!! He must protect his love from a drained social battery!!

- Overall Tae Young is a very sweet lover for a shy or introverted S/O. He could probably be a little less clingy but its a small & lovable flaw

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Aaron T.

- Ok so you’re shy and/or introverted- but magically you have found yourself being with someone who is a definition of the word ‘Extrovert’. However, despite this, T is really good at helping introverted & shy people out! After all, his bestie (Z) is a bit shy himself! T is going to take care of you no problem!!

- I imagine T is a bit of a chatter box & has 0 problems talking for you if you dont feel up to the task! Unlike Jesse however, T is really good at giving you a foot in on the conversation. Usually nothing too big that would cause stress, but he’ll just be chattering & chattering & every so often he’ll ask you for confirmation on something! That way you can give a simple nod, explain briefly, or hop in the conversation if you want. And because he’s the comedian of the band, he has little to no issue in taking the spotlight

- He has a hard time noticing when you’re starting to get nervous in the beginning of your relationship. But as time goes on T becomes a master in understanding your tiny body language! Tiny shifting back in forth, messing with fabric, awkwardly & slowly scooting away- just whatever you do T will notice. And when he does?? Theres 2 types of reactions. Action 1 is that he removes you from the situation all together, he’ll randomly excuse himself to the bathroom & insist you come with him (which has earned some weird looks). Action 2 is that he simply starts being funny or annoying to distract everyone✨ hes very good at both

- Also in Action 1 when you both visit the bathroom- once you’re inside he’ll gently hold your face n give you a big grinning kiss! He’s not going to let you leave until you smile or laugh so be prepared for a long of gentle pecks on the cheeks & loving back/side rubs

- To get you to relax T can do many things, but his favorite is to dance and sing with you. He has a low singing voice (he’s the bass afterall) and he will quietly hum and sing to you while holding a hand and having his other arm around your waist. If you’re both in private he’ll sing much louder & try to get you grooving with him!In public he’ll just gently spin you around and plant a kiss on your hand between his mumbled serenades. All to get you to laugh & smile💜. If you’re really not in the mood though, he’s always willing to hold your hand & give you a good hug where he just squeezes the life out of you

- If you’re shy? He’s your hype man! Just like with Z! T will do his best to encourage you to get out more & meet more people. You of course are well aquatinted with the band & are probably drug along with him to numerous rehearsals & meet-ups. He feels so at ease with you by his side too, the band absolutely loves having you around because you help T focus & unwind a bit. If you’re introverted- T can be a bit annoying. He’s bad at not spending time with you. He’s of course not trying to smother you! If you tell him he is- he’ll act like a kicked puppy but he completely understands & gives you space (he gets more used to you needing you time as your relationship progresses). And like the others- he always cherishes your time. He loves you, he lets you know that. He tells you frequently tiny things he adores about you, your smile, your laugh, the way you move when you’re excited etc.

- When it comes to publicity- im ngl, there’s no way the public doesn’t know you exist. He doesn’t at all mind keeping details about you secret but there’s no way this boy wasn’t BEAMING the day you two officially started dating. He accidentally told the band & probably accidentally blurted it out when a reporter asked. He definitely feels embarrassed afterwards & apologized to you profusely- but he was still so giddy to have you in his life. And if you’re comfortable with publicity- well you both get a HUGE BUNDLE of fans making fan content. Cause T will do SO MANY THINGS with you & post them. Hes a professional simp on social media & fans will simp with him for you

- Also T simping in private involves but us not limited to: him singing to you about how amazing you looked that day, him telling you how good you did at a meet up, him complimenting your smile or your eyes, him gently bonking his head against yours and babbling to you about how much he loves you & how happy you make him

- Overall?? A pretty great BF for someone who’s shy or introverted. He’s got a lot of energy which can be a little much- but he’s perfect otherwise

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Aaron Z.

- You’re shy and/or introverted?? Well haha hey- guess what- Z is both shy AND introverted! It sounds great- and i suppose for you it is, but its definitely a little awkward at first. He’s very protective over you, you have scary dog privileges with your BF Z around (And if you’re a scary person?? Well then hey- yall are a scary looking duo💜)

- So for starters, yes, Z is going to be VERY protective & understanding to your issue(s) with socializing. He’s felt & dealt with plenty of similar issues & he wants to keep you ‘safe’. And in his mind, safe means happy. He knows what its like to be kind of scared & uncomfortable or just generally drained from social situations. And he DOESN’T want you to ever feel like that. He knows he can’t always fix everything but he’ll try his damn hardest to. Especially for you

- In a lot of social settings, if you’re both there, chances are he’s very close to you & has his eyes on you the entire time (this has definitely gotten attention from paparazzi). He’s going to notice when you’re starting to get tired or stressed, and he’s going to do whatever he can to push past his own shyness for you. He hates having the spotlight but he wont hesitate to take it away from you if you need. And he has no hesitation when it comes to having to speak for you if you need, he’ll order food & drinks for you, he’ll tell paparazzi to buzz off, he’ll do whatever you want him to

- This definitely stresses him out- but its always worth it whenever you end up thanking him for it. Give him a gentle hand squeeze & he feels strong enough to do anything

- In all honesty Z probably has a talk with T & gets his buddy to help out. T will be the only one in the band who you ABSOLUTELY have to know. Otherwise- as far as publicity goes- you can be secret for as long as you want. You DONT have to meet his band mates until You’re ready. It kind of breaks his heart but he’s honestly not able to force you to do much of anything. Hes a tiiiiny bit of an enabler for your introvertedness & shyness. T is probably a better influence when it comes to breaking out of anti-social hanits.

- But!! He’ll keep you perfectly hidden away from public eye & wont ever really force you to join him on his band’s misadventures if you dont want to go. Whenever the two of you decide you’re both ready to go public, his fans are pleasantly surprised. You’re the first good look at seeing what Z is REALLY like. Which isn’t a stoic, athletic bad boy- but rather a very playful & very loving boyfriend whos a chatterbox. You’re definitely a couple who gets cute compilations made by fans.

- Speaking of him being a chatterbox- I imagine the both of you are a breath of fresh air for each other once y’all open up. You can really be yourself around him, and he can genuinely be himself around you. He’s not stoic- he’s cuddly and loving. And he loves to wrap his arms up under your armpits & squeeze you into big hugs! And he’s a way bigger fan of kissing then you initially knew- they aren’t little pecks on the cheek either. He gives you very passionate smooches on the mouth everyday to remind you he loves you

- And to help you unwind, he enjoys holding you and just relaxing in silence. Whether Youre bigger or smaller he’ll have you lay on him & just let you rest in his arms while he rubs your back. The two of you can share a comfortable & lazy silence or chatter away your stress. He doesn’t care- he just wants you to be with him

- Overall, I think Z is a wonderful boyfriend for someone shy or introverted. He’s protective & a definite enabler of shy or anti-social behavior, but he always handles the problems for you. He’ll do whatever he needs

#4town #4town aaron t #4town aaron z #4town imagines #4town jesse #4town robaire #4town taeyoung #4town x reader #4townie

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astrovian · 2 years

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Howdy! I know that Richard recently admitted to being gay and I also know he is dating the same man he was dating 3 years ago. Do you think at any point in time Richard will make an appearance with his SO in tow?

Howdy! 🤠 This started off as a short answer then turned into a long one so I apologise in advance lmao

To be honest, I'm not sure I would call him gay... just because we don't know for sure what he actually identifies as. He has admitted to 'coming out' but what he has come out as is still on the table 🤔 I say this mainly because we know he has had public relationships with women in the past - so my guess is possibly either bi or pan? But he may just identify as gay! Who even knows 🤷‍♀️

I say this with the caveat that I don't really care to speculate much on this topic (despite just speculating lmao I'm so sorry RA) but also as a bi person imo I would love it if someone I really respected like him was too so I like to imagine he might be - so sue me

As to whether we're likely to see him appearing with his SO in tow, I think likely not... at least not for another five to ten years when he reaches a point when he 100% just really doesn't give a shit anymore 😂

Even five years ago we wouldn't have gotten a frank admission like he gave in that interview, so it's kind of a 'give him time' situation and we might get more of a peek behind the curtain... but I for sure wouldn't feel confident about it happening any time soon

The reason for my doubt is that at this stage if he's willing to discuss his partnership/sexuality (even briefly) in interviews then I would hazard a guess that his reason for not revealing a potential SO isn't because he's concerned about the press he'll personally receive - he's past that point in his career (especially now he's started White Boar Films)

I imagine that any concern he has re: publicly announcing a SO is more to do with concern about the impact that interest from the press (and fans) will have on an SO's life - which is 1000% understandable

Because he's made his personal/public boundaries very clear, I make a point of not digging at all into the 'who' of any potential relationships, or even scanning for clues or rumours to see if he is currently seeing someone beyond what he openly gives us in interviews, social media posts etc. (which is why I personally wouldn't put money on how long he may or may not have been with a potential current SO) which means that until I hear it from the horses' mouth I won't believe it or look further...

So as a result I also have no idea if his SO is someone in the public eye already (or if they are, to what degree) - but even if they are... why would you bring the attention of the paparazzi and bunch of nosey fans to someone you love when they both clearly value their privacy?

The only real scenario I can see where he takes a SO to a public appearance (and feel free to prove me wrong RA), is that in about five years+ time he might take his SO to a White Boar Films premiere where he is not acting in the film/show & is not directing... a premiere where he's not the main focus of attention at all and can (as much he can really anyway) slip into the background a bit

(I also just like to imagine that he's a sneaky, sneaky lad who on occasion takes his SO to things like theatre press nights... but just arrive and leave separately/get up to other hijinks to keep eyes off the two of them 😉)

#richard armitage #asks

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felixcosm · 2 years

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Proof that @fferthe is Kevan Neil (https://vk.com/neil_e4).

⚠ (Updated)

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Fferthe = fourth_e (which is his twitter handle and what he uses to sign his art with) It makes sense now that I look at it and I feel silly for not realizing what the url stands for earlier. Someone else figured it out though!

Kevan’s vk url is neil_e4

More proof down below but with cut because it’s picture heavy.

I don’t know why he’s lying, but everyone Esfer and I talked confirm that it is the same person, even one of the admins of one of the TSP groups on VK.

If he was convinced that he is innocent, it would be no issue to come forward and admit he is the same person on both sites, however lying about it just makes him look more guilty.

But this isn’t a call out post for Kevan, nor is it an attempt to cancel him or harass him the same way he did to Esfer. These posts and replies are only to bring two sides to the story and clarify the whole situation, not to start another witch hunt.

Kevan, trying to avoid responsibility for doing something which you try to bully someone else over is hypocritical and lacks character.

You’ve made changes to your reposts after the pulic reply, which is great that you listened, but at the same time you paint Esfer in a negative light because she removed posts after the same issue was made aware.

You said I spend time digging for holes in your replies when you do the same thing.

You say you want to protect artist’s rights while at the same time you disregard them

With every explanation comes an excuse and so forth, so on. We can argue forever and compare screenshots and timestamps but it’s rather pointless and a waste of both our energy.

I don’t know if you’ve simply fed off the drama you caused, wanted a bit of attention and recognition from a fandom you’re a part of, or if you felt wronged by Esfer for some reason or another and felt you had to lash out instead of solving this in a civil manner.

I advise you to rethink how you approach people (even if it’s the internet) and realize that stirring up fights is not worth the trouble in the end because eventually people are going to take closer looks at your flaws too.

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the original screenshots (used with permission) are from the admin of the meme group

They were vaguely threatened by Kevan with bot raids as well

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Public profiles on vk and another site are very similar

+ you already know his involvement in the TSP fandom

+ Kevan is a deltarune fan as well

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Posting the same memes

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Uploading posts he liked on Twitter to vk

Or to Kevan Neil’s content storage group

There’s a bunch of screenshots and chat messages I didn’t include but I think that’s enough for now.

Thanks to the unnamed person who helped gather the screenshots and to Esfer for helping me with translating what things meant.

#fferthe #kevan neil #esfer #drama #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #the other replies are on my account under the tag drama #i figured just reposting the replies i already gave is pointless #my inbox is always open for questions and such

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getvalentined · 2 years

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PSA That I Shouldn't Have To Make: If Person A goes public with how they've been abused long-term by an outside party, and your friend Person B has lied so viciously about them that they have people claiming Person A is an abuser in the comments on the post detailing how they suffered, you should care.

I'm Person A, by the way. A friend gave me some very disappointing information about an exchange they had with an acquaintance of mine, someone I believed was just unaware of the situation. It's not like I bring it up with people I'm not reasonably close to, so I assumed they just didn't know.

See, I like to think that most of the time, when someone associates closely with someone like Person B, it's because they just don't know. If they knew, I reason to myself, they would care, and they wouldn't associate with them.

I keep getting proven wrong.

No lie, it hurts pretty badly. Almost as much as seeing someone call me an abusive liar in the comments of a QRT/reblog from when I finally pulled the sheet off and laid bare the abuse I'd been going through with my ex. (Not quite that bad, but honestly it's pretty close.)

Most people are good. I have to keep believing that. There are just a lot more people than I want to think about who believe that "neutrality" in a situation like this somehow isn't just siding with the abuser.

But the thing is, "neutrality" in abuse situations where you are not ignorant of what happened is always on the side of the abuser. Always. Even if you don't know them, even if you don't like them. If you don't think it matters when someone you do know and do like calls another person an abuser in the same conversation where that person came out as a victim of abuse, you're not just siding with your friend—you're siding with the abuser.

It's been months and this still haunts me. It still makes me sick. I think about it every fucking day and I probably will for a very long time. Because for some indiscernible reason, some fandom bullshit that I was only remotely involved in because someone jumped to the wrong conclusions was deserving not only declaring me abusive, but of doing so in public, on a post about the real abuse that I had been experiencing with increasingly intensity for over a year.

It took me most of that year to even admit to myself that I was being abused at all, and months after that to tell anyone aside from literally a half-dozen people. When I went public with it, my hands were shaking, my eyes wouldn't focus, I could barely breathe. My heart was pounding so hard I couldn't hear anything else. I was so scared I thought I might have a heart attack.

But yeah, sure, this thing I didn't do to someone I was never friends with was the appropriate response to all that.

This is like standing in the hall outside a hospital room after someone finally went to get medical attention after hours of constant physical assault, very loudly talking to a friend of the victim, and saying "Yeah I don't talk to the patient, she beat up a friend of mine. I don't know why she's in the hospital, and I'm not going to check, but I'm really sorry that you know her."

And then after the fact, a different friend of the victim sees someone they know interacting with the person who started the claim that the victim was abusive in the first place. This friend tells that other person what happened, and that person responds only with "That's none of my business."

Yes it is. The company you keep speaks volumes about your own character, and when you say "that's none of my business" you're saying so much more.

You are saying "I don't care that my friend lied about an abuse victim, I don't know them so it doesn't matter to me that my friend's lies led to the victim being accused of abuse when they finally got out."

You are saying "I would prefer to be friends with someone who lies to accuse abuse victims of lying and abusing others—someone who seems to have encouraged their friends to re-traumatize a victim of abuse with these accusations—rather than think for one second that someone I like might not be a very good person."

You are saying "Abuse is fine as long as it doesn't happen to people I like, and it's okay to lie about it if you really don't like the person who was actually abused."

It is absolutely your fucking business, and by saying it's not, you've declared yourself in favor of the abuser.

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mari-on-dragonspine · 2 years

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This is the first story I post here, based on Genshin Impact's ship Ayato x Thoma.

It's aimed at an adult public, so before reading, mind that it contains:

⚠️ EXPLICIT ADULT CONTENT

⚠️ mlm

⚠️ Curse words

Do not repost pls ><

As Thoma was joining the Traveler and his masters at the irodori festival, he suddenly felt a chill down his spine. Something felt wrong that day, but why? Did he forget to do the laundry? Or maybe he didn't water his plants? No, nothing of this kind. Thoma was an excellent housekeeper and he just grew to accept that because Master Ayato never failed to tell him. He would make sure Thoma was listening when praising him, no matter if he was in a meeting with the other members of the guild or if it was a more private situation..

Thoma shook his head vehemently as he found himself on the road to Ritou. A gentle breeze was bringing the sweet flavor of the sakura blooms and exotic food, along with laughters of joy. When was the last time he had heard so many again?

"Oh Thoma. Welcome"

Ayato was standing there, drinking his Bubble Tea, while Ayaka and Traveler were laughing at Paimon for dirting her mouth with some food from Liyue. She really missed the spicy foods from there during their journey in Inazuma and she failed to hide it. Thoma chuckled a bit and got everyone's attention.

- Ohh, it's Thoma! Don't.. Don't look at Paimon like that! -, she said in a loud voice, as the Traveler handed her a napkin. They then turned to greet him properly.

- Hi Thoma. How have you been? -

- Everything is fine, thank you for asking. Life is quite busy at Kamisato Estate, but we can manage. -

- Thoma is the best housekeeper of Inazuma after all -, added ayaka in a quiet voice, as Ayato loudly sucked from his straw. Thoma was too focused on the bright scene before him to notice his master's feral sight on his body - his composed posture, shredded arms and round ass.

Thoma could barely say another line before he felt ayato's breath on his neck. He was ready to beg him to stop, since they were in public, but he suddenly pulled apart and patted his shoulder.

- Right, Thoma. I was planning on treating everyone, but I left my wallet at the estate. Could you please go grab it for me? -

Thoma was really surprised - it was rare for his master to forget something, let alone his money. But he agreed and immediately went on his way back. He didn't even try to oppose his master's will or ask the Traveler to go in his stance. The truth was that Ayato's sharp eyes letf an invisible mark on him, a special mark only for him.

He ran in order to arrive earlier, but the odd feeling didn't vanish at all. There was something more. There must have been. And indeed there was: seated in ayato's place, there was a glowy shadow. Thoma reached out for his weapon first, but after giving it a better glance he found out it wasn't a shadow. It was his master's water copy. Thoma sighed eavily and let his polearm slide on the walls - perhaps it was a weird experiment of his. He approached the copy without caring about it as much, since, he thought, "my master is not here to control it anyway. I just have to take the wallet and go back." Little did he know that he was indeed the experiment.

Thoma was leaning towards the item as soon as the copy moved. He froze in place and quickly stood up, letting the pricy wallet pop opened on the floor - it was empty.

-.. Fuck.. -

" Language.. "

It was his master's voice. He looked at the copy in shock, as if he was dreaming. Did it just talk?

"Naughty puppies as yourself should be punished.. I thought you remembered.."

The voice was slightly distorted by the water, but it definitely was Ayato's. Thoma gulped, even more shocked than before, and slightly moved towards the wall. He wasn't afraid of it, but the odd feeling he was perceiving all along must have been that. Just.. How would it have worked?

- But.. My lord.. You are not really here. I mean, your body is- -

He couldn't even finish what he had to say. Ayato immediately put a watery finger on his lips and Thoma could feel his cool touch stabilize on his skin. He took out his tongue, as he always did before punishment, and sucked on them gently but visibly, as if he had to clean them deeply.

- Yes.. My lord. -

There was no escape, he knew that. Moreover, he was really intrigued - how would it work between a man and a water-shaped being? There was only one eat to know. He reached out for his polearm and sticked the sharp blade into a particular hole hidden in the tatami and he slowly started to take his clothes off. Ayato enjoyed to watch him strip before the danced, his polearm as a pole. Shirt, vision, belt, pants.. Only his undergarments were left. As he unwrapped them before Ayato's copy blank eyes, it started approaching him from behind.

" Not today, bad doggy.. Your punishment will be executed right now."

He couldn't even reply. The copy's hands started to touch his chest, twisting his nipples with one and teasing his manhood with the other. Thoma let out a deep moan in surprise - how could it feel so real and yet it was just water? The power of his master's vision was really frightening. But as he was starting to feel at ease already, he heard a chuckle from behind him.

"I guess it's now my turn..."

His turn?

The creature immediately lifted Thomas's hips and in the blink of an eye thrusted his own presence in his servant's insides.

"This is.. Fascinating."

Said ayato in a subtle whisper, as Thoma couldn't stop himself from moaning. It was surely different than usual, but his watery limb followed all his curves perfectly, without losing its sturdyness.

- A.. Ah.. M... Aster.. -

Thoma's mind was swimming as Ayato's water body kept thrusting, as if he was an enemy to slay. Thoma, who in the meantime was holding onto his polearm, eventually lost his balance, falling on the floor. But this didn't stop his master, who kept going on and on, until a white warm fluid left Thoma's body.

"So early..."

Whispered in a sad voice, as he washed away the dirt off Thoma's intimacy.

" You never fail to misbehave.."

- Thoma is taking his sweet time finding my wallet... - sighed Ayato in Ritou, as he sat on a bench. His legs were elegantly crossed while he was tasting a mondstadt mushroom stewer. And not only that...

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whcrror · 10 months

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MORE OF DEBUNKING / ADDRESSING CLAIMS MADE BY DJAQ:

just to further call ridiculousness to the entire situation, we already pointed out that Djaq also copied Nova's aesthetic and it was also glossed over. to use the exact word DJAQ used. Djaq also called attention to this, here:

although that changing of aesthetics never happened did it? not that we remember, anyway. but let us bring attention back to the point at hand. Djaq knew that Nova was using church aesthetics, and yet changed all of her aesthetics to religious aesthetic as-well. which in Djaq's logic (i'm only using her own logic here, as far as she's making clear) is especially bad because she used Gaea when the Church Girl aesthetic was applied to Temperance. She could have used any muse, but of course Gaea is her favorite. but what do we know, right? Djaq is conveniently not going to take responsibility for any of her actions anyway.

Regarding the post above, I think it's safe to say Nova has retracted that statement. If you know the characters aren't too similar why does it bother you so much? why keep bringing it up, time and time again? It feels vindictive, and your behavior in the past very much highlights this. (in a situation with another mun who i will not speak about without permission, but everything is still up for you to look at on the blog: sagaiisms). in-fact regarding the aforementioned situation, Djaq was still talking about this particular situation a month after it occurred, and seemed very happy to compile everything into a neat little bow for everyone to read in warning about this individual. and the mun in question took a year long hiatus after this all went down. we do have receipts of all of this in-case the posts are deleted. We also find this situation problematic in regards to Djaq, but we do not wish to put any additional stress on the mun in question so we will not, until further notice. But again, it's all still public record you can research if you'd like. Djaq also went out of her way to tag Nova in a callout post referenced in a receipt we've already posted, and went through enough blogs to find ONE Nova might have forgotten to block.

Besides this not being on Nova's blog, let's just say that they were for a moment. we thought Nova was already called out by Djaq for 'copying' you or reblogging 'similar aesthetics'. If Djaq accusing Nova of copying over, and over - for years - why wouldn't she take some of the fear out of it, if it's going to keep happening anyway? regardless of the quote Nova gave us as a comment on this, where she'd like to prove Djaq is looking in on her, and in fact 'stalking' -- we empathize with the idea of just leaning into it, if it's going to be brought up again, and again, and again. Before I go on a petty example: if Djaq feels as though this is 'stalking' and has wanted to defend herself against the stalking allegations against her (something she's brought up several times) during this debate:

well, just wednesday this happened: does this mean Djaq is 'stalking' Nova?

or do you see how fucking silly this all is? but since it's not silly to Djaq we're going to continue to document. we also have these from the previous post:

we won't talk about the claim of not giving something 'fanfare' while also making an 'entire ass callout blog' (i'm sorry that Djaq has been labelled a danger, however she has literally tried, and in one case, succeeded for a while, to run people off the site. and she makes a big fanfare out of their cancellation because they did something SHE PERSONALLY didn't appreciate.

admittedly, yes. by a year. because you made her in 2018.

no they haven't and neither have the debunking we've done of your own claims.

but Djaq also felt that way. It's again been addressed but we'll crop the screenshot for reference below: so when Nova says it it's wrong, however it seems fine that Djaq seemed to say the same thing. so did she lie about them being similar, or did she just say it as well?

and just going back to this screenshot for a different point: those in the heading are both the same thing. the italics does not change the definition.

doesn't muutos also use that ellipses? wouldn't it make more sense for nova to get that from her fiancé?

just one more point to make. Temperance is a baker, and Djaq wants to say that their two characters aesthetics are 'too similar'. however, has written this in a thread before:

we hate to make such childish points however based on what we're dealing with, we merely wish to point out the hypocrisy of the entire situation. more to come. @whorrcr @thewhorrcrs

#whorrcr #whorror #djaq

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