I feel like God put something for me in the homily this Sunday. The priest was talking about a woman who was very promiscuous is her youth but then found God. She was praying one day and Jesus gave her a vision of her place in Heaven and she was confused to find that it was among the virgins (not to say that not being a virgin is inherently not virtuous.) She asked Him why and He said there was nothing he could not wash clean. I feel God put that in there for me as over the weekend I (yes I am underage, he is not, and I regret this, don't be stupid like me kids) sent people my nudes under pressure/coercion from people and under that same pressure posted them. I feel like He put that in the homily to let me know that I can and should come back to Him. God wants us to be with Him and will wash away anything. This also is a great time to point out that no rational Christian would say that the abused (idk if that would be my situation) is the sinner, that's straight from the Catechism, if you're Catholic.

If you're ever insecure about any fat you have just know that there is nothing ugly or wrong with it, it's normal and almost always healthy.

Recover because do you really want to have to wear a blanket this summer

There is nothing inherently virtuous in suffering.

Love how this booping thing has consumed my mind, does wonders for the mental health. In all seriousness though letting yourself enjoy silly things can help you get out of a bad headspace so in the kindest way possible, embrace the boop

Honestly, excluding looking in the mirror, I don't really think I can describe anyone I've ever seen as ugly, and that wouldn't change if I saw you.

I have thicker thighs and that's okay. It's okay if your thighs are bigger than they were when you had an eating disorder.

I have a hunch about MCR fans that I need to test.

To whoever needs to hear this: Being busy is not an excuse to not eat. I know it feels like a waste of time but it will help you feel better and if nothing else will make you more productive.

Is it just me or does anyone else hate seeing pretty people on their feed like damn I'm on here to escape the pain of comparing myself to others and then I have to do it while I'm on here too.

I read your posts, how are you today?

Thank you for asking, I'm actually doing pretty good! The only really not so great things going on right now are my procrastination and, of course, the never ending yearning to be less ugly. But honestly I'm doing pretty good like my day's been like a 6.8/10.

You get to choose how to cope with it if you've been suicidal in the past. You get to choose if you want to shout it from the rooftops or reflect silently. You get to choose if you want to joke about it or not.

love your eyes, there are TWO random tumblr users telling you to!

blue eyes are gorgeous. let's hear it for brown eyes. green eyes too. grey eyes, bangers again. black eyes are lovely. did i miss any? they're wonderful. fantastic every time

I need help

Hey, I need help from you all in this community, I'm sorry if I'm misusing the tags. I've been in sexual promiscuity for a good while now, how do I get out? I just want to go back to Jesus but I feel unworthy and honestly don't know how to. Please feel free to tell me any advice in the replies, my asks, or my DMs. Thank you all so much.

Reminder that staying up until 4 am or over consuming caffeine is a form of self harm which you should try to get rid of

Reasons to recover from an ED

-Being able to have energy

-Not passing out as much

-Less migraines

-Generally feeling physically healthier

-Makes people you love worry less

-Makes you look better (I know you don't believe me but trust)

-Makes your sadness and anger less intense

-Doing better in school/work

-Overall mental clarity

-At less risk of getting seriously hurt when you get sick

Reasons not to recover or relapse: Fear (not a very good reason)

Feel free to add your own in reblogs or whatever. Also sorry for the ed tags in the tags, please don't look at them if they trigger you.

I just want someone to compliment my appearance, is that too much to ask for?