Idol || Anyone but you - 7 JJK

A/n Sorry it’s been a while guys. I low-key felt like I rushed this fic and got stuck. I may or may not edit this fic later on when I’ve finished it! Also I will be adding in more social media interactions and fame stuff soon so don’t worry if you’re missing it! Sorry guys <3

Warnings: Fuckboy!Jk, Jealous Jk (as usual), low-key think Jk is toxic but that’s only because of his past and needs time and patience to unlearn the traits. Double standards kinda giving low-key misogynistic vibes Jk, Reader and Jk’s friendship is like a nonstop rollercoaster, toxic. Smart mouth Jk and flirty Jk, Smut !!! Dry humping, Jk eats y/n out, Dom!JK, Subby!reader, Jk is a switch but mainly dom, same with reader but around Jk she finds herself being mainly Subby. Y/n gives Jk a handjob, Subby!Jk, whiny!Jk omghsshdjdn Nsfw 18+ referencing, Angst warning in this chapter (when is there ever not angst in this fic? Lol). Petty jk, even pettier reader. Tension. Reader is a big time fuckgirl/player, slow burn (kinda?) fic, will write more warnings in future chapters.

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“This is insane!” You paced up and down in your bedroom frantically as he laid there half naked, covered with the sheets as he watched you. “Y/n I think-.” “You think what??? What the fuck Jungkook, I’ve never been a home wrecker” you paused as he gave you a look, “knowingly at least?! Whoever I slept with as hookups, I never knew them as people. Oh my God you’re my ex best friend! I know you, I’ve known you for God knows how long.” “6 years” he added, “I don’t do that shit, Jesus!” You whisper shouted as you tugged at your hair. “Y/n” he called out looking at you as you groaned to yourself, “poor Lisa -fuck I’m such a terrible friend. She didn’t deserve any of this.” “Y/n would you relax? We’re on a break” he sighed out as you sat on the edge of the bed, “what?” You straightened your back. “Me and Lisa, we’re on a break and discussed that we could see other people during it to take time to figure out what we really want” he explained as you let yourself fall onto the bed in relief. “As for us, is it really that bad that we did this?” His eyes gave away a mixture of emotions that were hard to tell apart, “Jungkook do you hear yourself right now?” You sat up to look at him.

“Everyone thinks we’re fucking, even the fans who have their delusions. The boys think that we have multiple times and don’t even believe me when I tell them that we haven’t” he shrugged. “How can you be so unbothered about this? You were my best friend! Best friends don’t fuck each other. I know that you and I sleep around a lot with other people often, but come on Jungkook. We have always known not to do this with each other. Have you forgotten the meaning behind the word friendship? There’s a line. I’m not any of the girls that you pick up for a night and then kick them out of your bed after you’re done with them, and you’re not any of the nameless people I have a good time with and then never see ever again. This is different than the lifestyle we have. This is a friendship and we crossed the line!” You stared at him as if he had gone crazy. “I don’t live that type of lifestyle anymore” he looked down at the sheet in front of him, his fingers playing with the sheets. “Of course you don’t, that’s because you have a girlfriend” you scoffed, “no I stopped way before then. When you left, I didn’t want to live like that anymore. How could I continue to have a woman under me every night when you were always on my mind, do you have any idea how disgusting that made me feel at the thought of it? I couldn’t get you out of my head even if I tried. And believe me I did, I tried. It made me feel sick to my stomach and I tried everything to make it stop, I tried to replace you and it still didn’t work.” He breathed out.

“So if you think I’m unbothered about this because I’ll treat you like everyone else, you have no idea how wrong you have this.” He looked at you once more as tears started to sting at the corner of your eyes. You felt at a loss for words, the boys had said to you often that you and Jungkook always seemed to have the wrong timing. Maybe it was your commitment issues, maybe it was pure fear that you could lose him again when you had just gotten him back in some twisted way. Eventually he’ll get bored the way he usually does with women and you understood that more than anything because you did the same to people. You already lost him once and you weren’t about to lose him again after just getting him back. “We can’t do this, we were just drunk” you finally said as your chest started to feel heavy, you throat constricting from the feeling of being overwhelmed. His shoulders slumped as his head looked down, eyes focused on his fingers on the sheets once again. It was silent, “jungkook? Say something” you placed your hand on his shoulder as he went stiff at the touch. He finally raised his head, a stone cold expression on his face as he nodded “You want to act like nothing happened? Fine you can try, but I won’t and I already told you that I won’t let you forget it either.”

You stood in your kitchen in silence, cracking open some eggs as Jungkook was on the other side chopping up vegetables. The rest of the boys were still asleep and neither you nor Jungkook had said a word to each other since you left your room. “Good morning angel” Jimin walked in rolling his neck from side to side as he stretched, “hi my prince” you greeted back as he kissed your forehead. “Suddenly I don’t exist anymore” Jungkook rolled his eyes as Jimin laughed, “good morning jungkookie” he smiled at Jungkook who was playfully glaring at him. He then leaned over to you, “dramatic ass, as if I don’t see him 24/7” Jimin rolled his eyes, lowering his voice as you giggled in response. “Sounds like you had a good night last night” he winked at you as you almost dropped the bowl full of eggs. “Huh?” You looked at him like a deer in headlights as Jungkook stopped his chopping right away, not daring to look back at you and Jimin. “You know what I mean, I went to the bathroom. I thought I was hearing things because I was still half asleep but I heard those pretty little moans and I thought hm, what’s that angelic sound?” he put his finger on his chin as he pretended to think, your cheeks heating up in embarrassment. “So where’s your vibrator collection, let me see what you’re into” Jimin licked his lips as he teased you, you playfully hit him in response. “I’m pretty sure she brought home a guy” Jungkook cleared his throat as he glared at Jimin for flirting with you, the colour draining from your face. “I saw her kicking him out this morning when I woke up” Jungkook continued as your let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding in. “Not surprised, but I didn’t expect you to do it with us all in the house you naughty girl” Jimin smirked, “Jungkook did it” you murmured. “Used to” Jungkook corrected you as he glared at you, “angel, you know you don’t have to keep bringing someone home. I already told you before, I’m here whenever you need” Jimin winked once again as you rolled your eyes playfully. “Oh please, you couldn’t handle me” you regretted saying that because Jimin was now giving you his famous seductive look that he uses on stage. “She’s right” Jungkook agreed as you both turned your head to him, “you can’t handle her. She’s the female version of you, Jimin” he added innocently before putting a chopped tomato into his mouth.

“What was that?” You whisper shouted at Jungkook as he looked around, “what?” He shrugged at you nonchalantly. “You know what, are you crazy?” Your eyes widened at him, “you don’t want them to know?” He sighed at you. “Well, I just-.” “Are you ashamed of me or something? Oh but it’s ok if it were Jimin I guess, sorry would you have rather it been him?” He looked pissed. “No Jungkook, just imagine being friends and hearing that your good friend had gotten drunk and fucked their long time band mate/brother” you rubbed your temples. “I don’t think they would even be the slightest bit fazed” he challenged you. “Can you stop thinking about yourself for a second? You would get a pat on the back for it and nothing would change. I’m a fan and a close friend to everyone, they all care for me and they trust me. I would have broken their trust completely by doing something like this. They could think things like oh, she just took advantage of our friendship just so she could fuck one of us. What’s next? Fucking all of us?” You stressed, “ok that’s a bit of a stretch” he tilted his head at you giving you a look, “ok! Maybe?! But it doesn’t stop the fact that it would cause a rift in our relationship. They might stop being close with me, things would be awkward and never the same. All because of a drunken mistake.” You sighed out. “Ya! We’re all going to the store, are you guys coming?” Jin shouted from the other room, “no!” You both shouted back at the same time whilst looking at each other annoyed.

“Okay damn, what got in both of your panties” you heard Jin murmur from the other room. Jungkook looked at you before trying to hold in his laugh, you knew he was probably thinking of something along the lines of, ‘actually we got into each others panties.’ He then looked pissed again as if he just remembered what you said, “So I’m just a drunken mistake to you huh? A mistake?” He scoffed, “I didn’t mean it like-.” “Be back in thirty try not to kill each other whilst we’re gone. My hands are too pretty to be cleaning up blood” Jin shouted before closing the door. “Then what did you mean?” Jungkook stepped forward, “I just meant that we only did it because we were both drunk. We weren’t in our right state of minds, shit like that happens” you explained. “And what about when we’re sober?” He stepped even closer to close the space between you both as you looked up at him, your breath quickening. “Well that wouldn’t happen” you said quietly, “really? Why not?” He looked down at you and your lips, his tongue swiping over his own lips and piercing. “Jungkook” you warned, “what?” He tilted his head taunting you. God, he looked so good now that he had grown his hair out and gotten the piercings. You took in how beautiful he really looked, he was always so pretty and it always surprised you how he seemed to just get better and better looking each time. Your hands reached out on his chest lightly to stop him but you stilled yourself in an instant. You couldn’t think straight when you felt his muscles underneath your touch, remembering how good it felt last night against you. He tilted your chin upwards to look at you, leaning in closely as his lips ghosted over yours. He gave a smirk as his cool breath fanned across your face, “noted. I think I got my answer” he stepped back with a arrogant smile before walking off.

It started out innocent, you thought that he would be cooperating with your want to forget about what happened. You thought maybe he had pushed it down deep into his subconscious just the way you did. You were wrong, he meant every word when he told you that he wouldn’t let you forget. He made things hard, deciding to hit the Hybe gyms in compression shirts and came home drenched with sweat. Hair wet, compression shirt clinging to his body even more which showed off his buff chest and biceps and tiny waist. You don’t know why he purposely didn’t change out of it when he came back to your place, he could of easily used the showers there at Hybe. “Nah, I like your shower more” he winked before peeling off his compression shirt in front of you and tossing it into the laundry basket. You turned away to give him privacy, he was now shirtless. All you wanted to do was have a normal conversation about his reasonings to come home like that. Now you were in your room, outside your bathroom wondering why he decided to use your specific bathroom and not the common shared one in your hallway that the rest of the boys used. Turning away from him, wondering how you got to this point. “You okay, angel?” He had a teasing lilt to his tone and you just knew he was tilting his head with a sly grin. “Yep, all good just giving you some privacy to do what you need to do” you awkwardly said. You heard his pants and underwear drop to the floor and you froze, his presence coming up behind you as he reached out for the towel in front of you and wrapping it around his waist. His eyes never leaving your reaction as your eyes stayed trained on the wall in front of you, not daring to look at his face or turn around to see him naked. Well, half naked now since he had the towel wrapped around him. You felt the presence of his warmth and breath against the shell of your ear, “why? It’s not like you haven’t seen everything before already?” He chuckled, voice low and raspy before you heard him walk away to the bathroom.

Or when you were in the kitchen with the rest of the boys, placing freshly cut watermelon in the middle of the table for you all to snack on. Every slurp, wet stream that slipped out of his lips and onto his chin as he made eye contact with you. His eyes half lidded as he groaned with delight, “mhm tastes so sweet” he said as they all agreed, “but nothing could beat the sweet taste of-.” “Death” You interrupted him whilst glaring as he chuckled to himself. Or the time when you were brushing your teeth and he knocked on your bedroom door to wake you up, “mmsheere” you called out from the bathroom. You heard footsteps getting nearer followed by Jungkook coming into view as you looked through the mirror, he leaned against the door frame. His hair messy, oversized t-shirt paired with grey sweats that had you foaming at the mouth and it wasn’t because of the toothpaste. He had a lazy smirk on his face, “oh you’re up, I was gonna come wake you” was all he said as you hummed in response before spitting into the sink. You put the toothbrush back into your mouth to brush your tongue as he watched you in silence with the same smirk on his face. You knew that look too well, the one he often had when he was about to say something out of pocket or dirty. “It’s been a while since you had something other than a toothbrush in your mouth, huh?” He said casually as you gagged in surprise at the sudden sentence. You glared at him through the mirror as he laughed, “mhm yeah that sounds real familiar” he winked, “junshgook” you groaned, “that too” he chuckled as you spat into the sink and kicked your leg back to shoo him away. “Hurry up, I made us breakfast” he giggled before tapping the wall and walking away.

You going into the room flustered didn’t go unnoticed by him. Blush never showed up on your cheeks and skin but curse Jungkook for knowing you too well. When he took the remote from you, he let his hand linger on yours for too long. Biting his lip whilst shamelessly gazing at you, “thanks” was all he said before turning his attention to the tv. He held a smirk on his face, knowing you were staring at him with squinted eyes. As he looked over to you, he opened his mouth grinning “what?” He said quietly. “Jungkook if you wanna play games with me then that’s fine. But when it gets to a point where I start doing it back, don’t be afraid.” You raised your brow at him as you sat down. You knew the power you held in your sexual aura and so did a lot of people.

“Really? Cause I think I would enjoy it a lot. It’s you who’s afraid. Besides, you were the one who was screaming that night” he challenged as he raised his brow back at you, “who said I was afraid?” Your narrowed your eyes at him as you moved closer, he paused for a second as he took in your sudden change of character. “I’m sorry mrs. Oh no we can’t let the boys find out, we were just drunk it meant nothing” he threw his hands up as he mocked you. “Sorry, I meant drunken mistake” he rolled his eyes as he looked away. You chewed on your lip in response, he was right because you did say that but God did he have to look so hot when he was putting you in your place? “Because look at the way you’re acting! This is exactly why! You couldn’t even try to be subtle about the situation. Instead, you make jokes right in front of them. I’m the only one thinking logically here” you scoffed, “yeah? Well fuck your logic, maybe if you gave it a chance you would see.” he crossed his arms. “Give what a chance? Telling them? Are you crazy?” you rolled your eyes, “No dumbass, this whole friends with benefits thing or whatever you wanna call it. There’s no point in denying the attraction we both have for each other. As for telling people then fine, if that’s what you want, it could remain a secret.” he stared at you. “We were drunk” you spoke, more to yourself to convince yourself. “What are you so afraid of? That you’ll fall in love with me?” He pushed as you stuck your middle finger up at him, “fuck you, Jungkook.” “Already happened. Oh wait, sorry oops I accidentally spoke about it. But don’t worry, it didn’t mean anything and won’t happen again because we were drunk” he spoke bitterly. “Fuck you” he said again quietly. You looked at him once more as he scoffed, it wasn’t unnatural for the two of you to argue like that. The boys often said you always argued like an old married couple.

Before you knew it you were straddling his lap. He looked up at you with wide eyes, “what are you-.”“shut up” your hand went to the back of his head, fingers tangled in his hair as you leaned forward to capture his lips in a bruising kiss. He groaned against your mouth, hands instantly going to your waist. His fingers dug into your skin to keep you in place as if he were scared you were going to run away at any point. You started to move your hips over his hardening crotch, he gasped in response as you pulled away to kiss down his neck. You began to suck on the skin as he let out a whine, “t-the boys, th-they’re gonna see” his hands started to roam up and down your body to try to touch you everywhere at once. “You wanted them to know, you’re gonna have to deal with it” you looked at him, eyes confidently staring into his blown out pupils and flustered face, pink dusty blush over his cheeks. He bit his lip as he looked at you, your hands running down his chest. His breath hitched before his breathing became more shallow, eyes staying onto yours as your hand got lower to the waistband of his sweats. You paused and he waited for you but it wasn’t long before he was impatiently grabbing onto your ass to rub against his crotch harshly. He gave your ass a slap. You bit your lip hard to control your moan from coming out, “don’t” you grabbed his wrists as he gulped, nodding. “Sorry” he let out quietly, you almost cracked a smile at how cute he looked and sounded. Your hand disappeared underneath his sweats so quickly that he didn’t even realise, letting out a surprised loud moan as you palmed him. “No underwear? Dirty boy” you tutted at him teasingly as his eyes widened again, “didn’t do my laundry” he said sheepishly before cutting himself off with another moan. He bucked his hips up into your hand desperately as you gave him a look, instantly stopping. Eyes pleading, your hand started to move slowly not bothering to take him out of his pants as you leaned forward to look at him sultrily. Your lips ghosted over his, “kiss me, please noona” his voice came out breathy as you licked your lips. You couldn’t help but moan at the way he begged for you.

Your lips attaching yourself to his once again as he let out small whines and whimpers. You slipped your tongue into his mouth as you picked up the pace with your hands, “fuck fuck fuck” he breathed out followed by a long drawn out groan. You lifted up his top with your other hand, fingers lightly tracing over his abs that started to contract. Your fingers graced over his nipple, rubbing it slowly before giving it a small tug feeling him bucking his hips up in response. You sat back to watch his fucked out state, his eyebrows furrowed as his mouth formed an ‘o’ shape and dimples poking out at the sides of his cheek. A sheen of sweat glimmering over his face and body. He was truly a sight to behold especially looking like this at his most vulnerable. “You gonna come for me baby?” You gave him a smile as his head shot up at the nickname, eyes looking into yours like he was about to lose any ounce of control he had left anytime soon. Your hands squeezed his balls firmly as you toyed with his other nipple, “Hmmf, please wait noona. Wait, wai-.” His voice became more high pitched, eyes lidded as he looked at you. The way you stared at him as if he was the hottest thing ever, hand going around his neck to lightly squeeze. “Come on, my love” you moaned as his cock twitched in your hands straight after. You felt the spurts of sticky white cover your hands and the inside of his sweats. He let out a loud moan as you lightly kissed his neck and temple, “did so good for me” you praised as you felt a little bit more of liquid come out from him. Once he calmed down, he looked at you dazed as if he couldn’t believe that just happened. “Well, now you have an excuse to do laundry” you got up, leaving him on the couch.

Panic settled over you as you stood in your room. Why and how did that just happen? You knew you often made dumb decisions when it came to your high sex drive and needs to get someone to satisfy you. However, you had never once given someone pleasure without getting some in return. Hell, you never even saw a person twice or had the urge become so strong to do something like that. You spent so much time trying to convince yourself and him on why you should keep that night a secret. At least that night had an excuse, you were both drunk. Today? There was no getting out of that situation. What was it about him that had him on your mind so much to the point where you needed to experience it again. You had fucked friends even ex close ones (who were close at the time) before, you had often fucked strangers. Never had you felt this way. The sound of the door opening and closing echoed the hallway, followed by the boys announcing they were home and loud chatter. You patted your hair, fixed your clothes and looked at yourself nervously in the mirror whilst spraying body mist. You rolled your eyes at yourself, why were you doing all of this? It was pathetic. You felt guilty to face the boys and that’s what you hated most, keeping secrets from your best friends. You entered the kitchen, licking your lips and rubbing your hands together, “what have we got?” Looking at the bags of take-out. “Shwarma for you, your fave” Namjoon gave you the bag as you made grabby hands at it. “Joon, you get sexier every time” you smiled at him as he chuckled, “where’s Jungkook?” Hobi asked, “God knows” you bit into your wrap. Speak of the devil, he walked in with a fresh pair of clothes. Hair slightly wet as he spoke Korean to the boys about the food and grabbed a bag. “Why the change of clothes? You weren’t wearing that when we left?” Jimin eyed him, “took a shower” Jungkook shrugged. “Again?” Taehyung questioned, “felt hot and uncomfortable” Jungkook eyed the contents in the bag before nodding. The room was silent except from hums and moans of delight from the food. Yoongi sniffs, “what’s that smell?” He asked as he scrunched up his nose, Jin sniffing beside him before he got closer to you and sniffed you. “It’s angel. Why do you smell so strongly of that” Jin laughed as everyone looked at you, “I uh, I needed to run out to the store but I stank and needed deodorant” you lied as Jungkook choked on his chips from holding in his laughter, you glared at him. “Oh makes sense” Jin nodded as they all agreed, Jungkook looked at the boys in disbelief for easily falling for your lie.

Neither you nor Jungkook made a move to talk about what happened, it had been two days. In all honesty, you think Jungkook had been trying to but you were avoiding him. You decided on focusing more on the other members and made more effort to speak to them than usual. As you all breathed out heavily from dance practice, you wiped the sweat off your forehead. “I’m gonna go use the Hybe showers so we don’t all have a huge ass line back at your house” Namjoon bent over with his hands on his knees, trying to catch his breath. The rest of the boys agreed and followed him to the door, “alright, I’ll see you guys back at home” you waved them off, barely even able to speak as they nodded, “Jk you coming?” Hobi asked. “Yeah, yeah be there in a sec or I might just use angel’s shower. I prefer that one anyway” he started putting away his stuff in his bag as Hobi nodded and closed the door. The silence was deafening as Jungkook dropped his bag, looking over at you. He raised his brow at you before rolling his tongue in his mouth, “you wanna tell me why you’ve been ignoring me after giving me a mind blowing handjob randomly in the middle of your couch?” You folded your arms before looking around the room, “I’m not ignoring you” you spoke as he gave you a look. “Fine, I may have been avoiding you a bit” you dropped your hands to the side as he nodded. “Look, Y/n” he started off, you felt sick at the way he used your actual name. Something you only heard him say when he was having a serious talk with you or was extremely pissed at you. “If you’re not interested in me and this makes you feel too weird then I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to push you to do things you felt pressured into, I was childish-.” “You didn’t push me Jungkook” you cut him off as he sighed. “I value our friendship over everything. I just got you back, I don’t want to lose you again” he looked at you worried. You stepped forward to him, “I think you’re right, we’ve gone past a line in our friendship to the point where it’s not something we can forget about and move on from.” You breathed out, “it wasn’t fair of me to ask you to forget about it. I understood why you would be so upset.” You continued, “yeah, but I acted petty and I haven’t been that type of person since the past. That’s a learnt part of me that I disliked and I spent a lot of time trying to unlearn. It’s no excuse but I’m so sorry. I want to do better and I’d rather not fuck up this chance.” He shook his head. “Jungkook, I don’t really know how to explain this but I think I was just really scared. If I’m honest, we’ve never been the type to sleep with the same person twice. I’ve slept with close friends and strangers and never thought about doing it again. I just, I don’t know I don’t want to let anyone down and most importantly I don’t want anything to happen to us again. The weird thing is that It doesn’t feel weird for me at all that we’ve done this. If anything, it scares me how much I actually want it” You admitted as he stared at you. He reached out to touch your chin, “I understand. I hate that I can’t help but be selfish. I know I shouldn’t but when it comes to you, I can’t help it” he whispered to himself. You looked at him confused, “what do you mean?” He gave you a small smile before shaking his head, “let’s go home.”

For the past week, you were both back to normal. Remaining strictly friends and Jungkook wasn’t teasing you about your previous sexual time together at all. In all honesty you felt a bit disappointed and at loss from the situation, you missed the jokes and the way he would speak to you or look at you. Especially after being so vulnerable with him enough to tell him that you wanted more but didn’t know where to stand. He wasn’t vocal on his decision but you’re sure that he decided to be just friends between you both after the talk. “What’s up?” Jungkook leaned in to ask you as you hummed in response, “it’s games night and you’ve been sitting down here completely out of it for a good 10 minutes” he let out a small laugh, “you okay?” He asked as you nodded. You looked over at him, how could he be so okay with going back to act like nothing happened? Yes it may have been what you thought wanted before but now that it’s happening, your mind is spiralling to so many thoughts. Most of them sexual, half of them looking at how handsome he is especially when he’s got a concerned look on his face and being caring towards you. The other half that is angry about how easy it is for him to go back to normal, does he not crave your body? Does he not think about you in that way as often anymore? Has he found something or someone else to keep his mind occupied? The last question turning your mood sour. “I’m fine” you grunted before getting up, all the boys looking at you as they held their cards. “I love you all but I’m so tired, I’m heading to bed” you announced as you stretched as they said their good nights and waved you off. Once you settled into your bed you started to become restless. Irritation towards him started to settle into arousal and soon you were thinking of his annoying but so beautifully perfect face. His long hair, his insane tattoos. The perfectly arched eyebrow that had the piercing that settled onto it, his plush lips with his cute silver ring around it. Pairing them together with the way his sharp jawline flexed as he ate you out that night. You groaned and flipped the cover off, walking to your nightstand to grab your best friend. The small vibrator in your hand as you settled back into bed, aggressively shoving down your pants and underwear and pulling the blanket over you. You tried to think of other things but nothing worked, slowly your thoughts would creep back to him. You should stop, it’s been decided by him not to cross the line and it what you wanted. Your mind and body betrayed you, gasping lightly as you thought about the way his tatted fingers rammed in and out of you, curling it’s way inside. His groans as his wet lips ghosted over your chest, the fluidity of his hips snapping against yours as he thrusted. You tried to be as quiet as you could, your skin growing hot as you felt the coil in your belly beginning to tighten. You remember how his body pressed against yours, balls slapping against your ass as your legs hung over his shoulders-. Knock knock “angel?” He opened the door slightly as you switched the vibrator off so fast that you lost it somewhere in the sheets. Trying to regain your composure, you looked over at the door. “Huh?” You stared at the dark haired boy you had just been fantasising about. “Just wanted to check if you’re all good” he said as there was silence that followed after, a thick heavy tension that was a mixture of you feeling guilty like you might have been caught and something else. “Yeah, I’m good” you replied simply as he sighed, “no, you’re not” he opened the door wider for him to come in before kicking it closed. You tried to subtly feel around for the vibrator and cursed yourself for not finding it as he got closer to the bed. “What do you mean? I’m fine, just tired” you lied. He gave you a look that spoke a ton of words, you pursed your lips together as you awkwardly looked at him. “Is it because of our last talk?” He asked, “because if it is then I don’t understand what I did wrong? I’m just trying to make you feel comfortable and do what you wanted me to do” he sighed

He sat down at the edge of the bed, eyes looking over to your left briefly before looking back at you. “No, it’s fine I appreciate that you are” you nodded. “Is it what you really want though?” He hummed as he tilted his head at you, you went silent unsure of what to say. “Well, I mean I did ask for it” you shrugged, “you did but you regret it” he clicked his tongue. “How do you know if I regret it or not?” You furrowed your brows at him. “Because you wouldn’t leave a room full of your friends to come into your room to frustratedly touch yourself over your best friend, since you’ve been deprived for weeks” he answered as your mouth dropped open. “That’s not-.” You cut yourself off as his hand brought up the vibrator, inspecting it as he held in his laugh. Arching his eyebrow as he gave it a funny look before looking at you, dimple popping out to the side as he tried to contain his smile. You groaned in response as you hid your face in the pillows, he finally let out a laugh before he fidgeted with the buttons. “Oh it’s fast, interesting” he gave his famous eye smile to you as he snickered, you waved your hands in attempt to get it from him. He swatted your hands away as you sat up, “mhm tell me, did it feel better than me?” He grabbed your wrist as he looked at you seriously. “No” you replied as your body became hot once more, a shock of pleasure shooting down from your spine into your core at the way he looked at you. He then looked at it again, giving the machine a soft kick before letting out a low groan, “missed that taste” was all he said before he looked at you once more. Eyes boring straight into yours before looking at your lips and crashing into it with his. He groaned once he felt your touch, your hands going straight to his hair. His other hand wasting no time to pull off the blanket to reveal your lower naked half, both of you moaning in response. You pulled away quickly, “jungkook, the boys” “all asleep” he replied instantly as he chased your lips once more, not even wasting a second to hear a response. His body weight slowly pressing down on you as he grinded his crotch into your naked front. You gasped into his mouth as his tongue swirled inside, he started to give small thrusts with his clothed crotch against you for friction. “Tell me what you were thinking about” he breathlessly said as you tried to think straight, “huh?” You felt dizzy at the outline of his familiar cock rutting against your naked core. “Tell me what you were thinking about when touching yourself, before I came in.” He spoke confidently, “you eating me out that night we were drunk” you managed to get out as he hummed in response.

“Fuck, Jungkook” you whined as he started to kiss down your neck, hands going under your shirt as he squeezed your breasts and started to rub your nipples. You bucked your hips against him as he started to pick up the pace, dry humping you like you were two horny teenagers that couldn’t even wait. You felt the heat of his hard boner press against your core deliciously, unsure if you had ruined his pants with his wetness or if he did with the amount of precum that was coming out. You moaned as his teeth sank into your neck, the coil that began to build up in your stomach had snapped shortly. Your body shook as you moaned his name, he moaned after you. Watching you cum, he placed his finger on your clit lightly as your body jerked from the overstimulation. “Wai-wait jungkook” you put your hand up but he smiled softly, “you can give me one more, right baby?” He asked as a jolt of pleasure shot through you again at the endearing nickname. You nodded, “good girl, you’re doing so well for me” he praised before widening your legs. “Let me get a taste of what I missed so much hm?” He lowered himself down to your core before running his fingers through your sensitive folds. “Dreamt of this pussy so much, couldn’t wait to see it again” he spoke to himself before diving in. He didn’t waste anytime with pushing his tongue deep inside you, nose bumping against your clit as he sloppily made out with your cunt. Your hands instantly went to his hair, looking down to see his eyes on you, he looked intoxicated off your scent, sex and everything. Hair messy as some parts covered his face, juices running down his chin and his wet lips sucked on your clit. You moved your hips against him to pick up the pace but he flatly pinned your hips down, taking his time with you. He pushed one finger all the way.

Creating a delicious stretch, before adding in a second and curling them once fully inside. Your back arched as he continued to thrust them in before replacing them with his tongue once again. His pace began to pick up slightly, as your thighs started to burn and shake. Rolls of pleasure shot through you as you clenched around him, legs attempting to snap shut around his head but he held them firmly. He gave a harsh suck, groaning loudly against you which sent vibrations through your core. “Come on angel, give it to me” he murmured as you let go, the orgasm was so powerful your whole body shook with a cry. “That’s it baby” he added as he took everything you gave him and cleaned it up. Once you calmed down, you gave him a sleepy smile, “thank you” you murmured. You then widened your eyes at him, “I didn’t get to give you anything” you frowned. “S’okay baby don’t worry, you gave me more than enough last time remember? I owe you. Besides I need to change my pants again, you looked so hot just now I couldn’t help it” he said the last part with an awkward smile and blush tinting his cheeks as you laughed.

Hello sweethearts!! So sorry it’s been a long time, my family’s dog passed and it was a bit tough for everyone, plus studying medicine is really hard ): I will try to update more often! Love you and thank you for the support - 🦢

Hiiii, part 7 when?!?! I'm dying 😭😭

Hiiiii sweetheart!! In the middle of writing part 7, will be updating today (: tysm for the support 💘

Idol || Anyone but you - 6 Jjk

Warnings: Fuckboy!Jk, Jealous Jk (as usual), low-key think Jk is toxic but that’s only because of his past and needs time and patience to unlearn the traits. Double standards kinda giving low-key misogynistic vibes Jk, Reader and Jk’s friendship is like a nonstop rollercoaster, toxic. SMUT Y’ALL I KNOW YOU’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THISSS, SMUT BETWEEN READER AND JK !!! Reader doesn’t hate JK but obviously they’re not bffs anymore and haven’t been for 2 whole years so its kind of like a anger hate sex even tho there’s no hate at all. Depression, anxiety, mentions of depression also Nsfw 18+ referencing, Angst warning in this chapter. Petty jk, even pettier reader. Tension. They kinda get drunk, JK spanks her, choking, Jk is a DOM, he lightly slaps/taps her on the cheek with his big boing boing, pussy slapping, JK does some light degradation, creampie bcuz who tf is prepared to fuck their longtime ex bestfriend all of a sudden after she’s been so hostile to him. Reader is a big time fuckgirl/player, slow burn (kinda?) fic, will write more warnings in future chapters.

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You tossed and turned on the couch, sighing as you finally got up to check your phone. For the last night in Paris, you stayed in Hobi’s suite because he told you he didn’t want to sleep alone since he was used to being around the boys. The time on your phone read 4:43am, you had pulled off the covers to get up off of the couch. You walked to the kitchen area of the en suite and started to boil the kettle. You used to make yourself and Jungkook hot chocolate on nights when you both couldn’t sleep. He introduced you to it one day when he caught you awake in the middle of the night, watching tv in their living room. “My schedule is fucked, I’m used to my timezone. What are you doing up?” You groaned at him, “when I work on new content, I can’t sleep” he sighed at you. You both would spend the time talking until he claimed he got thirsty and wanted something warm to drink. He made a hot chocolate for himself and you, you both would be knocked out on the couch 20 minutes later. It became a repetitive thing for you both to do on sleepless nights. Since then, you became inured to make it for yourself when you couldn’t sleep and couldn’t find it in you to cut it out of your routine.

You smiled as you saw Hoseok with his fluffy hair sticking up in different directions. He was wearing a oversized crewneck and pyjama pants, holding his pillow as he groaned at you. You held your arms out as he gladly leaned into your embrace, he then dragged his feet across the floor over to the big couch. You went to grab an extra blanket for him, tucking him in as he gave a satisfied smile and thanked you. “Can’t sleep” he pouted as you nodded to him, your phone buzzed once again. You checked the phone, and leaned back into Hoseok’s embrace.

You and Hobi giggled at the other boy’s message, hearing a knock straight away. “That was fast” Hobi looked at you in surprise before chuckling. You walked up to the door and opened it to a tired looking Taehyung, he looked like he didn’t get any sleep at all yet. He slumped forward to give you a hug, his pillow in hand. He then looked over at Hobi, “why are you guys having sleepovers without me?” Taehyung walked over to join him on the couch. “Taehyung why aren’t you sleeping with your girlfriend?” You let out a small laugh, “I’m worried I’ll kick her in her sleep or shout at her or something. I’m not used to it I don’t know, I just feel weird about it for some reason” he sighed. “Wait till she finds out that you sleep with your eyes open” you joked as Hobi joined in laughing. “Do you guys want some hot chocolate before you sleep? Tae you can sleep with Hobi, I’ll take the couch” You asked as they both nodded. You started to make the first three hot chocolate’s when you heard another knock at the door, “That’s probably your girlfriend looking for you” you laughed as you swung open the door. It wasn’t, instead you opened the door to the familiar pierced and tattooed boy who looked at you in shock. He scratched the back of his head and gave you an awkward smile, “Oh, I didn’t know you were here, I couldn’t sleep so I came to hyung’s place” you rolled your eyes at him before stepping aside. He looked at you in surprise that you were actually letting him in, hesitant to actually step inside but eventually did as you walked away from the door to continue making the hot chocolates. You added another cup of hot chocolate for him without even bothering to ask. He walked inside whistling, “welcome to the club” Hobi greeted as Taehyung moved over and patted his space next to the couch. Once you finished making it, you brought it over to everyone who thanked you. “Oh, thanks I didn’t-.” Jungkook started but you cut him off, “two sugars. I know you need it when you get tired and can’t sleep” you brushed it off as he looked at you in awe, “besides I was making it for us anyway” you continued. “Oh, uh, right that makes sense” he nodded to you before thanking you. By the time you looked back over, Hobi was getting up to head back into his bedroom “not all of you are gonna fit on the couch, one of you are going to have to sleep on the bed with me” he ran his hands over his hair as he tiredly squinted at Taehyung with a ‘it better be you that’s offering’ look. “Jungkook shouldn’t you be sleeping with Lisa?” Taehyung asked as you looked down at the carpet which suddenly became interesting. “Uhm, we haven’t reached that stage in our relationship” he cleared his throat, “bullshit, you of all people? THE Jeon Jungkook, international playboy hasn’t done anything with a woman?” Taehyung laughed in disbelief. “Well, she must be special” you murmured, “no I just-I mean, we have done stuff but you know I never actually fall asleep next to a woman and stuff” he sounded nervous for some reason. “That’s another lie, I’m sure you have with at least one woman, given your past” Taehyung chuckled, “well I have with only one” he admitted. “Who?” Taehyung asked as Jungkook looked over at you. Taehyung followed his gaze and nodded, “oh… well I’m tired. I’m going to sleep now, I’ve been used to sleeping on angel’s couch in her suite that I think I deserve a bed this time around” he yawned before getting up and walking to Hobi’s bedroom. “Wait-.” “Goodnight you two!” He smiled happily to himself. “I can sleep on the floor you know, it’s not a problem. I don’t want you uncomfortable” he says as you both stand above the couch watching it, “it’s fine, just stay on your side at all times” was all you said as you climbed into your side of the couch. “Of course, thank you for doing this, I didn’t think I would actually be allowed in.” He spoke softly as he got into his side.

“I just wasn’t bothered to argue with you, I’m too tired for it tonight. Besides, it’s not like I have a choice since it’s Hobi’s suite and not mine” you replied simply as you laid on your back to stare at the ceiling, him doing the same. “Well for what it’s worth, it’s nice not having you be angry at me tonight. I thought you would kick me out” he smiled, “who said I ever stopped being angry at you? Just because I didn’t argue, doesn’t mean I’m not. Besides, it’s not too late to kick you out.” You yawned and turned away from him, hearing him chuckle. “I understand, goodnight angel” he tugged at the sheets to cover himself. You slowly opened your eyes and squinted them at the sudden brightness bursting through the suite’s large windows. Feeling the need to get up and close the curtains, you attempted to raise your body up, when you felt a blockage. You looked down to see Jungkook’s tattooed hand over your waist. You tried to pry his hand off but you kept failing each time, “Jungkook” you whispered to him but no response. If anything, his grip got tighter around you and his brows furrowed together as he slept. “Mmm please don’t go” he mumbled in his sleep as you frowned, he looked really distressed over whatever he was dreaming of. You decided to shake his shoulder, “Jungkook” you spoke a bit louder as he finally blinked awake. He looked over at you with a smile, “mhm?” You rolled your eyes at him, “get off me” you pointed at his arm as his smile dropped in realisation, “oh, sorry” he mumbled as he let you go, “I told you to stay on your side” you scoffed before getting up. It was your final full day in Paris before you all had to leave and go your separate ways again. Jennie and Lisa decided on staying at the hotel, as did Bo Gum. Eun Woo had texted you this morning to let you know that he had to leave for his flight and didn’t want to wake you to say goodbye, he was sweet. The four of you decided on going on one of those rides at the river, a man at the back was paddling as a man at the front was playing romantic music on the violin. Taehyung was having a blast listening to the music as Hobi sat next to him in fear of falling in the water, you were stuck sitting next to Jungkook. You both stared at the scenery in silence, “oh, there’s two white doves” you smiled to yourself. “Oh yeah” Jungkook said quietly as you looked at him before looking back at them. They chased each other and flew around before settling on a perch together. “That one is me, the one that chases the other and the other one is you” Jungkook smiled happily to you as he pointed at them. “It is said in Greek and Roman mythology, seeing two doves represents eternal love that is everlasting between the two people who have seen it” the French man behind you both who was paddling spoke up as he gave you both a smile. You both looked at each other, not knowing what to say. You shook your head “just a coincidence.” “You don’t believe in coincidences, you’re the most superstitious person I know” Jungkook chuckled, “you did know. That was back then, things have changed but you wouldn’t know that” you placed your chin in your palm and looked away. As you all went on a tour around Paris one last time, you walked through a garden filled with linden trees. You sniffed the aroma to follow it as the tour guide explained the different flowers around, tuning them out to find the exact flower that gave off the smell you were looking for. You smiled in satisfaction, Jungkook stood next to you doing the same exact thing. “Ah, those are Jasmines! They represent monetary wealth-.” “Not like you guys need anymore” you joked to the boys as they laughed, before you went back to smelling them. You looked beside you to see Jungkook who was analysing the flower, “They also represent unconditional and eternal love” the tour guide continued as you and Jungkook looked at each other. You walked around some more enjoying the garden later on, hearing footsteps running up to you, “angel! We picked you some flowers” Taehyung beamed as you smiled back in adoration at them.

He handed you a few chrysanthemums, “good choice! Depending on the area, they can all mean different things. Pink chrysanthemums can symbolise friendship and affection in the states and Japan!” The tour guide explained as Hobi went “ooooh good one” and Taehyung gave a proud look, “that’s so cute” you smiled at him. “Oh, the white ones can represent death and grief in places like Europe and Japan..” the tour guide gave him an ‘oops’ look as Taehyung’s sudden happiness was quickly wiped off his face. “I just got it because I usually see it everywhere in Korea and because they looked pretty” he whined, “don’t worry Tae, I still think they’re beautiful!” You smiled, “yes, do not fret as in some places they can symbolise innocence, purity and loyalty!” The tour guide agreed. “Innocence and purity for our angel! That’s perfect!” Hobi rubbed Taehyung’s shoulder in hopes to make him feel better. Next, Hobi handed you a sunflower and you grinned. “I only got one, because I thought this was perfect enough for you to think of me when you’re feeling sad” he explained as you pouted. “This is exactly for that! It brings brightness to one’s life. It also represents loyalty and adoration” she smiled at you both. “That’s exactly him and so much more” you agreed as you hugged him. “Woah that’s cool” Hobi seemed pleased with himself. Jungkook then walked up to you with four different flowers, “you didn’t have to get me anything, Jungkook. Don’t feel pressured into doing it just because they are, we’re not frie-.” “I wanted to” he stared at you to tell you to shut up, which you complied to as he gave you a blue flower, a pink one, a red mixed yellow one and a purple one. “Wow, these are a really great mix. You can definitely feel that you picked these out carefully” the tourist guide complimented him. “Let’s start with the blue flowers, these are called forget me nots. I’m sure the name itself is very self explanatory but the meaning behind it is much more. It represents remembrance, keeping that person and your memories with them in your thoughts always. It can also mean new beginnings with the person if it ended badly. It means you truly love this person, this is a beautiful flower.” You inhaled a breath you didn’t know you were keeping. “Next, this pink one is called a bleeding heart. As you can see the shape of it is in a heart that has a root tincture to make it look like it’s split open. Please ensure not to touch this as it’s very toxic to humans and animals-.” “Sounds like our relationship” you muttered as she carried on, “it represents unrequited love or rejected love. This flower can simply be the in between of life and death. It is the flower used to tell someone everything they’ve been meaning to say but been having trouble with saying. They are rare and remarkably stunning.” He stared at you the entire time, judging your reaction. “The next one is called, lilacs that are used to represent the emotions of when you first experience a love with someone. Some people may call it the honeymoon phase, it can depict the intense and beautiful feelings of love.” She nodded as you started to feel anxious all of a sudden. “Finally, this is one of my personal favourites. Primroses, they’re the epitome of true love. It means love with a person that you can’t live without, undying love that consumes you that much to the point of being unable to see a life without them.” She grinned as your breath hitched. Your head felt dizzy and you felt overwhelmed, you could of easily blamed it on yourself for deeply inhaling the jasmines earlier but a part of you knew that wouldn’t be the reason. The sudden confessions from last night and through the flowers he had picked for you had your stomach reeling.

It was tough, having to let them go and say your goodbyes. “Give my love to the rest of the boys” you spoke in the crook of Hobi’s neck as he agreed, “of course my angel, I will see you sooner than we think. I’ll make sure of it.” He smiled, his voice was as shaky as it were 2 years ago. “My strong boy” your eyes watered which made him pull you in for another big hug. You knew for a fact that he was trying his best not to cry, “Hyung, stop hogging her” Taehyung complained. He was already tearing up, “it doesn’t get easier” he said to you once Hobi moved. “I know, come here” you jutted out your bottom lip in response and held out your hands. “Make sure you take care of yourself, ok? I hate it when you try to go through things alone. It’s hard enough that we can’t be there for you physically, please let us in” Taehyung begged as you could feel a few tears of his staining your hoodie. “I will from now on, I promise. Promise me you’ll take care of yourself and the boys too. We will see each other soon, ok?” You frowned, “how long is soon? I can’t wait another 2 years to see you. It’s too hard” he looked at you sadly. “I don’t know but all I know is that even if it does, it will fly by quickly if you keep positive” you smiled at him as he nodded. Finally Jungkook looked at you, he tried to smile at you but he knew there was no use in trying to fake something you could see right through. “Now I know what it must of felt like when they dropped you off at the airport that day” he let out a soft laugh. He looked everywhere but you, his eyes started to water and he bit his lip to stop it from shaking. For the first time in 2 years you were both basking in the feeling of leaving each other. The day he didn’t visit you at the airport to say goodbye had you feeling as if you were going through one of the most painful feelings, but you were wrong. Having to let him go and to finally say goodbye was. He didn’t even say goodbye to you either when he left you in LA. All the unspoken words and goodbyes that you never had a chance to say to each other was happening right there. There was still so much you both had to say to each other but never seemed to have the time to. It felt like every time he showed up in your life, he was purposely put there for you both to miss opportunities, to carry into the next moment you would meet. You never got closure and that was one of the hardest things. “Goodbye Jungkook” was all you said as you gave him a soft smile that never reached your eyes, he mirrored the same before nodding. He looked to the floor at his feet, you could tell that he was crying. As you were about to reach out to comfort him, you heard your flight being called. You turned away, exhaling out as the tears fell.

You were back on your work, releasing three more hit singles that charted everywhere as number one. They were all heavily inspired by Jungkook once again, which was the only source of inspiration that you had to write. No matter how hard you tried to write about something else, it just didn’t hit as hard. It didn’t seem like something you had written and it definitely wouldn’t be something your fans would enjoy as much. “Hello?” You sighed as you answered the phone to an unknown number, “Angel” you heard the voice answer on the other line. “Yoongles, why are you once again calling me on Hybe’s line and not your own?” You laughed, memories flashing back to when he first called you on Hybe’s number to tell you news. “Hey, I actually call you a lot more than how I did back then! but uh, I was asked to that’s why” you could hear him smiling as the phone was pressed to his ear. “You’re right, I can’t complain because you actually call me now. Even if it is every 4 years” you rolled your eyes jokingly. It was an exaggeration to be fair, he called you every week as much as the rest of the members in comparison to 2 years ago when he rarely called every 4 months. “What is it then, spit it out” you braced yourself as he started to chuckle. “Actually, I think you’re going to love the news this time around” he happily said before continuing, “you remember when Hybe made the decision to hold off our unreleased song 2 years ago and we had to beg them to keep it until the mess with your old label was gone?” He asked, “don’t tell me-.” “Yep, we’ve discussed with your new label about it and they agreed on finally releasing it. We’re coming to see you Angel. We’ll be there next week” you gasped at him, “no fucking way!” You screamed down the phone in excitement as you could already tell he was wincing at the sound. “Well, we’ve prepared to come for practice, we’ll alter some things since it was done two years ago. We’re gonna need to shoot the video then plan interviews in both the US and Korea. Given your track record on the charts now, we’re planning for it to be a huge release hence the two separate promotions in both countries. We’re aiming to release this around the perfect time to attend award shows and rack up the awards” he ran you through the plan as you agreed. “Yoongles” you sighed out after he finished speaking. He chuckled, “I know you’re gonna scold me for talking about work so much. I missed you, Angel” he sighed, finally telling you what you wanted hear from him as you grinned “awwwww!” You blew kisses down the phone, he knew you so well and you knew him just as well to imagine that he would be rolling his eyes right now blushing.

Who the fuck knocks on the door at 6am in the morning? You thought as you dragged yourself over to the door. Hair was wild and unkept, pyjamas were loosely hanging off your body as you dragged your feet across the floor of your apartment. As soon as you opened the door you were tackled to the ground by the familiar fairy like ash blonde boy. You squeaked in excitement, rolling around on the ground as you hugged him back tightly. He attacked you with multiple kisses around your face to the point that Taehyung dragged him off you and then did the same. Once you were able to get up (15 minutes later) you hugged Hobi for a while and gave him a kiss on the cheek as he kissed your forehead. You heard someone clear their throat, “Ya! Why are you so selfish, don’t you consider others who might have not seen her for so long?” Jin scolded Hobi and pushed him aside before holding out his arms with a big grin. You jumped in his arms, as he gave you multiple kisses on your head before patting it. “My Jin and juice” you grinned at him, “I never thought I would miss hearing someone call me that so much” he laughed. When you saw Namjoon, you straight up jumped on him and wrapped your legs around his waist as he caught you. Your head suddenly bounced off his chest as you gasped, “oh my God… you grew titties?” You looked at him as he started laughing. “Have you been working out? You’re built like a transformer now” you poked his chest as he blushed, “I have a little bit. I didn’t think it was possible for you to get any prettier than you already were though.” He complimented as you lightly hit his arm, “gross” Yoongi said from behind. You looked at him and gasped, squishing his cheeks together as you kissed all over his face. He stood there allowing you to but complained, making no effort to move you off him because he secretly loved it a lot. “You grew out your hair oh my” you touched it, staring at his locks in awe. “Yeah, I don’t know I might cut it though, it’s getting too hard to hand-.” “Don’t you fucking dare” you warned as he grinned, knowing the new look had you falling in love with him all over again. Once he stepped aside, you and Jungkook looked at each other. His hair had grown out from the mullet in Paris and had now looked similar to Yoongi’s, he also had added a new piercing to his collection. A piercing graced his perfectly shaped brow, his tattoos were now in full colour. You gave a polite wave to him as he breathed out a small, “hi” to you. All the boys had watched you, it fell silent and you were silently praying one of them would speak up to cut the tension. Jimin wrapped his arm around you and pulled you back into another hug, “my angel” he sobbed as everyone laughed.

Big Hit had no sympathy for you guys. The next day after they arrived, they had all called you into the Hybe LA building to go straight into dance practice. Although you’re an entertainer and you’ve gotten down the experience of both singing and dancing at the same time, this felt like you were being dragged through training for the Olympics. “Hobi, wait please” you breathed out as he gave you a look which made you gulp and shut your mouth. For some reason you became scared and turned on at the same time, that’s how you knew you were losing your mind over the constant training. Even when they all had gotten the routine down within the first hour and you were still trying to get half of it done, you were determined to catch up. When everyone said their goodbyes, you spent weeks secretly walking back into the practice room and kept trying. Frustration started to build at you were exhausted, you could already feel the aches and pains in your body starting to build that you knew were going to kill you the next morning. You heard the door open and froze in fear that you would get caught by the big hit staff for staying in there past the hours you were meant to for the past few weeks. The fluffy haired and pierced boy came into view, he looked at you in confusion. “What are you doing here?” He asked raising his pierced brow, “what are you doing here?” You crossed your arms. “I think I’m more entitled to an answer since I work here” he playfully rolled his eyes before setting his bag down next to yours. “I heard music and thought Jimin or Hobi hyung was practicing late at night again” he spoke giving you the answer anyway as you nodded. He then stared at you waiting for the answer to his question, “well, uh I just can’t get the routine down that’s all. I keep making mistakes” you looked at the ground in embarrassment. “I’ll teach you” he shrugged as he took off his jacket and dropped it on the ground, you looked at him up and down before he rolled his eyes once again. “Unless you want Hobi hyung to give you that glare again or worse” he was already walking towards the studio mirrors, looking at you through them. “I don’t know, it was kinda hot” you replied chuckling before you remembered that you and Jungkook were no longer friends and stopped yourself as he gave you a disgusted look. He rolled up his jumper sleeves, revealing half of his tattoos on one side and his veins started to become more prominent. You unconsciously bit your lip at the sight of them. You need to get a grip, you thought before blaming your easily turned on state from being exhausted and the sudden changed in his appearance. You always thought Jungkook looked hot in whatever hairstyle or clothing he changed to but, the sudden grown out hair and eyebrow piercing along with the freshly coloured tattoos and newly built muscle? Somehow became your biggest weakness at the moment. Even when you did shamelessly check him out before, you were never caught. This time, it didn’t go unnoticed by Jungkook. He tilted his head slightly at your reaction and gave a lopsided smirk, “show me what you’ve got.”

“Again.” He crossed his arms as he circled around you, watching you go through the routine until it became muscle memory to not mess up. “Well are you going to tell me what I’m doing wrong instead of just fucking watching me?” You looked at him irritatedly as he stopped for a moment. He came behind you, looking at you straight through the mirror. “You’re doing the wrong hand movement here” he lightly traced his fingertips over your arms before pulling it up firmly and releasing it for you to keep it there. He then travelled down to your waist and hips, he spoke lowly against the shell of your ear. “These are too stiff, you need to loosen it up” your breathing hitched at the feel of his hands on your waist, “and how do you think I should do that?” You huffed as he licked his lips, playing with his lip piercing. “I have an idea” he smirked as his fingers danced gracefully on the bare skin that was showing from your crop top. You had no idea how you ended up drinking wine in the dance studio with the man that you were so angry at for ghosting you two years ago. In fact, you don’t remember how you got drunk enough to the point where your hips were most definitely loosened up from the alcohol but you weren’t able to keep up with a simple dance routine. Jungkook laughed at you before telling you that maybe his idea didn’t work out the greatest and that you both should just go home back to the apartment. You both stumbled into the apartment, you shushing him as his footsteps were loud and heavy enough to wake up the rest of the boys. Sober you, had known that wasn’t true, they could all probably sleep through world war 3 if it ever occurred. He looked back at you and shushed you with a grin on his face to mimic you as you threw your jacket at him, he quickly caught it and placed it down. He followed you into your bedroom and you both laid on the bed, the ceiling was spinning as you both smiled drunkenly at it. You then stopped smiling before looking over at him, “Jungkook why the fuck are you in my room?” you slurred, glaring at him mid process. “Watch your mouth” he looked at you with a serious look, it was intimidating. You almost missed what he said because you didn’t expect for him to reply to you like that, you thought you would instead hear the usual ‘I’m sorry I’ll go’ from him. “Or what? This is my fucking room” You scoffed, “I’m getting really sick and tired of your attitude, you know” his demeanour changed completely. He suddenly was more serious, not goofy or trying to make jokes with you to lighten up the mood. He wasn’t shy or apologising for ticking you off. “That’s funny, you’re talking like you’re going to do something about it. Deal with it.” You scoffed once again, “oh I will do something, I’ll just fuck it right out of you” he looked at you with his tongue in his inner cheek before looking at your lips and then back at you.

You don’t know who did or maybe it was both of you in the moment, feeling a magnetic pull towards each other as he placed his soft lips on yours. The metal had made your body slightly jump at the coolness but that was soon taken over by heat as his hand resting on your head, pulled you closer. The moment stilled for a while as you both got used to each other’s embrace and warmth until, you both started getting desperate. Never getting enough at the feeling of each other’s lips, the taste. He licked your bottom lip as his other hand travelled down the middle of your back and grabbed your ass softly. You moaned into his mouth in surprise as he slipped his tongue inside. You allowed your mouth to suck on his lower lip before biting it lightly, forcing a soft grunt out of his mouth. His wet lips travelled down your neck slowly as he inhaled your scent, “You may hate me, but I’m going to make sure you never forget me” he sucked on your neck until it left a violet bruise, continuing to leave multiple later. You let out a whimper as his fingers dug into your sides, his lower half pushing against your front for some sort of friction. His fingers slowly running over your torso before it stopped at your shirt, you lifted it off your body as he looked at you in surprise. His lips reattached itself to your skin, moving from your neck and down to your chest. Creating more purple hues on the way until he palmed your breast and squeezed it. His tattooed hand reached behind your back as he swiftly unclipped your bra, he didn’t remove it yet though. Instead he opted for going back to your lips to kiss you, moaning against your mouth as he did so. His hands slowly moving the bra slightly out of the way as he let his bare hands on your bare breasts. His eyebrows furrowed as he stopped and pulled away, a smirk on his face right after. He tilted his head at you, “what’s this?” “A surprise” you smirked back at him. He removed the bra to find the jewelled pieces on your boobs, he let out a groan before diving right in to suck on one of them. You gasped at the sudden feeling, hands running through his hair as he swirled his tongue around your nipple. You let out soft moans as he squeezed them a bit harder, in contrast to the gentleness of his mouth on them. He pulled your sweats down, his hand hovering over your panties as though he was waiting for you to say stop. He pulled away from your breasts to look at you, “yes, I want it and you” was all you said as he bit his lip to suppress a groan. He pulled it down slowly, helping you to kick it off, keeping his eyes on yours the whole time. He went in for another kiss desperately, as if he couldn’t get enough of your lips and how they felt. He started to kiss you more sloppily, one thumb on your chin to pull your mouth open a bit more. He ran his fingers over your folds, “fuck” he grunted in a low voice. He then parted your legs to get a good look at your pussy, biting his lips as he let out a moan. His lids became more lowered as his eyes were full of need. He looked at you, licking his lips before slipping the thumb that was holding your chin, into your mouth. At the same time he eased his tattooed finger inside you, your moan becoming muffled by his thumb. He easily slipped another one of his fingers in, pushing all the way until it made a squelching sound. “Shit baby, look how wet you are” he became entranced at how you felt around his fingers and how you looked. He then looks up at you with a cocky smirk, “all this for me? Thought you hated me hm?” You clenched around his fingers at the sudden tone. “Oh, you like that angel?” His soft teasing tone and the nickname made you clench around him hard as he tutted at you. “You’re not going to cum around my fingers, I want a taste first” he pulled his fingers out and lifted your legs. He placed them over his shoulder and lowered his face to your front. Even just his breath on that area was making you throb, he looked at it like a man who had fallen in love.

He kissed your inner thighs before nipping at them softly. Finally lowering his head, licking a stripe upwards, “mmh” was all he said before he pushed his mouth on your clit. He started to tongue fuck you, lazily making out with your pussy as you grabbed his hair moaning out which caused him to moan against you. He rutted his hips against the bed in response to your moans. Your felt your stomach knot as the fire spread throughout your body like a wildfire, “Jungkook, I’m gonna” he hummed into your pussy, sending vibrations everywhere “cum for me angel, be a good girl.” Your back arched as you gripped his hair, he licked up every drop from you. You stared at him dazed before getting up to kiss him, tasting yourself from his mouth. You pulled the shirt off him, raking your eyes over his body and biting your lip as he gave a chuckle. You then started to undo his belt quickly until he lightly gripped your wrists, “slow down” was all he said to you before he began to undo his belt and pull down his pants. You watched the wet spot in his boxers and gulped at the outline of him. “We can stop here if you want, you don’t have to and I don’t mind” he searched your eyes. You pulled down his boxers in response, watching him wide eyed as his cock sprung free. He had the prettiest cock you had seen, with a pink tip and thick girth along with a slightly above average height. You looked up at him in awe, waiting for him to give you permission, “oh, now you wanna be a good girl and listen?” He chuckled. “You were acting like a little slut earlier, what happened to that smart mouth huh?” His cocky face made a return as he tapped your cheek lightly with his cock. “Please Jungkook” your voice came out with need, as his dick twitched at the sound of it. He tapped it against your lips as you opened them, sinking his cock in slowly and lacing his fingers into your hair. He wanted to be careful, trying not to lose control and fuck your throat but you were making it so hard not to. When you decided to take matters into your own hands, swirling your tongue around the tip and his vein before taking him all in your throat. He rolled his head back and let out a gasp, no sounds followed from it because of the amount of pleasure feeling too good. His brows furrowed as his mouth hung open, fingers gripping your hair much harder now. You pulled it out with a pop before tapping it against your cheek once more and going back to swallow around him, squeezing his balls lightly. It took all the strength in him to pull you off him, “stop baby please I don’t wanna cum like this” he whined at you. When he pulled out of your throat, the look he gave you was dangerous. You could of came right then and there from how intensely he was staring at you. He rubbed his cock against your folds, feeling you grind back against him. He slapped your pussy lightly, causing you to jolt and moan out loud. He leaned forward, lips ghosting over yours as his eyes stared deeply into yours. He lifted your legs around his waist, “I’m going to ruin you for any other man, your body belongs with mine.” He whispered to you before pressing his lips to yours and pushing in slowly. Both of you letting long drawn out moans against each others mouth. Your eyes rolled back as you felt the stretch and burn of him inside you, he let you adjust for a bit. “Fuck, look at how you’re taking me so well” he looked down to where you both were connected. Pushing into you with a force that knocked you back each time, causing your boobs to shake and your toes to curl. You felt every single inch of him inside of you as he repeatedly smacked his hips against yours.

His chain started to hover above your face, moving with each powerful thrust he was delivering to you. You looked at the chain, realising it was the same chain you bought him a year and a half ago when you went out shopping together, you remember him eyeing it at the shop and trying to play it off as though he didn’t want it. The next day you gifted it to him as a surprise and he never took it off since. Your emotions were heightened, all you could do was moan, stay there and take everything he was giving to you. You felt yourself coming close and he knew it too, he lifted your legs from around his waist to his shoulders. Placing a pillow underneath your back, he pressed his hand on your lower stomach. You felt a strange feeling in your stomach, his tattooed hand snaked around your throat and gave it a light squeeze. You gasped, “Jungkook!” As he nodded, “yeah? Say my name again baby” he spanked your ass hard as you moaned. “Jungkook” your eyes rolled back as he fucked into you harder, feeling yourself being fucked dumb as you clenched around him. His voice started to become more ragged and higher as he moaned again, “Angel I’m gonna cum, where do you want it?” He was straining, “inside” your legs started to shake and burn as the pressure got stronger, he cursed as your body gave way to the strong orgasm that over took you. Feeling wet liquid splatter everywhere onto him and the bed, he kissed your lips one more time as he groaned against it and released his hot white seed inside of you. He pulled out, kissed your forehead and then went to get a towel to clean you up. This was probably the part where the woman would leave his room, but since this was your room you had thought that he would be the one to go. Instead, he climbed into bed beside you and lifted your head underneath his arm. It was quiet for a while before he spoke up, “I know you hate me and I don’t blame you for it. What kind of idiot gives up on their best friend and ghosts them? I was a coward, I thought too much about myself and never thought once about our friendship or how you would feel when I made the decision in that moment. I spent almost two years, not sleeping or eating and overworked myself to distract me from what I did to you. I thought you would prefer to be living your life healthier than what relationship we had. Everyday I lived with regret thinking about how I never showed you how much you meant to me.” He ranted as you looked at him sadly, “Jungkook” “You thought that you didn’t mean anything to me, do you know how shit that makes me feel? You are everything to me, always have been and always will. I didn’t treat you right, even now I believe that decision was the worst mistake of my life. Now I have to live with the karma of not having you trust me or the possibility of our friendship going back to the way it was.” He breathed out, “well to be fair I don’t think it would ever go back to the way it was. I mean, we just had sex” you looked at him as you both started bursting out with laughter, the drunken state of you both still surrounding the air. “But seriously angel, I am so sorry for what I did to you. I wish it never happened and I never made that decision. I realised that I can’t live my life without you, how could I let the only thing that was keeping me alive, sane and happy, go? I want to be better, I want to live better and have you in my life.” He stared at you sadly, “I could never hate you Jungkook, never will. I think even if we tried, you said it yourself that I don’t trust you. I’d be in a constant state of panic of wondering when you’re going to leave again for a while until it’s rebuilt” you sighed. “For you, I have all the time in the world to wait on. Don’t worry.“ he smiled at you with that drunken smile again, or was it something else? You slowly drifted off to sleep with his smile being the last thing your intoxicated mind saw.

You woke up, feeling warm all over. Looking over to Jungkook, your smile faded as you remembered the events from last night. You shook him awake quickly as he smiled at you, with his eyes closed before opening them up. “Mhm morning angel” he kissed your naked shoulder as you widened your eyes at him, “Jungkook we had sex last night!” You exclaimed as his smile slowly started to fade, did you think it was a mistake after everything he said and tried to show you last night? “Yeah, we did. What’s wrong?” He looked at you worried, “What’s wrong?!? What’s wrong is that you still have a fucking girlfriend! Who’s also, might I add, my friend. Taehyung’s girlfriend’s best friend too!” You looked at him distressed as he stared at you blankly, “oh fuck.” Was all he said.

Here you go ya lil nasty whores. I know you wanted the smut and I’ll give you it. I was debating on making them go all the way or up until him eating her out but like, I wanted them to have drunk sex so that they can get fever dreams of it and little flashbacks. You’ll understand why later (; they’re a mess and we love that for them - swan 🦢

Idol || Anyone but you - 5 Jjk

Warnings: Fuckboy!Jk, Jealous Jk (as usual), low-key think Jk is toxic but that’s only because of his past and needs time and patience to unlearn the traits. Double standards kinda giving low-key misogynistic vibes Jk, Reader and Jk’s friendship is like a nonstop rollercoaster, toxic. Depression, anxiety, mentions of depression also Nsfw 18+ referencing, Angst warning in this chapter. Petty jk, even pettier reader. Reader is a big time fuckgirl/player, slow burn (kinda?) fic, will write more warnings in future chapters.

Read chapter one here

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“Don’t.” Was all you said to him, even over the loud music you could tell he was letting out a breathy exhale from the stressful situation. “Can you at least look at me?” He asked, tenderness and care filled his voice. You hated him for talking to you the same way he usually would, he always treated you different and talked to you different from others. You looked down at your lap, fiddling with the loose thread on your dress before raising your head and looking over to him. He still had stars in his eyes whenever he looked at you, times where you found yourself getting lost in them. It was dangerous. He gave a small smile, “still as beautiful as I remember” he complimented as you scoffed “You have some fucking nerve-.” “Hey, I’m back. Oh, hi Jungkook” Eun Woo looked at you both awkwardly, “sorry, I stole your seat” Jungkook joked but made no effort to move. “It happens, just as long as you don’t steal this pretty girl and we’ll be all good” Eun Woo joked back but the way they looked at each other didn’t seem all too friendly. “Do you want a drink y/n?” “Can I buy you a drink, Angel?” They both said at the same time before looking at each other. “Actually, I think I’m going to go home. I feel sick, think I drank too much” you lied before getting up, Eun Woo putting his arm on your shoulder as Jungkook put his hand on your waist to steady you. “Are you okay?” Eun Woo asked, “I’ll drive her home” Jungkook offered. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, maybe you should look after your actual girlfriend instead. I can drive her home” Eun Woo narrowed his eyes at the tattooed boy who had a protective grip around your waist. You changed your mind, they were both stressing you out so you downed the drink on the table next to you. The both of them looking at you in confusion as if you didn’t just say you felt sick from too much drinks. You pushed Jungkook’s hand away, “I don’t think you should, you came here with your group and they’ll be worried about you. It’s your first time in LA, it could get really hectic for them” you smiled at the Eun Woo, “at least let me make sure you get into your cab” Eun Woo offered, “I appreciate it, thank you.” You smiled warmly, “I’m coming with” you heard the other voice speak up. “For what?” Eun Woo looked at him annoyed, “I want to make sure she gets in the car safely” his tongue poked his inner cheek as he gave a fake smile. Something you knew he would do if he was really pissed off. “Well, that’s what I’m there for” Eun Woo gave a fake smile in return, “great, now she will have two of us. Let’s go angel” Jungkook looked at you as you bit your lip in frustration but followed him outside. You wanted to scream at him, yell and hit your fists against his chest for acting this way around you when all you heard was silence for the past year and a half. You couldn’t, not with Eun Woo there and not in public where anyone could easily hear. Next thing you knew, the final drink hit you and you started to lose your balance. Jungkook caught you as soon as he noticed, “Woah, the world is spinny. Maybe that last drink wasn’t a good idea.” You slurred, “you think?” Jungkook laughed but his face filled with worry. “Are you ok? Y/n?” Eun Woo panicked, “use her phone to call her team, they will send her a cab” Jungkook ordered him as he quickly followed the instructions. He walked off a bit further to get a clearer sound of the call, leaving you with Jungkook. You looked up at the boy who was holding up your weight, “I hate you” you pouted at him cutely as your eyes became watery. “I know” he looked down at your face with so much care, removing the hair from it. “Ok, it should be here in a few minutes, I think I’m gonna text my group to let them know I’ll be taking her home” Eun Woo came back to you both as he took out his phone but Jungkook stopped him. “It’s fine, I already texted Lisa. She has her friends with her to go back to the hotel with, I will be dropping y/n home.” Jungkook looked at him, “but-.” Eun Woo was cut off by Jungkook, “she’s my best friend” he said sternly as Eun Woo went quiet.

Once the car arrived, Jungkook carefully placed you in the seat. “Y/N? Text me tomorrow when you wake up Kay?” Eun Woo called out to you as you drunkenly smiled to him and put your thumbs up at him. He then looked at Jungkook, “get her home safe” was all he said before he closed the door. Once it was you two in the car, you stared ahead in silence. Jungkook kept his attention on you, staring at you to make sure you were okay. “Stop” you looked over at him, “stop what?” He asked. “Stop looking at me” you knitted your eyebrows together, “I can’t” he shook his head. “Why not?” You crossed your arms, “because” he replied. “Because what?” You stared at him as it went silent again, the way he looked at you and said nothing had spoken a thousand words. “Woah, there’s two of you” you smiled before poking your finger at the air and then in his nose, he laughed at your cute interaction. “Ah! I’m so… tired” you called out loudly as he shushed you and apologised to the driver, he then looked back at you who was looking at him with a pout. “You can sleep on me until we get home” he patted his chest which you gladly settled onto. Five minutes later you raised your head, “no! You have some fucking audacity jeongjungook” you slurred at him as you scolded him. “I spent years depressed over you, you hurt me so fucking bad. I didn’t deserve any of it! Why would you-.” He grabbed your head and pulled it back down to his chest as he held the back of your head. “I know” he softly said. As you arrived home, he unlocked the door with your keys for you and opened the door. You settled inside your apartment, kicking off your shoes and dragging yourself straight to your bedroom. He took a bit of time looking around the apartment, he saw the picture frames of your family and the ones of BTS and you. He smiled thinking back on the day it was taken a year and a half ago. You had been the first ever guest on Run BTS and the task was to race through an indoor obstacle course followed by water sports and then arcade games by the end. You and Jungkook were extremely competitive that day and he became sulky over the fact that you were both neck and neck but in the lead. He was worried about losing his perfection streak to you, the others teased him by calling you the new golden makanae. However at the end he had won the arcade games which had put him in the lead, not before winning a huge bear and gifting it to you. The picture was of you jumping on the huge bear as Jungkook joined you and the rest stood around laughing whilst looking at the camera. He heard a thud and rushed straight into your room to find you on the floor, rubbing your head. “Ashhh what should we do with you, can’t go unsupervised for even one minute” Jungkook tutted. You closed your eyes, “want to throw up” was all you answered before he carefully got you up and took you to the bathroom. As you vomited over the toilet, he rubbed your back soothingly and held your hair. You looked at the toilet sadly, “what’s wrong?” He asked. “I really… really hate you” you looked at him with pained eyes, “you broke my heart jungkook” you said shakily as the tears started to fall from your eyes. He wiped them away with his thumbs, “I know angel.” “You don’t have a right to call me that, I was yours. You were my everything. I felt, I felt like a part of my soul was being ripped from me.” You sobbed as he sat closer to you and hugged you. He drew you a bubble bath, turning away from you so that you could get inside. He stroked your hair and used a sponge to clean you in the most careful way. “How could you be so okay with doing that to me? We were friends for years, how can you cut me off so easily like I never existed to you?” You looked at him as you continued to cry. He washed your hair softly, “it wasn’t easy” was all he said as he focused on your hair. You gripped his wrist, “is that all you can give me? One fucking sentence replies?” You raised your voice at him as he looked at you sighing, “because I want to have this conversation properly when you’re sober.” “Well you won’t get that chance”

You looked at the soapy suds. “Why?” He asked, “because after tonight I don’t ever want to see you again” you started playing with the bubbles, you didn’t look up to see the way he looked at you. “I understand” was all he said, his voice cracking slightly. After he cleaned you up, he allowed you to get dressed and tucked you into bed. Kissing your forehead, he gave you a smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “Get some rest, okay?” His voice wobbled, you grabbed his wrist. “I might want you gone by morning but please do me one last favour.” You looked at him as he nodded, his eyes were teary. “Please stay with me for the last time” your eyes started to water, mirroring his own now. “Okay” was all he said before he peeled back the sheets and joined you. You moved yourself close to him, basking in his warmth and presence as you laid your head on his chest. “Jungkook?” You asked as he hummed in response, “how did we get like this?” You breathed out shakily as the tears started to fall on his shirt. “I don’t know but I wish I could turn back time, so badly” he played with your hair, “I think I know why it hurt me so much, you leaving me like that.” You spoke up once again as he held in his breath, “I think it was because I loved you too much” you admitted as he stopped playing with your hair, you held him closely and drifted off to sleep. Leaving him awake beside you, he looked around the room until his eyes landed on the picture frame beside your bedside. It was a Polaroid picture of you and Jungkook, you grinning as he gave you a piggy back ride around the campfire as he smiled happily.

By the time you woke up, your head was pounding. You turned over in your bed and stared at the ceiling, remembering everything that happened last night. You felt your heartstrings tug at each other as you replayed the memories of the things you said to Jungkook and his lack of presence this morning. That surely would of been the last ever time you would have seen him and even though you thought it would make you feel better from some sort of closure, it didn’t at all. You spent a few days, slowly creeping back into the depressed state you were put in a year ago. You decided that you needed a break, from everything. From music, from social media and from being an artist for a while. You let management know that you decided on a hiatus needed for your mental health and put out a statement mentioning that you needed some time. On twitter the hashtag #getwellsoonyn started to trend everywhere along with, #wewillalwaysbehereforyouyn which made you even more extremely grateful for your fans. You loved them with your whole being, unsure if you deserved them but they were everything to you.

You smiled softly at the texts, you couldn’t have wished for anyone better in your life than them. You didn’t have the energy to message them back right now but you made a mental note to remember to do it when you got better. You spent weeks of having the same routine, watching tv and laying in bed whilst making no effort to move. You heard a knock at your front door to your apartment and still made no move to open the door. Hoping they would go away and think you weren’t home, which worked. That was until you opened the door much later and found takeout food on the floor with a small note attached to it, “you need to eat something. Please just try it at least.” With no signature or name to it. This felt too familiar, when you were going through major depression a year and a half ago, the same thing happened. You would hear a knock at the door followed by food that was delivered or left there for you along with a note. You never got around to figuring it out back then because it stopped once you had recovered and felt back to normal. You took the food in and tried it. The next day, another knock appeared around the same time. You dragged yourself out of bed hours later to open the door again and found food there once again. Like yesterday, you brought it in and ate it. For the past week it continued until they switched from takeout to home cooked food, which tasted really familiar but you couldn’t remember where from. Each day motivated you to do something and was slowly getting you back to a normal active lifestyle. When you heard the knock once more, this time you jogged to the door and opened it. It revealed a random delivery guy, “uh, hi?” He looked at you with a smile. “Hello” you looked at him confused, was he a stalker? You kept your door ajar, “what are you doing?” You asked him. “I don’t know, I was given specific instructions to drop food at your door everyday.” He said awkwardly. “By whom?” You asked, “I’m not allowed to say otherwise I may lose my job, sorry” he responded. “Oh, ok. Can you at least tell them thank you for me please?” You smiled as he nodded, you thanked him and he left. It made you start to look forward to your days, slowly getting better because of the one person who wanted you to get better. When you opened to door to the delivery guy, you greeted him. “Hey, uh Jer? I know you said you’re at risk of losing your job but like, I just feel really bad that this person is wasting tons of money on me to keep me fed.” You sighed to the man, “I don’t think the money affects them in any way” he laughed as you raised your brow at him. “So it’s someone famous?” You smiled as you had gotten a hint, “I didn’t say that” his eyes widened at you. “Jer please, you can tell me and I swear if you lose your job then I can get you a better one in no time, paying double.” You pleaded him. He sighed at you, “I’ll tell you tomorrow, okay?” And you nodded excitedly whilst thanking him. The whole day you waited but he never showed or knocked. You sighed in defeat, you don’t think he would of ever told you in the first place now that you think about it. You frowned, thinking about the times you let him in to watch some shows with you to keep you company whilst you ate. Why do the friends you make always end up leaving you with no further explanation.

You decided that you needed to throw yourself into work to distract yourself, nothing too stressful but something easy enough for you to do. With that, you were booked a flight to Paris to attend the new fashion week that came around at the perfect time. Coming off the plane, there was paparazzi everywhere that were excited over your appearance being back in the media. More money for them as they would be catching the most talked about artist of the year. You smiled at the paparazzi and waved, the thoughts of you only being seen as a dollar sign made you slightly frown once you got to your hotel and sat on your bed thinking about life. You breathed out as your team went through all of the shows you would be attending and different looks you would have to go through. Maybe you weren’t ready to make an appearance during the midst of your mental health that was spiralling. Your eyes stopped on a certain vintage dress, “wow that’s so pretty” you gasped. “Is this the one you’re happy with?” Your stylist asked you as you genuinely smiled for the first time in a while, “yes, I want to look like a princess” “a princess you are indeed.” Your stylist agreed as they smiled back at you in the mirror. The day finally came where you had to attend the first of three fashion events, you were up early in hair and make-up along with getting dressed in the afternoon. Shortly after, you stepped into your limo which would be driving you to your destination. You were nervous, a bunch of celebrities and artists would be there but it was a while since you’ve had that many eyes on you. Hell, you even forgot how to socialise. Jerry the delivery guy being the only person you saw and talked to during your time off. You calmed yourself down and looked over at your publicist who gave you a pep talk, telling you that she would be right beside you when needed. You opened the limo door and the flashes had begun instantly, stepping out you gave a polite wave. There was a bunch of fans waiting and screaming your name in a section, you walked over to them and smiled whilst signing the papers they held out. One fan even got you a plushie to represent your fandom which you happily took, you posed for pictures and did silly faces with them. Ensuring you took your time to talk to them because you truly missed them and appreciated them.

Once you had walked up the big stairs, you turned around and smiled for the pictures from the paparazzi. Turning back, you walked up the rest of the stairs and met with the security guards and team there who were told to assist you. You walked across the small bridge to the outside area that was filled with some people. The people parted to let you through, pulling out their phones to record you in awe. “Y/n! I love your look” “wow she looks so stunning” “oh my” you heard as you walked past and thanked them. As you got further, you found the area where all celebrities and artists were looking over the wall to interact with their fans. You saw a familiar curly head, with a boxy smile looking at his fans and waving excitedly to them. “Motherfucking Kim Taehyung” you called out as everyone stopped their chatter to look at you, the boy turned around slowly in shock. He looked at you wide eyed before a huge smile crept up on his face, he lightly jogged towards you excitedly with his arms out as you gladly ran into them. “Angel!” He spoke with so much happiness and love as he embraced you, “my angel it’s been so long.”

It was you, Lisa, Taehyung and you had met their friend Park Bo gum. He was so sweet and kind to you, making jokes with you whenever the opportunity came. As Lisa and Bo Gum were talking, you could see Taehyung staring at you and smiling with a starstruck look on his face, “Tae, why do you keep staring at me like that?” You laughed. “It feels too good to be true that I’m seeing you right now that’s why” he pinched his arm as you giggled. “I can’t blame him for looking at you, have you seen that dress. Wow!” Bo Gum complimented as you smiled, “thank you!” “Hey, hey! Don’t flirt with my Angel” Taehyung gave him a look as Bo Gum threw his hands up in surrender. “Taehyung? aren’t you dating-I don’t know- my best friend?” Lisa reminded him as he cleared his throat. Throughout the night, Taehyung was being extremely protective over you. He would always make sure he was standing next to you in pictures instead of Bo Gum. When Bo Gum put his hand on your shoulder casually, Taehyung swatted his hand away and gave him a warning look. When it was time to sit down on the chairs by the runway, he sat beside you on purpose. You laughed at how he acted, he must have missed you that much that he didn’t want to lose anymore time that you already had. As the models came and go and you applauded them, there was eventually a break before the next half started. You looked on your phone to check the pictures that had just been released with you, Taehyung, Lisa and Bo Gum. The hashtags on twitter were trending, #OHMYGODKIMTAEHYUNGYNLISAPARKBOGUM #TAEHYUNGANDYNPARIS #MOSTHANDSOMEMANMOSTBEAUTIFULGIRL

Ynsuniverse🪐: KIM TAEHYUNG AND YN ARE TOGETHER AGAIN BREATHING THE SAME AIR??? HOW AM I SURVIVING RN??? LOOK AT THEM THEY LOOK STUNNING LIKE A GOD AND GODDESS.

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Tetesyn⭐️: OMG EVERYBODY STAY CALM 😦 ITS HAPPENING MY FAVS ARE BACK I MISSED THEM SM

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Armyangel💅: Most handsome man and most beautiful girl??? IKTR!!!!!!!!! 🤪 GODDDD THEY LOOK SO GOOD 🤤

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Candyyn🍬: Listen, I love Lisa and Park Bo Gum but I know that ALL of us are talking abt Y/N and Taehyung rn bcuz we are losing our minds over them being back around each other.

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Ynswinterbear 🐻: I CANT BREATHE

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Taesbaby 🦋: I know they didn’t come there and just eat everyone up like that. The models for that fashion show should resign, put them on the runway instead at this point ⁉️

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Vintageyn: NO STOP BCUZ CAN WE JUST IMAGINE WHAT THE INTERACTION MUST HAVE BEEN LIKE WHEN THEY SAW EACH OTHER AGAIN? LIKE,, Y/N MUST OF CURSED AT TAE AND THEY MUST OF HAD LIKE THE HUGEST HUG THAT EVERYONE IN THE ROOM MUST OF THOUGHT THAT IT WAS LIKE A MOVIE OR SUM

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“The last one actually happened, our fans know us so well it’s scary” Taehyung spoke muffled as he scoffed down a croissant. You nodded at him as you watched him eat, “damn, you really tearin’ that shit up, huh?” You said as he choked on it from laughter. “Y/n hurry uppppp” Taehyung whined from your hotel bedroom, “you told me at last minute about a club, don’t rush me” you complained to him. “I’m not rushing you I just wanna see the outfit you’re gonna wear” he sighed, “wait 2 minutes and I’ll show you” you shouted back from the bathroom as he pouted, “two minutes is too long.” You then came out to show him the tight almost skimpy green dress, his mouth opening in process as his eyes shamelessly raked over your figure. He then closed his eyes and spoke to himself, “I’m not a cheater, that’s not the man I am. Please God, stop testing me like this I’m not your strongest soldier when it comes to y/n” you laughed at him. You pulled up the dress and stuck out your leg as he quickly hid his eyes with his hands, “what are you doing?” He panicked. “Just look” you rolled your eyes, “y/n don’t do this, I’m a faithful man” he groaned. “Tae I’m not doing anything weird, just look!” You sight as he squinted one eye at you before breathing out in relief to you showing him your bright coloured shorts on. 7 shots in and you were pole dancing on the pole at the club, so far you had taken pictures with other celebrities and made out with a few (obviously.) Taehyung was completely gone, vibing to the music and dancing with Lisa and Bo Gum. You felt genuinely happy for the first time in a while, watching them with a huge smile on your face. You saw Taehyung raise his phone up on the dancefloor, probably taking a video and you walked over to join. Once you got closer, you saw he was on FaceTime but couldn’t see who to. Taehyung turned and looked at you with a drunken smile, “there’s our girl, say hi” he then turned the phone as he grabbed you into a side hug. He gave you a kiss on your cheek as you smiled and looked at the phone, only to see it was Jungkook on the other side. Your smile dropped quickly as he looked at the camera with an awkward smile, waving. You then pressed the red button straight away and looked at Taehyung who pouted at you, “hey! I wanted to make him jealous that I have you here with me.” “Tae, he wouldn’t care, he cut me off 2 years ago, remember?” You shook your head, “he did that because he loves you” he said before slapping his hand over his mouth as though he said something he shouldn’t have. It went over your head though, “what type of person ghosts the closest person to them so easily and doesn’t reach out for a year and a half until he sees them in person by force? If I didn’t attend that award show then he still wouldn’t of reached out at all. I didn’t mean anything to him for him to cut me off, otherwise if I did then it wouldn’t have been so easy. You know what never mind you’re too drunk and you don’t even know what I’m saying right now” You ranted as he just blinked at you, “darling I’m struggling to even switch languages right now, I’m sorry” he grinned at you as you groaned in response.

By the time the night was ending, Taehyung wanted to sleep on the couch in your en suite because he wanted to “be around you and spend as much time as possible.” You woke him up to the smell of eggs, ordering room service for you both. He lifted his head up and opened one eye at you, his lips formed in his usual sleepy pout as he went “mmmh you’re the best” before smiling at you. There was a knock at the door, suddenly and you had left Taehyung to eat as you went to check who it was. You opened the door to Lisa who smiled at you before looking ahead at Taehyung and then she gave you a wide eyed look. Taehyung turned his head, still looking through one eye before he gave a slight wave to her and then going back to eat his breakfast. “Whatever you’re thinking, no” you assured her as she breathed out in relief, “thank God” she walked inside. Today was day two for the fashion events you were left to attend, you had one more left to go after this one that would be happening tomorrow. You all managed to go sight seeing in Paris for a bit, doing wine tasting and visiting the Louvre along with the Eiffel Tower. You were dressed into a dress that fitted in all the right places to show off your curves, a cut out area for your cleavage to show. “You’re in your sexiest era right now, I’m loving every bit of it” Lisa complimented as you both arrived at the venue first, waiting for the other two boys to show. As they arrived, Taehyung and Bo Gum complimented you both. You were all conversing for a bit when you felt a hand on your lower back, “missed me?” you turned to look at who it was. You smiled, “Eun Woo! What are you doing here?” He chuckled at your reaction and hugged you. “I was invited by the director of the show” he smiled before shaking hands with Taehyung and Bo Gum and giving Lisa a quick hug. “How have you been?” He looked at you and ran his arm lightly down yours before knocking your fingers together slightly. This didn’t go unnoticed by Taehyung though, he patted your head and stroked your hair “we’ve been okay, how have you been?” He looked at Eun Woo who laughed, “I’ve been good thank you Taehyung.”

Y/N ✓ : it’s been a while @/chaeunwoo

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Ynupdates: Y/N seen with Cha Eunwoo at the Paris fashion show! These two have amazing chemistry!

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#TEAMTAEYN #TEAMEUNYN

Eunwooswh0re🤪: Plz they look so GOOD together, they would be the ultimate couple fr #TEAMEUNYN

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Taeswife💍: I’m not gonna just sit here and let A RANDOM MAN try to come in between 6 years of friendship and possible relationship of my two favs (don’t @ me let me just dream, damn) ANYWHO we already know who’s winning 🥇 #TEAMTAEYN

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You laughed as you scrolled through the tweets. “It’ll die down, don’t worry” Taehyung laughed with you, “I agree with them though, I’m team #taeyn” he nodded as you playfully rolled your eyes, “of course you are.” You watched as the stylists fixed his clothing, “Taehyung as much as I love you, why aren’t you getting dressed in your own suite?” You watched him as he cracked a smirk whilst looking down at his phone, “I already told you y/n we have to make up for lost time” he winked at you. You were dressed into your final dress for the last fashion show event, apparently it was the biggest one and a lot of celebrities were flying in to watch it. “I’m” Taehyung watched you as you looked over at him, “what?” You watched him stare at you, “you look that gorgeous I have no words to say” blush started to creep up on his own cheeks, “oh my, did I make THE Kim Taehyung flustered?” You laughed at the situation, “don’t talk to me when you look like that” he started to avoid eye contact and did his famous ‘tata mic’ face. Eun Woo had greeted you in the social room where everyone would arrive and talk before they had to go into the main room where the event started. He stood by your side, constantly telling you how pretty you looked tonight. Jennie had arrived and found her side by Taehyung, where you all talked and laughed. You felt a tap on your shoulder, turning around to see the bright beautiful man who was smiling at you. “Ange-.” “Oh my fucking God” you pulled the man in for a tight embrace as he chuckled, breathing in your scent. “I’ve missed you so so much, it feels like I haven’t seen you in forever” Hobi said against you, as you hugged him and saw the boy behind him clearing his throat. It felt like you were on a rollercoaster, excited at the top and all happy until it dropped and you were screaming for your life. He was wearing a black shiny jacket with a fitted black dress shirt and pants. His hair was loosely styled with a piece of hair in front on his forehead. You avoided eye contact and pulled away from Hobi, smiling at him. “How are you here? I mean not even how because of course you would be here given your amazing fashion taste but oh my God I’ve missed you my sunshine!” You exclaimed as you hugged him once more.

You waited as Hobi and Taehyung said they were going off to find the food before the event would start. Lisa, Jennie and Bo Gum were talking about something in Korean and you just stood there with Eun Woo on one side and Jungkook on the other, awkwardly. “So, how have you been Jungkook?” Eun Woo asked politely, “I’ve been good, was just working on music. The usual, you know?” He gave a smile to him, which you were pretty sure wasn’t genuine. “Ah” Eun Woo replied as it died down again, “I still can’t get over how stunning you look” Eun Woo smiled at you, “you and me both, she is a beauty” you heard Jungkook speak up as you looked at him, “yeah she is, did you manage to see your girlfriend?” Eun Woo looked over at Lisa, “yeah I did, thanks for your concern” Jungkook gave an abrupt response as you internally wanted to crawl into a hole because of the tension. “I need a drink, do you want one?” You sighed as you looked over at Eun Woo, “yes” “yes” they both replied at the same time. “I wasn’t asking you” you gave a fake smile to Jungkook, “that’s fine, I guess I’ll just have to go with you to the bar then” he shrugged. He wasn’t kidding, you both walked to the bar in silence and ordered your drinks. As you both waited for your drinks he spoke, “so…” he started off, “I’m going to tell you one thing and one thing only. Thank you for looking after me that night, I’m very grateful for it and something you didn’t have to do but I appreciate, but please do not talk to me or think that it’s opened up a door or whatever.” You let out as he looked at you and then fell silent for a minute, “I can’t do that” he muttered. “And why not?” You looked at him in disbelief, “because I miss you” he locked his eyes with yours. The tension was overbearing, you felt your throat slightly constrict as your eyes started to sting but you refused to cry or let your emotions take over. “I told you that night that I never wanted to see you again, that I wanted you to stay away” you spoke firmly, “and I did stay away” he replied. “So why are you here?” You shook your head, “because I was invited” he sighed, “you could of turned down the offer to come or ask Jimin to take your place. You don’t even like these sort of events” you scoffed, “Why should I? I saw an opportunity to see you again, why should I turn that down? Maybe it’s selfish of me but I can’t help but be like that when it comes to you.” He was pissed and you could tell from the way he looked at you, his chest was rising much quicker. You grabbed yours and Eun Woo’s drinks, “You were the one who cut me off, Jungkook. You made your bed now lie in it, stay away from me.” You glared at him before walking away.

You couldn’t exactly get away from him, he had an assigned seat next to yours at the show. Thankfully he didn’t speak to you but he had spent the time staring at you instead, you glared at him in response throughout the show. Later on, everyone decided on going for drinks at a bar and he was also there. Eun Woo was teaching you how to play pool when he had “accidentally” stumbled and spilled his drink all over Eun Woo. After he kept apologising to Eun Woo, you told Eun Woo to go to his hotel to change and come back since the hotel wasn’t too far. You were left by the pool table, contemplating if you should try to somehow teach yourself how to play, when he came up to you. “Do you want me to teach you how to play?” He asked as you kept your gaze on the stick and ball, “I told you to stay away from me” you flicked the ball and watched it jump off the table violently but he caught it, “and I told you that I can’t do that” he gave a small smile. “Don’t talk to me” you grabbed the ball from his hand and placed it back on the table, “that’s fine, I don’t need to talk. Let me just teach you” he tilted his head at you as you ignored him. Once you tried to practice hitting a ball, the black one chaotically went in and you smiled happily to yourself. “You do know, that if you did that in the real game, you would lose” he bit his lip to suppress his laughter, “that doesn’t make any sense” you frustratedly ran your hands through your hair. “You don’t make any sense” he teased, “oh, really? That’s rich coming from someone who cuts their best friend of 6 years off like it was nothing” you rolled your eyes. “It wasn’t like I thought it was nothing, it was a really hard decision for me” he exhaled out, “I’m going to ignore you now before I curse you out” you pinched the bridge of your nose. “You should, it will make you feel better” he agreed as you looked at him weirdly, “I give you full permission” he held his hands up in surrender. “I don’t need your permission for anything” you rolled your eyes, “you’re right, you especially don’t need my permission to dance” he cracked a joke as you bit the inside of your cheek to suppress your laughter and keep a poker face. “I know you loved that one, don’t hide your laugh” he laughed as you glared at him. “Oh, sure because you know me so well” you narrowed your eyes at him even though you both knew it was true, but he was always right you just wanted to take this pool stick and beat the cockiness out of him. “Of course I do, I even know that you’re getting closer to cursing me out or you’re thinking of hitting me with that stick but you wouldn’t” he gestured to it as you looked down at it. “6 years of friendship baby” he winked, “take away 2 years, we HAD 4 years” you lined up the stick again with the ball. “It’s 6 to me and ongoing” he shrugged, “you have some fucking-.” “Nerve” he finished your sentence for you. Something you both often did when you were friends. “Stop acting like I mean anything to you” You placed the stick down, “don’t ever say that you don’t mean anything to me. You mean everything to me, always have and always will” he gave a serious look. “Then why?!!? Why the fuck-.” “Because I was in love with you!” He spoke calmly as you looked at him wide eyed, unsure if you could even speak at the moment due to shock. “I was in love with you and it was hard for me to accept that you didn’t feel the same way, it was hurting me and damaging me to continue feeling that way when I couldn’t do anything about it.” He breathed out, “hey babe, what are you two talking about?” Lisa came over smiling to you both as she rested an arm on his shoulder. Jungkook looked at you, waiting for you to say something. Anything. You tried to process everything he had just said to you, “nothing, babe” was all he said before grabbing his drink and leaving.

Ooohhhhh I love this whole love/hate relationship rn. One of my favourite plots to write!! Also omg thank you sm for the support on my work guys it means sm to me that you guys actually enjoy my writing. I was so insecure since English isn’t my first language and that I haven’t written in so long, I hated the first few chapters because I thought it was boring but ig not that bad! - Swan 🦢

Idol || Anyone but you - Chapter 4 Jjk

Warnings: Fuckboy!Jk, Jealous Jk (as usual), low-key think Jk is toxic but that’s only because of his past and needs time and patience to unlearn the traits. Double standards kinda giving low-key misogynistic vibes Jk, Reader and Jk’s friendship is like a nonstop rollercoaster, toxic. Nsfw 18+ referencing, smut but not that bad or detailed ig. Angst warning in this chapter. Petty jk, even pettier reader. Reader is a big time fuckgirl/player, slow burn (kinda?) fic, will write more warnings in future chapters.

FUN CHAPTER !!! I was soooo excited to write this and post it :) sorry if it plays with your emotions. I warned you !!!! :,(

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“What do you mean we wouldn’t work??” The floppy haired boy looked at you as if you had lost your mind. “I think we’re really great friends but I just can’t imagine it, you get on my nerves too much” you simply said as you pushed the biscuit into your mouth. Jimin and Tae sat there laughing and enjoying the show of Jungkook getting worked up over it. “It’s normal to annoy someone! It’s called healthy relationships” his eyes popped out of his head in disbelief. “It’s not just that. There’s multiple reasons, why are you getting so worked up over it?” You laughed at his current state of distress. “It’s because he can’t handle the fact that an actual woman doesn’t want him for once” Namjoon glanced over at you two before grabbing a bottle of water, “how was your bike ride today Joon?” You smiled at him. “Good, I didn’t almost run over any old men today” he teased you as you jokingly flipped him off. “No, you’re basically just calling me ugly” Jungkook threw his hands in the air, “Jungkook I already said it’s not about your looks or personality. It’s more about your habits” you shrugged. “Like what? Tell me” he crossed his arms, “if I tell you all of them then we’d be here all day. It’s just that you and me are very similar and for some people, two of the same doesn’t work.” “Stop trying to save my feelings, I’m a big boy, I can take it” he rolled his eyes. “Fine but only because you won’t give up. If you really wanna know then it’s things like, sometimes you’ll be hypocritical over certain things. Or your need to prove everyone wrong over the smallest shit, just so you can be right-.” “Oh I hate it when he does that” Taehyung interrupted. “Or your constant need to have things your way-.” You tried to continue but you were cut off again, “it’s called passion” Jungkook rolled his eyes, “it’s called being stubborn” you gave a fake smile before dropping it. “There’s just a lot on why I don’t think you would be right for me and that’s ok. Not everyone is a good match, we work well as friends because that’s how we’re meant to be in each other’s lives.” You felt like you were getting deja vu from the amount of times you must have told this to people. “That seemed really well rehearsed, how many times have you used that line?” Jin looked at you amused, “too many to count” you laughed. “So, what about the other members?” Jungkook looked like he was sulking now, “what about them?” You asked. “Would they be right for you? Would it work?” He raised his brow, “well Tae is dating someone and still flirts with me so that’s a major red flag I don’t even want to get into that.” You started off as Taehyung shrugged, “fair enough” is all he said. “I think we would have though, if I think about it. He’s very loving even if I’m a bit more on the cold side. We share the same values for relationships.” you tried to imagine it as Taehyung winked at you. “He’s literally a red flag! You just said that, you know what ok. Jimin?” Jungkook gestured for you to continue. “Jimin and I would definitely work, He’s very affectionate with me and makes me feel secure even if I’m like a loose screw. Physical touch would be our love language.” you grinned as Jimin gave a big smile to you. “And he’s very indecisive, flirts with everyone and would most probably cheat” Jungkook added. “I would never cheat on my Angel” Jimin gasped, “add pathological liar to that list” Taehyung muttered. “Anyways, Hobi” Jungkook looked over at the boy who was laughing hard at the situation. “The sunshine to my rain. Would definitely work, would bring joy into my damp life. There’s never a dull moment when we’re together” you smiled as Hobi walked over to hug you. “Would spend his time being completely judgemental over every little thing you do, thrives off gossiping and wouldn’t take responsibility for his wrong doings. Says ‘I’m fine’ then is looking at you with a murderous glare two seconds later, whilst giving you attitude and expects you to mind read.” Jungkook gave a satisfied look as Hobi’s jaw dropped. “Namjoon?” Jungkook uncrossed his arms and looked between the two of you.

“Would be a bit rocky at the start but would work well. Has the maturity and calmness to tame my wildfire, would be a perfect balance.” You nodded as Namjoon nodded with you. “Would also be very condescending towards you and treat you as a child in the wrong whenever you get into fights. Finds it hard to be proven wrong, wants validity. Anyways, Yoongi.” Jungkook yawned as he called the leader out. You don’t know how the conversation turned out this way, it was just a normal morning of you all joking around. That was until Taehyung said that you and Jungkook were so similar that it makes him sick and, if you both ended up dating then he wouldn’t be surprised. To which, you jokingly said “nah” that made Jungkook’s head whip around so fast you wondered if he got whiplash from it. “Yoongi and I would work no matter how many times he would refuse. He has the patience I’m lacking, observes just as well and listens when he knows I need it.” You blew Yoongi a kiss as he crinkled his nose in fake disgust. “That’s until he gives affection once in a blue moon. Can’t stand people complaining or whining about something, will put you in time out and prioritise his work over you always.” Jungkook now settled on a chair in front of him. “Finally, Jin?” He asked as Jin popped his head around the kitchen corridor in interest. “How could it not work with him? He would keep me laughing on days where I need it most. Would scold me lovingly and give me attention” you were now giving him a frown, knowing Jungkook would have something negative to say. “Hm until most of the time he wants to be alone, relies on you to do things for him whilst he rests and completely forgets you exist until his social battery goes up again.” He gave a proud look. “Why are you so bitter?” “Yeah, what got your panties in a twist?” “So what if she doesn’t want you boohoo, why the need to attack us?” The boys started to fill the room with their arguments but you stopped them all before it escalated from jokes into something more serious. “You know what, I should tell you about your traits too. Since I’m already on a roll” Jungkook huffed, “oh, he’s out for blood” Hobi gave you a look. “You act like you don’t care about anything but at the same time, you take things to heart too much. You’re stubborn, you don’t tell anyone about how you’re really feeling underneath the surface. You have a need to be liked otherwise you feel like you’ve failed at everything. You put everyone else’s feelings above your own -which I really hate it when you do that by the way. You have a fake superiority complex. Above all you’re just as stubborn, you refuse to believe that there’s actually some things that could possibly, potentially work.” He breathed out as the room was filled with ‘oh’s’ and dead silence. “Someone’s projecting” Taehyung said quietly before all the members gave each other a look. “You’re right and I admit to that. However, we still wouldn’t work, because of those exact reasons of mine and those exact reasons of yours. We’re too similar and it would be toxic. The only difference we actually have is that I can handle being told the truth” you squeezed his cheeks whilst smiling as he looked at you annoyed. “I can handle being told the truth” he mumbled in between his cheeks being squished as the rest of the boys scoffed and coughed, clearing their throats and rolling their eyes. “If you think about it, I think the reason you get along with us so well is because you have each similar traits from each member” Yoongi tried to change the subject swiftly as the rest of them agreed.

“Holy shit! This sounds so fucking good!” You exclaimed as the rest of the boys were equally excited from hearing the final version of the song. “This might be a problem though, do you know what this sounds like?” Hobi looked at everyone seriously before cracking into a huge smile, “it sounds like a Grammy Award song” he started dancing as everyone joined in happily. Jungkook opened the door to the studio, everyone’s attention was now on him. He looked flushed, a sheen of sweat on his forehead as his pupils were blown out widely. You knew that look, the same look he had that night when he handed you the towel you needed. “Where have you been? You missed out on the track” Jin scolded the boy, “I heard it earlier” was all he answered, not looking anyone in the eyes before walking inside to join everyone. “Now that this is done, we need to get dance practices in and set a release date.” Your manager smiled at you and the boys before looking over at Bang Pd who nodded in agreement. “Good job everyone, Y/N don’t forget to meet with your stylists early tomorrow morning for that interview with Cha Eun Woo” your manager gave a thumbs up to you as you waved goodbye to them. “Cha Eun Woo? why is he interviewing you?” Jungkook looked over to you in confusion, “my bestieee!” Jimin smiled at the mention of Cha Eun Woo’s name. “Maybe they needed an English speaking famous Korean celebrity to interview her here. Smart marketing to have two good looking people together.” Yoongi shrugged, “couldn’t they ask someone like, I don’t know. Jessi?” Jungkook looked down at his shoes like a little child, “why? Do you feel threatened by his good looks that he’s going to steal our angel away?” Jin joked as he let out a laugh hitting jungkook on the shoulder who just glared at him. “I could never be stolen, I’m sure he’s not all the hype you guys are-. Fuck me” your eyes widened at the picture Taehyung was showing you on his phone. “She’s just like me for real” Hobi looked at how quickly you were down bad for the man, before laughing. “Are we allowed to come with?” Jungkook spoke up quickly as the boys looked at him, “you know, to show our support?” He added. “Uhhh” you didn’t know what to say, “probably not the best to. We already have to be careful since the leaked pictures of Lotte world. We can’t give away the fact that we’re planning to do a song together before it’s actually announced of a release” Namjoon explained. “Give her some room to breathe, damn Jungkook.” Jimin joked. “No wonder why she don’t want you” Taehyung joined in the joke as they all laughed.

“We want you to flirt with him, make it look like there may be something between you two” you looked at your managers as if they were insane, “huh?” You . “What’s the problem? That’s your artist persona, you usually do this” they looked at you weirdly. “Yeah but this could ruin his image, you know how the media is-.” “It’s fine, his manager agreed since you will both put out statements later on to claim you’re just good friends and we’ve been in an agreement with Big Hit to do this. Eun Woo needs more exposure with PR, you need to be kept in the loop of trending news in Korea until your concert and Big Hit needs someone as a distraction from the dating BTS rumours. It’s a win win for all of us.” Your manager smiled proudly. “This could go really, really bad. The K media is more sensitive than the western industry, dating is the norm for us but not them. Fans could become toxic and I could get a lot of hate from doing this” you started to rub your face worriedly. “It will be fine y/n we’ve already discussed this, just subtly flirt. We know that your onstage and on camera flirting methods are more, how do you say this? Sensual and bold/direct. However, if you could do it in a much classier way or maybe humorous then it wouldn’t be as bad.” You sighed, “fine, if this goes downhill then I’m firing you both for making me take such a big risk.” You were known for always being kind to staff and everyone but not the type to mess with when it comes down to the serious stuff. You took your work very seriously and did things with caution to stay out of trouble, it’s probably why you were so liked by a lot of people and not cancelled by anything as yet. “Thats fine, we wouldn’t be putting you or your career under the bus. That’s not to say you won’t get some negative reaction which is normal of course, but it wouldn’t be more than the positive.” Your manager confidently spoke, “well you’d better hope it is then” was all you said to them before you started to walk on set, “oh, and y/n? This is going to be live-streamed so try not to slip up. You got this!” Your manager added, God it was brutal out here in this industry.

The interview went surprisingly well, you didn’t want to change yourself for anyone. You came a long way trying to prove a point that you could be as equally intriguing, lovable and popular as men could be, whilst doing the bare minimum. Comfortable with your masculine side more but still with a hint of femininity. You were charming and that’s not something that was often or allowed to be shown in women especially in the music industry. “And that’s a wrap, thank you everyone” The director called out as you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding in. You looked over to the handsome man who was chuckling at your reaction, “you okay?” He asked as you nodded. “I was just really worried I was going to fuck that one up” you sighed as he momentarily raised his eyebrows at you in shock before going back to normal. “Oh, sorry. Do you not like people swearing around you?” You apologised as he shook his head giving a heartwarming smile, “no it’s not that sorry, I just didn’t expect it. I like your personality it’s very refreshing.” You thanked him and he spoke up again, “why were you worried about messing it up?” He questioned. “You know, the agreement we have to flirt on camera whilst it was being live-streamed. I worry about the people involved and how it affects them, besides the publicity and audience here are different so I didn’t want to offend anyone or make anyone upset.” You admitted as he smiled again at you, “I think it’s sweet that you’re doing that. You seem like a very caring person to be thinking more of others than yourself. Everyone needs someone like that in their lives, I’m jealous of Jimin and the boys.” Was he genuinely flirting with you? The cameras were off now, there wasn’t a need to. “I also think that you should have the freedom to do what you want. You’re a western artist so they wouldn’t be on your case as much in the press. The fans? They’re a different story but you learn to eventually believe that your health and own decisions come first. Do what you want without any regrets, you’re human after all so live your life for you. They may say mean things but it’s not worth you wasting a second thought on.” He exhaled as he looked off into the distance of the team packing their things and leaving the set. “Damn, you give some good advice” you smiled at him as he chuckled. Now you understood why he had a lot of fans, he was dreamy and kind. Double kill. “It’s only good if you take it” he now looked at you with a small smile, he had the softest eyes when talking. “Oh, I’ll take it” you responded only to have him raise a brow at you and for you to realise how sexual it sounded, “the advice of course, I’ll accept it and like you know..” you trailed off as he laughed, “I know what you meant.” You both then settled in silence for a minute, “but hey, just so I can make sure you actually do, can I get your number?” He tilted his head in an endearing way.

How did you end up with his cock in your mouth? You don’t know. Everything moved so fast actually, the first thing you were doing was talking about good advice and somehow you ended up here. Watching the handsome man above you let out pretty moans in return as he gripped onto the make-up table in his dressing room. “You should keep quiet, you don’t want anyone to walk in to find you like this do you?” You let go of his dick with a pop as his chest heaved, he looked out of it. As if he were ascending to another dimension. He shook his head slowly, his hair stuck to his forehead from the beads of sweat that formed. “Golden boy Eun Woo found with his dick down y/n’s throat in his dressing room” you tutted at him as his cock twitched in your hand in excitement. “You like that huh?” You stood up, jerking him off with your hand as you leaned in and whispered into his ear. He moaned louder, his eyes became lidded from lust as his mouth parted. You pushed him on the sofa and straddled his naked torso, kissing him softly in contrast to the way you grinded against him desperately for contact. You stopped the teasing, finally sinking down on him, as you both had let out long drawn out moans from the pleasure.

When you had reached home everyone had teased you about the interview and asked about your day. Jungkook was slightly off with you, he tried to act normal but you knew him well enough. Maybe he just had a tiring day and was trying his best to entertain you? You sat down beside him on the couch showing him memes to cheer him up as he would slowly start to go back to his usual self. You were showing him one particular meme when you saw his face falter from the smile, “Eun Woo texted you” he said quietly. You looked at your phone to see the notification that read, “thanks for today it was nice meeting you and thanks especially for after ;) let’s do it again soon?” By the time you were finishing reading the last bit, Jungkook had gotten up and announced to you that he was going into his room.

For the past few weeks, he didn’t speak to you and everyone around you had noticed it from the first day. He never looked your way, never even communicated during the dance practices. Refused to acknowledge you even when the others tried to help you out and get you two to talk. You looked at your phone smiling from the texts that your publicity stunt with Cha Eun Woo went well and that there was a more positive outcome. “What’s got you smiling like that angel?” Jimin smiled from across the kitchen counter as Jungkook sat eating his cereal, “probably Eun Woo” Jungkook muttered to himself before looking at you with his tongue in his cheek, he got up before throwing the full bowl of cereal away. “Jungkook there was a lot of cereal in there” Jimin looked at him surprised, “I’m not hungry” Jungkook replied before leaving the kitchen. The tension was high whenever you both were in the room, it started to irritate you a lot with the way he was acting so childish. To make things worse, you couldn’t sleep at nights since he was bringing women home again at that time on purpose. You decided to be the bigger person and say enough is enough, you hurt him and you were to blame for that. You shouldn’t have been so careless with his feelings as a friend and embarrassed him like that, you were in the wrong and you knew that. You walked over to his door not bothering to knock, swinging the door open to a girl mid way riding him as he laid back on his bed. They looked at you in horror but you didn’t even seem phased by the sight, “Jungkook I need to talk to you” you were exhausted and in no mood to act surprised or disgusted by everything. “Are you crazy?” Jungkook’s eyes widened as he pulled the sheet over to hide the sight from you, “no, I’m serious. Tell her to come back another time, I’m giving you 5 minutes before I come back in this room” you sternly said before heading into the living room. Thankfully he listened and she had scurried out of the house from embarrassment. You walked back into his room, “what happened to fucking knocking?” He looked at you annoyed as you ignored his glare and sat down on his gaming chair. It was silent as he sat on his bed half dressed, “I’m sorry” you let your body slump in defeat. “It’s fine just knock next time” he scoffed, “no, not about that. I’m sorry that I disrespected you and embarrassed you. I’m sorry for everything” you looked at him sadly. “Is that what you think? I’m upset because of just that? You already apologised on text about that, I forgave you” He was looking at you dumbfounded for some reason, “then I don’t understand wh-.” “Forget it y/n. Can you leave now please?” His face was straight and showed no emotion but you could tell how hurt he was. He had never called you by your name, you must have really fucked up. You got up, walking towards his bed before holding his hand and kneeling. “Please, let me fix whatever I’ve done. I want you back to normal in my life. I don’t want us wasting time with us in arguments when we could be spending it together, I don’t want to leave this place with you being upset with me.” You pleaded as he looked into your tired eyes, he cupped your cheek. “You can’t fix something that was never meant to be there in the first place” he looked vulnerable, his voice sounded shaky as his thumb rubbed your jaw softly.

The song release was delayed due to the sudden announcement of scandals within your label, Big Hit were originally going to scrap the idea of the whole song but the boys pleaded for them to keep it instead. It took a while before Big Hit agreed on it due to your hard work and dedication, it was your label’s issues at fault and not you, so you didn’t deserve the punishment. They decided to keep the song unreleased until the commotion would die down and you would be safe to release it in the future. The part that hurt most of all, was when the day for your long awaited concert in Korea came. Day one, you asked the boys to join you on stage to perform one of their songs to surprise the fans and they did. Once you joined them after for celebration backstage, you asked where Jungkook was and Jin had mentioned that he left as soon as they came off stage. He never stayed back with the others to watch the rest of your concert. You made excuses for him, maybe he was busy and had something urgent to attend? You were wrong. The second and third day of your concert (the final) he didn’t even show up to watch your shows like the members did and stuck to their promise. Even if it was the same thing for the next two days, they showed their support endlessly. The worst day of all was when you were leaving, the boys dropped you to the airport but he didn’t come. “I’m sorry Jungkook didn’t come, he said he’s sick” Namjoon tried to make you feel better but he already knew that you knew them all too well. He knew that you knew he was lying and just trying to protect your feelings, “that’s ok, I hope he gets better soon” you tried your best not to show the heart wrenching pain you felt on your face. Your eyes told him ‘I know’ as you both silently transferred messages to one another through looking at each other, “thank you, I’ll pass on the message to him. Please get home safe and message us when you do land and get home.” Namjoon’s eyes were becoming watery, you hugged him tightly. “I’m sorry I didn’t put enough effort into our friendship at the start. It’s going to hurt like a bitch without having you here everyday from now on” he murmured into your neck as you teared up. “It doesn’t matter about how we were before, what matters is now. Just promise me that we’ll see each other again more often, even if we’re busy we will make time?” You looked at him as he nodded, his red teary eyes looking down. He refused to look you in the eyes because it would hurt much more and become harder to let you go. You were his army, his soft spot, someone he felt like he needed to protect and look after with the utmost love and care. Jimin was sniffling as the tears ran freely down his face. In the car ride there, him and Taehyung wouldn’t let go of you. Jimin was extremely sulky and emotional the whole time. “My angel” was all he said before gripping you tightly, “I don’t want to let you go” he said in a small voice. Your heart ached, it wasn’t supposed to be a goodbye for forever. So why did it feel like one? Given the whole situation with your label and Big Hit, who knows what they might have told the boys. This might even be your last time being able to speak to them and being allowed to be associated with them. “You have to, just for a little while ok? Then when you see me again you can hold me for as long as you’d like” you didn’t even trust what you were saying but you had to keep positive for them, he nodded against you and let go.

Taehyung’s mouth formed into a sad frown, he rubbed his eyes as the tears fell and tried to play it off cooly, “ah jinjja” he sighed as he covered his eyes with his hand but you pulled his hand away to take a look at his face. He looked at you sadly, “come here my strong beautiful boy” you smiled as you wiped your own tears, he pulled you in for a hug and stroked your hair. “How am I going to survive without being able to see my beautiful angel every morning?” His voice wobbled slightly, as you let out a small laugh. “Things won’t be the same” he sighed out before finally taking one good look at you, “I’m telling your girlfriend you’re flirting with me” you teased. “Tell her, I’d rather have you here with me” he pouted, as you jokingly hit him. You next looked over at Hobi that kept a smile on his face that didn’t quite reach his eyes like it usually did. “I’m not going to cry because I will see you soon” he said in a cute voice as he patted your head. You tilted your head at him and that’s all it took for him to pull you in close, you could hear him sniffing slightly and could imagine him trying to keep the smile on his face. “You don’t always have to be so strong you know, sometimes leave it for the others. It’s okay to even if you don’t feel like it is, trust me.” You whispered in his ear, “aw angel” he replied with a shaky voice. Jin looked at you with the brightest smile, “I won’t cry, I won’t cry haha” he gave his famous laugh but you could see the tears slipping out his eyes which made everyone laugh, you pulled him into a hug. “My angel, why do you have to go so soon? I wish you lived here with us, it’s not too late to you know?” He exhaled, “time flies huh, I’ve been here for 2 months.” You laughed, “2 months is not enough I want you here forever. Who else is going to call me handsome everyday and put up with my jokes?” He asked in that same tone he used to scold the boys jokingly. “I will still do that, it just won’t be in person as much. Maybe in the future but for now you will just have to settle for occasional visits okay?” You replied as he nodded with a small smile, “I will hold you to that” he winked. You looked over to Yoongi who had no emotion on his face but a small smile, he avoided eye contact and kept his gaze on looking down at your scarf, “Call me when you land, and wrap up warm I’ve heard it’s getting chilly in LA now. Don’t forget to eat and sleep on the-.” You hugged him, feeling his body tense from shock before it melted against yours. “I love you” he muttered quietly, “I love you too, yoongles” you replied as he let out a soft chuckle at the nickname. You spent another 20 minutes with them before they walked you inside, the flash of photography from the paparazzi almost blinded you. You turned around one last time before giving them all a group hug, Jimin and Taehyung hiding their faces from being caught on camera crying. The rest of them briefly greeting the photographers and bowing to them before they focused all of their attention on you, “I’ll see you soon my babies” you wiped your tears and gave them the best smile you could as they waved. You turned away and walked to your terminal.

A year and a half later, the present.

It had been a year and a half since you last saw the boys and spent that time with them. You had switched labels and were now settling into your new one which was much bigger and better for you. Your career was soaring high at the moment. The boys never gave up on messaging you and calling you everyday since you left. Jungkook had fully ghosted you, not messaging you once, it was almost as if your friendship never existed at all. He was the only one out of the members who didn’t contact you and it hurt a lot. You often asked about him to the boys, you could see how sorry they felt for you whenever they would tell you that he’s doing well. You often thought about him during your livestreams, vlogs and live performances. Wondering if he would be secretly watching to see how you were doing, he couldn’t possibly not right? You shouldn’t be surprised if he didn’t though. This was the same man who cut you out of his life like it was nothing after years of friendship. The first month after being back from Korea felt like hell, it hurt worse than a heartbreak. It felt like you were grieving over Jungkook even though he was alive and doing well. You weren’t the same and your fans easily picked up on the shift of character when it was happening, you had started to go through major depression at a point. It took you a good 6 months for you to feel at peace with the painful feeling and become numb to the mention of his name and memory. You were on the road to recovery by the 7th month, Jungkook had been announced that he was publicly dating Lisa from Blackpink. Lisa was one of your good friends in the K industry whilst you were over there doing your press appearances and interviews. You both went out for coffee one time and you two had just clicked, she was sweet and funny. Since then, you would see her often and go out when she would visit LA for business. She was all the things Jungkook deserved in his life and you were happy for him, but why did it feel like you were going through a loss all over again?

You sat at the AMAS in a dress. This was weird, you never usually wore dresses to events because of your known style. You always had a comfortable and laid back image but your label mentioned that starting from tonight, you would be switching it up to shock people. Staring at the stage before the show was about to start. Everyone was still getting settled in their seats, you felt a strange feeling. It felt like someone was staring at you for a good while, which you were used to and it never bothered you, but this felt too intense to ignore. Just as you were looking around and couldn’t find the person, you felt a light tap on your shoulder. You turned around to your surprise, Eun Woo gave his famous heartwarming smile to you, “oh my God! Hey?” You smiled, getting up to hug him. Maybe it was him that was giving you that feeling. “Hey, I didn’t know you were here. Wow you look great, how have you been?” He spoke to you as his eyes travelled up and down your body, you felt the gaze burning holes into your back much stronger now. It definitely wouldn’t have been him. “Yeah I’ve been good and thank you, and yourself? You look good too. I’m here because management wouldn’t let me not attend haha. What are you doing here?” You asked as he laughed at your response, “Thank you beautiful. I’ve been okay, they invited Astro to put on a performance. It’s so good to see you, I haven’t seen you in almost 2 years now! Congrats on your new sin-.” He reached out and touched your arm before someone tapped on his shoulder and dapped him up. “Eun Woo, hey man how are you?” You heard the familiar voice causing your eyes to almost pop out of your sockets. “Jungkook! Hey, I’m good how are you? How come you’re here?” Eun Woo smiled at the other boy. You took him in, his hair grew out and he now sported a lip piercing. He wore a tight fitted black shirt which was unbuttoned to show off his muscular chest, which he had worked out even more since the last time you had seen him. “Yeah I’m good, I just recently released with Justin so I’m here for a performance and nominations” he showed off his bunny teeth as he smiled back at him. Rage, was an understatement of how you were feeling right now. How could he look so perfect, look like he was living his best life after what he did to you? How dare he even come up and interrupt your conversation to show off that he was here and doing well in front of you. “I’ll talk to you later yeah?, it was good to see you.” You reached out for Eun Woo’s arm, not looking once at the other boy in front of you who had now finally looked at you, drinking in your presence. You saw from the corner of your eye that he had opened his mouth, about to say something to you but you turned around quickly and walked back to your seat. Your mind filled with so many unanswered questions and anger, you turned your head around to see the familiar figure heading towards your direction. You were about to get up and walk away when you were saved by the announcement saying that they needed everyone to return to their seats since the show was about to start. You couldn’t focus on the first half of the show, you’re pretty sure the camera had picked up on moments where you were looking dazed. This would pick up by the press tomorrow if you didn’t fix your state. Not to mention that you were forced to attend the after party too by your new label. You sat there, trying your best to enjoy the performances and look like you were. It wasn’t working, you still felt the burning gaze on you throughout the first half of the show. You finally turned around, locking eyes with the target for the first time tonight. You narrowed your eyes at him, allowing him to see how pissed you still were. His eyes softened towards you, you broke the eye contact as your staff beside you had handed you a sheet of paper to memorise your speech in case you would win an upcoming award. It was break time, you got up and fixed your dress awkwardly. You needed to go to the bathroom to get ahold of yourself, but that meant walking past him to get to your destination.

After giving yourself a pep talk of reminding yourself who you were, you gained the courage to allow your feet to move. You kept your head held high and walked straight ahead, looking nowhere but the place you needed to be. As you were walking past him, you could see him in your peripheral vision. He stopped mid way of his conversation between him and Lisa to look at you. Lisa took notice and you silently prayed that she wouldn’t call out for you, “y/n! Hey darling!” You quietly cursed under your breath before turning to look at the gorgeous girl. “Hi babe!” You hugged her and gave a kiss on her cheek, “I haven’t seen you in like a month, it’s been too long.” She pouted, “if you think that’s too long try almost 2 years” you thought at the same time Jungkook muttered it underneath his breath, “and who’s fault is that?” You kept a smile whilst looking at Lisa. She looked confused between you and Jungkook at the passive aggressive interaction. She must have so many questions right now, the last time you and Jungkook both were seen together with her and Taehyung with his girlfriend Jennie, you were all hanging out at a bar. Playing pool, joking about and getting drunk. When you were both good with each other that was, “y/n, look who we have here it’s your favourite person Jun-.” “Lisa, I need to go to the bathroom. Come with?” You gave her a big smile before grabbing her hand and heading off into the direction of the bathroom. “Spill” was all she said before crossing her arms and looking at you wide eyed. “He cut me off almost 2 years ago. Ghosted me, never spoke once since then” the words had shot out of your mouth like a burst pipe. “What? Why? I thought you were best friends?” She shook her head trying to make sense of everything. “I thought so too until one morning we were all joking about and I told him that we would never work as more than friends because of the way of how we are together.” You ranted, “ooh” she gave a look that said, ‘this is messy.’ “I told him that we’re too similar to each other and even though we work really well as friends, that’s our limit. If we ever overstepped then we would end up hating each other because of how alike we are.” You continued, “oh” Lisa cringed. “Then he asked if I would make it work with the other members and I proceeded to tell him how it would have worked out with them, as a joke because I thought we were all still bantering.” “oh.” “He was mad and told me that he felt disrespected and that we might not have been as close as he thought we were. He continued to ask if I still felt that way about us never working.” “It sounds like he likes you” Lisa blurted out. “That’s the thing, he doesn’t though. I asked him if he felt any romantic feelings for me and he said no.” you shrugged. “This boy and you are so.. you know what? Go on” Lisa gestured. “I told him that it shouldn’t bother him as much then, I told him that I didn’t mean to disrespect him and I took that part back but I still stand by how I felt with us not working out. He blocked me and then ghosted me since then.” You breathed out as she stared at you.

“This energy in this room sounds very toxic” she tried to process it all, “I’m sorry about this, I know that he’s your boyfriend and all. I’m really happy for you both because you deserve all the happiness and the last thing I want to do is make things awkward since you’re my friend-.” Your rambling was interrupted by Lisa “That’s not-.” Lisa was cut off but the sudden announcement “The show is about to start in 2 minutes, please return to your seats everyone!” You both sighed and walked back inside together, “I’ll see you soon, you’re going to the after party right?” She said right in front of Jungkook as you dropped her off at her section, his attention turned to you as if he were awaiting a response. “Yeah, it’s not like I have a choice” you joked as she laughed before hugging you, “it’s okay girl, we’ll have fun!” You were getting ready for your performance, playing with you in-ear monitor as your make-up artists added finishing touches. You were backstage followed by a bunch of other celebrities who were getting ready for their performances after yours, some rehearsing and so forth. A bunch of staff members and backstage staff were running about everywhere to work on the equipment. You waved at Justin with a smile who greeted you whilst walking past, Jungkook following behind shortly. He looked over at you and you quickly looked away, your gaze focusing on your make-up artist instead. You heard the two rehearsing some parts of their song, listening to Jungkook’s hypnotising voice. You sighed, caught up in listening that you almost forgot that it was time to go on stage. Your in-ear monitor was turned on as you heard your sound director speak into it and counted down for how long it would be until you could go on stage. Once you looked around, the place was now just filled with you and your staff members along with the backstage staff and sound engineers. It was normal for artists to be using backstage to prep themselves and practice for their performances in advance but as soon as the next artist has to go on stage, everyone would have to clear out and go back to their seats. You were nervous, really nervous since this would be the first time in a long time that you performed in front of Jungkook. Your feelings were all over the place which added to your nerves, you were a professional though and would never let it affect your performance. The only issue? The recent single you were about to perform was written about him and now you would have to showcase it to him.

It was difficult, your eyes easily landed on him and when singing certain parts, even when you didn’t mean for it to. The emotion was showing through clearly and the worst part is no matter how hard you tried to fight it, you couldn’t. Once you had finished, you were surprised by the amount of artists standing up to applaud you. You gasped at the reaction, clasping your hands together to everyone for giving you a standing ovation. You smiled to yourself as you changed back into your dress, knowing you did a good job and you were excited for the next step in your career. The press coverage was going to be crazy by tomorrow morning over your performance. Later on, you sat down and watched the rest of the performances. It was time for Justin and Jungkook’s new song to be performed, you calmed yourself by taking a deep breath. It was an upbeat dance vibe type of song, both of them dancing but of course Jungkook had that type of presence that made everyone look at. You couldn’t help yourself even if you tried, he was purely magnetic. At one point of the performance he sung the words, “can’t get you out of my head no matter how hard I try” whilst looking at you and sending you a wink. The cameras zoomed into your reaction quickly before you knew it, catching you cursing at him underneath your breath and rolling your eyes. Throughout the rest of the performance, he would keep doing it. Singing lyrics such as, “know you so well, from your smallest likes to loving you at your worst times.” “Miss the smell of your scent on my clothes to my sheets.” “Baby I could be so perfect for you if you’d let me.” Every single lyric sung, had your stomach churning and not in a good way. Every time your eyes met his, your body would feel like a furnace. Once it was over and there was another break, you sighed in relief. Your eyes widening as you saw what was currently trending on twitter. #WHATDIDJKDOTOYN #LMAOOOOYNAMAS #AMASYNREACTION #JKANDYNFRIENDSHIP #WHATSTHEBEEF #YNANDJKBEEF

You groaned to yourself, how could you forget that the cameras did performance reactions. You wanted to slap yourself silly as your managers and staff beside you told you that it was fine and good coverage. You scrolled through the tweets on each hashtag.

Y/nsangel 🤍: LMAOOOO WHY DID Y/N REACT TO JK’S WINK AT HER LIKE THAT???

1,567 RTs, 1,000 Likes

Y/nsdior 💎: HELP I THOUGHT THEY WERE FRIENDS? #WHATSTHEBEEF

4,244 RTs, 5,332 Likes

Y/ncore 🕯️🔪: Y/n at the AMAS 😭 It’s giving Taylor Swift cursing at Harry Styles 💀 same energy fr

2,987 RTs, 996 Likes

Angelickookie 😇🍪: I think she’s just joking guys 😅 that’s how their friendship is… right?

167 RTs, 521 Likes

Ynslut 👅: I CANT STOP REPLAYING IT HIGHLIGHT OF MY NIGHT FR LOLLLLL

876 Rts, 990 Likes

Jksbunny 🐇: WHAT DID HE DO TO HER FOR HER TO REACT LIKE THAT??? WHEN DID I MISS A WHOLE SEASON?

6,432 RTs, 6,987 Likes

Tanniesindustrybaby 🏆: Ok since my faves are trending rn idk what’s going on but here’s a thread of my fave moments of their friendship.

10,447 RTs, 15,674 Likes

You saw a lot of your fans fighting with Jungkook’s solo stans and sighed. You wanted to say something but it would only make things worse. People began to overanalyse your recent song and performance and recognised it was about him. There were rumours speculating that you and Jungkook must have dated and you broke up but were still salty about it. Some rumours saying that you were upset about him dating Lisa, some saying that he cheated on you with Lisa or that you liked him but he rejected you. It got really toxic from the solo stans and your side of fans started to get pretty nasty too.

Goddessyn 💍:

If that was the case of you guys saying that she’s jealous of Lisa or that he rejected her blah blah blah. Trying to make Y/N look bad and bring her down like this, then explain why he winked AT HER and NOT his OWN GF? 🤨

20,773 RTs, 25,672 Likes

Jksfairy🧚‍♀️: maybe he was nervous and bc they’re such great friends, he looked to her for confidence? Don’t forget he hasn’t got the boys around and she’s the closest person to him. Idk I do that when I present in class and look at my friends. Why was she so bitchy abt it tho? 🧐

20,533 RTs, 24,763 Likes

Ynsdoll 💅: Y’all love to claim uplifting women until it involves your fave male artist and suddenly that’s out the window. It makes me SICK to my stomach to see the amount of misogyny in here. JK still won’t pick you guys 🙄

25,376 RTs, 27,000 Likes

You looked over to your manager and team, “we need to do something before this gets out of hand.” You worried, “it will die down in a few days and your image will be fine” your manager reassured. “I don’t care about my image, I don’t want my fans in a whole fan war right now. I don’t like seeing them be attacked and fighting over me like this” you shook your head at them. “Okay, that’s fine we’ll do something” your manager smiled at you.

“Move over y/n just a little bit please” the photographer insisted as you shuffled over barely even an inch. “He won’t bite y/n, move over some more” Lisa joked, “oh trust me I know, he can do much worse than that” you scoffed as you moved closer to him. You didn’t even want to look at him to know that he was already staring at you. “Y/n” your manager warned as you sighed, acting the part as you stood next to your ex best friend. He placed his arm around your waist as you flinched slightly in response. Your body was betraying you, you felt a tingling sensation from excitement and longing over the touch of your previous best friend. It felt like it recognised him straight away and missed him. You rested a hand on his shoulder to make it at least look more realistic and comfortable, both of you smiling at the camera. “Another one, y/n if you could lean your head slightly on him” the photographer instructed as you followed. “One more, if you could place both hands on his chest and kick your leg back like the princess you are” the photographer complimented as you followed suit. Jungkook looked down at you with a warm smile. You were plastering a happy smile on your face as you did all of it, “and that’s it, thank you” as soon as he said that, you dropped your smile and moved away from him so fast. You thanked his staff before returning to your seat, once received the pictures you uploaded on your phone.

Y/N ✓: we’re all good, was just banter guys :)

*attaches pictures*

70,998 RTs, 250,765 likes

As the show started back, you watched the list of nominations with you being included. You sat in your seat nervously as the camera beside you settled on your reaction. “And the best song of the year goes to… Y/N!” You smiled instantly, getting up to thank your staff and manager. Walking over to the stage with the camera by your side, you looked over at it and blew a kiss along with a peace sign. Once you got up on stage, you thanked the person handing you the award. “God I actually don’t know what to say, I prepared a speech for one award only because I didn’t think I would win something like this. I want to thank my fans for working so hard, for loving me at my worst and being so patient with me. Thank you for the ones who saw something in me and were staying with me from the start, thank you to the ones who liked me enough to join the fandom. I’ll take good care of you always, the only way from here is up and I can promise I’ll make sure of that when I work hard enough to. Thank you to my staff, my team, management and everyone who helped to create this beautiful song, I know it was completely different from what I usually do. I know my whole look has become completely different but there’s a reason for it, just wait on it. I want to thank my friends and family who give me endless love and support always.” You smiled as your eyes searched the crowd for him, “and finally I want to thank the person who inspired me to write this. If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t have gone through one of the worst heartbreaks to ever experience to write something like this. I learnt the lessons I needed to build myself as a stronger person. I also wouldn’t have won this pretty great award so uh, yeah. Thank you everyone!” You gave him one last look before smiling at the crowd who applauded you. Later that night you had bagged 7 more awards such as best female artist, best written song, best pop song, best mainstream artist etc. Jungkook had won a good couple himself. On the stage he thanked Army and BTS and Justin who he had collaborated with. “I wrote this song when I was going through a really tough time, I had some big regrets and I spent a lot of time thinking of this person. I thought about putting it into a song to preserve the memories I have of them. I remember seeing in a movie the famous line of, ‘if you love someone you have to let them go’ it’s cheesy but that’s what I wanted to capture in this. I wanted people to dance the pain away if they could relate. Thank you for loving this song, thank you for dancing with me to it, it means a lot to me.” He finished, making eye contact with you before smiling and bowing to the crowd.

For the after party, you spent most of your night drinking and dancing with her and a few random people. You became drunk but you were enjoying your night, currently flirting with Eun Woo and dancing with him. You felt a hand push past your back to tap the person behind you, “sorry I’m late, there was traffic” Jungkook spoke to Lisa as you rolled your eyes. You walked over to the bar to get more drinks, looking back at the crowd of people on the dancefloor only to see the dark haired boy. The same one who looked perfect underneath the fluorescent lights, his sleeved tattoo on show as his t designer t-shirt struggled to breathe against his toned body. He ran a hand through his grown out hair, before walking towards you. You did what you did best, avoided him like the plague. You made any excuse to talk to people whenever he was coming around you, just so you can have the excuse of being busy so he didn’t have to approach you. The whole night his eyes were on you, as if he was waiting for the perfect moment. You became tired from interacting with so many people, you were currently at the bar again talking to Eun Woo. His hand sliding up your leg in comfort as the other kept on your other thigh. He whispered into your ear flirty and dirty things to you before announcing that he needed to go to the bathroom and apologised. You nodded and waited for him to come back when someone slipped into his seat beside you. You sighed, not even needing to look up because you knew who it was. You turned your chair away from him, too tired to get up to move away and use an excuse to talk to someone. “Hey” was all he said, it lingered in the air as you ignored it. You chest felt heavy and your throat started to slightly constrict from the need to repress your anger and tears. “How have you been angel?” His voice felt like warmth on a perfect summer night. His presence felt like home.

I genuinely liked this one, I made it a bit long for a reason. I might have made a few mistakes, sorry! What do you guys think about the plot twist? The early chapters were all in the past, this is now the present and how their relationship is. I told you guys it would get more interesting ;) - Swan 🦢

Idol || Anyone but you - 3 Jjk

Warnings: (since I forgot to do this last chapter lmao) 18+ nsfw references (talking), smut in future chapters, Jungkook is a fuckboy, probably a sex addict idk but nothing shown in this chapter. Slight body issues for literally one tiny bit at the end. Sadness, depression, attachment issues, mentions of loss, mentions of toxic relationship in one sentence. Bottling feelings up, anxiety, stress and more warnings I’ll do in future chapters.

I hated the last chapter that I wrote, plz be patient with me sorry guys 😩

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Read chapter 2 here

You had woken up to your phone buzzing multiple times throughout the morning. You checked the time, it was 5am and you were sure none of the boys would even be up this early on their time off. You groaned checking your messages, viewing multiple spammed ones from your management and team. The messages were discussing your public appearance with BTS at Lotte World being leaked. You skimmed through the texts of them weighing out the pros and cons of the pictures, they had said the media and fans were going crazy over it. Once you had reached the end of the thread, you saw that your team and management settled on asking you to put out a statement. The publicity was good for you but they had to be careful, western media was a completely different thing from the k media. Something that would be considered normal in the western industry would be a huge thing in Korean media culture.

You sighed at the messages that were reminding you of the job you had to do. You scrolled through socials to see what fans have been saying about the situation.

“Oh my god.”

“I would go to war for her 🙏”

“She looks so happy with them!”

“OMG YOONGI AND Y/N?? I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW 😵”

“Rue… when was this??😦”

“Collab of the century is coming guyssss they’re about to save this year 🤭”

“COLLAB COLLAB COLLAB”

“Omg what if she’s dating one of them 🫣” -

“Don’t ship them. They probably don’t like it”

“They’re mine wtf she think this is? Using her celebrity privilege lol”

“Fake army. She’s just using the boys.”

multiple comments fighting underneath this one.

“I wanna be her soooo bad 😩”

“I’m so jealous ugh wtf”

“They’re mine. She needs to move.”

“Bro idk if I want her or wanna be her rn”

“She’s so pretty she’s glowing omfgdgeshsh💕💞”

“Ew lol is that what she looks like in real life?… you guys over hyped her for what? 🤣”

“HER BEAUTY IS OUT OF THIS WORLD”

“UNREAL💓”

“I’m on my knees rn 🧎🏻‍♀️”

“She’s so fucking pretty 🤩 ”

“IT GIRL Y/N AND IT BOY PARK JIMIN 😍”

“Most handsome man in the world and most prettiest girl together I’m gonna die 🥺”

“She still not that girl 😭”

“They’re mesmerising I can’t stop staring at this picture 😫”

“I would do anything to be her”

“Tell them to look away. She’s MINE ☹️🥹”

“SHE’S SO CUTE AHHHHHHH”

“Can you guys see how everyone is looking at her???? All she’s wearing is normal clothing and she’s STILL got that aura”

“^ no one is looking at her 🙄 she’s not all that”

You stared at the comments smiling at some and frowning at some. You were used to the amount of hate you usually received but it became tenfold with these pictures leaked from Lotte World. You decided to only focus your mind on the good ones, people deserved an answer but you weren’t allowed to expose your plans with the boys just yet.

Y/N ✓ : Yes I am with the boys right now. Please respect our privacy and my time in Korea. Stay safe everyone. I love you guys 💖

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You sighed, hoping it would be enough until you saw the comments flooding in.

“What are you doing there?”

“Omg what if she’s dating them?”

“STAY AWAY FROM MY BOYS”

You decided to reply to the first comment. “I’m spending time with my friends, I love you guys but please don’t push further about this. Remember that I’m only human and some comments are being taken too far, some are encouraging hate. I know this may not be your intention but please be careful about what some of you guys are saying. Ily 💓” was all you had written before you held in a breath to prepare yourself from the attacks from getting worse. Luckily the only comments you could see were people congratulating the user on being noticed by you. You were about to put your phone down when you received another text.

“It’s such a nice morning” you sighed contentedly, “mm the weather is perfect.” Namjoon smiled as you both walked your bikes up the hill. “How’s your leg?” He looked over at the plastered knee, “it’s fine now, just stings. God I can’t believe I fell off the bike” you cringed. “Twice might I add, once into that poor old man and another into the tree” he bit his lip to suppress his laughter, “thanks, I almost forgot” you deadpan as he laughed. “I thought you were a good rider!” He recalled you telling him, “I am! Just not on bikes” you winked as he chuckled, “really? I don’t believe you, I’m more of a visual learner” he winked back as your jaw dropped. He then cringed straight after which had you both laughing. “I’m too innocent for this type of flirting” he whined, “that’s a big lie Mr. Got an automatic dick” you referenced his rap to him as he laughed. “You caught me. I’m not.” He stopped and gave you a look, you were caught off guard by the sudden change in atmosphere. “Ice cream?” He gave you one of his dimpled smiles before nodding towards the ice cream stand.

Once you both got back in, you saw that all the members were awake and in the living room. “And where have you both been?” Hobi raised his brow at you both, looking up from his glasses. “Oh wait you don’t need to tell us because it’s on every news site right now” Jin huffed, “ Rapper Rm of BTS dating Pop Princess Y/n?” Jimin called out. “RM of BTS goes on a bike date with the industry’s baby, Y/n” Taehyung continues reading more headlines. “Ice cream afternoon stroll with iconic rapper RM of BTS and sweetheart singer Y/N” Jungkook mentioned. “This one is my personal favourite. Popstar beauty Y/N runs her bike into elderly man and then 2 minutes later, a tree” Yoongi started laughing as they all began to die of laughter. “I apologised for that! It was so embarrassing” you whined, “have you no shame” Taehyung tutted at you before he broke out into more laughter. “What are we going to do about the headlines though? I already put out a statement this morning about this exact thing but people aren’t listening.” You sat next to Hobi with your arms crossed. He patted your head, “don’t worry Angel, this happens all the time with us. We’ll get BIGHIT to put out a statement and we can go back to normal. You just have to lay low for a while” he sighed. “Or, what if she just went out in public with each of us individually on different occasions so they can’t say she’s dating namjoon?” Jimin grinned at you all. “That’s actually not a bad idea” Jin made a face, “thanks Hyung” Jimin seemed pleased, “I give credit where it’s due” Jin brushed him off. “Alright then, let’s do that” you shrugged.

You were washing up the dishes when Jungkook joined to help you. It was quiet, neither of you saying a word until he finally spoke up. “Is there enough heating in your room?” He asked as he focused on washing the bowl, “huh?” You asked to make sure you heard him correctly. “Is your room cold? Is there enough heating?” He repeated as he looked at you, “oh, it’s fine. Yeah there’s enough, thanks.” You replied before it went silent again. “You know when I first saw you perform, I thought you were so cool” he randomly said as you dried the bowls. “Only then?” You teased, “of course not, you’re always cool but I mean when I first saw you on stage… woah. It was like a completely different person” he looked like he was reminiscing back on really great memories. “Yeah that day Jungkook almost creamed his pants, especially when you made eye contact with us during the performance.” Taehyung said out of nowhere as he peeled himself an orange, Jungkook looked at him in horror before looking back at you and shook his head. “It was… what was it” Taehyung pondered for a bit before giving a bright smile, “ah! It was when your eyes went from being like an innocent doll to when it lowered on the beat drop. It looked like you became possessed into this like, sexy and dangerous woman.” Taehyung mimicked your dance move by squatting and moving his hips as you laughed at him. “Come to think of it, we were all like woah. Didn’t expect that, I don’t blame Jungkook.” “Taehyung, get out” Jungkook looked like he was about to murder the boy who just gave a cheeky smile and put his hands up in surrender before leaving. He cleared his throat, “anyways yeah, that was the first and only time I got to see you perform but I understand why a lot of people talk about your duality. Very cool” he started to blush. “That’s why he watches fancams, vlogs of you all the time and is the first person to get livestream links to your concerts. He’s obsessed with your live shows” Hobi spoke out of nowhere as he opened the fridge to check for food. Once he settled on a container of leftovers, he nodded to himself and looked up at you both. “Why can’t anyone mind their business around here” Jungkook rolled his eyes as he shook out the hand towel and tossed it carelessly onto the counter. He leaned over, placing his hands on the chair in front of him to rest. “Because you make it our business Jungkookie. If it wasn’t for you doing that though, we would of never known about our sweet Angel y/n“ Hobi gave a sweet smile before ruffling the younger boy’s head. “You guys have amazing duality though, it’s why I worked so hard on mine. Like hello? Have you seen how yours affects people??? You guys were born to perform” You stated as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. “Besides, I have a concert here for next month. That’s why I’m here for a while longer to prepare, you guys should come if you’re available to” you shrugged as they smiled brightly. “I didn’t know you were having one here!? Of course we will come!” Hobi excitedly spoke, “yeah of course! We would love to” Jungkook agreed.

“Jin and juice, can you pass me my phone over there please?” You looked at the boy who stared at you in confusion before bursting out laughing. “Jin and juice??!!?! What kind of nickname???!” He started to laugh harder to the point of having tears in his eyes. “That was so random, ah you’re so funny. Here you go” he smiled before giving you the phone, “ah, Jin and juice” he said quietly to himself before letting out a small chuckle. You looked at your phone to see a few unread messages from your staff and team saying they had arrived to the hotel in Seoul. You then had another message from your stylist team saying they had just gotten onto a flight and would be there arriving in Seoul until later that night. “Ah, my team and staff is here in Seoul. I’m going to have to go meet them” you got up from the couch, “what? Now?” Jin asked as you nodded. “Ok let me drive you, there’s some game cards I wanna pick up on the way.” You both drove in comfortable silence as the music station played some soft jazz. “He’s not always like this, you know?” Jin randomly said, “jungkook” he added after he had seen your confused look. “He’s just been through a lot which caused him to make stupid mistakes and look for an outlet because he doesn’t want to worry us. Even if it is unhealthy.” He trailed off, “Jinnie, don’t worry about it. It’s not my place to know or judge” you reassured him. “I just don’t get it, he’s a good kid. He would spend everyday talking our ears off about you and was the most worried about making a good impression on you and he’s fucking it up.” He watched the road with confusion, “he’s not fucking it up, I mean yeah I was a bit surprised but if it’s his thing then good for him I guess.” You sighed, “no but you know what I mean y/n, my point is that he’s not like this and I just want him back to normal. He just started growing up and then started doing all this shit. He doesn’t listen to us either when we talk to him.” The car was now parked outside the game centre. “ it’s normal to go through that when you’re growing up, I have no right to say anything when I’m the same back home” you tried to open the car door but he stopped you and shushed you with his finger. He then got out of the car, walked around and opened the door for you. “Oh, yeah I heard about that rumour once. I didn’t think it was actually true though.” You thanked him for opening the door and walked side by side with him into the centre. “Yeah, I’m usually good with hiding it and keeping it private but I just slipped up that one time with the NDA and that’s what led to the rumour being told. I think I might be worse than Jungkook, that’s why I said that I have no place to judge” you admitted as Jin looked at you, “huh, never pinned you for the player type but good for you. He smiled, “you guys should probably give me a new nickname” you joked, “nothing in the world could stop us from calling you angel” he gave a warm smile. You two had killed time in the games centre, competitively trying out different games and after decided to get hot dogs. He had walked you to the hotel. “Y/n” he called out before you left, “yeah?” You asked. “I know it’s difficult for me to ask this of you but could you please do us a favour?” He looked at you with pleading eyes. “Maybe if you can talk to Jungkook about his actions. Give some advice? I know you said you’re in no place to judge so you don’t have to talk about that. I’m just saying maybe if you can talk to him about something I don’t know” he now looked sadly at you. “Ok, I’ll try” you gave him a small smile before leaving.

You sighed in relief as you saw the statements from your team be released. “I think you guys need to start heading into the studio for a writing session at least by next week” your manager spoke to you as you nodded. “Keep up with appearances, get some work done because you would need to start attending interviews and shows here. We’ve been holding off the press for a while but as you’re in the k media a lot now, they’re becoming impatient.” “Can I see the schedule?” As soon as you saw it, your eyes widened, “no sleep for me I’m guessing” you sighed.

“Honey, I’m home!” You called out as you entered the familiar house, kicking off your shoes by the door. You heard yelling and screaming from the kitchen, walking in to see Taehyung and Namjoon freaking out over a small fire that broke out on the pan. You grabbed a towel and put the fire out calmly before looking at the two wide eyed boys, “why are you two out of all people, in the kitchen trying to make something? Where’s the rest?” You scolded. “Y/N!” Taehyung beamed before hugging you tightly, “We got hungry. Yoongi is taking a nap, Jin is playing his new game in his room. Hobi is at Hybe doing dance rehearsals, Jimin is relaxing in his room and Jungkook is doing you know what.” Namjoon said sheepishly before giving you a hug. You then heard a bunch of footsteps running and looked over to see the rest of the boys at the doorway, “What happened??” Yoongi looked at the two as he rubbed his eyes, “Angel! I missed you” Jimin made grabby hands before lightly running over to you. “When did you come back?” Hobi grinned, “when did you come back? I heard you were at Hybe doing dance practice?” You laughed. “I came home right the second I heard you scolding them” Hobi chuckled. “Never leave these two in a kitchen again, you guys almost lost your house” you sighed.

2 hours later, you were all catching up in the living room when you heard the door to a room open followed by some footsteps. Everyone suddenly went quiet, you looked at them confused when you saw a girl walking past all of you followed by Jungkook. She started speaking in Korean to Namjoon, it seemed like she was fangirling as Namjoon politely bowed and replied with a few words. Jungkook then interrupted her from speaking and opened the door for her to leave. Once he closed it, he sighed. Jimin cleared his throat as everyone gave each other a look, “Angel, you’re back” Jungkook broke the awkward silence. “Yeah, came home two hours ago” was all you replied with a smile, “oh, really? I didn’t hear you come in?” Jungkook muttered. “How could you, when you were busy doing something else?” Jin murmured, “more like someone” Taehyung added. You didn’t know what to say given the awkward tension between everyone and neither did Jungkook, he could feel the irritation and disappointment by everyone and he decided to quietly go back into his room. “Does this usually happen?” You whispered to them once he had left, “not really, we’re usually in our rooms to avoid this happening. We never hang out in the living room if he has someone over, just so we don’t have to meet them. Especially if they’re an army like that girl just now, then it’s worse.” He shook his head. You looked over at Jin who was already staring at you, he looked between jungkook’s door and then at you and nodded his head toward that direction. You got up, stretching out your joints before mentioning that you were going to go into your room for some rest. You knew that if you told the boys that you were going to speak to Jungkook about his situation, they would have mixed feelings on it. Knowing how Namjoon is, he would probably scold Jin for making him involve outside people into their problems. Taehyung and Jimin would probably feel hurt about Jungkook opening up more to someone else rather than his own members. They would start to doubt themselves and if they were doing enough. Yoongi and Hobi would probably be more on Jin’s side about talking to Jungkook about the situation.

You knocked on the door lightly, “yeah?” You heard from the other side. You opened the door slightly, “can I come in?” You whispered. “Oh hi I didn’t know it was you, yeah you can come in.” He smiled, turning away from his gaming chair and taking off his gaming headphones. “Ok thanks” you whispered again before quietly entering, “why are you whispering?” He chuckled, “because I told the boys that I’m going to my room when the truth is, I need to speak to you” you spoke much more clearer now, “oh? Sneaking around are we?” He teased before you rolled your eyes jokingly, “shut up.” “Make me” he looked at you dead in the eyes before giving one of his famous leg opening, spine chilling and pussy tingling smirks. You walked over to him, a look of surprise flashed over his face for a second before he quickly covered it. You slapped your hand over his mouth as he looked up at you in confusion, his eyebrows furrowing together “hmphf” was all he said. You giggled but quickly stopped when he grabbed your wrist and pulled it, making your face closer to his. He gave a shit eating grin at your surprised reaction, “so what did you need to talk to me about, huh?” His eyes never left yours. You looked over at the chair next to his gaming one to distract yourself, “can I sit here?” You looked back at him. “You can sit wherever you want angel, I could think of a better place though” he tilted his head at you, whilst giving a cheeky smile. “Jungkook” you warned, “what? I was just talking about the bed since it’s more comfier angel, no need to be so dirty minded” he looked at you innocently with his doe eyes. “Ain’t no fucking way would I sit on that bed after knowing you just had someone over” you stared at it in disgust as he laughed. “Don’t worry I’m not like that, I always change the sheets straight after” he winked, “what about the ones who stay over?” You questioned, “I’ve never had someone stay over” he admitted. You nodded before sitting on the bed, “Jungkook, I know I have no place to say this.” You started off as he watched you speak, “in fact, it makes me a hypocrite to, that’s why I didn’t want to be in this position to talk to you. But I think that you should maybe be more aware of the other members and how they’re feeling about all of this?” You carefully watched his reaction. This could either go really bad where he gets pissed off for getting in his business and tells you to get the fuck out of his room and to be fair, you wouldn’t blame him. Or he would be in denial about everything and not really care. “How so?” Was all he said, “you know what I mean Jungkook. I know you too well to know that you’re trying to play dumb with me right now and it won’t work” you gave him a look as he sighed. “Who asked you to talk to me? Was it Jin hyung?” Damn him for being so smart, he was doing a very Jungkook thing to do, stalling from talking about the topic. “Does it matter if someone asked me to talk to you about it or not? The point is I would of seen it and how it affects them regardless” you crossed your legs to settle more comfortably onto his bed. “You think I don’t know it affects them? I see every look of disappointment on their faces, I see the way they talk about me or mutter underneath their breaths and then act like nothing when I walk in. I see how they go from being joyful to suddenly the complete opposite when I join them. Not to mention Namjoon hyung never failing to be vocal about it.” He snapped, “why should I speak about it?” He looked at you irritatedly but you could tell it wasn’t directed toward you. It seemed more at himself, he was having an internal conflict right in front of you. “Then why do you do it?” You asked, “Why do you? You’re in no place to judge right?” He raised his brow, “I already told you I’m not here to judge you, Jungkook” you replied. “Then why are you here? You’re not one of us, why should a stranger try to talk to me about a group issue?” He spoke bitterly as you gave no reaction. You nodded before getting up quietly to leave, it was silent in the room suddenly.

As your hand reached for the door, you heard a sniffle. You turned around to see Jungkook with his hands on his face, he was hunched over and looked completely broken. You turned around cautiously, “Jungkook?” You walked towards him slowly as he sniffled once again. You put your hand on his shoulder, “I’ve given my whole life to this career. Since I was young, I’ve tried to work hard to prove myself better. I’ve lost my best friend, my first love was toxic and left me at my worst, I’ve forgotten what it feels like with my real family. I feel like I can’t breathe, I don’t want to complain or tell them how I’m feeling because they’re all going through their own shit you know? How can I bother them about my stress when they’re going through it too? I have no one to talk to about this so I use sleeping with women as a temporary stress reliever, I’m afraid of being alone.” He vented, and for the first time in a long time it felt as though he was able to breathe. You wrapped your arms around him, he started to cry harder as he instantly hugged you back tighter. “You’re not alone, don’t ever think that. I know it’s hard, you must have struggled so much.” You rubbed his back, “don’t ever think of yourself as a burden. The boys may also be going through it but you’re not just a group for business. They are also your family, you shutting them out makes them feel hopeless. They want you to reach out because they love you and care for you, Jungkook. It’s what older siblings do, they protect you and help ease your stress. All you have to do is talk, even if you feel like there’s times where you can’t to them, you know you can talk to me.” You spoke soothingly as he nodded in response. He held you for a while in silence before speaking up again, “thank you. I’m sorry I didn’t mean what I said earlier. You’re not a stranger, you’re the closest person I have to me other than the members. I’m sorry if I hurt you, I swear I just was so frustrated I-.” “Jungkook, it’s fine. I know” you cut him off with a warm smile. “I’ll try to be better, for everyone” he said in a small voice. You gave him a light kiss on his forehead, “get some rest ok?” You looked at him as he shook his head, “I’m not tired” he replied but yawned shortly after. “You don’t want to be alone do you?” You could read him like a book, he nodded with a frown. “Okay, let me make you some tea, I’ll be right back” you told him but he ended up following you like a lost puppy into the kitchen.

You both laid on the couch, everyone else were in their rooms sleeping. You had both spent a bit of time talking about random things as you drank your teas, he had settled his head on your lap. “Jungkook, you should get some rest in your room” you felt bad for him staying up just to be in your company. “I’m just getting comfortable, I’m fine” he said in a cute voice before drifting off to sleep a few minutes later, you didn’t have the heart to wake him up to send him to his room. That’s how you ended up falling asleep also on the couch, both of you wrapped up with a blanket in each other’s presence. You woke up to him stirring next to you, letting out a soft noise as his tattooed arm was loosely slung over your waist. You lightly pushed his arm over you and sat up, your hair was a mess and you probably looked terrible. He slowly woke up to the sudden movement, looking at you from below. He closed his eyes briefly as his lips curled into a small smile, “am I in heaven?” He joked as you rolled your eyes laughing. He grabbed your wrist softly and pulled you back down to hug, “5 more minutes” he murmured against your back. “Only five more minutes” you sighed in defeat knowing there was no way you could get out of it. It took a few more hours for you to actually wake up and get out of his grasp, walking into the bathroom to get yourself ready. When you came back, you saw him looking for you over the couch with one eye open and a little pout. You laughed at his cute sleepy state, “hungry?” You asked as he nodded. “Okay I’ll make us something, get up then” you pulled him up from the couch as he slowly got up and hugged you before taking a deep breath and walking towards the bathroom.

“It was really good, I think you can do a better take than that though” Yoongi spoke into the microphone from his side of the studio. “I’m nervous, I’m recording in front of one of my biggest inspirations. Can you blame me?” You groaned as you watched all the eyes of the boys on you from the screen. “You’re doing great Angel! Don’t be shy!” Hobi cheered as the rest of them applauded you. Eventually you loosened up more with their support and became more confident in your voice. “That’s the one, anddd I think we’re done with your parts” Yoongi grinned as they all applauded you once more. “You sounded amazing” Namjoon complimented, “your voice is so..wow” Jimin added. “Yeah, you’re so talented Angel, I already knew this but hearing it live, oh my” Taehyung smiled. “Really super great job, I love your voice” Hobi grinned, “Wow our angel could sing like that? Without vocal effects? Woahhh” Jin looked at you in awe, “thanks guys” you were filled with so much joy, you felt like your heart would burst at the sudden compliments. “Yeah, your voice is actually really good. It takes a lot of talent to get it to sound that great without the added effects on.” Yoongi spoke up, “aw, thank you, Yoongs” you smiled, “you’re making my job a lot easier so I guess I love you for that or whatever” he cracked a smile as you scoffed jokingly. “Yeah I guess you did decently” Jungkook joined in jokingly as you playfully pushed him. “I’m joking, you did incredible. I was in awe the whole time” he told you, “yeah his mouth was open the whole time I thought something might fly in it” Jin started laughing as did the rest of the members. This was your second studio session with the boys, the first one being the writing session. It was probably the most fun you’ve had in a studio full of artists for a long time. Usually everyone you worked with were strictly professional and didn’t bother to build a friendship with you or get to know you. However, for this session you guys made your usual jokes and cheery comments to each other. You all chilled for a while, taking enough breaks to gather everyone’s thoughts and to eat well. Recording can be difficult, you don’t usually keep track of time and can easily skip meals and sleep over it. Everyone made sure they got down to work professionally when it was time to. “I think for the next two sessions we will tie in the adlibs and then start the mixing” Yoongi looked around the room waiting for everyone’s thoughts. “I definitely think we should keep the other vocal takes, don’t remove them just yet. I have a feeling we might need them for future purposes” you mentioned as he nodded. “Hm? What’s this?” Yoongi clicked on an audio as he was going through the unused vocal takes, it was a recording of all of you laughing and talking about random things before cutting off. It really depicted a summed up version of how close your friendship was and what it was like in a 5 second recording. You all laughed at it in unison, his mouse went over to remove it but you stopped him. “Why don’t we put that at the intro?” You asked, “yeah it’s too legendary to not include it in somehow” Taehyung agreed. “That’s actually a really good idea” Namjoon spoke as the others agreed.

“Not good enough” Jungkook stared at you. “I have no upper body strength, Jungkook. We’re not all built like the hulk like you are” you complained. “Your form is wrong that’s why, you need to..” he then walked over and placed his hands on your waist to straighten your back, which made you jump at the sudden contact. He removed his hands and then placed it on yours to pull down the machine as he squatted behind you. “Do you feel something?” He spoke lowly behind you, “I definitely feel something, I’ll tell you that” you joked but he thought you were being serious. “Good, tell me what you feel?” He released his grip on the machine slowly and put his hands on your waist again to steady you. Your arms became strained and tired from the rapid movements of the workout, they started to feel like jelly. “Burning sensation” was all you replied, “hm, where?” He asked as his touch lingered on you. “In my toes” you sarcastically spoke and rolled your eyes, “in my arms of course.” You continued as you looked at him through the mirror. He gave a smirk at your sudden sassiness due to the exhaustion of the exercise, “you sure you don’t feel it anywhere else?” He raised his brow at you. “Don’t think you could do anything about it, even if it were anywhere else” you challenged, “I think I could since I’m quite experienced. Might be my area of expertise, who knows” he tutted. “Some people are all talk” you breathed out as you stopped the machine, his hands were still on your waist. “Trust me, I’m all action” he stared at you through the mirror, “prove it” the words slipped out of your mouth before you could even process it. His eyes darkened, as there was a silence that overcame you both. The tension became heavy as you started to regain your breathing but it was hard to when his fingertips gripped your waist slightly harder before releasing. It was like he was holding himself back and having trouble to do so. “Did I say you could stop, you brat?” He tilted his head at you before pulling the machine down as you scoffed. “Why do I need to workout this much?” You questioned as he held the pad up for you to hit, “because you need to build your stamina if you want to keep up with us” he shrugged as you realised he was prepping you for being able to handle the cardio of dancing whilst singing. “Oh, right but I already have decent stamina” you jabbed at the pads , “decent needs to be good and by keeping up with us, I meant me” he winked at you.

“How are you feeling after that session?” Jungkook passed your water bottle to you as you both left the Hybe gym. “My legs feel like jelly and I can already feel the aches and pains coming on” you whined as he let out a laugh. He then squatted down in front of you and waited, “what are you doing Jungkook?” You questioned the strange boy, “get on. You said your legs were feeling like jelly” he replied simply. “Oh no I just-.agh!” You suddenly felt him grab your legs and put them around you as he stood up and lifted you, giving you a piggy back ride. He giggled at your reaction before casually walking with you as if you weighed nothing but a feather. You weren’t exactly skinny and definitely not Korean beauty standard ideal type weight, given your curves and everything you were insecure about being lifted up but he seemed to show no discomfort of having you there. “Am I heavy?” You worriedly looked at him, “are you kidding?” He scoffed jokingly, “you’re perfect” he said casually before continuing his walk.

Hi babies!!! I kinda liked this chapter a lot more than the last but as I stated it’s kind of slow burn between them two. We have to get the boring first parts out of the way before it starts getting spicier soon ;) plz trust the process because I can assure you it will be much more fun soon! Also thank you so much for the support on the other chapters! It’s my first time writing on tumblr and I haven’t written a fic in so long (as I said before I’m rusty) so it made me so excited to see the recent success on the first two chapters and teaser. I’ll keep writing to do better and learn more! That’s all from me <3 feel free to send q’s and more (: - swan 🦢

Idol | Anyone but you - 2 JJK

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You watched how excitedly the rest of the boys became once you told them that you planned to go Lotte World. “Ah, you guys go I’m too tired” Yoongi waved off the members and you, “Hyung! You have had the whole week off” Jimin complained, “and?” Yoongi gave them a tired look. “You don’t want to be rude to our guest who has come from far away” Jin grinned, “Hyung, it would be good to get out of the house anyways, come on” Namjoon rubbed your shoulder appreciatively. “She has 6 more members to take her out” Yoongi whined, “have some manners, she’s right here” Taehyung gave him a look. “6 is not 7, don’t be rude Yoongles” you teased as the rest of the boys agreed with you.

You watched as the rides went around the park. Children running and laughing, couples holding hands, friends eating food and smiling. “Hate you” Yoongi murmured “I love you more” you smiled back at him, you grabbed his hand and ran off towards the more tame rollercoasters. Throughout the line, Yoongi was sour about being dragged out, but once on the ride he seemed to be having more fun than you. His eyes brightened as his gummy teeth began to show, screaming at the top of his lungs as the rollercoaster wrecked you both. Once out of it, he started to talk about how fun it was, smiling hugely from the rush of adrenaline. You felt your arm being tugged at and looked over to see Jungkook, he looked at you innocently “what?” He questioned as if he wasn’t doing anything. “What now?” You rolled your eyes playfully, as he looked over at the big pirate ship and pointed at it like a little kid. You laughed, “come on then” was all you said before he gave a big smile and yanked you towards the line. “Are you enjoying yourself?” He asked after a period of silence when waiting in line. “Yeah, thank you for making us come here today” you smiled warmly as he looked at you. He caught himself staring at you for a little longer before clearing his throat, he then looked around to distract himself. You looked up to see him staring off into the distance at something. When you followed his line of sight, you caught him looking at a girl who was blushing back. She looked at her friends before laughing and kept looking at him, he gave her a wink before sending a flirty look. It didn’t last long before you were both next called to sit on the ride. You screamed so much, you were pretty sure you would be on vocal rest for another week and your management team would be pissed at you later. You didn’t regret it though, it was fun watching how much joy the ride made Jungkook feel and how he provoked you to raise your hands up so you could feel the butterflies even more from it. Once it was over, he took you to the food stand, “uh, wait here for a second I’ll be right back” he smiled, jogging off before you got a chance to ask where he was going. 2 minutes turned into 20 and then 30, you became worried over him. Did he get lost? That couldn’t be it, he knew this place like the back of his hand judging by the amount of times he’s been. Did he get kidnapped by sasaengs? You started to panic and texted him quickly.

Panic started to settle in until you heard Jin’s voice, “Angel, what are you doing here alone?” He asked which cause your head to shoot up from your phone. “I don’t know, Jungkook dropped me here and went off somewhere. Do you know where he is?” You sighed as he shook his head, the other members were joining you two as Jin asked them if they had seen Jungkook. “I saw him go off with some brunette or something” Yoongi shrugged as you blinked slowly. “You mean, he left me for… coochie?” You stared in disbelief as Jin choked on his food and the rest of the boys laughed at your reaction. “This boy, I really can’t believe he did that. It’s getting out of hand now, what the fuck was he thinking?” Namjoon’s anger started to rise as Hobi put an arm on his shoulder to calm him down. “It’s okay, I’m sure he knew we were around that’s why he did it. Jungkook’s stupid but not that stupid to put y/n, a famous singer in an unknown country and place to her, in danger.” Hobi tried to make sense of the situation but you were too busy tuning him out with your angry typing on the phone.

“Asshole” you murmured as Jimin came over and slung an arm around your shoulder, “you okay princess?” He smiled as you smiled back, “all good my prince” you booped his nose lightly. “Angel, can you go on the ferris wheel with me please” Taehyung gave you puppy eyes as you let out a small laugh, “of course Tae, but wouldn’t you want to go on the other fun rides first and then do that one last?” You asked as he shook his head, “the ferris wheel is romantic and anywhere is fun with you” he wiggled his eyebrow at you and gave a smile whilst the rest of the boys groaned at him. Jin threw his empty food box at him, Namjoon boo’ed him whilst Yoongi was cringing and saying “hajima!!” Jimin let go of you and put his hands on his hips, looking sassily at Taehyung. He lowered his voice, “excuse me, are you flirting with my girl?” Taehyung grabbed Jimin before playfully putting him in a headlock, ruffling his hair. “She’s not yours, she’s our girl” you then laughed at the interaction between them. Jungkook walked up to your group with a smile on his face, you looked away as Jin spoke up, “well, well, well. Look what the cat dragged in.” Jin put a hand on his hip as he raised his eyebrow, Yoongi was picking at his food, “what did I drag in?” He looked up confused before letting out a small ‘oh.’ “Are you pleased with yourself?” Namjoon gave a bitter look to the youngest, “I mean I guess you could say I was pleased” he winked as the boys groaned. Jimin threw his empty food box at the boy as Hobi boo’ed him and Yoongi said louder than before “hajima!!!” It was like deja vu, the only difference this time around was Namjoon shooting daggers at the boy with his glare. “Ok Tete, let’s go” you spoke up to avoid the tension that was building, “wait where are you going?” Jungkook asked. “Me and y/n are going to the ferris wheel for a romantic vibe” Taehyung said proudly as Jungkook quickly blurted out after, “I’m coming.” Taehyung shook his head at him, “no, no. We all agreed that I haven’t been on a ride with y/n today yet and I wanted to go on this one” he disagreed, “well I want to go on it too, so let’s go” was all Jungkook said before walking off quickly.

So here you were. Sat in a glass cubicle, looking out the window with Taehyung and Jungkook sitting opposite you, staring at you. It was dead quiet for the majority of the ride until Taehyung spoke up, “it’s coming up to my favourite part. A beautiful view, you’re going to love it y/n” he grinned. “I’m sure the view is better from over there, mind if I come?” He asked sweetly. Oh he was smooth, you were all pretty sure that the view is the same from your side to his but he wanted an excuse to be close to you. You nodded before patting the seat next to you, “sure” was all you said before he got up happily and sat next to you. “The view is the same” Jungkook scoffed before crossing his arms, “no it’s not, it’s much better” Taehyung stared at you with a smile, you quickly looked back outside the window. Duality queen? You’d be damned if you let them see you blush in front of them over the smallest compliment like that. As the wheel reached the top, you slightly gasped at the view. You could see the sun setting over the whole of Seoul, the city lights and almost every building that belonged there. It was truly beautiful, “wow” was all you said. “Told you, beautiful” you felt Taehyung’s warm breath hit your neck and you moved to look at him out of reflex at the sudden closeness but Jungkook got up quickly and moved over to your side. You were trapped looking at the window, unable to move thanks to him. The space suddenly became more tight, “wow, you’re right! It is better here” he said with a cheery tone, cutting the moment.

It sounded like a murder was going down in your room. You were screaming, Hobi was also screaming and so was Jin, Taehyung had jumped onto Jimin holding him. All Namjoon did was show up, casually slap his slipper on the wall, look at you and sigh before taking a tissue and cleaning up the mess. You breathed out in relief, “Namjoon this sounds weird, but that was like, the hottest thing” he looked at you before a blush started to creep on his neck. He tried to focus on cleaning but it didn’t stop the smile from being plastered on his face, “I almost fell for you, woahhh really” Hobi agreed as Namjoon jokingly rolled his eyes, “yeah, yeah” he laughed. “You owe me” Namjoon gave you a look, “I watered Petunia, your plant today” you pursed your lips together. “Ok fine you’re off the hook, thank you for doing that. I would have forgot” he chuckled, “then I will make sure Petunia stays alive until I leave” you saluted him. “You don’t have to do that but thank you, y/n. It gets hard to look after your plants when you become so busy, they require much care and responsibility. Like having children.” He sat down on the bed and sighed, the boys had left you both in the room. You sat next to him, “I’m sure having kids is worse” you joked as he laughed, “yeah true.” “But anyways, I understand. Take it day by day, I know it can be hard to remember certain things with so much on your mind. Don’t stress yourself out over it if you forget a bit, but remember that you bought them to learn how to be responsible for something. Otherwise, you wouldn’t have gotten them in the first place if you weren’t ready.” You continued as he nodded, “you’re right, that actually is perfect advice y/n. You might have just inspired me to write something down” he got up smiling as you smiled back, “glad I could help.”

You sat in the living room as everyone had decided to sleep. Jungkook was nowhere in the apartment so everyone had assumed he had gone somewhere. As you watched some random kdrama, you heard the front door swing open to the house that was followed by two voices giggling. You looked over to see Jungkook and a random woman making out, he shushed her before laughing quietly and going back to kiss her. You cleared your throat loudly and watched the two of their heads whip to your direction so fast you almost laughed. “Oh, uh. I didn’t know you were up” he said to you awkwardly, you then continued to stare at them. “Couldn’t sleep” was all you said before looking back at your kdrama, you could still sense them both staring at you so you turned to look at them. “Can I help you?” You gave him a look, he could see you were still mad at him from earlier. “Can I uh…” he pointed at his room and gestured to the girl in front of him as you shrugged in response. He took it as a yes and took her to his bedroom, guess you would have to spend a few more hours watching tv now. Eventually your eyes became tired, you figured the girl would be staying the night and decided to stop hiding and just go into your room. Once you laid on your bed, you could hear the creaking of the bed next door and a slight bang of the headboard. “Ain’t no fucking way. Ain’t no fucking way they’re still going at it” you whispered to yourself as you heard light moans, “fuck jungkook” you heard the woman say. “Yeah baby, you like that?” You heard him respond. So he was a dirty talker, interesting. “You have to be quiet” he spoke, a moan at the end of the sentence. You pressed your legs together, damn you and your weaknesses for dominant men who talked that way. Your mind was running wild and you couldn’t stop yourself from imagining his tattooed arm snaking around a person’s neck. Or holding himself up by his forearms in a position, his toned slender body fitting nicely in between legs. What made your body light on fire was the way he sounded when he cursed, his voice would become a little deeper. You heard him spank her a couple times and that was all you needed for your body to react at the sudden noise. You never expected him to be the type to moan during sex but here you are, having no other choice but to hear him and good lord did it turn you on. His stamina was impressive, you figured your body would need a shower right now. You tip toed out of your room and ran into the shower, taking your time to wash away your sinful thoughts about one of your closest friends. I wonder what his favourite position is? Stop that. You exited the shower only to realise that you went in without forgetting to bring your towel that was on the bed. Cursing yourself, you texted all the members individually except Jungkook to see if they were up but had gotten no response for a good 15 minutes. You then decided to brave the storm and text the only person available to give you the towel.

You heard a light knock and you opened the door slightly ajar to pop your head around it to see a post sex Jungkook. He was glowing, his neck and face shimmering with slight sweat as his hair became disheveled. His baggy shirt slightly clung to his pecs and abs due to the sweat on his body and wow did you want him so badly right now. That shower clearly did not help one bit. “Uhm, thanks” you pushed your arm out to grab the towel but he pulled it back, “tell me you didn’t do this on purpose” he gave a mischievous smile. “What? Jungkook I already told you I didn’t” you looked at him as if he was crazy, “are you lying?” He raised his brow at you. “Are you insane? I’m naked right now, don’t mess around before you see a titty by accident” you reached out for the towel once again. He then grabbed your arm, “I don’t care” he stopped and looked you in the eyes, his dark ones boring right into yours. The tension shifted into something much heavier, his big hand was wrapped around your wrist. His breathing became slightly more shallow as his eyes travelled down to looking at your lips. “Well I do” was all you said before you managed to grab the towel successfully and shut the door on him. Once you opened the door with the towel around you, you had seen that he was no longer there or in the corridor. You watched as he entered his room again quietly.

The next morning, you had woken up to knocking on the door. “No” was all you called out before the door opened to Jimin walking into the room with a big smile. “How’s my girl this morning?” He asked as you groaned in response before turning away from him, “aw she’s tired” he walked over to the bed and tucked himself in beside you. He wrapped his arm around your body before pulling you close to him, “are you gonna get up?” He said softly as you shook your head in response. “Hmm, are you gonna get up if I make you breakfast?” He asked as you turned to look at him with one eye open, as you looked back at him, you saw Jungkook pass by the doorway looking at you two weirdly. You made a noise in response and Jimin smiled. “Ok get up, I’ll make it in the meantime for you” was all he said before he left. Once you got to the living room, you saw Jin sitting on the couch peacefully on his phone. You climbed between his arms to push yourself under to embrace him, “ahhhh nooooo” he whined jokingly but allowed you to still do it because he loved the affection. You sat there cuddling him as he looked down at you and blinked, he smiled before patting your head and playing with your hair as if you were a pet. Jungkook had arrived and sat on the couch away from you both, staring at you two. “Can I help you Jungkook?” Jin sighed as he looked at the person who was opposite him, “what are you doing?” Jungkook asked, “we’re cuddling. Get with the times” he rolled his eyes playfully, Jimin entered the living room with two plates of breakfast ready made “let me join” he said sweetly before placing the plates down and jumping on you both. “Uno bitch!” Jin shouted as everyone groaned at his third win in a row. “Jin move to the side” Hobi looked over at him, “why?” Jin asked. “I wanna see how many uno cards you shoved up your ass to get that win” Hobi said as you all laughed causing Jin to scoff. “How dare you accuse the uno king of winning something fair and square you sore loser!” Jin playfully shouted as everyone laughed, “I’m so bored” Taehyung sighed as he rested his chin on his palm. “Take y/n to a club, she needs to experience one here” Yoongi spoke unbothered, “why do you want to get rid of me so bad” you looked at him and poked out your tongue as he chuckled, “so I can get some work done finally” he stuck his tongue back at you. “Do you remember what you told me?” You huffed at him, “yeah yeah, you work too much and we agreed to not work on holiday time” he sighed. “However, it’s not holiday time, it’s a small break before we begin business so..” he gave a “:]” look. “It’s my third day here” you gave a sad face as he pinched the bridge of his nose and looked away. If he looked you in the eyes then he would of given in, “I know but I need to prepare our work. They’ll take you, it will be fun” he spoke, still looking anywhere but you. “You owe me a day with just us tomorrow then” you sighed, “fine” was all he said before you smiled in triumph. You suddenly heard a weird ‘plop’ noise, everyone looked over to Jin who looked embarrassed. He was trying not to laugh. Once you looked over, you had seen a bunch of Uno cards that came out from under him. “YAH!” Taehyung shouted as the boys started scolding Jin for cheating.

And that’s how you ended up in the club. Every girl here had their cutest dresses on, whilst you were more on the comfy side. You opted for an extreme crop top which showed off your cleavage and low waisted cargo parachute pants instead. Not the worst but nothing in comparison to how the girls here showed out with their dress style. You were currently watching the boys how they had become drunk quickly, you knew Jimin most definitely was drunk since he became more flirty and touchier. Not to mention him having his tongue down a random girls throat. Hobi was out on the dancefloor grinding up against some girl, Taehyung was talking to a girl in a corner. Jin, Namjoon and Yoongi decided to stay home since clubs weren’t their thing, Jungkook was probably fucking someone in the club toilets. You weren’t any better though, tonight you really showed them the real you, how you were back home. In fact, you were the first person that started flirting with someone as soon as you got into the club as the boys sat back and watched your game. You went from person to person like a social butterfly, it was captivating. It reminded the boys what drew them to you the first time they came across you. You were with a girl, then with another girl, then with a guy and now you’re probably making out with the 7th person tonight. You learned the person’s name but forgot it as soon as it was introduced, both drunk and too horny to even care to waste it on a journey to a hotel. You were on your way to the bathroom, stumbling with the person when you noticed a familiar face leaving with a person. You pointed as he looked at you with an unreadable look, you nodded at him before you kept it moving but he grabbed your arm. “Angel, do you want this?” He asked before looking in between you and the person, “of course I do otherwise I wouldn’t be dragging them to the bathroom now, would I?” You stated as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “You’re drunk, I don’t think you should” he looked at you sternly, “you’re also drunk and you did. You have no place to be telling me what I should and shouldn’t do” you said unbothered before pulling the person inside and carried on. Once you got inside and felt your body being kissed on, the only thing you could think of was the nerve he had to be telling you that. It put you off from doing anything there, instead you told the person you changed your mind and went back out into the club. You drank a bit more, found a good looking guy and then decided it was a need for a hotel for the night. One, Jungkook ruined your chances of fun earlier, two you’re mad at the way he’s been treating you recently and didn’t have the energy to face him, you were too upset. You texted all the boys to let them know that you’ll be getting a hotel and sent your location to your management just in case.

You smiled at the text and went on your way. The next morning is something you’re afraid to admit that you are used to doing, waking up and breaking the news to the person that you won’t see them again. Them giving you their number, you making them sign an NDA to protect your artist image and so forth, usually you get them to sign the NDA’s before but you were too fucked last night and was sloppy with caring about your reputation. As you entered the familiar home, Yoongi opened the door to you before looking at you and humming “you reek of sex” was all he said before he let you in. “Hello to you too I’ve missed you also?” You let out a chuckle. “Where is everyone?” You asked as you noticed how quiet it was, “today is a me and you day, remember? I got everyone to leave” he sat on the couch and stretched. “Aw, I feel honoured. Am I that special?” You asked as he squinted at you. You looked up and saw Jungkook grabbing his things, you then looked over at Yoongi. “Well almost everyone, Jungkook should be leaving in a few minutes. Isn’t that right Jungkook?” Yoongi settled into the couch more comfortably, closing his eyes. Jungkook then looked at you both, his gaze lingering on you for a moment. Was he.. upset with you? “Hm? Yeah I’ll leave now” was all he said before he put on his hat and then left without a word. He didn’t acknowledge you whatsoever, yep he was definitely mad at you. “What’s up with him?” You looked at Yoongi once Jungkook had left you both, Yoongi opened his eyes and shrugged. “I didn’t noticed there was something wrong” was all he said, “of course you didn’t” you laughed. It became silent, Yoongi opened one eye to look at you suspiciously at why it had become so silent. He thought you would be planning something, you gave him a mischievous smile. He shook his head as his eyes widened “no-.” Was all he could get out before you jumped on the couch and attacked him with a hug.

Was this chapter too short? 😩 sorry if it was. Also if you guys have any q’s about the character please feel free to message me I’m nice I promise 🥹 it would make me really happy to talk to you guys <3 ~ Swan 🦢

Idol || Anyone but you - 1 JJK

Hi guys !!! This is my first chapter of my first written series fic on here called “Idol” Thank you so much if you take time to read this <3 here we go! Warnings: 18+ swearing, smut, angst, slight depression, anxiety, social anxiety, nsfw and more tags I’ll add along the way. Below will be an intro to the backstory, after that will be the main story :) enjoy babies !!

You were adored by many, known as the hottest person out right now. Everywhere you looked, you would see your face. Every news outlet and radio were talking about you and playing your music constantly. You had names to you such as, “the nation’s IT girl” or “the industry’s sweetheart” “the princess of pop” and the list goes on. You were best known for your insane sensual duality on stage and for remaining innocent yet mysterious off stage. No one really got to know your personality and you never showed it enough to be talked about badly in the press. Well, that was until you met 7 boys who were your biggest inspiration. It was a whirlwind of chaos and fun, a high that you never wanted to end when you were around them. You had only met them once so far in person at an awards show, a nervous wreck of how they would think of you. Little did you know that they were equally in awe of your work. It started one day when Jungkook was scrolling on social media, trying to keep up with the latest trends from army when he had seen you. The support you had gained and incredible talent you had, kept him interested enough to keep tabs on you. He started to support you from closed doors, going from a person who purely just wanted to give emotional love and support to a major fan of yours. He would spent countless hours listening to your new music, watching fancams, waiting for new music videos to come out as you became a bigger and bigger artist to watching your new reality shows and would be one of the first to view your updates on your work and your life. Along the way, he managed to rope in the rest of the boys too. All he had to say was “hyung! She’s an army!” And they were whipped, maybe not as much as he was but it was a close call. “Is that our y/n ssi?” Jin placed the food on the table in front of the younger boys who were moving their heads to try to get Jin’s figure out of the way of view from the TV. “Yeah, she’s just released a new episode of the secret life of y/n” (your tv show similar to run BTS) Taehyung focused on the TV as he chewed on the food, “oh! Move over then” Jin excitedly grinned before squishing himself in between the boys.

You met them at an awards show where Namjoon almost knocked you over midway of doing your interview. Not that you were complaining almost being K’Oed by that beautiful large man who didn’t see you, but he apologised profusely until you both finally looked at each other. He was much cooler than you about it, you were wide eyed and cursing like a sailor in disbelief of him existing right in front of you. To make you feel better, Jungkook wasn’t far behind as he said “that’s y/n ssi!” Right in front of you before covering his mouth in realisation, his cheeks filling with a pink hue as he turned his body away and looked away in embarrassment. He fixated his gaze on trying to fix jin’s button instead as Jin laughed at him, rubbing his head. Jimin giving you that look, “our y/n we have heard so much about you” before sending a wink. Needless to say, once you got inside you had calmed down a lot more and started to talk to the boys. Not before you word vomited about how much they meant to you and impacted your life blah blah blah, embarrassing yourself by looking like an extreme fangirl when you’re supposed to also be a professional celebrity at a professional awards show. They, on the other hand were very humble and understanding about the situation and let you talk before thanking you. They could even tell you were still a bit nervous and cracked jokes with you as if you were their old time friend. Later on during your performance, where you were shitting yourself prior to about messing up in front of them, you were breezing through it confidently and saw them being so supportive by dancing and cheering throughout for you. Praising you straight after it and showing how proud they were of you.

Since then, you had agreed to stay in touch and had been sticking to it. It was split into groups, “the texters”, “the facetimers” and “the ones who didn’t go near the phone unless it was important.” “The texters” consisted of Jeon Jungkook and Kim Taehyung, they would never FaceTime you personally but would always message you on social media or texts. Taehyung was in between since he loved to crash the others FaceTime calls who had FaceTimed you but wouldn’t ever pick up the phone to do it himself :) “The facetimers” included; Park Jimin, Jung Hoseok and Kim Seokjin. Pure chaos every time it’s all three (including Taehyung) But much more calmer 1 on 1. Finally, you have the “doesn’t go near the phone and will not contact you unless it’s important” type. Min Yoongi and Kim Namjoon. The busiest men in the K and western industry, which is understandable why they didn’t speak to you as much as the others. You understood given their schedules and the amount of work they have outside of BTS would be too much for you to even imagine.

Past

“We all call you our angel because you’re so sweet and precious to us and we want to protect you.” Jimin said sweetly, “and because you cannot do any wrong in our eyes, since you’re so angelic” J hope made a cute noise before pouting at you. It was one of the usual trio video calls with Taehyung doing God knows what in the background. “Yes our angel but not as angelically handsome as my looks” he winked, “Jin stop it, I have enough cracks on my phone already” you joked as they all laughed in unison. “Yah! How can you call yourself an angel when you talk to me the way you do?” He scolded jokingly, “she is, Taehyung-ah isn’t that right?” Jimin looked over to Taehyung as they all turned to him. You could now get a clearer view of him playing video games on the bed, Yoongi fast asleep next to him. Taehyung didn’t even bother to look over, instead he just tilted his head slightly and raised a brow to give the boys his attention. “What?” He asked in response still looking and playing the game, “isn’t our little y/n an angel?” J hope asked as Taehyung shrugged in response, “sure, yeah” you laughed at his reaction. “Thanks Tae” you watched him continue to focus on his game but it didn’t stop the small lopsided smile from forming on his face. “By the way what do you mean protect me? Protect me from what?” You looked at Jimin in confusion. “To protect you from the lifeless soul sucking demons called the music industry and the people in it” the voice came from Yoongi who was with his arms still crossed, laid flat with his eyes closed on the bed.

Present

You breathed heavily, collapsing on the floor from exhaustion. Grabbing your water bottle, you chugged the remaining liquid before pushing it away and breathing out. “I love how you look like you’re dying every time you film content for a dance cover.” Your choreographer laughed as you glared at her, “I am…dying.” You did this one specially as a surprise, given that you’ve been an army and since haven’t spoken about the boys publicly since you’ve met them. The reason being, as soon as you had met the boys at the awards show a year ago, you had received major backlash. People were telling you that you were using “celebrity privilege” to get closer to the boys, most people called you a “fake army” which hurt a lot because being an army was one of the best things in your life. Dedicating 5 years to the fandom and meeting such great people through there only to be accused of different. They were saying you were just using BTS for views and popularity just like everyone else. Therefore, you stopped expressing your love for them so often and direct and decided to just focus on your career instead. You recall telling the members about it on one of your usual FaceTime calls when they asked about the sudden stress that’s been showing on your face. “You shouldn’t take into heart about what they say, you always care too much about other’s opinions. All that matters is that we see how much of an Army you are, you’re not using us in any way and we know that you’re a real friend. Ok?” J hope sent a finger heart at the camera before making cute noises along with a big smile. You care too much that’s something they often said to you. For today, you did a dance cover for Dionysus and added in some of your own choreography. Once it was edited to your standard, you thanked the team and had them post it before heading home.

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One thing you loved about the boys is how they always commented like fresh 8th graders who just discovered instagram for the first time. You liked their comments and replied to each and to a few fans also.

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You laughed at the text, pretty sure you could imagine his face and whiny voice at how you would annoy him sometimes. You were cut off by the sound of your phone ringing from an unknown number, it looked like a landline number. You picked up the phone to a low voice on the other end grumbling, “Yoongles?” You asked in confusion. “How many times do I have to tell you not to call me tha-.you know what? Hello how are you doing y/n?” He sighed as you grinned. “You secretly love it, besides if you reprimand me for it then you’re reprimanding the whole of Army for using it too” you let out a giggle as he took in another deep breath. For some reason, you got under his skin easily but he could never get annoyed at you. He would never tell you, but he loved how you were with him and how you treated every member differently according to their traits, making them feel equally special and loved. “I’m fine though, how are you?” You replied, “fine” he breathed out. “Spit it out then” you broke the silence, “what?” He replied caught off guard. “You only call me - which may I add is rare when you do, when you want something that you think I’ll probably say no to. So what is it Yoongi?” You straightened your posture and put the phone down on the countertop. “What if I’m calling you because the boys have news and they’re scared to tell you because they’re worried you’ll be disappointed?” You could see him through the phone right now probably tilting his head thinking he did something smart. “We have Namjoon for that, only he calls me when that happens.” You pursed your lips together as he let out a small “oh. I really am just calling to see how you’re doing.” You walked away from the phone, “tell your lies to someone else Yoongles” he sighed “wait where are you going? You sound distant now” “away from your bullshit bye” you laughed. “Wait! Ok fine come back I’ll tell you” he whined as you laughed, “relax I just went to get some stuff from the fridge. Go on” at this point you could tell he was also pinching the bridge of his nose out of frustration. “I called because your label and Hybe wants a collaboration out of us. They wanted me to call you and act like I’m asking personally but knowing you and how I’m not a great liar, you would have picked up on it from the start-.” “Gee thanks” you spoke monotonous before he continued. “In a way we are asking personally because the boys are fond of you, you’re good friends with them-.“ “and not you?” You interrupted as he scoffed, “yeah me too or whatever but anyways, it would be good to finally work together. You’re immensely talented and it was bound to happen sooner or later.” He let out, probably smiling at his own speech. “Yeah, I appreciate it Yoongs, I knew you calling me had something to do with our labels” you plopped a cherry in your mouth. “What gave it away? Other than me not calling often” he asked. “You’re calling me off Hybe’s line and not your personal phone” you pointed out casually as he grimaced at his mistake. You laughed as he let out a small chuckle, “you got me. So do you need some time to think it over?” He asked. “No need, I already have my answer.” You responded, “oh really? So-.” “Tell them I appreciate the offer but no thank you.” You cut him off, “n-.no? You’re turning it down?” He stuttered, as if you were crazy to ever turn them down and you probably were. “Do you remember what people were saying when we all first met in person?” You sighed, “yes but who cares what people have to say, this is what we meant before when we said you care too much about-.�� “And they’re somehow correct. I don’t want to be seen as using BTS, or having privilege. I wouldn’t feel right, if I make it then I want my name to be for myself not because I collaborated with you or because I did this or that” you replied. “Y/n hajima! can you just listen for once and stop being silly.” You bit your lip to stop yourself from laughing.

“you’re not using BTS. Your label is using Hybe and Hybe is using your label. That has nothing to do with us, our friendship will always remain the same. You have no celebrity privilege, if anything it’s a pleasure and an honour for us to be working with you. We saw your talent and have for years, I have always wanted to work with you but wanted to wait until you were ready to. You don’t have to do this now if you don’t want to and even if it’s further down the line when you choose yourself to work with us on your own terms, then we will always leave the door open. But still, it would be nice to catch up” he mumbled the last part as you smiled. “Hello? Are you still there?” He asked as you laughed, “yeah sorry just wiping my tears, that was so moving” you joked as he scoffed, “Bye y/n” “I’ll pack my things then!!! Love you yoongles!!” You called out as he cut the phone line.

And here you stood a few months later, in front of the house in Korea that belonged to the 7 boys who had taken over your life. You buzzed the intercom, hearing a loud yawn from Taehyung along with his deep voice say “Yeoboseyo?” “Uh, Taehyung?” You asked through the speaker. “Ye” he replied. “It’s y/n” you spoke trying to contain your laughter of imagining him against the intercom sleepily with his eyes closed, messy hair and pouty mouth. You could hear him take in a long deep breath before speaking again, “ye” then he clears his throat. “Just one moment…” you can hear his footsteps walk away before walking back towards the intercom “please” and then he walks away again. As the recording is still going, you can hear Taehyung shout in Korean to the rest of the boys followed by excited screams and cheering. He said, “everyone she’s here finally! Oh my God what am I gonna wear, I’m not even ready! We can’t keep her waiting” He had no idea the intercom was still recording. They were all happily singing and cheering and dancing which made you laugh. You waited for a good few minutes before hearing someone come back to the intercom, mumbling something in Korean “oh it was still recording?” You then heard the voice clear itself again, “how much did you hear y/n?” Taehyung asked as you laughed, “all of it.”

“Y/NIEEEEEE” you didn’t even step one foot inside before you were tackled by J hope and Jimin with a hug. “Ooofff” you let out before hugging them back warmly, “did you get here ok?” J hope asked as you squeezed jimin’s cheeks pouting. “Of course, thank you sunshine” you patted his head as he gave a cute noise. “Come to papa bear” Taehyung raised his brow at you smoothly as you laughed going over to hug him, “don’t act like a smooth guy with me now, I heard you scream like a little girl over me earlier” you whispered in his ear before pulling away and seeing him give an embarrassed laugh. “Seokjieeee” you danced over to Jin who was making grabby hands at you, “angelllll” he hugged you and moved your body from side to side. “When I get settled I’ll smoke you at Mario kart ok?” You patted his shoulder, “Yah! How dare you come here and disrespect the Mario kart king!” He laughed as he scolded you. You then went over and hugged Joon, “hi Joonie” “hi angel, have you been keeping well?” He gave a dimpled smile. “Always, have you?” You asked as he nodded “of course.” You then moved over to Yoongi who rolled his eyes playfully, “make it quick, you know I don’t like hugs” you smiled and gave him a big embrace as he groaned in response making everyone laugh. “My yoongles” you smiled as he tried to pry you off him. Finally you looked over at Jungkook, “well if it isn’t Mr. Shy” you tapped you foot as he smiled, “I’m not shy” he rolled his eyes playfully as he played with his lip piercing nervously. “Come here big boy” you stood on your tip toes as he hugged you tightly.

You were currently in the kitchen helping Yoongi prepare the food, “it feels good having someone who actually helps and not to kick out of the kitchen” he smiled has he chopped up the onions. “Who have you kicked out?” You let out a laugh as you seasoned the meat, he stopped his chopping before giving you a look. “Everyone.”

“I thought you were helping Yoongi cook?” Jungkook looked up at you doe eyed from the sofa, “I got kicked out” you jokingly pouted before trudging yourself over to the couch next to him. “That bad huh?” He moved over a bit more even though there was lots of space, “I just forgot to wash the utensils that’s all! He must think I have 7 hands or something. Jungkook why are you moving? I don’t have fleas” you eyed him as he smiled, “you might” he said quietly. Your jaw dropped as he giggled, “I’m kidding” he whined as you threw the couch pillow at him. Most of the time he was quiet, unsure of what to say. He couldn’t understand why he became so shy when he had met you once before and spent almost everyday talking to you online. “I..” he started as he gained to courage to speak but didn’t have any conversation to think of, “Ba ba ba ba baaaa buhhhh ba ba ba ba buhhhhh here is the Mario kart champion. Prepare to become… annihilated.” Jin walked into the room like a king and dramatically stared you down. “Jungkook move it’s time for the big boys to play” he waved him off as if he were a peasant. Jungkook raised his eyebrow at him, unmoving from his space. Jin looked back at him “do you wanna die?” He said in Korean before threatening to hit him jokingly as Jungkook slowly got up from the couch sighing. He then moved over to the other side next to you, as you moved slightly away from him. He chuckled at your mocking of his actions from earlier. You stood up puffing out your chest before walking to the tall man “Jinnie… you’re going down. Let the games begin” you gave him a competitive stare as did he. The room was full of battle cry’s, bloodshed and tears. A straight up war-zone, “noooooooo!!!!!” A voice cried out in agony as they gripped the pillow in defeat, you watched as the boy mourned and sat in a foetus position. The rest of the boys who sat around sometime during the match became interested at the neck and neck game, giving reactions throughout. Even Yoongi was here watching in amusement at everything going down, you stood up singing. Holding out your hands with your head held high, “I don’t loseeeeee!” You flexed your muscles as the boys cheered for you, “all hail the new queen!” Taehyung proposed as they bowed to you. “Ba ba ba ba baaaaaa buhhhh, ba ba ba ba buhhhh” they all started singing as Jin sat there lifeless like, given up on everything. 2 seconds later after it died down, everyone sat in peace as Jin sat staring off into the distance. “Yoongi, when is the food done?” Jimin asked, “hm? Oh it was done an hour ago whilst you guys were in the middle of the very important match” Yoongi didn’t even bother to look up above his book, “unbelievable! I’m hungry how could you not tell us I…” Jin stood up scolding Yoongi as the rest of the boys ran into the kitchen.

“Is y/n going to be sleeping in the room next to me?” Jungkook asked as I looked up at them, “yes jungkookie, we only have one guest room that came with the house remember?” J hope told him, “ah ok” Jungkook replied before going back to eating his food. “Thank you for letting me stay here guys, I know it’s a lot of trouble-.” You were cut off by them all groaning at you, “how many times do we have to tell you! Stop saying sorry and thank you, we wanted to spend as much time with you as possible. If anything, we’re sorry you have to experience living with us and not the hotel” Namjoon smiled before letting out a chuckle. “Yeah I feel sorry that you have to sleep in a room next to mine” he gave you a look, “why, Are you loud?” You blurted out innocently as the other boys choked on their foods and laughed. “I guess you could say that” Jungkook smirked as the table was filled with some sort of tension, “speaking of that, none of it tonight or for the rest of y/n’s stay ok?” Namjoon gave him a look. “I didn’t agree to that” Jungkook narrowed his eyes at him, “you don’t have to. I’m telling you as your leader and we wouldn’t want our guest uncomfortable here” Namjoon pursed his lips together tightly, “well you’re not the leader of my personal life” Jungkook remarked and you quickly interrupted. “Whatever it is I’m sure it’s fine! It will be ok, I don’t mind. You guys should live life as normal, don’t change anything just cause I’m here” you grinned.

It was not fine. You figured out Namjoon was actually trying to save you along with the other boys at the dinner table. You should have kept quiet because then you would have never had to experience this traumatising event at 4am in the morning. Moans, loud ones from both a woman and Jungkook coming from next door. Was it his girlfriend? If this happened often then was he a sex addict? Oh God he might have been. Especially if he couldn’t hold it off for a few weeks when you were staying, it said a lot. You tried drowning it out with music in your ears, putting the pillow over your ears but nothing worked. You settled for braving the storm of running past the room lightly to go into the kitchen to make yourself a coffee.

Once you got into the kitchen you looked over to see Jimin, “hi angel” “hi my little lamb” you both greeted each other as he giggled at the new nickname. Each time you saw Jimin you would have the craziest nicknames or vary between using his favourite ones. “Can’t sleep?” He gave a knowing look as he grabbed another cup to start making another cup of coffee for you. “Yeah, insomnia is crazy” you lied looking around as he stopped and gave you a ‘bitch please, you can’t fool me’ look. You walked over to him and held out your arms as he embraced you without hesitation. You placed your head on his chest as he caressed your hair softly, as you pulled away and looked at him smiling whilst he stared at you in awe. “You’re so beautiful” the sound of the kettle going off cut the moment as he turned around quickly with a smile and made the rest of the coffee. You stood there blinking, trying to understand what that was. Only to come to terms with it being ‘the jimin effect’ you’re sure he did this all the time to the others . You heard commotion in the hallway, you and jimin stood by the door as he translated the Korean for you. “Keep your voice down you’re going to wake y/n up” the voice came from jungkook. “Oh, as if you didn’t wake her up enough already with your late night activities” Namjoon was furious. “I told you already not to do it tonight or for the rest of the few weeks since we have a guest here. What part do you not understand? Do you know how much this could fuck up everything?” He reprimanded Jungkook. “And I told you this is my personal life, you’re not the boss of. I even tried to keep it down and besides, she won’t tell anyone-.” Jungkook was cut off by Namjoon, “and how do you know that? Even if she would never, since I’m sure she wouldn’t even think of it, do you have any idea how disrespectful you’re being? You’re disrespecting the boys, the house, me and the whole of BTS and not to mention, our guest. Who, might I mention came all the way here when she could have gotten a hotel and a peaceful sleep instead but wanted to spend time with us as good friends.” He ranted as Jungkook stayed quiet. “I want whoever you have in there, out. Now. I’m tired of this shit Jungkook if you keep this up then-.” “Then what? You’re going to kick me out?” Jungkook’s voice quivered slightly as his eyes started to well up in anger. He was getting emotional as he looked at Namjoon. At this point, the rest of the boys were sleepily outside their room doors watching what was going on. You walked down the corridor into view, “alright boys, let’s talk about this in the morning please” you patted the head of Taehyung and watched everyone go back inside to their own rooms including Jimin. You then turned to Namjoon and Jungkook, “y/n? Ah I’m sorry I thought you were asleep. Sorry about Jungkook, he just doesn’t know when to-.” placing your hand on each shoulders. “Joon it’s fine, we can talk tomorrow. For now, get some rest ok?” You said quietly before walking into your room.

The next morning you woke up groaning, barely any sleep you had gotten. It’s bad enough that you don’t sleep in general, given the schedules of your job. You stretched and reached over to your phone to see 2 unread messages from J hope.

You quickly got up, brushed your teeth and showered. Once you got dressed in a loose oversized t shirt and sweats, you made your way into the kitchen. J hope wasn’t even there yet, instead you came into contact with the person who kept you up at night. You looked over to the tattoo sleeved man in his oversized shirt and messy hair who was reaching over for cereal in the cupboard. You watched has his shirt rode up slightly exposing a bit of his lower back and hip. He hadn’t noticed you yet. You stood there thinking about how lucky that woman must have been last night. Once he turned around, he jumped slightly at the sight of you before letting out a chuckle and a small “you scared me.” You uncrossed your arms and pushed yourself off the door frame, before walking over to grab a bowl. “How did you sleep?” He asked as you gave him a ‘seriously?’ Look. “Sorry” he muttered as you let out a small laugh, “it’s fine, I actually didn’t sleep too bad.” You looked over to him, “really?” He looked at you surprised. “Yeah but uh, I guess that was only after the thing” you said to him as he nodded, “right. I’m sorry about that” he apologised again. “It’s actually funny because I didn’t know that’s what you guys were warning me about at the table” you giggled as he looked at you weirdly. “I bet if we did, you would be running to the hotel” he joked as you nodded. “Nah, it’s your personal life I don’t really care about it Jungkook. I mean, did it keep me up to the point where I wanted to die? Yeah maybe.” You joked as you looked over at his guilty face. “I’m joking Jungkook, it’s all good. I’m an adult. Just maybe if you do, at least let me know next time or try better to keep it down?” You smiled at him as he smiled back and nodded. It was silent for a few minutes before he spoke up again, “I don’t uh, I don’t have a girlfriend by the way.” “Are you just saying that because you’re worried I’ll call dispatch on your ass or something?” You asked as he laughed, “nah you’re too good to us to do something like that but I mean it, I don’t have one” he looked at you, “okay, that’s good to know” you murmured. “Is it?” He stared at you, “I just mean like-.” “Ooooo JayKay and ohhhh angel I didn’t expect you to be down so quick” J hope interrupted, “took you long enough” you rolled your eyes playfully. “Usually when I call you, it takes you hours to get out of bed” J hope replied as he opened the fridge for eggs. He then turned around and hugged you, “that’s because I’m talking to you and it feels too good to get up. Mmm hugs” you smiled. “Was the bed not comfy enough? Do you want to switch?” J hope gave a worried look as you laughed, “no, it’s very comfy but I just want to not waste the day and would rather spend as much time with you guys as possible” you said sweetly to them as Jungkook ruffled your hair and pulled you into a small hug before letting go.

A few hours went by and each member were waking up slowly and showing up in the kitchen. You watched as Tae sleepily dragged his feet along the floor, hair all over the place as his eyes remained closed. Lips formed in a pout as he opened one eye and rubbed it to look at you, walking towards you before pulling you into a hug. “Oh” you said in shock as he buried his head into your neck, inhaling your scent “it wasn’t a dream, you’re still here” was all he said as you bit your lip to stop yourself from laughing. You felt him be tugged away from you and looked over at Jungkook who said to him, “give her some space” whilst giving him an annoyed look. “Angel, can you please do me a favour” Taehyung slowly opened one eye to speak to you as you hummed in response, “can you please make me some pancakes?” He pouted even more in hopes of you saying yes. “Of course, Tae” you smiled as he grinned, “such an angel, thank you” he hugged you once again as you felt him be pulled away from you once again. This time it was jimin, “angelllllll” he sang as he pulled you in for a hug. “My prince, did you sleep well?” You asked as he nodded cutely. “I am going to make our angel breakfast today” he spoke with a soft tone, you looked at him not wanting to break his heart at the fact that you already had. You looked over to J hope who was too busy telling Namjoon not to go near the kitchen, “she’s already had it, J hope Hyung made it for her” Jungkook looked at the boys. “It’s ok! I’ll make some pancakes for everyone who hasn’t eaten” you smiled at them. Once finished, you allowed them to eat as you sat in the living room with Jungkook. “What do you feel like doing today? Resting?” He looked over at you as he repeatedly hit you with the cushion softly. “I don’t mind, what do you guys wanna do?” You asked as he looked in deep thought. “Mmm, you had a long flight so you should rest here” he nodded, “well, I’m not really that tired to be honest” you started to mimic his actions with your own pillow. “What? But you haven’t slept properly and you barely get sleep as usual” he looked over at you concerned and stopped his actions. “Insomnia is a crazy thing, huh” you laughed as he caught your pillow mid way of hitting him, “I know something that can tire you out” he looked at you seriously before sending a wink. Was he flirting with you? Does he think you’re going to become all shy like most of the women he uses it on? You were y/n known for your intimidating sensuality on stage and you’d be damned if you let a man make you blush and giggle like a school girl. “And what might that be?” You tilted your head, making eye contact with him as the room started to fill with tension. You watched him gulp but he didn’t let his poker face slip, “Lotte world amusement park.”

So here was the first chapter !!! I feel like the beginning was a bit boring to get through but mandatory. My English is not the greatest, I apologise for that. The next few chapters should be more exciting, you can see some of the flirting and tension between her and the boys so it’s just hints for their solo series. You can also see a small bit of tension between her and jk. It will build eventually but slow ;) hope you enjoyed this one and I’m excited to write more soon - Swan 🦢

Idol - Anyone but you ~ Jeon Jungkook - TEASER

‎₊˚‧૮⍝◠ ·̫ ◠⍝ა ·˚₊ ♡ hi everyone, nice to meet you!I’m a “Swan” a new writer on tumblr and I decided to give fic writing a try again! I haven’t done it for a good few years so please be kind to me!!! I’m so excited to introduce my first new series on here called “Idol” There will be a focus on each series for each member so don’t worry if you wanted one for your bias. For example;

“Idol - Anyone but you” will be focused on Jeon Jungkook

“Idol - Midnights in Paris” will be focused on Kim Taehyung

“Idol - Are you falling in love yet?” will be focused on Park Jimin

“Idol - Dirty dancing” will be focused on Jung Hoseok (J-hope)

“Idol - If we ever meet again” will be focused on Min Yoongi (Suga)

“Idol - Unspoken thoughts” will be focused on Kim Namjoon (RM)

and finally, “Idol - Under the moonlight” will be focused on Kim Seokjin (Jin)

Please do not worry about having to go through reading them in order to avoid missing out on pieces!!! There will be some references to certain things or parts but won’t be of any importance and I will just have it re-written as a flashback :) Yes it will be focused on one character but will be “Y/N” throughout the entire series however, whatever happens at the end of one fic does not exist in another member’s fic. For example, if they fell in love, there would not be any existence of that in another member’s series.

Now it’s time to introduce what the personality of “Y/N” the Idol is like and backstory before we get into it!

Idol will have the pronouns she/her (sorry I hope that’s ok!)

Y/N also considered as the western music industry’s “it girl” rapidly on the rise, collecting awards left and right for her extremely hardworking talent. Known for her insane duality on stage for being intimidating yet sensual, and we’re not talking about any sexual dances as she prefers to give off the sex symbol aura without doing much effort. Loves to mock male artists and banters about their actions. Obsessed with hip hop dancing or anything that makes her challenge the stereotypes of being a female artist, especially to prove a point against the issues of poc artists being over sexualised. Very much a bisexual woman of colour or can imagine her how you would like (if you’re homophobic or a misogynist or racist, then this fic definitely is NOT for you lmao oops) Always in relaxed clothing as her artist image. Fans are very funny and feisty and loyal, everyone is in love (and I mean hella heart eyes) with her because they are captivated by her duality and powerful aura. Think “the Park Jimin effect” but as a female. Offstage, towards strangers she is very introverted. Does not talk a lot, people are drawn to her thinking she is mysterious, intimidating and a bad bitch when in reality she’s just socially awkward lmao. Once off stage and off cameras, that confidence yeets itself out somewhere else. However if she’s with someone or people she is comfortable around, she is completely normal, feisty and banters a lot. Sometimes will either hate affection or seem cold (when her social battery drains) towards friends or be very affectionate and energetic to them, no in between. Around her fans, she is always very soft and humorous, sassy and extremely affectionate/loving and caring towards them. Is an Army! Have been for a good 5 years and Jungkook was actually the one to have first discovered her from BTS when she was just starting out as an artist. Guess you could say it was love at first sight and he became obsessed with watching her everyday vlogs, music videos, shows, first one to listen to her music as soon as it comes out and much more. Let’s just say he is as obsessed as how army is with BTS towards her at this point. It stemmed from his love for army, he thought it was just going to be a situation where he would be proud of seeing an army take inspiration from BTS and apply it to their life/career and then move on but of course, keep it in his heart. Nope, ever since he proudly praised her and posted one of her first songs on his instagram story, he had been hooked on her work ever since. It went from checking up monthly if he had the free time to, weekly to everyday regardless of if he had free time or not. Since then, he was refused by staff to acknowledge her again publicly before it caused trouble and stirred up any dating rumours. Sometimes it didn’t stop him from adding a harmless “like” on a few of her music posts especially if it was BTS related or her fans updating her chart data and achievements. Or his favourite time was to watch her live videos on instagram where only she could see if he has joined or not. They had met once in person at an awards show and it didn’t go well since Jungkook had became too shy to talk, that doesn’t stop them from speaking online all the time though and from being friends privately. Warnings: swearing, fuckboy!Jk, jungkook is a player but so is Y/N lol, Angst, Fluff, Smut 18+ in future chapters, minors do not interact! Jungkook x reader, jungkook x reader smut, idol!character Obsessed!jungkook but not harmful type obsessed lmao, Depression, Anxiety, NSFW and will add more warnings along future chapters ok idk let’s start the series shall we??? Any questions feel free to ask me :)