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bleedingofwords · 2 years

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It's Hard to Move On

I look in the eyes of people, And still wish it was you. Looking for me to be with you. Because believe me, I will always choose you.

My heart still long for the things, That my mind already know—it doesn't exist. I love you, I miss you, and I cared for you. It was you, and only you.

I cried again last night, I know nothing about you, How are you? Are you alright?

Every day is hard to live, You had stolen my heart, I can't believe. Without you in my life—I couldn't breathe. Please take my heart back, so I can now live.

It was your face I've seen when I wake up, And it was still you when I asleep. It made me harder to cope up, And every night is a struggle to fall asleep.

I seldom still visit your timeline, I wish you are all mine. My dear, you are worth it to be mine. I love you that much, please be mine.

What you have said, is always playing inside my head. You thought my love was too shallow, And ignore me like a scarecrow.

I wish I can forget about you, But my mind always thought about you. Yet, sometimes it's about me and you, And I wonder do you think of me too?

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Eyes

Your eyes that looks tired, I stare at you and got shy When your eyes caught mine. And suddenly got some butterflies inside.

I want to stare at you once more, But I got shy even more, When you had notice what I was doing, I was force to stop it—so frustrating.

—bleeding-of-words.

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Image

My mind still draw the image of you, And even if I closed my eyes—it shows you. I couldn't forget those eyes, directed at me. And tingles in my stomach, like a bumblebee.

I couldn't get rid of the tingle, And it makes me ready to mingle. How can such an ordinary makes me feel like so extraordinary.

You bring colors to my dull life, And I can see me serving you as your wife. But you showed no interest of me, The reason why I left—and found me.

You had loved a lot of images, Pretty, rich, sexy and good looking images. I was waiting in my notifs in Fb, Yet, you like anyone, except me.

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Inner Feelings

Grieving for someone who is alive, A person whom I cherished, more than my life Disconnection—but I only want his attention. I envy random sidekicks easily caught his attention.

My mind was in prison, Thoughts of him got me poisoned. Pain visits me with various emotions. And die each day living with those notions.

I love him and expect nothing, Mental health is suffering, like the clouds turns gloom and starts crying. And nobody knows why it keeps raining.

One mile, but heart still shouts for his name. I prayed to forget, But emotional pain is what I get. Another mile, my head keeps looking at his frame.

I sighed heavily once more, But the image of him keeps showing up. I thought my feelings would end up, But I guess this will stay a little more.

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bleedingofwords · 2 years

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How does it turns out?

I know I was never enough, For him, who only wants a hook-up. I smashed the red flag, hoping that one day I could fill it with love.

The magic that I had felt, Deep down my heart, that makes it melt. I fell in love with him, Yet, he has no idea—how I felt for him.

The love burns continuously in the flame. And saw the heart's hole inside a frame. Please help, I can't breathe! He abandoned me like shit.

I confessed in a dream, He appreciated it and I almost scream. But in just one day, he decided not to contact me. He said ''boundaries'', please. I got ashamed.

Respect. Acceptance. Moving on. And self-love is what it taught me.

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Unrequited Love

I felt the spark since day one, It's like the wind whispers, and told me you're the one. But I respect what you seek, And it makes my heart sick.

I had fallen in love with your flaws, I accepted it and that touches my soul. You taught me how to love again, And the spark has ignited in my heart again.

Thoughts of you keep bothering me, Yet, you didn't know my sincerity. You even invalidate how I feel, You just couldn't understand that was real.

I got tired of the pain, That has attached to me, I can't blame. I love you, and I was untamed. With this love that burns in flame.

I don't know what the future holds, But I'm pretty sure we will get old. And your future love terrifies me, Because you already found someone, but it's still not me.

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Can we sing together?

Baby, come back Here With me So We Can sing Together With harmony On How we End up In this tragedy.

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Love Me like No Other

Love me Now And I will Serve You Forever Like No other.

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Protected

And she always wonders Why Things Are not On her side. Without knowing, The universe Is just Protecting Her From the Possible Tragedy In her life.

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Inevitable Thoughts

I couldn't Help Myself From Those Inevitable thoughts That you And me Will Never come Into Reality.

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The Reason

You Are The reason Why I Write, Because It was Always You, The reason Why My heart Ignites.

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With The Universe

My love For you Pushes Me To conspire with The universe So He Can Always guide you Even if You Don't want Me In Your life.

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Lost

I need you In my life Because, My heart Is lost When You're Not here With me Yet, I know To Myself You will Never Want Me.

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It hurts, when...

It hurts when he never really cared. It hurts when he couldn't appreciate myself. It hurts when he can only see his girl. It hurts when he just wants me for his desire.

It hurts when I remember every little thing about him, It hurts when he has no idea about it. It hurts when my love couldn't make him stay. It hurts when he lied to me about it.

It hurts when he has already someone new, It hurts when I'm just his pastime. It hurts when I read their sweet conversation It hurts when I am crying silently each night.

It hurts when my heart is breaking It hurts when what I can only do is crying. It hurts when I'm overthinking It deeply hurts when I stalk him.

It hurts when I can only see him in daydream It hurts when he doesn't see me as his future. It hurts when I love him so deeply. It hurts when I crave and been longing for him every day.

It hurts when I am not enough for him. It hurts when he can easily give his time to her, It hurts when he can do simple gestures to her, It hurts when I couldn't experience all of it.

It hurts when he can appreciate his girl It hurts when he cannot see me as myself. It hurts when he truly loves and cared for her. It hurts so deeply, knowing that I'm jealous.

It hurts when I couldn't do anything for this pain It hurts when he thought so lowly of me. It hurts me more, thinking he's madly in love with her. It hurts when he is the right person for someone else.

It hurts when I am betrayed. It hurts when I am being lied. It hurts when I still couldn't forgive what happened. It hurts when I'm dealing with this body

I'm ultimately tired, and it fucking hurts—a lot.

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bleedingofwords · 2 years

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Almost

It all starts When You And I Had matched On That site.

But I never Thought My heart Would ignite.

We talk And Shared stories Together, Like A happy couple, You're My sweet lover.

I couldn't Understand How I truly Felt.

And as The time Goes by, You hurriedly Want me For Your Fantasy.

I think twice, And I know, It's not Good But I Am Starting to Fall for you.

It only Stops When I Found out That You've been Entertaining Girls.

Few months have passed You have Already found Your Girl.

And I wish That I can Just easily delete you In My memory.

Perhaps, If the time Will allow, Then I could have just prevented myself From Responding To your Sweet hello.

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The image of him and her being happy together, —Is hurting me, which breaks my heart so much, and I just couldn't stop myself from overthinking.

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Poisonous Love

A girl have fallen, For a man that makes her heart broken. She thought he was the one, But to him, who only wants for a night stand.

She did what she thought was right, Because it makes her heart ignite. When she saw the man she loves, And have seen spark in his eyes.

Everything feels so good to her. Not until she saw him with a girl. And his right hand snakes around her. They are both laughing together.

She came home—overthinking. Turned on the loud music, but it doesn't escape what she was thinking. Disheartened and embarrass, is what she was feeling.

He came home drank, went to her bedroom and knock. She doesn't want to open it. But he has keys and insisted it.

Ugh! That was her third release. Wet eyes due to her tears It keeps falling down. He didn't notice and fell asleep.

It was already clear to her, He was there because he needs her body. But not her heart, Who can take care of him.

She hugged her nakedness and sobs silently. ''He never wanted me'' whispers in air. As if it could change a thing. Cold, embarrassed, and hurting.

He woke up in the morning and left. Her love didn't reciprocate. And what she felt now is hate. Not to him, but to herself.

He never come back. And she wants to take her old self back. A kid that is innocent and pure, hoping for someone to come and cure.

She got poisoned, and needs an antidote. Had gone home and saw a note. ''You were killed'' was written, And she looks in the mirror—and turns darkened.

—bleeding-of-words.

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