ugh i need cigs so badlyy, I have summer school for 5 days anymore but it gets me so annoyed that I need a cig but I ran out of money T.T I also wanna just do a cigs and liquids fast, but I can't bc then I wont have energy for hitting the gym.... yeah this was mainly a pointless rant XD

Does anyone have any good low cal recipes that are pescovegetarian? Or any good workout routines for the gym that have the calories counted? I'd appreciate if someone shared their ones with me !! love yall <3

AHHHHH UNDER 50

IM 49KG FEELS SO GOOD LIKE I STOPPED CALCULATING CALORIES AS I TRIED TO GET MY HEAD OUT OF THIS SPACE AND I'VE BEEN ACCIDENTALLY EATING LESS AND NOW IM UNDER 50KG!!!!! I love summer so much as I can just drink all my calories and if I'm drunk I dont need to eat!!!!

Why…?????

feeling better about myself

hey everyone, its been a while... I've been getting better and wanted to share my progress, I've liked myself a lot more after I started eating a bit more regularly and started going to the gym. I've even lost weight ! even though it hasnt been my main intention. My friend got me help, he helps me at the gym and makes me eat regularly. i still do sometimes skip meals, and i still hate my body most of the times but now i've caught myself liking the reflection sometimes. I still wanna lose weight so much but im happy im being "more healthy" about it as now my friends are a lot happier as well. I still sometimes miss the feeling of being so hungry that you are in pain and just deciding to sleep it off rather than eating. but i dont want my friends to hear that. I wish happiness upon everyone here, love you all. - mitsu ps. i think i should delete my blog as tumblr usually makes me relapse but rn i dont feel like it ?? i feel like thats progress as well,,

I lost 3kg in like 2 weeks without trying too much!!!!! I got sick with a throat bacteria and i couldnt do anything else but sleep so i lost it finally!!! AND I FINALLY GOT MY ADHD DIAGNOSIS AND THE MEDICINE WILL REDUCE HUNGER 😍😍😍😍 im so fucking happy rn, love yall xx

cigarettes on an empty stomach.

realisting things to do instead of eating

(bc all the “look at thinspo” “drink water” is fucking boring.)

1. literally take a nap

2. fill a page in your sketchbook

3. try a new makeup look

4. do a new stick and poke

5. make a self insert charactee for ur comfort show

6. age regress

7. rearrange ur room

8. make some tea

9. play video games (trying to beat fnaf rn)

10. make new outfits with old clothes

adding calories when you don’t know the exact ingredients

holy shit lmao i looked at my profile and lmao all my posts are like this :DD first I say im gonna do it and then binge and feel like i lost life and try to start on monday again BUT THIS TIME I WILL FUCKING NOT BINGE AND I WILL WORKOUT AND STUFF

Hiii again tumblr

THIS TIME IM GONNA FUCKING SUCCEEDD AND LOSE LIKE 20KG!!! fuck eating imma start working out.

im gonna be using the abc diary :3 check out my cinnamoroll template if u havent already lol. but yeah today i'll stick to less than 500. Oh also im now pescovegetarian lol and have been while i havent posted. that should also help me consume less calories aswell