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#you deserve to feel like you’re enough
marina-grace · 2 months
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you are the prize. and if no one has ever tell you that, you are the prize. your worth is not dependent on what other people say about you. your worth is what you are from the moment you were born. you were put this earth to be loved. you deserve the very best things in life. you deserve unconditional love. if there’s someone out there who isn’t treating you like the prize that you are, why are you with them? because they’ve done absolutely nothing to show you that they deserve you. if anything, they are telling you just how little worth they see in you right now, they are telling you that you have no good future with them, at least never a future where they are treating you well and giving you everything that you deserve. if you wouldn’t want to give someone else a future like that, why would you want that for yourself?
— if you see yourself as the prize that you are, would you really stay with someone who tells you you’re not?
don’t delude yourself, you know you wouldn’t hesitate to walk away.
marina grace
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elliesbelle · 5 months
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NOW I HEAR YOUR VOICE EVERYTIME THAT I THINK I’M NOT ENOUGH
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#but literally like#that’s exactly what happens now#AND I FANTASIZE ABOUT A TIME YOU’RE A LITTLE FUCKING SORRY#LIKE???? is there NO guilt?!?! i have to live with the grief and you get to be fucking happy#‘i deserved to move on’ ‘you think it was easy to move on’ IDGAF you still moved on??????#YOU ONCE CALLED ME FOREVER NOW YOU STILL CAN’T CALL ME BACK#the FUCK happened to loving me always????????? through thick and thin???? i never stopped fucking loving you despite what i was going thru!!#all i feel now is fucking shame and disgust for myself because didn’t i fucking say?????? didn’t i fucking say you were gonna leave me again#and you swore you never would again!! then wtf happened!!!#you couldn’t handle my trust issues with you and i just know you hated me for not getting over them#i literally can never trust anyone ever again i am never trusting anybody with my fucking heart again EVER i can’t do it anymore#AND I JUST CANT IMAGINE HOW YOU COULD BE SO OKAY NOW THAT IM GONE#literally you’re fucking okay and in fucking LOVE with SOMEONE ELSE i am literally fucking NOTHING to you anymore#you always have and will ALWAYS find love in and with someone else and i never will again#the possibility of being with someone again literally disgusts me i am not doing it ever again#‘you’ll find someone else eventually’ i am NOT like YOU who always finds someone else i literally have NEVER found anyone else since you#i am literally and have never been enough and you don’t care#v#belle speaks
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sensitivegoblin · 11 months
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Ahgdsff Ngl I’m a needy ler like ahhh I wanna me a cutie SO HAPPY and tease and tickle them jgdsffff I wanna feel their cute whines muffled on my neck as they try to be good and stay still
When they ultimately fail we can skip to their favorite part.~✨💕🔥🪶��
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canarydarity · 2 months
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This post will make sense to exaclty 3 people here. But one day I will write a scene emotionally equivalent to the Baltimore reunion here in this fandom….one day…And the payoff will be so so excellent
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cherrypeaking · 10 months
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babyyy 🥺🥺🩵🩵 i had so much fun on our call i can’t believe i was ever worried about us not getting to spend as much time together when our call ended up being just as long, if not longer, than most of our other calls 😭😭 (in case you were wondering its place on the leaderboard, it’s in second place under the call we had last week! ✨)
i just got done writing the recap and i was laughing to myself the whole time i had so much fun 🥺🥺🥺 i can’t stop laughing about no my queen it’s so funny djshhshs
my heart is so warm for you my love 🥺🥺 everything about our call was so perfect (except when my mom kept interrupting 😭 who goes to the movies that early in the morning anyway??) you’re so thoughtful, sweet, kind, welcoming, funny, and so so beautiful 🥺🥺 my pretty princess i wanna see you wear cute hair clips you would look so adorable 🥺🩵🩵
when we hung up i went to get food and i wished you were with me in the kitchen so badly i really turned around and expected to see you in my house like djshhshs 😭😭 i missed you so badly and i still do baby 🥺 i hope you slept well and i’m sorry you have to get up so early for work especially when you stayed up so late just to talk to me :(( even when you were dozing off i was so endeared by you.. you’re such a dream 🥺🩵 i was imagining that i was petting your hair while you were falling asleep in my arms ;; 🩵🩵🩵
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moodboard but it’s just all soft fluffy taehyun since you remind me so much of him 🥺🥺🥺i’m trying to be less shy when it comes to telling you how i feel >< i’m not used to being so vocal about wanting someone so this is all new to me 🥺 you make me feel so wanted and seen and heard and i’m so thankful for you my sweet girl 🥺🥺🩵🩵 i love you so so much
looking forward to making more fun memories with you baby~
mommyyyy omg 🥺😭🩷🩷 this is definitely one of my favorite calls (they’re all my favorite except that train connection 10 min call 😭 so anxiety inducing to lose connection with my gf 😭) 🥺🥺🩷🩷 i didn’t expect us to get as much time together if not more and i really prefer it this way so we don’t have to force ourselves to stay up and we are both very awake and can talk lots 🥺🥺🩷 9hrs and 42 minutes right?? 😳
i love your recaps so much i’m still so amused by all the taehyun only liking to eat pussy hc like 😭😭😭 no my queen, don’t dirty your knees and moony really killed us with her addition it was such a highlight of the call 🥹🩷🫶 (your parents are so funny for this i’d never go to the movies this early 0_0)
everything about our call was really perfect it all felt like the right amounts of seriousness and the right amounts of crackheadedness and obviously we always go back to being all lovey dovey and those are my favorite parts because i have the best girlfriend ever 🥹🥹🩷🩷 if i start wearing hair clips i’m gonna send you pics of them hehe~ i wanna go to that shop i went to again just to document on what i found to you >\\< 🩷🩷
i wish i didn’t have to go to sleep so that we could keep going and i’d be there for your day as well and get to see what you’d make yourself for food 🥺🥺🩷 i’m happy you liked my salad and that you said i was wifey material hehe 👉👈🩷 you’re my wifey my precious wifey >\\\< 🩷🩷 i was so endeared by you too when you were dozing off so it feels good to know you felt the same mommy ;///; i stayed up because i wanted to 🥺 i’m a little sleepy but i know i’ll catch up on that tonight~ i needed to have you on call for as long as i could 🥺🥺🩷
the moodboard is so cute and so my favorite tyun like it’s really him he’s so gf and floofy 🥺🥺 hehehe mommy is getting better and better at it!! i feel so seen and wanted and heard with you my love 🥹🥹🩷 you’re the one for me i’m so so thankful our paths decided to meet we really met at both of our needed times 🥺🥺 i love you so much and i’m so looking forward to making more memories with you too my love 🥹🥹🩷🩷
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metagalacticx · 2 years
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*°:⋆ₓₒ theo x liam ₓₒ⋆:°*
in this space right here that we have made for each other, you can say anything and i will not abandon you. unwrap the worst things you have done. watch me hold them up to the light and not even flinch. (trista mateer)
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dumbassacademia · 8 months
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When I was in high school all the incoming students had to do this thing where we were in special “pride time” classes (sort of like a study hour ig but like 30min) and on fridays like once a month we would have upperclassman assigned to our specific class and who would do some activity with us to teach us about life or whatever and then when I was an upperclassman I was one of those people so for background the activity I’m about to talk about was one that I did Several times throughout high school
Anyway the thing was there were like 8 signs that would be randomly given to kids in the class and they said like teacher, ceo, doctor, teenager, custodian, rockstar, athlete and something else I can’t remember but it doesn’t really matter (maybe research scientist?)
And then you were supposed to have different kids choose to line the people up in order of most importance to society
And like obviously there was lots of back and forth and that was the point, that everyone had different perspectives on importance and what society is about and whatever but I always put the custodian first and then would get so fucking annoyed because like literally every time someone would sort of like, accuse me of just saying that to seem woke or whatever? Like they’d be like “yeah okay of course but like seriously” and I always had to sort of half defend myself while also not bringing the whole class/conversation to a standstill (a common challenge of mine, I talk a lot)
Anyway the end point of the activity was to then have the people holding the signs all stand in a circle and hold hands because they’re all equally important and no one is better than anyone else just because of what they do or who they are
But I still think I’m right
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skittlewaffle · 1 year
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Christmas gift for @madame-mongoose !!! ✨
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pinkkittysaw · 11 months
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PROMPTIS IS SO BOYFRIEND CODED!!!!! 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
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marina-grace · 18 days
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finally i’m doing something good. finally it’s me over everyone else. for so long, it was easy to be anyone else in the world, to say yes to everyone else but myself. it was so easy it was subconsciously done. i didn’t even realise just how much i was hiding, how much shame i didn’t want to show. worse, it was loud. the shame was so loud i couldn’t even swallow it whole. and finally i could recognise it in myself. finally i stop trying to swallow it down. finally i’m not scared to choose me.
— i’m not going to apologise for saying no. if anything, i bravely say yes. i’m saying yes to myself, to who i am, to a life without shame and fear. my dear, you’re good enough, you’re doing enough. you can choose yourself and still have the whole world in the palms of your hands.
marina grace
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mrs-kelly · 2 years
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I’ve never been able to develop much about my ship with Lightning just because she’s so pretty and for a long time I felt like she was way out of my league but… I think I’ll change that today 🥺
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themonsterisinlove · 2 years
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My copy of Zen Cho’s “Spirits Abroad” just arrived. :)))
“Prudence and the Dragon” was my introduction to Cho’s writing and it was so goddamn charming I’ve reread it several times since. Then I realized it was part of a collection of Zen Cho’s short stories, I listened to the audiobook on Libby (narrated by Emily Woo Zeller who did an AMAZING job), and I loved it so much I immediately ordered the above print copy. (And now I’m branching out into Cho’s full length novels, just started reading “Sorcerer to the Crown” this week.)
Now I’m going to sing it’s praises while keeping in the theme of this blog. Do you like monster romance? Do you like monster boyfriends, monster girlfriends, nonbinary monster datefriends? Queer monster romance? Do you want to read about non-western monsters/spirits/myths? READ SPIRITS ABROAD. Not every story in the collection has romance, but they all feature spirits/monsters from or inspired by Malaysian and Chinese stories/myth/folklore. Many of them also touch on immigration, diaspora, generational memory.
You can also find a lot of the stories from the collection online, free and legal! I’ll link to some below:
Prudence and the Dragon - near and dear to my heart. Monster romance, features Prudence, one of my favorite protagonists ever
If at First You Don’t Succeed, Try, Try Again - queer monster romance! This one made me a little weepy, but in a good way
Monkey King, Faerie Queen - not romance but IT’S SO GOOD PLEASE READ IT. One of my faves from the collection, it’s just a really good time from start to finish.
The First Witch of Damansara - not romance. A story about family drama, and an undead grandma!
The House of the Aunts - teen monster romance. another one of my faves, this one is SO fun and charming and heart-wrenching please read it!!! (tw for mentions of pregnancy and death during childbirth)
The Four Generations of Chang E - the only sci-fi in the collection, I think. Features alien romance, kind of?
起狮,行礼 (RISING LION — THE LION BOWS) - not romance. A sweet ghost story.
Okay, this has been my ramble about how much I love this collection of short stories. Please check it out and come scream about it with me.
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rosicheeks · 2 years
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☺️✌️
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louisarmpits · 1 month
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I hate managers so much literally the most useless people everyone would be so much happier with no managers
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glindyupland · 3 months
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yuwuta · 3 months
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friends with benefits with nanami wouldn’t work because he would think you deserve better. you think your arrangement is going well, kento has never complained before, and you’re certainly more than satisfied in bed. he’s handsome, strong, kind, generous with aftercare, and really fucking good with his mouth, so there are no complaints on your end. which is why it’s such a surprise to you when kento confesses that he doesn’t like the way he’s been treating you, and no matter how much you insist that it’s fine, and reassure him that he treats you more than well enough, he refuses. 
“but kento, i’m okay with this,” you attempt to convince him that hooking up is enough—he doesn’t need to feel like he has to do more for you, “you’re good to me, and not just in bed. please don’t feel like you owe me more.” 
“you deserve something proper,” he’s adamant, shaking his head, “you deserve more than convenient sex.” 
“but what if this is all i want?” you can’t help but to tease him. he looks awfully cute with his arms crossed, respectful refusal written all over his face, “i think eating me out on a weekly basis is quite enough, it would just be greedy for me to ask for more, don’t you think?” 
your jokes don’t amuse him, but his expression keeps you giggling. still, nanami sighs, and grumbles, “you should want more. it’s not greedy.”
“kento, if i didn’t know any better, i’d think you’re telling me to raise my standards.”
he blinks, cheeks pink with irritation and eyes hollow with tiredness. you push every single one of his buttons and he doesn’t know why, but he would never stop you. maybe that’s where this impeding guilt is coming from—kento likes you, and he doesn’t enjoy feeling like he’s using you, even if you get to use him in return. he doesn’t want your relationship to be transactional, and he doesn’t like that you think such a relationship is okay. 
because, guilt aside, kento knows he wants more of you; he wants all of you. and even if you don’t want him back, he thinks you should know that you’re worth having all of, and nothing less. 
“maybe i am,” he settles, “you are worth more than an occasional hookup. you should be treated better than this, and i am sorry that i have let it go on for this long.”
“this is ridiculous—you’re nothing but good to me! and i like having sex with you. if you don’t want to have sex with me anymore, that’s fine, but—”
“i didn’t say that,” he interrupts. 
“so… you do wanna keep sleeping with me?” 
“yes. but we should go on a date before we continue.” 
“but what if our date is terrible. do we still get to have post-first date sex?” 
he shakes his head, stepping closer to you and holding your forearms before leaning down to kiss your forehead, “i don’t put out on the first date.”
you scoff, taking a half-step closer, snaking your arms around his torso, and grinning up at him, “what a prude.”
at that he smiles, before bending his neck to indulge you in one last kiss. “i’ll pick you up at seven.” 
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