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#yo if I'm wrong about the high school days I don't care I didn't care about them back then I haven't read it
zorilleerrant · 9 months
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It's not weird, because Tim has always gotten attached to minor characters in every show he's ever watched, and so what if there's a background werewolf in this one episode that probably died in the end, but it wasn't on screen, so easily he could've just run away or whatever. Most of the fandom thinks he ran away. Of course half of them seem to want him to come back and get together with Wendy, which, ew, obviously she's not his type.
Tim thinks his type might be tall dark and mysterious, someone cool who skateboards, maybe someone booksmart but not too much of a nerd, good with computers, but athletic too, not really a jock, not really anything it's easy to put a label on. Bernard thinks his type might be blonds who are very into cutting edge fashion, very perceptive, charismatic, easy to make friends with. Also hard to put a label on. They agree, at least, it's not Wendy.
Only the more Bernard explains his reasoning, the more Tim starts to agree with it. It makes sense, really, for a werewolf to like those sorts of things. That he might have a friend who's just a little bit cooler than him, that he might need someone to convince him to really let loose and have fun. Someone sarcastic as hell, and funny. And the thing is, Bernard agrees with Tim, too, and way too quickly, so maybe they're both right. Maybe he's just a complex guy. He's only in one episode, but there's so much material to draw from, and at least they can both agree he's clearly gay. Which werewolves are allowed to be, even if the show thinks they aren't.
Tim is always invested in minor characters, and maybe this one he's just a little more invested in the way his hair curls just down to his eyelashes, the way his throat moves when he swallows, how his thumb looks stroking down the spine of a book. But it's all down to characterization, how he's gruff but sensitive, how he's a badass with a heart of gold. Tim pays close attention to the shape of his muscles and the way he stands, but it's all just to paint a picture when he writes the rest of the story, to make sure it's accurate to how much the werewolf can lift, how his stomach looks, clenched and taut and sweat drenched, as he hefts a car above his head. Tim watches his jeans cling, but it says a lot about a character, the clothes they choose to wear.
Tim's written a story because he always writes stories, and there's so many out there, he's not the only one. He did a lot of research, because he likes to be thorough, and it's not like he was hiding it. It's well written and he's proud of it and he shared it with his friends, who told him it was good. Bernard told him it was good, and he's working on his own story, and he said his wouldn't hold a candle to Tim's. It's not like it's smut. There was plenty of plot to it. Not that Tim's judging anyone who would write pure smut because if that's their thing, well, it's not Tim's thing and it doesn't have to be.
It's not weird, because Bernard is just as attached, and he's happy to talk about it at length, and all of it's just brainstorming details, rewatching the episode to try to get the little quirks right. How he stands. How he smiles. The roll of his r's that sends a shudder down their spines. Both of theirs, Bernard's too, and he says it so flippantly it can't possibly mean anything. Bernard's the straightest guy Tim knows. Not that it would matter if he weren't. That might be kind of cool, actually. Tim might ask him what it was like to kiss another guy, actually. Tim might ask him if it's different smelling someone's cologne because you like him and not to see if you want to wear it yourself. Tim might ask him how it feels to look at a guy and think something other than that it's cool to be him. That you want to be him. That there must be so much to his life that you can't see yet.
It's not weird, because Tim's always related to minor characters, seen something of himself in them, tried to figure out his life through their eyes. And everyone on TV is pretty. Bernard says so too.
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steakout-05 · 1 month
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eeuuaghh i would like everyone to know that i apologise if i have not responded to your reblogs/mentions/posts on tumblr, i have really terrible social anxiety and for some reason people talking to me makes my nervous system think i'm being hunted for sport by a resident evil boss. sorry if i havent responded i'm not being rude i'm just having a panic attack :P
additionally: social anxiety is actually the reason why a lot of my old posts from late 2022 had weird spacing and spelling mistakes. i was too anxious to type properly
#sorry this seems like a random thing to post but it has been bugging me for a little bit now and i want to post it#and by a little bit i mean the entire time i've been on this website#as for the reason i have social anxiety: i went to a really terrible high school full of dangerous people-#-who were literally like. the worst most bigoted people ever. not everyone there was bad of course but 90% of them were-#-and that stunted by social development by 5-6 years and now every time someone talks to me i feel like i'm about to get murdered#also primary school was. bad. the other kids could sniff out the autism in me and didn't like me for it#this post isn't directed towards anyone specifically but also it kinda is because there's a DM from someone-#-that i haven't responded to in literally 8 months and every time i think about it i get anxious#i'm sorry!!! i'm not trying to ignore you on purpose and i want to say something but my brain literally will not let me out of fear :(#i'm not used to getting talked to directly so every time i do my entire nervous system starts screaming and running in circles#it's kinda ridiculous because it's like. come on. why are you having a panic attack over a message on tumblr it's LITERALLY just words on-#-a screen what are you freaking out about. but also it's like hhhhh unfamiliar social situation scary. help.#unrelated to that but i am very worried about what people will think of me and like i know i really shouldn't worry about that-#-because i can't control what other people think of me and it really shouldn't be any of my or their business. but also-#-i have legitimate trauma that backs my fears up and every time someone is even slightly critical towards me my brain just goes-#-''see? it happened again i TOLD you it would happen again. idiot. you shouldn't have said anything''#and then i hide and cry and lay in bed thinking about how i'm going to die until i suddenly snap out of it and think-#-''wait hang on why should i care. i love being a weirdo on the internet why should i let my anxieties stop me''#and then it happens AGAIN and it's just a viscous cycle at that point#be silly on the internet -> detect slight criticism -> think everyone hates you again -> go back on your bullshit after 3 days of crying#and it makes sense because that exact same pattern happened to me countless times as a child.#be silly in school -> get made fun of for it -> get hated for it -> rinse and repeat until you think everyone is dangerous and they hate yo#if i could put it in a metaphor it would be like me being a little rabbit who thinks everyone is a scary wolf because of their big shadows-#-even though they're all also rabbits and i'm just paying attention to the scariest parts of them because i only know what wolves look like#trauma does fucked up things to your psyche lemmie tell you#social anxiety#anxiety disorder#i'm literally the ''too scared to order food'' stereotype except it's not a stereotype because it's real and every time i look at the 7/11-#-at my campus i go ''hm but what if they hate me for the food i buy there'' even though they're LITERALLY SELLING IT what is WRONG with me#anyway um. social anxiety sucks and i don't mean to not reply ro everyone who talks to me i am sorr y
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unclewaynemunson · 9 months
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I definitely think it takes Eddie a while to accept that Steve changed. He remembers what he was like in high school.
When Steve asks him out, for whatever reason, Eddie says yes. But he’s determined not to fall in love, because deep down Harrington’s still a dick. But he’s cute, and Eddie can smile and play pretend.
But then! Steve goes full happy relationship mode, he tells Robin (obv), introduces Eddie to the other adults as his bf, and is just generally being sweet.
MY SWEET ANON I HOPE YOU'LL STILL SEE THIS!!!
I'm so sorry it took me ages to answer this one! But I really loved the idea of this (the good ol' steddie + misunderstanding about what they mean to each other with a dash of terrible communication skills my beloved) so i wanted to give it my proper attention, which i didn't have enough time for over the past few months. Buuut the words have finally found their way to my keyboard so here is the first part of what probably will turn into a 3-part ficlet, I hope it's something like what you had in mind when you sent this ask to me <3
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Eddie has been acting weird all day. Maybe Steve is too much of a romantic, but he can't help it: he wanted to celebrate this day. Exactly a month ago, he asked Eddie out. And it's been good. They've spent a lot of time together. They've been on lots of dates, spent plenty of nights together... But today, things are different, somehow. Eddie is different. He turned Steve down for a dinner date, he didn't stop by Family Video during lunchtime, and when Steve shows up at the trailer to surprise him with flowers, he merely frowns and pulls back from their kiss before it can even properly get started.
'Everything alright?' Steve asks, trying to catch his boyfriend's gaze – which isn't exactly easy with how Eddie is turning away from him to not-so-gently put the flowers down in a corner of the trailer's living room.
'Yeah, sure,' Eddie mumbles, not really looking at him. 'It's just – I didn't really expect to see you today. We didn't have plans.'
Steve chuckles, trying to get the tension out of his chest. 'Didn't know I was expected to schedule an appointment before coming here.' He tries to play it off as a joke, but the tone of his voice doesn't really want to cooperate.
Eddie finally turns back towards him and Steve catches the end of an eye-roll.
'I'm just not feeling too great today, alright?' It sounds a bit stiff and Steve pauses. He wonders if he did something wrong, if he somehow invaded Eddie's space – even though he has showed up at the trailer on countless evenings in the past month.
'What's wrong?'
'Nothing,' Eddie answers, a little bit too fast. 'I told you, I'm not feeling so well.'
And now that he can see his face properly, Steve notices that Eddie is indeed looking paler than usual.
'Hey, don't worry about it,' he says. 'I can stay to take care of you, if you want to. We don't have to do anything. You can go to bed early and I'll keep you company. I can make you some soup, read to you... You could've just told me you're not feeling good, you know. I would've picked up some fruit on my way over here and stopped by the library for you.'
'You don't have to do any of that, Steve.'
Steve tries to ignore the fact that it's been ages since Eddie has last called him by his official first name. He doesn't like the sound of it.
'But I want to,' he says instead. He takes a step towards Eddie, lifts his arms to wrap them around him – but Eddie swats his arms away before he can properly embrace him.
'Don't.' He sounds cold and detached, so different from how he usually sounds. 'Don't act like this is something it isn't.'
'Like this is something –' Steve echoes, completely caught off-guard by this turn of events. 'Like what?'
'Jesus Christ, you really don't know when to stop, do you?'
'What?' He takes a stumbling step backwards, driven away by the force in Eddie's words.
'We're not – like that,' Eddie stutters out. 'We're just fucking around, aren't we? So you don't need to pretend. You don't need to bring me flowers. You don't need to take care of me when I'm sick. You don't owe me anything, alright? You can go home.'
Steve takes another step backwards, until his back collides with the door of the trailer. He blindly grabs the door handle behind him.
'Alright,' he says, trying desperately not to let his voice tremble audibly. 'I hear you, loud and clear. I'll – I'll leave you alone, then.'
Read pt2 here (Edit: it's actually 5 parts now. You can read the whole thing on ao3 here)
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Sparks Once Again
Pairing : Joshua Hong x Reader
Genre : Fluff
Warnings : Intentional lower casing
You agree to go on a blind date instead of your friend only to meet your high school crush whom you never confessed to. Unexpectedly, something sparks between you two.
"hyeji, even if it's the millionth time you're asking, the answer is still no," you tell your best friend, who's been pleading you for the past one hour.
you were talking with her on the phone and she wanted you to go on a blind date instead of her.
"please, y/n. you're my best friend. my parents are forcing me into this. i don't really want to go"
"cut the act, darling. who did you meet?"
"how did yo- ," hyeji sounds surprised.
"i've been your friend for years. now, spill the tea"
"it's seokmin. he's really nice. we've kind of been going on some dates and stuff. i really like him y/n. i don't think i want to date anyone else"
"if that's the case, then you should just cancel it with your date," you suggest.
"i thought about it but this guy is just too nice. i don't have the heart to say no. plus, it might be your chance to get a boyfriend yourself. how long are you going to stay single?"
"i've been single my entire life. for 25 years. it's no big deal. i can go on for another 30 before i die," you say, making her let out an exaggerate sigh.
"that's it, y/n. you're going. i don't care what you're saying. i'll inform that guy that you're coming instead of me"
"okay, fine. just text me the address of the restaurant. i'll go over and tell him that i'm not interested or whatever"
"don't. i'll kick your ass if that happens. be nice to him. he's a nice guy."
"whatever," you reply.
"i'm expecting a full report on whatever happens, you get that?"
"yes, princess hyeji," you say in a teasing manner.
"i'll murder you"
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so basically that's how you ended up in this fancy restaurant, currently busy texting hyeji because your date hadn't arrived yet. you didn't even bother to ask hyeji his name. i mean why would you? it's not like you're going to be interested in him anyways.
how wrong you were.
a guy enters the restaurant and your attention goes to him immediately. with his suit and charming smile, he could have easily passed as a modern day prince or something. his doe eyes glinting under the restaurant's light and he looked around as he was searching for someone.
you freeze for a second. you've seen him before. you feel like you should know him but your brain just couldn't process.
as you were busily thinking, his eyes lands on you and his smile brightens. he walks over to you.
"hyeji???"
"i'm not hyeji, i'm her friend. hyeji told you about me right?"
"yeah. but i forgot to ask her your name. i'm joshua, by the way," he introduces himself as he sits down and then you realize.
joshua hong. your first and only crush in your entire 25 years of living. no wonder you felt like you knew him.
"joshua? you went to miran arts high school right? i'm y/n, remember? junhui's friend"
his face scrunches for a brief moment but he seems to recognize you as well.
"of course, y/n. how could i forget? i had like the biggest crush on you back then," he says, making your eyes widen in shock. your heart skips a beat.
"you liked me?"
"yeah. no one really knew about it. i'm good at keeping secrets"
"why didn't you tell me though?"
"i was just afraid of rejection, you know," he smiles and brushes it off. you still couldn't believe it. your crush since middle school to high school actually liked you back. talk about good luck.
"i liked you too. i didn't confess because lots of people told me that i didn't have a chance"
"seriously?"
"why would i lie about that?"
"i guess you're right. but it's fine now. it was all in the past. let's just talk about what's happening in the present"
"sure. but, should we order first?"
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you didn't think that you would enjoy the night as much as you actually did. joshua was the same as you remember. slightly shy yet kind and friendly. before you knew you were talking until the restaurant was about to close and only the both of you were left.
you leave the restaurant and joshua insists in walking you home. you walk as the night sky's beauty mesmerised the both of you. a gentle breeze kissed your skin and you shiver from the chillness which doesn't go unnoticed by joshua.
"cold?" he asks to which you reply by gently nodding. he takes off his suit jacket and wraps it around your shoulder. you thank him and continue to walk in the silence.
"to be honest, i learnt a lot about you today, y/n," joshua finally says, like he's been wanting to say it the entire night.
"really? like what?"
"you want to join a publishing company after college, you do a lot of matchmaking for your friends, you hate people who lie and you don't have any plans to date which is too bad if you ask me"
"why is it a bad thing?"
"i was planning to ask you on another date next week. i don't think you're going to agree,"he replies and your heart flutters for the millionth time that night.
"joshua i-"
"it's okay, y/n. just leave it"
"i would love to go"
"i wasn't expe- wait. what? seriously?" he looks shocked but to be honest, today was full of surprises for the both of you.
"if it's you then i would love to go," you say. his smile brightens and you feel butterflies in your stomach. it was just like the old times. only he had that effect on you.
"that's great"
"so text me the place and time?"
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"see! i told you that you would like him. but honestly, that was joshua hong? thank goodness i asked you to go" hyeji says, but you don't pay attention. your mind drifts off to the memory of joshua. honestly, you never thought you would get a second chance with him.
"so tell me. what made you agree to that second date?" hyeji asks and you snap back to reality.
"I just felt sparks once again"
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sandewich · 1 month
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yo! If you do Junko GFN x GN! Reader, can you do fluff where Reader helps Junko while she's getting bullied and helping her up? :>
JUNKO X READER // SIMPLE AS THAT.
- INFO
✧ short fluff story.
✦ gxgn // Junko x GN!Reader.
✧ idk what to put here but yeah!!
- WARNINGS
bullying, mistreatment, scolding, lying. anything wrong or false is my fault, this is not heavily accurate.
- REQUESTED?
yes! by anon! :3 sorry it took so long !!
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-- ???
It had been days of pure torture for poor Junko. She didn't know why she kept getting bullied. Is it because she's different? Is it because of the wheelchair she had to use for her injured legs? It's not her fault, right? It's their fault, it's the bully's fault. It's everyone's fault. Well, that's what she's been thinking for the past few years. Junko couldn't trust anyone at all, even the nice. They're totally fake, right? They just want to get under her skin and make her into a pushover just for them.
A new student came along when the first semester finished, who was it? It was you, Y/n. Junko didn't have high expectations for you, she thinks you're just like the others. No one in this school cared for her so why should she care for anyone in it? The teacher told you to sit right next to her so you could watch her and take care of her or whatever. She wanted to take revenge or die trying, either way, her pain goes away...
-- y/n's pov.
I payed attention in class, writing notes, scribbling images to help me remember the lesson more. I can't help but feel worried about the girl next to me, I heard she has some kind of condition, I wonder what. I looked away from my notebook, my gaze set onto the whiteboard in the classroom. To be honest, I wanted to skip science class since there's really nothing much to learn about. My dad (or whoever you want it to be) can teach me all about it since he's a scientist plus he has his scientific books somewhere.
I tried to focus yet my thoughts about Junko haunted my mind. Finally, when the class I had was over. I secretly went outside, somehow avoiding the school staffs. Why don't they install cameras? It feels to easy to skip the class. I was in the backyard of the school where the garden was, it felt calm and relaxing... That is until I heard a sound of something big falling at the entrance of the school. I peeked around the corner, making sure the grass beneath me isn't annoying and loud enough for someone to catch me out of class.
" Get up, you fool! " Two unknown girls laughed at... Junko on the ground with her wheelchair beside her. Who could do something so cruel to someone so fragile? Junko looked up at them in shock and desperation, this time, she wanted to get up. I think me and her has the same school schedule. Junko's legs didn't work at all, her hands gripping the hot concrete because of how hot it is in this kind of weather.
" Be happy we're not cutting you, little hemophilic girlie! " They continued to tease and chuckle at the horrific sight. They pushed her off of the stairs, sure it's was like 5 or 4 steps but still, that's not how to treat any human being, right? I contemplated if I should interfere but before I could come to a conclusion, a teacher saw the two, asking them why they aren't in class yet and asking why Junko is on the floor. The two came up with a lie that Junko attacked first, but I don't believe it? Why would she attack anyone for that matter?
The idiotic teacher believed their obvious lie and scolded Junko a little before telling all of them to go to class... But how would Junko go to class? You're just going to leave her there? In the hot sun of Thailand, where you could get a sunburn just by touching the concrete alone? This is outrageous. When the coast was clear, I hurried to Junko, making sure she's okay.
" Hey- Hey, are you okay? I'm sorry for not interrupting earlier. " I gently spoke to Junko as I got her wheelchair to stand up. She looked at me with those cold eyes like she's not feeling anything, but I know with her teary eyes, she wants to let it all out. I asked for some consent first, just to know that she's comfortable with what I'm doing, of course.
" I'n gonna try carrying you, okay? Try to jump so you can get in. " I said and Junko nodded. This is kind of the first time I had to carry someone into a wheelchair so let's just hope I don't make her fall. She sits upright, as I carefully picked her up off of the ground, she wasn't light but not too heavy. I put her onto the wheelchair, she scoots up a bit, she looked up at me, mute but I can tell she's thankful. I smiled at her before getting behind and pushing her up the ramp. I should get her to the infirmary if I can.
I'm just taking care of her and doing the right thing, it's as simple as that.
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author ;; sandewich!
yuh
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veangeanceawaits · 3 months
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I've decided I'll make this little account that nobody really sees into my own little went page. I don't think anybody I know will find me here. So, I think I'll address this to you, reader, whom I call Mia (I don't think anyone will actually read this, but it feels better than writing to no one, i guess).
So, hello! My name is Leti. With only one 't', please. I hate the double syllable variant, Letty or Lettie sounds really girlish to me yk.
I am half a year away from being twenty yo, and going to college to study english and all that. I am a pretty average person I think, even though I really, really hope I am not. I wish not to be. Normal people seem really weird to me, and it's so hard to be myself often, I just accept the situation and move on. I always saw the world in kind of my own way, dressed different, behaved odd, looked different from everybody. There were very few people I knew, who were similar to me. And even then I think I assimilated into situations. My mother always told me it'll pass, it's a phase and so on. I guess mom it wasn't. I found out I had ADHD not too long ago. I guess I really was an odd one. At least now I can justify it somewhat. I hope at least. I still feel incomplete though, as if a piece was missing, and I'm tired of comparing puzzle pieces. I can't cry anymore, I desire to hurt people around me in by-me-justified situations. And it's getting harder and harder by the minute to reign it in. To control that stress, frustration and bitter tears mixed with burning anger. I desire to yell. Yell my story with all to see.
Mia, I am a child of disfunctional family. I was first, then eleven or so years later came my sister. I just kept to myself most of the time. I was used sexually for a while, by two people, by a girlfried and a cousin while we were kids. I really couldn't say no, I am afraid that in a twisted way I might've even enjoyed it. Although it left me with scars I wish to carve into my own skin so people notice me sometimes. Along with so much more. Maybe you've guessed by now, or not, me and my mom aren't besties. She'd done many things that hurt me so much. I'll always have those feelings with me, somewhere in me. Deep, very very deep. On night's like these they come to haunt me like ghost's. I never really enjoyed living life, I had my world though. Inside my mind I made a place where I felt safe. I read books and lived the stories. Where people cared about me, where nothing was so hard anymore. Where I could fly if I wanted, I could fuck whomever I want. I could replay movies, books, I could kill, torture or exert my power and reign. I could really do everything, I could explore like Lara from Tomb raider. Whatever I saw and liked or thought up I could do. It was my escape, it was me. I spent days laying in bed being there, in class, during exams, during conversations. I lived there more than in the real world. Sometimes I wished that I would wake up there, with my lover or lovers waiting for me right by my side. Their hugs and love felt always more real than anything.
I wished I would go there after death, away from everybody else. I became distant and just suffered trough social events or conversations because I had the vision of going there. I wrote books, I tinkered too sometime, but most of the time I dreamt.
Years passed, and then I was leaving town to go to high school, things changed. I couldn't keep friends. They didn't really interest me, I could talk with them, but after a while I got tired and left them there. Changed person. I had better. And I became an always sour looking loner. Stuck in my own head. Time went on, and I was unhappy, with my appearance, myself, friends whatever came to mind. I never really understood my own or anybodies emotions. They seemed strange and weird, and I just couldn't get my head around them. I always felt that when I'm angry or sad somebody did something wrong to me. Or something like that. I just can't get them. Still can't. They're odd and yucky. Ew.
I found my first love then, first kisses, feelings everywhere, I knew it was trouble from the start. It was bliss regardless. The first time someone wamted little ol' me. I was over the moon, head over heels for her, but maybe for that feeling of being wanted too. I wasn't the best, I was seventeen and kinda dumb, she was eighteen and the same really. She was toxic and I was avoidant. Terrific combination, I think. So one may morning we bid each other goodbye. I feared her for a time. I couldn't look at her. Or be in her vicinity. I was avoidant, yet again. Shw scared me honestly. But then she left, and I hope I'll never see her again, but I hope she's alright and happy though.
I was broken after it ended, it shook me to my core, Alex came in picture a girl I met on tik tok. Sweet girl really, I overburdened ber with all my shite and then left her hanging when we both found other people. I really hope she's happy.
Then I found her. Simon or Simone? I have no idea how it is spelled. She felt like fresh breath, after a month we were together. A year and a few month went by living, drinking, smoking, loving, crying, lauging. And now I'm here. Trying to put myself together before graduation, and it's kinda not working, I guess. I am just absolutely tired and done with this. And I needed to calmdown really bad from my desire to cry or hurt people or both. So thank you Mia, thank you so much.
Good night!
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maizumis · 3 years
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LOVE IS NOT FOR EVERYONE - suna x fem!reader smau
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part 10: are we about to kiss right now?
summary: after years of not talking to each other, your childhood best friend decided to reach out again, how will everything go?
note: suggestive ‼️ yes they make out again, and what
series masterlist - playlist - part 11
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"you really made me go up only for you to put mascara on?" the two of you were now on his car, his right hand drawing circles on your thigh while your head was resting on the car window "yes, and what? be grateful now you know where do I live" he slightly chuckled and your remark before gripping with his hand was, turning up his eyes to the road again
the silence wasn't uncomfortable and you were grateful for that, your mind was going one hundred kilometers per hour full of thoughts that were especially about him, does he have a thing for you? friends with benefits? or the toy of the year? on top of all his moves weren't helping to ease your doubts
"you wanna know where I'm taking you?" he broke the silence, you only hummed at his question without turning your head, too focused on the little things the night could give you, even if the stars seemed less bright than before
"We are going to Osamu's shop to pick onigiri"
the mention of your high school friend made you turn around with a huge smile on your face " 'samu? as Miya Osamu? damn, rin! drive faster! we need to get there"
"hey, you seem happier to see Osamu than being with me, I'm the one holding your thigh for your information"
"And you were also the one to take another girl on a date, let me be happy to see him, rin!"
neither you nor he expected that answer; you took his hand out of your leg and turned your head around again, taking what the city could give you with a knot in your throat, thinking if your choice of words was the best, maybe you should apologize about it after
"We are here, let me open the door-"
"I can do things for myself, Rintaro"
you walked out of the car, hugging yourself because of the chilly night running to the big shop that you supposed it was since it had the big letters of "Onigiri Miya" Suna following behind you after locking his car, confused because he didn't understand what go you to act like this
" 'samu! I'm here!" he told a little above his usual tone of voice, resting on the shop counter supposing his friend was on the back
"Rin, what are ya doing here" Osamu came out of the kitchen, drying his hands with the napkin he always had on him "ya wanna eat?- oh? who do we have here"
" 'samu!" you throw your hands over the counter to embrace him on a bear hug, he gladly took you in his arms, his head pressing your neck, taking in your scent, beautiful scent as he thought
Rin grow annoyed at the interaction, you two came to pick up onigiri and nothing more "yo, okay we can stop right now with the hug time, what 'nigiri you have, samu?"
the younger twin let go of you, glancing from the side at his friend that interrupted the best moment of his day
"a have everything actually, whatda ya want"
you were quick to react and answer, jumping as you were a child "tuna! tuna and mayo! please!" rin smiled at you excitement then wrapped one of his arms around you, taking his wallet out to pay his friend "okay then, give me three tuna and three more of whatever you want, samu"
Osamu went to the back, the sight of his best friend arm around you doing something to his body that he could quite describe
"Thanks, rin" you grew soft to his actions, maybe you were overreacting, after all, it was just a random girl, you were his all-life best friend.
he took your face on his big, volleyball player hands, taking in every little detail your face had to offer the world, leaning so your noses and foreheads were touching, your hand came on top of his to caress it, closing your eyes to enjoy the moment.
The owner of the shop was standing right in the door that led to the kitchen, watching the cute, almost cliche scene in front of him, you seemed so relaxed against his embrace, if only you knew what he was saying about you earlier that day
"Sorry to interrupt the cute moment, but your food is ready"
"Thanks, samu, how much is it, bro"
"none, is on me, go enjoy your night"
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"rin, this 'nigiri tastes amazing"
Suna had a specific parking lot in mind near the shop, it was usually empty so it would be a good place to grab dinner with you "yes, samu makes the best, as always"
"pfffff- you remember high school? I was begging for his bent boxes"
the irritation you were feeling an hour before was now gone, happily munching on the tasty food, your left hand interlaced with his right one
"how could I forget?" he turned up his phone to play music because he thought 'something was missing, the lyrics of No Friends could be heard inside the car
"how was your date rin? tell me about the girl"
"It was shit, to be honest, she didn't let me land a finger on her"
you stopped eating when you heard those words, kinda happy that his date went wrong but also mad at his choice of words
"you shouldn't talk about her like that, rin, just let go and don't think about it" sarcastic how you should be taking your own advice
"I'm not thinking of her when I have you by my side"
"you want me to congratulate you or something? you better not be thinking of others while I'm here"
he bent down to make his seat go as behind as it could, you were confused to say at least, until he patted his lap, knowing exactly what he wanted; now your legs were straddling his hips, faces too close to one another
"Are we about to kiss right now..." you said in a sarcastic tone, expecting rin to laugh at it instead of placing his lips on yours "yes we will"
you needed to be careful with your moves, the space was so tiny, but the need to feel every single inch of his body was getting to you, your lips dancing together as if it was something natural, teeth clashing, everything was so messy so desperate, there was not more of that lipstick you applied before going out.
"you were acting all bratty out there and now your panting on top of me, how funny"
your hips were slightly moving with his, getting too drunk of the feeling of his body down yours- you didn't even felt when he placed both his hands on your ass to bring you close to him
tongues were fighting for dominance and the time around you would give up, you needed to show him a little bit of authority too "don't go too ahead of yourself, Rintaro- you're the one with a hard-on right now and you know what? why don't you take me home? is getting late"
you confidently got out of his lap, sitting on the passenger seat while placing the seatbelt across your chest, proud of your actions, you could see the tip osfsuna's ears red while he tried to catch his breath, starting the car again
"good luck next time, rin"
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blessednereid · 3 years
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Love Found, Lovelorn, Love Lost Pt. 1
Series Masterlist
Masterlist
A/N: I am so happy to write this series, mostly because its based on my script mostly because I love the plot and already have everything planned out. P.S There will be multiple love interests because this is a long series, its like all of the seasons, but Isaac is the main love interest (if that makes sense.) Also if anyone would like me to make a gender-neutral version, just message me and I can make a seperate version with gender-neutral pronouns. 
Pairings: Stiles x Twin!Reader, Noah Stilinski x Daughter!Reader, Allison x Godsister!Reader, Chris Argent x God-daughter!Reader, Lydia Martin x Best friend!Reader, Isaac Lahey x Romantic!Reader
Warnings: Child Abuse, Family Violence, mentions of family death, mentions foster care system. Lmk if i need to add anything else.
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You spoke first.
"Isaac, what's wrong?"
He had come to your house in the middle of the night. He was crying, and there was fear in his eyes.
You and Isaac had been dating since September. It was December, Christmas break was approaching. Everything was supposed to be happy, so why did he look so sad?
"I haven't been told you the truth about something, Y/N," he started. He was sitting on your bed, and you were right beside him.
"Babe, you can tell me anything."
He began stammering, "I- I wanted t-to tell you, b-but I just…"
"Hey, it's okay. Deep breaths in, deep breaths out." You helped him calm down, focusing on his breathing and lowering his lightning-fast heart rate.
When he had finally calmed down, his tears had been absorbed into his pores, and he could speak clearly, he started talking.
"It's about my dad.." he gulped.
"What's wrong, baby?"
He sighed deeply.
"After my mom and brother died… he...he changed."
You looked at him, confusion in your eyes, but you didn't say anything. You just let him talk.
"I remember how my dad used to be, loving, kind, open, and warm-hearted. He was a nice person. But after my mom and Camden died, he changed.
"He became high-strung, erratic….
"Y/N, I-"
"... does he hurt you, Isaac?"
He fell silent.
"Isaac?"
He nodded hesitantly.
"Sometimes he would throw stuff or hit me with his belt. Most of the time he-"
He paused for a moment, and you waited for him to finish.
"He has this freezer downstairs." He whispered, his voice breathy and almost inaudible. "It's not plugged in, so it doesn't get cold, but he would-"
"Isaac, you don't have to-"
"I'm scared, Y/N."
You thought for a moment.
"You have to go to my dad, Isaac. He can help yo-"
Isaac stopped you. "I can't. I'm a minor. They'll just put me in the foster system and take me away from you…" He grabbed your hands, his cold and calloused at the touch, and brought you closer to him. He leaned back on your bed, and you guys laid there, lifeless to any onlookers.
"You could…. You could stay here…" He looked at you confusedly.
"Yeah, I mean… just tell him, you know, that you'll come home for dinner some days, but that I'm having trouble sleeping, and you want to be there to comfort me. And then, after dinners on those certain days, you just come back here. I can help you with homework, take you to school, whatever you need, but I'm not letting you stay there."
"Y/N I- he wouldn't let me."
"Isaac, just ask him, please. I'll talk to my dad, tell him that you can't stay there because of the memory of your mom and Camden, but please just promise me that you will ask him. And if he says no, then we can figure something else out, but for now, this is the best that I have."
"You know that I love you so much, right? I am completely, utterly, and irrevocably in love with you."
You lifted his arm up and brought it around you, pulling yourself closer to him.
"And I, you, Isaac Kai Lahey."
He turned his head towards you and placed a brief kiss on your nose, then both of your cheeks. Your forehead, and your chin, before placing a final and passionate kiss on your lips.
You both just stayed there for the rest of the day before he went home reluctantly.
However, he returned in the middle of the night with a packed bag and told him his dad agreed. He had to come back home every Friday night for dinner and so that his dad could check on his grades, but for the most part, he could stay at your house, which relieved both you and Isaac intensively.
The next morning, you went to your dad, Sherriff Stilinski, and "informed" him that Isaac was having trouble sleeping in his house because of all the memories. He told you Isaac could stay on the couch, though neither of you planned on following that rule most of the time.
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Isaac was forced to spend at least a week of Christmas break with his dad, but he was cautious not to provoke him until he could come back to the safety of your house.
The next week when Isaac came back to your house, there was another week left until school. Isaac was going to try out for first-line for the school lacrosse team along with Scott and Stiles. Lydia and yourself were going to conduct cheerleading tryouts since you both were captain and co-captain of the school cheerleading team.
"Izzy?"
"N/n?"
"How are you feeling about this living here thing?"
He looked at you with adoration in his eyes.
"I love how you care about me so much, Y/N. I really do."
You smiled, your tongue poking out to lick your bottom lip.
"You are ignoring the question, darling."
He sighed. "I like it here. I mean, I still have to get used to your dad's death stares every time I come to your room, but it's a nice change from what I'm used to."
"You still don't want me to tell my dad anything, don't you?" you whispered.
He shook his head.
"No, I-."
"I don't want him to go to jail. I just need to wait until I can get my own place and then I can try and help him get better."
You knew it wouldn't work, but you said nothing either way. Isaac loved his dad, despite everything, and you didn't want to ridicule him.
"Okay," you said, leaning into his touch.
"Isaac..."
"Yeah, baby?"
You smiled. "I love you!"
"I love you too, darling."
You both just stayed there and cuddled until you both fell asleep. Unbeknownst to either of you, your dad had come into the room and saw you both, but left you alone realizing how much you reminded him of himself and your mother.
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A/n: Also, I know that Stiles is white, however, if you are a POC I would suggest reading this as though you and Stiles are mixed twins and your mother was the same ethnicity as you, if you don’t want to do that message me and I can make a seperate series following the same plot but with you as Stiles cousin rather than twin. Sorry for the inconvenience. 
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babyboyblasty · 3 years
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CHAPTER 12:
All the girls had at least one bag in their hand. Momo had eight (some big but most of them medium sized that only contained one or two things each), Mina four, Hagakure two, Jirou one, Uraraka one, Tsuyu two, and Aoyama five. The only one without any bags was Bakugou since he hasn’t bought anything. So far— and he will rather die than admit it out loud— hanging out with his classmates wasn’t the most terrible thing that has happened to him these past three days. He was actually kinda having a good time.
"You should have come with us to get your nails painted too, Bakugou-kun" Hagakure placed an invisible hand on his shoulder where he saw some glittery blue polish.
"Yeah! I think a nice /green/ would look great on you" Uraraka smiled, giving a wink to Tsuyu who shook her head.
“Actually, I think Bakubabe would prefer a firetruck /red/ ” Mina nudged Jirou who gave her friend a knowing look.
"On the contrary, I believe a nice dark color like black or purple would suit Bakugou-san best" Momo suggested, oblivious to what her other friends were hinting at. "Perhaps Bakugou would like to join us on our next trip?" she turned to look at him and he looked back at her then the rest who were waiting for his answer like they were insane.
"But I won't be a girl then" he replied like they'd forgotten. 
"We know that, kero, but Bakugou-chan is fun when he is not yelling," Tsuyu responded, a finger to her cheek.
"You joining us again would be très bien, monsieur" Aoyama smiled over at him, wiggling his fingers in front of his face to show off simplistic french tipped fingernails. 
Bakugou didn't really respond but he did smile a little on the inside. Not that they needed to know that though.
The conversation was dropped to start another one about what they've bought so far, cuticle care (via Aoyama), and what they wanted to do tomorrow in their free day. That somehow turned into Momo recalling a restaurant she visited with her parents where the food was magnificent and that led to Bakugou claiming he can make the best damn breakfast they've ever had and Jirou challenging him to cook breakfast for them tomorrow to prove it. He agreed of course and the girls couldn't wait. They already knew Bakugou was a great cook but challenging him was always fun for both them and for Bakugou since he liked to prove he was the best.
After walking around for a bit, the girls decided that they wanted to go into a store that just recently opened. It was one similar to Victoria Secret that sold lingerie and other intimate clothing that Bakugou didn’t feel comfortable in so the blonde stayed outside on his phone. 
"Is that Bakugou Katsuki I'm seeing? Or do my eyes deceive me" Bakugou could practically hear the smirk and sarcasm dripping from the words. Looking up, he saw Emo Deku 2.0 walking over to where he was standing, the smug bastard. 
"Is that the human vibrator I'm seeing? Or is it just a big pile of dog shit" he countered back, baring his teeth up at the guy. Shindou Yo always rubbed him the wrong way and just the sound of his voice and that dumb way he patronized and looked down at him like he was better was enough to make his blood boil. He thought he’d seen the end of him after their provisional hero license exam when he was a first year and Shindou was a third year, but fate has a funny way of working and Bakugou seems to run into the guy more often than he'd like when he's out doing public service hero work or at internships. 
"No need for insults, Bakugou. I was just surprised to see you, that's all. I heard about what happened over at the agency but I didn't believe it. I mean, you /are/ supposed to be the best, right? So how on earth was I to believe that a small time thug got the upper hand on the Great Explosion Murder God DynaMight?" Shindou tilted his head, looking down at Bakugou with fake curiosity and concern. "I could see I was mistaken though. Maybe you're just not as amazing as they say you are /just/ yet. That's okay though. It took me all three years at Ketsubutsu Academy to fully learn how to be a great hero but I guess some people need more time. It's okay being a late bloomer. Isn't that right, Katsuki?"
Bakugou was positively fuming and it took everything in him not to launch at him right then and there. He wasn't the same explosive boy from his first year that couldn't control his impulses. Besides, making him lose his composure is what that asshole wanted and he won't give him the satisfaction. He won't compromise his perfect record and possibly endanger someone by using his quirk in a public setting. Clenching his fist as hard as he could, he let the sparks threatening to ignite die in his palms.
"What? You've got nothing to say, Katsuki? How very unlike you" the black haired boy teased. It's been two years since Shindou Yo graduated from Ketsubutsu Academy High School and half a year since he's been working as a rookie pro hero. He was assigned to this mall by the agency he works at and imagine his surprise when he saw Bakugou just standing there in the open like that. Really, he just couldn't resist coming over and saying hi. The blonde was always so entertaining. 
"Pro-hero Grand! May we have your autograph?" a small girl and boy ran over to them, each holding a pen and notebook in their hands up to Shindou's face. The man's condescending smile changed into a friendly one at the flip of a switch. "Of course! It'd be an honor" he laughed and gave them both his signature. Bakugou let out a 'tch' sound, crossing his arms over his chest. "Thank you for your support!" he waved them goodbye and the children waved back with a 'thank you', running off back to a woman who they guessed was their mother.
"Does it ever get tiring being a two-faced bitch?" Bakugou growled and Shindou turned back to him, letting out an amused laugh.
"See? There he is. Or should I say she now?" he made a thinking face and laughed when Bakugou audibly growled like a dog. "That's what I like about you, Bakugou. Always so feisty" he cooed before stepping a bit closer. Bakugou kept his ground so they were almost chest to chest, Bakugou glaring up at the guy because of his new height. If he was smaller by one or two inches before, he is now nearly half a foot shorter than the bastard. "You know, this look actually kinda suits you. It makes you look cute when you're angry so really I can't even take you seriously. Not that I did before, but now I get the sudden urge to hug you. Isn't that funny?" he smirked.
"Well take a good long look, perv, because I'll be turning back to normal tomorrow morning," Bakugou spat. Shindou looked genuinely confused for a split second and it made Bakugou get a sinking feeling in his chest.
"Tomorrow morning? Are you sure? Did Eraser tell you that?" the pro hero raised an eyebrow, a smile tugging at his lips. 
"What the hell are you getting at?" Bakugou frowned. 
"Oh nothing, don't mind me. If that's what your teacher said then it must be true" he shrugged.
"Is there something you're not telling me? If there is, spit it out already."
"Like I said, it's nothing. Anyway, I must be getting back to work. The streets don't keep themselves safe, you know?" Shindou smiled and turned to leave but Bakugou immediately grabbed his arm, spinning him around to face him and gripping onto the black and gold top piece of his hero costume to pull him down to his eye level.
"Woah there Bakugou. Aren't we moving just a bit too fast?" the older of the two chuckled.
"Listen up, dumbass. I swear if there's something you're not telling me I'll—" he growled out before getting interrupted by a stern voice.
"Bakugou! What is going on here? Let go of him immediately" Iida stepped up to both of them. Midoriya, Todoroki, and the other three standing behind the tall, navy haired male were all ready to intervene if need be, Midoriya and Todoroki more so than the rest.
Bakugou unclenched his hands from Shindou's hero costume with a huff and Shindou smoothed it out with a throaty laugh.
"Thanks for that. Iida Tenya, right? Ingenium's younger brother?" Shindou smiled. 
The class rep nodded and answered 'yes, I am' before putting his hands together. "Pro-hero Grand," Iida gave a deep bow, "I apologize in advance for my classmate's despicable behavior. As class rep it is my responsibility to ensure everyone acts their best in order to better represent the name of U.A. My apologies again, sir!" Iida was practically yelling and it caused a few heads to turn their way in curiosity to what was happening, but they all looked away with a sharp glare from a certain ash blonde that basically told them to mind their own fucking business. "Is everything okay? Was Bakugou bothering you?"
Bakugou could have laughed. Of course they'd think that so he wasn’t even surprised.
"What?" Shindou laughed before the black haired hero began maneuvering the younger so that he had an arm around Bakugou's shoulders and his other hand was holding one of Bakugou's wrists like they were the best of pals. "Oh no, not at all. Bakugou-kun and I were just talking about old times. I was giving him a few words of my experience so far and some advice as a pro hero" the male gave a bright smile. "What you saw just now was a new move Bakugou was demonstrating to me. There is no problem here, right Katsuki?"
"Whatever."
Midoriya's eyes flickered over to Kacchan. Honestly, he doesn't think that that was what happened at all. He thinks Shindou said or did something that made Bakugou react that way. He's known the blonde for a long time now and while his childhood friend might be a hot head, he wasn't the type to start fights without reason. Todoroki, Shoji, and Koda thought the same but didn't say anything. They didn’t get good vibes from Shindou either.
Todoroki didn't like the interaction between those two one bit and Izuku felt the need to go up and pull his Kacchan away from him.
"Well, that's a relief" Iida answered with a bit of hesitance. He was still a bit suspicious but let the matter slide.
"I hope to see you all out in the field in a few years. Work hard" Shindou said his goodbyes to all of them individually before turning to Bakugou. "It was nice bumping into you, Katsuki-chan. And I meant what I said earlier too. You look good" he winked and Bakugou growled. "Take care, guys" he smiled, waving goodbye. 
They all watched the hero go before Iida was turning to Bakugou. "What happened between you two, Bakugou?" he frowned and Bakugou grumbled.
"Nothin' that concerns any of you. Now quit buggin me."
Iida tried not to take offense. After a few years of being classmates, he should be used to the blonde's somewhat hostile way of speaking. “As you wish. Why were you alone? Where are the girls and Aoyama?” he asked.
“In the store” he huffed, crossing his arms over his chest.
Almost as if by magic, Bakugou’s group started walking out of the store, some carrying new small bags. 
“Deku-kun! Iida-kun!” Uraraka grinned, going up to them excitedly.
“Uraraka-san. It’s good to see you” Izuku smiled. The rest of them caught up before Iida started lecturing the girls about leaving Bakugou alone.
“I can take care of myself, four eyes!” he yelled but Iida paid no attention to him as he continued talking to the rest about what he saw happening with Bakugou and Shindou earlier to make a point about why we should all be in groups or in pairs at all times. Mina gasped loudly and Momo turned around to look at Bakugou with sympathy.
“Did he do something to you, Bakugou?" the pink girl was stomping over to him, a furious look on her face. "Where is he? I’ll beat him up I swear” Mina frowned, looking around to see if she can spot the black haired hero around. For his sake, he better pray she doesn't. Apparently she thought the same thing Midoriya did.
"Bakugou-kun! I am terribly sorry we left you alone. I should have known better and stayed behind with you. I am so sorry for your troubles" she apologized.
"Hah? Do you think I'm some type of damsel in distress now or something? It's fine, ponytail. Quit apologizing" he grumbled, looking away. “You too, Pinky.”
Momo gave him a soft smile and went in for a hug. She was sure he'd most likely push her off so when he didn't, she was very surprised. He didn't hug back but Momo didn't expect him to and she hugged him a bit tighter, the rest of the girls going in for a group hug as well. The boys were unsure what to do (even though some of them really wanted to join) so they stood to the side and watched how Bakugou started telling them to quit being "sentimental fucks" and let go already. They could tell he didn’t really mind it when he didn't immediately threaten to blow them up though.
Bakugou couldn’t wait until he went back to normal tomorrow.
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(the shindou and bakugou inspiration for this chapter was these two pieces of fanart!)
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sery-chan-13 · 3 years
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[Ludus]
Niragi Suguru × Reader
So... here we go!!! I'm so exciteddd!! Because Y/N does get to slap him this time-
Warnings: swearing, mentions of past abuse/trauma. I think that's about it.
Eros, sexual or erotic love. Can be the love you share with a partner. Lust.
Philia, platonic love. The love you share with friends.
Storge, natural love. The love you share with your family.
Philautia, love of self.
Pragma, long standing love. The love of a married couple.
Agápe, unconditional or Devine love.
Ludus, childish or playful love/flirting.
You were the cupid of Ludus. Anytime a young person needed your help in finding a love that was playful, you helped. The person could be young, or just young at heart. Whatever it was, you helped fulfil their love lives.
"(Y/N)! Someone's saying something about love next to candy, it might be a job for you!" You heard Stroge's voice call for you. Your eyes lit up. You hadn't had a job in so long. You rushed over, holding the edges of your pink dress so you didn't trip over the wisps of clouds.
The clouds in front of all of you transformed into a screen. There was a boy with dark raven colored hair, glasses, and dark eyes. Blood covered his hands and face, as well as a few bruises. "Oh my! Why, this is new..." Philia exclaimed. ''This is probably... the w-weirdest thing I've done... but I r-really wish she loved me," you heard him say. "He's sad! I wanna go, please? I haven't had one in 2,000 years, pleaseeee?" You begged, clasping your hands together. They all looked at each other before looking back. "Lady Aphrodite, what do you think?" Eros asked with a smile. The woman in question smiled gracefully, before nodding her head. "Yes! I promise I'll do my best!" You giggled, before touching the scene in the cloud. Warmth spread throughout your body, the heat being pleasant as if you were walking under the sun, and then, you felt cold. The sudden difference made you shiver. Where was this kid anyways?
"W-what the hell!" The boy exclaimed, backing away. His back hit the wall, and you pouted. "Come on now! You summoned me," you said. "Y-youre... you... I did what?" He stuttered. "You said you wished she loved you back and there's candy somewhere, so I got sent down here,'' you chirped, lifting the edges of your white dress, getting close to him. "I died didn't I? They finally killed me?" He said, slapping the side of his face. He began to pinch at his skin, wincing when he pinched at one of the bruises. "Am I dreaming? I've got to be. They knocked me out, I'm dreaming. No way. There's no way this is real," he muttered to himself. Then you grabbed his hands to stop his actions. The way your hands felt, warm and soft, couldn't have been something out of a dream. This was real. "Oh my god oh no... what did grandma always say? Don't mess with the spirits and devines. Don't do it. And what did I do? I messed with the devines, and here I am," he whispered. His eyes were wide, looking you up and down quickly. "I'm not gonna hurt you, you know. I'm here here to help!" You said, placing a hand on his cheek. You used your magic to heal up the bruises, cuts, and other things. He felt a slight warming sensation spread lightly. "There. All fixed up," you said, patting his head.
"So... let's start over. Hiya, my names (Y/N), cupid of Ludus!" You introduced. It was about an hour later, and he had finally come to terms with it. "Niragi Suguru... um, explain what the cupid thing is?" He questioned. You nodded. "There's seven of us in total! Each represents one of the words the Greeks used for love. Ludus is childish or playful love and flirting," you explained. You looked towards his clothes, a school uniform covered in dust, blood and dirt, and back down to your clothes, a long, white, flowy dress with loose sleeves. It was the kind that reminded you of your home in your past life.. You frowned, snapping your fingers. "Much better," you sighed. You had changed into a pink hoodie with a white pleated skirt. A pair of white platform boots with silver buckles completed the outfit. You had also cleaned up his clothes, and he looked shocked yet again. "Oh, and my lucky charm! Niragi, meet Squishy! He's my bun bun!" You giggled, waving around the white stuffed bunny. He cracked a smile, and pet it. "So... how old are you?" He asked, quickly adding, "If you don't mind me asking, of course."
You thought for a moment on how you should answer. "Well... I look around your age. I can make myself look whatever age I want, but technically speaking... I'm as old as Aphrodite. About a 500 years younger then her... so... about 5,000 years old? Does that answer it?" You responded. He nodded. "So... you're immortal? What like lead... to you being created?" He asked. You snuggled into him, being cold. He jumped at the contact. "It's cold... and if you wanna know, I'm gonna stay here," you said, holding onto him even him more. "O-okay..." he stuttered. "All of us cupids were mortals once. All of us died in ways that were... horrific for some, and also trauma. The gods took pitty or interest in us, and decided to save us," you explained, playing with the buttons on his uniform, unbuttoning and buttoning them back up.
"What a-are you doing?" He asked, grabbing your hands. You smiled, "Need to fidget with something." He was confused, but let you be. "Alright. Can you tell me a bit more about the cupids? Or just... yourself?" He questioned.
"Well there's 7 of us. Each of us has a lucky item, a color and food that can be used to summon us, we work with the gods and goddesses of love from every religion... hmmm, what else? Oh, my past is kinda dark. I was a princess! So, with that, my parents wanted me to be perfect. But, I couldn't, so punishments were required if I messed up. The man I was betrothed to was disgusting... Oh, and if you're wondering, my parents killed me. You know how royal families are. Crazy. So, now I'm here. Does that answer your question?" You responded. He blinked while nodding. "That was a lot. I'm sorry you went through that," he said, sympathy evident in his tone. You frowned, your hands playing with his hair. He leaned into your touch, a content sigh leaving his lips. "Yay! I made you happy! Right? Did I?" You questioned, sitting on his lap. He nodded, looking up at you. "You're cute. I'm not sure why you need my help getting a girl," you pouted, fingers weaving into his dark hair. He blushed slightly at your words. Cute? No one called him cute. He never assumed he was cute. Why did you think that?
"I didn't know I summoned you, so... yeah," he answered. "Well, now I'm here until she falls in love with you, with my help of course," you said. He cracked a smile, nodding. "I have to get home, so... let's go," he said, trying to push you off him softly. You shook your head, nuzzling into his chest. 'I thought she was supposed to help her fall in love with me, not make me fall for her!' He was having an internal panic at the moment. You finally got off of him, and floated besides him. "Let's go then."
"So no one else can see or hear you?" He questioned. You two were currently in his room. You nodded, before looking out the window into the street below. "We're so high up! Wow!" You exclaimed. He laughed, "Don't you live in the sky?" You pouted at his laughter. "And? I think it looks pretty outside right now," you said. It was raining outside, the droplets hitting the glass with a satisfying sound. "I prefer rain to sun. I don't get rain or cloudy days up there," you said, floating over to his bed. He was laying back, looking up at the ceiling, so you decided to float right above him. "So, what's this girl's name?" You asked. He blushed. "Asami Anzu," he responded. "Pretty! I bet she's pretty too! Is she pretty? Tell me about her," you rambled, giggling in excitement. He had never had anyone to talk to about anything, and here you were. So, of course he spent the next few hours talking to you about her.
"Aww! I wish someone would talk about me like that!" You said. He was so obviously in love with this girl, and it made your heart melt. He was so pure with his feelings. "Other guys that I've helped usually only want the girl to be childish so they can take care of her. I'm so glad you have genuine affection towards her," you said, sitting on the edge of his bed. He blushed, looking away. "What? Is there something wrong?" You questioned. "U-um, your s-ski- your skirt," he stuttered. You were confused, looking down, seeing it had risen up, and you laughed, smoothing it down. "You're silly. It's just skin," you said, crawling up to him. "Well I- I just... I assumed it was... improper for me to see that," he said. "Oh, you wouldn't survive a day up there... you would constantly be apologizing," you giggled, patting his head. You could feel him relax, and smiled. "You remind me of a dog! You like head pats, and are easily excited," you teased. "A-am not!" He defended, grabbing your hands. You pushed against him, trying to get your hands away. You laughed as he pushed back. It turned into both of you trying to push each other over. The once quiet room was filled with laughter and random bouts of banter.
You finally pushed him over, pining his hands above him. "I win~!" You bragged with a smile. He laughed, letting you celebrate your small victory. You looked down at him. "Is this what Eros talked about?" You questioned out loud to yourself. You weren't completely innocent, and would use minor curse words, or understood certain things, but never really understood it. You knew what it was, it just didn't interest you, or you didn't care about it. "What did she talk about?" He questioned. You stayed the same, looking down at him, keeping his hands in yours. "Well... I think you look pretty where you are," you stated confused. He blushed at your words, finally taking notice of the not - so - innocent position you were in. "You mean like... under you?" He questioned, his wrists squirming to get away from your grip. You let him go, nodding. "That's um... that's nice," he said, looking away. Although you didn't understand his reaction, you blushed at how he phrased it. "See! You're blushing too!" He said. You wanted to tease him? He'd find something to tease you back.
"Suguru, why is there a cupid in your room?"
You turned slowly to the door, noticing an elderly woman standing at the door frame. He stuttered, sitting up. "And moreover, why were you to like... that," she said, gesturing to the two of you.
"He summoned me."
"He did what?!"
"I-i didn't do it on purpose! It was an accident I swear!"
"It was an accident. But I'm stuck here now."
The woman sighed. Then it hit you. "Wait, how can you see me?!" You shouted, floating behind Niragi and grabbing his shoulders. You hid behind him, peeking out slightly. ''I've been around for a while. And I've dealt with cupids before. Say, how's Pragma?" The lady questioned. Your eyes lit up. "You know Pragma?" You questioned. She nodded. "She's doing well," you answered. The lady stayed talking with both of you for a bit longer, before saying she was off.
"Who was that?" You asked. You hadn't asked her who she was, just enjoyed her stories. "My grandmother... I forgot she was going to come over and drop something off while mom was at work, " he answered. You hummed, floating around his room. You heard his bed shift, and the clicking of buttons. "What's that?" You asked, pointing at what he was holding in his hands. "It's a game system. Haven't you... oh. Sky, right," he responded. You sat besides him, watching him expertly click away at the buttons. "You're so good at that!" You complimented after he was done with the level. "Do you want to learn how?"
"Ah! Nonono!" You giggled, seeing as Niragi was passing you. He was still better than you, but you had learned a bit. "Ah, shit!" He cursed, clicking harder at buttons. Another thing you'd noticed about him was when he got  mad at the game, he'd curse a lot. Your character passed the finish line, finishing in first. "Yay! I finally beat you!" You cheered, jumping up and down. "I let you win anyways. I didn't want you to be sad," he joked. "Noooo, I beat you fair and square~!" You chirped, sitting back down. "Did I make you happy again?" "Yeah. You did, (Y/N). You did."
Over the course of the next few weeks, you helped him talk to the girl. Your magic was there to get her interested, and let her fall in love on her own. Not to make her fall in love. Of course, Niragi asked about it.
"Ok, listen here! You need to man up and go talk to her! I did my thing, worked my magic, now all you have to do is talk to her!" You repremanded. "Can't you just make her fall in love with your magic, I don't want to embarrass myself," he muttered. You shook your head. "No! If I do, it can become obsessive and I- I can't let that happen again..." you whispered. "Again?''
"Forget I said that! Go talk to her!"
Usually you floated around, watching her to see her interests and watching over Niragi, making sure to heal him after he mysteriously got hurt. He would never tell you how, and it made you mad, seeing it was the same excuse every time. "I tripped down the stairs, I'm fine," he said. "Mhm. I know your eyesight is bad, but not that bad. You can't expect me to believe all your bullshit can you?" You asked, wiping away the blood. His eyes widened, staring in shock. "What?" You questioned. "You just... you cursed. That's the first time I've heard you swear," he said. You smiled sheepishly. It was a learned behavior from him, hearing him swear at his games, or under his breath. "I-is it ok if I do?" You asked, suddenly worried you'd made him mad. He nodded, "Of course it's ok. I mean, I do it, it would be kinda rude of me to say you can't."
One day, while floating around, listening to the girl, you heard her say something about Niragi. "I mean, don't you think it's weird that he's always by himself? If no one ever talks to him, what's wrong with him?" She said. Her friends nodded. "And next, Sheji told me that all he does is stand as a target when they push him around. Who wants a guy that can't even defend himself?" She added. You huffed. How could she sound like an angel while acting like a devil? This wasn't fair to Niragi, she didn't even know him that well. You floated around her, watching to see if anything would happen. Nothing, as expected. Well, until you touched her. You knew her friends couldn't see you, but now she could. "You're kind of a bitch, you know. You're going to be one of the girls that regrets not dating him when he's older. Did you know Niragi is super smart? Like, top of his class smart. You should get to know people before going off what you think because honestly it's a shitty thing to do, and it doesn't make you pretty at all. I can't believe a guy as cute as him likes you," you spat, defending him. It didn't even cross your mind that calling him cute might be wrong, because in your eyes, it wasn't. Her eyes widened as she stared at you. You were floating, your legs crossed in midair as you held on to your bunny stuffie. "Y-youre floating," she stuttered. You smirked as her friends stared at her like she was crazy. No one else could see you. "Yeah, and? Stop acting so dumb," you insulted. Of course, you wanted Niragi to end up with the girl he liked, but she was too rude. "Anzu, what are you talking about?" One of her friends questioned. "Can't you see her? She's floating, right there!" She exclaimed. You got closer, your eyes gleaming with mischief. "Play nice Anzu. I'm always around to protect those I love," you said, smiling, before skipping away. You heard her talking rapidly about you to her friends, but it was no use because they couldn't see you.
"(Y/N), what happened with Anzu-San? Why did you say those things to her? I thought no one else could see you?" He questioned. "Well first, she's a bitch, and was being rude and talking about you. I said those things cause it was only fair. And It's my special item's magic. I told you Bun-Bun was necessary," you explained, holding onto Niragi's sleeve. He sighed, "Well, now you're stuck with me for a while aren't you?" "Yep. Until you find another person you love that will love you back," you stated. He nodded, not really being as hurt as he thought he would be. In fact, he was relieved. You sensed this, and smiled brightly towards him. "Before you ask, yes, this made me happy. Thank you for helping me, and making sure I'm happy (Y/N)."
That was basically how you got stuck on Earth with him for the next 9 years. He had never found anyone he liked, so you stayed.
"Do you have to work late every day?" You whined. He thought you looked like a kicked puppy all sad and mopey that he had to leave. "I'm sorry?" He questioned, grabbing his keys. "Can I go with you then?" You asked. He sighed, "Only if you promise to not get bored and start bothering me." You nodded excitedly, following him out.
His office was rather messy, not like his room. "Why is your office messy and your room isn't?" You questioned. "I spend countless hours in my office, and like...3-5 hours in my room?" He responded, signing into his computers, looking through a folder on his desk. You pouted, sitting in the corner. You did like the small space, however. You could curl up into a tiny ball, so you did, falling asleep rather quickly
"Niragi? Is it okay if I float around your office and stuff?" You asked a while later after you woke up, being a bit bored. "I told you like... forever ago that you can call me by my first name. You're stuck with me for a while," he said. You shook your head. "It's just... then I would... nevermind," you answered. He chuckled, watching you float around, picking up papers. "You don't have to clean my office for me, you know?" He stated. You nodded, still picking things up. "I'm aware. But, it's for me, not you. If your office is clean, then I don't have to deal with mess when I come with you," you said. "Ok, that's an insult," he joked. He stood up from his chair, walking to one of his shelves, pulling another file down. "It's what I like to call organized chaos. My files may not be in alphabetical order, but I do know where each one is. For example, the left shelf on that wall, second row, 3 files down is the file for a client's idea. The one next to it has to do with the business side of things of that same client," he said, pointing to the shelves while reading through another one. You floated over, going exactly where he said. He was right. "Wowww! You're so smart!" You giggled, putting the folders back exactly as they were. "I'm well aware sweetheart," he sighed.
He walked back to his desk, watching as you floated towards him. Your face was right in front of his, smiling. He really loved that. You'd been with him for the past nine years, of course he'd grown attached to you. There was never anyone he found as attractive as you, but he'd never said anything. One time, he had asked, and you told him that cupids weren't allowed to fall in love, or else they'd die a devine death. So, as selfish as it might have been, he told himself he'd never fall in love, and that he'd keep you with him. You never seemed to mind, seeing as you hadn't had a job in years before him. A small part of you had also grown attached to him. You didn't want to admit it either, but the feelings you got around him were different than the feelings you felt around the other cupids.
You two were broken from your staring contest by the sounds of fireworks outside the window. He was confused, going over to the window, raising the blind. "It's nighttime already? Niragi, is there a celebration today I didn't remember?" You asked holding onto his arm. "No... not that I know of. It was probably some idio-" he started, before the lights turned off. You shrieked, letting go of him, seeing as it was completely dark. Not even the lights from the city of Tokyo shined in through the window.
"Niragi? Where are you? I can't see a damn thing! Niragi?" You called out, your hands groping for something in the dark. "Niragi? Hey, this isn't funny! Niragi! Suguru, please answer I don't like the dark!" You cried, desperate to find him, even if it meant using his first name. Gods how you hated the dark. It reminded you of your past. Having to be locked up in the darkest part of the dungeons, no light as random noises echoed through the halls. The rats and bugs crawling on you. You hated it so much. "Suguru! W-where are you!" You called out once more. You heard the door open, and a light flash through.
"Hey, sorry, I left to go find a flashlight. I didn't see anyone in the building though. Whole city is blacked out though," he said. You rushed over to him, hugging him tightly. "D-dont leave me alone in the dark again! You stupid jerk!" You whimpered against him, your hand gripping onto his shirt tightly. He cursed himself, remembering you didn't like the dark. A fitting fear, considering what you were. "I'm sorry, it slipped my mind. Let's go see if we can find anyone, or any clues as to what's happening."
That turned into finding the beach. Of course, after multiple games, you were more than happy he was finally somewhere safe. After so much, you were happy he was ok.
You lay in his bed, waiting for him to come back. "I wonder... no one's ever... none of the cupids have tried falling in love... so... how do we know we can't do that?" You questioned out loud, holding the sleeves of his shirt. You liked wearing it, seeing as it had a pretty pattern. Most of the times you'd switch the color though. Instead, you'd always make the intersecting lines pink while the rest stayed black, or vice versa. That, or you'd make it black and red. It was fun.
"I'm back, and alive surprisingly," you heard a vouch snap you out of your thoughts. You sat up, tripping out of bed to say hello. "I'm so glad you're ok! I was worried you know," you said, checking him over for any wounds he might have recieved. There was none. "Diamonds game?" You questioned. He nodded, laying back on his bed. You crawled besides him, slapping the side of his face. "Ow! What the hell was that for!?" He yelled, looking at you like you just murdered his family. You smiled sweetly, "That was for what you said to that girl yesterday. We respect women you asshat." He rubbed his face, a red mark appearing where you hit him. He looked down, nodding. "That was a solid slap though," he whispered. "I'm not hugging you till you apologize to that girl," you said. He nodded, walking off. He didn't know why he listened to you. Frankly, he could do whatever he wanted to, but somehow the thought of you not holding him again mad him sick.
When he came back after a while, you smiled. "Good job!" You praised. He lay next to you, as you curled up besides him. "Hey... (Y/N)... have you ever wanted to date one of the people you've been helping?" He asked, looking away. You blushed, looking away. "Maybe... why?" You answered. "Because... isn't it dumb that the gods can date and fuck around with humans, but you can't?" He said. You thought for a second before nodding. "Then do you want to be the first to test out your mortality?" He questioned, turning to you. Your eyes widened with fear. This was something that you thought about, of course, but never had the guts to do. "B-but what if it's true? Then I die forever!" You exclaimed, hiding under the blankets.
"(Y/N), who in the heavens told you that?" A voice asked. You recognized that voice. It was the voice of Venus. You quickly took the blanket off your head, kneeling down to her on the bed. Niragi stared between the two of you, not sure what to do. You smiled at Venus quickly, before pushing him down besides you. "L-lady Venus. It's an honor to see you again," you said. "Silly girl. You don't have to bow to me. Now, back to what I was saying. Who told you ladies that?" She asked again, fixing her hair. "Z-zues did my lady," you answered. She tutted, "That Zues. Always messing with my cupids. It is allowed, but you have two options. Either you become a mortal being with him, or he become an immortal being with you. Your choice," she said, giving you a smile. You glanced over at Niragi. He still had these games to complete. You could have him forever. And you'd never have to worry about him finding someone and you having to leave. He leaned into you, whispering in your ear, "Do what makes you happy. Not me. You've always helped me, pick yourself for once."
It was so uncharacteristically sweet of him to say something like that. In the borderlands, at least. "Wanna have him forever and ever and ever!" You giggled childishly, throwing your arms around his neck. Venus laughed, "Oh my sweet child. I'll do so after you leave this place. My magic isn't working here, it was a struggle to see you. So live. Live for as long as you can," were her final words before leaving, rose petals left behind. You laughed, holding his face in your hands, your forehead resting on his.
"Did I make you happy?"
"You always do (Y/N), you always do."
Ok, that took a while. Especially when I wanted to get the Last Boss chapter done before Niragi's, but I finished this one first, so this one is getting published first. I was writing both at the same time, and this one just got done faster
And I forgot to this last night, I'm so sorry!
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oftenjisung · 3 years
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Tulips and pain :( ♡
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Starring: younghoon x fem! Reader.
Warnings: de@th, su!c!d3, curs!ng, suggestive themes, funeral, depress!on, weight, bullying, abuse,drugs, and drinking.
Notes: not proof read.
Pain was all younghoon felt. The bundle of dried up tulips in his hands. Tulips were your favorite flowers. He always remembered. The dark and misty night blew empty. Tears slowly falling one by one on younghoons face. Why is he crying over you? The wind of the night making younghoon cheeks pink. There he stood, by the bridge you jumped off and ended your heartbreak of a life. Younghoon wasn't able to stop you. He blamed himself for your death. He hated himself everyday. He waited for you every night.Every morning. He couldn't wait to see you again. That was until he faces the real world and truth hits him that your never coming back. Even if he gave his soul, if he cried night and day for you to comeback, you won't ever make your return to him. He locked himself up in his dorm room and didn't come out for 2 whole months. The members were worried sick. But they let him be, losing someone you oh so dearly loved, was never easy. At your funeral younghoon couldn't even finish his letter to you before he broke down crying. Sangyeon had to bring him off the stage before he started screaming for you. The members remembered you daily. Younghoon sat everyday in your room. Each object you had in there was connected to a memory. The Polaroids hanging from your wall, those were taken on your first date with younghoon. All the Hoodies and sweats you had in the closet that you stole from younghoon. The shelf holding all your favorite books you read on the road trips you both took, you both build together. Your dog, whom you left behind didnt know a clue on what has happened. That made younghoons heart shatter more, if that was even possible. It all started when you accidentally bumped into younghoon on the way to meet with friends.
"I'm so sorry, here let me get that for you" you bent down to pick up the papers that flew from younghoon. "No your okay, i need to watch where I'm going next time" he shyly said amazed by your beauty.
"Here, let me buy you a coffee to apologize" you said handing over the pile of papers back.
"No, you don't have to its perfectly fine" younghoon nervously said.
"I know, your just really cute" you said.
"OH, um- okay then how about the one Cafe down the street" younghoon said putting a hand behind his neck.
That day was the day you first met. The day you had asked him on a date. Not knowing it would lead to a 4 year relationship. You had a tough life.
Being abused by your stepmother and step-father.
Juggling school and work.
Being left behind by your real family.
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You had tiredness written all over you, younghoon noticed when you came over to his house.
"Whats wrong, babe?" Hoon said rubbing your arms up and down in a gentle manner.
"Its nothing, just didn't get enough sleep last night" you said a small smile appearing on your face.
That was a lie.
You stayed up all night listening to your step parents fight about dumb things. Both drunk and high. Stupidly blaming you.
A slap to the face is what you got first thing in the morning as soon as you came out of your room.
Hiding the bruise with makeup then going to school, then making your way to work, then going to younghoons.
Your step parents didn't know you had a boyfriend well they did but just couldn't accept it.
You didn't listen to them, you found the love of your life, and that was it for you. Absolutely no one is going to stop you from being with younghoon.
After telling your friends at school that you had a boyfriend named younghoon. They spat in your face insults and left. Calling you a whore for having so many relationships with men and just using them for sex. Which was definitely not true. The boys you've dated before used you for sex and just left.
Your "friends" didn't know that of course because their to sick in the head to belive anything you say.
You were often bullied in school for the way you looked. You weren't skinny like other girls, you weren't as beautiful as the models they saw on social media. All they cared about was your appearance.
You were a straight A student, majoring in all your classes. And being the teachers favorites. Another reason why people dated you and bullied you.
You suffered in pain.
No one knew that besides you.
You had a mask on.
Your step parent's abuse ended when one day you went over to younghoons and had a black eye.
He told you over and over again. Who did it.
You just said you ran into a pole.
Younghoon knew you were lying because it was raining outside and you never go outside when it rains.
He started getting pissed off on who would hurt you and why.
"Younghoon don't scream please" you crackled out of your mouth.
"Don't scream? YOUR TELLING ME NOT TO SCREAM WHEN SOMEONE PUT THEIR HANDS ON YOU, THE PERSON I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR" younghoon screamed out. Anger rushed through his body.
"I'll tell you who just please stop screaming, yo- your s-sca-scaring me" you softly said hands covering your ears. Hearing your soft voice only then did younghoon notice whats happening. Your shaky figure infront of him. "Hey, listen im sorry okay. I didn't mean to yell like that, but just please tell me whats wrong" hoon said grabbing your waist gently.
"It-its my step-parents" you choked out.
"What? Wait, they did this to you?" Younghoon said confusion taking over him.
"Yes, hoonie, they have been abusing me ever since I was 4" you said grasping onto the sleeves of his jacket.
"You are not going over there, anymore" younghoon said flat.
"What" you said looking up.
" you are staying with me from now on, your are not going over to that house anymore." He said.
Your stepmother tried calling the cops when she didn't see you in your room that night.
She couldn't do anything, as you were a legal adult and had The managers permission to live with younghoon.
Still.
You were in pain.
Younghoon could see it more clearly.
He tried the best he could.
Yet, you still had to go.
If only younghoon had come into your life sooner.
But as they say, once ones gone, their gone.
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saktetsu · 4 years
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'LUST' Oikawa Tōru x Reader
Nekomimi, Metamorphoses, Adopted Sibling, !ncest, Mentions of Rape, Yandere Themes, Drugged
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Today was the day that Oikawa Tōru comes back to Japan. He won't be staying for long, but at least [F/N] will be able to see her Older Brother once again.
"You look excited to see Tōru again" Her Mother exclaimed, chuckling softly.
"Well of course I am! I get to see Tōru nii again.." [F/N] had a smiled plastered on her face, as she waited for the Front Door to open.
After a few more minutes of waiting, Oikawa finally emerged from the door. He looked more mature now than he was back then. Without Hesitation, [F/N] jumped off the couch and ran straight into his open arms. It caused the setter to laugh from her sudden outburst of affection.
"Woah there [F/N]-Chan, did you miss me that much?" He teased, pinching her cheek slightly. Though she didn't care at all, all she wanted was to hug her dearest Brother that she missed so much.
"Alright, alright. [F/N] enough, let your Brother rest for a bit. I bet he's tired from the Flight" Their Mother chimed in with her hands on either side of her hips.
She pouted and eventually let go of Tōru with a soft 'hmph..' "Don't worry [F/N]~Chan! We'll be able to catch up after I settle in, mkay?" Tōru suggested with a head tilt, causing the younger girl to brighten up.
It may have been rude of him to stare at how her Booty Shorts would raise a little too high. Or how her shirt would squeeze tightly around her upper body. It's like she's tempting him to ruin her, to claim her. Even the thought of finally making his precious Little Sister his, had his tail straighten up from behind him.
Had she always looked this tempting? Had her ass always looked so plump and juicy? Whatever the case, he still couldn't fight back the urge to somewhat claim her as his own.
A few days passed by with Oikawa continuously bothering and hanging out with [F/N]. His personality didn't change much, but she could tell that he was a lot more serious.
Currently, she was in Class. Sitting along side her Best Friend Rinsuke and Sosuke. It was normal for them to Hang out before School ended. "Yo [F/N], I heard your Brother Finally came back from Argentina. How's that going for you?"
"Honestly, it's been great! I was able to catch up with him during the span of like- 4 days"
"4 days and you've already talked about everything? Sheesh, I'm not even surprised" Sosuke butted in, slurping his Milk quietly.
"Ya can't blame her for that though. They're pretty inseparable at this point." His twin added with a sly smirk spreading across his face. "Yer sure ya ain't got anything yer hiding from us Cupcake?"
"What.. Do you mean?" [F/N] asked with a curious tone.
"Ya know how he's one of those Nekomimi people?" She nodded. "Well for starters, ain't those kitties sniff shit that they own or somethin' like that?"
"And I'm also pretty sure that their kind not only possess the appearance of a cat, but their nature, and DNA too. Meaning they could sometimes act out by instincts alone." Sosuke finished Rinsuke's sentence, causing the other Twin to grumble by the sudden interruption.
"I was gonna say that Rin! Ya don't hafta butt in atta nowhere" Rinsuke continued to pout as his arms crosses over his chest.
"Whatever. But seriously [F/N], you've gotta watch out when you're with that Brother of yours."
"Pshh, what's he gonna do? Think I'm his mate? Sosuke, Rinsuke. He's my Brother, I doubt he'd even try to do anything but sniff me"
"Yer Adopted Brother" Rinsuke corrected, causing Sosuke to nod.
"Oh come on! Tōru nii isn't like that, I promise you" They both looked at each other and sighed.
"If you say so."
And just like that, School came to an end with a single bell. The Three walked out of their class together, waving goodbye to each and everyone of their Friends.
A few loud screams were heard from afar as they got closer to the exit if the School. They exchanged curious looks with each other before following the source of the noise.
"Oh my God! Oikawa-kun's here?! In Japan?!" One of the girls screamed out of excitement as she ran passed Rinsuke, Sosuke, and [F/N].
It startled [F/N], Oikawa had never picked her up from School before. (Due to his crazy schedule that was always packed with Volleyball.)
"[F/N]-Chan! There you are, I was worried that you might have gotten lo-" And there it was, the brief pause of his sentence as soon as he realized that she wasn't standing alone. Slowly, he pushed through his fans with a somewhat apologetic smile. His eyes narrowed, ear twitching from annoyance.
"Who are you?" The Question may seem innocent, but the tone of his voice was filled with venom.
"I- Uh- Rinsuke, sir.. And this is my Bro" Rin patted Sosuke's shoulder, causing him to flinch.
"Well, nice to meet you both but I must get going! And.." Oikawa walked a little closer to his relative, pulling her into his arms. "I'll be taking [F/N]-Chan with me"
Without another word, Tōru turned to walk away with [F/N] in his arms. She peeked behind her Brother, giving Rinsuke and Sosuke a small wave before they completely disappeared from view.
The walk home was quiet, yet Oikawa's arms were still wrapped around her smaller Figure. "Is something wrong Tōru nii..?"
"No, nothing's wrong. Don't worry [F/N]-Chan." She tried her best to struck up the conversation a bit more, but he gave either one word answers or stayed quiet. It felt unsettling, but [F/N] shrugged it off as soon as they reached the Front Door of their House.
"You better take a Shower right now" Was the first thing he mentioned as soon as they walked in, causing her to get startled a bit.
"Oh- uh- alright" [F/N] rushed upstairs and into her room, taking her clothes off slowly before popping herself into the shower.
Oikawa stayed downstairs, watching his previous games against other Teams. No matter how hard he tried to focus on the TV, he just couldn't. With the sound if the shower turned on, and [F/N] humming softly with the music in the background that she usually plays while cleaning herself up; it was hard to focus on anything but that.
Thoughts of her being exposed and freely displayed infront of him rushed through his brain. He knew it was wrong to think of her this way, but who was he kidding? He's fucking addicted.
The sound of the shower turning off caught his attention, meaning she was already done. Did time really fly by fast from all those thoughts? Either way, he couldn't care less.
She emerged from the stairs, descending slowly with her usual Home Outfit. The booty shorts he so feared that might break his last strand of self control, and her tank top that just fits perfectly against her body. It caused his ears to twitch ever so excitedly as soon as she plopped herself beside him without a word.
"Happy?" [F/N] let out as she took off the tow that wrapped around her hair.
Oikawa leaned forward, resting his face in the crook of her neck. He inhaled her scent, and eventually his tail descended from its straightened up posture. "Mm" He hummed.
"Why'd you want me to take a bath anyways? It's not like I was dirty or anything"
"You smelled like them." Tōru simply answered, his nose twitching from her sweet lavender scent.
"Hmmmm" [F/N] shifted slightly, putting a bit space between her and Oikawa. "Where's Mom by the way?"
"Oh right, I forgot to mention that she's over at a Friends house right now. Something about a Girls night out"
"Oh- pfft, typical, I can't blame her though. I would have also missed going out with my friends if I was always busy" He didn't reply, nor did he give some sort of answer. His eyes were still glued onto her face, taking in her beauty that he missed back in Argentina.
After a while of silence, he finally spoke up. "You should head to bed, you have Volleyball Practice tomorrow right?"
"Oh, yeah I do"
"Which Position did you obtain?"
"I got setter!"
Oh? So she did end up becoming the Setter of her Volleyball Team after all. "Why did you wanna become the Setter so badly? I mean, you're a great receiver. You should have chosen to become a Libero instead"
"I know, but.. I really wanna be just like you Tōru nii" [F/N] fidgeted in her spot, her eyes sparkled in the sight of her Older Brother. She looked so.. Vulnerable..
He took a sharp inhale, before breathing out. He wasn't gonna lie, it caught him off guard. But the goofy smile spreading across his face showed how ecstatic he was knowing that his Little Sister wanted to be just like him. "Really? [F/N]-Chan! I feel so honored"
She laughed softly, before turning her gaze back to the Game played out for them. "Well, you're the Best Setter I know so.. Is it alright if you'd teach me some things Tōru nii?"
Oikawa nodded, his ego going through the roof as he tilted his chin up. "Now how about this, if you wake up early tomorrow then we could practice together before you head to Schoo-"
"REALLY?! ALRIGHT- I'll go to Sleep now!" [F/N] shot up from her position of the couch, raising her arms in the air like a child. He was startled at first, but eventually smiled softly.
"Here, drink your Milk first. that way you'll go to sleep faster" Tōru picked up the glass of milk on the coffee table, handing it to her with the genuine smile that never fails to make her grin. She uttered a small 'Thank you' before drinking the Milk.
Meanwhile, Oikawa was sitting there, watching intently. Would it be wrong to tell her someday in the near future that he drugged her Milk before giving it to her?
"Phoowee, wow.. -I do feel sleepy.." [F/N] settled the cup back down, facing her older brother with lazy eyes. "Can you carry me up the stairs please? Pretty pleaseee? I'm too lazy"
Tōru pretend to be annoyed, even letting out a small grunt before picking her off the ground. "Alright"
They both ascended up the stairs, with [F/N] comfortably in his arms. It was as if she was molded to fit perfectly wrapped around his fingers.
By the time that they arrived at the front of her bedroom, she was out cold. Her breathing was more even, yet her hands still gripped onto his shirt. "Silly [F/N]-Chan, you really should pay more attention to things you drink. I wonder if your trust for me would shatter if you found out.." He seemed to be lost in thought as he lowered her sleeping figure
Oikawa was shifting, not being able to contain his excitement as he eagerly took off his own sweater. 'Fuck, she looked so defenceless'
He lowered himself a bit. Settling his right hand on top of her stomach, where it slowly dipped further down until he was able to cup her cunt. "Fuck.. Already soaked Princess?" He cooed softly, before pulling her Shorts off. Oikawa took a moment to admire her current state, his fingers gently sliding her cottoned panties off. 'Wouldn't want her to wake up early now'
Tōru licked two of his fingers a bit, before slowly inserting them inside of her pussy. It caused [F/N] to squirm a bit in her spot, her lips quivering slightly. "H-Hrgm..~"
"Shhh... It's alright Baby Girl, Tōru nii's gonna take good care of you okay.." In all honesty, he was still shocked from the fact that his sweet little sister was still a Virgin. It excited him even more to the point where he pistoned his fingers in and out of her dripping cunt. The tightness of his pants slightly bothered him, causing the setter to quickly push the waist band lower.
It continued on for a bit, until he became restless. The pad of his thumb harshly pressed against her clit, making her jolt. "A-AHHH.. -" The lewd moan startled him, but he kept going at his pace. [F/N] continued to tremble under his touch, growing restless as she began to twist and turn in her spot.
He noticed how tighter it got, and more difficult it was to move his fingers. "Fuck.. You're squeezing my fingers like a Vice [F/N]-Chan.. Are you about to cum Princess? Come on, cum for Onii-Chan.." Oikawa continued to whisper sweet nothings in her ear. And eventually, just like he said; she came with a loud moan.
Without hesitation, he pulled her sleeping body up slightly, his back resting against the headboard. Oikawa settled her on his lap, where her cunt rested right on top of his Cock. He shivered a bit, feeling her cum dripping onto his hardened member. He let her lean into him as she continued to sleep peacefully.
As much as he wanted to keep her innocence, the desire to ruin her and completely claim her body as his own grew.
Tōru slowly lifted her up, wrapping his tail around her waist before spreading her cunt with his fingers. "I'm about to take something so valuable from you.." And with that, he dropped her onto his cock, causing it to quickly sink balls deep. [F/N] let out a loud shriek as her eyes flew open. Oikawa stilled his movements and let out a shaky sigh. It felt too good.. Way too good.
"Fuck.. [F/N] you're.. - s-so tight damn" He began to lift her hips up and down repeatedly, setting a steady pace. "I expected you to be tight but.. Wow- fuck it feels good Baby Girl"
It didn't take long for her to register what was going on, her Big Brother's dick sinking inside her pussy, his tail wrapping around her waist, it made her feel light headed to say the least. "T-Tō.. Tōru nii..? W-What are.. What are you doing? Please stop, it hurts.." She spoke in a soft tone, pushing her hands against his broad shoulders in an attempt to move away. But he was much more stronger than she was, and faster too.
"Ah, ah, ah.. Don't fight now [F/N]-Chan! If you struggle, it'll make me even more excited.." He said, licking his lips seductively. A shiver ran down her spine as her hips continued to move with his help.
"This is wrong- please stop- I-I won't tell anyone this ever h-happened.. I swear.. Just please sto- ooo-o.. AHHHHHHHH..!" Oikawa had enough of her babbling about how she didn't want any of this. So instead of taking it easy on her like how he planned. He began to buck his hips, causing a loud whimper to fall from her lips as she tried to continue her sentence. "P-Please Tōru nii stop..!"
"Fuck, I just told you that if you struggle it'll excite me more.. Are you doing this on purpose? You fucking slut.." His pace got even faster, and his thrust was more rough. "You know, seeing you with those Bastards really hurt me [F/N]-Chan! I thought I was the only Male in your Life"
The tone of his voice sounded as if he was genuinely hurt, she would have felt bad, she would have if it wasn't for the fact that he was literally pistoning his dick in and out of her pussy. "T-Tōru..~!" [F/N] moaned out his name. Somehow, it flicked a switch deep inside Oikawa.
Causing him to act by instincts. Instead of his usual thought out actions, he pushed her off, pinning both of her wrists above her head with one hand. His ears began to twitch, and the tail that he affectionately wrapped around her waist was now tightening its grip. "Tō-Tōru..!"
There it was again, it sounded like music to his ears. He needed to hear more of it right away. So without further interruptions, he began to spread her legs. [F/N] let out a small shriek as soon as she felt the tip of his member push against her folds.
Her toes curled, and her back arched. Tōru didn't care whether or not it hurt for her, his pace was rough and frantic. As if his Animalistic tropes were overpowering his usual humane self. He wanted to breed her so badly, spill his sperm deep inside her womb until she was a quivering mess. "T-TŌRU, TŌRU!" His name continuously spilled out of her mouth.
And no doubt, it made him even more rough with her. "Fuck! You're such a fucking slut for hanging out with those Bastards. should've known you'd do this from the start" There it was, his tip hitting that spot that made her see stars. She flinched, her moans getting even more uncontrollably louder. "Yeah? You like that? You like it here?" Tōru moved his free hand below her ass, lifting her up slightly where he could easily thrust up to her G-Spot.
"H-Hrm..! T-Tōru.. 'M Cumming, I'm Cumming Tōru!"
"Then cum, Princess" And just like that, [F/N] came around his cock. Her eyes closing slightly as she rode out her orgasm. But Oikawa didn't stop there, he was chasing his own high after all. With a few more seconds of him thrusting harshly into her abused cunt, he finally came undone. Spilling his cum deep in her womb with a shaky sigh. "F.. Fuck.. Yeah.."
His cock softened, but he didn't pull away nor did he move an inch. Oikawa rested on top of her, his breathing becoming even. "Onii Chan loves you.. You do know that right..?" [F/N] nodded, her lips quivering from the over stimulation being present.
"Use your words pretty girl, I wanna hear you say it" He caressed her hair, stroking some of his finger through.
"Yes, I know.."
"What do you know?"
"I.. T-That... Tōru nii loves me.."
"Good Girl. You do know that no one else loves you right? I love you more than anyone in the whole wide world" She nodded slowly, fidgeting slightly.
"You love me, right?"
"I love you" Despite being mortified earlier, she eventually snuggled closer to her Older Brother. Giving into his twisted fantasies. He felt satisfied with himself, pulling her even closer. She couldn't deny him, she couldn't fight. After all, big brothers know best.
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blackrosesfanfic · 3 years
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Chris
"Christopher, this is fucking real." Amber snaps.
I sit up in bed. "Bae."
She stands in front of the mirror. "This is going to be fucking... There's so much shit. I will be having a baby next year. What are we doing? Tell people? Not?"
"Girl, go to damn sleep."
"I can't." She blows. "Do you want to go with me to tell my parents? I mean like you going with me. So when we going?"
I sigh. "Arrange it and let me know. I don't fucking care. Go to sleep."
She walks towards the bedroom door. "It's fucking late. Get out the bed, FatHead."
"Walk faster." I groan.
"Aye, Chris." Trey says walking in the room.
I sigh. "Yeah."
"Cammie's mom made gumbo."
"For breakfast?"
"Bitch it's fucking 11."
I look at the clock. "I thought you were leaving."
"We all leaving tomorrow. You got the place till tomorrow. Plus Cammie's stepfather is here and Cammie acting like a human. I mean... me and Caden just woke up but anyway. She doing better."
"I thought it was you that needed fixing."
He shrugs. "My shit good."
"Where my baby?" I say looking around.
"Probably eating." Trey shrugs.
I sit up. "Is it wrong for wanting Amber pregnant and giving her a hard time about not wanting it?"
"What woman you know happy to be pregnant once she pregnant? You see Leah. You knew Cammie and MiMi. She pregnant. You take the happy days and you fucking go with it any other day."
"She not that far along."
"She pregnant. Who cares? They feel that shit."
I start to get out of bed then grab my balls when I feel a shit load of air. I chuckle at the face Trey makes. Before he could say anything Lane runs into the room.
"Chris you butt out!" Lane yells.
"Lane?" Cammie snaps.
Lane grabs Trey's legs. "Daddy, get me. Daddy?"
Trey picks him up as he scrambles from what might have been Cammie coming. Trey turns around walking out. I get up and walk to the bathroom. I'm not fucking getting rid of my baby. Amber can shut the fuck up and deal with life. She knew we were once trying. Nobody has been doing shit not to get pregnant.
"Mama Cammie can cook her ass off. Taste this."
"No." I snap.
She makes a lot of noise. I look behind me at her.
"Why are you being mean?"
"I feel like you putting all this stress on me about this baby when you and I both know you keeping it. Why argue?"
"Are you high? What are you talking about?" She snaps walking out. "What's happening? Chris acting mean to me because I'm not trying to kiss his ass today. Chris! You have a plane in the morning! I told him."
I'm fucking pissed off at the way she is acting right now. Like who the fuck is this when you been acting so shitty yesterday? I feel like she is acting fake as shit. But I don't know which Amber is fake. Is it this nice as person that seems to be okay with being pregnant or is that hateful bitch from last night fake? I walk into Cammie and Trey's room. Nobody was in there. I sigh.
"Nooo." Lane cries.
"Yo, what are you doing?" Trey asks walking past me into the room.
I realize that I was just standing there. "Ain't no way they can flip like that."
"Man, you don't know shit about little people then. But we woke up like this."
"Huh?" I retort. "Pregnant women."
He laughs. "Oh, yeah. I told you."
"I need to work on my attitude." I shake my head.
"Go talk to Rollie. I'm still working on my fucking attitude." He snatches Lane up from the bed. Lane starts crying. "Boy, what are you doing? Let's take a nap. Wait til your mama gets back."
Lane cries. "No tell Mommy."
Trey lies down on the bed with Lane. "Now is a good time to talk Chris. Go."
"Huh?"
"Talk to Amber while she feeling good, nigga. Do everything while she feeling good."
"Oh." I say turning to walk out. "You seen my daughter?"
"Getting spoiled by Cammie's mom. Cammie's nice twin."
Amber wasn't anywhere in the kitchen or front part of the house. I won't hunt her down to disturb her from her bouncy attitude. I'll wait til after I eat. I sit down at the table with Marco. He looks at me.
"Chris Brown right?"
"Nigga." I snap.
He chuckles then shows me his phone. There's a half naked woman on Facetime. I lean forward looking at the screen. I guess the nigga was showing me to someone not showing me his phone. She smiles faintly. I narrow my eyes at Marco. I guess all men are fucking dogs.
"You bold." I say looking down at my phone.
"She ain't shit to me." Macro's ass says out loud. Damn.
The girl says nothing. What the fuck? I didn’t think that was Marco. I just saw him as. Well shit. The motherfucker is never around. His baby mama is never with him or his kid. Hell they been together for a long as time and not married. It all makes sense. He hangs up the phone randomly. Like he had said bye.
"Marco you work?"
"Military."
"Who was that?" I nod towards the phone.
He kinda shakes his head. "I used to be in the military. I work at a gun manufactory company, which I got through my military clearance."
Hilda walks into the dining room. Oh shit. "Why you never do what I tell you?"
"What didn't I do?"
"Where is your son?"
Marco picks his phone up then puts it in his pocket. This man is clearly not paying attention to shit Hilda is saying. She slaps his dreads then she sucks her teeth walking out of the room. What kinda relationship is this? Marco chuckles to himself then he stands up.
"Thought you were different." I say to him.
"From who?" He shrugs.
I shrug back. "Don't know any faithful people nigga."
"I'm faithful." He nods. "Devin faithful."
"Devin not."
Marco makes a face. "This last time they been together. That’s been like 3 years. He a pretty good motherfucker."
"How you fucking faithful my nigga? I saw that fucking girl. I know you fucking loud ass girl. She ain't gonna go for you talking to some bitch on the phone."
"You right." Marco nods. "Aye, Baby!"
The sliding door opens. "Marco, go get your fucking son. Why are you calling me?"
"Tasha calling me again. I answered."
"I can't stand your childish ass shit." She says closing the door.
Marco laughs and walks out the door. "I tried."
"I thought I was fucked up." I say to myself.
I could hear him laughing still. I got a feeling he didn't say shit about that girl on his phone. I don't think I'm close enough to Hilda to start some shit about a girl on her man's phone. Let me mind my business. Weird ass guy.
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Rollie
"Daddy, I... Daddy, you listening?" Jordan asks.
"Yes, Baby." I reply.
She hugs my neck. "I love you."
"I love you too." I say eating my food.
"Grandpa?" Jordan says funny. "Daddy, me and Grandpa going to look for seashells down by the big rocks. Oh Daddy, I have to tell you about my new grades. 3 A's and a B cause I didn't know we had a test and I missed school. I mean I didn't do the make up work. That's why. Is the B okay?"
I kiss her arm thats around my neck. "It's not okay that you didn't turn in work. So you didn't do everything you could but I like B's. I think you can try harder next time."
"Yes, sir, I can. Cause Mommy say I can't miss school if I can't make up my work. I want to go to California with you whenever I can. Or wherever you go."
"Can I eat?"
She let's go of my neck. "I'm going to ask Lexi if I can braid her hair like mine."
"Okay." I say relieved.
"God always has a way." Lonnie says.
I look at him. "What you talking bout, Preacher?"
He smiles at me then eats his food. After a few seconds he nods. "I think we can be friends on different terms now. You see how you can love a child that isn't yours. God teaches lessons all the time."
"Yeah."
"You still pray?"
I stare at him for a minute. He just casually talking and eating. Not caring if he talking to himself. Aight Lonnie. I do see how you can love a child that isn't yours. I don't need him and I never needed him to become the man I am today. But it was never any disrespect between us. I just simply needed him to know I didn't need a daddy. I guess we agree.
"Maybe not enough." I nod.
"Trey?" Lonnie says standing up. "Won't you have a sit? Talk a bit."
I glance at Trey. He looks at me then he walks into the room. "Sure."
"I like to be blunt." Lonnie says sitting and continuing to enjoy his meal.
"Good." Trey says.
Lane comes in the room whining. He wedges himself in between Trey's legs and watches me. What little boy? You got your daddy. Why you staring at me?
"I try to mind my business. That's not always best. Jayla needs a better man. More specifically a better husband then you. One who is complete."
I chuckle then look at Trey. Of course he had his face balled up mad. But Lonnie kept eating his food. I chuckle at that as the awkward pause feels the room. What are you going to say next Lonnie? You come here thinking you the fix to everyone's problem. What's going to fix this nigga?
"You aren't complete without God."
"Oh." I whisper. "Deep."
Lonnie looks at me. "Living in sin is equally as wrong as murder, in this case, suicide. You did good by getting married. God isn't going to punish you for doing right. He won't punish you for being rich either. But you have to acknowledge him and include him in your marriage. Complete yourself with God and you will be a better man."
"God?" Trey says like he never heard of God.
"Do you think your wife wanted to get married because of her family or because of her relationship with God."
Trey frowns. "Because of her reputation."
"Her reputation?" Lonnie frowns. "Well back home she is the sweet God fearing daughter of Gwendolyn. You know the good one. The one that's always in church. Until things happened at school 6 years ago. If I would have known then maybe she wouldn't have her sweet kids by you. So I won't go back in time. Because God makes no mistake when it comes to the lives that he puts on this Earth. Those boys were meant to be your boys. You were meant to be her husband."
"Yeah." Trey says.
Lonnie stands up from the table. "Would you like to pray with me later? Maybe I can give you some personal advise."
"That's cool." Trey says low.
"Good. Lane?" Lonnie says nodding then he chuckles.
Lane climbs into Trey's lap. "Daddy?"
"Okay, fine, Lane." Lonnie says walking out. "We will continue our game."
"I don't get why you and Cammie hate them so much. They don't seem all bad." Trey frowns.
I shrug. "Cause you older, wiser. Would you have honestly listened to that bull... BS as a teenager? A teenager that recently lost their parent? No. That's your answer. I answered for you."
"Maybe I do need to focus my marriage around God."
"Should have been done that." I say standing up and slapping Lane lightly.
Lane just hugs Trey. "Leave me alone."
I chuckle. "What is this man problem?"
"I don't know." Trey says hugging Lane back. "You okay Lane?"
"I okay." Lane says hugging Trey still. "Uncle Rollie hitting me."
Trey smiles at me. "Rollie don't hit him. He doesn't want to play right now."
I smile. "Sorry."
Bad ass gonna look at me to see my reaction. I leave out of the dining room going into the kitchen. Lonnie was sitting with April talking to her. Of course about God. He can't help take the church everywhere with him. But hell if it help Cammie and Trey then he needs to bring the whole church in this bitch. They need God.
"Rollie." Leah says walking into the kitchen. She touches my arm. "I don't know."
"Okay."
She grabs a bowl. "Did she make some that's not spicy for the kids?"
"My mama doesn't make hers spicy. She also makes the rice on the side." I say taking her bowl. "I'll do it for you."
"Oh..." Leah says frowning at me. "Thanks."
I nod my head at her. She hugs herself just staring at me. "Oh, did Jordan tell you about her grades? She wanted to be the one that told you. She was proud of her grades because she said you would be happy. Like I'm not happy when she makes good grades."
"Cause you fake." I say kissing at her.
"I tell that girl all the time how proud I am of her. She just really soaking this Daddy business up. Don't break my baby's heart."
I hand her the bowl. "I would never. Yours maybe."
She doesn't take it. Instead she eats some out of it cautiously. I look down her shirt as she leans forward. Her titties done grown like she already has milk in them. She snatches the bowl from me then turns my head towards the fridge. I look at my mother. She smiles slightly.
"Didn't hear me, TumTum?" She chuckles. "Did you like the gumbo?"
"Yeah, it was good." I nod.
She nods back. "April said I should have made my curry chicken. I didn't want to make anything too spicy. Plus gumbo can feed a lot. Maybe I'll cook her some another time."
"You should have made a cake."
"You want me to?" She nods. "I can get the stuff for it."
I shake my head. "Don't do anything special for me."
"Gwen, Lane is acting like he doesn't know me."
"I told you not to play that game with him. He doesn't stop his little games. Such a trickster like his mother was."
Lonnie chuckles to himself not saying anything. He rubs her arm then walks away. I leave out of the kitchen. I feel a lot differently towards Lonnie and my mother than I did years ago. I stop in front of Cammie and Trey's room.
"Lane!"
"No!"
I step inside. Cammie wasn't in the room. It was just Trey laying there with Lane on his chest. He was whispering something to Lane. Cammie comes out of the bathroom carrying a medicine bottle. She hands something to Lane. This girl gave him a damn pacifier. He puts it in his mouth then he takes it out looking at it.
"You giving him a pacifier?" I ask.
"He wanted to take his medicine like Caden. His ass wasted it all over the floor." Cammie snaps.
Lane a fucking spoiled ass little boy. I swear.
"That ain't gonna be my child. Imma show you how to raise a man."
"Bitch." Trey says then looks at Lane. Lane stares at him sucking on the pacifier. "You can't even stand to hear someone else child cry. It's a boy?"
"I'm saying it is." I shrug. "She doesn't want to know. She doesn't believe that we should know before the baby is born."
Trey narrows his eyes. "You have a girl it's over."
"You know it's different having Lonnie and GeeGee around as adults. Seems like shit changed. But ain't shit change but me." I say.
"Yeah."
Lane screams. Trey hands the pacifier to Cammie. "Stop."
"That mine!"
"Stop boy." Trey says sternly. Lane just lies there quiet. "Cammie talked with her mother about everything that happened in college. Peacefully. It's a lot of shit we got to get through as a family."
I chuckle. He being fucking modest. Bitch ass really saying he fucking told me so. Fucking prat. Throwing it in my face how he made that happen like he said he was. Then again the nigga didn't say that so I can't fucking say any of that shit. I nod my head at him. He smirks. See this bitch. Lane moves on his chest then gets off the bed screaming. He walks into the bathroom crying.
"Lane?" Cammie says. He just screams. "Okay, okay. You have to talk. I don't know what you want me to do. Tell me."
"I want Daddy."
Trey chuckles. "I'm so ready to be right. Again."
"Bitch." I say walking out.
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I'm bored so imma rant about my hp o.c and no one can stop me :)
Meet my salty snake child Val (aka, Valentine Lestrange) (aka Valentine Elladora Druella Lestrange) (aka that %100 that bitch) She is the star of an ongoing fic of mine beware of spoilers (TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of abuse and violence)
If the name didn't give it away, she's only child of them crazy mofos Bellatrix and Rodolphus
Yes I am aware that it's kind of an overdone trope but it's overdone cause it's awesome (also I made her when I was like 13 so shut up)
Lives with the Malfoy's cause her rents are rotting in a cell duh
When she was 8 Dumbledore randomly appeared in her garden and was like to wanna buy some drugs join my evil snake man killing and Chosen One protection team cause you're such a badass and she was like lol ye okay and it shapes the entire plot
It's a secret so Val has to act like a crazy sadistic blood purist but sike it's all an act. She just keeps up the appearance so one can guess she's actually just tryna protect Harry all the time cause plot and she's actually rlly good at it btw (all the fun of a villain while still being a good person)
Her besties are her shitty cus Draco, life long irritation Leah Lovat (o.c), sweetie angel child whom they all love and protect Olivia Benson (o.c), basic but charming ass kid Liam Highcourt (o.c) and Blaze Zambini yea you read that right I don't spell his name correctly it's a long story (cannon honestly written so ooc that it doesn't matter at this point)
They are all basically nuts. Just overdramatic twats with questionable upbringing's. They are all trash but you will love them. You have no choice
Val is a genius, like a for real prodigy type deal in both academics, magically ability and wit. Legit %89 percent of the stuff that comes out of her mouth is just sarcasm
She only wears black cause she's a melodramatic dumbass but would never admit it
She's also scary af. Has half the school traumatized within a week
Sinnamon roll™
What's shorter? Her or her patience? We will never know
Actually has morals and doesn't agree with her fams purist views
Has the best dynamic with Snapey Kins from a writers point of view. He knows that she's involved with Dumbledores Plan™ and before you freak there is NO romantic/sexual relationship between Val and Snape (it's legit just a slow burn friendship that neither of them wants to admit to)
Val and Snape openly hate each other's guts and can't be in the same immediate area without screaming at each other. He's petty and she's vindictive so shit hits the fan often and quickly. They're basically just as bad as each other when you really get down to it. Val pretty much tells Snape that he's a useless bitch (paraphrasing) on the first day of class and the rest is history
Everyone gets used to it super quick and just lets them go for it because it's not worth getting caught in the crossfire. Dumbledore finds it amusing but only for the first couple of years cause come one guys can you stop screaming we got shit to do
It's her job to protect Harry so can you imagine can you fucking fathom how stressful that shit is? cause the boy is always in trouble or some kind of danger and Val is just like BOI STAPH standing in the Quidditch stands hoping he don't die
Val and Snape slowly very slowly develop into having a seriously convoluted and overprotective friendship while still managing to hate each other so they would kill for one another but would also still kill each other. They do end up genuinely caring about one another an it's h e a r t b r e a k i n g
Yo I never said it was a healthy friendship we are dealing with two very fucked up individuals here in a high stress high stakes situation, my lads. I'm not trying to write the kind of friendship ppl should actually have (Val and Snape need so much therapy tbh)
Val's a badass that can handle anything and more but like she's also human so after while things get a lil you know
t r a m a t i c
She didn't have a fantastic childhood btw cause Lucius Malfoy is an abusive prick and Narcissa means well but needs to do so much better.
She will fight you anywhere anytime and she will win because she's kinda overpowered for a literal child but it fits my aesthetic so whatever
She's aroace (so no romantic plot involving her in sight) she just doesn't know for a while cause her life is a constant shit show
Has a proper upper-class aristocratic lady upbringing but still turned out to be a feral child
She is super short by the way literally doesn't hit 5'0 until she's like 14 (Blaze is in the same boat). Cause Snape is like 6'0 or something he can just pick her up and throw her if he wants but she starts fighting like a feral cat the second he touches her
She's really protective of her friends and her cousin and will kill you if you so much as look at them wrong. She knows they are trash but they are Her Trash™
She's actually a super lovable character and you will want to adopt her because she's amazing and no I will not accept hate because she is MY CHILD OKAY
There is so much angst going on oh my god Val never gets a fucking break cause life be like that sometimes
Okay that's it folks I swear it's so much better than it actually sounds or maybe it's not meh
@fandomssaremysoul @incorrect-pretending-to-hate
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shock777archive · 5 years
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TL;DR going to a chiropractor makes me poop a lot. Is this normal?!??????
I get how people are cautious about the topic of chiropractic help. Like obviously it isn't the cure for literally EVERYTHING or even most sicknesses but like for pinched nerves and discomfort in the spine, I can say it helps.
The thing I find weird though is that the chiropractor sometimes tells you that certain nerves in the spine and neck vertebrae affect different systems and things in your body. Which makes sense to me. Some nerves promote heart health, others the lungs... And also even the digestive system.
Well, when I was in high school and I stopped growing, my neck started to jut out. I remember I've always had neck pain growing up so that wasn't what tipped me off that something was wrong.
No, it was because all of a sudden I COULD NOT FUCKING POOP.
Like, I would go for 5 to 6 days before having a bowel movement. And I remember when I did, it was hard, strenuous and took a lot of time. I thought okay I'm low in fiber or something. I ate tons of fiber one bars, bought activia brand yogurt... Hell I stayed away from cheese or anything dairy and still I couldn't shit.
I go to a gastrointestinal specialist doctor who presses down on my tummy for a bit and says I'm healthy. But obviously not? I remember aching at school, my tummy would rumble and I had gas really bad all the time. I was lethargic and sad, and one day I even FAINTED after gym.
So once that school year ended and summer break began I told my father who lived away about my woes and he said I should see his chiropractor. I didn't even know what a chiropractor was??
I go up for a visit and I see his chiropractor. My dad's chiropractor was really cool. Did my exam for free and everything. He shows me how bad my neck vertebrae are fucked up and explains that it can fuck up the digestive tract. I was like "sure, Jan."
Well needless to say that day I got my first adjustment. He snapped my neck, popped my hips back into place , pulled my legs out so they both were the same height, pushed my spine inward and gave me an ice pack. I had the worst headache after but after a day it went away. I was told to get a chiropractor once I got home, so I did as much.
Once I started seeing a different doctor back home after my vacation, I literally could shit normally again. I was like, "yo what the fuck??"
I could only afford to see the chiropractor once every other week though so the inflammation and hurt never fully went away.. Shortly after a year or so, my insurance was no longer supported and I stopped going.
Fast forward to 8 years later. It's 2019. My neck hurts constantly and I had such bad pain in my neck and shoulder after I injured myself that I couldn't turn my head. I start going to a new chiropractor about a month ago. I go 3 times a week and the inflammation in my shoulders is non existent.
Before I used to poop once maybe every 2 to 3 days.
BUT HOLY FUCK NOW I SHIT AT LEAST 4 TIMES A DAY NOW.
And they're healthy poops?? I didn't change my diet. They're normal, easy to pass and I haven't had diarrhea in a long while. But I shit almost after every fucking meal.
Coincidentally I also stopped drinking dairy milk as I am lactose intolerant and have been drinking almond milk for about as long as I've been going to the chiropractor.
I... I don't know if it's the chiropractic care I'm being given or my lack of dairy but all of a sudden for the second time in my life now, I can poop daily.
And I feel a lot better.
What the fuck?! Is this TMI? PROBABLY. but is this like, a legit science? That you poop a lot when your spine is aligned?? I hear it's normal to shit 1-3 times a day. So... Im normal now right??
I'm just... In awe??
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zaneybat · 4 years
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Hey safe place. It's me again. I've been having a lot of feelings, ones that I don't have words for. Real talk, with how often I've been struggling, with all of my internet digging, the countless conversations with my husband about this, I'm still curious about what's really up with me. My therapist knew within the first 5 seconds talking with me that I am a person suffering from extreme general AND specific anxiety. He talked with me in our 2nd session about trying to stop the anxious thoughts before they consume me. I'm going to be honest, trying to stop it in its tracks made everything worse! I get stuck in trying so hard to redirect or acknowledge the pattern and stop it that I shut down completely. I ended up with a level 8 anxiety with depressive thoughts and zero energy/drive. I just sat on the couch for 3 days, shaking, every little fucking thing setting me off in to tears and more fucking shaking. This is so beyond me, I'm used to having my mom, my whole family behind me that I never noticed how bad this actually is. I can't fucking function as a fucking adult! I can do SOME things, but not without consequence. It takes me days to recover from the smallest things. Those very things I did with my mom or my husband with no problems, I get exhausted doing them ALONE. I keep trying to get a grip, but it just makes everything worse. I'm scared to ask my therapist...because I have convinced myself that I'm always wrong or just stupid, am I actually...autistic? I am so scared to ask because he might think "oh this nut job tryin to diagnose herself" or "no, you have no idea how mild your symptoms are compared to real people problems!" Thinking rationally, of course he'd never say or even (probably) think those things, but my brain and I agree that everyone thinks I am stupid or weird. When I was in elementary school, my favorite teacher nicknamed me "Princess-head-in-the-clouds" because I was never responsive or present in the classroom. My whole life, I've been singled out for being different, my group of friends were always the outcasts of the outcasts. I wouldn't refer to myself as a 'high functioning' person of any kind! I don't do well in anything besides strange little side things. Yo. I'm 27 years old, jobless (my husband works), no education, no real aspirations, and a whole lot of FEAR/anxiety/self doubt. I feel like I'm about to lose it, every day. I wake up feeling pretty ok-ish and then suddenly it all starts over again. I hesitate, I auto pilot, I mimic, I screw up words, I order food to avoid going out, I cannot FUCKING stand how loud our neighbors have been the past week, I go days without showers because I get stuck in those patterns that exhaust me until I do not have the energy to care for myself or anything else. I cry because I feel bad for our rescue dog, sorry that my crazy ass had to be the one to adopt you🤣 really though, I feel a lot of guilt because she hates walks and so do I! Lol so she definitely does not get proper exercise or stimuli, that's entirely my fault. I don't know how to ask my husband for help, I feel guilty if he does help....just, I CAN'T HUMAN GOOD😭 There is this new found thing I've noticed lately (I brought it up to my therapist but he didn't see much outside of the norm) I cannot finish thoughts. My brain will literally stop mid....... am I hungry?...what was i.. ? All day, every day, for months now!! The single most frustrating symptom I've been suffering. I could have to pee really bad, get to the bathroom and wonder why the fuck I'm standing there. No joke, this shit is absolutely impossible.
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