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I'm sorry, this was ALL I could think about during that scene
#meme#starkid#ndpm#ndpm spoilers#nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes must die spoilers#tto#trail to oregon#yes very emotional very sad#but the entire time my brain was going#“just eat my pawents wight in fwont of me ÷((((”#the mayor: “ah yes. my daughter Stephanie. the babykiller.”
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the way garak looks at bashir as he puts all the clues together at the end of cardassians. the sheer 'look at that little twink go (affectionate, sexual overtones)' energy he manages to convey in the background there as bashir passionately does the presentation of their group project that garak did 80% of the actual work on. immaculate
#star trek ds9#deep space 9#star trek#garashir#elim garak#his lil face journey as they speak to the lady about rugal coming to the orphanage too. adorable. 'it's so over oh we're so back'#also the revelation that garak is high as a kite not only for this but for most of the first two seasons. hysterical#I love him so much already.#'yes yes I'm sure we're ALL very sad about the orphans or whatever. I wouldn't know I haven't experienced a natural emotion in years'#(let's hope he's at least fooling himself at this point)#ALSO also. sisko in his bathrobe in the middle of the night b/c 'so uh dad my unhinged new boyfriend wanted me to ask#if we could borrow the car. no he didn't say why. yeah I'm sure he has a driver's license he was like in the army or something#btw he snuck into my room while I was sleeping and I didn't notice a thing lmao isn't he cool???'#sisko you deal with so much all of the time and there aren't enough medals they could give you for it#bashir going 'tell me what's going on in your head or I stg I'll turn this runabout around'...... yes. yes wonderful
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me watching the new fallout series: idk about this ghoul, i think they tried to make him too good looking of a monster, idk if it's working for me
*they show a flashback of this character pre-ghoul*
also me: oh no he's much hotter as a ghoul, his pretty ghoul face is growing on me -pause in realization, turn to my partner- omg i'm such a monster fucker i'm so sorry
my partner, sitting next to me: i made my peace with this long ago...
#fallout#fallout tv show#fallout series#fallout amazon#ghoul#monster fucker#he's not hancock but he's okay#i think it's b/c they chose not to give them fully blacked out demon-y eyes that it feels a little off#but i get it the actor's gotta emote#anyway the series dropped yesterday and i've already watched 5 episodes#oh a sad monster man with a tattered gunslinger aesthetic? yes ty that is exactly my jam#it's pretty good#i also love lucy as the main protagonist like she's got the most feral final girl energy and it's very good#fallout series spoilers#slight spoilers#maximus is kinda fascinating too like he's not entirely likeable but you still want to see what happens next#they def nailed the fallout aesthetic and sense of humor tho#text post#the ghoul
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Apparently The Terror producer David Kajganich stated in an Q&A what jobs he thinks the characters would have if they lived in the modern day, and I just…
These are all so fucking funny. Love that one of the show’s producers seemingly has peak Terror brainrot
#personal#amc the terror#the terror#extremely cursed terror posting#also#Franklin- yes 100%. tho I could also see like. mid level office manager who really wants to be your friend#just a real Michael Scott#crozier- yup. fitzjames- yup.#hickey- for sure. silna- absolutely#goodsir- yes. tho I could also just see straight up doctor. like… a pediatric surgeon#little- why do we have to be so mean to this already very sad man????#hodgson- cursed. so cursed. I HATE it#Irving- yup. blankey- ugh. perfect yes. collins- yes please give this man a break#jopson- YES. oh this made me emotional#hartnell- …there something you wanna tell the class david k?#bridgens- yes. but wheres peglar#tozer- god please don’t make him a cop. please. firefighter works great. gym teacher… I feel like he’s hate children#lady jane- yup. sofia- …honestly yea. I see it
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dennis is an angry character btw im sorry but he is full of rage but that rage is not exclusive his anger does not negate sadness and fragility and insecurities in fact they work together and dtamhd was one of the first times where his anger was not used as a joke via a surface level rage explosion from him but instead explored the fragility of his anger. the way he keeps reassuring the workers he encounters (and himself) that he's not mad. when he tells daisy he's not mad but he is a little bit upset. dennis is angry and that anger is what makes him so fragile. he was upset and it manifested as rage bc he doesnt know what to do with his own sadness
#disclaimer tags yes i would like to see his emotions explored more but i disagree that we ONLY saw anger in dtamhd#and EVEN IF IT WAS ONLY ANGER... anger is just as VALID and fragile and vulnerable as sadness. they are family#we saw how his anger makes him fragile how it exhausts him#how it works with his stress and fears and insecurities and sadness#he was UPSET!!!!#angry dennis in dtamhd WAS big feelings dennis in tends bar. that was the same#he expressed anger in tends bar bc he was upset he expressed anger in dtamhd bc he was upset etc etc#and i think the sadness people were expecting was present. the sadness and fragility we would have seen if he cried on the beach like most#of us anticipated (btw he did cry at the beach <3 technically <3) was THERE. it was just in his anger#sewerkingcharlie talked about this already and worded it very well but im honestly kinda bothered by how some people have treated#the portrayal of anger and emotions in this ep#you dont have to like the ep or how they portrayed dennis but some posts have really given the vibe of#his anger and his emotional outburst not being as valid because it wasnt portrayed in the way you expected#or that it wasnt palatable enough#and honestly if you dont like it thats okay! but can we please be careful with how we talk about mental illness and anger outbursts!#yes it is frustrating when people ONLY see dennis' anger or see dennis' anger in a very shallow way#which a lot of the audience unfortunately does because its been treated like a joke#but it wasnt a just a joke here#and maybe this will all go past dudebros heads frankly i dont give a shit lol but thats for another post
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"You've been through a lot... But it's alright now.
You fought long and hard Makoto...
Everyone in Kanai Ward is grateful to you."
A lil' MakoYuma comfort edit I attempted just because...
...someone needs to give this poor thing a hug fr... ;w;
show your emotions lil' CEO, you've held them in too long.
ty again for the vulnerable sadboi makoto sprite edits @shiut💕
#rain code spoilers#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#whumpcode#its angst/comfort so it counts idc#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#my edits#pixeledits#yeah for my first edit in a while#I went with something soft#I want Yuma to hug Makoto so badly... ;-;#weird hug but its the best I could do lol#I love these two so much#did something similar to that one YumaYakou edit I did#lil foggy effect because its supposed to be a serene moment#much as I love whumping these two w illness...#I do want them to be happy no more sad times ;-;#AND NO MORE CONCEALING YOUR EMOTIONS#YOU WILL CRY AND YOU WILL FEEL GOOD DOING IT#also yes this is post game yuma#ROLE REVERSAL TIME#not the best edit but its hard to edit makoto#WHEN HIS HAIR IS CUT OFF FROM HIS SPRITE X-X#yuma's probably the only one who can comfort him tbh#given he trusts nobody else#I think Makoto would be a very silent crier#not long after he'd wipe his tears away going back to normal#but let him have his small moment for now <3
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Whether you enjoy the relationship or not…
Jayce being in love with Mel doesn’t seem like something the creators did just to squash people’s mlm fantasies. They’ve been set up as so integral to each other’s stories, especially with a Noxus arc coming up, that wanting to forget they ever happened and put them with other people feels beside the point to me.
#suffice it to say i really want to see how jayce’s feelings for mel drive up the emotional stakes in the noxus storyline#meljay#mel medarda#jayce talis#ambessa medarda#arcane#arcane league of legends#they didn’t create a whole character give her a backstory and have a main character fall for her and interact with her warlord mother#in a very ominous and foreshadowy way just to make the gays sad y’all#not everything is about shipping#i want to see the story play out the way the creators planned it#but also yes i ship them
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The Rosemary Tree is the first time I've had to put down a book so I could sob over how beautiful it was.
#elizabeth goudge how do you keep doing this?#her books are such a strange thing for me#either they're 'yes it's pretty but could you please get to the point and have something happen?'#or i am slammed with waves and waves of intense overwhelming emotion so i almost can't stand how deeply it affects me#i think it helps to read it at the same time of year the story occurs#the dean's watch during advent was a life-changing experience#and now reading this book in march is having a very similar effect#i actually had to go in a room by myself to properly cry#because someone caught me tearing up#and how could i begin to explain that i'm sobbing my heart out because miss giles is reading the secret garden?#i've cried over sad moments in books but i've never felt anything like this#such intense joy and sorrow all mixed in so you can't tell which emotion is causing the tears#it's been like two hours since that happened and i'm still shook#my world is upended#and i'm being reminded in an entirely new way of what really great literature can do#the rosemary tree#elizabeth goudge
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Y'all know, I often wonder about how Larry felt after the final of "Secret of the Tomb"
Just think about it: over the years spent working at the museum, Larry developed quite a bond with the exhibits and they became like a second family to him. He spent a good part of his life alongside them and went through a lot of things with them, from the completely ordinary to the seriously dangerous ones.
And then there were those adventures in London. Larry worked his ass off to keep the magic of the tablet alive and save the lives of his friends, while still somehow trying to bond with Nicky and be a good father to him. The quintessense of all these things probably put a terrible strain on Larry, and I could tell that at some point he was even afraid. Afraid that he couldn't save them all in time.
And so, after all those hard efforts, Larry still loses all his friends and his favorite job in particular; that's it, he's left all alone (let's not count Nicky, okay?). Years of strong friendship, the joy of victories, and even sleepless nights - all for the sake of becoming just a vague memory. Larry was certainly not prepared for this turn in his life, and I have no idea at all how he coped with all those changes. He basically had to start his life over from scratch.
But Larry was able to do that: to let go of all those things that happened at the British Museum, to leave his favorite job and find a new one, to find a new course in his life. And frankly, I admire him for that.
#yes im very emotional about that dont judge me#all those thoughts make me sad tbh#natm#night at the museum#secret of the tomb#natm fandom#natm larry#larry natm#larry daley#my rambles
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I feel like we all have at least one headcanon where it’s like “this is only loosely supported by canon but by god I’m married to it” and mine is about Guillermo’s mom.
I was really taken with the way that Myrna Cabello said that she thought Silvia would accept Guillermo’s path in life, no matter what it was, as long as he was happy and fulfilled and confident. That goes for both his sexuality and his profession. I think that’s so sweet and I love how much Silvia loves her son, even if he is a weird little vampire fucker.
So my headcanon is that eventually Guillermo will introduce Nandor to his mother (Very Carefully and in a Controlled Environment) and she’ll figure out what he is immediately, but as soon as she realizes that Guillermo knows (and isn’t in any immediate danger) she’ll move right past the vampire thing to the “my son loves him” thing and the “he has no living family” thing and she’ll just start mothering him terribly.
And Nandor will bask in it.
Like. It would be actively annoying how much Nandor gets along with his mother-in-law if it weren’t so endearing, and Guillermo would be irritated if he weren’t so damn relieved.
And meanwhile Silvia is just like “now I have two sons :) :) :)”
#I genuinely think about scenarios where Silvia meets Nandor and immediately adopts him like#CONSTANTLY#just so so so much#I think some of it is the found family aspects of the show and Nandor's sadness over his own family#and some of it is the way that supportive parents of queer kids often end up adopting their partners too#because their own parents are... less supportive#it's a thing that always makes me very emotional haha#my parents are very supportive now but they weren't always and it's like... yes I get very very emotional haha#wwdits#nandermo
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I think Church on Ruby Road has finally firmly cemented my opinion that Murray Gold should not have come back.
#so much of the music was just. baffling.#yes the song was awful obviously#but more than being bad. it was unwilling to play within its own genre#there was a band onscreen but aside from percussion the only music we could hear over the singing was very clearly not within the universe#cos theres no way that band has a big sweeping orchestra section#and sooo many moments of quiet subtle emotion had the usual YOU SHOULD BE FEELING SAD NOW music over the top ruining the tone completely#anyway. im kinda hoping russell goes with ncuti and takes his prod team with him having put new life into the marketing and scale#so in three years or so someone NEW can come in and take the momentum built by rtd to bring the show into a new era#dw#dw spoilers#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#rtd crit#i guess
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You’re gonna die if you keep that up (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Kayako#And Teisel's there technically#*Die again - he's sticking with his track record lol at least he's consistent#Ghost/Curse GF arc!! I enjoy seeing ZEX happy but I am Concerned for him lol#ZEX be attracted to something/one that won't brutally murder him challenge - difficulty impossible#His affection for the grotesque and monstrous - I mean while it's admirable he does regularly put himself in dangerous situations!#Runs solely on the Suspension Bridge Effect lol - attraction and fear so conflated in his mind <3#I keep thinking of his human instincts as specifically Max's instincts since it's his body - Max's self-preservation and fear and hunger#Which ZEX dutifully ignores lol Max's body tells him to bolt and privately replies like ''Yes yes in a moment'' haha#His fascination wins out! To his own detriment haha#Although I say all that as though I don't relate in my own way - I have maybe just a few too many notes relating to ZEX lol#It's always been hard for me to get into horror in the way it's intended to spook and scare because I tend to get sad :')#So many monsters and ghosts and creatures are victims of circumstance! Like Kayako! As she is here she's not even malicious just dangerous#I've never seen the Grudge so it's only speculation but it seems very sad that she was tethered as a Curse rather than a malignant spirit#Like a battery moreso than an individual - what a terrible after-existence! It makes me sad to consider!#ZEX reaching out to her in his own way is very sweet <3 He's so biased towards his darlings hehe#In a way being human does suit him - we'll packbond with anything that Might have even the slightest inclination to not maim us lol#And the way he personifies her! (VUXonifies her?) Reading intention or emotion into her actions with no proof and no understanding!#The way he ''tries to read her face'' as if he hasn't been struggling with that this entire time - with other humans who can tell him so ♪#His pride is so delicious <3 He is so easily blinded to his own shortcomings in the face of pleasure and the potential for connection!#It's no wonder DAX worries about him so much hehe ♥#It also always makes me so happy to have something fit together so perfectly like those last two hehe <3#That vine didn't exist when this happened! But there it is!! I love newer memes on older media hehehe ♪♫
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I have to say my favorite part about Aha's character is how pivotal they are to the story and how subtly they lead the universe to lean into one direction or the other while everyone mainly continues to see them as a hehe xd lol jester cringefail little havoc creating guy intent solely on trolling everyone
#muse: aha.#By all means they Do very much enjoy trolling and deceiving people bc it's FUN! but they're also So Much More than that#besides Fuli whose entire Thing is to know & remember everything and Qlipoth who saw parts of the future & is one of the oldest aeons#I'm pretty sure Aha is the next best informed aeon out there AND they're smart enough to act well with the info they have in mind#Altho not even their followers can tell when they're being /fr or /j bc Aha insists on clowning kinda like in the yell wolf 3 times story#Also one thing that gets me every time is how Aha was clearly down horrendously for Akivili but they can't go against their path#so emotions like sadness or grief are forever locked for them unless they want to cease to exist; so when Akivili died Aha could just laugh#I say this ^ bc Aha is the Only aeon who can tell the Trailblazer in SU isn't the real Akivili#and yes that does in part stem from how Aha learned the truth of the world (all is a simulation to begin with; SU is just a different kind)#but there's another layer to it too - they knew Akivili better than any other aeon including Qlipoth who also seems to have had a crush#Aha staring at the Trailblazer for less than a second in SU when they posed as Akivili: Heeey FAKE Akivili howdy!
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the only half way safe space to be a lesbian is online and literally y’all fucking suck too, i am so depressed
#castdowns.txt#i hate conversion therapy i don’t want to be straight i don’t want to like men i don’t like them i don’t care for them#i am so tired of feeling like the most hideous creature because everything changes when people find out that i’m gay#like i’m either a little boy or a problem and i am so fucking sad#like sorry you can’t fix me but literally i will not be able to function if i concede more ground to men and patriarchy like i am so tired#i wanna lock myself in my room a lot of the time like i don’t feel good ever#and yes my period is coming but god dammit thats not the only thing wrong#its never the only thing wrong unfortunately i just have very strong emotions that i try to suppress all of the time#yes my fawn response is bad i know this i dont know what to do about the fact that there is nothing people organically like about me#everyone has to train themselves to tolerate me and i am not above working to be loved but it doesnt feel like work towards the love i want#it feels like tying a noose tighter and tighter#it feels like smiling while my blood is pooling down the fucking drain again and again#and i love people around me i do it just always feels like i am alone#i sleep under the flag and i sleep in my bed alone every night surrounded by the stuffed animals i buy to feel something#*jo march voice* i’m just so damn lonely
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AC6 SPOILERS
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I made some hard choices and I finished the Fires of Raven ending. I couldn’t let Arquebus have the Coral. Have Ayre. I didn’t see a choice. I had empowered Arquebus too much, in my mercenary greed, and my brand loyalty.
I had tears in my eyes as I brought down Arquebus. Fought Rusty with Cold Efficiency.
So I fought Ayre. To burn Rubicon so no one could have it.
I named my AC Snow Angel. So long ago. Right at the beginning of my career. Ayre, so clearly the Coral Angel. Two Angels locked in a battle with no victors at the Edge of the World.
My cannon fight is the one where we died and burned at the exact same time. (But the screen faded and brought up the fail screen…)
Rubicon burns. Humanity abandons her. And the Hope of Rubicon fades to nothing. And all anyone remembers is my name, in the Fires of Raven.
And then I wake. Right before my first mission as Raven. I don’t know why. Or how. Yet.
But what I do know. Piloting the Rubicon Angel, burning crimson with Coral Flames, I fight with cold fury of origin unknown
I will. Find the path to the future we both wanted.
#armored core 6#ac6#armored core 6 spoilers#im not ok lol#quiet tears from the moment i made the decision#quiet sobs through the whole last fight#loud sobs through the _entire_ credits#yes im emotional. this is very enriching let me enjoy my sad robot game
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#point blank period#in the spirit of being hot and sad lemme vent in the tags#my uncle died the other day and my emotions haven’t really been the same since#and it’s like yeah i cried when i found out but he was old and sick I’ve already accepted it#but yet little situations make me sad more than what they did the week prior#I’ve been sharing my history with self harm with the people in my life but it’s never really been in an ideal way#I’ve kinda just been dropping random ‘jokes’ here and there and that’s not fair#but there’s no real way to bring shit up organically#im 7 years sober from self harm and i 100% don’t wanna self harm there’s nothing to worry about with me#but i feel very generically sad in a way that’s hard to explain#yes I’m dealing with grief to an extent but it feels like nothing is wrong and yet everything is wrong#you cant just say im generically sad and get taken seriously so I’m just here
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