idk if it is just the 200mg edible, bong hits, vodka, caffeine pills, or hydros but maybe things WILL be okay??

it really was the true love's kiss that brought her back

“The Great Escapist”

‘I should be taking you to the ER.’

‘They can't do anything for me. You know, I've been remembering things, little things, so clearly— You used to read to me, um, when I was little, I— I mean, really little, from that— from that old, uh... Classics Illustrated comic book. You remember that? Knights of the Round Table. Had all of King Arthur's knights, and they were all on the quest for the Holy Grail. And I remember looking at this picture of Sir Galahad, and, and, and he was kneeling, and— and light streaming over his face, and— I remember... thinking, uh, I could never go on a quest like that. Because I'm not clean. I mean, I w— I was just a little kid. You think... maybe I knew? I mean, deep down, that— I had... demon blood in me, and about the evil of it, and that I'm— wasn't pure?’

‘Sam, it's not your fault.’

‘It doesn't matter anymore. Because these trials... they're purifying me.’

Supernatural S8E21 

YALL I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

Me when I want to read yhs or griam fanfics but I can't bcs most of the yhs tag is used as grian angst or can't find any griam fanfics bcs sam is only used as this horrible person that does everything wrong and their baby grian can't do any wrong as if he hasn't also committed crimes like Sam did and the only griam fanfics their is is 2 fanfics where they actually have a relationship and I can't find anymore:

"Jack/Vlad is unrealistic because Vlad was traumatized by Jack and hates him for it, and Jack is happily married and would never date someone as horrible as Vlad"

Actually, Jack/Vlad is unrealistic because Jack seems like the type of guy who hates cats, and Vlad is the cat mom who posts "If your husband hates your cat you should kill him" type memes on facebook daily

trying to reread aftg is excruciating because kindle saved all the old notes I made the first time I read the series in 2015 when I was like 13 years old. i called andrew minyard a smol bean

hey can whoever keeps doing this please stop. I know I sound stupid and you just want attention but it actually does get to me. Trust me I think these things about myself every fucking day, I don’t need you to repeat them. please leave me alone. don’t be responsible for suicide.

im gonna be honest gang ive been feeling more and more hopeless as of late and seeing everything thats going on both online and in the real world im just like. wow the misery never fucking ends!!!! we live in an actual hell world and its exhausting!! fuck

*leans against door seductively* does anyone have any tips on what to do when its hard + uncomfortable to breathe and ur heart is beating faster than normal to the point where its hard to focus on anything else

quick doodles of octatrio (they are both dating azul btw)

crashing so bad and wanna vent about it but that goes against my image i’m not allowed to ever be seen doubting myself or not feeling like i’m the best

having mutuals who you aren't that close to is a mind fuck. hi yes, i want you to see some stuff i drew cause i know YOU would like it, but i can't post it publicly. if i send it directly to you are you gonna think I'm weird? and explode me with your mind? do you secretly hate me already? im asking normal questions

things are so dire rn i’m considering getting a vape. a vape

devotion as a chest wound