when he says βilyβ but cardan once said βIt was like being trapped in the dark. I was perhaps not entirely an animal, but neither was I myself. I could not reason. There were only feelingsβhatred and terror and the desire to destroy. And you. I knew little else, but I always knew you.β
Okay we all know that Lucifer is the perfect man for me, but even the brightest stars have their dull moments.
Luci has these moments where heβs really clingy where itβs almost possessive? and sticks to your side like a cleaver, which usually you donβt mind, but it gets annoying when he whines whenever you have to do the most mundane tasks.
Gets jealous waaaaay too easily. If you give positive attention to any other Hell resident bar Charlie ofc, it sends him into a fit of silent rage, some of which you notice, and confront him about it.
This leads to the next red flag. He clams up and defends himself, using excuses like βHe doesnβt wanna lose youβ (Which is valid, given his backstory) but sometimes he doesnβt just admit heβs wrong, and communicate that in an appropriate way. Though, he tries to improve, without telling you as such.
Speaking of communication, he struggles to open up about his problems and what he sees; 9 times out of 10, you have to coax it out of him.
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this headcanon in my head 24/7 for a long time and I really want to say it bc aagh theyπ€²π€² theyπ€²π€²ππππ
Kaon and Vos were in a very strained relationship at first. Kaon was very aggressive and always snapped at his new mate
Vos on the contrary tried to establish contact even when Kaon was really angry at him
but over time, their relationship become softer. and in the end they became very attached to each otherππ
I like to imagine how Kaon slowly begins to feel sympathy for Vos and accept his attempts to become closerπ€²π€² I love to think that eventually Kaon finds comfort and love in himππππππ
and they find themselves so emotionally attached to each other and and
gghhhh I can't i so love them and I wanna talk about it forever, I wanna see them in love and softππππ
(god, I've never said this, but my favorite hc is how Vos climbs into Kaon's room through the ventilation in the middle of the night. and for the first time, Kaon almost electrocutes him, but later they just sleep togetherπ₯Ήπ₯Ή i iπ₯Ήπ₯Ήππ I can't)
bro the interaction between shad and aphmau in the woods in season 3 will never fail to destroy me. like. when shad uses aaronβs voice to try and convince aphmau to lead him to alina? my godddd dude. and donβt get me started on the fact aphmau wasnβt believing him until he used aaronβs voice to say βwhatβs wrong? are you feeling alright?β in such a genuine tone that she started to actually think it was him. LIKE ??? THATS SO FUCKED UP ???? the only reason she started to believe shad was aaron was because he was speaking to her softly, like aaron used to do !!!! she remembers his voice comforting her all those years ago!!! what the fuck!!! iβm so so sad over it because shad had her wrapped around his finger so quickly SOLELY because he was using her dead loverβs voice. LIKE OH MY GOD ππ she only realized it wasnβt him when he called her irene- because her aaron would never call her that. she shoved him away so quickly too! she was probably so heartbroken and furious. how could shad do that to her? it wasnβt fair!
ALSO WHEN AARON GETS CONTROL BACK BRIEFLY SO SHE CAN RUN AWAY???? MY GOD DUDE. the way she was so hesitant to leave, despite knowing shad was likely going to kill her- only because she didnβt want to lose aaron again. she wanted to stay for him- but didnβt because he urged her to go :( iβm so sad, man.