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luckykittysshowerthoughts · 29 days

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Imagine: A Michael who feels self-conscious being seen in physical form because he has no idea what to do with his body and how to act in it.

Is this a proper smile? It's not a smirk, is it? Is this even an appropriate time to smile?

My face just did something weird for a second there, didn't it? Ugh.

Is that enough eye contact? Too much eye contact? I'm not staring, am I?

Why is my leg doing that? It shouldn't be doing that.

Where do I put my arms?

Ugh, come on, Michael, posture. Keep proper posture, like Lucifer does. Or... should I not be doing The Posture™? No one else here is doing The Posture. Do I seem too formal, unapproachable?

People are staring, aren't they? They're staring. This is not how the Archangel Michael should be seen. It would've been so much better to keep them guessing, to remain just a distant voice...

Mystique is so much more dignified than the truth.

#making him even more autistic because I said so #he's canonically an overthinker #Michael: as far as I'm concerned all body is horror #you think he's being creepy staring at you smirking like that but really there's just a Windows screensaver behind those eyes #a foil to Raphael: Raphael doesn't realize he's being weird and doesn't think about it; Michael is painfully aware and that makes it worse #will never admit it though #physically allergic to admitting he has no idea what he's doing 90% of the time #obey me michael #om michael #obey me headcanons

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bet-on-me-13 · 10 months

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Reformed Dan but misunderstandings suck

So, Dan has been Reformed for Years at this point. You could go with the Fandom Typical version of just chilling out, or you could go with the AGIT version of the Redemption. Either way, Dan is fully reformed and trying to find his way in the World.

Unfortunately, not everybody knows/believes him.

You know all those Time Traveling Heroes who came back to stop some great catastrophe? That was Dan.

Impulse is fucking terrified of this guy, cause he Grew Up in the Central City Stronghold and saw Phantom tear down the Walls protecting the City in person.

Booster Gold grew up in the Metropolis Stronghold, so while he never really saw Phantom in his timeline he still did know of him. I mean, obviously, he murdered every hero on the planet and subjugated most of the world, but he doesn't have much personal stake in that.

Eobard Thawn hates Phantom. Thawn himself grew up in a world where Phantom killed every Hero in the world, and he was terrified that Phantom would track him down when he tried to become the new Flash. But once he became a Walking Paradox he saw as Time itself changed to erase Phantom from existence, he got really jealous. Why did Time decide Phantom was bad enough to erase, why not him!? He's Evil! He's a Terror on the Timeline! He deserves Clockworks attention dammit!

And then, they discover evidence that Phantom has come back in Time,

So now, any and all Time Travelers are trying to find the guy who single-handedly was the Apocalypse, and want to kill him to save the world. Or out of Jealousy in Thawns case.

Either way, no matter where Dan goes to try and settle down, a bunch of annoying Heroes always find him and attack him, yelling about "Stopping his Plans" and "Saving the Timeline!" And "It should have been me dammit!"

Honestly Thawn is the most annoying one, he just runs in and rants at him about how he is jealous of how much attention Clockwork gave him. Dude, just sdmit your crush already and leave me alone. (I'm not sorry)

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bluerosefox · 2 months

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In Luminous Green Glow.

Another TaliaxDanny idea

So we knows those AU where Danny pops out the Lazarus Pits and meets like Damian or Jason.

What if, due to time travel shenanigans or even dimensional reasons Danny pops out of the Lazarus Pits when he was investigating it (maybe he's CW apprentice and helping keeping the Zone in check) and while looking he suddenly gets a sword put to his neck and a voice, a very very spine tingling smooth voice, saying

"Who are you. And how did you find this place."

Out the corner of his eye Danny could see a woman (or if time travel, teen! Talia) around his age and ooooh boy the Fenton 'I love a woman that just might kill me' genes are totally kicking into high gear.

#danny phantom #danny fenton #crossover #dp x dc #blue rambles #danny phantom dc #writing ideas #random idea #dpxdc #talia al ghul #taliaxdanny #i know we normally do King Danny but im feeling more for CW apprentice instead #Danny is down bad for kick butt ladies #Talia is won over by Danny's goofyness tbh #and finds him charming #and never told her father about him #hes her secret that Ra's cant take away #they are friends though even with Dannys crush and Talia refusal to aknowledge their actual friendshi #not that shes against his friendship though she just doesnt wanna admit it due to how she was raised #Danny is the one she tells everything too #depsite his crush on her Danny is respectful towards her feelings and wont make a move #after Ra's is actually dead Talia finally decides to stop ignoring her actual feelings towards Danny btw

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beatcroc · 1 year

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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y

hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]

#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #gustavo and brick #arting #pizzaposting #so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that #and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it #not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine #he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to #who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower #making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino #i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now #nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact #he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that #and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine #is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf #gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo #pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here #''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''

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tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang · 1 month

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This is the kinda thing Izana says while also desperately wanting love and affection

#tokyo revengers #tokrev #tokyo rev #izana kurokawa #kurokawa izana #he'd never admit it though

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invye · 27 days

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I have watched all of three episodes of House MD and I am delighted to report I am absolutely sold on this asshole and his secretly-just-enough-of-a-bastard best friend.

House: *says the most out of pocket sarcastic thing*

Wilson: *rolls with it without even blinking*

I see through you and what I see is love and devotion.

#i swear i didn't get into the show to add another ship to the circulation of seasonally recurring ships #i was told its a really good med drama and i had the opportunity and needed some background entertainment #but then these idiots have to be so utterly shippable---#wilson 'tricking' house into taking cases #house taking cases just because wilson asked (though he'd never admit that)#i am almost afraid of continuing the show for too long #because i can already smell the house/cuddy coming #oh well #i'll just enjoy my silliness until then #house md #hilson #house x wilson

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gothpersy · 1 year

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Me *slapping together several different art styles*: HARDCORE

#i should have just used the stock photo i used as ref for the disco ball but i have standards so it's drawn #is it messy? yeah #but also nobody's paying me xd #disco elysium #disco elysium fanart #disco elysium poster #i do admit i looked in the direction of alexander rostov's art when drawing the pale/clouds so it's a very similar color palette #not identical though i have different brushes and shit #also I'm obviously not even nearly as good like could you imagine i will never paint like him #not a self drag just facts i am all about low opacity softish stuff #so yeah #i still like it enough to post #next poster will be l.s. dunes again and I'll try traditional art techniques bc i have a whole drawer full of art supplies i do not use

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journey-to-the-attic · 4 months

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family reunion!! (imagine this is some hypothetical jtta version of s3)

#art #obey me #obey me belphegor #jtta ik #i feel like i could write paragraphs about belphie and ik's dynamic post The Incident #scratch that i could do that with literally any of the characters #so i'll spare you that but the thesis is that while he'd never admit it #in some ways ik is belphie's worst fear #while belphie was at some point ik's worst fear #though for very different reasons #belphie is by default the brother that makes fun of you #but plots kira-style to ruin the life of anyone who messes with you at school

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synonymroll648 · 9 months

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after fitz cools off a little bit about sophie and keefe being a thing, he should drop tidbits about keefe (mostly during trust exercises) that he thinks she might find helpful since they're dating.

the thing is, instead of just stuff like, 'keefe loves frogs, so he might appreciate a gift or trip related to them, idk' he also drops things like 'btw if you just hold his hand in your hands - specifically towards the back of his head, just behind his ears - while you're talking to him, he'll probably melt haha. also his scalp is sensitive, do with that what you will, but make sure you're gentle'.

bonus points if sophie asks keefe about why every single tidbit fitz gives is correct and he goes tomato red for the first time ever and sputters out something like 'i gave fitz the lord of the snuggles title based on personal experience - he's clingy when he's tired, ok?'

#take the rest where you will but. i just thought it was funny. dating coach fitz but he's only useful when it's keefe #sokeefe #sophie foster #keefe sencen #keefitz #fitz vacker #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fic idea #could also be sokeefitz. if you want. (i want.)#also bringing biana into this might be hilarious. team valiant meeting disperses and sophie's like 'hey...why does your brother know so muc #about keefe's preferences in physical affection?'#and she's like. 'oh yeah keefe always pretended fitz was forcing him into being a hugger and stuff but he was just as bad as fitz #like if anyone else sat closer to fitz at aurenflares than him he'd get huffy because it meant fitz would fall asleep on someone else and #he'd get SUPER jealous. don't ask keefe about it though he'll never admit to any of it'#or something like that

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pochiikou · 1 year

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#They can't keep their hands off each other #even though they would never admit it #matchablossom #sk8 #kaoru x kojiro #kaoru sakurayashiki #kojiro nanjo #cherry x joe #sk8 fanart #SK8 the Infinity #yaoi #SK∞ エスケーエイト #エスケーエイト #digital art #my art #pochiikou

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dewwshi · 1 year

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we'll be there! 💖

#this is another old one from... over a year ago? jeezuz time moves too fast #i was going through a lot when i drew this #i basically binged wbb in... february? of '22 #it brought me a lot of comfort when i needed it and it's a very cute show #though i'll admit i never liked the baby bears that much. i liked the episodes when they were grown up #so i never watched we baby bears or the movie unfortunately #but anyway! bears #i was fascinated by the idea of drawing them as they would actually look if they were real bears because that's what i'm like #so that's what i did!#sorry not sorry for my prolonged hiatus it will happen again #wbb #we bare bears #wbb ice bear #wbb grizz #wbb panda #cartoon network #bears #wbb fanart #we bare bears fanart #actually i lied there was ONE baby bears episode i fucking adored and it was yuri and the bear because i love ice bear #like everyone else on the planet...#find me someone whose favourite wbb character isn't ice bear #you can't. it's impossible #i also loved the burrito #because i like when characters have trauma ig

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goldeneko · 1 year

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thancred specifically requesting that you don't tell ryne that him & urianger are "wandering around" together after endwalker is so funny and for what. why is he embarrassed by this

#possible implications being #1) they never actually got together on the first even though ryne tried to push them together #telling ryne that after everything all they wanted was to travel with each other would be admitting she was right #or 2) they did get together on the first and thancred is just easily embarrassed by public displays of affection in front of ryne #even when it's literally with his long-term partner who ALSO parented ryne #either way. puts him in a glass cage for observation #thanuri #ffxiv #endwalker

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journal-from-the-heart · 8 months

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i think, for trauma survivors, especially those who were emotionally abused, invalidated, or gaslit, it is really important not to underestimate the significance of speaking bluntly about what happened to you. Forcing yourself not to beat around the bush, not to downplay what you went through with your words. say what happened, without any caveats, without any “but it could’ve been worse”, “but i might just be being overdramatic”, “but it wasn’t really THAT bad,” and so forth. sit with the discomfort until you can begin to let yourself realize that it WAS that bad, you WERENT being overdramatic, and even if it could’ve been worse you still didn’t deserve it. It’s almost like a form of reclamation, taking back your memories, taking back your life, even the difficult or gross parts, and refusing to let anyone change the narrative or tell you how you should feel anymore, even yourself. and it hurts and it’s scary and it feels weird and awkward and sometimes you want to convince yourself you’re lying, but i think sitting in those weird feelings and letting yourself admit that you really did go through trauma puts the power back in your hands to process things and be compassionate to yourself while you heal

#like. recently i’ve been reflecting a lot on this trauma i have with this absolutely godawful english teacher i had in grade 7 #he was an absolute creep and even though he never touched me i knew he touched other girls and made even creepier comments to them #than he did to me. and i never really had time to fully understand the gravity of the damage he did to me because i was #so focused on the fact that it could’ve been worse and he never even actually touched me or got that close to me save a few times #but yesterday as i was reflecting on this i finally got myself to admit. i was terrified of him and i was terrified for every fucking minute #that i spent in that class. and i was a child who never should’ve had to deal with that and it’s clear that i still have a lot of problems #from that whole event. and the more times i repeat that and get myself to understand it. the more i’m able to be compassionate to myself now #and patient with myself in the things i struggle with as a result of what happened #childhood trauma #trauma #cptsd healing #cptsd recovery #cptsdawareness #trauma survivor #trauma recovery

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dxxtruction · 2 days

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"Louis acting like a pimp to Armand" And what is a pimp exactly? Quickly. And, oh so sexual trauma survivors can't engage in kink now without it being all about that? Pet names? They can't be submissive anymore? Consensually? Sexually healthy? Be serious. I'd hardly say there's much power difference between them during all this anyway, except that Louis is freer than Armand and it's been putting a strain on their relationship. Louis wants more from Armand, and less of this 'being his past' for them both, and so helping Armand with this could fix that. It's healthy to want to help your partners get out of a rough patch?

I mean, the whole exchange was very clearly set up as a "I want to help you" after such a great moment of vulnerability Louis feels just how much Armand is desperate for it. Louis called Armand so they could work out a plan together.

And the bit with the umbrella was Louis' way of asking 'are you willing to listen to me?' and Armand said yes by unfolding it. Louis goes on and explains, Armand is allowed to argue against it, but Louis makes his point. And then he gives Armand a way to make his own choice in it too. Armand's already decided 'I want you, more than anything else in the world', but Louis still asks after if he's sure of his choice, and with a name, Arun, that is the one of his fullest agency, running the point home. Honoring the situation Armand calls Louis Maitre - as a way of being like 'I'll do as you've said then'. To make this work he's going to have to give Louis some of the control, yes. But it's the first time such a role is ever established, and it was his choice to do it. So so what if they do it in a very suggestive way? They can't like doing that? I think it's them having fun.

I struggle to find how Louis is being overly domineering here when really he's giving and offering Armand the most agency he's ever had. Same with finding it manipulative. The manipulation was more earlier in the episode I think, when he was stringing him along, giving mixed signals. He's no longer toying with him like that. Louis might be pushing Armand, leading him on to make a decision, but he doesn't mean bad by it.

But back to this pimp thing. I find it frankly offensive that this is where people are going with this. I get it, but to run with it being the case is, on many levels, wrong.

Louis told us episode 1 this was the only sustainable line of work to support his family and keep their standing, at the time. It was never his choice to be doing this either but his blackness allowed no other options. He did what he did so his family could stay in that house and maintain all their same comforts. It gave him privileges most black men didn't have at the time that he wanted to maintain and even have more of. Anyway, it doesn't and had never defined him the way 'being good at running things' had. And in that case he just likes having that kind of control where he can get it, which makes sense.

The world is what placed that kind of role onto him of what he was allowed to be able to run, not himself. And on that he actually treated the sex workers he employed well and respected them enough to give them more opportunity.** He recognizes they don't have much in the way of options either.

Louis employed sex workers, yes, but he didn't subject them to abuse, (like how Armand was)*. He didn't oversee things in a way that would go against their consent (see; episode 1 again)**. Sometimes a job is just a job. And Sex work is work.

Armand's particular past with sexual abuses may strike a particular cord with Louis, given all that, but the very last thing either is thinking is that Louis' pimping Armand out here. This is merely their decision as companions, and had nothing to do with adding another line in a laundry list of selling Armands body out to people at the command of someone else. Armand rescinds some of his control to Louis' wishes, because he wants him, and he trusts him, that's all.

If you aren't allowing Armand that choice, and are doubtful it's fully his, you're putting him right back in the box of being defined by his abuses. Putting him back into that space where he isn't given any agency over what he does.

*: (edit) added for clarity.

**: (strike through) numerous people are saying I'm misremembering these points so disregard it. (Thought he was siding with Bricks, it was the other way around). (Technically those opportunities were for getting around the law). I don't have a perfect memory, it happens. Let's not get mad about it. Doesn't change much of the point which is that Louis, now, Louis then, was always considering more about the running things. So I guess I'd say he may only have respected the SWers enough for what allowed him to do that, but he has a great deal higher respect for Armand that is genuine. It's incomparable. Please read my added notes in the tags, I put those in not long after uploading several hours ago as of typing this. It should address most concerns.

#amc iwtv #iwtv spoilers #iwtv season 2 #Loumand #louis du pointe du lac #armand #interview with the vampire #IWTV #Many people are ranting about this but I'm throwing my hat in too #anyway stop infantilizing him its weird #signed someone who went through csa and is close friends with many swers #long rant #noticing spelling errors in this after posting ffff #added note: I'm not saying armand and louis dynamic is without it's flaws or that louis was somehow without his exploitation and faults #while he was a pimp #as a pimp though he certainly wasn't going about it in the same way as what had happened in the brothel or with marius #I more so mean that their very actions are of a healthier dynamic than that even if they themselves are not exactly so #And if you want to still run with this pimp like thing being there you have to also admit it's what's desired by them both yk?#If so then healthy or not for their relationship that's how it is #all for everyone being nasty freaks and all the messed up relationships everywhere #But I still don't see it as that exactly I wouldn't call it that there's just a bit of that dominance that man in charge kind of thing #It seems that way cause neither want to be tethered to the roles they've been playing previously they aren't entirely different for it but #are still arriving to this idea of something new to define themselves by something they both want #This companionship that they're still trying to get a feel for #we as an audience might know they never do fully work their shit out and so are doomed but they don't at that point #last thing i guess is that I am not here to police what people wanna think about characters it's fictional and not that serious 4 me 2 care #I caution using this idea of it being like pimping for reasons above but don't wanna enforce anything #These are just my thoughts

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oceanwithouthermoon · 6 months

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imagine saiki full on fantasizing about a crush for the first time ☠️ with satou, he kept it fairly realistic and wanted to go immediately from being practically strangers to being friends, but if he started crushing on someone he was already FRIENDS with ?? the only next step to take is like.. actual romance.. so he has to actually start thinking about that..

kusuo knowing he has a crush on someone but somehow, at like 8pm on a random tuesday evening, he pops out of a daydream like.. WAIT I WANT TO KISS THEM ?? I WANT TO KISS THEM SO BAD ???

whole 17/18 year old boy laying face down in his bed, bright red and kicking his feet cuz oh my god he wants to kiss someone.

#tsundere loser gets cutesy fantasies for the first time in his life #i do wonder if he ever fantasized about satou just without acting on it #i alwaysy just figured he was too focused on actually doing the first step and befriending to think about like.. kissing him..#it would be silly if he did though cuz that would mean he prob did think ahead to the next steps and then never made it there #cuz satou thought he was weird lmfao thats so sad #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post #terusai #saiura #<-with anyone who already has a crush on him in canon i think he would be so pissed at himself tbh #like hes spent so long being stubborn about not liking them back and then suddenly hes fantasizing about kissing/hugging them ??#bro will be stubborn for the rest of his life lmao he will never admit it or confess #kubosai #saikechi #nensai #saikai #<-this with any of his guy friends is just gay panic tbh #especially if they dont already like him or he just cant figure out or tell if they do #its just the whole 'gay guy in love with his oblivious and MAYBE straight best friend' trope #its different if he knows they like him back but yk damn well he would still never confess #so hes still stuck gay panicking alone in his room over it #lame little queer boy

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otome-cherry · 1 month

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You know what? I believe Silvio can sing sea shanties. It just needs to be the right atmosphere and lots of alcohol 🍺

#he’d never admit to it though #I just had this random thought #ikemen prince silvio #ikemen prince #ikepri #cybird ikemen #otome game #ramblings

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